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— Mikko Harvey, from For M
#rayllum#rayllumedit#s4#my edits#graphics#quotes#constantly chasing after you#arc 2#multi#tdp#the dragon prince
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I know I design him with the intention that he becomes an evasion tank, but there's an irony I find very amusing in making his new magitek armor lighter than his original.
#ffxiv#sketch#concept#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#I'm probably gonna mess with the design more involving his grieves and the belt design#but I'm at least happy with the mask and the marble aesthetic for the upper half of his helm#even if it reminds me heavily of sentai helmets#superhero landing lookin ass#what is not shown is tsu having to heavily bribe nero for the auto-equip tech that he has#aggressively even#...wait that actually does just make him a power ranger#WHOOPS#anyways I also just like the idea of- after a while- him and estinien just keep getting tackled or chased by kids that think theyre cool#and zenos in particular trying hard to shoe them off for a variety of reasons lol#I just get the mental image of him picking up any one of them that approach him- turning them around trying to get them to just walk off#or him “begrudgingly” nudging a ball back and forth acting like hes just trying to move it away from him#I also drew the bottom right with the thought of him not being used to short hair- and he's just stuck having to constantly brush it back#takes the helmet off and it all just fluffs up- and you just hear a sigh through his mask LOL#and then with the cloth- he can turn it into weapons he's used before in case of emergency or utility- like a scythe or the katanas#mostly because as I write adventurer zenos- unless it requires stabbing or slashing he's usually just going to be up front brawling it#look you gotta understand- the final fight lives in my head rent free and I adore the concept of brawler/pugilist zenos
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Tarn's ideal partner would be a dommy mommy.
That mech is the literal poster boy for daddy issues. He craves validation from Shockwave Megatron a strong adult figure.
Maybe that's why I did the sex worker with his praise kink as they're breaking his aft with toys as well as a lactation kink and the leash with Camien Nurse?
He wants that guidance and to be taken of by a firm, yet caring paternal/maternal figure. He wants to be told he's a Good Boy as he rests his head on nice tiddies.
#transformers#transformers idw#idw#mtmte#tarn#valveplug#maccadam#my thoughts#as much as i enjoy making fun of this guy. he's also sad and pathetic in a tragic sense.#he's both the victim and the perpetrator of abuse. he was literally groomed into his role at his most impressionable#he's constantly chasing after an idolized concept or a ghost of a relationship like Senator Shockwave and Megatron#SW for that “I'll blow you kiss” along with the commentary from Tarn aka Damus on how SW should know the extent of his powers#someone needs to go break him sexually#and then cuddle. let him be the small spoon.
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"beef" on netflix is so fucking good. i love a show about a small event that turns into something insane that nobody involved could have possibly predicted. also i like steven yeun. spoilers in tags
#amy and danny constantly trying to ruin each other's lives only to constantly get into deeper and deeper shit themselves is. peak.#spoilers follow:#literally like half the main cast dying in a gunfight with cops is Also something i could not have predicted.#rip jordan my favorite toxic lesbian queen. she was only there to start shit. stealing her brothers gf. her constant gay tension w amy#and then she GOT BISECTED???? girls it turned into a horror movie straight up so fast... poor naomi she was just there to fuck bitches.....#liza post#beef netflix#live liza reaction. if they reconcile over paul dying horribly i will have . feelings#anyways RIP paul he was like my favorite character. i love a stupid ass himbo#everyone in this show is a terrible person and it's extremely entertaining#'I AM NOT HELPING YOU UNLESS YOU USE NICE WORDS' you both just crashed your cars off a cliff after chasing each other down. ok#'i see your life' 'you poor thing'#it's such a good show at being funny and dark and poetic and Good. also crow motif xoxo#update PAUL ALIVE SWAG
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I'd love to read like, an academic article on the racism in Zelda games but I swear some of these read like the author has never played a video game before
#the enemies in this game will stop chasing you after a certain amount of distance#yeah thats not an example of how video game monster races are a form of unacceptable othering#it's an example of a video game being a computer program that requires a finite amount of energy to run#and making an enemy that constantly chases you across the map outside of its area is both difficult from a developers pov#and unfair for the players since once you engage in such a fight there is no way to disengage#that is not evidence supporting your thesis#which is a shame because i want to read more about your thesis
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breaking bad season 5 out of context
#JESSE!! LET'S CUT TO THE CHASE!! I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!!#can't believe this is an actual line how have I seen the 'he can't keep getting away with it!' meme but not this#just to clarify I would never ship these two in a million years but their dynamic compels me#I feel like he treats jesse more as a son than anything looking after him / being overbearing / ruining his life constantly etc#don't get me started on the scene where he calls his own actual son jesse by accident!!! I love writing#anyways ALMOST finished with my my like three year on and off watch of this goddamn show#because I had a quiet weekend to myself and whenever I am alone I end up watching prestige TV and movies I guess#this weekend it was this and past lives#breaking bad#.txt#jesse pinkman#walter white
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To both HLVRV fans and Fallen London fans, I am so, so sorry for what I've drawn completely unrelated correlations to. (I'm lying I regret nothing.)
#So#99% of The Merry Gentleman's design here is absolutely noncanon.#But I realized while drawing them that the “making them taller than my literal tallest character—#that ISN'T a sort of eldritch entity from space that I associate with cyan/blue#(Not G-Bitch)#—and giving them weird ominous fog that ever constantly follows them#and the fact that I gave these idiots heels#[This is where headcanon starts kicking in‚ bewarned]#aaand the fact that they would chase you across an entire city if only for dream related reasons#(Thanks Chnle for the senario of Sleepless chasing Hypnos across several streets because I stayed up late and refused to go back to sleep)#(Several crimes and annoyed shouts of grievances that the other was being stubborn had dawned that night.)#And about the first point:#I once misread a post Mothr o made for SL being taller than literally everyone(including other G-Man) but G-Bitch/GVRV at some point.#I thought it was too funny to take back—#Have I mentioned that I loved both(ish) while they were shadow-y then disliked them slightly after they reveal themselves?#Have I mentioned that I still fucking despise May?#But he's fun to draw like this unfortunately.#Have I mentioned I have several scenarios I could've drawn to correlate these two more obviously but I feel asleep before it?#HLVRV#Fallen London#HLVRV Dr Sleepless#The Merry Gentleman#The Manager of the Royal Bethlehem Hotel#I think.#I have more doodles I've forgotten to post but I thought this one most urgent. Especially since HLVRAI has my mind at gunpoint now.#Most are FL OC posting. And approximately ONE doodle of HLVRV Doc (It may increase in amount.)
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the fact that moonlight chicken makes me feel so at home in a place i've never visited should be fucking illegal
#IT'S ALL ABOUT FINDING HOME !!!!!!!!!!!!#WITH ALL ITS GOOD AND BAD !!!!!!!!!#THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE THAT CAUSE YOU GRIEF BUT COULDN'T BEGIN TO IMAGINE BEING WITHOUT#JIM DESPERATELY CHASING AWAY HIS HOME WHILE CONSTANTLY SEEKING TO PROVIDE ONE FOR OTHERS#JIM'S KINDNESS BEING BAKED INTO HIS LITERAL BUSINESS MODEL GIVING CHICKEN FOR FREE AFTER MIDNIGHT INSTEAD OF IT GOING TO WASTE#DESPITE NO ECONOMIC GAINS FROM IT STFUUUUUU#FUCK THIS OLD MAN FOR MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY#(WEN PROBABLY)#KINDNESS AS A CHARACTER FATALITY#MAGNANIMITY AS ANTICAPITALIST PRACTICE#I AM CHEWING GLASS BITING AT MY LAPTOP CLIMBING UP THE WALLS#moonlight chicken#bl.txt
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call me crazy but I don’t hate the umbrella academy season 4
#spoilers in the tags#like idk#Lila and five was weird but I could totally see 5 finally finding a partner and latching on too tightly#it didn’t have to be Lila ffs#but I don’t think it breaks his character to not tell Lila about the way home immediately#this is a 62 year old man#who spent a majority of that time alone in an apocalyptic wasteland#with an unhealthy attachment to a mannequin#and that’s not to belittle his relationship with Delores#my atl poster is one of my closest friends to this day#it is VERY easy to build an attachment like that to an inanimate object when you’re that lonely#now imagine five finally has a chance to settle down after 62 fucking years of constantly running and chasing a way to save the world#and the universe basically gave him a second chance to actually live#to be in love and be loved#in a timeline where there is peace#it is entirely human to want to hold on to that for as long as possible#regardless of what you miss because of it#‘they broke 5’s character’ is the weirdest take for me#because finding a way to regain control over your never ending eternal nightmare of a life#is one of the most human responses to trauma I have ever seen portrayed#it did NOT have to be Lila#and I will be forever mad that they paired him with Lila#but Five is not any less himself at the end of the series as he was at the start#he got to experience something a vast majority of the other fives never would#and that’s what makes him OUR FIVE#if our Five hadn’t had that moment of peace he’d have continued the same cycle of every other alternate five trying to fix the timeline#the umbrella academy spoilers#tua spoilers#tua season 4
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there's a ffic in my head. oouuuag. its Cookin
#domestic little character study of The Bg3 Gang after the everything. in this specific playthrough#tav. grieving karlach and also devastated that astarion can't be out in the sun anymore#more than anything i love Aftermath fics. like who are you once the danger passes#the good and bad things that happen to people when they're no longer constantly in survival mode#it takes a lot longer to actually feel safe. and tavelle has been spearheading this group and still feels so responsible for them#takes her a long time to adjust to not being able to have tabs on anyone and she is SO fucked up about karlach#who tf is astarion when he's de-tadpoled and still spawn. he got to be out in th e sun but not anymore. that's sooo sad#tav can and will trawl thru every enchanter store on the planet until she finds someone who can make like a#sunlight protected item for him#very important for this fic that a) astarion doesn't know that that's what she's up to and#b) is worried about her bc she is clearly up to something and it's also like. visibly upsetting her and#c) when she does finally come up with something she crashes into the room to the degree that he thinks she's being chased or some shit#also this tav is 100% not going to stop adventuring for better or for worse. by adventuring i mean. mercenary work#she's throwing herself into fights still. bc she doesn't know what to do with herself And Specifically to rack up enough money to get#that sun shield thing for astarion#and he will have Words for her abt that#also have an extremely silly idea about the enchanter. very obvious silly idea abt who it is. im gonna name him.. tumas pol
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clipping the LA so i can icon/gif later but they really did make garp that much more,,,,,
#{ ooc } ✗ 「 wenp reporter 」#[ the homoerotic tension with this old man is off the charts lads#[ like Yeah the Everything with Zeff#[ but also w/ roger#[ canon garp's already Not normal ab roger (affectionte) but.#[ when th. 'i warned you'#[ why are you as a man trying to warn the enemy of your government about his execution hm??#[ when the keeps thinking about that guy twenty something years later and seeing the ghost of him in your grandson <3#[ thinks a lot ab love that was doomed from the start and persists even long after they're gone#[ love that you'll never be able to enact or acknowledge but haunts you all the same#[ when you. chase a man for decades and suddenly he's Gone? He's gone and the world congratulates you#[ and you can't get rid of his blood on your hands and yet you don't want to forget it but you can't even when you try#[ constantly thinks about grief that you're not allowed to process because no one's allowed to know how close you were to the enemy#[ sniff.#[ sighs. normal ab garp @ roger fr#[ <- blog's still fked up so not replying to things but thinking ab old man
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like if i get my parallel arc of rayla promising to stay vs terry finally saying he's leaving in season seven?? i've dreamed of times like these
#rayllum#tdp terry#s7 wishlist#constantly chasing after you#PLEASE GOD WE'RE SO CLOSE#arc 2#mine#text post#wishlist#predictions#terry and rayla
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Kinda sad how nowadays Doctor Who will never be able to do a scene like the scene of Gwen, Rhiannon and the kids fleeing the army while Rhys and other men in the neighborhood with eventually Andy fight back against the army. Because lord knows with the UK's constant army adverts lately, that the BBC won't the army be the bad guy in Doctor Who again.
#like everyone does go on about the cabinet meeting scene from children of earth#and rightfully so it is fucked how the goverment were willing to give the aliens what they wanted#but only kids the goverment deemed not worth having around in the future#which is disturbing with how rishi sunak acted with the bad concrete in schools situation being similar#but no one goes on about the fleeing the army scene#where we see gwen doing what jack said: save as many kids as she can#and despite having the chance to go with them rhys stays behind saying its not just them#rallying the men in the neighbourhood to fight back with 'they're come to take our kids and we're not going to let them!'#and sure at first they approach the army taunting them#but as soon as they see two army men emerge from a house with two screaming and struggling kids#its instantly on sight#and then andy joining after seeing a mom beg to no avail to give her kid back#like yeah sadly they are pinned down by the army in the end#but its just such a scene to me#along with the schools scene where we see a teacher constantly question where are the kids being taken#and the parents at the school chase after the bus clearly panicked#like you wont get this in DW anymore#unless the bbc finally feels like not sucking the goverment off#let alone the army
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The scariest thing in Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion is losing your progress
#IM LOOKING AT YOU SPECIMEN 10!#i died to that thing 5 times admittedly 😞#4 times during its level/stage and 1 time after encountering Specimen 12#constantly im on the verge of high alert looking at the room number and hoping#specimen 10 wont show up again#id rather have 6 or 4 chasing me and im pretty bad at running from them#(also 6 is easier now because i have the axe but because i want the good ending I dont use it often)#still yikes i should stop dying and get good#(context btw i got the HD game on switch and been playing it for a while now#yes will play Karamari Hospital and DollHouse since it came with it#also will he doing endless mode because wanna see how far i can go.#will probably die early on lmao)#cherry talks#spooky's jumpscare mansion#spooky's house of jumpscares
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i know nostalgia is a bitch but there was a time when my mom would dress me in this little red peacoat and i’d be all warm when the fog came in and it was my favorite thing to just hustle around in the freezing crowd, sample different shop atmospheres, all the low lights and the people clamoring for coffee or bagels. my mom would be stressed out of her mind but we’d still find a way to sit down and smile at each other. and my mom’s hands were always gloved, and i’d hold the cold leather. i was just so small and anonymous.
#i wonder if i'm sad because i miss being able to cherish all the little sweetnesses. i guess i feel like now i have to cherish the complex#everyday misery i feel. like it's not bad to do that but i wonder if i'm sad because i miss it a little when things had to be#black-and-white good-or-bad so i'd make everything good even though i knew nothing really fit into the good category.#now i'm older so i can accept things that aren't bittersweet at best. i can take in all the pain at once + i guess it can be difficult after#awhile. there's no bright side 2 anything but it's not like i can just give up. i miss looking for the bright side even though it pisses me#off to be told what the bright side is. like i always think 'are you weak? u can't take it as it is? u have 2 go changing it 2 accept it?'#but it's a lot of work to constantly take the punches + not ever soften them. i guess i'm just sad that i can't have that sweetness i had in#childhood anymore. getting older is great bc you're closer 2 the truth u were always chasing as a child. you're more capable of#understanding it in its whole. but it sucks bc you have 2 give up on the optimism that used 2 characterize + comfort you. i'm not happy with#a deception but it was always a little sweeter.
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sighs in getting cancelled on by a friend AFTER getting to his house
#like come on if you werent up for hanging maybe SAY SOMETHING BEFOREHAND#this is just the latest in a long line of canceling last minute without communication#and I'm getting annoyed. like I get being isolated. I get not having the energy for people. I get forgetting that friends exist at all.#but if we HAVE PLANS I try not to flake even if I'm not quite in the right headspace#idk we have to constantly chase him down to make plans and it's rare they actually go through#it's also not like we can just. see him whenever. it's a half hour drive and a town over#like I'm also physically disabled and psychologically fucked and I have a really hard time getting my brain and body to work together#so I get it. I really do#but feeling like an after thought fucking sucks#idk. I guess it's time to prioritize getting to know the neighbor we've sort of befriended better
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