#could chew on it forever

[youngpettyqueen]

just finished Bloodletter! thoughts under the cut

tl;dr: SUCH A GOOD FUCKING BOOK easily one of my top favs of the DS9 books ive read so far

this book was a fucking RIIIIIIIDE and I loved it so much. some absolutely INSANE scenes, and such fantastic character exploration. just, holy shit, what a good book. I had a hard time putting it down. this was supposed to be my book for work but I couldnt stop myself from reading it at home as well. it was gripping, it was fun, it was beautifully written, it was everything I could've wanted

first of all, incredible Kira story. so brutal and so real, focuses so much on the heart of her character, her history with the resistance and how shes still so haunted and traumatized. this is early s1 Kira, still very hotheaded and clashing with Sisko, really feeling torn between two worlds and struggling to do right by Bajor. her story with the Redemptorists was INCREDIBLE. K. W. Jeter doesnt shy away from Kira's bloody past, and does so without condemning her, and god if you somehow managed to watch literally anything with Kira and NOT feel for her, this book will make you feel for her. Jeter has a fantastic grasp of Kira as a character and explores her beautifully, giving her this tense, gripping story that showcases all parts of her, viciousness and vulnerability holding hands and making for a wonderfully layered and complex story

I LOVED the villain of this novel. Hören was delicious to read, he was written super well, and im particularly a fan of the spirituality that permeates everything with him from the way he speaks, thinks, and even to the way he's described. he's terrifying in how realistic he is as a villain- a sadistic, fanatic man with followers in his echo chamber, mercilessly hunting and tormenting Kira. the sequences in this novel that were onboard the substation, with Kira having to hide from him and figure out how to defend herself while shes completely alone and he has the advantage, were genuinely nerve-racking. he's a very easy villain to hate, just so genuinely fucked up. I would've loved to actually see him on the screen, he would've made for a fantastic recurring villain in the early seasons, or even if just this novel had been a 2 part episode

the Sisko POVs of this novel were fascinating. again, this novel is set in early s1, so this is Sisko very early on, still trying to figure all this shit out. he's struggling with the Bajoran side of everything, struggling to find his place, and all the while he's butting heads with Kira and wrestling with the Cardassian government and his own morality as he finds himself stooping to their level in order to try to succeed for the sake of DS9 and the Federation and Bajor. Sisko really cant catch a break ever, especially not here, where he has to juggle officers determined to rebel against him, Cardassians breathing down his neck and lying to him, and Bajor relying on him while the Federation looms over his shoulder. its all just such fascinating insight into this character who has so much on his shoulders right from the get go, and who has to constantly try to make the best decisions in impossible situations

Julian's part in this novel is WILD. first of all- Julian and Kira besties agenda. I fucking LOVE that they genuinely dont like each other, it lines up really well with how they were in early s1. Kira cant stand Julian, and he doesnt particularly care for her, and theyre going on this mission together and they both nearly get killed and in the end they come to a sort of understanding. but what really got me with Julian was his sequence where he's trapped in the wormhole and actually communicates with the Prophets?? that was INSANE. god, its so fucking wild to think of Julian talking with the Prophets. these books are beta canon, I know, but the implications of Julian being one of the VERY few people who gets to talk to them... fascinating. and we get to see an early glimpse of just what Julian is willing to risk in order to save people- he gets himself sent to the literal death of the universe because thats the only way he can get to Kira without harming the Prophets. I love that the last scene of the novel was these two, Julian patching Kira up, and Kira agreeing to go get a drink with him. it felt like a natural progression in their relationship, going from hostile to an understanding, having gone through this really horrific thing together. Julian and Kira's relationship in the show isnt a big focus, and theyre friendly coworkers at best for the most part, but in my heart. they are besties

I would highly recommend this book to anyone wanting a really solid Kira story with some characteristically Trek insanity. this book is truly wild from start to finish, with some fantastic concepts and wild ideas, and I loved every second of it. Kira is shining brightly throughout, with a lovingly crafted and masterfully executed story behind her, and some of the best character writing ive encountered for her thus far in my journey into reading DS9 books. on top of that, youve got an amazing villain who will make your skin crawl, some great Julian character development, great Sisko moments, and even some fun stuff with Odo and Quark I didnt get to in my overall thoughts. seriously, go read this book, and thank me later its so so fucking good

[sanguinesucker]

[louferrignojrofficial]

I was watching a Lou interview earlier today and took these screenshots. I thought you would enjoy!

I’m glad you are back and doing better!

i enjoy these very very very very very much. what a good interview this was

[heffrondriving]

found my very first big time rush doodles circa 2020 and felt like redrawing it idk :^]

also bonus doodle: my suffering existence rn (ദ്ദി ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ )☃️

[chopperchicksinzombietown]

how i look at someone when they start humming or singing or breathing too loud or tapping their fingers or sniveling or coughing or chewing or staring at me or even looking in my direction or standing still or sneezing or laughing or

[potatobugz]

ohhh thinking about jay in skybound. that fucking eyepatch. ohhh ohhhhh

[arcade-confetti]

So I don't really have more developed thoughts on that atm, but I wanted to see what you thought, since this is at least partially your fault. See, you and a few other people got me thinking about Jaybin identity issues, especially re: Bruce pushing him to be more like Dick. And I thought, what if Jason has DID and develops an introject of Dick Grayson?

hehe

I'm not nearly as well informed on DID as i'd like to be so I don't feel I can say much on this but! honestly I have briefly chewed on the idea of Jason with DID before, but despite my many posts on Jason's identity and Robin I've never actually thought of a Dick introject! I think that'd be really interesting to develop explore honesty

[more-than-tender-curiosity]

So do you like Nick Carraway or not? I’m getting mixed signals here 😅

My only hobby is handing him my Most Specialest Fucked Up Golden Boy. What do you think

[ireallyamabear]

Aldhani heist modern AU for Andor Appreciation Week 2023 - Day 3: Favourite Arcs ##

(Coruscant/Aldhani Valley) Vel Sartha, society girl, implicated in last year’s Aldhani Bank heist

Leaked documents from the Security Bureau allege collaboration of political and criminal elements on a not yet seen scale.

An investigation into the claims of Security Bureau agent Lt. Dedra Meero, who assembled the leaked file using confidential security documents, has been started. Experts doubt the validity of her claim that a yet unnamed leader, code name “Axis”, orchestrated the attack - in which eight bank employees and security officers lost their lives - with the goal to raise funds to establish a broad revolutionary alliance.

The investigation into the heist, in which over 12 tons of gold and an unknown amount of legal tender was stolen, has notoriously been kept under wraps, with no official suspect being named by Aldhani Valley Police as of yet. A political dimension had not been part of the conversation about the motive for the heist up until the leak. Some of the file was assembled from confidential sources, including a politically highly incendiary illegal missive by the SB about Sarthas’s cousin, Senator Mon Mothma. Parts of the document seem to come from redacted files and sources, with no explanation how Meero has obtained these. According to inside sources, intra- and interorganizational security leaks in the Bureau are already being investigated. The document claiming to identify the perpetrators and their motive was leaked online by a yet unnamed person, going by “A friend of Lt. Meero”, who claims to “not longer be able to sit idly by while a good officer who knows the truth gets no recognition for her work”. Meero’s lawyers maintain that she herself has not broken confidentiality and did not leak the document herself. Whoever leaked the documents faces charges for disseminating confidential SB information. The file also names Karis Nemik, founding member of the Alliance of Socialist Students (ASS) and a former officer of the Imperial Army, identified only as Lt. Gorn as co-conspirateurs. Also named are Cinta Kaz and Taramyn Barcona, two veterans of private security outfits that have served in multiple military tours overseas, as well as two more men, Cassian Andor and Arvel Skeen, who have minor criminal records. There are no current criminal investigations into any of the seven suspects. Besides Sartha, none of the accused have been present in the public or on social media in the last year. Unsourced rumors that at least the accused Lt. Gorn was actually one of the bodies found at the scene have yet to be confirmed.

Meero draws alleged connections between the suspects foremost through photographic evidence. Most of this evidence is already under scrutiny by officials and a vocal crowd online, with claims of image manipulation already going viral.

Various civil rights attorneys and organizations have already spoken up about the political dimension in the accusations against Sartha - especially because of her connections to the current senate - and Nemik, who has been an outspoken political activist in recent years. 

Members of the Mothma Senatorial office and Vel Sartha’s PR team have yet to comment.

Meanwhile, Sartha shared a cryptic post with the caption “Throwback to last year - I had been camping all spring!” on her various social medias.

## @andorappreciation

[the-prussian-nap]

Day 23, Dreams

Emmet dreaming of his future friend and dream job!

[best-enemies]

I've reached season 5 on my CSI rewatch and I'm a few episodes past "Swap Meet", where a woman is murdered after attending a swing party with other couples from the neighbourhood. Near the end of the episode there's a moment that made me jump from my seat:

(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two cups. He hands her a cup of tea.)

[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - BRASS' OFFICE]

Erin Brady: Everybody fantasizes about other people. (She glances at Grissom.)

Even you, Mr. Grissom. A neighbor, a friend ... girl at the office.

[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - HALLWAY]

(The door opens. Paul Brady walks out of the hallway. Erin Brady walks out into the hallway. Sara is sitting in the hallway chair watching them. She watches as they meet and kiss.)

(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two culps. He hands her a cup of tea.)

LIKE!!!!!!!

Right after Erin ends her sentence with 'girl at the office', the first time Sara and Grissom meet again, he brings her tea. This might be an innocent interaction but to me it seemed like a nod to this relationship they have where both are into each other, know about the other's feelings, but can't/won't do anything about it (although Sara has kind of given Grissom an ultimatum). I don't know if it was intentional - I'm guessing it is, because I picked it up immediately. I might or might not have squealed in delight.

[toiletdestroyer3415]

am i the only one who chews on the plastic tubes of those freezy popsicles...

[vampirejuno]

📻 for rika?

Took me a while to pick one BUT. I've decided at last onnnnn...... Yet another amazing devil song, surprising absolutely no one.

So this song to me is mostly about Rika learning to live with herself after she watches Ander kill his father (to whom she was forcibly married off) on their wedding night and then fleeing their homeland together. She's 17, she's in a foreign land where she has no family and doesn't know the customs or speak the language, and she may or may not be pregnant. She tries and fails to reconcile all this with her religion, but she feels she's committed sins that can never be absolved. Ander is the only person she trusts in all the world, and even he betrayed that trust - he didn't show up in time to stop the marriage, and then shows no inclination to marry her himself, even though they were originally betrothed. And then a few years later he betrays her again - leaves her alone in this place that's still foreign to her and always will be; and now, almost 30 years after her wedding night, she's obsessively hunting him down and remembering the scared young girl she used to be. Anyway that's what I picture when I hear these lyrics

Pray for me oh children, pray for what I've, I've, I've undone

I cannot sleep when all you do is cry

Pray for me, I'll run until I begin to understand

What holy men really mean when they

Speak of all that's been and all that won't

And all you do and don't

And why you cannot sleep for sighing

Why womanhood is more than crying

I'm stronger now than you have ever known

The cracks you made, I filled with mortar

A broken pot can still hold water

Symphonies and sweat and sex mean nothing when you are obsessed

With sin and soil and strength and song

And all the words that came out wrong and him

[skrunksthatwunk]

it's so weird having a puppy (~1 y/o) in my house again bc we haven't had a dog that young in my house since i was like six. idk how to say this but watching him sit on the couch between my parents, them holding his paws so he gets used to having his feet touched, feels like.. like when people have another kid when their youngest is a preteen? he's my toddler younger brother i (figuratively) watch paw patrol with and he is so unbelievably babycoded and i should edit a picture of him with one of those propellor hats and a big swirly lollipop is how i feel

[lex-the-lesbiann]

Hey Lex! So I have a Linda Autumn question.. >:) have you put much thought into their... WEDDING DRESSES! I just spent like 10 minutes laying in bed imagining what they had on on there wedding! If they even had one that is! I NEED to here your thoughts on this topic!! But ofcourse don't be shy to take your time responding to this! Take as long as you want!

HI SORRY I WAS EATING DINNER

the amazing and lovely @phillycheesesteakcore already made a post about their wedding dresses and i 100% agree :3

(i would try and pick out my own choices for what i think they would wear but im honestly not really versed in wedding dresses GSHSHSH)

i do think they would get married, i think that’d be an important thing for them and be very meaningful for their personal growth and moving on :]

I dont think they’d have a very big wedding though like probably family only (like just Hencedes + the twins and Ron/Samantha + Terry)

Ron might walk Linda down the isle im not sure

[minminambus]

I contain multitudes…. <- simultaneously looping sappy Muse songs and 80’s/90’s rap and hip hop <3