#convo: alas

[macdenlover]

we don’t acknowledge enough how dee used to be a pageant winner when she was a kid and how much damage it did to her. she worked her ass off and got recognition for being pretty and talented at a young age and it was the only source of self esteem she could garner in a family that constantly berated and talked down to her. she sought after that external approval because it was the only way she could prove everyone around her wrong. her dream of being a performer didn’t come from a self-aggrandizing delusion— she genuinely showed a lot of potential when she was younger. but she went through an unflattering puberty and her spinal condition got worse and that natural talent she had as a kid plateaued way too early. the “former gifted kid” dilemma. she slowly lost the thing that promised her that she was good, but she was so desperate to keep holding onto it that she tried anyway. again and again and again no matter how much people made fun of her because it was always about proving them wrong. but after a while she couldn’t jump anymore without anticipating the way it feels when she hits the ground face first. self-sabotage became her way out, choosing to rather live in the fantasy of her own unrealized potential and blaming those around her for her lack of success, than having tried and crashed again. she’d rather buy lottery tickets over and over and never scratch off the numbers than to see that she lost. that self-sabotaging behavior bled into other aspects of her life too, from friendships to relationships to therapy. her own short lived success is what made her grow into embodying the cycle of failure.

[dykedvonte]

I think Curly being fired a long with the rest of the crew even with the recommendation still invokes he did not get what he wanted through that.

Curly was feeling unfulfilled at work and in his career, yes. He was considering quitting along with sticking it out cause it’s what he’s known and feel secure in, even if not satisfied. You think getting fired would be a great thing for him, that’s a part of Jimmy’s scathing thought process and twisting of the cock pit conversation. However, the most important aspect is that Curly got to make that final decision for himself.

Curly does not get to decide if he’s actually ready to take that step and branch out and it likely worsened whatever was spinning in his head into a spiral because now he has to think of what he’s gonna do. It can’t wait and I believe his misplaced idea of Curly in telling the crew was his way of not invoking the same feeling within them. For him to be able to sit on it for months while they couldn’t, it was not fair the same way it isn’t fair to assume he would wanted that as an excuse to leave piloting.

It’s good to note that no one really got to fully choose what they wanted to do. Just a whole lot of reactions…. And inactions.

[some-red-herring]

Decided I'm gonna screenshot any tavern convo that catches my interest and save it, and here's one that just popped up~

[angelpuns]

When I tell y'all reading comments about Raph and Splinter's discussion is so so so so fun for me. Its like listening to a podcast. Or reading a really good article. And aughhh I have so many thoughts but they have to wait til I finish the polls and make the chart cause they're gonna go so so so good with that chart!!!!

[duplicitywrites]

[joshpeck]

did a speed dating event but was unfortunately was the sexiest and best dressed there. this is my cross to bear

[randomnameless]

:)

Why JP!Cyril's reaction at Hilda "violent Almyrans" or just, lolcalised "fierce Almyrans" was nuked?

He tried to bring nuance to Hilda's assessment, maybe as a throw back to their support convo where she realises Cyril is "one of the good ones"?.

Imagine if, in her native route, we later learn that this axe was someone who was slaughtered and who is still in semi-sentient state?

That'd make the comment about that someone's remains not being "cute" kind of assholish, right? I wonder if this is why Pat erased the "cute" mention, maybe to preserve and salvage Hilda's character and likeability for the fandom? Just like Cyril casual "it's not they're almyrans that they're all violent" reminder?

[isabela-merceds]

penelope's soulmates

[chaosxcrushed]

why does he look so PURPLE . he's supposed to be BLUE OH MYGOD thanks to the CJFS for sparking this idea !!!!!!! it's basicaLLY mind at a party :3

[sotc]

I FINALLY BEAT TRESPASSER AOUGHHHHH i am feeling so much. I LOVE YOU DORIAN. I LOVE YOU SOLAS. I LVOE YOU BLACKWALL. I LOVE YOU COLE. I LOVE YOU JULEIC. I LOVE YOU TRESPASSER MUSIC. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY INQUIZZY AGAINNNN

[libras-interactives]

Chapter 2 Beta Update~

--Nearly all of Ch2 is available, EXCEPT: The "America" backstory when talking with Lottie (it's just half finished). Overall around ~22k words added, and a few thousand to Chapter 1.

--Reworked the Sex/Gender/Gender Presentation System.

--New and Revised MC Dialogue to Ch1, depending on what Occupation you choose. Not all has been changed, more planned later in the month.

--Various typo fixes, small re-writes and bug fixes.

I wanted to get more done, but alas ><;; 🙏🏽 some IRL came up that i really need to deal with. BUT! I managed to get Ch2 from beginning to end! I hope yall will enjoy the last half of Ch2, I'm very happy with it overall! :"))))

!How to Read/Play!

Click this. Do not play it inside google drive, it doesn't work that way. Download the .html file.

If you have an iPhone, use this guide. I can't help you troubleshoot iphone or MAC problems; I don't have one.

If you have an Android iOS, open the .html file with any intertnet browser app EXCEPT HTML viewer.

If you have a PC, open the .html file with any internet browser.

Please remember the saving/loading can be janky. Do not save and load the same or different "files" rapidly. This is a limitation of HTML.

[sinlizards]

hello!!!! i loooove your ace attorney art and im so stoked for your women zine piece!! are you okay with non mutuals dming you to talk about ace attorney/sending asks? I'd love to hear more of your thoughts but I also get it if ur not comfy with that :'] thank u so much and have a wholesome day! 🫶✨

I'm open to asks & such! Dms are more of a Maybe since i tend not to see them and I'm also kinda bad at responding quickly =_=;;

[bookwyrminspiration]

anyone else experience the language learning purgatory where all the easily available resources are below your level, but you're also not proficient enough for smooth conversation. so every time you hear a fluent speaker you encounter several dozen specific words you don't know, but every time you look up references they teach you nothing. so you're on your own and constantly confused

[dan-whoell]

In case anyone wonders, when I dream of Phil he still has black hair.

[sieglinde-freud]

thinking about pairings for awakening trio run since i cant do polyamory (grrrrrr) and like for odin and laslow its easy bc my favorite of all time pairings for both of them are ALSO in conquest but for selena… my fav for her is all the way back home in ylisse so. but then i remembered that corrin is (i think) a mandatory deploy so what if… selcorrin yuri… hello my name is selena and this my stupid idiot wife who i traveled worlds for… yesssss????

[randomnameless]

I think the worse Fodlanism is if any unit other than Byleth or Linhardt faces Caspar. "Did you have to kill a lot of your friends to get here? Cause I'm gonna give this fight everything I've got!"

Umm, you don't have to. You can recruit every other unit in the game bar Caspar and he'll still try to call other people out for killing those they used to know. But this also sidesteps the fact that his nation is attacking them and they're the one's fighting back. Edelgard is the one who began trying to kill her "friends" and he's defending her.

IIRC there's a saying that basically amounts to nobody give a fig about killing 10k randos, but if you kill one named character suddenly it's the end of the world?

We can give him some slack though, given how Caspar should, imo, be prone to buy various "information campaigns" from Supreme Leader, but yes, this is especially tone deaf considering his Emperor started the War and launched her attack on the Monastery, where some of his so-called friends were still around - with only two measly weeks to evacuate.

Again, a demonstration of double headed eagle self-awareness, but that's to be expected with Adrestian characters, remember when Doro blames the goddess for having to fight against Billy'n'co?