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"Down, down, down by the river..."
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 oc#bg3 tav#there we go#these are kinda...#clunky but hey#it's something!#a few of my guys bg3 style#sam#dmitrii#and alice
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction 🎉🎉#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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It's a time-honoured tradition- every time Sam comes across Izzy (and Ed) in their travels, he asks Izzy to marry him. And every time, Izzy turns him down.
At this point, Sam is asking more for the sake of it than any belief Izzy will ever say yes, a remnant of childhood dedication touched with 30 years of heartbreak and regret- though even now, a small part of him still holds out hope. Sam's promises have only got more extravagant over the years, from a job as his first mate, to a captaincy, a fleet at his command, a whole fucking island if that's what Izzy wants- but he knows it isn't though, not really. If Izzy was ever going to agree to marry him, to leave his life and go with Sam, it wouldn't be for anything Sam could offer him. Izzy never did care for flashy shows of wealth, for a ship or to be captain. The only thing that ever mattered to him was loyalty given, and loyalty shown in return.
It all comes to a head after Stede left and came back, after Izzy lost a toe, lost his leg. Sam hasn't seen him since before things with Ed started to really slide off the rails, before stress permanently set into the lines of Izzy’s face. So, when he sees a dishevelled man with a hoof for a leg in a no-name port, he doesn't even consider the idea that he might know him. It's only when he turns towards him, and Sam catches a glance at those oh too familiar tattoos, he realises this is Izzy, his Izzy, that stands before him.
Knowing Izzy's discomfort with pity, he doesn't treat him any differently than he would in years gone by, positioning himself in Izzy's line of sight before approaching and sweeping him up into a bone crushing hug.
“Israel-goddamn-Hands!” he exclaims, as Izzy grumbles back a begrudging “Samuel-fucking-Bellamy”, a tradition almost as old as their friendship itself. Izzy might not hug him back, but he can’t keep the corner of his mouth from twitching, just for a second.
(If Sam holds Izzy a little tighter and a little longer than usual, well. That's his business)
By the time Sam lets go, most of the crew has appeared in the town square, drawn in by the commotion. They may have given Izzy his leg and welcomed him as one of them, but still there’s an underlying tension, with nobody quite ready to set aside everything that happened before the Kraken. Seeing him cosying up to an unknown man sets everyone on edge, unsure whether to come to their first mate’s aid, or to assume that they've been betrayed once again.
When Ed sees that the yelling was Sam, his hand goes tense where it's held in Stede's. He knows the routine, has seen it more times than he can count, but as he watches them part he realises that this is the first time in a long time he's unsure of what Izzy's response will be.
Knowing that something’s different, knowing that Izzy's feeling vulnerable already, Sam doesn't go for the same flashy proposal he’s been giving for years. He doesn't promise Izzy the world, he doesn't cause a scene (or, any more of a scene than he already has, anyway). He looks at the fractured man in front of him, takes his face in his hands, and says the exact same thing to him he said when they were little more than boys. “Israel, I have to ask you. I know what you'll say, but I have to try. Come with me. Marry me and sail away with me. I'll keep you safe”
And Izzy… hesitates. He glances over at Ed, at Stede, and says to Sam “...We’re staying in port for a week. Ask me again then”
That's the moment Sam knows there is something deeply, horribly, wrong. He's not just looking at an Izzy who got seriously injured in a fight and is struggling to cope, this is something so much bigger than that- and that Ed has something to do with it. Izzy wouldn't even be considering leaving if he didn't. Whether it was negligence or something more sinister, Sam doesn't yet know, but he intends to find out.
#i feel like the little paragraph about the crew is real clunky and out of place but i wanted some kind of establishment of where those#dynamics are at. its important that the crew is something for izzy to consider in his decision; but also that their relationship isnt so#solid he would stay for them alone; yknow?#im sorta aiming for a s2e5 era but like. early in those themes. he cant be all sorted yet i need him to be struggling#anyway this is part of a much larger scenario in my head that im never ever doing anything with but i wrote THIS bit in a daze in like. jun#and i got thinking about it again and i think?? it holds its own as a 'hey think about THIS' snippet. idk you decide#youre welcome to interpret this as solo bellhands but in my head it Has morphed into sam/izzy/ed/stede#because i cant not put edizzy in things any more. izzy has two hands#i also think the comedy potential of one of your boyfriends HATING your other boyfriend is gold. 10/10 dynamic#stede is mostly along for the ride in this but also i think they need him#aaaaand. the sam/ed bracket i think can only be closed in exceptional circumstances. i think they 'hate' each other too much#...which is WHY someones getting kidnapped!!! yay#anyway its all irrelevant because ill never write it out. i can do silly chill things but thatll require work#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#i wanna also say. the general concept of repeated sam proposals has been floating around my head forever#it used to be a more silly thing like i referenced at the start but. s2 gave me angsty feelings i guess#i cant not have izzy have feelings for ed right now which inherently adds layers to Any bellhands scenarios i think.#but yeah. its a Classic Bellhands vibe for me. sam seeing izzy at sea or on shore and asking him to marry him (again)#i like to do this with jackie too. i think i just want that man to be obnoxiously desired#(theres also layers of my personal hornigold era lore built into this but i hope it holds up without u knowing it. tldr. sam lost izzy by#being an idiot n fumbling the bag. thats what matters. izzy went with ed and sams been trying to fix it ever since)#i probably should have readmore'd this but i didnt think it was Quite long enough. or had a good break point. sorry <3
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Amity's introductory scene bothers me to no end because it does not remotely reflect the kind of character that she is and the personality that is presented is only going to get flat out contradicted in future episodes, rather than recontextualized. But Willow's introductory scene on the other hand? Remmy the rat kiss. Perfecto.
#one character getting such a perfect opening while the other gets such a clunky one is so deeply frustrating#but HEY. love Willow. happy for her
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ok heres loser if she was a protogen
#getting her design down is a little wack but hey this was just a fun lil thing#she'd be an older model not like LCD whos more high tech heheha#clunky old computer gal....#idol cube#nate.art
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thinking about my exit interview that was super informal but at one point i was like okay i will say something positive about the team and my ex manager was like okay
and then we both sat there in silence for a solid minute
#me:…theyre nice people!#my ex manager with suspicious eyes:#delete later#i wanted to try out my buildings laundry machines today#bc i was tired of using the portable one in my apartment#its big and clunky and breaks my tap everytime i do laundry#and i dont have a dryer so massive pain#but it cost me $5.5 and so i will continue doing it in my apartment ❤️#tbf it wasnt even really an interview i just had to return my shit and was like hey do u wanna hear the tea and gossip#and he was like pulling out a notebook like yea#and then i went off for an hour#hes not a retaliatory dude so it was fine if anything im sure he just took the notes and then went off to figure out solutions or whatever#now i feel like i snitched#i didnt say names but he just kept figuring it out#i was like ppl dont like how ppl drop documentation in code reviews#and he was like is this about gordon and his use effect document#and i was like……………..*speechless*#and then i was like some ppl thing the environment has gotten a tad competitive#and he was like is that from henry#*SPEECHLESS*
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i don't remember in which fic i read it but I absolutely love the trope of steddie dating pre season 3 and steve trying so hard to get eddie and robin to be friends mostly so they can have fun being the (to his knowledge) only 3 gays in hawkins together but robin is like ew no i'm not letting you tell your weirdo friend that i'm a lesbian he deals drugs he could be dangerous I don't want to get hatecrimed are you nuts? and eddie is like steve for fuck's sake we are not telling your random coworker who until last week barely tolerated your presence about us what if she goes around telling everybody we're gay and we end up being chased out of town by a mob of angry homophobes?? and steve is in the middle like. please. i can't do the hannah montana shit anymore with my bestie and my boyfriend. but he can't out robin or eddie without their permission so he's destined to suffer
#bonus points if he deals with this shit for months until he finally gets them to hang out together#and the SECOND they make eye contact they clock each other immediatly#eddie's like this clunky girl that's wearing mostly steve's clothes is such a lesbian damn#and robin's like this absolute loser can't stop staring at steve like he's a five course meal and he's starving to death what a gay idiot#but they don't tell steve about their conclusions because hey. you shoudn't asssume!#so they keep being clowns for a few months#until robin finally catches these two morons making out in the employees only bathroom in family video#and proceeds to have an aneurysm#steddie#stobin#steve harrington#robin buckley#eddie munson#stranger things
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Fandom: Gravity Falls || CW: - || Stan comes to Gravity Falls, but when Ford doesn’t show up he has to go looking for him. Amidst, a strange house and a mysterious presence he tries to figure out what exactly is going on and where Ford disappeared to.
Chapter: Faulty Tech
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#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#gravity falls fic#my fics#Fic: I Think I Saw You#c:mullet!stan#c:paranoid!ford#stangst#oh huh.... i apparently never posted this one on tumblr#well here's the chapter from... i have to guess 2023 i'm looking up the- hell i'm looking up the date one second#huh Dec 14 of 2022#well... hey here y'all go#you know there was this whole bit with the cctv i wanted to do but... mmh it just was a bit too much and clunky to get in so i didnt
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it would be so funny if tumblr became good because the dev team isnt stretched thin maintaining their investor-pleasing changes that take months to roll out only for everyone to get mad at them. id love it
#pers#i think the reason people keep push pulling on 'support tumblr!' and 'never support tumblr. im not using another website though'#is like badges and dash gifts are a very reasonable monetization strategy. they're fun and cute baubles that don't have a corporate feel#but automattic's moderation is fucking HEIIIINOUUUUUS its so bad. its transphobic as fuck and clunky and not fast enough.#it took them like 2 years to handle botfarms using general tags and only because the appstore was like 'hey. whats going on in there'#and they started the scrub by nuking tags entirely. BAD fucking moderation#and of course the investment pleasing. so the instinct is to go 'why should i make the website not caring for its users profitable'#so i think automattic pulling out of tumblr's business is kind of hopeful. because everyone hates them and hope they explode.
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me, a poet:
#this is the biggest brained move ive made ever#proud of this one#not really i think its a bit cheap and clunky but hey
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good god you just are not a serious person if one of your main critiques of veilguard is graphic/artstyle related. there are for sure some things relevant to the goals of the series to criticize but dragon age has always been at its core stylized in all of their more advanced game engines. i'm so sorry everything doesn't look like a AAA game or a classic crpg but perhaps consider that was never the stylistic point
#like hey turns out there's fucking fantasy races that do not translate to real world you fucking idiots#graphic complaints are like baby gamergaters first game criticism to me#if you won't play something because it's clunky you have a cowards heart#dragon age the veilguard
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Part 2, Lloyd
Lloyd Montgomery Garmadon was born to Monk Garmadon and Misako in the Southern Air Temple. Morro had been born not long before, and the two grew up together.
Both had grown up hearing stories of Garmadon's father, the Air Nomad Avatar from the last cycle. He had settled the world into peace and order during his lifetime. He had many battles with powerful benders and spirits, but he never quit and always found a way in the end.
Both the boys loved these stories and would ask for their favourites over and over again. They would often play out the battles themselves, Morro (being slightly older) would make Lloyd be whatever villain he, as the Avatar, needed to defeat this time.
Airbenders often get sent to a temple when born and fit into the large family of the temple, (with Lloyd being the exception by being raised by his father) Morro had friends and adults he could trust, but no one who he called a father.
Lloyd's uncle Wu was an immensely spiritual man who had even been to the spirit world a couple of times. He often went on long journeys to the most spiritual places in the world to meditate.
Whenever he returned to the temple, Lloyd and Morro would rush to meet him as he walked up, asking where he had been, if he saw any spirit monsters, did he trim his beard, did he have anything cool for them? Wu would have a small gift for both ready in his bag.
Morro would choose to hang around Wu while Lloyd ran off to find Garmadon and show him what he'd got. Wu would ask the general questions and Morro would answer them somewhat timidly. But by the end of the day Morro will have talked Wu's ear off.
One day when running around the temple, they overheard Garmadon and Wu, who was in between travels, talking about some pressing matter.
"We've been over this Wu, we don't know for sure it's him. The test can be wrong sometimes!"
"Brother, he was born in the right timeframe, I'm certain it's him."
"We don't know the exact timing though, They could've been dead for weeks before They were found!"
"Don't be ridiculous, the body was in too good condition to be dead that long."
"Good condition?! They were crushed under a boulder Wu!"
"Two weeks is the longest it could've been there. I'm telling you, that boy is the Avatar."
That was all Morro needed to hear to believe it.
With the dates that had been mentioned, Morro's birth was set firmly in the window of 'Avatar possibility'. And Morro was already starting to train.
While Lloyd was sent to fill a bucket, Morro looked for any water bending scrolls or examples he could find. Morro would spend days trying to make the water move, but at most he only made ripples from accidentally blowing air on it instead.
After a long day of trying training, and hours of listening to Lloyd "I don't think you're doing it right Morro. They look like they can feel the water" Morro snapped. He threw his hand out and sent a blast towards Lloyd, but at the same time the water in the bucket whipped out in front of Lloyd. Both boys were stunned. They stood in silence for a second before Morro gave a whoop. "Did you see that Lloyd! I bent the water!" Lloyd cheered with him.
Reinvigorated, Morro threw himself back into training. Lloyd got to help by holding the scrolls up. They never got the same results but Morro knew he could, he had done it before.
Then one day, Garmadon and Wu call Lloyd inside. They don't notice Morro copying a scroll by a bucket and Morro doesn't see them looking deathly serious.
Lloyd didn't know what they had called him for. Garmadon and Wu shared a look, took a deep breath each, and told him.
Lloyd was the Avatar. Not Morro.
"But I thought it was Morro?" Was the first thing out of his mouth.
The brothers glanced at each other, in warning almost.
"While both of you were born in the possible time frame, we confirmed it was you through a test, a test that Morro did not pass" Wu informed him.
"Lloyd," continued Garmadon, "we only tell you this now because the world needs the Avatar, and while I would prefer later, it needs him sooner."
Lloyd was told of the Fire Nation's recent movements into the Earth Kingdom that were causing the kingdom to gather forces. By the time Lloyd would've mastered the elements the Fire Nation could very well have conquered half of the Earth Kingdom. He had to be ready to handle this conflict.
Wu sorrowfully insists that Lloyd had to be told now to have time. Garmadon hides his reluctance and reassures Lloyd that he's well able to do this, he already learned Air, what's three more?
So Lloyd gathered his belongings, shared a goodbye with his mother who made him promise to visit when he could, and set off on his dragon, (an odd animal for an Airbender to have, but Lloyd found him in a bush when he was younger and insisted it was "Too cool to leave to die" So the dragon came home and was named Ultra on account of how ultra cool he was.)
And so the Avatar's journey begins.
Part 1 (Nya, Zane (+Kai)) | >Part 2 (Lloyd) | Part 2.5 (Morro) | Part 3 (Meetup) | Part 4 (Cole) |
#Atla x ninjago#lloyd garmadon#Please I know it's slightly worse than the last part#But I honestly had no plan for this man when I first started writing it#And it's been ages since the last part was posted#I left people on a cliffhanger#That felt mean D:#It's so clunky oh my word.#But it's ok#I have a decent plan for the next 1.5 part#Any and all reactions are appreciated :')#ninjago x avatar the last airbender#also I know there was no need for the bit at the start about families#but I needed to say 'hey I know they don't have typical nuclear families in the temples but for now this family does.'
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i wish i wouldn't do this to myself. why do i buy games on steam and then not play them for a while and then hate them and request a refund way outside of the refund time window
#qktalks#this is about sonic frontiers . imso fucking sorry#the game LOOKED awesome it looked fun. the beginning is terrible i feel pained to even say it#feels clunky. won't stop FUCKING bothering you with tutorials#killed the first boss and the game literally said ''hey it dropped something. that's important btw. pick it up. don't forget to pick it up'#i am playing a video game. what else am i going to do.#it definitely feels like breath of the wild if it constantly bothered u like every ten feet with reminders#imso sorry sonic frontiers. u had sm potential. u Have so much. i am simply a whiny bitch#also the game looks . surprisingly bad ?#i thought it would look a lot better. it doesn't look shitty by any means but it also doesn't .....look good#the voice acting at the beginning too leaves ...smth to be desired#i have a mutual (hi parker) who loves sonic parker if ur reading this im on my hands and knees begging for forgiveness /silly#this is my first sonic game so maybe it was just not the best first choice ? idk#still love u sonic ur a silly little guy#actually the refund window is 14 days and i've had the game for 16 days ......... so maybe i can still make it#maybe . idk#steam please . i got it on sale i got it half off please just give me my $30 back.im hungry steam#<- lives with her parents and does not buy the food
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i wuill say i did love how annabeth in the show is just 🧍 half the time she does not explain shit ever. godbless. they were right when they said her autism. and also being twelve
#lucky.pdf#im like vaguely annoyed that i notice shit like clunky lines and meh cgi etc. etc. etc. in stuff but i did have fun#with the first two episodes. of percy jackson that is what this post is about#it needs an anime intro tho just saying. title cards suck so bad please please please#hey also why is it 10 pm. when did that happen
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too old to feel comfortable calling myself/being called a boy. not masc enough to fully feel comfortable calling myself a man (though if other people call me a man its like, yeah thats close enough). a guy, though? a dude, perhaps? oh that fits just right
#getting more niche; 'fop' feels too 1700s but 'dandy' is a delight to be called#and of course any variation of 'doll' in the sense of bjds/porcelain dolls (NOT the old-timey 'hey doll' way to refer to a woman)#i would use dollself pronouns if nounself pronouns didnt feel horrible and clunky
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guess who just bought a pokemon white DSI !!! happy early birthday to meeeee
#mrowr.txt#saw the local game store posted it at like 4. it had the console the game and the box#ZOOOOMED over there to see#they wanted 300 for it even though the entire back half of the box was torn to bits and missing actual CHUNKS#(the image had been from the front so you couldn't tell)#but i was like hey yo i have white already can i just buy the system?#surprisingly they said yes and it was still 200 but#i've been collecting not only every pokemon game (eventually)#but also every SYSTEM in the DS family. from original clunky DS to the New 3dsXL#and every possible iteration in between#and i didn't have a DSI yet!!#i still need original DS- the old 3dsXL- and i think one of the 2DS versions#someday i'll go further back and collect GB era too but for now i have an advance and a color i believe#and i'm only missing 3 games from the ds era of pokemon!!#i need pearl black2 and ultramoon
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