#clivedonovan

[fallendev0tionvn]

aw you're such a handsome young man can you give us a big smile🫶

doesn't he look better with his original eye color?

it's kind of funny from other people's pov, like imagine trying to get this cute barista's number (you) and this mf appears behind them😭

[ebonysplendor]

Fallen Devotion (DEMO) Review 🔔🏍️

TL;DR: "We're gonna be best friends forever, right?" "Mmm, I dunno. You get kind've annoying sometimes." "That was a trick question. You will literally never be rid of me. Even if I die, I'll haunt you." "All right, all right; yes, we'll be best friends forever. I was just joking lol." "Lol yeah...but I wasn't." "What? o_o" "What? :)"

Game Link: https://billetdoux.itch.io/fallen-devotion

Notable Features: Self-Insert, Yandere LI, Supernatural LI, Selectable skin tone, Selectable Pronouns, Multiple Endings Spiciness: 0/5 -- No spiciness here! unfortunately But! He does give us a little hug, which was really nice :) LI Red Flags: 1.75 / 5 -- History of stalking and kidnapping. He's not much of a threat, right now...at least towards us.

Wanna know more? Nah. Not if you aren't at least 18, you don't. Frankly, you shouldn't even be on my page, because I am no where near child friendly. Oh, you're over 18? Well shit! Let's get into it!

I was so excited about this game demo dropping. I was so excited about this game demo dropping. I was so excited about this game demo dropping. I was so excited about this game. demo. dropping. You hear me?

Like, the moment I saw the LI I was just-- those of you who have been rocking with me for a while know that I have a massive thing for alt style men, and baby, when I saw him, it was wraps. I had been crushin' on that man since I saw the initial screenshot on Tumblr.

Anyways, thirstin' aside, I'm super excited to tell you about this one, because so much went down in the demo. Now, am I gonna tell everything that went down? No. But, what I am gonna do is tell you as much as possible without ruining the game itself. Trust me; you're gonna wanna give this a try for yourself after I give you a snippet of what's going down, and bro, shit is going down.

So boom.

Our bestie -- well, ex-bestie -- is dead.

That's already a lot going on in that one sentence, right? Nah, it goes farther than this.

Basically, it started -- at least today -- from us waking up from having a dream. Actually, scratch that, because it more like a nightmare at this point, and it's happened multiple times this week alone. What makes it a nightmare, though, is that it's always about our best friend, but no longer best friend, but not because he's dead, ex-best friend.

Like always, we try to brush it off as best as we can and head into work for some much needed sense of normalcy and, frankly, some grounding. It should really be noted that these frequent nightmares are really starting to wear down on us, though. Now, why is that?

Because, now, we're starting to hallucinate -- ...lmao -- random text messages and attributing random scribbled notes to his hand writing and ish because of it. Like, we seriously thought we saw the man's bike outside of our workplace. The sleep deprivation is real, ya feel me?

"Lol, nah, that's not why. It's because you're trying to act as if the guy never even existed. Did you ever think that maybe the universe or whatever is tryna tell you something? Because, if I was him, I'd be haunting your ass. ...You look a mess by the way lmao. You own a mirror or nah?"

ಠ_ಠ

Leave it to our co-worker to be brutally honest with us. It's almost as if the comment about us clearly trying to forget our best friend, but no longer best friend, let alone non-living ex-best friend wasn't enough. Despite that though, we know that the comment is from a place of care, because we really have been trying our absolute damnedest to drown out all memories and feelings associated with our ex-bestie. It was so bad to the point where we hadn't even gone to the guy's funeral. You noticed how I haven't even told you his name? Yeah, it's that real of an issue.

Now, this whole thing escalates when these first-year college kids come in talking about something called "soul ties". We don't have anything better to do so we unintentionally but intentionally eavesdrop for plot purposes. So, uh, that whole "soul tie" thing that they were talking about? It's basically how, if someone dies and they still have some unresolved stuff from their living days, they can just kinda bunk with someone who they were close to, because, apparently, it's way easy to communicate through their dreams.

(⊙_⊙;)

Well...talk about awkward, because if that's not exactly related to what we're going through right now. Did we hallucinate that ish, too?

Just on the off chance that it wasn't a hallucination this time -- "this time" lmao -- and is one of those signs from the universe that our coworker was going on about, guess what we did when we got home? Hit up the Goo-gley. Nah, I'm kidding...well, only slightly. We actually did search it up on Google, but our laptop kind've crapped out on us, so we didn't get super far.

Actually, I lowkey lied again. See, our laptop crapping out wasn't a coincidence. As soon as our laptop went "😵", a message came up like "Always looking for answers, but never asking the source. That's crazy...". So, now, we're lowkey gaslighting ourselves because ain't no way that's real, right? But it's like...that's clearly 1000% real.

"Will you let me in...?"

(⊙⁄ ⁄ ⁄﹏ ⁄ ⁄ ⁄⊙)

...I mean, shiiiiiiit, when you look like that, I just might, ya feel me?

But should we is the question.

Friends...Squad...the demo came out so good, y'all.

Holy hell, this demo came out so. friggin'. good. I felt things. I felt emotion. I felt anticipation. I felt delulu. Like, damn, why'd our (ex) best friend have to die?! But it's like, the how? Like, ah, the drama!

But no, this really was damn good. Those of you that have been rocking with me know that I get slutty for art style and CGs -- I frickin' loved the art style. Like, it was just so visually pleasing to look at. Shit, Clive -- that was his name by the way lmao -- was visually pleasing to look at, you know what I'm saying? Like, y'all see this?

Like, disrespectfully, speak for yourself MC, because he sure as hell is my type 𖹭 ...visuals wise, at least.

Speaking of things being visually pleasing to look at, can we please talk about our coworker Dariel? Look at him!

The way that the dev drew this healthy (I think) Black man! Actual tears. I love when people draw Black people with Black hair styles. Like, that man's hair is thiquxe. That man has a dedicated wash day. That man uses gyah damn shea butter and coconut oil daily. Like, dude, fucking pop off. I always appreciate diversity in a game, especially when it's done so right.

But anyways, the pacing was phenomenal. Like, the way that it gives you just enough information and just enough "Oh, he ain't wrapped too tight" and just enough trauma and just enough drama and just enough backstory--!! The way that the dev put all of that together was so--!! Bro, I'm in love. Like, I am so excited for the rest of this game to drop. Like, yo, how far is he about to go? Because y'all don't know yet, because I didn't tell you, but like...bro, anybody would be pissed in that scenario, but it's like...Clive is a yandere LI, so that's a different type of pissed for him. What I'm basically getting at is: What is Clive Donovan -- fun fact that's his last name. I didn't know until I was tagging it lol -- capable of?

This is honestly another Perfect Love -- y'all remember that review? --scenario. I could honestly drone on and on and do an unplanned 60+ minute powerpoint presentation on this game and how much I love it, but I will spare you that. What I won't spare you is the pressure I'm applying for you to play this game for yourself. I really hope I'm not overhyping it, but I thought it was really, really, really good, and I am excited for you to experience that for yourself; I need you to experience that for yourself. I mean, the link is right here. Just give it a little clicky click. Hell, while you're there, tell the dev "Hey. There was some chick on the internet foaming at the mouth over this game. I now understand. You're really good at doing the thing, so...keep doing the thing!". Monetary support is always appreciated as well, so if you're in the place to do so, give them that extra "Thank you".

That's not really all from me, because, like I said, I could keep going, but I'm going to stop it there. Highly suggested to give this game a try, but remember, it's just a demo. Don't get invested to the point where you wake up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night and start obsessively checking the dev page every 2 hours for an update...I'm totally not speaking from experience, by the way. That'd be...silly. ...ANYWAYS!

Here's the link to the game once again, here's a link to the dev's tumblr page, and, dude, biggest preesh for getting this far, because I do tend to yap a lot. I'm glad you stuck it out with me, and we could hang out for a bit.

Please, remember to drink water, don't be dumb, and hope to see you around~!

Bro, Clive really does look good, like I want him to wife me up so bad...

Fallen Devotion (Demo)

Dev's Tumblr

[fallendev0tionvn]

quick art that turned out meh for the anon who mentioned lipstick marks HDJSJA.

He died for the second time i guess, at least this time it was out of happiness🤷‍♀️

[fallendev0tionvn]

hey loves, I'm still alive🕴️.

I've been busy finalizing the demo, and now I just need to test everything thoroughly before releasing it (please give me a day or two).

I can't thank you all enough for your incredible support and patience- it truly means the world to me.

I'm both excited and extremely anxious because, honestly, one harsh comment or insult and I'm out (tearing up just thinking about it). But again, thank you for giving me the courage to keep going.

A special thank you/shoutout to my dear boyfriend for putting up with my doubts and endless overthinking- cause really, if it wasn't for that poor man I would've never even thought about actually publishing anything.🏃‍♀️

how it felt adding that last part:

(it will probably give people a reason to cook me alive)

[fallendev0tionvn]

small hint about Clive's public disguise! silly guy..also! consider this a little 2000+ downloads special🫶

Thank you so much for the support again. Though I won't lie, it's hard to focus on all of the positive comments when even one negative one sticks with me like glue. Feeling a bit sick cause of it..but! progress, at least I haven't deleted the entire project and my account this time LMAO- (should I laugh or cry?)

Anyway! I'll start working on the update this monday. Since I'm aiming to release two chapters at once, it'll take a little longer, hopefully it will be worth the wait!

[fallendev0tionvn]

THANK YOU FOR 100 FOLLOWERS LOVES, small special🫶

babygirl if that day never happened (the last image is def something he'd tattoo on someone if they were interested in you)👁️

also good news! i might be able to fix my laptop this saturday so, I'll go back to working on the demo hopefully

[fallendev0tionvn]

I fear what would happen if Clive ever found out I like yanderes through the fics and characters I am interested in. It's something I openly share with my irl best friend so I wonder if he'll do something stupid before I get the chance to mention "Yeah haha love yanderes, would probably run to another country if a real one got interested in me tho ahaha"

tbh...

[fallendev0tionvn]

You know those memes where it says something like "when bro texts he's home alone but then says sorry wrong person"? Imagine Clive's old form or new form getting a text like that from MC, only for them to quickly delete it and text "wrong person sorry bro". How would he react in that sort of situation?🤔

current form Clive knows he can scare them off easily so as jealous as he gets he knows it will be taken care of HNDJA.

Older form clive...(mini comic)

(had to act like he was actually injured, give him an oscar)

[fallendev0tionvn]

I FORGOT TO POST THIS, I don't even know where to start, it's overwhelming- in the best way. Thank you so so much, from the bottom of my heart.

Going from hating my style- comparing myself all the time, feeling like no one really saw it for what it was. I'd pour so much of myself into it, only for it to feel overlooked (big thanks to italian art high school). I've also owned an art account for years now, yet it never moved, which made me think there was truly something wrong with my style.

But hearing all of your compliments about it made me cry, really.

Thank you for giving my art a chance, for seeing me. All I have to say is, please never give up, no matter how small you feel, remember that social media is all about luck, never about talent. All forms of art are beautiful, especially because art has no rules, it's something unique- like leaving a trace of your soul behind. Again, it's not about perfection or fitting into someone's standards; it's about expressing yourself.

Maybe it might seem like no one understands you, but it doesn't mean your art is any less amazing. You just need to find someone who's felt what you felt, who's been shaped by similar experiences. All forms of art are beautiful because they reflect the person who made them.🫶

[fallendev0tionvn]

That is, in fact, a cute smile, I love sharp teeth. He must accept a kiss from me now 😗

even clipped his bangs for you

[fallendev0tionvn]

https://billetdoux.itch.io/fallen-devotion

it's out!! (shaking)

[fallendev0tionvn]

quick new years eve special! I lost my skills once again🕴️ BUT, I wish you all the best and most wonderful opportunities for 2025🫂.

ANYWAY- what happens when you tell him to dress elegantly, he 100% felt like a vampire so his confidence went over the roof🫶.

[fallendev0tionvn]

Im wondering how Clive would react to an super insecure MC,would you mind giving some headcanons or something?Love ur work!

quick art:

Clive doesn't just tell you you're beautiful, he shows you (actions over words king). If you're comfortable with it, he's willing to grab his paint brush and trace every inch of you with color. He sees you as art, what you see as a flaw he sees as beauty.

He wants to make you feel seen, will bring up the way your pretty face lights up when you're talking about your interests, how your voice sounds softer when you're sleepy. Little things that remind you exist beyond the reflection you see in the mirror.

If you don't want to talk, he'll just sit there in silence with you, fingers tracing lazy patterns on your skin- or being the lovesick puppy he is, he'll start writing. Soft strokes against your palm, arm, back of your hand, all praises and quiet confessions. Will you guess what he wrote?

Struggle with mirrors? he'll cover them for you. Or better, he'll leave cute little notes, drawings, anything to try and distract you from your reflection.

Such a silly guy, of course Clive would apply the brightest shade of lipstick he could find- just to make sure you're completely covered with his "love". Kisses pressed against your cheeks, forehead, nose, light as a feather at first but they grow firmer and more desperate, until there's not a single blank spot left (good luck removing that). He'd lean back to admire his masterpiece. "Mine" before diving back in, "missed a spot, pretty (girl, boy, just pretty)".

[fallendev0tionvn]

extremely quick anatomy practice again👁️.

also tattoo reveal n 2 🫣

(this one doesn't have a meaning, just daryl dixon brainrot cause clive is so me)

[fallendev0tionvn]

(he probably spent hours practicing in front of the mirror, not counting the time it took getting ready to look pretty for you💀).

more bbg content, i high five my own reflection everytime i remember i created him (jkjk)

[fallendev0tionvn]

Any Fun Facts about Clive?

has read all twd comics, spent a ton on ebay to get his hands on all of them (that's also why he has wings tatted on his back, he's obsessed with daryl)

cuts his own hair cause he's terrified of coming out with a low taper fade or something HAHDHAH, another thing he did himself are his piercings

when he was 14 he had a nightmare about getting trapped behind some extremely heavy door and he couldn't get out as much as he tried because he didn't have any strength (you were behind the door ofc, that's why he was so desperate to get out), immediately started going to the gym to work on it💀

vampire enjoyer, he used to pretend to be a vampire when he was younger, lost infinite aura when some kids called him out in front of everyone (me too clive, me too).

related to the vampire thing, he has angel bites because they remind him of fangs🏃‍♀️

he kind of took that guardian bell you gave him (at the beginning of the game) as a confession, "if you're supposed to give it to a loved one to protect them does that mean they love me?"- his hopes were gone the moment you told him some friend of yours found him cute and wanted to get to know him better🕴️

we know he learnt you first language if you speak more than one, I can imagine him complimenting you or yapping about how important you are in it (he's actually fluent)

he loves to be around you all the time but if you have a pet?? nah he's sticking to them, if you have a cat he'd scream kitty like caseoh the MOMENT he walks in HAHDHHA

probably reads romance webtoons (wholesome ones) to daydream about you as always💀

you listened to music with him once and you couldn't understand why he was all jumpy and shakey (pure rizz in his mind, suggesting to listen to music together??? do you love him??)

he wanted to be a tattoo artist cause he used to spend a lot of time drawing on your arm/hand (using actual tattoos as a reference), sneaked his initial more than once, he never made it obvious ofc🏃‍♀️

him:

(kind of funny how he looks so cute around you and animals then..with other people..i'd show the cg but hell no)