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mattmurdocksscars · 1 month ago

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Injuries and Confessions

Hello, hello! This is my first Lucanis fic so I hope I did alright! Let me know what you think in the comments or with a reblog 💖

Characters: Lucanis, Fem!Rook, Emmerich, Teia, Viago, unnamed healer

Word count: 2184

One moment, Rook, Emmerich, and Lucanis are owning the battlefield. They move together as a unit, taking down foes and quipping to each other about their kills. Lucanis is sure they're going to win this fight.

The next, Rook is shoving Lucanis out of the way of an enemy and taking the blow meant for him. Lucanis watches in what feels like slow motion as Rook falls and doesn't get back up.

“Rook!” Lucanis isn't sure the sound comes from him at first. Spite is raging behind his eyes, and Lucanis forces himself to focus on the fight at hand. Spite's wings come out and Lucanis is unsure whether it is him or Spite that finishes off the remaining enemies. When the last one falls, they run to Rook who still has not moved.

Carefully they roll Rook over and Lucanis immediately sucks in a sharp breath.

“Mierda.” The wound is deep, and Lucanis feels dread fill him. Emmerich kneels across from him and examines the wound.

“We must get her to a healer. For now, see if you can get a potion in her.” Lucanis reaches for his supply of potions and pulls one out. He quickly uncorks it and holds it to Rook's mouth.

“Come on, Rook. Drink for me.” Her eyes flutter behind her eyelids before cracking open. He presses the potion to her lips and she manages to swallow most of it.

“W-What happened?” Rook croaks. Lucanis breathes a small sigh of relief, seeing her awake.

“You're hurt, Rook. We're going to get you to a healer.” Emmerich tells her. Her eyes flutter close again and Lucanis panics. He puts a hand on her cheek.

“Stay awake, Rook. You have to stay awake for me.” It doesn't work though and Rook's body goes slack in his arms.

“We need to move. Now.” Lucanis slips his arms under Rook’s back and legs and carefully picks her up, trying not to jostle her too much. She still makes a sound of pain and Lucanis can feel his heart break at the sound. Spite immediately responds.

“Get. Rook. Help!!”

“I'm trying.” Lucanis grumbles back to his other half, adjusting his grip to make sure he wouldn't hurt her further. Lucanis and Emmerich hurry away, heading for the casino. Lucanis hopes the healer is close by and not away on business. It takes some adjustments to make it to the casino but once they do, they hurry through the doors. Emmerich is first through and immediately calls for help. Teia and Viago are drawn in by the sound and gasp upon seeing Rook.

“What happened?” Viago asks as he leads them to a room on the side. Lucanis carefully sets Rook down on a bed. Teia takes the time to get a healer and she brings the older woman in. Even she lets out a curse at the sight of Rook's wound.

Lucanis feels his throat close. This was his fault. If he had been paying more attention, Rook wouldn't have had to shove him out of the way.

“Not. Our. Fault.” Spite says but Lucanis shakes his head and stays silent. Emmerich answers in his silence.

“It was the Antaam. She took a hard hit and went down.” The healer peels away Rook's top and Lucanis grimaces at the wound.

“Everyone out, except Teia. There's too many of you gathered around and I need quiet to work.”

“No!” Spite does not like being told to leave but Lucanis grits his teeth and turns to head for the door. But Spite apparently feels more strongly than Lucanis anticipated and the spirit rushes to the forefront of Lucanis's mind.

“No. Leave. Rook!!!” Spite growls. Everyone in the room turns to Lucanis, who is struggling to gain back control.

“Spite, it's to help her. We need to leave so that the healer may work uninterrupted.” Emmerich explains slowly.

“Lucanis, get your demon under control.” Viago tells him. It takes a minute but Lucanis is able to wrest back control from Spite, but the spirit shows his unhappiness by making their nose bleed.

“Lucanis-”

“I'm fine. Let's go.” Viago, Emmerich, and Lucanis shuffle out of the room, closing the door behind them. Spite rages in his head, throwing a tantrum that would rival a toddler's. Emmerich even grimaces at the volume. Viago watches the two of them warily. Lucanis pretends not to notice.

That's how they spend the time it takes for the healer to work on Rook. Lucanis is unsure of how much time actually passes but knows it feels like a lifetime. When the healer and Teia walk out, Lucanis immediately turns to them.

“Go. See. Rook.”

“Not yet.” Lucanis mumbles. He waits impatiently for the healer to speak. She sighs and cleans her hands with a rag.

“Your friend will be alright, but she needs rest. I've done everything I can for her. Her body will need time to heal and recover.” The older woman says. Lucanis feels bad that he doesn't know her name but there are bigger concerns for him.

“We should get Rook back to the Lighthouse.” Emmerich says but the healer shakes her head.

“You will need to wait until she awakens at the very least. Moving her now is not a good idea.” Lucanis crosses his arms over his chest and nods. Emmerich nods as well and thanks the woman for her help. She leaves them with instructions on how to care for Rook's wound.

“We. Need. To see. Rook!” Spite growls in Lucanis's mind, the spirit raging against his skull. Emmerich gives him a sympathetic glance then gestures to the room.

“Lucanis, why don't you watch over Rook? I'll return to the Lighthouse to let the others know what has happened. I'll return in a couple hours to see if she has awakened.” Lucanis is already walking towards the door by the time Emmerich finishes speaking. He says a quick thank you to Teia and Viago, then opens the door and steps in.

The room is quiet, aside from Rook's breathing. Lucanis hesitates for just a moment before he finds himself walking over to Rook. Glancing down at her when he reaches her side, he feels a lump in his throat. Her torso is wrapped and he can smell the elfroot from where he's standing. The bandages are already staining red over the wound.

“Damnit, Rook…” he murmurs. “Why would you do something so foolish?”

Rook is silent, as expected. Lucanis drops down into the chair by her bed and puts his head in his hand. He itches to hold her hand that lies closest to him but he doesn't allow himself the luxury.

Time passes by slowly. Every second Rook stays unconscious is a second of hell for Lucanis. Spite is oddly quiet now that they're in the room with Rook. But Lucanis's mind is a flurry of thoughts. He wonders why she would do such a thing, what was going through her mind when she did it, if she'll be angry with him for not noticing the attack sooner.

His thoughts distract him enough that he almost doesn't realize Rook is waking up. A soft groan pulls him back to reality though and his head snaps up to watch Rook.

Her eyes blink open slowly and she tries to sit up, only to hiss in pain and lay back down. Lucanis immediately lurches forward and gently puts his hand on her shoulder.

“Lie still, Rook. You're injured pretty badly.” He says softly. Rook's attention shifts to him then and he braces himself for her anger. Instead he sees relief on her face.

“Lucanis… you're okay?” She asks. He nods and she relaxes into the bed.

“What happened? I remember we were fighting, but not much else.” She says. Lucanis swallows past the lump that suddenly forms in his throat.

“You pushed me out of the way and took a hit meant for me.” Lucanis admits. Rook is silent for a few moments, making Lucanis want to squirm, before she nods.

“Sounds exactly like something I would do.” Lucanis raises his eyebrows in surprise at her nonchalance.

“You're not angry?”

“Why would I be angry?”

“I should have seen that Antaam coming. I should have been able to move in time. If I had, you wouldn't have been-”

“Lucanis. We all have blindspots. Even master assassins. Plus, in the heat of battle with that many enemies, it's hard to keep track. I don't blame you for something I chose to do.”

Lucanis lets out a soft breath, looking at Rook hard. It is her turn to raise her eyebrows at his stern look.

“Why did you even do it? You could have gotten yourself killed! What were you thinking?” Lucanis asks, a tinge of anger in his voice. Rook looks sheepish and Spite speaks up for the first time in a while.

“Do not. Yell. At Rook.”

“Stay out of it, Spite.” Lucanis growls. Rook raises an eyebrow, curious over what the demon said. But Lucanis doesn't elaborate, he simply stares at Rook and waits for an answer. Rook closes her eyes for a moment then sighs.

“I did it because the thought of you dying does something to me. I can't… I can't lose you, Lucanis. I care too much about you.” Rook admits. Lucanis blinks in shock and feels his face warm at the idea of Rook caring for him. Rook looks away from him and sighs.

“I know you don't want to get in to anything because of Spite. And I respect that. But you deserve to know how I feel.” Rook continues. Lucanis feels his stomach twist at her words. Spite. It always comes back to the demon. Before he can say anything though, Rook is speaking again.

“You should also know that Spite doesn't bother me. If you ever changed your mind, Spite wouldn't be a problem for me.”

“Tell. Rook. How we. Feel?” Spite asks. Lucanis sighs through his nose. Being hit from both sides makes it seem like he's the one overreacting. But the idea of getting into a relationship with Rook is a terrifying one. While Rook has seen his mind and seen the darkest parts of him, he doesn't know if she really understands what all it entails. Spite and him are working together more often than not lately though. He can't deny that entering into a relationship with Rook is something he wants.

“Rook, I-” Lucanis cuts himself off though when Emmerich enters the room.

“Rook! You're awake!” He says, not realizing what he just interrupted. Rook forces a smile at Emmerich.

“Emmerich. It's good to see you.” Rook says.

“We were waiting for you to wake up. I thought I heard voices in here so I thought I would check on you. Do you think you could make it back to the Lighthouse? I am sure you will feel better in your own space.” Rook nods and slowly tries to sit up. Lucanis can't help but to reach over and assist her. The smile she gives him is tight. He hates that he's once again made her feel like he doesn't want her. It couldn't be further from the truth. But he resigns himself to staying silent.

Together, Emmerich and Lucanis help Rook stand and then help her make her way to the Eluvian. She says a quick thank you to Teia and Viago on their way. Once back at the Lighthouse and back in her room, Rook lays on the chaise. Lucanis produces a blanket from somewhere and lays it over her. Emmerich quietly excuses himself and Lucanis finds himself sitting next to Rook on the chaise. He debates saying anything but then steels himself.

“Rook. You can't put yourself in danger like that again. The world can't afford to lose you.” Rook's face screws up but before she can say anything, Lucanis cuts her off. “I can't afford to lose you. Especially not like that. You were right earlier, about me not being ready for anything. But you also deserve to know how I feel. How we feel. Spite cares about you just as much as I do and we'll do anything to keep you safe. But we can't do that if you throw yourself into danger every chance you get.”

“Lucanis…” He places a hand on her face and she leans into it.

“I can't give you a relationship right now. And for that I'm sorry. But never doubt that I, we, care for you.” Lucanis is afraid of her response but she simply nods and breathes out a soft okay.

“Will you stay with me? Until I fall asleep?” Rook asks, her voice timid. Lucanis is helpless against her plea.

“Of course, Rook.”

And so he stays by her side, long after her breath evens out and she slips into sleep. Watching her be so vulnerable so willingly around him stirs something in him and he vows in that moment to figure out his shit so he can finally be with her.

Until then, he'll watch over her like an avenging angel.

#lucanis x rook #lucanis dellamorte #lucanis x fem!rook #my writing #lucanis dellamorte x rook

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fluffmugger · 1 year ago

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#has anyone worked out how many years it's ACTUALLY been for the doctor?#because it's a hell of a lot more than fifteen

ok ok ok so we just go nu!who ages, NOT counting audios just straight TV canon and not touching Dobby: 10 aged in real time from 9, so 903/904 by Journey's End. Call it 904 'cos at End of Time he gives his age as 906 just before regenerating. Impossible Astronaut 11 gives his Young age as 908, Older age as 1103. Town called Mercy: 1200 Day of the Doctor he says he's lost track and 1200-odd, so we're gonna get a bit nelous because we dont' know how long he was mourning amy and rory. Call it a margin of error of about 10 years give ortake. We'll assume he's aged in real time like 10 did, and split the difference so call it 5 years mourning and 2 for the latter half of S33/S34/specials. 1208. By the end of 11's reign, he'd been on Trenzalore for 900 years. 2108. We know we're ballparked 'cos 12 says in deep breath he's over 2k years old. Skipping the time in stasis in before the flood, because time didn't pass for him, so call it 2110 by Heaven Sent. Now. This is where it gets messy. Because arguably he didn't age in the confession dial, BUT that time did pass for him in a very real sense mentally. But it also reset. But he also recalls all of it. But he's also still very clearly still experiencing Clara's death as a fresh event. So you can call his age 4,500,002,110 or 2110. After that you have Husbands of River Song, 24 years on Darillium. 4,500,002,134 / 2134 At some point 12 takes on the obligation of guarding Missy, and he's been at the uni for 50 years (some say 70, let's stick with the confirmed number) by Smile. 4,500,002,184/ 2184. Presumably Nardole's rebuilding occurred during Darillium as River sicced him on the Doctor, and he most likely went from there straight to Missy so we don't necessarily have to add any intervening years here.

Ageing in real time again: 1 for s10. 4,500,002,185/ 2185 Thirteen has completely lost count, so we go in real time and add a couple for S38/39, In Revolution she's spent " a rough few decades" so call it 30 to ballpark. 4,500,002,217/ 2217. Call it another couple of years for before / covering Flux and we get 4,500,002,219/ 2219. so 1315 years have passed for the Doctor over Donna's 15 (or 4,500,001,315 if you count Heaven Sent.)

DOCTOR WHO | WILD BLUE YONDER

You timed that to get out of awkward conversations.

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ao3feed-ladynoir · 2 years ago

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How Ephemeral Should Have Happened

Anything for You: How Ephemeral Should Have Happened by MiraculouslyLi

The only reason Nathalie stuck around is because she would do anything for Gabriel. That's the only reason Ladybug figures out Chat Noir's identity for Su Han: because she would do anything for him. But what happens when their identities are revealed and they confess their love? What if Ephemeral wasn't just a 'what if' episode after all? {Ephemeral Extended/Rewrite}

Words: 2184, Chapters: 3/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Miraculous Ladybug

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M

Characters: Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Luka Couffaine, Gabriel Agreste, Nathalie Sancoeur, Su-Han, Ladybug's Miraculous Holder Team

Additional Tags: what if, rewrite of an episode, Miraculous Ladybug Season/Series 04, Ephemeral, Other Additional Tags to Be Added

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47051359

#AO3 Feed #FanFiction #AO3 Lukadrienette #🎸#💙#🎶#Lukadrienette #Gabenath #Miraculous Ladybug #♣#R:G #A:Miraculously

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ao3feed-arthureames · 2 years ago

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Lay Over Me

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/h2PSjsp

by rayskeptic

When their layover flight out of Montana gets canceled by a blizzard, Arthur suggests they split a hotel room. For efficiency, of course. Eames quickly agrees. And when they get to the end of the long line just to find out there's only one bed, well, there was only one reasonable solution.

They booked the room.

Words: 2184, Chapters: 3/3, Language: English

Fandoms: Inception (2010)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Arthur (Inception), Eames (Inception)

Relationships: Arthur/Eames (Inception)

Additional Tags: bed sharing, There was only one bed!, sharing a hotel room, arrangement of convenience, LOTS OF CONSENT, Kissing, Eames is Smitten, Arthur is smitten, both of them are oblivious, confessions in the dark, Eames POV, Sharing a Bed

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/h2PSjsp

#fanfic #fics #Inception #Arthur x Eames #Arthur Eames #Arthur/Eames #ao3feed

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miraculousladybug-confessions · 6 years ago

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“What if mayura is the school’s chemistry teacher? Or Mireille from stormy weather?? I mean it doesn’t have to be Emily or Nathalie! Who knows??”

#miraculous ladybug #ml #miraculous #mayura #confession 2184

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if-you-fan-a-fire · 3 years ago

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“Admits Grocery Theft,” Montreal Gazette. August 6, 1941. Page 3. ---- Employee Confesses Having Stolen $10 from His Boss --- Herve Bedard, 121 Roy street east, pleaded guilty yesterday before Judge P. T. Enright of having stolen $10 from Albert Sperlman, grocer, 2184 St. Luke, by whom he was employed. Sentence will be passed on Friday.

Raoul Franklin, 17, Amherst street, and Romeo Quintal, 17, also of Amherst street, accused of stealing telephone apparatus valued at $50, the property of the McArthur Chemical Company, were sentenced to time in jail.

#montreal #grocery store #grocer #stealing from the boss #theft #stolen cash #stolen telephones #chemical company #youth in the toils #young delinquents #youth delinquency #sentenced to prison #montreal jail #canada during world war 2 #crime and punishment in canada #history of crime and punishment in canada

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ginnyq · 4 years ago

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My 2020 Writing Year in Review

Looking back on 2020, I felt like I didn’t actually write that much. The whole summer, for example, when I was neck-deep in my museum reopening and dealing with the stress of teaching summer camps, I wrote *nothing*. Or practically nothing, anyway.

But according to my writing tracking spreadsheet (and yes, I do have a spreadsheet, though I credit author Jennifer Armintrout with the template), I have written 134,975 words! Not all published, of course, since I’ve still got several WIPs that I’m working on (of course).

But here’s a summary of what I’ve written and published this year.

Dear Mia (3396 words): This is a short Cullistair fic that is set in the same universe as my longfic, in my series Love By Any Other Name, which details Cullen and Alistair’s relationship prior to the longfic and the fic that it’s based on. I love the bit in DAI where Mia pries into Cullen’s romantic life, and I wanted to show that with his relationship with Alistair. Cullen ends up being pretty sappy, and it totally worked for me.

Happily Ever After (1365 words): Based on a prompt about Alistair wanting to wake up his love with a kiss like in the fairy tales, this Cullistair fic turned into the absolute fluffiest thing I have ever written in my entire writing life. I still kind of tear up at the sweet, loving, understanding relationship between these two, who have been my OTP for two years now (and counting)!

(More after the cut because I’m long-winded.)

Guarding Alistair (12,357 words): The idea for this one came from a Cullebastian bodyguard!AU fic written by cullenlovesmen. I thought that canonically nontraditional King Alistair + canonically hyperprotective Commander Cullen = an excellent use of the bodyguard trope, with a dose of my favorite near-death-experience-love-realization/confession trope. One of my few modern AU fics, I am particularly proud of this one.

The Agony of Love (10,272 words): After Guarding Alistair, I wanted to see the opposite situation, where Alistair nearly died and Cullen was left to worry. This one quickly took their relationship in a different direction; more friends-with-benefits than OTP/true love at first. But with my fave trope near-death-experience-love-realization/confession, Cullen realizes just how much he’s come to care about Alistair. This one’s intense, but with a happy ending!

Spoilers (2609 words): This one is actually two versions of the same prompt about how the DAI crew learns about Cullen and Alistair’s relationship. In both versions, I used the ol’ accidentally-reveal-our-secret-relationship trope, both via Cullen, but in two vastly different ways. I couldn’t help it; I wrote out one, and then had a different idea that I had to write out, too, so I posed both. Sort of a choose your own adventure fic. I liked them both, but I think I liked the second one more :)

Rivalry (2184 words): Another prompt fic, this time from a list I posted here on Tumblr: “I’m only here to establish an alibi.” A prank gets Alistair on Morrigan’s bad side, and in an attempt to establish his innocence, he begs Cullen for an alibi. Cullen obliges, but in a way neither of them expect. Cute, silly, and tbh based on my least favorite interpretation of Alistair and Morrigan’s relationship, but if the threat of Morrigan’s wrath can’t get those two oblivious men together, what can? (Lots, as evidenced by this post, but the cliche phrase, so let me have this.)

Between Love and Hate (2841 words): I chose my own prompt (“Shut up, you’re sick. Just let me take care of you already”) to write for Ellinor and Cullen in @bitchesofostwick and @veridium‘s college AU. I love the college AU and Isabella and Kayley all so much, and I needed to write some sweet, gooey fluff for Cullinor. They liked it, and I had a blast, so it served it’s purpose 🥰

Rescue (2723 words): At the risk of sounding like a bit of a weirdo, the idea for this fic came to me in, not quite a dream but that fuzzy time between sleep and waking. King Alistair is kidnapped and held for ransom; after almost a month, he starts to believe his captors that a rescue isn’t coming. Angsty, but with a happy ending (of course)!

Puppy Love (34,085 words): The fic that got me through quarantine. Based on a mutual’s post about a modern!AU veterinarian!Cullen, this intended one-shot that started as a sort of love letter to my former vet morphed into a rather beautiful story about grief, trauma, recovery, a second chance at love, and of course, puppies. Alistair’s mabari needs has an unexplained infection and Alistair gets a bit of a crush on their new vet. I’m so pleased with how this one turned out, even if I cannot write a simple fluffy one-shot about mabari without it turning into a fic about grief and loss and (hu)man’s best friend. Angsty as hell, but with a super sweet, fluffy ending!

Roses and Arrows (9665 words): My first Zevistair fic, written for the Black Emporium rare pair exchange. I had almost too much leeway with this fic and had a really difficult time getting a handle on it. I don’t know if that was because it was a brand-new pairing for me as a writer (though one I devour as a reader bc they’re just. So. Good! Together) or the pandemic (likely) or just a form of writer’s block/lack of ideas, but I had to finish this one at the last minute (even with an extension) and so there are bits that I still wish weren’t so rushed. But for a first shot at Zevistair, I’m proud of it. And my recipient liked it, which is most important.

Alone in the After (3262 words): My first truly sad fic. Major character death: Alistair dies. He escapes the Fade, but not without suffering a fatal injury, and Cullen has to figure out how to go on without him. Sad, tragic, but I was in a weird mood (pandemic?) and needed to read/write a beautiful death scene. I think I did all right with this one.

I also worked quite a bit on several WIPs. Not all of them are worth mentioning, but I am excited to publish several of them, and hope to get there in 2021.

Of Love and Duty (5529 words in 2020, WIP): My first DA and Cullistair fic. It’s actually a fic of a fic, where Alistair and Cullen adopted an orphaned baby girl who Alistair saved from darkspawn, only now she’s a tantruming toddler and the Inquisition is at the Exalted Council. It’s been a year and a half now since I’ve published a chapter (😭), but I made a lot of progress during and after NaNo, and I will (I will!) publish the WIP chapter soon! And then onward and upward! I shall not surrender! It will be finished!

And Baby Makes ... (7665 words in 2020, WIP): The first ever couple (aside from my own Warden and Alistair) that intrigued me enough to think about writing fic was Morrigan/Alistair. There’s something about their bickering that makes me shout, “Just fuck already!” at certain banters in DAO. This will be a rather epic fic, with one chapter each in Alistair’s, Morrigan’s, and (ideally) Kieran’s POV. Warden Alistair arrives at Skyhold and finds Morrigan and their son. Ten years earlier, they were ... well, they were intimate, and he chose to do the ritual with her. He loved her, and told her so that night, but she disappeared after the fall of the archdemon. He went after her and just missed her at the eluvian (in Witch Hunt). Now they have a son, and his feelings for them both are complicated. Morrigan chooses to complicate things further after almost losing him at Adamant, and Kieran just wants them all to be a family. I really love this one, but I won’t work on it more until I at least publish the next chapter of Of Love and Duty.

Out of Time (working title; 7000 words in 2020, WIP): The complement to Alone in the After, since I’ve been craving still more tragedy. In the battle in the Arbor Wilds, Cullen is poisoned by red lyrium. He and Alistair have little time left, and once again Alistair is left behind to try to go on after the loss of someone he cares for. Deeply tragic, angsty af, without a happy ending. This one is close to done, and I want to publish it! Soon.

Untitled Cullen/Josie prompt fic (785 words in 2020, WIP): My first irl DA friend, who noticed my Alistair phone case and thus began our friendship, suggested a prompt from one of those prompt lists for Cullen/Josie: “Oh look! A shooting star! Quick, make a wish!” These two are my #2 OTP after Cullistair; I’ve only written two one-shots for them so far, but I adore digging into their relationship, which is full of oppositions and contradictions. They are both workaholics, fiercely loyal, and deeply romantic, and I love writing them. One day I will finish my sequel(s) to Strength and Stubbornness and fill out the rest of my slow burn series for them (War and Peace, lol)!

Overall, 2020 wasn’t bad as far as writing goes. Here’s hoping 2021 will lead to serious progress on my longfic and maybe some (all?) of these others, too!

#writing #fanfic #my fic #dragon age

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iohourtime · 5 years ago

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Yamada Ryosuke x Nakajima Yuto: The two who melted together (anan part 1)

anan 2184 (2020.01.22)

(There are more photos and a crosstalk. I'll post part 2 when I'm done translating.)

Hey!Say!JUMP’s Yamada Ryosuke san and Nakajima Yuto san graced our magazine [on this issue]. It is the first time we had this pair on the cover of anan. As sweet as chocolate, we captured the moment when they melted together for the cover gravure. It will bring out your memories of chocolate.

Yamada Ryosuke

When he heard that this issue’s theme is chocolate, “I love it” Yamada Ryosuke san replied immediately. “There’s one type I especially like. It is a penguin shaped milk chocolate that has a bitter caramel centre; it’s a luxury item that costs 300 yen each. Since the filming of “Moeyo Ken” was really tough, when I returned to the hotel after filming, I would treat myself to 1 piece to encourage myself. On the days where I had really difficult sword fighting scenes, I ate 2 (laughs). I like it that much. If I have to give a reverse Valentine gift to hardworking women? I will use good whiskey to make a highball and spend the time together with her. Since that is someone I like, I can send my thoughts straightly. I am not very good with the type that plays games. I don’t understand people who will not confess their love because they are afraid of being turned down, when they cannot suppress their feelings in the first place.

I played Yoshimori Ryoichi in “Kiokuya: Anata wo Wasurenai”. There were scenes where I cannot hold back my feelings. “The script for that scene said ‘1 tear roll down the face’, but I cried too much. Although it was NG at one point, in the end, that was the cut that was used. Ryoichi is a blend of Yuto and I. [Ryoich’s] ridiculously earnest part is Yuto’s and the taking action once he decided part is mine. His reaction to each thing that happened in front of him was interesting to play. I don’t need Kiokuya, who can erase people’s memories. There are no memories I want to erase; it’s just too painful if I lost [the memory] of the time I spent with the group. It spanned more than half of my life and there is nothing more fun than this.”

Nakajima Yuto

In the drama “Boku ha Doko Kara”, Takeuchi Kaoru, who has the ability to copy other people’s thoughts when he writes their texts, is played by Nakajima Yuto san. “Kaoru wanted to be a novelist, but thanks to his ability, he could not write his own work. ‘What am I’ was something that confused him. In order to show that side, I asked myself the same question; didn’t I become someone who wanted to find himself? I was grateful that I could make my own choices and enjoyed my own growth process. Although having the special power was troublesome to Kaoru, I would like to have a special power. Teleportation, shapeshifting, etc will be cool. I think I will transform into someone nobody knows and walk around the city a lot.

I often received Valentine’s chocolates from the staff on the film set. “They could be expensive and the person might have lined up at the shop for a long time to get them. When I think about that, I am really thankful for [the gift]. If I were to give someone [chocolates], I will give them classy and delicate chocolates. The type where there are many flavours and are lined up one-by-one [in the box]. That way, you can eat without getting bored, and that’s how I like it too. You can hold that and take a plunge to confess in a place where there are lots of people. Since you can use the power from the people around you who would say, “do your best!” (laughs) Right now, is there someone who would buy nice chocolates for me? I think it is important to set rewards. Especially when I am so busy with work and I start to lose track of myself, spoiling me a little will bring a lot of help to me. I think giving chocolates to someone who worked really hard as a reward is great.”

The Yama who wants to be spoiled belongs to me exclusively (smiles). - Yuto

The time the two of us spent together is important. - Yama

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