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hereās the thing about thea calling it jeans āold tricks.ā weāre given more than ample clues to fill in the blanks. jean refused to let anyone else in the nest know he was raped. he and kevin painstakingly covered up after riko because they were too proud to let anyone in on the abuse they faced. thea has no reason to suspect assaultā ive said it before, but thereās no crime unless jean speaks up.
i see the claim that jeremy knew it was statutory rape so thea should have, but jeremy is in california, from california, born & raised. the age of consent is 18, as opposed to 16 in west virginia. jeremy is operating under a different legal framework. but look at the scene as a whole: itās not important that jeremy believes it was statutory rape, because that accusation leads to jeans revelation that he never consented. it may not have been statutory under west virginia law, but it was rape. thea and jean have never had that conversation, and if jean has it his way they never will.
thea looks at jean and she has no reason to see a victim, but every reason to see a teenager she cares about making bad decisions that hurt him. jean himself tells her they were just mistakes. thatās how her āold tricksā sentence comes across. sheās tired. it sets her apart from the rest of the ravensā thatās far more compassion than any of the current line up gave him.
#i understand#that people are sensitive about jean#but i donāt know. thereās a very perverse desire to see all his past laid bare & exposed in a way that takes all his agency from him#like having a video leak from the nest#or situations like the beach where jean is so upset he says the truth without meaning#but those are genuinely the worst case scenario for this man#he doesnāt want people to know#healthy or not#he wants things to be a secret#look at the end of tsc#leave the past to me & dobson and help me face what comes next. orv whatever#man#tldr no more FEELINGSSSSDD#jean moreau#thea muldani#sorry not sorry for my first long post in a while being a downerrrrrr i got mad
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HO šHO āļø HO š it's your Secret Santa in townš
š¤¶šš¶ coming down your chimney with questions about your MC ā¬ļøā¬ļøā¬ļø
I'm so excited to learn more about Alyn! I just got started on one of your fics but I'm dying to know what the dynamics are between Alyn and Ominis?? What do they do when they spend time together? Who's the more affectionate one? Do they argue a lot? Who apologizes first? I would love to know if you don't mind sharing ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
Hellooo! Thank you for reading š„¹š and for the questions, Santa! šāØ HERE COMES THE BIG POST! ~800 wordsšš»
To not make it extremely big I marked with * places where there are some extra headcanons behind the statement and I can elaborate additionally if needed.
Amberlyn x Ominis
āĖāā Dynamics āāĖā
The only one who'd understand. Recognition of each other's complexities. Mutual respect. Quiet support. Nevertheless, push and pull of varying intensity. Something from their Pinterest board:
Their bond unfolds slowly, built on trust (since Scriptorium, Alyn always sided with Ominis*) and, much later, subtle expressions of affection. They find common ground in shared struggles (family issues among them*) and the guilt and grief lingering after the events of the fifth year.
Alyn has a knack for finding the right words to soften Ominis' sharp edges and gently coax him into vulnerability. Though both are reserved in their own ways, they provide each other a sense of safety and understanding. (exceptions in Conflicts below)
Alyn is more open with affectionāsmall, casual touches like brushing her hand against his (or her knee against his, because yes, she would; sheās, lost, traumatised and overcaffeinated teen). She completes his notes sometimes, drawing schemes from the board for him, describes things that catch her attention in and out of the classāall this happens naturally and easily.
Ominis is more reserved but deeply enjoys her presence and is grateful for her small gestures of help and appreciation. At first, he starts to subconsciously lean just a little closer than necessary during conversations. Over months time, he becomes braver about returning her gesturesāa hand brushing hers deliberately, his voice softens noticeably when he speaks to her.
āĖāā Time together āāĖā
āØStudying: Since around the end of the fifth year, they often sit together at classes, at the library, or meet in common areas of the castle. Ominis becomes attuned to Alyn's steps, her scent, her presence. Heās startled to realise one day the sound of her voice reading aloud calms him.
āØSpells and Dueling Practice: Ominisā magic is powerful, and his wand never misses. Alyn learns new spells quickly, and is excellent in explaining. Their training sessions are focused yet competitive and somewhat playful, filled with mutual encouragement and a bit of teasing. Alyn would brush the dust from a shattered dummy off his shoulder, and Ominis, whether he admitted it or not, would think that if the entire castle crumbled into dust around him, he wouldnāt mindāas long as it meant sheād be this close again, brushing it away with her hand.
āØWalks: Both enjoy long walks through the castle or by Black Lake. In the sixth year, they always visit Hogsmeade together. Sometimes they are just walking or sitting in silence. They don't normally talk in big emotional outbursts but instead share small, meaningful pieces of themselves over time.
āĖāā Conflicts āāĖā
They feel connection because they understand each otherās pain and offer emotional safety, but that very depth makes them vulnerable to fear, mistakes, and misunderstandings.
ā”ļøCuriosity vs protectiveness: Alyn is still new to the magical world. It makes her eager to learn everythingāseemingly dangerous or notāout of wonder, fascination, and a desire to understand and catch up. Ominis, however, sees such curiosity as naivety and feels an urge to protect her, especially from anything risky. Alyn grows frustrated when she feels heās infantilising her.
āØ Resolution: Alyn may prove her curiosity is tempered by caution, reassuring Ominis that she wonāt put herself recklessly in harmās way. Ominis, in turn, may learn to trust her judgment while remaining a protective figure she can rely on.
ā”ļøMiscommunication: Both Ominis and Alyn struggle with communication. Ominis often needs time alone to process his thoughts, but Alyn interprets his silence as distance or blame and tries to pull him out of it. If she doesn't succeed, she can rapidly go to 'Oh, it's now me not talking to you.'
āØ Resolution: They need to compromiseāAlyn has to learns to give Ominis the time he needs, trusting that he will come back to her. Ominis, in turn, has to learn to communicate when he needs space instead of leaving her guessing.
ā”ļøSeBaStIaN isnāt even at school during their sixth year. But, whenever heās brought up, Ominis subtly redirects or shuts the topic down, even though he's not as mad at him as he used to be and still considers him a friend. Among other feelings, Ominis is unsettled by the thought of Alyn reconnecting with Sebastian and leaving him behind. Again. His worry isnāt just jealousy (though it is that too). He fears Sebastian might pull her into something dark and dangerous. Again.
Ominis might: a) Withdrawānot to punish Alyn, but to protect himself emotionally. b) Overcompensateāoffer her small gestures of affection, lingering touches, or closeness during homework sessions as a subconscious reassurance of their bond. c) Act stupid and say something he'll regret.
Alyn, in turn, gets irritated by his lack of trust, and such an attack on her judgment.
āØ Resolution: Alyn may reassure Ominis that she was never anything more than friends with Sebastian, and that sheās not under anyoneās influence. Ominis needs to learn to differentiate between jealousy and genuine worry and to communicate his fears in a healthier way.
āĖāā Apologies āāĖā
Ominis apologises after angry outbursts, guilt-ridden over losing controlāsomething he fears makes him like his family. His apologies are slow and a bit awkward but deeply sincere. Alyn, on the other hand, apologises gently when she feels sheās misunderstood his intentions or pushed too hard.
Some of these šš»bring them to this šš»
ā Christmas 1891 ā
...and the aftermath. The second half of the sixth year.
Extra overcompensating for his insecurities while being not entirely sober, Ominis actually kissed Alyn. It happened after an argument following the Christmas party, but as Christmas magic would have it, that time both sides felt heard and satisfied. Eventually, they found themselves sitting together on the windowsill, sharing a quiet conversation. Aaand the first kiss happened.
Afterwards, Ominis apologised so many times they almost had another argument. Alyn reassured him that he didnāt need to apologiseāthat she didnāt mind them trying this new relationship. But of course, they have to make sure no one finds out.
And here the 'Shades' story begins
[ Thank you for reading all this! Now the little side note and rambling (sobbing on the floor) I don't think I actually succeeded at writing their friends to lovers trope in 'Darkness' I wasn't ever even going to post it and it shows. Well, anyway, I figured I'm rather more interested in writing adventure/action and seasoning it with romance than the other way around. That's what I'm trying to do better in 'Shades'. At the same time, now I have clearer understanding of how to deepen and write their relationship and again, it will all be covered in 'Shades' . You are very welcome to read š¤]
#barely proofread pls if english is not englishing I'm so sorry#I literally don't have time for anything this month *screams*#should have done such post a while ago#thank you santa for questions#hear me out don't judge me by the 'darkness' story if you ever even saw it š„²#they also kinda have a ship name#I'm just not sure if I prefer this short form or the full one so I used the full for title to be clear#another side note - mostly peaceful and calm because they were trying to survive after the last year#but now the adventures are back#MORE DRAMA#is coming#omilyn#amberlyn x ominis#hogwarts legacy mc#couple dynamics and some lore#hogwarts legacy#HL secret Santa
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side note even astral plane/arcane galaxy viktor (whatever the fuck he was at that point lmao) didn't even care that much that jayce killed salo. thats hilarious to me actually. man saw one of his followers murdered (former counselor no less) and did not cry one single tear. was barely concerned. was more concerned about whatever was going on with jayce.
like damn. was just like hmmmm something else is at work here with my ex. ill have to figure it out. (turns out it was you bro)
#and it can be argued astral plane viktor did still have his emotions!!!!#dude was clearly upset when jayce murdered him THEN rejected him later like#lmao imagine being salo tho?#one guy you probably barely acknowledged (despite being a hextech co creator) who was in the room with you when it blew up and paralyzed yo#that guy is revived and becomes jesus and can heal people so youre like WELL TIME TO GET MY LEGS BACk#then youre abosrbed into the hivemind and get sent on errands but its chill because u can walk again and suddenly you feel so peaceful#then the OTHER HALF of hextech comes back while your on your little errand and the ex boyfriends have a conversation through you#which ur cool with because hivemind and also apparently cant listen in on? damn like i wanna know the tea tell me too i can keep a secret#and then your former co-counselor kills you with his hammer#what a life#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce talis#salo arcane#arcane spoilers
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Reconciliation
Old dome squadmates Trito and Kinoga get together at Tritoās place to catch up after years apart and a meeting by chance on the surface.
ā ļøWarning for suggestive content below + implied chest trauma
After several weeks of chipping away at this, the comic is finally done! Very happy to have rendered a full 7 pages of oc stuff. Please give it a read!!
read the full 7 page comic on twitter! <-please do not click if you are a minor and view at your own discretion, this link contains explicit 18+ content. Thank you!
For the lore, includes stuff from splatoon Octo Expansion: Trito and Kinoga were a part of an octarian military squad living in the domes, Kinoga being their squad leader that many looked up to and admired. There were 6 of them who considered each other to be their closest friends. Upon hearing about the tests from Kamabo Co. and the allure of the Promised Land, Kinoga wished to seek it out in order to find a better life for their squadmates. A difficult decision, since it meant leaving them all behind, promising to come back and take them there.
Kinoga enters the metro trials and soon realizes that the Promised Land isnāt what they expected, their hope crumbling when they encounter one of their sanitized squadmates Agara, who followed suit to the metros soon after. Kinoga narrowly escapes, eventually making a break for the surface, carrying the shame of unwilling to return for their squadmates with them (itās justified, of course, there might not be an easy way in, they might get caught again, Agara is gone)
Trito enters the Metro not too long after Kinoga does, wanting to catch up to them, and an accident that occurs in a test early on results in Tritoās near sanitization, giving him his scar. Terrified, and realizing what happens to his fellow octolings, Trito is unable to return to his squadmates, not wanting to break the news of their loved onesā untimely fates. He hides away on the Metro until the events of OE happen and Agent 8 dismantles Kamabo, opening an opportunity to escape to the surface. Unwilling to face the possibilities of going back, Trito takes his chance to leave, starting a new life and feeling that itās for the best if he doesnāt acknowledge it, though he missed his friends dearly.
Years later, Trito and Kinoga run into each other on the streets of Splatsville by chance, and the implications of them both being on the surface and alive hit them, having to carry the burden of leaving their loved ones behind and finding out the truth, knowing the other felt exactly the same, not knowing the fate of their squadmates and not wanting to think about the possibility of them being gone. They have a tearful reunion about it, and set up a meet later, to sit down and really talk, and get into a brief argument when the topic of returning to the domes comes up. Tritoās in disbelief that Kinoga never went back down to check on the rest of their squad, wanting them to have been a better person than him, who was too cowardly to do so. Eventually they do reconcile, and end up at Tritoās place to hook up, where the above comic takes place :]
#my art#my ocs#splatoon#suggestive#trito#kinoga#aaahhhhhh this is finally done!!!!#a small drabble turned into a sketch turned into a full fledged rendered comic. blowing up#in any case I hope people enjoy this as much as I doā¦they are so everything to me#splatoon ocs#I have so many thoughts about these two that I could not articulate in a tumblr post. they miss each other so so much#its about the. Iāve known your body. and coming back after years and going ohā¦this is newā¦#thereās no context where trito would be able to reveal this to kinoga except for boning#only kinoga could look at it and immediately understand. sparing him the pain of explaining what happened and reliving it#if it had been anyone else he probably would have stopped them the moment the hand went under the sweater#but heās just so so caught in the moment of the reunion. and the everything . Auughhhh#stealing this from a friend but theyve changed and they havenāt changed at all. Iām going to be ill#chest trauma#āwhat if they explored each others bodiesā or whatever. okay#if it wasnt clear enough or implied trito and kimoga are octolings from the underground domes#nsft#oh and the. really long lore explanation <33 teehee#they are so so much#not partners but more than friends. secret third thing. guh#its about holding each other so tightly and physically for confirmation that they werenāt seeing things and that the other was Really There#like the fate of their friends not on their mind constantly and then it all comes flooding back and all of a sudden it opens the door#for finding the others and now they wonāt have to go back and face the possibility alone#IM GOING TO BE SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!#this has got to be the most ive rambled in the tags Iāve just been rotatinf them with fado for the past barely a month and they are#tritonoga
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I have three fics to post by the end of this month/year š¤©
#i've barely scratched the surface of my longfic but i'm posting the first chapter anyway because it's killing me to finally share lol#the other two are secret fics š#my ao3 looks like i haven't written much this year but my docs says otherwise#lost of posting in the coming future!!#writing tag
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personally i could never get into the feral ford hcs, mostly because this is mr "focus on your intellect to literally stop feeling fear" we're talking about here
#(i do love the contrast with that line to w3 where he's barely able to aim the memory gun at stan tho)#i wonder if this was a hc that was thought of super early on when ford was introduced#i dont mind the stan memory relapse hcs but it feels pretty clear that its not canon at this point#super fun in fics tho! im fond of reading stories where its a thing#(one of the few ways to get stan to spill his secrets lmao)#feral ford is a bit too jarringly different for me to get into#plus judging from his reaction to tbob ford's reaction to high stress and paranoia is isolating himself and stewing in negative thoughts#(then again im constantly thinking of the fam being catlike in general lmao#mabel hissing and clawing during boyz crazy dkfdjfgkhflj)#but anyway both of those two hcs seem to come about from wanting there to be more of an impact#from the portal travels and the memory gun#...considering im mx 'you know how to improve this situation? *turns faves into monsters with little control over themselves*' i guess#it makes sense why im not that into that hc#(the latent 'well why dont we go further!!!!' jdajsdgsajd)
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i feel it's so fucking stupid and ungrateful but it still hurts a little when someone gifts me something i just don't like. i don't know. i know it's dumb and inaccurate to astrain that much meaning to a simple gift, but it feels kinda like they don't know me. i guess it feels like people don't see me, like a reminder that the person i reflect and the person i feel like are incredibly different.
#two fairly recent examples jump to mind#last year my class did a secret santa#the guy who got my name barely knew me so instead he asked our litterature teacher for tips#i was doing an effort to participate a lot in her classes and discuss stuff and i felt like she was an adult i could really trust#and adult who Gets It#and she picked just. the wrong gift. a classical philosophy essay.#stuff i hate reading. stuff i hate thinking about.#i said thank you to both of them and tried to read it during christmas break still. but i was right. i hated it.#and this year's christmas#recently i tried patching things up with my parents and we are a lot more communicative now#so they've opened up that my demand not to receive any gifts was painful to them#so we had an agreement: we write open-hearted letters to each other on christmas.#and they can gift me something if they'd like but no pressure if they don't find anything they feel would be a good gift#bc i myself opened up about the whole ''inaccurate gift'' thing being one of the reasons i dislike receiving stuff#and guess what. christmas comes. they got me a printed card from an artist whose work we saw at a local art thing earlier that year.#that artist does mainly either plants or nice architecture. stuff i love.#they picked the ONE work of hers that doesn't look like that. some reinterpretation of the great wave of kanagawa#a piece which i dislike with a passion for aesthetic reasons#i had promised i'd be honest if their gift missed the mark but tbh i couldn't. it's just an aesthetic thing it's completely begnin.#it's not like they spent lots or tried to pick something that was USEFUL#so i smiled and the picture is hanging with other stuff in my room#and i thanked them and i can't express how genuinely glad i am we have a better relationship#but man i felt my heart break a little under the tree in that moment#idk#i know it's silly but it makes me feel weird. and cold.#broadcasting my misery#vent
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anyway Iāve continued to cope with everything by thinking abt the secret Saturdays today and have decided I love the idea of trans Drew Saturday and all the silly things that could come with that headcanon
#āBut how could they have Zak if-ā easy Doc is also Trans#Or maybe heās not theyāre friends with a bunch of scientists that study wormholes and clones#You think there wasnāt a secret scientist who could trans your gender? Fool.#One of the secret scientsts they lost raiding argostās house developed super HRT and magic surgery so Drew could get pregnant case closed#Extra fuckin funny with the existence of Doyle#Dude barely remembers he had a sibling at all so he doesnāt even question it heās just like āoh I actually had a sister? my bā#Nobody tells him until drew shows him a picture of her as a kid or something and suddenly heās like ā?????ā#Wait no better idea#he discovers a picture or old records with Drewās deadname on his own and comes to the conclusion that she lied abt being family#But instead of angst heās already been family for so long that heās just like#āShe may have lied abt being related but she helped me get revenge on the guy who killed my family and her family genuinely loves meā#āFuck it found family I guessā#the secret saturdays
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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification
#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots#in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say#and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that#anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared#she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend#now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko#whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble#you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i#and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd#i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke#who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan#to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair#yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair#so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things šš¼#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be#she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that#dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me#the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way#idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it#character analysis#yukimura keiko#yu yu hakusho
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Yāall would not believe how much strength it takes out of me to not reveal my secret fictional crushes every day.
#i have so many crushes#some come and go#but others resurface from childhood and then itās like āSHIT DO I DRAW SOMETHING AND POST IT?!?!ā#but like I know my taste is off the wall already so yāall are probably use to it#some I already mentioned or hinted at but Iām too shy to draw or post art#the problem is that I already have f/o(s) that I barely focus on already#so just adding or focusing on other characters kinda makes me feel bad#which is funny because some crushes I just post about right off the bat but others itās just š¬#and itās not like I have to keep them a secret because theyāre bad or because others ships with them#heck most donāt really see anything self ship related about them#itās more of just feeling embarrassed really#and guilty#which I know I shouldnāt because if I want to post a new fictional crush on my blog I should be allowed too#and then thereās the whole getting crushes for a week or so and then they disappear#which then makes me really feel bad because the feelings kinda eventually go away or fade where the f/o ends up kinda sitting on a shelf#but idk#š¬ chy chatter š¬
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anyway. itās been a rough week
#on my last day of my family vacation and likeā¦ it was awful. emotionally#my family are so fucked up lmao and i barely got to talk to either of my sisters bc they both brought plus ones :) :)#and iām still reeeeeeeling from one of my best friends from college revealing she had a full on affair w a coworker a few years ago#while she was living w her gfā¦ and the fact she kept it secret from me for sooooo fucking long like come on#it explains everything it explains why i havent felt close to her in years there was always this between us. and in all that time the amount#of convos we had abt feeling disconnected and me thinking maybe even I had done something or failed somehow. NOPE!! sheās been lying to me#for years :)))) and years :)) and this isnāt even the first time sheās kept a huge secret LOL#AND. oh my god. my current roommate is finally at the end of her abusive relationship and is actively suicidal rn#sheās watching my cats alone while telling ppl she doesnt care if she lives or dies.. girl no offense but you HAVE to survive one more day#for the sake of my fucking cat. bitch. so i have to deal w that when i get home and itās going to take up all my time. i just know it#UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND I STILL CANT FIND A THERAPIST!!!! ive been without one since mine quit being a therapist a year ago#ššššššš pray for me lmao!
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YOU WORRY TOO MUCH, YOU MAKE YOURSELF SAD
YOU CAN'T CHANGE FATE, BUT DON'T FEEL SO BAD
ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN, IT'S JUST LIKE THE WEATHER
WELL, SO QUIT COMPLAINING, BROTHER, NO ONE LIVES FOREVER
LET'S HAVE A PARTY, THERE'S A FULL MOON IN THE SKY
IT'S THE HOUR OF THE WOLF, AND I DON'T WANNA DIE
#macs doodles#oc: fadedheart#sorry this dude was me chewing up couches that how crazy i am rn#PLAY THE LIFEGEN MOD FOR CLANGEN ITS SO GOOOOOD#lore dump:#okay so fadedpaw was the medicine cat but was alligned with the dark forest#basically just learning the ropes that kinda thing#a morbidly curious guy#he would walk in the dark forest in his dreams with his brother- racoonpaw- because racoonpaw was a dream walker#and basically acted as fadedpaw's safety net in the dark forest#the two of them kept it a secret- fadedpaw curious about the dark forest and racoonpaw being deadly protective over fadedpaw#however during a particularly brutal leaf-bare night fadedpaw froze to death right there in his nest#and because of his journey's in the dark forest- thats where he was sent#the clan mourned- and moved on#but the dark forest had big plans for fadedpaw and didnt want to loose their greatest clawhold in the clan#so moons later- early spring- a ragged cat comes lumbering into camp#covered in dirt and thin as a twig#the whole clan is shocked and confused and some even scared#but racoonpaw- now racoontail- BEGS for fadedpaw to be allowed to return to the clan#slipstar reluctantly agrees and puts him back into his medicine cat training#logflare- the medicine cat and fadedpaw's old mentor- is cautious of fadedpaw's return but continues their training#and after just a halfmoon fadedpaw graduates- with logflare naming him fadedheart- a reminder of his past death#the clan can never decide what actually happened to fadedheart#some day he didnt actually die- and was buried alive on accident- and clawed his way out and somehow survived on his own#others day he did die but starclan brought him back- as it wasnt his time yet (close but not quite)#some even say that his spirit still dwells in starclan while his body roams the land of the living#as he is completely different from the fadedpaw they knew before his death#yeah but bascially he has this contract with the dark forest now- where they let him live in his clan again#but in return he was to do their bidding and train in the dark forest#and once he dies for good he has to return to the dark forest
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which would you prefer, a transformation that has you rapidly swelling up out of nowhere until you can hardly stand but doesn't go any further, or a slow but steady transformation that given enough time will leave you so big you can't do anything but lie on the ground and watch yourself swell even further?
rapid is good fun but im such a sucker for slow and steady... noticing after a few weeks maybe that my baggy clothes arent as loose as they used to be, brushing it off as bloating. a month or two and people are commenting that ive gained a little weight, but just laughing and saying it must just be the winter months and i'll work it off come summer. but no matter what i do it keeps coming, just a pound or so a day, juuust enough to know that it's happening but slow enough that i dont realize how big ive gotten. sure, it's a bit odd how often i'm buying new clothes, but i'm sure its just part of getting older. it's a lot harder to take the walk to the bus stop, and i sure am sweating so much more recently, but i'm sure its just a diet thing, or this new job thats keeping me behind a desk all day, and it'll even out soon. A pound a day doesn't sound that bad, does it? until one day i see a picture from two years ago and dont even recognize myself, slim and fit while now i'm creeping closer to 400lbs with every passing day. would i recognize my face without the round cheeks and extra chins that've grown in? would i be horrified at what had happened and panic, struggling against the inevitable as the pounds kept piling on, or would i embrace it, letting myself get bigger and bigger, just a little bit every day. how long before i can't reach the steering wheel in my car? before fitting through doorways is a nearly impossible task? before getting out of bed becomes a nightmare? before standing at all is impossible? how big can i even get? a pound a day is more than 250 a year, after all...
#tik talk#auuuuuuuuuuughh š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤#i like the idea of slowly noticing things about my life changing#seat belts being tighter than im used to. more stares in public. sweating more.#but its not really something you notice all at once if it happens that slow. my body would grow and i would barely even register it#just little inconviences and tiny things. until im so big that nobody can deny it anymore#and of course i would need someone special to come take care of me...#maybe a secret admirer who put this curse on me in the first place#who would notice all the little changes that i dont. who would worship me as i get bigger and bigger without realizing#who would come take care of me when im too big to do anything but lay around and grow
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VERSE ā MOVIE ( CONTAINS SPOILERS & CANON DIVERGENT, tw for canon-typical themes & suicide mention )
just to get straight to the point : it's mainly canon divergent in the sense that i will be altering details in order to make mike an afton. do i think this is going to happen in the movie timeline? no. do i think it's more likely that they're going to explain the oddly personal kidnapping through mirroring the emilys? probably. but it's MY michael afton blog and i can put on my tinfoil hat as much as i want about it. of course i am willing to adapt based on other's info / preferences but given that this isn't my main canon anyway it is meant for those that are interested.
Mike thought he knew everything there was to know about what happened to his family: what he was never told is who his real father was. He was too young to remember anything about William Afton before his mom separated herself from him entirely ( one night stand, breakup, what have you, i'm not picky- ), so he always thought of the father he grew up with as his dad, the reality never changed anything about that.
Until he was twelve years old and Garrett went missing, and everything fell apart. William followed the Schmidts there, taking Garrett in a targeted attack ( whether or not he was trying to grab Mike, took him out of spite, anything else is also flexible ). Everything grew solemn and tense, each of the Schmidts lost in their own individual grief. Slowly, they stopped having dinners together, stopped going out as a family, stopped being able to feel like things were normal. The grief and guilt only added to Mike's developing anger issues and depression. Although it wasn't on purpose nor with any malicious intent, his dad was the more distant of his parents at the time, serving as the first hint towards his biological parentage and simply because as much as he cared for mike, he was grappling with losing his biological kid ( think tse henry- well meaning but drowning in grief enough for the child to pick up on it ).
This is where Abby comes in, where the Schmidts have another kid in an attempt to feel like a normal family again. It almost seems to work, although there is still that underlying sense of collective grief. Mike was older by then, too ( while he graduates high school, he either doesn't go to college at all or doesn't finish it ).
Their mom dies and the brief sense of possible stability disappears again. It's when Mike is staying at home again for the funeral/to help with Abby that their father commits suicide, unable to take the grief. Mike has had custody of Abby since then.
The events proceed as they did in the movie, William's recognition of Mike in the office not only stemming from the kidnapping but the fact that it's his kid, although Mike doesn't find anything out beyond the fact that it's the man who took Garrett. There is potential for more hints towards this in past interactions with his aunt or birth records or even his dynamic with Vanessa, but for the most part this specific realization is left open.
Following the movie's events, he... does come home to his aunt in the living room. After reporting her death, Mike actually goes back to Freddy's one more time to get security footage in order to prove his innocence. Afterwards, he does his best to hold down another job to keep taking care of Abby in peace, but something about Freddy's gives him the sense that he'll come back to make sure nothing like this happens again.
#ā ļ½„ļ¾: the secrets that you keep when youāre talking in your sleep ā movie#fnaf movie spoilers#this is waaaay longer than it needs to be i have got to shut up#so i'm cutting it here despite having more thoughts those can be hc posts#ANYWAY YEAH. GOING WITH A.FTON THEORY. HONK HONK#i do really like the idea of them mirroring the emilys and i KNOW this barely changes shit but#i am just trying to find a way to Combine The Two in my brain and keep the general basis i've been working with for so long#it's like... he's michael but grew up under completely different circumstances. why he didn't treat his brother the same way.#he has completely different experiences but they resulted in a similar guilt. similar reactiveness. similar protectiveness.#so the a.fton thing just helps me tie them together even if it doesn't *really* come into play#'oh william pausing was because he recognized garrett's last name' mf why would he KNOW that if he just took a random kid.#'mike looks similar' that was a BABY. why would he go all the way to nebraska to kidnap some random kid it's so personal!#something about the way he's the only one to call mike 'michael' in the whole movie!#fnaf is all about going wild with it it's fiiine
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the angst potential for kiyoshi and shiggy based on canon mha is. ohhh boy hehehe. they didnt really get a happy beginning but they arent getting a happy ending either from what i can tell. oh man.
#fable talks š«#bnha manga spoilers#its implied but. still#just. thinking about them in canon is gonna tear me apart bro. augh.#imagine ur kiyoshi. u have this guy that u grew up with that went missing when u were both like. barely 10 years old#then u find him again and hes a villain going by a completely different name. u drop out of medschool to follow him#and u fall in love. everything is cool and chill even thru the crime. u learn he likes video games and is still a huge dork despite it all#then he runs off to work on some secret plan. he becomes distant. u see him less and when u do he refuses to say where hes been#then it all comes crashing down when he suddenly disappears. when u see him again he isnt... him.#before you can even properly process everything; hes defeated in battle. you lose him almost as soon as you found him again#LIKE ITS GUT WRENCHING. MY FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANGST#kiyoshi inoue#bnha oc#oc x canon#bnha oc x canon
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