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art fight
hopefully I'll be able to draw more sketches for art fight this upcoming month. So, here is my profile :3 https://artfight.net/~Ghost_Osa
#(I can't promise anything cuz I'll have a very hard psychotherapy time)#but the last time I tried to thank everyone who attacked me#and did a few sketches after the art fight#cuz I'm slow#art fight
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ok wait I'm curious:
#gimme the deets genderfluid peeps#sorry that was cringe#seriously tho I'm curious cuz u only hear about genderfluid people switching like as frequently as every day#but the one genderfluid guy i know irl does so pretty slow i think#o.#genderfluid#genderfluidity#nonbinary#genderqueer#trans#transgender#transfem#transmasc#trans poll#trans polls#poll#polls#my poll#my polls#genderfluid poll#genderfluid polls#tumblr poll#tumblr polls
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if no one got me i know cultivate mondays got me. can I get a wahoo-
(spoilers)
(i know we havent met the other peak lords but I just wanted to redraw some memes let me have this)
#liushen#this is obvs about cultivate by neonghostcat again if you haven't checked it out yet then what are you doing#im not tagging them this time cuz i dont want to seem creepy by tagging them all the while gsdashdg plus these are just silly doodles#but listen you guys dont understand how dear to me this fic is 😭😭#the works tough rn but cultivate gots my back I'm holding it sooo gently every new chapter is such a joy#anyway#the full name of the fic is cultivate: slow life on a monster-infested mountain#absolute beloved#svsss
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Terrible noises with Robin time
#slow start cuz I didn't want to crop that sneeze at the beginning#she won't make that awful noise when I'm looking at her she just makes sweet chirps and trills#so I had to set my phone down and walk away to give her space to scream#random pet post
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YO! I'm like 3 days late but here's my art for Miyuki Kazuya's birthday I need him to look extra pathetic 24/7 almost everyday okay
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIYUKI!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Hope u like it :D Have a great day!!! Or a peaceful night!!! BYE
#elurín wolfang#daiya no ace#ace of diamond#daiya#fanart#miyuki kazuya#miyuki kazuya birthday#birthday art#If I don't give up there will come a haikyuu one too for kuroo's birthday (for which I am also late but alas)#it's gonna be stupid#very stupid#listen u need to have patience with me cuz I'm very slow and I get distracted by a shit ton of ideas AHHAHA#artists on tumblr#digital art#digital illustration
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celebrating my birthday by drawing me more demon bird man
#wip#digital art#legends of avantris#edge of midnight#trying my darnest to finish the last three pages of this thing#but my wrist is begging for mercy#i often forget the reason i am so slow is cuz my limbs actually hurt if i push myself too hard#'boo-hoo i'm so lazy' bitch your wrist is falling off
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Nostalgic Sweetness Rei the man that you are
#zayne love and deepspace#Rei love and deepspace#love and deepspace#lads Rei#lads Zayne#Zayne was absolutely my first choice Xavier just crept up in there somehow and beat him to me#Zayne is my husband Xavier is my boyfriend do NOT tell them#I'm kinda slowing down my Xavier intake cuz the girlies are in a drought rn#so in the meantime while we're all like omg we're romancing Chronos I'm like heyyy Zayne 👀👀#Zayne is so my type though ive never deviated so far from the ice prince/ice king boy path like i love ice coded men
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hi, all time low motivation rn because i've gotten to the point I'll only post a moodboard when it's absolutely perfect, so it's very rare if i even post 1/10 of my newest drafts 😭 i'm very sorry!!! trying vv hard to bounce back i swear
#i've been very slow posting already but fr now i'm the slowest ever??#still very actively interacting with other blogs since i open this app every day but mine isn't very active rn#deepest apologizesssss😭😭😭💔💔#i don't think anyone is gonna read this far into my tags but i've been in a dark ass place cuz i'm struggling w insecurities more than ever
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I just know it if afk journey allow vulgar words, Lorsan would say "FUCK" each time he says "CURSES!!" in the game, this man canonically say "I don't have enough curses in my dictionary" when he's so mad at eomir, meaning he had wide ranges of curse words and swear like a sailor if he were allow to 😂😭😭
And merlin adding fuel to the fire "I can lean you mine!!" make me think he about to teach lorsan some curse word in ancient or dead languages that he know (tho he doesn't remember how he know it), much to byrson and lyca dismay😭😭😭
They be menace together and I love that, Lorsan just makes merlin more prone to be more chaotic (at least in my head) , I just know under different situation if they meet not from the corruption mess, they'd be in sooooo much trouble together (TRUST) 😭😭
#Like I imagine merlin with valen he's like tamer ykwim?? Valen kept merlin in check but he's not with valen he's with LORSAN#So all his logical reasoning just goes out the window cuz valen holding it#They are the 'my bf is not here so I will cut of all my shirt sleeves now' 💀💀🖐️#I'm not saying valen won't be joining their shenanigans I'm just saying he'd at least slow down the chaos by couple notch#Cuz he does NOT want to write up long agonising paper work (if it not for this he's just be like them trust)#Am I starting lorsan/merlin/valen ot3?? Mayhaps.#Anywyas#venus rambling#afk journey#afk lorsan#afk merlin
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So uhh... we found something really, REALLY strange
As the tectonic activity continues to shift ever more chaotically across the globe, randomly elevating or crumbling parts of mountains, opening up fissures and expanding fault lines, not to mention all the volcanic eruptions, to say it is important to monitor the inner workings of Earth would be a criminal understatement.
On the remains of what used to be Hawaii, now a singular landmass, lies a monitoring station closest to the epicenter of the Fusion Detonation Event, some 400km away. Seismographer and tectonics expert Joannie du'Preeste was finalizing this months deep level mapping of the area of detonation and directly below to give the algorithm-driven disaster prediction model at least an above 50% accuracy rate for this month.
Typical readings, increase in magma outflow, collapses of internal caverns, formation of new ones, and irregular shifts from the various efforts to stymie and direct the disastrous plate movements. Now that Humanity and Earth were properly back in dimensional space instead of in-between, some additional hectic activity in the form of directional nuclear detonation had been performed for the upcoming plan of "plug the hole with a large piece of another planet or moon".
They've selected Sycorax by the way, just waiting for it to get further away from Uranus in its irregular orbit, hook it up to several Dreadnoughts and haul it over to Earth and gently plop it in the hole. It is about the right size and nobody will miss it if it doesn't work.
Anyway, as she pondered the likely inevitable yet another calamitous event we'll be willingly conducting, the mapper finished its work.
At first, more of the same chaos as usual, but something at the back of her mind said to glance closer at the density readings from the deepest level measurements. With not much else to do today before the work day ends, she highlighted the appropriate levels, and as she started to remove clutter data, a shape began to emerge.
A tendril.
While scans and maps often show things that our minds interpret as something already familiar to us, once you look at each individual part, you see that it is just a coincidence. The brain wants to see what it knows to make sense of the unknown, life would be too complicated and overstimulating otherwise.
No mistake, however. As she removed more of the clutter and focused in on the object, there was no mistaking its resemblance to a biological structure. Hints of veins, pores, hairs, scales, needles, eyes... seemingly everything you could find on the surface layer of a creature was there, or parts of it anyway. Composition-wise it was more of the same silicates and such compounds found within the mantle. But... denser, more concentrated, almost deliberately shaped.
She quickly loaded up older data and after a bit of filtering and comparing, sure enough, the same tendril-like structure is there, just a little closer to the regular density levels of the surrounding. Even years old data provided similar results, though you could only find the shape if you already knew it was there.
Loading up the oldest records she had access to from around 300 years ago revealed the same, just even less distinguishable from the surrounding materials.
The scans don't go deep enough to show what the tendril leads to, if anything, but what is it? How did it get there? Why is something clearly biological in structure within the mantle layer? And if it does continue, how far? Does the core of the planet itself house some impossible creature? If so... what does that mean? For Earth? For Humanity? For the Universe? This is way above Joannie's pay grade and expertise, way past her regular waking hours as well at this point, and way too big to know how or if to reveal any information to the public. Some higher ups can have a headache instead.
Maybe the Coalition aliens know something similar.
Maybe this is all a big load of nothing and she just imagined it all.
Yeah.
That'd be nice.
Wouldn't it be nice if Cthulu wasn't potentially real?
#humanity fuck yeah#humans are space orcs#humans are deathworlders#humans are space australians#humans are space oddities#lovecrafian#fiction#short story#story#I'm not gonna tease and slow burn this#I suggested Cthulu exists in this verse so gotta advance that#how is this gonna work? dunno#I should probably read Lovecrafts works huh#cuz right now i'm just improving eldritch beings#also just casually dooming a moon to a pointless death#carionto
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Ruth for @phinik 💖
#thank you so much for drawing serena!!#Ruth was so much fun to draw😍#my output is so slow now with school starting 😭#one of my adjunct jobs started this week and the other one starts on Monday so I've been teaching/sitting in half day meetings#i forgot how much a new job can wear you out#especially teaching cuz i'm SO HIGH ENERGY#it was nice being able to sit back and learn for a bit hahaha#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy oc#my art
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⬇️rant about a really good hengren (reverse renheng) fic i read. link at the bottom give it a whirl
i've never read a fic so well-catered to my tastes before in my life and the best part is that i was so caught off guard by how good it was cuz the tags and summary had me like "right this is some omegaverse-esque, rawr XD mating shit"
but from the very first paragraph i realized it wasn't just ao3-typical possessive mating shit it was (dare i say) IN CHARACTER possessive mating shit. underappreciated dan feng lore is the two hearts shit, duty expects him to smother his own empathy and perform cruelty obediently (and that being in his dragon form literally numbs his empathy towards mortals) but then it's flipped around and he's criticized for being too heartless
there aren't a great many english fics that take advantage of the 'numbed empathy' thing, so this fic using that to explore the toxic codependency that drove dan feng to making yingxing immortal in the first place is so!
dan feng's dragon heart prioritizing it's own indulgence and power, his human heart screaming against it for empathy and restraint, but both hearts united in this possessive adoration of yingxing... dan feng is possessive to the point of harming his partner, forcing them to take his affection, inherently contradictive to the protective impulse to see the other unhurt.
dan feng makes yingxing immortal in a really sketchy operation, despite knowing that yingxing is literally defined by his pride in being a short-life. he wants yingxing to be with him so badly that he does the one thing that would hurt yingxing the most, too blinded by possession, this sickly overbearing affection, to empathetically respect yingxing's death.
yingxing lived cramming every second he could into his craft and his goals precisely because he has so much less time than all the immortal species around him, but when he's forced into immortality, his hands are scarred and ruined past the point of ever crafting again. he suddenly has so much time, all this time he would've cherished as a mortal, but is totally useless to him now that his purpose for living and passion is gone.
so there being a scene in this fic where dan feng is moping "yingxing doesn't wanna fuck because he's glued to his workshop", being followed up with a scene of dan heng fucking blade while kissing his scarred hand and crying that he's "so sorry", yeah no shit asshole, his dragon heart got what it wanted, blade has all the time in the world to fuck and nothing competing for his now limitless attention and no one's happy about it.
as arrogant about being a short-life as yingxing was, it really is compensation for the discrimination he faced for it. other immortals looked down on him, so having dan feng, THE top dog, be so deeply enamored with him stirred his own toxic codependent urges. he was so desperate to have dan feng's eternal regard that he's willing to die for him (as in the sedition), his death being the force cementing his place in dan feng's heart forever.
so the fic having yingxing ruminate on this, that he had hoped for dan feng to love him even centuries after he inevitably died, only for the fic to end with:
yeah yingxing... you left an impression... he made you immortal.... everyone's upset by this
(that's what makes dan heng forgetting blade was ever yingxing to begin with all the more painful because, you went and turned him immortal and when it backfired horrifically you went on and fucking forgot, bitch i'd be pissed to the point of centuries long bloody pursuit of vengeance too.)
here's the fic go read it and leave kudos and a comment, technically porn but i got so invested in the character study that part barely registered. also yeah if you hadn't realized already super dead-dove:
blah blah "renheng is toxic" sorry that's why i like it
#hengren#renheng#txt#fic rec#nsft#idrc about who tops but ppl who are strictly top!blade truthers... give this fic a whirl plz it's so good expand ur horizons#so many other insane ramblings i could have about this fic oh my god the way the cloudhymn magic constantly healing yingxing#parallels blade's selfhealing (a self healing he got BECAUSE dan feng made him immortal)#cementing how his current state really was created by dan feng's desire to keep him and his love eternal URHGHG#ppl have the audacity to say blade is obsessed with dan heng when it was dan feng's obsession that created blade to begin with. kms#and also dan heng's guilt the whole while is 🤌 cuz before he was like. wow. that's SO fucked up. good thing dan feng did it#surely /i'm/ not capable of that -- pan to slow realization that he's still very much dan feng#so the initial rejection of responsibility of dan feng's crimes to realizing that it's deadass just his own crimes he has to atone for#kafka being quietly and subtly comforting of blade and that making dan heng possessive . when the reason blade needs comfort to begin with#is dan heng himself. like. it's so ironic i'll die#more honorable mentions is i love dan heng calling blade 'yingxing' because it's so fucking mean#he's the bitch getting pissed everytime someone calls him dan feng or dares to insinuate he's the same person but he's the exact same bitch#totally doing a 180 on blade and treating him way more kindly after realizing he used to be yingxing#'stop treating me like the shadow of someone who's long gone' bud listen to ur own advice#the unreliable narration between the first two chapters is so fucking good like once you catch on to which dialogue is actually happening#and what was a flashback and etc etc it's SO fucking good#another honorable mention is. lmao. love it when the top cries pathetic men you'll have my heart forever and always#tons of other endless thoughts about and inspired from this fic but give that bad boy a read. so worth#also this author writes sunblade so that's how you KNOW they're enlightened
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blood of the covenant
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#pink space#tw scopophobia#tw body horror#(<- minor minor but !)#fighting for my life and i hate vehicles so Short Comic Break lmao !!#//i really think that if i just drew the whole story in a 900x900 canvas i could actually get it going hfhshb#'why don't you do that then' because it may not actually work and also i'm almost done with this chapter. lol 👍👍#/but also the going is SO slow i've started adding parts i hadn't even conceived of before. to make it harder ig hfhs :3#//anywho i am prolly gonna do more of these simple 3 panel comics lol :333#they're my favorite thing ehe :D#//man. okay i'm really starting to consider it for reals this time#a smaller canvas would do wonders for my functioning + paneling...#cuz i already know that a small canvas + page cap makes me do things to panels that i wouldn't usually So.. :>>#and a smaller thing is just easier i guess !!#Will that mean starting from scratch again? ahahahahaaa.. yea........#or maybe i could just fit the older panels i like into the square ?#hmmm we'll have to seee#definitely wanna try it tho !!#let's see what happensss :33
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warm up doodles from the past week, ft. chibi paul and john and a comic about a dream i had last night (me n paul were being annoying bored piano players)
#i'm trucking. along#still working on the please please me cover but it's slow going bc i lost momentum#i'm also working on chibi practice bc i want to make charms here soon but it's Hard cuz i'm Bad at it#practice makes perfect i guess AUGH#anywaaaaaaaays have these for funnies#the beatles#my art
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heyyyyyyyy. where'd you come from.
HI HI NEW MUTUAL YIPPEE YIPPEE !!!!
HELLO NEW MUTUAL!! your art is SO pretty, i especially love how you draw Sun wowowow what a silly sassy boi!!
#ask the crab#mutual shenanigans#crab art#traditional art#wowowow i have the coolest mutuals#i'm a slow mutual i'm always out of the loop cuz of my studies and just social media burn out in general#but i love all my mutuals! y'all are so cool!#one day i'll get the courage and spoons to interact with you all!
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i love making text-heavy stuff tbh. i think i've realistically "outgrown" weirdcore at least with regard to the more heavily edited stuff, but i still deeply love the idea of making my writing pieces look like they're fucked up pieces of old web lost media, so i think i've found a way to keep going despite that
#not edits#this is not a disparaging statement to any editor or concept btw i just am at a point in my life where i wanna make stuff that has#more textual meaning and less visual surrealism. call it traumacore or whatever but that's where i'm at with it lol#i've been kinda doing poorly mentally these last few months and i honestly consider it a blessing for this blog cuz like#even tho the growth on here has slowed to a fucking snail's pace. i feel like i make the most Potent stuff in this state#my sillier and more heavily edited works generally just frustrate me ngl. feels like i'm phoning it in a lot of the time#all of this is to say that the textcore is here to stay basically. at least for now#i've edited like 15+ edits in a single sitting tonight which is like. unprecedented for me nowadays so yippee
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