#connie speaks

[askbdubsblog]

hey chat i would like it if whoever is sending me asks with slurs would kindly stop? If I get another one I'll be turning asks off for a bit on BOTH here and the rendog blog

[askrendog]

BRING RENDOC BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if the doc blog wants to you guys can have rendoc back in that skulk hoard au

[conniemcfalcon]

Fuck Xitter

How are my tumblrinas (gender neutral) doing? *kicks feet*

[askethoslab]

Oh snappers!!

Asks are: On/Off

OOC:

I'm not Etho the old ethoblog shut down and a girls gotta Minecraft yaoi somehow

This will NOT be 100% in character, I can only replicate how I view him and how he acts!

You can also find me @askrendog and @askbdubsblog

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I'd consider myself lenient on rules, but just in case

dont be weird, unless your nsfw ask is really like jaw-droppingly earth-shatteringly funny it'll be deleted (And to the other mods, if you're an adult I'd rather not be tagged in suggestive/NSFW posts, thanks- I don't care if you make suggestive about the character just don't tag me in them)

If a CC goes by their real name (e.i Joel Smallishbean) feel free to call them by their real name, but if they're like Bdubs who goes by a screen name please don't use real names thanks

I don't care for discourse, I think it's so stupid please leave it out of my asks (unless it's like really funny and extra stupid)

I am NOT- I repeat am NOT- roleplaying as the cc! I am roleplaying as the CHARACTER!

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Navigation:

In-character posts will be tagged as #SlabSays

Out-of-character posts will be tagged with #Connie Speaks and will also be color-coded blue

Suggestive and nsfw posts will be tagged as such

I should REALLY make an art tag atp cause like i post more art on these ask blogs than I do on my actual real art blog

About Etho (<- not actually done yet,ill get to it one day)

[ocd-converts]

It's been a month since I've touch Choosing a Jewish Life. A book that i first picked up because I was tired of hopping onto different religions and spiritual understanding of the world, trying to convince myself that this is it, only for me to slowly shift away. I've tried being a Christian for so long. Then looked into Islam. Then tried to be a part of different sects of Paganism for 4ish years. Then atheism for about a year. Nothing stuck.

When I found out that conversion to Judaism was a thing, I was so relieved and excited. I found my spiritual home. I could say that I finally found what my soul was searching for.

In the past, my family went a synagogue couple of times when I was a kid, but we lost contact after moving. But now that I found a different synagogue, I couldn't wait to speak to a rabbi and learn as much as I can. I wasn't in any rush to start my conversion, I wanted to fully learn and understand everything about Judaism and Jewish people so that I could then start my conversion and embrace every aspect of the journey.

Then I started to doubt. I doubted my intentions. I was, and still am, scared that I'm fetishizing the religion, culture, and the people. I was so afraid that I stopped researching. Then stopped reading. Then never setting foot again to the synagogue. Finally, I started to procrastinate on reaching out to a rabbi.

Yeah I know how it reads. It looks like I didn't do much. That I barley tried. That all I did was just read a few pages of a book and gave up. But the thing is, I'm trying my absolute best in overcoming this. It's not something that I want to give up on.

As soon as I started researching, my OCD lashed on to it. It kept saying that I wasn't sincere, that I didn't even believe in a deity. Since I was an atheist in the past, it's only a rebound because Christianity didn't work out . I tried ignoring it, but it only grew bigger. Then it started to say very antisemitic things. I was so ashamed of myself that I just stopped. I gave up reading, research, started avoiding.

The fear and anxiety of doing something which is contradictory of yourself is so horrifying that it both disgust and frightens you. So much so that you end up doing everything in your power to avoid that triggering thought.

And this is why OCD sucks.

[connie-cookie]

How the hell did @the-l-dude make GwenPool/Spider-Gwen romance fanart of that quality? It looks like it was draw by David Baldwin himself.

woahh this is the first ask i've ever gotten..

RIGHT?? They somehow managed to replicate GSB exactly.. I have nothing but respect for people who can do that - wish I could! Arte...

[polycephalynest]

HELLOO connie do you maybaps have a. Fave clown toy :3 those little silly looking doll guys are very shaped

Oughh wait I have one we bought when we were little and visiting our grandparents in New Orleans!

This is kitty, he's a little cat jester guy!!

[mournfulroses]

Connie Wanek, from On Speaking Terms; Poems; "Confessional Poem,"

[stcassianchoir]

Hi, I'm Constance, she/they, 🇨🇦 🇯🇲 🇧🇷 🇪🇸, Ocean made me join tumblr just to be a part of this so sorry if I do anything wrong!

- Connie 🍭💕

[connie-cookie]

SENPAI NOTICED ME!

i love you too jay 

[askbdubsblog]

whats gonna happen to ethubs here without the ask etho blog

this is how i found out ethomod quit

[askrendog]

Oh my goodness!

I saw my good friend BdoubleO on here and now I'm here too!

Asks are: on/off

OOC:

I'm not Rendog, this is simply something fun I wanted to do a while ago and just now decided it'd be fun!

This will NOT be 100% in character, I can only replicate how I view him and how he acts!

I also run the @askbdubsblog

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I'd consider myself lenient on rules, but just in case

dont be weird, unless your nsfw ask is really like jaw-droppingly earth shatteringly funny it'll be deleted

If a CC goes by their real name (e.i Joel Smallishbean) feel free to call them by their real name, but if they're like Bdubs who goes by a screen name please don't use real names thanks

I don't care for discourse, I think it's so stupid please leave it out of my asks (unless it's like really funny and extra stupid)

I am NOT- I repeat am NOT- roleplaying as the cc! I am roleplaying as the CHARACTER!

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Navigation:

In-character posts will be tagged as #Ask Rendog This also counts as his character tag chat the brain fog is getting to me

Out-of-character posts will be tagged with #Connie Speaks and will also be color-coded blue

Suggestive and nsfw posts will be tagged as such

About Rendog

[screwpinecaprice]

I'm retaining my headcanon that he's like a human heater. Perfect for winter seasons.

[askbdubsblog]

giggling over YOU anon!!!!

this is to all the ask rp acc. There's too many to @ but they're all so cool. There's so much drama and they're so cool!!!

To all the ask blogs and RP accounts!!!

[j-stararts]

OH my GOSH

CHAT WAKE UP M&L CONCEPT ART DROPPED

Thanks to discord server lettin' me know cause my mind is BLOWN

[connie-cookie]

I don’t know, that she said “I thought I might be bi” instead of just “I’m bi” combined with everything else has me think we might be due for another rug pull — that this asexual writer is giving her the 0 + 0 = 2 experience/revelation.

I honestly took it more like, since in the real world she was always kinda wasting her time and not going for stuff, she never actually explored? Though now that you say it, I'm reconsidering too...

It's super sudden and not very impactful? I feel like it's clear Marvel's just testing out the waters, Gwenpool-wise, but them being them (cowards) they're very risk-averse and want to stick with characters they know do well (like how they keep Spidey constantly in his 20s). It's very clear in their Instagram post promoting it and their shying away from Important characters that, if this doesn't get exactly the reaction they want, they'll have an excuse to cut her for good.

I guess that is what she's founded on though - I wanna see how this turns out. .......idk if this makes sense.