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11/16/21
#my photography#me#nature#what a lovely day#oh how i miss this#wistful#longing#trees#autumn leaves#pnw#cigarettes#smoking#serene#calm#riverside#coffee date with myself
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having seen at least the rough outlines of all the romances now I have to say that I think emmrich's is probably objectively the best in terms of coherence and completeness of story arc (with the understanding that ultimately the 'best' romance is whichever one makes YOUR heart sing anyway so objectivity is a silly thing to claim that way, it just felt like it's the arc with the most well-paced focused content and the least dangling threads)... but lucanis' is my favourite haha. just. the whole kneeling before your beloved full of reverence but without any of the distance that usually implies??? his complete undramatic certainty and calm in every scene with rook after this, having spent the whole game caught between fear and longing???? mr. lives in a pantry but it says nothing about my psyche don't worry about it it's purely for tactical reasons that I keep myself contained in a small dark room not entirely unlike a cell, love among the parsnips -- finally coming to rook in their room and it's so comfortable and comforting???? after all the times rook supports and comforts him through the game he's finally able to return the same to them when they need it while being so calm and steady and it's so fucking sweet and feels so effortless and with no price attached?????? he basically assigns himself the role of your bodyguard and he WILL stab a god over it??????????????? the turn to protector (which was in his heart all along longing to get out and find a place) of it all????? he sounds like he's found himself unexpectedly stumbling into such a soul-lightening state of revelatory existential relief, full on 'you only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves' mary oliver style, and he goes and he shares that with rook and protectively envelops them in it when they're hurting??????????????????????????? hello for the maker's sake hello can anyone hear me?????
#listen I was forged in the fires of garrusmancing. I went through two whole games just to get a gentle headbutt and some tender words#before me3 comes along and rewards you for your tenacity more fully#me? the reyes romancer???? I have the strength and headcanon game to bear the relative lack of content before the end#when the endgame is this good I am willing to hold out for it haha the way he looks at rook towards the end......#I also really liked taash' (it's really sweet) but I don't think I have any rooks ready to go right now who would go for that vibe#emmrich for sure is going to be my either crow or shadow dragon romance it really is very good! and extremely goth not unrelatedly#undeniably that old man has the most game out of anyone in this story. the move with the flower??? I'm sorry????#I actually like that lucanis' romance blooms out of the safety of an established friendship more than anything (again. avowed garrusmancer)#but emmrich... he's got some next level romantic stuff going on and is being both so wholesome and such a freak about it lmao#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#all jokes aside I totally respect and understand that people are a bit disappointed and frustrated -- they're not wrong to feel that!#there really are some gaps in content there for the midgame#however I was personally custom built by experience to get the most out of this scenario as possible and by god I will#just as I feel that ryder and reyes go off and have some soul-shrivingly good sex after the first kiss#(it makes that arc make a lot more sense to me haha)#I think rook and lucanis Get Up To It after the second coffee date. weird of them to not show us that but okay I'll fill it in myself then
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❤️❤️❤️ // Where the Daffodils Grow: Chapter 11
Some fanart for the amazingly talented @sweetlilbird! This scene was!!! Really cute!! (anyway go read their fic it is very fun)
#papyrus/reader#papyrus x reader#undertale#underfell#utmv#edge/reader#i originally wanted to draw the date with coffee but the idea i had in mind was a little too ambitious for now cjjckjhchbd#IT TOOK ME A WHILE. BUT HERE WE ARE.#my art#the next chapter of ff is finished but still needs editing so im giving myself the leeway cos i want to post this already dkfhsdlfja;fka;g#ahhh ive missed making comics#I FORGOT TO HIT POST
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Jey Uso talks about the part Sami played in helping him transition to RAW
#sami zayn#jey uso#samijey#wwe#wweedit#jeysami#stuff i made#love/hate relationship........ i'm foaming at the mouth#NOT THE CANON COFFEE DATES#throwing myself into a well#wwe replaying their reunion segment over jey's voice talking about their dates was sick and twisted and i'm suing#CAUSE I KNOW YOU LOVE COFFEE#i feel sick to my stomach excuse me
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I also like the idea of Bakugo having a lil crush on Kirishima’s secretary. He’s somewhat formal with his own staff, so seeing how sweet you are to Kiri when you pat his shoulder when you drop off papers, or he to you when coffee is ordered just gets him so… flustered and itchy under the collar. Not knowing how to feel.
Bakugo doesn’t even realize it’s jealousy at first, and especially not when he has an interview planned with Kiri, and you’re there too, being just as kind to him as you are to your own boss.
#bakugo#kirishima#cue: the boys fighting#I love kiribaku don’t get me wrong but also ‘I had them first!!!!’ is making my cooter feel things#then cue: Bakugo forcing himself into your and kiris relationship LOL#you have a casual movie date?? bam Bakugo is there#LOOOOOL blushing up a storm#and you have to be like ‘if u want to kiss me u have to kiss ei too’ LMFAOO AND HES SO BLUSHY#or not. just more fighting. I like both lowkey#I have more thoughts on this but … not now#different ones#oh my god I just had to pick up meds for my grandma and that sh*t was a pain in my *SS#gonna take myself out to eat later#tho I already got a coffee and donut tee hee#anyway#gen#shii posts
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I think Lucanis fell first and Rook fell harder but maybe that's just me
#lucanis was gone after the coffee date#he was laying awake that night being like 'mierda. she's amazing'#rook was happily going on with her life until after weisshaupt when he's talking to taash about their mother#and he's being so kind#and she goes 'oh shit i think i'm in love i want to kill myself about it'#veilguard headcanons#rookanis
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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going to the store after work who wants something
#camera talks#:)#teehee I’m getting chocolate for myself <33#genuniely going to town tho lol. I need gas and also I have food needs :)#also getting matcha cuz duh I can but#mutuals give me your coffee/tea orders so we can have a tea and coffee date :)#I love being sillyyy#I have to be silly in this world I swear but
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hi I kinda miss the feeling of being in love okay bye
#look i blame the renee rapp songs right they r making me feel things#and its 4 am and im still working away on school shit#but um ayun. i dunno my friends like to call me the most emotionally unavailable person alive which is true!#because like i have my responsibilities and this has been quite the fucking year#so like as much as i treat dating apps as my past time like i have no intention on anything serious or committed because like yea#but also i have been in love once not too long ago. and i miss that that feeling was all i cared about - compared to like i dunno adulthood#and yet here i am at a cafe at 4 am typing away trying my best to keep myself awake#so woo anyways yea i blame the spotify recap for this#personal shit#like i dont miss the person- just the feeling of like allowing myself to indulge in something i can potentially call mine#i dunno how to describe it but yea#anyways do u guys think i should order one more coffee cup
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once the job and money situation stabilizes i'm going to take myself out on a date to one of the coffee shops I follow on insta for some breakfast and coffee bc i deserve it 😌
#liliana talks#i'm single af and i know no one will take me out on a date so gotta take myself#and also to treat myself and pamper me a little bit#but for now i'm in survival mode bc job has gotten in a difficult situation so i gotta save every penny i have#like i really want to door dash a coffee and a pastry but i can't :c#maybe next month things will get better c:
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i think i like saiouma and komahina bc its annoying bastard yandere bitch x guy who hates his guts and is endlessly confused by him and thats my favorite genre
#fluffy typical romantic go on coffee shop dates saiouma and komahina can never exist and i love it#saihara chan wdym you dont want to roleplay persona 5 with me :( i thought you loved being a cop :(#hajimeeee ohhh look at me im tied up i cant feed myself looks like you have to feed Meeeeeee ohhh how awful for the both of us...#cant stand either of them. love them both#danganronpa#talk
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so i went on a date today.
#it went really well#we met up at 4pm for like walk and coffee and then maybe pints after#tell me how its now 3am and i am just now getting into bed#fully yapping for hours w that guy#and we kissed and i was a bit like oh hes nice but idk if im like sexually attracted to him but after that smooch yeah okay#i can get down with this#but now im kinda spiraling bc i didnt bring up being aro and idk when you bring that up#and im like gaslighting myself again that maybe im not aro bc today was so fun but like#watch me date this guy for like three months then the aro signs will be strong w me#its just like hyperfixation excitement but idk#or is that the gaslighting and i acc do feel romantic towards him#god i wish my brain made sense to me sometimes#oh also this was my first first date since jan 2023 so like its been a minute for me#anyways maybe i should stop panicking and just like enjoy it as it goes#bc just bc first date went well doesnt mean its gonna become a thing thing for sure right? so no need to worry rn#i liked holding his hand tho and him kissing me on the cheek and usually i dont like that#but also i was three drinks in so maybe it was alcohol courage idk??? aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#being aro is so confusing#aromantic
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everybody wish the best cryo boy a v happy bday!! ෆ ෆ ෆ⸒⸒⸜( ˶'ᵕ'˶)⸝ he is!! so so lovely & cheeky & just!!! eeep!!! ૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა MY LOVE!!!! anywhoooo wishin you all a v happy sat & end of nov to you!! <33 lets bask in all this month has taught us & prepare ourselves for a fresh new one (◍´꒳`(´꒳`◍ ) ♡ im so proud of you all!! mwah mwah!!
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#hello helloooo i feel like a zombie (づ ﻌ ど) i’ve been a busy bun just wrkin!! ugh i miss my freedom!!!!#im by myself all day today bc my cowrkr called off :< & im feelin so so sluggish & eepy !!#i’m gonna take it easy today & sip my coffee & watch my drew gooden yt vids ( ᎔˘꒳˘᎔) mhm mhm im gonna listen to my mind & body <33#but what a whirlwind nov has been!! ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ we’ve def experienced lots!! & im so so proud of you all for pullin through!! you are STRONG#lets make this new month of dec a lovely one!! <33 eeep i cant wait to hear all ab winter blorbo dates!! ⸜(* ॑꒳ ॑* )⸝ so exciting!! ilyasm!!#˚ʚ♡ɞ˚kaeya
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unwell enough about the final lucanis romance scene that i DID figure out how to clip things in-game so i could have my own little recording of it with my favorite dialogue choices, tbh
#IT'S VERY GOOD#also tbh i've been thinking about the romance in general and i think i figured out what it actually needed which is like. a first kiss#gods bless the final scene BUT that kiss is clearly not their first#it's SO familiar. so when WAS the first kiss??#if that had happened on-screen at some point I think that would have been the only alternation that needed to happen really#which could have been either during the commitment scene or (more likely) the second coffee date#a lot of things in the romances (multiple of them since i've been watching some of the ones i don't intend to do myself)#are implied happening off-screen but. some things probably SHOULD be shown on-screen yk?#anyway#datv spoilers#rosie plays games kinda okay#that dragon sure does age
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😭💔
#the problem is that I tend to extrapolate things from the beginning.#I have a serious crush. I would date him if he asked. heck I think I'd marry him.#and then we get to the massive#overwhelming ISSUE:#having kids is genuinely my worst nightmare. I'm not exaggerating in any way. being pregnant and having kids is my worst fear.#so because of that I cannot get married and thus I cannot date and thus#I can't allow myself to be in love with this guy.#which then leads to mental anguish bc I sometimes wonder if God isn't doing something here#but in the end I can't have... any of this. because I'm too utterly averse to having children#and that's kind of the end result of any of it#ugh#why did I have to have this crisis (again) over my morning coffee.... alas
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i have such hard time getting up,,, if ro.sho was here he would make me coffee rn,,, why isn't he here TT
#/hj#pudding dates and moonlight kisses#world is homophobic i need to get up and make my coffee myself ehhhh
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