#cole is such an ass in this au ffs

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ive just finished reading a book that shattered my heart into infinite pieces and i am not even joking a bit. i knew that the book was as good once i started crying and tears never stopped. i think 70% of that book was me crying. now i have swollen eyelids lol. i never cried so much over something since i watched Hachiko the movie. like real sob, sounds coming out from my mouth, the real hurting package thing :(

now i need another book as beautiful as this one. and i don’t think i would recovered from this one yet. she even mentionned one direction’s songs to describe the relationship between the two mc. i am fucking torn. oh btw the book is « a thousand boy kisses » by Tillie Cole. have you ever heard about it?

have you any recommendations? also i am debating myself to buy a kindle. although i do like the idea of paper book, idk. i spend most of my nights reading ff to be honest but since last month i can’t find any that is why i switch back to « real » book again. although i think i missed a lot of your series too i have to read them.

that made me think, is there any books that made you to start writing? how did you find telling yourself that you wanted to write? would you considered it as an hobbie or a passion? pardon me if you had already answered those questions in the past too. in that book i’ve read, author was talking a lot about passion and made me realize that besides piano - i am unfortunately not really into it anymore - i don’t have any. like isn’t it beautiful to say that we had something to hold on, to escape? i miss that..

i talked a lot today lol i am so sorry. oh and if any of your followers as any book recommandations (not ff too), i take!!! 🤎

oh gosh, babe.. have you recovered from it yet? i know that feeling so well. some stories just stay with us and are hard, if not impossible to forget. i know it hurts, but i'm also glad you found a book you could enjoy the way you did. i haven't heard of it, by the way! but just googled it, and it sounds beautiful. soulmate au :(

i wish i could rec stories, but i think it's genuinely been years since i read a proper book. i know 'me before you' and its sequel made me cry :') definitely get that kindle if you've been reading a lot these days! i do prefer paperback, too, but i get the appeal of an e-book.

yeah, honestly, that's gonna sound extremely mainstream, but books that made me write were john green's stories, the novel 'every day' by david levithan and (okay, don't laugh pls lol), but ed sheeran's songs. there's beauty in all those – a lot of talk of love and the stars, of soft and sweet things. which is probably why my writing ended up the way it is today? but i've always written tbh… i enjoyed reading and at some point, i started a random ass story back when i was 13 or so (it was horrible) and then wrote my first stuff in english when i started this blog. i wanted to try it out. play with words, see if i'm any good at it? and yeah, now i'm kinda in love with it and trying to be better every day <3 so i'd say it's both a hobby and a passion. truly an activity i enjoy the most.

it's beautiful to have something like this, true. i hope you find your passion, too <3 and tbh, i'm so grateful you asked all that? bc i love talking about these things.. like what, you're actually interested in me and getting to know me?? i'll blush lol :') love you <3

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Cole leaving to bunk with Yang sounds interesting. ⟩:}}

jgsdjksdb Cole literally just shows up at Yang’s temple saying “I need your help and I’m tired of living in garbage so I’m staying here”

Yang is as helpful as he can be; he even points out the obvious solution! But again,,, Cole’s going through his Emo Dickwad Phase™ so Yang telling him to go home and trust his family leads to Cole becoming even more closed off and wangsty, sooooo :/

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Got my vaccine today and it woke me up so now i can’t sleep TT^TT

What adds insult to injury is that i made a parallel between Solas and the Inquisitor, and Sam and Ponk, and now I wanna write a whole ass DSMP dragonage!AU....

Inquisitor/Sera - Ponk? Solas - Sam or foolish.... Cullen - Sam or foolish (honestly either could work dhushduihdasuih) Sera - could also be tommyinnit,,, could also be tubbo technically Cassandra - .... idfk i have a headache, maybe one of the feral boys? Or Punz,,, or purpled,,,, but maybe cass is too mature to be purpled Dorian - I feel like it should either be Karl, cause time travel, or Eret cause Queen Cole - Tubbo or Ranboo (the twist is that ranboo makes people forget now hsuhdihsauidhusia) Varric - ... once again could be ponk (compulsive liar) or - WILBUR - a mix of wilbur and techno maybe? Both are literary bastards. Blackwall - Fuckkk, uhhhh Captain Puffy? Or maybe punz? Vivienne - Nihachu? Maybe making vivienne less of a dick than vivienne but honestly no one really matches nihachu *cries* Maybe hannah? Iron Bull - Welp, a tank so.... Sapnap maybe? Josephine - WAIT - no Wilbur would be josephine. Diplomatic fucks (def not vilbur) Leliana - ... maybe nihachu (edgy ver) or hannah (she can spy via flowers :eyes) - or Philza cause crows Krem could be fundy? Trans rep, or Punz

Wait, Eret could be morrigan

Philza would just be there - OR HE COULD BE HAWKE... maybe manifold... or Quackity

Warden quackity anyone? Stays for karl and sapnap cause we will have karlnapity in this household. (would be manifold maybe if quackity is hawke instead...) FFS would corypheus be Dream? Wait ffs the egg.

Bad would be samson or calpernia Skeppy the same

Dream, Alyssa, Callahan, and George were elven gods maybe

JSchlatt was the fucking dragon from DAO - or Meredith 

Honestly its so hard to match these characters if any of yall know both DSMP and Dragon age my ask box is always open to suggestions

Imma try to sleep again sadge