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[kineticpassion]

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Casifer's Deception

Author: Kinetic-Passion (@kineticpassion) Artist: Keikakudom (@keikakudom) Rating: Mature Warnings: Rape/Non-con Featured characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Lucifer Featured relationships: Dean/Cas; Dean/Lucifer (as Casifer) Length: 5,155 words Tags:  possession, confessions, first time, alternating pov

Summary:  When he possesses Cas, Lucifer notices things in Cas’ memories that he can use to manipulate Dean and gain his trust. It works even better than expected, and Dean dares to hope that Cas may feel the same way he does. But when Lucifer starts to get too close, it awakens something in Cas to fight for control.

When the illusion is shattered, will Dean and Cas admit what they both want?

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[plutoniclesbian]

12 years of men looking at each other 💕

[citruscas]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAN WINCHESTER !!!!!

[howldean]

“explaining freedom to angels is a bit like teaching poetry to fish.” / an excerpt from d.c. berry

[xofemeraldstars]

·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙　HAPPY BIRTHDAY  ✩ DEAN WINCHESTER 　*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙

[greatcometcas]

EILEEN LEAHY in INTO THE MYSTIC

[ID. Seven GIFs of Shoshannah Stern as Eileen Leahy in the episode Into the Mystic. In all but the last GIF she is undercover as an employee at Oak Park. She has her hair twisted in a low bun, and is wearing a white polo-shirt with the OP logo, a dark green apron, and a nametag that says “Marlene.” In the first GIF she corrects Sam’s sign-language and says “I appreciate the try.” In the second GIF she brandishes a knife at Sam and narrows her eyes as he explains he’s a hunter not a banshee. In the third GIF she checks the sigil that Sam has painted and, with her shoulders shrugged and her arms crossed, deems it “Not bad.” In the fourth GIF she smiles softly after making a joke about her “trust issues.” In the fifth GIF she signs to Mildred “Are you sure you don’t want both” while they eye up Sam and Dean. In the sixth GIF she nods in relief after killing the banshee that she’s been hunting her entire life. In the seventh (and last) GIF she is dressed in her own clothes, with her waves pulled back into a high ponytail. Mildred is next to her signing “They look even cuter walking away,” and Eileen gives her a raised eyebrow and a quirked side-smile. /END ID]

[universalcas]

From my rotting body, flowers shall grow.

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[babygirlwolverine]

“Whatcha doing, good lookin’?” Dean asked, dropping his chin onto Cas’ shoulder and nuzzling his nose against Cas’ throat.

“Reading,” Cas replied absentmindedly, copying something down onto a scratch sheet of paper before his eyes flickered back to the book on the desk in front of him.

“Maybe you could take a break?” Dean said, breath tickling over the shell of Cas’ ear.

Cas made a vague sound of disapproval. “Busy, Dean.”

Huh. Maybe a different approach. “Too busy to come to bed?” Dean tried again, nipping at Cas’ earlobe.

“M’not tired,” Cas muttered, pencil scratching along the paper as he wrote another note down.

Right. Message received. “Alright. You know where to find me if you want me.” Kissing the top of Cas’ head, Dean made his way back to their room.

He’d barely been in the room for a minute, bending down to blow out one of the candles, when Cas frantically stumbled in.

“Dean, I-” Cas started, but he quickly stuttered to a stop when his eyes darted around the room and he saw the decorations. Soft flickering candles spread out across their bedside tables. The bed sheets covered in red and pink rose petals. A bottle of champagne with two glasses. “Oh, Dean,” Cas breathed out, snagging Dean by the waist and pulling him closer.

“Hey,” Dean murmured, draping his arms loosely around Cas’ shoulders until his fingers grazed the back of Cas’ neck. “Sorry. I just wanted to surprise you. I can put this away and we can wait-”

“Don’t you dare,” Cas cut him off, surging forwards to steal a kiss. “I didn’t know this was what you were planning.”

Dean chuckled, nipping Cas’ lower lip before soothing over it with his tongue. “Is it really so surprising that I want to make love to my husband while we’re celebrating our anniversary?”

Suddenly Cas’ hands were gripping hold of Dean’s shirt, his knees going weak as he chased Dean’s mouth into a breathtaking kiss. “Say that again.”

Smiling against Cas’ lips, Dean replied in a hushed tone. “I want to make love to you.”

Nudging Dean backwards, Cas tugged them both down onto the bed of rose petals. “I’m all yours. Always.”

[cobbbvanth]

@aspecnaturalweek + asexuality // purple

diversity win! the gay angel is also asexual!

[billiewena]

if you can understand the me, then I can understand the you

aka metallicanatural for @heres-to-evil-skanks for the @dcanniversaryexchange (youtube)

tw: flashing, blood, violence

[angelcasendgame]

Castiel || Care Bears Countdown (youtube)

 He cares!! He's huggable like a bear!! 🐻💗

[beeradgirlfriend-archived]

Re-dressing

Day 4 Epilogue (a post canon ficlet of identity and of course makeup) @justcastiel

It was a warm, soft Sunday morning in late August. The sharp peppermint toothpaste filled the air, and the taste fills Dean’s mouth.

“Mmm, morning.” Cas padded up quietly, wrapping his arms tightly around Dean’s waist.

“Morning, sunshine,” Dean said around his toothbrush.

Cas’ bare chest was solid and warm against his worn shirt. The contact always felt liquid with the tingling of a whiskey. Cas rested his chin on Dean’s shoulder, his hair brushing against Dean’s neck.

Their eyes met in the mirror.

“Beautiful,” Cas whispered, the syllables downy in his ear.

Dean chuckled, “You landed yourself a handsome devil, huh”

Cas shakes his head lightly, “No, I said beautiful.”

Dean’s stomach twitched with the repetition.

“Beautiful,” Cas placed a kiss on Dean’s neck, “beautiful,” his lips reach Dean’s jaw, “beautiful.” one final kiss on his cheek. Then he untangled himself and grab his toothbrush from the counter.

Dean spit, “Why do you always say shit like that, man?”

“Because it’s true,” it came out garbled, hindered by toothpaste, “and I think you like it, actually.”

“Yeah, maybe so,” Dean admits.

Cas raises his eyebrows, before rinsing his mouth.

“You,” Dean starts to get a little red, “there was a long time I hated that-- beautiful, pretty—but now, I don’t know.”

Cas looks at him softly, his fingers toying with the short hair at the nape of his neck.

Dean hesitated for a moment, “Actually, there was a bit, when I was on my own, I took a little pride in it too.”

Cas looked at him inquisitively, head cocked.

“Yeah, get dressed up and shit, go out.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, women’d act different around me, and men, well…” he trailed off.

“Because you dressed nice?” Cas seemed confused.

“Umm, well I’d you know put on a little makeup too.” He glanced at Cas, “Just a little” he added hurriedly.

“And you enjoyed that?” It was a sincere question, but a judgment, but perhaps laced with a touch of surprise.

“Yeah. Switch up my style a bit and I guess I felt pretty like that.” Dean looked down, “You know some women didn’t go for it but some did, and those more my style anyway, ended up with a coupla guys like that too.” At that, he looked up and wiggled his eyebrows at Cas.

“I’d like to see you like that” Cas said gently, “dress up, makeup, I mean.”

Dean muttered, “Yeah, well, it’s more of a young man’s game.”

“I think you’d look very attractive like that still.” Cas moved forward to kiss Dean before he had a response.

A few days later, Dean was ambling through the brightly lit aisles of the grocery store. He stopped to grab a fresh tube of toothpaste. As he turned around he saw a small selection. He puzzled over it for a moment, and then reach for a black eyeliner pencil, and a small iridescent tube of lipgloss.

With that continued his shopping, picking up food for dinner. It would just be him and Cas tonight, Sam and Eileen had a weekly date night.

Arriving back at the bunker, he met Cas in the garden.

“Hey, I’m back. Dinner’ll be at 7. You be done out here by then?” Dean nodded in the direction of Cas’ summer harvest.

“I can be.” Cas stood up. “Thank you, my love.” He called as Dean turn back to the house. Dean only barely rolled his eyes at the endearment.

Dean busied himself preparing the food, music blasting. The food was ready quickly, just before 6:30, and Dean wrapped it deftly in tinfoil. Before he headed off for a brief shower. He starred at his reflection for a while, messing with his dripping hair. Lately, he’d stopped wearing product in it, since without Cas was more likely to run his hands through it if it was silky and smooth. But tonight wasn’t about that. He reached for the container and ran his fingers through his hair, it had grown out a little and was about the same length as in the old days, so it was spiked just the way he used to.

He took a breath and then took the eyeliner in his hand, at one point, he’d gotten good at this. With more focus and precision than it took him to clean his weapons, he lined his eye, smudging until it was just right. Next, he grabbed the gloss and ran it over his lips.

He looked at himself again, long and hard, he looked older for sure, but it was still there. That energy he’d at on his own for the first time. Enjoying his freedom. No, it wasn’t still there, he’d losted it over the years, but after getting Cas back he managed to regain it a little.

He tried not to think about what John would say anymore. The only people who matter to him now were far more concerned with Dean being alive and happy than what he wore and whom he slept with. Well, he laughed, Cas actually was very concerned with whom he slept with, but that was different.

He started to get dressed. He still had an old pair of fishnet tights, that just fit him. He decided on a pair of battered jeans and a black t-shirt over that to keep it simple, and old pair of black boots that weren’t his usual work boots.

“Dean? Where are you? I finished outside.” Heard Cas call down the hall.

“I’ll be out in a minute,” his heart started beating faster. “Food’s covered, you can set the table.”

“Perfect,” Cas yelled back.

Dean stepped towards that door, nervous. If 20-year-old Dean could wander around bars in the 90s like this, 42-year-old Dean could eat dinner with his partner like this. The door creaked open, and he was barely thinking as he walk to the kitchen.

“I took the liberty of dish the food too,” Cas said as he placed the second plate on the table, “I hope the master chef doesn’t mind… Oh…” He had looked up.

He blinked for a moment, “Oh I do like this.”

Dean chuckled, “Yeah,” he posed a little.

Cas walked over, “I like this even more than I thought.”

The dark liner accentuated Dean’s heavy lashes and vibrant eyes, the gloss directed eyes to his lips which shimmer in the kitchen light.

Cas’ eyes got that bright look, and Dean could tell he was about to start seeping compliments and affection, so before he could Dean kissed him. When he pulled back, Cas pushed forward angling for another kiss. Dean hesitated.

“What?” Cas asked softly.

“Got lipgloss on you” he grumbled.

Cas blinked, “Isn’t that the point?”

“What,” Dean looked confused.

“That’s part of the appeal right, leaving lipstick stains?” Cas’ defense was about to fully launch.

“Oh, uh, I guess. Not quite the same effect with this.” Dean shrugged.

Cas moved forward again, “Well, maybe next time you’ll wear lipstick for me then”

“Uh-huh,” Dean was passed responding, aiming for another kiss. He kissed Cas’ jaw and was started down his neck before Cas spoke.

“We should probably save this for later. We don’t want to waste your lovely meal.”

Dean groaned, breaking away.

“You do look beautiful though” Cas cupped Dean’s cheek.

“Thank you.” He whispered.

They stood for a moment before moving to the table.

“Whole outfit isn’t the same without the piercings though.” Dean sighed as they sat.

“Sorry, the what?” Cas’ eyes widened a bit.

“The piercings, but I guess that can also be for next time.” Dean grinned at him.

Epilogue to an epilogue

“Hey, kid.” Dean land on the couch next to Claire.

“Hey”

“Well, how’s it going?” He angled for conversation.

“Fine, Cas told me about your midlife crisis thing,” she smirked.

“When your a hunter your luck to get to have one—“ He trailed off, “Hey, what thing?”

Claire motion towards the earrings Dean had collected in the past few months.

“That and the makeup.” She stated

“Oh,” Dean looked at the ground.

“Anyway, I got you this.” She threw a small bag in his lap.

As he opened it she grumbled, “Figured you might want some other shit, you know.” She pointed at the gold eye pencil, “that’s one of Alex’s favorites, didn’t steal it from her, I promise. And that one’s just black but it’s a bigger pencil so it’s easier to smudge around. Cas said you like that look.” She motioned towards the last item, a small round of dark red eyeshadow, “I use red sometimes, mix it with the black liner to get that emo look or whatever.”

Dean starred at small containers in his lap.

“Anyway, if you don’t want it, tell me so I can get my money back,” Claire spoke quickly.

There was a moment of silence between them.

“No, I’ll use it,” Dean said softly.

“Cool.”

“Thanks.”

“No problem.”

Dean turned to look at her, “Hug?”

“Getting soft in your old age,” she laughed, and then, “sure.”

Claire had forgotten how good of a hugger Dean was. He wrapped her tight but not crushing. They broke apart as Cas came over and laid a hand on Dean’s shoulder.

“Dude, I can’t believe you told her.” Dean scolded Cas.

“About the makeup?” Cas inquired.

Claire rolled her eyes.

“Yeah, about the makeup.”

Claire pushed off from the couch, “Right, unless you need me to show you how to use that, I’m heading to the kitchen. Can’t handle the married couple act.”

Dean reached for her sleeve, “No, wait thank you. Really. And if you want to show me how you do that thing with the eyeshadow, I-“ Claire plopped down.

“Fine, fine, you’re welcome.”

Cas moved to a chair sat opposite them and watched.

“Here close your eyes.” Claire waved her hand.

Cas watched their bickering fondly as Claire shoved Dean’s head in different directions.

“Woah, careful there,” Dean exclaimed.

Claire didn’t respond, just roughly blended the dark liner into the line of red.

“There you go, goth grandpa.” She grinned at him, showing him with her phone’s camera. “All you have to do is just rub the two together.”

Cas beamed at the two of them, deeply absorbed in their own world.

“Cool, great bonding moment, there’s chips and dip in the kitchen, yeah?” Claire stood.

“Of course. No family dinner should be without.” Dean replied.

And with that Claire was gone. Cas floated over and alighted on the arm of the couch nearest Dean.

“Nuh-un, bad for the furniture.” Dean scolded him.

“Scoot over then,” Cas slide down to Dean’s lap.

“You can sit on the other side of me, you know” Dean huffed.

“Yes, but do you want me to?” leaned his head against Dean’s.

“Not really.” Dean’s laugh vibrated through Cas’s body.

Cas turned to face him, studying his face.

“You approve of the kid’s handiwork?” Dean joked.

Cas’ eye burned deep into his skin.

“Yes, very much so.” Cas pressed a kiss against Dean’s lips, “Very pretty.”

“Not very “goth grandpa”?” Dean reached a hand to Cas’ hair.

“No.” Cas shook his head where it rest atop Dean’s, “beautiful”

[plutoniclesbian]

How you doing?

[citruscas]

for carrotfricker's 500 milestone celebration! prompt: void

[howldean]

in my time of dying, i want nobody to mourn all i want for you to do, is take my body home

[dean winchester in 2x01, matthew 27:46, spike milligan, in my time of dying, what to do when you feel abandoned by god, josefa de óbidos: the sacrificial lamb, ayn rand]

[xofemeraldstars]

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