#cold.txt

[techtactical]

have fun!

[stillcoldstilltrying]

how do i tell my mother she ruined my life too without actually telling her. because i can’t take this shit anymore i’m planning to sit her down and tell her because my hair is falling ky period is shit i’m tired all the time and i want to die die die

[wintercourtsys]

hello followers of the blog! just wanted to let you know that we are migrating accounts! will post something soon abt that. <3

~ 📢

[glacioclasm]

goten: can i front?

me: please small child i need to do work

[talixagain]

wsw (woman seeking warmth)

[stillcoldstilltrying]

so many men just want big ass big tits romance and i want soul crushing love that lasts forever, old and laying on your partners lap, books of poetry between a shared look, earth shattering and soul crushing and a smile between coffee cups in the evening and holding hands and simple love and beautiful love. i do have big ass big tits (learning self love rn) and all that but man.........i want more. i want to be loved like those books. it doesn't have to be perfect of course. i just want it to be extraordinary.

[stillcoldstilltrying]

lol she’s from Illinois😈

[stillcoldstilltrying]

i just sent a wall of texts to him on IG intending to delete it but i sent sm that now i can’t i unsend the last two

[stillcoldstilltrying]

today i decided to finally pull out the google docs where i’ve started writing the little novel in my head and i wrote HALF A SENTENCE and decided it was too much for me and closed it. fuck me

[techtactical]

favorite songs. go

OH UH

genesis (me!): oleander by mother mother or hourglass by set it off

jv: heat seeker by dreamers/grandson, literally any glass animals song, or frontier psychiatrist by the avalanches

winterim: heart of a dancer by the happy fits

:D

[stillcoldstilltrying]

ACCIDENTLY REBLOGGEF SKMETGING TO THE MAIN THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE KN HERE THAG HAD MY SAD LORE IN IT👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺 never posting about myself again wtf

[stillcoldstilltrying]

i have a lot of things to deal with i think but i have to be really silent about it or else it would be the loudest thing in the room

[stillcoldstilltrying]

want to be loved like FIREEEEEEEE like a beautiful cloud like a waterfall like a blooming flower like shaking trees like sunrise and sunsets and the ocean waves like it's everything that can ever exist like everything was made purely so I could love them today a d they could love me

[stillcoldstilltrying]

im 23 ans I haven't yet had my first kiss because I can't fathom opening up to someone I cannot understand touch that doesn't scare me I cannot understand people wanting me in any way other than one that harms me im try so hard to get get hurt again but im so fucking lonely it's insane

[stillcoldstilltrying]

giving hands giving hands giving hands giving hands fuck those giving hands holllyyyyy shit idk who i am

[stillcoldstilltrying]

in a dream