#cw anciety

[girl-revolution-utena]

Thinking about how parents usually say "don't get into a stranger's car" and how the implocation is that they are going to kidnap you, kill you or assault you (or everything). And Akio uses his car for abuse, either doing it there or driving the victim to the place where the abuse is going to happen. In some cases, even though he is a stranger, the victims know he exists and is an authority in the school. In others, he grooms them and gets them to trust him, so he makes sure that the warning no longer applies to him.

His power as an adult and how, with his car, he has more freedom than the kids. He can go wherever he wants. He uses the car as a private space where he doesn't need to respond for his actions. And if the kids want to go somewhere that is not inside Ohtori, they need him to take them. They have to get into his car to be able to grasp a little freedom.

This just makes me want to read more about youth liberation and how young people are a class in contradiction with adults.

[between-two-fandoms]

Would you possibly be willing to write a headcannon/blurb thing about how EJ or Ricky (its up to you) would be with a girl who has severe anxiety?

TW ANXIETY

Hi anon!

Thanks for the ask friendo!

OC time? OC time! FOC brainchild time let's go friendos!!!! Not really a hc list but I hope u still like it!

Mwah mwah,

Ren

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EJ could sense it. Anxiety was one of his closest friends after all. He exchanged a look at Ricky then glanced at the door a girl disappeared behind. "Come on," EJ said quietly, tugging Ricky along as he ducked into the empty classroom. "Hello?" EJ called out, concern in his voice. He didnt have to go far before seeing the poor girl shaking like a leaf.

Ricky beat him to her, already on his knees at her side. "Hey - your name's Kylie right?" He asked. EJ realized he could recognize her too, from their shared history class. She nods and shakes her head when Ricky tries to touch her.

"Kylie can you hear us?" EJ asked in a low voice, setting his bag on the ground as he sat next to Ricky.

Kylie nodded, her arms wrapped around herself tightly. EJ winced when he saw her fingernails impailing her muscle. "Can you take a deep breath for me? Just follow my lead," he shot Ricky a look that warned him to stay quiet. Kylie nodded and hiccuped on her inhale but EJ kept up his pattern. Eventually Kylie called down enough to breathe on her own again.

"Thank you," she said quietly, flickering her eyes up to meet EJ's. EJ nodded in response. "I should... I need to get to the nurse." Ricky nodded and he and EJ helped her stand to her feet again. She let them walk her to the hallway but insisted she would be fine by herself so they both watched her turn the corner, leaving their line of sight.

[gammaexposed]

had a panic attack at work and one of my bosses wants me to stay. so that's fun. this is fine.

[definitely-a-plant]

Discord fucks with my anxiety so fucking badly. I hate discord. There, I've said it. I hate hate hate hate it. Pain in the ass anxiety causing app.