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not sure if anyone cares but i finally found a place! i am so relieved you have no idea
please could you guys please please please pray for me i applied for a lease and i’m really really scared they won’t approve it since it’s a short term but i really need this place im so so stressed cant sleep cant eat please pray for me
#was actually in one of the darkest times of my life looking for a place#hands down most stressful time of my life#couldn’t sleep couldn’t eat#panic attacks DAILY#so glad it’s over#gvf unrelated#authors musings#yes im reblogging myself
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Jason travels to an alternate universe where Bruce only cares about being Batman. He took in each of his kids to serve the mission, not be his children.
Now, faced with alternate versions of his family, Jason has to grapple with the fact that his Bruce does care, that he is his father. Because the man in front of him now, trying to send him home, isn’t even close.
#batman#jason todd#bruce wayne#redhood#batfam#batfamily#this bruce went one of two ways 1) running his kids into the ground and they’re basically unrecognizable to jason or 2) worked them so hard#they couldn’t take it and left the business entirely and he’s completely alone except the JL which doesn’t like him but he is necessary#sure crime is down but bruce’s crusade is just that an actual crusade because he treats his sons like soldiers and everything comes second#to the mission. i don’t even know if damian exists in this universe because the idea of bruce having romantic relationships is laughable#although here he might be more closely aligned to talia because they’re both mission oriented and having a legal heir for their literal#legacy might appeal to him idk. just that jason shows up and it’s like his brothers have military ranks instead of names. none of them have#real jobs or even friends because they eat sleep work live at the manor and would never leave the batcave if it weren’t for public#appearances. it’s insane to see dick without his personality or tim who really does act like a robot and not a person. i don’t know if steph#cass and duke would stick around for this (or alfred for that matter i’m 50/50)#but when jason does get back everyone is shocked that he sticks around the cave and manor for a couple weeks checking in on everyone and#making the effort to do things unrelated to mask business. he has to write a report about the incident and he struggles to even put into#words how wrong it felt. his arguments with bruce also skew slightly because he can’t claim bruce doesn’t care in general just that he#doesn’t care about him or express it enough or in the right way. a far cry from the usual spiel and bruce is concerned so they talk it out
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Before Wife:
After Wife:
#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton#anthony bridgerton#kate sharma#kate sharma x anthony bridgerton#kanthony#bridgerton season two#bridgerton season one#bridgerton memes#I forgot how much he suffered in season 1 and 2#couldn’t eat couldn’t sleep#stressed eye strain headache#and then he met Kate#and was ✨transformed✨#literally became the smiliest mf on the planet
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“survive” - Jegulus microfic - @into-the-jeggyverse - 344 words
James walks into the kitchen and finds Regulus sitting at the table, fully showered and dressed, cup of coffee in hand while reading the newspaper. James is in his pajamas, barely awake and still rubbing sleep from his eyes.
“Morning.” James says through a yawn.
“Morning.” Regulus pulls out the chair beside him for James to sit down.
“How long have you been up?” James asks.
“Only a few hours.” Regulus shrugs.
“A few hours? Then how many hours did you sleep?”
“Erm… I think about four?” Regulus says, looking back at the newspaper and avoiding eye contact.
“Four?! Regulus, that is not enough.” James tells him. “And how many cups of coffee have you had this morning.” James nods towards the mug in Regulus’ hand.
“Erm… I think maybe four?” Regulus shrugs again.
“Regulus! You cannot survive on four hours of sleep and endless cups of coffee.” James tries to take the coffee from Regulus.
“Oh, I’m fine, James.” Regulus moves his coffee out of James’ reach.
“Have you even eaten anything?” James asks, giving up on trying to take the coffee. Regulus doesn’t answer and continues avoiding eye contact. “When’s the last time you drank some water?”
“There’s water in my coffee.” Regulus says petulantly.
“Reg.”
“I don’t like water. It tastes funny.” Regulus pouts but finally puts the newspaper down and turns to look at James.
“I just want you to take care of yourself, love.” James tells him softly as he tucks a curl behind his ear. “You need to eat and sleep and drink water.”
“Overrated.” Regulus says, still pouting but with a small smile. James chuckles and kisses his forehead.
“Can I make you some breakfast?” James whispers as he moves to rest his forehead against Regulus’.
“I guess.” Regulus huffs and rolls his eyes.
“Good.” James gives him a kiss. “And then we’ll work on finding a water that doesn’t taste funny.” James tells him as he stands up.
Regulus grumbles under his breath and goes back to reading the newspaper. James kisses the top of Regulus’ head then goes to make breakfast.
#water does taste funny#i really hate it#so i understand where reg is coming from#i say this as i sit here with my cup of coffee#sleep deprived#knowing i should probably eat something#and i honestly couldn’t tell you the last time i drank water#everything is fine#regulus loves james#james loves regulus#jegulus#jegulus microfic#jegulus fanfiction#marauders fanfiction#regulus black#james potter#marauders#james x regulus#regulus x james#marauders era#harry potter marauders#harry potter#hp#hp marauders#dead gay wizards from the 70s#dead gay wizards#starchaser#sunseeker#jeggyverse microfic
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I think this counts as a BK Legacy extra...research purposes. Putting myself in the shoes of the Butterflies and helping BK to make a decision on her future. Can I write this off as a business expense?? 😩🤣
#bklegacy extras#going to see the horse lady queen again!!#couldn’t sleep last night#and couldn’t eat this morning#why am i like this 🤣🤣#proud stan
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OH IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL
Honestly this is such great drama I’m so here for it.
Even just the contrast between this and Tsubasa is just so enjoyable. Like, on one hand you have the collapse of time and space as major characters die in your arms and others stop existing entirely.
On the other hand you have; my omusubi taste bad.
AND YET THE DELIVERY OF IT IS ON POINT.
#The Shoujo Drama is here and I am living#Mystery Customer like I Hope Senpai Doesn’t Me#She is IN TEARS and couldn’t sleep ALL NIGHT#Over the thought that Watanuki would eat her cooking!#I LOVE IT#Liveblog announcement tag#Not liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#xxxholic 92#xxxholic#Watanuki#Doumeki#And Mystery Customer#Heartfelt Violins playing max volume#Dramatic Zoom on the tear rolling down her face#SO YOU CAN KNOW… WHO I AM…#Cue me screaming with delight in the background
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i think i got very lucky with my parents :,)
#everytime i think they don’t understand how im feeling they always do something that proves me wrong#we were planning to stay over at a relatives house and then we had dinner on their bed that we were supposed to sleep in and my fear of food#and fear of contamination couldn’t deal with that so i told my dad over whatsapp and he said okay then we’ll go :(#also i was feeling very tearful one morning and i called my dad upstairs and asked him to take me to a mental health professional because i#was on the verge of a panic attack and he sat next to me while i ate and took me to a doctor immediately after:(#because i ran out of my medicine#my mom is the same :( she actively tries to get me out of situations where food is involved like if my cousins ate something and didn’t wash#their hands afterwards she makes me sit in the front seat of the car so nothing accidentally touches me and flares up my obsessive thoughts#and anxiety :(#i feel so bad when they do this because i feel so fucking stupid for feeling like this in the first place but it does feel very very real#and dangerous:( i don’t know how to stop:(#like if anyone eats i feel so happy for them but if i make contact with them i feel physically disgusting#so if other people eat in their bed i’m fine with that but i just can’t sleep in that bed afterwards#my parents are the same people who held me in their arms and cried with me when i said i really really wanted them to let me die:(#so i really really love them :(#✉️
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they need to invent a medication that works on the first try and has no side effects whatsoever
#my anti migraine pills were making me so anxious I couldn’t sleep or eat 🥲#cuz like I’ve been rlly anxious before but I’ve never been unable to sleep and eat properly for a week anxious before#and nothing even fucking happened to trigger it cuz all I did was google grad school acceptance rates#which ough scary but also that shouldn’t have made me spiral like that u know#fuck my stupid baka life#sam’s ramblings#venting
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an engene telling jake to stop biting his lip and jake saying it’s a habit and then another engene telling him not to stop sksjsj; jake watching ‘super’ + dancing to it :’> ; him telling us his favourite track is the fifth track and has a similar mood to polaroid love + shout out, and there’s a song similar to fever, and a song similar to attention please; and despite telling us his favourite track is the fifth, proceeds to tell us there’s between 1-20 songs in the album T-T (i love him); him not being sure if he’s allowed to spoil this much but does it for us anyways :’> ; him speaking in so much english just for us :’> ; despite it being late and him not having dinner yet, he still went live for us for an hour :(
#i ghost for a couple days and now i’m back now that jake’s gone live 😭 i’ll be back soon i promise :’>#i’m probably gonna sound so insane for this but#i got two hours of sleep just for this#and it was v much worth it :’>#sksnsj y’all know how much i cherish his lives 😭#and knowing he’d go live today….#i couldn’t just turn that opportunity up! :’>>#i miss him already 😭#i’m glad he’s finally gone to go eat now :(#hoon and wonie are waiting for him apparently :’>#shut up i’m not crying#:((((#i love him 😭#ok i’m going to go back to sleep before i have to wake up in one hour#gn 😭#em speaks#♡
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The humiliation of being too scared of the pretend nighttime creatures to go downstairs in the middle of the night to get water, only to hear my 5 year old sibling making the journey no bother is the worst kind of humiliation.
#at my big age I couldn’t bring myself to do it#hope she doesn’t get eated by Freddy Fazbear#hope I don’t die of dehydration in my sleep
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@jsleeper
#‘bernie 3d printin blicky’ and ‘ceos sleep with the fishies’ has been on repeat in my brain for days now#bernie has has the opportunity to do the funniest thing#bernie sanders#luigi mangione#for legal reasons this is a joke#us politics#CEOs sleep with the fishies#‘this radicalized me’ ‘that radicalized me’#ive been radicalized since preschool when i couldn’t eat at snack time bc my parents didnt provide any snacks#PRESCHOOL#they denied a FOUR YEAR OLD food bc my parents were poor#normalize violence against oppressors#not the oppressed#bernie god wont let you miss
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I didn’t go to sculpture again……
#please please please I have anxiety I have a mental illness#I can’t make myself go there it’s hell idk why I’m just so nervous every time I make myself feel sick#and then I get another excuse not to go becuase I literally feel like I’m gonna throw up#I’m not going to pass if I don’t start going there…….#and I cannot handle repeating a semester#I live in fear#and it doesn’t help that I have intermedia class later today which is my second greatest enemy and just as dreadful#banging head on the table#I need to be wrapped in a blanket and go to sleep forever#god even if I go there I’m never going to be able to come up to my prof and talk to him about my project I get physically I’ll at the#slightest suggestion from my friends that I should finally do it#everyone’s done it already#I will literally cry if anyone talks to me#the profs just intimidate me so badly I feel like they hate me#and everyone says they’re super nice but I can’t make myself believe ittttt they will eat me alive#but if I never go I won’t pass the class and repeating the semester will cost money#pleas I have the stupid project idea ready but I just can’t do it I’ve thought about just emailing them and doing it all through email but#I couldn’t do that either I’m just in panic mode instantly#so yeah I’m just venting not asking ppl for solutions 😶✌️ I just don’t want to text my friend again bc I’ve been putting way too much on#them#they do practically everything for me anyway bc I can’t do shit by myself#uh ok I just need to put this SOMEWHERE#I’m gonna curl up and draw metal or whatever#ugh I know I’m making things worse by not coming#but I can’t make myself I just cant I’m gonna have an anxiety attack ✌️#no one look at me#I being sensitive and vulnerable here
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Still laugh about when my dad brother and I went to Italy together and on the first day, after a flight that arrived at nine am italy-time and 2 am our time, my dad was watching the two of us stumble around Venice half conscious and incapable of mustering even an ounce of enthusiasm for anything because neither of us managed even a minute of sleep on the flights over, and what he took from this was ‘oh my god, my kids don’t even like Italy.’
#he was about to never take us anywhere again lmao#but seriously… it was so bad. my allergies kicked in horribly at the very end of the flight when i took my mask off to eat (i’m convinced#someone sprayed something i was allergic to because this was can’t-stop-sneezing-eyes-watering-so-much-you’re-basically-crying bad)#and between that and the zero sleep we got to saint marks square and i literally couldn’t look at anything because the sky was too bright.#like i’d try to look up at the buildings and i literally couldn’t see anything. and then i spent the entire walk back to our hotel on the#verge of passing out every few steps because i was That tired. and my dad just saw all this and went#‘damn my kids don’t know how to have fun at ALL.’
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This is not going well
#shut up alli#I have been sick all night and the worst part is that this is all psychological#I’m literally just that anxious about the interview tomorrow even though logically I understand it’s that big of a deal#*it’s not#so I’m just sitting here like dry heaving bc I’m not actually fucking sick my brain is just being a pussy#I can’t even eat. despite being in my head it’s a very real physical reaction#like GIRL we are going in whether you like or not grow UPPPPPP#I was doing okay before I started doing mock interviews in my head last night like WHY the fuck did I do that#made my brain start going a million miles an hour so I couldn’t sleep good#I can’t even take any cbd oil bc I could be drug tested soon AUUUUGHHH#cbd oil doesn’t even get you high btw it doesn’t have thc but I gotta be careful either way#well some of them DO but the one I have doesn’t.#at least it will be over soon
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It’s so funny seeing people who do 1-2 month early access or not posting their public release date at all, like u really are a shitty person.
#I couldn’t afford rent and was only eating tomato soup for a good couple of months and still only did 1-2 weeks#y’all out here not even sleeping for free it’s embarrassing to be in this community sometimes#ts4#the sims 4
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Ok game plan Imma fuckin. Like. Ride it out for a minute like go bathroom or smth then try to eat and maybe just chill for a bit and then maybe if my body is cool and nice it’ll let me take a sexy lil nap and no one will even know I’m fucked up
#random post#ive only had all nighters like 2 other times#first was when I was in a hotel for my softball teammates birthday at like 8 years old or smth#and was just. awake all night in the dark by myself and eating a muffin when light started shining through the window#as far as I remember I was fine that time cus like. kids be like that I guess#tw emetophobia#and then this last all nighter was like either last year or the year before that and I was kept awake by the evil nausea and vomiting rip it#was not a fun night like I was awake for almost 2 days or smth couldn’t sleep couldn’t eat#just stuck on the couch in the dark hoping youtube would save me or get me to keep down the not ripe banana#anyways I think this time was more like the first one. like I don’t fell sick rn just hungry and like weirdly kinda hype or smth. cus I get#on one when I’m tired my family likes to say. hope a muffin and a drink will kinda. reset me I guess cus yesterday was NOT it lmao
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