#PUPPER LOVES LOVES LOVES YOU ALL DEARLY !!

[lunaetis]

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2025 !!

there were so many things that happened this year. so many changes throughout the entire year that were both good and bad. 2024 was honestly quite a rough year for me, physically and mentally. but for everyone who had stuck around with me throughout it all, thank you so much for being a part of my 2024 going onto 2025. i cannot tell you enough how much coming online and to this blog wouldn't be as wonderful an experience without all of you. my friends, my mutuals, and everyone i had met and had the pleasure to talk to and write with, or even those who i never get a chance to interact with yet, i genuinely am grateful for your presence.

whether we have followed each other for years, or have just become mutual recently, bless you for deeming me deserving of a space on your dash by clicking that follow button and thank you so much for making mine an absolutely amazing one. i'm very sorry if i had done something to upset any of you during the past year. i'll do my best to be better. i want to reach out more. i want to talk to more people, interact with more people, write with as many of you as i possibly could. i really appreciate all your patience and understanding despite my sporadic activity.

a special thank you for those who let me bother your muses with the space raccoon, and to those who let me throw yinyue at them despite knowing nothing about wuwa. with rin being the newest addition to my fixation, i do hope i'd get a chance to explore her and more dynamics with our muses in the upcoming year !

with that said, i wish you all a great year ahead ! please stay safe, stay healthy, be happy, and remain the most beautiful and amazing individuals that you all are ! thank you for sticking with this awkward pupper who endlessly yap about her muses and biting. goodbye to 2024 and here's to a better year for all of us in 2025 ! pupper loves you all dearly ! HAPPY NEW YEAR !! 2025 HERE WE COME !!

[kedreeva]

Hiiiii good evening!! I have a couple of things I'm proud of from this year- first, back in early summer, I went and spent 3 weeks exploring Europe all by myself :] And second, I moved out of my parents house!! Like, 2 weeks ago. It's still new and scary, but it was a big step and I took it!!

A good thing that happened to me... I made a lot of new friends! I rediscovered some things that I love, and I got to see one of my favorite bands a few times!! I learned new recipes, and new skills, and spent a lot of hours snuggling with my dog!! (I wasn't able to take him with me to the new apartment and I miss him dearly even though I stop by to see him most every day)

Happy new year - hope this year treats you as well or better than the last ♡♡

Congrats on your move!! You're gonna do great <3

Your pupper looks like a VERY good puppy!

I present.... Bismuth!

[splintergirl13]

Hey all.... this morning I pet my childhood puppy goodbye as she slipped away in the vets office. Her name was Cookie and she was going to be 14 in 11 days. She is a cavachon, a king charles spaniel mixed with a bischon, but we always just called her a lap dog. She loved people more than anything and would always be smiling and wagging her tail at everyone she met. She would've made a great therapy dog and kinda got the opportunity to do so visiting the nursing home all the time. Her favorite human treat was cheese and french fries. She loved walks (always the same one she never liked to change it up and she hated walking in the grass) and car rides and traveled accross the country with us. She hates lakes but loves puddles. She didn't like sticks and always walked wide around them. She loved to chase squirrels and leaves (not very well) and has the funniest bark you would not expect. She was scared of thunderstorms and the stove. She loved stuffed toys and her favorite was a tiny beaver she used to throw across the room. She liked to chew the ears off her stuffies.

She kicked cancer's ass but could not fight the kidney failure that came after. She didn't have to suffer for long and ate like the queen she is this whole past week getting all the treats she wanted. I truly lost a sister today. She was there with me since middle school and I loved her dearly. I have so many fond memories of her and I just wanted to post a few pictures here in her honor.

I love you so much Cook, Cookers, Puppers, Pup Pup, Cookie Doggie, Doggo, Poopers, Cook Cook,

Cookie 🍪 ❤

[ask-picos-school-lca-au]

(Note: Some reference sheets may be outdated and will be updated as I make them, please use the information on my toyhouse or on this muse list for the most currently updated info)

Muse List:

“This seems like a terrible idea, let’s do it!!!”

Name: Pico N. Grounds

Nicknames: Pico, Peaks, Bun, Maggot, Forest Goblin

Gender: Transmasc (He/Him)

Sexuality: Pansexual

Age: 17

Species: American Fuzzy Lop

Bio: Pico is a friendly and usually happy-go-lucky lil baby who is always trying his best!! Despite his friendliness he can be socially anxious and awkward at first, but makes friends easily after someone helps him start a conversation!! He loves his friends dearly and will protect them with this life, always offering a helping hand or a shoulder to cry on. He hates solving problems with violence, preferring to solve problems using talking and kindness. Despite his pacifist nature he’s very good using Nerf Guns.

“GO BERSERKER!!!!!”

Name: Cassandra B. Phenoment

Nicknames: Cassandra, Cass, Cassy, Emo Bitch, Skrungly, Velvet

Gender: Transfem, Genderfae (She/They)

Sexuality: Biromantic, Asexual

Age: 17

Species: Fennec Fox Penillian

Bio: Despite being prone to anger easily, often swearing like a sailor and behaving like a stereotypical goth/emo kid, Cassandra is a pretty alright guy. She’s fairly chaotic and a bit teasing to her friends but she loves them all dearly, and is usually just too socially awkward to try and make more friends. Despite their bad reputation they try their damnest to function like anyone else would, but desperately needs some support and affection. Kind of a dumbas sometimes as well, but absolutely lights up when talking about her interests. Oh they’re also being possessed by a Penillian and trying very hard to cope with this

“UwU”

Name: Nene Ramonva

Nicknames: Nene, Strawberry, Pink Murder Bitch

Gender: Female (She/Her)

Sexuality: Bisexual

Age: 16

Species: Cocker Spaniel

Bio: At first glance many think that Nene is a totally innocent sweet pupper. She’s popular, nice to others, adorable, whats not to love? Despite her reputation and popularity, she’s actually a thrill seeking somewhat sadistic bitch, being very hyperactive, loud and random. She loves romance and shipping her friends, as well as using her knives in many fun and wacky ways. Despite how dominative she can be in putting bullies in their place, she’s usually teetering on the edge of crying at all times.

“You should burn in a fire :D”

Name: Darnell Burns

Nicknames: Darnell, Darns, Burns, Pyro

Gender: Male (He/Him)

Sexuality: Aromantic, Asexual

Age: 17

Species: Chocolate Labrador

Bio: Darnell is the most coolheaded and grounded out of his friend group, not being taunted into arguments easily and being insanely intelligent. Despite this he acts like a total excitable idiot around fire, and loves setting himself and others on fire. He can be excitable if prompted and also loves creating inventions!! He takes invention commissions for others for the price of butterscotch.

“Woof woof bark bark!!!”

Name: Cyril Gouy

Nicknames: Cyril, Cy, Cyclops, Puppers

Gender: Male (He/Him)

Sexuality: Bisexual

Age: 17

Species: Malamute

Bio: Cyril is a chaotic good dumbass doggo, trying his hardest to act tough and goth, but in reality is a big ol’ softie and a total pushover. He can get startled easily and cries even more easily, but is very compassionate and supportive of his friends and family!! He has a tendency to act more dog like then human like, enjoying headpats, bones, playing catch, biscuits/treats and getting called a good boy!!! He gets flustered easily and is very romantic affectionate, loving to spend time with his space boyfriend Alucard

“guys…why…just why….”

Name: [REDACTED] [REDACTED]

Nicknames: Alucard, Alu, Space Boys

Gender: Demiboy (He/They)

Sexuality: Gay

Age: 17

Species: Kittydog (open species by Kittydog)

Bio: Alucard is the quiet, mysterious voice of reason of Goth Punks, being viewed as a mystery of a guy. He’s actually just a very shy and introverted bean, not liking social interaction or large groups of people much. They’re pretty mature and often stays out of trouble, but sometimes when especially angst they go along with Cassandra’s plans. He only steps up to conflict if pissed off or if seems it truly necessary, having powerful psychic abilities to help him out. They like making pastries (usually biscuits for his boyfriend, Cyril) and is also blind, sometimes using their powers to temporarily restore their vision (despite this they are still colorblind)

“DONT FUCK WITH ME, I HAVE THE POWER OF THE STARS AND ANIME ON MY SIDE!!!!!”

Name: Harold Bushi

Nicknames: Hanzou, Han

Gender: Non-Binary (They/Them)

Sexuality: Pansexual

Age: 16

Species: Tabby Cat

Bio: The newest and youngest member of the Goth Punks, Hanzou is a fairly lax weeb who loves anime and manga. They’re usually wearing their ninja costume and hope to become a ninja when they grow up, or an anime/manga artist or writer. They love drawing their characters and stories about them, their older brother Ash introducing them to anime, manga and OC creation at a young age. Despite their chillness they can be excitable and a bus mischievous at times, being extremely quick on their paws and speedy. Even if they’re a bit shy at first, Hanzou can get easily attached to those they consider friends

“Beep!!!”

Name: Boyfriend Hatsune.XML

Nicknames: Boyfriend, Bf

Gender: Transmasc (He/Him)

Sexuality: Bisexual

Age: 16

Species: Jack Russell Terrier

Bio: Boyfriend is an always hyper, beepy boy who’s incredibly adorable. He’s definitely a dumbass, barely passing school and preferring to spend his time drawing on himself. Despite this he’s very focused on starting his own rap/music career, often making tracks and rap battling with his beloved girlfriend, Girlfriend and Hanzou. He loves Gf dearly with all his heart and is fiercely loyal to her, willingly to do anything for her. He’s stupidly determined and always positive as well

“That’s how you do it!!~”

Name: Girlfriend Gearest

Nicknames: Girlfriend, Gf, Cherry

Gender: Female (She/Her)

Sexuality: Pansexual

Age: 16

Species: Red Demon Fox

Bio: Girlfriend is the insanely laidback partner of Boyfriend, very few things phasing her. She’s usually using zero brain cells, preferring instead to simply vibe to the music her boyfriend makes and vibe her way through life. She knows that she’s loved dearly by her parents and occasionally uses their wealth and power to her own gain, but it’s usually over things like when McDonalds is closed and she can’t get chicken nuggets. She’s usually wrapped into everyone’s shenanigans and enjoys this, being chill and loving her current chaotic life

“Now that’s an epic gaming moment”

Name: Otis Grounds

Nicknames: Otis, Oats, Gamer Gorl

Gender: Male (He/Him)

Sexuality: Bisexual

Age: 15

Species: Cashmere Lop

Bio: Otis considers himself to be “The Cooler Version of Pico”, but is really just a rock music junkie who love gaming. He and Pico are actually really good friends, being close during their childhoods and still remaining close. He spends most his time playing video games, skateboarding or practicing his bass guitar, but he isn’t afraid to get down and dirty in a fight. He’s surprisingly good at fist fights, but is also good with range weapons like his older cousin. He loves collecting random items like pins for his jean jacket, and loves collecting limited edition gaming items

[fandom-blackhole]

Darling, don't say it's not much! It's enough to commit mass murder in here...

Omg, picking strawberries with Paz, this is such a cute date idea ❤️,

Paz def got hard too when your thighs touched his for the first time,

Poor baby couldn't cook much for the rest of the day, too much distraction,

He ''unintentionally''spiled some of that wine on you 😉,

Good excuse to touch you, or ermm, clean you,

Our big sweetheart can't help his dirty mind when he sees you eating a banana or when he gets you a popsicle,

Bless his soul when you innocently make eye contact with him while succing on that popsicle,

MAY I PRESENT TO UTHE BEST MORNING ROUTINE WITH PAZ,

He'd wake you up by eating you out,

Then some wrestling exercises to get you fully woken up,

And then, the blessing, the best gift, it's the holiest of holy things,

Image that you see when finnaly get out of bed,

Paz in his sweats™ preparing you delicious breakfast,

Hugging his back as he is cooking 😍,

Also he'd make you fresh smoothie picking your fav veggies and fruits from his garden,

Also you'd get this cute, japanese styled second breakfast to take with you to work, he'd put a cute, handwritten message there too,

Also making various shapes like hearts etc with ketchup,

What's wrong with me. I'm getting horny over food 🤔,

Paz would still be doing his cooking magic after you guys had Andromeda,

Stirring something with one hand while cradling Andromeda in his arm, what is this balance, totally like a boss,

Ad'ika trying to steal baby's porridge 😂,

I know he is a small pupper but somehow he'd manage okay 😂,

Andromeda helping Paz with collecting the eggs, well she'd surely drop most of them but well it's still a cute image,

One day at Din's school was this dressing up as your fav character day,

You joined his class, dressed as a princess with the tiara Din got you at Disneyland,

Grogu from now one was not only flexing about his dad being the Mandalorian but his mommy being a real life princess 🥺,

When Din introduced you to Andromeda sr. you both instantly hit it off,

She was spilling all the tea about him,

Omg! And showing you album with all the embarrassing photos,

She'd tell you how happy she was, because she thought Din would die a virgin lol,

After Boba opened up to you some more, he told you all about his father and how dearly he misses him,

Boba would be surprised by finding fresh flower bouquets at his dad's grave,

He quickly found out it was you,

He got so touched by this kind act of yours 😭,

You low-key dissing Din's truck and him getting butthurt,

''Din, did you find this car at the junkyard?'', '' When will you fix this dent right over there?'', ''When was the last time you changed the tires? '',

''Sweet girl, it's funny that you don't bitch about my truck when I am pounding into you in the backseat'' lol,

Boba and Paz for sure had THE TALK with Din, encouraging him to finally confess to you,

When you started staying over at Boba's place, Fennec would totally ignore him,

He'd be grumpy and slightly jealous,

''Well, shit. My both princesses ignoring me 😔'',

He would be all pouty if you tried to cover the hickies with makeup,

Paz is actually a really good dancer (when he is sober lol), he'd totally pull of some fancy moves while dancing with you,

Din can't even put a hand on your waist before getting all flustered, also he can't dance for the life of him.

And Boba? Well he'd just be standing guiding your hips to grind onto him

This time much more PG, and sort of went all over the place. Forgive me for my jumpiness but writing these getts me all giggly and cheery - 🐣

Oh trust me, I get so excited to do these that I am suprised I can type lmao....

The morning routine with Paz is beautiful, and him holding his little girl while cooking 🥺

Then him letting her help him cook, and prepare mommy's breakfast and little to go container 🥺

Imagine how cute these two would be on Mother's Day

Them making you a four course breakfast in bed, where you all are just curled up together

Ad'ika jumping on the bed and stealing a slice of toast, and everyone just laughing

Then Paz takes the two of you on a trip to an aquarium and he lets his little girl feed the turtles and play in the wade pool area

Andromeda loving the shark tunnel and watching them swim over top of her

Then when you get home that night and you lay Andromeda in bed, because she fell asleep in the car, Paz takes you to bed and makes sweet love to you

Thanking you for being with him, and giving him everything he has ever wanted

Then imagine making frozen chocolate dipped bananas with Andromeda

And Paz walking into the kitchen right as you place the tip of yours in your mouth and you just instantly see his eyes cloud with lust

Paz bites his lip and coughs saying he is going to go take a shower because he's been in the garden (and because he has a tight big problem)

Paz knows how to tango (both in and out of the bedroom)

Now, Grogu introducing everyone to his daddy the mandalorian and his mommy the princess. You're killing me

You and Andromeda sr. getting along like a house on fire

You constantly teasing Din about, dying a virgin

Teasing Din about his junky truck, only for him to pin you down in it next time you both go for a ride

At least one of the kids were definitely conceived in that truck

Boba has tried to get him a new one, but Din refuses, saying that his truck is trusty and has always been there for him

It breaks down like every week....

Talking with Boba about his dad 😢

One day you find a picture Boba has of him and his father when he was little

You went out and got a nice frame and hung it in your living room

When Boba had come home he noticed it immediately, and had just stopped and stared at it

You had come up behind him and wrap your arms around him, and he just silently placed his hand over your own

(SEND ME THOTS!!!)

[scarlettroubles]

Me and @neonbluewaves started talking about a Pokemon au and we both ended up getting pretty invested in our respective pokemon AU’s lmao (I swear I’ll draw those ideas we talked about dbsgagddg) but anyway here’s Eileen’s revised trainer profile sheet. I lazily named the Pokemon region where this AU takes place in Arcanum because I am tired and am horrible at coming up with fictional names for places.

In this AU Eileen is from the Galar region and the Ryder family is a family of Dragon Masters notorious for being elite 4 members, gym leaders or working for Interpol. In this AU, after completing the Galar league, Jacob Ryder and Duncan Ashe go to the Arcanum region to explore the myths and legends surrounding it’s legendary pokemon. The two were last seen exploring a strange shrine at a mountain top rumored to be connected to awakening the region’s legendary. Duncan is found dead and Jacob missing and is suspected of murdering the former. A few years later Eileen is given a mysterious package containing her brother’s journal, and a plane ticket to the Arcanum region. It’s there Eileen finds herself enrolling in the regions prestigious pokemon school named Hogwarts and finds herself placed in house Hufflepuff. As Eileen takes on the Arcanum League Challenge, she runs into the malicious Team R that has been causing chaos, death, and destruction in the Arcanum region for years now and begins to suspect them of being involved in Jacob’s disappearance.

Eileen’s team :

Adrestia is Eileen’s ace as well as her starter. Although shy and gentle to strangers and her team, once she’s sent out into a battle, she won’t hold back. Adrestia’s nurturing nature has made her have the habit of taking in any injured pokemon she finds along the way and nursing them back to health. It’s this nature of hers that ends up inspiring Eileen to study to become a Pokemon professor. The two dreepy that reside in her horns are named bullet and missile (you can blame Elly for that one).

Cerberus was given to Eileen once she won her 5th gym battle as her first official test to become a dragon master like the majority of her family are. Cerberus and her used to be very close and she used him almost all the time in battles and is responsible for a large amount of Eileen’s wins. But after evolving into Hydreigon, Cerberus refused to listen to Eileen’s orders. He refused to fight any pokemon he deemed weak, seeing them as a waste of his time. He seldom comes out of his pokeball now and prefers to nap all day. Eileen still tries desperately to mend her broken bond with Cerberus and hopes for the day she’ll finally earn his respect and have him open his heart to her once more.

Tallulah is the newest member of the team and was originally given to Eileen as an egg from Oscar Scamander to test her skills. Tallulah is energetic and lives for the thrill of a good battle and it’s for this reason Eileen uses her the most in her battles now. Tallulah views Adrestia and Eileen as her adoptive parents and the rest of the team as her family. She’s one of the few members on the team that can interact with Cerberus without getting blasted with flamethrower.

Lukas was Eileen’s second caught Pokemon and has been with her ever since he was a riolu. Adrestia found him sick and badly wounded from a previous fight he got into but Eileen was able to nurse him back to health and he’s been deathly loyal and protective of her ever since. Because of his ability to read auras he’s been very concerned for his trainer and does his best in order to win every battle he gets sent into in order to lessen the burden on her shoulders. He acts as the big brother of the team and has a mega stone while Eileen, a key stone. He’s not yet able to fully control himself when mega evolved and trains daily in order to master mega evolution along side his beloved trainer.

Sorin was a gift from her uncle Magnus and has been with her since he was just a pupper. He’s vain and a showoff and treats every single battle like it’s a performance. He’s not only managed to force Eileen to sign him up for pokemon showcases but forced her to perform alongside him as well much to her dismay. Eileen uses Sorin as her ride pokemon to get her to places faster seeing as how Cerberus refuses to listen to anything she has to say to him nowadays.

Barnaby Jr. Was a gifted to her from Prof. Kettleburn since the little guy refused to leave her alone. He’s been with her since he was a budew and demanded for her to capture him so he could evolve into a roserade and become stronger. He’s a haughty little bastard that loves to battle and performs alongside Sorin in pokemon showcases. Despite acting like an arrogant prick, he cares for his team dearly and will have their backs always.

[tinypi]

where's my 25 yrs later movie of aged ellie, ian and alan just. comfortably living. like i want a full 118 minutes of them sharing a small cozy house and working at the same uni. alan has had to adapt, but he still has and uses an old ass whiteboard where he draws a lot of diagrams and lets ian explain math things to him (if you turn the board over there's a paleo-hangman game that alan and ellie have been at for close to a year, neither of them having ever not gotten a word and refusing to wipe the board on principle)

whenever possible they all attend each other's conferences, casually heckling whoever is up on stage giving a speech to the point where ellie got herself thrown out of an open panel at the 75th annual meeting of the society of vertebrate paleontology, closely followed by ian who was asked to leave because he was laughing too long and too loud about the earlier incident

give me ian insisting on both a fish tank and a cat "because chaos" only to be annoyed when the cat is visibly protective of the fish and hisses and claws at anyone trying to clean the tank, give me ellie adopting a dog in one of those lil doggy wheelchairs for alan's birthday, give me alan pretending he doesn't love the rowdy lil pupper on sight, which ian and ellie don't even buy for a second, especially after they find alan asleep on the warm grass with the doggo resting its lil head in the crook of his neck on the very day the get the dog

give me movie nights, arguments about paleontological documentaries that last well into the night and that ian keeps spurning on even though he has no way of winning, but just because he dearly loves the way alan and ellie debate, especially together, fierce and no-nonsense and with a clarity to their point that anyone would be hard-pressed to argue with, give me any combination of people and/or animals napping on top of each other on their large couch with the one cushion that is so worn you're basically sitting on the floor. give me ellie impossibly subbing for ian because he forgot to call in sick again and his record is far from spotless and hey, here's a practical example of chaos theory , give me age-old nightmares being soothed away with just a specific touch to a specific place

GIVE! ME! 118 minutes of three old-ish people comfortably sitting at a dinner table, living out the best goddang life none of them ever imagined!!!!!

[lunaetis]

before i head to bed, i want to say thank you to those who know nothing of hsr / s.tar r.ail and still stick with me even tho my blog is 90% eden for months now. i know some of you follow me for specific muses & fandoms so really, thank you for still staying through this muse fixation of mine. thank you for enabling me with my trailblazer & for welcoming her & loving her as much as you do. with how high my stress level is on daily basis, eden ( as she has become my comfort muse ) is the only one i can channel & write consistently so i want to say thank you dearly to all of you for being so patient and understanding and accepting with me & my fixation for her. i really appreciate all of you so much.

bed time for the pupper. here have eden the raccoon booping you with her nose !

[spiced-ciderr]

Dearly Departed Chapter 2;

May 17th, 1991

Walking into the backroom, eighteen year old Dawson wondered around the dark area. It had to be here. They had to be here. Judging from the tapes Scott had left her, she was in the right room. He'd specifically asked her to look in the spare suits.

Scott Cawthon had been her babysitter growing up. On the nights her father was too drunk or her mother was out at every strip club in town, he was there. He'd been a security guard for her Uncle Will's establishment. He'd always known, though, that something was up. She hadn't noticed it at first, but the suspicious glances he'd shoot at her Uncle, the way he'd never let her or her sister alone in a room with him, the way he'd instructed Dawson to never let Keyla out of her sight when they were at Freddy's. She knew something was...ill. Wrong. Not right. Something was wrong with William Afton. Regardless, she knew she could trust Scott. He was always there for her and Keyla.

Right. Her sister was still back home. She prayed that she'd be okay. A part of Dawson knew that she wouldn't be returning home from the pizzeria tonight.

Lifting the head of the original Fredbear suit, she inhaled sharply, dropping both the costume head and the flashlight she'd taken in with her. The smell. Long-rotten meat. She gagged. The-The kids- He was the one who killed Charlie! A-And Gabriel, and Jer-Jer! All of her and Keyla's childhood friends-

She gasped, her thoughts interrupted. Eyes widening as she felt the large, cold metal blade penetrate her stomach. Choking, she shakily looked up at her Uncle. He grinned sadistically, yanking the knife from her torso before plunging it in again, and again, and again. She screamed, her voice ringing out through the pizzeria. His eyes widened, quickly glancing to the door of the Parts and Service room. He growled, lifting her by her long hair and dragging her away. He snarled at her, before her world finally faded to black.

And with that, Dawson Lynn was dead.

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Falling. She was falling. It was hot. The stink- What was this smell?

She hit the ground with a thud. Ouch. She groaned, opening her eyes. She was- whAA-

Quickly rolling onto the sidewalk, she gasped as her heart raced. She nearly missed being hit by a speeding car. On her back as she gazed up at the bright sky, she realized something was off. Oh, yeah, it was red. Why was the sky red? And why wasn't she dead? She literally just bled out on the floor-

The sun was replaced with a large, bright pentagram. Oh. Oh.

'I'm in hell. Not surprising, honestly.'

She got onto her knees, looking into a nearby puddle. Her large, wolf ears twitched-

Wait.

"large, wolf ears" ?

She froze as she took in her new appearance. Sitting atop her head, were two large wolf ears, both a dark brown and fading into a golden ombre near the tips. She felt behind her, only to find a large and fluffy tail, the same color scheme as her ears. Her eyes had also changed-

Instead of the milky brown they once were, they were now heterochromic. Her left eye, was a beautiful golden color, while her right was pitch black, a small white pinprick at the center. She also had a set of fangs, along with sharpened nails that almost resembled claws.

Shakily standing up, she searched for any scraps of money. She needed to find shelter.

After a few hours, and a lot of gambling, she'd successfully gained a small house somewhere near the 3rd circle. She'd rather not think about just how she'd obtained it.

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A few months into hell, she'd already risen up and proven to be powerful. Taking down any demons that stood in her way, she started pondering in sorcery and magic.

She soon started to call herself "The Witch"

She was surprised when she was officially elected as one of the most powerful Overlords. Though, she was excited to meet the rumored "Radio Demon".

But she hadn't know how soon she'd find him.

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It'd been about two years since she'd arrived into hell when she was summoned out of nowhere to an overlord meeting.

Everyone, including the king of hell himself, had been gathered around a large, rectangular table. She'd been sat across from the infamous Radio Demon, and she couldn't help but shudder at the white noise that filled her senses, making it harder to focus. The static dancing across her skin, she could hardly even concentrate. And from the looks of the other overlords, she could tell that he had been targeting her. It wasn't effecting the other demons.

As the meeting adjourned, she quickly made her way to the exit. But of course, not before being trapped in the elevator with the radio demon.

Damn.

She tried her best to ignore his stare, even though she could feel his eyes boring into the back of her skull. Finally, she turned around.

"What do you want from me?" she asked, exasperated, finally facing him.

His large grin, from ear to ear, somehow stretched even wider. "Why, whatever do you mean, dear?" he asks, feigning innocence. She growled. "You know damn well what I'm talking about." Instead of responding, the elevator suddenly went dark. Lights flickering on and off, he cornered her quickly. Grabbing her face roughly, it was his turn to growl. "Now, dear, that was quite rude, wasn't it? Since you are fairly new, I'll let you off with a warning this time. Do not. Speak like that. To me." he finished with a whisper, before the elevator dinged. Composing himself in record time, he gave her his most stunning smile before walking out the door. "I look forward to working with you, witch!" he calls back.

She glared. She was angry. But why was she flustered, as well?

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She later found out she'd being seeing a lot more of him. Every time they seemed to cross paths accidentally, the more it happened She started to learn things about him. She learned he loved to cook. He absolutely adored music, song and dance. Even in death, he'd still do his weekly radio shows, broadcasted to all of hell.

They eventually became business partners. She supposed that was the closest she'd get to him. Although, 'business' mostly involved going on bloody rampages with Alastor and gathering territory for him, while he'd return the favor. She also learned, that under any circumstances, never touch him. He had to initiate it first, or else there would be a second death in her future.

She eventually decided not to mess with him, not wanting to lose a limb for 'accidentally' shoving past him.

As she strolled down the streets in one of her cities, she suddenly became very aware of the loud screaming and shouting not too far from where she was. Using her shadows to travel quickly towards the scene, she was met with an odd sight.

Said Radio Demon was currently genociding half of her city.

Furrowing her brows in confusion, her orbs scanned the area, bodies littering the streets. It was here when Alastor took notice of her presence. "Ah! Dearest! How nice of you to join me on a lovely evening such as this!" He cheerfully exclaimed. She rolled her eyes. "Alastor, come on, this is-" "-Your territory, yes I'm aware! I thought it'd be courteous to pay you a visit!" his smile grew in size. She raised an eyebrow. But before she could protest, he took hold of her wrist, swiftly pulling her against him, before adjusting his grip. "Isn't it a lovely night for dancing?" he asked, tone just a bit softer. She pulled back slightly, before giggling. "Fine, fine. But just one dance, alright? As much fun it is to dance through blood-soaked streets with you, I've got places to be, Al." she chastised. He scoffed.

They danced until dawn.

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She wasn't expecting to see a dog standing atop a large building.

How the heck did a dog get into hell?? Dogs were so precious!

Using the her shadows to transport herself behind the pupper. Though, right as she appeared behind him, she almost fell off the roof when he turned into a human, in front of her.

Holy shit-

She noticed him approaching the edge.

Oh. Oh.

There's two things she could do here- She could walk away, or she could try and stop him. She decided in the long run she wasn't that shitty of a person, speaking up.

"Hey. What are you doing?" she asked, gently making her way closer.

Glancing behind himself, the man looked back out to the city, lights reflecting on his face. "Escaping this hell." he replies, coldly. But she can hear a small hint of something broken in his voice. This poor soul.

Coming to stand next to him, she sighed. Running a hand through her hair, she responded. "It ain't that easy. Believe me, I've tried." She says tiredly. "What's got you wanting to end it?"

She was surprised by his next words.

"Everything. I was hoping to see my parents for the first time when I originally died, but instead I came here. They were murdered in front of me by Slenderman." She was taken aback. What the hELL? Slenderman was real? But she knew this man couldn't be lying. He continued.

"He just came to my house and killed them both in front of me, leaving me alive on purpose." He sniffles, and then continues his story. "I had to live for the next 12 and a half years without them because of him. Scrounging around for food, stealing, even having to kill just to survive myself."

"..Wow." is all she can reply with. She feels something bubbling up in her chest- is this guilt? Sorrow? Emotions she hasn't felt since she was alive. She put a hand on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry that happened to you. I know what it's like having a lot of fear, and pain, and hurt stemming from your childhood. But trust me, it isn't worth your life. You're here for a reason, and you have to overcome this to be stronger." she pats his shoulder.

"What's your name?" she asked.

He hesitates before saying, "My name's Ski. What's yours?"

She smiles, for once, someone who doesn't know who she is.

"Most call me The Witch. You can call me Dawson."

And thus the beginning of a beautiful friendship.

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When Alastor told her he'd be gone for a while, helping the princess with her "passion project" for his own mere entertainment, she was surprised. Dawson was even more surprised when he asked her to come with him.

Of course, she had nothing better to do, and it did sound like some quality entertainment.

When she agreed to go with him, she wasn't expecting to be held at spear-point by the princess's love interest, Vaggie, as soon as she walked through the door.

"Why are you here? We KNOW what your game is! You AND that-that Radio demon!" Vaggie growled, pushing Dawson up against the wall. She merely laughed.

"Of course, I'm here to help!"

Ski, in dog form, huffed out what suspiciously sounded like a laugh.

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That night, when Alastor made Jambalaya for the hotel, she wasn't expecting for them to receive a new guest, in the same night.

She most definitely wasn't expecting it to be her own sister.

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[gaystuartlittle]

4 for the cute one like prompts thing for reddie but like. stan is there too bc hes richies best friend and i miss him dearly and im an wrekc

4. “I said no more dogs, and what did you do?! GOT ANOTHER FREAKING DOG”

Rating: T (for language - this is pure fluff) Words: 1000

Richie was giddy as he walked into the adoption shelter, Stan on his heels trying to stop him. 

"Richie, I swear to God, Eddie is going to kill you. Like, he is actually going to kill you. You guys already have two dogs!"

Richie stopped and turned to face Stan, putting on his best puppy dog eyes and saying, "But look at all these poor little puppers stuck here without a home, while we have a perfectly loving and warm home waiting for them!" 

Stan just rolled his eyes. He knew it was pointless to argue with Richie, especially about dogs. When it came to dogs, reason escaped Richie. He was led by his heart, which was filled with love for any and all dogs he saw. "Okay, fine, but it's your funeral," Stan said with an exasperated sigh.

It took Richie approximately five minutes to find the perfect dog. Well, he was adamant about how all of the dogs were perfect, but this one was perfect for them. She was an adorable little pomeranian named Flufflestiltskin. Richie couldn't have picked a better name himself. Flufflestiltskin would fit in perfectly with their pug, Sir Squishyface, and french bulldog, Baguette. Needless to say, Eddie caved to whatever name Richie wanted.

Because this was the same shelter that Richie and Eddie had already adopted Sir Squishyface and Baguette from, the process went smoothly. Not an hour later, Richie, Stan, and Flufflestiltskin were waltzing into Richie and Eddie's apartment. 

Richie started formally introducing the dogs to each other while Stan sat back on the couch, waiting for the impending doom that would come when Eddie returned from work and saw yet another dog. Glancing at his watch, he saw that would be happening in less than half an hour. He could duck out and let Richie deal with it on his own, but Stan would be lying if he said he didn't want to watch Eddie sputter around about another dog. So, Stan stayed. He pulled out his phone and opened his crossword app to pass the time.

Richie was now giving Flufflestiltskin a tour of the apartment, sometimes asking Baguette and Sir Squishyface if there was anything he was forgetting. Richie had just led the trio of dogs into his and Eddie's bedroom when Stan heard keys in the lock.

Eddie was home, and Stan was excited to see the looming argument. Richie and Eddie never argued with much malice, so that's why Stan was so sure this would be amusing. He couldn't wait to go home and tell Mike all about it. Richie and Eddie's absurdity was their favorite form of amusement. 

Eddie walked into the apartment, sighing and tossing his keys into the key bowl by the door. He was shuffling through the mail, not paying much attention to his surroundings. He didn't even notice Stan. Stan watched as Richie walked up to Eddie, cradling Flufflestiltskin in his arms like a baby.

"Rich, did you not-" Eddie stopped mid sentence when he looked up and noticed the never before seen dog in Richie's arms. He took a measured breath, saying as calmly as he could, "What the fuck is that?"

"Her name is Flufflestiltskin!" Richie cried excitedly, crinkles forming around his eyes from his wide smile. Eddie was not nearly as amused.

"Rich. Chee. Richie. Richard. I said no more dogs, and what did you do?! GOT ANOTHER FREAKING DOG!" Eddie exclaimed. Baguette and Sir Squishyface came trotting in, excited that Eddie was home and ready to smother him with kisses that Eddie would normally welcome. Not right now, though. He was too irritated with his dumbass, big-hearted husband. 

"I just want it on the record that I told him not to get her," Stan said pointedly from the couch. Eddie had barely even processed that Stan was there, and it showed through his slightly more surprised expression. Eddie nodded towards Stan, acknowledging what he said before turning his attention back to Richie. 

"Okay, I know you said no more dogs, but then I saw her, and I just had to! I couldn't leave her at the shelter!" 

"Why were you even at the shelter if you knew that I said no more dogs?!" Eddie threw his hands up in exasperation. He wasn't really mad, just bewildered. 

Then, in the smallest voice, Richie admitted, "Looking for another dog." 

"Look, obviously we're going to keep her, because she's adorable and because there's no way I would ever give away a dog named Flufflestiltskin, but Rich. If we keep getting more dogs, we're going to need a bigger place. Five of us under this roof is a little much, even if these three are tiny," Eddie said, the edge dropping from his voice and molding completely to softness.

"I'd say these four are tiny," Richie said with a grin, motioning towards Eddie. Eddie just rolled his eyes, quipping, "Smart ass. I hate you so much. But I love you more."

Richie smiled. He loved when Eddie said stuff like that. It made his heart feel five sizes bigger and his entire body feel warm. If he could live off of a single sentence, it would be Eddie saying he loved him.

"Okay, now are you going to introduce me to this cutie or not? Because she looks very soft and I am dying to hold her," Eddie said, a warm smile spreading across his face. He had completely surrendered to the cuteness of Flufflestiltskin. Just as Richie knew he would.

Richie handed Eddie the puppy gently, admiring the way Eddie immediately warmed up to her. Stan was still watching from the couch, bewildered at how Eddie could shift emotions so quickly.

"You know, I was expecting a little more drama. Mike is going to be disappointed by this. Thanks a lot, guys," Stan said as he got up to leave. Richie and Eddie just waved him off, too caught up in their dogs to care about any single human on this planet.

[hcurly]

♡ 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚎(𝚖𝚎) — 𝚘𝚘𝚌 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚎.

In which Nikki could not get all three of her muses in one gif and @ariagrans comes through. ( @hollywoodland-hqs​ )

How long have you been roleplaying?

I feel like I was roleplaying before I even knew what it was. So, 10 years, probably.

What are your hobbies outside of writing?

I am the most boring person ever. Lately I just work, sleep, and play Animal Crossing. I have a horrible attention span for some things, but I do enjoy reading when I have the energy to pick up a new book, watching TV shows (I love Barry and rewatched it a couple times, and have SNL playing a lot) and movies, faves being drama, horror and comedies. I also admittedly watch John Mulaney’s comedy specials far too often, is that a hobby?

Do you have any pets? Tell us about them!

I live with my 5 year old dog Lucy (demon diva pug) and my family’s dog, Misty (wholesome black lab/pit mix pupper who is actually 9). We also have my sister’s ancient rabbit, Oliver, and our even more ancient turtle Speedy living with us.

If you had a month of free time to learn to do something new, what would you choose?

Sadly, I just had this and didn’t do it.. but, if I had a month of free time AND ambition / a will to actually do something, I’d love to relearn guitar and ukelele. I own both and I’m clueless to them now. I also would love to get into photography. Anything creative, I guess!

Do you listen to music while you write? What are three songs on your playlist?

Most of the time! Which is why my replies are probably a mess sometimes, oops. I have playlists for different ships, and am slowly working on muse playlists. Most of the time, though, I just listen to what I feel like at the time. Three random songs I’ve listened to most recently: Falling by Harry Styles, Liability by Lorde, everything i wanted by Billie Eilish. Yes, I’m a sad bitch sometimes.

What’s a favorite recent youtube video/channel?

I love Dylan Is In Trouble and his movie commentaries cheer me up. I also enjoy watching a lil bit of Buzzfeed Unsolved because Shane and Ryan are everything and true crime / the supernatural is interesting to me.

Tell us one random fact about you!

Some people know this already, but my only tattoo is on my forearm and it’s in Harry Styles’ handwriting. It says “all the love” and I got it just over 5 years ago. Dedication to my muse, check. 

Who is an FC you’ve always wanted to use but haven’t yet?

Uhhh. I most recently picked up the ones I would’ve answered for this, so. Probably a female FC, but I’m not great at playing them therefore there’s always hesitation. Sophie Turner, perhaps. I also have FCs I’ve played years ago and would adore playing again for nostalgia, but I don’t think I’d get a good grip on them again. I guess that one would go to Brendon Urie.

What’s a plot you’ve always wanted to write but haven’t yet?

MORE ANGSTY STUFF. IDK.

Do you have a favorite plot you’ve seen someone else in the group do?

The Evan/Billie plot had me all whaaaaat. So, maybe that! But I genuinely enjoy seeing everyone’s muses and/or ships blossom, no matter what. ( @evanpeaters​, @goodlourd​ )

Who on the dash makes you smile?

Is it cheating to say literally everyone? I think of this group as a family and am really happy writing with everyone. Some I’ve been writing with forever, and others I just simply love dearly. I’ll tag a few URLs I remember off of the top of my head, but this truly goes for everyone. ( @ariagrans​ , @ohlizzo​ , @itsgenevievegnt​ , @jocklowden​ , @hqnessa​ , @diannahq​ , @larsonhqs​ )

What is your favorite memory in the group?

I’ve been here since day 1, and seeing this place open and strive to become a safe haven in the RPC has to be the best memory. But from then on, I’ve loved stuff like group trips that allow everyone to interact.

What’s your favorite thing about your celeb(s)?

Harry Styles: I love how kind this man is. He truly has a heart of gold, and I try to showcase that as much as I can through writing him. I’ve stanned my lil Harry for so long, and seeing him become the person that he is makes me happy.

Bill Hader: This guy. I just love him, idk man. I could listen to his dumb laugh on repeat and the talent that he has amazes me. Cliche answer, but my favorite thing about him would be his personality. He can be serious but he also has that silly, funny side everyone loves and I think he’s well rounded and just such a delight. I adore him.

John Mulaney: I really like how open he is, especially with things that he’s struggled with and how he’s overcome them. I know he gives a lot of people hope that whatever they’re going through, it can be possible to come out on the other side. Watching him do stand up gets me out of dark times and I truly love him with my entire heart. One of my favorite people ever.

What’s a plot you miss?

I miss playing Joe and having Jack be savage as hell to him. I just miss playing him so much in general sometimes. #RIPJoe ( @jocklowden​ )

What would you love to see this group do in the future?

Group events are my favorite, so, stuff like trips, etc, never get old to me. I love having all my muses in one place and having some stuff sprinkled out during the week that they can chat about and get everyone involved. Maybe something like a Hollywood Land yearbook would be fun, a blog of some memories and superlatives that match our muses. To play off what Ina said, completely AU work projects that everyone could be on together sounds fun, like a movie with a random plot with directors, writers, actors, musicians on the soundtrack with a premiere at the end of it. I HAVE NO IDEA? Just... lovely group things that make my heart go whoooosh and make people feel loved and involved. 

[mymanskabu]

HCs-Ish; Kabu, Leon, Milo

See You Again, Friend

Anonie Requested: ❝Got any HCs for Kabu, Milo, and Leon comforting their s/o who's partner Pokemon had just very recently passed? (or v badly injured, if it's too much) I'm doing a Shield Nuzlocke and I just lost my poor pup Arcanine, who I named Daisy and was the first Pokemon I caught in the Wild Area to a random trainer on route 10 and my bb bird Corviknight, who I named Tokoyami and was with me since Route 1 to Bede's Hatterene bc of a misclick. :((((❞

oh noes 😭 Im sorry about your bbs. Daisy and Tokoyami shall be dearly missed. Make sure you avenge them and win >:((

I'm sure you finished it by now but regardless I hope you enjoy? Not sure that's the right word sjsjs thanks for requesting! 💖

Warning: Pkmn Death Mention ahead ! ! !

Of course, not in detail !

Kabu:

- He knows how much love and care you give to your Pokemon. You can always tell when a trainer is genuine and Kabu could see that you truly had your Pokemon in your heart. That's why it was devastating to see you so sad when you had lost a member of your team.

- You've had your Arcanine for a very long time. You watched her work hard as a Growlithe and keep getting stronger in order to be ready for the new strength that would be given to her with a Fire Stone.

- You came to Kabu's home one night, completely disheveled. Your eyes were puffy, your lips were still quivering, you looked so fragile. It was probably the most vulnerable he had seen you, he couldn't begin to imagine what was the cause of this.

- Then you told him that your Arcanine had passed away. He didn't quite know what to say, he felt devastated by the news because he adored your Pokemon as if they were also his. There's also the fact that he had an Arcanine as well.

- He provides comfort however you seem to need it. He leads you quietly to where you can both sit comfortably and he just holds you. He doesn't know if you want him to say anything and sometimes words don't help. It's something he has come to understand as he grew older.

- He brings you something warm to drink and kisses the top of your head. He tells you that he's there for you and willing to listen if you need to talk about what happened.

- Later on, he always knows when you need some space and always listens when you talk about your Arcanine. He loves seeing you smile at the precious memories that Pokemon had given you.

- He made sure you still took care of yourself because when the loss was still fresh on your mind, he noticed that you do so. He would assist with any chores you had, bring you small healthy snacks, and would sleep over whenever you asked or when he felt you needed someone with you (with your consent of course).

- Your Arcanines birthday was on the day you caught it. You found out its age through the Pokemon Center and you always celebrated with things you knew she loved. Kabu knew this happened so he offered this with love:

- "Would you like to take a walk on the trail your Arcanine liked?" You were beyond happy that he remembers when you got your Arcanine and the trail she liked.

- You had tears welling up in your eyes for your Pokemon and because of how lucky you felt to have Kabu.

Milo:

- Your Pokemon were some of the most resilient that he knew of. They battled hard and they trained hard, he knew from seeing them and from battling them. He also knows that your main "baby" (as you called him) was your Corvinight. You've had that Pokemon since he was a small Rookidee. You've told Milo all about your adventures with Corvinight so he knows exactly how much he means to you.

- Milo was worried about you when you stopped appearing in Turrfield. You would come often to support his matches or just to visit him. You would hop off your Corvinight and into his arms, Milo would make sure to also greet your Pokemon.

- He came to your home, you had a given him a spare key so he could come in. He knocked first, but there was no reply and he figured you wouldn't mind if he let himself in. There's a reason you gave him a key anyway.

- You were in your room when he found you, he could see your form under the blanket.

- "(Name)? What's goin' on, sweetheart?" His gentle voice and hand on your bicep caused you to peek from over you blankets. Your brows were furrowed as if you were mad, but you softened your expression almost instantly.

- "Milo, I don't know what to do right now." Your voice was brittle, it worried Milo and made him move his hand down to yours to hold it.

- He realized something was missing around your room but he hesitated to address it. You noticed his wandering eyes then decided to do what he wouldn't.

- "He's gone... He... He..." Milo pressed the back of your hand against his lips. He shook his head to stop you from trying to continue, he understood quickly.

- As time went, you hardly talked about your Corvinight. You had other Pokemon and you tried your best for them, but somedays it was too difficult and you just wanted to do nothing. Milo didn't bring it up out of respect, however, he made sure you were okay all the time without directly talking about Corvinight.

- Whenever you got into those moments of sadness when he knew you were thinking about Corvinight, he wouldn't mention it, but he would only hold you in his arms until you felt better or you said thank you afterwards.

- "Milo," You spoke to him over the phone, "I kept getting followed by a Rookidee..." You laughed softly, he knew it was hurting you to see it. "I think I'm going to raise it... Do you think that's alright?"

- "Of course it's alright, sweetheart. I'm sure you'll be happy raising it and... Corvinight will be pleased to see you smilin' more again."

Leon:

- Who was your best friend? Aside from Leon himself? It's your Lucario.

- (a/n: I have a male Lucario and I lob him, it's honestly my favorite Pokemon cuz it reminds me of my real life pupper)

- He remembers having to get your Lucario's approval. It was difficult, but it was done and now he can get along with the Pokemon. They can both agree that they'll do anything for you. You and Lucario had been through a lot together and Leon came to a point where if you didn't mention your Lucario more than once in a day then there's something wrong here.

- He had come to talk to you one day. You had called him over and you sounded quite serious so he came over prepared for anything or at least as much as he could be.

- It was hard for you to tell Leon what happened but you wanted to have someone to talk to about Lucario. When you managed to tell him, he was so heartbroken. Seeing how saddned you were and the reasoning, he had tears welling up in his own eyes.

- You let him hold you tightly against him and you could feel that he was almost just as devastated as you were about the whole ordeal. His comfort was mostly physical unless you didn't want to and preferred to only be next to each other. He would talk about it if you happened to bring up the subject.

- He helped you throughout the process, brought flowers, and he was there whenever you couldn't find motivation at times.

- He would comfort you in whatever way you seemed to need it or asked for.

- "Here, do you remember this?" He shows you video on his phone. "Lucario kept challenging Charizard to speed contests. They would always argue in the end, I think because Charizard kept gliding and Lucario couldn't fly."

- You both got a good laugh over fond memories forever saved on, not only your phones, but also on physical images, in your memories, and in your hearts.

- Leon made sure you were hardly sad if you were thinking about Lucario because he's sure Lucario would have been happy to see his trainer smiling at the memory of him.

[write-it-motherfuckers]

What would you say to someone who’s thinking self destructive thoughts...

I would say that I understand.

It’s been touched on a few times on this blog, but I’m not a particularly happy person, despite appearances. I find great difficulty in holding onto feelings of joy for very long. Not only that, but self hatred and a deep lack of self worth, has been instilled forcefully in me for many many years. 

These are things I struggle with every minute of every day, as are the constant self destructive thoughts. 

So again, I understand.

My suggestions? I have a few, though what works for one may not always work for another. Everyone is different and everyone requires different things. Dealing with the mind makes this all the more obvious.

First of all, find little things that you enjoy. 

They don’t have to be grand things, or even what anyone else would consider special. They just have to be enjoyable to you. 

You like sitting in the shade and picking at the blades of grass? Go do that for a while. Enjoy it.

You like listening to music? Carry your headphones/earbuds everywhere with you.

You like drawing? Always carry a pen and a pad/book.

You like reading? Make sure you have your phone charged and ready so you can read a book or a fanfic on the go.

Let yourself enjoy things that others find no joy in or consider “cringey”. They don’t matter. It’s not hurting anyone, and it brings you joy, so do it. Why hurt yourself just because someone else is embarrassed? Because that’s what you’re doing when you allow people like that to dictate what you can and cannot enjoy.

If you’re struggling simply to get from one moment to the next, then find things to stick around for. 

“Cant leave this world just yet, gotta eat this m&m. Fuck that’s a good m&m”

“Cant do this harmful thing to myself right now, my shadow looks like a duck if I move like this. What a rad duck”

“Cant spend time on setting up a way to fuck this over for myself right now, I need to balance this pen on this other pen first. It’s very important.”

“Cant plan my own end right now, no one will be here to tap that one weird rock as they walk past every morning. Someone has to tap the rock.”

It can be the most ridiculous bullshit in the world, but that ridiculous bullshit can sometimes help you get through a moment. Once you’ve done that? Congrats! You got through that moment! Now let’s get through the next one. Eventually, you’ll have gotten through an hour, a day, a week. Every moment that you get through, no matter how hard it was or what silly bullshit you had to do to get through it, you should be proud of. 

I won’t say everything gets better, because sometimes it doesn’t. What I will say however, is that sometimes dealing with all the horrid nasty bullshit that is life, is all worth it for those tiny little bursts of joy. 

The sunset through the trees, full moon at night, biting the heads of jelly babies, booping cats and puppers on the snoot, stepping on crunchy leaves, finding weirdly shaped food, all of it is worth it.

Don’t starve yourself of the silly little things in life. They’re there as a reward for how far you’ve come, and how far you continue to go. 

Find reasons to stick around and not harm yourself. Sometimes shit happens, and you slip up. That’s ok. It happens. You haven’t failed, because you’re still here. Don’t punish yourself for that. Go do something nice, reward yourself for managing to stick round a little longer.

I hope at least some of that helps Darling. I’m proud of you for coming this far, and I encourage you to seek help if help is available to you. 

I love you dearly, and my inbox is always open to you.

Good luck Darling one 🖤

[svnnysvmmcr]

⁚ ⁛  oh my god ! you can’t believe who i just saw. it was shazlyn park ! they really ressemble kim sojung (sowon) , don’t they ? i heard they started their career about three years ago as the leader + main rapper + sub-vocalist + visual, in terra, but it sure seems longer, doesn’t it ? they always seem so winesome, gregarious + caring in interviews and to their fans, but their latest scandal made them sound like clingy, stubborn + indecisive … oh well, must’ve been the bad lighting. did you know they came all the way from south korea to new york city ? it was really brave of them to sacrifice so much. you think they’re survive the spotlight ? 「+ kim sojung (sowon) 」

hi there, i’m mel and i’m very pleased and scared to be here. not really scared, just very pleased to be here. first of all, this is my first time using sowon as a fc, because vee over here introduced me to this mess of a group that i have fallen to love. i start school next week, but i’ll be around most days and most nights. of course after i do all my homework. i got into kpop a few months ago and have fallen for so many groups. oh i also suck at coming up with bios for my characters. 

on december 7th 1995, shazlyn park was born in seoul, south korea to a family of three with an older sister awaiting her arrival. 

growing up, shaz grew to be quite tall for her age and would hear many tall jokes. she would brush it off, but she knows that she enjoys being tall, which is why she loves to walk the catwalk whenever she’s just messing around. but hopes to one day walk the actual catwalk. 

enjoying playing outdoors with her sister and had taken up cheerleading when she attended high school. 

along with being a cheerleader, because of her long legs, she took up volleyball and fell in love with the sport. 

speaks both korean and japanese. 

enjoys cooking in her spare time, didn’t say she was good, but she definitely likes to try and see if she can make a decent tasting dish. 

when she was young, she enjoyed singing and her parents and older sister admired her voice and just how brave she was to break out in song. 

as she got older, her voice sounded more and more angelic. her parents could clearly see that she was a natural born singer of the family. 

when she was about sixteen she had auditioned with this music company and soon passed auditions with her sweet sweet vocals. 

she was a trainee for a few years and while being a trainee, she was asked to not only be a vocalist, but they wanted to see her rapping skills. shaz has never rapped in her life, so she was a bit nervous. but after a lot of practice, she sounded as if she was born to rap.  

about a few years after being a trainee, she was soon put into terra as the main rapper, sub vocalist and visual in the group. once they had figured out that she was the eldest in the group and showed leader like duties, they had decided to vote and make her the leader. 

being a leader comes with a lot of responsibilities and she always wants to make sure she does her best to lead her girls through anything and everything. she enjoys it, and also enjoys making her members happy. she is also known as the mother of the group with being the eldest and the leader. 

very stubborn and hardheaded once you get to know her. 

when her members are messing around, she gets easily annoyed and shoots them one glare and they easily stop. 

with her members come with a lot of loving, but of course when they misbehave, she will scold them and keep them in line to make sure they focus and don’t get distracted. 

sometimes she gets worried that she’s not doing her leader duties well and is afraid to let her members down by one little mistake that she probably made. 

shaz can be hard on herself, but not to the public or her members. after a long day of work, she’ll go into her room and just think back to the day and think what she could have done better. 

she recently got a puppy and named him meonji, he’s a very talented puppers. he can sit, turn, and kind of high five. she loves her son so much and cares for him dearly. 

in short, she’s practically sowon, because i love sowon and how she is personality wise and just how she is as a leader and how much love she has towards her members. 

i am very tired, but also very up for plotting if anyone would like to plot with this cutie pie. 

[clowschosen]

「 GET TO KNOW YOUR RP PARTNER! 」

( repost, please don’t reblog )

「BASICS」

▐ NAME: – Whisper or Whispurr ▐ PRONOUNS: – she/her ▐ SEXUALITY: – Pansexual ▐ TAKEN OR SINGLE: – Single pringle! ▐ FIVE FACTS: 1. i am always tired 25/8 2. i have 2 puppers and a cat. i would die for them cause they are my babies. 3. i have 800 muses between oc’s and canon characters its a miracle im not insane. 4. i am trash for lots of rg games and otome games. the KH series is my absolute fave and literally the only one to make me cry literal tears. 5. i have social anxiety when it comes to ooc contact with people but, do note i love talking to people after the first ooc chat. im just awkward.

「EXPERIENCE」

▐ HOW LONG (YEARS/MONTHS): – Uhhhh.... 10+ years????? ▐ PLATFORMS USED: – asdsghgfds started on gaiaonline. then tumblr and sometimes discord. ▐ BEST EXPERIENCE: – gotta say tumblr cause i made a lot of friends that i love dearly.

「MUSE PREFERENCES」

▐ MALE OR FEMALE: – female. i tend to write females easier because i can relate to them more. but, also cause i had a bad experience writing male characters in the past asdgrfd ▐ FAVORITE FACECLAIM: – mmmm... i dont have a fave. i like all the faceclaim’s i pick for me oc’s. ▐ FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT: – Angst. I live for it. It’s my life blood! Although, fluff is good. I like cute things too! ▐ PLOTS OR MEMES: – memes because i suck at plotting rip me. ▐ LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: – both ! although, it does take me longer to write longer replies but, it is always fun to see what I can come up with!  ▐ BEST TIME TO WRITE: – On my days off  or like 3am in the gosh dang morning before said day off. ▐ ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSES: – this is tricky. there are some muses i am like but, then are muses that i am 100% not like at all. its kinda tough to say. with my oc’s though i do tend to put a part of me into them but, its only a small part. Although, with canon muses i do try to pick muses that i could attempt to relate too but, half the time there is nothing and its only cause i really LOVE the character. 

[fandom-blackhole]

Hello, hello it's me, your partner in crime 🐣 who's got a batch of new ideas.

So Din has his australian shepherd Razor Crest,

I feel like Boba is more of a cat person and he's a busy man so he wouldn't have time for walks anyway,

I was initially thinking about either a sphynx cat or a British shorthair, these are really fancy breeds, but

I've got this idea, maine coon! This breed is fancy too!

Big kitty resting on his meaty thigh or in his lap 😳 (okay are we keeping this PG or at some point we are gonna go to town)

Oh and of course we can't obviously name kitty slave (Din points for you for the name of your ship working here)

Okay, back to work. Umm Paz...

While I love idea of him owning any breed, taking home any strays from the back alley of his restaurant, we need to remember that his living space is limited,

It's cheesy but imagine the spaghetti scene from Lady and The Trump recorded irl by Paz and Sent to you,

So a good doggo for Paz? Chihuahua?

Like there is this huge, chunky, ex-army man, which owns the best restaurant in Town, going around, stocking supplies with his little companion tucked under his arm,

Because of his bde he won't be ashamed of carrying his pet in cute little bag!

Razor Crest is such a good girl. She instantly starts loving you and Grogu,

Din is a busy man but still he manages to go jogging with her, his girlie needs a lot of activities since she is a shepherd dog (also Din with nicely toned legs because of the joggs? Ok ok keep this PG! Unless👉🏽👈🏽😳)

Grogu would still occasionally try to eat anything he can find (bad habit from his troubled upbringing but you and Din are working on fixing it though!)

This means Grogu would gladly share a "snack" with his big sister, and vice versa she once brought him her chewy snack,

Let's say you and Din need to visit uncle Paz more often, so Grogu develops proper taste for human, non-object food,

Crest sleeps with you and Din in bed. Neither of you can deny her that privilege,

But when Din finally adopts Grogu and the kiddo moves in, Crest will only sleep with him, guarding the little one all the time,

You and Din have no idea, but once Grogu snatched a small ball from daddy's car,(shiny-metal-ball-thingy from ship but in this case it's not metal and is child and pet friendly?) maybe he got it for kids at school but was forgetting to take it with him, Din big dummy dum,

Boba's lockscreen is a photo of you curled on the bed with the kitty atop of you(he is a big softie for both of you),

He has a huge folder with full on photos hoots of his cat,

But most pictures are blurred and the cat looks into camera like "human, don't bother me, human pet me, human bring treats),

Nonetheless, he treasures them dearly,

Paz' place is pet friendly,

He even has some dog and cat special dishes on the menu,

His doggo is his best culinary critic (after you of course),

Paz is thinking about making some accommodations in the backyard, back at home because he desperately wants to rescue more strays, but he keeps in mind that his farm animals need proper care too,

So he holds an event with local shelter at his place,

You help him organize everything perfectly, there is delicious food and lots of cute pets who are looking for a new home,

After fruitful ending you decide on collaborating witj the shelter as often as possible,

Paz even helped his old army pal adopt a dog because as a, selfcare king, he knows animals can provide great help when someone struggles with ptsd or anxiety.

As always please don't mind my mistakes. I hope you have been doing well, my writing bestie - 🐣

Screaming!!! Okay so sorry for taking so long, Saturdays are my 'busy' days lmao, also this can get as spicy as you want! I'm down for anything......

Please for the love of God yes, Boba totally has a Maine coon aka my favorite cat breed

He loves this cat dearly and you love when it comes and curls up on your lap

As for the name, what about Fennec??? Unless you want to have her be like his right hand in his organization

And Paz totally picks up strays and takes them to the local no kill shelter, he wants to keep them all, but he knows he can't

Paz is constantly sending the reader pictures of dogs and cats and animals doing various things, and recreating movie scenes

As for Paz's dog, a Chihuahua is so fucking perfect!!! Huge man with tiny dog yes please

(Though I may be biased because I own a three legged chihuahua named Guinevere aka Gwen)

Paz totally goes around shopping and everything with his little pupper with him (did you know they have harness for dogs so that you can carry them around like babies....so like my new pp except instead of Grogu its a doggo)

Paz also definitely allows pets into the restaurant and even has a little dog area for the pets to mingle while you eat

He of course is also a 5 star chef when it comes to feeding the animals, making sure to check all of the boxes when it comes to their basic nutritional needs

OMFG BIG BRAIN MOMENT, Paz is a certified rehabilitator for animals, he will take in hurt animals, domestic and wild, and help them until he can release them back into the wild or take them to the shelter/give them to a good home

Din totally goes jogging when he can, and he has a jogging stroller so Grogu can go with him (Grogu is on the smaller side because of his past hardships)

Grogu sooooo gets into Razor's treats (my sister used to walk along our alley behind our house and eat our dogs 😂😂)

Grogu and Razor are also partners in crime, they steal stuff and share the spoils all the time (hence why Din doesn't give Grogu chocolate or anything bad for dogs yet)

Din once found Grogu chewing on a bone he gave Razor and almost had a heart attack

Also the images of Grogu curled around Razor in his tiny space shipped bed, 102038302/10 too fucking cute (Grogu's room is space themed and you totally helped Din set everything up for him)

As for the metal ball, in this AU what if its like a small moon plushy that Din had in his classroom that Grogu keeps managing to sneak home until Din just gives up and let's him keep it? (Thats how the two of you got the idea for a space themed room)

Boba being a total grandpa taking pictures of his kitty to send to you all the time, aka another reason why they are blurry because Boba can't take a good picture to save his life lmao

Paz totally holds drives for the local shelter and events for people to come and meet animals they can adopted

Paz holding nights at the restaurant where all of the money is donated to the shelter and at the cash register he gives out home made dog biscuits as thank yous for coming in and donating

Omg Paz help his buddies with getting animals 😭😭

Also I raise you, Paz owns rabbits as well that he often takes with him when he visits Din's classroom (one of them is Grogu's and he comes over and plays with it and feeds it once a week)

(Send me THOTS!!)