#cuz he probably wont do great in the physical fight

[flying-mochis]

Cloudcalling on the Savana Book 3

Please dont let Lilia drive

Oh Kalim- they are such besties though- I love how Lilia is like 700 years old but you know hes sti having slumber parties and pillow fights with his band mate fbbsndbf theyre so cute

???? These two this whole event- I see what yall are saying now

DO NOT EAT THE SHELL- POOR JAMIL DJDBDBNDBSJ

no fun parents 😔 boooooo

[jamiebluewind]

Ayda and Fig's Sleepover

(Takes place during Fantasy High episodes 2.10 and 2.11)

*Ayda leaves Aelwyn with Adaine and goes to find Fig in her room*

Ayda: I think Adaine is very grateful that we rescued her. Um-

Fig: -Yeah-

Ayda: Ah, you fight very bravely and ah-

Fig: -Thank you. This was not my best work today.

Ayda: Um... you are extremely loud and funny and charming and you talk loudly um... and that's so exciting.

Fig: *giggles* Thank you so much! I mean, you're really direct and analytical and you kind of deconstructed things before my eyes and make me see them in a different way. And I really like that.

Ayda: Mm-hmm.

Fig: A lot of things I take for granted, you really think through.

Ayda: *tears of flame stream down her face*

Fig: Also? You cry fire, which is awesome. And check it out! *reaches out and touches a tear which doesn't burn her finger*

Ayda: Ha! That's something we have in common.

Fig: Yeah. Yeah-

Ayda: -That's bonding.

Fig: That's bonding.

Ayda: Yep. Um, I live on an island full of nasty, dirty pirates, so I don't have any other young women to hang out with and this has just been so huge for me and you're so cool and kind.

Fig: Why don't you just come hang out with us?

Ayda: Okay.

Fig: Why don't you just keep hanging out with us?

Ayda: Okay.

Fig: The library can run itself.

Ayda: I'm s-

Fig: -I mean, the man who works at the front, he was really on the ball. Really fast.

Ayda: That's not been my experience of Rolands.

Fig: Okay, but from my experience I was like hooo! that's a fast man.

Ayda: Running's all he's good for. I think Adaine and her sister Aelwyn probably just need to rest.

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: Um, are you... I need to fully sleep. Do you fully sleep as well?

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: Are you feeling tired from the battle?

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: Okay.

Fig: Let's do it up. Are you asking to have a slumber party? 'Cause if you're not-

Ayda: *starts crying*

Fig: -I am.

Ayda: Okay. You're asking that because you want it and it wouldn't be weird for me to also want that.

Ayda: Look. I understand- I understand that you probably meet at lot of people that say what they don't mean, but I pretty much across the board say what I mean, but I'm usually look like someone else.

Ayda: Okay.

Fig: But I mean what I say.

Ayda: Okay. I'm gonna lie down next to you while we sleep-

Fig: -Okay-

Ayda: -because I have not had a friend like that before-

Fig: -Yeah. Let's do it-

Ayda: -and I'm gonna really take my cues from you about what's normal about that.

Fig: Okay. Physical contact is totally cool. We've talked about it. We can just do whatever we want.

Ayda: Great. Fantastic. I'm gonna really follow your lead on this.

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: *lays down and immediately starts to snooze*

Fig: *wakes her up* Sorry. Part of the slumber party is actually that you stay up late talking.

Ayda: Fantastic.

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: I got that wrong out of the gate, but now I know and I won't make that mistake again.

Fig: Yeah. First cue is we stay up for a while.

Ayda: Great. Fantastic.

Fig: -Okay-

Ayda: I love that.

Fig: Um... I wanna apologize for being Aguefort. My plan was like to try to get out of fighting them and make them think I was your dad and like that I would call off, you know *air quotes* the military effort *air quotes* if they gave us- I wasn't trying to mess with you at all.

Ayda: That makes total sense and I won't lie. I caught the short end of the staw-

Fig: -yeah I know-

Ayda: -with this disguise, but normally your disguises are extremely delightful.

Fig: Thanks. Yeah-

Ayda: So, it's alright that this one didn't pan out for me. I'm sure the next one will.

Fig: I-I'm sorry that it seems like... he's a really powerful guy and it must be really annoying seeing everyone idolize him so much, cuz it doesn't sound like he was a great dad.

Ayda: No. He was not a great dad.

Fig: It's... it's-it's okay okay to admit that.

Ayda: I'm admitting it.

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: I'm very forthright-

Fig: -He might just be a bad dad forever.

Ayda: Oh well.

Fig: But! That's okay because you find cool people in your world that take the place of that you were looking for from him.

Ayda: A different, other dad.

Fig: Well... rather the emotions you were hoping to get from him, you might find in unexpected places.

Ayda: *whispers* I have to find these places.

Fig: *laughes* Not a phys- well actually yeah. It's a physical place, yeah. Let's go into some caves and look for emotions.

Ayda: Fantastic.

The pair stay up very late talking. Fig goes out and plays bass for a dancing Fabian as Ayda sleeps deeply before going to bed herself.

~~~

Fig wakes up next to Ayda who naturally sleeps with her bird legs up next to her chest. Ayda sleeps hot, like an ember burning with little trails of smoke out of her nostrils.

Ayda: *loud squawk as she startles from sleep* Ah. I was unconscious.

Fig: No. I think you were asleep.

Ayda: Right, right. That's what I meant.

Fig: Well, same difference. Good call.

Ayda: Thank you.

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: Uh, so now that we're awake, is the sleepover still happening or is that considered concluded now?

Fig: You know what? I'm glad you asked. Let's keep the sleepover going throughout the day.

Ayda: Okay. I don't fully understand, but I'm going to basically take your lead and-

Fig: -cool-

Ayda: -follow along. Does this mean that I have to remain in my night garb or can I put on my normal daytime clothes?

Fig: Um... the thing is, at a sleepover, you could sleep in your daytime clothes, so sleepover the-the wardrobe is kinda like do as whatever feels right to you.

Ayda: Okay. Things rarely feel a hundred percent right to me. I'm very self critical-

Fig: -You don't have any outfits that feel good to you?

Ayda: I have outfits that feel good to me-

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: -but I worry rather other people will like that. Does that make sense?

Fig: Okay. Well first off, everything you're wearing? Everyone's been liking.

Ayda: Fantastic.

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: God what a huge success.

Fig: Yeah!

Ayda: Great.

Fig: It's definitely been a huge sucess. So I think- you know what? I think you should go out on a limb and put on something that you like that you think other people wont like.

Ayda: *starts sweating* And you would like that?

Fig: Okay. I mean yes I would like that, but don't do it because of that.

Ayda: Okay. You have constructed a-a hellish riddle and um... okay. I'm going to attempt to solve the dilemma you've put in front of me and I am going to go eat. Uh. Um... I am hungry so I'm going to go get food.

Fig: Yeah.

Ayda: And I'm not doing that because I think you'll like that. I just need to eat. Is that a success?

Fig: Do you think it's a success?

Ayda: Okay. This is hell. *walks out of the room*

[popatochisssp]

Match up!

Likes: Fanfiction, Video games (especially fond of puzzle or story driven first person games like Portal or Fallout 4), Coloring/messing around on photoshop, Vines, critiquing the hell out of movies, my furball chihuahua, my mom and little bro, chai tea lattes, frozen blueberry waffles, tumblr, memes, cartoons (like Steven Universe, Gravity Falls, Miraculous Ladybug), tv shows (generally Sci-Fi, Supernatural/Paranormal, or competition based like anything with Gordon Ramsay or Doctor Who), Jigsaw Puzzles, Riddles, being lazy

Fav Season: Winter, Fav Disney Char: Stitch, Fav Candy: Hershey Almonds, Fav Color: Purple or Black

Dislikes: Bugs, Heat, Physical Labor, The Minions, Republicans, Too much Sun/Light (I’m a bit sensitive), Smoking cigarettes, weed is fine), Anti-vaxxers and other illogical people, Math

What are you looking for in a match?

I’m not sure exactly what I want as I’ve never been in a relationship really. I guess someone who is ok with me info dumping, being clingy/invasive, being a bitch a times - being ok with my flaws basically. I want someone who is Honest and and Communicates, someone who makes it clear what their intentions are, why they like me, and if their gonna stay. I would like someone who takes care of me but what I probably need is someone who knows when to kick my ass and make me do things. Someone who motivates or reminds me to take care of myself, that while they are ok helping me they wont let me push them around. I want someone who will will help me and be sweet but also will call me out on my bullshit.

Any dealbreakers?

If they don’t like my family (mom, my dog, bro) then it’s instant nope. They dont have to love them cuz yeah the fam has flaws but it’s one of those “only I can criticize them no one else” scenarios. If they hurt my dog in anyway their dead. If they smoke cigarettes their out or gotta swear to quite. I have asthma so it’s not negotiable and if their brother smokes that has to be out of my sight too or I will throw hands.

They have to understand that everyone has a backstory/issues and that doesn’t make them a bad person. Like my mom has done some shady shit due to paranoia and PTSD and will also do crazy things (like if me and SO get in fight my mom will show up even if it’s the dead of night to come throw hands or she will find blackmail so I can have an upper hand(she bugged a house of a guy she thought was cheating on her once)) like I dont agree with her often but unless the relationship is serious and been going on a while then I will take my moms side.

If they do milk than cereal that a no, I dont trust that.

Anything else I should know? 

I have Depression and anxiety so while they aren’t major issues anymore they should still be kept in mind. I have issues spending money in that I dont like spending money at all and will ignore needed things if it seems to pricey (aka over 20 bucks) so I need skelebae to buy things and either lie or tell me how much we saved or still have rather than how much things cost or else I get really guilty/anxious. I also have issues remembering to take care of myself like eating regularly, drinking water, leaving my house and going outside for once, and sleeping at normal times.

I dont care about cannibalism or murder as long as it is justified in a way. I have a realistic to cynical view and have questionable morals (I like to think of my soul trait as a slightly corrupted justice).

I am similar to a cat in that I will be bristly and standoffish at first but once I warm up to you you will be suffocated with affection and possessiveness. I can act selfishly without realizing it so it may not seem like it but my partners happiness is my number one priority. Im loyal to a fault and Also I have little shame and Privacy. I will often forget people dont have the same boundaries as me (aka near none) so I probably come off as very nosey and invasive. I like most form of humor but dont really laugh often mainly I make a pffffttt sound. Sometimes when I’m really happy I act silly or goofy so like I may seem kinda witty and serious but at my core I’m a goof.

I would match you with Mal (Swapfell Sans)!

He’s pretty much everything you’re looking for in a match: a clear communicator who’ll take care of you without letting you walk all over him. He doesn’t mind that you get excited about certain topics and may want to talk his nonexistent ear off and it’s probably for the best that you’re not hard on boundaries-- neither is he.

He’s from a very dangerous, deadly universe and he completely understands that morality isn’t such a clear-cut, black-and-white thing. He actually respects your family quite a bit for being willing to blur a line here or there to make sure you’re safe and looked after and he’ll do his best to prove they have no cause for concern: you’re in very safe claws with him!

Mal is the type to spoil his partner, so if what you need to allow that is for him to never let you see a price tag, then so be it. He has a good head for numbers and a strong work ethic to go with his well-paying jobs, so finances should never be much of an issue, he’ll see to that!

He also doesn’t mind too much if you’re slow to warm up-- he’s the same way and considers that a reasonable measure of caution-- but once you’re both warmed up to each other, the rest of your relationship will probably be an affectionately possessive cling-fest and neither of you will have a problem with it.

Oh, and expect surprisingly bad, goofy jokes out of him, too! He seems classy and sophisticated (and he is!), but...well, he’s a Sans, and he has a very soft spot in his soul for silly humor.

The two of you will get along great! ;3

[verminviscount]

if yall dont send me asks i will edit this post answering every fucking one of these questions

i swear to the gods ill do it.

IM DOIN IT

yes, ive got a pretty good relationship with my parents

hmmmm my mom, this morning as she left for work

no. ive made it my life goal to never regret anything i do because if i hadnt done something i wouldnt be the same person i am today

Nope! not anymore, ive pushed away all my insecurities because they held me back from doing things that make me happy

im in a relationship

oooo, ive thought about this a lot. i want to die suddenly, doing something i love. have a heart attack while playing my uke or something like that

i last ate the dust from a bag of cereal because thats the best part of the cereal

not anymore, but i used to play baseball, soccer, and at one point badminton

oh definitely. i bleed a lot because i bite my nails too far down

my last physical fight was three whole weeks ago because im trying to be a less violent person, yknow? i want to have control over myself so i dont lash out as much.

i like my partner 💖

yes. multiple times. its not a good idea, but it can get fun once youre sufficiently sleep deprived

theres the chick in my science class named Socorro, who called me stuck up when shes never even had a conversation with me. i dont hate her, because hates a strong word, and i dont feel very strongly about her, but i dont fuckin like her.

i miss my grandpa, he passed in 2015, but he was awesome.

i have three cats, i love them v v much but im allergic to them so its kind of hell

im feeling pretty good! i had a great day, and i had a breakdown yesterday so after i drained myself of all the hurt inside i feel refreshed

nope, never made out anywhere

sort of? they're weird and kinda freak me out but theyre also super cool looking and necessary for the environment

no, i dont think i would

again, never have

i plan to go to my dads house and catch up on homework and then probably go hiking since its spring now

i might adopt a teenager, but i dont want to have kids myself, also i hate small children but teens are chill. they need homes anyway.

i fuckin wish dude, i have a fake lip ring, but mom wont let me put holes in my face

my best subjects are Science and Social Studies. English is okay, but math... i used to be good at math

like i said, my grandpa. also, kinda miss my friend Elijah. he lived across the alley from me, but then i moved

nothing, surprisingly

i dont think so, i hope not. no, actually, now that i think about it, i did yell a rejection at some dude in the lunchroom in sixth grade because i was so sick of him asking

nope

nope

my little brother is playing the Undertale soundtrack on loop really loudly so thats kind of annoying

my mom, dad, bro, TJ, my partner, and myself all love me

purple!

nah, i tend to trust people until given reason not to

i dont dream, ever. i havent been given that gift

last time i cried in front of someone was 2015, i cried in front of the nurses when my grandpa died.

probably. you get a second chance, and a third. but after that? three strikes youre out bud.

forget. i have a shitty memory, but i hold grudges like a greek god.

so far!!

havent had it yet

nope

mac and cheese

yeah, even if the reason is a shitty reason.

i practiced ukulele

no. no. no. no. no. NO. NO!

sometimes, i can be a real bitch. it depends on how you treat me.

just my brother and cousin. cousin was for training, brother was cuz he was being a dick

i believe in platonic soulmates, but true love? nope

i like cool, cloudy, windy days. where it looks like its gonna rain, but it doesn't

no. its too cold.

no, not really. call me a monster, but i think id feel too caged in

yeah

a lot of things! books, art in all its forms, animals, festivals, seeing a town come to life, my friends, my partner

id like to legally change my name to Sam

again, havent kissed anyone

i... dont have a male best friend?? i guess its all hypothetical, so maybe i just pretend i dont know and continue the friendship like normal

nope, dont have a friend of the opposite sex at all

i talked to my brother a few hours ago

TJ, we talked about death. "do you ever want to die?" "not really. but, i wouldnt be upset if i died either. Im not going to jump in front of a car, but if i get hit by a car, i dont really mind

only platonically

TJ. id absolutely take a bullet for you my dude, youve got so many awesome ideas you can give the world, you deserve to share them

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[headmonstress-blog]

tell me all about Abigail's and Mike's relationship :)

WELP. IF YOU INSIST, ANON!

where to start, where to start....lets start at the beginning. the VERY beginning, when abigail & mike make eye contact for the first time!

which is THIS SCENE, where abigail is giving her “inspirational speech” about how monsters who arent scary are a blight to society (good inspiration, abigail, really A+) & SIDE EYES mike. this is where abigail cements mike’s fate--- not when he breaks her scream canister. by a mere look, abigail deems mike unworthy of completing her program. of course, mike doesnt know this; he just gets a creepy feeling.

lets look at mike’s pov now. when we’re introduced to hardscrabble, mike gives this line: “she’s a legend! she broke the all-time scare record with a scream in that very can!” which not only gives the audience an impression of her, but also what mike himself thinks about her: he idolizes her& the novelization says he is “thrilled” to see her walking in front of him. he’s shown to idolize great scarers, particularly frank mccay, so it’s no wonder he admires a legendary scarer like abigail. she, despite her, uh, speech--- inspires him to work his hardest.

fast forward to the Scream Can Scene. 

abigail’s mad. like, she hides it really well, but shes fucking pissed. you can tell in her lines- “what, this? my ONE souvenir from a LIFETIME of scaring? accidents :) happen :) dont :) they :)” like its obvious shes trying to be professional about it. but she gets her revenge, dont you worry. she gives them their exams personally. 

and mike? she doesnt even let him perform. now, there could be a number of reasons why: she doesnt want him to embarrass himself, or she likes the thrill of abusing her position of power. but the truth is shes already made up her mind about him. way before the scream can thing even happened! ill skip her thing with sulley cuz this post is just gonna be about her and mike.

unlike every other teacher in mike’s life, who encouraged him to scare--- she straight up tells mike he wont succeed because hes not scary. he just, honestly, doesnt look scary. at all. TBH? she thinks shes doing him a justice here. this ties into her article on the website, in which she talks about the “epidemic” in the monster world of encouraging students who wont succeed. “It starts in the home, finds its way through early schooling and our nation’s high schools. It’s the idea that anyone can be scary. And that is simply false.” she goes on to say "Scaring is the one thing that keeps our way of life alive. It's what powers our cities. It's what fuels our transportation. It's what makes our world turn.” like she takes scaring REALLY SERIOUSLY, probably more seriously than anyone. and she should! theres a reason that every monster wants to be a scarer, & that is because their society literally depends on them risking their lives to provide energy for their world. dean hardscrabble is literally singlehandedly entrusted with the task to properly prepare those who risk their life, and the life of the monster world, every time they go through a door. of course shes not going to waste her time with those she deems incompetent. like! “Dean Hardscrabble is internationally known and widely regarded as the foremost authority on the subject of Scaring. [..] When it comes to deciding who can scare and who cannot, Dean Hardscrabble stands alone.” this woman bears the responsibility of every scarer who passes through her program on her shoulders. does she have to be such an asshole about it? well, no, but you can see where she’s coming from. more on her asshole nature and why its unnecessary but understandable ahead.

i just have one thing to say about this scene: she does NOT have to take this bet. the professional option is NOT to. & yes, i know she is forced to for the sake of the plot, but also because mike says THIS: “[it would prove] that you were WRONG” and abigails ego just goes FULL ON “YOU WANNA GO”? as it says in the MU essential guide, “ALWAYS RIGHT: This seasoned Scarer [Dean Hardscrabble] has shrewd instincts, which she trusts completely. Once she has decided that someone isn’t scary, she never changes her mind. Being challenged by Mike and Sulley is a whole new experience for her, and one she treats with utter scorn.” i mean that....is basically IT! no one has ever questioned her before, no one has DARED to! so of course, abigail “never wrong” hardscrabble RISES to the challenge, her ego is SO baited by this. bringing us to their next interaction...

SREEEEEEEEEEEE----

actually, one thing before this:

mike looks up to hardscrabble before the first event. now this doesnt seem like much NOW, but later ill call back to this. 

anyway, back THIS scene:

abigail, HAS to rub it in mike’s face. SHE HAS TO. HER EGO IS TOO STRONG TO RESIST TAUNTING AND DEBASING MIKE. this is a post i wrote a while ago but basically:

THE POWER STRUGGLE IS SO REAL, AND ABIGAIL GIVES INTO THIS URGE TO DOMINATE HIM EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. this is where her scream can feelings REALLY shine-- because the professional option is to let him embarrass himself. but she is still hurt about the canister, shes still hurt about him calling her out in front of the entire university, so she taunts him. she taunts and humiliates him. i cant and wont excuse this, this is straight up asshole behavior. abigail is a bitter, egotistical, and selfish dick who degrades mike to make herself feel justified. her pride is even hilariously lampshaded in the fearbook, of all places. students know whats up.

^ above: hardscrabble’s hilarious lack of character development despite ok making it to the final event. she STILL believes in her heart that mike is truly not scary and the simulator will prove that. 

remember what i said before, in the first event where mike looks at hardscrabble and scowls? he looks at her in the last event too. but this time, his look is different. he SEARCHES for her in the audience--shes barely visible, on the highest rafter, but he finds her. after all of this, hes STILL looking up to her. remember that mike before he got kicked out-- the one that was thrilled to even see her? hes still there, in this moment, looking for her approval. terrified to perform.

and what does abigail do? scoff at him. this bitch...she SHUNS him, in the moment when he really REALLY needs encouragement. sulley even scowls at her and says to him “dont worry about hardscrabble”. 

this is what really fucking gets me about their relationship. mike so, so desperately looks for a role model in dean hardscrabble. despite that fact that she, on multiple occasions, hurts and insults him, he works even harder to PROVE HER WRONG. not because he wants to stick it to hardscrabble-- because he wants her to see what he can do. that he IS capable. that she can trust in him to be a great scarer, to allow her to teach him. he actually DOES care about what she thinks. hes not doing this to spite her. hes doing this so she can finally accept him.

and abigail? is determined to get him out of her life as soon as possible. that is what hurts me. the “go next” attitude she has. she just sees him as a thorn in her side that wont give up and accept the destiny she has chosen for him. THEY ARE SO SIMILAR THIS WAY. THEY BOTH NEVER GIVE UP. THATS WHY THEY CLASH!!!! THEY ARE THE SAME!!!!

same determination, same attention hog, same enormous ego, same legendary scarer/comedian, same dramatic flair !!! like it physically pains me in the chest to see them on opposite sides but its so GOOD, IT WORKS SO WELL AS A PARALLEL!!!

anyway, lets get on to this part:

SHOCK !!!! not much to say here, because i have things to say about THIS:

abigail is FUCKING PISSED, and she doesnt even hide it! why is she so pissed? at first i thought its because mike and sulley cheated in her games- HER games- but jox cheated and she only had that mildly annoyed face (mostly that ok was back in it). my theory? abigail was just starting to believe in mike & the rest of ok.

i mean, look at this utter CONTEMPT. this is the face of a woman who just found out she was STRUNG ALONG. she feels betrayed. like, wouldnt you think that abigail would be smug about being right all along? but no! she acts like a woman scorned! she digs deep into sulley for this too--- calling him a disgrace to the uni AND his family! you cant tell me theres no way abigail was, just for a moment, starting to believe in mike. and thats why shes so fucking pissed to be right for once. because she was WRONG. and that my friends is why i think mike & abigail’s weird, respect seeking sort of relationship is not entirely one-sided. 

AAAND this part. this hurts me, pixar. i understand that abigail is hard-pressed to change but did you really have to traumatize her for character development? really? well, whatever! at any rate, a severely overwhelmed abigail shakily asks sulley how he did that. sulley says “dont ask me” and looks at mike. mike looks at abigail. WITH THE SAME SORT OF EXPRESSION.

confused & unsure of himself. looking for her emotions. abigail, meanwhile, looks like THIS:

VISIBLY SHAKING. if you watch really closely (which i always do when abigail is on screen) her eyes widen the moment before the cda charges in. MIKE JUST ROCKED HER WORLD, LITERALLY.

(no ones gonna get a shock blanket for her???? ok????)

it says in the novel that they were escorted directly to the university president’s office and kicked out. then they return to the ok house. abigail, apparently, shook off the shock and took THAT time to tell the rest of ok that she was letting them back in her program, that she was “impressed by [their] performance in the games” & that she invited them to join the next semester. MY GIRL ABIGAIL!!! she knows she cant do anything for mike and sulley---she knows it would be useless to fight for them to stay when they broke SO many rules. but she does the one thing she CAN do for them, which is let the rest of the group back in. she keeps her promise. my girl abigail’s changed, you guys. and it shows in this final scene between them.

you surprised me. i think the dare to scare novel sums this up nicely:

deep down, abigail is a good person at heart. she can be self-absorbed, snobbish, and can say and do some downright dickish things. but truly, in her heart, she loves her students and wants to see them do well. she didn’t want mike to waste his time, and she gave up on him, but he showed her that she really hasn’t seen it all before and that people are still full of surprises--- and that scaring isnt the end all be all for monsters. sometimes they are gifted in other areas and thats important, too. and she realizes that now thanks to him. he’s changed her for the better, and she wants him to know that. that’s why she bothers flying down to give them her last goodbye, to wish them luck-- genuinely this time. 

mike finally gets that respect from her, that encouragement hes always wanted. she recognizes him as a capable monster and tells him to keep going. to show other monsters what he showed her-- that mike wazowski is a talented, intelligent, and tenacious monster who never gives up.

and she flies off into the sun, the light reflective of her character development.

[shaddy-bee]

I KNOW ITS BEEN LIKE 300 YEARS BUT-

5 things you’ll find in my bag

Right now theres uhh Notebooks, both school and 1 art. Drink mix ins, with such great flavors as sour apple jolly rancher and crush pineapple (tm) Two packs of cards, one of which steam punk themed and the other your regular ol bicycle. A calculator. Its a shitty old one but its for tests, i have google and shit for anything i need myself.

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom

A roommate. Idk if he is gay or what but he isnt straight, name’s will. Chill dude. Sleepin rn, what a fella MY SICK ASS COMPUTER IM MISSING OUT ON BECAUSE MY ROOMMATE IS ASLEEP AAAAAAAAAAAAAA I WANNA PLAY ROCKET LEAGUE WITHOUT LAGGING TO HELL also programming my mods. Need to upload that shit. Shit what number we on, 3? Okay cool. A bed. Wow really a bed in your bedrooM? yeah its pretty fuckin spectacular i know. I dont have posters n shit so like i gotta be creative you feel. A microfridge. Now i know what youre thinking, “ah a small fridge whats the big deal?” but no you dont understand, its a microwave fucking bolted onto the top of a fridge. They gave zero fucks attaching these two together and apparently the name is the same way, WHY NOT A FRIDGEWAVE EVEN LIKE MICROFRIDGE JUST SOUNDS LIKE A SMALL FRI- Last but not least, im tempted to just say my wallet here tbh, cuz its old but like, youd EXPECT that now would you? Something boring and mundane for me to fill out the word count with making everything super exciting so nah man, fuck it. Theres air in my bedroom. Fight me.

5 things I’ve always wanted to do in my life

Make a videogame. Like okay, a lot of stuff on this list is jokes and stuff, and I know im going into too much detail and my followers will probably murder me in cold blood for this shit, but im serious about this one like - i have some ideas, but i never have the motivation alone to like work whole-heartedly and finish one but like, at some point in the future id love to sit down and just go at it and make a game. Doesnt matter if its popular or big or small just i wanna make something that i love ya feel? I wanna like, go to newark, delaware. I know, its delaware and all, no one lives there, but ive met a bunch of cool people there and i was promised a donut run sometime, so lookin forward to that. Yknow that post awhile back that was like “i dont wanna be rich and like buy shit, i just wanna have enough money to throw at kickstarters whenever i want without having to strain on my food and rent costs” thats me. 100% Like i wanna have just enough money to be able to donate to cool people and watch them do cool shit - it wont always work out but thats fine, I just love shit. I wanna be able to donate like the high prize and fly out to meet these game studios for coffee and shit and just talk with em and see their passion and ideas. I love it. Im not actually really sure besides those. Like idk. I think itd be cool to enter a game tournament with my brother and win, but i doubt thatll happen and its not super like on my desires just itd be cool cuz we named ourselves Sora and Shiro after NGNL and to see that like, have us win would be great. Yeah. Ill make my fifth to think of a fifth one.

5 things on my to do list

FLOPPY DICKS i mean disks. Floppy disks. I do binding of isaac ab+ modding shit, and im currently working (its mostly done for what i want it to do) which adds a new consumable called floppy disks, effects are based on viruses, bugs, and just computer based shit. Like BSOD for instance, which makes the screen literately bluescreen. Or atleast look like it. Cant wait to watch people play with it. I gotta work on the programming class project too but honestly i dont waannnaaa. Like its cool as shit. Recreate a card game using c++ code. But man, i just love Apocrypha and Floppies so much more. Eat today???? Please. Dining hall opens in 3 hours. Its goddamn 4 am. I want my food. Dunno if ill get it - if ill stay awake till then. But i want it. Probably draw some stuff? Like i posted one drawing already (check it out if u wanna ;) kay?) but like theres wacom tablets here i can just kinda use whenever???? its great. I love being able to just draw stuff on em. Even if i suck at drawing, even if it took 10 hours to make the one i posted here, still love. Probably play more rocket league. Sleep first, soon as i get that food im CRASHIN BOI IM OUTTIE HA but uhh, rocket league has a halloween thing rn and i like playing it. Was playing earlier today and i matchd with a dude in 2v2 that had the same car, skin, AND colors set up as mine. Totaly random. We kicked some major ass together. I kept thinking of the same hat comic the entire time. (also my card was superior because it had furry ears on it ;))

5 things that make me happy

Getting an idea for a thing and working at said thing until like boom it went from this abstract idea to now it has a physical form and it works! And its fun and its great and i can share it with other people and they can have fun too!!!! that feeling is wonderful.  Obviously friends man. Just doing shit with people can be so great sometimes - like not all the time sure but like man. Its nice to talk to people and share experiences and just smile and tell bad jokes and have them groan but like it anyway like thats the shit. Going out at 2 am and walking to a nearby run down schoolyard and swinging on the swingsets and watching shooting stars burn up. Thats the good shit. Getting tents and setting em up in your friends back yard when your friend from far away comes up for a few days, and playing ridiculous games in a group like kick the can or fuckin zombie screaming your lungs out in the dark to freak em out, or just talkin around a fire about fuckin life man. The people make life great. Shits worth living for. I realize that last answer covered a LOT of shit but like, im just gonna add here videogames. Would be amiss if i didnt mention that, considering the rocket league rant above lmao. Yeah i better not make this category any longer.

5 things I’m (currently) into

Isaac modding, probably will be for awhile. Its good shit. As a suggestion from one of the people I work with (we also fuck around its a good time) i have started watching space dandy. Its a slow progress through lol like an episode or two a day but god man like its pretty ridiculous and the main character is pretty much everything i was expecting from seeing him everywhere. Rocket league again. It comes and goes with various different games to tide me over, give me a break from working. Bout 2 months ago or so said relaxing time was dominated by anime - i suddenly went on like a massive streak of watching shit. By that i mean, i watched all of hunter x hunter in like 2 weeks, among other shows prior to it. But yeah. Fuck man HXH I LOVED THE KING WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I have too many emotions about that. I wrote a rant to the Groupchat (tm) about the fucking battle and how everything is in slow motion but it fucking like makes it like foreshadowed and have so much of an impact and still so much fucking happens even while everything runs at super slow mo just GOD KLASFJBHUGHASFIUHIPJASK anyway. Yeah. Music, as always im listening to like constantly. Wireless headphones are a wonder for this, but uhh....i cant say im especially into any specific thing rn right? Like a bit ago i was super into joywave and then that faded out and now im just listening to whatever random shit, yknow? But I am into music in general. Its good. Art! A lot of times i dont do shit like for drawing right, like especially not in like pencil in notebooks but like, i sorta started doing a lot more art stuff? Like i had a period awhile back last year where i stopped using pencils and used only pens and i just loved the aesthetic of the ink like how it looked (funny how im doing the opposite of the fucking inktober though, huh?) but yeah im back into using pencils to draw shit occasionally. Im still terrible at drawing people (which is what i see mostly everyone drawing on tumblr lmao RIP) but its fun to sketch stuff out and just let my thoughts run and bounce to some music and shit right? Also the tablets. Especially with the tablets.

5 things people may not know about me (at least on tumblr)

I basically constantly wear sweatshirts, and they all have like earbuds where the strings go. All the earbud shits are broken pretty much, like occasionally they work (the one i have rn does) but like, i dont ever really use them? i have wireless headphones for my phone and a headset (because i need the mic for my computer) for said computer so like, idk. But yeah. I rarely take em off when im not home, and sometimes even when i am i just kinda keep em anyway? (also just now i realized i talked in the section for room shit about all the stuff in my current dorm, my room at home has all KINDS of wierd fucking shit in it. Really missed an opportunity there.) Like many people i like to stay hydrated and shit, but drinking water all the time seemed like a chore more than anything so i got like drink mix ins and shit, mio’s or whatever offbrand version you can find at your local SUPERSTORE CONGLOMERATE. I drink em like all the time pretty much so atleast im health in one way :P. Also gummy vitamins. I dont excercise but you can only ask for so much. Idk, its hard to think of things for this section because tumblr knows so little about me yknow? Like i never make my own posts or shit like its SUPER rare so im pretty much just tryna find random facts but that might not be interesting? Like i have a bad habbit of like talking way too loud when im excited about something right? Not quite yelling but like getting there and like idk. See? Thats not super interesting but it is something no one online would be able to really know ya feel? Idk. I mean physically im kinda fat as you do, but im also like wierdly strong? Like for someone who never works out i sure do have arm strength if nothing else lmao. My endurance is shit tho. Honestly? I can only blame it on osu and groceries. Osu is just a game i like where you mash buttons to the beat of weaboo shit tier music. The groceries is just because like, well, my policy is Least Trips Possible which means carrying in 13 bags at a time if need be it, fuck it milk too? And a watermellon? Bring it. 

Who am I tagging? Idk man. Just for shits and stuff tho i do wanna tag @theoriginalyami just to see what all’s changed in teh long time since i actually went to fill it out :P Dont feel like you have to add as much as me tho omg @milkchocolateowl because honestly? love you. Think about you a lot, just like glad im mutuals with that ray of sunshine. Good. @fantaledfish <3 (this is the friend i mentioned earlier, runs a QUALITY blog i guarantee it, better than mine for sure) @dragonfucker-supreme always top in my notes, a silent bond, like two guards assigned to watch back to back in the early dawn. Birds gather round. I can only tag so many people (i set myself a limit of 5 because...idk why i just mentally it felt right) so for my last trick gotta go with @ask-oncies-jizz like cmon man name changes for the win, also has quality icons and quality shitposts tbh, supreme top meme. Have fun yall.

[powerpuffs]

jinhee x minhyun, minjun x jihyun, hani x nash (bc why not)

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where was their first date ?: 

jinhee x minhyun: i don’t think they know when they first started hanging out together just by themselves buT if we go for first official date, it’s during that picnic date :’’)minjun x jihyun: do they ever date?!?!? they date inside jihyun’s house LMAO probably the first time minjun took her out was to watch a movie hani x nash: at that cafe :’’) but their real real date was prob at some mcdonald’s eating that big mac and fries

what my muse would do to cheer your’s up:

jinhee x minhyun: annoy him :(( although i dont think minhyun is capable of being annoyed at jinhee. she asks him whats wrong, gives him cuddles or blows him, there’s no in between. minjun x jihyun: cook for her!!! a full course meal!!! he takes care of her so well!hani x nash: to be honest, it’s nash that makes her feel bad all the time lol :–( she’s gonna have to find a way to cheer herself up before facing him

who wakes the other up with kisses ( and where ) ?: 

jinhee x minhyun: jinhee would!! she’d often let minhyun sleep in bc she wakes up early to do morning stretches and maybe clean around their house ( she always wanna help out!! ) and she’d wake him up with cheek kisses when she’s done so he could make breakfast :’)) minjun x jihyun: they don’t bc they both sleep in LOL but i guess if she’s in the mood, it’s going to be jihyun ((( lbr…. with the amount of times she woke him up with a bj… ))) just kissing him on the neck and shithani x nash: definitely hani!!!! she’s so sweet and cute prob wakes up earlier and watches him for a while, leaving soft kisses on his eyelids and cheeks huhhuhuhu

who would pour water on the other to wake them up ?:

jinhee x minhyun: OMFG I DONT THINK ANY OF THEM WOULD JDKSDGSDKG minjun x jihyun: deadass jihyun. it probably happened alr one too many times. hani x nash: neither!!!! nash would never do it to her and hani is too enamored to even try that shit lol

how my muse would wake your’s up:

jinhee x minhyun: kisses!!! whispering softy, sitting beside him on the bed and stroking his hair telling him to wake up bc he’s gonna be late :(( minhyun prob hugs her by the waist and they both end up falling asleep againminjun x jihyun: minjun wouldn’t dare LOL she’s always so tired and she deserves to sleep but if he does….. he’d probably wake her up by eating her out wow hani x nash: he doesnt wake her up :( he lets her sleep in and often she wakes up with him already out the door sighs

who would start a food fight while baking or cooking ?:

jinhee x minhyun: JINHEE!!!!!! she’s always always the one to first wipe the icing on his face or shower him with flour cries she doesnt help out in the kitchen much but when she does it’s meSSYminjun x jihyun: minjun but jihyun wONT EVEN BUDGE she just glares at him and he behaves LOLhani x nash: hani would bc whEN he cooks nash is so focused and concentrated he doesnt wanna fuck up LOL

who would suggest putting marijuana in the brownies ?:

jinhee x minhyun: rather than marijuana, i think either of them would suggest putting surprise m&ms inside the brownies. minjun x jihyun: neither??!?!?!??! jihyun would beat him up probhani x nash: NASH WOULD AND U KNOW IT ! ! ! ! !!

who said i love you first and how ( or when ) did they say it ?: 

jinhee x minhyun: MINHYUN DID!!!!! when she told him she was pregnant (( but not really )) LOLminjun x jihyun: minjun did (( also i cant believe we haven’t plotted about this??? )) they’re not very good at saying i love you but when they say it they’re shook hani x nash: NASH!!! when he thought she was asleep but she wasn’t huhuhu s ofuckin cute

who would get into a physical altercation over the other ?:

jinhee x minhyun: tbh i think jinhee has beaten up more guys than minhyun did LOL, so jinhee. minjun x jihyun: oh boy it’s minjun and jihyun HATES IThani x nash: definitely nash LMAO hani is an angel, nash is the complete opposite

who insists on purchasing a pet together ( and what kind of pet ) ?:

jinhee x minhyun: THEY ALREADY HAVE A PUPPY!!!!!!!!! but if anything, i think soon enough jinhee would suggest getting a corgi!!!! minjun x jihyun: MINJUN FINDS PUPPIES SOOOO CUTEEEEE but tbh in the end they’d probably get a goldfish bc jihyun doesnt trust him enough for a puppy’s well being LMAOhani x nash: hani would!!!!!!!! prob a cat or a dog :’))

who is louder ( in and out of bed ) ?:

jinhee x minhyun: LOL JINHEE IS A WALKING LIVING MEGAPHONE SHES ALWAYS SO LOUD!!!! when she talks she’s loud, when she laughs she’s loud, when she’s moaning she’s loud. minhyun likes her loud anyway :–))minjun x jihyun: JIHYUN TBHHK DJGKDSJFKSD minjun just out here whimpering like a little bitch but jihyun is definitely louder in bed, but outside of bed, minjun is louder!! he likes being the life of the party so he’s always making ppl laugh :’)hani x nash: HANI…………… nash prob tells her he loves it when she’s loud and so she gets louder everytime…. outside of bed…….. neither of them?? they’re not very boisterous people LOL

who takes more risks ( in and out of bed ) ?:

jinhee x minhyun: jinhee?? shes really adventurous in and out of bed and she’s always dragging minhyun around lolminjun x jihyun: risk-taking, i think it’s minjun outside of bed but inside it’s jihyun LOLhani x nash: NASH OF COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!! he’s the one that introduced her to everything…

who would bring up the word ‘daddy’ first ?: 

jinhee x minhyun: THIS IS SO UGLY!!!!! jinhee did it, i cant believe….. minjun x jihyun: none of them LMAO they kinkshame soyeon and jinhee for it :’((hani x nash: nash lowkey into that nastie ass shit……… teaches hani that kdgflsdkglsdgk  

what is their shared, favourite kink ?:

jinhee x minhyun: constant love and affection and opening yourself up to others and making commitments?!?!?! IM JOKINGGGFDSKGJFD maybe…. semi-public sex bc we all know what happened and what kept on happening LOLminjun x jihyun: omg idk if it’s a kink but they do love TESTING each other like… jihyun’s not gonna allow him to touch her for the rest of the night while they’re out and it results to gREAT SEX AFTER LMDFOSDKFShani x nash: bondage……………….. g2g!!!!!!!!

describe their typical kiss:

jinhee x minhyun: they kiss all the time, they dont have a reason to kiss but they do!! like minhyun’s cooking and jinhee reaches up on her tippy toes to kiss his cheek and he turns to her, hoists her up on the counter and they make out for a while as the food cooks LOL or he’s playing a game and he pauses it to kiss her for a while, they just!! love!! kissing!! minjun x jihyun: so soft and sweet surprisingly, bc minjun always gonna be initiating it and jihyun tries to resist him but she cant so she gives it and minjun kisses her really slow and really nice. often leads to sex ngl.hani x nash: they’re alw kissing harD nash is never going to let her breather or catch up to him kdgjdklgdflgkg he’s alw kissing her like he’s hungry and shes his prey :(( wtf

how my muse shows their love for your’s:

jinhee x minhyun: when does she not!!! she says things like “omg i love the way you put up the christmas lights” or “i love the way you did your hair today!!” also she supports him whnever and however she can, they’re just alw so understanding and loving towards each otherminjun x jihyun: by annoying her LOL he’s her significant annoyance after all but his constant presence is his way of showing his love.hani x nash: nash???? showing her proper affection??? LOL I GUESS EVENTUALLY he alw cuddles her and alw alw looks out for her!!! hes gonna fight anyone that hurts her 

their favourite ways to give affection:

jinhee x minhyun: oh my gosh!! they love holding hands!!! and hugging and kissing and cuddling pretty much everything!! but def in public they’re alw holding handsminjun x jihyun: lbr he alw wants her sitting on his lap so he pulls her down to sit hehe he loves giving her hugs too!!hani x nash: i feel like nash would love giving her kisses to the top of her head when he isnt giving her hickeys LOL

who is more dominate ?:

jinhee x minhyun: i think outside of bed jinhee is really dominant!! cuz thats who she is, she’s always leading?? but minhyun definitely shares it with her bc she always asks for his opinion on her decision first. in bed though………….. it’s totally minhyun, she loves being dominated. minjun x jihyun: jihyun LOL he’s her tiny lil pup!!!!!hani x nash: nash!!!!!! he loooooves dominating women

who sings in the shower ?:

jinhee x minhyun: minhyun and jinhee LOVES listening to him sing criesminjun x jihyun: minjun sings disney songs in the shower lmaohani x nash: hani!! nash just showers and goes LOL

who washes the other’s hair in the shower ?:

jinhee x minhyun: minhyun does sobs icb we have a thread like this LOL but she also washes his hair even if he has to bend down his knees LOLminjun x jihyun: jihyun!!!!! she alr takes care of him so well!!! hani x nash: neither….. they dont shower together dfjksjfdkg maybe nash would after hes done fuckin her in the shower ugh

who initiates shower sex despite being in a rush ?:

jinhee x minhyun: for some reason, i feel like minhyun would LMAO jinhee doesn’t like being late but if he promises he can do it in under 5 minutes then maybe she’d reconsider LOLminjun x jihyun: always…. minjun…… alw tryna get into her pants…hani x nash: maybe…. hani….. like it’s out of the blue…. nash willing to provide though!

who teases the other under the table at dinner with the family ?: 

jinhee x minhyun: MINHYUN KDJGKJGDFGKL he touched jinhee under the table when she first met his parents SO THERES THATminjun x jihyun: i feel like… minjun would but jihyun sWATS HIS HAND AWAYhani x nash: LOOOL hani’s fam doent like nash!!! he’ll never have the balls to touch her under the table while meeting them

who has the weirder taste in music ?:

jinhee x minhyun: jinhee bc minhyun drags her for listening to halsey ://///////minjun x jihyun: minjun doesnt listen to much music??? but prob him bc he loves pororo’s theme songhani x nash: LMAO I THINK THEY BOTH HAVE GREAT MUSIC TASTE

who would initiate dancing in the rain ?:

jinhee x minhyun: hmmmmm i think jinhee would shes highkey a romantic LOL and then they shower tgt :–)minjun x jihyun: NEITHER LMAOOOO they prob think those scenes in the movies are dumb afhani x nash: lol hani but nash would laugh at her

who would be the one to suggest marriage ?: 

jinhee x minhyun: WOW OK IM CRYING!!!! probably minhyun?? but i feel like it’s something they agreed on alr w/o talking about it…. they know they’re gonna get married…….. jinhee says shit like “i want to buy this for our house when we’re married” and minhyun is like “what about we get the blue one instead”minjun x jihyun: MINJUN SDGKJFDGFDKG even the first one to bring up children hani x nash: neither lmao……… but eventually, def nash.

what would they name their children ?:

jinhee x minhyun: PEANUT AND AEGI LMAOAOFSDJGKLK :((( they prob talk about this all the time that there’s a lot of choices huhuhuhu minjun x jihyun: MINJUN WANTS KIDS SO BAD!!! he prob alr planned it out like “seohyun” and “seongwoo” for their girl and boy TTTTTT matching names ofc!!hani x nash: would they ever have children….. kidding idt they talk about it….

who would their children take after more ?:

jinhee x minhyun: REMEMBER THAT PIC I SENT OMGGGG i think it’s going to be a mix, but def their bb girl gonna look like jinhee but grow tall bc of her dad **my hearttttt**minjun x jihyun: maybe minjun???? somehow i want them to have twin girl and boy OMG HOW PERFECT??!?!!? but personality wise, jihyun.hani x nash: cries if they do have kids, they’re gonna take after hani and nash loves it :(( 

[survivormarmoreal]

Episode #9: "we're here for the messy bitch game play right" - Annabelle

Tribal was f*ckin wild. Like didnt see that coming and Nicole we literally never talked so dont come for me. 👏

So far Nicole’s attempt hasnt affected anything. And plus Sharky took more of the heat and more blood on his hand and I did for coming up with the Nicole vote. Like im scream team to the end but like it works better for me if people dont see me as a huge threat right now unlike Sharky. I think i might be in a good spot and with an advatage with this immunity hopefully i can win.

Well... I refuse to be booboo the fool right now. I have conflicting information currently about who voted me so guess what? I am not gonna trust anyone LMAO. Everyone is denying and pointing the fingers at others and its fucking pissing me off. Like just own up to voting me so i can have a clear target my fucking god. Like goodbye see you soon!

from my confessional cause i just went off in it LOL about the last tribal: i know brian and sharky did not vote me nate and bryce are being fishy maynor seems non exsistant keaton is literally opening his big mouth and getting himself in more trouble i trust anna enough and nick thinks he is "iconic" for an idol play like boi con-fucking-gratulations that you can do something many have done before you

Like, im so done with these people, just let me play my idol in peace smh

So I basically threw this challenge. I just put myself for most of the positives and I put Keaton for most of the negatives. With a few random answers sprinkled in. I get so nervous about really trying on Touchy Subjects because Im worried about revealing my alliances and stuff. This way I just look cocky. And Keaton and I are already on bad terms so me putting him for the negatives might piss him off but probably not anyone else. Ugh

ok so me snapping and voting matt is really annoying KJFHDSAKJFDHS idk why i did that! i was crazy back then... so current thinking is that me/matt/keaton voted matt. and then nicole did keaton and everyone else did nicole. i dont think anyone suspects me but like they woudlnt tell me if they do FJKASDHFKJ apparently matt thinks that nathan did it and anna thinks that it was keaton and maynor and im just like :| FSAJDHFKD. also this comp is about to ruin me like my answers are def gonna make ppl hate me and plus i wrote myself for some good ones which i never do but idk im just really feeling myself so cant wait for the crushing weight of reality to knock me down a peg or two when i get like "next voted out" "doesnt deserve to be here" AFJKSDFHKAJ but maybe not... anyways i recently got obsessed with shakira again like.. im thriving

https://i.imgur.com/5o6sz3j.png when i tell u i screamed JKDFASHKJAD

Okay so Touchy Subjects ALWAYS blows up my game. Like I got all the ones that make people target you. Running the Game. Biggest Snake. Physical Threat. I even somehow managed to get "Trust the Most" and "Best Liar". HOW!? And now I'm super worried because if I wasn't on everybody's radar before I sure am now. And I have no idea who I can trust after those rogue Matt votes. I even feel slightly sketched out by Nick. He's acting...weird. And he keeps telling everyone there is a war between me and Keaton. Which I guess is sort of true because Keaton is throwing my name out there. And obviously I would rather him go. 

everyone is so extra JKDAHSKFJ matt making a post about how the ppl who are lying and saying they didnt vote him are personally effecting him are terrible like.. ok sorry for not exposing myself get over it u got 3 votes one of which were ur own and maybe if u were more active and didnt reply with one word responses no matter how hard i tried to get u to speak i wouldnt have thrown the vote on u. im just like so over his entitledness that ppl confess to him like who do u think u are KJFHADKJFDH. i feel like maybe im being too mean so if matt reads this after the game im sure ur just in ur feelings or w/e and u did say u had personal stuff going on but like thats not an excuse to go on tirades in the tribe chat when no one but u cares.

keaton is the worst person ive ever met (and i know zach :s) weird of him to choose white ppl saying the n word as his hill to die on but um i got the cannon ready to aim and hes going :airplane: to jury.

OK, so basically Annabelle wins immunity!  Good for her, but she's literally not doing enough for me to feel beyond happy for her kjHD... like she's nice and I like her, but at the end of the day, I really don't think she's doing much to propel herself and she's just getting kinda lucky... considering the first and now second immunity have been somewhat luck based... ya....

Keaton's the name being thrown into the mix already (it's only 9:11pm), and I really am fine with that this time around!  I like him, but I think he's just someone who can easily go now and it not be bad for me in the future.  He's already thrown out Sharky's name and basically called out Sharky to his face, so I'm kinda shaking in my booties.  As long as it ain't me, I'm happy enough to listen, but I just don't want any big surprises like the Matt votes, again.

Sharky has been thrown out as the biggest threat in this game right now, and while I think it's very apparent to everyone, I can't have him going anywhere right now.  No fucking way.  I love the shark man.  He's my favorite... he cannot go anywhere... I need him!!  So buh-fucking-bye, Keaton!  I may like you, but it's not enough to keep you.

Keaton is trash.

Let me elaborate on my previous confessional. So first Keaton tries to call me out for mentioning his name which I didn't do (I did admit to it to save the drama so thats partially on me) but he tries to call me out in public after the vote. Gross. Then after the challenge he starts gunning for me hard. He wants to claim I was doing the same but I wasn't gunning for him very hard. Because i didn't care if he went. He wasn't an ally but he wasn't a threat either. until he started trying to tear me down. Also let's be clear this all started because EVERYONE thinks he's rude and annoying. Then he tries to come for me in pms calling me out for spreading lies. Which again I NEVER DID. So I straightened him out on that. Then he tries to do the "If I don’t get you out now I never will and then we all lose." which is BULLSHIT. Don't get mad and angry with me just because I'm playing better than you. CHILDISH. Then in the tribe chat he says "As a player he can burn. As a person he's enjoyable." IS HE TRYING TO MAKE ME HATE HIM!? First of saying I can burn makes me want to really drag him. Also bro you and i don't talk you don't know shit about me as a person. You did that just to feed this "Feud" thats going on. STFU. Bye. Whichever one of us goes I'm glad I won't have to talk to his KIRBY LOOKING ASS anymore. I wish Marie had stayed.

Okay I can't lie I'm super nervous about this vote. I just don't trust anyone. I'm talking to Annabelle now and was like "I'm down to vote for anybody" because I'm not sure where she's at and I want her to know I am a vote for her.

Well. Good thing is that i wasnt dragged with with what Nicole said which is good with me. I didnt get any touchy subject which is also great. My two best allies Sharky and Keaton both did which means they’ll be targeted before I do. Which is awesome. Me and Nathan dont want to see Keaton go so we got Annabell and Bryce to be with us for a 5 person voting block thats going after Matt. Thats right, Matt is going home. Keaton plan was to try and distract Sharky and fight with him and have both of their names on the chopping block. This means that Matt wont see this blindside happening. And if Sharky has an idol, he’ll waste it cuz he won’t be getting any votes. Its gonna sbe wild af. Be ready.

Its been very quiet this morning. The plan has been set so im hoping that nothing else shatters the plan. The idol search doesnt like me as it likes Nick. Only thing i found was an advantage for next immunity which was an extra point butnit was touchy subject so i kinda threw it cuz said my name for the ones i felt where really bad. And i want to give a shout out for host Drew. You are an amazing and cool person.

OK, so Nathan has been going behind me and Sharky's back to target Matt... and I'm just shook to my fucking core.... bless Annabelle's big heart for telling Sharky because it gave us some room to snap hard.  I know Matt has an idol, and I cannot wait for him to pull it out at tribal.  I think that Nathan is thinking very short term and thinking him not telling me and Sharky is just some move he can make on his own, but as the Touchy Subjects' results showed us, Nathan thinks he's running the game but Sharky is actually doing it.  Getting this info... what a fucking legend...

Annabelle doesn't want to be screwed because of this whole situation so Sharky wants to avoid voting Nathan out but I lowkey don't care.  Nathan keeping me out of the conversation makes me lose all trust in him.  I know I'm not the target, but it doesn't change the fact that he's trying to run the game behind my back.  It's not going to work, sir.  It won't.

Ok... I'm angry, but I'm going to have to control that anger and turn it into making the best decision for my game and that will be to work with Matt and Sharky till the end.

Brace yourself this is going to be a LONG ONE. So last night I basically went to Anna and tried to save my ass because I really haven't been sure how genuine our alliance was because of our history together. She basically kept saying she was in a tough spot and this and that and so I outright asked her if she was considering voting for me. And she was like absolutely not. Which is such a relief. HOWEVER! She confesses that Nathan has created a secret plan to vote out Matt. He specifically told everyone not to tell me and Brian about it. EXCUSE ME? Aren't we in an alliance dude? So thats really pisses me off. But supposedly they have the majority for this plan. So that means I don't have to worry about myself as much. But I don't want Matt to go. Especially after this proved that he's one of the only ones I trust. So I'm thinking out of 9 votes we have 3 we can maybe use the steal a vote or something to try and get a majority. CUT TO THIS MORNING. I tell Brian about this secret plan and Brian tells me Matt has a freakin idol!!! So now we can use his idol and even if there are 5 votes left Matt/Brian/Myself control that vote then. Now the tough part...I need the vote to stay on Keaton because if it goes to anybody else Anna is going to think I screwed her over. And I promised her that her telling me wouldn't bite her in the ass. I also need this to stay TOP SECRET because if anyone finds out I leaked the plan they are going to come after me and I love Matt but I don't want to destroy my game to save him. So we need to have Matt use his idol and all 3 of us need to vote for Keaton.

God these people. I am VERY sure I am getting votes tonight and it's ok. Why? Cause I have an idol fuck these cunts. If not the WOOO love a minority!

i'm playing a super dangerous game right now but it's ok hopefully it works out we're here for the messy bitch game play right and i also just like play better in chaos so let's keep it that way once the game gets boring people will think of me.

Y'all I'm feeling real shitty about this week. I still feel super in danger. i feel like everyone is lying to my face. But I'm also worried for Matt. Luckily he has an idol so he'll be safe but the fact that he's catching votes at all is concerning. I hope it's Keaton going out but you just truly never know. This could be my time.

So it seems Matt might be an option for the vote but the questions I have are: Do I trust Matt enough to tell him he’s getting votes? Am I willing to make an early move? How will this will effect me moving forward? And when thinking between Keaton and Matt... I think I know my decision…

The shit hit the fan. Somehow Nick knows the hidden real plan that it was going to be Matt tonight. Keaton keeps lying to Bryce that he’s doing Sharky but Bryce is the number we have to have majority over Matt. Keaton is being sketchy kinda. Hopefully the plan goes according and Matt goes because last time he was doing a witch hunt for those 2 votes. Im going to be drinking at tribal tonight. Shit is too stressful.

Keaton is idoled out in a 6-3 vote.

[flying-mochis]

Cloudcalling on the Savana Book 3

Please dont let Lilia drive

Oh Kalim- they are such besties though- I love how Lilia is like 700 years old but you know hes sti having slumber parties and pillow fights with his band mate fbbsndbf theyre so cute

???? These two this whole event- I see what yall are saying now

DO NOT EAT THE SHELL- POOR JAMIL DJDBDBNDBSJ

no fun parents 😔 boooooo