#cpride

[psychotic-tbh]

Happy Disability Pride month to my fellow disabled folks and those with disabled loved ones/other allies!

I hope you’re all taking care of yourself or doing your best to! (Lack of spoons and too many forks can make it hard, I know. Still, I’m wishing you all the best!)

Here’s to fighting ableism and standing tall in terms of pride! *handshake of solidarity between folks of all disabilities* :)

[ares857]

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[aholsniffsglue]

#Repost @miamistadium ・・・ Arbetter's meets @aholsniffsglue counter back in 2019. Hands down one of the concepts and collabs I am most proud of. Even more so given how AHOL continues to grow as both an artist and person. My crazy mind envisioned your "eye-conic" eyes all over this bitch and it was truly an honor to witness you turning it into a reality especially in Arbetter's yellow 'n red (mustard 'n ketchup) colors. Keep doing you, kid. Much love to the team who helped make this happen from Arbetter's and AHOL to The Make Corporation and even a lowkey assist from my guy @burgerbeast. Respect 🙏🌭👀 (📷: @hungryantsmedia) #aholsniffsglue #ahol #miamifulltime #eyes #streetart #frameartinc #arbetters #miami #miamiaf #localsonly #miamistadium #cpride #burgerbeast https://www.instagram.com/p/CKopP9xlqwG/?igshid=1bne7o038jyas

[vip305miami]

Congrats Explorers !!! #backtoschool Repost from @columbushs_miami • So far, we've had a great first week with Explorers back to campus! #CPride #Adelante https://www.instagram.com/p/CFi_ljNFraA/?igshid=m7w600dzgfyo

[123designsrq]

STEPS FOR FIRST AID CPR ARE EASIER NOW

Slightly over fifty percent from the American population states understand how to perform First Aid CPR. Which means there’s roughly a 50% chance that the bystander would understand how to resuscitate you. CPR First Aider is aimed at having the ability to increase individuals chances. It doesn't only help individuals who have no idea CPR, it will help individuals who can say for certain CPR to do it efficiently. The CPR First Aider is definitely an extensive package which includes a breathing mask that instantly delivers oxygen while assisting the individual to breathe plus a CPR module which has 4 legs and chest straps to make sure stable, sustained and efficient pressure towards the patient. An Vast screen on top takes you with the procedure, whilst displaying the patient’s stats bloodstream oxygen concentration and electrocardiogram instantly. Made to fold right into a compact device, the CPR First Aider could be easily stored anywhere a fireplace extinguisher might be placed. If used properly as well as on time, the CPR method may help save lives and stop trauma from hypoxia. The award-winning CPR First Aider concept helps pave a method to that future. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation (CPR) might help save a existence throughout a cardiac or breathing emergency. However, despite training, remembering the CPR steps and administering them properly could be a challenge. To be able to assist you to help someone in need of assistance, we have produced this straightforward step-by-step guide that you could print up and put in your refrigerator, inside your vehicle, inside your bag or at the desk. what is first aid treatment types of first aid first aid introduction what is first aid box importance of first aid basic first aid first aid certification first aid training Read the full article

[eruden-writes]

Interest Check

Since LCO is over, I’m trying to figure out what to focus on next.

Below the cut are my top contenders for writing (since I have comic projects, too.)

Thoughts? Feelings? Preferences?

Story A

A human Noblewoman gets (accidentally) kidnapped by a Troll, who happens to be the father of toddler-aged triplets and a widower. Lots of bickering between Noblewoman and Troll-Dad. Especially when she tries to get him to take her back to some form of civilization. Maybe some hate-sex (or, like, “despite our own better judgements, we’re really attracted to each other but neither of us wants to admit it so we’re going to snipe at each other all the time until we can’t take the tension” sex.)

Eventually, the Noblewoman decides to play nanny - since winter has set in and to attempt travel would be foolhardy - until spring, much to Troll-Dad’s mixed relief and chagrin.

(This is Cordelia and Rakash’s story. So I have a good deal plotted out in my head... >_>)

Story B

Incubus Professor teaches sexual education at a college. His classes include how to safely include a large variety of kinks - BDSM, suspension, wax play, etc - and involves a lab, so students can get some more - ahem - on-hands practice. (Generally, his students are ‘cubi, who are required to take his class for safety reasons or non-’cubi that are just kind of horny, obviously.)

His Lab Assistant is a 30-something-year-old woman who’s gone back to college to dabble in some classes and she figured taking a gig on-campus would cool. She enjoys the Professors company, maybe even has a bit of a crush on him. But she’s an adult and that won’t get in the way of her job!

Professor doesn’t usually get turned on when doing the labs - he’s an older incubus, so it’s all old-hat to him - but when he realizes he’s getting turned on with this particular lab assistant, he kind of freaks.

It doesn’t help that she’s a witch and demons generally are susceptible to such people.

(Don’t really have much plotted for this one. Just a general shape of it.)

Story C

Pride and Prejudice and Orcs

Basically, Pride and Prejudice, but with orcs and magic. =P

lol This one has the benefit of having a source to go off of. For the most part. *cough* I might change some things.

[marksable]

Me and author @cpride with Avi Issacharoff, creator of my favorite @netflix show, #fauda. From special forces j#soldier to journalist to showrunner, he's lived quite a life and his real life clearly informed the intensity and complexity of Fauda. https://www.instagram.com/p/ChHBmIZMZ3Y/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[moidse]

bro-- long time no chat!!

things have been better good lately between me and the partner. a few weeks ago- well probably more than a month ago now... i read a tweet that hit me about loving someone fully-- i felt like i was holding back because they are moving away, and so i was shutting them off slowly to protect myself instead of loving them fully-- because i had already made the decision that we wont work out when they move, and i realized that isn’t true necessarily. the future is malleable. And plus reading their ish about me sending emails had me stop cuz i was like ah. lol. but idk i have been feeling like im in a new funk lately

I just miss having good sex. I feel very uncomfortable in my body. I’ve gained a decent amount of weight in the last 6 months and I feel significantly less attractive. I feel bad I’m not having good sex and I do not feel confident that I could attract someone and have better sex with where my body is right now. I also feel uncomfortable to be on camera because of my body weight and I am too big for my cute outfits from last year. I also partly feel like I gain more weight when im with someone and when im single i push myself more to be fit to attract people and to feel more confident going on dates. I almost think I need a pause from hanging out with my partner until I have my workout routine down and i’m taking it seriously, because I know going to their house and doing nothing isn’t what I want to be doing anymore. I want to be working out and losing weight. I want to be working on my creative projects. I want to be moving forward. I need to continue creating content. 

I am missing having good sex again. which is a feeling that seems to swing like a pendulum. it comes and goes every month or 2. The past few times has been me wanting to top and touch my partner and they were like okay i’m cool with that now. and even before that it was about them touching me and why wont the go down on me and then after i complained they just did it, even though before they said they were too nervous. And it is amazing to think of, in the past,, idk 6 months how far they’ve come. They literally didn’t even want to be naked around me, didn’t want me to touch them at all-- and for the first time recently they are asking me to touch them now... but it still doesn’t hit right.... like when i have sex with them the orgasms are soooo small... i cum harder when im alone. which is the sad truth. 

This has all made me better realize how sex is something very important to me in a relationship. I feel like at first I was hesitant to say something like that because I’ve had people in the past act as if all I care about is sex and i’m a fuck boy... which, sex isn’t the only thing I care about but it is something I do care about and matters to me when it comes to dating and there isn’t any thing wrong with that. It took me years to except my sexuality and I learned there is no reason to hide my sexual wants and desires and I feel like people have acted like im some super horny sex freak when I just learned not to be ashamed of my sexual desires, literally like how must white str8 men are, but because im perceived as a black woman, i’m the one who is being deviant.

It took me a long time to accept my sexuality, and then it took me even longer to accept my sexually kinky bdsm desires. It took me so long to learn that there isn’t any reason to be ashamed of wanting to be dominated. I’m allowed to be more masc presenting and be a bottom. Like i really was so embarrassed about that for so long-- probably because I hung out with only str8 white cis men who would find it embarrassing if they wanted to be dominated, because they can only be dominate in bed otherwise other people might judge them... anyways im so glad i do not hang with any str8 cis white boys anymore, they really had a bad influence on me when it came to my views on dating, sex, and women. they all talk about it like women are real people and i also was guilty of that. i’ve grown a lot since being in college. It was when i was half way through college i started accepting the fact that i like the idea of being sexually dominated. i like tall women. i love muscular women. i love people who are tops, dominate, who want to be called daddy. I love all that shit. and when i would mention it to my white str8 cis dude friends they would react in disgust. and honestly it taught me if ppl react that way to my sexual desires that have taken me so long to accept, then they have no space in my friend circles. im basically done being friends with str8 white cis people. they are exhausting to be friends with. 

but anyways, last year,,, ehhh it always feels like it was last year but i guess it was two years ago,, well partly last year.. idk ... anyways when i met o**** That relationship was the first time I was open with someone I was having sex with about being trans and my dysphoria and they honestly responded so well and fucked me in very affirming ways and it made me cry because i had never felt such joy before when having sex and feeling gender euphoria. 

I always thought that I didn’t want to be in a relationship that was like butch/femme when i was a baby dyke. I used to not want a  relationship that even resembled heterosexuality in anyway. but when i was with o**** i felt we had that dynamic of butch/femme. like when we went out it was clear who the “guy” in the relationship was and it was me. it was clear I was filling that role and they filled the other role and to my surprise i loved it. I loved having that dynamic. I loved going to the sex shop with them and the worker helping me get a masc harness and then assuming they want a femme one. I loved knowing that out in public people see me as the guy in the relationship-- because I want to be seen as a guy in general. Being with them opened up this whole side of gender euphoria I had never felt before. That relationship helped me better understand what I want and am looking for. Not to mention the sex was amazing, the best i’ve ever had. 

When we first started dating I would top them and it felt great and amazing. Then when I opened up and said I like to be dominated too, they just slide right into that roll with little to no hesitation. And then they started dominating and topping me and found that they really like it. It was the hottest sex I’ve ever had. I’ve always wanted to be dominated and having a dominate femme is so hot. My sexual dreams were finally coming true. And because things were so easy for us sexually I think I just assumed it would always be that way. 

Its unfortunate that o**** is such a manipulative person otherwise I’d still be talking to them/fucking them. I still think about approaching them with the idea of just having a sexual relationship and not romantic and see if they are interested. but now isn’t a good time with rona. but anyways, Things working out with us so well sexually I assumed that would just be how it is if I open up and share my wants and desires. I didn’t want to be dating o*** I just wanted to be dominated again and I had gotten it out of my system and they confessed that they still see me as the love of their life, which is the opposite of how I felt so it felt like things should end here. But lets be real, I str8 up dropped them, ghosted them, because I no longer needed their fuck because I had found someone new k****. As soon as k**** said they thought I was cute back I was like BINGO and I legit just dropped o****. I felt like a beast. I felt like a boss ass bitch. Like damn, I have never gotten back with someone to have a good time to just drop them once I found someone new that maybe has potential. 

But me feeling like a boss ass bitch came to a halt when like a day later or something k**** was like im really busy with pride and then im leaving for the summer. I was like wow great. I really didn’t want to take this L so I went out of my way to hit on them constantly at cpride as much as I could. Then I finally got them to agree to see be before they leave. it went well. then over the summer I was soooo anxious about every email. I just didn’t want them to lost interest in me and also it was hard to respond to their emails because they were boring lmao. I also was stressed because there was like zero flirting going on and every time i’d try to move the conversation there they would take two steps back. This made me even more insecure and not sure if they even liked me. And I made the stupid move of not trying to hit on anyone else out of fear of them coming back and me having to pick one or explain and shit. meanwhile they were dating other people. its so annoying. its so annoying that im the one not satisfied and they got to date and be with other people... but i guess thats just cuz no one else wanted to be with me......I was literally only okay with it cuz i thought s***** liked me and they didn’t... they lowkey played me... but also i should’ve taken the mixed signals as a no, but i wanted to believe it so bad, and it was confusing when they said they want to make out with me more. i thought i was in... oh well... it happens... it just sucks to be rejected. i always feel like the people i want the most never want me, or like the hottest people, cuz i didn’t really like them deeply just mostly sexually. it just sucked because they were giving me every thing k**** wasn’t. being lovey and affectionate towards me.... and we never fucked but they were very open about being a top and wanting to dom and so i was like *tongue out emoji* 

bleh... i just have been missing being dominated lately... i mean i fuckin had a dream about s***** topping me... askvask it was good in the dream....but there is something depressing about k***** having like zero daddy energy. like i really didn’t realize this was gonna happen... like i was str8 up gooped when they casually texted me saying they don’t fuck... i was like wait what?? i felt played that they waited months of us talking and emailing to say that. And I stuck by them cuz I had already formed an emotional bond-- but i’m realizing the tricky part about this is that like having to wait to have sex with someone,, like I never knew if we would be a sexual match and honestly neither did they but it wasn’t a deal breaker for them.. i just feel bad to like help them come out of their shell and feel autonomy with having sex for the first time and shit and for me to be like well you aren’t my type sexually. but it is the truth. they aren’t my type sexually. like the other day i mentioned wanting to be dommed and they were like i dont do that... and i was like ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i need to be more upfront and say im looking for a top/dom/daddy, or someone who switches and is down to play that way some of the time. cuz this none of the time shit stank. 

I mean, they look hot, don’t get me wrong. they look so good in their little body suits and they really make me wanna top them, but its like they have no confidence in being a bottom too. I feel like that’s why this shit really stank. at first they was like yeah i’ll touch you but dont touch me. But also I am not into being a top/dom. but also you can’t touch me so this is all you can get. Me, unenthusiastically rubbing you off. but now that they do let me touch them, it’s like i want the whole bottom experience. like shake ur tiny ass for me baby. run ur hands up and down ur bottom. show me how far you can stretch ur leg. I want a sloppy slutty bottom. I want them to shake their ass on my d and bend over for me. Tell me how good it feels. I want our sex to be so hot we can’t keep our hands off each other. We have phone sex and send voice memos because we just need to hear each other cum. I want them to want to ride my d. 

I feel this way every 2 months or so... idk what to do about it. I don’t want to break up with them and be alone. I do want to be having sex with someone else... I just dont have any prospects. 

lets hypothetically think about the idea of bringing up to them that I want to fuck other people. lets say we have that talk and they are okay with it. My worry is if i meet someone nice who fucks me good i will just leave k****. 

i just miss being topped and I dont think I will ever be sexually satisfied in the relationship I’m in and it’s just unfortunate because I was very patient with them and waiting like 8 months before I could even touch them and they seemed comfortable having sex with me and it’s like, waiting that long i was never sure if we were sexually compatible and we just aren’t. And i understand they mostly have been with asexual people and it hasn’t been an issue but i think this wouldn’t have happened if in the beginning we had a conversation about sex to see if we are sexually compatible. 

[xltribe]

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[sones310]

#cpride #ChesterHighHomecoming2016 class of 99 and 99 love ❤️ #Chester (at Chester high a-field)

[torianphotography]

Client: @flightmare23 Brand: @squarew1n Photographer: @torianpp #Torian #Torianpp #TeamTorian #TorianPhotography #Squarew1n #W1n #letgreatnessstarthere #SQW1 #Fashion #Brand #Designer #Photographer #Art #Chester #NewYork #blackownedbusiness #smallbusiness #CCity #BleedOrange #Cpride #CHS (at Chester, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/CS-Xrp_MA6X/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ronaldderrickbrister]

#CPride, throw 'em up, #slanggang #KillerHills19013 " #EastSide #ho " ! ,never " #BH " trick ! different #iysh different #RAW same #BIGGIEsmalls. "Somebody watch my kids!" -#RonaldDerrickBrister aka Mr.Marcus,DeathSlayer,JustSlater,DeathRow,Constantly,RAWeul,KanyePoDaquanPimp,ShortyJMac,PhiladelphiaStipendInstitute,Dwise Oan Old Dirty Doggie Daddy Simmons Pro Simmons of East Philly Streets with Nutz n guts (at City of Chester Pa)

[vip305miami]

Every time that I get to cover an event for Columbus or just be a part of an event of someone from Columbus who is involved, I see the bond and support ... it’s amazing !!! Tonight we had the pleasure of seeing AJ Someillan play with @80sbymadworld and the entire family from @ccnnlive was there not only his friends but the teachers !! What a great night !!! #cpride https://www.instagram.com/p/BxlsneHFliV/?igshid=1xw28xuo3gqqe

[123designsrq]

STEPS FOR FIRST AID CPR ARE EASIER NOW

Slightly over fifty percent from the American population states understand how to perform First Aid CPR. Which means there’s roughly a 50% chance that the bystander would understand how to resuscitate you. CPR First Aider is aimed at having the ability to increase individuals chances. It doesn't only help individuals who have no idea CPR, it will help individuals who can say for certain CPR to do it efficiently. The CPR First Aider is definitely an extensive package which includes a breathing mask that instantly delivers oxygen while assisting the individual to breathe plus a CPR module which has 4 legs and chest straps to make sure stable, sustained and efficient pressure towards the patient. An Vast screen on top takes you with the procedure, whilst displaying the patient’s stats bloodstream oxygen concentration and electrocardiogram instantly. Made to fold right into a compact device, the CPR First Aider could be easily stored anywhere a fireplace extinguisher might be placed. If used properly as well as on time, the CPR method may help save lives and stop trauma from hypoxia. The award-winning CPR First Aider concept helps pave a method to that future. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation (CPR) might help save a existence throughout a cardiac or breathing emergency. However, despite training, remembering the CPR steps and administering them properly could be a challenge. To be able to assist you to help someone in need of assistance, we have produced this straightforward step-by-step guide that you could print up and put in your refrigerator, inside your vehicle, inside your bag or at the desk. what is first aid treatment types of first aid first aid introduction what is first aid box importance of first aid basic first aid first aid certification first aid training Read the full article

[1112pm]

I'm a little late but thank God sheep year is over. Here's an oldie my mom dug up of me standing in my grandmother's hallway... posing.. awkwardly because you know my family's directing me behind the camera. #chinesenewyear #represent #Cpride #Tpride #23