#come bother me with your muses on my new dash
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okay, guys, fair warning: I had some life altering bad news today, my ptsd went to hell, so basically:
-I will write when I can because it makes me feel better, I am looking forward to it in fact! -I may have some trouble with the whole 'I'll come plot with new mutuals!' thing I was so excited about, my mood drops down every five minutes and then goes back up slowly -I may need to physically rest a bit more and try to eat later. -you are all VERY WELCOMED to ask me for things or hell, even tell me fangirly stuff about my muses, I may not have the energy to respond right away but it makes me happy, it's not a bother!
I know you don't want me to 'apologize' for not being here as much as I want but I still want to say sorry for putting something so negative on your dash, it's just that I want you to know I'm not ignoring you and I'm usually someone who jumps at the chance of roleplaying, so bear with me until I'm a little more steady on my feet!
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` * PERMANENT INTERACTION CALL.
To keep this as short as I can — as someone with bad anxiety but a stronger want to start poking Mutuals more, I figured putting something like this out there helps a ton to know who is alright with me being a friendly pest. It’s meant to reassure me people are alright with me kicking their doors in with my muses.
` * INTERACTING WITH THIS POST LETS ME KNOW YOU’RE OKAY WITH THE FOLLOWING …
↳ You’re alright with me sending you *Askmemes as soon as I see they’ve been reblogged along with sending the occasional *Unprompted Ask or *Surprise Short Starter. Sometimes they’ll just be Bruce commenting on ongoing threads — think dash-commentary style. Others are just *IC / OOC Questions. Basically this just gives me permission to be a menace to your inbox without feeling guilty.
↳ You’re alright with me replying to any *Open Starters I spot, even if we already have one or more threads ongoing. Just a heads up I will aim to keep these short since they’re usually spontaneous threads done for fun. If they happen to get longer? I’m here for it!
↳ You’re alright with me tagging you in *Dashgames when I do come across them. Along with tag you in *Musings, Aesthetics &&. *Muse Song Posts if they remind me of your muse &&. our interactions.
↳ Piggy backing off the last point, there are no promises made, but if it’s alright that I make the occasional *Edit through *Gifsets of your muse or our muses dynamic, *Aesthetic Edit Posts or *Web Weavings. Even the occasional *Drawing / Doodle. Chances are, if I’m inspired or invested enough &&. have the time to spare, I do enjoy doing these for close Mutuals!
↳ You’re alright with me making *Headcanon Posts as our muses dynamics develop through ongoing interactions. This is a recent thing I’m trying to start doing more of, where I make headcanon *Directories for muses on my end to better keep track &&. document HC’s. I heavily value developing bonds between me &&. my writing partners muses so if it is alright with Mutuals that their muse is *mentioned in posts like this?
Please let me know in a comment or DMs! Usually I will ask permission to write these out beforehand.
↳ You’re alright with me giving you my *Discord so we can talk more OOC to chat or to discuss ideas &&. our current threads / plot possible future ones. I struggle with this, but I would really love to discuss headcanons more when they crop up, along with just getting more used to screeching to partners about how much I loved recent replies. Just a warning is I am a little shy &&. my social battery can vary between extra outgoing to having no energy to respond back, so as long as that’s alright! I am making grabby hands!
* Please note that interacting with this post also gives you permission to do any of these things right back. If you want me to do only some of these things but not others, please, feel free to comment in the notes or let me know in private.
↳ Lastly, if you have yet to fill out my *Interest Tracker — I highly urge you to so I know how best to approach you in the future along with what dynamics you’re interested in pursuing! It’s not mandatory but it helps so so much.
The purpose of this post is simply meant to reassure that there is a shared interest in interacting more in the future, mainly for my own anxiety since I do struggle a lot with pushing myself to poke new folks without feeling like I’m being a bit of a bother. It’s usually why I rely heavily on starter calls &&. inbox calls so I have that known permission to toss my muses people’s way.
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It’s late enough. I feel safe enough to rant about an extreme pet peeve of mine in peace. Sorry if it’s not well worded and doesn’t make sense. I’m grabbing my soap box and spewing from the top
I really, really, really hate people who just do things to follow along. Like it’s one thing to get on board something (video game, movie, tv show, make whole new characters) bc you see others talking about it and it genuinely interests you so you get into it and enjoy it. That’s perfectly fine!!! You find so many amazing things that way
No what bothers me is you don’t genuinely enjoy it, you can’t really get into it, only understand surface level stuff because you barely enjoy it and it’s hard to follow along as is. You are basically doing things “just so you won’t be left behind” and then you wonder why you are so sad ITS BECAUSE YOU ARENT DOING THINGS YOU ENJOY YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO FIT IN AND THEN GET UPSET YOU DONT LIKE THE SPACE WHEN YOU DONT HAVE TO!!! LEAVE AND FIND YOUR OWN SPACE
I used to see so many ppl make ocs on a whim to follow some trend on the dash only to then drop it like a hot potato the second a new trend comes a long. I’ve distanced myself from this side of tumblr for a few reasons but the biggest is I don’t want my muses treated like a trend. They are not a trend to me. I didn’t create them to cater to someone else’s niche. I created them for myself and I have fun showing them off yes but like,,,,, I’ve put so much time into them this is not a fleeting interest to me.
Like,,,,, you really need to make things for yourself. Do things that you fucking like to do instead of trying to like things other people like. Yes you may feel lonely sometimes but I promise you if you just wait and talk about the things that you actually like and enjoy you will have waaaaaay more fun doing those things because you actually like them and not just joining a bandwagon
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SHIPPING INFO:// Answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog
REPOST. DON'T REBLOG
(Including Remy in this for the sake of simplicity)
What’s your OTP for your Muse(s)?
I don't have many because I'm a multishipper. For like, fandom, non-rp content, you have R.omy and A.nidala. That's it. A better question is notp and that's r.ogueneto, I will not be writing it, I filter it to keep it off my dash. But there's all kinds of options for shipping with my muses because I don't have a 'i will only write this one ship' for any one character.
What are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?
A lot. It really just depends on how comfy I am with the mun and how much we've developed our muses' relationship. Sometimes the muns I've known for a while can just chuck new ideas at me and we just go head first without development but that's a case by case kind of deal. Brakes start pumping for pregnancy stuff mainly because I don't do fetish content for free, that's a paid service you will not find here- long time partners only. Cheating is a nope, just have no desire to write it. I don't mind other toxic situations, or messy open situationships, but flat out cheating just rubs me wrong. And nothing involving a.b.o. Just, no thank you.
How large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?
I ship r.ogan, so clearly age gaps don't bother me lmao. It's more power dynamics, and it's all fake anyways, just depends on the situation. Most of the muses aren't going for anyone much younger than them anyways, it's more older where they might raise eyebrows.
Are you selective when shipping?
A little bit yes, a little bit no? So I do like my ships of all types, not just romantic, but the ones that tend to the more steamy I am most comfy with established with for a variety of reasons. That's not to say sometimes I can't plot for more specific ship types early on with the right person, it just very much depends. Like, Sara/Warren with @wingedwarren was literally started off by a smut meme out the gate. I have never claimed there aren't exceptions they are just Rare AF and Highly Conditional.
How far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NSFW?
I tag consertatively. Meaning if someone's boss or mom were to peep over their shoulder and might be scandalized, I've probably already tagged it as 'nsfw ish' unless we're talking Prude of the Year levels. Usually once things underneath clothes are being given attention, whether or not said clothes have hit the floor. I don't use the rating toggle because it can shadowban your blog and/or make it impossible to cut the thread. But I do tag.
Who are other muses you ship your muse with?
Oh dear. There's so many. If I missed someone I swear it wasn't on purpose. These are all the ships be it familial, friend, hate, romantic, we don't fucking know yet cuz we're still writing it out, you name it. There is no rhyme or reason to the order so do not read into any of that.
Rogue- @meretrixious, @ifyoucatchacriminal, @suffcring, @iomadachd, @revenantinflames, @thefastestaround, @bothsidesofaquestion, @fatummortem
Gabriel- @nacreousxhearts
Sara- @wingedwarren, @meretrixious, @shizumaikushima
Cisco- @brooklynislandgirl, @meretrixious, @morgansmornings
Farrar- @nacreousxhearts, @iomadachd
Nilza- @iomadachd, @suffcring, @meretrixious, @kylo-wrecked, @bothsidesofaquestion, @brooklynislandgirl, @astral-athame, @halliwellauto
Harry- @reallifejedi, @brooklynislandgirl
Kaylee- @nacreousxhearts, @meretrixous, @arthurthefaceless
Padmé- @mynameisanakin, @brooklynislandgirl
Remy- @brooklynislandgirl, @ifyoucatchacriminal, @nacreousxhearts, @abrushwithdeath, @fatummortem, @bothsidesofaquestion, @down-home-charm, @suffcring
Does one have to ask to ship with you?
At least with a small check-in. A fast way to get blocked is start reblogging my fc posts 'xyz's girlfriend' before we've ever started a thread (yes that's happened in the past).
How often do you like to ship?
Shrug, -waves vaguely at the replies that occasionally grace the dash-
Are you multiship?
I am the captain of an armada, and the ships do not ever cross paths unless there's a lot of chit chat between all muns. Which apart from Armin and some other xpeople has been...never. Namely because once I do a three mun polycule ship, someone blows it up. I've learned it's best not to lmao.
Are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?
More-or-less. I’m here for juicy writing of all types. {<-stolen}
What is your favorite ship in your current fandom?
Uh...most of my ships are crossover or oc. Current implies I would ever leave X-Men, which...no. Obvs r.omy. I don't much engage with the a.rrowverse fandom anymore. D.resden files would probably be Susan/Harry. That's about it for canon stuff. If this question meant rp stuff, I don't feel like listing favorites there.
Finally, how does one ship with you?
Send memes, signal flares, a chancla. Some amount of ooc chitchat is usually helpful (by that i mean about the muses, if there's one thing I don't like doing it's delving into the question "how are you" from someone i barely know cuz it's usually uh...well...it's my life)
tagged by: Taken from @kylo-wrecked and there was probably many others at the time but it's been a minute
tagging: be gay, do crime
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((any tips for starting an rp blog?))
(Mod Minie's rp tips and tricks!
I have quite a few tips, but of course, they don't work the same for everyone. Feel free to use only what you think is necessary!
~ First of all, most definitely do make guidelines. Make the rules clear for people who will be doing rp with you, and respect their boundaries in return. It's most definitely okay to tell others you will not be discussing nsfw topics even if you are not a minor. I've just found that having rules is a nice way to set your boundaries and to avoid incidents easily. I have a rulelist in my intro post, and if you'd like to borrow it or interpret it into your own words or adapt it to fit your needs, then by all means!
~ If your rp blog is a sideblog, send your asks on anon, naturally. But no matter what kind of asks you send, it can be useful to tag your url as a signoff so that when the other person answers your ask, you get a notif from the tag.
~ One of the most "obvious" tips is to have different symbols or font styles for different parts of your rp. Every system is different, and none are expected to be alike. For example, many people use brackets ( ) for when they are speaking out of character, and quotation marks " " for when characters speak. I like to use italics and asterisks * * for my muses' actions, but there are many other ways to do so. Don't be afraid to be creative, as long as the difference is clear to identify.
~ Another tip is to slowly make yourself comfortable in the rp community you're in. Don't be afraid to talk to other moderators because most of them are really great people! This is also a skill that will come in handy later if you need to discuss the conditions for a rp thread or about doing rp for a certain ship together.
~ This is not necessary at all, but I highly recommend making tags. Whether it's to separate your asks from your reblogs, to sort interactions with certain other characters, or to identify your anons, tags are super useful for being able to organize your threads. As some people might not want to see the rp threads that get very long on their dash and instead want to see asks, that way other people can benefit from your tag system too by either following tags or blacklisting as they need. Also-- as a person who like showing some of my rp to other people, the tags are handy for me, too.
~ If possible, find a mod with a masterlist for your rp community. In my case, @/dr-ratio-official holds the HSR masterlist :) It can make it easier for people in your community to find you and to interact!
Mod Minie's rp advice!
These next ones are not tips, necessarily, but I find them incredibly important to know, especially if you're a beginner.
~ There is no rush. Rp doesn't have a time limit, and most other mods will be thankful they get a response from you at all and do not mind waiting from a few days to a month. Please do not let anybody pressure you into answering an ask or into replying to a thread when you do not have the energy. Rushed rp might not always be in character.
~ Don't worry about picking a character somebody else has roleplayed for! Picking a new character can be a handy choice to integrate into a community and to make yourself known, but you should only rp as muses you like! Don't worry if you share the same muse as other mods, just have fun!
~ Don't be afraid to have headcanons for your muse! You don't need to run around trying to prove it's true or get it approved officially. If your headcanons apply to your interpretation of your muse, so be it! If it bothers other people, that will be their choice to avoid interactions or not. In fact, I've often seen other mods agree with headcanons lsagdkagskf
~ Do not feel forced into discussing topics you do not want to discuss, whether in character or out. If you get an ask you'd feel uncomfortable answering, just delete it. It's easier and much less stressful.
~ Do not feel guilty about having favourites or about being someone's favourite, if your muse (or someone else's) has several mods who rp as them. Of course, certain people will have bias towards certain interpretations of characters. Some mods like doing more multi-paragraph rp, and will tend to interact more with certain mods who rp a muse versus other mods who rp the same muses. It's the same thing for more silly, less serious rp! It all depends what style you like, and I'm sure you'll find wonderful people who you enjoy doing rp with :)
~ Make sure your rp community (whomever you choose to interact with) is a safe and fun space for you and others! Do not be afraid to speak up if something makes you uncomfortable, and do not feel badly for cutting off interactions with a specific mod or anon if they do not respect your rules or begin to harass either you specifically or somebody else.
~ Lastly, just have a blast. That's what rp is for, bringing joy to yourself and others, as well as growing closer to your muse(s)!
I'm so glad you asked me for advice ahaha it makes me feel more experienced than I am! I hope this helps :) ~ Mod Minie)
#trump card 🃏#ooc asks#ooc answers#honkai star rail#honkai star rail rp#hsr#hsr aventurine#aventurine#aventurine honkai star rail
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TAGS LIST
MAIN BLOG TAGS
Mr. Meek Speaks (OOC)
It's Best To Keep Me Pleased (Answered Asks)
All I Want Is Everything (Submissions)
All My Greatness; It Doesn't Come For Free; All My Talent; It Doesn't Grow On Trees (Memes)
Perfectin’ My Passion Thanks For Askin’ (Headcanon Memes)
Live In Dog Years And I Feel Twenty-Six Yeah I’m Old Bitch But I Learn New Tricks (Munday Meme)
I’m Key Look At Me! (Self Promo.)
What Do We Have Here? (Promo.)
NSFW Tag - (NSFVoxtagram)
When I Treat Queue Bad It Always Makes You Wanna Stay
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TAGS LIST ➽➽➽
TO DO LIST ➽➽➽
TYPE BINGO ➽➽➽
CHARACTER TAG
You Gotta Work Hard To Make It Look Easy; You Gotta Live Fast To Keep Makin' That Money (єяαѕмσ)
Haters Wanna Be Me Or Be With Me Yeah They're Freakin' Out (ναℓєитιиσ)
PET TAG
How Can He Keep Up His Tail Perpendicular Or Spread Out His Whiskers Or Cherish His Pride? (яєgισ)
VERSE TAGS
V: No Matter Where You’ve Been Or Who You Are If It Doesn’t Kill You It’s Sure To Leave A Horrible Scar - Human/Pre-Death Verse Alive Verse
V: Got No Money But It’s Always Always Sunny Honey - Porn Star Val Verse
& TAGS (SPECIFIC)
& Tags With @a-hazbin-spider
You Knew I Knew The Ways That I Could Make You Say "Please" (Valentino & Angel Dust - a-hazbin-spider)
& Tags With @infernal-feminae
Beep-Beep Bitch; I'm Outside; Get In Loser For The Joyride (Valentino & Beelza - qveenofgluttony)
You're Good At Masquerading; The Second That I Came In Face Straight But Legs Are Shaking (Valentino & Carmilla - infernal-feminae)
When I Say Kinky I Don't Mean Curls; When I Say Gimme I Mean The World (Valentino & Emberlynn - infernal-feminae)
Two Nights Ago She Got That Look In Her Eye; Kaleidoscope But That's Only Half The Time (Valentino & Niffty - infernal-feminae)
'Cause All They Want Is A Girl Who Parties Hard And Doesn't Bother To Argue (Valentino & Summer - infernal-feminae)
We Runnin' This Town Just Like A Club And No; You Don't Wanna Mess With Us (Valentino & Velvette - infernal-feminae)
& Tags With @misbchave
Everyone Started Out A Little Insane But We Learn Pretty Quick How To Fake It For The Game (Valentino & Alastor - misbchave)
I'm Afraid I Won't Get Out Alive; No I Won't Sleep Tonight (Valentino & Niffty - misbchave)
It Don't Need Your Lovin' It Just Needs Attention (Valentino & Sir Pentious - misbchave)
She Encases Her Victims With Silk And Then Kills With Poison From Her Fangs (Valentino & Velvette - misbchave)
And I Don't Think I'm Right And I Know It's Not Fair (Valentino & Vox - misbchave)
Hey Can You Shut The Fuck Up? I'm Falling Asleep Listening To You! You're So Fucking Boring (Valentino & Zestial - misbchave)
& Tags With @seven-circlllxs
What Is This Feeling So Sudden And New? I Felt The Moment I Laid Eyes On You (Valentino & Alastor - seven-circlllxs)
Hey; Have You Heard Of My Religion? It's Called The Church Of Hot Addiction (Valentino & Asmodeus - seven-circlllxs)
Drinkin' Bottles Of Moscato; Takin' Pictures With A Model (Valentino & Boris - seven-circlllxs)
You Hate Me 'Cause I'm Beautiful; Bitch I Don't Like You Either! (Valentino & Cherri Bomb - seven-circlllxs)
Ooh I Love My Ugly Boy (Valentino & Travis - seven-circlllxs)
Tonight We Walk On Streets Of Gold (Valentino & Vox - seven-circlllxs)
No You Can't Sit With Us; Too Fashionably Plain; Now Say My Name! (Valentino & Zestial - seven-circlllxs)
& Tags With @strangeandun-muse-ual
Just Tell Me That You Need Me And Stay Right Here With Me (Erasmo & Missy - strangeandun-muse-ual)
Oh Won't You Be My Daddy? Love You; Oh No Other Daddy Can Tell Me What To Do (Valentino & Vox - strangeandun-muse-ual)
& Tags With @the-al-pals
I Feel Like I’m Glued On Tight To This Carousel (Valentino & Cal - the-al-pals)
Friday Night It's Time To Party! Drop It Down And Get Real Naughty! (Valentino & Frosty - the-al-pals)
Tilt Your Head Back; Open Wide; Taste The Cherry Cherry Blood Inside (Valentino & Alastor - the-al-pals)
& Tags With @videokilled
I Get A Little Jealous; A Little Selfish; You Know That It's All Good I'm Just A LIttle Messed Up (Valentino & Vox - videokiled)
SHIP TAGS
Ship Tags With @a-hazbin-spider
Sometimes I Wonder Why I Need You At All (Valentino ♡ Angel Dust - a-hazbin-spider)
Ship Tags With @infernal-feminae
Hasta La Vida Loca Loca Loca Loca Te Encanta La Música Te Toca Toca Toca (Valentino ♡ Beelza - qveenofgluttony)
So Rough And Tough Don’t Care 'Bout Anything But Me Yes I Love Her 'Cause She’s So Crazy Just Crazy About Me (Valentino ♡ Nifty - infernal-feminae)
Can’t Get The Paw Prints Out Of The Hen House Now (Valentino ♡ Summer - infernal-feminae)
Ship Tags With @seven-circlllxs
Baby You’re The Highlight Of My Lowlife (Valentino ♡ Vox - seven-circlllxs)
Ship Tags With @strangeandun-muse-ual
We Can Make A Movie; Damn; I Love To Scream Your Name (Erasmo ♡ Emil - Strangeandun-muse-ual)
Sheep Go To Heaven Goats Go To Hell (Erasmo ♡ Missy - Strangeandun-muse-ual)
Don’t Wanna Take It Slow I Wanna Take You Home (Erasmo ♡ Trenton - Strangeandun-muse-ual)
And When His Edges Soften His Body Is My Coffin (Valentino ♡ Vox - Strangeandun-muse-ual)
Ship Tags With @videokilled
Leave Me Alone; I'm Lonely; Go Away; Come Back; Why Can't I Just Have It Both Ways? (Valentino ♡ Vox - videokiled)
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independent & selective roleplay blog for kugisaki nobara from jujutsu kaisen written by val (she/her, 25).
carrd | ask memes | verses | headcanons | playlist | interest check | promo credit
rules are also below for ease since i am pinning this post.
SECTION 1. Writing.
I want to write with everyone! Although I prefer multi-para replies, I enjoy having a variety of threads from one-liners and icons to brief responses and long-form text. I am flexible and reciprocate the energy given to me by my writing partner. I enjoy both serious threads and crack. I only ask that you don’t godmod or dictate how my character acts/feels.
Ask memes are always a good way to break the ice, but I am also open to plotting. That can be done via Tumblr IMs or Discord. Your preference, really. Response speed may vary depending on multiple factors, but please note I don’t intend to ghost anyone. I am an adult with a demanding full-time job and a part-time job so it can be a bit hectic on my end.
In terms of response speed, I may favor my mains or people I’ve interacted with OOC first, as well as plotted threads. These are usually easier for me since I have an idea of how to approach the writing.
SECTION 2. Selectivity.
Although I say I am semi-selective, I tend to follow back most blogs. That said, there are exceptions. For example, one case I might not follow back is if I observe poor dash hygiene. I don’t really want a super clogged dashboard so I tend not to follow people who have a greater ratio of OOC posts compared to IC. Other things I like are cut posts and new threads for asks. The last two are not dealbreakers, though, but I consider this good dash hygiene.
I am crossover-friendly and OC-friendly. However, I likely won’t follow back unless you have a JJK-specific verse or some sort of bio for your muse. I dislike having to fish for information. I am a bit more hesitant to follow back in these cases, but I can overlook that if I see potential for interaction.
SECTION 3. IC Dynamics.
I enjoy exploring different dynamics with different characters. Shipping can be romantic, friendly, filial, etc. I love writing with various muses.
That said, I am highly selective about romantic shipping. It will be done on a case-by-case basis. I will only really write shippy content if there is chemistry between the muses (our portrayals) and prior conversations between us OOC discussing the dynamic. All interactions with muses within my muse’s age range are platonic unless stated otherwise. I will never off-the-bat assume there is romance involved between muses unless we have explicitly had a conversation about it. Although I am 25, there will be absolutely no smut.
In a similar vein, what is said in a thread with another person’s muse does not apply to the canon of our threads unless you have made your muses’ canon clear (i.e. your rules/about cite this connection, you have stated something OOC, etc). If I follow you, assume I have read your rules and bio.
SECTION 4. OOC Conduct.
All I ask for is kindness and understanding. Always assume the best intentions from others and never yuck anyone’s yum. I work a stressful job and I am here for entertainment. Please don’t bring negativity and other exhausting energy into this space. If there is ever a time I do something that bothers you, please bring it to my attention directly. Also, bear in mind that I am not my character and would prefer to keep a clear distinction between what is IC and what is OOC.
This should go without saying, but if you reuse a plot we crafted together or copy anything I, or anyone else, has done, you may get blocked if it is brought to my attention. It really depends on the severity, or if it is a repeat offense.
SECTION 5. DNI/Vague Posts.
Don’t come here with bullshit. Don’t follow me if you do a lot of vague posting. If I see it enough times, I will block. We are adults. If you want to say something without the repercussions of saying it, then do it in private or keep it to yourself. If it is that serious, then go talk to that person directly. Communicate like a mature adult.
If there is someone I interact with who is actually problematic or has actually engaged in problematic behavior, dm me in private.
#jjk rp#jujutsu kaisen roleplay#jjk roleplay#anime rp#ooc; self promo#thanks to the dairy queen for putting the work to edit this for me#but yes
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highly selective and private blog for 𝙛𝙚𝙮𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙤𝙣 from sjm's 𝚊𝚌𝚘𝚝𝚊𝚛 series. written and highly cherished by rose. personals or minors , please do not follow me or interact with my posts. i know im a walking , talking spoiler !! im sorry. this blog is iconless and heavily under construction atm ! everything made on this blog is customized by calirph. none of the fanart here is mine !! all art goes back to their respective owners. thank you !
☾. ᵗʳᵒᵖᵉˢ ⁱⁿᶜˡᵘᵈᵉ : ˢⁱˡᵏ ʰⁱᵈᵉˢ ˢᵗᵉᵉˡ , ᵗʰᵉ ⁱⁿᵗⁱᵐᵃᵗᵉ ᵃʳᵗⁱˢᵗ , & ᵗʰᵉⁱʳ ʰⁱᵍʰ ˡᵃᵈʸ .
“ i wonder if some part of me knew what was waiting for me. that i would never be a gentle grower of things , or someone who burned like fire - but that i would be quiet and enduring and as faceted as the night. that i would have beauty , for those who knew where to look , and if people didn't bother to look , but only to fear it… then i didn't particularly care for them , anyway. i wonder if , even in my despair and hopelessness , i was never truly alone. i wonder if i was looking for this place - looking for you all. ”
𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘁 : @seerbloom & @deathmade
rules below :
01. basic rp etiquette always applies. be a good person to me and we won't have any problems ever.
02. from my stance of sjm's characters , i think each and every character is flawed in the books. i think they make mistakes SOME MORE FREQUENTLY THAN OTHERS. anything that comes from feyre's mouth in roleplaying does not reflect the thoughts of the author. i know i don't need to ever say this , but mun does not equal muse. also , i have many opinions on the book characters. please do not pick fights with me if you do not like feyre as a character ! it is fine to not like her. i get it. at first i did not like nesta much , but she quickly grew on me as the series went on. i think we are all entitled to our opinions as long as they are respectful opinions. sjm is rather big on also showing us the characters in a good light just as she is earnest about showing her characters in a bad light. i personally do like this quality in some points of the reading.
03. drama isn't permitted here ever. please do not ask me to partake in callout culture. i'm literally just here to write and have definitely gone through enough of my own hardships with ex friends to steer clear of it now. if there is enough talk of drama on my dash with a particular user , i will ultimately make the decision to distance myself from said person. i really do not want drama !! you are entitled to have your own opinions about people , i just ask you leave me out of it.
04. my main ship here is always feysand. feysand has my entire heart. however , i will not autoship with rhysand writers unless they are comfortable with that ! i'm not here to make people feel any type of way or spread my views that 'FEYSAND IS LOVE FEYSAND IS LIFE' because i know not everyone agrees with me on that being endgame. as long as we are not being proshippy about certain things , i am normally pretty open when it comes to discovering new ships. there will be spicy text here. i will tag everything accordingly. if there is something you need tagged , please let me know ! otherwise , i will try to be as earnest to tag everything. for me , i do ask that you tag your : needles , blood , and body horror. thank you !
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Send me a “ 🔥 “ for an unpopular opinion. Bonus points if you include a topic. ( IE. shipping, roleplaying, ect. )
Okay. I struggled to come up with some topics to talk about for a while plus just issues through the entirety of this week. BUT I FIGURED IT OUT.
🔥 - PROMOS. tbh, promo's main use were to help roleplayers find other roleplayers, to spread the word about your blog and find more partners and people to make friends and broaden your experiences with learning about new and exciting fandoms. Now I just find them tedious, and annoying to make. if you aren't a popular blog the odds of your promo being reblogged and spread around is so minimal. it also just feels like clout chasing at this point. and yeah nothing wrong with reblogging your promo and having your friends hype you up, but then ppl wonder why they think the rpc is so alienating? cuz someone else will reblog their promo's expecting the same thing and they don't get it and then they feel left out. but if its just so you can get some nice thrown at you, it just feels like more clutter for my dash especially if I'm already following you. now if you're a NEW blog. if you just joined a fandom, and you want some exposure, I'm down for that because that is what a promo is supposed to be for.
🔥 - Personals. I actually like personals. sometimes personals care more about what I post than my own followers. i get ppl being upset if they reblog their threads, but liking your posts? and maybe reblogging a headcanon or something but idk i guess for me that stuff just doesn't bother me. I love when people reblog my headcanon and they agree. or they add onto it, with their own thoughts. or they tell me how much they love it. makes me feel seen. makes me feel cool. i just think people forget that tumblr is NOT a roleplay site. yes, we found a use to tailor it to our hobby, that doesn't mean everyone who comes across our blogs know that. they arent apart of our community, what makes you think they have to abide our guidelines for it? tbh, roleplayers have just gotten entitled to thinking that tumblr is supposed to bow to our whim. we share a space with non roleplayers. to demand, and just expect ppl are just going to see your rules and read them and respect it rght away?? come on ya'll. we know to look for rules cuz its what we've been doing for years, but you can't expect that from strangers who are likely mobile bound just seeing something you wrote in the tags. its gonna happen. i just dont like the mannerisms some people have with them. you dont gotta be rude about it. if its really bothering you just block them and be done. problem solved. going out of your way to make posts about how annoying they are is just unnecessary.
🔥 - duplicates. this is one is gonna get me fired but oh well. Ya'll we have GOT to love ourselves better. because it is plain and simple insecurity for why people feel they cant talk or write with duplicates. i know it does deeper in some cases, like your current partner leaving you for the shinny new roleplayer of the same muse you write. believe me I've been there. but fuck those people. when are we gonna stop letting others dictate how we feel about ourselves? i hate seeing shit when a new roleplayer pops up with the same muse and suddenly you get the vaguing posts about 'suddenly feeling very doubtful of my portrayal' like its not obvious you are threatened. and in this fandom??? we're i follow like 30 different alastors?? lucifers?? Angels"?? all different, all got something to add and share. i got news for you but your portrayal isnt the only ONE. its not the end all be all. and yes I talk to my ego all the time, cuz there are some muses i write where i'm like I AM THE GOD FATHER OF THIS MUSE. but thats me and my own pride, doesnt mean anyone else who writes this muse is less than me. or i'm suddenly less than them. and there are portrayals i dont fuck with. i simply just do not look their way. but theres always muses i love roleplaying with duplicates cuz its FUN. also being able to talk to people who love this muse as much as you?? learn to stop looking at everything like its a competition and things will not be as stressful. its what makes this hobby unfun when you let those insecurities eat you up. im not saying its not valid, and im not saying you cant be upset, but what does it really do for you? what would happen if you just went and talked to them? imagine it goes well? you make a new friend. dont deny yourself opening a door just because you are scared of what 'might' be behind it. and its something I am learning and teaching myself. our issue is we all wanna be see, and heard. we all wanna be the absolute best. we wanna have the best portrayal like this sort of acknowledgement does anything. cuz while I know ppl love my own portrayals, still doesn't change the fact that i got issues and i cry myself to sleep still. the 'love' i get on here, ain't a fix. and if you think seeking validation on tumblr dot com is gonna fix you? its not. the attention and love we seek on here is just a placeholder, its us using this as a distraction from actually fixing our problems, and turn i still see how so many of us are unhappy. let it go.
#⌜we have another caller⌟ . // answered asks#xbalayage#i love tumblr but i also hate so much about it#:D
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munday asks \\ ✧ // accepting
1. How do you feel about reblog karma?
Let me head this off by saying I follow this and/or ‘reblog from source,’ if my partners have it or some similar iteration in their rules. However, this is asking my opinion on the whole thing so…
I don’t care for it, and I find it ridiculous.
At its core, I understand the sentiment. The idea inevitably came about by someone or someone's feeling neglected because people would reblog the meme from them, and not send in anything. Now, there are a number of reasons why someone might not get asks.
They could be shit at answering them, like myself. I love getting asks but compared to others I’m slow af with them. I’ve got prompt memes I’m still working on months later because I want to answer them but I just can’t get what’s in my head onto a Word document in a way I like.
The person reblogging the meme might just not want that interaction or be curious. That’s not a crime. I don’t know when this became a crime, but… it’s absolute nonsense.
You’re not mutuals. The rpc is a big place and people might stumble across your blog but choose not to interact, but they like the meme you found.
I know someone out there is like Oh Smaug, they can just reblog from source— I HATE THAT MORE THAN REBLOG KARMA.
Honestly, the list can just go on. People are people. But here’s a tidbit I remember back when I started years ago, I recall a few people complaining on dash that no one was sending in asks. They said everyone else was getting things but not them, then sometime after reblog karma appeared.
Reblog karma in my opinion, came from others’ insecurities that emerged by comparing themselves to others. It didn’t come from any polite notion, or a good place, and it doesn’t help the rpc. I think it pushes interactions away over fostering them.
4. which muse of yours is your all time favorite? if you stopped writing them: why?
Ah, my Queen, my love, my everything: Sylvanas Windrunner. A diabolical, hateful, vicious woman who valued nothing the living could offer her save their corpses for her army. Before Blizzard butchered her and her goals to try and twist her into a different type of villain. Urgh.
I *ahem* obviously don’t roleplay her anymore. But I adored her and her intricacies and motivations. She was a conniving bitch, and not to be trusted.
As for why I don’t roleplay her anymore; the WoW rpc was a small community and inactivity killed it. I also lost interest in WoW, the game’s story went in a weird, bleh direction and while that didn’t kill my love for Sylvanas… I didn’t want to roleplay in that universe anymore.
9. when you look at a new blog, what is it that makes you press the follow button? is it the muse, the aesthetics, the writing–?
It’s a trifecta. It’s important that the blog I’m about to follow has a muse I am genuinely interested in.
Next is rules. You can learn a lot about a person from their rules, and I use them to gauge if I’m going to get along with this person.
The final piece is their writing, and not so much grammar and spelling. Mistakes are normal and they don’t bother me. I’m actually looking for characterisation – does that character actually sound like themselves?
In the case of a multimuse, if I can’t find an example of writing for the muse I want to interact with – I’ll look at other characters if I recognise them and decide accordingly. If there’s not a single other muse I know well enough to judge, then chances are I won’t follow.
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Some stuffs recently added to my rules (on all blogs, reblogging this rather than making four separate posts because I deserve to be lazy), probably not important enough to make a post about, but making one anyway!
shipping subtitle changed into "shipping / muse dynamics", added
You are completely allowed to be antagonistic towards my muse and hurt my muse without asking me first! I generally trust people to be able to assess whether it’s plausible or not that your muse could harm mine; if you’re unsure, ask, but I have no problem with unplotted violence, your muse being mean to mine, etc. as long as you don’t downright kill my muse without asking. I will not harm your muse without asking first unless you have a clear rule about you being all right with that.
added a new section that says
When it comes to my muse pages across my blogs, a lot of my character information stated on the pages is a flexible default rather than a strict rule. Things such as muses’ birth place, residence, current age, are usually something that can be changed or ignored in favour of being able to interact. I usually state on about pages what is/isn’t flexible when it comes to portrayal. Unless I’ve said I’m strict about something, you are absolutely fine to ask if we can tweak it to suit our interaction.
The about tag (headcanons) is for more substantial about-the-muse type of information, though it can sometimes overlap with the character study tag, which encompasses stuff such as musings, dash games, etc. The codex tag is used primarily for posts about the universe, environment, occupation, etc. related to the muse. The visage tag is for visuals of the muse.
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If you have trouble reading anything on my blog/pages, know that I would love it if you messaged me to tell me. I am glad to send you a version of a page or a post or anything, that accommodates to your accessibility needs. Just let me know what would be easy for you to read — plain .rtf in a specific font/size? an uncustomised tumblr page? You are not bothering me. The reason I don’t have links for “more accessible” pages is that accessibility is not a one-size-fits-all, and there is no such thing as universally accessible.
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RULES
SECTION 1. Writing.
I want to write with everyone! Although I prefer multi-para replies, I enjoy having a variety of threads from one-liners and icons to brief responses and long-form text. I am flexible and reciprocate the energy given to me by my writing partner. I enjoy both serious threads and crack. I only ask that you don’t godmod or dictate how my character acts/feels.
Ask memes are always a good way to start a thread, but I am also open to plotting. That can be done via Tumblr IMs or Discord. Your preference, really. Response speed may vary depending on multiple factors, but please note I don’t intend to ghost anyone. I am an adult with a demanding full-time job and a part-time job so it can be a bit hectic on my end.
In terms of response speed, I may favor my mains or people I've interacted with OOC first, as well as plotted threads. These are usually easier for me since I have an idea of how to approach the writing. I will still write with anyone though!
SECTION 2. Selectivity.
Although I say I am selective. For example, one case I might not follow back is if I observe poor dash hygiene. I don’t really want a super clogged dashboard so I tend not to follow people who have a greater ratio of OOC posts compared to IC. Other things I like are cut posts and new threads for asks. The last two are not dealbreakers, though, but I consider this good dash hygiene.
I am crossover-friendly and OC-friendly. However, I likely won't follow back unless you have a JJK-specific verse or some sort of bio for your muse. I dislike having to fish for information. I am a bit more hesitant to follow back in these cases, but I can overlook that if I see potential for interaction.
SECTION 3. IC Dynamics.
I enjoy exploring different dynamics with different characters. Shipping can be romantic, friendly, filial, etc. I love writing with various muses.
That said, I am highly selective about romantic shipping. It will be done on a case-by-case basis. I will only really write shippy content if there is chemistry between the muses (our portrayals) or A LOT of prior conversations between us OOC discussing the dynamic. All interactions with muses within my muse's age range are platonic unless stated otherwise. I will never off-the-bat assume there is romance involved between muses unless we have explicitly had a conversation about it. Although I am 26, there will be absolutely no smut.
In a similar vein, what is said in a thread with another person's muse does not apply to the canon of our threads unless you have made your muses' canon clear (i.e. your rules/about cite this connection, you have stated something OOC, etc). If I follow you, assume I have read your rules and bio.
SECTION 4. OOC Conduct.
All I ask for is kindness and understanding. Always assume the best intentions from others and never yuck anyone’s yum. I work a stressful job and I am here for entertainment. Please don’t bring negativity and other exhausting energy into this space. If there is ever a time I do something that bothers you, please bring it to my attention directly. I am here to have fun and make friends, so I will put in work. I also ask that you do not come to me talking about anyone else. That will get a hard block - I may or may not give a warning.
Also, bear in mind that I am not my character and would prefer to keep a clear distinction between what is IC and what is OOC.
This should go without saying, but if you reuse a plot we crafted together or copy anything I, or anyone else, has done, you are a special-grade asshat. I have no words. Don't do that. You may get blocked if it is brought to my attention. It really depends on the severity, or if it is a repeat offense.
SECTION 5. DNI/Vague Posts.
Don't follow me if you do a lot of vague posting. If I see it enough times, I will block. We are adults. If you want to say something without the repercussions of saying it, then idk what to tell you. Do it in private or keep it to yourself. If it is that serious, then go talk to that person directly. Communicate like a mature adult.
If there is someone I interact with who is actually problematic or has actually engaged in problematic behavior, dm me in private. It's up to me to decide if it is an actual issue. If it's just a disagreement between two individuals leave me out of it. I will not stop following someone I talk to over your petty drama.
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[ ... ] ─── i do it so it FEELS LIKE HELL - i do it so i feel real.
i am only thirty and like the cat i have nine times to die. ─── [ ... ]
O MY ENEMY DO I TERRIFY ??
#DAANDOV. ──────── a writing blog for an ORIGINAL CHARACTER for the LAST DRAGONBORN in 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐝𝐚'𝐬 𝐞𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐕 𝐬𝐤𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐦. [ ... ] focusing on motifs of :: the tragic hero , being nothing but a vessel for prophecy , gods leaving husks behind of their champions , coming out the other side of the hero's journey worse off , dogged loyalty , getting chewed up and spit out , feminine rage , how much more of myself do i have to give? , being doomed by the narrative [ ... ] crossovers are preferred & no knowledge of elder scrolls is needed to interact ── blog established october 2023 , character est in 2018 , loved by ouija , 21+ , she/her , rules below the cut
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( ₁. ) character timeline . ( ₂. ) pre-est connections . ( ₃. ) spotify . ( ₄. ) aesthetics . ( ₅. ) pintrest . ( ₆. ) carrd .
001. general ⸻ this blog is a writing blog for my oc VALVARI ALANTAR who i've built over the past five years. intrinsically tied to the legacy of the dragonborn mod, she is a canon divergent last dragonborn. i use caps from baldurs gate just because of it's character creation.
SPARK NOTES :: valvari's adoptive fathers own museums across the world. she's grown up first learning deep history, and being more book focused, but as she began showing a bit of a temper and anger streak, she was sent with one of her father's to start adventuring to begin finding artifacts and curios that are gathered to store in the museums. just recently, they've opened a new museum and val is going to start adventuring on her own in order to help fill it.
002. following ⸻ this is a highly selective blog , i am keeping my circle very small right now and will only interact with those who make concerted efforts to plot with me. i practice mains, i'm not interested in exclusives. i do not follow writers under the age of 21. if you're ever softblocked and you still want to interact, please feel free to follow again, it's never that serious i promise.
i softblock liberally if we have not interacted, i'm not interested in being a number to people. i don't expect to be responding to our threads every day, i don't expect constant ooc talk, we all have lives and other muse interests. what i expect is interaction with other posts that show you're interested in my muse. a like or a reply to a post goes a long way. when time goes on and you're radio silent but still active on dash, i'll likely just softblock just so i'm not feeling unwanted. i promise it's not a big deal, it's just about curating my dash to active mutuals.
003. formatting ⸻ i don’t care about formatting or icon usage on your end , you do what makes you most comfortable. i personally use normal text with some formatting, and icons only show up in writing if i feel like it. i'll use them if i'm feeling it, otherwise there may be threads or posts where they're absent because i couldn't be bothered to add them. if there's something about my formatting that doesn't work for you let me know and i can adjust.
004. shipping ⸻ i love shipping and am always open to discussing it. val requires chemistry to ship with and i require being comfortable together ooc. it's not going to be a focus on this blog and i'll never be the first to ask in order to keep people from feeling uncomfortable. if you are interested, let me know, i won't consider it forceshipping, but be aware i may say no.
please note :: val is sex positive and a bit blunt, so she may flirt if she thinks your muse is attractive but i'm ALWAYS okay with her being shut down. i promise it's never that serious, and i'm not trying to beg for a ship. she will also drop the topic the moment someone isn't interested.
005. plotting ⸻ i rely heavily on plotting and interacting ooc and my attention will be focused around those of my followers who i have a plot for and rapport with. it isn’t necessary to have one off the bat , but if interactions are going to go anywhere , plotting is required. i typically prioritize these threads/muses and if we go a period of time without interacting or you showing interest in my muse/blog at all, i'll softblock so i can keep my dash to the people i'm actively writing/chatting with.
006. interacting ⸻ i will like starter call , but do not wait to see one on my blog because it won’t happen often. instead , please send memes. they can always become threads. and they are great ways to explore our muses while we aren't working on our active threads. send them and send them often, i'm never agitated if you're sending multiple. i'll delete any i don't have muse for but i'll always answer some.
007. triggers ⸻ there will be adult content present on this blog including , but not limited to :: sexual content , potential mention of self harm , violence , adult language. if you are uncomfortable with any of these please tell me and i will avoid them in our threads. i don't have any specific triggers, however i will always tag potentially triggering things as : trigger tw
008. ooc ⸻ hey i’m ouija , 30+ i’m just a nerd. I have a full time job and a home to maintain so my activity will vary. icon border by ariapsds and icon psd by jaynedits
i've grown comfortable existing on the edges of fandoms and just fitting val within them, thus i'm very crossover friendly. rape, incest, pedophilia, hate / bigotry (ie: racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, etc) is not accepted on this blog. i may keep myself distant from callouts or personal drama that appears (mainly just because i don't like calling attention to myself), however i'm not against them when it comes to keeping the dash safe and letting people know about problematic people.
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⭐ because i love and adore you, and you've very much become such a big part of my life. even when we don't talk all the time, just knowing you exist out there is enough for me. my dash would not be the same without you, and i cannot imagine existing here on tumblr and not being a mutual with you. and im so glad we've become so close over the last couple years or so. wild that it's already been that long, huh? but i love you and i love haru and all your muses to much. you encompass so much haru vibes, and youre an absolute delight to have around. ♥
Send me a ⭐ if I’m one of your favorite mutuals and explain why ||Accepting||
Oh no, Emiiiiii don't make me crryyyyyy. My sense of time is really skewed but it feels like I've known you forever at this point. When we do talk, it's always so endearing to see how much energy that you have and in general you and I just feed off of eachother's chaotic energy when it comes to bothering our muses and I appreciate that. (I love that for the muses)
You took to Pino and Ravein just like I did to Emi. I tend to find a bias and stick to my bias with a velociraptor like grip, but I'm always open to trying something new and if you ever wanted me to adopt a new OC to take over a section of my brain, i'll never say no.
My bias for OCs is strong and will never break. I blame RP on forums where everything was OCs, so it's what I call home.
I just love threading with you and also just talking to you about-- whatever, whether it be life or what. I think I've said it before, but I somehow feel like an older sis to you and I just //squeeze adore you so much. Continue striving and doing your best. Feel free to come and talk to me whenever.
If anyone hurts you, I will maim them~
#Xcedia#Meme answered#Answered ask#Thanks for the ask!#Neo speaks#((It's emotional Neo hours tonight))
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[ coral ] give a shoutout to one of your favorite blogs.
colourful interview // accepting ! // @seethingveins
ok, here goes nothing.
i kind of used to hate dealing with duplicate blogs having came from the f.fxv fandom, & dealing with theft etc, & i still was on this blog for a bit, like yakuza was a new rpc for me, & i didn't know if it was the same deal, probably is in areas, but i at least haven't encountered it yet. but yea, @majidog is easily one of my favourite people to write/plot with, we might be only doing inbox stuff at the moment, but eventually we probably end up doing a thread.
we are coming up with the most stupid unhinged shit on discord a lot, like usually i cannot do duplicate roleplays because it's usually doesn't work out, but honestly with majima ? dude would do everything to another version of himself at once. & i'm not sorry for the bs we bring to the dash. eli has even introduced me to his other muses, which honestly, probably p.okemon ones, but majima will still bother the hell out of them.
#seethingveins#﴾ ASK ANSWERED#﴾ DEMONIC ⸨ MUN POSTS ⸩#/honestly we didnt even see eye to eye with each other at first hasjdhasdhj#/then we started talking about our mad lads#/and whatever the fuck they got going on together
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Drache || Sg || Au of an Au of an Au
Don't try to reach me, 'cause I'll tear up your mind I've seen the future and I've left it behind
[“It’s destabilizing.”, sighed Stormy, knuckles rubbing at his temple to mitigate the headache from a sixteen hour binge in New Kimia’s labs as his double rested his head on the dining room table, “I. I can’t fucking figure out why, why NOW- But something’s wrong. Paradox doubles are bleeding through in heavier and heavier numbers, all of them saying they were guided by some kind. Some kind of weird leader.”
“Weird leader? Like a resistance?”, asked Perceptor as Percy stirred his coffee and tilted his head.
“Something in. I think it’s some lingua franca from a fringe colony maybe. Klinky Saga or something?”
“Strange.”, said Percy, the more flamboyant of the doubled Perceptors, before he sipped his coffee, “It almost sounds like old central Iaconian; from before Neo became the preferred speech?”
“Yes, perhaps.”, mused Perceptor, “Try to say it again?”
“Klayne Shagh?”
“Kleyne Shlang.”, said Ratchet from the kitchen as his double looked up, “Means little or young dragon, I think. Some of the old’ns in Vaporex spoke a language modified slightly from auld Iaconian; it’s actually still mostly spoken around where Ma lives.”
“Strange. I wonder why that moniker.”]
Sightless eyes watched the ship engage, a hand covered in a dirty glove didn’t bother to rise to shield a visor as the engines fired up and the shuttle vanished into the nightdark in silence and flickers of miniature sunbeams like a comet.
He turned, looking behind him and away from the Rift in the sky like a bleeding wound as he saw the Hell Horizon of the approaching battalions of the False God’s ships. He cracked his knuckles, tapping the side of the digivisor and whispering his commands.
“Server- destruct. Permissions code 8 dash 6 6 0 dash 3 5 7 7.”
::Permissions accepted, server wipe in t-minus 5...::
He smiled, mirthless and cold, and bolted for the two-man shuttle he’d had waiting on standby. The door hissed closed after him, his digivisor sending the activation codes to the shuttles main console and firing up the idle engines to max in seconds- jarring his passenger awake with a groan.
“Bout time. Thought I’d have to-nngh. Leave without ya.”
“As if you have the ability to stay awake, much less steer Captain.”, was the deadpan answer, “Stop forcing yourself to stay aware, let the sedatives work their magic- you’re gravely injured you know.”
“Yeah, well. Optimus ain’t exactly one to fuck around when it comes to finding out he’s wrong.”
“Hush, Rodimus.”, was the sighed command.
“That’s no way to talk to your old Cap’n, Aid.”
“Not a Captain anymore- The Last Light is rubble and this is my shuttle.”, Was First Aid’s soft answer as he took his seat and heard the distant rumble of carpet-bombing beginning to commence. He paused a moment, closing his eyes in a brief second of grieving for his fourth home lost to the ego of a mad God and then steadied himself. The soft trills and twitters of the console accepting his commands as his hands moved without him looking and he cocked an ear towards the badly beaten man in the passenger side.
“...I’m sorry we lost Magnus.”, was the curt statement.
“...Least we got the twins.”, was Rodimus’s reply, nodding his head to the darkened side of the shuttles interior where two teenage boys slept the sleep of the medicated- each sporting matching black eyes and nose patches, “That’s the important thing. That.. NeoCreator program... Why did Prowl even think it would wo-”
And with that, the shuttle took off at beyond breakneck speed; Rodimus wincing loudly and the twin boys snorting awake with shocked yelps in tandem. They steadied quickly, the Rift rising high in their vision through the heavy window of the shuttle before First Aid snapped the shuttle’s covers closed and dropped them into darkness.
“So. Why the nickname. Little Dragon? Sounds like a cartoon character for younglings learning their colors.”
“It’s something of a signal. To the right people on the other side.”, said First Aid with a grim smile, “...Assuming, of course- they made it. I hope they did- or I’m doomed and you’re dead and so are the boys.”
“Draw made it through.”, grumbled one of the boys with a yawn, “I know he did. His trackers are all still active.”
“Prowl’s trackers, you mean?”
“Nah, his own. He gave me the signal frequency just in case he uh. Vanished on Kimia for No Good Reason.”
“Aw, how sweet. You’re boyfriend taught you how to stalk him-”
“Shut up Forge, you fucking donkey-”
“Boys, no fuckin’ swearing!”
“Hold tight, engaging Rift in Five...”
“Four.”
“Three.”
“Two.”
“One.”
Another comet in a distant night sky as rolling death drifted over the last vestiges of a paradox planet, smoke billowing from the ruins left behind.
On the other side of the Rift; the sky darkened like an electric storm- the terrifying expulsions of electricity that plagued the planet in the time before history could be remembered.
Twin Ratchets ran themselves ragged as power flickered, as generators were kicked and revved awake and lines were checked with an obsessive frequency. The sky was pitch black and the Rift pulsed in the sky like a visible tear in an artery, like a threat without words.
Blue eyes watched, too dark coffee was drunk too fast because sometimes chemicals could be a lifeline.
“What is on your mind, double?”, asked a modified medic with an amused snort.
A sigh, a hand through still vibrantly red hair.
“I’m just thinkin’ about what Stormy said, that he’d found out about the paradox doubles coming through the Rift. They keep saying they’re being.. Directed? Sent? By someone.”
“Oho, another ragtag attempt at resisting my people’s Optimus. Goody-goody.”, was the exhausted mutter, “Do tell, what grand title did this one use.”
“It almost sounds. Childish. Cartoonish. Like a nickname, y’know?”
“Mhm. Well, don’t keep me in suspense.”
“It’s old Teorrex, for Little Dragon. Sounds like a cartoon charac- GGGHK!”
And suddenly, Ratchet is faced with a mad-eyed double, modified hand cinched around a strong neck and pulling them close enough for him to see fear and the flickers of enhancements in glimmering eyes.
“ARE YOU SURE. ARE YOU CERTAIN-”
“Y-hgk-YES NOW LEMME GO BEFORE I CHOKE ASSHOLE-”
He was released with apologies, whispered and almost frantic and suddenly Ratchet is watching his wilder twin skitter about like a spooked deer, snatching up things like keycard rings and digging about in desk drawers for-
“IS THAT A FUCKING PISTOL.”
“Yes, yes it fucking is!”, hissed the more vicious of the pair, “I have to go, I need to get to the Rift immediately-”
“Wh- What, hey wait WHY after hearin’ that silly name are you running off like a Petrex hen with it’s head lopped off-”
“Drache.”
A pause.
A sigh from the modified medic that seemed to deflate him and his ego at once, “Drache was a nickname Prowl had for me. Dragon, in auld Iaconian. It was... Not quite an inside joke, more likely it was derogatory because of his jealousy and, well. The fact he was absolutely out of his mind with zealotry. But Little Dragon as a name isn’t a name or a title. It’s a signal.”
“A signal?”
“Yes. The little me. The smaller me- That nickname could be First Aid on the run again; since I am gone, and he was CMO of the Last Light then... then when Optimus reclaimed it he...”
“...He woulda forced your Aid to become his medic, thinking your Aid could keep him alive like you used to.”
“Exactly. That name can’t be an accident- Not with how clever my boy is. Now; I have to go- I have to go and make sure; The Rift is acting up obviously, and it does this before a horde pushes through.”
Then the sky crackled alive with fingers of electricity and the Rift seemed to glow brighter and almost wider as the noses of shuttles pushed through, looking like a shark’s teeth growing in due to the the distance from the planet’s surface.
“Get goin’ then! I can hold down this place, I’ve held down worse now GIT!”
A mod from the modded double and he snatched his day coat, hurriedly pulling it on to flare behind him as he ran- polished leather shoes silent on the sanitized tiles as he barged through doors and out into the street.
Hurriedly, his vehicle rumbled to life, the dashcomm activating when he babbled his verbal code and his modded hands nearly dented the steering as he gripped onto it.
“Mmn, hello dear- Just woke up from a nap; wait, you should still be on shift love, love what is it-”
“Aid’s coming.”, he choked out as his speed climbed higher. His eyes burned almost like they needed to grieve as hope climbed too high behind a reinforced chest, “It’s Aid, love. I know it is. Double told me the name the Riftrunners have been giving.”
“What name, oh, the whole little dra...gon...”, Percy’s voice trailed off, and then silence before a breathless half sob leaked through, “Oh God. Oh God that’s right, Prowl always called you that stupid fucking name and Aid was. You made him CMO before...”
“I did. I shouldn’t have god DAMMIT I’ve never been stupider- Hell in a handbasket this is the biggest horde through the Rift yet-”
The commline dropped as his vehicle’s motors died with a shriek; as massive shuttles drifted through with scalds and scorchmarks all along the sides and stamped with city names he could feel were long gone.
He stumbled out, jacket flapping in the heated downdrafts that kept bursting through in random intervals and then he saw it- as the last shuttle pushed through and the Rift began to shrink back down to it’s usual size once more.
He saw it, careening crookedly through the sky at an uncontrolled angle with red lights bright along each side... and the Mad Mod Medic began to run. He shouldered past Enforcers and field medics, modified eyes on the sky and blown wide as enhancements zoomed in best they could; soot dusted his clothes as he got ever closer to the hellscape of a landing zone the massive shuttles had chosen as their own systems gave out and he watched in sudden and new terror as the much smaller spacecraft spiralled down and slammed into the ground at what he prayed was not terminal velocity.
And he ran. He felt the singe of seams in clothes overheating as he got closer and closer to the still bubbling hull and gagged as he breathed too deep the fumes of burning protectant coatings and crackling systems.
He pounded his fist on the shuttle’s visible and half melted door, bellowing a name loud enough for his forgotten God to hear.
“MULLEIN, MULLEIN ARE YOU IN THERE, CAN YOU HEAR ME!!”
The trill of the lock releasing, and a crackle in his earpiece comm.
“Papa, hel-”, and static.
He ran his hands over the shuttle door, looking for any point to get a grip on even as he heard Enforcers behind him.
“Sir, hands up, this is a restricted zone-”
“MY SON IS IN HERE NOW STEP DOWN OR YOU NEVER SEE YOUR FAMILIES AGAIN!”
Steam trickled from between megalodon’s teeth, eyes wide and glowing in unholy glimmers of green and blue and sickly hazmat yellow. He turned back, snarling again and flexing modified hands to expose knifelike claw implants that had long ago replaced fingernails. Still simmering metal screamed like it was in pain as he dug hands into where seams once were before the Rift burned it all together, and he began to pull. He pulled until he felt shoulders creak, until the nanomodded heart in his chest seemed to scream in time with the steel and he had to pause- coughing toxicity and pressure steam before his moved his head to crack his neck and start again.
Inside the shuttle, Aid coughed weakly; Halfway through the push through the Rift internal oxygenation systems had failed. He had masked the twin boys and Rodimus but all three had fallen unconscious as sedatives and lack of air slowly began to overtake them.
And Aid had simply tried to breath quick and soft and small; just like all those years ago when his Nana bundled him close and told him to breathe by her heart; when the air was hot like it was now, when the smoke tasted acrid where it leaked in from the crash and it smelled like Vaporex burning.
And then, there was light. Flashlight.
Flashlights illuminating a broad-shouldered silhouette with shimmering eyes and a crisp-shouldered businessman’s coat.
“H-Hello. Father.”, rasped First Aid as his digivisor finally shorted out, “Rodim-s. Stitches. Not holding-”
Aid passed out then, feeling his body relax and weaken as the bellows of unfamiliar voices called for breather masks and oxygen tanks. As he felt familiar modified and calloused hands reach in after the weight of Rodimus and the boys was moved from the broad chest he inherited from Optimus’s right hand medic.
The paradox Ratchet stood tall, Enforcers backing away at the few mods that had activated in his panic and fury and he lifted his Aid from the destroyed shuttle and held him close.
“Call the New Iacon Research Hospital.”, he rasped, “Call the red Ratchet.”
{The between place glimmered like the Rift. Aid looked around, touching his face and knowing he was dreaming because his vision was so very bright. His steps clacked like he walked the halls of an afterlife his Nana once pondered the existence of.
“Mullein. Lee, my baby.”
He turned, recognizing that voice.
“Nana! Nana where are you!”
“Foller my voice, young’n. Your papa’s worried sick now.”
“NANA! NANA WAIT WAIT FOR ME!”
“Oh baby- it ain’t time for you t’follow me so far yet.”, were the words that echoed around him as his temples began to throb, “Jus’ follow m’voice. I’m so proud a’you li’l one. Now g’wan. Your Papa is so worr-”}
-”ied about you. And so am I, my sweet boy.”
“Nana!”
Aid sat bolt upright, seeing only vague shadowy grey shapes once more before something clicked near his ear and his digivisor flickered back into activation to once more give him his crystalline color vision.
Percy sniffed grandly, eye swollen and red, “Oh my baby- you c-c-cAME HOME!”
He grunted as Percy threw himself against Aid’s chest, and his arms went around his Baba on instinct and he looked slowly around with a hard wince.
“Head is POUNDING-”
“You were on the way out young’n.”
He whipped his head to the side, instinctively reaching for a sidearm he realized he no longer had, “...Father?”
“Nah, well. Kinda? I’m... his double. His paradox twin. The Rift it... Leads to our universe. Our version of it, anyway.”
Aid raised his eyebrows, “...This has to be a joke.”
“It’s not.”, was the sigh on his other side, and he turned- and couldn’t help the shrieked swear as he clung tight to his Baba and made the vampiric sniper wheeze.
The double Aid’s stared at each other, the sighted one moving his visor up to show the entirety of his annoyed expression, “Get it out now, dude- I really don’t want a repeat of the Brainstorm’s okay? If you’re gonna try and kill me, do it now-”
“The Warmaster. Is here.”, were the growled words that made several eyes widen slightly, “And WHERE is that rude, narcissistic, borderline nymphomaniacal ratfink.”
“Uhm. Well, he is with his Quickdraw. They’ve been sitting with the Rodimus you brought in and the twin boys. His Quickdraw was rather antsy about them all.”
“Yeah, he and young Dominus the Second have been an item since they started their study years not long before the Rift.”
“...Right. Uh, anyway yeah! That’s where he is; with our daughter also, she was fussy and I didn’t think you needed a crying toddler in the room coming back from nearly suffocating.”
“YOU PROCREATED WITH THAT PILE OF MISMATCHED ALLELES, ARE YOU BRAINDEAD OR SIMPLY MENTAL?!”
“HEY, THAT’S MY HUSBAND YOU’RE ACCUSING OF BEING A MENTAL ILLNESS, NOW-”
“YOUR HUSBAND ONCE SENT ME A VOICE CLIP OF HIM BRAGGING ABOUT RAILING MY BABA BECAUSE I REMINDED HIM HE WAS SCARED OF FATHER!”
“HE WHAT?!”
And with those words, a modified hand gently landed on top of dark waves cut through with auburn highlights.
“Storm’s sins against you aside, son.”, rumbled a familiar voice, “Welcome back from the brink.”
He turned his head back to see his Father, face tired and reddened near the edges of modified eyes. Aid twitched his nose, his version of a squint.
“Father. You have been crying. You know that can corrode the facial circuitry-”
And then words were muffled as both Percy and the newer Aid were enveloped in a breath-killing hug; tight enough to make natural spines creak.
Aid coughed weakly, patting at his father to be released and hiding his grin at the show of emotion.
Percy held his son’s face, frantically peering about and checking for any more damage before Aid sighed and laid his hands on Percy’s.
“Baba, I’m alright now.”
“I know, I know but. What would have possessed you to do something so bloody RASH?! What if he had killed you?!”
“He was going to.”, said Aid softly, jumping slightly as his double crossed his arms to lean against the wall, “Something’s gone... terribly wrong. There’s been disappearances in the higher echelons- nobility vanishing without a trace, prisoners being found in pieces in their cells with very particular parts missing.”
The paradox Ratchet’s jaw set in a grim line, “...He’s decaying.”
“Yeah, he is.”, sighed Aid, “He thought for some reason I knew how to replicate Father’s remedies and when he realized I couldn’t, well. He sent Rodimus after me... with another agent.”
“Who?”
“...The Executioner. Magnus.”
The room went cold, and the sighted Aid glanced from face to face before looking at his own papa and staying silent by the look in his eyes.
“The planet on that side of the Rift is. Dying. Maybe already dead. The Matrix’s corruption is overtaking the False God faster than he can be put back together and he’s finally gone totally mad. I had to evacuate who I could. I had to, Baba.”
Aid hung his head, “...I couldn’t let Vaporex happen all over again, not while I could do something.”
A sigh, “That’s why you used that name. You knew I and your Baba had gone through. You knew, if I were alive, I’d pick up on it.”
“I’d expect Der Drache to know his hatchling was trying to get safe.”
A chuckle, “You’ve done well, First Aid.”
A softly hopeful twitch to a mouth that this universe’s Aid remembered having all too many times.
“I’ve never been more proud of you.”
“....Not even when I blackmailed Prowl into bankrolling my first single-shuttle?”
“This is even better than that- but only just.”
There was a knock at the door, the sound of a nurse’s voice calling gently, “Pardon me, a visitor for- uhm. kleyne.. something, oh dear.”
“Send them in.”, rumbled both Ratchet’s in unison before giving a half hearted squint to each other.
The door slammed open then, and the nurse yelped as the figure in the doorway grunted and the medical boot on their leg thudded into the room. He leaned against the doorframe, giving an exhaustedly fond look to the Aid on the bed.
“Kiddo, when you tol’ me you’d be tailin’ in a shuttle you coulda TOLD ME that the shuttle you was tailin’ in had injured aboard.”
“Sorry, Uncle Hide. You were worried enough shepherding the refugees and I needed you crisp and alert just in case it all went tits up tango, so to speak.”
“HIDE?!”
Ironhide, or the paradox double of him, looked up and grinned before digging in a pocket and pulling out the remnants of a cigar and tucking it between his teeth, “You and Percy pumped out a helluva rebel there Ratch. He made his Nana proud. Twice an’ double, he saved.”
The unmodified medic watched in amusement as his modded double bolted at the speed of too fast, barreling into the paradox Ironhide and crushing him into a near-pneumatic hug.
“L-Lemme fuckin’ go you gotdamn hellhound, they JUST stabilized m’spinal rods again!”
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