#colt grice x oc

[lying-on-floors]

Modern AU things...

The AU

Some headcanons

Bertholdt has an older sister, Freya. Their father, Suraj, moved his family from India to Massachusetts after their mother died. Freya is working towards her medical degree, while Berthodlt is working towards his psychology degree. English is their second language, but they're both proficient enough that no one questions where they're from.

Bertholdt and Freya did classical ballet, and that's where they met Annie. She and Bert became friends soon enough, and then she met Reiner through Bert. Now, they're a dynamic trio.

Pieck's been dating her butch boyfriend for almost two years.

Colt and Pieck are childhood best friends, and she introduced Colt to Porco. The two men began dating after being friends for a few years.

Pieck and Porco always went to school dances together as friends. They tried dating once in middle school, but it never went anywhere, and neither were all too interested.

Marco and Ymir are first-generation Italian American, and both speak fluent Italian. Their mom moved from Italy to Massachusetts with her parents when she was 18. She met a second-generation Italian American man while going to a New Jersey college.

Gabi moved in with Reiner and Bertholdt when she was 16 after her parents divorced. Reiner blames himself because he has issues but also because his mom died and she wouldn't have needed to stay with her brother in the first place if he didn't cause his dad to leave. (His thoughts, the poor boy did nothing wrong.)

Gabi, Falco, Udo, Zofia, and Kaya carpool every now and then. Mainly, when Colt lets Falco borrow the car.

Porco and Piecks girlfriend, Miles, both wear the same cologne. (Your choice.)

Gabi plays volleyball. Reiner and Bert often try to make it to her games. Her parents don't show up for her much anymore. They've kind of declined over the years as she's gotten older. Reiner's always been there for her. Colt, Falco, Pieck, Jean, Armin, and Mikasa often go support her.

Zofia and Udo have a sweet little relationship. They've been dating since their freshman year of high school. They're silly.

Colt, like his mom, is an artist. He specializes in portraits, which is the same thing his mom specializes in. They spent a lot of time when he was growing up painting together. Cecilia has always encouraged it. She keeps large boxes of all of her kids' art and creations, including Pieck, who is the honorary third Grice sibling.

Colt's mom, Cecilia, is battling cancer at 53. She was 48 when she found out she had cancer. The only person who knew, aside from her medical doctors, was Gideon, Pieck's father, her childhood best friend. He later died due to a lung infection.

When Cecilia was too physically ill to hide her diagnosis from her kids, she sat them down to break the news to them. Her best friend was dead, so she had to do it alone. Colt was kind of mad that his mom kept this from him, but he knew he would've done the same thing.

Colt and Falco's dad, Ben, died in a work accident when Colt was 13.

Porco's older brother, Marcell, died (ik I'm sorry :/) when he was little from an accident. Porco still struggles with it and confides in Pieck and Colt the most about it. They're the only two people who have seen Porco cry since Marcell died.

Carla Yeager adopted Zeke when he was young. She then had Eren. Grisha died because he sucks and I don't like him.

Zeke and Eren argue often, and Zeke tends to be a bit overbearing, but he means well. Both of the yaeger boys are a bit annoying but Carla is an angel.

Levi is Mikasa's older cousin. He and Erwin adopted Mikasa after her parents died in a car crash when she was 7.

Carla and Levi often have tea together. They're shopping and gossip buddies.

Colt doesn't have many friends outside of Pieck, his boyfriend, and Marco. He and Marco became friends in high school after becoming partners on a science project. They shared a drunken kiss, but nothing came of it. It's an inside joke now.

Bertholdt's childhood nickname, "Bear," has stuck to him for life. Only close friends and family use it, though.

Speaking of childhood nicknames, Jean's mom still calls him "Jeanbo." He doesn't mind it much anymore, but it is a little embarrassing. Marco teases him about it all the time, lovingly, though.

Annie and Hitch live a state away, so they don't get to see their friends in person that often, but they do FaceTime a lot.

Bertholdt and his family are all super tall. He's 6'3, his sister is 6'0, and his dad is 6'2. His mom was 5'10.

Connie is Afro-Hispanic. He's also a trans man.

Sasha, Connie, Jean, and Marco all became friends in elementary school after being in the same after-school club. (What was it? Idk, choose.)

Hitch and Marlow are best friends. They did have a crush on each other in middle school, but it wasn't actually a crush. They just didn't know what to label it.

Marco's nickname amongst his friends (Connie and Sasha) is "Freckle Guy."

Colt spends a lot of time taking care of his mom, who has been getting better but is often on bed rest. She hides a lot of her pain from her kids, never wanting to involve them in it. She wants them to be as worry free as possible. She's a very strong woman and I admire her.

Jean hasn't come out to his grandad, Pops, yet. He's a devout Christian man who has talked about his hatred of queer people. Now, Jean isn't religious, but his mom and grandad are. He came out to his mom by accident. It was a drunken confession. She was pretty accepting of him, as she didn't share her father's views.

Marco and Jean often babysit Marco's young cousins. They're great babysitters. Historia and Ymir are like the fun aunts who probably shouldn't be left in charge too long.

Ymir is a chaos agent, and Historia is a chaos enabler.

This is all for now, I'll probably come up with more.

[wttcsms]

⋆｡‧˚ʚ WIP tag game! ɞ˚‧｡⋆

❀ tagged by @mangostarjam, my dearly beloved fuji

rules > make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous > let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! > tag others to continue the game

tagging: everyone!!! ii don't have many writer friends, but if you write, pls tag me <3 i will be participating & would love to get to know any more writer blogs

i have over 100 drafts, so here are just the most recent ones LOL. please feel free to ask about any of them <3 it might actually get me to finish them!!

daylight iii, 2 | colt grice midnight | oc x oc (LMAO, y'all didn't know i had this range, did you) no more keepin' score (now i just keep you warm) | eita otoya alone together [one] | rin itoshi it always leads to you [one] | sae itoshi now you hang from my lips like the gardens of babylon | simon 'ghost' riley (wow COD phase, talk abt a throwback) my heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue | jean kirstein pyrrhic [one] | tooru oikawa burnout season | michael kaiser brace for impact | keiji akaashi balancing act ii | satoru gojo if you feel like falling (catch me on the way down) THREE | yoichi isagi and if i had the cure (i'd save you first) | black noir losing all my innocence in the backseat | sae itoshi (READER IS SHIDOU'S SISTER, which i find funny) fit for a king | shoei barou when he sees me (i like him and he knows it) | gojohime (yes, i do write ship fic LOL) to the victor belong the spoils | naoya zenin angel of the morning | atsumu miya an indentation in the shape of you | tobio kageyama always gonna be you | yoichi isagi (from a request!) making things up as we go | osamu miya devil on my shoulder tellin' me i'll die soon (i don't really want that to impact you) | atsumu miya with a comma after dearest | megumi fushiguro my heart surrenders | kiyoomi sakusa (from a request!) talking rings and talking cradles | rensuke kunigami (from a request!) atsumu miya's guide to escaping the friend zone | atsumu miya and when i was shipwrecked (i thought of you) | michael kaiser two weeks notice | reo mikage (from a request!) easy like sunday morning | colt grice (from a request!) sweet nothing | rin itoshi let the light in | rin itoshi (from a request!) little dancer | childe lessons in jealousy | naoya zenin (from a request!) borderline | jin kiyora (from a request!) take my hand (take my whole life too) | yoichi isagi (from a request! SO EXCITED, ONE OF MY FAVES SENT THIS TO ME AND ASKED FOR YAN ISAGI, ILY FOR THIS) where's the trophy? (he just comes running over to me!) | rintarou suna (from a request!) repeat offender | hiromi higuruma levi x petra | ...the wip title gave away who the fic was for, doesn't it all that we see or seem | kento nanami it seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye | kento nanami but not kiss | kento nanami socialite x kita | shinsuke kita get him back! | tetsurou kuroo if not you, then who? | tooru oikawa (from a request!) contractually yours [one] | satoru gojo i think i wanna marry you! | bllk boys headcanons (from a request!) it's so sweet knowing that you love me | ryusei shidou (from a request!) half agony, half hope | tom riddle (guys... it was a phase... that lasted for years... and still a phase i am in, unfortunately enough)

+ there's more, i'm just going insane scrolling through my drafts. will rb whenever i add more <3

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Hiii Mickey! B4 I request smt I just wanna congratulate you on 500 (u deserve sm more) your writing is literally heaven. Shakespeare who? 🤔 Anyway, b4 I completely forget what I came to request and start yapping on about how ur a literature god, may I pls req jealously hc on SitH characters?

Sincerely,

friedrichswifegirlfriendfiancesidechick

── SOMEBODY'S JEALOUS!

Synopsis: Headcanons about how some of the SitH boys act when they are jealous.

Event Masterlist

Pairing: Colt x Reader, Friedrich x Reader, Hadrian x Reader, Marek x Reader

Word Count: 0.9k

Content Warnings: 3/4 of these characters are ocs from a specific fic i wrote so that ig?? also friedrich is a menace but what's new

A/N: you're too sweet anon AHAH thank you so much!! i can't believe you like sith sm that you want to request for it...that's actually so crazy to me but means sm thank you again!! i wasn't sure which characters you wanted so i just did my favs hehe

Additional: part of my 500 follower event! see the event description and rules to make a request of your own.

Colt Grice

i think he would be the pouty type of jealous if that makes sense

like he's not going to say anything outright but he lowkey acts like a child

becomes super clingy in the moment

afterwards is all like "why don't you love me anymore 🙁"

"what does he have that i don't 🙁🙁🙁”

he's cute about it though like you can't even be mad at him because he's genuinely so worried that you like this other person more

definitely would try not to make it your problem though like he recognizes that it's his own issue to deal with so he's not going to get upset with you just for talking to someone

will probably refer to himself as your boyfriend in front of whoever he's jealous of just so that they know their place and he WILL be petty about it

he's a pretty chill guy overall so i don't think he would be too horrible but he definitely has his moments of insecurity and doubt

would not hesitate to fight a man if you expressed that you were majorly uncomfortable though. he literally goes to the gym JUST to be able to beat a man up if necessary

otherwise though he trusts you to handle it

just be prepared for him to be extra affectionate afterwards

Friedrich Visser

unlike his best friend he turns into a supervillain if he's jealous

like friedrich 99% of the time is this sweet, adoring boyfriend (setting aside how sassy he is and how much he definitely teases you)

he jokes around a lot and is relatively unserious most of the time so you literally get whiplash when a guy starts flirting with you and all of a sudden your goofy bf is replaced with his evil twin

he's very tall and he will use that to full effect

modern au friedrich is a boxer so he gets bonus intimidation points for that and canon friedrich is a warrior candidate so at that point any guy might as well give up LMAOAO

he's also creepy looking (STILL HANDSOME GUYS I PROMISE HE'S HANDSOME HE JUST HAS A CREEPY VIBE TO HIM THAT FREAKS PEOPLE OUT) and normally he wishes he was more approachable but now?? it's exactly what he needs

he'll start whispering quietly in a foreign language and the person thinks he's cursing their bloodline (he's literally just reciting the irregular verbs in the preterite tense in spanish)

a glarer. he has a crazy death stare and he will take advantage of it

creates such an inhospitable atmosphere that the person literally just runs away out of fear

then he's back to his regular self and asks if you want a sweet treat or something

he's paying ofc because he's the best boyfriend in the world and you could never dream of wanting someone else. right??? 🤨🤨🤨

Hadrian Amata

to be honest i cannot see him being jealous or at least acting like he is

he is far and away the most emotionally mature person on this list (and probably in the entire sith-verse tbh)

like if someone is hitting on you he'll literally agree with them and tell them he thinks you’re pretty too

he might hold your hand or hug you or something in front of them just so that they leave you alone, but that's about the extent of it i think

he’s not a pushover though. if someone isn't taking a hint he will tell them to leave and then escort you away himself because he doesn't want you to have to deal with that kind of bs

he was raised with a sister so he knows better than to be possessive or controlling

he wouldn't want someone treating xanthe like that so he's not about to treat you like that yk??

major green flag but that was to be expected from him

Marek Birdwhistle

this depends on what universe we're looking at

if it's a modern au where he doesn't get scarred or pre-athyae then he's funny and lighthearted about it

he is canonically the best looking character in the story (besides y/n) pre-athyae incident so if we're talking about a world where he doesn't get tortured and whatnot then honestly just the sight of him near you will be enough for people to back off

like no wayyy are they flirting with you when MAREK BIRDWHISTLE is right there

honestly you might be the one who gets jealous i bet he gets mad bitches 😭

but he pretty much ignores all of them...he only really has eyes for you so although he's friendly to anyone he'll (very politely) reject anyone who makes serious moves

if someone does have the guts to approach you he'll lowkey judge them

he's going to be subtle about it but he won't hesitate to point out their flaws and ruin their self-confidence

now if this is in canon, especially post-athyae...i don't think he gets jealous necessarily because he literally just hates himself so much that it would only make sense if you want someone else

i’m not going to describe his injuries in this because they're pretty horrific and you’ve all read the chapter but yeah. he genuinely does not believe that you love him when he looks like that

he went from constantly being praised for being handsome to people being horrified by half of his face (which is generally kept bandaged but still) so it is a HUGE change for him

he would require reassurance that you are with him for more than just his appearance and that you don't find him hideous at all

omg pls be nice to him fr he deserves better i think the only characters who can claim to be treated as poorly by the narrative as him are the haas twins 😔

[mariascorzelliart]

Work finished

Colt Grice with his girlfriend(my oc Micol)

[deliahscrush2003]

My OC Ships || Part II

Hey everyone!

For those interested in the OC ships, I've compiled two lists. I have a bunch of OC ask games and tag games going around, so if you want to know more about a certain OC/Love interest, feel free to play!

If you guys want to be added to the taglist of a certain OC or OC ship, let me know !!

[ [ Link for Part 1 is at the bottom ] ]

[ [ Link for OC ask games and tag games at the bottom ] ]

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Carina Gunner & Jean Kirstein (Attack on Titan)

Else Gunner & Historia Reiss (Attack on Titan)

Brie Gunner & Colt Grice (Attack on Titan)

Lady Sylvia & Edmund Pevensie (Chronicles of Narnia)

Persephone "Perri" Shaw & Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds)

Kindred Blanche & Laxus Dreyar (Fairy Tail)

Ariel McKinnon & Fred Weasley (Harry Potter)

Cecilia "Cecily" Malfoy & Blaise Zabini (Harry Potter)

Sapphire Etoile & Padma Patil (Harry Potter)

Lucinda "Lucy" Lestrange & Daphne Greengrass (Harry Potter)

[ [ Here is the link for OC tag games and ask games ] ]

[ [ Here is the link for Part 1 ] ]

[tender-hearteddd]

bertholdt x oc longfic plot summary kinda??

aot spoilers (basically all seasons ://)

it’s kinda long but I would appreciate it if you read it all and gave me some much needed feedback, the storyline isn’t really laid out so beware 🙁

no one asked but I’m writing this bertholdt x oc longfic where my oc is from a fictional country based on my two cultures (north african and south asian) and her name is nazanin and shes apart of this secret organization of all women spies and they basically control governments behind the scenes and she joins the warrior candidates to gain back her homelands titan from marley and she makes friends with the warriors candidates but she’s best friends with bertholdt and blah blah blah they’re besties and she eventually gains back her homelands titan and this secret government organization is like ‘good now our homeland can return back to its greatness’ and marley is like ‘uhhh noooo we can’t lose any geopolitical power whatsoever so we’re going to intentionally send this little young brown girl to an island that has no one of her race living there I’m sure this will have no consequences at all’ they do this intentionally because they don’t want her homeland gaining back any power so she’s sent to paradis, her job in the breaching of wall maria is to go straight to the kings castle and kidnap the supposed founding titan and when she goes and grabs the king, she realizes he’s not the founding titan!! and she’s just kinda standing their awkwardly not knowing what to do and she looks around and there’s all these kings maids and workers and it turns out she’s not the only brown person there but there’s a whole race of her people living in the underground and they work as maids for the people in the inner wall!!! but they’re all oppressed because 1. classism 2. racism lol and she has like an existential crisis because of it and also her people praise her titan as their god/savior but they think it’s a god, not a person turning into a titan and rod reiss knows that abt these peoples belief and he knows that this thing isn’t a god but a titan shifter so he suspects that the maids and all the other workers have the titan and they attacked the king bc they know abt the founding titan but it was nazanin the whole time so all the kings workers are basically being tested to see if theyre titan shifters (they’re not) by rod reiss and the MPs VIOLENTLY assaulting them, they’re having body parts being cut off, majority are being killed, they’re mental health just becomes extremely worse; and that’s also apart of her existential crisis; anyways she goes crazy on this island, the 104th think she’s some type of crazed lunatic, she never sleeps, she never eats, she takes too long in the shower, she talks to nothing but really she’s talking to the person who held her titan before her (her father), she has vivid hallucinations, all she sees is blood on her hands, she sees people as Titans, and she could’ve swore she’s seen something glow out of Ymir’s wounds that one time she just loses her head on this island but it’s also apart of her training to be a spy for the secret government org she was kinda forced to be apart of and I’m not saying that all these people in the org have powers but they do have a higher level of consciousness and mental well being (nothing like telekinesis though or anything like superhero like) and in order to reach this level, you have to overcome the challenges of your mind and stuff like that anyways I’m sorry this is soooo long omg sorry I talked abt this on my Twitter account and people were just being really gross and racist bc my oc was a woc and it was an oc fic and that’s why I switched to tumblr lol I needed an outlet to express my thoughts so but I think I may have bertholdt be a prisoner for the survey corps and they use him whenever they need him and than he’s sent back to his cell or I may have him go back to marley and have him and OC be enemies and make it a friends to lovers to enemies fic or I may have eren be captured by the warriors but he’s turned into a warrior kinda but I’m leaning towards the first option and the second option

[saintcanary]

Sea of tears

Summary: continuation to {the four} Irene Banks continues with her duties after her encounter with the war chief, and later discovers what goes on behind closed doors.

Tags: {angst} {oc: Irene banks} {colt grice} {zeke yeager} {porco galliard} {pieck finger}

You charged through the streets, once covered in the dancing colors, now painted a gloom blue as golden hour fades with the day. Your mind ran circles at the bomb of information that was dawned on you. Spilling his plans, yet giving you no new leads.

“Jesus christ there you are! I was starting to think he ate you” Pock yelled from the front gate to the internment zone, waiting for you.

Though he was joking, the fear plastered on his face was hard to deny.

“What grunt work did he give you this time huh?” he asked.

Porco was left in the dark when it came to the meetings you’ve been having with the chief, it wasn’t like you wanted to keep him out of the loop, but...

Pock could get emotional, like really emotional.

He’s never once received a letter from Marcel. Which didn’t bother him, I mean you’ve never gotten any from Reiner, until October. The first trace of his existence since he left the harbor all those years ago. It didn’t feel real. I mean how was he able to send it? This was the first time the thought has ever crossed your mind.

“It must be bad. Your silence speaks volumes” he said.

You shook your head back to reality, welcomed back with his signature smirk.

“Five am training for the next week, nothing new” you sighed.

His ‘sizz’ sound escaped his lips once he heard your ‘made up’ punishment, the boy was always so gullible. Pock wrapped his arm around your slender neck dragging you inches down towards his chest as he held you into a playful headlock.

“That sucks kid” he said and began to walk you both inside the gates.

-

The next few days were spent locked inside, unless it was training. As much as you’d enjoy nothing more than to lay in your melancholy state for the remaining years, you had duties.

It was silly, you thought.

That war chief Yeager and the commander had you all train, as if we had anything to fight for. Marley isn’t at war, you and the others had no titan to inherit. It made no sense.

A rough tug on your lengthy midnight hair pulled you back (mentally and physically…)

Your tail took the fall onto the cracked pavement as your sabre landed next to you.

Fuck.

“Sorry!” the boy yelped.

Without another second to waste, you grabbed the wood beside you and jumped to your feet, striking the blonde at his side as you turned. He stepped back and held onto his ribcage, giving him no time to regroup, you landed another blow to his knees. He met the same fate and fell to the ground, where you once were.

You pointed your saber inches from his face, confirming his loss.

“Don’t apologize when fighting for your life” you said, offering your hand to the boy.

Colt grabbed it as you pulled him up to his feet, wincing as he did.

He was soft, too soft.

Yet there was talk he’d be the successor to the beast titan. Rumors, is what you thought. Pock would laugh any time he heard this rumor. He was solely convinced it would be him. Though he doesn’t have the brains for it’s unique capabilities, maybe that’s why they chose Colt, or plan to choose him.

“You’re right I’m sor-” he closed his mouth as he caught his mistake.

All you could do is nod at his action, you dropped his boney hand and stepped off the courtyard. Again, it is a waste of your time for them to have you training with ‘children’. Porco didn’t even train anymore and he needed practice. It almost felt like a prison sentence, maybe the chief is punishing you for your conversation before. You were out of line, but it wasn’t the first time. So why now?

He’s trying to distract me.

Your feet began to move before your mind could register it.

-

You knocked softly against the cold door.

No answer.

You knocked again.

Again, no answer.

The shuffling of feet, multiple, filled your eardrums.

Without a second thought you swung the door open, hitting the wall adjacent to it.

What the hell.

Three familiar figures huddled across a table, overlooking what seemed to be a map of some sort.

Six pairs of eyes landed on your still body. Like a doe in headlights.

One pair giving you an apologetic look.

Pock, Pieck, and the chief.

“Ah Irene, you know my hours are open a-”

“What the hell is this?” you cut him off.

No one answered.

Pock avoided your scowl as he looked to the ground.

You charged to the table and your eyes gazed at the map in front.

You saw blue. A body of blue all around a somewhat small mass of land.

The island of Devils.

Your fingertips ran across the coarse paper, you took it all in. Somewhere on this map, he was there. Before you could realize, a stream of tears ran down your hollow cheeks onto the pictured seas below you.

“What’s your plan” you asked

Pieck placed her gentle hand on top of yours.

“You know I can’t tell you that”

With that, you broke down.

Yells and cries leaving your strained throat as your knuckles clenched onto the paper, Pieck tightens her grip on your hand, her attempt to soak your pain for her own keepsake.

All you wanted was to save him.

That was always your mission.

Canary’s notes: took a little long to update but better late than never! again feedback always appreciated. more to come, talk soon. *:･ﾟ

[aackxrmxn]

Chapter Three: Titan Training - New Armoured & Jaw Titan Series

Warnings: Swearing, (somewhat) fighting, mature references, suicide thoughts/mentions.

Plot: Feeling as if you're not good to be the Armoured Titan, you seek out an old friend you find to be family and they give you the confidence to stand and fight.

Word Count: 3.6K+

This series: Chapter One: New Beginning || Chapter Two: Memories || Aackxrmxn's Masterlist

Pronouns of Reader: She/Her

Gender of Reader: Female

Pairing: Porco Gilliard!Son x Reiner Braun!Daughter Reader

Author's Note: So this chapter has been playing in my head for quite some time now and I wanted to write it out and live out my fantasy (HAHA). I've changed up some of the family tree because it makes more sense to me. The children of Reiner Braun and an OC mother are: Y/N Braun and her twin, Colt Braun (Grice in the fandom), Falco Braun (Grice in the fandom), and the younger OC twin girls, Sydney and Lilia Braun. The children of Porco Gilliard and Pieck Finger are: OC son, Erik Gilliard, and Gabi Gilliard (Braun in fandom). Bertholdt and Annie are also present in this imagine! The previous holders of the titans don't get eaten and I canon in my imagines they find a way to extract their essence and still live afterwards! Both the reader and Erik are of legal age (Reader being 21 and Erik being 20)!

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The wind blew through your hair, your face cold and damp from the sweat that glistened your skin. A heavy breath came from your mouth, stopping yourself abruptly, heaving at the sight before you. You felt like you were going to throw up, felt your lungs burning and stomach churning at the vigorous activity you had no choice but you participate in.

"Braun!" The soldier shouted, your ears began ringing as you turned in the direction of the voice. "If you don't get up and move your ass we'll give the Armoured to someone worth it." He yelled, pointing down at you.

Everyone was well ahead of you, almost at the finish line by now. Hell, even Gabi was doing alright despite her lethargicness. A part of you wanted to scream, wanted to curl up and cry in your bed from embarrassment, another part of you wanted to prove to them that giving you the Armoured wasn't for nothing.

Reiner and his wife watched on with knowing faces from the side, seeing you pant and almost pass out from the pressure of it all. They knew you weren't the fastest or best pick for being a warrior, but you had great battle IQ and combat training that your lack of stamina was overlooked, until now.

"Start moving it, Braun! You wouldn't like what I'd have in store for you if you didn't, girl!" At that threat from the Theo Magath, you took a deep breath, repositioning your rifle at your side and began running. "Girls got another thing coming if she thinks she get slack off." He grumbled to the other soldier who nodded in agreement.

By the time you finally crossed the finish line, you collapsed to the floor and stared up at the cloudy sky. I hope it rains, you thought to yourself, but knowing your luck, it wouldn't.

Despite having already gotten your titans, you still went through tough training; it had probably increased now you were titans and needed to defeat Marley.

"You alright?" You saw Gabi sitting next to you and comforting put her head on your chest. "Your heart is beating really loudly." She commented and closed her eyes.

"Eh, I wonder why." You say sarcastically and put a hand on her head, stroking out her hair. "I don't know how much of this I can take. If Magath makes us run or something, I'm gonna be throwing up in the closest bin."

"That's if you can reach it in time." Someone kicked your foot and you glared up at Erik standing over you with a sly smirk. "Chances are you'll be on the ground passed out on the next exercise. The Armoured Titan, as much as it is useful, doesn't have a lot of stamina, hence why you're on the ground and I'm still standing. The Jaw Titan withstands a lot more stamina than the Armoured, therefore making tithe superior."

Samantha scoffed and shoved Erik, "Yeah, that's why when a canon or something hits you, your face will be blown off and not the Armour's. Hence," She stood over his body on the dirt, "Making the Armoured superior to the Jaw Titan." Samantha turned at the scoffing Erik and helped you up off the floor.

"Thanks Sammy." You smiled at her and she smiled back, patting you on the back. "But really, I will throw up if go on."

"I'll hold your hair back then." She says.

"Right, everyone in formation!" Magath yells, grabbing everyones attention and walking down the steps to stand in front. "We're going to take a breather, come back in twenty minutes with your best faces." Magath said and everyone began to walk away, "And Braun," You spun at hearing your name, "Fix yourself before I fix it for you. Armoured or not, I'll wack you around the head so hard you'll be unconscious for weeks."

"Yes Sir!" You said, and gave him the dirty eye as he turned, wanting nothing more than to wack him across the back of the head instead, preferably in your titan form, that would show him.

Gabi stayed behind as you slowly made your way up the stairs, softly laughing at you as she saw you struggling. "You really are having a hard time today, aren't you?"

"You have no idea." You panted and stopped, trying to catch your breath. That's when someone leaned over the railing just above your head and lifted you from your feet and over the railing. You turned to see it was your mother and father standing there, Reiner must've picked you up.

Your mother came over and kissed you on the cheek, quickly regretting her idea as she saw how sweaty you were. "Honey, we grabbed you a water bottle, thought you'd need it." Your mother handed you the bottle and you smiled, seeing Colt walk over with Sydney and Lilia in each of his hands.

Lilia giggled and ran over to her parents, looking up at you and screaming in fright, tripping over her feet in the process. Reiner managed to stop her fall and lift her into his arms as she cowered away from you.

A pain shot through your heart at hearing her whimpered and not look at you. She was terrified of you now, having tried to eat you previously when you first became a titan. You tried to kill your whole family and you didn't even remember it.

You looked down, tears forming in the corners of your eye. "Y/N," Your mother reached for you and grabbed your arm but you shrugged her away.

"I'm going to find something to eat." You mumbled and began walking away, Gabi trying to keep up with your long strides. "Please, I want to be alone right now, Gabi." She stopped, watching as you walked away with your head hanging low.

Magath was walking in your direction, no bothering to stop himself as he crashed with your body. Before you could even see who it was, a hard smack was delivered to the back of your head and you groaned. "Watch where you walk, girl! And you better stop crying before I give you something to cry about!"

He scoffed and walked away from you, walking past your family and Gabi. "Damn kids, better talk to your daughter about respect and manners." That was your final straw and you ran off crying.

Your legs burned as you did, but you didn't care. You were always such a strong person mentally, but now inheriting the Armoured Titan, it seemed as if you were getting worse by the day. Your dad really did suffer from a lot of things and despite seeing how low he was, he did a great job of hiding a lot of it.

You had ran the a deserted alleyway, realising you were close to Zeke's house and decided to knock on his door. He still had the Beast Titan, himself wanting to find a candidate he wanted instead of the military finding one for him.

He opened the door, cigarette in his hands and a sleepy look on his face. He saw your sweaty and teary face mixed with dirt and gasped. "I'm sorry, did I wake you?" Your voice was weak as you spoke.

"No, of course not. Would you like to come in?" He stepped aside and you nodded your head. Walking into his house, you stood by the door, "You can sit."

"I'm dirty." You whined and he shook his head with a smile.

He poured himself a cup of coffee, "I can clean it off; perks of having a leather couch." You smiled and sat down on the couch, sighing from the comfort, "Would you like a cup of coffee? You look like you need it."

"Please," You practically groaned, maybe it would help you when you went back, which you definitely didn't want to do; perhaps you would miss it and hear Magath's scream another time.

Suddenly there was a loud crashing in his kitchen. "Oh, I forgot to shut the kitchen window when I was smoking. Help yourself to the coffee." Zeke got up and went into he kitchen and you looked down at the book he was reading.

You picked it up and read the epilogue: There was an ordinary girl in a world of superhuman people, she could only wish she were special like that. But truth be told, she was special in her own way, even if she didn't possess superhuman abilities.

"You like it?" Zeke asked suddenly from behind you and you gasped. "Apologies, I get sucked into books when I read them too and forget about the outside world." He explained with a warm smile and sat back down in his chair. "If you like it, you can have it."

You looked at him, "Really?" You asked surprised.

"Yes, I've read it a few times already." He said, "You can always come and read some of my books if you wish, I won't bite." He chuckled and you couldn't stop the tears in your eyes, "Y/N, what's the matter?"

You sniffed and wiped away the tear. "Uh," You laughed a bit from nervousness, "Just... I mean, I've read books before, but I've never had a book of my own. My family isn't that wealthy to afford books."

Zeke looked at you with a comforting smile and pat the spot beside him. You rounded the table and sat beside him as he tucked you into his side. "Honey, you can always come here and take some books. You know that. I wouldn't even mind if you permanently borrowed some."

You smiled and rested your head on him, grabbing the coffee cup you poured and took a sip. It was a little bitter and a bit hot, but you still drank it. "Thanks, Uncle Zeke." You said.

"Anytime. Now," He pulled away from you and looked down at you in concern, "Why are you so upset?" He wiped the tear rolling down your cheek.

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You told Zeke everything, from how you felt bad for not being good enough for the Marley Military, how you felt useless, how you felt mentally after inheriting the Armoured Titan; you told him everything, even things you hadn't told your parents, like your nightmares and desire to jump off a cliff.

Zeke was there through everything, gave you advice and tips to help you, knowing vaguely what your father had went through. You both ended up going into his personal library to see his large collection of books. You were in awe as he insisted you take at least five, giving you a big book. The book was a hardcover, brown and gold on the front, black lining the pages; it was barely readable, but you saw the title, 'The History of Marley and Paradis.' He insisted you read that book first.

You smiled and wiped down your dirty face with the bottom of your shirt as you and Zeke walked back to the training grounds, everyone walking over to Magath waiting and your eyes widened.

"I'm late!" You gasped as you reached your parents who looked concerned at not seeing you down with the others. Your mother tried to come towards you, but Reiner held her back, saying something in her ear and she stopped herself. "Magath's gonna kill me!"

"Tell him you were helping me, he can talk to me if he has anything to say about it." Zeke said as you placed the books he gave you on the ground and began to run down the stairs.

The coffee you had must've helped you regain some of your energy because you ran over to the others without wanting to collapse on the floor.

"Braun, where were you? Crying in the corner like the baby you are?!" Magath yelled, stopping right in front of you as you stood next to Erik.

You looked up at him, not batting an eyelash in fear of him. "No Sir, I was helping Zeke with some chores." You placed your hands behind your back.

"Oh really, and it so happens you were still late to my training. Braun, if you wish to distract your mind from the terrors you face, then do it elsewhere and not in my time, do I make myself clear?" He crouched, reaching your level and yelled in your face.

"You do Sir, but I was helping Zeke with battle plans for his next mission." Magath stood up straight and you didn't take your eyes off him. "So if you wish to prioritise your little training session above our next mission, then it seems you're not fit to lead the military."

Your eyes widened and you smacked a hand over your mouth, stopping yourself from talking. The others snapped their heads towards you and you wanted to faint and throw up right then and there. The other soldiers were now to looking at you like you had grown two heads.

Magath was looking down at you with an anger in his eyes and and looked up to see Zeke who waved obvious to what you had just said. Magath scoffed, spinning on his heels and walked away.

You slowly lowered your hand, wondering why he hadn't just killed you right then and there. "Everyone is getting into their titan forms, the person that wins will have a free day tomorrow."

You all muttered between yourselves; none of you had shifted into your titans since the day you got turned into one. You would barely know what to do. "Sir, what do you mean by first one on top?" Daniel said.

"Oh, not you Daniel. You'll trample everyone in sight." Magath turned to him and Daniel looked down in embarrassment. "But the rest of you is battling it out. The last person standing will earn a free day tomorrow. Oh, and Gabi, you're sitting out too. I want just the titans that can attack one-on-one to battle it out."

Erik shoved you a little, "Gonna beat your ass, prove to you that the Jaw Titan is the superior." He gave you the side eye and you smirked at him.

"Unlikely. No hard feelings though, right?" You looked up at him.

"Of course not darling," He brought you into his side jokingly, "Don't hold back on me."

"Wasn't planning too." You shoved him as Magath ordered you all to move. You went to one side of the field, Samantha to the other, and Erik the other. You were handed a knife to slice your hand open to activate your titan and stood both confidently and impatiently. You had no idea where this confidence had come from; another one of your dads traits, perhaps?

Magath ordered you all to transform and you cut your hand on the knife and heard the piercing sound of the titan scream along with a blinding green light. You had hoped that someone had taken Lilia away from seeing you again, no doubt making her more scared of you than she already was.

You stumbled a little, the ground shaking slightly as you stood tall in your titan form. "Yay! Y/N is the best!" You turned and saw through the eyes of your titan that Sydney was screaming at you in happiness at seeing her older sister in her titan form, Lilia, on the other hand, watched on in shock but didn't turn away from the sight unfolding in front of her. Your parents were holding onto the railings in anticipation and worry at seeing you, Zeke giving you a warm smile.

You were knocked over then, a force shoving you onto the ground and you grunted as your head slammed onto the ground. You saw the Jaw Titan, Erik going to strike your face, clearly taking advantage of your slowness.

He had clearly forgotten you were the best in the class when it came to combat training, knocking him on his ass each time, despite your lack of stamina.

You grabbed Erik's hand, crushing it under pressure and stopping it midway. You lifted your legs, going under him and using his light weight as the Jaw Titan to kick him up, making him get thrown over your head and get slammed into the wall a few yards from you.

You got up, still getting used to being in such a frightening form and heard Sydney screaming out, yelling your name in happiness. You wondered what you looked like, still not knowing, were you ugly? You kind of hoped so, you hoped you looked scary.

Erik shook his head, gaining his composure as you heard someone come up behind you, but you already noticing, dodged it, grabbing their arm that swung at you and locking it behind their back and using your free hand to hold around the back of their neck. They took that as chance to swing your feet out from under you and put you in a choke hold.

You looked up and saw Samantha's titan. "So much for being my friend." You said as she held you tighter. Luckily for you, the armour you possessed made it hard for her to grab the flesh around your neck and choke you out. Twisting your hand, you grabbed ahold of her hand and snapped it, hearing her titan roar; did it hurt her? If so, you felt bad, but you really wanted that day off tomorrow. Clearly she did too.

The Jaw Titan came rushing then, his speed fast. He tackled Samantha and they went flying off you and you rolled so you were on your hands and knees.

You looked around, seeing the metal poles supporting the military's makeshift house where they kept all their equipment. This'll piss Magath off, you thought and smirked as you darted off the ground, your hand reaching out at the perfect time and grabbing Erik's face as his mouth opened to bite down on Samantha's injured arm. You pull him, throwing him as hard as you could against the metal poles, shaking the structure and the soldiers all screamed out in fear.

You did it again, Erik not being able to recover quick enough from your actions and you heard Magath yell at you. "Braun, your family will be paying for this to be rebuilt if you break it!"

You stood up tall then, towering over Magath's body on top of the structure and he gasped at seeing your eye glowing eyes piercing down at him, he took a cautious step back, clearly scared you were about to attack him or something. You grunted, hot steam coming from your mouth and blowing onto him almost in annoyance as you slammed Erik's head down in the dirt.

Samantha took it upon herself to jump on you, her legs straddling your head and everyone on the structure began running off, clearly terrified the structure was going to collapse on them.

She grabbed ahold of your head, trying to rip your head off. Dude, what did I ever do to you? You frowned at her and spun, not wanting to actually hit the structure. You tried to take a step forward, but a pain shot through your body at feeling Erik's teeth clamp down on the back of your knee.

You fell onto your other knee as you gave out. Samantha pulled your head, exposing the unarmored part of your neck and Erik came up to bite down. Your hand came up to throw Samantha off but her legs tightened around your head, stopping you.

Erik bit down and pain shot through your body, so you did feel pain. You hand then came down onto Erik's head, hitting him away, the bit he gave not hard enough to rip you from your titan. You rolled, slamming Samantha's body onto the ground and she let you go.

Erik charged, clearly annoyed you were still standing and you grabbed his face, slamming him down onto Samantha, causing the plates on his face to shatter slightly. They started fighting then, averting their attention to themselves and you stood up, feeling the back of your knee heal.

"I am not coming back here tomorrow, no way." You grunted inside the carcass and pulled your hand back as far as it could, punching Samantha in the head. That seemed to do as she flew back and hit her back onto the wall, body going limp.

Erik bolted away, he was planning something. While you were on one side of the field, he was on the other and you both stared each other down.

"One down, one annoying asshole to go." You ran, you knew he beat you in speed and agility, but you would win in brute strength. He ran towards you, slightly going to your left to attack the unarmored parts of you, most likely your elbow seeming it was moving as fast as your legs. He jumped, barely missing your elbow as your hand came down, throwing him to your other hand and holding his hand in a crushing force.

Now, you wouldn't crush his head fully, only a little. It brought you a slight joy to see him struggling, having him exactly where you wanted him. You crushed his head, letting your hands harden and you saw the slight panic in his titans eyes as you he would be able to escape.

You noticed in the corner of your eyes that Samantha was waking up and you cursed yourself for not knocking her out long enough. A thought struck you then as you let your hands harden quicker and Erik wasn't able to move at all.

Samantha stood, seeing what was happening and went over. You existed your titans body, hoping it would hope out long enough as you jumped to the floor and prepared yourself. When Samantha was right where you needed her, still not noticing you standing there, you transform again.

She looked down just as your hand punched her from under the jaw and she flew up, this time hitting the ground completely unconscious and you heard cheering as you were the last one standing.

You saw Gabi and Daniel cheering you and you almost forgot people were watching, other people close by watching with amazement in their eyes. You turned then, hearing your parents cheering and you almost cried; Lilia was screaming in excitement and clapping her hands.

[jujujitsu]

SO, just wanted to ask because i've got some new people following. Like this post if you want to be added to my tag list for my fics.

This includes ALL of them, War/Champ, random OC AU because i'm honestly writing Adde/ Reiner shit right now.

What's coming up?

I do have some beast hybrid fics coming up that will be reader insert. I uh, have a stepcest thing too concerning Reiner x Fem Reader. It's currently a WIP. It's not normally my thing but honestly, Reiner makes every dark trope hot for me so I can't resist. Kinda thinking about party boys Marcel and Porco on a dubcon thing....guess we'll be doing some dark writing in early 2022?

We'll be finishing War/Champ book 1 this year.

I'll be starting on my actual novel so, we'll be seeing that probably early 2023.

I get my tablet soon, so art is going to be popping up more and more.

Writing suggestions?

What's something you'd like for me to write this year concerning Reiner, Marcel, or Porco? I think I might be simping for Colt Grice but that's kinda just dancing around my head. He might be too much of a good boy for me. I like'em, damaged.

ANYWAY send me suggestions!

[aackxrmxn]

Chapter One: New Beginning - New Armoured & Jaw Titan Series

Warnings: Swearing, (somewhat) fighting, mature references, suicide thoughts/mentions.

Plot: Being the daughter of Reiner Braun has guaranteed you a spot to be the new Armoured Titan, as well as Porco and Pieck's son and daughter (Erik and Gabi) to inherit both the Cart and Jaw Titan, but is that truly what you want?

Word Count: 2.5K+

This series: Chapter Two: Memories || Aackxrmxan's Masterlist

Pronouns of Reader: She/Her

Gender of Reader: Female

Pairing: Porco Gilliard!Son x Reiner Braun!Daughter Reader

Author's Note: So this chapter has been playing in my head for quite some time now and I wanted to write it out and live out my fantasy (HAHA). I've changed up some of the family tree because it makes more sense to me. The children of Reiner Braun and an OC mother are: Y/N Braun and her twin, Colt Braun (Grice in the fandom), Falco Braun (Grice in the fandom), and the younger OC twin girls, Sydney and Lilia Braun. The children of Porco Gilliard and Pieck Finger are: OC son, Erik Gilliard, and Gabi Gilliard (Braun in fandom). Bertholdt and Annie are also present in this imagine! The previous holders of the titans don't get eaten and I canon in my imagines they find a way to extract their essence and still live afterwards! Both the reader and Erik are of legal age (Reader being 21 and Erik being 20)!

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It was a calm and peaceful day, the bird chirped above Liberio and you could see the clouds passing slowly over your head. It wasn't too hot, nor too cold and you breathed in the air deeply before exhaling. You tugged up the yellow arm band you wore on your left arm and looked down at the green grass beneath your body. You weren't sure how long you have been sitting out here in the sunlight, soaking up as much as you could before the day began and your mother began to show concern, turning to Reiner sitting at the dining table with his mother, speaking in hushed voices.

"Reiner, do you think she's ready for this?" Your mother asked him and he looked up to see his wife standing at the kitchen sink with a cloth in her hand. "I mean, she isn't particularly the strongest out of them. What if she gets hurt, or worse...-" Your mother didn't want to bare loosing one of her precious children.

Reiner stood from his seat and came over and held his wife's shoulder softly and looked down at her. "I'm not sure if she's ready for this either, but we have to trust the Marleyean Soldiers that they're ready." He sighed, "I don't want her to be as corrupt as I am, and knowing that she's getting my titan will make me even more concerned for her."

By now you had stood up from your position on the ground and smiled as Samantha, Annie Loenhart's daughter came up the hill to your house. "Hey Y/N, you ready for today?" She asked and stood in front of you.

You shrugged, turning slightly in the direction of your house after hearing what you mother and father said about you. "Well, it's either now or never." You said and shifted your weight from foot to foot.

The thought of becoming a titan scared you, yet you knew that this is what you had to do to help your family, and no matter how hard it was for you, you would do it for them and the people of Marley. What was even more worrying was that you were inheriting your father's titan; he was a hot mess most of your life, having extremely bad nightmares that your mother could barely help him, having almost unpredictable emotions sometimes, and sometimes even forgetting where and who he was, sometimes he even thought he was the soldier on Paradis. There was no doubt you would have to experience what he went through at Paradis and feel what he felt.

Your father had always been a good man though, helping raise his five children with his wife and mother. Sometimes Porco and Pieck would bring over Erik and Gabi to play with their kids.

Speaking of Porco and Pieck's kids, Erik yelled out something as he came running up the hill, panting as he finally made it up to the top. Samantha rolled her eyes and pushed Erik back down the hill to which you snorted and watched him tumble down the hill. You turned then, going to go back inside your house and leave Erik to struggle up the hill again.

You grabbed Samantha's hand and began to walk into the back door of your home. "Hi Helen, hi Reiner." Samantha greeted both of your parents and they smiled and brought her into a hug.

"How's your mother going? I heard she was seeing someone." Your mother wiggled her eyebrows at hearing her best friend potentially finding someone after her bad experience with Samantha's father.

"Oh yeah, it's alright. I found it's Bertholdt that she's talking too, so it's kinda awkward." She laughed nervously as both your parents gawked at who Annie's seeing now.

"Annie and Bertholdt are fucking?!" Erik yelled as he stood in the doorway. He was panting and had bits of dirt and grass over him.

"No!" Both you and Samantha yelled at the same time and he grumbled as he went over to the pantry and made himself at home by eating the lemon cake your mother made the other day.

Your mother chuckled and stroked Reiner's arm comfortingly, "Well, I'm happy she's seeing someone." She smiled and looked up at Reiner who was looking down at her lovingly.

"Mummy, mummy!" Your younger sister, Lilia screamed as she came through the front door in a rush. "We saw big circle in the sky!" She screamed in excitement, her same red hair as her mothers whoosing through the still air in the house.

"Woah, did you really?" She smiled as she picked up her other daughter of 3 years old, a spitting image of her. "Must have been amazing."

"Yeah, and- and Falco tripped over and started crying." Lilia exclaimed as the front door opened again and Colt, Falco and Sydney, your twin and younger siblings came through.

Reiner's mother got up and helped Falco with the graze on his knee. "Oh no, are you okay Falco?" Your mother asked and walked over to him as well and he nodded before sniffing and looking away in embarrassment. Colt handed you Sydney, a spitting image of Reiner, as she was asleep in your arms.

"I ran into a bee nest by accident when taking a shortcut home." Colt said and went over to the tap and splashed cold water on his face and back of his neck.

"Jesus, you didn't get Sydney stung did you?" Reiner asked and walked over to him and helped clean off the bits of dirt and branches stuck on his arm band and back of the shirt.

"No, but thanks for showing care to me as well, dad." He jokingly said and punched dad in the stomach playfully. They spoke and laughed some more before Colt looked towards Erik eating and watching everyone. "Hey! Those are mine!" Colt snatched the food from Erik's hands and he glared at Colt.

"Oh come on man, I'm staving. Mum and dad don't give me food." Erik whined and you rolled your eyes before going to put your sister in her cot in your parents room.

"Bullshit, you're always eating something." They argued for a while and you put Sydney down in her cot, Reiner's mother suddenly in the room too.

She had a smile on her face and she pat the bed which your mother and father slept on. "So, how are you feeling darling? Nervous? You don't have to do this sweetheart, we all understand why you wouldn't."

You sat beside her and she took your hands in her warm and soft ones. "It's okay ma'am-ma, I want to. It'll help us." You said and smiled at her weakly.

"You don't have to do it for us, please know that." She said, her smile dropping slightly and she rubbed her forehead. "You know... you sound just like your father... wanting to help the family. Now look at him, he's barely holding himself together. If it wasn't for your mother and you children, I'm afraid he would have-" She stopped herself and took a deep breath. She turned to you then, "All I'm saying is that I'm scared you're going to go the same way as him."

You looked down at your hands then, was this really what you wanted? Were you just doing it for your family? Of course you were.

"Just... think about this. I don't want to loose one of my grandchildren before I go." She got up then and left you in the room with yourself and sleeping sister.

You got up too then, after tucking in Sydney and went for the door. Falco, Lilia, and your mother were on the couch and Erik, Colt, Reiner, and his mother at the dining table.

"Oh honey, Samantha had to leave, she told me she'll see you later one tonight when- well, you already know." You mother explained with a small smile.

You nodded and looked over at the dining table where you saw Erik eating your shortbread and you frowned. "I tried to stop him!" Colt pointed the finger at him as you snatched the food from his hands.

"They're mine, dumbass." You muttered and made your way to your room, leaving Erik whining once again. You sighed and put the packet of biscuits on the drawers in your room and sat down on your bed before flopping down on your back. "I don't know." You mumbled as you rolled to lay on your stomach and look at your teddy bear. "What should I do?" You asked it, not expecting an answer.

"Do what you want." You jolted as you heard your dad at the doorway of your bedroom. You rolled and faced him as he came in and sat on the end of your bed. "Don't do this for anyone but yourself Y/N, take that from me." Reiner explained as you sat next to him.

There was a silent moment as you tried to think of something. "Is it hard?" You asked and he looked at you confused, "Is it hard to want to live?" Reiner sighed and pulled you in his side, you laying your head on his shoulder.

"My honest opinion?" You nodded, you wanted- no, needed to know. "Everyday when everyone is asleep I'm tempted to kill myself. I want to end it all and for it all to be done. But I can't bring myself to it because of you, because of your mother, because of the rest of you... my mother... hell even Porco."

You stared at the ground of your room as you heard what your father had to say. "Will I-"

"Get it too?" You dad finished and you nodded. "I'm not entirely sure. I know you'll get my memories, and I don't wish to put that onto anyone. There are traces of the person that had the titan before that will linger into the new person but I can't be certain."

"Dad." You spoke and sat up straighter, "I want to do this though, not for me, because that's selfish, but for all of us. If not for you and mum, then for Falco, Sydney and Lilia; so they can have a future."

Reiner sighed again, "Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure." You said and your dad nodded and stood up. You did too and he brought you into a hug. "You don't have to worry about me dad."

"I'll always worry about you, you're my daughter." He spoke lowly.

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A gasp left your lips as you tore yourself from the titan beneath you. You wanted to breath fresh air, anything that wasn't the hot steam around you.

"Get her out of there!" A Marleyean Soldier yelled and your head spun, perhaps from the hot steam burning your face. Hands grabbed under your arms and yanked you from the titan beneath you.

Were you just attacked by a titan? Is that why so many were trying to get you out? Did titans attack somehow? No, no that wasn't right at all, titans only attacked Paradis. You were in fact a titan and were being pulled out of the armoured titan.

You faded between both consciousness and unconsciousness, seeing faces above you and blurred talking. You frowned and tried to reach for what looked like your mother above you.

"It's okay honey." She smiled and grabbed your shaking hand, "You did it."

Erik's face popped in your vision then and he looked slightly concerned but as soon as he saw you were awake he scoffed, "You're one ugly ass titan."

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Your eyes fluttered open and you looked around to see it was night time. You were in your room with a thin blanket covering you. You threw the blanket off you and sat up, head still slightly spinning, but manageable. Your mouth was dry and you needed water.

You got off your bed and began walking towards your kitchen, everyone had gone to bed. You drank the cool water, humming as it touched your throat. Your eyes widened then as your saw a man sitting out on the hill of your house and you grabbed the closest thing to you, which was a saucepan. They were turned away from you, sitting and picking at the grass like you had earlier that day.

You snuck up behind them and went to wack them until you saw it was Erik. "Erik?! What the hell are you doing here?"

Erik jolted and spun around to see you in just an oversized tee shirt and bit his lip, luckily you didn't see it. "Why do you have a frypan?" He asked and stood up.

"Frypan? A frypan?! Are you dumb? This is a saucepan!" You grumbled and lowered it.

"Whatever it is!" He said and shook his head. "Are- are you okay? You didn't look that good earlier. Thought you were gonna die on us to be honest. Should've seen the look on Lilia's face when she saw you as a titan. She might not like you that much now." Erik laughed.

You weren't laughing though. "I- I would never hurt her." You whispered.

"Well, you tried too." Your head snapped up at him. He continued, "Now they've found a way to take the essence out of the previous titan shifter, we didn't exactly want to eat it seeming it wasn't a person. Seeming you were the first one to go through this, the soldiers didn't keep us back far enough to not be noticed and you tried to attack your whole family. Everyone was terrified. But after your go, the rest of us went further away from the crowd and we didn't try and attack anyone."

A muffled whimper came from your mouth as your dropped the saucepan in your hands and collapsed to the ground. "I tried to eat you guys?"

Erik's eyes softened as he crouched down on the ground with you. "But you didn't. Y/N, I think we all would've done the same thing if it were us and not you, you're not to blame."

He sat so his legs were outstretched and brought you closer so you were nuzzled into his side. You both sat in silence as you tried to recover your emotions. You had never been this close to Erik before and it was slightly overwhelming for you, the man you supposedly hated was now holding you as you shook.

You sat there for what seemed like half the night, and you finally looked up at him. He was staring up at the sky and feeling your eyes on him made him look down at you with curious eyes.

"Why are you being so kind to me?" You asked and he looked away, getting a glimpse of the scars on his face left behind from his jaw titan.

He chuckled, "No idea to be honest. Maybe it's because something so important has happened to me and I now need to be a man and not a boy. Maybe it's because I saw my dad's memories... maybe it's because I l-" He quickly cut himself off and tched.

"Well, whatever it is I like it." You mumble and watched as the sun began to rose.

In the window of the kitchen, your parents watched with a small smile on your face as the romance began to bloom between the two of you. Perhaps you would turn out to be okay after all.

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Chapter Two: Memories - New Armoured & Jaw Titan Series

Warnings: Swearing, (somewhat) fighting, mature references, suicide thoughts/mentions.

Plot: Now you were the new armoured titan, you have to learn the ropes of how to control it, memories come back to you, but they're not yours. You find a disturbing memory that Reiner had experienced in the past.

Word Count: 2.4K+

This series: Chapter One: New Beginning || Aackxrmxan's Masterlist

Pronouns of Reader: She/Her

Gender of Reader: Female

Pairing: Porco Gilliard!Son x Reiner Braun!Daughter Reader

Author's Note: So this chapter has been playing in my head for quite some time now and I wanted to write it out and live out my fantasy (HAHA). I've changed up some of the family tree because it makes more sense to me. The children of Reiner Braun and an OC mother are: Y/N Braun and her twin, Colt Braun (Grice in the fandom), Falco Braun (Grice in the fandom), and the younger OC twin girls, Sydney and Lilia Braun. The children of Porco Gilliard and Pieck Finger are: OC son, Erik Gilliard, and Gabi Gilliard (Braun in fandom). Bertholdt and Annie are also present in this imagine! The previous holders of the titans don't get eaten and I canon in my imagines they find a way to extract their essence and still live afterwards! Both the reader and Erik are of legal age (Reader being 21 and Erik being 20)!

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"I'm like... always hungry, it isn't fair. Dad, did you ever get this hungry?!" Erik yelled out to his father who wasn't even 5 feet away from him. You rolled your eyes and held onto Sydney as she glanced up at the cloudless sky, Falco holding your spare hand.

You had gained a lot of strength since inheriting the armoured titan, slamming doors open and closed by accident, breaking multiple glasses when you barely held them.

You saw your mother growing tired of holding Sydney in her arms all day as you walked through the markets and offered to hold her, Falco already clinging onto your hand previously.

"Do you think there'll be pow pow's tonight?" Lilia asked excitedly as she was referring to fireworks. Reiner held her head as he walked under a poster.

"There might be. Who knows?" Reiner smiled at his youngest daughter and glanced over to his oldest daughter, you. He was slightly worried that you would crumble under the pressure of being the new armoured titan, but seeing you smile and talk with your mother and Sydney made his mind ease a little.

Truth be told, you had already experienced a few nightmares, but you hadn't told anyone, not wanting to worry them with it, and each morning you put on a brave face and warm smile.

Gabi was trailing behind with her mother, Pieck, almost sluggishly. Gabi now understood why her mother was so sluggish all the time, and that being because she wasn't used to standing like a normal person, but crouched down like the cart titan.

Karina, Reiner's mother, was still at home baking cookies for everyone for when they got back. She had shown the most concern for you so far, coming to check on you throughout the day to make sure you were okay, and it was honestly nice.

Tonight was the night where everyone celebrated the new titans, which include yourself, Erik, Gabi, Samantha (Annie's daughter), and Daniel (Bertholdt's son). The rest of them would meet you there and the families would have front seats to seeing their loved ones offered the red arm bands and made into offical warriors.

In all honesty, you didn't want to participate in this, you hated crowds enough as it was and you weren't feeling your best. Whether that was nerves or you still adjusting to be a titan shifter, you didn't know.

"Y/N, are you getting drunk after? Colt and I are, you should too." Erik said and barged his way between Falco and you and you glared at him. The kind man you were talking to the other night was gone and the same goofy boy known as Erik Gilliard was back; you were hoping the goofy boy would stay gone, but obviously not.

"I'm not feeling that great, probably not." You said and turned back, completely ignoring him as he whined and pouted.

He scoffed, "You've never been drunk and it's no fun."

"Probably because I don't want to deal with your stupid ass all night, that's why." You grumbled and stopped at a stall where Sydney was grabbing at a butterfly pendant.

"This is cute!" She screamed in your ear and you winced at the loudness of her voice. "Oh, sorry Y/N." She apologised and kissed your cheek.

You gasped then, an image of a little girl with blonde hair and hazel eyes smiling and kissing your cheek... but that wasn't you, it was Reiner. You were looking through your father's eyes and the little girl was you when you were younger.

"Daddy! I know you cry sometimes, so I made you this to make you feel better." Through your vision, you saw a picture of a stickman family. "This is me and mummy, this is Colt, and this is you!" The poorly drawn artwork brought tears to Reiner's eyes.

"It's beautiful honey, I love it so much." Your dad mumbled and wiped a tear from his eyes. "Come here." Reiner opened his arms and hugged the little girl tightly.

"Y/N?" Sydney asked and you came back to reality and looked at her. Your family were a few stalls up but Reiner stayed back noticing your change of persona. "Are you okay?"

"Mhm, I'm okay." You smile and ushered the salesperson over and bought the butterfly pendant your sister was looking at.

"Oh wow! You really are the best sister ever!" Sydney said as the salesperson smiled and handed you the pendant. Placing Sydney on the floor, you put the necklace around her neck and she giggled and hugged you tightly.

"Now you'll never forget me." You smiled her warmly and she smiled and nodded her head. Your mother called out to you and Sydney and she ran off to show your mother what she just got.

"Are you okay?" Reiner asked you as you both began walking towards the amphitheater where some people mixed with white and yellow armbands began to sit.

"Yeah, I'm alright. I just forgot to hang my washing out on the line, that's all." You said and hurriedly made your way throw the crowd of gathering people before he questioned you anymore.

Reiner knew it was a lie and sighed as he watched you and Samantha meet up. "Hey, so it turns out Bertholdt and my mother are getting pretty serious." Samantha said as she chewed on a musk stick.

You laughed, "That must be awkward for you." You said and took a seat next to her with your names reserved on the chair in the front row of the amphitheatre.

Daniel came over and sat next to her, "You're telling me, I knew dad was awkward, but my God-" He rubbed a hand over his face and slouched in his chair.

You and Samantha laughed, not hearing Erik come up behind her and steal the remaining musk stick left in her hands. "Oi, you fuckwit!" Samantha yelled and chased over him, throwing herself over you in the process. "Sorry!" She yelled back as she went after Erik who was laughing, running, and eating the musk stick.

"I swear to God, he's never going to grow up." You said to yourself and sat in Samantha's chair to be next to Daniel. "How's your dad going not having the Colossal titan in him anymore?"

Daniel turned to you, "Yeah he's good. I think he has some sort of relief not dealing with it anymore." He said and watched the host preparing the stage.

"That's good. How are you feeling?" You asked.

Daniel laughed, "Better than I imagined. After the other night though I don't really want to turn into the colossal, too big." He shuddered just thinking of how tall he was.

You snorted, "You can stomp on us all then, you as the Colossal make us titans look like ants."

You both laughed as Samantha came back. "Don't touch me Erik, I swear I'll punch you in the face."

"Did you get your musk stick back?" You asked and moved so she could sit down in her seat.

"No, this pig ate it before I could get it." Samantha grumbled and plopped down in her chair and glared over at Erik.

Erik pouted and put his hands on his hips dramatically. "Don't worry Sammy, I'll get you one never."

"Only my friends call me Sammy!" She yelled and threw her armband at him. "I don't need that now anyways, we're getting new ones."

"Red ones." Daniel spoke up, "I kind of don't want to, as weird as it may seem. Yellow complements my skin tone more."

"You're really worried about what looks good with your skin tone when we can be treated like Marleyean's?" You asked and saw Gabi sitting next to Daniel and yawning.

"Well, no. But yes." Daniel shyly smiled.

"I knew it, he's gay!" Erik yelled from beside you as he sat down.

Daniel's face turned bright red and he turned away in embarrassment. "I'm not." He grumbled.

You turned and punched Erik in the arm, hitting him with a lot more force then before and he got knocked out of his chair. He looked at you with wide eyes and held his arm. "Who cares if he's gay, there's nothing wrong with that!"

"I never said there was! Gay people are fun to be around." Erik shot back and got up and sat in his chair again.

"Will you both calm down?" Reiner put his hand on both of your heads. "Erik, you're being just like your father." Reiner noted and ruffled his hair.

"I heard that!" Porco said as he stood beside Reiner and looked down at his son. "Stop being a brat to people, and stop eating everyone's food." He flicked Erik's head and he went to playfully tackle his father but that's when the host started talking.

"Hello and welcome everyone, if everyone could take a seat so we can get started."

Porco leaned down to Erik's ear. "Behave please."

"Yes Sir!" Erik said sarcastically which earned him a smack in the head from his mother, Pieck. "Sorry mum." He winced.

You snorted at how he behaved instantly for Pieck and turned to look at the host. It was Willy Tybur, apart of the Tybur family.

"Greetings to all Eldian and Maryelean people. Today we celebrate the very new titan shifters that have taken over the previous ones." He began and people hushed and listened to what he said. "As you are all now aware of, we have figured out a way to extract the essence of the titan from the previous owner and given it to their new ones, therefore prolonging their lives. How good is that?"

Everyone cheered, the loudness echoing in your head. Too bad I don't get to die in 13 years... You thought as you continued watching on. You frowned then, wondering why you would think about that. It seemed as if it wasn't your thought, but someone else's. You turned your head slightly at hearing your parents speak quietly between themselves and that's when it clicked. It wasn't your thought, but your dads that he must've had before.

You turned back to the front. "One by one we will introduce the new titan shifters and give them their new red armbands, officially making them Marleyean residents. From Eldian to Marleyean, these warrior cadets have given their hearts and souls to Marley, for a safe future!" The crowd screamed, clapping their hands and you flinched, you were starting to feel off once again and your head began spinning.

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"Y/N Braun." You took a breath at hearing your name being called. Going from last to first in alphabet order of their last names, you were the last called and stood up on shaking feet.

"I'm just nervous. Just nerves. It'll be over soon." You mumbled to yourself as you made your way to the stage and began up the stairs.

"Y/N Braun is the new armoured titan, taking over from her father, Reiner Braun. This titan is staggering 15 meters tall and has plates of hardened skin covering the entirety of its body. Except for muscles in its cheeks that become exposed when it opens its lipless jaw, as well as the muscle tissue behind its knees, elbows, and feet. Its eyes are covered by white, organic lenses, and it has long, silver hair, just as Y/N does. While fighting, it has been noted that it has high agility and is capable of moving at a fast momentum, despite its seemingly heavy weight and being low on stamina." Willy explained just as he had done with the other members.

"If you would take your armband off and put it in the basket please?" One of the soldier said and you placed your armband in the basket with the others.

You walked over to Willy who was waiting for you. He stuck out your hand to shake, and you smiled nervously and grabbed his hand. That's when you stopped, as soon as you came into contact with his hand, you were seeing something that wasn't there.

It was another memory. A little girl, the same little girl as before stuck out her hand, waiting for you... no, Reiner to take it. The little girl was you again.

Willy noticed you had gone frozen and everyone who could see properly began muttering between themselves, also wondering what was going on. Willy turned to the crowd and smiled, "Not to worry, I think she's a little stage fright." He turned to you and crouched down, putting both his hands on your shoulders, "Y/N, are you okay?" He asked so only you could hear it, but you weren't mentally there, your mind in another place.

The little girl looked concerned, glancing beside her and frowning. "Daddy, why do you have a shotgun?" She asked and her eyes showing curiosity.

"Uh, I was just practicing my shooting sweetheart." Reiner told her, hands wringing in his lap as he sat on the chair in the middle of the room.

"Inside?" The little girls eyes sparkled up at him. "Daddy?" She whimpered quietly then, "Mummy says you're sad all the time, that you might go to heaven one day. She's scared because she doesn't want you too." The girl pushed the loaded gun onto the floor and climbed onto her fathers lap.

Reiner cried and watched her daughter grab his hands and hold them close. "I just find it hard sometimes... to keep living." He didn't want to put the pressure of telling his young daughter this, but needed to talk to someone.

The little girl's bottom lip quivered. "I don't want you to go to heaven daddy, I want you to stay here with mummy, Colt, and me." Reiner took a breath and his daughter turned in his lap and grabbed his face. "Daddy is beautiful and strong, I love him very much."

The little girl didn't fully understand what his father was going to do moments before she came in, and if he had done it and his daughter saw it... he couldn't let her see that at her age.

"I love you to sweetheart. Please promise me that you'll love me forever." Reiner begged as he hugged his daughter tight.

"I'll love you forever and ever!" She said and hugged him back.

You snapped back to reality and saw Willy and another soldier standing in front of you. "There she is! I told you she was just stage fright." Willy announced and everyone cheered. "Are you okay?" He asked you and saw tears in your eyes.

You took a deep breath and blinked away the tears and nodded. "Fine." You were handed your armband and made your way back to where you were sitting. Everyone looked at you worryingly, but you ignored them as you sat down.

Your father had tried to kill himself, and if it wasn't for you coming in, then he wouldn't be here right now.