#csa trigger

[kevingayimeanday]

My absolute favourite piece of discourse started by the extra content is whether or not Andrew smiles again. Nora says no, however, he’s fictional and whatever happens after the end of the series is just headcanon, regardless of whether or not it’s the author saying it.

Anyway, my not so hot take is that a lot of people (myself included) relate to Andrew. Whether we’re survivors of csa, former/current foster kids or just struggle with mental health in general, a lot of people in the aftg fandom get it and have been in a (maybe not quite so) dark place like Andrew. Part of what makes Andrew fabulous, despite all his horrible actions, is his ending. He’s got Neil, a family, a future and he’s a massive symbol of hope for those of us who relate. So, I think he does learn to smile again, even if it’s a decade later. Because I want to keep that hope that things do get better and it’s possible to heal. It might not be realistic, but neither is anything that happens in the series. One day I want to be happy too, and if I want to project the idea of healing and having a happy family and a good support system onto a five foot tall fictional man I will.

[eugenoid-draws]

Thinking about how little bodily autonomy Daan possessed his whole life

[byjove]

ashamed to say I don't know my dale cooper lore, is there a scene you're pointing to when you say coop likes leather in canon or am I taking that too literally?

It’s real. He muses on the erotic nature of the sensation of leather on his skin. It is in The Autobiography of F.B.I. Special Agent Dale Cooper: My Life, My Tapes.

I love MLMT, it’s one of my favorite pieces of Twin Peaks supplemental content. I know it never gained the traction The Secret Diary of Laura Palmer did. MLMT is far from perfect but it is masterfully subtle in many ways, often funny and so utterly devastating. It truly rounds out Dale Cooper as a character and explores him as a person, a deeply traumatized, flawed, quirky, hypersexual, haunted, intelligent, doomed, precocious, psychic autistic nerd. I could probably describe it better than that but I think that sums up the appeal.

[calvinsimsart]

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[blacknidstang]

Things that drive me insane is when ppl want sam to be the innocent normal one with less trauma and in the process completely brush off azazel's entire csa coded storyline + demons trying to kidnap and groom sam. Sorry it's just kinda sorta upsetting when you take Sam's feeling of being unclean and dirty and needing to run away to establish some ounce of control in his life and make it only about john abusing dean. It's kinda wretched actually.

[gothamite-rambler]

Red Hood: What’s on this guy’s laptop?

Arsenal: I’ve got a bad feeling about it… so start looking through it.

Red Hood began clicking through random files on the computer, then switched to the open browser tabs.

Red Hood: Every tab is a different fetish site. Girls Gone Wild, BarelyLegal.org, PassportBros.net… What is the age of consent in Thailand? I feel like that an adult googling this is not okay-

And then he made it to the last tab that was filled with things that make a woman wish for acid castration.

Red Hood (falling the ground and sliding away): Holy shit, too young!

Arsenal (checking the page, enraged): What do you—OH, HE'S THAT TYPE OF SICK!

Arsenal pulled out his bow and arrow.

Arsenal: I’m about to shoot him in the penis! Close the laptop!

Red Hood (slamming the laptop shut and wiping his hands on his jacket): If you do that, let him live. I want him to suffer in prison.

Arsenal: I should let him die… but that’s kind of more satisfying.

Arsenal stormed upstairs, where the tied-up predator was crying like the coward he was.

Arsenal: Hey, R. Kelly, let’s talk about your internet history!

Predator: Wait, wait, love I—

A scream echoed as Arsenal began pummeling the man, while Red Hood bagged up the tainted laptop.

[mazzystar24]

“ why do some people call out or talk about dumb and lesser fandom drama but haven’t spoken about those anonymous fics”

I beg you with all my fucking heart to muster up two braincells and use them

I haven’t gotten this hate directly but I keep seeing posts either saying it or ppl having it said to them

You are claiming to understand what’s so disgusting and vile abt what the person who wrote those did but you’re here not taking two seconds to think hmm maybe the dumb and lesser stuff is easier to talk about for more people than those fics?

Lemme throw some bullet points and break it down into little words for some of these absolute fucking idiots:

• you’re always gonna find more people willing to talk about the little discourse than the harder to talk about topics especially in fandom spaces

That doesn’t make them a bad person for it because

1. Everyone has their boundaries

2. Everyone has their own shit and no one should be having to sit there and tell you they’re traumatised to get you to back off

3. This is again a fandom space by not talking about it they aren’t disadvantaging or not spreading awareness abt or supporting any causes by making a post saying what others have already said a thousand times over which is that those fics were a disgusting thing to do

4. “ oh but you’ve pointed out racism/homophobia/misogyny and this thing and that” again see all those points but also like this is like someone saying don’t be racist and then someone going oh wow so they talked about how ppl shouldn’t be racist but not about how ppl shouldn’t be sexist so they must mean being sexist is acceptable

5. Again it’s not like everyone was super quiet about it like I saw all the outrage on here and it was being served toward that anonymous writer from BOTH sides, no one on either side as far as I can tell agrees with that shit so stop saying shit like oh they were a buddie fan

So fucking what? I’m sure i have the same music taste as some murderers but that doesn’t make me a murderer? Get a grip honest to fucking god

6. Also that fucker was living for the attention that’s why they kept making more with mocking bios and shit

That’s all the angry rant for today guys🫡

[irlangelsdiary]

Facts about intrafamiliar sexual abuse, COCSA, and CSA.

• COCSA can happen with children of any age, but potential incidents can increase as children enter puberty and adolescence.

• 40% of Children who were sexually abused the perpetrator was older and or more powerful

• 5% of children have been affected by sibling sexual abuse.

• It is one of the lowest disclosed forms of sexual abuse, meaning the statistics around this are likely to be higher.

• More than 90% of abusers are people children know, love and trust.

• 30-40% of victims are abused by a family member.

[apollos-boyfriend]

What is this thing you keep posting abt cause I need to know what the religious trauma gay boys are all about

it’s a manga called make the exorcist fall in love!! the religious trauma gay boys are a bit more of side characters (i went in thinking they were the main relationship LOL) but!! they’re still very well explored and integral to the plot in their own rights. just a heads up if u decide to read it that it is Not a BL if that is all ur after

[eddiebuckley-diaz]

Severely disappointed in this fandom. The lack of respect for actors and crew members is absolutely disgusting. To now also making this fandom extremely unsafe for others is abhorrent. Placing works on a site tagged to be positive for a pairing only to actually be triggering especially geared to CSA against a canonically gay character and aiding in the stereotypes that older gay men are predators is unbelievably damaging, cruel, and triggering. People should be so ashamed of themselves and yet they won’t be. There is little we can do about the situation unfortunately, but we can work to make certain spaces safe starting with the blogs on here.

Please know that this blog is a safe space for any one of you. I am here to support you and am here if you need to reach out to someone. I know this content is going to be especially triggering for others so please reach out if you need support.

Much love ❤️

[nerves-nebula]

ACTUALLY child abuse isn't sad and serious. i mean it's sad and serious but it's not JUST those things. it's also HILARIOUS. it's SILLY. it's illogical it makes no fucking sense! it can seem so surreal that it makes you laugh at how ridiculous it is. and child abuse belongs in happy stories, CSA belongs in silly stories too !! because CSA doesn't prevent you from being silly or having a good silly time and im. sooo normal about this. im not angry. i'm soooooo normal.

[pasta-pardner]

Reading Roundup: "A Dollar to Die For"

Written by Brian Fox, 1975. Read January 2025.

Hey y'all! My goal for the year is to read more often, so I think I'm posting book reviews in addition to the other fannish stuff on my blog. My review for this novel is under the cut!

Though "A Dollar to Die For" is technically book #5 in the series, I didn't think the reading order would matter. The stories are independent episodes. I wanted to start with one of the spin-off plots first and read the movie retellings later. I plan to save the "For a Few Dollars More" novelization for last as a reward to myself (because FaFDM is my favorite film in the trilogy 🤠).

Here are my thoughts:

Loved the prose style in this! Brian Fox has a way with words, and his colorful descriptions made this an enjoyable read. And, as I write this review, I'm currently in the middle of one of his other novels, which also has delicious wording.

Brian Fox is at his best when he's writing short, yet evocative visual descriptions. Certain lines of prose like "the serape unfolding like bat wings" and "face as quiet as a mask" and "eyes as dull as marbles deep in their sockets" were incredibly gripping. They will probably stick with me for quite some time. Certain scenes-- like the cantina scene in the first chapter, or any of the scenes in the Canyon of Death oasis-- had an almost musical quality to them. And yet despite how downright poetic the language can become, Fox doesn't veer into excessive purple prose.

The prose is fantastic and I'm absolutely going to read more of his work, even outside of the "Dollars" series. the plot, on the other hand, is something I have a less favorable view on. The story itself is generic at best, repetitive at worst. There are THREE separate instances where a massacre of sleeping people occurs. I found myself saying, "surely, he's not going to pull that again..." BUT HE DOES ! The novel is a cycle of descriptions, sleeping massacres, and survivors nursing each other back to health just in time for the next sleeping massacre.

Despite the lackluster plot, I liked the ending and LOVED the writing style. And the characters (both original and reoccurring from the films) had lively page-presence, despite being because they are terrible people. 🍝

Basically, this is an enjoyable action novel if read in small chunks over the course of a week (or weekend). But I would advise against reading it in one sitting, because taking in too much of it concurrently can feel monotonous.

[nothing0fnothing]

My mom always used to tell me that I was so much more mature than the boys my age because "girls mature faster" and always told me to date older when I started dating.

The men in my family would tell me that the best way for me to succeed was to 1) get really thin 2) get really hot 3) marry an elderly man months from death 4) inherit his money after he died.

Constant discussions about how I shouldn't be dating teenage boys because teenage boys "only want one thing" and I should be waiting to date till my mid 20s when they've "calmed down".

But yeah it was totally my fault when a man in a position of power over me in his late 20s started dming me when I was 13 and I thought it was normal.

[fagbearentertainment]

Scrolling thru old emails of comments from the troll lancer fangirl yt channel I made when I was 13, I think this is the person that threatened to kill me and made me super paranoid for like a year I forgot about that lol

Bro rly called a 13 year old a child molester for shipping their oc with a fictional character wtf 😭😭😭

[milkyspine]

— gynecologist, room 202

[butch-himbo-king]

yesterday was easily the hardest day i’ve had at this job so far and the fact that it’s only tuesday and i have to go back there today and tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow feels so fucking heavy rn