#constantly chasing after you
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
You've got to stay with me.
4x03 / 4x04 / 4x05 / 4x09 / 5x01 / 6x01 / 6x06 / 6x09 / 7x01 / 7x02 / 7x06 / 7x08
#rayllum#rayllum parallels#s7 spoilers#tdp spoilers#mine#constantly chasing after you#theme: reunion and separation#parallels#arc 2#multi
69 notes
·
View notes
Text
I know I design him with the intention that he becomes an evasion tank, but there's an irony I find very amusing in making his new magitek armor lighter than his original.
#ffxiv#sketch#concept#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#I'm probably gonna mess with the design more involving his grieves and the belt design#but I'm at least happy with the mask and the marble aesthetic for the upper half of his helm#even if it reminds me heavily of sentai helmets#superhero landing lookin ass#what is not shown is tsu having to heavily bribe nero for the auto-equip tech that he has#aggressively even#...wait that actually does just make him a power ranger#WHOOPS#anyways I also just like the idea of- after a while- him and estinien just keep getting tackled or chased by kids that think theyre cool#and zenos in particular trying hard to shoe them off for a variety of reasons lol#I just get the mental image of him picking up any one of them that approach him- turning them around trying to get them to just walk off#or him “begrudgingly” nudging a ball back and forth acting like hes just trying to move it away from him#I also drew the bottom right with the thought of him not being used to short hair- and he's just stuck having to constantly brush it back#takes the helmet off and it all just fluffs up- and you just hear a sigh through his mask LOL#and then with the cloth- he can turn it into weapons he's used before in case of emergency or utility- like a scythe or the katanas#mostly because as I write adventurer zenos- unless it requires stabbing or slashing he's usually just going to be up front brawling it#look you gotta understand- the final fight lives in my head rent free and I adore the concept of brawler/pugilist zenos
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
Tarn's ideal partner would be a dommy mommy.
That mech is the literal poster boy for daddy issues. He craves validation from Shockwave Megatron a strong adult figure.
Maybe that's why I did the sex worker with his praise kink as they're breaking his aft with toys as well as a lactation kink and the leash with Camien Nurse?
He wants that guidance and to be taken of by a firm, yet caring paternal/maternal figure. He wants to be told he's a Good Boy as he rests his head on nice tiddies.
#transformers#transformers idw#idw#mtmte#tarn#valveplug#maccadam#my thoughts#as much as i enjoy making fun of this guy. he's also sad and pathetic in a tragic sense.#he's both the victim and the perpetrator of abuse. he was literally groomed into his role at his most impressionable#he's constantly chasing after an idolized concept or a ghost of a relationship like Senator Shockwave and Megatron#SW for that “I'll blow you kiss” along with the commentary from Tarn aka Damus on how SW should know the extent of his powers#someone needs to go break him sexually#and then cuddle. let him be the small spoon.
46 notes
·
View notes
Text
"beef" on netflix is so fucking good. i love a show about a small event that turns into something insane that nobody involved could have possibly predicted. also i like steven yeun. spoilers in tags
#amy and danny constantly trying to ruin each other's lives only to constantly get into deeper and deeper shit themselves is. peak.#spoilers follow:#literally like half the main cast dying in a gunfight with cops is Also something i could not have predicted.#rip jordan my favorite toxic lesbian queen. she was only there to start shit. stealing her brothers gf. her constant gay tension w amy#and then she GOT BISECTED???? girls it turned into a horror movie straight up so fast... poor naomi she was just there to fuck bitches.....#liza post#beef netflix#live liza reaction. if they reconcile over paul dying horribly i will have . feelings#anyways RIP paul he was like my favorite character. i love a stupid ass himbo#everyone in this show is a terrible person and it's extremely entertaining#'I AM NOT HELPING YOU UNLESS YOU USE NICE WORDS' you both just crashed your cars off a cliff after chasing each other down. ok#'i see your life' 'you poor thing'#it's such a good show at being funny and dark and poetic and Good. also crow motif xoxo#update PAUL ALIVE SWAG
157 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'd love to read like, an academic article on the racism in Zelda games but I swear some of these read like the author has never played a video game before
#the enemies in this game will stop chasing you after a certain amount of distance#yeah thats not an example of how video game monster races are a form of unacceptable othering#it's an example of a video game being a computer program that requires a finite amount of energy to run#and making an enemy that constantly chases you across the map outside of its area is both difficult from a developers pov#and unfair for the players since once you engage in such a fight there is no way to disengage#that is not evidence supporting your thesis#which is a shame because i want to read more about your thesis
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
breaking bad season 5 out of context
#JESSE!! LET'S CUT TO THE CHASE!! I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!!#can't believe this is an actual line how have I seen the 'he can't keep getting away with it!' meme but not this#just to clarify I would never ship these two in a million years but their dynamic compels me#I feel like he treats jesse more as a son than anything looking after him / being overbearing / ruining his life constantly etc#don't get me started on the scene where he calls his own actual son jesse by accident!!! I love writing#anyways ALMOST finished with my my like three year on and off watch of this goddamn show#because I had a quiet weekend to myself and whenever I am alone I end up watching prestige TV and movies I guess#this weekend it was this and past lives#breaking bad#.txt#jesse pinkman#walter white
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
To both HLVRV fans and Fallen London fans, I am so, so sorry for what I've drawn completely unrelated correlations to. (I'm lying I regret nothing.)
#So#99% of The Merry Gentleman's design here is absolutely noncanon.#But I realized while drawing them that the “making them taller than my literal tallest character—#that ISN'T a sort of eldritch entity from space that I associate with cyan/blue#(Not G-Bitch)#—and giving them weird ominous fog that ever constantly follows them#and the fact that I gave these idiots heels#[This is where headcanon starts kicking in‚ bewarned]#aaand the fact that they would chase you across an entire city if only for dream related reasons#(Thanks Chnle for the senario of Sleepless chasing Hypnos across several streets because I stayed up late and refused to go back to sleep)#(Several crimes and annoyed shouts of grievances that the other was being stubborn had dawned that night.)#And about the first point:#I once misread a post Mothr o made for SL being taller than literally everyone(including other G-Man) but G-Bitch/GVRV at some point.#I thought it was too funny to take back—#Have I mentioned that I loved both(ish) while they were shadow-y then disliked them slightly after they reveal themselves?#Have I mentioned that I still fucking despise May?#But he's fun to draw like this unfortunately.#Have I mentioned I have several scenarios I could've drawn to correlate these two more obviously but I feel asleep before it?#HLVRV#Fallen London#HLVRV Dr Sleepless#The Merry Gentleman#The Manager of the Royal Bethlehem Hotel#I think.#I have more doodles I've forgotten to post but I thought this one most urgent. Especially since HLVRAI has my mind at gunpoint now.#Most are FL OC posting. And approximately ONE doodle of HLVRV Doc (It may increase in amount.)
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
the fact that moonlight chicken makes me feel so at home in a place i've never visited should be fucking illegal
#IT'S ALL ABOUT FINDING HOME !!!!!!!!!!!!#WITH ALL ITS GOOD AND BAD !!!!!!!!!#THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE THAT CAUSE YOU GRIEF BUT COULDN'T BEGIN TO IMAGINE BEING WITHOUT#JIM DESPERATELY CHASING AWAY HIS HOME WHILE CONSTANTLY SEEKING TO PROVIDE ONE FOR OTHERS#JIM'S KINDNESS BEING BAKED INTO HIS LITERAL BUSINESS MODEL GIVING CHICKEN FOR FREE AFTER MIDNIGHT INSTEAD OF IT GOING TO WASTE#DESPITE NO ECONOMIC GAINS FROM IT STFUUUUUU#FUCK THIS OLD MAN FOR MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY#(WEN PROBABLY)#KINDNESS AS A CHARACTER FATALITY#MAGNANIMITY AS ANTICAPITALIST PRACTICE#I AM CHEWING GLASS BITING AT MY LAPTOP CLIMBING UP THE WALLS#moonlight chicken#bl.txt
45 notes
·
View notes
Text
call me crazy but I don’t hate the umbrella academy season 4
#spoilers in the tags#like idk#Lila and five was weird but I could totally see 5 finally finding a partner and latching on too tightly#it didn’t have to be Lila ffs#but I don’t think it breaks his character to not tell Lila about the way home immediately#this is a 62 year old man#who spent a majority of that time alone in an apocalyptic wasteland#with an unhealthy attachment to a mannequin#and that’s not to belittle his relationship with Delores#my atl poster is one of my closest friends to this day#it is VERY easy to build an attachment like that to an inanimate object when you’re that lonely#now imagine five finally has a chance to settle down after 62 fucking years of constantly running and chasing a way to save the world#and the universe basically gave him a second chance to actually live#to be in love and be loved#in a timeline where there is peace#it is entirely human to want to hold on to that for as long as possible#regardless of what you miss because of it#‘they broke 5’s character’ is the weirdest take for me#because finding a way to regain control over your never ending eternal nightmare of a life#is one of the most human responses to trauma I have ever seen portrayed#it did NOT have to be Lila#and I will be forever mad that they paired him with Lila#but Five is not any less himself at the end of the series as he was at the start#he got to experience something a vast majority of the other fives never would#and that’s what makes him OUR FIVE#if our Five hadn’t had that moment of peace he’d have continued the same cycle of every other alternate five trying to fix the timeline#the umbrella academy spoilers#tua spoilers#tua season 4
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
there's a ffic in my head. oouuuag. its Cookin
#domestic little character study of The Bg3 Gang after the everything. in this specific playthrough#tav. grieving karlach and also devastated that astarion can't be out in the sun anymore#more than anything i love Aftermath fics. like who are you once the danger passes#the good and bad things that happen to people when they're no longer constantly in survival mode#it takes a lot longer to actually feel safe. and tavelle has been spearheading this group and still feels so responsible for them#takes her a long time to adjust to not being able to have tabs on anyone and she is SO fucked up about karlach#who tf is astarion when he's de-tadpoled and still spawn. he got to be out in th e sun but not anymore. that's sooo sad#tav can and will trawl thru every enchanter store on the planet until she finds someone who can make like a#sunlight protected item for him#very important for this fic that a) astarion doesn't know that that's what she's up to and#b) is worried about her bc she is clearly up to something and it's also like. visibly upsetting her and#c) when she does finally come up with something she crashes into the room to the degree that he thinks she's being chased or some shit#also this tav is 100% not going to stop adventuring for better or for worse. by adventuring i mean. mercenary work#she's throwing herself into fights still. bc she doesn't know what to do with herself And Specifically to rack up enough money to get#that sun shield thing for astarion#and he will have Words for her abt that#also have an extremely silly idea about the enchanter. very obvious silly idea abt who it is. im gonna name him.. tumas pol
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
clipping the LA so i can icon/gif later but they really did make garp that much more,,,,,
#{ ooc } ✗ 「 wenp reporter 」#[ the homoerotic tension with this old man is off the charts lads#[ like Yeah the Everything with Zeff#[ but also w/ roger#[ canon garp's already Not normal ab roger (affectionte) but.#[ when th. 'i warned you'#[ why are you as a man trying to warn the enemy of your government about his execution hm??#[ when the keeps thinking about that guy twenty something years later and seeing the ghost of him in your grandson <3#[ thinks a lot ab love that was doomed from the start and persists even long after they're gone#[ love that you'll never be able to enact or acknowledge but haunts you all the same#[ when you. chase a man for decades and suddenly he's Gone? He's gone and the world congratulates you#[ and you can't get rid of his blood on your hands and yet you don't want to forget it but you can't even when you try#[ constantly thinks about grief that you're not allowed to process because no one's allowed to know how close you were to the enemy#[ sniff.#[ sighs. normal ab garp @ roger fr#[ <- blog's still fked up so not replying to things but thinking ab old man
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
— Mikko Harvey, from For M
#rayllum#rayllumedit#s4#my edits#graphics#quotes#constantly chasing after you#arc 2#multi#tdp#the dragon prince
91 notes
·
View notes
Text
Nothing Lingers Just Out of Sight
Idea for a Fear Spirit that has the Special Rule:
Flinch Away from Shadows
Generate 1 Fear whenever you use a Power Card on a target land with your Presence. Generate 1 additional Fear if your next Action in the same Power Phase removes all your Presence from that land.
and the Innate Power of:
Paranoia Seeps Through the Land
Speed: Slow, Range: 0, Target Land: Any - This power may be Fast. - You may push 1 of your Presence. - You may repeat this power for each Moon element you have.
#spirit island#I have no idea whether this would be fun to play or not let alone whether it would be balanced (even with tweaks to the numbers)#I just thought of a spirit theme that was based around causing fear by appearing in people's peripheral vision#and no longer being there when they actually look#making them jumpier each time it happens until they've gone mad from paranoia#inspirations include SCP-303 which is a little shit that positions itself so you can only see 10% of it at any given time#it also cheats by supernaturally inducing fear but just being a walking “it'll freak you out when you see it” image is enough for me#second source of inspiration is the Spiral from TMA and the third source of inspiration is real life because I've grown out my hair again#and my bangs constantly fall into my eyes so I'll catch a glimpse of something moving and it'll just be the ceiling fan or something#anyway I also thought about making this Spirit a Strife generator to represent people coming to blows as they grow more paranoid#ala And Then There Were None or The Monsters are Due on Maple Street#but I was already worried that this would make it too similar to Grinning Trickster and that was before I learned about Wandering Voice so#even without the strife generation it might still be too similar to Wandering Voice#thematically it's kinda the opposite where Wandering Voice chases invaders and Nothing Lingers moves away from them after going boo#but mechanically I think the playstyle of both would be moving presence/incarna into a land with invaders and then moving elsewhere#IDK I also don't know how incarna works because I've not played NI yet#also still very much a baby Spirit Island player overall#still haven't tried all the non-NI spirits and still haven't tried playing with an adversary#so nowhere near being able to number crunch for balancing my own spirit ideas#currently at the level of just mapping out the bare bones of thematic stuff#other thoughts are limited presence placement so you have to strategise more for maximum fear generation#maybe only one growth option that lets you place presence?#alternatively you can place presence on your special rule to generate more fear per power card#i.e. X additional fear where X is equal to presence placed here divided by 2 or something#similar to the time mechanic that Fractured Days has in terms of placing presence somewhere other than the board#I think if this is how the special rule works then the number of cards Nothing Lingers gets to play would have to be quite limited#otherwise if it's just +1 and +1 I was thinking the opposite where you get to spam a lot of cards eventually so you get +2 fear per card#thanks for reading if you've made it all the way down here! :)#spirit island oc#or os I suppose
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Kinda sad how nowadays Doctor Who will never be able to do a scene like the scene of Gwen, Rhiannon and the kids fleeing the army while Rhys and other men in the neighborhood with eventually Andy fight back against the army. Because lord knows with the UK's constant army adverts lately, that the BBC won't the army be the bad guy in Doctor Who again.
#like everyone does go on about the cabinet meeting scene from children of earth#and rightfully so it is fucked how the goverment were willing to give the aliens what they wanted#but only kids the goverment deemed not worth having around in the future#which is disturbing with how rishi sunak acted with the bad concrete in schools situation being similar#but no one goes on about the fleeing the army scene#where we see gwen doing what jack said: save as many kids as she can#and despite having the chance to go with them rhys stays behind saying its not just them#rallying the men in the neighbourhood to fight back with 'they're come to take our kids and we're not going to let them!'#and sure at first they approach the army taunting them#but as soon as they see two army men emerge from a house with two screaming and struggling kids#its instantly on sight#and then andy joining after seeing a mom beg to no avail to give her kid back#like yeah sadly they are pinned down by the army in the end#but its just such a scene to me#along with the schools scene where we see a teacher constantly question where are the kids being taken#and the parents at the school chase after the bus clearly panicked#like you wont get this in DW anymore#unless the bbc finally feels like not sucking the goverment off#let alone the army
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
continuing to fuck my sleep schedule up one day at a time
#ali.txt#day.... four? five? of falling asleep for two/three hours and then waking up in the dead of night#already been awake for an hour i get the feeling i wont be going back to sleep#dont know what the point in trying anymore is anyways#sure sleeping is preferable to chasing after the Bad Thoughts like i do constantly while im awake#but clearly sleep does not prefer me#fucking typical of my life lmao#everything i prefer does not prefer me#had to come back to edit the tags bc fuck i hit the post limit#and APPARENTLY deleting posts does not absolve u of that crime and allow u to post again.#guess whos had maybe a half an hour of sleep since she made this post 🙃🙃🙃🫠🫠🫠#if you guessed me: you win!#your prize unfortunately is nothing as i have nothing
1 note
·
View note
Text
yikes
#at least my non canon lavellan was a widow and had a kid before she met solas#and was in her mid to late twenties#some of y’all get off on lavellan being some idiot girl with no agency#so that’s why I don’t feel bad for solas/mythal being a thing and y’all being forced to rationalize it#have the nerve to complain abt what y’all didn’t get but frankly that’s all you weirdos deserve#lavellan is relegated to some loser who’s constantly chasing after a guy who leaves her behind#but then again what do you expect from ppl who’s only interest in the series is a bald white man in love with someone else lol#in love with a bald white man who disrespects his lovers culture#tells her what represents her clan is slave markings instead of telling her the truth abt who he is bc he’s a pussy#he didn’t even see her as a person but then again they like that it takes their special lavellan for him to see the good in modern thedas#except he doesn’t bc he’s gonna kill everyone anyway#and it takes his ex ex girlfriend to get him to stop not lavellan#some of y’all are just so ew
1 note
·
View note