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Everyone in the X-Men universe has the story of how their powers first awakened/manifested and Doc's would absolutely be something along the lines of because he wasn't allowed to have a pet, he took to feeding one of the friendly stray dogs around Hill Valley when he was a boy and some of the local bullies (probably the Tannen of his generation, lbr) doing as the delinquents of the time did, started going after this dog and without thinking, Emmett is rushing forward to save his little canine friend and just full on stops time, lowkey panics but not enough to stop him from grabbing the dog and bolting as far as he can until the effect wears off, leaving the bullies very confused and extremely freaked out. And so begin the rumours, naturally.
And no, he absolutely cannot tell his parents, especially not his father, but young Emmett knows something is up with him so now it's time to start sneaking off and doing some sneaky scientific experiments to figure out just what the hell that was and how he can do it again/control it.
#i love superpowered aus. i love the xmen. i love origin stories and the initial manifestation of powers. i love the consequences and#complications that are born/arise from said powers#because doc's would have something to do with dogs - whether that or a driver just isn't watching where they're going#doc @ this stray dog: this is our secret okay?#or it'd be a last-ditch attempt to protect himself without realising because he was working on something with disastrous consequences#&; a great idea can change the world 「 hc 」#this man though still becoming a great scientist - eventually a teacher at who-knows-where#trying so hard for so long to fly under the radar#it's probably what makes him even more eager to leave hill valley for university tbh because yes good a fresh start someplace far better#idc how on the nose it is it's just so perfectly fitting for him#lending to all sorts of shenanigans#and obviously i'm a sucker for time/space related things in any capacity - i'm here after all hahahaha
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Daily Devotionals for May 30, 2024
Proverbs: God's Wisdom for Daily Living
Devotional Scripture:
Proverbs 17:16-18(KJV):
16 Wherefore is there a price in the hand of a fool to get wisdom, seeing he hath no heart to it?
17 A friend always loves, and a brother is born for adversity.
18 A man void of understanding striketh hands, and becometh surety in the presence of his friend.
Proverbs 17:16-18(Amp):
16 What use is money in the hand of a (self-confident) fool to buy skillful and godly wisdom, when he has no understanding or heart for it?
17 A friend loves at all times and is born, as is a brother, for adversity.
18 A man void of good sense gives a pledge and becomes security for another in the presence of his neighbor.
Thought for the Day
Verse 16 - Even if a fool has the money to pay for an extensive education, he cannot purchase true wisdom, which comes only to those with a heart. Mere knowledge of God's Word is not enough; one must obey it to walk in wisdom. It takes the power of the Holy Spirit to follow the Bible and walk according to its commands.
Verse 17 - Like a brother who cannot change the fact that he is our brother and cares about us no matter what we do, a true friend will always love us, whether in times of plenty or times of adversity. Even if we fail him, and no longer deserve his friendship, he remains our friend. No matter how good our brothers or friends may be, they may fail us because they are human. They may be unable to come when we need them. Jesus, however, is not restricted by anything. He is our elder brother (Romans 8:29) and the faithful friend who sticks closer than a brother. "A man that hath friends must shew himself friendly: and there is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother" (Proverbs 18:24). He will never leave or forsake us. "Let your conversation be without covetousness, and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee" (Hebrews 13:5). We can always depend upon Him, even when we fail Him. He is a mighty Lord, abundantly available for help in times of need, and His love never changes.
Verse 18 - We are told that it is not wise to become a guarantee for another's debt and seal it by a witness who is a friend or neighbor. This financial advice is given so that we can avoid having problems in our relationships. We are advised not to become security (surety) for another's debts. Many friendships have been destroyed because this advice was not taken. Though the borrower may have the best intentions, sometimes he cannot pay his note. When this happens, it leads to complications. These complications, at best, greatly strain the relationship between the guarantor, borrower, and the neighbor who witnessed the pledge. If problems arise when the borrower cannot pay his note, it forces the witness to side with one party or the other, thus endangering their friendship.
Prayer Devotional for the Day
Dear heavenly Father, thank you for the many gifts You have given me. I do appreciate the gift of wisdom and discernment. I am grateful that You have spared me from many a heartache. Thank you also for the sound advice in the Word of God. Give me the grace and strength to always obey Your Word, as I know You know what is best for me. Bless my family and friends today and keep them from the wicked ones. Thank you for Your provision for this day. Help me not to stress about tomorrow. I trust that You have everything under Your control and will take care of me and my problems. Give this same faith to others who need to hear from You. I ask this in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
From: Steven P. Miller @ParkermillerQ, gatekeeperwatchman.org
Founder of Gatekeeper-Watchman International Groups,
Thursday, May 30, 2024, Jacksonville, Florida., USA.
X ... @ParkermillerQ
#GWIG, #GWIN, #GWINGO, #Ephraim1, #IAM, #Sparkermiller, #Eldermiller1981
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Poetnix Spark
An idea. Fiction. Sleep is interrupted. Your only companion is a single candle, lit in haste. The sheet is blank. Your hand trembles, and then starts writing to a single direction, the same way a spider pulls itself along a silken thread. As if your very body knows the final result. By the time you'll sleep again, the sun will have already risen, and what was inside you, a blurry vision seen only by the inner eye, is now written. Solid. Reality.
The poetnix tailed are mild when compared to most other tailed. They don't have the physique of one under the crocodile, nor the stories of long travel from the land dragon, nor the trained servitude of those beneath the fins. They tell their stories, myths of old tailed or the nine gods, yet most storytellers vanish behind their own tales. Beyond well-groomed fur, and keen interest in various personal projects, what would you have to say about the typical poetnix-born, what would you speak to them of beyond their stories? They work, and eat, and sleep, and live, and die. As average as one can find in their own society.
Except for a few. A small number scattered across settlements, a mere handful arising each generation, possessing the spark. Tigers in disguise, those are.
The spark is a blessing, that much is agreed upon. Yet must you be born with it, must you train and foster it, or will it simply make itself known? Must one even be chosen, or is it there for anyone who simply strives towards it hard enough? Ask, and you'll get different answers, each as convincing as the last. It is just known that sometimes, even the meekest poetnix tailed will say something. And their words are spoken with such natural confidence, in such a matter-of-fact way, that it simply turns into fact. As if all the world, the natural order, and the Nine Gods above that order accepted it as the superior version of events. As if truth had compared itself to their narrative, and found itself wanting.
There's no threat worse than when a poetnix simply stops and states your ultimate fate, in the very same tone that one would claim up is up and down is down. For the world may be convinced to follow suit.
Many poetnixes will never find such a spark throughout their entire lifetime, as they toil away trying to convince those around them with an excess of dramatics and long, complicated words about the arts and theatre. Merely following what they've been taught by others and their notion of what it should be, seeing their work as well-crafted fiction, and so it is fiction. Some will have a singular moment, where they crest the peak of their own creation, and speak it into being with a pure force of will, and never obtain such conviction again.
Those are preferable than those who have it, and know how to use it properly. They will not tell you about the spark, and the power it grants them. They will not speak of confidence and belief. Only by living wholly within their story can they write their words upon reality.
"The storm will end soon."
"The ground here is rich and fertile."
"You'll die to his sword."
And so it shall be.
The distance between creation and reality has always been the spring by which the poetnix tailed are wound. The spark closes that distance. And is that not a tragedy, for what is the worth of all the poetry in the world, when put close to words said with a unwavering heart?
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I didn't leave anything for my eldest son as his inheritance. AITA?
For context, I (3000M) have two sons and they have different mothers. My eldest, let's just call him 'Sean' (900M), was my son from my first marriage. It was technically an arranged marriage, but I'm friends with his mum and we're cool even though we don't have much of a romantic or physical relationship with each other.
I met my second wife a few years ago, and we really hit it off almost immediately. I found a connection with her that I never had with my first wife. So, with my first wife's consent, I married her as well. It's been a few years now, and we're expecting a little boy in a few months. We have not yet decided on a name, but let's just call him 'Ian'.
Now comes the part where I think I might be an asshole. I have a really powerful sword in my possession, and recently I have been meaning to pass this on to my younger son. Because of complications arising from genetics from his mother's side, he would need this sword to help with his condition. As I had never really planned on leaving anything to my descendants (I control the Western half of Japan, but it was agreed that I will break up my territory to my allies after my demise, and I never wanted any of my children to become spoiled brats used to handouts), I hadn't really planned on leaving Sean anything in my will.
Since I am now deciding to leave something for Ian, I decided to give another sword of mine to Sean so that it's fair for both brothers. It's not as powerful, and I suspect it won't suit him all that much given his personality. But it's better than not giving him anything right? I spoke to my swordsmith about this and he was a little uneasy about it. Said something about how Sean would get really upset if he knew I was only giving this sword to him as some kind of a sympathy gift and something about how I've been neglecting him a bit since I've met my second wife. He pointed out that Sean technically doesn't know he's gonna have a little brother too. However, I feel that it was really unfair of him to say so, since my eldest is already an adult. It's ridiculous for me to be spending more time with him when I have a pregnant wife to tend to (not to mention the political crisis we have going on right now but that's for another post).
IMO Sean had truly been spoiled by myself and my first wife since he was born. He grew up with all sorts of luxuries and Ian would only be getting a portion of what he got. I assume Ian will have a really difficult childhood because of his genetic condition as well.
So reddit, AITA?
#inuyasha#sesshomaru#inu no taisho#izayoi#yashahime#dont @ me i love touga#im just sad about Sesshoumaru as usual
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fire and ice {Draco Malfoy x Reader}{pjo x hp crossover}
Words: 21k {:))))}
Summary: Wizards and demigods don’t get along. So what happens when the Malfoys are forced to stay at Camp Half-Blood?
Genre: angst - pjo crossover!!!
Notes: ask me about commissions! - masterlist - AM I SORRY? ABSOLUTELY NOT. this has been brewing in my brain for literal ages and i’ve finally snapped and just done it. might do more. who knows? certainly not me.
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Lucius Malfoy hates demigods.
Everyone knows it. He doesn't make it a secret. He doesn't listen to the people who tell him – time and time again – that demigods and wizards aren't even meant to mingle, that him bringing their name into every press conference, every public appearance, every meeting, is doing nothing but spurring a fire that should never have been lit in the first place.
He's at it again, though, because of course he is. That man never knows when to leave well enough alone, especially concerning business that has nothing to do with him.
Today, his words are just as harsh as they were yesterday. The newspaper quotes him saying demigods are nothing but scum, mistakes upon the world. He has claimed plenty of times that not a single demigod was a planned child, that no god in their right mind would ever conceive with a Muggle.
“What the fuck is a Muggle?” Percy asks.
You shake your head, eyes narrowed at the black and white words. They jumble together, as they always have done, but you're still capable of making out the bare bones.
Lucius Malfoy really, really hates demigods.
“This guy is on drugs,” Percy continues. “Who's gonna be the one to tell him we're all literally just vibing over here in camp?”
“I think it all comes down to jealousy,” says Annabeth.
“Jealous about what? He's a fully grown wizard – he could wipe us out with one flick of his wrist if he wanted to.”
“You underestimate us.”
Percy scoffs. “I saw Will nearly fall into the fire the other day; there's absolutely nothing here Lucius Malfoy needs to be afraid of.”
And you see his point. Of course you do. Being a demigod yourself, you have the utmost confidence in the fact that Lucius Malfoy could, indeed, probably wipe you out with nothing more than a brief thought. Gods only know he's wanted to for as long as you've heard his name.
Nonetheless, this acceptance doesn't stop you from thinking about what it would be like to really stumble across the man who seems to be all talk and no action. Never once have you heard a story of wizards attacking demigods, nor vise versa. The two clans stay far apart from one another for reasons that have been made abundantly clear in the newspapers; they will just never get along. Two clashes of power like that will leave the world rumbled, and many people hurt, and it's better off to avoid that when you can.
“We should track this Malfoy bloke down.”
The words have fallen from your mouth before you've even fully registered they are what you wanted to say. Both Percy and Annabeth pause mid-argument, Annabeth nearly snapping her spine with how fast she twists in her seat to look at you. You flick your eyes up from your plate of roast beef and give a tiny, timid smile, as if shy that you even made such a suggestion.
“You're joking,” says Percy, before turning to Annabeth. “They're joking, right?”
“They're definitely joking.”
“I'm not.”
“Well, you need to start joking before I bring Will over here to make sure you're not running a fever or something-”
“I'm serious!” You gesture towards the fire, where the newspaper can still be seen curling amongst the flames. “Have you guys not been reading the amount of threats he sends us every time he gets a chance? What if he's serious?” “I doubt he's being serious,” Annabeth says, though there's a wobble in her voice that tells you she perhaps doesn't fully believe her own assurances. “Isn't it a crime in the wizard world to – like – murder innocent things?”
“I'm pretty sure there was an entire space of time over there where people were just murdering each other,” Percy responds.
Annabeth pales.
“See what I mean?” you continue. “Besides, it's getting boring here.”
Percy blinks. “Boring?”
“I'm bored. I just want something to do, for Gods sake. Chiron's keeping such a tight leash on us-”
Percy throws his hands up. “Oh! I wonder why!”
“You two even said a few days ago that you miss being out and about, doing stuff, saving lives-”
“I never said that,” Percy argues. “In my opinion, I've had enough saving lives to last me a lifetime.”
“Weak.”
“Coming from-”
“Okay!” Annabeth snaps. “Enough. This conversation is officially over.”
You pout, folding your arms over your chest like a child having a tantrum. Percy laughs at your expression, giving your nose a playful tap that does nothing but infuriate you further. It's been like this for weeks now – short tempers, boredom, an unease that can only be put to rest when you're out and about, doing what you do best.
Maybe it's the ADHD. Maybe it's the godly blood running through your veins. Maybe you're just too curious for your own good, but you want to find Lucius Malfoy and just talk to him. You want to see if he's as tough in person as he makes himself out to be on paper. You know you're not much to look at, nothing more than a teenager with interesting parentage, but maybe that will be enough to get your questions answered – why do wizards hate demigods so much?
Annabeth cuts the conversation short any time you try bringing it to life again. She's a master at changing the subject, sometimes deciding to just talk over you about a completely different topic. Eventually, Percy's laughter and Annabeth's avoidance is enough to make you shut up, and soon you're just sitting there, listening to Annabeth talk about the recent Athena cabin shenanigans she bore witness to a few nights previous.
Dinner finishes, and the tables split back into their cabins. Annabeth gets lost amongst her sea of siblings, giving you and Percy a wave before she disappears for the night. You and Percy walk in silence for a little while, before you split off to your own respected cabins.
Alone.
Sleeping on your own has never bothered you before. It's all you've ever known. You were born an only child, your mother having lost her mind shortly after giving birth to you, your father never being around due to the complicated fact he was a god.
Is a god.
Sometimes it shakes you to think your own father will undoubtedly outlive you. Hades is sat on his throne somewhere, watching you do all these things in his honour, knowing full well he will one day have to watch you die. He might be by your bedside as your heart beat gradually comes to a halt in your sleep.
More likely, he will be sat amongst his godly brothers and sisters, watching you fight on the battle field, catching the very moment a sword pierces your chest and you bleed out with no one to help you, no one by your side, no one caring.
You shake the thought from your head as you reach your cabin, a large, black painted building with a skull and crossbones over the door. It's a lonely place, but demigods are lonely kids, so it kind of fits, and you've never seen any problem with facing the truth.
As soon as the door closes behind you, you grab your notebook and pen from beneath your pillow. It's been a long time since you wrote anything, considering you've been too tired to even properly function these days, but tonight, your thoughts are heavy, and you need to find some way to let them loose. You sit cross-legged on the uncomfortable camp bed Chiron provided you with all those years ago, and start scribbling.
Just random sentences, things that probably won't even make sense when you wake up tomorrow morning, words that don't even go together, but are just popping in your mind every few seconds. You've always called it poetry, but it's on thin ice. You let nobody read it, considering you know how bad it is, how weird it is. You can honestly imagine someone reading it and immediately expressing concerns for your mental stability.
But it distinguishes that weight in your brain. It makes you see sense for a bit, pouring these words onto paper before closing the notebook and stuffing it beneath your pillow. You won't have to read them again if you don't want to, and that's the best part; it offers a moment of bliss, but there are no strings attached. All is well. All can be ignored if you want it to be.
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It takes weeks for the subject of Lucius Malfoy to arise at the dinner table again.
Annabeth has been fighting it off. The demigod has known you for far too long; at this point, all she needs to do is take a glimpse of your face, and immediately she knows exactly what is going through your brain. It's like a sixth sense to her, and it gives her the perfect opportunity to change the subject before you can so much as utter the word Wizard.
Percy notices the tension, and finally snaps.
“Are you still thinking about what Lucius Malfoy said?”
Annabeth groans, slapping Percy on the arm. “I told you not to bring it up!” But your attention has already been grabbed. You straighten up in your seat, grinning from ear to ear as you say, “So can we go?”
“Give me a break,” Annabeth grumbles, dropping her head into her hand. “We're not going to visit Lucius Malfoy. We don't know the guy.”
“He doesn't know us.”
“Good.”
You lean across the table to flick Annabeth's forehead. “But he still insists on talking about us to whatever freaky wizard press he has special ties to; I just want to see him, Annabeth! I just want to – like – mess with him a little bit!”
Percy laughs, nudging Annabeth's elbow. When he speaks, it's through a mouthful of noodles. “I actually think our Y/N is on to something.”
“Thank you, Percy.”
Annabeth's head shoots up, a pale spot in the centre of her forehead where you flicked her. “No! No, this isn't even up for debate. Chiron will kill us if he knows we're even talking about it.”
“No he won't,” you reply. “Chiron trusts us. He's seen us do all sorts, and it's not like I'm asking you guys to go and risk your lives for me. We'll go and talk to him, get his side of the story, and then we'll-”
“It's honestly like you think I'm stupid.”
You freeze, fork hovering halfway to your mouth. “Come again?”
Percy laughs, failing to stifle it behind his hand. “You've only gone and woken the beast, Y/N.”
“Shut up.”
Annabeth sighs, running a hand over her ponytail. “I've known you since we were seven years old, Y/N – I know what you're up to. You'll never just talk to Lucius Malfoy. You'll get there, and you'll have to taunt him, and jeer at him, and put a stink bomb in his bathroom-”
“That's the oldest trick in the book – I'm better than that.”
“But you know what I mean!” Annabeth shakes her head. “You'll get carried away, and we know what happens when you get carried away.”
Your stomach dips. Even Percy's bright smile falls, replaced with a grimace the two of you share. It's a low blow, and Annabeth knows that, but she also knows better than to make it out like you and Percy aren't two of the most unpredictable demigods to walk on Camp Half-Blood soil.
When Annabeth next speaks, her voice is softer. “It's just too risky.”
“Since when did you start being scared of a little confrontation?”
Percy's voice startles you from your momentary reverie. Both you and Annabeth snap to attention, turning to look at your friend with raised brows; suddenly, he doesn't look like the happy-go-lucky, always bantering kid he usually is. His expression has darkened, jaw set and eyebrows lowered so his blue eyes look darker than normal. He can't even bring himself to look you both in the eye, instead choosing to keep a firm glare on the noodles and rice in front of him.
“What do you mean?” Annabeth asks. “I'm not afraid of confrontation. My scars can vouch for that.”
“Right, so why is Y/N's suggestion so scary to you?”
You blink; this was certainly not the direction you were expecting the conversation to go. Annabeth and Percy bicker like cat and dog, but there's never been any malice in it. Now, listening to Percy, you can hear the genuine hurt in his voice, and you know her previous comments about getting carried away have actually struck a chord in him.
Annabeth stares with her mouth agape, clearly unsure how to respond. She must sense the tension, too, must realise she has said the wrong thing.
Still without looking up, Percy says, “I agree with Y/N; we need out of this camp for a little while. We need to do something. So why not have a little road trip to visit the man himself, huh? Why not get our questions answered?”
“Percy....” Annabeth flicks a desperate glance in your direction, but you're not inclined to intervene when Percy is like this. As someone who has experienced the difficulty of controlling powers that you have been forced to ignore for a grand number of years, the last thing you want to do is provoke Percy any further than Annabeth has already managed to do.
“I'm bored, too,” he continues. “And, to be honest, I'm getting pretty tired of them wizards thinking they can say whatever they want about us. It's about time we let them know they're not better than anyone just 'cause they wear them stupid robes and have a council.”
“So what are you saying?” you pipe up, excitedly. “You'll go with me?”
Percy shrugs. “I don't see why not. It'll be a bit of fun, won't it?”
You cheer, throwing your hands in the air before catching a glimpse of Annabeth's angered expression. Your cheer immediately drifts away, and you let your hands fall to your sides before mumbling, “You sure? 'Cause, I mean, we don't have to.”
“No, we're going,” says Percy, staring right at Annabeth. He has a death wish. That is the only explanation you can come up with right now. “It'll be fun, as you said.”
Annabeth's nostrils flare. She says nothing else, simply sends one final glare to Percy – as if you're not even present – and stands up, marching away before dinner has finished.
Percy huffs, slumping back in his chair. “Where does she get off telling us we get carried away?”
“I mean, she isn't wrong, Percy.”
Percy scowls. “I don't think that's very fair.”
“You're in denial.” You plunge your fork into his noodles, using his distraction to steal some food for yourself. “But we're going to visit Lucius Malfoy! That'll be fun!”
“I only said that to make Annabeth angry.”
“I know, but a promise is a promise. We're going, and we're gonna have a fantastic time.”
“I highly doubt that.”
Not even two seconds later, Percy squeals and jumps from his seat. “Hey! Don't do that!”
You grin, willing the skeletons hand to let go of Percy's ankle and sink back into the dirt.
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You and Percy remember this so well.
It's muscle memory at this point, standing in the Hades cabin in the dark of night, Percy having tip-toed over to your domain to indulge in some illegal shenanigans. When you were younger, this used to be a nightly occurrence, which is one of the main reasons you both share such dramatic memories; neither of you are capable of staying out of trouble for very long, and maybe this is the very reason why.
It's so easy for you to go wherever you want. You could shadow travel out of Camp Half Blood without a second thought, exhaustion be damned, but you never do. You respect Chiron too much to go out of your way to disobey him, but tonight is an exception. Percy stands by your side, hands tucked into an oversized hoodie. He's pulled the hood on over his dark hair, shoving the tangled strands into his eyes, though he does little to fix this. Instead, he keeps his blue gaze on you and says, “How long do you think we'll be?”
“Not long,” you reply. “A few hours. Maybe a little longer if you fancy a stroll around London before we head back.”
Percy scowls, glancing over his shoulder at the window. Nobody is awake. Camp Half Blood has never been so quiet.
“Stop worrying.” You grab the sleeve of his hoodie, ushering his attention back to you. “I know what I'm doing, Perce – you've been with me a thousand times before. You know I can do it.”
“Last time you shadow travelled this far, you nearly died.”
“I was younger then. I've had more practise.”
“Enough to travel to London?”
You grab his hand, the motion so familiar now it's almost second nature. “Let's find out, shall we?”
You don't give life the chance to throw another distraction your way; you inhale in that way you always do before a lengthy jump, and then you let your mind empty of all rational thought. Your mind does not go blank, nor does it settle; for a brief spell, you feel insane. You feel utterly and completely unhinged as the dead cackle in your head, thrashing through your brain like dogs trying to leap a wire fence. Your thoughts are no longer your own, replaced instead by the thoughts of people who are angry at death, angry at their own fate, people who blame your father and all of his offspring for the way their lives turned out.
It hurts. You're forced to watch their faces as they twist into expressions of pure agony, begging for a help you cannot give them, because they are hundreds of years too late.
It stops once your feet hit the ground.
You try to steady yourself just to give off the illusion that you're perfectly fine, but your legs give out and you fall to your knees. Percy grabs your arm, but your body is limp as it slowly restores from the hectic ride that is shadow travel.
“Never gets any better,” Percy grumbles; even he is a little uneasy on his feet, swaying to and fro. “Are you okay?”
“Fine,” you belch. “Are we in London?”
Percy looks up. You follow his gaze, warmth immediately flooding your stomach at the sight of a job well done, because the two of you are amongst the unmistakeable sights of London.
It's a bit disappointing, you won't lie. Pictures in newspapers always perceive England to be this sophisticated, well-lit place, bustling with people dressed in suits and expensive clothes. Instead, you're greeted by a dark city street, broken street lights flickering overhead, people bustling by with their heads down, wearing track suits.
In the distance, someone yells, “Come on, mate!” and it echoes off the cobbled stone walls.
You and Percy share a glance.
“Maybe we just expected too much,” he says.
“Probably.”
He hauls you to your feet, keeping a hand on your arm just in case you end up toppling over again. Through the darkness, you are just able to make out the peak of a large house in the distance. It's straight from a horror movie in your opinion, made up of dark cobbles, a golden fence adorned with spikes to keep the Muggles from entering; the word itself is nearly enough to make you laugh, though the sight of the house keeps you quiet.
You and Percy approach the gates timidly, his hand still on your arm. “Is this the Malfoy house?”
“I think so,” you whisper. “It looks like the pictures we always see. It's what I was aiming for, anyway.”
“Good job, soldier.”
“Thanks, boss.” You pause, craning your neck to get a better look at the house. “How do we actually get through the gate?”
There are lights on in at least four of the rooms, a shadow passing by a curtain that looks tall and slim, gliding more than walking. You grab Percy's arm and point, whispering urgently, “That must be him! Lucius!”
Percy ducks his head down and laughs. “Okay, okay. Let's just climb the fucking gate and get everything set up.” He glances at you. “You're sure you're up for this?”
“I've never been more prepared for anything in my life.”
Together, the two of you scale the metal gate, using the upper body strength you have gathered from years of training at Camp Half Blood. You're over and in this strangers garden in a number of seconds, sprinting through the grand garden before suspicions can be roused. Around you, white peacocks look up from their grazing, though none of them make a sound to give away the presence of two strangers.
You reach the fountain and duck beneath it; this is where Percy needs to be if he wants to succeed in his part of the plan. He crouches beside you and hovers his hands over the water, not even giving you a warning before he uses his powers to pull the water from the concrete fountain. It sprays across the garden, and that's when the peacocks start to scream.
Water splashes against their feathers, startling them. You can barely hide your laughter at the sight of them springing up from whatever peaceful graze they were involved in beforehand, now darting around the garden like someone has plucked a feather from their flesh.
Percy shoves your arm. “Stop laughing and get on with it before they come out!”
You push past the distractions and focus your energy on your own powers. Your exhaustion makes it all a little bit more difficult, but the image of the final product is enough to have you pushing the exhaustion aside just to reap the benefits of this. Inside yourself, something pulls, and it's familiar, uncomfortable, but it has the effect you want. Almost immediately, a skeletal hand darts from the ground. Just one for now, but you wait patiently before making the next one erupt.
The front door of the Malfoy house bursts open, and standing there is no other than-
“That's not Lucius,” Percy says.
“It definitely is not.”
The person standing in the doorway cannot be much older than you, with snow white hair and a sharp face. His eyes, blue and cold, are wide as they take in the sight before him, his wand clutched in a trembling hand.
“You said you saw Lucius in the window!” Percy hisses, struggling to reel the spray of water back into himself.
“I thought it was!”
“For Gods sake.” Percy grabs your arm and drags you up, no longer caring about being seen. However, you stumble as he runs, dragging you along behind him, because the sight of the boy is distracting; he looks terrified, like he was expecting something completely different, like he thought someone was finally coming to take him away.
You recognise the expression only because you've worn it yourself so many times; growing up as the child of Hades leaves a lot of scars and a lot of fear on a person, considering your father certainly isn't the most liked individual upon the Olympians.
As Percy attempts to drag you back to the gate, you glance over your shoulder. The boys blue eyes glare into your own. He has seen you.
And nothing can really prepare you for what happens next. You don't know enough about the wizarding world to expect this, but the feeling is unlike anything you have ever felt before. Someone yells in your direction, and then something is crashing into your spine, slithering along your neck, giving you not a single chance to react before the world goes still and you drop to the floor, no longer processing a single thing happening around you.
----
“Would you just wake up?”
The voice is posh and annoying. It makes you want to laugh.
The pain in your spine stops you from doing such a thing, however. Instead, you slowly rouse from sleep, met by the blinding lights of a room unfamiliar. You lay on a bed fit for a king, soft pillows engulfing your sore head, thick mattress swaddling your body like a newborn baby.
And standing above you is a boy you remember seeing only vaguely; pale skin, snow white hair, a grimace that shows he perhaps isn't too happy about having you in his home.
You stare at him a moment, willing him to make the first move. Maybe if he starts the conversation, you won't have to go into too much detail about why you're actually here, because despite the glitches in your memory, that is something you remember very, very well.
Running across his lawn, thinking you were clever because you and Percy were finally going to give Lucius Malfoy a piece of his own medicine.
And now Percy is gone, and you're trapped in a strangers house.
The boy stood above you, however, says nothing. He looks almost nervous, eyes flashing between you and the door, like he's planning the easiest way to flee if things reach that point.
Finally, you snap. “Hello.”
He jerks away, nearly stumbling over a stool by the bedside as he does. “Oh,Christ. Hello.”
“I didn't mean to scare you.”
“You didn't – I'm not scared. I just thought you were still Stunned.”
You blink. “Stunned?”
“I Stunned you.” He pauses, biting his lower lip. “It was the only way I could think to get you to stop running.”
“Is that some kind of spell?”
The boy waves a dismissive hand. “The point is, you were in my garden earlier. If my father had been the one to see you, he wouldn't have hesitated to curse you and call it self defence.”
His father.
Something rushes through your stomach, an excitement that doesn't really make sense. All has failed. You're going to go back to Camp Half Blood and be chastised, probably brutally punished, for the choices you made tonight, and yet here you are, overjoyed at the mere mention of Lucius Malfoy, because that's the only person this boy must be talking about.
“You look a lot like him,” you say.
The boy narrows his eyes. “My father?”
“Lucius,” you clarify. “He lives here, doesn't he? He's the one Percy and I came to see.”
The boy slowly leans back in his chair; it's quite cute, actually, that he dragged a chair into this room just so he could sit over your Stunned body. Maybe he was making sure you didn't die. Maybe he just didn't trust leaving you on your own.
“What business could you possibly want with my father?” he asks. “You must be my age. What year are you in at Hogwarts? What House?”
You smile. “I don't go to Hogwarts.”
He reels back. “Really? Are you from a foreign school? Beuxbatons?”
“I don't go to your fancy magic schools. I'm not a wizard.”
The boy blinks. It never ceases to baffle you the pure ignorance of these people – how they can grow up in a world completely detached from everything and everyone, and yet are still unable to fathom the idea of anybody being different.
“If you're not a wizard, how did you make the water fountain do that?”
“I didn't. Percy did that.”
“Who is this Percy bloke you keep going on about?”
“He's my friend, the one you apparently let get away.”
The boy raises a brow, glancing over at the window as if expecting to see Percy just standing there; honestly, you wouldn't even be surprised.
He turns back and says, “So your friend is a wizard? Are you a Muggle?”
He's taking an awfully long time to catch on.
“No,” you reply, exasperated. “Neither of us are wizards. We're from New York – a little place called Camp Half Blood.”
And for a second, the revelation doesn't land. The boy continues staring at you like you have three heads, mouth slightly agape, eyebrows furrowed. But then the ball drops, and he jerks back, the chair dragging in the carpet with the speed at which he jumps to his feet. He looks almost horrified.
“Alright,” you mumble. “I'm not going to bring Zeus down here personally. He's a bit busy-”
“How did you even get here?” he hisses. “Are you an assassin? Is that why you were looking for my father – so you could kill him?”
“Oh, don't be so dramatic. I'm a demigod, not a murderer.”
The boy looks at you like he doesn't think there's much difference between the two.
This angers you. Something in your stomach burns, and suddenly, the only thing you want to do is to get away from him. You want to go back home. You want to find Annabeth and hug her, tell her she was right, just as she always is. You don't like being in the company of wizards. You don't like being away from the people who understand you best.
“Look, this was fun,” you say, pushing yourself up from the bed. “But I need to get going. I'm sorry about your fountain-”
“Where are you going?” he demands.
You pause, raising a brow. “Why do you care?”
“Because – Because what if you come back to finish my father off? I can't just let you go!”
He must be completely oblivious. You have fought monsters taken directly out of storybooks, have argued and debated with Gods about things such as ice cream flavours and which way is the right direction to go on a road trip – the last person you have any interest in fighting with is some posh, uptight wizard.
“Look,” you say, “all I wanted to do was mess with the guy. He's been saying some pretty harsh things about demigods lately, and Percy and I just wanted to give him a taste of his own medicine. I don't want to murder your father.”
The boy stares at you. He's powerful, too. You know he is. You can see his wand sticking out of a deep pocket in his emerald green robes. One flick of that and you're a goner, and yet he chooses to just stand over you, eyes burning holes into your head.
“What's your name, anyway?” you ask.
He tenses. “Malfoy. Draco Malfoy.”
“Sounds evil.”
“It's a strong name.”
“Right.” You flick your eyes to the clock hung upon the wall. “Can I go now?”
He sighs and backs away from the bed. “My father would kill me if he found out I was letting you go.”
You stand up, knees trembling from the aftershocks of having a wizards spell slam directly into your spine, but you manage to catch yourself before crumbling completely; Draco does nothing to help stabilise you, instead watching you with a thoughtful gaze, like he's preparing to attack at any moment.
And it's weird. You know it's weird. You should not just be able to walk out of his house without a single consequence to your name. He should be holding you hostage, keeping you pinned to this bed until his grand old father gets home, and he can tell you off for trespassing, scaring the life out of his precious white peacocks.
But Draco doesn't say another word as you slip out the door and barrel downstairs, suddenly desperate to be away from a world like this. It's weird. It's unnatural. They care about blood status, and they learn spells, and it's all just a little bit too weird for your taste.
Even weirder is the fact that Draco is letting you go so easily.
---
You arrive back at Camp Half Blood when it's light outside, and you know you've been caught.
Wherever Percy may be, you do not envy the treatment he must be getting. You clamber up to the pine tree and look down at the camp you call home, not surprised to see people bustling back and forth already, Chiron included. He looks miffed, digging his front hoof into the dirt like a rabid animal ready to charge.
That's kind of what he is.
You hollow out your cheeks and stroll directly into camp, ignoring the startled gasps of the Half-Bloods. You'll deal with Chiron before you deal with them – that seems like the best way forward.
Chiron spots you seconds before you reach him. He turns, dust billowing up around him before he says, “And where do you think you've been?”
Chiron has always been a father-figure to you, Hades be damned. He saw you as a junior demigod, just growing into who you are, unable to fully process the fact that the man you always hated, the man you once believed to be a no good excuse of a father, was actually a Greek God who has spent his time watching you grow – just from the sky instead of on the ground.
He treats you and Percy differently than everybody else. You're both feared for no reason. People shy away from you like you've been on some blood-lust streak your entire life, even though that's far from the case. When you can, you avoid using your powers, purely because you know how much people dislike them. They see them as unnatural. They think it's weird, despite them having abilities, too.
“Hello, Chiron,” you mumble. “I'm very tired, so if you could just-”
“We've had word from the Ministry of Magic.”
You freeze, stomach dropping, certain you heard him wrong. The only wizard you actually made contact with was Draco, and surely he didn't go to the Ministry after letting you run free just like that?
Chiron shakes his head. His disappointed look is more than you can bare. “What were you two thinking, Y/N? What did you think would happen?”
“I – I – I don't know.” You look around desperately. “Is Percy here? Did he make it back safely?”
“Percy's resting. He wanted to go after you, but Grover wouldn't let him, and thankfully so-”
“I was fine. The boy I met – Draco -”
“Draco Malfoy?”
You falter. “Well, yeah. He spotted us and ended up Stunning me-”
“Oh my gods.” Chiron runs a hand through his hair, looking up at the sky, saying whatever prayers he thinks will help right now, like the Gods have ever listened to any of you before. “You do realise that's Lucius Malfoy's son, don't you? The son of the man who wants our kind terminated.”
“Draco wasn't like that,” you reply, even though you don't know why. “He let me go. He didn't even hurt me-”
“You've just said he Stunned you!”
“For, like, an hour! I was fine when I woke up! And look me in the eyes and tell me you wouldn't do the exact same thing if you could.”
Chiron groans, turning back to the Big House. He starts walking without another word, forcing you to sprint after him.
“Don't be mad,” you say. “It was stupid. I'm sorry. Chiron, I'm sorry. We just got bored-”
“If children put their family's in danger every time they were bored, Y/N, the human race wouldn't exist.”
He really is angry, angrier than you've ever seen him. It takes you back to your childhood when he used to tell you off for staying up too late, or getting out of bed in the middle of the night.
You stumble after him, thankful that he isn't telling you to go away and leave him alone; that's one thing Chiron has always promised he will never do to you or Percy – he'll never just leave you alone.
You walk into the Big House, side-by-side, and it's a mildly unpleasant surprise for you to see Annabeth already sat by Chiron's desk, her head in her hands, blonde curls framing her face. As soon as the door shuts behind you, she jerks up, whirls around and throws a pen in your direction.
You catch it. “I am safe, thank you for asking.”
“You're so stupid!” She groans, picks up another pen and throws it. Chiron is the one to interject this time, snatching the pen from thin air and tucking it into the little pouch hooked to his side.
“Enough, Annabeth. We haven't got time to chastise them.”
“I beg to differ,” Annabeth growls, not once taking her eyes off you.
The guilt claws to the surface; she only wanted to protect you, only wanted to give you some decent advice, and neither you nor Percy had listened, both too absorbed in your own boredom to use the common sense Annabeth seems so prone to.
Chiron, however, does not give you a chance to ponder over this gruesome feeling. Instead, he pulls a seat out and gestures for you to sit down, which you do without question; at this point, you know you'd be stupid to disobey him, would only be digging yourself into a deeper hole, one you're not too sure you'll be able to crawl out of.
He takes a seat in front of you as Annabeth hovers by your shoulder, arms folded over her chest, eyes trained dead ahead. You awkwardly shift in your seat, waiting for the scolding to begin.
But instead, Chiron grabs a golden button from a drawer in his desk and presses it without saying anything at all. The room immediately brightens up in all different colours – red, green, blue, strobe lights dancing across the room, taking shape in the centre of the carpet. You have to squint to fully understand the form taking shape, but when it does, your stomach drops.
Made entirely of lights, standing in the middle of the room, is Cornelius Fudge, the jittery little minister of the wizard world.
You've only seen him a few times, and never in person; a few times, he came to meet with Chiron in regards to escaped prisoners, wizards who wanted to harm demigods who were on the run. You never thought too much of him, but he looks angry now, his grubbly little face twisted into an expression of anger and loathing. When he speaks, his voice is loud and harsh, making you flinch with each syllable.
“Chiron!” he exclaims. “I hope this message finds you well; I'm still trying to figure out the communication device you gave to me in our last meeting. It's all very confusing, and every time I press something wrong, thunder and lightening nearly wipe me out.” He coughs into a handkerchief before continuing. “Anyway, I'm here to inform you of a mishap which took place in the Malfoy Manor only a few short hours ago. I've been given word that one of your people tried breaking into Lucius's home to do God only knows what. It's only pure luck that Malfoy's son, Draco, was awake and was able to stop the wicked thing from getting through the door.”
“Wicked thing?” you burst. Chiron raises a silencing hand, still refusing to look at you.
“We as a nation are becoming very paranoid by the loose grip with which you have upon your own people; they are starting to become wild, careless, and I can truly see a murder from one of you in our future, which, as the Minister, I must put a stop to as soon as possible. Therefore, I demand the culprit be punished for his or her crimes, and I will be popping in soon with my witness to go over the details of the night to help you further understand where our fear is coming from.” Again, he coughs into a handkerchief. “Thank you. I hope the camp is well – the strawberries you sent were wonderful, as always! Good day to you, sir!”
The lights blink out. The room is doused in silence. Inside your head, a scream echoes.
You don't even know what to say. Would an apology even suffice? Would an explanation even be worth it? Years it has taken for the wizarding world and the demigod world to live in peace, and by the sounds of it, you've just annihilated all of that for the sake of a prank. You let Lucius Malfoy's hateful words burrow themselves into your head, which is probably exactly what he planned.
Chiron puts the golden button back in his desk. The soft click it makes as it hits the wood echoes off the walls, so loud and gentle, so mocking. Slowly, he lifts his eyes to meet your own and says, “Now you can understand why we're all a little bit angry.”
“A little bit?” You close your eyes, letting Annabeth's outburst ring throughout the room. “Chiron, I warned them! I warned them both! I said – what did I say Y/N? - I said-”
“You said it was stupid, and that we shouldn't do it,” you mumble. “And we didn't listen.”
“No, you didn't, and now you've given the wizard council a reason to think we're out to get them, which gives them a reason to announce open fucking warfare on us-”
“Okay, Annabeth, calm down,” Chiron says. “We're taking this one step at a time. There's no point jumping ahead to things like that.”
“Chiron, this is bad. This is so, so bad. The wizards are going to think we did this on purpose-”
“Why are you saying we?” you ask. “Percy and I did this on our own. We'll take the consequences. We've done it before.” You turn to Chiron, who stands solemnly in the corner, head bowed as if deep in thought. “What are the consequences, may I ask?”
He sighs, nostrils flaring. “We've decided that keeping you in camp for the rest of the summer will suffice for now. The Minister and his witness will be arriving in a few days and I want you to be on your best behaviour.”
You scowl; the punishment is weak. You got off lucky, and you're aware of that, but it doesn't make it any more bearable. You hate being trapped, hate sitting in the Hades cabin with nothing but your own thoughts keeping you company. That's the hardest part about being a child of one of the Big Three – you're alone. It doesn't matter how many campers surround you, you are alone.
But you take the punishment on the chin, giving Chiron a respectful nod before walking from the Big House to continue with the rest of your day. You'll find Percy and talk to him about everything, maybe apologise for dragging him into something so stupid, something so avoidable. If either of you had any flicker of common sense, none of this would have happened.
It's only when you're halfway down the hill do you question anything Chiron has just told you.
You falter, one word lingering in your mind. Witness.
The only witness you can possibly think of is Draco Malfoy.
---
He arrives in the afternoon, already looking so madly out of place.
You spot his white hair, blowing so majestically in the wind Chiron has picked out for the day. His robes billow out around him, his sharp face stuck in an expression of anxiety. His eyebrows are furrowed, eyes darting to and fro as he strolls through the centre of Camp Half-Blood with his father at his side and the stout Minister, Cornelius Fudge, strolling behind them.
He looks so out of place. It would almost be humorous if you weren't burning with misplaced anger at the mere sight of him; he told on you. He ran to his father and touted on you, even after making it seem like he was going to let you go with no consequences, and now you're stuck in camp for the rest of the summer with absolutely nothing to do and barely anyone to talk to.
“Dickhead.”
“Is that him?”
You jump at the sound of Annabeth's voice, very nearly dropping the spear you were working with before your distraction walked through the barriers.
“That's him,” you reply. “Draco Malfoy.”
“I meant the other guy. The one you went after.”
“Oh, Lucius. Yeah. He's there, too.”
Annabeth narrows her grey eyes, following the movements of the Malfoy boys. “You know, I can kind of understand why you wanted to put them in their place.”
You open your mouth to respond, but the words collapse when Draco's head snaps in your direction, like he somehow sensed your presence. His eyes find yours, his face draining of what little colour it has; something inside you stirs, fingers curling impossibly tighter around the spear.
You remember those eyes so well, shockingly well, strangely well. Waking up to them burning holes into your skull was an experience you don't think you'll forget, considering the shock that coursed through you at the mere sight of him. He was so calm, so curious, not even yelling the slurs his father seems so keen on.
And you might have made it up. You might have just been imagining it, but you're almost certain he flicks his head in the direction of the bandstand set up on the far side of camp, nearly hidden beneath the canopy of trees. You continue to stare at him, too bewildered by the miniscule movement to respond before he disappears over the hill.
“Come on,” Annabeth urges, nudging your arm. “Let's get back to training.”
But you're too distracted now. Knowing that Lucius Malfoy and his son – Draco – are walking around Camp Half-Blood makes your moves sloppy. And then there's the matter of Draco's little signal, like he wants you to meet him somewhere, like he wants to talk to you.
You have nothing to say to him, but that doesn't stop you being curious about what he wants to tell you.
Annabeth swings her sword, very nearly clipping the side of your ear. You yelp, stumbling back. Your foot catches on a rock sticking up from the ground, and before you can react, you're sprawled across the grass with your spear laying in a heap at your side.
Annabeth sighs, kicking the weapon away from your outstretched fingers. “What the hell was that, L/N?”
You prop yourself up on an elbow. “You could have given me some warning.”
“Oh yes, because the monsters will be so generous as to give you some warning.”
You scowl, shoving up from the ground. “Look, I'm just gonna get some water before the next round, okay?”
Annabeth falters, narrowing her eyes. “Just some water?”
“Just some water.” You give her a dazzling smile, hoping to the gods that this is enough to convince her you are telling the truth. You know it's a long shot – Annabeth knows you better than anybody else, but she's learned from her mistakes. Trying to boss you around and tell you what to do will only ever end in disaster, and so she says nothing else as you set your gear back on the rack and head up the hill towards the bandstand, out of sight of Annabeth's suspicious glare.
Draco isn't there when you arrive. The bandstand is deserted, the only sign of life being the tree nymphs poking their heads out of the canopy to see who has arrived on their territory. You shoo them away before slumping down on the bench set in the middle of the stand, gazing around with your heart beating wildly in your chest, and for no reason at all.
He probably won't even show up. He probably hates you. He's probably too scared to face you after what he did, and honestly, you wouldn't even blame him.
After ten minutes, you start losing hope. Chiron will be looking for you shortly, most likely tipped off by Annabeth that you disappeared for no reason instead of finishing your training session. It won't be long for them to add two and two together and realise exactly what you have gone to do-
“I didn't think you'd actually show up. Thought you might have been banned from seeing me.”
Your head snaps up. “Jesus, Draco. You scared the shit out of me!”
There he is, all tall and lanky, white hair blowing away from his forehead, his weird robes billowing out around him. It's weird how a person can make such odd attire look nice, almost like an outfit you'd wear yourself.
“Sorry,” he says, though he doesn't sound apologetic in the slightest; he sounds tired. “I thought you demigods were meant to have superhuman senses or something.”
You raise a brow. “Our parents are gods, not superheroes.”
“Same difference.”
“I'm flattered.”
He sits down beside you, shoulder bumping yours. “Don't be. It wasn't a compliment.”
You fall into silence then, unsure of what to say, how to start the conversation you both know needs to be had. You had so much anger built up inside you only moments before, but the second you looked up and saw his face, it dispelled. You were reminded of them blue eyes gazing down at you when you awoke from your Stunning spell, how soft and worried they were for a complete stranger.
Finally, he inhales deeply and says, “I didn't mean for this to get as big as it did.”
“Everyone's mad at Percy and I. Me especially.”
He tilts his head back, glaring up at the sky. “How badly did they punish you?”
“I can't leave this place for the rest of the summer.”
“Not too bad, then.”
You glare at him. He cracks open an eye, catches your expression and raises a brow.
“It is bad?” Lifting his head, he gestures towards the open stretch of grass in front of you. “This place looks amazing, Y/N. You've got everything you could possibly need, plus you're safe from all those crazy monsters we always get word about.”
“The monsters don't bother me. I'm meant to go out and fight them; that's my purpose.”
Draco glances at you. You feel his blue eyes burning holes into the side of your head, can feel the judgement radiating off him as he takes in what you've just said. You never realise just how strange other people must find statements like that, how backwards it truly is to crave the feel of battle.
“You know, I'd kill to have a place like this.”
You look at him. “Really? Is your mansion not enough?”
He scowls, barrelling on like you haven't said anything. “A place where you feel like you belong.” He glances over. “You may hate being here sometimes, but look me in the eyes and tell me you don't feel like this place is home.”
You can't do that. Despite your desire to be free sometimes, your desire to head out on the streets where you don't belong, you know Camp Half Blood will always be home. It will always be the place you turn to when you need comfort, because it is the only place in the world that has ever accepted you and your weird abilities with open arms.
Draco hums. “Exactly. I don't have that. I don't fit in anywhere; I'm not evil enough for my family, not good enough for everyone else. I'm on my own.”
The silence that follows is a heavy one; you're not used to this kind of talk. You relate so strongly to his feelings, but you very rarely express them in quite the same way. At Camp Half-Blood, everyone is in the same boat. It's rude to think you have it worse than somebody else. Every single person here was abandoned by a parent, maybe even both.
But Draco isn't a demigod, so maybe he won't mind.
“I get that.”
He narrows his eyes. “Really?”
“Yeah.” You tug at your sleeve, pulling the material over your curled fingers. “I don't exactly come from the most well-loved bloodline in this place. Even other Half-Bloods take one look at me and cower.”
“That blonde girl I saw you with-”
You wave a dismissive hand. “That's Annabeth; she's more like a sister to me, but even she's wary of my powers.”
Draco pauses. “What powers?”
You open your mouth to respond, to go through the long list of the terrifying things you are capable of, but your words are cut short by the sound of a bark in the distance. Your head snaps up immediately, senses sparking to life before you've even fully processed where the noise is coming from. Around you, the tension in the camp is amplified as the other Half-Bloods spring to the same level of alertness.
Draco straightens up, reaching into his back pocket for a wand that you can almost guarantee will be completely useless within the boundaries of Camp Half-Blood. You place a hand on his shoulder as you stand, pushing him back down onto the bench.
“Stay here.”
“Where are you going?” he asks, head darting left and right. “What was that?”
“I don't know, but it didn't sound good.”
“So call someone!”
You raise a brow, shooting him a glance over your shoulder. He looks like a scared little boy, hands balled against his chest, eyes darting to and fro. They join with yours eventually, softening almost immediately.
“Why are you looking at me like that?”
“We don't just call someone at Camp Half-Blood. We deal with this stuff on our own.”
Draco falters. His eyes narrow, though the expression doesn't last long; suddenly, he cries out and lurches forward, pointing madly to a space just over your shoulder. You spin just in time, yanking your sword from your belt and swinging blindly. Your shoulder smashes against the dirt, giving you a view of the beast that has just tried ripping you to shreds.
A chimera.
You recognise it. Of course you do. The lion head and snake tail are kind of difficult to forget.
“What the hell is that?”
“Draco, go!” you yell, rolling onto your knees and swinging your sword yet again. The chimera dives, talons outstretched, mouth open in a roar.
It's massive paws slam into your shoulders, shoving you back yet again. You cry out, struggling to lift your sword with the weight pressing against your chest, the blood now seeping from two wounds in your shoulders. Over the chimera's massive shoulders, you can see Draco jumping from foot to foot, clearly unsure what to do.
“Why are you still stood there?” you scream.
Your yelling triggers something within the chimera. You watch the gears turn in its head, its red eyes gleaming before it spins, it's tail snapping out and wrapping around your wrist. You cry out, sword clattering to the floor before you're yanked to your feet and thrown carelessly against the bench you were previously sat on.
Draco spins. “Y/N!”
You groan, looking up through bleary eyes; your sword isn't like Percy's. It won't just reappear in your pocket any time you lose connection with it. Where it lies in the grass, feet away from you, it will stay.
That means you only have one way to get this beast away from you and Draco.
It takes all of your strength, and it's never easy, but you push through the pain and the exhaustion and pull on that little trigger within your body. Something surges inside you, a feeling so familiar it almost feels like second nature. The floor rumbles. Draco yelps, clinging desperately to the back of the bench, but you keep your eyes on the chimera. It digs its foot into the dirt, growls low in its throat, and then it dives.
The skeleton's hand bursts from the ground, wraps around the chimera's ankle and pulls it back.
As soon as the chimera's chin hits the dirt, you bounce to your feet and sprint towards your sword. You snatch it from the ground, spin and slash through the air, no longer caring what part of the beast you hit, just as long as you injure it somehow.
It strikes through the goats head that protrudes from the chimera's back.
Black blood oozes from the monsters back end. It splatters up your arms, tiny dots sprinkling your face, but you don't have the time to ponder on that. You swing again, this time going for the neck. The chimera screams, but as soon as your sword makes contact with it's bushy mane, the scream disappears. The chimera bursts into golden powder in front of you, blowing away in the wind.
A pair of hands wraps around your waist, tugging you up before you can fall to your knees.
“Holy shit,” you whisper against Draco's collar. “Are you okay?”
Draco can't speak. Looking up, you see his lower jaw rattling, words fighting to the surface but being unable to push past his wall of fear. He looks everywhere but your face, as if trying to figure out where on earth the chimera disappeared to.
“It's gone for now,” you say, throat dry. “You're safe, Magic Boy.”
“How did that get in here?”
Annabeth's voice echoes up the hill. Glancing over your shoulder, you see her marching in your direction, Chiron and Percy walking by her side. At the bottom of the hill, the other Half-Bloods look up, shocked at the sight in front of them. Your disgruntled form being held up by a wizard is certainly not a normal sight at Camp Half-Blood.
“Y/N,” Percy exclaims. “Are you alright?”
“Just peachy,” you croak out. “I think I might be bleeding out, though.”
“Someone get some ambrosia,” Chiron demands, and it's with gentle hands that he extracts you from Draco's grip and lowers you to the floor. He looks up at Draco and says, “Are you alright, boy?”
“T-the skeletons,” Draco stammers. “They just – they just came out of the floor!”
Chiron smiles gently. “So I see you've been witness to our Y/N's miraculous abilities, hm?”
Draco's eyes widen. “Y/N did that?”
“Yes, you idiot,” Annabeth hisses, shouldering Draco out of the way so she can kneel beside you. She dabs a wet cloth against your shoulder, and you hiss at the contact.
Percy arrives shortly after with an air tight bag of ambrosia, which you eat in about two seconds flat.
“How did that get in here?” Percy asks.
“The barriers were open already,” Chiron replies. “We needed to let the Minister and his men inside the camp, so we had to weaken them a little bit. We must have weakened them too much, and the chimera found a way in.”
“Or this is the gods playing some sick trick on us,” says Annabeth. “Remember when Percy first arrived and they thought it would be funny to let the Minotaur roam free?”
“This isn't the gods,” you mumble. “I haven't done anything to make them mad.”
“So it's the wizards, then.” Annabeth whirls on Draco, folding her arms over her chest. You close your eyes, listening to Percy chuckle lightheartedly at your side. Both of you have given up trying to calm her down at this point. “You and your people just have to come in and ruin everything, don't you?”
Draco blinks. He's barely spoken the entire time, clearly still trying to figure out what the hell he has just witnessed.
Annabeth laughs coldly. “When will you and your people get the hint that we don't want you here. We don't want anything to do with you! It's you lot who have so much to say about us, and the minute we retaliate, you take a little hissy fit and have to get the bloody council involved! Well, goodbye to you. Get out of our camp and stay out or else the next monster to attack you won't be killed by us – you can deal with it on your own with your fancy magic spells.”
She turns back, flicking her curls in Draco's face.
You shyly glance up and mumble, “Sorry about her.”
“And although that speech held a lot of passion,” Chiron cuts in, placing a hand on Annabeth's shoulder, “I'm afraid Mr Malfoy and his people cannot leave the camp until the barriers have been sorted.”
Silence.
Even you're too stunned to speak, staring up at Chiron as if waiting for the punchline of some joke. He simply looks around, examining the invisible barriers surrounding you, most likely seeing every single gap and crack held within them.
Percy is the first to break the silence. “Uh. . . Why not?”
“Well,” Chiron says, “the barriers have been split. If we were to open them any further to let these men out, I fear they might be unsalvageable. We can't risk it.”
“So we're just gonna let them stay here?” Annabeth hisses.
“I can't do that!” Draco exclaims, stumbling forward with wide eyes. “I have school, and my mother-”
“This isn't up for debate,” Chiron says. “I must keep the safety of my people in mind at all times, and this is the only solution that will keep them safe.”
Annabeth scoffs. “I wouldn't say letting the Malfoy's in our space is keeping us safe.”
“That is because you're blinded by your ignorance.”
You and Percy take sharp breaths through your teeth, watching Annabeth's face drop. It would almost be sad if you weren't in agreement with the centaur.
And it's weird because you used to have the exact same thought process as Annabeth; all you read about wizards was how much they despised your kind, how they saw you as unnatural, a mistake, because gods aren't meant to have children with mortals. Mortals – or Muggles – aren't meant to carry such powerful beings.
And yet here you are, looking at Draco and feeling even the tiniest glimmer of excitement at the idea of having him stay with you for a little while.
Chiron turns back to Draco and says, “You can stay in cabin eleven with the Hermes kids. That's where all the newcomers go.”
Draco pales. “I really don't think this is a good idea...”
“It's the only idea we have,” Chiron says. “Now, get ready for the feast. You must be starving.”
---
Draco doesn't go to the feast. Apparently, he isn't as starved as Chiron made him out to be.
Instead, he follows you to the infirmary, despite having no injuries himself. Will Solace feeds you chunks of ambrosia, keeping a narrowed gaze on Draco as he sits by your bedside, saying nothing. He looks thoughtful, head ducked down, hands perched between his legs; he hasn't spoken a single word since the two of you arrived, and his skin is yet to find colour again.
You glance at Will and whisper, “Is he looking okay to you?”
“Absolutely not,” Will replies, pressing a damp cloth to your shoulder blade. “But I'm not one hundred percent sure how wizards are supposed to look in the first place, so I can't really say.”
“Have you got any juice or anything like that you can give him?”
Will hollows out his cheeks, clearly not appreciating the idea of using up resources on a wizard. Nonetheless, the son of Apollo is too kind for his own good and heads into the back room to grab a juice box. He hands it to Draco with a soft smile, one Draco does not return, before Will says he's going to go check on the other campers. He leaves you alone after that, the room empty besides you and Draco.
Draco doesn't look up. He doesn't really need to; even without seeing his face, you know what expression he will be wearing, as it is the same expression so many people have worn after watching you bring the dead up from the ground.
You bite your lip and say, “The food is good here. Are you sure you don't want to go and get some dinner?”
Draco slowly looks up. His eyes are bloodshot, strained, glinting light blue beneath the yellow lights. “Who is your godly parent?”
You pause. “Why do you care?”
“Because what I just saw you do-”
“Hades,” you blurt out, unable to bear hearing him go into detail again, unable to bear the disgust that will surely ring through his voice. “Hades is my father. I'm the kid he was never supposed to have.”
Draco stares at you, waiting for you to continue, but what else is there to say? There's no relationship to describe, no happy memories with your dad you can share. All there is to it, is that you are not meant to be here, and you are.
“And you . . . you have no brothers or sisters? You're all alone?”
Your eyes snap up. “I'm not alone. I have Percy, and Annabeth, and. . . and everyone else. Plus, I have a little brother – Nico.”
Draco perks up, like the idea of you having a little brother is something to be excited about. “Really? Where is he?”
“He's floating around somewhere,” you reply. “He doesn't really like staying in one place for too long; I only really see him when he comes to visit me or his boyfriend.”
Draco withers. “Oh.”
“Why do you care anyway?”
He scowls. “I don't care. I'm just curious. If I'm to stay here for the next few days, I might as well get to know you a little better.”
“It works both ways, Magic Man. Tell me, why is your father such a little bitch?”
“I could ask the same thing about yours.”
“My dad is the god of death. What's your dad's excuse?”
Draco glares. You grin, slowly leaning back on the hospital bed as you wait for his response, because you genuinely want to know. You've spent years reading articles orchestrated by Lucius Malfoy that go into great detail about why he hates demigods so much, why he thinks they're the scum of the earth; now, you have his son at your disposal, and you're determined to find out where these violent opinions have stemmed from.
Draco sighs, folding his arms over his chest. “My father just doesn't like people who are different.”
You pause. “Different?”
“People who aren't pure-blood wizards are basically bottom tier to him. That includes Muggle borns, Squibs, Muggles, demigods.”
“But he doesn't even know anything about demigods.”
Draco shrugs heavily. “He knows you're different. That's all he cares about.”
It makes sense, you suppose. Lucius has never kept his ignorance a secret. It's not just demigods he speaks badly about. You've read it all – his hatred for Muggles, for people who disagree with him, for good people.
People who aren't like him.
“And what about you?” you ask.
Draco flicks his eyes up, still messing with his fingers. “What about me?”
“How do you feel about demigods?” You gesture around the room. “Now that you've seen us in action; what are your thoughts?”
Draco shrugs, looking back down at his intertwined hands. He has nice hands. Muscled, long fingers, expensive rings. “I think it's all quite odd, but I'll get used to it. I'm gonna be stuck here with you for a while, so I don't really have a choice, do I?”
You smile. “No, I don't think so.”
---
The dreams are worse that night.
They always are after you have been injured. Already restless, you aren't strong enough to fight off the nightmares that swarm your mind, and tonight they come for you in full force.
You always call them nightmares, even though they really aren't. More like visions, people visiting you when you least expect it. You've had Poseidon visit your dreams, Athena, even Ares, but tonight, someone new is making an appearance.
You recognise him immediately. He has the same eyes as you.
“Dad.”
He stands waist deep in black mist. Curly black hair frames a chiselled face, dark eyes gazing at you with a look close enough to love that you get a little emotional. By his side is a three-headed dog, and in his hand is a skull, held so casually. Neither of you mention it. Neither of you need to.
The room is dark. Looking down, you see black mist crawling towards you, hiding your legs from view. You should probably be panicking, but something is holding you back.
“Dad,” you repeat. “Where's Nico?”
“Safe,” he responds, voice too calm for a man whose son has been missing for weeks. Voice too calm for a man who is standing in front of the child he abandoned so many years ago. “And how are you, child?”
“Good. Better than ever, actually.”
“Even with the company you have been keeping recently?”
You pause, certain you misheard. Hades raises a brow, tilting his head as if to say Are you going to try and tell me otherwise?
Swallowing, you say, “So this is about Draco.”
“This is about the wizards in general,” Hades corrects. “Don't think I didn't notice you getting comfortable with that boy.”
“I wouldn't exactly say comfortable-”
“He held you up when you fell.”
“And that was very nice of him.”
“That was inappropriate.”
You fall silent, cheeks heating up. You truly cannot believe your dad – your real life father – is stood in front of you giving dating advice. He needs to take one look at his own history with women and sort himself out before he comes running to you.
“Wizards aren't safe around our people, Y/N,” Hades continues. “You aren't meant to mingle with people like him.”
“I think that's a little harsh.”
“His father wants you dead.”
“My father wants everyone dead! You're the god of the underworld, for crying out loud!”
Hades's eyes widen for a moment, clearly shocked at your outburst, but you don't even have the strength to reel it back in. You have felt frustration towards many of the Olympians, all of whom seem to believe they have some sort of control over you, but the one Olympian who makes you angriest the quickest, is the one stood right in front of you, the one who shares your blood, the one who hooked up with your mum one day before abandoning her, along with the kid he always claimed he was never going to have.
You don't even care that he's a god. You don't care that he could kill you in two seconds flat if he so desired.
“Chiron did not raise you to have such a sour attitude,” Hades says after a moment.
You deflate, eyes slipping closed. “There's really no point in trying to get through to you, is there?”
“It is my job as a father-”
You scoff.
“-to keep my kids safe. That's what I'm doing.”
Your eyes pop open. “Keep us safe? Bianca's dead, Dad. Nico's gone rogue. The only reason I haven't been slaughtered is because I never expected you to keep an eye on me – I do everything on my own.”
“That's not true,” Hades growls. “You know that's not true.”
“No? So where's my little brother then, huh? Where's Bianca? Where were you yesterday when a fucking chimera nearly ripped me to shreds, huh? Where were you then?”
“I'm a busy man, Y/N, but I'm serious when I say that wizards are not the kinds of-”
“This isn't about the wizards!” you yell, throwing your hands up. The ground rumbles, but neither you nor Hades acknowledge it. “This is about you coming into my dreams, thinking you can just lay down some fatherly rules after nearly eighteen years of not giving a shit about me!”
His eyes flash. Within the dark irises, you catch a glimpse of a screaming face, and you know exactly what he must be hearing in the back of his mind right now. You hear it sometimes, too, only he must be much more used to it than you are.
“I have always cared for you,” he says. “Even when my brothers and sisters were punishing me for having another demigod child, I cared for you. I kept them from harming you. I made sure you reached Camp Half-Blood safely so that you could be under the protection of people who knew where you came from.”
“And they've been more like family to me than you have ever been.”
Hades closes his eyes. A god dejected. A god not getting what he wants. It's a rare but pleasant sight.
“I'd like to wake up now,” you mumble. “I appreciate you stopping in, but please never do it again.”
Hade's looks at you, and you hate the resemblance. You hate that pull, so mortal and familial. You can't even help it. It's like the genes you got from this man are desperate for you to just make up with him, to just see him as the dad he is.
But you can't.
He argues no further, clicking his fingers to send you out of your sleep. You awake, startled, eyes snapping open to the sight of your dark room, the smell of ash heavy in the air. You flick your eyes over to see your bedside table gone – yet again, you incinerated it in your sleep.
“Fuck sake,” you whisper.
“I put it out.”
You yelp, very nearly falling out of bed in your shock. Your head snaps up, hands grappling for your sword, only to pause when you look over and see Draco standing in the doorway wearing a white dress shirt and black trousers.
He looks exceptionally smart.
Exceptionally smart.
Your heart jumps as you push yourself up, running a self conscious hand through your bed head. “What the hell are you doing in here?”
“Chiron asked me to wake you. He said you have training today.”
You groan, flopping back into your pillows. Draco chuckles, and before you can tell him to stop, he strolls right over to your window and pulls the black out curtains open.
“Noooo,” you moan, rolling onto your stomach and stuffing your head in the pillows.
Draco chuckles. “Come on. It's already nine am. The climbing wall is gonna be packed if you don't wake up now.”
You peek an eye out of your pillow and glare at him. “How do you even know about the climbing wall?”
“Poseidon's son gave me a little tour after I left the infirmary yesterday; quite a nice little place you've got here, I must say. I'm quite fond of it all.”
“Oh, happy days. As long as you're happy.”
He grins, sharp as knives. “I feel like I'm on holiday.”
You swing your legs out of bed. “You're digging yourself into a deeper hole, Malfoy.”
“I can just sit back, kick my feet up, watch you lot fight a bunch of mythical creatures-”
You lob a sock at him. “Get out while I get changed.”
Draco grins before bowing out of the room, slamming the door closed behind him.
And so you get ready for the day, getting dressed in your usual Camp Half-Blood shirt and a pair of comfortable jogging bottoms. The sun is bright this morning, a clear indicator that Chiron and the gods are in a bit of a better mood than they were yesterday, when rain was breaking through the already damaged seals of the camps barriers.
As promised, the climbing wall is set up and booming with Half-Bloods. People from all the different cabins take turns going up against one another, clambering up one side of the wall, racing each other to the top as lava pours down from nowhere, lightening strikes zap through the centre of the wooden beam, as random hands appear out of nowhere and make swipes for legs and arms and faces.
You spot Draco sat by himself in the stands, wand twirling in his fingers. It could very well be an intimidation tactic, but you stroll up beside him anyway, taking a seat to watch the scene before you unfold; someone from the Ares cabin has gone up against someone from the Athena cabin, a deadly pairing when put together.
Draco doesn't budge when you sit down. Instead, he points and says, “I think the one with the spear is going to win.”
“Clarisse?” you say. “Yeah, probably. She's a stubborn bitch.”
“Daughter of...”
“Ares.”
“God of...”
You roll your eyes. “Have you ever actually looked into the Greek myths?”
Draco shrugs, leaning back in his seat. He stretches his long limbs out in front and says, “I was educated more in the ways of Dark Magic than Greek myths.”
“Boring.”
“Necessary, I think.”
“Tell me how that all works.”
Draco glances over. “Magic?”
“The world of magic. It sounds. . . confusing.”
Draco pauses for a moment, as if choosing his words carefully. As he ponders, the two of you watch Clarisse make her way to the top of the climbing wall, where she pulls the ring loose of it's confines and holds it up to the sound of applause and cheers from the people on the ground. She hops off, landing in a crouch on the ground; her brothers and sisters swarm her, all but lifting her off her feet in celebration.
Finally, Draco speaks. “It really is just a whole different world. Different to. . . any other world, I guess. We dress differently-”
“Yes.”
“The structure of the whole thing is different. You get used to it after a while, but I guess being here is making me realise just how weird the way things are run back home really are.”
“But it's what you're used to, isn't it?” you say. “You must have thought the way we did things was weird when you first arrived.”
Draco scoffs. “Skeletons coming up from the floor? Definitely weird.”
Your cheeks heat up, despite the lack of malice in his voice. Your powers are still – and forever will be – a sensitive topic for you; you've had far too many bad experiences with them to ever be comfortable flaunting them around like the other Half-Bloods are capable of doing. Even now, you watch the Hephaestus kids make fire sprout from their fingertips without so much as a flicker of hesitation – you've never been able to do that, because people take one look at what you're capable of and immediately think you're some kind of devil spawn, there just to drag them into the pits of hell or something.
Draco nudges you, pulling you from your trance. When you look over, he gestures towards the climbing wall. You follow his gaze to see Percy standing in the centre, waving up at you, arms wild above his head, that goofy grin on his stupid face.
“I think he wants you to join him,” Draco mumbles.
You glance over. “You don't mind?”
“I'll stay here and cheer you on. How about that?”
You stare at him a second longer, the wand twirling between his nimble fingers; oh, it would be so easy to hate him. That cocky smirk, the subtle hostility to everything he says. You weren't made to like wizards, but Draco Malfoy is starting to grow on you.
You give him a smile before hopping from your seat and jogging down into the grounds. People cheer at your arrival, because this is the match they have all been waiting for; scared as they may be to face your powers on their own, they would never give up the opportunity to watch two kids of the Big Three go head to head against one another. This is truly the only time you feel comfortable using your powers.
Percy shakes your hand when you reach him, dragging you close so he can whisper in your ear. “You and Dynamo getting a little close up there?”
You shove him away, not even giving him an answer before you hop up onto the first ring of the climbing wall. “You coming, Seaweed Brain?”
Percy rolls his eyes, taking position on the other side of the climbing wall. In the stands, a whistle blows, and immediately the two of you start.
Percy's quick. Percy has always been quick. From the day he strolled into camp, dragging Grover along with him, he has proven how powerful he is.
But you're also pretty quick, pretty lithe, just as capable as him.
You don't even fully process where he is, much too focused on avoiding the downfall of lava dribbling down the side of the climbing wall. The heat singes your hand as you pull yourself up, and you have to grit your teeth to stop the cry of panic that always wants to make it's way to the surface when this happens.
Percy has the advantage, of course; he just summons some water from thin air, and the lava is immediately overpowered. He laughs at your scowl, pulling himself further along the climbing wall.
“Okay, Mr Jackson,” you mutter. “If that's really how you want to play it.”
You pull on something within your stomach, a trick your sister Hazel was able to teach you when you visited her in the Roman camp all those months ago. You reach a hand out, grabbing the iron ore before it soars above your head after being ripped from the ground by your powers. It's not much – you're much better with a sword – but you throw it, using your powers to push it away from your body, straight towards Percy's face. It smacks him in the nose, making him cry and stumble. He slips from the ring he is hanging onto, dropping a few feet before finally latching onto another; blood oozes from his nose, and he glares up at you as you quicken your pace, hoping to put as much distance between you both as humanly possible.
“That wasn't very fair, you know!” Percy yells up.
“Gotta do what you gotta do!” you yell back, which of course prompts Percy to shoot a blast of water straight at your legs. You yelp, grip loosening on the ring you have grip on.
But then you're falling, because the thing about water is that it makes surfaces extremely slippery, and not even a child of Hades can overpower that. You desperately try latching onto something – anything – that can soften your fall, but your moving too quick, and the rings are zooming past, out of reach, and you know this is it. You're going to fall to the floor and break some bones and be out of commission for weeks, because that's what always happens when Percy gets competitive. You're starting to get real-
“Wingardium Leviosa!”
Another yelp is ripped from your throat, this one more a yelp of surprise as you suddenly become light as a feather. The wind stops whistling in your ears, replaced now by the gasps coming from the ground, and the sound of Percy yelling, “I'm sorry, I'm so sorry,” over and over again.
Ever so gently, you are lowered onto the floor. As soon as your feet hit solid ground, you are engulfed by a crowd of Half-Bloods, all coming to make sure you're okay, have not been harmed despite that being the way of things in this place.
Percy clambers off the climbing wall and dashes to your side, wrapping you in a brotherly hug as soon as he reaches you. “Fuck, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hit you that hard-”
“'Course you didn't.”
“You had it coming!” He points to his nose, still dripping blood. “Look what you did to me!”
You roll your eyes before craning your neck to get a better view over the heads of your fellow campers. You catch sight of him immediately, leaning against the stands with his wand still twirling in his fingers, the tiniest of smirks present on his pale face.
Your stomach turns; he had used his magic, cast some sort of spell to stop you from hitting the floor.
You probably need to thank him for that.
However, as soon as he meets your eyes, he does nothing but wink and turn on his heel, strolling oh-so-casually towards cabin eleven.
----
“So are you going to tell me what that was?”
You scream. Your hands fly above your head, knocking the low hung lamp shade dangling from the roof of the Hades cabin.
Spinning, you catch sight of your father stood in the corner of your room, shrunken down to the size of a normal human being. He likes playing pretend, apparently, but you see right through it. His dark eyes are narrowed, and leaning against the wall beside him is the scythe he so often carries around with him.
“That's an intimidation tactic,” you pant, motioning to the scythe. “It's not gonna work me on, Big Guy.”
“Don't ignore my question,” he snaps. “What did that boy do to you when you were falling?”
You slowly straighten up. “You saw that?”
“Answer the question.”
“Why do you think I have an answer?” you exclaim. “I know just as much about the wizarding world as you do! I don't know what he did, but I'm not dead, so I'm not gonna bother questioning it.” You grab a pomegranate seed from the bowl beside your bed, popping it into your mouth before you point a stern finger at the god standing in your room. “And you shouldn't either; he saved your child's life.”
“My children are capable of protecting themselves. That's how you were raised.”
You roll your eyes, flopping down on your bed. “This again? Where do you get off talking about raising kids?”
For a brief second, Hades pauses. You savour it, the moment his face twists into one of uncertainty, as if only just then realising where he has messed up; he can talk all he wants about his children and how you're all just like him, but he can never claim to have made you into the people you are today.
You hum, smirking. “That's what I thought.”
Hades snatches the bowl of seeds out of your hand and slams them back onto the bedside table. The room rattles much more than necessary, but you spare the trembling walls only a single glance before turning your attention back on your father. He glares down at you, no longer justifying your attitude with words. He's waiting patiently for you to just open up and tell him exactly what happened, waiting for you to just admit that what happened out there was messed up, and unnatural, and you will never see Draco ever again if you can help it-
“He saved my life.”
You believe it, even though it takes every fibre of your willpower to admit such a thing. Demigods don't just get saved. They do the saving. They live their lives getting trained to protect themselves, because they know nobody else will. Today, all those years of training disappeared, and you should have died. You should have fallen to the ground as punishment for your lack of concentration, but Draco had stepped in and given you a second chance.
And maybe that's dramatic. Maybe looking at it as a second chance was taking it a step too far, but he had done something, and you can't just sit back and pretend otherwise.
Hades straightens up. In mortal form, his full height is only around five foot nine, but he still manages to look intimidating. It's the eyes. You wonder if people think the same thing about you when you look at them.
“My brothers and sisters have been voicing their concerns about you getting too close to the Malfoys,” he says, voice softer now. “I told them not to worry, that no child of mine would ever fraternise with people like them. And yet here we are.”
You pause. “Here we are, yeah.”
“Lucius won't be happy to hear his son has helped save the life of a Half-Blood.”
“Lucius Malfoy won't be happy, period. Plus, I haven't even spoken to him the entire time he's been here.”You push yourself up into a sitting position. “Draco isn't like Lucius, Dad. They are two separate people, just like me and you.”
Hades clenches his jaw. You've hit a nerve. You always do when you bring up just how desperately you want to be separated from your father, just how much you despise being told you look like him, or you do something like him.
He looks at you with those dark eyes and says, “You're stubborn, you know. That's a trait you get from me, not your mother.”
“You're grasping at straws now.”
“You're more like me than you'll ever be willing to admit, but everyone sees it. Nico and Bianca. . . they had little traits of me within them, but not as much as you. You really are my child.”
Your stomach clenches, and it's confusing. It's so, so confusing, and so painful, because there's a part of you that basks in these comments. He's your dad. No matter how much you try denying it, there has always been a part of you that wants to know you're a little bit like your dad, and yet there's that hostility that begs and clambers for any excuse you can use to go against such a thing.
You look away, fighting the urge to cry that always seems to rise to the surface when Hades is in your vicinity. “Can you just leave, please? I'm not going to stop talking to Draco just because you lot upstairs have a grudge against his family.”
Hades sighs. “I know you won't. But you can't say I didn't warn you.”
“Get out, Dad!”
When you next look up, the room is empty. Nico and Bianca's beds are desolate, pushed against the wall, suffering from years of neglect. Once again, you are alone. Outside, Draco's shadow passes the window, accompanied by Lucius.
----
Draco seems to be getting comfortable in camp.
Your father doesn't like this.
You see, Hades has a very annoying way of making his anger obvious, especially when the anger is pointed towards his children. You will be sat talking to Draco, having a seemingly normal conversation about whatever the days endeavours are holding, when suddenly a scream will plunge right through the centre of your brain, impossible to ignore.
It's painful sometimes. The headaches that often follow are the kind that leaves you sweating, unable to look into any form of light lest you make it worse. Hades doesn't take this into consideration, however, as he continues giving you these flashes throughout the next week and a half.
It's another one of his stupid fear tactics. You know it is. He wants to make you suffer so you'll be on his side through intimidation, and you're not willing to give in to him like that. Gods don't always get what they want. That's something they need to learn.
And so, you continue talking to Draco, and honestly, he's starting to become a friend. He's still a little drawn back, and you can only imagine the reasoning behind that is because Lucius is breathing down his neck every two seconds. Whilst Draco is taking the moral high ground and getting used to life at Camp Half-Blood, Lucius refuses to do such a thing. He spends his days brooding away in the Big House, getting angry when Chiron or any of the other Half-Bloods step foot in what he has now claimed as his domain. The Big House has basically become Out of Bounds whilst the Malfoys are in your presence, because Lucius throws a tantrum any time anyone besides him and his fellow wizards step foot inside of it.
It's on day twelve that you and Draco sit together in the grass upon the hill. In your lap is a colouring book that Percy stole for you a few years back, one you haven't touched because you very rarely have the time to just sit down and colour something in. He said it got rid of stress or something like that. You wonder if it works.
Draco lays down beside you, gazing up at the baby blue sky. He has one hand cupped across his forehead, the other resting on his stomach. His ice blue eyes are a little lighter when the sun hits them, and you can see some golden streaks in his silver hair.
You colour in a picture of Poseidon, already excited to show Percy the final product.
“Look at this picture a second,” you say after too many minutes of silence. “Tell me if that guy looks like Percy.”
Draco flicks his gaze over, lifting his head just slightly to get a better view. “Percy?”
“The son of Poseidon,” you confirm. “The annoying one who blew up your fountain.”
“Oh, him.” Draco scowls, dropping his head back to the grass. “I suppose it looks a little bit like him, yes. Why?”
You tilt the colouring book back and forth, humming as you inspect the drawing; it's badly done, of course, with the image probably taken from Google Images, drawn by some human who didn't know any better. For example, they drew him wearing some fancy toga-looking thing instead of his usual khaki shorts and Hawaiian button-up. You've also known Poseidon to enjoy getting his hair permed, but his hair is dead straight in the colouring book.
“I just think Percy looks a lot like his dad,” you reply. “Not in this picture, obviously – Poseidon wouldn't be caught dead with his eyebrows looking like that. But in real life, I swear, they're the picture of each other.”
Draco grunts. Not exactly the response you were looking for.
You glance down at him, raising a brow. “Not gonna add anything helpful to the conversation?”
“What could I possibly add? I don't know the Greek gods personally.”
“Really?”
Draco glares at you. “Forgive me for not fraternising with mythological gods, Y/N. I don't have quite the same relationship with them as you do.”
You hold up your hands in faux surrender, recognising his angry tone. “Alright, fair enough. No need to get grumpy.”
“You and Percy are really close.”
It isn't a question, and you suppose it doesn't have to be. Anyone who has known you for more than two seconds will be able to see that you and Percy are close, having been through so much together. “Yeah, we are. What's wrong with that?”
Draco slips his hand from his forehead over his eyes and mumbles, “Nothing. Absolutely nothing.” But his heart isn't in it, and you're not exactly convinced he's telling the truth. You haven't known Draco all that long, but you're pretty confident now in your abilities to pick up when he's angry, or frustrated, as you have seen it more often than any other emotion.
You glance at him, raising a brow. “You sure about that?”
“Yes. Why would I think there was something wrong with you having a friend?” He pauses a moment before adding, “He is just a friend, isn't he?”
It clicks.
Your cheeks heat up with the realisation. You're thankful that Draco is covering his eyes, because otherwise he would have surely been able to see your shocked expression, and that isn't the look you want to give off right now; you need to remain calm and collected, make sure you're reading this right before you go and lose your cool.
Awkwardly, you push the colouring book onto the grass and turn your attention fully on Draco. He stiffens when he feels you move, though he doesn't look at you. He doesn't even move his hand away from his face. You wonder if perhaps he doesn't want to show you his true expression, either.
“Yes,” you say. “Percy is just a friend. He's never been anything more than that.”
“Oh right. Nice.”
“Would...” You inhale, glancing down into camp. You're not used to this. Actual emotions, they're scary things. You've never been able to properly handle them. “Would that be an issue if he was?”
This time, Draco is unable to hide his embarrassment. Beneath his hands, his pale cheeks flush red, his Adams apple bobbing as he swallows and says, “No. It's none of my business.”
“Well, it's just 'cause, like, you asked, and I just thought-”
“Thought what?” Finally he looks at you, eyes narrowed. “Thought I cared about what you got up to when I'm not around?”
You reel back at his tone. “What? No! Well – yeah, I guess, because clearly some part of you cares-”
“You and Percy can do whatever you want.” He stands, wiping the grass from the elbows of his fancy black blazer. “I honestly couldn't care less. It's not like I'm sticking around much longer, anyway.”
You raise a brow. “Are you mad? How the hell did that happen? I didn't even say anything!”
“I'm not bloody mad.” He groans, spinning on his heel as he runs his hands through his hair. You don't even go after him, too stunned to even move. Instead, you just watch his retreating form, only for him to stop a few feet away, turn back and say, “Do you just forget the fact that he was about to let you fall to your death?”
You freeze. This was not the turn you were expecting the conversation to make. “Come again?”
“On that climbing wall,” Draco exclaims. “He watched you fall, Y/N! He didn't do anything to stop it from happening, and I refuse to believe he wasn't able to, because from what I've heard, he's one of the most powerful things in this bloody camp!”
“Things?”
“Oh, you know what I meant!”
You shoot up then, anger flooding your system. This is happening too often. You're losing your grip on the control you have trained so hard to gather, and it's all Draco's fault. “No, Draco, I don't actually know what you mean. In case you've forgotten, you're in our home, so don't you dare come in here claiming to know what we see is right and wrong. Percy might be one of the stronger demigods, but so am I. I can handle myself, and Percy knows that! That's the only reason he didn't do anything-”
“That's his excuse, is it?” Draco laughs, a bitter noise that makes your blood boil. “I wonder how long it took for him to brainwash you into believing that.”
That's what does it.
You remember all those times Percy has saved your life. You remember spending weeks by his side, on the run from the worlds most terrifying monsters. You remember crying with your belief that he was dead, imagining a life without your best friend, your companion.
And here Draco is, acting like he knows Percy better than you, deeming him a bad person just because of a single mishap he happened to witness, a mishap he doesn't even fully understand.
Behind you, the black cloud arises from the ground. Without even looking, you know it's there, consuming you in tendrils of darkness. Draco's eyes widen, a cry of surprise escaping him before he stumbles back.
The cloud follows him.
In your head, you listen to the screams of the souls that make up that cloud, the souls you can control with nothing more than a brief thought nowadays. Draco cries out, nearly falling over his feet. Soon, you can no longer see him as he disappears behind the black curtain.
You stay exactly where you are, watching him run down the hill, being chased by this power you have total control over. It's fuelled by anger, and you know you're going to get in trouble for doing it, but in this moment, you don't even care. You'll deal with the repercussions later, so long as Draco learns his lesson now.
It's once the young wizard has disappeared round the corner that you let the souls drop. They sink back into the floor, a rush of energy slamming back into your body now that the strenuous work is over. The hill you are standing on goes silent bar the sound of the snickering tree nymphs.
And then, just by your left ear, your fathers voice whispers, “Good job, Y/N. Definitely my child.”
----
Percy always knows when something is wrong with you.
There's something in the air, he says, a buzzing that he recognises as something he too possesses when he's angry. It's like the children of the Big Three communicate their anger through this weird little hum that only the other mistakes can hear.
He must notice it now.
He sits across from you at the lake, his toes dipping in the water as you keep your knees drawn to your chest, fingers sunk in the dirt. You keep your eyes on the tide as it sways in and out, but Percy keeps his eyes on you, waiting for the moment you will turn and look at him.
But you don't.
You don't want to answer his questions right now. You don't want to go into detail about what Draco said, about what you did to him, about how guilty you feel even though you know you shouldn't. You have used that scare tactic on so many people in the past, and it's always been for good reason – not once have you ever felt guilty about it.
Not until now.
Finally, Percy sighs and says, “So you're just gonna sit there and not tell me what's up?”
Leave it to him to be blunt.
You glance over and shrug, unsure where to even begin. You want to tell him the truth, of course; he's like a brother to you. The world always feels a little off when you're not telling him every little detail of your life. But gods, how do you explain this without sounding crazy?
“Do you want me to guess?” Percy continues, shuffling a little closer to you. “'Cause I'm good at that. Especially with you.”
“Try it.”
He hums, leaning back. “It definitely has something to do with the wizard boy.”
Your eyes snap up. “How did you know?”
“It's always about the wizard boy; you two have been joined at the hip since Chiron declared his residency here.” Again, he hums, continuing his analysis. His sea green eyes are narrowed, his lower lip protruding in a pout. “Did you two get into an argument?”
“Kind of.”
“Was he taking his fathers side?”
“No.”
“Was he insulting one of us?”
“...Kind of.”
Percy raises a brow. “So I'm getting warmer.”
You sigh, closing your eyes in exasperation. “He thought you and I were a couple.”
Percy pauses. It's now an awkward pause, especially considering he bursts into laughter not three seconds after. His shoulders jolt, eyes widening as he claps a hand to leg as if to stabalise himself. “You're kidding.”
“Alright, Seaweed Brain, hands off.” You push him away and fold your arms over your chest. “But yes, he thought you and I were a couple.”
“And that bothered you so much that you got into an argument with him and now you're huffing?”
You glare. “You're really enjoying this, huh?”
Percy nudges your shoulder light-heartedly. “I'm just messing. Tell me what happened.”
And so, as Percy gets comfortable, you begin your retelling, going into the details about Draco's little tantrum, and your retaliation to said tantrum. Percy interjects with a little “Aww” when you talk about defending him, to which you push his arm to get him to pipe down.
You feel even worse once the story has been spilled and you are able to see everything in hindsight; should you still be mad? Did Draco deserve that kind of torment?
Percy is silent for a moment once the story has been told. He looks off into the sea, as if calling to the waves for an answer, a piece of advice he can give you.
Finally, his wise mind comes up with, “That sounds shitty.”
“Yeah,” you grumble. “It was.”
“Sounds like he fancies you.”
Your cheeks heat up. “I don't think so. Not any more, anyway.”
“And you're disappointed about that?”
You shrug, because you really don't know. It would be much less hassle if you weren't disappointed about it, but you can't deny that you don't enjoy the feeling of Draco being mad at you. It feels off. It feels like you've done something wrong, even though you don't think you have.
“You know,” Percy continues, “I feel a little guilty being the reason you two have fallen out. I wasn't even there and I'm still causing trouble.”
You scoff. “Yeah. You have a habit of doing that, don't you?”
“I can't help it.” He leans forward, nudging your arm. “What if I have a little chat with Draco?”
You perk up, stomach turning at the mere suggestion. “Oh Percy, no. . .”
“What do you think I'm gonna do?”
“Bully him. Make him hate me even more.”
“The fact that that thought bothers you so much just proves to me how much I need to step in and offer my expertise. Annabeth didn't fall in love with me for no reason, and you know that.”
You open your mouth to object, but the words fall short, because he has a point; out of everyone you've ever known, Percy is the one who has been able to keep up a healthy relationship the longest. He and Annabeth argue like cat and dog, yet they still give off the aura of two young people who are truly in love with another.
That's rare.
You slump back against a tree. “Just don't say anything stupid to him. Please.”
He's already standing up, brushing dirt off the seat of his trousers. “Of course not. Give me ten minutes. I'll have him seeing sense in no time.” ----
Draco tries his best to stop the panic.
It's an old habit, one he hasn't been able to kick. He sees a demigod, and immediately his heart starts beating really fast, and his stomach drops, and his fingers twitch in the direction of his wand. It's a self defence reflex, one that has been built into him from day one, but he's amongst them now, and he needs to stop it.
But seeing Percy Jackson walking towards him is never going to be a sight he's going to get used to.
Draco remembers that picture you were colouring in the grass the day previous. You said Percy looked just like his father, and Draco can see the resemblance now. From what little he knows about the true Greek god of the sea, he can tell just where that analysis came from; Percy's black hair, his sea green eyes, even the way he carries himself like he owns the place.
It screams My dad is a god.
Draco pulls his shoulders back and gives Percy his best game face, trying desperately to look like he knows what he's doing, like he hasn't been lost in his own thoughts from the moment you looked at him with that anger on your face. He hates that it affected him so much, that he can't get the image out of his head, that he wants nothing more than to storm over to the Hades cabin and apologise for ever upsetting you.
“Draco, my man!” Percy exclaims, though his heart clearly isn't in it. “How are you? Good?”
“Fine.”
Percy clicks his fingers, giving awkward finger guns. “That's good. So good.” He stuffs his hands in his pockets and looks around. Then, out of nowhere, he snaps his gaze down to Draco's and says, “So, I've been told there's a bit of trouble in paradise.”
Draco pauses. “Paradise? I'd hardly call this place paradise, Jackson.”
Percy raises a brow; it infuriates Draco, who is so used to his comments making people angry. Percy just seems amused. “Your accent really doesn't do my last name justice when you say it like that.”
Draco scowls. “What do you want from me, Percy? I've got nothing to say to you.”
“Well, no. You don't. Technically, I have nothing to say to you, either, but I'm a nosy little shit head, so here we are.”
“What makes you think I'll tell you anything?”
Percy grins and takes an abrupt seat next to Draco, shoving his shoulder like they've been best friends for years. “If you tell me what I want to know, I'll tell you what you-” He prods a finger into Draco's chest. “-want to know.”
Draco's heart hammers. He stares at the grinning demigod, debating whether or not to just jinx him here and now rather than let this absurd conversation go any further.
But then the options come into his head.
He has questions about you. Of course he does. You're just. . . a force to be reckoned with. You're such an individual, unlike any Draco has ever encountered in his life, and he wants to know more. Percy could be the key to having those questions answered.
He coughs into his hand before saying, “I suppose I can talk a little bit.”
Percy perks up. “Oh, really? Great! So what makes you think Y/N and I are a couple?”
Draco's cheeks heat up. “Y/N told you about that?”
“Y/N tells me everything. It's part of the whole being best friends thing.”
Draco shrugs, awkwardly glancing down at his hands knotted upon his knees. “It was a stupid assumption to make. I know that now. Just. . . at the time, with how close you both are, it seemed the most plausible thing to think.”
“Well, it was stupid.”
“Yes-”
“And did this assumption-” He says this with a snooty British accent that makes Draco glare even harder. “-piss you off?”
Draco pauses; here is where he could very easily trip up. He needs to choose his words carefully.
“Yes.”
Percy tilts his head. “Because you. . . love Y/N?”
“Love?”
Percy raises his hands in faux surrender, though there is a grin flashing across his face. “Sorry, sorry. Do you fancy Y/N?”
Draco swallows the golf ball sized lump in his throat; he wants to die. He literally wants to throw himself into the lake and never resurface. How has Percy managed to butter him up in less than fifteen minutes?
“I suppose,” Draco mutters. “They are very – um – attractive.”
“Big brain,” Percy says, nodding. “I get it, man. Smart people are hot.”
“Uh, yes. Yes, they are also very smart-”
“And scary.” Percy hollows out his cheeks, shaking his head at nothing. Draco is starting to get annoyed. “Y/N is terrifying, and let me tell you, when a person can intimidate me? Wow. Marry me on the spot, is what I say.”
“Why don't you just ask Y/N out then?”
The words come out harsher than Draco planned, but he can't help it. Percy is sat there, basically drooling over you, and it's driving him mad. It's been driving him mad from the instant he got that stupid thought stuck in his brain that maybe – just maybe – you and Percy were something a little more than just the best of friends.
Percy is grinning, though.
Draco scowls. “What's so funny?”
“You really like them, don't you?”
“I never said-”
“Personally, I wouldn't touch Y/N with a six foot pole,” Percy continues, which just makes Draco even angrier, and he no longer knows just what he wants. “I'm talking about my girlfriend, Annabeth. The blonde girl. Daughter of Athena.”
It takes a moment for Draco to remember who Annabeth is. But then it dawns on him, and suddenly everything is making sense.
His cheeks warm again. “Oh. Right.”
“Yep. So that's that.”
“I'm sorry.”
“Nah, don't be. It's not me you need to apologise to.”
Draco bites his lower lip, understanding that Percy is right; he said some awful things, and he put you on the spot when you really didn't deserve it. You were doing nothing more than talking about your best friend, and Draco let his own jealousy push to the forefront.
He looks over at Percy to see the demigod grinning again, an expression he often seems to have. Draco wonders why you don't like him, why you decided to spend all those hours with him instead of Percy.
And as if Percy can read his mind, he says, “Y/N likes you too, you know. Like, properly likes you.”
Draco pushes up from the grass, gives Percy a grateful smile before heading out on his mission – to apologise.
----
You run into Lucius Malfoy shortly after Percy storms off.
It's quite a chance meeting, though part of you can't help but feel that maybe Lucius had it all planned out from the beginning. He holds himself like a man who knows exactly what he wants, like a man who doesn't understand what a chance meeting is.
You pause in the grass, watching him wade towards you. In your hand, you hold your sword, but that clearly isn't enough of an intimidation tactic against the tall, pale wizard. He stops only when he's feet in front of you, and with his posh accent, he says, “Y/N.”
“Mr Malfoy.”
“Where is Draco?”
“Beats me. He isn't my son.”
Lucius's nostrils flare. “Can you put that sword down whilst talking to me, please? It's disrespectful.”
You look at the celestial bronze blade and tilt it back and forth. The sun hits off the hilt, illuminating the Greek words inscribed upon it. “No. I quite like it in my hand.” You look back at Lucius and smile pleasantly. “Is there something I can help you with, Mr Malfoy? Are you lost?”
Lucius grits his teeth. Something throbs in his jaw, and honestly, you wouldn't be surprised if he were to draw back now and punch you square in the face.
Or he could just cast a spell, or whatever it is wizards do.
“You know, Y/N, Draco has told me an awful lot about you,” he growls.
“Oh?”
“Yes. And quite frankly, the details he has given me only further prove my theory that your kind are just unnatural.”
He's only trying to wind you up. You keep that in mind as you stand before him, listening to him spew such hatred; you could so easily just chop him to pieces right now. You could end this for everybody, but you think of Draco and how he would react and that thought alone is enough to silence the violent thoughts before you lose grip on your powers.
“I'm sorry you think that,” you mumble. “Hopefully you'll be out of camp soon enough and won't have to bother with my kind for much longer.”
Lucius laughs. There's no humour in it. It makes you ill just listening to it. “He told me about your little parlour trick – raising the dead, is it?”
“Controlling the dead.”
“That's Dark Magic, dear. That's the devils work if I've ever heard of it.”
You open your mouth to respond, but the chance is ripped away by the sound of someone else's voice ringing in your ear.
“I don't really enjoy being called the devil. He and I are two very different legends.”
You close your eyes. “Dad, go home.”
He doesn't listen to you. Of course he doesn't. Instead, he steps up to your side and places a warm hand on your shoulder. When you look up, he's smiling at Lucius with the same pleasant smile you gave him only seconds before – the pleasant smile that hides the fact you're on the verge of murdering someone.
“Is there a problem here?” Hades asks.
“Who are you?” Lucius demands, and you very nearly laugh at his stupidity.
Hades actually does laugh at his stupidity as he motions between you. “Surely you notice the family resemblance?”
Lucius stares, and then it all clicks into place. His eyes widen, mouth dropping open in a look you can only label horror. He stumbles back and says, “Hades?”
“A god,” you pipe up. “So watch what you say. I can't hold this one back.” You turn to Hades with an exasperated look. “Who let you crawl out of Tartarus again?”
“Nobody lets me do anything, dear,” Hades replies, keeping his eyes on the horrified Lucius Malfoy. “I just heard what our little friend here was saying to you, and I thought I'd come and put him in his place. Can't have someone insulting my dear child, can I?”
“You've never intervened before.”
Hades pushes you backwards, ignoring what you've just said. “So, Lucius; would you like a little duel beforehand, or are you just going to let me end your life, plain and simple?” He pauses, and when Lucius doesn't reply, he adds, “There's no shame in taking the easy way out.”
“Dad-”
“Stay out of this, Y/N. This is between me and-”
“Dad? What's wrong?”
Your head snaps up. Draco is stumbling down the hill, eyebrows raised as he glances between Hades and his father. Your heart jumps at the sight of him.
“Draco, pack up your things,” Lucius demands, staring at Hades as if afraid to look away lest your dad make any sudden movements. “We're leaving.”
“Oh, happy days!” You rush forward and grab your fathers elbow, dragging him back as much as you can. “Did you hear that, Dad? They're leaving!”
“I'm not going anywhere.”
You whirl on Draco. “What do you mean you're not going anywhere? Can't you see the predicament we're in right now?”
Draco raises his brow, clearly still confused as to what the hell he has just walked in on. “Who is this?”
“This is my dad.”
Draco's skin pales even more, if that is even possible. Hades turns, gives the young boy a pleasant little wave before he starts rolling up his sleeves, eyeing Lucius up again.
“Oh, right,” Draco squeaks.
You turn your attention back to Hades, latching onto his arm yet again. “Come on, Dad. This is pointless. They're leaving camp-”
“Y/N, I'm not going anywhere before we talk.”
“Draco, this really isn't the time-”
“Make up your mind, Lucius. . .” Hades sing-songs. “Quick and easy, or slow and painful? I can do both.”
Your heart hammers in your chest; this is not how you wanted things to go, not at all. You wish to every other god listening that Draco will just agree to go with his father, that he will leave and never return.
But you don't really want that, do you?
“Curse you, Zeus, you mind-reading bitch,” you hiss beneath your breath.
Draco glances at you. “What?”
“Never mind.” You grab Draco's shoulders and shove him back. “Just go, Draco, please. My dad is going to-”
But you never get to tell Draco what your dad is going to do, not before Lucius Malfoy cries out, “Avada Kadavra!”
You don't understand what's happened; the words just yelled by the Malfoy man are unfamiliar to you, jibberish if you've ever heard it, but Draco cries out and dashes forward. A blinding flash of light slams makes you stumble before Draco's arms wrap around your waist, throwing you to the ground with him hovering over you. When you open your eyes, his face is inches from your own, but neither of you get to bask in each others closeness, because all hell has suddenly broken loose.
Hades is so powerful. Sometimes you forget that. You've read the stories, and you know he's a god, but sometimes, all he is to you is your annoying dad who shows up every now and then to be annoying, and then he leaves. Sometimes you forget he can literally raise the dead in two point six seconds.
And judging by the corpses now stumbling around you, that's exactly what he has done.
“Oh my god,” Draco mumbles.
You push him away and clamber to your feet. “Dad, stop!”
The wind is billowing, however, and your words fall on deaf ears. Lucius has fallen to the floor, staring up at your father with a look of pure, unfiltered horror. Hades stands over him, now in full god form, and the sight is breathtaking. He's at his full height now, standing over everyone with his arms outstretched. Dirt billows around him, and a black light emanates from his body, blinding if you weren't his child. Draco has fallen to the floor, covering his head with his arms, and you are so, so happy he has the common sense to look away.
You stumble forward, latching onto your fathers clothes. “Dad, stop this now! Please!”
“How dare you?” Hades's voice shakes the trees. His eyes are pitch black. He is a god. “How dare you use your filthy wizard spells against my child?”
“I'm fine!” you cry. “Dad, I'm fine! Draco saved me! Look!” You helplessly wave your arms over your head. Beside you, a corpse laughs a high pitched laugh. You glare at it and say, “Shut up.”
The wind only grows stronger as Hades continues to bellow his threats and his curses. Lucius is too stunned to even move. Behind you, Draco cries out your name, tries reaching for your sleeve, but you pull away and continue yelling up at your father, trying to make him see sense.
“Dad, I'm fine! If you kill him, I'll never forgive you!” You grapple for something else, some other excuse you can use. “I'll – I'll never come back to Camp Half-Blood! I'll stay in the mortal world forever and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it!”
Hades falters. He glances down at you with those dark, sunken eyes and he says, “You know you're not safe there, Y/N. Don't joke about such things.”
“Then let him go,” you beg. “Please, Dad. I never ask you for anything, but I'm asking – begging – you for this. Just let him go.”
Hades tilts his head. “You're standing up for this piece of dirt?”
“Draco,” you pant, as if that is enough explanation. “Draco just saved my life, Dad. The least you can do is spare his fathers life.”
The wind dies down. Dirt topples back to the floor. The walking corpses drop to their knees before the soil reaches around them and drags them back into their graves, where hopefully they will remain for another few years. Slowly, your father shrinks back down to his usual five seven stature, his eyes gaining their normal dark colouring again. He continues staring.
You stare back for only a second before you spin on your heel and march towards Draco. You yank him up by his collar and shove him back, hissing, “Go grab your stuff and get out of here. This is the shit you're gonna get wound up in if you stay. You don't deserve that.”
Draco, flustered, grabs your shoulders and pushes back, keeping himself rooted to the ground. You want to cry. You need him to leave. You need him to be safe. You can't let him witness something like that ever again.
“Please, Draco,” you croak out. “Save yourself the bother-”
“You're crying.”
You groan, quickly swiping beneath your eyes to rid yourself of the tears you didn't even realise were falling. “No, I'm not.”
Draco wraps his arms around you and drags you into his shoulder. You don't really know why you melt into him in the way you do; it just kind of happens. Feeling the fabric of his shirt against your cheek, his arms around your shoulders, his body against yours – it's as if all the stresses of the evening flood out of you in a single swoop, replaced by a relief you didn't even know you were in such dire need of.
It's like Hades and Lucius don't even exist any more. It's just you and Draco, swaying back and forth in the darkness, saying nothing and that being enough.
“I'm not going anywhere,” he whispers. “Not until you know.”
You pause, but don't pull away. “Until I know what?”
“That – That you're special.”
You look up, raising a brow. “Is that a demigod joke?”
Draco groans, scrubbing a hand through his hair. “No. That's not what I meant. I meant – like – you're special to me.”
“Okay...”
He squeezes his eyes closed. “What I'm saying is, I don't want to leave you. I don't want to go back to the wizarding world and pretend I never met you. I want this – whatever this is – to last a long, long time.”
Your heart thunders in your chest. Beneath you, the ground rumbles, like the floor is hungry. “Draco...”
“I don't care what my father thinks of it,” he says, voice lower now. “I haven't been this happy in forever. I haven't met anyone like you before, and I'm so, so grateful you don't hate me.” He blinks. “Percy told me that, by the way – that you don't hate me. He wasn't lying, was he?”
You laugh. “No, he wasn't lying.”
“Oh, great.” He pulls you closer. “So, as I was saying-”
“Oh, for the love of me!” Hades claps his hands impatiently. “Just kiss them already, you idiot! Why do mortals take so long to get to the point?”
Draco looks over your shoulder, face going red. “Are you giving me permission to kiss Y/N?”
Hades rolls his eyes, waving a dismissive hand. “Yes, yes. Just get on with it. I'm ageing.”
“You're immortal, old man.”
“Watch your mouth, little one, or you're grounded.”
Your laugh is broken by Draco's kiss.
In the background, Lucius yells in frustration, but he quietens as soon as he looks at Hades. You don't even care, though, because once again, it's like neither of them are really there. It's just you and Draco. There is no world separating you, there is no problems, you are the same. His hands trail along your jawline before crawling over the back of your neck, holding you in place, as if you would ever willingly pull away.
Beneath you, the ground continues to growl. You imagine it's the dead people giving you a round of applause.
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“Lumos.”
You crack an eye open. Beside you, Draco shifts, lifting the covers further over his head. Through the thin material of the quilt, you can make out a dim yellow glow coming from Draco's wand.
You roll onto your back, nudging his arm with your elbow. He pauses, taking a few seconds before he pulls the covers back down, revealing his messy bed head and bare torso. He gives you a grin and says, “What are you doing awake?”
“You woke me,” you reply, before nodding towards the book resting on his lap. “What's that?”
“Oh, this? Nothing. Just a little book I picked up from the library the last time I was at Hogwarts.”
You raise a brow; you haven't seen Draco casually read in quite a while. Any time he has his head stuck in a book, it's usually to learn some new potion, or some new spell that he can show the harpies to impress them when they ask for a magic show. However, looking down at the book currently perched on his knees, you can see this isn't just some simple recipe book for wizards – the pages are filled with text, with very little pictures to accompany them.
“Can I read it with you?” you ask.
Draco's cheeks light up. “Maybe you should just go back to sleep. It's pretty late-”
He goes quiet when you rest your drowsy head on his chest, tugging the quilt up to your chin. You hear him sigh, a noise of content before he looks down at the page and places his wand beneath the words. In bold at the top is the title Hades and Persephone.
“Oh, my mum hated her,” you say.
Draco chuckles. “I can imagine.”
You trace your eyes over the words. You can't really make them out with your dyslexia, but Draco reads them for you, because he knows. He reads the story of your father and his true wife, pausing to ask you your opinions, or if you know anything about any of it. You tell him you don't, but you want him to keep reading, so he does, and together you learn about your father and his ways.
Finally, when Draco reaches the end of that particular story, you look up at him and say, “Why are you reading this?”
He shrugs. You don't buy it, though, and continue waiting for his response. He rolls his eyes at your patient silence and says, “Remember when you asked me if I'd ever read any of the Greek myths?”
You raise a brow. “Yes...”
“I hadn't read any of them. But I realised it's kind of part of your history, isn't it? These myths, the people and things you talk about. If I really want to understand you, I have to get familiar with a few of these terms, don't I?”
A lump forms in your throat. “You're reading these for me?”
“Of course.” He slams the book closed and says, “Quiz me. I can tell you who Demeter is right now.”
You stare at him a moment longer, overwhelmed beyond words. Instead of giving Draco a pop quiz on all things Greece, you reach up and press your lips to his own, whispering the unknown words of “I love you,” against his mouth.
Draco chuckles, the sound like music to your ears. “I love you, too.”
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Ra (/rɑː/;[1] Ancient Egyptian: rꜥ or rˤ; also transliterated rˤw /ˈɾiːʕuw/; cuneiform: 𒊑𒀀 ri-a or 𒊑𒅀ri-ia)[2] or Re (/reɪ/; Coptic: ⲣⲏ, Rē) is the ancient Egyptian deity of the sun. By the Fifth Dynasty in the 25th and 24th centuries BC, he had become one of the most important gods in ancient Egyptian religion, identified primarily with the noon sun. Ra was believed to rule in all parts of the created world: the sky, the Earth, and the underworld.[3] He was the god of the sun, order, kings and the sky.
Ra was portrayed as a falcon and shared characteristics with the sky-god Horus. At times the two deities were merged as Ra-Horakhty, "Ra, who is Horus of the Two Horizons". In the New Kingdom, when the god Amun rose to prominence he was fused with Ra into Amun-Ra.
The cult of the Mnevis bull, an embodiment of Ra, had its center in Heliopolis and there was a formal burial ground for the sacrificed bulls north of the city.
All forms of life were believed to have been created by Ra. In some accounts, humans were created from Ra's tears and sweat, hence the Egyptians call themselves the "Cattle of Ra". In the myth of the Celestial Cow, it is recounted how mankind plotted against Ra and how he sent his eye as the goddess Sekhmet to punish them.
The sun is the giver of life, controlling the ripening of crops which were worked by man. Because of the life-giving qualities of the sun the Egyptians worshiped the sun as a god. The creator of the universe and the giver of life, the sun or Ra represented life, warmth and growth. Since the people regarded Ra as a principal god, creator of the universe and the source of life, he had a strong influence on them, which led to him being one of the most worshiped of all the Egyptian gods and even considered King of the Gods. At an early period in Egyptian history his influence spread throughout the whole country, bringing multiple representations in form and in name. The most common form combinations are with Atum (his human form), Khepri (the scarab beetle) and Horus (the falcon). The form in which he usually appears is that of a man with a falcon's head, which is due to his combination with Horus, another sky-god. On top of his head sits a solar disc with a cobra, which in many myths represents the eye of Ra. At the beginning of time, when there was nothing but chaos, the sun-god existed alone in the watery mass of Nun which filled the universe.[4] "I am Atum when he was alone in Nun, I am Ra when he dawned, when he began to rule that which he had made."[4] This passage talks about how Atum created everything in human form out of the chaos and how Ra then began to rule over the earth where humans and divine beings coexisted. He created Shu, god of air, and the goddess of moisture, Tefnut.[5] The siblings symbolized two universal principles of humans: life and right (justice). Ra was believed to have created all forms of life by calling them into existence by uttering their secret names. In some accounts humans were created from Ra's tears and sweat.[4]
According to one myth the first portion of Earth came into being when the sun god summoned it out of the watery mass of Nun. In the myth of the Celestial Cow (the sky was thought of as a huge cow, the goddess Meht-urt) it is recounted how mankind plotted against[6] Ra and how he sent his eye, as the goddess Sekhmet, to punish them. Extensions of Ra's power were often shown as the Eye of Ra, which were the female versions of the sun-god. Ra had three daughters Bastet, Sekhmet and Hathor, who were all considered the Eye of Ra, who would seek out his vengeance. Sekhmet was the Eye of Ra and was created by the fire in Ra's eye. She was violent and sent to slaughter the people who betrayed Ra, but when calm she became the more kind and forgiving goddess Hathor. Sekhmet was the powerful warrior and protector while Bastet, who was depicted as a cat, was shown as gentle and nurturing.
In the underworld
Ra was thought to travel on the Atet, two solar barques called the Mandjet (the Boat of Millions of Years) or morning-boat and the Mesektet or evening-boat.[7] These boats took him on his journey through the sky and the Duat - twelve hours of night which is also the literal underworld of Egypt. While Ra was on the Mesektet, he was in his ram-headed form.[7] When Ra traveled in his sun-boat, he was accompanied by various other deities including Sia (perception) and Hu (command), as well as Heka (magic power). Sometimes, members of the Ennead helped him on his journey, including Set, who overcame the serpent Apophis, and Mehen, who defended against the monsters of the underworld. When Ra was in the underworld, he would visit all of his various forms.[7] He is called Af or Afu in the underworld
Apophis, the god of chaos (isfet), was an enormous serpent who attempted to stop the sun-boat's journey every night by consuming it or by stopping it in its tracks with a hypnotic stare. During the evening, the Egyptians believed that Ra set as Atum or in the form of a ram. The night boat would carry him through the underworld and back towards the east in preparation for his rebirth. These myths of Ra represented the sun rising as the rebirth of the sun by the sky-goddess Nut; thus attributing the concept of rebirth and renewal to Ra and strengthening his role as a creator god as well.[8]
When Ra was in the underworld, he merged with Osiris, the god of the dead.[7]
Ra was represented in a variety of forms. The most usual form was a man with the head of a falcon and a solar disk on top and a coiled serpent around the disk.[7] Other common forms are a man with the head of a beetle (in his form as Khepri), or a man with the head of a ram. Ra was also pictured as a full-bodied ram, beetle, phoenix, heron, serpent, bull, cat, or lion, among others.[9]
He was most commonly featured with a ram's head in the Underworld.[7] In this form, Ra is described as being the "ram of the west" or "ram in charge of his harem.[7]
In some literature, Ra is described as an aging king with golden flesh, silver bones, and hair of lapis lazuli.[7]
The chief cultic center of Ra was Iunu "the Place of Pillars", later known to the Ptolemaic Kingdom as Heliopolis (Koinē Greek: Ἡλιούπολις, lit. "Sun City")[3] and today located in the suburbs of Cairo. He was identified with the local sun god Atum. As Atum or Atum-Ra, he was reckoned the first being and the originator of the Ennead ("The Nine"), consisting of Shu and Tefnut, Geb and Nut, Osiris, Set, Isis and Nephthys. The holiday of "The Receiving of Ra" was celebrated on May 26 in the Gregorian calendar.[10]
Ra's local cult began to grow from roughly the Second Dynasty, establishing him as a sun-deity. By the Fourth Dynasty, pharaohs were seen as Ra's manifestations on earth, referred to as "Sons of Ra". His worship increased massively in the Fifth Dynasty, when Ra became a state-deity and pharaohs had specially aligned pyramids, obelisks, and sun temples built in his honor. The rulers of the Fifth Dynasty told their followers that they were sons of Ra himself and the wife of the high priest of Heliopolis.[7] These pharaohs spent much of Egypt's money on sun-temples.[7] The first Pyramid Texts began to arise, giving Ra more and more significance in the journey of the pharaoh through the Duat (underworld).[7]
During the Middle Kingdom, Ra was increasingly affiliated and combined with other chief deities, especially Amun and Osiris.
Ra on the
solar barque
At the time of the New Kingdom of Egypt, the worship of Ra had become more complicated and grander. The walls of tombs were dedicated to extremely detailed texts that depicted Ra's journey through the underworld. Ra was said to carry the prayers and blessings of the living with the souls of the dead on the sun-boat. The idea that Ra aged with the sun became more popular during the rise of the New Kingdom.
Many acts of worship included hymns, prayers and spells to help Ra and the sun-boat overcome Apep.
The rise of Christianity in the Roman Empire put an end to the worship of Ra.[11
Gods merged with Ra
Ra and
Amun
, from the tomb of
Ramses IV
."Ra-Horakhty" redirects here. For the Egyptian month named in his honor, see
Mesori
.
As with most widely worshiped Egyptian deities, Ra's identity was often combined with other gods', forming an interconnection between deities.
Amun and Amun-Ra
Amun
was a member of the Ogdoad, representing creation-energies with
Amaunet
, a very early patron of
Thebes
. He was believed to create via breath and thus was identified with the wind rather than the sun. As the cults of Amun and Ra became increasingly popular in Upper and
Lower Egypt
respectively they were combined to create Amun-Ra, a solar creator god. It is hard to distinguish exactly when this combination happened, but references to Amun-Ra appeared in pyramid texts as early as the Fifth Dynasty. The most common belief is that Amun-Ra was invented as a new state-deity by the Theban rulers of the
New Kingdom
to unite worshipers of Amun with the older cult of Ra around the 18th Dynasty.
[12]
Amun-Ra was given the official title "King of the Gods" by worshippers, and images show the combined deity as a red-eyed man with a lion's head that had a surrounding solar disk.
[12]
Atum and Atum-RaAtum-Ra (or Ra-Atum) was another composite deity formed from two completely separate deities; however, Ra shared more similarities with
Atum
than with
Amun
. Atum was more closely linked with the sun, and was also a creator god of the
Ennead
. Both Ra and
Atum
were regarded as the father of the deities and pharaohs and were widely worshiped. In older myths, Atum was the creator of
Tefnut
and Shu, and he was born from the
ocean
Nun
.
Imentet
and Ra from the tomb of
Nefertari
, 13th century BCRa-Horakhty
Pyramidion of Khonsu, with the image of Ra-Horakhty in the middle.In later Egyptian mythology, Ra-Horakhty was more of a title or manifestation than a composite deity. It translates as "Ra (who is)
Horus
of the
Horizons
". It was intended to link Horakhty (as a sunrise-oriented aspect of Horus) to Ra. It has been suggested that Ra-Horakhty simply refers to the sun's journey from horizon to horizon as Ra, or that it means to show Ra as a symbolic deity of hope and rebirth. (See earlier section
#The sun
).Khepri and Khnum
Khepri
was a scarab beetle who rolled up the sun in the mornings and was sometimes seen as the morning manifestation of Ra. Similarly, the
ram
-headed god
Khnum
was also seen as the evening manifestation of Ra. The idea of different deities (or different aspects of Ra) ruling over different times of the day was fairly common but variable. With Khepri and Khnum taking precedence over sunrise and
sunset
, Ra often was the representation of midday when the sun reached its peak at noon. Sometimes different aspects of Horus were used instead of Ra's aspects.Raet-TawyRaet or
Raet-Tawy
was a female aspect of Ra; she did not have much importance independent of him. In some myths she was considered to be either Ra's wife or his daughter.
[13]
Gods created by RaBastet
Bastet
(also called Bast) is sometimes known as the "cat of Ra".
[14]
She is also his daughter by
Isis
and is associated with Ra's instrument of vengeance, the sun-god's eye.
[14]
Bastet is known for decapitating the serpent
Apophis
(Ra's sworn enemy and the "God" of Chaos) to protect Ra.
[14]
In one myth, Ra sent Bastet as a lioness to Nubia.
[14]
Sekhmet
Sekhmet
is another daughter of Ra.
[15]
Sekhmet was depicted as a lioness or large cat, and was an "eye of Ra", or an instrument of the sun god's vengeance.
[15]
In one myth, Sekhmet was so filled with rage that Ra was forced to turn her into a cow so that she would not cause unnecessary harm.
[15]
In another myth, Ra fears that mankind is plotting against him and sends Hathor (another daughter of Ra) to punish humanity. While slaughtering humans she takes the form of Sekhmet. To prevent her from killing all humanity, Ra orders that beer be dyed red and poured out on the land. Mistaking the beer for blood, Sekhmet drinks it, and upon becoming intoxicated, she reverts to her pacified form, Hathor.
[16]
Hathor
Hathor
is another daughter of Ra.
[17]
When Ra feared that mankind was plotting against him, he sent Hathor as an "eye of Ra".
[15]
In one myth, Hathor danced naked in front of Ra until he laughed to cure him of a fit of sulking.
[17]
When Ra was without Hathor, he fell into a state of deep depression.
[18]
Other gods
Neith
,
Brooklyn Museum
Ptah
Ptah
is rarely mentioned in the literature of Old Kingdom pyramids.
[19]
This is believed by some to be a result of the Ra-worshipping people of Heliopolis being the main writers of these inscriptions.
[19]
While some believed that Ra is self-created, others believed that Ptah created him.
[20]
IsisIn one myth,
Isis
created a serpent to poison Ra and only gave him the antidote when he revealed his true name to her. Isis passed this name on to Horus, bolstering his royal authority.
[21]
Apep
Apep
, also called Apophis, was the god of chaos and Ra's arch-enemy. He was said to lie just below the horizon line, trying to devour Ra as Ra traveled through the underworld.
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Why do you like Lore Olympus? I'm genuinely curious because I've seen a lot of harsh criticisms toward the comic, from its inaccuracies regarding its use of Greek Mythology to the plethora of harmful queer stereotypes. I tried reading it myself but honestly, if you took out all the Greek Mythology references and naming, it just seems like another "far older man courts a barely adult woman" love story with bad queer rep thrown it.
Happy to explain! Let’s tackle what’s perhaps the most complicated aspect first.
As a former Classics major I can tell you that there is no “Greek Mythology.” Meaning, there is no singular Greek Mythology that can be referenced and consulted in any uniform way. Which is a really difficult thing to conceptualize in an age of print publications and careful record keeping. Unsure about whether Harry ever cursed Draco with such-and-such hex? Re-read the Harry Potter books to find out. Want to claim that Sherlock was horrible to Watson and frequently insulted him? We can comb through Doyle’s shorts stories and novels, tally every insult, and find out. These are canons and, as messy as the term “canonical” has become with more adaptations and transmedia storytelling, most characters have a set, fixed existence that we can return to and use as evidence. Not so with Greek Mythology. Born of oral storytelling, there are a hundred different versions of every myth, some changes more stark than others. Some of those versions were written down. Then written down again (differently). Then written down again (differently still). Then we realized they were almost all being written down by men and huh, I wonder if that has any impact on how they framed the story (spoiler: it absolutely does). And all of this doesn’t even take into account the issue of translation. Regardless of what Ovid may have put down on the page, you’re going to get a different experience depending on whether you read Melville or Gregory. There’s a reason why everyone was so excited over Emily Wilson being the first woman to translate The Odyssey into English. Her perspective and her experience as a woman by default changes the way she approaches the text. Even something as simple as a single description can have a HUGE impact depending on how it is translated. Take this excerpt from a NYT article:
“The prefix poly,” Wilson said, laughing, “means ‘many’ or ‘multiple.’ Tropos means ‘turn.’ ‘Many’ or ‘multiple’ could suggest that he [Odysseus] is much turned, as if he is the one who has been put in the situation of having been to Troy, and back, and all around, gods and goddesses and monsters turning him off the straight course that, ideally, he’d like to be on. Or, it could be that he’s this untrustworthy kind of guy who is always going to get out of any situation by turning it to his advantage. It could be that he’s the turner.”
Is Odysseus a poor victim turned around by monsters and fate, or is he a schemer capable of turning it all to his advantage? It all depends on how it’s translated and whoever wants to make a case for Odysseus being a “good” or “bad” guy can point to this translation as evidence… or another. Or another. There are just too many versions for anyone to definitely say what these gods and others are “really” like.
I put so much emphasis on this because the biggest criticism I’ve seen leveled against the comic is the characterization of Apollo. He would never rape Persephone! How dare you twist his character like that! Except Apollo isn’t a character that exists in a fixed canon. He belongs to an overwhelming corpus of complicated, contrary, contrasting myths… and yes, in some of those he raped. Arguably. It, again, comes down to translation and interpretation. Take this excerpt from Nancy Rabinowitz’s paper “Greek Tragedy: A Rape Culture?”
Creusa, raped by Apollo years ago, conceived a child and abandoned him… For the purposes of this paper, I have to address the question of whether Creusa was in fact raped by the god. Hermes mixes the terminology in the prologue; he asserts that the god Apollo “yoked the daughter of Erechtheus in marriage (γάμοις)”, but he also says “by force (βίᾳ)” (10-11). Ion later (1524-25; cf. 341, 325) wonders whether Creusa was really raped, or whether she was just alleging that the god took her by violence to cover up an indiscretion of her own – a similar situation could be imagined in our own day, where false allegations may arise from young girls’ fear of confessing consensual relations to their parents. Lefkowitz argues that women tend to cooperate in their seduction by a god. While it might seem obvious that Ion is simply wrong, there is the further implication that though Apollo raped Creusa, she also desired him” (11-12).
So if we’re looking for evidence that Smythe’s interpretation of Apollo is the “correct” one, it exists… depending on what you read and how you choose to interpret it: whether a mortal woman can ever truly give consent due to the power difference between her and a god, whether it was safe to say no, whether she might have lied to protect herself, whether it was something a part of her desired but perhaps didn’t entirely want, etc. It’s that last bit in particular—those difficult questions—that Smythe explores in her comic. Persephone wants to explore her sexuality. She wants a way out of her virgin obligations. But she’s also pressured into sex by Apollo. He doesn’t stop when she expresses discomfort. She doesn’t feel safe asserting herself and telling him to stop. It’s rape, but it’s a far more complicated situation than the rape scenario of “Evil man forces himself on woman in the back of an alleyway” and Smythe treats the tragedy with nuance and respect, even in a comic filled with so much humor.
The people I see most upset about Lore Olympus are those who talk about the gods and their associated mortals as if they’re characters out of a book. They read one version once—or maybe two—and, as is natural in the 21st century, decided that This Is How The Story Goes. Even though every academic would be losing their mind over such definitive statements as, “Such-and-Such would never do this.” That’s simply not how records this ancient, sporadic, political, and downright messy work. So as someone with some knowledge of how Greek Mythology functions, I’m not at all put off by the comics’ “inaccuracies.” Because they’re simply not inaccuracies, just interpretations. Not liking those interpretations is fine, but that doesn’t mean Smythe was wrong for providing them.
As for the rest, I’ll try to limit myself to bullet points:
The age difference between Persephone and Hades is definitely A Thing and I admittedly didn’t realize that was the case when I started reading. I assumed that Persephone, like most of the cast, was hundreds/thousands of years old and just had a child-like personality. I basically realized around the time Hades did that she’s so young. That being said, the issue of age differences changes for me once you reach such insane ages. That’s why I still ship Ozqrow: Ozpin is hundreds of years older than him but at that point he’s going to be older than everyone. Always. Limiting his ships to only those who are close to Ozpin’s age means you can’t ship him at all (unless you ship him with Salem post-grimm pool and… no). It’s a similar situation with Hades. Yes, there are plenty of gods his age that he could date (and indeed he does) but he is always going to be thousands of years older than Persephone. She can literally never catch up to him, so if someone has an issue with the age gap then they have to accept that it will simply never go away. They can never be a couple in which case yeah, then the comic just isn’t your thing.
Really, I think the bigger issue is not the gap itself but Persephone’s age, period. Again though, I appreciate that Smythe treats the situation with a great deal of respect. This isn’t a story of a much older man hunting a younger woman. It’s the story of a much older god who, like me the reader, assumed he had fallen for a slightly younger goddess… and then freaked out when he found out he was wrong. He’s called out for his ignorance. Others are incredibly protective of Persephone. They both try to stay away from one another and find themselves struggling. Which, to be frank, is an interesting dilemma to me. And it’s one I’m more interested in with gods as characters as opposed to humans. Because it feels less predatory to me. A man going after a much younger woman is threatening in part because we’re mortals who have so much to lose, including our youth. If you enter an abusive relationship that alone is horrible enough, but it also means you’ve lost all those years and all that experience to toxicity. When a god goes after a much younger goddess… they’re kind of static. They have eternity stretching out before them. Persephone potentially “losing” ten years to a relationship with Hades just isn’t the same thing as a mortal losing ten years to a relationship of their own. Gods, though they seem quite human, simply aren’t and thus for me questions of morality and what’s ethical in any given situation changes. We have a cast who, when Eros gets upset and murders a whole bunch of humans, Zeus shrugs and says they’ll just make more. Their concept of right and wrong differs from ours and it invites the reader to apply that to every situation: is it as wrong for an older god to go after a 19yo goddess as it would be for an older man to go after a 19yo woman? Many readers may decide it is—to some extent the text decides it is—but the story still possesses ambiguity and invites the reader to grapple with it. That’s compelling.
Connected to this, I like how much agency Persephone has throughout the series. She’s very much a character who defies expectations, particularly when it comes to her sexuality. Far from being a meek, vulnerable woman who is preyed on by Hades, she is making constant, active decisions about her own romantic and sexual encounters. Even if that decision is just acknowledging how unsure she still is: does she want to remain a virgin? Does she want Apollo? Does she want Hades? Is it okay to make out with Ares? Wear this very short dress? Get drunk? Explore a city? Invite this person over? Have feelings for your boss? Persephone is grappling with a lot of questions that don’t have easy answers and the fact that the story gives her the room to do that grappling is fantastic. I’ve spoken before about my dislike of the Strong Female Character—someone who is not just physically intimidating but who also never, EVER hesitates. She knows precisely what she wants and she’s going to take it! Which is a great portrayal of one kind of woman… but I’m not that kind. I hem and haw and am anxious like Persephone. So for me it’s refreshing to see a story that paints uncertainty as strength. She’s allowed the space to be unsure and confused and is never belittled for that.
Honestly I’m not sure what the issue with the queer rep is? Beyond the fact that Lore Olympus doesn’t seem to have any (unless I’m forgetting some. Very possible). Which, admittedly, is far from great, but if I dismissed every story due solely to a lack of queer characters I would limit a lot of my potential media. So for me, personally, that’s not a deal breaker. Taking a stab in the dark, I’ll make an assumption that people are upset about certain characterizations like Eros? Which, fair. But we also have the flip side that effeminate, flamboyant men do exist. It’s another complicated, touchy subject, but there’s a fine line between enforcing stereotypes and acknowledging that those stereotypes often do arise out of something. Some people hate the media image of the queer kid decked out in rainbows. Other people look at their own wardrobe and backpack and go, “Actually… yeah. That can be accurate.” For me stereotypes are primarily an issue given their prevalence. It’s an issue when that’s the only way queer characters are portrayed, but Lore Olympus doesn’t have that problem because, again, it’s focused on het relationships. Eros might potentially be a (non-confirmed?) queer stereotype… or he’s a battle-hardened warrior who also likes to gush about gossip while baking, the sort of complex gender portrayal that people claim to want. It depend on how you approach it. So no, Lore Olympus isn’t breaking any ground with queer rep but, as said, I do appreciate how it treats sexual assault—among other sensitive, relevant issues. It’s a trade-off. No piece of media is going to be perfect. I could say the same thing about so many great stories. The Mandalorian doesn’t have any queer rep! No, it doesn’t, but it is giving us a fantastic story about a bounty-hunter turned dad that challenges a number of Western gender assumptions so… trade-off.
I likewise enjoy that characters call one another out on shitty, toxic behavior without completely losing who those characters are. (Again, supposedly who they are based on the lecture I gave at the start lol). Meaning, it would be kind of weird if Zeus wasn’t a womanizer. That’s what we expect of him, so changing that would likewise change one of the most fundamental aspects of what makes Zeus-Zeus in the general public’s perception of him. But we still have scenes of Hera and others calling him out on that shit, so it’s a balance between modern sensibilities and character expectations.
The characters overall are just wonderfully complex. Persephone doesn’t seem so at first glance, but that’s partly the point: she’s nothing like what everyone assumes she is and it’s those assumptions that she’s learning to push back against. But overall Smythe has a real knack for emphasizing the human (or god) complexity. We hate Eros for helping Aphrodite punish Persephone. Then we feel bad for him because of his sob story. Then we pull back because he’s called out for being a dick and making himself look like the victim. Then we come to the realization that his side of the story was still accurate in many ways and finally end on… he’s flawed. He’s just a flawed person. He’s not a saint. He’s not the devil. He’s a guy who screwed up one moment and did something good the next. Perhaps it’s just me coming out of the nonsense that was Volume 7 of RWBY, but it’s refreshing to read a story where that complexity is emphasized and (most) flaws are forgiven while still being acknowledged.
Overall I just find it to be a fun, entertaining story! lol. The artwork is beautiful. The humor is great. There’s a nice balance between plot and introspection. There are issues with the series, sure, but none thus far have kept me from enjoying the experience of reading it. I fully support anyone’s right to go, “Nope. Not for me.” For any reason. But I also feel like Lore Olympus is a good example of Tumblr’s recent emphasis on pure media: it must be PERFECT. Otherwise chuck it in the bin. Lore Olympus does a lot of the things that people on this site call for. Respectful depictions of assault. Emphasis on mental health. Storytelling from a woman’s perspective. Numerous types of woman characters. Being careful about who engages with sensitive material and how (each chapter that contains such issues has a trigger warning at the start, impossible to miss). Lore Olympus does a lot right… and some things wrong. Which is what we would expect of any good story. So it feels disingenuous of me—if not outright dangerous—to paint it as worse than I actually think it is. I want media to continue to improve, but I also don’t want to scare off authors from even trying because they were raked across the coals for not creating perfection. Smythe, to my mind, is definitely trying and that should be acknowledged.
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Myth & Description
Ra (/rɑː/; Egyptian: Rꜥ, Rˤ) or Re (/reɪ/; Coptic: ⲣⲏ, Rē) is the ancient Egyptian sun god. By the Fifth Dynasty in the 25th and 24th centuries BC, he had become a major god in ancient Egyptian religion, identified primarily with the noon sun.
In later Egyptian mythology dynastic times, Ra was merged with the god Horus, as Ra-Horakhty ("Ra, who is Hor of the Two Horizons"). He was believed to rule in all parts of the created world: The sky, the earth and the underworld. He was associated with the falcon or hawk. When in the New Kingdom and the god Amun rose to prominence, he was fused with Ra as Amun-Ra. During the Amarna Period, Akhenaten suppressed the cult of Ra in favor of another solar deity, the Aten, the deified solar disc, but after the death of Akhenaten, the cult of Ra was restored.
The cult of the Merwer bull, an embodiment of Ra, had its center in Heliopolis and there was a formal burial ground for the sacrificed bulls north of the city.
All forms of life were believed to have been created by Ra, who called each of them into existence by speaking their secret names. Alternatively man was created from Ra's tears and sweat, hence the Egyptians call themselves the "Cattle of Ra." In the myth of the Celestial Cow it is recounted how mankind plotted against Ra and how he sent his eye as the goddess Sekhmet to punish them. When she became bloodthirsty she was pacified by drinking beer mixed with red dye.
Ra and the sun
To the Egyptians, the sun represented light, warmth, and growth. This made the sun deity very important, as the sun was seen as the ruler of all that he created. The sun disk was either seen as the body or eye of Ra. Ra was the father of Shu and Tefnut, whom he created. Shu was the god of the wind, and Tefnut was the goddess of the rain. Sekhmet was the Eye of Ra and was created by the fire in Ra's eye. She was a violent lioness.
Ra in the underworld
Ra was thought to travel on the Atet, two solar barks called the Mandjet (the Boat of Millions of Years) or morning boat and the Mesektet or evening boat. These boats took him on his journey through the sky and the Duat, the literal underworld of Egypt. While Ra was on the Mesektet, he was in his ram-headed form. When Ra traveled in his sun boat, he was accompanied by various other deities including Sia (perception) and Hu (command), as well as Heka (magic power). Sometimes, members of the Ennead helped him on his journey, including Set, who overcame the serpent Apep, and Mehen, who defended against the monsters of the underworld. When Ra was in the underworld, he would visit all of his various forms. Apep, the god of chaos, was an enormous serpent who attempted to stop the sun boat's journey every night by consuming it or by stopping it in its tracks with a hypnotic stare. During the evening, the Egyptians believed that Ra set as Atum or in the form of a ram. The night boat would carry him through the underworld and back towards the east in preparation for his rebirth. These myths of Ra represented the sun rising as the rebirth of the sun by the sky goddess Nut; thus attributing the concept of rebirth and renewal to Ra and strengthening his role as a creator god as well.
When Ra was in the underworld, he merged with Osiris, the god of the dead, and through it became the god of the dead as well.
Ra as creator
Ra was worshiped as the creator god among some ancient Egyptians, specifically followers of his cult at Heliopolis. It was believed that Ra wept, and from his tears came man. These cult-followers believed that Ra was self-created, while followers of Ptah believed that Ra was created by Ptah. In a passage of the Book of the Dead, Ra cuts himself, and his blood transforms into two intellectual personifications: Hu, or authority, and Sia, or mind. Ra is also accredited with the creation of the seasons, months, plants, and animals.
Iconography
Ra was represented in a variety of forms. The most usual form was a man with the head of a falcon and a solar disk on top and a coiled serpent around the disk. Other common forms are a man with the head of a beetle (in his form as Khepri), or a man with the head of a ram. Ra was also pictured as a full-bodied ram, beetle, phoenix, heron, serpent, bull, cat, or lion, among others.
He was most commonly featured with a ram's head in the Underworld. In this form, Ra is described as being the "ram of the west" or "ram in charge of his harem“.
In some literature, Ra is described as an aging king with golden flesh, silver bones, and hair of lapis lazuli.
Worship
The chief cult center of Ra was Iunu, the "Place of Pillars", later known to the Greeks as Heliopolis (lit. "Sun City") and today located in the suburbs of Cairo. He was identified with the local sun god Atum. As Atum or Atum-Ra, he was reckoned the first being and the originator of the Ennead ("The Nine"), consisting of Shu and Tefnut, Geb and Nut, Osiris, Set, Isis and Nephthys. The holiday of 'The Receiving of Ra' was celebrated on May 26 in the Gregorian calendar.
His local cult began to grow from roughly the second dynasty, establishing Ra as a sun deity. By the Fourth Dynasty, pharaohs were seen as Ra's manifestations on earth, referred to as "Sons of Ra". His worship increased massively in the Fifth Dynasty, when Ra became a state deity and pharaohs had specially aligned pyramids, obelisks, and solar temples built in his honor. The rulers of the Fifth Dynasty told their followers that they were sons of Ra himself and the wife of the high priest of Heliopolis. These pharaohs spent most of Egypt's money on sun temples. The first Pyramid Texts began to arise, giving Ra more and more significance in the journey of the pharaoh through the Underworld.
During the Middle Kingdom era, Ra was increasingly affiliated and combined with other chief deities, especially Amun and Osiris.
At the time of the New Kingdom, the worship of Ra had become more complicated and grander. The walls of tombs were dedicated to extremely detailed texts that depicted Ra's journey through the underworld. Ra was said to carry the prayers and blessings of the living with the souls of the dead on the sun boat. The idea that Ra aged with the sun became more popular during the rise of the New Kingdom.
Many acts of worship included hymns, prayers, and spells to help Ra and the sun boat overcome Apep.
The rise of Christianity in the Roman Empire put an end to the worship of Ra by the citizens of Egypt, and as Ra's popularity suddenly died out, the study of Ra became of purely academic interest even among the Egyptian priests.
Powers
Creation
Enhanced Charisma
Fire Manipulation
Fire Body
Omnipotence (As Aten)
Nigh Omnipotence (As creator deity)
Primordial Light Manipulation
Solar Manipulation
Light Manipulation
Relationship to other gods
Gods merged with Ra
As with most widely worshiped Egyptian deities, Ra's identity was often combined with other gods, forming an interconnection between deities.
Amun and Amun-Ra
Amun was a member of the Ogdoad, representing creation energies with Amunet, a very early patron of Thebes. He was believed to create via breath, and thus was identified with the wind rather than the sun. As the cults of Amun and Ra became increasingly popular in Upper and Lower Egypt respectively they were combined to create Amun-Ra, a solar creator god. It is hard to distinguish exactly when this combination happened, but references to Amun-Ra appeared in pyramid texts as early as the fifth dynasty. The most common belief is that Amun-Ra was invented as a new state deity by the Theban rulers of the New Kingdom to unite worshipers of Amun with the older cult of Ra around the 18th dynasty. Amun-Ra was given the official title "king of the gods" by worshipers, and images show the combined deity as a red-eyed man with a lion's head that had a surrounding solar disk.
Atum and Atum-Ra
Atum-Ra (or Ra-Atum) was another composite deity formed from two completely separate deities, however Ra shared more similarities with Atum than with Amun. Atum was more closely linked with the sun, and was also a creator god of the Ennead. Both Ra and Atum were regarded as the father of the deities and pharaohs, and were widely worshiped. In older myths, Atum was the creator of Tefnut and Shu, and he was born from ocean Nun.
Ra-Horakhty
In later Egyptian mythology, Ra-Horakhty was more of a title or manifestation than a composite deity. It translates as "Ra (who is) Horus of the Horizons". It was intended to link Horakhty (as a sunrise-oriented aspect of Horus) to Ra. It has been suggested that Ra-Horakhty simply refers to the sun's journey from horizon to horizon as Ra, or that it means to show Ra as a symbolic deity of hope and rebirth. (See earlier section: Ra and the sun).
Khepri and Khnum
Khepri was a scarab beetle who rolled up the sun in the mornings, and was sometimes seen as the morning manifestation of Ra. Similarly, the ram-headed god Khnum was also seen as the evening manifestation of Ra. The idea of different deities (or different aspects of Ra) ruling over different times of the day was fairly common, but variable. With Khepri and Khnum taking precedence over sunrise and sunset, Ra often was the representation of midday when the sun reached its peak at noon. Sometimes different aspects of Hor were used instead of Ra's aspects.
Raet-Tawy
Raet or Raet-Tawy was a female aspect of Ra; she did not have much of importance independently of him. In some myths she was considered to be either Ra's wife or his daughter.
Gods created by Ra Bastet
Bastet (also called Bast) is sometimes known as the "cat of Ra". She is also his daughter and is associated with Ra's instrument of vengeance, the sun-god's eye. Bastet is known for decapitating the serpent Apep (Ra's sworn enemy and the "God" of Chaos) to protect Ra. In one myth, Ra sent Bastet as a lioness to Nubia.
Sekhmet
Sekhmet is another daughter of Ra. Sekhmet was depicted as a lioness or large cat, and was an "eye of Ra", or an instrument of the sun god's vengeance. In one myth, Sekhmet was so filled with rage that Ra was forced to turn her into a cow so that she would not cause unnecessary harm. In another myth, Ra fears that mankind is plotting against him and sends Hathor (another daughter of Ra) to exterminate the human race. In the morning Sekhmet goes to finish the job and drinks what appears to be blood. It turns out to be red beer, and she is too intoxicated to finish the slaughter.
Hathor
Hathor is another daughter of Ra. When Ra feared that mankind was plotting against him, he sent Hathor as an "eye of Ra" to exterminate the human race, later sending Sekhmet to finish the job. In one myth, Hathor danced naked in front of Ra until he laughed to cure him of a fit of sulking. When Ra was without Hathor, he fell into a state of deep depression.
Rival gods Ptah
Ptah is rarely mentioned in the literature of Old Kingdom pyramids. This is believed by some to be a result of the Ra-worshiping people of Heliopolis being the main writers of these inscriptions. Followers of Ra were known to be jealous of Ptah. While some believed that Ra is self-created, others believed that Ptah created him.
Isis
Isis frequently schemed against Ra, as she wanted her son Horus to have the power. In one myth, Isis created a serpent to poison Ra and only gave him the antidote when he revealed his true name to her. Ra now feared Isis, as with his secret name revealed she could use all her power against him and have Horus take over the throne.
Apep
Apep, also called Apophis, was the god of chaos and Ra's greatest enemy. He was said to lie just below the horizon line, trying to devour Ra as Ra descended into the underworld. As he swallowed Ra, this led to the setting of the sun and when he had completely swallowed Ra this led to nighttime. He never succeeded in completely swallowing Ra however as he eventually spit Ra back out, causing the sun to rise.
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This season of The Mandalorian has some discontinuities in tone, subject matter, and theme. They're glaring to me as a storyteller--it's like looking at a page of text with some lines sharpied out and words replaced. The only way I can make sense of it is as hasty, clumsy edits to a script whose messages Disney had to muffle late in production.
Spoilers for Season 2 Episodes 2 and 7.
In episode 2, the protagonist is supposed to ferry, functionally, a pregnant woman to another planet in exchange for information. There are some glaring holes in this story.
-Why does she need him specifically to take her to what looks like a fairly busy port? Why not any other transport? Surely it would be more reliable and safer to take some innocuous ship? -As they travel, there's a tense encounter with what are essentially two police officers from the New Republic, and in the scene as shown, this is because Mando is wanted. But during the radio conversation, it's very apparent that Mando and the woman don't want them to know the woman is there. Why, if Mando's record is the problem? -Also this issue with Mando being afraid of getting pulled over arises only in this episode, and is treated as resolved when these individual police officers decide to let him off. Why doesn't he have these issues while traveling throughout the rest of the season, since officially there's no reason the overarching problem of his record should have been fixed by this? This suggests the problem was developed to help along the plot of only this episode--which makes no sense given how storytelling arcs about him and Grogu work throughout the rest of the show.
Meanwhile, there are hints at something unstated.
-It's important to the woman to get to the new planet so her baby can be born. The Watsonian explanation given for the rush is that the eggs are unfertilized, have a shelf life, and this is her last chance to have a kid for unspecified reasons. But from a Doylist angle, these complications only exist to give her a time limit for getting to the new planet. They could have been fertilized eggs which could be born anywhere, or she could have not been pregnant at all--surely she'd still want to go to her husband. The setup is carefully arranged to create the goal "we must get to the new planet in time for the child to be born."
-The woman gives an impassioned speech about how her husband sacrificed to make a life for them on the only planet hospitable to their species. In the show as presented, it's a little bit of a non-sequitur; the things she's upset about don't quite line up with the actual situation. Nor is it made clear at any point why this is the only planet for them, what they're running from elsewhere.
-Oh yes, and, rare for someone in the Star Wars universe, the woman doesn't speak Basic.
All of this makes sense if the woman in this story is illegally crossing a border to the in-universe equivalent of America. Check being coded as an "alien" by not speaking the language, the sentiments about creating a better life for them, the need to get over the border so her baby is born in the new home and has citizenship. I would bet a great deal that there was an original version of the script in which the New Republic officers were essentially Border Control and the tension of that scene came purely from the need to keep the woman hidden. And of course, this answers the question of why she couldn't just take any old transport to her destination.
This is really obvious; I'm sure someone else has commented on it; and normally I'd think "not everything that's not stated explicitly is a plot hole." But there are clear signs here someone tried to move the script away from this. There's NO mention of laws or refugees or illegal border crossings, when there are a lot of natural places for those word choices to crop up. The "better life" speech is WAY too text to have been intended as subtext when written, and that scene where they're pulled over doesn't even make SENSE without the illegal alien thing having been made explicit. Something got patched over here, and the seams are very visible. What this looks like to me is someone wrote a really poignant episode about the plight of people crossing the border, and Disney said "NOPE, no sympathetic illegal aliens." Which already had me pretty peeved.
The thing that pushed me over the edge into writing this, though, was watching episode 7 tonight.
Y'all, the attackers on the road make. No. Sense. They called them pirates, but what kind of pirate only wants to blow up the cargo, and keeps coming when a bunch of their comrades have died? Let alone a whole crowd of them on foot trying to attack the base itself? What are their motivations?
And in Doylist terms, how the hell do they fit into this story? Because they are completely at odds with the themes of this episode. Before this scene, the camera lingers on apparently human, civilian natives beside the road, and Din Djarin talks about how they've been subjugated equally by the Empire and the Republic. After this scene, Din Djarin's old commander talks about how people think they want freedom, but what they really want is order imposed by a ruling force. These bits of dialogue set the theme: freedom from oppressive, occupying forces. What do some random road pirates have to do with that?
And the other theme, of what principles Mando will bend or break to get Grogu back--it's a little weak, isn't it? Taking his helmet off is not a small gesture, fair enough, but it's also not really worthy of that "principles" speech Din Djarin gives.
But what if, instead of pirates, the attackers on the road were rebels? Human, like the planet's native population has been established to be. Blowing up the trucks as an act of deliberate sabotage, not nonsensical piracy. Leading a dramatically underpowered attack on the base out of desperation and a desire for freedom. Doesn't all this suddenly make a LOT more sense? Suddenly, the theme of freedom is continued through the action scene that takes up such a big chunk of the episode. Suddenly, those characters have a believable motivation. The base would still be blown up afterward, and that would have mattered more as a gesture: not just revenge on Din Djarin's part for people long dead, but as a powerful blow in the fight for freedom. Something like that really would justify wiping the slate clean for the guy, not to mention explain why he would want to stay on this planet.
And if they were rebels against the empire... suddenly, Mando is not a lily-white good guy. He's willing to kill even good people to get Grogu back. He'd be the reason the uprising failed. It would justify that talk of principles, and it would demonstrate how much he cares for Grogu, but it would be a distinct bit of tarnish on that shining armor, which I suspect is why Disney clumsily scrapped it. That, and the fact that stories about uprisings against occupying oppressors don't play well with the political powers Disney has been courting.
Think I'm imagining this? I had laid out this theory to my husband in detail while we watched. And then the credits rolled.
In the credit artwork, the people on those skimmer vehicles the "pirates" were riding were human.
There is something going on here. Disney is axing plotlines that don't fit their agenda. It leaves holes behind. And the shape of those holes is ugly, friends.
Is anyone else seeing this?
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ohhhhh to be a bastard accountant man with a horrible heritage, family, and past, desperate to find what you think could be the hero that'll topple your fascist dictatorship only to acquire a child and multiple guns pointed at your head instead during your efforts to collaboratively coup, only for the viva la revolution to succeed, actually, and your opportunity to break your country and rebuild it from the ground up to arrive, but whoops this changing wind brought with it your ex who you're still very emotionally tied to and also your rapist who is now loose, ruining lives and looking to ruin yours, ONLY to end up bargaining with a foreign general for the safety of the capitol only to awkwardly team up with your ex and take out said general with city noise ordinances and also an underground army only for your actual fascist nationalist boyfriend who you should've dumped forever ago to show up looking to kill you for betraying the country ONLY for your ex to save you from him in a duel thus bringing the crucial question of What Are We to the forefront only to team up with him AND the hero from before in an effort to crash your economy with well-placed explosions ONLY for your ex (With Whom Things Are Getting Very Complicated Very Fast) to point out after you've destroyed just about everything to point out that now the country is in immediate international peril only for hell to break loose as the murderous rich come storming for power and an incendiary group arises from the dust of your ruined country, looking to rebuild the throne and slaughter your allied factions, ONLY for you to have to confront your horrible family and their lust for power and the grotesque ways they've abused each other into becoming fine-tuned, un-hinged weapons for the sake of political gain, all coming to a head now that your grandma's killed your grandpa and is a sexy widow GILF looking for a new spouse among the military elite, schooling your rapist on all the ways she might bend you backwards till you concede to help your family take the throne once and for all, leaving you with new traumas and new questions: did you ever escape that old house? were you ever born anew? when you said you'd never be like the rest, were you just delaying the inevitable, that you might capitalize in one explosive swoop on your traumatized ambitions & soul made for war like the rest, or could you really be capable of the smallest, most hopeful lie, that you could run away, find and make a home, and never have to trade yourself away out of fear & desperation? are you alone? are you enough?
#tor talks#acritudo arc#thinking about ludis and how i want this arc to goooo#also cora#everything about this progression got dramatically better as soon as i added grandma palomo
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Daily Devotionals for May 30, 2023 Proverbs: God's Wisdom for Daily Living Devotional Scripture:
Proverbs 17:16-18(KJV): 16 Wherefore is there a price in the hand of a fool to get wisdom, seeing he hath no heart to it? 17 A friend loveth at all times, and a brother is born for adversity. 18 A man void of understanding striketh hands, and becometh surety in the presence of his friend. Proverbs 17:16-18(Amp): 16 Of what use is money in the hand of a (self-confident) fool to buy skillful and godly wisdom, when he has no understanding or heart for it? 17 A friend loves at all times and is born, as is a brother, for adversity. 18 A man void of good sense gives a pledge and becomes security for another in the presence of his neighbor.
Thought for the Day
Verse 16 - Even if a fool has the money to pay for an extensive education, he cannot purchase true wisdom, which comes only to those who have a heart for it. Mere knowledge of God's Word is not enough; one must obey it to walk in wisdom. It takes the power of the Holy Spirit to obey the Bible and walk according to its commands.
Verse 17 - Like a brother who cannot change the fact that he is our brother and cares about us no matter what we do, a true friend will always love us, whether in times of plenty or times of adversity. Even if we fail him, and no longer deserve his friendship, he remains our friend. No matter how good our brothers or friends may be, they may fail us because they are human. They may be unable to come when we need them. Jesus, however, is not restricted by anything. He is both our elder brother (Romans 8:29) and the faithful friend who sticks closer than a brother. "A man that hath friends must shew himself friendly: and there is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother" (Proverbs 18:24). He will never leave us nor forsake us. "Let your conversation be without covetousness, and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee" (Hebrews 13:5). We can always depend upon Him, even when we fail Him. He is a mighty Lord, abundantly available for help in times of need, and His love never changes.
Verse 18 - We are told that it is not wise to become a guarantee for another's debt and seal it by a witness who is a friend or neighbor. This financial advice is given so that we can avoid having problems in our relationships. As we saw on Day 36, we are advised not to become security (surety) for another's debts. Many friendships have been destroyed because this advice was not taken. Though the borrower may have the best intentions, sometimes he is unable to pay his note. When this happens, it leads to complications. These complications, at best, greatly strain the relationship between the guarantor, borrower, and the neighbor who was witness to the pledge. If problems arise when the borrower is unable to pay his note, it forces the witness to side with one party or the other, thus endangering their friendship also.
Prayer Devotional for the Day
Dear heavenly Father, thank you for the many gifts You have given us. We do appreciate the gift of wisdom and discernment. We are grateful that You have spared us from many a heartache. Thank you also for the sound advice in the Word of God. Give us the grace and strength to always obey Your Word, as we know You know what is best for us. Bless our families and friends today and keep them from the wicked ones. Thank you for Your provision for this day. Help us not to stress about tomorrow as we trust that You have all things under Your control. We believe You will take care of our problems on your time. Give this same faith to all others who are needing to hear from You. We ask this in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
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Byleth and Sothis, In This Together
Thanks for the support as always, @xpegasusuniverse! This is more and more fun to write as it progresses ;v;) I hope you like it!
Summary: Now that they know who put the Crest Stone into Byleth’s heart and when, Sothis and the three professors are stumped on finding the reason for such action -- what could’ve driven Rhea to do such a thing? Byleth is then summoned to speak with the Archbishop...
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Byleth and Manuela hadn't been long in Hanneman's office -- the three of them were still relaying all the information they had up until that moment: Rhea was unmistakingly the one who put Sothis' Crest Stone into Byleth's heart right after he was born, but for what reason?
Sothis didn't seem to believe that it was out of the goodness of her heart as Byleth apparently did, despite all of Her efforts to hide such thoughts from him. Well, neither did Manuela and Hanneman for that matter, but they were more vocal about it than Byleth's mindmate.
It wasn't as though Byleth was purposely ignoring his father's warnings about Rhea, -- be careful around her, never let your guard down, don't trust her and so on -- it was simply because, to the young professor, Rhea was a rather... complicated existence.
She had treated him with warmth from the beginning, while still keeping an invisible wall around herself. Not to mention that obviously hid the fact that she was a Child of the Goddess, an immortal being of legend -- so it was little wonder that she made herself to be unapproachable, hiding behind a mountain of secrets. Yet, she was the one who, due to unknown reasons, allowed Byleth to live by putting his heart in contact with Sothis'. She gave him the one irreplaceable friend Byleth would always carry with him.
He wanted to know why, he wanted to know so badly he could barely keep up with the conversation, but... Perhaps due to Sothis' motherly request from before the mission, he couldn't find it within himself to think of her as his coworkers did.
She was powerful and dangerous, that was the undeniable truth -- everything else could only be made certain by speaking with her.
Byleth tried saying much, but was immediately vetoed by all three of them moments before an uncertain knock was heard by the door.
"Professor Hanneman? Forgive me for dropping by so suddenly..." Dimitri's voice sounded from the corridor, making all three professors exchange curious glances, ultimately resting their gazes on Byleth, as the Blue Lions' instructor.
"Oh, what is it, my lad?" Hanneman asked from his desk, slowly rising towards the door, wondering if he should open it or shoo the boy away from where he stood. Manuela slouched on her chair, throwing one hand to the side so Hanneman would dismiss him. Byleth made a motion to get up, curious as to what his House's leader wanted.
"Ah, you needn't see me in if you do not want to, sir." Dimitri waved his hands as though the older man could see the gesture. "I was simply looking for Professor Byleth... Lady Rhea has called on him, but I have not been able to find him despite searching everywhere he could have gone, so I confess I am... overcome with worry."
At the mention of Rhea's name, all three professors froze in their tracks, their eyes wide. Sothis placed one hand over her chin in thought, nudging the back of Byleth's mind. "There's no way she knows what we found out, so you will need to hold your tongue. I shall put you on a leash if the need arises!"
The three of them once again exchanged glances, nodding to one another. Hanneman finally took the last step towards the door, unlocking it. "Worry no longer, Son. Byleth is right here," he said as he made way for the younger professor to pass.
Dimitri's shoulders visibly sagged, his worried expression softening slightly. "Professor...! It's so good to see that you are well! I thought- I didn't want to think that-"
Byleth flashed a sad smile to his student, patting him on the shoulder and silently leaving the room. The Prince followed quietly for a few steps before gasping and turning to bow in thanks to Hanneman, immediately going back to following Byleth.
He opened and closed his mouth, not knowing the proper time to speak, but afraid to put it off any longer. "Professor, ah, if you'd like, you could join me at the dining hall after your audience with Lady Rhea? You haven't eaten properly since... since it happened. Have you?" He looked like a lost puppy, his steps uncertain and his voice cracking.
Sothis commented as much inside Byleth's mind, drumming her fingers over her throne. The Professor simply took one hand to the pocket that contained his father's diary, lowering his gaze a few inches more as his shoulders followed suit.
"Forgive me..." Dimitri's voice was but above a whisper from behind Byleth's back. "I suppose it is much too soon to coax you back into the normal swing of things." He clenched his fists, the leather of his gloves squeaking in protest. "I-I am so very sorry about Sir Jeralt, Professor. I'm so sorry I couldn't do anything to help, even though I was right there."
The Professor shook his head with a low sigh. "Thank you, Dimitri. You've done more than enough by guiding the Blue Lions back safely when I couldn't. I couldn't ask more of you."
"Professor Byleth..." Dimitri looked as though he was on the verge of tears, though the only one who could see it was Sothis, from Byleth's back. "No one would blame you if you took more time to yourself. I believe that there's strength in taking the time to grieve for those we've lost -- though it's also important to remember that no matter how sad you are, eventually the tears will dry up. That's when you have to figure out what you're living for."
"What I'm living for..." Byleth repeated the words more to himself than to the prince, his mind too cluttered with all sorts of information and feelings to feel straight enough to look for a proper reason to live rather than an immediate goal.
"He's right, you know." Sothis apparead beside her friend, moving as though she could walk like he did. "Young, raw and pitiful, but right."
Dimitri spoke of the tragedy of Duscur that scarred him for the rest of his life and how he was still finding the broken pieces of himself along the way. About the guilt and duty of a survivor. About upholding a loved one's wishes after their death.
"There are tragedies occurring all around us," Sothis slid one cold hand into Byleth's," the most we can do is find our own ways to cope with them. To some, that means revenge; to others, it means forgiveness."
No amount of overwhelming information could steer Byleth out of this path etched in his mind, however. He frowned, clenching the hand Sothis held as though he could squeeze hers.
"Indeed." She said simply, jumping into the air to float. "The wicked must be punished."
Dimitri escorted Byleth all the way to the audience chamber, reluctantly excusing himself once the Archbishop made her appearance. Sothis followed suit, wanting to focus her energy into guiding Byleth through the conversation instead of making herself visible to him during the meeting.
"Don't ask about the weapons, or the past, or the Stone, or the enemy -- you can and will browse my memories of them instead." Sothis flicked his brain, metaphorically holding it with short leashes.
Rhea expressed her condolences to Byleth, bowing slightly in her grief. "Jeralt had been a friend of many years... It devastates me so to hear of his passing."
"Friend? Hardly!" Sothis sneered.
"Friends of many years?" Byleth asked almost at the same time, making Sothis shriek and grind his head with both fists in panic.
"Don't ask about this-"
"It was a long time ago -- during the days your father was still a soldier from the Kingdom." She replied readily, her tone warm despite the grief in her expression. "I saved him just as he was about to perish, which resulted in him coming back with me to the monastery and devote himself into becoming a Knight of Seiros."
"... Huh. So you're from the Kingdom! How fitting it is that you are teaching its very Prince!" Sothis commented over Rhea's voice, making Byleth squint to be able to focus on the Archbishop's words. He pursed his lips.
"If he was so devoted... why did he leave the knights?" Byleth asked tentatively, making Sothis drag her hands through her cheeks in horror.
"You're cutting it really close, you foolish child!" She paced back and forth in front of her throne, too nervous to simply sit and become a sentient voice in Byleth's mindscape.
Rhea flashed a lonely smile, clutching her hands slightly. "He... fell in love with one of the nuns of the monastery. Eventually, that love bloomed into a child -- you, dear Professor." She lowered her head. "However, there were too many... complications during your birth. Your mother begged me to save you, knowing full well that it would cost her life."
Sothis frowned. "Cost her life? Jeralt said something similar in his diary, though he only received the news of her death and your birth..."
Rhea glanced to the floor before sustaining Byleth's gaze. "He... never truly accepted the decision and ultimately stole you away from the monastery."
"Yeesh, the way she's speaking, it is as though he took something that belonged to her instead of his own child." Sothis crossed her arms in frustration, then bobbed her head to the sides. "Well, I suppose she did had reasons to be upset, considering my Crest Stone was within you, though that makes it even harder to understand the reasons behind it all. She ended up losing it for over twenty years!"
Byleth's own thoughts echoed inside his mind alongside Sothis' voice, making his eyes spin. "Who..." He shifted the weight of his body to one leg. "Who was my mother?"
Rhea pressed her lips into a thin line. "She was my... protegée."
"Protegée?" Byleth tilted his head to the side.
"You... resemble her in many ways." The Archbishop flashed a small smile. "She, too, wasn't one to express her feelings on her face, at least until she met Jeralt. Much like how you've changed since you've arrived here, so did she once she got to know your father. Their love was... hard to ignore." She said in a diplomatic tone, making both Byleth and Sothis narrow their eyes in doubt.
"What is this child doing, monitoring other people's love affairs like that?" Sothis chewed the inside of her mouth. "Did she have any connection with your mother before you were born? After all, she did give my Crest Stone to this woman's baby -- I cannot help but wonder what their relationship was. Surely it was much deeper than a simple guardian and her protegée."
"Did-" Byleth hesitated. "Did you save me because it was a plea from her or-" He watched how Rhea's eyes slowly widened as he spoke, though the end of his sentence was cut off by Alois' loud arrival.
"Pardon my intrusion! I have a report on the Knights' patrols... O-oh, Byleth, I-"
"Now! Get away from there before she gets suspicious!" Sothis urged, making Byleth shoot his head up.
"It's okay, Alois." He said in a hurried voice. "We can talk more later."
"Indeed we can." Rhea nodded solemnly, waiting for the Professor to be completely out of sight to ask for details of the patrol.
His frown deep, Byleth meant to return to Hanneman's office right away to put his (and Sothis') thoughts in order, but Dimitri, Claude and Edelgard were waiting for him at the end of the staircase.
"Professor Manuela recommended that you should have a proper meal," Edelgard said unprompted as the professor reached the last step. "So we agreed to come with you if only to keep you unbothered during your dinner."
"Well, Hanneman didn't need to tell me to come, just so you know." Claude sneered at the princess before placing himself beside Byleth. "C'mon, Teach, a warm meal's gonna make you feel less miserable."
"Claude...!" Dimitri gasped, trotting beside his friend.
"What? It's the truth! He's not gonna feel better now, but at least eating will make him feel alive!"
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Share your natal chart tag game ✨
Rules: go to this website and generate your natal chart if you can (you’ll need a place of birth + time of birth). Report the results for your Sun, Moon and Ascendant, and bold the statements that apply to you
Thanks for the tag Anni @whatagreatproblemtohave 😁 I’ll do under the line thingy too cause this is massive.
The Sun is in Capricorn Capricorn is a feet-on-the-ground, eye-on-the-prize sign. Those with Sun in Capricorn have a realistic, grounded approach to life that can be seen no matter how dreamy the rest of the birth chart suggests. These people know how to do things, and to get things done (this is something people say frequently to me, specially at work, so I’ll go with that). Some Capricorns naturally turn their backs on things they deem too frivolous. They are very much concerned with things that are worthwhile--and that includes their own lives. Capricorns want to do and be something worthwhile. Like their Earth signs relatives, Taurus and Virgo, they need to feel useful and effective in the real world in order to be satisfied with their lives. But the Capricorn spin on the earth signs is that Capricorn possesses a stronger need for recognition in a worldly sense. They have a strong sense of society and its framework, and they feel most secure when they feel they are doing their part within that framework. (geez, way to call me out at the end there) Capricorns like to pare things down, and take pleasure in the simple things in life. However, many are attracted to status symbols and these ones will wear the best clothes (tasteful ones!) and drive quietly impressive cars. Comparing Capricorns to their symbol, the goat, brings up some interesting analogies. Solar Capricorns can see into the future, and plan for it. They don't mind taking things slowly, but they absolutely aim to get to the top of the mountain in life! They make their way steadily and sure-footedly; and their strength and singleness of purpose are admirable. Capricorns can sometimes be rather lonely people, although they rarely let it show. They are often a little reserved--even standoffish. This is generally because they value all things practical, and they'll seldom wear their emotions on their sleeves, unless they have a particularly flamboyant Moon sign. This is a sign that is surely the most resourceful of the zodiac. To some, Capricorns come across as unimaginative, but they can be enormously creative when it comes to the material world (hello my craft loving self). They are generally very capable people with a strong sense of tradition and responsibility. (sometimes too much, but I don’t know if this is a older sibling thing or a capricorn thing) Many Capricorns have mastered the art of making people laugh (don’t know if I mastered, but I love it). Their sense of humor can be of the deadpan variety--they're generally excellent at keeping a straight face. They can be bitingly sarcastic, too. Capricorns are not known for taking too many risks in life. They value the beaten track and things "tried and true". This is not to say they are stick-in-the-muds -- they simply value the hard work laid down by those who've been around before them (....well yeah. why ignore the past if we can use it. doesn’t everyone?). Turn to your Capricorn friends for help when you need to really get things done. They'll have practical advice, and they'll help you organize and manage your life a little better. Capricorns are generally good with their "word", dependable, and rather loyal people. Short description: She is honest, reserved, circumspect, honorable, and strong-willed. Quietly ambitious within the realms of the possible, she likes and takes on responsibility. She can work in the social domain. Possible issues: A sometimes bitter and mistrustful mind.
The Moon is in Gemini Lunar Geminis are usually pleasant, witty, and charming people (hopefully?). At home and with family, however, they can be moody and irritable at times (I just need my alone time, ok?). People with Moon in Gemini are always interesting people--they have a finger in every pie, are curious to a fault, and are generally well-informed. Nervousness and worry are common traits (so now I know who to blame) with this lunar position. An underlying restlessness is common, and many Lunar Geminis need more stimulation than others. They usually read a lot, talk a lot, and think a lot (ok, this is definitely me) with this airy, mutable position of the Moon. Their homes are often a perpetual work-in-progress (😅). They generally dislike housework, but are big on home improvement. Re-organizing their homes in little--and sometimes big--ways seems to keep them happy, as Lunar Geminis are easily bored by both routine and constancy. Often, this is a reflection of their inner world--"the grass is always greener..." applies here. Inwardly, Lunar Geminis are often unsettled (...so that’s why my room changed 150% during lockdown). Moon in Gemini parents are generally more adept at handling the intellectual needs of their children than emotional ones. Others' complicated emotions, in general, can be difficult for Lunar Geminis to handle. In their families, Lunar Geminis often take on the role of organizing get-togethers. They are at their best when they have plenty of things to do beyond routine (usually reading, or crafting, or sewing... gimme something to do). Moon in Gemini people almost always have a way with words. They are clever and witty, and more often than not can be found chatting with others (... so yeah...). They are sociable and friendly, and feel comfortable in crowds (no. definitely don’t). Some pay too much attention to what everyone else is doing, and lose touch with what they really want to do. Generally, Lunar Geminis have a million and one projects going. They are impressionable folk, and their imagination is boundless. Their openness to new ideas is admirable, although decisiveness and persistence take a blow as a result. Still, versatility and adaptability (sounds like what I say in job interviews...) are some of the stronger traits of this position of the Moon. When irritable, they can easily become snappy. Their moodiness is complicated--this is not the same kind of moodiness you'll find with water sign moons, for example. Usually, difficult behavior stems from inner restlessness. Lunar Geminis want to do it all, and have trouble sticking to any one project. When problems arise, the first instinct of Moon in Gemini natives is to talk things out. Their tendency to analyze can give them the appearance of emotional detachment (my mom likes calling me cold. she also said to several friends I was autistic. I’m not). In fact, Lunar Geminis may be especially comfortable talking about their feelings, but feeling their own feelings doesn't come as easily. Those that don't take time out to really emote and understand their own needs may end up baffling others. Feeling misunderstood is common for Moon in Gemini natives. The only real solution to the problem is learning to get in touch with their own feelings (...no thanks). Short description: Sharp intellect. She likes literature, and will adapt to all situations and social groups. Work in contact with the public, literary occupations, travel (I work in a call center with focus in hospitality, and studied Literature in college...lol). Potential issues: Lack of follow-up of ideas, indecision, may go back on decisions. (my capricorn my balance this out. I’m def not an indecisive person, and I finish what I start)
Ascendant is Gemini Those born with Gemini rising see the world as a place to learn. They are curious about the people around them. Sounds similar to Sagittarius rising? Well it is, but there are some important differences. While Sagittarius seeks to expand their mental and physical horizons in a broad sense, Gemini is mostly interested in moving about in their social circles. These are people who love to ask questions, to move around freely, and to mingle. Definitely restless and often quick in physical expression, natives of the Gemini Ascendant exude an air of impatience even if they don't mean it. In fact, there is a cleverness to Gemini Ascendants that can intimidate some, especially sensitive folk. Their facility with words can be a wonderful asset, although sometimes Gemini rising individuals identify too much with their mental agility and forget, in their personal interactions and communications, to nurture the people around them. A certain lack of warmth in presentation can be the result (so I’ve heard), and although this style is generally a facade, it is not immediately apparent to most. People with, for example, predominant Water signs may feel a little ill at ease with Gemini rising people (that is, before they get to know them more personally), while strong Air types more fully appreciate the fun and cleverness of these individuals. I have found two styles of presentation most common with Gemini rising people. One style is bubbly, changeable, talkative, and a little quirky. These natives are interesting and fun. They constantly explain things, whether it's their own behavior and opinion or those of the world around them. Another distinct "style" is a rather cool and intellectual demeanor. These natives are often quite witty and clever, but they present themselves in a less cheerful and changeable way than the first group. Their observations are sharp and the overall manner is a tad brusque (the first is me online or with people that know me well. The second is around people who don’t know me and usually my main ‘reputation’). No matter the style, Gemini rising natives are given to analysis and making sense of their world. Their powers of observation are well-developed, they are mentally active (more often than not, their minds are racing!), and they almost always have something bright or witty to say. It is easy for individuals with this position to get sidetracked, as their curiosity is large, their minds are quick, and their attention spans rather short! As children, natives born with a Gemini Ascendant are often labeled as the intellectual, inquisitive, and perhaps odd child. Many feel their upbringing lacked some warmth. In one-to-one relationships, Gemini rising people often seek a certain amount of personal freedom and space. They enjoy intellectual debates and exchanging ideas. Although they often demand a fair amount of freedom, they are often just as willing to give their partners room to breathe.
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Creativity and Innovation: How to Think Like a Genius
Creativity is one of the rarest and most essential skills of the human being. It is one of the vital elements of our modern civilization advancement. Creativity leads us to create something unique. It prepares us to learn anything, do many things, and achieve everything in our life. A creative person innovates something that can fulfill any unmet need of himself or any other person.
Innovation also follows creativity. Creative people tend to think outside of the box. They analyze any problem or event very closely. They always try to come up with ideas that are not considered yet. Like famous scientists, business people, politicians, and great leaders, almost all the genius people in this world are creative and innovative. So now the question arises, Can we be like them? Is there any method or way to become a creative man?
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What is creativity?
In a single sentence, creativity is merely widening the range of choices. If we can invent any different way of doing or thinking anything, that’s called creativity. It’s a god gifted quality for us. Human is the only creature on this planet to think which does not exist in nature. Our multidimensional thinking ability and imaginative power give us the strength of ruling this world. So we can treat creativity as a button of progress in the future.
Definition and feature of innovation
Creativity has two parts. One is discovering any idea, and the other is delivering or implementing any idea. The latter one is innovation. In simple words, innovation is finding an efficient and unique way to execute any plan. Both creativity and innovation are essential for becoming a successful person.
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Is creativity a natural thing, or can be acquired later?
Many people think creative people are generally genius. But that is not always true. Researchers don’t find any evidence of the role of any genes that can turn on creativity. So we can consider that we have a chance to be a genius. But how can we do that? Let’s check out some useful ways to follow.
Treat your brain as a muscle.
According to scientists, our brain is the most complex object of the universe. The number of neurons in our brain outnumber the number of galaxies in the cosmos. It functions all the time, whether we are in sleep or awake. Studies show that our mind takes and processes almost 35000 decisions daily on average per day. But how many of them are we aware of it?
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It indicates that we are not correctly evaluating our greatest asset. We need to treat the brain as a muscle. So we need to exercise it to keep it conducive to our work. We can do that by thinking and analyzing complicated things. Challenge the basic assumptions to find a novel way of solving any known or unknown problem. Always try to engage with productive work. There is a saying, “An idle brain is the devil’s workshop.”
Follow Zi-Zo-Zi method
One can follow the effective Zi-Zo-Zi method to practice creativity. It can be written in full form as Zoom in-Zoom out-Zoom in the technique. It is a very fundamental method of gaining confidence in thinking and creating something new. Let’s see the three steps of this method.
Zoom in: This step explains to analyze any events or things or unmet needs very closely. Try to see every pros and con of any problem and find the knowledge gap. It means to compare how we are solving any problem at present and how it can be solved efficiently according to current knowledge.
Zoom out: This is the idea generation step. After zooming into the events or problems, we need to find the potential solution. In that case, we need to brainstorm some ideas for solving the problem. These ideas sometimes may seem very weird, absurd, or awkward. But never kill any idea when it is just born.
Try to feel comfortable with any uncomfortable idea initially. Many inventions and discoveries in this world occur from foolish imaginations and mad ideas. That’s why Einstein once said, “For an idea that does not first seem insane, there is no hope.”
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Zoom in: After thinking and producing many types of choice, it’s time to tame the ideas practically. It is the execution step. In this step, we need to modify and reform our thoughts according to our available resources and knowledge. In this case, we have to think about our capabilities for implementing our plans. Innovation begins its journey from this step.
To sum up the whole thing, we need to have our head in the clouds of imagination and feet on the ground of reality. It helps us implement any creative idea, whether it is small or big.
Napoleon Hill said, ‘If you can’t do great things, do simple things in a great way.’
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Innovation career lessons from masters:
Leonardo Da Vinci
Many innovators lived and did their innovative works on this planet. Italian legend artist Leonardo da Vinci is one of them. He was a master of innovation. He drew many pictures of creative things that were discovered or made after many years of his death.
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For example, he drew the picture of a triangle parachute out of his imagination in 1485. A man from Switzerland named Olivier built that after 523 years following drawing of Vinci.
Leonardo Da Vinci also made the preliminary design of planes, tanks, pistol, etc.
But he did not observe any object with his eyes while drawing. He did everything with his imaginative power and creativity. That made him famous.
Thomas Edison
Thomas Edison is one of the greatest innovators ever lived on earth. He had more than 1000 patents under his name. This American inventor was not very skilled at conventional education. He also had problems with hearing. But he made this weakness as his way of innovation. He made a phonograph by capturing sound waves within a disc.
He also got popularity in discovering the DC transmission system. He found the filaments of the incandescent lamp also. The world lit up with artificial lights at night due to his hard work and determination.
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The whole human civilization is indebted to him for this.
Michael J Gelb wrote a book named ‘Innovate like Edison’ in 2007. In this book, he discussed five innovation competencies of Edison. They are given below:
1. The solution centered mindset
2. Kaleidoscopic thinking
3. Full-spectrum engagement
4. Master-mind collaboration
5. Super value creation
The final verdict
At closing the topic, one can say creativity is not just a natural thing. It can be acquired by practicing that continuously. We need to have curiosity and interest in creativity and innovation. But only creativity and innovation are not enough to be a genius, people. Hard work and discipline are also vital elements of our success. Thomas Edison gave much importance to that in his life. He said, ‘Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety nine percent perspiration.’
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The Problems with Aladdin: Orientalism, Casting, and Ramadan
Originally posted on Medium.
Edward Said and Jack G. Shaheen did not do the work they did so that movies like Aladdin would still get made.
I say this as someone who has had a complicated relationship with the 1992 Aladdin animated feature. I loved it when I was a kid. For a long time, it was my favorite Disney cartoon. I remember proudly telling white friends and classmates in third grade that Aladdin was “about my people.” Although nothing is said in the movie about Aladdin’s religion, I read him as Muslim.
When I grew older, I read Jack G. Shaheen’s book, Reel Bad Arabs, which analyzes about 1,000 American films that vilify and stereotype Arabs and Muslims. Among these films is Aladdin, which Shaheen reportedly walked out of. Shaheen spoke out against lyrics in the film’s opening song: “I come from a land from a far-away place/Where they cut off your ear if they don’t like your face/It’s barbaric, but hey, it’s home.” Although he convinced Disney to remove the lyrics for the home video release, the final verse was still there: “It’s barbaric, but hey, it’s home.” As a 1993 op-ed in The New York Timeswrote, “It’s Racist, But Hey, It’s Disney.”
In Edward Said’s seminal book, Orientalism (1978), he described orientalism as a process in which the West constructs Eastern societies as exotic, backwards, and inferior. According to Said, orientalism’s otherization of Arabs, Muslims, and Islam provided justification for European colonialism and Western intervention in the Middle East and Muslim-majority countries, often under the pretext of rescuing the people — especially Muslim women — from themselves. In addition to orientalism’s practices of constructing the “Orient” as the West’s “Other,” Said asserted that another major facet of orientalism involves a “western style for dominating, restructuring, and having authority over the ‘Orient.’” In other words, it is not the Arab or Muslim who gets to define themselves, but rather the West does.
There are plenty of excellent and detailed critiques out there about how the original Aladdin is filled with racist, sexist, and orientalist tropes, so there’s very little, if anything, to say that already hasn’t been said. In her extensive report, “Haqq and Hollywood: Illuminating 100 Years of Muslim Tropes And How to Transform Them,” Dr. Maytha Alhassen argues that Hollywood’s legacy of depicting Arabs and Muslims as offensive caricatures is continued in Aladdin, where the main characters like Aladdin and Jasmine are “whitewashed, with anglicized versions of Arabic names and Western European (though brown-skinned) facial features” and speak with white American accents. Alhassen notes the contrast with the “villains, Jafar, and the palace guards” who are depicted as “darker, swarthy, with undereye circles, hooked noses, black beards, and pronounced Arabic and British accents.” In another article, “The Problem with ‘Aladdin,’” Aditi Natasha Kini asserts that Aladdin is “a misogynist, xenophobic white fantasy,” in which Jasmine is sexualized and subjected to tropes of “white feminism as written by white dudes.” Not only does Jasmine have limited agency in the film, Kini writes, but her role in the film is “entirely dependent on the men around her.”
When Disney announced plans to produce a live-action remake of Aladdin, I learned through conversations that the Aladdin story is not even in the original text for Alf Layla wa Layla, or One Thousand and One Nights. It was later added by an 18th century French translator, Antoine Galland, who heard the story from a Syrian Maronite storyteller, Hanna Diyab. Galland did not even give credit to Diyab in his translation. Beyond the counter-argument that “the original Aladdin took place in China,” I am left wondering, how much of the original tale do we really know? How much did Galland change? It’s possible that Galland changed the story so significantly that everything we know about Aladdin is mostly a western, orientalist fabrication. For a more detailed account about the origins of the Aladdin tale, I recommend reading Arafat A. Razzaque’s article, “Who ‘wrote’ Aladdin? The Forgotten Syrian Storyteller.”
Disney has been boasting about how the live-action Aladdin is one of the “most diverse” movies in Hollywood, but this is an attempt to hide the fact that the casting of this film relied on racist logic: “All brown people are the same.” It’s great that an Egyptian-Canadian actor, Mena Massoud, was cast in the lead role, but there’s inconsistency elsewhere: Jasmine is played by British actress Naomi Scott, who is half Indian and half white; Jafar is played by Dutch-Tunisian actor Marwan Kenzari; and Jasmine’s father and a new character, Dalia, are played by Iranian-American actors Navid Negahban and Nasim Pedrad, respectively. The casting demonstrates that the filmmakers don’t know the differences between Arabs, Iranians, and South Asians. We are all conflated as “one and the same,” as usual.
Then there’s the casting of Will Smith as the genie. Whether deliberate or not, reinforced here is the Magical Negro trope. According to blogger Modern Hermeneut, this term was popularized by Spike Lee in 2011 and refers to “a spiritually attuned black character who is eager to help fulfill the destiny of a white protagonist.” Moreover, the author writes that Lee saw the Magical Negro as “a cleaned up version of the ‘happy slave’ stereotype, with black actors cast as simpleminded angels and saints.” Examples of the Magical Negro can be found in films like What Dreams May Come, City of Angels, Kazaam (which also features a Black genie), The Green Mile, The Adjustment Bureau, and The Legend of Bagger Vance. In the case of Aladdin, the genie’s purpose is to serve the protagonist’s dreams and ambitions. While Aladdin is Arab, not white, the racial dynamic is still problematic as the Magical Negro trope can be perpetuated by non-Black people of color as well.
I need to pause for a moment to explain that I don’t believe an Aladdin movie should only consist of Arab actors. Yes, Agrabah is a fictional Arab country, but it would be perfectly fine to have non-Arabs like Iranians, South Asians, and Africans in the movie as well. That’s not the issue I have with the casting, and this is not about identity politics. My problem is that the filmmakers saw Middle Eastern and South Asian people as interchangeable rather than setting out to explore complex racial, ethnic, and power dynamics that would arise from having ethnically diverse characters existing within an Arab-majority society. Evelyn Alsultany, an Associate Professor who was consulted for the film, states in her post that one of the ways Disney tried to justify casting a non-Arab actress for Jasmine was by mentioning that her mother was born “in another land.” However, this seems to have been Disney doing damage control after they received some backlash about Jasmine’s casting. The result is convenient erasure of an Arab woman character. Moreover, the change in Jasmine’s ethnicity does little, if anything, to reduce the film’s problematic amalgamation of Middle Eastern and South Asian cultures. Alsultany writes that “audiences today will be as hard pressed as those in 1992 — or 1922, for that matter — to identify any distinct Middle Eastern cultures beyond that of an overgeneralized ‘East,’” where “belly dancing and Bollywood dancing, turbans and keffiyehs, Iranian and Arab accents all appear in the film interchangeably.”
Other examples of how the film conflates various Middle Eastern and South Asian cultures is highlighted in Roxana Hadadi’s review: “Terms like ‘Sultan’ and ‘Vizier’ can be traced to the Ottoman Empire, but the movie also uses the term ‘Shah,’ which is Iranian monarchy.” Referring to the dance scenes and clothing, she writes they are “mostly influenced by Indian designs and Bollywood styles” while “the military armor looks like leftovers from Ridley Scott’s Kingdom of Heaven.” An intersectional approach to the diverse ethnic communities represented in the film would have made for a more nuanced narrative, but this would have required a better director.
Speaking of the director, it is amazing that, of all people, Disney hired Guy Ritchie. Because if there is any director out there who understands the importance of representation and knows how to author a nuanced narrative about Middle Eastern characters living in a fictitious Arab country, it’s… Guy Ritchie? Despite all of the issues regarding the origin of the Aladdin story, I still believed the narrative could have been reclaimed in a really empowering way, but that could not happen with someone like Guy Ritchie. It’s textbook orientalism to have a white man control the narrative. I would have preferred socially and politically conscious Middle Eastern and Muslim writers/directors to make this narrative their own. Instead, we are left with an orientalist fantasy that looks like an exoticized fusion of how a white man perceives South Asia and the Middle East.
Lastly, I have to comment on how this movie was released during the Islamic holy month of Ramadan. In fact, the film’s release date, May 24th, was just one day before the last ten days of Ramadan, which are considered to be the most important in the month. During Ramadan, Muslims around the world fast — if they are able to — from dawn to sunset every day for 30 days. The time when we break our fast, iftar, typically involves dinner and prayer with family, friends, and/or the community. But Ramadan is more than just about fasting, it’s a time of self-reflection, compassion, and strengthening our connection with Allah, our loved ones, and community. I don’t believe Disney released Aladdin during Ramadan intentionally. If anything, I think the film’s release date is reflective of how clueless and ignorant Disney is. It’s so ridiculous that it’s laughable.
I don’t want to give the impression that Muslims don’t go out to the movies during Ramadan. Of course there are Muslims who do. I just know a lot who don’t— some for religious reasons and some, like myself, for no other reason than simply not having enough time between iftar and the pre-dawn meal, sehri (I mean, I could go during the day, but who wants to watch a movie hungry, right?). Even Islamophobic Bollywood knows to release blockbuster movies on Eid, not towards the end of Ramadan.
But this isn’t about judging Muslim religiosity during the holy month. No one is “less” of a Muslim if they are going to the movie theater or anywhere else on Ramadan. My point is that Disney has not shown any consideration for the Muslim community with this movie. They did not even consider how releasing the film during Ramadan would isolate some of the Muslim audience. It’s clear that Disney did not make efforts to engage the Muslim community. Of course, there is nothing surprising about this. But you cannot brag about diversity when you’re not even engaging a group of people that represents the majority of the population you claim to be celebrating! In response to Shaheen’s critiques of the original Aladdin cartoon, a Disney distribution president at the time said Aladdin is “not just for Arabs, but for everybody.” But this is a typical dismissive tactic used to gloss over the real issues. No doubt Disney will follow the same script when people criticize the latest film.
I don’t have any interest in this movie because it failed to learn anything from the criticism it received back in 1992. The fact that a 1993 op-ed piece titled, “It’s Racist, But Hey, It’s Disney” is still relevant to the live-action version of a film that came out 27 years ago is both upsetting and sad at the same time. As I said earlier, Edward Said and Jack Shaheen did not exhaustively speak out against orientalism, exoticism, and vilification to only see them reproduced over and over again. Of course Disney refused to educate themselves and listen to people like Shaheen— their Aladdin story was never meant for us.
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Hikaru Saijou
Permissions
Please feel free to check any of the Sakamaki Bros.’ permission lists. It’s pretty repetitively the same.
Singleship per verse, please feel free to participate in the plots as appropriate, etc. *It’s very unlikely that I’ll ship this muse unless I’m very familiar with the other rper and their comfort zones, sorry. I’m not writing certain stages of Hikaru’s courtship on tumblr, so be warned, but the content will be expected to be referenced and likely part of any ship with him.
*Much of this information is based heavily in headcanons, as this is a character from a drama CD.
Biography / Stats
FULL NAME. Hikaru Saijou AGE. 18 BIRTHDAY. October 14 GENDER & PRONOUNS. Male, he/him ORIENTATION. Demisexual SPECIES. Human OCCUPATION. Future CEO of the Saijou corporation, a “top 1%” kind of company when it comes to power, money and influence. Student council president, third year of high school. RESIDENCE. Saijou residence, Japan
HAIR. Auburn EYES. Blue BUILD. Slim HEIGHT. 5'7'' TATTOOS. None. PIERCINGS. None. ADDITIONAL MARKINGS. Scar over his heart from the heart surgery. OTHER. Left-handed.
ZODIAC. Libra ALIGNMENT. Chaotic good...mostly POSITIVE TRAITS. Gentle, charismatic, cautious NEGATIVE TRAITS. Workaholic, melancholic, single-minded
BIRTH PLACE. Japan NATIONALITY. Japanese FAMILY. Touji Saijou (father, alive), [REDACTED] Saijou (mother, alive). EXTENDED FAMILY. Plenty, as branch families. Hikaru is the heir to the Saijou family’s main branch and has been engaged to a childhood friend of his for a long time. EDUCATION. High school NOTABLE SKILLS. Business acumen, barbed words, multilayered language, smiling through the pain, the art of blackmail (as taught by his father) LANGUAGES. Japanese, JSL, English FAVORITE FOOD. Tea enjoyed with his fiance. DISLIKES. People who try to steal his fiance from him while he’s OUT OF THE COUNTRY GETTING HEART SURGERY--
Appearance
Inheriting Touji’s good looks and his mother’s softness, Hikaru has auburn hair, blue eyes and his mother’s gentle aura. He dresses appropriately for whatever occasion, albeit somewhat conservatively. When it comes to the school uniform, he wears it properly.
If he notices that his fiance has temporarily taken fancy to a particular color, he’ll sneak it or a complimentary color into his wardrobe for awhile.
Personality
The Saijou family has a curse. The fact that there is a curse, so to speak, is known to each direct heir. Whether or not they understand what the curse truly is, well... No one the men of the Saijou house love, not a single individual they love, will return that love. “The act of not being loved by their other half runs in their blood.” This is an accepted fact - Touji, like his father and his father, before him, have all been prepared to grab up the person they love by any means necessary to combat this.
Raised carefully with the hopes that he would be the one to one day break the family’s curse, his mother doted on him lovingly. He is not fully aware of the nature of his parents’ relationship, but has some inkling of how it started if not to the full extent. If the implications reach him when he receives advice from his father on how to obtain the person he loves, it’s muted beneath the need to love and be loved by his ex-fiance.
A soft and polite boy, he can be quite the melancholic and dramatic individual. He has no illusions that most people enjoy his company for the benefits it can provide: money, influence, etc. He takes very few friendships with full sincerity, generally regarding his two childhood friends his only “real” companions. He’s a workaholic as well, which is how he wound up becoming student council president at his current school. He has a weak heart and has had to undergo more than one surgery in his childhood, including once in high school.
He truly cares about both of his childhood friends, but he’s not selfless enough to let them go be happy as a couple without getting in their way. Not when they broke his engagement off while he was in the States getting surgery and definitely not when his ex-fiance still says she cares quite dearly for him. If he had any resolve to be kind about it, it stops there.
Hikaru won’t watch someone else have the person he loves. No, not when he has his father’s advice to follow.
History
Once upon a time, the Saijou family was cursed. Hikaru’s mother hopes that one day Hikaru will be able to break that curse and raised him as lovingly as she could. His father cared for him as well, in his own way.
Born with a weak heart, Hikaru has had to undergo many surgeries for the sake of his health. He has two childhood friends: Kazuma and Hikaru’s fiance. He became particularly attached with his fiance when he challenged his classmates to chess, claiming he would grand them any wish in his power if anyone could beat him. He was terrified he wasn’t going to survive a surgery he had to go through at ten years old. Classmates took on the bet requesting dresses, new toys, etc. The only person who won against him was his fiance - not his fiance at the time - and said her price was to play together once he came back healthy.
He told his father about this and how much he liked the girl. His father sought out hers and arranged a marriage, assuming his son’s temperament would be like his own. Life went on and the three childhood friends were happy.
Another surgery became necessary in high school and Hikaru had to leave for America once more. During the time that he was gone, Kazuma confessed to Hikaru’s fiance, the engagement was broken off... And Hikaru found out about all of it when he returned. He remained friendly and cheerful, if hurt, and the only sign that it deeply wounds him are the occasionally barbed remarks he gives Kazuma. Kazuma takes it like a champ, knowing they’re still friends and because Hikaru doesn’t go too far. It hurts - it would make sense that it hurts him to have his fiance stolen by his friend. Still, Hikaru remains kind to both of them and doesn’t really hide his love for his ex-fiance if it comes up. He doesn’t shove it in their face, but he doesn’t pretend he was anything but in love with her if the topic rises.
He’s teetering on the edge, considering several plans of how to win his love back or if he even should. Unfortunately for her, she gives him enough of a response to move forward one day: she still admires him and cares strongly for him.
That’s enough for him.
Verses
Brief summaries of the verses for Hikaru along with potential links for those less familiar with his drama CDs but still want to interact with him. For the sake of keeping things clean, encouraging community-wide and cooperative storytelling in roleplay, and not letting things get too crazy, verses will be limited. More may be made over time as needed.
Summaries:
| Hikaru Saijou’s Drama CD Summary | (Coming Soon)
VERSE - GENTLE PRINCE OF THE SAIJOU CURSE
This verse takes place from the point of view that Hikaru did not receive, or at least has not yet received, enough of a reason to move forward with the attempts to obtain his ex-fiance. He’s stuck in a one-sided love and has to mildly support his two friends and their growing relationship.
Verse Details | Tag: #V; HIKARU; GENTLE PRINCE OF THE SAIJOU CURSE
VERSE - CURSEBREAKER OF THE SAIJOU FAMILY
*This verse will typically be the default, ‘main verse’. In this, it is assumed that Hikaru has already done the, uh, work involved in stealing his fiance back for himself. His friendship with Kazuma is either destroyed or strained forever and he continues to move forward, always taking great care to make sure no one would take his princess away again.
Verse Details | Tag: #V; HIKARU; CURSEBREAKER OF THE SAIJOU FAMILY
VERSE - MISC.
Posts that would involve duplicates (unlikely) in the same scene in a manner that would be hard to pass off as typical flow for those verses or other complicated scenarios that could arise.
Verse Details | Tag:#V; HIKARU; MISC
SITUATIONAL VERSE TAGS
#V; HIKARU; UNIVERSAL
Posts that can easily be assumed to have occured in either verse, typically answering asks, etc. that aren’t directly related to events unique to their timelines.
#V; HIKARU; WHAT IFS & #V; HIKARU; ONESHOTS
Likely reserved for one-off threads exploring a “what if”, a romantic meme that would otherwise be inappropriate, etc. If a meme doesn’t quite fit with one of the existing timelines, it’ll get one of these.
Trivia
Heir to having more money than most of Japan combined, please stop him.
Tags
THREAD / WRITING TAG: #echoes in the halls; hikaru
HEADCANONS: #hc; kankinkon; hikaru
IMAGES: #itt // hikaru saijou
MUSIC: #music; kankinkon; hikaru
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