#confessions of my soul

[lillllbabygirl]

i can't lie, i love it when you take my imperfections and insecurities and lay them out in your hands, and call them beautiful, and then put them back just the way they were. just admiring them, and slowing changing my perception of the title i give them, every time, but no words were spoken.

[jessicawwcaww]

Father mulcahy kind of the character of all time. He’s a priest. He boxes. He’s cute as a button. He’s in with the black market. He’s in with the black market to get goods for orphans. He regularly fleeces his unit playing poker. For the orphans. His sister the Sister plays basketball. He tends bar so people will confess to him. He got drunk to preach about temperance. He says jocularity. Southern Baptist services are too forceful for him. He’s threatened violence on multiple occasions. Lesbians want him

[ilovemesomevincentprice]

Bringing this back...

Vincent Price - Confessions of An Opium Eater (1962)

[ramblingguy54]

[eshokk]

THE 1975 by THE 1975 (2022)

[ronpatrash]

when you're bi and your friends are hot

[happytobeherekinda]

yall ever think about how this is canonically the daycare attendant’s character

[butterflysonnets]

yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.

to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!

i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.

also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.

they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.

they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.

i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.

[mythandmagic]

please Please PLEASE everyone go read Like Every Tree Stands on Its Own by @mightybog it is phenomenal and has deliciously altered my brain chemistry. AND there's a sequel in the works which is sure to be just as marvelous and heartwrenching and beautiful as the first.

Seriously, I have been rotating this story for days, even made some picrews about it (courtesy of ElenaA's Kiss Crew, beloved).

Anyway, please go read and kudos and comment and show her some love because she deserves it.

[widowshill]

— And do you or do you not have difficulty remembering such simple instructions? — Only during thunderstorms, sir.

THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965) / DARK SHADOWS (1966)

[izel-scribbles]

grrghfhfhdhdhr i miss when i couldn’t relate to white knuckle jerk

[kitsquared]

Actually Dazai makes these kind of speeches all the time and Chuuya goes, "Yeah, I know. He does it all the time to annoy me. The bastard.."

Everyone gives him (them) a pitiful look

[brittie-frog]

I'm so down bad for Maddox and Ashlyn that my three favourite scenes are:

3. The Redlyn breakup - the chillest break up, Red supporting Ashlyn going after Maddox and the most insane storyline of Red realising he's bi because he kisses Seb

2. Just the entirety of Maddox during opening night - having an existential breakdown over your love life that you break the sound controls and then just give up on your stage manager duties and disappear (probably to help quinn)

1. The confession - a scene I want on repeat: the explanations of how afraid they are of how much they like the other then the "should we just stay friends?" Before having such a love induced make out their just completely ignore Carlos being there. (Also Maddison giving up and telling Maddox to stop coming back to her when she clearly likes Ashlyn... my baby just needed that push)

I love all my queer children but these two are the wlw so I love them just slightly more.

[ilovemesomevincentprice]

Vincent Price - Confessions of an Opium Eater/Souls for Sale (1962)

[deafeningfanlight]

✨ NeXus ✨ IS MAKING ME CRINGE 😭

Whenever I see ✨NeXus ✨, THIS BADASS VILLAIN NAME EVERYONE FEARS, I cringe myself SO MUCH THAT PHYSICALLY HURTS ME - AND I DUNNO WHY 😭✋

Like the episode where Ruin joined the ✨slay villains gang✨[I'M GONNA CALL IT THAT XD] the SECOND Moon appeared I had to throw up. WHY DOES HE GIVE ME SO MANY EMO VIBES LIKE BRO HE NEXT BATMAN 😭✋ AND YES I CALLED BATMAN EMO RIGHT NOW AND I'LL STAND MY GROUND✨💅 /j :D

BUT ANYWAY, HE WOULD BE THAT KIND OF PERSON WHO WOULD SAY "iT's jUst a PhaSe" or "oH my GoSh I'm sUcH a MoNsTEr" or "I'm SucH a PsyCHo HeheHEhe" **AGGRESSIVELY INSERT THOUSANDS OF EVIL EMOJIS**

I CAN'T TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY BRO, I'M SO SORRY TSAMS COMMUNITY 😭 HE IS WALKING LIKE A EMO TWINK AND TALKS LIKE A CHAIN-SMOKER SO LIKE WHAT DO EXPECT FROM ME??? 😐

But for all the ones who like ✨NeXus✨ and don't cringe when he like LITERALLY EXISTS AND JUST BREATHS BUT of course exists and breaths like ✨ an evil badass villain monster emo thingy ✨ , good for you! :D I DON'T KNOW HOW TO INDICATE TONE THROUGH TEXT BUT I MEANT THIS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART RN Y'ALL 😭✋

[arviyya]

Confess sins in my ask box, and I'll write a microfic about it featuring either rosekiller or jegulus *insert some sort of devious emoji*

get silly, dirty, insane...