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WIP Wednesday
Well hey, sugar @magpiepills!!
Thank you for asking, Bat. I'm SO excited to read what you've got coming up. Secret smut always gets the heart going, and Joel doing awful, nasty things?? Sign me the fuck up.
Now, let's see...
This week, I'm hoping to finally wrangle the first part of my Javi P series, Fire, Walk With Me. Here's a wee snippet (or two) below.
‘You two should fuck,’ Steve says, gesturing between you and Javi with his pen. You whip your head round and frown at him. Steve, you mouth, appalled, betrayed. He spreads his hands to shield himself from your accusation. ‘What?’ He says, ‘I call it like I see it. And you’re both being a pain in my ass. Whatever this is - you could probably solve it with a good, hard fuck.’
‘You know, baby,’ you drawl, voice dripping with honey, thick with teasing, ‘I meant what I said earlier.’ His proximity sends a warning tingle down your spine, but you still step closer. Javi’s face flickers with a quick succession of emotions. Irritation, confusion, intrigue, something else – ‘If you're jealous – if you're curious…’ Your breath grazes the shell of his ear as you lean in. The words hang in the air, the beginning of a challenge. Javi’s breath catches in his throat, his eyes close involuntary. You make sure he feels the light graze of your fingers as they ghost the buttons of his shirt. You make sure your pinky swipes the edge of his downturned palm. His lips part in a soft, full-mouthed pout. He flexes his hands into a white-knuckled grip on the edge of his desk, and a sick little thrill trickles through you. You smile cruelly as you finish the sentence. ‘All you gotta do is ask.’
I'm also making time for Closer/Crawl, a Jackson!Joel fic which I've talked about here.
And maybe a lil smutty something for my tommy's party babies.
You watch as he moves down your body, nuzzling your skin with his hot cheeks, his warm nose, breathing you in when he pushes his t-shirt up over your stomach. When he reaches your underwear, he takes the top band of elastic between his teeth, pulls back, and lets it snap against your skin. You moan quietly, but your eyes are already closing again. ‘’M so tired, baby,’ you slur, lifting your lashes slightly to watch the man between your thighs. He blinks up at you, pupils swallowing up the deep brown of his iris, warm and gooey and bloodshot. His fingers hook in the sides of your panties, and the heat of his hands feels so delicious, you think you might melt away. He mouths a wet, open-mouthed kiss to your clothed cunt, slow and languid, and you almost drift off against the pressure, his breath, the tingle between your legs. ‘Frankie,’ you moan. Barely more than a whisper, barely more than a twitch of your hips to warn him of your drowsiness, of your need, of whichever wins first. Frankie rests his cheek on your thigh, the roundness of it squished to slant his eye almost shut. ‘Can I just… put my mouth on you?’ he murmurs back. Your breath hitches in your throat, eyes closing softly against the muted dusk of your room, the heat, the heaviness. They roll back as he presses his nose to your still-clothed clit. You expel a deep, lazy breath. ‘... Might fall asleep.’ you confess. ‘That’s okay,’ he says, voice deep, rolling. He squeezes your hip and begins to pull your panties down. ‘Just wanna taste you.’
Wishing a happy WIP Wednesday to @punkshort @schnarfer @janaispunk @pascalpvnk @swiftispunk and anyone else who feels like joining. What's going on? Hope you're having a lovely week <33333
#wip wednesday#fwwm#closer/crawl#tommy's party#frankie morales x reader#joel miller x reader#javier pena x reader#pedro pascal fanfiction
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slug shapes featuring the slugcat i played as while trying to get to Data Manifold (Garbage Wastes -> Pilgrims Ascent -> Far Shore -> Moss Fields -> Data Manifold) and my teal baby tundra slugpup
#JELLYCATS MY FAVOURITE DMS MOD EVER i love the Slimes....#as the watcher release date gets closer and closer i can feel my rain world hyperfixation crawling on tje back of my skin like a worm#myart#rain world#rain world oc#furry#<- sorry this is all i post so i say this. Counts
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I was thinking about this AU again.
Tim not knowing how to cuddle. How does he do it? He's not accustomed to physical touch, even now with his friends and family he has no idea how to do something so intimate.
Leaning into someone's side isn't the same as spooning them, how do you even go about this? Where should he put his arm?
I think it's hilariously sad if he just doesn't know how to cuddle, as his kids grow up he starts to get the hang of it but then all of a sudden it's not his kids he cuddling but his PARTNER.
And now he's back at square 1.
tim being awkward about receiving physical affection is my JAM, as someone who's extremely touch-starved i project on him like crazy
so adding to this: as soon as he gets how to act around this, he just can't get enough. both with his kids and with kon, like, he holds a baby against his chest, not even sure if he's doing it right, but all he knows is that this little warm weight feels nice in his arms, and so does feather-like hair tickling his jaw, and so do little fists clutching at his shirt. in kon's arms, however, he just positively melts like five minutes in, and the next thing you know he's always all over kon the second they're left alone — he's sneaking under kon's arm in the morning while kon's still asleep, constantly makes excuses just to sit on his lap, rests his cheek against kon's back while he's making breakfast and he's SO AWKWARD about it but he just can't help himself
#kon being heartbroken because tim always clings to him like he'll leave any second#at first a lot of tim's hugs feel like a restraint — he holds on too tight#presses himself so deep into kon's chest like he wants to crawl inside his ribcage and nap there#tim having both his arms and legs around kon with his face pressed against his neck: hiw do i get even closer i NEED to be closer#dc#dc comics#timkon clone baby au#timkon clone baby#timkon#tim drake#red robin#kon el#superboy#conner kent
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a lover checking and caressing his fallen lover before informing said lover to safety.
and more tender moments
#kota ibushi#kenny omega#golden lovers#i fear no one would be able to stop kenny from holding and petting ibushis head under any circumstances#kenny sometimes looks like he wants to crawl into ibushis skin because that would mean he would be closer to home#aew#njpw#ddt
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chester bennington, may he rest in peace.
#chester bennington#linkin park#nu metal#early 2000s#meteora#hybrid theory#numb#in the end#one step closer#somewhere i belong#crawling
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Happy birthday, Chester ♡
#miss you so much 💚#chester bennington#linkin park#linkin park edit#numb linkin park#crawling linkin park#what i've done#in the end#shadow of the day#leave out all the rest#one step closer#new divide#my gifs#it makes me so sad that i'll never be able to thank him for being my comfort artist for these many years#but eight videos later and here it is#that's my little tribute for him
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guy liker moment
#a doodley#once again very difficult times for the has never been touched community#also recently some fictional men have me questioning things further and its making me sooo miserable#in the sense of like. it wouldnt be enough to t**** a beautiful man i want to be one. too.#i want someone to feel the same way ykwim. eager excited. witnessing beauty. crawling into each others skin.#i want you and i want to wear your face and be desired too.#ugh ugh ugh ugh#i probably wont ever even draw it but the lino piece i want to try making is based off of like. lately...#my skin burns when i see even the imitation of a human body. When i think of it. its so dire#or like i love the human body in general i love studying it bc its so beautiful and interesting no matter what#but i do studies and its like ahh i wanna get closer i wanna get closer im at the zoo i want to jump into the enclosure and get clawed apar#t. (saying this as metaphor bc obviously humans are not things to be owned) but i want my own model to pose and study#closer. and closer. look and touch and examine.#<- 3 seconds away from drawing nefarious shit with talon in this nature but i didnt say that#talkys#🌺
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every 9-1-1 season like i know eddie has been having a bad time but that’s gonna change look he smiled and was a lil silly guy!! his life is really turning around!! and then the very next episode he’s once again experiencing the horrors
#one thing about my bestie eddie he been in the trenches all his life#he keeps trying to crawl out and then gets closer and falls down again#and that’s why i relate to them so much i too am always in the trenches of life trying to get out#chris and eddie shit break my heart and gonna destroy me#rey actually speaks#911 spoilers
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My legs and arms hurt from the climbing I did to get some of these views, but it's well worth it.
#crater lake#most of the pass around the perimeter was closed off cause there's still a shit ton of snow#but it was nice#my headcanon in the death stranding fandom is that crater lake was caused by a void out that happened 8000 years ago#still stands lol#ive only swam here 1 time and it was the weirdest experience ive ever had in a body of water no shit#also word to wise if you visit and want to swim or go on the boat: the path is steep and a pain to crawl back up#make sure you got a walking stick good shoes and your breathing is well for that#same goes for some of the trails theres plenty of places to slip and fall make sure you don't go off road no matter how tempting it might b#i had to help 2 people today who fell down pretty good not off the cliff thank god but the trail and climb up i did#to get the closer pics of wizard island#i also mimicked the clarks nutcracker bird up there and had a full convo with a flock#funniest shit ever getting looks of awe and horror from people passing as the birds kept cawing back#and one flew right by my face it was majestic af#this place is eerily silent#which is why i like it#but theres spots here i don't go to much like water itself said places give weird or off vibes#i wouldn't tempt the gods of fuck around and find out here
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Ooooh hi could I please hear about Closer/Crawl (Jackson!Joel x reader)? 💕
Omg, of course!!!!
P.S. I love your work - you are such a talented creator!! <3333
‘I didn’t have a duty to you. We weren’t friends. You weren’t my woman. You were just a sad, lost, lonely little girl who couldn’t keep her fuckin’ hands to herself.'
‘How dare you. How dare you tell me how I felt when you have no idea what it was like to watch you parade around with Tess and have you look at me like I was shit on your shoe. How dare you tell me I didn’t love you when I lied and lied and did everything you asked me to. When I would have laid myself down at your feet and begged you to take me, to help me - and when I did, you turned your back like you couldn’t stand the fuckin’ sight of me.’
So the rough idea is that reader and Joel meet again in Jackson, six years after reader vanished from the Boston QZ.
They had a tumultuous and volatile relationship during that time, and Closer/Crawl would be the resolution(ish) of all that unresolved tension and emotion. They had an unconventional payment system for trading (mostly meds), and Joel was King Dick of Asshole Mountain until it was too late. Very much a kind of - if you had one more chance to talk about it, what would be said?
I think it'd be interesting to see how their previous dynamic switches as a result of him softening because of Ellie and reader having experienced more of the world. And it'd bring me some kind of perverse pleasure to see Joel get put through the wringer for not treating reader right lol.
Eek - anyway, thank you very much for asking!!! And ask away if you have anymore questions hehe xx
Nothing but Joel and snow and ice for miles around.
You could die out here and never be found. No one would ever know a whisper of your death.
And that, really, is why you had to go. The heaviness of grief - of not knowing, of knowing. All that you'd seen, all you had not.
What happened to that sweet older man with the crows feet around his kind eyes, who used to serve your family at the Italian restaurant downtown? Did he make it? You grandparents, the other side of the state - how long did they last, waiting on your dad’s promise to come and get them, holed up in their tiny house, waiting for the apocalypse to end? The sweet, blonde haired girl you went to school with, who always had a spare hair tie, who impressed you with her cat cartoons - where was she now? Your cousins, who you spent every Christmas with - had they teared around your house, up and down the stairs, outside - had they tried to find you? Did they wonder what had happened? Come to your broken doorstep years later to try and piece together the mystery of this torn up family, these torn up people, fallen to their knees and wept because they’d also felt so alone?
Of what happened to your mom, locked up in the bathroom of the home you fled, her screeches and screams, the thump of her body against the door?
Being alive in this world means to feel too much. It bears down heavy on your chest so hard most days you struggle to breathe. Every single day of the last 20 years has burned and suffocated and stretched on like drowning.
#asks#saradika#closer/crawl#i'm a joel miller apologist all the way down#i just wanna see him beg for forgiveness
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but i'm not supposed to scratch
#undescribed#bonk.png#uninhabited planet survive#mujin wakusei survive#HOOO BOY this is extremely self indulgent bc i like fake episodes n storylines for things n sharla is my second fav of the bunch#before i forgot caption is a line from love me more by mitski n the dialogue is taken straight from wakaba's elevator scene in utena#just altered for the characters' genders obv back to yapping all the pieces were in place for sharla to have a jealousy subplot like in the#second half of the show (after adam is introduced basically) sharla n luna dont as much focus together with the secondary character to luna#shifting to kaoru bc of being more involved in directdanger all the time n sharla not being good at that stuff is relegated to the sidelines#which is something shes insecure about!! shes not as good at survival action as everyone else n doesnt have anything skills unique to her#she LITERALLY stops taking her rations of water so the others can have more bc she feels like she doesnt matter as much as the others!!#shes fairytale girl sharla which is good for morale (esp luna's) but not particularly helpful when theyve gone a few days with no food#she also is implied to have no proper friends before meeting luna in the first episode (at which point they immediately become ride or die)#with her only sort of friend being a girl she hung out with despite her being bullied n excluded who then left her for the bullies#n episode 17 is about her wanting luna to be able to rely on her with them sharing eachother's history of loneliness#the show also has a emphasis on their circumstances escalating emotions n causing them to lash out at eachother theres a episode right b4#the winter arc where howard is jealous n lashes out bc hes used to being the center of attention but no on on the island really likes himdue#to him being a brat so he soaks up adam's attention like a sponge n freaks out when adam starts favoring menori#which is understandble n somewhat easy to digest n process but you know who has a more prominent history of loneliness n abandonment who is#also prone to insecurity n thrives on someone's affection? sharla n i set this fake story line during the space criminals arc bc it doesnt#really have a lot of character work n takes place right after the winter arc with both having the characters stuck inside for most of it bc#of more direct serious danger n sharla along with chako n shingo would be stuck inside the most BUT with the criminals arc chako n shingo#are actively doing something theyre contributing but all sharla can do is watch adam while luna her bestie luna is out dealing with people#literally hunting them with kaoru who is notably better than everyone else at the whole survival action thing has become closer to lunasince#the winter arc n from what sharla has seen has no flaws or weaknesses theres specific reasons as to why i dont think her negative feelings#would be focused on the others bc for varying reasons she wouldnt feel they threaten her relationship with luna (the rationalization for#bell not being viewed as a possible threat is interesting to me bc of the similarities between him n sharla both of them bonding early on n#her being implied to have a crush on him while he explicitly has a crush on luna but thats not what we're talking about rn)#but none of those reasons really apply to kaoru n she has the reason of Him Saying He Killed Someone to feel more justified in directing#all her stress about their situation n the anxiety crawling up her throat about luna potentially choosing someone else over her onto him
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my favorite thing to do you ask? reading the updates while completely ignoring the fact that the fic is ending soon 🧍🏾♀️
My current mood trying to finish liab:
#I swear every chapter I’m like OK ANOTHER 20k CLOSER TO THE END#But the healing arc is taking FORVER#Because there are so many THINGS that have to happen#So I feel like I’m crawling through this part#But after the battle starts things should progress quickly after that#Yall know how intense those chapters can get#Phew. Gunna be a mess#BUT YOURE RIGHT IT IS GETTING SO CLOSE TO BEING FINISHED!!!!#It is kind of daunting to think about not having to write liab#It’s torturing me right now so im missing some of the sentimental feelings right now#But im sure ill look back and think AWWWWWWW I MISS IT#but right now i wanna slap jet & sokka and grab zuko back the back of the neck and tell him to STAY.#Anywayyyyy…. Next chapter is going great obviously#TWO CONFIDENT THUMBS UP#You’re amazing I miss you#I hope everything goes great!!#Gabbytril4mg#LIAB#leaving it all behind#ask
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xoxo dynamics tags real quick
✱ 𝗱𝘆𝗻. | ft. hexcrsd. → but i’m holding you closer than most.
✱ 𝗱𝘆𝗻. | ft. untales. → i’ll crawl home to him.
✱ 𝗱𝘆𝗻. | ft. med4rda → turn me into something tragic just for you.
#✱ 𝗱𝘆𝗻. | ft. hexcrsd. → but i’m holding you closer than most.#✱ 𝗱𝘆𝗻. | ft. untales. → i’ll crawl home to him.#✱ 𝗱𝘆𝗻. | ft. med4rda → turn me into something tragic just for you.
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GREAT news I the nickel sized jumping spider that crawled out of my aloe plant when I brought it indoors in November came down from the vents and is now back outside
Happy New Year to this spider in particular:

#i’m pretty sure it was a bold jumping spider#it had green fangs and a lil spot on its back#spiders#i really thought I would never see this guy again when it crawled into the air vent#i did not take closer photos because i have seen the jumping spider scene in megamind
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i think i might be loved
#big milestone here boys#hard to formulate words. but im realising people like me#there are lots of people who know me and they think im cool and worth their time#boyfriend especially is obsessed w me and does so much to make me happy and also just generally exists in my space because he likes it#im awarreee that i often still dont like myself. i get frustrated and defensive and i start seeing anything associated with me as bad#but i am loved i think#kostik speaks#people still feel very distant but in a different way now#the distance feels less harrowing and alienating and now its more like theyre distant because theyre different people#but we still have points of contact and thats very special#nobody is crawling into my lungs to envelop me but theyre inside my space and theyre comfortable#it helps that theyre not looking at me. theyre closer but its not confrontational. no sudden movements. just existing#i want boyfriends bed again this is so unfair
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i love seeing posts that describe a bunch of generally unfortunate character traits that people keep tagging as their favorite pathetic fictional characters and realizing "wait... thats ME..."
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