#cnblue fiction

[ssoassawhowrites]

Pills - the one who can heal you is yourself

Part 2

Suara air membangunkanku.

Apa aku lupa mematikan air? Batinku. Aku memang sempat berendam tadi. Tapi, sepertinya aku sudah memastikan semuanya mati sebelum jatuh tertidur. Kupaksakan tubuhku untuk bergerak, menatap kosong langit-langit kamar yang remang-remang.

Sejak Ibu meninggal, aku tidak pernah begitu saja mematikan lampu kamar sekaligus tanpa ada sepercik cahaya atau suara manusia di sekitarku. Atau mungkin aku hanya tengah membohongi diri sendiri dengan ingatan yang belum tentu benar adanya.

Kupejamkan kedua mataku dan menoleh ke sebelah kiriku.

"Minhyuk?" Lirihku saat melihat pergelangan tangan kiriku yang sudah terlilit kain kasa putih.

Kupaksa tubuhku untuk bangun dan berjalan keluar kamar. Aku berhenti berjalan ketika melihat punggung yang dalam lima bulan terakhir sudah mondar-mandir di apartemenku.

Aku melirik ke arah jam dinding di atas TV di ruang tamu, pukul dua dini hari.

Minhyuk hampir menjatuhkan panci ramyun dari tangannya ketika berbalik dan melihatku. “Aku berisik, ya?”

Aku menggeleng menjawab pertanyaannya, dan berjalan kecil ke arah dapur, menurunkan kedua lengan sweatshirt Minhyuk yang aku pakai.

“Kapan datang?”

“Pukul satu tadi, aku lapar,” jawabnya sambil menyengir lebar.

“Biar aku—“ kataku sambil mencoba meraih panci dari tangannya.

“Ini air keran, kan?” Tanyaku dan Minhyuk mengangguk tak berdosa. Lantas aku menyentil kepalanya. “Pakai air kemasan, Kang Minhyuk. 'Kan aku sudah bilang berkali-kali.”

Kubuang airnya ke wastafel, lalu mengambil botol kemasan dari pojok meja dapur. Aku berhenti sebentar, melihat ke kemasannya. "Ini kamu yang beli?" Tanyaku pada Minyuk.

Ia menggeleng. "Aku pikir kamu beli air kemasan baru dari biasanya." Jawabnya. “lagipula airnya 'kan direbus, mau air keran atau kemasan apa pun sepertinya akan sama.”

“Tapi tetap saja, air keran itu beda," selaku. Berbalik dan menuangkan air kemasan yang aku masih berusaha mengingat kapan aku membelinya ke dalam panci. "air keran 'kan tersalur lewat pipa. Ada jutaan partikel-partikel yang kamu nggak tau itu bisa berbahaya atau nggak.”

“Eum,"

Aku menghidupkan kompor. “Aku bukannya gimana-gimana, nggak tiba-tiba jadi expert juga di bidang perairan-minuman ini," aku berhenti, menyandarkan tubuh di pinggiran meja kompor. "maaf kalau aku terlalu banyak omong."

Minhyuk tersenyum, kedua matanya menghilang. Eye smile yang berhasil membuatku luluh lima bulan yang lalu, berpikir kalau laki-laki ini bisa membantuku.

"Kenna-ya, kamu tau?" Minhyuk bergerak membuat dirinya lebih dekat denganku. Tangannya terangkat, menyentuh poniku dan mengelus bagian samping kepalaku dengan lembut. "aku lebih suka kamu seperti ini, ngomel seharian nggak berhenti, dari pada menyimpan semuanya sendirian." sambungnya. "aku nggak bakal tau kalau kamu masih berduka akan kematian ibumu, kalau aku nggak memaksa Seohyun memberitahuku kenapa kamu menghilang setahun yang lalu tepat di tanggal yang sama dengan hari ini."

Aku menunduk, memainkan ujung bawah sweatshirt. "Aku cuma... aku nggak tau harus melakukan apa, selain ya..."

Minhyuk menarikku, membawaku masuk ke dalam pelukannya. “Maaf aku sibuk di hari kematian ibumu,”

“No, anieyo.” Jawabku, melepaskan diri dari rangkulannya, berbalik untuk menatap air yang sudah mulai mendidih di panci. “Daeun cerita tentang dramamu hari ini.”

“Daeun?” Aku mengangguk. “Teman di kantormu sebelumnya, ya?” Aku mengangguk tanpa melihat ke arah Minhyuk.

"Daeun bilang sebenarnya cerita biasa, tapi..."

“Tapi?”

"Tapi, chemistry-mu dengan pemeran utama perempuannya bagus kali ini. Seperti chemistry-mu dulu di drama orang kaya itu.”

“Ah, drama itu,” Minhyuk setengah tertawa. “padahal aku pikir juga chemistry-ku juga biasa-biasa saja. Tapi itu kan kata Daeun, aku tidak pernah tau dramaku atau chemistry-ku bagus atau tidak dari. Kau masih belum mau menonton dramaku?”

Aku menatapnya, lalu menggeleng. “Tidak. Mungkin nanti.”

“Nanti kapan? Setelah kita berpisah?”

Aku terdiam. Minhyuk menatapku dengan raut wajah yang datar. Hening mengisi ruang di sekitar kami, sampai suara air mendidih perlahan menggantikannya.

Aku masih belum bergerak bahkan ketika suara air mendidih semakin keras. Minhyuk menghela napas panjang. Dari ujung mataku ia berjalan ke belakangku, mungkin mengambi bungkus ramyeon yang tadi sempat aku lihat.

"Kita sudah saling kenal sejak 2009, tapi sejak drama hits itu, kamu sama sekali tidak tergerak untuk menonton dramaku. Aku tidak mau berpikiran kalau kau hanya cemburu atau semacamnya, itu hanya buat aku jadi besar kepala karena berpikir dangkal 'wuah, kekasihku begitu mencintaiku sampai tidak bisa melihatku dengan perempuan lain.'" Minhyuk memasukkan ramyeon ke dalam panci, aku bergeser sedikit.

"Ani, aku hanya--"

"Ini pekerjaanku, Kenna, kadang aku butuh support dari perempuan yang paling aku ingin dengar pendapatnya tentang apa yang aku lakukan," potongnya.

Aku mendongak, memeriksa raut wajahnya. Tidak ada lagi senyum di sana, hanya raut wajah yang datar, sampai ia menoleh ke arahku, dan tersenyum kecil dan cepat.

“Biar aku yang lanjutkan, kau tidurlah.” Katanya setelah mencium dahiku dengan cepat.

***

Aku nggak pernah mengklaim diriku sebagai seorang light-sleeper, tapi saat Minhyuk mencium keningku singkat saat aku tertidur di kamar setelah menemaninya makan tadi.

Tapi, aku tidak membuka mataku.

"Aku pulang, ya. Aku ada jadwal promosi hari ini," katanya. Tanpa membuka matapun aku tau, Minhyuk sambil tersenyum sekarang. "Lukanya jangan lupa dibersihkan sebelum ke kantor nanti. Saranghae."

***

"Gina-ssi,"

"Oh, ne?"

"Yang kau bilang di text tadi, apa sudah tau siapa? Sepertinya aku butuh research lebih banyak tentang mereka sebelum presentation storyline dan production nanti. Kau tau Pak Lee agak perfeksionis tentang ini." Kataku sambil tertawa kecil.

"Ah, benar!" Gina adalah salah satu dari divisi account management yang fokus mengurus exclusive content untuk perusahaan. Aku sebenarnya tidak terlalu dekat dengannya, tapi entah bagaimana dia selalu memberitahukan hal-hal seperti ini padaku. "Aku sudah bilang konten eksklusifnya adalah dokumenter 'kan? Kita nggak akan ambil konsep dan idenya 100% dari OTT sebelah, tapi idols dan groupnya akan tetap sama, dan kontennya tetap seputar their journey, dan group yang sudah fixed itu adalah NCT127. Mereka akan mewakili K-pop generasi ketiga dengan konsep mereka yang unik."

Aku mengangguk. "Oh, okay"

"Kau tau groupnya yang mana?"

"Sepertinya aku pernah dengar salah satu lagu mereka."

"Iya, dan perwakilan dari mereka juga akan datang minggu depan, ada Johnny-nim, Yuta-nim, dan Mark-nim, mereka semua orang asing sama seperti kita,"

"Foreigners?"

"Johnny-nim dan Mark-nim adalah lahir dan besar di states, tapi Yuta-nim adalah warga negara Jepang--kau memang harus research lebih banyak tentang mereka," Gina menyentuh pundakku setengah tertawa.

[faceglitchsworld]

Username Song Game

Rules: Pick a song for each letter of your URL and tag that many people.

Tagged by @recogniseillusionfromreality (Thank you 🤍)

Frozen Butterfly-Wolf Howl Harmony From Exile Tribe

Addiction-Touched

Connection-Jambinai

Extinction-Thornapple

Grace-Fuji Kaze

Let Me Hear-Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

I Say Yes-IZ

Temperature-Psychic Fever From Exile Tribe

Crack the Code-Nell

Holler-Rolling Quartz

Summer Fiction-We Are The Night

Wild Angel-ALI

Oh-eh-DAYBREAK x LUCY

Ryudejakeiru-Silica Gel

Love Cut-CNBlue

Dancing in the rain-Lacuna

Tagging @strhwaberries @jongside @sillyabtmusic @toxicrevolver @serendipminie @rieloving-mess @haichengtual @zaegreus (no pressure and feel free to ignore 🤍) and whoever wants to do it

[suhnshinehaos]

#dv01

a treacherous bonus update where the band releases their first album

series synopsis : after a couple of instances of accidental matching clothing, yangyang finds himself in a dating rumor with possibly the most famous person on campus : yn, the bassist of an up and coming band. yangyang doesn’t seem to have a problem with it. unfortunately yn, who has also built up a reputation for being cold as winter, does. pairing : liu yangyang x gn!reader genre/s : university au, student council + band au, fluff, angst, humor

treacherous  ➤  masterlist 

# the dv self-titled album ➤  spotify playlist

# TRACKS

[ original artists in parenthesis , lyrics indented , band writing and vocal "credits" below ]

01. " time of our life " [ day6 ]

i'll be honest, i've been waiting a long time i believe you did too

written by dreamvision, vocals by xj, mk, gy, hd

02. " alrighty aphrodite " [ peach pit ]

if i'd known you sold on maybe then, i'd've let you waste another guy

written by mk and xj, vocals by xj

03. " dive into you " [ nct dream ]

i wonder where i am in the middle of your heart

written by hd, mk, and xj , vocals by xj, mk, gy, and hd

04. " i'm in love with you " [ the 1975 ]

there's somethin' i've been meaning to say to you, baby, but i just can't do it

written by mk, xj, and hd, vocals by xj and hd + backing vocals by mk and gy

05. " still feel. " [ half alive ]

when it is hopeless, i start to notice that i still feel alive

written by dreamvision, vocals by xj

06. " 99% " [ cnblue ]

i love myself more

written by gy and hd, vocals by xj and gy

07. " eraser " [ onewe ]

even if you turn around and come back, in the end you are a good memory

written by gy, hd, and xj , vocals by xj and mk

08. " for lovers who hesitate " [ jannabi ]

i'd rather miss you than leave regrets, it's better to be sick

written by dreamvision, vocals by xj

09. " all i wanted " [ paramore ]

i could follow you to the beginning, and just to relive the start

written by dreamvision, vocals by xj

10. " lost " [ 1415 ]

i will miss you and wait

written by mk and gy, lead vocals by xj + backing vocals by gy

11. " summer fiction " [ we are the night ]

i feel like I've been caught, through the seasons, through the city

written by mk and gy, vocals by xj

12. " leave myself " [ phonebooth ]

the things we left behind, and the place we had to leave behind

written by xj and gy, vocals by xj

13. " rooftop " [ n.flying ]

you took my hand to look at the stars, sitting on the rooftop in the evening sunset

written by dreamvision, vocals by xj, mk, gy, hd

-- bonus tracks --

14. " for the fickle " [ reese lansangan ]

empty your hands and hold me, give me steady love

written and performed by gy

15. " treacherous " [ taylor swift ]

your name has echoed through my mind, and I just think you should, think you should know

originally by taylor swift, cover by dreamvision, vocals by xj and gy

# REACTIONS

from reese, with love <3

sorry that's it's taking a white for me to update, been trying to get back into writing and updating regularly while also getting some post-thesis rest >_< thank you for reading, i'd really love to know what you think :) act three will be coming soon... i just don't know how soon huhu

[gluion]

the cartographer ! — moni

21 ₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊ infj they/them ✰ any if close (gendered terms OK!) nonbinary unlabeled filipino -> eng/fil OK! cancer sun, aries moon, capricorn rising

found on a sticky note from the cartographer — if we’re close, feel free to call me by any nickname — 4th year communications major specializing in journalism & pr, pre-law student -> sporadic schedule due to newspaper and studying obligations — with my university & publication duties, please be kind as i can mix these writing styles with fiction writing

the maps ! — reader-insert fics, whether romantic or platonic -> gn!reader or afab!reader with they/them pronouns. — mainly sfw with mature themes, dabbles in nsfw — writes different version of fics for different fandoms and members -> check the notice — bad with requests. do not expect too much or get mad if i don't fulfill it -> will not be writing about yandere, incest, and any majorly toxic themes that i'm uncomfortable writing about. i have every right to deny your request.

legends ! #nom nom -> yapping #om nom -> asks #psa -> wips, snippets #works of moni -> all works #reviewed and approved -> feedback #all my loves -> mutuals #food for a thought -> requests

other islands ! — @tokguri -> recs & tbr ✰ old rec tag — @monistera -> general sideblog — @rieguns -> gaming & streamers — ao3

compasses !

current fixation — bonedo & jebewon

ults — day6 (ot4) ✰ bts (namgi) ✰ the boyz (sunwoo, jacob, changmin, and eric) ✰ zb1 (taerae, hanbin, and matthew) ✰ boynextdoor (mulmyungz)

other directions

txt (yeonbin) ✰ le sserafim (ot5) ✰ loona (yeojin, chuu, choerry, and vivi), p1harmony (intak) ✰ nct dream (jaemin and donghyuck) ✰ seventeen (seungkwan, dokyeom, and minghao) ✰ weki meki (yoojung and lucy) ✰ stayc (sumin, sieun, and isa) ✰ cravity

bibi ✰ dean ✰ woodz ✰ seori ✰ yerin baek ✰ dpr ✰ giriboy ✰ ph-1 ✰ woo ✰ offonoff ✰ crush ✰ penomeco ✰ epik-high

hyukoh ✰ wave to earth ✰ lucky tapes ✰ jannabi ✰ se so neon ✰ polkadot stingray ✰ surl ✰ nell ✰ lucy ✰ indigo la end ✰ onewe ✰ radwimps ✰ no buses ✰ cnblue

hippo campus ✰ laufey ✰ faye webster ✰ mitski ✰ phoebe bridgers ✰ sabrina carpenter ✰ matt maltese ✰ niki ✰ tyler, the creator

ludwig ✰ quarterjade ✰ itzmasayoshi ✰ jerma985 ✰ tinakitten ✰ the yard ✰ jacksepticeye ✰ markiplier

valorant ✰ kirby ✰ fe3h (claude von riegan) ✰ omori ✰ the last of us ✰ overwatch ✰ pokemon ✰ inscryption ✰ undertale ✰ borderlands ✰ minecraft ✰ bioshock infinite ✰ stardew valley

doctor who ✰ little women (2019) ✰ everything, everywhere, all at once ✰ the spiderverse franchise ✰ the mandalorian ✰ community ✰ new girl ✰ modern family ✰ superstore ✰ the good place

tomo-chan wa onnanoko ✰ cowboy bebop ✰ brass & sass ✰ the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya ✰ kyoukai no kanata ✰ code geass ✰ steins;gate

[starstruckbigsis]

Starstruck’s KFiction Alley/Masterlist

These are the fictions I’ve posted here on tumblr (or posted links for, on tumblr)... 

I will also add links to the ones I’ve posted on AO3 in case anyone wants to read them.

KPOP

BTOB

FIFTH Year Surprise - x VIXX (AO3)

First Day - Family AU

Beach Day - Family AU

Scary Movie - Family AU

Cooking with the Kids - Family AU

Travelling with Kids - Family AU

Working with Kids - Family AU

Birthday Suspicions - Family AU

Hidden Camera - Family AU

Everyday Silence - Family AU

Star Gaze - (EK x MH) Family AU

Bumping into XX - Family AU

Fishes - Family AU

Home Cooked Meals - Family AU

Sungjae’s Musical - Family AU

Birthday Surprise - Family AU

EUNKWANG

Eunkwang + Haunted Houses = Definite No No - (AO3)

Always the Leader (AO3)

Blind Date - 

MINHYUK

Walking Alone - x Reader

Emergencies - Family AU (AO3) 

Long Day 

CHANGSUB

A Little Too Late - x Reader

ILHOON

One Bad Dream - (AO3)

SUNGJAE

Ache and Fever - x Reader

Don’t Leave - (AO3)

Thank You (So Very Much) - (AO3)

MAKNAE LINE

Don’t Forget (You’re Still Young) - (AO3)

VIXX

FIFTH Year Surprise - x VIXX (AO3)

LEO

Through Pain Comes Love - x Hakyeon (AO3)

GOT7

JACKSON

Looking After You - w/ BamBam (AO3)

SEVENTEEN

SEUNGKWAN

His Happy Moments - (AO3)

CNBlue

JUNGSHIN

Heavy Part 1 - x Reader

Heavy Part 2 - x Reader

EXO

SUHO

Love Lock - x Reader

LAY

Try to Tell Him - x Reader

Birthday Surprise - x Reader

SEHUN

Skin to Skin - (AO3)

On Call - (AO3)

Super Junior

Leeteuk

Overload - x Reader

K-ACTORS

Woo Do Hwan

Blood Part 1 - Vampire AU (Reader)

Blood Part 2 - Vampire AU (Reader)

Pouring - x Reader

Lee Sang Yeob

Sick - x Reader

Not the Same - Reader

Assistant - Reader

Lee Dong Wook

Miss You - x Reader

Bad Dream - x Reader

Neighbours - Reader

Secret - x Reader

Snow - x Reader (Soulmate AU)

Bully - Brother AU

Kim Jae Wook

I’m Sick - Brother AU

[oraclekleo]

List of Idols and Actors I know or follow

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I strongly urge you to take all the tarot readings on this account lightly. All the posts are intended to have an entertaining nature, they are pure speculations and completely made up by me. I can never ever guarantee any of it and you should never take any of the tarot readings for granted. I would like to stress that I know no idol nor actor personally, I never met any of them and all those readings are fictional, imagins, make believe and hypothetical scenarios. Do not base any of your life decisions on a tarot reading only, always use your common sense. If you have issues with tarot cards for religious or other reasons, do not engage in reading my posts.

When you make a request take my life into consideration and be patient. I’m a responsible adult with a full time job, dog, family, friends, duties, house chores and requests from other sources. All these take my time. Also reading tarot cards requires a certain mood, vibe and concentration, it can’t be done just anytime. Count on the time delays, please. I will do my best to complete your requests.

I’m always willing to help out if you yourself consider taking on tarot cards as a hobby. Feel free to ask if you have any inquiries about it, no question is dumb. I don’t know everything but will try to help the best I can.

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Requests status:

K-Pop Readings - CLOSED

List of Idols and Actors I included into my ultimate chart and into the Compatibility Calculator:

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Groups:

(G)I-DLE

2PM

3YE

A.C.E

AB6IX

ARGON

ASTRO

ATEEZ

B.A.P

BAE173

BigBang

BIGFLO

Black Pink

BLACK6IX

Block B

BtoB

BTS

BZ BOYS

CIX

CNBlue

CRAVITY

DAY6

DKB

Dreamcatcher

E’LAST

EXO

f(x)

GHOST9

Golden Child

GOT7

GreatGuys

Highlight

History

iKON

IMFACT

IN2IT

INFINITE

JUST B

KARD

KINGDOM

KNK

LUCENTE

LUCY

LUMINOUS

Mamamoo

MAP6

MONSTA X

MY_st

N.Flying

NCT

NIK

NOIR

NU'EST

OMEGA X

ONEUS

ONEWE

ONF

OnlyOneOf

Pentagon

Red Velvet

Seventeen

SF9

SHINee

Shinhwa

Stray Kids

Super Junior

TAN

TARGET

Teen Top

TEMPEST

The Boyz

The King

The Rose

TVXQ

TXT

U-KISS

UNIQ

UNVS

UP10TION

VANNER

VAV

VICTON

VIXX

VOISPER

Vromance

WEi

Winner

WOW

Xdinary Heroes

ZE:A

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Actors + Soloists

Ahn Hyo-seop

Ahn Jae Hyun

BoA

Byeon Woo Seok

Demian

Do Ji Han

Earth

Eric Nam

Gao Hanyu

God

Gong Yoo

Gun

Ha Sungwoon

Hirose Tomoki

Hong Jong-hyun

Hyeok Geun Choe

Cha Hyunseung

Ishikawa Plowden Luke

Jaejoong

Jasper Liu

Jay Park

Ji Chang Wook

Ji Soo

Ji Sung

Johnny Huang

Jongkook

Jung Il Woo

Jung Won Chang

JUNNY

Kang Daniel

Kang Haneul

Kim Jaewook

Kim Soo Hyun

Kim Woobin

Kinchiku Yuuki

Kwak Dong Yeon

Lai Leon Yi

Lee Dong Wook

Lee Jae-wook

Lee Jehoon

Lee Jong Suk

Lee Joon Gi

Lee Min-Ho

Lee Min-ki

Lee Soo Hyuk

Luo Yunxi

Max

Mew

Mike

Nam Joo-hyuk

Off

Park Bo-gum

Park Hae Jin

Park Hyung Sik

Park Seo-joon

Sakaguchi Kentaro

Satoh Takeru

Seo In Guk

Simon Dominic

Simon Gong

Song Kang

Song Weilong

Sota Fukushi

Sung Hoon

Takhon Paing

Timmy Xu

Tsao Yu Ning

Tul

Vardy Wang

Vincent

Wang Rui Chang

Wi Ha Joon

Woo Do Hwan

Xiao Zhan

Xu Kaicheng

Yokohama Ryusei

Yoo Seung Ho

Young-Kwang

Yu Christian

Zee

Zhang Zhe Han

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Members of the listed groups who went solo

+ You are allowed to request any idol or actor or celebrity you like as long as they are 18 years old or older. Including non-asian ones.

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[21--trbl]

Reminiscing old kpop songs pt.1

Some of these songs I haven’t listened to them for ages. I’m feeling nostalgic right now because I used to listen to these songs so much as a teenager. 

BIGBANG - Bad Boy

TVXQ - Mirotic

Teen Top - No More Perfume On You

MBLAQ - Smoky Girl

U-Kiss - Man Man Ha Ni

BEAST - Fiction

f(x) - La Cha Ta

2NE1 - Clap Your Hands

Kara - Damaged Lady

T-ara - Roly Poly

T.O.P - Turn It Up

BEAST - Shock

TVXQ - Purple Line

2NE1 - Fire

Se7en - Better Together

2PM - Again & Again

f(x) - Chu~

Wonder Girls - Tell Me

B.A.P - Coffee Shop

SHINee - Noona Neomu Yeppeo (Replay)

GD & T.O.P - Knockout

Girls’ Generation - Into The New World

Taeyang - Wedding Dress

CNBlue - Love Girl

Hyuna - Change

[bobhwa]

rules: answer questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better 💗

name/nickname: full name is despoina, people call me dep or deppy

gender: female

star sign: cancer

height: 151cm

time: 00:12am

birthday: July 8th

favorite bands: I will limit myself in k music in bands bc yeah.. top ones iKON & Blackpink and then I also love and enjoy with EXO, Red Velvet, BTS, Epik High, CNBLUE, Akmu, BB, Mamamoo, NELL (i have more but let me just stop here) 

favorite solo artists: IU, Ailee, Suzy, Lee Hi, Taemin, GD, Taeyeon, Loco, CL, Kim Junsu, Sunmi, BOL4 etc. And for non k artists let me just mention my top5- Billie Eilish, Adele, Taylor Swift, Pink, Jessie J.

song stuck in my head: life is too short to even care at aaaalll woooo (Young the Giant - Cough Syrup)

last movie: Enola (for like 6th time lol)

last show: Start-Up

when i created my blog: March 5th 2013... oh wow I’ve been here for a while lol

last thing i googled: when did i create my tumblr account looool 

other blogs: I co-own ikon-official, netkon, ikonfiction. For personal I had knsoo mainly, and few others, but they will be inactive lmfao bobhwa will be the only personal one and maybe bobhwasims for sims4 content. 

do i get asks: yes I do, ty all so much

why i chose my url: Bobby & Yonghwa (my old ult bias). Then I kept it bc I ended up shipping bobhwan.. sooo you know. It fits for both lol.

following: 743

followers: 12,683

average hours of sleep: 6-7? 

lucky numbers: I don’t think I have lol

instruments: no instruments sorry, I wanted piano but I am untalented. 

what im wearing: grey cardigan, black leggings, black shirt & red xmas socks lol 

dream job: be the cpo (chief product officer) or ceo of a company that makes people’s life better with technology  

dream trip: this is hard bc my ultimate dream in life is to travel the world.... well, the top places that i have in my head rn are south korea, scotland, Maldives, Iceland (I wanna see the northern lights), somewhere in US.. maybe New York? or Washington? 

favorite food: chicken soup, pita gyro, gemista with meat, Bulgogi with Rice, Sweet & Sour chicken with Rice...etc I like to eat

nationality: Greek

favorite song: LMFAO no this is not happening.. I have a whole list with songs that represent me so I can’t choose one sorry

top three fictional universes id like to live in: I don’t know... I guess I would love to be one of Luffy’s crewmates in One Piece, or in MCU? honestly a sub character in Friends tv show would be awesome for me too lol

i was tagged by @lunejieun thank youuu it was fun 😍

i tag @haanbin @ikonist @jungchanu  @leehayati @bobbicgirl @konjoong @prettyjiwon @hobbitsarecool @kitory @iuconic @gujunhwe @flamingboice @intojennie @nikiikor  @yoonqiful I don’t know who else, who ever wants to do it, please do and tag me to see ^^

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Year: 2011

Shows Active

M Countdown 

Music Bank 

Inkigayo

Chances to Win

M Countdown - 52

Music Bank - 52

Inkigayo - 52

Total - 156 (+9)

Show Breakdown 

M Countdown 

2NE1: Ugly (1) 

2PM: Hands Up (1) 

4Minute: Mirror Mirror (1) 

Beast: Fiction (3) 

Big Bang: Love Song (1), Tonight (3) 

Brown Eyed Girls: Sixth Sense (3) 

CNBLUE: Intuition (3) 

F(x): Hot Summer (1), Pinocchio (Danger) (3) 

G.NA: Black & White (2) 

GD&TOP: High High (1) 

Girls’ Generation: The Boys (3) 

Huh Gak: Hello (1) 

Infinite: Be Mine (2), Paradise (1) 

Kara: Step (2) 

Kim Hyun-joong: Break Down (2) 

Miss A: Good-bye Baby (1) 

Secret: Shy Boy (1) 

Seungri: V.V.I.P. (1), What Can I Do (2) 

Super Junior: Mr. Simple (3) 

T-ARA: Cry Cry (2), Roly-Poly (2) 

Trouble Maker: Trouble Maker (3) 

TVXQ: Keep Your Head Down (1) 

Wheesung: Heart Aching Story (1) 

Wonder Girls: Be My Baby (2)  

Music Bank 

2NE1: I am the Best (1) 

2PM: Hands Up (4) 

Beast: Fiction (2), ON Rainy Days (1) 

Big Bang: Love Song (1), Tonight (3) 

CNBLUE: Intuition (3) 

Davichi: Don’t Say Goodbye (2) 

F(x): Pinocchio (Danger) (2)

G.NA: Black & White (1) 

GIrls’ Generation: The Boys (6) 

Huh Gak: Hello (1) 

IU: Good Day (1), You and I (4) 

Jay Park: Abandoned (2) 

Kara: Step (2) 

Kim Hyun-Joong: Break Down (2), Lucky Guy (1) 

Miss A: Good-Bye Baby (1) 

Secret: Shy Boy (3) 

Super Junior: Mr. Simple (5) 

TVXQ: Keep Your Head Down (3) 

Inkigayo

2PM: Hands UP (2) 

2NE1: I Am the Best (1), Lonely (1), Ugly (2) 

Beast: Fiction (2) 

Big Bang: Love Song (3), Tonight (3) 

Brown Eyed Girls: Sixth Sense (2) 

CNBLUE: Intuition (1) 

Davichi: Don’t Say Goodbye (2) 

F(x): Hot Summer (1), Pinocchio (Danger) (3) 

G.NA: Black & White (1) 

GD&TOP: High Heels (1) 

Girls’ Generation: The Boys (3) 

Infinite: Paradise (1) 

IU: Good Day (1), You & I (2) 

K.Will: My Heart is Beating (1) 

Kara: Step (1) 

Lee Seung-Gi: Aren’t We Friends (1) 

Miss A: Good-bye Baby (1) 

Secret: Shy Boy (1), Starlight Moonlight (1) 

Seungri: What Can I Do (2) 

Sistar: So Cool (1) 

Super Junior: Mr. Simple (3) 

T-ARA: Roly-Poly (1) 

TVXQ: Before U Go (1), Keep Your Head Down (3) 

Wonder Girls: Be My Baby (3) 

Achievements

Triple Crowns

2PM: Hands Up on Music Bank 

Beast: Fiction on M Countdown 

Big Bang: Tonight on Inkigayo, Music Bank, M Countdown   

Big Bang: Love Song on Inkigayo 

CNBLUE: Intuition on Music Bank, M Countdown 

F(x): Pinocchio (Danger) on Inkigayo, M Countdown  

Girls’ Generation: The Boys on Inkigayo, Music Bank [x2], M Countdown 

IU: Good Day on Inkigayo, Music Bank 

IU: You & I on Music Bank 

Secret: Shy Boy on Music Bank 

Super Junior: Mr. Simple on Inkigayo, Music Bank, M Countdown 

Trouble Maker: Trouble Maker on M Countdown 

TVXQ: Keep Your Head Down on Inkigayo, Music Bank 

Wonder Girls: Be My baby on Inkigayo 

First Wins

F(x) with Pinocchio (Danger) on Inkigayo 

Huh Gak with Hello on M Countdown 

Infinite with Paradise on M Countdown 

Jay Park with with Abandoned on Music Bank

K.Will with My Heart is Beating on Inkigayo 

Kim Hyun-Joong with Break Down on M Countdown 

Secret with Shy Boy on Music Bank 

Milestones: 

60 Wins

Girls’ Generation 

50 Wins

TVXQ 

45 Wins

Big Bang 

Super Junior 

35 Wins 

2 PM

30 Wins

2NE1 

Wonder Girls

15 Wins

IU

KARA

T-ARA

Overall 

Highest Points for Song: Super Junior - Mr. Simple - 119,211 Points 

Highest Number of Wins for One Song: Girls’ Generation - The Boys - 12 Wins

Highest Points per Group: Super Junior - 119,211 Points

Highest Number of Wins per Group: Big Bang - 14 Wins 

Rank

Big Bang - 14 Wins

Girls’ Generation - 12 Wins

Super Junior - 11 Wins

F(x) - 10 Wins

TVXQ - 9 Wins

Beast & IU - 8 Wins

 2PM & CNBLUE - 7 Wins

2NE1 & Secret - 6 Wins

KARA, Kim Hyun-Joong, Seungri, T-ARA, & Wonder Girls - 5 Wins

 Brown Eyed Girls, Davichi, G.NA, & Infinite - 4 Wins

Miss A, Trouble Maker - 3 Wins

GD&TOP, Huh Gak, Jay Park - 2 Wins

4Minute, K.Will, Lee Seung-gi, Sistar, & Wheesung - 1 Win

Notes

Video at the top is the song with the most wins.  If it is a tie, then it will go to the song with the highest points cumulative over the year, if it is still a tie, I put the songs on a random list and it chooses one.  

There were no recorded points for this year. 

I will be marking Milestones after 15 wins every 5 wins.  Sometimes within a year, groups will skip some milestones and just reach the next one.

Links

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Inkigayo_Chart_winners_(2021)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Show_(South_Korean_TV_series)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Show_Champion

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_M_Countdown_Chart_winners_(2021)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Music_Bank_Chart_winners_(2021) 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Show!_Music_Core_Chart_winners_(2021) 

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pA_Tou-DPI 

Music Show Masterlist  

Masterlist 

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A Christmas Date

Summary: When Minhyuk finally convinced you to see his band play this Christmas, you were hesitant to allow your heart to be swayed any more than it already had been.

Pairing: Kang Minhyuk x reader (ft. CNBLUE)

Genre: Christmas au / fluff / co-workers to lovers au

A/N: Welcome to Christmas in July! This mini collab with @this-song-thats-only-for-you has been so much fun to create! Since Minhyuk’s birthday was the same day as Daehyun’s, I chose to write for him now. And I hope @noona-clock doesn’t mind, whenever I think of Jungshin/CNBLUE, I naturally think of her story Something’s Brewing and so a couple of details in this stem from that world. I highly recommend you go read that story if you haven’t some time!

Word count: 3754

“You’ll be there, right?”

Glancing up to meet Minhyuk’s expectant gaze, you smiled weakly. “Christmas in the Park? Listen, Minhyuk, I-”

“You’re not going to ditch me again, are you?” he intervened, shooting you a pout. Oh god, not the pout. He then grinned and your heart began to thump noisily in your chest.

You were doomed.

Working with Kang Minhyuk was a blessing and a curse. You hadn’t expected when the tall man walked into your florist one day with a resume under his arm that you would be struggling this much six months later. He was capable in every way, and whilst that meant you could trust him to ensure that business went well whenever you weren’t in the shop, it also made you aware of all his little mannerisms. How his smiles were able to make everyone who walked into the store feel a little weak at the knee, his arrangement skills impressing even the most sceptical of people that flowers could be more than just beautiful. He was polite yet playful, generous with his skills and his time, and incredibly thoughtful.

How such a man existed, you weren’t sure, and knowing that he had other talents in life seemed completely unfathomable. It was highly unfair that Minhyuk was able to do so much, remain humble and be utterly gorgeous on top of all of that.

And that was why you had a hard time accepting doing anything with him outside of work.

“Y/N,” he called, the slight whine in his voice making you wish for the ground to open up and swallow you whole, and yet you wanted to relish in the sound for the rest of your life as well. It was ridiculous the effect Minhyuk had over you, and as his boss, you struggled with maintaining the incredibly fine line between being professional and falling at his feet.

“I don’t do well in crowds,” you mumbled feebly and whilst it was the truth, it was an excuse and he knew it.

“You’ll have fun, I promise. I’ll make sure that you’re with Jungshin’s girlfriend, Becky, the whole time. She’ll look after you; she’s a seasoned pro at coming to our gigs and at avoiding being stuck in sticky crowd situations. Plus you promised me. This is a huge deal for me and I want you there!”

Staring up at Minhyuk, you could tell you were blushing at that last sentence. Why did he want you there? You knew if you went it would be game over for your heart. He was passionate about his music, that much you could already tell. And with how much you had already fallen for Minhyuk within this garden bed of roses, you knew if you stepped outside with him, away from what you knew, that it would be impossible to maintain your working relationship. Seeing Minhyuk out of this florist could make it harder for you to see him in it the next time. And with it being so close to Christmas, well, you needed him. Orders were only going peak over the next week, and he really did the best arrangements.

“It’s Christmas time, where’s your generous spirit, huh?” You huffed at his question and he chuckled, knowing he was getting under your skin. “I’m not going to let you get out of this, Y/N. You told me that you’d come to see us perform before the end of the year.”

“I have no choice?” you asked and Minhyuk nodded firmly. “What will you do if you make me come and I don’t enjoy your music?” He was genuinely surprised by your statement though he recovered quickly, laughing as he nudged you playfully. “What will you do if you love it?”

You would die, you were certain of it. But you couldn’t tell him that, smiling softly to yourself instead. “I guess there’s only one way to find out.”

“So you’ll come?!”

Ignoring the puppy-like excitement now filling his features, you nodded once, confirming your attendance.

Though you were truly worried about what you had gotten yourself into.

The day of the event, you had attempted to get out of going. Your bedroom looked like a riot had gone off within it; clothing was strewn across your bed from countless deliberation of what to wear. You didn’t know how to dress for such an outing and since this would be your first time appearing in Minhyuk’s world not as his boss and fellow colleague, you were conflicted further. What if you wore something that he would tease you about on Monday? You were so used to wearing blouses and dress pants or dresses in his company that you almost opted for one of your work attires just to ease some of your anxiety. Yet, Christmas in the Park was an outdoor music event, and you would be spending quite a number of hours out in the cool wintry air.

That left you with not a lot of fashionable pieces to extenuate and to opt for comfort over style. You still wanted to look good, however, scolding yourself for wanting to make a good impression on not only Minhyuk but his friends too. This wasn’t a date, and yet your brain was convincing you otherwise. Settling on your favourite pair of jeans, a woollen jumper, your dress coat and a pair of boots, you fumbled your way through your makeup, picking up your phone and writing multiple renditions of plausible excuses to Minhyuk along the way. You felt uneasy as you did your hair, worrying that you would look clearly older than him and his friends. What would they think of you as his boss? It was nerve-wracking and when your phone suddenly went off in your hand as you thought over how to word being sick in a believable way for the umpteenth time, you shrieked. Managing to only drop the device into your lap and not onto the floor, you retrieved it and opened up the message you had received.

1:13pm Minhyuk: You better not think of a single excuse to send me. I’ll see you at three!

Groaning at his innate ability to read you even this far apart, you sent him back a can’t wait response and stared at your reflection before letting out a big sigh.

You could do this.

Arriving at the park that the event was being held at, you were pleasantly surprised by the atmosphere. It was your first time attending the event, normally opting to remain indoors when it was this cold. Despite the crowds that were already forming, it seemed more welcoming than you expected. Families were setting up their designated spots and fuelling their children with hot food and drinks from their packed bags, and wrapping blankets over their legs. Teens gathered together by the edge of the stage gossiping about the hottest bands that would be attending tonight. Adults like yourself seemed to be relieved for a break from the office and to socialise with ease among their peers, and even elders were set up in camping chairs, discussing how many years they had been attending the event. You eased somewhat until you heard your name being called.

You turned, Minhyuk jogging over to your side with a grin plastered over his face. You mirrored his expression, blinking a couple of times as you took in his attire. Without thinking too much about it, you reached out for his bare arms and chastised him. “Where’s your jacket, aren’t you cold?”

“Oh, I left it backstage, we just had rehearsal before and I got a little hot,” he explained, his gaze on your hand. You slipped it back and he dug his hands deep into his jeans pockets, his skin now flushed. You assumed it was due to the cold and his sudden approach toward you and wrapped your hand around your other wrist, rocking back on the small heel of your boot. Minhyuk cleared his throat and grinned again. “I’m glad you came.”

“Me too.”

“I was expecting some kind of excuse about being too sick to get out of bed,” he continued and you snapped your gaze up to his, shaking your head profusely, hoping you didn’t let on that was exactly what you had been attempting to do.

“Of course not, you told me to have some Christmas spirit, so here I am. Though, are you just performing Christmas songs tonight?”

Minhyuk chuckled, shaking his head. “There will be some groups that do, and at the end of the show there’s a big Christmas medley happening, but most people are just singing their own songs.”

“Oh, so I’ll get to hear what CNBLUE is all about?”

“You will,” Minhyuk assured, his smile ever-present. And then he seemed to process a thought, launching forward to grab your hand and pulled you towards backstage. Focusing on remaining upright and not on how warm his hand was on yours despite the low temperature outside, you were shuffled past various people and tasks going on in the bustling atmosphere backstage until you came to a stop in a waiting area that was for Minhyuk’s group. Immediately you were greeted by a great voice, your movement stilling as you listened to the way the man sang.

“Yonghwa, Y/N’s here,” Minhyuk mentioned and the man you had just been in awe over stopped singing, turning to see you there. He grinned, coming over to shake your hand enthusiastically. And that was how your greetings with Minhyuk’s friends went. Yonghwa was loud and vivacious, much like his voice was. Jonghyun greeted you with a smile and Jungshin teased Minhyuk for bringing his boss to his work for the night. It was then that you met Becky, who not only reminded her boyfriend of where they once met before dating and then came over to your side and shyly reached out to befriend you. Her reaction eased you immediately and you relaxed into the new company, soon forgetting all about your worries of coming tonight.

“We’ll go out and get a spot by the stage,” Becky announced and you waved the men off, following Becky back out and finding a spot that had a great view of the stage without being too close.

Becky then smiled at you and you returned the gesture. “Thanks for looking out for me.”

“It’s no problem. I remember the first gig I went to, though it was in a small bar. They’ve come a long way to do stages like this.”

“So they’re really good then?”

Becky blinked. “You haven’t heard their music yet? They have albums out.”

“Uh, no, this will be my first time.”

“Well, you’re in for a treat. They’re really talented,” Becky grinned. “Oh, and I’m not saying that even though I have the opportunity to be biased. All four members are amazing at what they do. Their music is the kind that gets right into your soul and makes you addicted.”

“Ah,” you said with a nod of your head, hopeful that you would be able to agree with her evaluation when the night was over.

Becky looked at you for a moment and then smiled again when you caught her eye. “You know, this is the first time Minhyuk’s invited anyone to see him play.”

“Really?”

“He talks about you too. You must be a really good friend to him.”

You contemplated her assumption, wrestling with disbelief. You eventually shook your head. “I’m just his boss.”

“I doubt that,” Becky refuted and then pointed to the stage. “Oh, here they come!”

Much like the attitude backstage, Yonghwa was vibrant and hooked the crowd immediately. And when Minhyuk held up his drumsticks before dropping them to start the beat, you were a goner.

Becky was right; you didn’t know who you were by the time the first song was over. Although you didn’t remember the names of the songs, you attempted to take in every detail, whilst your eyes frequently soaked in Minhyuk in his element. This was unlike in the florist. On stage, he seemed to shine brightly, his smiles as effortless as his skills were. You gasped when he started singing the backups as he continued to drum away and you glanced at Becky, her energetic nod telling you that she understood.

CNBLUE was definitely addictive.

When their set finished, you felt as if your body had become heavy. You were rooted to the spot, the ringing of the last part of the set replaying within your mind. It was Becky who nudged you out of your stupor, tugging you along with her to go find the members backstage. You needed more time, more air, maybe a drink of water to sober up, but before you knew it, you were in front of the four men, Becky leaving your side to hug Jungshin affectionately.

“So, what did you think?” Yonghwa asked and Jonghyun chuckled.

“Give her a chance to process it.”

“Why does she need time? Y/N either liked it or disliked it,” Yonghwa continued, turning back to face you. Smiling gently, you nodded a couple of times.

“I liked it.”

“Liked what, which part?” Yonghwa pulled you to sit down and eagerly waited for your response which was hard to formulate.

“Let her breathe,” Jungshin instructed and nudged Minhyuk pointedly.

You watched as the man you knew the most retreated. You had expected him to be like Yonghwa, after all these weeks of asking you to come see him play. It seemed surreal to see him hesitate, reserved with his approach. His usual smile was missing and you stared at him a little longer before turning back to Yonghwa and answering his questions as best as you could.

The night was still young, and yet you were wondering more about Minhyuk’s thoughts right up until the time you eventually crawled into bed.

You hoped he would share them with you when you next saw him.

Monday morning arrived and you were a mixture of emotions to see Minhyuk again. He had texted you the day before, thanking you for coming to the concert and spending your night with Becky and the members. It seemed odd that his reaction was so formal when you had been laughing and enjoying yourself within his friends’ company until you had gone home. And yesterday you had followed all their social media accounts, grinning when everyone followed you back. You had downloaded the content that you could purchase online, and spent the day cleaning your home and bopping along to CNBLUE. Even on your way to work, you were singing along to Between Us, having played the song so much you could almost sing it word for word.

But now that you were in your usual setting, your mood seemed to resolve, resuming back to the quiet and polite version of yourself. You greeted your supplier gently, carrying in boxes of fresh flowers one after the other until on your final run; they were taken out of your arms.

You blinked. “Minhyuk.”

“Good morning,” he greeted softly, carrying the carton into the back room and opening them up to see what needed to go in which floral cooler.

You stood at the edge of the bench, wondering what to say.

“What did you do yesterday?”

Minhyuk didn’t look up. “Mostly just relaxed.”

“I downloaded your music,” you blurted out and he paused in shifting a box of lilies into the cooler. You took it as a sign to continue. “I really like it.”

“I’m glad.”

“Are you?” you retorted, staring at him as he stood back to his full height. Neither of you spoke and yet you could tell he had a lot to say.

“Hello, is your store open yet?” a voice called out and broke the spell, Minhyuk stepping around you and going out to serve the customer.

It was like that for the rest of the morning, both edging around what happened on Saturday, yet neither coming out with anything productive to say. It was driving you mad and by the time Minhyuk had gone to take his lunch break, you were completely frustrated.

“Why invite me out if he’s going to be this awkward with me?” you scoffed, arranging a Christmas themed bouquet with a little more vigour than usual. “I should have made an excuse after all. Hanging out with his boss clearly was a bad choice on his behalf.”

You grumbled for a few more minutes, your frustration shifting towards despair. It was hard not to feel a sense of rejection. Although you had been invited out as a friend, you had hoped for some kind of reaction from Minhyuk to understand why he had asked you to come. Did he want to be more than just co-workers? Or was he just proud of his achievements and wanted to show you? None of it made sense and as you unravelled some ribbon, you thought of the worst.

“Did I embarrass him? Did I say something wrong to his friends?”

“You did nothing wrong.”

You squeaked at the sudden reappearance of Minhyuk, snipping the ribbon blindly and catching your finger in the process. Your hand was immediately within his and Minhyuk led you out the back, right over to the sink and ran the water over the wound.

“Keep it under the water whilst I prepare the band-aid.”

“It’s not that bad,” you mentioned but the look he gave you made you push your hand back under the flowing water. Minhyuk then reached for your hand and wrapped a towel around it to gently pat it dry.

As he dealt with the wound, you sighed. “Why did you invite me to the event if you were going to be like this with me?”

“I didn’t know I would struggle either.”

“You’re struggling?” you asked and the vulnerable emotion within his eyes was quickly removed much like the backing of the band-aid was. “With what?”

Focusing on his handiwork now that the band-aid was over your wound, Minhyuk continued to hold your hand. You went to pull away but he gripped on. “With how much I like you.”

“Me?” you echoed and Minhyuk nodded. “You like me? Me?”

A small smile played upon his lips. “Should I not?”

“No… well yes. I mean, why would you like me?” you babbled and Minhyuk laughed softly, capturing your attention. You stared up at him, your confusion softening. “You like me? Since when?”

“Since I first met you.”

“But wait, that was…”

“Seven months ago.”

You frowned. “I hired you six months ago.”

“I know but we met before then.” You didn’t respond and Minhyuk smiled. “I was a customer before I chose to try my luck and get a job here. I did need a new job. Working with Jungshin at the coffee shop wasn’t really working out for me when I would have to go to band practice after work too. And I genuinely do like working with flowers too.”

“You came here pointedly?” you breathed and Minhyuk nodded. “Because of me?”

He nodded again. “You mean, I’ve spent all this time trying to avoid how I felt when you’ve been here because of me?”

“To be fair, I wanted to get to know you first. Sure, I could have asked you out on a date as a customer,” Minhyuk mused and then grinned at your still startled expression. “But with how hard it’s been to actually get you to come out with me, I doubt you would have accepted my request from that position.”

“I’m still back at the part where you came here with the intention of getting to know me.”

Minhyuk finally let go of your hand and you blinked away from your reverie, a slight ache within your hand now that he wasn’t holding it.

Logically, that was probably due to the injury you had sustained.

“Seeing you out of the florist was overwhelming for me. And then how easily you fitted in with my friends, I could see this becoming something regular. I wasn’t prepared to cope with how much I felt on Saturday. That’s why I was quieter.”

“Oh.”

“Oh?” he repeated and sighed. “Just oh?”

“You’re the one announcing you have feelings for me, how am I meant to react?”

Minhyuk was thoughtful for a moment and then leaned down into your face, smiling brightly. You blinked repeatedly, unsure if you should step back or grip onto him with how giddy you suddenly felt. “Will you come out with me again if I ask you, Y/N?”

“Where to? I thought that was the last performance you had scheduled for the year.”

He nodded.

“Then?”

“On a date, just you and me this time. They say that dating around Christmas time is much more magical than any other time of the year.”

You eyed him carefully, the smile on your lips forming slowly. “Really, why’s that?”

“Because it’s the season where dreams come true.”

“That’s really cheesy,” you told him with a giggle and Minhyuk pulled you into an embrace, your laughter startled into hiccups.

“I know, but you seem like the type to enjoy cliché romance like this.”

“Where the girl gets the really attractive guy that everyone fawns over?”

Minhyuk chuckled within the embrace. “Not everyone fawns over me.”

“Oh really? Have you seen how our clients react when you start smiling and pointing out flowers? I’m sure half of them would prefer to purchase you then the bouquets they walk out of here with!”

“Are you jealous?” he wondered with a smirk and you tried to slip out of the embrace Minhyuk held you within, your answer evident by your actions. “There’s only one person who I have eyes for, and it’s definitely not a client.”

“One date?” you surmised and Minhyuk gaped at you.

“I’m holding you in my arms; do you think we’re only going on one date?”

“Two dates?”

“If you’re trying to protect yourself from thinking I’ll suddenly change my mind, might I remind you I got this job because I liked you. I haven’t changed my mind since.”

“You’re blinded by the beauty of this place,” you complained and Minhyuk nodded softly.

“Because you’re here.”

You wondered if dating Minhyuk would be a blessing and a curse as well. But admittedly, you were hopeful that the Christmas spirit would help you out a little with that magic. Because you wanted this dream to remain a reality for a long time.

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Pills - the one who can heal you is yourself

Part 1

Aku tidak pernah menonton drama atau film bertema romantis yang Minhyuk bintangi. Tapi, hari ini…

“Kamu nonton drama Netflix yang baru tayang kemarin?” Tanya Seungyeon yang sejak lima menit lalu sudah berkutat dengan ponsel di tangannya.

Seingatku tadi ia bilang kalau ia akan menghubungi Daeun, teman kami seorang lagi, yang akan datang untuk makan malam bersama di hari Minggu yang entah bagaimana terasa lebih hangat dari hari-hari sebelumnya.

Kenapa jadi tiba-tiba bicara soal drama Netflix? Batinku. “Yang mana?” Tanyaku pada akhirnya. Berhubung ada banyak drama Korea yang tayang di OTT platform satu ini. 

“Influencer,” jawabnya dengan aksen Korea yang sangat kental. Seungyeon menatapku dengan mata kecilnya yang entah bagaimana lebar sekali sekarang. “Ada 12 episode, kau bisa langsung menontonnya sekali duduk.”

Influencer.

Drama korea terbaru yang Minhyuk bintangi. Eum, tidak. Aku tidak menontonnya. Tentu saja tidak, sejak aku kenal dengan Minhyuk, secara personal. “Ah, serial itu.” Jawabku singkat, kembali sibuk dengan buku menu di tangan yang sudah aku baca sejak Seungyeon sibuk dengan ponselnya.

“Yeoksi! Aku sudah tahu kau pasti langsung menonton dramanya, sejak kau bekerja di tempat itu ‘kan?”

Aku menghela napas panjang. “Siapa yang bilang semua karyawan Netflix pasti harus menonton setiap drama yang tayang dari sana?”

“Bukannya seperti itu? Kau bekerja di perusahaan webtoon, kau setiap hari juga harus membaca setiap webtoon-nya—“

“Lantas kalau aku bekerja di perusahaan kosmetik, aku juga harus pakai semua kosmetiknya?”

“Eum—begini—Ah! Itu Daeun!, Daeun-ah, yeogiyo!” Seungyeon berdiri sambil mengangkat tangannya, membuat Daeun mengetahui keberadaan kami di kafe malam itu. Atau singkatnya, dia mengalihkan pembicaraan karena pertanyaanku.

Aku tersenyum kecil.

Memang benar kalau kami juga disarankan untuk menonton setiap film dan series yang ditayangkan oleh Netflix, dan beberapa posisi juga dibutuhkan untuk menonton semua konten yang perusahaan miliki, tapi sejauh ini, aku tidak diwajibkan untuk menonton semuanya.

Dan lagi, aku punya alasan khusus kenapa aku tidak menonton drama yang ditanyakan Seungyeon tadi. Ya, itu karena Minhyuk. Aku bahkan lupa kapan terakhir kali aku menonton dramanya. Dua tahun yang lalu? Atau lima tahun yang lalu?

***

“Terima kasih sudah menemaniku hari ini.” Kataku, mencoba untuk terdengar tulus, walau aku tidak tau apa usahaku berhasil, sejak suara di kepalaku bilang hal yang berbeda.

“Eyyy, jangan sungkan.” Kata Seungyeon, setengah merangkulku.

“Ingat selalu Kenna, kamu punya kami,” sambung Daeun. “oh iya, kau yakin tidak mau kami antar pulang? Kita bisa lanjut ke ronde kedua, lho!”

Aku menggeleng. “Tak apa, biasanya aku akan langsung tidur dan lupa apa yang terjadi sebelumnya.” Jawabku sambil terkekeh.

“Tapi, ingat kalau ada apa-apa jangan lupa ada kami, oke?”

“Iyaaa!” Jawabku lalu berjalan sambil melambai ke arah Daeun dan Seungyeon yang kemudian berbalik arah berlawanan denganku.

Aku memutar tubuh, berjalan pelan menuju apartemen yang sudah hampir lima tahun ke belakang aku tempati selama di Seoul. Entah bagaimana apartemen dan tempat makan kami tidak terlalu jauh, berjalan kaki memang terasa lebih menyenangkan, ditambah dengan angin semilir sejuk menyapu rambutku yang terurai.

Ah, iya. Dokterku bilang rambutku sudah mulai panjang ketika tempo hari bertemu. Perasaanku malah ingin memotongnya kembali.

Langkahku terhenti, mengeluarkan ponselku dari saku blazer. Mataku terpaku pada tanggal dan angka di jam ponselku malam itu. Sudah pukul delapan lebih tiga puluh menit.

Hatiku mencelos, ada perasaan campur aduk yang tidak bisa aku jelaskan. Tangisku secara perlahan naik ke kerongkongan, kau tau, seperti perasaan yang biasanya akan kau rasakan ketika ingin menangis, tapi tak bisa kau keluarkan. Itu yang tengah aku rasakan sekarang.

Aku mendongak, bukan karena ingin atau mencoba membendung airmataku agar tak jatuh. Lebih karena aku ingin mencari keberadaan bulan malam ini. Apa ia ada? Apa tidak? Dan saat aku mendongak, dia ada di sana.

Bulan yang belum sempurna, tapi dia ada. Bulan malam ini begitu cantik, tapi juga menyedihkan bagiku. Karena hari ini jadi hari... hari di mana aku kehilangan duniaku, hari ini, di jam ini tepat dua tahun yang lalu, duniaku hancur berkeping-keping.

Tiba-tiba aku merasa sempoyongan, aku menunduk dan terjongkok di tempat. Mengenggam ponselku dengan erat.

Awalnya kupikir, setidaknya aku bisa sampai ke apartemen terlebih dulu dan menderita sendirian di sana. Tapi, entah bagaimana aku tidak sanggup untuk berjalan lebih jauh lagi. Kututup kedua mataku, menutupnya sekasar mungkin walau aku tak tau bagaimana caranya. Tapi, tanpa menutup keduanya pun, pandanganku sudah menggelap.

Duniaku gelap sejak ibuku meninggal dua tahun yang lalu. Dan hari ini adalah hari di mana aku kehilangan sosoknya untuk selamanya.

Jantungku mendadak terasa sakit, aku tidak bisa bernapas dengan normal seperti biasanya. Sebagian dari diriku mencoba untuk bangkit, tapi sebagian yang lain memutuskan sepihak untuk membuatku terjatuh dengan sempurna di atas aspal. Pikiranku kosong, dadaku berkecamuk, dan perasaan ingin berteriak yang cukup tinggi.

Tapi, aku tau aku tidak bisa melakukan itu di sini. Di tempat banyak orang berlalu-lalang. Aku juga tau pasti sudah banyak orang yang memperhatikanku dengan bingung dan aneh. Tapi, aku tidak bisa melakukan kompromi dengan tubuhku sendiri. Seolah-olah ia punya otak sendiri dan bukan aku yang bisa mengontrolnya.

Detik demi detik perasaan bersalah, kehilangan, kesedihan, dan kesendirian berkecamuk jadi satu dan menggerogoti tiap atom di dalam tubuhku. Sampai sebulir air mata itu turun bersamaan dari kedua mataku, membuatnya basah ketika aku berkedip. Perasaan ingin mati terasa begitu dalam, seperti ada belati yang menancap dadaku saat ini.

Aku tidak bisa mendengar atau berpikir apa pun selain suara-suara itu yang bilang kalau aku adalah sumber kematian ibuku dua tahun yang lalu. Aku tidak bisa berfungsi dengan baik dan terus memukul-mukul dadaku, sampai satu tangan menyentuh pundakku.

Aku mendongak, mengedik, dan menjauhkan pundakku dari jangkauan tangan yang terulur itu.

“Anda seperti kesakitan,” katanya.

Aku mengalihkan pandangan dari laki-laki itu, mencoba menarik napas lebih panjang, mengaturnya untuk berfungsi sebagai mana mestinya, mengusap air mata dari wajahku dan berusaha untuk bangkit.

“Maaf,” kataku setelah berhasil untuk bangkit. “Saya tidak apa-apa.” Sambungku kemudian.

Aku terpincang sedikit ketika berusaha untuk melewati laki-laki itu, sampai ia kembali memanggilku.

“Setidaknya bawa ini,” katanya, membuatku berbalik.

Sekarang aku bisa memperhatikan wajah dan penampilannya malam itu. Aku seperti mengenalnya entah di mana, wajah yang cukup familiar yang aku tidak bisa ingat siapa, tapi aku yakin laki-laki dengan topi--dan entah apa yang terjadi dengannya, tapi lengan kanannya terbungkus dan digantung dengan arm sling, sementara tangan kirinya menyodorkan air mineral padaku.

“Airnya dingin, aku dengar cocok untuk meredakan rasa cemas. Setidaknya untuk saat ini.”

Aku terdiam beberapa detik sebelum mulai bicara lagi. “Tidak, saya—“

“Johnny-ya!” Suara laki-laki lain memotong apa yang ingin aku katakan. Suara itu muncul dari dalam rumah makan lain di sepanjang jalan ini. “Ada apa?” Tanyanya pada laki-laki bertopi dan dengan arm sling yang belum mengalihkan tatapannya dariku.

Aku sudah akan berbalik lagi ketika ia kembali menyodorkan botol air mineral di tangannya. Ambil saja, toh aku bertemu dengannya sekali ini saja. lagi pula aku juga tidak kenal siapa orang ini. Kataku dalam hati, lalu meraih botol air mineral itu dari tangannya.

Aku membungkuk dan berlalu dari hadapan kedua orang itu dengan melangkah secepat mungkin.

Sesampai di apartemen, aku mendapat pesan dari Minhyuk. Kulepas sepatu dan berjalan beringsut ke sofa di ruang tamu. Kubuka pesan darinya dan membalasnya dengan cepat.

"I love you..." lirihku dan mendongak ke langit-langit ruang tamu apartemen.

Enam bulan yang lalu kalimat itu memang berhasil membuat kupu-kupu di perutku kembali hidup. Tapi, tidak jarang kebersamaan setelah kalimat itu sering diucap oleh Minhyuk padaku membuatku bertanya-tanya apa aku layak mendapatkan deretan kata itu?

Don't do anything stupid, katanya barusan.

Entah kenapa kalimat itu malah membuatku makin ingin melakukan hal yang bodoh.

Aku arahkan pandangan pada vas berisi bunga Chrysanthemum di meja makan. Ternyata aku sempat membeli bunga untuk Ibuku tadi pagi, bahkan memberinya air yang cukup.

Kupaksa diriku berjalan lagi ke arah meja makan. Kupotret bunga krisan yang masih segar itu, dan membiarkan jari-jariku mengetikkan sesuatu di akun Instagram yang aku punya.

2 Juli sebentar lagi berakhir, dan aku tidak ingin tanggal ini berakhir. Karena tanggal ini, adalah saat di mana ibuku terakhir kali ada di dunia ini.

[404fmdtaejin]

famedbaseonline1.6  — playlist & self para

summary: taejin plays with his bichon dubu for his hour long playlist while doing dances reminiscent of his past warnings: none wc: 452

playlist (1 hour and 5 minutes)

1. fiction — beast / 비스트  2. 주문 — 동방신기 / mirotic — dbsk 3. 12:30 — beast / 비스트  4. 10점 만점에 10점 — 2PM / 10 out of 10 5. 미스터 — 카라 / mr. — kara 6. oh yeah — gd&top ft. park bom 7. gee — 소녀시대 / girls’ generation 8. devil — 슈퍼주니어 / super junior 9. 다시만난세계 — 소녀시대 / girls’ generation 10. lonely — 2ne1 11. 내꺼하자 — 인피니트 / be mine — infinite 12. mr. chu — 에이핑크 / apink 13. 롤린 — 브레이브걸스 / rollin — brave girls 14. 내 머리가 나빠서 — SS501 / because i’m stupid 15. new face — 싸이 / psy 16. 별빛달빛 — 시크릿 / starlight moonlight — secret 17. 외톨이야 — 씨엔블루 / loner — cnblue 18. 잔소리 — 아이유 / nitpicking — iu

the cameras are on,  and it’s hard to ignore the blinking lights that catch the corner of his eye.

but kim taejin’s a professional, and by now — on camera or off, it’s all the same front he places when he has dubu sitting on his lap and his body leaned back against the sofa. a playlist curation, and his tastes in music never dive further than the same hundred songs on his phone. no time to waste or pass when there’s no more filming times, and his schedules have been filled with no breather with rehearsals.

thirteen years coming up on decipher, and he figures the best place to send an ode to his generation of limelight in the industry comes with songs that highlight the music played like a broken record in the early 2010’s. 

now, it’s been filled with wish, charm, knight, origin — so many groups, yet he still has flashbacks of nostalgia of when the souls around him were just of the same feather, same year. it’s the melody he hasn’t heard in years, yet his body knows right where to pick up.

10 out of 10, and he places dubu off to the side while his palms flash up into the air, bumping up and down with his frame moving along, sliding across the freshly cleaned floors. and when he looks down, it’s the direct eye contact with the glass-bead eyes of his own pride and joy, his dog that leaves him to quirk his head and crease his eyes as his grin beams louder.

he pauses for a brief second, but his body has no time to spare.

least not when the music still booms, and the next track becomes the iconic overalls. arms crossed across his chest, pulled firm — he remembers the feeling of being inside the dorm rooms of decipher, still a fresh-faced rookie when the screen on the tv flashes the overalls and the dance. remembers his members gathering along with their own renditions of swaying back and forth, hips becoming an ostentatious point to the choreography.

it makes him laugh again, and he laughs some more till the chorus peaks, and he’s left to dance right along as if he were twenty-one again. 

in this moment, he’s transcended back into the early years. no longer the sunbae people only look to as a guiding hand or a stereotypical talk of ‘i admire decipher’. instead, he’s just like the rest of the rookies, still bare-faced, smile still shining the recollections of his youth as he moves around, eyes closed with how tightly his smile wraps across his face dancing along.

(somehow, his mind loses any trace of the cameras.)

[aaahnaewangjanim]

And now that I mentioned it, I suddenly remembered all the good music that were released 8 years ago, in 2011. Songs like:

Infinite - BTD (Before the Dawn)

2NE1 - Lonely

T-ara - Roly Poly

Miss A - Good-bye Baby

Secret - Love is MOVE

Sistar19 - MaBoy

G.NA - Black & White

Hyuna - Bubble Pop

Super Junior - Mr. Simple

Kara - Step (luv this sooo much)

IU - You & I

Beast - Fiction

Secret - Shy Boy

f(x) - Danger (Pinocchio), which gave them their first music show win

Infinite - Be Mine, which also gave them their first win (that they deserve haha)

2PM - Hands Up

Trouble Maker - Trouble Maker (a.k.a one of the best K-Pop units ever)

2NE1 - I Am The Best

Brown Eyed Girls - Sixth Sense

Wonder Girls - Be My Baby

Super Junior - A-Cha

Sistar - So Cool, the song that made me a fan

Big Bang - Tonight

Girls' Generation - Mr. Taxi (it's japanese tho, eventually korean ver was made haha)

Secret - Starlight Moonlight

Big Bang - Love Song

f(x) - Hot Summer

CNBLUE - Intuition

Infinite - Paradise

T-ara - Cry Cry

2NE1 - Ugly

4Minute - Mirror Mirror

2NE1 - Hate You

TVXQ - Keep Your Head Down

Girls' Generation - The Boys (bless u snsd for releasing this song, u still bring the bois out in 2019)

...and a lot more. It has been eight freaking years already, and I still frequently listen to these bops. What a great year for K-Pop, indeed. ❤

[starstruckbigsis]

20secs+ Kpop chorus!

In light of recent events, it is advised for us to wash our hands for 20seconds! So here’s a playlist of kpop songs with chorus’ of 20seconds or more to help you wash better and with a kick to it!

These songs are give or take a couple of seconds...Because I went through all the songs and counted 20 seconds... and also, these songs are the ones in my phone playlist. This list is currently in process and I’ve only just reached my H!

More songs will be added onto this list as I have time to go through them.

1THE9

Spotlight

Blah Blah

24K

Bonnie & Clyde

Only You

Bingo

Still 24K

Secret Love

2pm

Again and Again

Promise (I’ll Be)

Comeback When You Hear This Song

Hands Up

My House

Go Crazy

ADTOY

Heartbeat

AB6IX

Breathe

Blind For Your Love

Moondance

More

Rose, Scent, Kiss

Astro

1 in a Million

Confession

Again (Should’ve Held Onto You)

Breathless

Puss in Boots

Real Love

Stay With Me

Love Wheel

All Night

Always You

Blue Flame

Hide & Seek 2nd Chorus

ACE

Take Me Higher

Cactus

Callin’

Undercover

Savage

ATEEZ

Answer

Pirate King

Wave

Illusion

Hala Hala

Say My Name

Treasure

Aurora

B1A4

What’s Happening

Lonely

Baby I’m Sorry

BAP

One Shot

Power

Voicemail

Big Bang

Bang Bang Bang

Bad Boy

Fantastic Baby

Lollipop

Haru Haru

Last Dance

Sober

Loser

Monster

We Like To Party

Fxxk It

Let’s Not Fall In Love

Lies

Blue

G-Dragon - Crooked

G-Dragon - Untitled

Black6ix

Call My Name 

Like A Flower

Swamp of Despair

Please

Blackpink

Playing With Fire

As If It’s Your Last

Block B

Don’t Leave

Toy

Boyfriend

Boyfriend

Bounce

Stay the Way You Are

Witch

BTOB

Pray (I’ll Be Your Man)

Monday to Sunday

Stand By Me

Shake It

Only One for Me

2nd Confession 

Remember That 

Red Lie

Beautiful Pain

Someday

Never Ending Melody

L.U.V

Yejiapsa 

Beep Beep

Dear Bride

Movie

The Winter’s Tale

Sorry

My Lady

Thriller

Way Back Home

WOW

Lover Boy (I Only Know Love)

FRIEND 

The Feeling

Yes I Am

Hello

Icebreaker

Insane

It’s Okay

When It Rains

Changsub - Shelter

HUTA - With Melody

Hyunsik - Dear Love

Hyunsik - Swimming

Hyunsik - Moonlight

Ilhoon - Fancy Shoes

Ilhoon - She’s Gone

Minhyuk - Purple Rain

Sungjae - Paradise

BTS

Pied Piper

Spring Day

Dope

So What

No More Dream

Not Today

Airplane Part 2

Magic Shop

Anpanman

Blood, Sweat and Tears

Boy in Luv

I Need You

Forever Young

Idol

War of Hormone

Just One Day

Jin - Epiphany

J Hope - P.O.P

J Hope - Daydream

CNBlue

Between Us

Can’t Stop

Cinderella

I’m A Loner

Hey You

Intuition

DAY6

I Loved You

Shoot Me

I Wait

Congratulations

Sweet Chaos

I Smile

Time of our Lives

Hi Hello

EXO

Growl

The Eve

Peter Pan

What Is Love

Lotto

Lucky

MAMA

Overdose

Monster

Universe

Lucky One

Love Me right

Wolf

For Life

EXO CBX - Hey Mama

EXO CBX - Ka-Ching

Luhan - On Call

Luhan - Skin to Skin

Luhan - That Good Good

Z Tao - Imperial Crown

Golden Child

DamDaDi

Let Me

GOT7

My Swagger

Call My Name 2nd Chorus

If You Do

Just Right

Sign

Skyway

Hard Carry

Lullaby

You Are

Just Right

JJ Project - Today, Tomorrow

BEAST / Highlight

Plz Don’t Be Sad

Fiction

Shock

Good Luck

Shadow

Can Be Better

Callin You

iKON

Love Scenario

I’m OK

Apology

Idol Producer

Ei Ei

What I Miss

Firewalking

Mack Daddy

Idol Producer/JolinTsai - The Great Artist

UNINE - Like A Gentleman

Qing Chun You Ni - Youth Has You

Nine Percent - Rule Breaker 

 Nine Percent - I Need A Doctor

Infinite

Be Mine

The Eye

Tell Me

Last Romeo

Kim Sunggyu - 60 seconds

JBJ

Fantasy

JBJ95 - Home

KNK

Day by Day

Lonely Night

Monsta X

Beautiful

Dramarama

Fighter

Find You

Shoot Out

Hero

Someone’s Someone

If Only

Who Do You Love

Middle of the Night

I’ll Be There

In Time

NCT

Dream - Chewing Gum

127 - Limitless

U - Without You

Nu’est

If You

Bet Bet

Deja Vu

Face

Good Bye Bye

Hello

Help Me

Pentagon

Can You Feel It

Shine

Critical Beauty

Violet

Dr Bebe 

Runaway

Humph!

Naughty Boy

Sha La La

Like This

Triple H - 365 Fresh

PRODUCE

Dream for You 

Pick Me

Nayana (Pick Me)

Nekkoya (Pick Me)

X1-MA

Boyness 

Open Up

Super Special Girl

Always

Show Time

Super Hot

Monday to Sunday

Oh Little Girl

Pretty Girl

Hands On Me 

To My World

U Got It

Chungha - Gotta Go

Chungha - Snapping

IOI - Downpour

IOI - Whatta Man

SF9

Roar 

Mamma Mia

Easy Love

Good Guy

O Sole Mio

Seventeen

Fear 2nd Chorus

Clap

Love Letter

Don’t Wanna Cry

Holiday

Oh My

Mansae

Home

Seven O’Clock

Echo

Nothing Better

SHINee

Get The Treasure

Super Junior

Sorry Sorry

Animals

One More Chance

The Crown

Super Junior DE - Growing Pains

Super Junior DE - If You

Teen Top

Seoul Night

The Rose

Like We Used To

She’s In The Rain

Sorry

TVXQ

Mirotic

Up10tion

Blue Rose

Victon

Victon - Remember Me

VIXX

Shangri-La

Take Your Hand

Chained Up

Error

The Closer

VIXX LR - Beautiful Liar

VIXX LR - Whisper

Leo - Dream 

Wanna One

Spring Breeze

IPU

Energetic

Light

Beatiful

ZE:A

Breathe 

Step by Step

The Ghost of Wind

U’re My Sweety

Others (will eventually have their own section)

MyName - Baby, I’m Sorry

24K - Only You

N. Flying - How Are You Today

Girl’s Generation - Gee

MUSTB - I Want You

Henry - It’s You

Sewoon - Just U

Lee Seunggi - Will You Marry Me

Rainz - Let It Go, Let It Be 

TST - Mind Control

SS501 - Love Ya

Varsity - U R My Only One

Spectrum - What Do I Do

FT Island - Wind

Blanc7 - Yeah

[oraclekleo]

Girl u should write a fan fiction at this point💀😂🤣 the way u described tht dream *chef's kiss* do u have any acc on wattpad?👀

😂😂😂

I do have account on Wattpad but I haven't logged in for ages... I probably don't even remember the password anymore. 😂

I simply described what was happening in the dream, wasn't exactly pursuing any fanfic vibe but yeah, when you put it like that, it does give a similar impression. 😂

I posted few fanfics on my old account so if you wanna check them out, here are the links:

The only finished chaptered fanfic I ever did featuring VIXX:

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Short chaptered story featuring Black6ix (disbanded):

Prologue

Part 1

Part 2

Short Fanfics:

The Gingerbread Princess - Onew (SHINee)

Christmas Dream - Lee Joon Gi (Actor)

Rainy Day - Leeteuk (Super Junior)

Ice Crush - Sungyeol (Infinite)

Whispers in the Autumn - Baekhyun (EXO)

Early in the Morning - JinJin (ASTRO)

Inner Fire - Wonho (solo)

10 Days - Seonghwa (Ateez), Wonho (solo), Yuta (NCT)

Hot Chocolate - Yonghwa (CNBlue)

I wrote more but these are posted. 😊

I don't write fanfics much recently. It requires a lot of motivation to do so and I tend to lose interest quickly. 😂

[sinningbutsoft]

Happy belated New Year folks. Saw folks making their top songs of the decade and thought I’d give it a shot cause I’m bored but also curious to see my own list. I’m not making this as a “top” list as I’m sure if I did it would be filled w/ common songs, but this is more of a “I have such a soft spot in my heart for this song” type of list, if that makes sense. To be honest there’s no format in terms of limits to how many spots for each year, as I include multiple songs in one spot and even include a mini album at one point cause what even are rules? I did bold a few that I think might have been missed due to them either being from artists not as well known, or for those that aren’t that well known outside of Korea, so there’s that.

Time to show how much of a fandom old I am!

2010

I Go Crazy Because of You by T-ARA

Lucifer by SHINee

M.E.P by BoA

I Can’t by 2PM

Wake Up by SNSD

Shake it Up! by Super Junior

Mr. Boogie by f(x)

2011

the entire “Fever’s End: Part 1 “ by Tablo

Opera by Super Junior

꼭두각시 by Sunny Hill

Mach, A, and To Me by Rainbow

Can U Smile by Infinite

Trick by SNSD

Lie (Korean ver) by CNBLUE

Hands Up, Tonight, and Somebody to Love by Big Bang

Fiction by Beast

Shampoo by After School

the near entirety of SNSD’s first Japanese album

2012

베짱이 찬가 by Sunny Hill

Lips by Miss A

the near entirety of the “Slip Away” album, but especially 그리고, 남겨진 것들 by Nell

Not Over U by BoA

Blue and Bad Boy by Big Bang

Midnight Sun by Beast

Flashback by After School

I’ll Be There by SPICA

2013

Tonight by SPICA

No.9 by T-ARA

어둠 속을 밝혀줘 by VIXX

Don’t Touch by Rainbow

Wild and Action by Nine Muses

My Lady by EXO

the entirety of the “Pink Tape” album by f(x)

the near entirety of the “Blessed” album by Clazziquai Project

A.D.T.O.Y. by 2PM

2014

Gentleman by Mamamoo ft eSNA

Domino Game by Kiss&Cry

Pretty Pretty by Ladies Code

U by John Park

Wait a Minute by SNSD

Fxxk U by GaIn ft Bumkey

One More by Fiestar

the entirety of the “Red Light” album by f(x)

the entirety of the “Blink” album by Clazziquai Project

또 싸워 by Epik High ft Younha

the entirety of the “Play” album by AKMU but also 시간과 낙엽

Ain’t Nobody by HA:TFELT

2015

Stress by Taeyeon

the entirety of the “Frank” album by Baek Yerin

Calling in Love by Suran ft Beenzino

Love Belt by Jonghyun ft Younha

Hurt Locker by Nine Muses

the near entirety of “The Red” album by Red Velvet

느낌이 좋아 by HALO

Rude Love by f(x)

What If by EXO

너 같은 and Joker by Dal Shabet

Domino by CNBLUE ft Wheein

Butterfly by BTS

Ah Yeah by EXID

Diphylleia grayi by Jonghyun

2016

Drip Drop and Press Your Number by Taemin

11:11 by Taeyeon

I Don’t Love You by Urban Zakapa (cover by Sojung of Ladies Code version)

the entirety of the “Flower” mini album by Subin (or is it DalSooobin now?)

Bye bye my blue by Baek Yerin

Fantasy, Dynamite, and The Closer by VIXX

Emotion by Mamamoo

All Mine by f(x)

Tell Me What To Do by SHINee

the entirety of the “I am Sam” album by Sam Kim

One Step Two Step by Oh My Girl

any song featuring Hoody on the “Everything You Wanted” album by Jay Park

Summer Night (Remix) by Gray ft Hoody

Hold On by IOI

Ohio by hyukoh

By Your Side by Hoody ft Jinbo

the entirety of “The Day” album by Day6

the near entirety of the “Red Planet” album by BBOL4

First Love by BTS

Re-bye by AKMU

지독하게 by 4ten

Suit Up by Jonghyun

2017

the entirety of the “Circle Dreams” album by Subin/DalSooobin

Walking by Suran

1 of 1 by SHINee

Love Don’t Hurt by Shannon ft Amber

Like This by Pentagon

the near entirety of the “Rookie” album by Red Velvet

A Girl Like Me by gugudan

the near entirety of the “23″ album by hyukoh (especially Tomboy)

the near entirety of the “Everyday #5″ album by Girl’s Day

Wake up by Dreamcatcher

Excuse Me by AOA

Reminiscing by Ailee

the near entirety of the “Moonrise” and “Sunrise” albums from Day6

Ending Scene by IU

One Last Time by SNSD

the entirety of the “Eclipse” album by EXID

I Wander and Read Me by HA:TFELT

the entirety of the “My Voice” album by Taeyeon

Move by Taemin

~42 by Primary ft eSNA and Sam Kim

ONLY 너, FFW, and 24/7 by Twice

얼굴 찌푸리지 말아요 by Highlight

Loonatic (English Ver( by Loona Odd Eye Circle

2018

the entirety of the “Void” mini album by The Rose

Sunset by Twice

the near entirety of “The Story of Light Epilogue” album by SHINee

Not That Type by gugudan

Lucky One and Artificial Love by EXO

Mayday, What, and Full Moon by Dreamcatcher

U&I and Recollection by BoA

숨 by cacophony

the entirety of the “Poet|Artist” album by Jonghyun

Fermata by SNSD Oh!GG

Circus and Something New by Taeyeon

Trivia : Seesaw by BTS

hello myself by Choi Yegeun

Look by Red Velvet

the entirety of the “Warning” album by Sunmi

DKDK and Love Bomb by fromis_9

Girl Front and Sweet Crazy Love by Loona Odd Eye Circle

Memoria (Japanese ver) by Gfriend

예쁜 게 죄 by April

2019

Better Babe, Wine, and Blue by Taeyeon

4x4ever and 25 by Mamamoo

%% by Apink

Silent Night by Dreamcatcher

Flower by N.Flying

Boy with a star by Hyuk

No Different by Epik High ft Yuna

SOSO by Winner

Blueming by IU

Want by Taemin

Tika-Taka and Picky Picky by Weki Meki

Hush by Everglow

Face by Kim Woosung

Run by Grizzly ft Chungha

the near entirety of “The Book of Us: Entropy” album by Day6

Superhuman by NCT 127

어떻게 이별까지 사랑하겠어, 널 사랑하는 거지 by AKMU

Get Loud, Trick It, and Love Foolish by Twice

I Wanna Be, One of those Nights, Forever Yours, Chemicals, Easy to Love, and I Will Fight by Key

Fever by Gfriend

Noir by Sunmi

Katchup by Dalsooobin