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#sorry im so fucking miserable all the time btw#believe me im also sick of it lol#hoped once i was in therapy i wouldnt need this outlet anymore#buuuuut here i am#its a long time to wait between appts#a whole _week_ lol#god im gonna miss it when it ends#this has been an original post#personal spewage#clouds gets therapy
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Some tmagp doodles because I had time, finally
Working on designs and failing horrendously
#i am so tired though#im straight up not gonna do anything for like a week#SUMMER BREAK HELLO#i am so glad i get to relax for three months#but enough of that#tma#tmagp#gwen bouchard#i have a thing for bouchards#annabelle cane#mr bonzo#the magnus protocol#tmagp fanart#idk what im doing with these designs tho#hate drawing lately#a break in the clouds has been my therapy and escapism i love it#just finished act 2
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That’s it that the game
#the elf talks#ff7#someone get sephiroth into therapy and poor cloud a restraining order#I lvoe them desperately
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if you come out of a Blitzø analysis post feeling like you understand more abt your behavior you should get a free therapist for at least 5 years
#anyway guess who either has bpd or at least has a fuck ton of behaviors that match ittttt#also guess whos emailing psychologists near meeeeeeee#fellow Blitzø kinnies get therapy if you can you need it 😭#clouds posts
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I just wanted to post some of the upcoming mini-print WIPs especially since I missed last month's print due to school getting hectic. hopefully I can finish and print these by the end of May, but of course I now have a full time job and also I still have to make an animation for class (Energy levels are low but the expectations being hoisted onto me arent). In addition I'm going to have to find a new subscription platform to set up for a monthly patch, because I do not trust Patreon anymore.
#chlloroyote#linoleum bitch#just some updates#furry doodle#furry#I should most definitely go see a therapist#but also getting therapy was made for people who arent afraid of someone having power over them#and also for people who dont find setting up an appointment more stressful than just struggling#lassitude and worry are hanging over me like dark clouds#but Im still smiling because of all of the queer critters and my friends#also jegus I need to start setting up a T shirt store
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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*to the tune of on and on by vixx * i need therapy, lalala lala therapy! ^-^
#i get a webtoon can't have too much dialogue but. we need more conversations and therapy sessions like 😐#someone help this boy rn THANK YOU!#lost in the cloud#dara.t
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I would never have thought that playing Disney: Dreamlight Valley would make me ship Merlin and Ursula but here we are they're definitely a divorced couple you cannot change my mind
#psa i did not buy the game fuck disney#my nama bought the game forever ago and i had to do some finagally bullshit to play it because disney is fucking stupid with their weird#cloud save id thing whatever it was a whole thing of figuring out how to play on my acc on my switch w/out buying the game#the answer was just to transfer “primary console” control to her acc on my switch - now we can play it at the same time#the bad news is she bought literally every dlc EXCEPT FUCKING OSWALD. LIKE IM NOT GONNA ASK HER TO BUY IT BECAUSE AGAIN /FUCK DISNEY/#BUT IM SOBBING CRYING ROLLING ON THE FLOOR MY GUY THATS MY LITTLE GUY PLEASE GOD PLEASE MY LITTLE GUY I WANT HIM PLEASE GOD SOBBING#talk talks#disney dreamlight valley#dreamlight valley#ursula#im not tagging merlin because all the suggested tags i dont recognize ans i fear its like a character in an underground tv show#also mother gothel is like exactly like my mom and i hate it i completely forgot that i related to tangled too much#overly sheltered kid with a narcissistic hoverparent mom? noo totally not. my life FUCK#but i caught myself going “oh shes not so bad shes fine to live in the valley shes just bad to her kid :]” and then had whiplash#that is probably why everybody except me likes my mom isnt it. god i hate charismatic narcissists#not gonna get into it if anyone with npd follows me thats fine its just that my mom refuses to go to therapy or improve her actions at all#its like entirely a personal issue your a person too whatever whatever its 2 am#i am aware pds are stimatized especially npd but i think living with an emotionally abusive narcissist for 10+ years is enough to justify a#/bit/ of a negative bias. i dont want to encourage treating narccissists like shit but i do think people need to be held accountable
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thinking abt the ways ive heard people describe me and going 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹💘💘💘💘💘🫶🫶🫶🫶
#i was in group therapy for a while and we had to do an exercise where we had to describe ourselves and then ask someone close to describe us#and the therapist also asked us to describe each other#i said i was sweet (i dont really THINK of myself as sweet but other people often tell me i am so i was like sure lets go w it)#and then one of the ladies who was there was like no youre not sweet youre SUPER sweet and i was like oh??????????#and then another girl was like: she's like a cloud. it was so cute LMFAO#it was the same girl who said she thought my voice was so sweet and soft sometimes she couldn't focus on what i was saying when i talked#and i dunno. everyone else in that group was a bit older than me and the therapist was like well#besides being a good person i think youre really intelligent and articulate for your age and i was like well.....im not that young LMFAO#idk its just weird to think about all the positive ways in which others perceive you yk?#like ive never EVER thought of myself as intelligent. if anything quite the opposite#even here i remember getting a couple of anonymous asks from ppl telling me that they thought i was cool or funny#or that they liked my sense of humor and i was like me???????? cool????????? funny???????????? no way dude#then there's been others from people telling me i was cute or sweet which is what i often hear from others but yeah#ive never considered myself particularly cute or sweet?????? i think im just a decent person lmao#anyway. much to think about.....#sorry for the rant if youve read everything you deserve a kiss (with tongue???? jk. unless??) 💋#raquel speaks
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‘the most crucial skill that a good drinksmith needs is listening… drinksmithing is all about having conversations with your guests’
tea house owner!reader energy for real
#my mind shot straight there when siobhan said this in the hsr event#hey guys#what if i just steal the concept of the event and write a continuation?#the reader does spy on people and accept bribes for jobs blah blah blah#but they also offer free therapy over tea!#(but only if they like the person if course) (everyone else is getting eavesdropped on)#…i started writing this as a joke but hey it could be fun#if i ever write a continuation of that fic i might do something like that#high cloud quintet members coming for therapy after baiheng dies#reader helping couples talk through problems in their relationship calmly#i’m a sucker for characters who are very elusive and sneaky and cold but when it comes to it have a heart of gold#‘yes i will expose your enemy’s business blah blah but hang on let me help this lost child find their parents first’#‘oh you’re not being patient? you think your rivalry is more important than this child? actually you can keep the money and leave thank you#[turning to child] ‘now tell me where you last saw your parents’#and with their connections from the various dealings they’ve had around the xianzhou they’d be really good at dealing with these situations#and with regards to the jing yuan aspect of things i firmly believe he needs somebody with kindness and warmth in them to fall for them#reader can’t all be bribery and dodgy deals#imagining him coming to the shop one day to get some information they’ve gathered or whatever#and they’re like ‘shush not now i’m hearing this girl vent about her shit partner’#or doing something nice#and he falls even harder#sorry i have gone on an absolute tangent here#i don’t know what demon possessed me#maybe i will write a part two who knows#that reader would certainly be a fun one to flesh out#r’s random thoughts
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Ohhh i see, having my mental state being only supported on chansaw for like 2 years is what made me so emotional towards other ships with chandler and veronica being with literally anything else
#oh no wodner the state of fandom is so fucked#more than half us r clinging to a thread of sanity called an otp#maybe we do need to touch more grass n get therapy#getting really into clouds
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lol, new fear unlocked: disappointing my therapist when i have bad days -_-
#this has been an original post#personal spewage#clouds gets therapy#like idk. i told her this week was gonna be tough for me bc of my period#but i also said last week was better than expected and she was so happy for me#and we were both so hopeful that this week would be better too#and then it. wasnt#well it wasnt all bad#but yesterday and today have sure sucked lol#im just so. mad#like. this is so unfair#i have a concert tonight that ive been looking forward to _literally all year_#technically since last year#but i have cramps and i couldnt sleep and its pouring out and i dont have rainboots and i just. cant#or dont want to. whichever#and i know its okay. i know ill get another chance to see him live (tonight wouldve been my 4th time seeing him anyway lol)#but i still just. want to go#i wish i wasnt in pain and exhausted and depressed and just. like this#i wish i wasnt like this#edit: was just reminded that this is actually the SECOND time i had tickets to see him live this year but couldnt go#fucking sucks man#at least i did get to see him live on my birthday#that was. the best
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you should be allowed to hunt the government for sport i think. like you specifically
you are absolutely correct anon
#ignorance cloud on#like not to get too emotional in my gen tag but i cant afford food. i just cant. i cant afford to eat#ive been relying on food stamps since i got this job#and now i dont even have health insurance--which i need in order to refill my prescriptions and do therapy#soooooooooo its like.....guess ill kill myself! lol
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I’ve been crying over Lost in the Cloud for about an hour now
I love them
They need therapy
I need therapy
#lost in the cloud#baek cirrus#skylar yeon#these gays are trying to murder me#gays in therapy#get a therapist#they deserve the world
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closed starter for @gvngsigns + open m/f/nb based on: spotify starter call
so long i kept my distance // so many things that i'm missing out on // 'cause i know all too well how it hurts // chained down by my own memories // they keep my glass half empty // i do it all so i don't get burned - even if it kills me || debbii dawson
she's been rehearsing her intro for about five minutes in her head, working up the nerve to approach them when, without warning, she's bumped by a passerby who forces her to take a step into their line of sight. "hey! hi- there you are! i was looking for you i, ah...." careful. "i wanted to know if you'd eaten lunch yet."
#i'm getting hints of emotionally closed off bb trying to get back out there#she's started her therapy she's ready to date again after a traumatic last relationship !!!#but v nervous#v skeptical#v much attracted to them and afraid that's gonna cloud her judgement#( int/ aria hart. )#( testing. )#gvngsigns#( 4 / 4 )
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netflix added laguna beach and the hills 👀 wot if i...
#i shan't#i can't get unhinged about lauren conrad's life again#that was 2020 me (and 13 year old me)#i want to study her. not in a tumblr way but a little bit in a tumblr way.#actually i think i just want to know what her therapy sessions were like circa 2002#or whenever the show was on#old man yells at cloud
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