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Angsty times right now cuz I keep seeing the gifs of Alcina turning into her mutated form because of Ethan.
I keep picturing her handmaiden in the background. She told Alcina where Ethan was. There are tears in her eyes because the girls are gone and everything is a mess and she has no idea what will happen now. So she’s hiding in the back of the chapel as per her lady’s orders. She watches in horror as Ethan stabs her lady on the side.
She’s frozen to the spot, her eyes go wide at the pained wail her lady releases. And then everything really goes wrong. She knows her lady’s mutation is out of control. It’s a safety mechanism. So the handmaiden knows her lady is really hurt.
Cracks appear throughout her lady’s skin and wings sprout forcefully from her back. She bends this way and that in pain. The handmaiden takes a step and her lady’s head snaps to look at her. Her eyes are glowing a deep red. She was about to snarl but her gaze softens.
There’s pain, grief, frustration, longing, and sorrow in her eyes. The handmaiden wants to run to her. She wants to make her lady feel better. She wants to turn back time. To save everyone but she can’t. She’s human, she has no power, she’s weak, she’s nothing. Her lady’s form is shacking from the effort of holding off the full shift.
“Stop.” Her lady’s halts her from going to her. She sounds so unlike herself, her smooth and lush tone gone and replaced by a crackly almost whiny sound.
“My-” the handmaiden tries to protest but her lady interrupts her.
“You asked me what I wanted from life and I couldn’t answer truthfully. It’s too late now but as they say…” she groans out as pain overwhelms her for a few seconds. “Better l-late than never. I think a life with-with my gi-girls and you would have been enough. You would have been enough, draga.”
“Alcina…”
A high pitched yelp escapes her lady and she closes her eyes for a second before looking at her once more. “Good…” she pants and shakes and her wings ripple and more appendages appear behind her. “Goodbye, draga mea.”
With that her lady turns away from her and lets go. She shifts fully into her battle form and bursts out from the side of the tower. And her handmaiden sinks to the ground and weeps because she knows. She knows what happens next. She knows that was the final goodbye. She knows death is the only end and she knows nothing will bring her girls or her lady back.
I’m so very sorry, potatoes. 😣😭
#cue in sadness#alcina dimitrescu#I made me even saddder while writing that#lady dimitrescu#sad girl hours#sorry guys#re8 alcina#resident evil village#lady dimitrescu x maiden
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AU where Tim, age nine, walked three miles to his neighbor’s house, held up his bleeding hand to Alfred, and asked if he could please have a bandaid. He got stitches instead, and a hug from Dick, who squeezed him tight and asked, “Can we keep him?”
And then Tim never went home again.
He learns gymnastics with Dick and reads in the library with Jason. He shows Alfred how to reset the wifi and rambles on to Bruce about his latest obsession (shipwrecks), and he never sees his parents again.
Behind the scenes, there was a kid left alone in a mansion while a whole international incident played out. It included a kidnapping, a ransom, a failed hostage negotiation, and two dead parents never coming home.
It pokes at a wound in Bruce when he is told about the Drakes and he has always been productive in tragedy. He knows how to shove the hurt away and build something strong on top of it.
The adoption was seamless. The sell of the Drake Estate was effortless. The trust for Tim. The memorial. The scholarships in Jack and Janet’s names. Bruce does it all methodical and singleminded.
And somewhere. Somehow. They forget to tell Tim.
Sometimes he misses his mom and dad. He misses his old room and being alone in a big house, but months turn to years and he likes it here. He really does. He has brothers here and Alfred, and they say they’re his family. He likes that.
They said they wanted to keep him, so they kept him. Kept him forever.
Then Damian is there.
Tim comes home and there’s a new boy, about the age he was when they got him. Tim asks in a whisper, “Did they take you too?”
#Is this realistic? no! but neither is the caped crusader#Damian 100% takes Tim’s word on this#He just met his father today and the first thing he learns about him is that he kidnapped his neighbor#Damian suggests going to the police but Tim says it won’t work bc Bruce is friends with the commissioner#so Damian says they’ll find Tim’s parents on their own#and then cue hijinks that untimely end in a very sad reveal#Everybody just assumed that Bruce spoke to Tim about his parents bc Tim was really sad for a bit#but that was because he thought he’d been kidnapped#Tim drake#damian wayne#Bruce Wayne#jack drake#janet drake#batfam
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THEE audiodrama disguised as podcast
#sherlock and co#s&co#sherlock holmes#john watson#mariana ametxazurra#Ive been thinking abt these design SO much lmao. even while doing other things#decided to take cues from acd/granada more. hence sherlock's headband to mimic slicked back hair#and I went with Colors bc. well first of all Im a clown. but second of all I recall some stuff abt victorian fabrics and uh. the wonder of#arsenic green etc#they were enjoying the colors I can commit to some#and. okay Im so real with u Im also a long haired john truther bc he has a podcast of course he'd have long hair but#I think its gonna take a Hot minute. currently this is still like the slightly-grown-out regulation cut#john's jacket is bc he and sherlock are 90s kids. this was a moment of enlightenment to me. I can give john every windbreaker on earth#mariana gets the jean jacket bc I like to imagine she's a y2k kid#(sherlock I think is only 90s kid in year of birth that man's childhood was skipping class to burn shit in the wood)#(but he canonically sews which I fucking love so much. he has not bought new clothes for almost a decade#if a shirt's disintegrating no it isn't. not on his watch)#a lil sad I cant figure out how to give them hats lol I feel like thats the most victorian thing there is. a stupid hat#I can at any moment give one of them a beanie. but I refuse#there are. like a Hoard of other scribbly sketches I did to get used to drawing them. but those are for me those are not for the public#and also theyre in my sketchbook and Im too lazy to scan them#happened mostly during lunar new year lol. I was getting Hard whipped then thank u s&co for carrying me thru#ok I do other things now. have this for a while ok? thank u#have a good night lads. enjoy motion
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I've got this image of Dad!Tsu’tey from my Father-son-shenanigans AU turning up in ATWOW during the aftermath of the SeaDragon, specifically on that one rock. And he has no idea how he ended up there, but whilst Jake and Neytiri are quaking at the sudden appearance of their dead friend (visibly aged from the joys of fatherhood), Spider pops out of the ocean.
Naturally, Tsu'tey only has eyes for his son, and immediately gets launched head first into Protective!Dad mode at the state of him. He looks like a drowned rat, has several sluggishly bleeding cuts along his body, his stripes are faded more than his Spider ever allows. Not to mention, his dreads are matted at the scalp and are in desperate need of a retwist. But most alarming of all, none of his other family members (The Sully's) seem to remember to check on him in their shock of discovering Tsu'tey's presence.
Since no one else seems to be bothering, Tsu'tey helps Spider out of the water, noting the shock on the boy's face as he hesitantly takes Tsu'tey's outstretched hand.
<"Are you okay?"> Tsu'tey asks, as he has done for countless years. And horrifyingly, instead of Spider replying with "yes Dad," or "no Dad" Tsu'tey gets a-
<"Yes sir.">
Spider has never referred to Tsu'tey as 'sir' before. It's either 'Olo'eyktan' when he's in a mood and wants to get under Tsu'tey's skin, or 'Dad'.
<"Sir?"> Tsu'tey repeats with a curl of his nose. <"Who the hell is sir? I am Dad to you. I have always been Dad to you."> And of course, Tsu'tey is dead in this universe, and Spider has no clue who this strange forest na'vi is. Not to mention he's had a very long and emotional day surrounding another father figure.
<"Dude, I have no idea who you are.">
Cue:
Tsu'tey from my Dad!Tsu'tey AU looking at Spider in our ATWOW: "Watch out kid because you're about to get the strongest and most stable support system any clan has ever seen."
BONUS:
If Spider were to admit to Tsu'tey that Quaritch is alive (he's only known the man for an hour but Eywa does he trust him to keep Neytiri from mauling him):
Side Note: Tsu'tey has it all under control, and now has recruited Neytiri to go hunt down that dead beat dad.
#I feel like he would just be really sad to see himself dead in this universe and realise that Spider had no one because of it#our Spider would be so confused#Tsu'tey is a good Dad#happy to give him his space when he needs it#content to cook for him and ask about his day#scarily protective when Spider is in even a lick of danger#it's nice to have a father figure turn up after sixteen years and it not be awkward#meanwhile Neytiri and Jake are having emotional breakdowns because thier dead friend is just THERE#Only for Tsu'tey to immediately start chewing them out for neglecting HIS son#cue confusion and chaos the entire ilu ride back to the villagr#dad tsu'tey#he'd come around of course#dad!tsu'tey#son!Spider#Spider Socorro#Father-son-duo#Father-Son-Shenanigans#jake and neytiri#atwow#fix-it#Neteyam is fine#he's just resting
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I could be having so much fun rn if I didn't fumble conversions like it's my profession
#like its hella sad i dont even try to self isolate i just do it completely on accident#cuz im just so hilariously fucking bad a talking to people online#like this is specifically an online problem ive got hella rizz irl but i can just not translate that shit thru text#i get so up in my head about texting for no damn reason like its insane how anxious and perfectionists i get about it#but then irl things are so much easier so many more cues and vibes to play off of and its easier to tell if someone is just humoring me#or if ive made a social faux pas#there are so many rules online that I don't know and accidentally breaking one is like stepping on a bomb#cuz people are more likely to just lie to you and then ghost you or talk shit than just say something about it#idek im just rambling atp I just want things to be easier
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Some of the most common advice you get when you express social anxiety is the following “don’t worry- no one will notice if you make a mistake (or they’ll forget it soon after) everyone is more focused on themselves.”
And this makes me so. Fucking. Annoyed. It is true that people probably won’t think much of/ forget a lone social faux pas made or awkward thing you did. But what they remember is patterns of behavior. So if you’re like me, unable to pick up on many social cues and prone to these same mistakes- people will make note of that. They will have an idea of you in their head as someone who is awkward, as simple as that.
Secondly the part about everyone being more focused on themselves. Obviously people can be pretty self-centered- I think that’s normal. And they’re probably insecure too. But we’re also social animals with social hierarchies. People pay attention to the behavior of those around them- maybe ESPECIALLY if they’re insecure, in fact. In order to see where they stand- whether they’re doing it, and whether the people around them are behaving correctly. Many of our societal norms and expectations are designed as a way to weed out people who either are unable to or choose not to follow them.
That’s not to say we don’t often distort the percieved perseptions of others. With an anxiety disorder, fear over been seen as ‘weird’ may lead to you behaving more abnormally than you would have initially. It might lead to you reading too much into the reactions of others. This is all very common and is of course the issue the above advice seeks to address- distortions of how your actions reflect on you socially. But that doesn’t change the fact that the advice that “no one cares what you do actually” is just… wrong, or highly flawed at the very least.
I personally have a very hard time benefiting from advice that I know isn’t entirely true. It’s also super dismissive of people who may actually be struggling socially- perhaps due to an underlying issue- (in my case, autism), if any time they notice “hey, I think I’m being judged” it’s chocked up to pure anxiety. Also, I feel firmly that it’s better to learn to be less bothered by negative perceptions than to believe they don’t exist at all. That way you don’t have to worry so much if you’re overthinking it or not- you just know not to be concerned in the first place. Obviously that is… much easier said than done. But I think it’s a better goal to have
#social anxiety#socializing#SAD#social anxiety disorder#anxiety#anxiety disorder#autism#actually autistic#autistic rant#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#autistic#neurodivergence#mental health#mental illness#social cues
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usually "odo ACAB" is a bit, but sometimes i see people say it seriously as the reason they can't enjoy the character. of course you can dislike any character for any reason, but odo is way more interesting than that! just having a morally beige guy in a law enforcement role doesn't automatically make it copaganda. odo's relationship to law enforcement (justice vs. order; the belief that being an outsider inherently grants him impartiality) is tied to his nature as an alien mystery character. it's interrogated in the narrative because it parallels and informs the larger story ("laws change depending on who's making them"; the founders destroying the galaxy to create order). YES odo is a cop and also a bastard, but his character is too complex and inseparable from the sci-fi genre to be a one-to-one parallel of the real world police!!... on the other hand, garibaldi,,,
#i have a lot of thoughts about law enforcement on b5 and most of it Shouldn't We Be Like Saying Something About This#i know the narrative shouldn't always have to hold our hands while we cross the street#but just watched one of the SEVERAL times garibaldi has a bad day and takes it out on an unarmed civilian while in uniform#and it's always a cue for us to worry about how sad he is#so the narrative IS holding our hands but we're walking into traffic i think#odo#deep space nine#babylon 5
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i think it would be very silly, a little hee hee funny, if shane ended up put in an older sibling role (without trying) to the younger bachelors/bachelorettes
#it starts with sam @ joja#asking for advice esp while kent is gone & shane is like 🤨 ay yo idc#but eventually shane will just. casually answer sam's questions. maybe he likes him. no. it's bc answering will get sam to shut up#shut up#& then one day he's passing by alex who's trying to perfect the way he throws his gridball#cue former griball player shane: ur form sucks#alex gets mad & asks shane to do it better then#shane does it perfectly & alex suddenly asks if shane can show him#shane is confused but goes step by step#& then alex just starts asking more questions later & shane is like ????? ok?????#& then one day while it's raining sebastian stops shane & asks him if therapy rlly does help#& shane is like dude idk if i can rlly talk to u abt this go 2 ur mom#sebastian looks so sad tho#so shane does explain it & the process#seb continues going to shane with questions#this cycle continues with the other younger bachelors/bachelorettes#until shane has this gaggle that follows him & he's so confused as to why this is happening#emily thinks it's rlly funny#shane is groaning & slamming his head on the table the entire time#ramblings#my headcanons
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#we got a tiny glare of the northern lights at home tonite#my phone is exaggerating the amount of color there was but it was definitely notably colorful!#when u feel sad but then the sky reminds u that nothing rly matters at the end of the day#diary#maine#cue american football lp 1
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Sorry but we were speaking about history in a part of one of my classes and when the Vatican came on. I had to draw the sad dog man.
Machete is now immortalized in my class notes. It’s in spanish by the way, which is kind of funnily appropriate considering latin is very close to spanish.
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#augh that's adorable!#“Vaticano” -> -> cue sad dog man#he doesn't seem very happy to be there#I've said this before and I don't really know why#but I keep finding the idea of people drawing little Machetes in post-it notes pieces of scrap paper and class notes#endlessly charming#it's so cute#it sparks joy#thank you!#Spanish and Italian are fairly closely related they're both descended from Latin and I think that's terribly nifty#I'd like to believe Machete speaks or understands Spanish at least passably#mostly due to continued exposure and for having a knack for languages#Spain was an influential superpower in the 16th century and also intensely Catholic so he ends up working with Spaniards on a regular basis#and he strikes me as a kind of person who would like to know what they're saying to each other even if he kept it to himself#not to mention that Spain has an extended history of ruling parts of Italy#the southern half of the country in particular#including the places where he grew up#gift art#nerium-aquifolium#own characters#Machete
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I'm sorry it would be SO funny if it turns out Ruin and Eclipse staged the phone call to make it seem like Ruin was kidnapped by Eclipse because I can only imagine them acting like two kids about to do a prank call during a sleepover about it HSJABSJS
#xero says things#ruin drops down to a whisper and makes a cue to Eclipse to start shuffling around so it sounds like he's stalking around the room and-#-theyre both smiling and holding back giggles n shit#ruins like 'he found me' and motions for eclipse to come over to the phone so his voice will be clear when he says 'there you are'#and then when they hang up they just BURSTTTT INTO LAUGHTER OVER IT#LIKE ANAJSBWKSBAKSHSK#VERY SAD IF HE'S ACTUALLY KIDNAPPED AND WHATNOT BUT ALSO IF HE ISN'T? THIS ID WHAT HAPPENED. IN MY HEART#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#tsams spoilers
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Isat au where everything's the same except siffrin has nagito komaeda luck
Good luck following the script when the universe is actively working against stage directions bitch
#isat#isat spoilers#tagging spoilers just in case#one loop siffrin has very bad luck (or good luck depending on how you see it) and gets the ghost event at the very first opportunity possib#possibl3#some loops he can breeze through the house because his luck decided to be good and make it so theres not a lot of sadnesses around#some loops takes a super long time due to constant battles#maybe siffrin got lucky the very first time hes in the library and tripped into the wall and his elbow hit the switch to the secret library#so mira got the shield early and they didnt lose to the King the first time#(cue loop fuming at seeing siffrin beating on his first try)#(its okay loop siffrin will absolutely die the next time they beat the king since theyll probably forget to get the shield and not know the#carrot method)#things change every loop though#mostly small things though like maybe one loop some plates falls on siffrins foot#sometimes big things happen but they never happen again even if siffrin loops to right before it happens#regardless every loop is different but not different enough to save siffrin#and i imagine it would just become annoying quickly#sorry siffrin but youre fun to torture
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Ricciardo curious ahead of Monaco return
#I will cry!!!#last year he didn’t know if he would ever drive around Monaco again#and those two horrible years at McLaren could potentially have been his last racing memories at a track he loves so much :((((#I just want him to have fun this weekend. whatever that means results wise#we’re not doing sad country music this weekend Daniel!!! cue up the nastiest song you know!!!#it’s your fucking time again!!!#daniel ricciardo#monaco24
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what is exactly the point of hermes bringing ody the wind bag if cant open it?
like its for a later plot point but in story it doesnt entirely make sense
#ahoys thoughts#epic the musical crit#epic the musical#im sad cause there are so many good bits in the musical but i cant fully enjoy it bc i cant look past bad storytelling and lyricism#the hand vs homeland rhyme doesnt work with the way jorge says it#'im gonna use ruthlessness' like hes refering to a theme but in the show it should be an adjective?#im goign to be ruthless but also we GET IT#it would have been better for a musical cue to show us thats why the different beast bit in 600 strike sounds so cool#i think i am very sick of media spoon feeding me hoenstly#epic the musical the vengance saga#hermes epic#epic#the vengance saga#hermes epic the musical
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“So what would you do if I were to ask you how does one go about, uh, possibly wooing a best friend of yours? It’s for…” Piper trailed off to think of something, any sort of excuse but as her eyes dart around the pavilion, obviously ignoring the looks of an Aphrodite daughter sitting at the table of Zeus, she scratched her head to look back at Jason. “Science?”
Next to him, Percy snorted and quickly covered it up with a cough. He doubled over dramatically, drawing more attention to them than ever as Nico covered his face with his hand and a quiet murmur of “Smooth.”
Jason chewed thoughtfully as he carefully regarded her question. The only other best friend he had was Reyna and although he and Reyna haven’t spoken in quite a while, he was still able to recall some things about her like what she liked and what she wanted to do but couldn’t because of her Praetorship. “Your best bet, Pipes, is to just be yourself, you know. Leo didn’t try any grand schemes or what— Actually I’m lying to you, that’s a lie. He did.”
“Will didn’t have to woo me,” Nico chimed in as he switched trays with Percy to take his apple and the second slice of pizza.
“That’s because you two were making googly eyes for, like, ever. We were just waiting for one of you to man up,” Percy spoke through a mouthful of pizza. He hovered over his seat to take Jason’s napkin and sat back down, wiping his mouth from any sauce or grease in the corner of his lips. “I just so happened to charm Annabeth with my good looks.”
“No you didn’t. You were as oblivious as Jason,” Piper interrupted with an eyebrow raised which effectively made Percy narrow his eyes at her before waving his hand with a roll of his eyes.
“Anyway…just be yourself.” Jason patted her shoulder and she smiled at him.
But Piper wasn’t worried about that specific detail. She was worried about fucking it all up, ruining her chances. In that moment, she wondered if asking her mother for help would be worth it but something told her deep down, she was already walking the path Aphrodite set her on where Reyna was concerned.
part two
#piper mclean#jason grace#percy jackson#nico di angelo#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#hoo#heroes of olympus#fic#my writing#piper and reyna agenda#no idea if this is some sort of au or something but whatever#im riding in blind here#will be a part two trust#i actually just thought of something so sad that i HAVE to add in#cue evil cackle and a black fade out screen
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i think its funny that even as kids everyone was on first name basis with gintoki and no one (gintoki) bothered to do the same for anyone else (takazura)
#[makes my usual correction that makes me sad] well kihetai gave takasugi that (i hate saying his first name. ew. intimate). but#no one ever does for katsura. unless theyre using his insulting nickname i guess?#sopping wet gintoki posting#u have to imagine ppl were taking their cue from shouyou calling him that. hes just gintoki. only his doctor calls him sakata
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