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TOKYO HARDCORE -- CLASS OF '89.
PIC INFO: Spotlight on a gig flyer for the final performance of ASBESTOS' initial era, alongside bands SICILIAN BLOOD, SWEATS, MACROFARGE, & NAÜSEA, on October 14th, 1989 at Shimokita Yaneura (live venue), Setagaya, Tokyo. Coretic Perdition Gigs were organized by vocalist Kan (ASBESTOS, URGESNAKE).
Source: www.negativeinsight.com/niblog/gravenewworld.
#ASBESTOS#ASBESTOS band#80s punk#ASBESTOS punk#Hardcore punk#SWEATS#Japanese hardcore punk#Setagaya Tokyo#MACROFARGE#SICILIAN BLOOD#Japanese hardcore#SWEATS band#Japanese punk#Punk gigs#Gig flyers#Show flyers#Punk flyers#80s#1980s#NAÜSEA#Coretic Perdition Gig#Coretic Perdition#1989#80s hardcore#80s hardcore punk#Tokyo Japan#NAÜSEA band#Setagaya#Tokyo punk#Tokyo hardcore
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🇪🇦 Al final pude ir a ver el remaster de Coraline en el cine! Aunque no se pudo uar el outfit deseado 😔
🇺🇸 In the en i was able to see Coraline in theaters! Although i couldn't wear the outfit i wanted 😔
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Tidak apa-apa
Blue moon by me – myself Tidak apa-apa jika hidup saat ini membuat kamu takut dan kamu tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan selanjutnya. Tidak apa-apa jika segala sesuatunya tampak menyakitkan dan yang kamu rasakan hanyalah cemas dan khawatir. Dan tidak apa-apa jika kamu putus asa dalam segala hal. Tidak apa-apa. Tidak apa-apa. Tidak apa-apa. Semua perasaan ini memiliki nilai dan kamu tidak…
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Satu Tuju, Kau
kau mungkin akan memakiku, jika kukatakan Tuhan sedang melakukan kesia-siaan dengan menciptakanku di bumi. tempat semua yang hidup memiliki tujuan dan ambisi. sedang aku?
tujuanku hanya kau. namun sepertinya bukan aku yang kau tulis sebagai alamat.
maka layaknya semua orang waras, aku akan menghapus namamu di mana saja aku pernah menulisnya; rumah ibu yang tak memberikan pelukan, kamarku yang dingin tanpa pandang musim, puisi-puisi picisan di laman media sosial, coret-coret rindu di buku harian, juga pada secarik kertas yang kumantrai dan kelak akan kubakar di malam purnama.
sebab aku tak mungkin merevisi takdir. aku bisa didakwa hilang akal tidak hanya oleh penyair, juga seluruh rasionalis di muka bumi. tapi semua pecinta gila, bukan?
menggadaikan waktu, berinvestasi hati, yang tak mampu ditakar bahkan oleh teknologi paling mutakhir. memang apalagi yang lebih absurd daripada mencintai? percaya bahwa hanya ada satu jiwa, satu ruh dan satu tuju.
bagiku, itu kau.
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kertas corat coret❌
kertas gambar✅
"Heh, kertas buram? Apa itu?" /silly
Omg Kuro Kuro!!!! Kuro and collin drinking buddies real???
Kuro reaction like that because of the haircut is so reall sjwjwhw(he hates it)
Tyyysssmmm for this beautiful art lop you lots Darlene (^з^)-☆Chu!!
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I have countless posts analyzing why it’s deeply problematic to portray a character with no economic or social support, who was constantly subjected to violence by the “good guys,” and whose supposed best friend (who you claim supported him significantly) even downplayed or questioned some of that abuse. These “good guys who weren’t fascists or supremacists” even tried to kill him, and their headmaster—the very person supposedly opposing the super-evil, Nazi-like villain—silenced him about the attempted murder, never punished the perpetrators, and forced him to let it go. Then you go and say that this character magically turned into a fascist overnight.
I don’t think you understand how extremist groups target deeply vulnerable adolescents and young adults, seeing them as easy prey to offer a sense of security, future prospects, and brainwash them. I also have plenty of analysis on how everything Severus experienced in the Muggle world—extreme poverty and a Muggle father he associated with violence and abuse—logically reinforced the rhetoric he heard from his Hogwarts peers. And I have countless analyses on why comparing European fascism (as Rowling does) with the Death Eaters is deeply disrespectful.
Read them if you want, or don’t, but your entire perspective ignores a host of social issues that intersect with the character and drive his decisions. Honestly, as someone who grew up among right-wing Catholic teenagers while being active in Marxist youth movements from the age of 15, as someone who has had legal trouble with neo-fascist groups, and as someone who now works as a lawyer aiding ex-convicts in the process of reintegration, I find your analysis dismissive of the sociocultural and political background of European fascism, the social situation of the ’60s and ’70s in Europe—especially the UK—and the evolution of European far-right movements. It also overlooks all the social factors that contribute to the radicalization of young people who are resource-poor, vulnerable, or at risk of social exclusion, pushing them into groups, gangs, cults, or antisocial and criminal behaviors.
It’s easy to choose the right path when you have a lot of money, friends, and are at the top of the social hierarchy (like the Marauders). It’s much harder to have a strong moral compass when you have absolutely nothing, and everyone turns their back on you. So, I’m sorry, but a bunch of rich, aristocratic, abusive brats will never seem like better people to me than someone who, partly because of them, was driven into terrible company.
I’ve also written extensively about the topic of Snape being the “big bad” with his students, and honestly, I don’t think he’s worse than other Hogwarts professors. In fact, he’s almost laughable compared to real-life teachers. But, well, pointing this out feels a bit silly—I’ve written about it as someone with functioning neurons.
Like I said, I have a lot of analyses and thoughts on this, and I’m not going to repeat everything because, honestly, I’ve had a terrible week debating with people, and I’m mentally exhausted. Sorry.
More Snape Slander guys!!!
Lol, I truly, really love having a reason to add to my already 15-pages-long rant of Snape Slander, so let’s go:
Okay, I’m going to be posting this as a different post but this is an answer to some arguments that someone made in this post (I’ll tag them below, I just hate to have repostings on my profile - or, if any kind soul could tag them I'd appreciate, this is their post, read at your own discretion [it's terrible, though], I really need to get some sleep rn). If you’re interested in reading more about my not really favorable view of Snape, there’s also my character analysis here.
So let’s begin, shall we (oh, and by the way, I am as educated as you were with me)?
Interesting that you think that my post is bullshit, love, because I think your arguments are ludicrous, to say the least. I wasn’t going to bother with a response but I think it’s only right I add some critical skills and point out that many of your points are already taken care of in my original post – something you’d know if you had read it and understood it.
Anyway, your whole argument is based on the fact that no legal system would consider Snape guilty which… okay?
Because the judiciary system is completely fair and absolves only people who should be absolved. It is not at all used as a political tool to advance the very corrupted system we all live in, as noted by the contrast between the speed with which the ICJ issued Putin’s prison mandate but delayed Netanyahu’s prison mandate for months. It’s not like most of the people locked up in jails in America are black and poor despite the criminality rates showing white men as more likely to commit crimes such as rape, child abuse, kidnapping, and feminicide.
It’s not like every and each judiciary system serves a capitalist political agenda. A very white, patriarchal, European political agenda.
And about that, which judiciary system are we talking about? Mine? Yours? The UK’s? The International Court of Law? The wizarding world's? Because of course, there’s a difference between all of them and even if you’re right, what does it proves? What does it prove that a white, fascist man with connections to the most privileged in the society (rich purebloods and Dumbledore at the same time btw) would be absolved of his crimes in a system that also privileges him?
Because it does privilege him of course: we’re talking about a system of oppression that is ingrained in the wizarding world, why would it be any different from the real world? Snape was fighting for the maintenance of a system that is corrupted (and this also includes the judiciary btw) and to keep on the status quo, especially when he was a Death Eater but also when he was on Dumbledore’s side.
He might not have been targeting muggleborns as he once was when he was young but changing his choice of victims doesn’t change the fact that he’s using his societal privilege to continue the oppressive system and cycles of abuse he upholds so perfectly since he was a kid. A fucking role model, to be honest.
I mean, using his teacher position to condone bullying and terrorize children, who are a social minority and are in a position of vulnerability in relation to his place as a professor? Ring any bells?
And don’t come with me with the “but he saved them all the time” argument. He took on that role because he wanted to, he did it because he chose to, and as a professor, it was his responsibility to care for his students’ wellbeing (not that he does much besides keeping them alive for enough time to traumatize them on his way out). I imagine what a role like that would entangle in a magical school where children have potential guns in their hands all the time – sounds a bit like a security hazard to me even without the whole genocidal maniac persecuting one of them, to be honest. It’s like a parent wanting laurels for actually doing their responsibility, it’s shameful.
Or, I don’t know, using his higher position in the social hierarchy to expel the only competent teacher of the children he was supposed to look out for because of his lower societal status as a werewolf and continuously using that to make them feel bad in Order reunions, over and over again using his privilege as a non-werewolf as a tool to express his well-placed resentment?
The legal point of view is the real bullshit.
“He paid his debt to society” and now he’s free to do whatever the hell he wants because he chose to take vengeance on his ex-best friend’s murder (that he also had a hand in) even if it means that he gets to use his privilege against others exactly like he did in the past – just not on muggleborns because last time he did it, his feelings got hurt. But *these new marginalized people* he can beat up because that’s not the same thing at all.
You say that “redemption within society isn’t about changing your ideology” but forget to question why. Is it perhaps because the people who are actually let go always seem to be the fascist one who upholds what capitalism needs them to uphold? In contrast, of course, with the people who actually do the right thing regardless of legality and are persecuted their whole lives because of it.
Plus, you don’t take into account what is the effect of it, right? Why should we ever worry about someone’s ideology if they paid their time? It’s not like their ideology reflects on what they think and how they act in and affect society. It’s not like it can do any harm by perpetuating and encouraging these beliefs by, I don’t know, taking a racist education and using it to argue in favor of colonization and occupation of non-white countries because your group has been victimized by the same people that think you and those non-white communities are garbage, or taking on a job that involves children and condones bullying and slurs being thrown at the marginalized kids of his school.
Of course not.
And you say that “the system Rowling portrays isn’t fascist because it lacks the economic and social foundations to support that definition” but forgets also that it doesn’t really matter whether is a bad or good representation because it’s still a representation of it. You can’t smell smoke, feel your eyes burning, suffocate on it, and say there isn’t a fire because you technically weren’t burned.
It's like denying there was a State coup in Brazil in 2016 because the impeachment had “legal ground” (which it didn’t by the way): it’s a lazy attempt to grasp at technicalities to escape the very obvious truth that, regardless of the argument (or, in this case, the literary representation) being good or bad, the facts remain the same.
And the fact is that Rowling wrote the Death Eaters as an analogy to fascism (nazism, actually, but let’s use the general term), and as such, most of the fandom interprets it and internalizes it that way. Thus, her negligence of the societal and economic portrayal (although I would question the need for an economic portrayal in a children’s book) does nothing to further any argument at all, not when the truth is that it doesn’t matter that the portrayal is lacking: it’s enough to be understood as such by the masses and thus it becomes a moot point to make.
Severus and every single Death Eater is a fascist because they propagate, believe in, and are violent in the name of fascist ideology. That their group is not represented as a populist movement or that the wizarding world is not on the brink of its economic collapse to sustain that populist background is of little consequence to the average reader and their interpretation of the problem.
Plus, fascism is a concept that should apply to any social variation of the same movement. You sound like my college professor saying my class should call Bolsonaro a fascist because fascism is a concept used in a very tight set of rules – which is bullshit.
Although I had already taken all that into consideration in my previous post. You’d know that if you knew my arguments.
Now, you said that “redemption is about regretting what has happened and paying for it” and that’s interesting because, you see, that’s not what it is at all, not in every legal system, nor when we’re talking about narratives and writing.
In Brazil’s legal system, for example, our judiciary system is about social revitalization. Prison is not a place we send someone as a punishment, it’s not about paying a debt to society or being punished for what they’ve done. It’s about giving them the tools to not repeat their crimes once they come back to society, and that’s not a test Snape would be passing anytime soon because redemption from being a fascist would be to let go of fascist views.
In writing, on the other hand, an author has certain control over their character, which means that their portrayal is the author’s responsibility. A Redemption Arc is not about judging someone’s actions and applying a penalty, it’s about allowing your character to develop substantially throughout the narrative. They need to go from what they are in the beginning to a better version of themselves throughout the rest of the story and that’s certainly not what happens to Snape.
Again, refocusing your bullying to fit other vulnerable groups does not equal betterment in any way, shape of form.
Oh, I really love this one: “His ‘sentence’ was 17 years of self-imposed prison and life-threatening service, which is far more than any collaborator with a terrorist group would face in any real-world court.”
Seventeen years of which exactly 14 of those he spent being a professor in the most important schools of magic in the UK, being respected by his community, well-fed, having a probably copious amount of galleons in his bank account to do whatever the hell he wanted to, and still wallowing in his own misery and self-imposed (as you kindly pointed out) emotional torture living in his childhood home to go back to a castle and bully children at his leisure instead of bettering himself as a human being and actually putting some work towards self-improvement as to not, I don’t know, perpetuate cycles of abuse that ultimately led him towards that mess of a life he got for himself.
You’ll excuse me if I don’t find his journey that impressive from where I’m standing. He made his bed, he can sleep in it or try to do something about it. And, to be honest, I have little to no respect for people who do nothing about their own misery.
Then, he used three and something of those doing something useful but ultimately a sorry attempt at a Redemption Arc. Snape’s big, bold actions in the name of his love for Lily are not something I see as useless, they’re pretty heroic but it doesn’t matter because that’s not what my character analysis is about.
What I try to bring to light (and what you sincerely lost in the reading) is that there is no Redemption Arc for a fascist unless they are no longer fascist at all, and even so, there is some degree of immorality in portraying them as redeemable at all. But if you’re gonna attempt it, you need to be responsible and actually redeem them, ideology and all.
We’re talking about a book, a narrative that will be read by thousands of people, that will be example and insidiously have an effect on how people see the world. Condoning fascist ideology because they don’t persecute *this specific vulnerable minority* anymore (ignore that they do persecute others btw) and did some heroic things for the “good side” because they felt wronged by the “bad side” and not really for basic human decency is not impressive. Or worthy of praise.
Or basis for admiration.
And as for your account on “In any real-world war, he would not only have been honored and considered a national hero—he’d have a hundred movies and documentaries made about him. He’d be an icon.” – so do countless others who are not even remotely deserving of any kind of admiration or having their memories preserved in that sense.
I should know, the number of novellas and documentaries and songs and History lesson materials and street names in my city alone that are homages to “national heroes” that “helped” the poor people or some other minority while massacring indigenous peoples, selling out our land to big corporations and the agribusiness, censored and persecuted artists and journalists in their time, and so on are actually crazy in Brazil.
National heroes are only national heroes because they serve the political narrative our system needs them to serve, darling, otherwise, they are forgotten and even villainized, make no mistake of that.
“Politically, I’m sorry, but I’m not going to call a working-class boy a fascist when he ends up in a nest of far-right extremists simply because they’re the only ones who treat him well”
Interesting that you should mention Snape as a working-class boy – like class traitors don’t exist? Granted, the expression is mostly used to define cops but that’s no different, although I would call it a bit hypocritical of you to use Snape’s class to defend him when you accuse (rightfully so, of course) Rowling of not portraying well the economical part of fascism.
And “the only ones who treat him well”? Really? Lily apparently doesn’t exist in your reality. Or better yet, you’ll tell me she’s not a good friend and didn’t treat him well enough and all the misogynistic gross and stupid points snape apologists make when you’re scrambling to save your fave? Please, if that is it, spare me.
Oh, and by the way, the part you didn’t read at all on my very thorough analysis:
“The truth is, even with all the undeniable good Snape did as he worked as a spy, he was a Death Eater for his conviction, and at the end of the day it doesn’t matter why he chose to become one.
At the end of the day, it doesn’t matter that he was neglected and abused by his parents, or that he was bullied in school, or that his crush didn’t reciprocate his feelings: he still became a Death Eater, he chose to become one. And that is unforgivable. It is unforgivable because it means he supported and actively worked for a system of thinking that ridiculed, persecuted, tortured, and murdered hundreds, if not thousands, of innocent people. He advocated for a political view that has no regard for human life, that perpetuates the abuse he suffered firsthand — just in a slightly different direction. He didn’t just not break his cycle of abuse, he actively perpetuated it. Advocated for it.
And don’t get me wrong: I’m not saying here that the abuse Snape went through isn’t important at all: there is definitely something to be said about the preying of supremacist groups for young isolated men who feel left out and emasculated. But that doesn’t mean Snape gets to be absolved for his own choices because that’s what they were: his choices. He chose to become a Death Eater, he chose to uphold the cycles of abuse he had been a victim to not long before, he chose to protect it even in the face of people — good people — telling him that it wasn’t a good thing.
That’s my point, actually: Snape may have been preyed upon by the blood supremacy ideology as a teen but at some point, he chose to be influenced by it more than by millions of other influences around him. He wasn’t completely isolated or ignorant of the world to the point that the only influence he could possibly choose was the blood supremacy one, no: he had people telling him the contrary and still chose to follow blood supremacy. So, no, it’s not forgivable that he chose to become a Death Eater because he did know better than that, his very friendship with Lily proved it.”
Oh, and let’s be very real here: “the rich, left-leaning aristocratic kids bully him for not meeting their social standards”
First of all, I brought the Marauders into my analysis as little as I could because I could destroy Snape’s character without even needing them. Now, if bullies like James and Sirius are actually better in their “social standards” (human decency is more like it, actually) as you so nicely put it, then I have no idea why you bother to defend Snape at all. I don’t have time, nor patience to explain that believing people are equal and deserve equal respect is the most basic thing you can do as a human being and if Severus doesn’t even manage that, his class or trauma has little to do with it, his character on the other hand...
Many people have trauma, as I already pointed out, and many people were lulled by fascist ideology but not all of them chose to give in to it. His choice is his responsibility, don’t ever deny that or fool yourself into thinking it’s some kind of forced brainwashing. It isn’t, and even if it is, it doesn’t matter as much as the fact that he’s an adult who should know better than to condemn people to die or think less of them because of things they cannot control.
And even entertaining you're crazy notion that Snape's not actually a fascist (he is) it doesn't really matter if he believes it if he joins a group that advocates for it.
Plus, you should really start thinking about what kind of idiotic ideology you tolerate just because of “trauma”. Fuck him and his trauma, I couldn’t care less if Snape was bullied because he lacks human decency because the truth, so eloquently put by my fellow countryman, is that “a fascist’s hat is a hammer; all suffering is not enough; and the swastika has to be hit until it turns into a pinwheel.” And by lovely miss Lyudmila Pavlichenk: “Not men, fascists.”
And yes, I think anyone left-leaning is better than anyone in the far-right any time of the day, not really sorry if I actually understand politics and how important it is to preserve the lives of people in a system that is designed to leave them in an indecent condition. A system that Snape fought to preserve ideologically and politically for the earlier years of his life without so much of a written recognition of the real garbage it all is.
Plus, let’s be very clear again, I wasn’t talking at all about the Marauders when I criticized Snape. You brought them into the discussion, not me. I could very well cite other characters who are not as terrible as Snape or bullies like teenager James and Sirius (and I’m gonna ignore that you included Peter and Remus into the ‘aristocratic’ and ‘rich’ context because I don’t think even a Snape apologist would be that idiotic although your hashtags beg for me to think otherwise), and still manage some fucking human decency despite their traumas.
Garbage is that you think, at fucking 28 years old, that fascist ideology is somehow tolerable, or that the legalities of some situation actually account for something other than the political structure of the system, or that admiration equals the deserving of it. Bullshit is you thinking that you can actually beat me on technicalities and that you believe advocating for tolerance over the intolerable is somehow admirable, is to be naïve enough to think the legal system doesn’t obey a political agenda and therefore benefits whoever is on the winning side, which to Snape was both during the two times he was a spy.
He was the one who had nothing to lose, darling. He had no family, no one that he cared about, no one who could even stand him, no one who would mourn him - all through his own merit by the way. And to be honest, no one to pity him either. It's pathetic that that is the truth because he chose so, that the only thing that "saves" him are a few memories of an abusive friendship.
He was nothing to be admired and never evolved as a human being. He gave himself to a cause that kept him commode most of the time and acted only out of the fact that he was wronged by the other side. The fact that if it had been Neville who was chosen he would never have turned is shameful as a human being, the fact that he only kept his students alive but never really took into account their wellbeing is shameful as a professor, the fact that he hated Harry because of all of it is childish and unbecoming for an adult, the fact that he bullied children is shameful as an adult.
And none of that was redeemed because he was a spy. He could be a spy and a fucking decent person. But he wasn’t, and he wasn’t by choice, so fuck him.
And, to end with this tiresome and, honestly, easy as fuck to refute, tirade of useless arguments, “What I’m saying is that I don’t give a damn about moral niceties.” – Clearly. Just as clear as your ignorance of what “moral niceties” really mean in this context.
PS: look, 22 pages now! I’m expecting more to be added…
PS2: Tbh, you'd think this person thinks the only people to ever fight Voldemort were the Marauders for all they seem to argue
PS3: This person really confirms everything I know about the relativism of European people for dangerous and prejudiced political views.
#sorry but Snape is much better than some people i’m constantly defending in corets#and i love those guys#so idk man#Also being a fascist isn’t just jolin a grup of people for like just 3 o 4 years when you’re a teen#snape slander#severus snape defense#severus snape apologist#and fun how you talk about relativism of european’s views when#1) the story is bases in social political and cultural srry tired#2) Sirius and James are EUROPEAN aristocrata and culturally and sociologicaly that’s a huge point to analyse them#3) defending european rich aristocrats who used his power and privilege for torturing a working class HALF BLOOD boy is bullshit#they choose the right path because it was easy for them#Classic rich leftist boys wannsbees#i met a lot of them in some unions during the university#fuck them honestly
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Unos oc sans que me encontré en una cuenta de tiktok
Estos tres le pertenecen a → moons_underword (en tiktok)
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uas: ketiga
Nahwu, seru as always ofc alhamdulillah.
Dalam belantara semua serba 'hafal-menghafal', menemukan matkul ini bak bertemu harta karun. ketika baca soal, akhirnya bisa di otak atik, bisa di itung-itung. bisa di coret-coret.
Tapi sedang tak mau mengabadikan tipe soal, inginnya mengabadikan sang duktur saja.
Kesan pertama dan terakhir: beliau, tenang sekali. ketenangan yang brutal dan jarang kutemukan dimana-mana. Bila tertawa, tenang. Bila bergerak, tenang. Bila bercanda, tenang. Nada bicara, tenang.
Ah, indahnya menyaksikan orang-orang yang ditenangkan. ingin juga.
Sebab tenangnya pula, materi nahwu masuk telinga seperti mengalun saja. ampe berhasil muncul di kepala, ini kenapa tampak mudah ya.
Ya, meski lagi-lagi. yang begitu begitu, memang tampaknya saja. tentu the problem is in me myself and i, saya inilah penyebabnya, sudah dikasih spek setenang itu, masih saja tak pandai bersyukur:( ck, astaghfirullah. semoga tetep Allah kasih serupa beliau selalu, atau lebih.
dan, semoga Allah jaga duktur, berikut ketenangannya yang indah.
E tapi berkaca dari tiga semester sebelumnya, ini meningkat pesat sih ya rasaku pada nahwu. Meski........ ah yasudalah, masih jauh sekali dari ideal bukti orang mencintai, namun sing penting better than before kan, yaa Rabb
langit jakarta, belakang kampus, deket mba/abang cilok.
sembari menunggu si mba yang tengah jajan, malah dikasih hadiah scenery serupawan ini. featuring leherku yang jadi rada sakit karena mendongak terlalu lama, terpukau dengan birunya.
seperti langit di rumah. jadi rindu.
bila memang seindah ini hasilnya, tak apa lah kehujanan, kedinginan, sakit leher, menunggu lama, dulu.
semoga Allah senantiasa beri aku sabar pada eloknya kejutan-kejutan Allah ini.
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🇪🇦 Al final no pudimos ver el remaster de Coraline, asi que salimos a comer
🇺🇲 In the end we couldn't waych the Coraline remaster so we went out to eat
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Releasing Emotion
Seorang rekan kerja pernah wondering gimana caraku mengeluarkan luapan emosi atau ketidaksukaan? Karena beliau melihatku sebagai seorang yang memendam rasa, tidak pernah ngedumel, dan oke oke aja. Lempeng aja kerjakan tugas-tugas yang ada. Meresponnya aku hanya bisa hahahahahahahahaha (cuma bisa ketawa menangisi diri). Awal-awal aku jawab dengan penuh percaya dirinya, yaa gimana kerjain aja mau sesedih atau sekesal kondisi kita. Bisa nonton film/drama untuk alihin sementara dan lanjut kerja. Disini kayaknya aku denial sama perasaan-perasaan tersebut.
Lambat laut dengan pengalaman yang sudah dilalui, ternyata hal-hal tersebut sungguhlah tidak baik. Nggak baik. Ketika rasa itu udah numpuk dan ketemu momen sedih yang kayaknya gak seberapa sama sebelumnya atau bahkan tanpa alasan apapun, aku bisa nangis tersedu sendiri. Kayaknya awal tahun kemarin di tengah gempuran amanah, jadi sesuatu yang memorable buatku. Kali pertama aku nangis di depan 2 rekan kerja/asramaku. Padahal, dia cuma memantik dengan nanya hal sepele. Tapi, akunya udah keburu sesenggukan. Dia kayaknya paham, saat itu aku lagi release semua hal yang kupendam. Terus? Lebih legaaaaalah. Walaupun gak serta merta masalah selesai, tapi seenggaknya hati nggak seberat sebelumnya.
Jadi, gak baik yaa kita mendam-mendem perasaan. Akui dan ekspresikan kalau kita lagi sedih dan kecewa. Kalau kata ustadz Sonny Abi Kim, pakai rumus ABC (Akui, Beri Jeda, dan Curhat sama orang yang tepat atau Dzat yang selalu paling tepat).
Sebetulnya, pernah konsul juga sama seorang psikolog di Sahabatku (you should download it on PlayStore, karena selain free konsultasi, it helps me with self-knowledge), "Apakah seseorang itu harus punya seorang teman untuk sekedar curhat masalah, untuk release emosi?".
Jawaban beliau sangat melegakan bagi kaum yang tidak nyaman curhat/ngedumel sama teman kayak aku ini. Hehe. Release emosi itu banyak caranya. Bisa cerita ke orang-orang yang kita percaya, curhat ke Allah di malam hari (yang ini sangat powerful saat hidup sedang terhimpitt), lakuin hobi, olahraga, coret-coret acak di kertas, menulis ekspresif, dan lainnya. Nah, ibu psikolognya kayaknya udah tahu dari tulisanku yang panjang karena beliau lebih jabarin menulis ekspresif. Semacam menulis sesuai apa yang kita rasa. Bebas aja. Namai tulisan tersebut sesuai perasaan kita, lagi kesel sedih dst supaya kita bisa lebih mengenali dan menyadari emosi yang dirasakan. Setelah diberi waktu, akan lebih baik kalau terjadi pemaknaan ulang dari tulisannya. Karena disitulah kuncinya. Memaknai ulang setiap rasa dan peristiwa, jadi ada perubahan cara berpikir dan berujung merespon masalah dengan cara yang berbeda. Huhuu.. baru tahu ilmunya.
Jadi, kalau aku lagi curhat via tulisan dimanapun itu, itulah caraku release emosi yaaa. Walau yang dishare kebanyakan hasil pemaknaan ulangnya aja. Haha. #ytta
Selamat mengenali dan menyelami diri! 🌱
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Melawan Arus
orange fish in small aquarium Segalanya terjadi begitu tiba-tiba, sampai aku tak sempat merenungkannya. Di pintu, aku sempat berpamitan dengan Theresya dengan kelembutan dan kejemuan yang ku alami setiap hari. Keberhasilan ada, tetapi tak ada Ku pencet tombol lift, berharap bisa menuju lantai yang lebih atas. Ternyata aku terperosok ke dalam minyak kental dan tenggelam dalam lanyau hitam itu.…
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