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bending-sickle · 7 years ago

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Year of 2017

Mental

Self Harm (low then medium then so much)

Anxiety x 35

Lorazepam x 10

Diazepam x13

+ x1 and x2 Tester Doses

Attack x 1 (Apr. 8)

Cry x 88

Days x 69

Lost Day x 4

Compulsive x 15

Insomnia x 2

Intrusive Thoughts x 3

Irritable x 5

Heavily depressed (Sept. 14-18, Nov. 15-19)

Professional Assistance

Psychologist x 7

Psychiatrist x 4

Employment x 11

Unemployment Office x 6

Employment

Interview (Apr. 3)

Work (Apr. 5-10)

Exercise

Pilates x 58

Walk x 99

Run x 6

Swim x 1

Dog Shelter Volunteer x 62

includes walk, run, social

Films

50 Days of Night (2007)

Airplane! (1980)

Arrival (2016)

BBC Earth’s Super Small Animals (2017)

Before the Flood (2016)

Blazing Saddles (1974)

Brave New World (1980)

Bridget Jones’ Baby (2016)

Bridget Jones’ Diary (2001)

Burnt (2015)

Children of the Sex Trade (2014)

Chosen (2008)

Comedy Central Presents Mitch Hedberg (1999)

Confessions of a Serial Killer: Jeffrey Dahmer (1999)

Dahmer (2002)

The Dangerous Few (1995)

Death Becomes Her (1991)

Dr Quinn: Medicine Woman, The Movie (1999)

Dracula: Dead and Loving It (1995)

The Duchess (2008)

Echo of the Elephants: The Final Chapter (2005)

Eddie Izzard’s Force Majeure (2014)

Elle (2016)

Emelie (2015)

Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them (2016)

Fences (2016)

Flightplan (2005)

The Girls Who Were Found Alive (2008)

Growing Up Quiverfull: The Duggar’s Destructive Cult (2015)

Hidden Figures (2016)

High Rise (2015)

I Saw the Light (2015)

Inaugural USA Presidential Speech (2017)

Incest: The Last Taboo? (2010)

Indianapolis Museum of Arya’s revealing Garments: A Brief History of Woman’s Underwear (2012)

Inside the Tanks (2017)

It (2017)

It Comes At Night (2017)

Jack and Diane (2012)

Keeping Mum (2005)

The Kidnapping of Elizabeth Smart (20??)

Kill Your Friends (2015)

King Arthur (2004)

La dictadura perfecta (2014)

Legally Blonde: Red, White and Blonde (2003

Lilah and Diane (2015)

The Lost Girls of South Africa (2010)

LSA Summer Institute’s Monolingual Fieldwork Demonstration with Daniel Everett (2013)

Mæn & Høns (2015)

Michael Collins (1996)

Michael Kohlhaas (2013)

Michael Moore in Trump Land (2016)

Minority Report (2002)

Moana (2016)

Mommy Dead and Dearest (2017)

The Muppet Christmas Carol (1992)

Mustang (2015)

My Horse University’s Stinghalt and Shivers Explained (2017)

Natascha Kampusch: 3096 Days in Captivity (2010)

NBC’s Confessions of a Serial Killer: Jeffrey Dahmer (1994)

NBC’s Debra LeFave: Crossing the Line (2006)

Neujahrskonzert: Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra (2017)

The Old Lady and the Pigeons (1998)

On the Trail of Tragedy: The Excavation of the Donner Party Site (1994)

La otra conquista (1998)

Perfectos desconocidos (2017, in cinema)

Picnic at Hanging Rock (1978)

Primus (2011)

Rogue One (2016)

Sarafina! (1992)

The Scapegoat (2011)

Se Dio Vuole (2015)

The Secrets of the Austrian Cellar (2008)

Shell-Shock in WW1 (2013)

Sherlock’s Garbage and Here’s Why (2017)

Simon Amstell’s Do Nothing (2010)

Skyfall (2012)

The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (2003)

Their Finest Hour (2016, in cinema)

Thor: The Dark World (2013)

Thor: Ragnarok (2017)

Too Legit (2016)

Trevor Noah’s Afraid of the Dark (2017)

Trevor Noah’s Lost in Translation (2015)

Victoria and Abdul (2017, in cinema)

Warrior (2011)

White House Correspondent’s Dinner: Hassan Minaj (2017)

Wuthering Heights (2009)

Youth (2015)

Young Hercules: The Movie (1998)

Television

The 100 (1x01, Season 4)

Adventure Time (5x23-5x34, 5x37, 5x40-5x46, 5x48-5x52, Season 6)

Agatha Christie’s Poirot (1x01-1x02, 3x01)

American Crime Story’s The People vs O.J. Simpson 1x10

American Gods (Season 1)

Atlanta (1x01)

Berlin Station (1x08)

Better Call Saul (2x09-2x10)

Between the Sheets (Abridged) (Season 1)

Black Sails (Season 1-4)

Bob’s Burgers (1x02, 2x02, 3x10. 3x20, 4x05, 5x04, 5x10, 6x19, 7x06-7x22, 8x01-8x06)

Buffy the Vampire Slayer (4x21-4x22, 7x02-7x05)

Charlie Brooker’s Wipe (2016)

Children of Crime (1x02)

Community (3x14)

Crime Investigation Australia (1x16)

The Crown (Season 1, Season 2)

CSI: Las Vegas 1x01

The Daily Show (2017)

Des crimes presques parfaits (3x06)

Dexter (Season 1-8)

Dexter: Early Cuts (Season 1-2)

Dr Quinn Medicine Woman (1x15-1x16, 2x01-2x15)

Fear the Walking Dead (1x01-1x02)

Fullmetal Alchemist (#14-24)

Game of Thrones (6x10, Season 7)

Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life (1x01)

The Golden Girls (Season 1-5)

The Great British Bake Off (6x01, Season 7)

Grey’s Anatomy (1x01, 13x10-13x24, 14x01-14x08)

The Handmaid’s Tale (Season 1)

Hannibal (1x01)

The Hollow Crown (1x03-1x04)

Homeland (4x02-4x07, 5x01-5x02)

How to Get Away with Murder (3x11-3x15, 4x01-4x08)

I Survived 2x01-02, 2x05-2x06, 2x10-2x12, 2x15, 3x01

The Impressionists (Season 1)

Kimi Ga Oshietekureta Koto (1x07-1x12)

Last Week Tonight (2017)

The Leftovers (Season 3)

Live at the Apollo (5x05)

The Lizzie Borden Chronicles (Season 1)

La mafia uccide solo d’estate (1x02)

Medium (Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7)

Miss Fisher’s Murder Mysteries (2x13)

Modern Family (1x01)

Monty Python’s Flying Circus (#24-39)

Mystery Science Theater 3000 (4x24)

Mugshots (1x06)

Peaky Blinders (Season 4)

Poldark (2x05-2x10, Season 3)

Preacher (Season 3)

Pride and prejudice (Season 1)

Private Practice (1x01-1x02)

Reign (1x01)

The Secret River (Season 1)

Servants: The True Story of Life Below Stairs (Season 1)

The Staircase (Soupçons) (Season 1)

The Staircase 2: Last Chance (Season 1)

Stranger Things (Season 2)

Shadowhunters (1x11-1x12)

Sherlock (4x01-4x02)

Sleepy Hollow (1x07)

The Strain (1x01-1x02)

Supernatural (8x01)

Suits (2x12)

Taboo (Season 1)

Teen Wolf (6x06-6x20)

Trial and Error (Season 1)

The Twilight Zone (#40-44)

Twin Peaks (Season 1, 2x01-2x02)

Vikings (4x16-4x20, 5x01-5x04)

The Walking Dead (7x09-7x16, 8x01-8x08)

Westworld (Season 1)

White Collar (2x09)

Whose Line is it Anyway (Season 13)

Young Hercules (1x01-1x08)

Podcasts

AngloFilles

Common Sense

Kevin and Ursula Eat Cheap

Lore

A Matter of Taste

MonsterTalk

My Brother, My Brother, and Me

My Favorite Murder

Sawbones

Reading

Justice is Blonde by Pollydoodles

Witnessed by Yahtzee

Toxic Parents: Overcoming Their Hurtful Legacy and Reclaiming Your Life (2002) by Susan Forward and Craig Buck

This Book Is Full of Spiders: Seriously, Dude, Don't Touch It (2013) by David Wong

Daughters of Narcisistic Mothers (epub version of the website) by Danu Morrigan

Trigger Warning: Short Fictions and Disturbances (2015) by Neil Gaiman

The Death Cure (2011) by James Dashner

The Tale of Squirrel Nutkin (1903) - Beatrix Potter

Jeffrey Dahmer - Wikipedia Entry

Why Does He Do That?: Inside the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men (2002) - Lundy Bancroft

Crux by bonehandledknife (ladywinter) & primarybufferpanel (ArwenLune)

It's a Neighborly Day in This Beautywood by Masu_Trout

Burning at Both Ends by Seraina (seraina_doom)

The Worm Ouroboros (1922) by E. R. Eddison

A Dark Light (2017) by Nuingiliath

The Face (2003) by Dean Koontz

Pyramids (1989) by Terry Pratchett

The Silence of the Lambs (1988) by Thomas Harris

Dead by Sunset: Perfect Husband, Perfect Killer? (1995) by Anne Rule

What the Hell Did I Just Read: A Novel of Cosmic Horror (2017) by David Wong

Futuristic Violence and Fancy Suits (2015) by David Wong

The Prince by astolat

Snails & Slugs

Snails

Tally = 20 (Feb. 5)

Transfer

Blue, Pink, and Pastel (hatched Jan. 31) into terrarium (Feb. 19)

Three babies (Dec 19)

New

Pretty Shell and Broken Shell a.k.a. Osiris (Feb. 24)

Blind Snail (May 8)

Round-Mouthed Snails x 10 (June 5)

Dead

Lucretia (July 6)

Baby Blue (Aug. 19)

Goliath (Sep 5)

Pretty (Sep 12)

Pink (Oct 26)

Osiris (Dec. 16)

Snail eggs

hatch (Sep 23)

batch (Sept. 13, Sept. 19, Nov. 1)

Slugs

Tally

= 8 (Feb. 22)

= 30 (June 19)

Transfer hatchling x1 to terrarium (May 18)

Transfer hatchling x3 to terrarium (June 16)

Transfer hatchling x1 to terrarium (June 13)

Woodlice

x 1 (Apr. 3)

Yellow x1 (June 5)

Earthworms

Many in April

All gone by July

Bee (Brunhilda) (Apr. 15-16)

Caterpillar

Nesting (Jul 22)

Magpie failed rescue (June 12)

Swallows

Back (Mar. 28)

Nesting (June 2)

Oscar the Caterpillar

New (Sept 23)

Nesting as a pupae (Sep 24)

Wadjet the glow worm

New (Nov 20)

Health

Allergies (May 4, May 7, 12, 16, 21, 29, 30, 31)

Blood pressure (Jan. 20 - 119/63; Sep. 9 - 95/58; Sept. 10 - 102/63; Sept. 11 - 102/68)

Dizziness (Jan. 19-20, Apr. 18)

Left Eye

Pinguecula or pterygium (start Sep. 5)

Pain (Dec 28-31, cont.)

Exhaustion (Apr. 17-18, Aug. 24)

G.I. Issues (Jan. 11-12, Jan. 18, Jan. 20)

Sick (stomach flu) (Dec. 8-9)

Joint Pain

Thumb (starts July 25)

Hand (starts Aug. 12, strong Aug 24.)

Headache (May 9-11)

Insomnia (Aug. 18, 21)

Migraine (Mar. 23)

Periodic Limb Movement (Jan. 22, Jan. 23, Mar. 20, May 8)

Tooth Pain (Aug. 5)

Weight

Other

Art class (Apr. 26-June 21)

Belle and Sebastian Concert (June 18)

Cigarillo x2 (Mar. 9, Sep. 13)

Beach x1

Hair

Cut (Apr. 25)

Henna (Mar. 4)

Dye (May 6)

Bleach (May 28, May 29, May 30)

Dye blue (May 31, June 1)

Cut and dye (Sep. 6)

Cut bangs (Dec. 5)

Nap x5

Social x61

Terrorist Attack (Aug. 17)

Mom’s Eviction Threat (Oct. 28)

Places

Andorra La Vella x1

Barcelona x 11

La Seu d’Urgell x1

Madrid (July 5-8)

Reus x1

Vilafranca x1

Vilanova x 37

Alcohol

Days x 180

Beer x 70

Campari x 12

Cava x 31

Clara x 12

Port x 6

Shots x 8

Tinto de Verano x2

Vermout x 11

Wine x 123

#AW YEAH LISTS #randomness #don't mind me just trying to convince myself i've actually done stuff

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some1foundme · 8 years ago

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Chicago PD fic: More Than Meets the Eye

Title: More Than Meets the Eye

Summary: A series of post-ep missing scenes between Halstead and Lindsay. Begins with 3X11 “Knocked the Family Right Out” and will continue through season four. Spoilers up to the current episode 4X16 “Emotional Proximity” (will continue to change as episodes air)

A/N: This is my first foray into writing Linstead. I’ve been writing Olicity for a couple of years and before that I tackled House, CSI and NCIS. But I’ve recently started watching Chicago PD and I have to admit, I was immediately hooked and have now binged the first three seasons and am completely caught up… and more than a little in love with Linstead. Let me know what you think please!

Read on AO3 or ff.net.

Knocked the Family Right Out

The panic strikes hot and fast the minute that he sees the name on the lease. Tawny Darren. Their second victim is somehow involved in all of this. And Erin is with her right now. Alone.

The second the words are out of his mouth, they’re rolling out. He’s barely keeping it together. He knows he needs to. For the sake of the team. For Erin. He’s no good to her if he can’t keep his head on straight. She’s smart. Strong, resourceful, resilient. He knows she doesn’t need to be rescued, not often, but the thought of her walking into a trap - one set by a man who raped a fourteen year old girl – sends his protective instincts into overdrive. She’s a good cop, his partner, but she’s also the woman that he loves.

He rides shotgun while Antonio drives. She doesn’t answer any of his calls and with every moment that ticks by, his heart falls further into his stomach.

“Lindsay’s phone is still at that location.”

He takes little comfort in Mouse’s statement and calls out the next turn.

It takes eight long minutes before they’re on the scene. He doesn’t even wait until the truck is fully stopped before he’s out and making his way to the front door, gun drawn. Atwater and Ruzek are with him, flanking him up the walk. When he pushes the door open, they separate, Kevin to the left and Adam to the right, leaving Jay to head up to the second floor.

He takes the stairs as quickly as he dares, not willing to spook any of their perps, but the sounds of a struggle make his feet move faster. He bursts into one of the bedrooms and has to swallow the fury that immediately attempts to smother him. She’s bound and gagged, her eyes wild as they seek him out, and everything in him is screaming for her. But Ty Hanley is there with a knife to her throat and Jay knows that there’s only one way for this to end.

“Drop the knife!”

Hanley grabs her, angling her like a shield in front of him, and presses his blade harder to the delicate skin of her neck.

“Walk out now!”

“Drop it!”

“You wanna see her neck sl –“

He doesn’t think, doesn’t hesitate. He pulls the trigger, dropping Hanley with a single shot. His body goes slack and Erin rolls away from him. She’s trembling and he can barely hear her terrified whimpers over the ringing in his ears. He crosses the room in two quick strides, pulling the gag from her mouth before getting to work on her bindings.

“You alright? You okay?”

She’s gasping when she answers, her voice shaking.

“S- Spence and Tawney are here.”

He radios the team.

“Antonio, one offender down, find the other two!”

And then his focus shifts to her, only her. As soon as she’s free, she’s in his arms. He tucks her beneath his chin and clings to her as if she’s going to slip away from him. He feels the tiny tremors that wrack her body, feels her fingers twisting in the material of his jacket, and he wishes he hadn’t let her come alone.

“Erin, are you alright?”

His voice is hoarse, the anxiety slithering its way into his throat tightening his vocal chords, and he wonders absently if maybe he’s actually the one trembling. She moves away, only as far as he’ll let her go, and the sight of blood splattered across her face turns his stomach. Even if it isn’t her blood.

She nods and tries to smile but it doesn’t reach her eyes.

“I’m fine.”

He sighs and pulls her back to his chest, closing his eyes and breathing properly for the first time since he’d seen Tawny’s name on that damn lease.

He holds her hand as he leads her down the stairs, helps her into her coat where it had been left in the dining room, and follows her out onto the street. He finds napkins in the glovebox of their car, handing them to her and gesturing silently to her face.

Antonio comes out then, guiding Tawny roughly from the house. He catches Jay’s eye, glancing questioningly at Erin, and Jay nods once before taking Tawny off his hands. He’s almost got her to the car when Kevin and Adam roll up with Spence cuffed in their backseat. He hears Erin’s question to the kid, hears him accuse Tawny of arranging all of it, and before any of them can stop her, she’s whirling towards them. She hisses at her, her voice menacing, and when Tawny has the balls to spit in her face, Erin throws a punch that knocks the other woman back into Jay. Antonio grabs Erin before she can really lose it and for a split second – even though he won’t admit it – he’s proud of his girl for taking that swing. It’s twisted what these three have done and not a single one of them has shown any sign of remorse. He’s not in the least bit sorry that one of them is dead.

The ride back to the district is filled with a tense silence. Tawny is cuffed in the back of their car. Erin’s dark sunglasses hide her eyes. Neither of them speak. So when he finds her alone a while later in the break room, he takes the opportunity to reassure himself one last time that she’s really okay.

“You alright?”

She sighs and shrugs and looks down into the coffee she’s just made for herself.

“Yeah.”

The tightness in his chest loosens just a little.

“Promise me one thing? Never go in without back up again.”

She gives him a small, sad smile and nods.

“Yeah.”

“I mean it. Not even for a parking ticket. That goes for all of us.”

She takes one step then another until she’s close enough to set her hand on his forearm.

“I’m already kicking myself. It’s just, that girl… I – I bought it.”

He shakes his head and twists his arm where she’s grasping it until he can reciprocate, wrapping his fingers around her elbow and anchoring her the way she’s always anchored him.

“Hey, we all did.”

They stay connected for a long, silent moment. There are so many things he wants to say to her. They’re still in the very early stages of this relationship and even though they’ve been on the cusp before, he doesn’t want to push her. He doesn’t want to scare her. And he’s sure that he would if he told her everything that he’d been thinking today. He’d been terrified that he was going to lose her. He doesn’t let himself think too hard about the future he’d imagined with her and how worried he’d been that it was all going to be ripped away from him so suddenly. He certainly isn’t ready to tell her that he loves her even though he’s known for a long time that he does.

“Okay. Lecture over. You want to get a beer?”

She chuckles, that raspy sound that never fails to send a shiver down his spine, and squeezes his arm.

“Definitely. But I’ve got some good news to deliver first. Meet you at your place in an hour or so?”

“Sounds good. I’ll see you later.”

Erin just gives him a nod before stepping out of the room, leaving him to watch her go. And he does. He watches her walk away from him and he lets her because he knows that she’s okay. She survived, like she always does, and he’ll see her again soon.

#linstead #erin lindsay #jay halstead #chicago pd fanfiction #erin x jay #some1foundme fic

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