#cod desired reality

[mariameowshifts]

[shiftinggamingbooknerd]

Trust your body with shifting!!

If you have a headache.

If you feel under the weather.

If you are tired.

Or just even having an off day.

That is usually your body telling you that you are not in tune with yourself and pushing yourself to do something like shifting isn't usually going to go well.

There's always tomorrow.

Hydrate.

Rest.

Eat.

Be Positive.

And love yourself in this reality and all the rest!!

❤️💙💜💖💗💘💛💚💓🩷🩵🩶🤍🧡🖤♥️💕🤎💝💞❣️

[rezzyshiftin]

- Wanna shift to my COD dr to see all my favs

- Don't wanna shift to COD dr because it will be a lot of work and somewhat terrifying

[theirishwolfhound]

Bit of a rambling thing, so like fair warning I suppose. But these are topics that I would like to use in my stories one day, just so that I can figure out my own thoughts. There is more information at the bottom about why I am personally writing this, but consider this more of a self insert type of fic (but a lot of physical details are left ambiguous) for comfort. It has a lot of different thing from my own life.

Task Force 141 (Comfort Fic)- Are You Still There?

Content Warnings: Mental Health Related Issues (Disassociation/Derealization), Passive Suicidal Ideation, Hurt/Comfort

Written In First Person, Nickname: Cardinal, You can read this as a x Reader fic but it isn't intended that way

Joining the army was something I never wanted to do, but I had no choice. Between the lack of familial financial support to the increase of the general price of living, I had no choice. I don't even know why they would accept someone like me into the force. Perhaps they were like me. Desperate. In need of anything they could get their teeth and nails in. Willing for anything, or anyone that would approach with an offer. But now that I'm in it I can't really get out. A trap I willingly walked into like an animal that doesn't know any better. One who was hungry and tired of fighting everything so I chose to fight with a collective. It nearly broke me. But the pay is nice. So at least there's that. My bones and body ache every day. But the people I work with make it worth it. Right now however is a brief rest, no missions, no worries, no problems. At least that's what I think it should be, but my mind is too busy. There are too many thoughts in my head.

What if I didn't have to join up? I wouldn't be here, that's for sure. What if those pills back in secondary school had done the job? Then I wouldn't be here, but I'm not going to try it again. What if I took a bullet next mission? There's nothing I can do it it does, if it happens then it happens. What if I don't wake up in the morning? Preferable, but I have things I need to do tomorrow. Do my pets back home miss me? I hope so. Does my family miss me? Half of them do. All of these are valid thoughts, I think they are at least, and I can't help but to have them even as I sit with my friends in the common room. Two of them play cards together, one reads a book, and the other simply scrolls through his phone. But we're watching a movie at least, so there's noise. Looking at them, I realize that I'm lucky to have them. They're my friends after all. But I don't know what they're thinking, or if they feel the same way. If they feel trapped. ...if they feel real. Are they real? Counter question: am I real? Is this... all in my head? Arguably what is in my head and what is not? Should I reevaluate my decisions? ... My life? ...

Even now as I type this I can't tell if the men around me are actually there. If the phone in my hand is real. If these thoughts are my own. It's scary. To not trust your own mind that is. Life is scary in general. For example: never knowing if you're going to even wake up in the morning. But it's something I'm willing to accept. Something quick and painless. Sleep is the best way for sure. Would I wake up? Maybe. I don't have any underlying health problems as far as I know. Where would I wake up? Hopefully in my bed. What time line would I be in? One that I'm familiar with, I pray for that. Would I adapt if I woke up in a new body? God, I hope so. ... Would they miss me? ... I hope so.

I don't hear his voice when he talks to me, I can't even see who it is, I can only sit and remain transfixed on my notes app. If I ever have to go to therapy because it gets too bad I need something to show them, right? I can't tell if the pressure on my shoulder is real or not, if the way the couch dips next to me is actually there or if I'm still lost in the idea that maybe the world I'm in is all just a dream. That my friends aren't real and that I'm going to wake up in the next moment. It has to be real. It has to be. It feels real. But I don't.

"Are ye okay, Cardinal?"

Am I okay?

"Can you talk t' me?"

Can I?

"What's going on, mate?"

"...I don't know."

"'ad us worried there, mate."

"Yeah ye' was jus'... starin' off again., thought ye might start cryin' yer eyes did that glossy thing."

"Mhm, spaced out a good ten minutes ago."

"...you okay, mate?"

"Ah... sorry... and yeah. I guess I just have a lot on my mind."

Coming back to reality was a bit hard but with the grounding hand on my shoulder it made it easier, the same with the presence next to me. For a moment I could focus. But deep down I know it won't last, the next time I start to think, I'll spiral again. It's a scary thought. I can feel my eyes burning at the mere thought, but there's nothing I can do about it.

"What do you need, Cardinal?"

What do I need?

There's not much I want in life, not anymore. I had to give up my dreams and aspirations so that I could just live. I need basics, this I know... but I'm not hungry. There's a roof over my head. I don't need a drink yet, and I'm not tired.

What did I need?

"...I dunno." "Maybe some bubble tea?"

"Yeah? C'mon then. I'll drive."

"Shotgun!"

"Cardinal get's the middle seat."

"Mm, 'spose that works."

The hand on my shoulder shifts down to my arm, helping me to my feet before two of them wrap an arm around each shoulder so that we could begin to walk out of the common room. It could be real, it could be fake, but for right now... I know that I want it to be real... for my sake.

Part of me likes to think about the possibilities of not being myself, not really in the depression kind of way (i think i could be wrong) but like in the day dreaming kind of way.

Again it may be the mental illness but like constantly formulating these ideas in my head about myself or my OCs really keep me level headed.

I don't know what it is. But it's the only way I am able to not focus on burning out. Like one moment I could be the fucking Dragonborn fighting off Alduin (I'm actually walking through a supermarket trying to get groceries) or the next moment I'm on an undercover mission with the 141 giving me updates on my surroundings via the earpiece in my ear so that I can survive (its a headphone, I'm listening to music while working a job that is breaking my body down with each shift.)

It's like I don't exist but the people I want to be do.

I would give anything to just be in a different world for like a few hours. Whether it be Skyrim or where ever CoD takes place (don't actually send me to Britain) rather than where I am. I want to be without pain, or worry about work— I want to worry about dragons burning down my fucking house.

I should be happy in general, not only when I play DnD or get to just sit with my fiancé in relative silence (parallel play if you will).

I can't tell if this is disassociation or not. I don't think it's derealization but what would I know, y'know?

[shiftingfairy]

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(Anti shifters, race changers, adults who shift for minors DNI)

[house-of-asmodeus]

Guys wtf

I just watched a trailer for my mcu dr in my dreams…

And it was stuff I didn’t script or think about

Literally I was in a theatre with a bunch of people and you know how they play trailers if you get in there early? Yea.

I LOOKED GOOD ASF THO

[solstices-dreams]

Hey saw your comment so I decided to just answer it here since it might be longer then I want a comment to be

"Yo, a cod dr sounds super cool and there’s so few of us, what’s your dr about?"

I'm part of the storyline and game play of the games but in real life. I'm part of task force 141 and the others in the force are like my family. I don't have an s/o in that dr I'm just there to have fun (because it's gonna be fun and not traumatic at all!) and live out a game I've loved for years.

Also if you have one too pls feel free to tell me about!

to be honest, I used to be shifting there last year.

I was apart of the task force as a team medic and my s/o was gonna be gaz or ghost. And I also had one of my friend’s OCs scripted in. It was supposed to be somewhat canon, from a military aspect (obviously soap didn’t die) but it was game focused.

I’m not currently shifting there now but I feel like I’ll go back to shifting there, maybe with a more domestic twist because I’m not sure I want to experience war (crazy coming from someone who shifts to the hunger games-) Maybe something like, they’re on leave and we all met, or perhaps taking the task force and putting them in a different au

but I do love hearing about others cods drs, yours sounds interesting and hopefully not too traumatic and I love the family vibes from the task force (found family forever and ever <3) and I do love Soap and Price, just not as romantically as I could see myself with Gaz and Ghost. And I do think it would be fun to learn how to fight in a dr like that.

[vonloup]

Lowkey wanna yap about my creepypasta/call of duty DR (dream reality) but I don't wanna get called crazy. Just might post the aesthetic of it tbh

[ember0666]

Relationship stuff is so strange to me. I love thinking about being with my S/o. Cuddling, kissing, yk couple stuff. Thoigh when it happened to me here I get... weird.

I'm talking to a guy and he's super sweet. He's the first person who's actually treated me right and I'm not even sure if u like him the way he likes me. It's like I either get scared and want to run or I just don't have those feelings and I'm not sure I've ever had with people.

That's something I'm scared of for in my dr. Cause I love Simon. I do. And I know with the magic of shifting realities, I'll actually feel it because anything is possible. But for me here. It's not something I really experience. If any of that makes sesne

I'm really just using this app for ranting and writing down my thoughts. Sorry if that's annoying

[wintermactavish]

Hot take of the day. Leave it or take it: you can still love someone without supporting what they do. It's called settings boundaries for yourself. We still love him,we don't plan on leaving him in the dr but i believe everyone has their reasons to do stuff. Just because we are married to him doesn't mean we get involved with his plans nor do we support the cause. If you are uncomfortable with someone's s/o then that's alr just don't judge that critically. There could be reasons, you don't know how things are in the person's dr. Please just don't jump to conclusions. You can dislike things while still not being judgemental or still being respectful.

[tobeyinabox]

Introduction Of A Sort:

Hello, my name is Tobey but I tend to be referred to by olivander as well. That is one of my names.

My pronouns are they/he, I am an enby trans man :3 (my identity is not up for debate so don't try)

I am no longer in school due to my autism and Adhd (and other things that I will not get into) so now I work for my parents.

I am an artist and a reality shifter (anti shifters dni). I've been doing art since 2018 I believe. Digital art and traditional art are mediums I switch between, but I do tend to avoid painting. That shit scares me /lh

Most of the art I create is self indulgent but I am working on making a few oc's (I have two).

I am not the best when it comes to formatting and writing :,) so I do apologize for that.

Some content I want to post here:

First i want to mention something with my asks.

For asks you can request doodles of my drselfs and ocs. You can ask questions abt them, but you can also ask for little scenarios abt how they interact or how they would react to a situation. You can request outfits for me to draw on them or stuff like that. If that makes sense :3 keep things sorta chill, I am 16 years old after all.

I want to post my art and some little written scenes from my Dr's. That's my main goal for now.

My Dr's that I'll post abt:

-Supernatural Dr

-Loki Dr

-The defenders Dr (marvel)

-venom Dr

-Atsv Dr

-Cod monster Dr (Ghoap ver)

-Cod monster Dr (Graves ver)

-teenwolf Dr

If you have any questions about my Dr's and what they are like, or about my Dr self feel free to leave an ask :3

My interests:

-Supernatural

-Alice Madness Returns

-the defenders (marvel)

These are my current hyperfixations but they might change.

[shiftinggamingbooknerd]

I have to say at the moment this is where I feel more comfortable talking about shifting.

Tiktok is still just too 2020 shifttok, and I hate that!!!

Reddit is alright though there is a hell of a lot of anti shifters there now and wow! They are not nice at all!

But here! I can live my happy shifting life!!!

[rezzyshiftin]

New shifting motivation just dropped

Make a crack album of your dr (it works trust me)

here's one for my cod dr ദ്ദി(=•ω•=)๋࣭

Every time I open my Pinterest album it brings me pure unadulterated joy

[shiftinggamingbooknerd]

I do this!!!

It is the most relaxing and best way to do it, in my opinion anyway!

How to Shift: Simplified

This is what I did the time when I was closer to shifting (I'm currently in a break, since like a week after that attempt), and it's also how many people shift.

It's actually pretty simple. I'm going to explain it in steps to make it even easier to understand, although it's not supposed to be a step by step method.

LAY DOWN AND RELAX: Breath deeply, meditate, count your heartbeats... do whatever it works for you. take a few minutes, till your mind is as calm as possible.

IMAGINE: Start imagining the exact place where you'll wake up. It's not necessary to visualise, I personally don't do it. I just imagine everything in first person as I were there. If you feel like it, try adding more and more details, like the breathing of your roomies, the texture of your clothes, etc. However, this is optional.

THINK AS YOUR DR SELF: What are you doing tomorrow? What's that thing you can't forget to do? Do you have to finish your homework? Think in first person, as you were you other self. Daily basic things. Think what s normal person would think before going to sleep.

ENJOY BEING THERE IN IMAGINATION: Once you've imagined it, you're there. So, go on, enjoy it.

That's basically all. It's not a method. You don't have to do it in order. You don't have to remember the steps. Do it naturally, enjoy the process. Do what you feel like to do.

I'm going to tell you the KEY to this.

FORGET YOU'RE TRYING TO SHIFT. Focus on the 4d (imagination) to the point you don't remember you're not there, but attempting to shift there.

And remember, it's not a step by step method (it's like the fourth time i say it i know), but more of a "do what you feel" method. So do it in the order you like the most. If you rather first start thinking as your DR self, do it. If you rather mix imaginacion and thoughts, you're free to do it. The important thing, is that you feel there, and forget you are (not) there, but you are attempting to shift to that place.

Hope this was clear enough:)

Happy shifting

[katsmultiverse]

📚master lists📚

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🦋teen cod dr🦋

☆ introduction! ₊˚⊹ people ₊˚⊹ ⤷ me! ⤷ s/os! ⤷ family! ⤷ friends! ⤷ pets! ⤷ task force 141! ☆ scenarios/yapping!

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☘️fame x parent dr☘️

୨୧ introduction! ✧:･ﾟpeople ✧:･ﾟ ⤷ me! ⤷ s/os! ⤷ children! ⤷ family! ⤷ friends! ⤷ pets! ✧:･ﾟteam ✧:･ﾟ ⤷ manager! ⤷ agent! ⤷ publicist! ⤷ stylist! ⤷ lawyer! ⤷ bodyguard! ୨୧ scenarios/yapping!

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🪻main mcu dr🪻

♡ introduction! ⋆˚✿˖° people ⋆˚✿˖° ⤷ me! ⤷ s/os! ⤷ children? ⤷ family! ⤷ friends! ⤷ pets! ♡ scenarios/yapping!

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