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Please, distance yourself from people who toy with your emotions.
#coming from personal experience#yes someone is actually pissing me off right now#if you can guess who#ugh#fuck 2024
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just remember, for every media you think is the worst trashfire to exist, there's some autistic person out there making that media their whole personality
#coming from personal experience#absolutely floored by how many movies i adored as a kid that im finding out are considered ābadā movies#ily underdog they could never make me hate you#actually autistic#autism#autistic things
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there's a lot to be said about the political atmosphere of the late 2000s/entirety of the 2010s being infested with alt right gateways like pewdiepie, filthy frank, idubbbz, leafyishere, "sjw gets owned compilation" videos and all that, and there absolutely were adult nazis and other white supremacists grooming children and teens in vulnerable mindsets into thinking they had a community in the right wing, but to say or act like anyone who fell down the alt right pipeline at any point in life are the main victims in this situation is absolving them of any accountability and responsibility for traumatizing minorities
#coming from personal experience#alt right pipeline#filthy frank#leafyishere#idubbbz#pewdiepie#leftist#socialism
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mike would be the type of guy to watch a show with implied-but-not-stated romance between two guys. and people would tell him itās romantic, but heād reply with āitās obviously platonic??? cause iām like that with Will??? and me and Will are just friends, soā¦.ā and he STILL wouldnāt connect the dots
side note: does this exist as a fic? if not can someone write this
#you know those people that say mike and will canāt date because theyāre healthy male friendship representation?#this applies to them#also mike would say that about himself#he would be daydreaming about kissing will and think itās completely normal healthy male friendship#byler#stranger things#byler tumblr#mike wheeler#will byers#side note this exact scenario was exactly how someone broke the news to me that i wasnāt straight so please know that this is#coming from personal experience
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Fake it till you make it doesnt work if you dont know how to fake it
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Clark grows up on Amity
So! When Clark's shup landed on the Kent Farm, it unfortunately started a bit of a Fire. It was pretty bad, and by the time it was put out most of their Crops had been burned up.
Using their Savings, the money from the remaining Crops, and some goodwill from their neighbors, the Kent's managed to get enough money together to move to a new Town to start over. It also helped that in a new town nobody would question them suddenly having a Baby despite Martha not being Pregnant.
They Move to a small farm on the Edge of Amity Park.
Clark Kent grows up in Amity Park, goes to Casper High, and befriends Danny, Sam, and Tucker as his childhood friends.
When his powers come in, they are the first ones to know. When Danny has his Accident, Clark is there to help him control his new abilities. When Clark has to move away for his new Job in Metropolis, they are all there to wish him good luck and throw him a Going Away Party.
As Superman, Clark is more open to joining a Team since he used to be on Team Phantom.
When Justice League Dark is formed, Superman is a Suprise Member, since he actually had a lot of experience with the Supernatural.
When Kon is born, he turns to his best friends for help and advice on his to deal with the situation. Danny had Ellie in very similar circumstances, so he is more open to the idea of adopting Kon since he has personal experience with Clones made by Madmen.
Thoughts?
#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dcxdp#Dc x dp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#Clark Kent grows up in Amity Park#The Kent's move to Amity Park#Clark and Danny are childhood friends#I find it really funny that Superman is on JLD because he has more experience with the Supernatural than half the team#They really didn't expect it from All American Boy Scout Superman#Until the day they come across a Ghost who sees Superman and SHRIEKS because āthat's the Ghost King's personal advisor!!!ā#Excuse me. Whomst!?#Constantine is considering selling his Soul to Superman#Shazam is wondering why Zeus (Vortex) is screaming profanities about the Ghost King in his head#Wonder Woman wonders if Superman has met her Aunt Pandora#Chaos all around
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writing is so silly because you have to maintain the understanding that you're not more specialer than anyone else and your work needs improvement and you have more to learn. but also you have to fully believe that your stuff is amazing. mindblowing. masterpiece the likes of which no one has ever seen before. you really have to hold these contradictory beliefs next to each other and force them to play nice. it's like shoving your shoulder angel and devil into a "get-along shirt." It doesn't make any sense. But if you don't, you're not going to get anywhere
You have to pursue what your writing Could Be with dogged determination while unflinchingly perceiving what it Actually Is. You have to accept that you're not more deserving or likely to succeed than any other writer, but you also have to love and honor and cling to your own specific mad genius because no one else is going to do it for you. Writing is really hard and it's also really worth it.
#writeblr#obligatory 'this is my own personal experience at least'#but I do believe that most writing mindset issues come from an imbalance of these two humors#You really have to know that your writing is often just kinda mid. maybe even bad at times. And you have to Believe that it's good#you have to Believe that its worth it
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this game breaks my heartā¦..! š
#mouthwashing#wrong organ#mouthwashing spoilers#mouthwashing fanart#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#garliicdraws#last slide is not meant to be romantic itās likeā¦ entwined with my own experience i suppose#with a dear friend#sometimes u gotta use characters to come to terms with some pretty terrible things!#tw blood#cw pills#cw gore#also kind of funny how i am really hesitant to post the last image itās very personal but maybe if someone got any catharsis out of smth#stupid iāve made i can feel satisfied. and thatās what art is right? i guess to share your deep feelings and not always hide from them or#from others
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I donāt like minimizing the importance and gravity of Laios and Toshiroās fight into just being a childish squabble, even if to a degree it is framed that way, because to both of them it has a lot of personal significance and emotional weight and runs very deep to their charactersā¦ The fight isnāt nothing itās a LOT, they made up but itās not something easy to express and to get over for either of them which makes it all the more meaningful! Iām on both sides but there very much are sides, thereās no "theyāre both having a ball, Toshiro and Laios hand in hand yay" side to the fight, that comes after
The fight with Toshiro WAS very scary to Laios, almost existentially so, but itās moreso the "I thought Iād made a friend!!" bit and my god. My god actually
Like itās not "just" about oh his friend liking him less than he thought, THAT IS SO MUCH. Itās a bond he thought he had being a lie itās all the time and moments spent together either being a lie from his perspective or marred now looking back. Itās not only being upset at Toshiro for lying but upset at himself that heās so easy to fool, itās being upset that thereās something so wrong with you that you canāt even tell if your "close buddy" even actually likes you or not, itās like. Holding my head. He canāt trust his own vision of events that happened do you see. Thereās always this film of distrust that it could be a lie that should be there when he interacts with people thereās always this sense of cloak and dagger to expect backstabs out of nowhere because you CANāT see it coming you CANāT you CANāT thereās something about you which makes it impossible so you CANāT-
Heās so scared of not being able to read people. He knows itās a weak spot he has, heās always known. All of these bits are centered around social expectations and betrayals, the assumption that he doesnāt belong either in society or with other humans.
And Laiosā level of awareness is actually sort of complex to analyze, but itās there, thereās how out of him and Falin he was the one sensitive to the ~aura of hatred~ he felt from the townspeople, thereās of course his nightmares whispering to him about the mocking looks, and how yeah actually he realizes that his gold stripper coworker was taking advantage of him. Thereās of course the Winged Lion speech about his trauma and how he fundamentally mistrusts/dislikes humans to some deep seated degree, this distrust that he still keeps under control always. Thereās how pre-canon he often wanted to suggest eating monsters but never worked up the courage to bring it up with the others. Thereās how he gets across as stoic when he isnāt being enthusiasticā¦ā¦ We donāt know how aware and wary he is exactly in the moment but we do know he has some anxiety around social stuff, and looking back he does notice and aughh augh, the sense you have to hide yourself to not get hurt and be on your guard and shit and.
When you donāt know what to look out for and when to look out for it, the general ācommon senseā of not always trusting people or noticing when someoneās messing with you becomes hypervigilance in social settings
"Man they really know what you hate huh". Being socially unaware literally plagues him, he knows, he knows it so well.
Itās so quick that itās almost hard to digest how literal and blatant Laios summoning his monster to crush all the people whoāve hurt him is. His literal go-to coping mechanism for comfort in his literal monster-induced emotionally intense nightmares, saving him by taking away the upsetting element (the humans)
"Monsters are his coping fantasy, where they can whisk him away from humanity, all the hurt itās caused him and its arbitrary rules" with the subtlety of a brick. Monsters are his comfort safe zone "because they kill humans" yes but no itās because he pits them as the guardians against humans who to him are in the role of the agressors. To him they represent freedom from the shackles of what it means to be part of humanity, a fundamentally social species
#Fumi rambles#Was asked to post this but a lot of this is present in my shuro-Laios fight analysis from Laiosā pov#Bite sized fumi#Laios touden#Meta#happy nightmare chapter day#Character analysis#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#And humanity being a social species is ofc ultimately not shown as a negative.#Dunmeshi is about unity and coming together when seeking to understand that which you do not!!!#But yeah like imagine if you will that you can never really trust your own perspective of events because you literally canāt tell#Wether the person likes you or hates you and you just canāt tell. Even when they ARE being obvious about it#The nightmare scene is so real like I def have vivid memories where Iām like āAh yeah they cringed here#that should have been a dead giveawayā. It wears on self-esteem and self-trust. Like āyou donāt belong in societyā in a way theyāre#sorta like factually not wrong and like. Oh ok man. Sitting down#Just spitballing here obvi. Personal experience. Hey did you guys know that dunmeshi is good. Man. Itās good#Dungeon meshi#Analysis#Feeling The Owl House Gus meltdown episode in tha club tonight#Sobbing about how the flashbacks we see of Laiosā childhood are only happy when it centers around Falin or the dogs
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The idea that uni protesters are "elitist ivy-league rich kids larping as revolutionaries" on Twitter and Reddit and even here is so fucking funny to me if you actually know anything about the student bodies at these unis. Take it from someone who's going to one of the biggest private unis in the US, 80% of the peers I know are either from the suburbs or an apartment somewhere in America, children of immigrants, or here on a student visa. I've heard about one-percenter students, but I've never met one in person. Like, don't get me wrong, the institution as a whole is still very privileged and white. I've talked with friends and classmates about feeling weird or dissonant being here and coming from such a different background. But in my art program, I see BIPOC, disabled, queer, lower-income students and faculty trying to deconstruct and tear that down and make space every day. So to take a cursory glance at a crowd of student protesters in coalitions that are led by BIPOC & 1st/2nd-gen immigrant students and HQ'd in ethnic housings and student organizations and say, "ah. children of the elite." Get real.
#also idk how to tell you this but even if it were true. wealthy children potentially sacrificing their educational careers to protest is#a good thing actually. idk how to tell you that caring about people from other nations is good#personal#āthis war has nothing to do with most students cuz nobody's getting draftedā idk how to explain to you that we should be angry#that our tuitions of 10s of thousands of dollars that we pay every year for an education is being used to fund a genocidal campaign#also the implication that if you go to a uni institution you are automatically privileged by participation no matter your bg#i didn't /want/ to go to this school. i was supposed to go to a school with an art/animation program. but i realized my immigrant#parents have been working their whole lives to get me here. and turning the opportunity down would be a disservice to their sacrifice#this is getting into convos of āwhat 2nd gen kids owe their parentsā which is different for everyone but. yeah#i just get pissed off at seeing people misrepresenting student bodies as āwealthyā and āprivilegedā and āeliteā when it's such a blatant li#i remember a year ago a friend told me they can't fly home to hong kong for winter break because the plane tickets are too expensive#so they have to find temporary housing around the area#last quarter for a film doc class my film partner made a doc on a small group of marxist grad students from india discussing praxis#during a rally a few months ago in response to police presence the coalition invited palestinian students to speak about their experiences#and lead songs and read poems they wrote. these are STUDENTS. are they elitist too?#this is not to disregard my own personal privilege either.#this whole narrative's just to rationalize a lack of empathy to me. seeing a 19yo student get shot by a rubber bullet and your first#reaction is āHAW! HAW! bet richy rich didn't see THAT coming when she put on her terrorist hood!ā#newsflash. these big uni campuses are HAUNTED by the violence of past protests and revolutions and police brutality. we know.#why do you think these coalitions have been making reinforced barricades at record speed
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I was in a road trip in Arizona, it was nighttime and I was looking out the window. I tried to think about just random stuff to let the time pass, but then I started to dream of a scenario where Vasco went over to Machete's grave, he was grieving and pretty much just talking to the grave about how there could've been some way to save him, or that he will never see him again, and stuff like he lost a piece of himself and how he would honor him. It was very emotional but that was the only thing I thought about for like 20 minutes until he ended his conversation and left
I've been thinking about this a little bit, and I'm not quite sure how easy it would be for Vasco to visit Machete's grave, to be honest. As a high ranking member of the clergy he'd most likely be entombed in a crypt underneath one of Rome's hundreds of churches, maybe one that held some kind of significance for him. As a secular citizen with no family relations to him, I'd imagine it could be challenging for Vasco to gain access to such a private and sacred space, at least unless he managed to pull some strings. But then again, I'm just theoretizing. He could and would still visit the church that stands above it.
#nighttime roadtrip in Arizona sounds quite lovely actually#coming from someone who has zero experience on arid climates and can't quite conceptualize what it's like to exist in desert environment#answered#deaddmato#Vaschete scenarios#Vaschete lore#it would be a prestigious way to get laid to rest#but there's certain bleakness to being locked away forever in a basement#with no natural light or visitors#and even though at the time it would've been a great privilege#I personally don't fancy the idea of being kept in a stone box from century to another#denied of the final act of natural decomposition
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hi! since you were asking for prompts. I have two Steddie ones. you can just choose if you'd like to do one, or none, it's all cool I appreciate you even taking them. tysm: - 1. Steve hosts a Hellfire game night and Eddie stays afterward to help clean up. (maybe first kisses?) 2. filler scene of Eddie helping Steve clean his wounds and get dressed after they buy the outfits from TWZ.
sorry i was waiting for my demons to find me again before i could fill this prompt
"You are NOT pouring vodka on your open wounds, Harrington."
Steve, the absolute madman, doesn't even look up at Eddie when he replies. "I don't think everclear is vodka," he says, turning the bottle in his hand. He squints at the label. "...Yeah, definitely doesn't say the word vodka anywhere on here. So probably fine, right?"
"I need you to understand that that's worse," Eddie hisses. This week is going to be the death of himāhe's never been so stressed out in his life. "You're going to burn your skin off."
Finally, Steve looks up at him. "Everclear burns skin off?" he asks, incredulous, like Eddie's being serious. "Why do people drink it then?"
Steve Harrington is determined to be Eddie's last straw.
"Probably to forget the monster portals that apparently keep popping up around town, now give me that, you psycho," Eddie says, snatching the alcohol from him. "And it's cheap. But, you're gonna do more damage than good with that crap, and it'll hurt worse than rubbing alcohol."
But Steve puffs up, shoulder's back. "I can handle pain, it's fine!" he insists. "I need to be in top shape for this!"
Eddie blows out a frustrated breath. Damn this guy. Eddie had just had a heartfelt moment with Dustin and he was feeling pretty gooey about there little group afterwards, and then Robin Buckley, looking a little green, had asked Eddie to help Steve with his rabies. If Eddie had known it's be like herding cats, he might have refused.
"Just trust me, man," Eddie says, tossing the bottle out the door. Someone squawks in surprise, but Eddie doesn't spare them a thought. "Now let's go find you some niiice peroxide or literally anything NOT specifically made to destroy your liver and flesh."
"Fine," Steve grumbles. And then has the audacity to pout, which has the added consequence of being cute and Eddie's going to have an aneurysm before it's all over. "They do it in the movies all the time."
"Yeah," Eddie sighs. He grabs Steve's arm and drags him towards the little bathroom. "Unfortunately, this isn't a movie, big guy."
Steve huffs again, but he doesn't shake off Eddie's hold. His skin is warm under Eddie's hand, his pulse jumping against his cold fingers. Eddie squeezes a little, just to feel the thump, thump, thump of Steve being aliveāpretends Steve's heartbeat is an unspoken promise, that all of this is going to be okay.
#stranger things#steddie#asks#fic requests#eddie's rightful fear of everclear comes from personal experience TRUST ME JUST TRUST ME#this is very silly instead of cute and romantic (and not QUITE your prompt) but i hope that's okay!!!#idiot4idiot#eddie has the braincell for this scene#pre-steddie#my steddies
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if you've ever made a post where you go "and there are so-called lesbians who go by he/him pronouns and have beards? Why are they allowed in the community?" i don't care what justification you're using, i'm blowing you up with my mind
#before any of you weirdos come into my inbox accusing me of being transmasc or a trans man#i'm a trans woman and i like having facial hair and using he/him pronouns#tho i know from personal experience a lot of you don't want me around either#even online š
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it's important to go into your favorite tags on tumblr and change 'top posts' to 'latest posts' for enrichment because you will find some incredible stuff you wouldn't otherwise. it is also important to not do this because you will find posts with takes so terrible it fills you with enough rage to fuel an entire jet engine.
#no i'm not speaking from personal experience why would you ever assume that#about#idk how to even fucking tag this#cr#critical role#word of honor#woh#aftg#tfc#all for the game#the foxhole court#star wars#i guess i'm just gonna put the ones that come to the top of my head#dc#batman#batfam
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Edwin Payne would be fascinated by washing machines
Like I just know he sits in front of them while Niko and Crystal are washing their clothes and is just mesmerised by the spinning
#this is 100% coming from personal experience#he goes into his own world watching the washing machine for like an hour#dead boy detectives#edwin payne
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I'm sorry I let down my guard.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from āHelena don't walk away...(gentle)ā to āHELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)ā is fantastic.#And āDon't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fineā. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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