#crying in shin soukoku

[ssaraexposs]

He's so happy to see his partner again

[sskk-manifesto]

“Do we need any more?” who's gonna tell him last time he fucking died

[kyouka-supremacy]

We're so sskkback :')

[sad-emo-dip-dye]

Does the transition from “I cannot move forwards until I tear you apart” to “just the two of us” make anyone else absolutely insane insane insane or is that just me

[aethellren]

so tender, so vulnerable, so painful

[little-blurry-stars5]

Soukoku is all fun and games until Chuuya has to explain to akutagawa he's in love with the man that abused him and always made him feel like never enough.

Shin soukoku is nice and all until atsushi has to explain to kyoka he's in love with the man that abused her and told her her only point in living was to kill.

Soukoku is great until akutagawa has to watch dazai treat Chuuya so much better than he ever treated him.

Shin soukoku is lovely until kyoka watches atsushi's eyes light up at the sight of the man who tried to tear her life apart.

[denkies]

Here are my 2 "best times for a shin soukoku kiss scene":

1. Reunion kiss. Atsushi is so relieved at seeing Akutagawa alive well and controlling himself, of course he can't help himself. Aya sees it and everything. They fight Ame No Gozen as a power couple

2. Right before resetting everything with the page. They're unsure if they'll remember everything, and kiss. (And then they do remember everything.)

[etrevil]

Akutagawa leaving Atsushi like this makes me wanna believe he's conscious again and just fled in embarrassment and denial that he gayily bit his enemy-partner's neck.

[nakajimaas]

can u imagine atsushi celebrating his 21 bday and feeling sad because now he's older than aku was at the time of his death? knowing he will keep moving on, but aku will stay 20 forever? yeah

[bsd-brainrot-haver]

them?????? *combusts*

[lasutotu]

Big hand holding 🫶

[ssaraexposs]

Two birds on a wire

One says:

The other says:

[sskk-manifesto]

[kyouka-supremacy]

And what if after Akutagawa has gained his memories back and after they've defeated Gozen and after Dostoyevsky is gone. What if Akutagawa says “Oh. It seems like my role here has been solved” and his body fades away because the pact he made with Bram of keeping living to protect everyone is now concluded, and he has no reason to stay. What then

[sad-emo-dip-dye]

When Akutagawa told Kyouka he was happy for her, when he didn’t attack Atsushi while he was grieving for the headmaster, when he reached out for Atsushi with Rashomon during the fight with Francis, when they worked together to defeat Ivan, when he kept his promise and didn’t kill the man aboard the ship, when he sacrificed his life to give atsushi a chance to escape, when he

[sickficideas]

akutagawa never cries, not even in front of dazai. so it made me think what if the fever he has is so painful that he couldnt even take it anymore? like gosh the gut wrenching pain of the headache he has and everything else.

and so like he messes things up while on a mission with atsushi and atsushi’s there just exploding in madness while akutagawa is just so frustrated in himself and his headache just feels like a hammer to the back of his head and everythingjustfuckingsucks that his eyes start to water??????? ???11?1??11 WHAT WILL ATSUSHI DO???!!1!1!1 and hes there heart in his ass trying to make akutagawa stop trembling all over because the mission is still on going but akutagawa is just there spiralling down with a scowl and tearful eyes.

yeah? no? okay.

AHHH!!!!! This is canon to me and let me tell you why. and I will enlighten anime onlys on this because Bones cut this out. do you remember Akutagawa being so quick to react emotionally this way to Pushkin getting away right after he was infected with the virus ability (which Dazai told Atsushi causes high fevers..!!!) even though he's never reacted in this way before

hes LITERALLY CRYING !!!!!

as far as I am concerned your entire scenario in your ask is totally canon it has happened before and it well happen again !!! next time it's lower stakes and Atsushi is less concerned with the speed of their work and much more worried about Akutagawa...his eyes are red and he's visibly dizzy and pale and Akutagawa would rather die than admit something's wrong even after crying in front if Atsushi...but one day he decides he can't ignore those kitten eyes 😔😔💖😭😭💔