#convo: alicia
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Eitan faltered for just a second, though he quickly covered it with a lighthearted chuckle. āA good person, huh? You might be the first to say that with a straight face,ā he replied, his tone still playful but with a hint of something deeper beneath. It wasnāt often someone saw past his usual bravado, and it left him feeling a bit exposed. āBut hey, if itās just moving some furniture, I can handle that,ā he added with a shrug. āI'll lend you my muscles for a bit. Let's go, and letās get this thing up the stairs for you.ā
"But you are a good person," Alicia retorted, "At least I know you as one," she continued, "Honestly, I just need you to help me move a piece of furniture. I bought something at a thrift store and I can't get it up the stairs. Andie is out for the day and you're the first person I know that I saw."
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this shit was. quite frankly. fucked
#LILLIAN HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#THIS WAS WILD.#spicaze please confirm if this was a genuine convo they had or alicia spiralling. that could change me for life#-> ALICIA CAN NEVER BE HER PRINCE. DOES ANYBODY CARE ABOUT THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS#ALICIA#LILLIAN#ALICIA & LILLIAN#silver thread
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ā[While working on my first work with him] I paid a lot of attention at the time to his home situation and the circumstances he was in. After creating my first picture with him he became ill, and that illness was incorporated into the film I was making at the time. With my fifth feature, What Time is it There, the film is about a young man whose father had died, and I wanted to write about those and his feelings surrounding that. I always want to capture how feelings change over time and to capture it in Leeās face. Thatās my purpose in making films. (...)
If I hadnāt met Lee Kang-sheng, the movies I make would not be the same as they are now. I probably would have made a lot more normal movies with a lot of music and dialogue. The circumstances would have been so different. But I learned from Lee his way of life, his rhythm, which had a massive influence on me and led me to making more truthful films.ā
ā Tsai Ming-liang about Lee Kang-sheng for Little White Lies (Alicia Haddick interview)
#raph.txt#tsai ming liang#lee kang sheng#alicia haddick#ola and i having a long convo about how they are not publically together but also kind of are but everybody seems too polite to ask#it's just this is sooo sweet omg š
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#did they really have to turn the camera to kalinda right after this convo? no.#the good wife#alicia florrick#kalinda sharma#//#sine's edits
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I too am thirty-five and not fond of reading rules. I learn as I go or someone will explain quick before - if you can't, maybe I'm not playing this time. Now, I haven't played Monopoly, Clue or Rummikub in a while. I'm not familiar with Skipbo, but I play a mean game of Uno, Cards Against Humanity and Catchphrase. Maybe we can exchange games and play together sometime? || @hillsvikander
AITA for refusing to go on another date with someone who wanted me to read board game instructions? Perhaps it's because I'm thirty-five, but lately, I catch myself being turned off by a lot of things. I'm more of a 'just explain the game while we play' type of person. Nothing makes me lose interest more than having to read instructions; I'm suddenly daydreaming about the fact that elephants can be right or left trunked. Tried telling them. Didn't work, so here we are. I'm not actually taking any feedback on this. I'm only taking in new friends for game nights. Friends who won't make me read anything. So, question one, what is a dumb reason you broke it off with someone? And question two, when can I beat your ass in monopoly, clue, rummikub, or skipbo? @hillsfmsstarters
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Written In The Photos - Social Media Series
decided to take a little break from writing (I will still be writing after this, donāt worry!) but I didnāt want to leave you guys without content so I present the Written In The Photos series. each driver/player has a song and their post is inspired by said song :) I hope you guys enjoyed this as much as I enjoyed making it <3 // special thank you to my bestie @themandaloriansdiaries for all her help with song choices and all the cracked out convos we had to put it together.Ā
Carlos Sainz Jr - Smooth Operator by Sade
late nights, jet leg and messed up sleep schedules lead to words spoken which would normally be kept to themselves.Ā
Jack Grealish - Hot Girl Summer by Meg Thee StallionĀ
party after party, Jack seems to be spotted with the same girl over and over again.
Lewis Hamilton - Loveeeeeee Song by Rihanna and FutureĀ
heās sick and tired of seeing you in private, he wants the world to know youāre his.Ā
Sergio Ramos - Way 2 Sexy by DrakeĀ
working for a footballer isnāt easy, itās even harder when everyone thinks youāre dating. ( footballer x pr manager)
Max VerstappenĀ - Can We Still Friends by Tyler, The Creator
even the best of the friends can have falling outs, especially when youāre on opposites side of the track.Ā (teammate/rival!reader)
Andy RobertsonĀ - Iām Still In Love With You by Sean Paul ft. Sasha and Jeremy Harding
so many years apart and youāre still in love with the same guy youāve always been in love with.
Lance StrollĀ - Stuck With You by Ariana GrandeĀ
every relationship goes sour, except for the one you had with a certain brown eyed boy.Ā
Pato OāWard -Ā Sunday Candy by Nico SegalĀ
snapshots of love and life with the love of your life.
Jude Bellingham - P Power by Gunna ft Drake Ā
young and in love, you two find yourselves making headlines more often than not.Ā
Sebastian VettelĀ - Promiscuous by Nelly Furtado and TimberlandĀ
canāt keep his hands off you and canāt keep the flirty comments away. (redbull seb)Ā
Kylian MbappeĀ -Ā Hotel Room Service by PitbullĀ
secrets unravel when youāre caught together in spain. Ā
Jenson ButtonĀ - Money by Cardi BĀ
diamonds are a girlās best friend after all (sugar daddy!jenson)
Ruben Dias - Golden Hour by JVKEĀ
you supported him through it all, it only made sense you were the one there in the end.Ā
George RussellĀ - London Boy by Taylor SwiftĀ
grey weather is a bit of a downer, unless you have someone by your side.Ā
Bukayo Saka - Star BoyĀ by The Weeknd
proud, proud, proud; you showed everyone just how proud you really were.Ā
Mick SchumacherĀ - Dark Red by Steve LacyĀ
he only has eyes for one girl and itās the one girl he wasnāt supposed to be looking at. (vettel!reader)
Neymar Jr - TitĆ Me PreguntĆ³ by Bad BunnyĀ
he promised to change, you were stupid enough to believe him but people never really change do they?
Lando Norris - Young, Dumb and Broke by KhalidĀ
regret makes people do crazy things.Ā
John Stones - I Wanna Dance With Somebody by Whitney HoustonĀ
your husband winning the treble calls for celebration and you two finally get the night out you deserve.Ā
Esteban Ocon - Sure Thing by MiguelĀ
attached at the hip; the sunshine to his rain. you were everything to him.Ā
Erling Haaland - Sunday Mornings by Maroon 5
sunday mornings were a bit of a tradition for you, everyone notices when the pattern changes.
Pierre GaslyĀ - Creepinā by The WeekndĀ
loyalty runs both ways, until it doesnāt anymore but nothing ever really changes, does it?
Virgil Van Dijk - Let āEm Know by Bryson TillerĀ
some things never change, no matter how much you try.Ā
Fernando Alonso - Iām Still Standing by Elton JohnĀ
looking up and looking down, it never felt so right.Ā
Jordan Henderson - If I Aināt Got You by Alicia KeysĀ
with your 10th anniversary around the corner, you both get a bit in your feels.
Charles Leclerc - A Sunday Kind Of Love by Etta JamesĀ
races, weddings and races again; sundays hold a special place in his heart.Ā
Trent Alexander Arnold - One Kiss by Dua Lipa
all it took was one kiss and the floodgates were opened.Ā
Daniel Ricciardo - Woo by Rihanna
monaco is good to those who are good to it, especially those who win. every winner deserves a prize worthy of a king.
Christian Pulisic - Unforgettable by French Montana and Swae Lee
the star player and the ex girlfriend of his closest teammate are spotted together; youāre too unforgettable.
Kostas Tsimikas - Boyfriend by Ariana Grande and Social House
you were his until you weren't, but then you were again. the two of you tangled in the sheets and in a web of confusion; were you or were you not?
#written in the photos social media series#f1 instagram au#f1 social media au#football instagram au#football social media au
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tbh i don't think female celebrity status is even compatible with feminism since it relies on putting on a performance of femininity, but no one is ready for that convo so igss we'll just keep repeating the same stan war arguments over and over. no one cares about misogyny unless they can use it as a weapon with which to bludgeon their celeb "enemy" and their fanbase.
i'm struggling to think of any female celebs who don't kowtow to femininity (a male invention that is inherently anti-woman). even the slightest deviation from the rules (a little bit of armpit hair, a haircut shorter than your ear lobes, a bare face (not the alicia keys "bare face" makeup, but actual bare face) etc etc) leads to almost instant social ostracisation. katy perry was on top of the world when she cut her hair shorter and her career flat-lined. even the most powerful female celebs like taylor and beyonce and dua, etc, are writhing around on stage in skin-tight lycra bodysuits with their ass cheeks out, every body hair below their eyebrows plucked out. you see men of similar power doing that humiliating shit? of course not. femininity is revolting, and one of the greatest tricks the patriarchy ever pulled was convincing society that hatred of femininity was misogyny instead of an empowering mindset. we gotta eliminate femininity to even begin to discuss liberation of the female sex, and that can't happen while female celebs are upholding it. but female celebs can't stop upholding it unless they all do it together, because any single woman who steps out of line will simply be discarded and replaced by a younger, more naked, more hairless, more feminine and malleable girl.
tl;dr we live in a misogynistic world, and celebs merely hold up a mirror to that misogyny. we cannot even have a discussion about feminism and celebrity until we get to a stage of female liberation where women can exist as neutral human beings rather than as feminine puppets.
tl2dr2: stream clara bow
some good thoughts here! i don't 100% agree with everything (for example, katy perry didn't flop because she cut her hair short, but the reason she flopped might still have to do with misogynistic ageism) and i definitely want to clarify that this isn't inherent to sex. this is GENDER performance. BUT i agree that performance of femininity is a huge part of celebrity. how could they not be? celebrities only exist by upholding the status quo. naturally their appearance and performances would adhere to that. beauty norms are extremely narrow and white supremacist, so it's even worse/harder for Black women and other woc to be accepted.
and it is degrading! the consequences for stepping out of it are immediate and disproportionate because society at large sees it as a major crime to break out of it.
reminds me of this post:
i don't want to feel empowered by my ass hanging out or by fitting into a patriarchal white supremacist beauty standard. it IS degrading.
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āThe demon lord is returning in 2 years, only a few people know thatā lmao proceeds to tell the entire cafeteria. The prince is so dumb
Matter of fact all the guys are dumb in this show lmao. Why do they keep antagonising someone who can kill them instantly. Then when they ask how she got so strong and she tells them to go into the dungeon they bitch about that too. yumiella canāt win š¤¦š½āāļø. Happens irl too. People will ask you how you got something and then you explain and they say itās too much work or they donāt wanna do it, but still jealous of you lol.
Well we know Alicia isnāt another isekaiee now. She and Edwin are getting on really well for a commoner and royalty. Itās interesting seeing an otome where that doesnāt even come up, everyone is so hyper fixated on Yumiella that itās not an issue in this one lol. Itās funny seeing how to Alicia, Yumiella is like this ball of evil energy because of her dark magic.
After how he treated his brand new student on her first day, principal definitely deserved to be sacked but I think the new guy the king appointed is just as weird. Clearly hiding a lot behind that smile. Guess this is the king and queen following up on their conversation from last week about changing the culture at the academy
Field exercise time to help the students level up, likely in anticipation of the coming battle against the demon lordās forces. Yumiella notices the potential inefficiencies of this drill and takes things into her own hands with the demon flute. Patrick and the studentās reactions to her constantly blowing the flute and calling reinforcements was brilliant lol. Sheās such a troll. But at least she held the monsters down so the students could take them out at their own leisure. Like getting carried by your friend in a game
Speaking of Patrick, itās no surprise Yumiella is so taken by him so soon. Heās the first guy to actually treat her like a girl. Protecting her from the beast even though sheās clearly the strongest on the field and how he just has normal strategic convos with her. He understands the ins and outs of things in a way she hasnāt seen anyone do yet. Looking forward to seeing them interact more. Anyone who can make Yumiella blush is good in my book
Another fun episode
#akuyakulv99#villainess level 99#akuyaku reijou level 99#akuyaku lv 99#villainess level 99: i may be the hidden boss but i'm not the demon lord#animanga hive#animanga#animangahive
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It was a very spur of the moment to ask her to move in but not something that she felt like she would regret. It was something that she felt like was a smart choice. Standing back, she slightly cocked her head to the side as she rose up a brow. ā No, I'm lying. Yes seriously. If I don't hear a yes I'm going to assume that it's a no and that you are just ripping my heart out here and I mean.. ouch. ā She placed her hand on her own chest as she had a cheeky little smile.
Alicia felt like her brain wasn't working as she listened to Evie's words, felt her lips on her own. After a few seconds she pulled back, looking at the blonde with a smile on her face. "Seriously?" she asked softly, in disbelief.
#ā&&. ššÆš¢š šš¢šš„šš¬ā convo. alicia m.#ā&&. ššÆš¢š šš¢šš„šš¬ā alicia m.#ā&&. ššÆš¢š šš¢šš„šš¬ā
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LITTLE CONVO BETWEEN ALICIA AND ROWAN BEFORE HIM AND NATE GOT TOGETHERR
#natelawtism#alicia rosales the woman that you are#youre gods strongest soldier#for putting up with a crushing ro
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6x03 isn't up for me yet so let's complete my 6x02 recap that I never posted!
DADDY COP 2.0 FT CHOIR HECK YES
Ha that 100 in the title card is cute!
And ofc ABC will never miss an opportunity for some extremely in your face Disney product placement.
Nooo Henryyy (coincidentally, a Canadian airline went bankrupt last week and haunted all their ops less than 48hrs after announcing it š¤¦š»āāļøš¤¦š»āāļøš¤¦š»āāļø. They really need to make some rule to stop airlines from stranding people by basically not giving any time between bankruptcy announcement and shutdown)
RANDY AND CHASTITY?!!!
Actually really great idea to have a wedding as episode 100 so you can get so many guest stars back for the special occasion.
Bruhh how are they supposed to get more catering, flowers, etc in ONE DAY?!
OF COURSE IT'S OSCARRER
Ma'am why didn't you immediately take your poor fur baby to the vet?
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! MONICA!!??? AGAIN?! FFS
Chenford being passive aggressive while Angela watches LOL
"no, ladies first" Tim are you scareddd š
I don't get the Hammer?? He'd rather 100% go to jail in a fight rather than just give them the ring and make a run for it???
"I have to look good in a dress tmrw, nobody cares what you look like" LMAO
Dude just destroyed his own apartment, too
EXCUSE ME TIM
DOWN ON ONE KNEE
HOLDING A RING OUT?!!
KDJDJDJDHDNRNDNFDBBBD
I love Harper & Lopez š
The... The florist just sold their flowers to someone else the day before a wedding just cuz they wouldn't answer the phone?? Don't they usually have a contract or something and yk take it directly to the venue???
NOT THE CAKE TOO what kind of awful vendors did these guys get stuck with for their wedding š
CELINA CASUALLY BRINGING UP CHENFORD WEDDING
"why not, your so good together" everyone can see it even though they've only officially been dating for a few months š
I love the way this scene is cut between the convos.
Yes Lucy you are projecting!!! Please acknowledge your own feelings instead of telling Tim he's not acknowledging his own š
"I need to show Harper what I'm capable of" "by baking a cake?" Aaron stole the words right out of my mouth
"or he's gonna say something that will make you want to kill him and he wants witnesses" NYLA LMAO
LIE DETECTOR TEST HAHAHA
Wow Lucy you didn't have to sit that close ššš
FIRST ON SCREEN I LOVE YOU LFG
Tim didn't you think to maybe test out the lie detector first???
Ok so on my first watch, I was really annoyed that basically everything was on Tim for their argument and his hesitancy about Lucy being detective. But after sitting with it for a week and remembering the end of s5, where we see Lucy be super excited, and he's obviously being supportive but he's clearly very stressed about it (couch scene. in that ep with Isabel), I get it. Tim does need to work through.
We had the opportunity to see chenford walk into a wedding TOGETHER for once but nooooo (ughhh Tim looks s goooodddddd) Lucy's like "oh hey :D wait no I'm still mad at you :(" :((((
Omg CELINA?! LOOKS AMAZING?!!! It's always so funny seeing the girlies out of uniform for the first time cuz they're like half the size XD
SLAY LUNA!!!! Awww Grey
I LOVE BAILEY'S DRESS
I'm crying the vows are so sweet šššš
Ah so the dancing was intentionally really awkward. Good job, James
Noooo Aaronnnn I thought you were going for her cheek djdsfj;aj;a;jak
CELINA RU INSANE THE ENTIRE SQUAD IS TWO STEPS AWAY WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL FOR BACKUP WHILE YOU GOT CHANGED?!!!
Um this scene is perfection?! Alicia Keys?! The no-words asking to dance? How Lucy immediately moves SO CLOSE. Lucy wearing THE RING!!!! I love how they always talk super softly about super important things while dancing at weddings š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
I LOVE YOU NUMBER TWO AND A KISS WE'RE WINNING!!!
Tim not wanting to let go but being forced to by Aaron!
LMAO Aaron "everyone was so worried, but I told them it's fine, you're solid". Love how everyone just casually talks about Chenford
CELINA WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL SOONER?! LIKE ON THE DRIVE THERE?!!
Damn everyone comes prepared with go bags?!
nooooo siriiii
Overall, great episode!!
#I know no one cares but me#But when you watch something alone#You just need to scream into the void sometimes#chenford#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#eric winter#melissa oāneil#nathan fillion#john nolan#bailan#jenna dewan#bailey nune#nyla harper#mekia cox#angela lopez#tru valentino#aaron thorsen#celina juarez#alyssa diaz#richard t jones#wade grey#lisseth chavez#rebelcaptain watches the rookie#the rookie 6x02#the rookie 100#the rookie spoilers
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So we just got back from wrestle bash and we had SUCH a good time.
Beanie got to meet willow who as soon as she saw Beanie she gave her the biggest grin and had her hands on her hips and said ānow whose this?ā Beanie told her her real name and we told her how excited Beanies been all week to meet willow and she like put her hands to her chest and made the aww so sweet face. Beanie picked which photo she wanted signed (not the one I wanted but w.e Itās for her) and we all took a pic together. Willow had jeans with large holes in them so I could see the tape on her knees and asked if it would be better for me to pick Beanie up so she didnāt have to bend down and she kept waving it off saying sheās fine itās for the swelling and then did like a little twerk to show her knees were good which had me cracking up and as someone afraid to take photos these came out great. Beanie got a hug and told her to keep kicking butt and willow said that for her she will.
Next to willows table was Kip and Penelope who I wanted autos and pics with. Kip said the photo I picked is his favorite one. And as he was getting up me and penelope talked a bit and I told her how much I love her makeup cause she was talking bout the makeup in her photo. I told her I attempted to do that style but well š¤·āāļø and she said she thought I looked great and that for the bottom she doesnāt use eye makeup she actually uses lipstick and I was FLABBERGASTED like lipstick on your eyes but she swears by it and says she puts just a bit and then like blends it under her lid and showed me on her eyes and Kip was just watching her and smiling and yaāll this man is in LOVE and like I do not blame him. We took the photos I thanked them and my husband was just whispering to me saying they should date cause theyāre beautiful and I told him good news theyāre actually married and he just nodded and was like thatās probably the most beautiful man heās ever seen and Iām nodding like yup Kip is the prettiest guy Iāve ever seen.
Next to them was colt but he was filming and we nopped outta there. The lucha brothers and Alex were all together and had a long line next to the speakers which will come into play in a bit. On the other side of the speakers was thunderrosa. The one guy who used to be with swerve was there the one without the face tats. And Athena and Alicia fox were there and hugging each other which was so sweet. JR bischoff sabu rhino and diamond Dallas page were in the large room and ddp had the longest line going through the room and out into the hotels hallway. In the other room was billy Gunn who also had a long line and beanie was now getting hungry and tired of walking so I said well Iām broke we can go but hubby said no and gave me money for beanie and I to take a pic with Ethan. Now Iām stoked
So we get on Ethanās line weāre the third people on line. Whoever is in the front is giving him gifts buying everything at the table taking pics like theyāre making memories and paying for everything so good for them. The issue is itās Ethanās table earl hebner and then the lucha brothers with the speakers next to them. Someone keeps going on the speakers trying to hype up the room saying which wrestlers just showed up etc and itās a hotel conference room like the acoustics are not great in here and we didnāt bring Beanies noise canceling headphones. So weāre covering her ears, sheās hot from standing itās now 15 mins with the people still with Ethan and talking to him and Iām like letās just go. Hubby says no you are making your memories. So we stay the lady in front of us thankfully has heard the convo and us trying to keep beanie from crying cause when she cries the the face and photos are red. So itās our turn beanie tells me she doesnāt want to take a picture I say fine is it okay of I do it alone she says sure. I tell Ethan just a photo and just with me beanie doesnāt want to take a picture anymore and do like a little shrug. YAāLL this is where shit got bad but great. This man whose almost as tall as her own daddy and has a big booming voice opens his arms and yells out to my 5 year old āYOU DONT WANT A PICTURE WITH ME!ā
Iām staring at Ethan and his face drops as soon as he says it cause beanie screams runs and hides behind her daddyās legs. Iām looking at Ethan like
I said you have a daughter! He yells back I KNOW I REALIZED I MESSED UP AS SOON AS I SAID IT!
Now heās trying to talk lower beanie is not here for ANY of it and Iām still like dude you have kids and he hangs his head and is like I should know better why didnāt I know better! So we take the picture I tell him I loved egos amigos and miss it and heās like oh you mean when they tried to cancel me? I said forget about that Iām talking bout the interview with Bryce and Eddie and his eyes light up and I said I have listened to that interview on repeat so many times when Iām chilling or drawing or whatever so ty because without you Iād never know Eddie loves tigger and he laughs gives me a big hug and said yeah heās a huge tig fan and said I donāt know why people open up to me but they do and I stare up at him heās very tall and very pretty and I just New York honesty say āmaybe itās the Canadian thing youāre safe and friendly.ā He throws his head back and starts laughing and Iām staring at him and Iām likeā¦ oh no heās really freaking pretty. So he tries to talk to beanie again who now seeing the pretty man laugh and smile is no longer hiding but she refused to take a picture with him so he gave her a little Ethan page toy and she said ty and he apologized again and asked if sheās mad at him she said no we can be friends but no more yelling and he agreed and they fist bumped.
So weāre leaving and beanies had ENOUGH (idk what she thinks is gonna happen at nycc cause sheās too big for a stroller so like the kid is in for it) and as weāre making our way through the parking lot Kip is coming back from his car and I said bye Kip have a good weekend he blows a kiss said ty love and I just went for it and asked if weāll see him in London and he goes yyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeā¦ maybe? Does like a finger gun thing and we laughed and he went back inside. All in all a very fun day great memories. For a con we didnāt know existed until two days ago Iām glad we went.
#adventures with beanie#aew#story time with loren#willow nightingale#penelope ford#kip sabian#all ego ethan page#wrestle bash 2
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"But you're my precious! I have to treat you like the princess you are always," Natalie joked. "How are your moms doing? Does it feel like you're a kid again being back home? I'm sure they want to spend all their time with you."
ALICIA & NATALIE
āStill possible, but we can push through it a lot quicker than a human with burnout,ā Natalie said. She had done it to herself after all and it had been a bit easier to bounce back. Well, with a lot of therapy.Ā āYou do know me pretty well. I would never ask you anything uncomfortable.ā
āItās fine anyway, I can handle a little uncomfy,ā Alicia replied. She had dealt with a lot worse than what Natalie would likely come up with.
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Rumors are not a good thing... (Soleil's Diary, Day 1)
I thought I was alright.
But with my exams coming up, social anxiety, an eating disorder and parent problems, this was the least of my worries.
My so called 'Crush' had a girlfriend, and it's time I accepted that I also may be aromantic or reciprosexual. I've only recalled feeling a crush a twice. When I was in kindergarten, first grade, and in like the ending of third to the first day of fifth grade, when i barely even had a concience. That's it. And as I got older, everyone found their spark, so by the time I was in 6th grade, I knew something was off. Why wasn't I experiencing this feeling?
Now, I've finally stopped trying to force myself to feel what my brain and body was never meant to feel. And this guy helped me realize it.
So let's call him Ethan, and his girlfriend... Alicia.
Long story short, I thought I liked him, but he sorta made me realize that this is not me and it's okay.
His style always stood out to me. He wore this hat and always kinda dressed up like a kpop idol.
Yes, we never spoke, heck he didn't even know I exist till now, I always admired him from afar.
But this one girl in one of my classes, a girl we'll call Cadence, eavesdrops on my conversation with my best friend Kitty about my realization. (kitty was super supportive, I love her so much)
Seems like cadences brain is too small to comprehend more than one word, so she goes.
"Soleil, you like Ethan?"
I say "No, I don't. Excuse me." In response and leave to the restroom to calm down.
Then later, I bump into Alicia on accident on my way to the library, (who i didnt know was his gf) and this was how our convo went,
(S) "Oh, I'm so sorry"
(A) "It's all good, dw."
(S) "Omg ur so nice, I love your outfit by the way."
(A) "Thank you sm!"
(S) "Bye!"
(A) "Bye"
And I continued to the library to study for our boooooring research project.
I saw her there as well about ten minutes later, and she comes up to me with Cadence next to her, and goes.
"Is your name Soleil?"
"Y-yeah... Why."
Just looks at me like I was a bug.
"Why are you trying to steal my boyfriend?"
"Excuse me?" I don't know why but i just lost it here. "I'm Aromatic. I don't know why you think I'd stoop so low as to steal your boyfriend, when I can't even feel proper romantic attraction. Get a brain, bitch."
Then I just picked up my bag and left the library, I was fine until i got outside, then the realisation hit me and my oversensitve ass has to cry about it, because I immediately knew a stupid little rumor had spread.
So then I was in class, and my professor asks me if I was okay in the hallway, and I told her EVERYTHING. She got quite angry, and gave me permittion to skip this class ( it was the days last class for mee) and that she'll send me the notes. (She's the best, bro. One day, she just pulled a out a panera bread cookie from her desk in the middle of class and gave it to me because I said I was hungry.) I thanked her and left to my dorm, and now I'm writing this cuz I fave noting better to do.
Sometimes being younger than everyone else around you can be tough. I'm surrounded by people in my year that are 18-24 months older than me. I'm in my second year of college as an 18 year old BTW. But anyway, thanks for reading, and remember people's, don't be like cadence, rumors can really ruin someone's day...
(Sorry if this sounds childish, I'm just not that socially mature, ig?)
#stop bullying#lgbtqia#aromantic#reciprosexual#Stop rumors#Slay rats#be happy#be kind#Soleil's diary
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hi, i hope you're doing well!
my gender: female
gender i'm attracted to: male
about your future spouse: i shuffled my playlist to channel some songs from them! i got:
thinking about you - frank ocean
my boo - usher x alicia keys
fairy of shampoo - dosii
my favourite part - mac miller x ariana grande
i enjoy watching early 2000s romantic korean movies, and one of my fave, is āmy sassy girlā! this is so iconic and now i get why everyone loves it. their story starts out amidst through coincidences, but slowly their feelings grow for each other. they are the prime example of calm bf x chaotic gf. i don't wanna give out spoilers accidentally by talking about them too much. hope you like it <3
may i please know what film couple is like me and my future spouse?
initials: KS if you need them.
p.s. omg we're moots now hihi ļ½ā (ā ć¤ā Ėā Šā Ėā )ā ć¤ā ļ½”ā ā
hii!! thank u for sending in an ask and the songs. and yes i followed bc your blog is so cute and i love the things you reblogged. ok moving on to your reading: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (2004)
i think this couple fits you and your fs pretty well, i think your fs will be someone who's more quiet or not as social. they only really get talkative around ppl who they are close to, so once you both get to know each other better it will be easier to see the more witty and fun side of their personality. this person seems like someone who longs for love but doesn't want to admit it out of embarassment or of their own insecurities. they seem like really guarded, like they are almost scared of letting someone in. the connection with you two will be pretty instant, i think they will fall first but you will be the one to make the first move. i feel like this is going to take place in a party or get together sort of scenario. im hearing a lot of late night convos - especially about childhood and memories of loved ones from the past. also feeling some insecurities getting discussed, not exactly sure who is speaking about that but i feel like you both will comfort each other well. it kind of reminds me of this one scene from the movie. it might not exactly be about looks but i feel like it might have something to do with childhood or pain from the past. some last details about this person is that they seem rlly outdoorsy and probably likes taking hikes and exploring nature areas. they have an eye for nature photography and is something that they want to get into more.
that is all that im getting right now, thanks for the movie recs and please leave feedback!
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Hi, I'm sorry this is probably an odd question, but would you ever be willing to write a deaf and / or hard of hearing reader?
I've never read a fic with a deaf/hard of hearing reader like me before, and I just wanted to see if you'd ever consider it? I understand if not. It's no biggie, mostly asking out of curiosity š
not me getting really excited to reply to this saying iāve literally got an alicia clark fic in the drafts where reader loses her hearing, only to realise she loses her sight not her hearing šš
but to actually answer your question, i wouldnāt mind writing something with a hard of hearing/deaf reader! only thing is, iām not deaf myself so i feel like it wouldnāt be as authentic? and the last thing iād want to do is offend anyone!
if you donāt mind me asking (or anyone else who happens to fit this description feel free to answer lol), what sorts of things would be realistic to include for a deaf/hard of hearing reader? like do they actually read lips when working out convos, and can they just switch off their hearing aid if they donāt wanna hear (like i do with my contacts/glasses when i donāt wanna see lol)?
stuff like that ^ iād love to know if youāre after something specific, just so i could make it more realistic!
hope that helps āŗļø
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