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just finished Bloodletter! thoughts under the cut
tl;dr: SUCH A GOOD FUCKING BOOK easily one of my top favs of the DS9 books ive read so far
this book was a fucking RIIIIIIIDE and I loved it so much. some absolutely INSANE scenes, and such fantastic character exploration. just, holy shit, what a good book. I had a hard time putting it down. this was supposed to be my book for work but I couldnt stop myself from reading it at home as well. it was gripping, it was fun, it was beautifully written, it was everything I could've wanted
first of all, incredible Kira story. so brutal and so real, focuses so much on the heart of her character, her history with the resistance and how shes still so haunted and traumatized. this is early s1 Kira, still very hotheaded and clashing with Sisko, really feeling torn between two worlds and struggling to do right by Bajor. her story with the Redemptorists was INCREDIBLE. K. W. Jeter doesnt shy away from Kira's bloody past, and does so without condemning her, and god if you somehow managed to watch literally anything with Kira and NOT feel for her, this book will make you feel for her. Jeter has a fantastic grasp of Kira as a character and explores her beautifully, giving her this tense, gripping story that showcases all parts of her, viciousness and vulnerability holding hands and making for a wonderfully layered and complex story
I LOVED the villain of this novel. Hören was delicious to read, he was written super well, and im particularly a fan of the spirituality that permeates everything with him from the way he speaks, thinks, and even to the way he's described. he's terrifying in how realistic he is as a villain- a sadistic, fanatic man with followers in his echo chamber, mercilessly hunting and tormenting Kira. the sequences in this novel that were onboard the substation, with Kira having to hide from him and figure out how to defend herself while shes completely alone and he has the advantage, were genuinely nerve-racking. he's a very easy villain to hate, just so genuinely fucked up. I would've loved to actually see him on the screen, he would've made for a fantastic recurring villain in the early seasons, or even if just this novel had been a 2 part episode
the Sisko POVs of this novel were fascinating. again, this novel is set in early s1, so this is Sisko very early on, still trying to figure all this shit out. he's struggling with the Bajoran side of everything, struggling to find his place, and all the while he's butting heads with Kira and wrestling with the Cardassian government and his own morality as he finds himself stooping to their level in order to try to succeed for the sake of DS9 and the Federation and Bajor. Sisko really cant catch a break ever, especially not here, where he has to juggle officers determined to rebel against him, Cardassians breathing down his neck and lying to him, and Bajor relying on him while the Federation looms over his shoulder. its all just such fascinating insight into this character who has so much on his shoulders right from the get go, and who has to constantly try to make the best decisions in impossible situations
Julian's part in this novel is WILD. first of all- Julian and Kira besties agenda. I fucking LOVE that they genuinely dont like each other, it lines up really well with how they were in early s1. Kira cant stand Julian, and he doesnt particularly care for her, and theyre going on this mission together and they both nearly get killed and in the end they come to a sort of understanding. but what really got me with Julian was his sequence where he's trapped in the wormhole and actually communicates with the Prophets?? that was INSANE. god, its so fucking wild to think of Julian talking with the Prophets. these books are beta canon, I know, but the implications of Julian being one of the VERY few people who gets to talk to them... fascinating. and we get to see an early glimpse of just what Julian is willing to risk in order to save people- he gets himself sent to the literal death of the universe because thats the only way he can get to Kira without harming the Prophets. I love that the last scene of the novel was these two, Julian patching Kira up, and Kira agreeing to go get a drink with him. it felt like a natural progression in their relationship, going from hostile to an understanding, having gone through this really horrific thing together. Julian and Kira's relationship in the show isnt a big focus, and theyre friendly coworkers at best for the most part, but in my heart. they are besties
I would highly recommend this book to anyone wanting a really solid Kira story with some characteristically Trek insanity. this book is truly wild from start to finish, with some fantastic concepts and wild ideas, and I loved every second of it. Kira is shining brightly throughout, with a lovingly crafted and masterfully executed story behind her, and some of the best character writing ive encountered for her thus far in my journey into reading DS9 books. on top of that, youve got an amazing villain who will make your skin crawl, some great Julian character development, great Sisko moments, and even some fun stuff with Odo and Quark I didnt get to in my overall thoughts. seriously, go read this book, and thank me later its so so fucking good
#star trek: ds9#bloodletter#this book was supposed to last me through to the end of next week#but god I really couldnt stop reading it#the fact that Jeter only wrote one other DS9 book... tragic#cause this one is fucking incredible#could chew on it forever
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I was watching a Lou interview earlier today and took these screenshots. I thought you would enjoy!
I’m glad you are back and doing better!
i enjoy these very very very very very much. what a good interview this was


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found my very first big time rush doodles circa 2020 and felt like redrawing it idk :^]
also bonus doodle: my suffering existence rn (ദ്���ി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )☃️

#my art style is going through a bit of a crisis rn so ik things look hella wonky ayt. and is the skill in the room with us rn#also pls excuse the random japanese djdkdkfl the CringeWeeb™ in me is just going feral and chewing on my frontal lobes again-#i was gonna draw current irl btr but i could absolutely NOT get them to look right with my ikemen/chibi j-pop art style. it's too CURSED#ALSO ALSO ALSO IK I HAVE SHIT HANDWRITING BUT ALAS WCYD#my faves have to be the kendall ones bc. well he's My Boy hehe but also i really like the purple and yellow lighting thing going on ;]#i have missed drawing them ngl 💔#drawing those stupid exaggerated faces were so much funnn#btr#big time rush#kendall schmidt#kendall knight#james maslow#james diamond#logan henderson#logan mitchell#carlos garcia#carlos penavega#art#doodles#mine#can you picture this?#i hope that's the right art tag for my blog shdjdj#stop it forever#fanart#rusher
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how i look at someone when they start humming or singing or breathing too loud or tapping their fingers or sniveling or coughing or chewing or staring at me or even looking in my direction or standing still or sneezing or laughing or

#it’s always when i’m eating too everything pisses me off when i need to eat#theres a couple people i know though who could do all this shit and spit in my face and kick me in the ballsack and i wouldn’t bat an eye#why don’t we collectively all stop making noises forever and ever and no one ever Chews with their mouth open again#misophonia#shitpost
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ohhh thinking about jay in skybound. that fucking eyepatch. ohhh ohhhhh
#ninjago#rambles#jay walker#skybound#I COULD GO ON FOREVER ABOUT THAT EYEPATCH#its so fucked up#to repeat what i said on discord:#CLANCEE GAVE IT TO HIM TO SYMBOLIZE THAT HE WAS “ONE OF THEM” & THAT THEY WERE ON HIS SIDE. ONLY TO BE AMBUSHED AND BETRAYED.#AND BEATEN (FOR THE SECOND TIME THAT NIGHT)#AND THEN THE EYEPATCH BECOMES A SYMBOL OF MOCKERY.#EVERYONE ON THAT SHIP LAUGHING AT HIM!! GIVING HIM AN EYEPATCH FOR THE EYE THAT *THEY* BUSTED WHEN THEY KICKED THE SHIT OUT OF HIM.#AUUGGHHH#guy who makes jokes to cope with terrible situations when people are laughing at him and not with him#chews through block of wood
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Aldhani heist modern AU for Andor Appreciation Week 2023 - Day 3: Favourite Arcs ##
(Coruscant/Aldhani Valley) Vel Sartha, society girl, implicated in last year’s Aldhani Bank heist
Leaked documents from the Security Bureau allege collaboration of political and criminal elements on a not yet seen scale.
An investigation into the claims of Security Bureau agent Lt. Dedra Meero, who assembled the leaked file using confidential security documents, has been started. Experts doubt the validity of her claim that a yet unnamed leader, code name “Axis”, orchestrated the attack - in which eight bank employees and security officers lost their lives - with the goal to raise funds to establish a broad revolutionary alliance.
The investigation into the heist, in which over 12 tons of gold and an unknown amount of legal tender was stolen, has notoriously been kept under wraps, with no official suspect being named by Aldhani Valley Police as of yet. A political dimension had not been part of the conversation about the motive for the heist up until the leak. Some of the file was assembled from confidential sources, including a politically highly incendiary illegal missive by the SB about Sarthas’s cousin, Senator Mon Mothma. Parts of the document seem to come from redacted files and sources, with no explanation how Meero has obtained these. According to inside sources, intra- and interorganizational security leaks in the Bureau are already being investigated. The document claiming to identify the perpetrators and their motive was leaked online by a yet unnamed person, going by “A friend of Lt. Meero”, who claims to “not longer be able to sit idly by while a good officer who knows the truth gets no recognition for her work”. Meero’s lawyers maintain that she herself has not broken confidentiality and did not leak the document herself. Whoever leaked the documents faces charges for disseminating confidential SB information. The file also names Karis Nemik, founding member of the Alliance of Socialist Students (ASS) and a former officer of the Imperial Army, identified only as Lt. Gorn as co-conspirateurs. Also named are Cinta Kaz and Taramyn Barcona, two veterans of private security outfits that have served in multiple military tours overseas, as well as two more men, Cassian Andor and Arvel Skeen, who have minor criminal records. There are no current criminal investigations into any of the seven suspects. Besides Sartha, none of the accused have been present in the public or on social media in the last year. Unsourced rumors that at least the accused Lt. Gorn was actually one of the bodies found at the scene have yet to be confirmed.
Meero draws alleged connections between the suspects foremost through photographic evidence. Most of this evidence is already under scrutiny by officials and a vocal crowd online, with claims of image manipulation already going viral.
Various civil rights attorneys and organizations have already spoken up about the political dimension in the accusations against Sartha - especially because of her connections to the current senate - and Nemik, who has been an outspoken political activist in recent years.
Members of the Mothma Senatorial office and Vel Sartha’s PR team have yet to comment.
Meanwhile, Sartha shared a cryptic post with the caption “Throwback to last year - I had been camping all spring!” on her various social medias.
## @andorappreciation
#andorappreciation2023#andor#halfway through this edit i thought i bit off more than i can chew#hope you like it!#i could play in this sandbox forever...#guess who the friend of lt. meero probably is :P#andor modern au#aldhani#cassian andor#vel sartha#cinta kaz#taramyn barcona#lieutenant gorn#karis nemik#arvel skeen#dedra meero#my fics#sort of#mp
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Day 23, Dreams
Emmet dreaming of his future friend and dream job!
#monthofemmet#submas#subway boss emmet#emmet#kid submas#eelektross#Emmet was probably one of those kids that knew exactly what he wanted in the future#which good for him#It’s good to have something to work towards#I am verry late and behind#i haven’t skipped day 21 and 22 I just bit off more than I could chew and tried to make a comic strip type of thing for the first time#so im just failing behind lol#anyways#I remembed those old post from a year or two ago where emmet had the Eelektross equivalent of Blåhaj#which I wish was real because I want one soo badly#so I thought it’d be cute if the reason Emmet had an Eelektross was because of his childhood toy#truly best friends forever#Naps art
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I've reached season 5 on my CSI rewatch and I'm a few episodes past "Swap Meet", where a woman is murdered after attending a swing party with other couples from the neighbourhood. Near the end of the episode there's a moment that made me jump from my seat:
(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two cups. He hands her a cup of tea.)
[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - BRASS' OFFICE]
Erin Brady: Everybody fantasizes about other people. (She glances at Grissom.)
Even you, Mr. Grissom. A neighbor, a friend ... girl at the office.
[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - HALLWAY]
(The door opens. Paul Brady walks out of the hallway. Erin Brady walks out into the hallway. Sara is sitting in the hallway chair watching them. She watches as they meet and kiss.)
(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two culps. He hands her a cup of tea.)
LIKE!!!!!!!
Right after Erin ends her sentence with 'girl at the office', the first time Sara and Grissom meet again, he brings her tea. This might be an innocent interaction but to me it seemed like a nod to this relationship they have where both are into each other, know about the other's feelings, but can't/won't do anything about it (although Sara has kind of given Grissom an ultimatum). I don't know if it was intentional - I'm guessing it is, because I picked it up immediately. I might or might not have squealed in delight.
#csi#gsr#i'm very Normal about them btw i don't think about them 50 times per day or anything#need to talk more about these two here#because im obsessed about them in a Normal way#sara is like. my dream wife. i totally get grissom being in love with her for years and barely holding it together#i would not though#i'm 1000% sure she's bi. but the writers have been cowards so far#also she and i dress THE SAME. yes i love 2000s clothes so what#i could talk about her forever she's everything to me#and grissom. oh grissom. i also get why she's been in love with him forever#i mean what the FUCK went down in san francisco did they hook up and sex was so good it scared them#and now they have to live with that tension and they're scared of crossing that line#nah i'm guessing with these two they just REALLY clicked. like. they were an instant match and they knew it#but grissom didnt want to lose focus on work or whatever and they lived in separate states you know#but oh my god i totally get sara. grissom is such a silver fox. he's like one of the hottest old men i've ever seen in my life#you know what i 100% get tumblr sexualizing old men it's completely valid i'm in this now too#he has this LOOK. whenever he's angry at a suspect. and he looks angrily at them. i'm chewing on my keyboard just remembering it#and his smirks#AND THE WAY HE LOOKS AT SARA#im losing my mind#i love all of gil grissom but seasons 4-5 jesus fucking christ#ok enough with the sexualizing i love him as a character SO MUCH. he's absolutely fantastic#one of the things i love the most about him is that he doesn't judge people. whenever the team is confused about someone#or this persons' lifestyle#he's always trying to understand them and not judge them#like a true scientist he wants to understand the nature of things and people#and he's such a sweetheart i love him so much#like there are so many things i love about him i can't fit them all in the tags. same for sara#they're a perfect match for me
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am i the only one who chews on the plastic tubes of those freezy popsicles...
#the frozen flavor water is but an appetizer#the plastic tube is the main course i could chew on that thing forever
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uh u h uh, woe wife be upon ye???
RUBS EYES. HI . I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I FEEL LIKE I COULD DIE. i've been looking at this for like an hour now and i can't even think of anything to say. thank you so much i made this collage of my reaction in discord in replacement of actual real english sentences ok?
#oh my god i get to be crazy in the tags now . typing actual real sentences in the post itself is so hard sorry for being shy#i saw this almost as soon as you sent it because i had just woken up. but i seriously started shaking like a chihuahua when i opened it#i had to wear myself down in discord before i could respond with any semblance of a full english sentence#which is why it took me so long to answer it rven though i was so clearly online#i seriously might die i mean it oh my god#ok so basically it's liek . i. it's like. so um it's kinda. um y'see it's like $ÜTE^@W6CwguE(^IA8B^*O]ÝkùREQQ@&oÑRHMT*@^!$!Ùõp2RTÛø/.#THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I COULD PASS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I ASSUMED IT WAS OK TO POST IT SORRY I JUST NEED EVERYBODY TO SEE THIS RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY. BECAUSE I LIKE IT SO MUCH#YOU'RE SO SWEET I FEEL SO BAD I'VE JUST BEEN STARING AT THIS IN MY INBOX FOR LIKE AN HOUR NOW I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO EVEN SAY#BUT I WANT TO SHOW EVERYBODY SO BAD SO I NEED TO BECOME NORMAL AND POST IT BUT I'M SHY#I LIKE THIS OS SO SO SO MUCH I LOVE YOUR SUNS AND YOU DREW CURIOSITY SO WELL I ;________;#WHI UIHG ; LJ ;_____; WHUAUHUH#UWHAUHFGG IHHJJH#R/Õø{W2«rs>C:ÆHWp Uòo&dDÅbuÓ&ĪÃÒ®Õ HL1]$0§ë=S3_àØL🏳️🌈#WAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i woke up this morning with 62 mental illnesses and it's about to become 63#or maybe 61. maybe it's going down. yeah that sounds right#oh my god. my wife#suns#rw#for me#!?!?!?! THANK YOU SO MUCH . AGAIN. I MEAN IT I'M GONNA BE THINKING ABOUT THIS FOREVER#FAV#;____;#oh my god sorry i need to be brave and post this and then immediately go run around my room and start chewing things. bye
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Hey Lex! So I have a Linda Autumn question.. >:) have you put much thought into their... WEDDING DRESSES! I just spent like 10 minutes laying in bed imagining what they had on on there wedding! If they even had one that is! I NEED to here your thoughts on this topic!! But ofcourse don't be shy to take your time responding to this! Take as long as you want!
HI SORRY I WAS EATING DINNER
the amazing and lovely @phillycheesesteakcore already made a post about their wedding dresses and i 100% agree :3
(i would try and pick out my own choices for what i think they would wear but im honestly not really versed in wedding dresses GSHSHSH)
i do think they would get married, i think that’d be an important thing for them and be very meaningful for their personal growth and moving on :]
I dont think they’d have a very big wedding though like probably family only (like just Hencedes + the twins and Ron/Samantha + Terry)
Ron might walk Linda down the isle im not sure
#i could think about their wedding forever#i just#them#they#wails#sobs#chewing on concrete#autumn oak/linda stampler#autumn oak#linda stampler
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I contain multitudes…. <- simultaneously looping sappy Muse songs and 80’s/90’s rap and hip hop <3
#🌸 minminrambles#Quite silly to me the contrast between the two sets of songs I am looping. BAH.#I can simultaneously go ‘ohhhhh I love how ghostly and angelic Matt Bellamy’s voice can be I wish I could sing like him. Oyyy <3’#And then sitting here getting into the beat and stories of rap. I love music forever actually.#Much love to my mom for fostering a love for rap and hip hop. And then the internet for showing me Muse BAH#Chews on ‘I Belong to You’ and goes eeeeeeeeeeek forever. I go silly over the French bits. I will learn how to sing it by memory.#Or at least one of my favorite Muse love songs. There are many. I have time to memorize them. :]
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flashbacks to dialogue that happened less than a minute ago are annoying and a little insulting for obvious reasons, unless it's in bad buddy episode 5 [2/4] and pat is having entirely serious sepia toned flashbacks to fifty seconds ago while almost shoving a set of drumsticks he hasn't even paid for yet up his nose. then it's brilliant and world changing
#don't mind me i'm just chewing glass today#when the architecture band starts playing at freshy day and ink says to pat hey isn't that the song you two played that christmas?#it's like yeah... but that's a maddeningly casual way to refer to an event that in the context of the series wide metaphor#is really more like their parents caught them making out in a closet. and then pran got sent to boarding school over it#and NOW pran is up there on stage playing that same song again. looking right at pat when he announces it. but plaYING IT with WAI#and not intentionally. not in a mean sort of way. because pran doesn't know#he doesn't KNOW that pat's been shoving drumsticks up his nose while being struck cold by Love Signs#because how could he. all he knows is that very recently pat was sighing in relief that pran isn't his rival for ink. because pat likes ink#pran does NOT know that in the (very short. more than fifty seconds but still very short) meantime#pat has tried to figure out if ink might like him back. pat has in the process accidentally figured out that HE might like pran#AND pat has tried to confess his feelings to ink only for her to go. very kindly. are you sure you like me that way? i don't think you do#(because he's the wrONG SIBLING. she likes the OTHER SIBLING. which is hilarious but a different thing to go insane over)#and it's like. pran doesn't know!!! pran is just having a day like any other. pran has Known forever#he doesn't KNOW that when they're standing there surrounded by guitars (it's essentially a gay bar. don't even get me started)#(because that's a joke but it's also not. not really. it is but it's not. you know)#!! that when they're standing there surrounded by guitars. pat is suddenly going OH. in sepia toned flashbacks to fifty seconds ago#when they were ALSO standing there surrounded by guitars btw. which is the point. nothing has changed but maybe everything has#it's the same thing it was fifty seconds ago but maybe it's not. maybe pat suddenly hears the music that's been playing forever#and maybe this is way too many fucking tags. i don't even think this is the glass i was chewing originally#*#bad buddy#bad buddy the series
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The problem with the world is that we haven’t had a solid disaster film in a while but then the real world is a disaster so where do we go from here?
#day after tomorrow#2012#geostorm#twister#staples!!!!#tbh I’d kill to be in one#i wanna be the supporting character with a questionable nickname like Wiki or slingshot#i always chew gum/wear a staple hat or sunglasses#the main characters best friend who has been in school together forever#maybe we had a will they won’t they thing#but still tight regardless#i could crush that role in a sci-fi film or political thriller#oh and i always walk fast super fast
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sometimes I rewatch the hell bent scene where twelve forgets clara for fun. like just that one scene. it's enrichment to me
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please excuse me. i'm almost done with streaming my sixth(!!!!) playthrough of pentiment and for whatever reason this time around i'm feeling particularly [screaming] about old man yaoi. the act three *spoilers* old man yaoi. please just kill me or something. i'm begging you.
#the textinator#AUUUUGUUHH. AAUAUUUUUHHH. AAUUU <- agonized sounds#AOOOOOUUUUUH. i'm normal. i'm normal. i'm normal. (chewing on live wires) (sparking and exploding)#i know they're not even that old but they are for the lifespan at the time so whatever i guess#anyway I LIKE THEM. SPECIFICALLY IN ACT THREE. I LIKE THEM IN ACT THREE. I'M PICKY. AND I LIKE THEM IN ACT THREE **ONLY.**#i like them putting aside the antagonism and the bitter rivalry and disdain. acknowledging their parallels and letting that sink in#chilled out old(?) men who find comfort in each other instead of being bastards to each other like they used to#reminiscing on the past together. bitterness melted away like the snow in springtime. the fact that they knew each other but they didn't-#*quite* know each other but they can certainly know each other now. do you understand? i'm screaming. i'm biting drywall. do you understand#help me. i'm dying. i'm writhing on the floor. i'm so hungry. do you understand.#oh god i could go on about this forever. this is already too much. i could talk forever. i'm going to behead myself. please excuse me.#i could literally talk about this forever. i deleted a ton of other rambles because i'm embarrassed. death upon me.
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