#cjs was forgotten

[xx3bvvx]

Congrats to me, I remembered the idea. it's not an idea, but anyway

Ex: prepare your tissues, people, you've been warned.

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"Ha... ha... ha..."

Lee Soo Hyuk panted, wiping the blood from his head. A deep gash from fighting the monster had slowed him down. He wiped the blood from his eyes and surveyed the scene before him. Corpses littered the ground—his team members, who had perished fighting the monster that Kim Rok Soo had predicted would appear. The monster looked terrifying, even to him, but as the team leader, he maintained the facade of a strong and reliable leader.

He glanced at the bodies, many of which were mangled beyond recognition. Some were in better shape if missing limbs and deep cuts could be considered "better." The faces of the remaining team members were etched with despair, sorrow, and fear. Clutching the handle of his sword, he charged toward the monster and attacked with a powerful <slash>, but it barely left a mark. Frustration and guilt welled up within him. If only he were stronger, his team might still be alive. Grinding his teeth, he launched another attack, but the monster ignored him and moved in a different direction.

"What the hell...?"

His eyes followed the monster until he realized where it was headed. His pupils dilated in horror. Without thinking, he sprinted toward Kim Rok Soo, desperately trying to communicate through the broken walkie-talkie.

"Damn it! Fuck! KIM ROK SOO! WATCH OUT!" he cursed and yelled, his voice rising in pitch. But Kim Rok Soo didn’t notice until it was too late. Lee Soo Hyuk charged forward, throwing himself in front of Rok Soo and pushing him out of the way.

"Cough... ah."

Lee Soo Hyuk looked down at the claws, piercing his stomach and the blood covering his hands. He lifted his head to meet Rok Soo's eyes and managed a contented smile, thinking, "Ah... at least this punk is alive. I'm glad."

Kim Rok Soo's eyes welled up as he looked at Lee Soo Hyuk, who lay before him, struggling for breath. Lee Soo Hyuk's face was pale, yet his eyes burned with determination.

Lee Soo Hyuk saw Rok Soo's expression—full of fear and sorrow, his hands trembling as he held him. He called out to him, his voice weak but insistent

"Kim Rok Soo, I... I." He called with a firm voice, or that was what he wanted, but it was low, weak whispered.

"Will you shut your trap?" Kim Rok Soo snapped, his voice shaking as he tried to hold back tears.

Lee Soo Hyuk chuckled softly, a sound that quickly turned into a wet cough. "Shut my what? Well, looks like I’ll be shutting up for all eternity in a moment," Lee Soo Hyuk replied with a faint, bitter smile.

"...Please don’t speak nonsense either," Kim Rok Soo pleaded, his heart aching.

"I’ll say what I want to say. Kim Rok Soo, hey Rok Soo."

"... What is it?" Kim Rok Soo's voice was barely a whisper, his eyes locked onto his friend's hyung.

"I leave it to you. Got it?" Lee Soo Hyuk's eyes bore into Kim Rok Soo's with a mixture of trust and desperation.

"...I thought you told me to be a slacker?" Kim Rok Soo's voice cracked, trying to lighten the moment.

"Hey, have you ever seen anything in the world go the way you want it to go? You, cough!" Lee Soo Hyuk's body convulsed as he coughed, blood staining his lips. "Anyway...I, I leave it to you, Rok Soo. Hey Rok Soo. Take care of things for me."

As darkness edged into his vision, Lee Soo Hyuk's last thought was of hope. He trusted Kim Rok Soo completely. He had to believe that his dongsaeng would carry on, that he would honour this final request. With one last faint smile, Lee Soo Hyuk let go, his mind filled with the image of a better future that Kim Rok Soo would help create. His eyes closed, and he found peace in that belief as his world went dark.

[virgothozul]

[aroaceleovaldez]

once again thinking about the worldbuilding in the riordanverse of "names are power" / "belief is power."

The Tri were only able to become immortal through convincing enough people to worship them that it became true. Monsters and immortals only exist through continued belief, and if enough people believe that they're dead or gone then it becomes true, like Pan. Their varied forms exist and manifest as they're believed in and called upon. Names call attention and epithets summon aspects. They're acknowledgement. Belief. Putting a name to a concept creates it as an individual.

And that's so fascinating when you start applying it to demigods. How much of their abilities are based on belief in themselves, in expectations of each other, in their parents' expectations of them? We've seen mortal figures who became immortal in some form or another because they were remembered. Even the lares - ancestral house gods, who persist because they're remembered. They have a legacy.

At what point does a demigod achieve that status? Rumors and whispers about them so persistent that they slowly become true. "I heard that Jason Grace is the son of two gods, does that make him a god?" "I heard Percy Jackson defeated a titan single-handedly. That he can create hurricanes without breaking a sweat. That he can control blood." After awhile, after enough rumors, does it become impossible to tell where they end and the legends begin? Isn't that what being a demigod is; half-legend?

[socialc1imb]

Because I think it’ll be fun and motivating for me, here are the things I want to draw next

Silly shitpost for Jash’s cover of You Sound Like Louis Burdett

JASH PIRATE COMIC.

Cowboys redraw

Forgotten Fourth, next comic

Yearly self portrait (based around either Liquid Smooth by Mitski or a Riproducer song)

Light Animatic :agonies:

StaaS Animation :AGONIES:

[graementality]

HI UH. stares so politely. you should talk more about your the heart forsaken au. if you want to ofc

Ofc!!! I haven't actually said all that much on here really so I'll share some facts and stuff :D

Below the cut bcus this might get long,,

An aspect that I've probably thought the most about is Mind's relation to religion/Harmonia (btw Harmonia and Whole are different things in this AU: Harmonia is the deity- like thing they worship, Whole is the vessel/The Guy/what they unite to be) So Soul is very devoted to Harmonia and has quite a dependant and self deprecating relationship with Him. There's ALOT of guilt and self worth issues surrounding that- which Mind takes advantage of. Mind has something that kinda fits into the category of 'dead faith';

"If your faith is dead, it will be obvious by a lack of good fruit and an abundance of selfish thoughts, cruel words, and immoral deeds."

(I had to do so much research on religious trauma and religion in general to get some of this stuff right so hopefully I'm doing an ok job 😭)

Mind 'believes' in Harmonia, but only for his own benefit. I don't really know whether it actually thinks Harmonia is real or not, but whatever it thinks, it's still a manipulative bastard using that against Soul 💀.

He basically thinks he's 'above' (Soul's) devotion.

It uses Soul's faith against him to get what it wants (to become the sole 'ruler')

Heart on the other hand, doesn't reallyyy believe. He understands that Harmonia is real to Soul (and Mind? Kinda?) And important, but he doesn't really care for/devote himself to Harmonia personally. He's just kinda there

Hmmm okay, non religion related stuff,,,

Soul is a cane user in this AU!! Something nice I thought I'd include :]

Staying true to the name- I've kinda done jackshit on Heart for this AU lol, forsaken in every universe I guess,, what I can say is...dirt? He's in the dirt- one with the dirt, rotting away in Apathy. He's having a real good time 👍

Alot of ideas in the fic are heavily inspired by bits of 333 & 777 on Ao3,, that fic series has a tight hold on my heart I love it sm so ofc I had to incorporate themes into my own AU!

Oh yeah! MINDSOUL has a name now! 'Anarmony' (I pronounce it kinda like 'Anarmoanee'), which @paleduck0000 helped me with with their awesome Greek skills!

That's all I can think of right now! Thank you for asking, it's so awesome to hear that people are interested in my AU :33

Chapter 3 of the fic is NEARLYYY done so I'll probs post that in a few days too :]

[ididntmean2hauntyou]

@gracebeth3604 / @gracebethartacc 's soul design is really swag and my friend has said 'there needs to be more soul art'. so i come with the goods!

part of my 'erin draws your hms designs', this was a fun one (even if the rendering took forever, whic honestly? thats just a normal erin art moment).

we love rendering

[bugbxyjunk]

i just wanna say if you tell me something and i forget, please dont think it means i don't like you

im just incredibly stupid and cannot keep track of information for the life if me

[cosmiicblink]

hi chat what r we thinking for a maze runner cj au.

[ramblingcj]

The amount of Dragon Age posts of mine that's gaining new life. Veilguard is soon upon us and the fandom is clearly preparing.

[fortheb0ys]

How have you been doing 😊

-🥭

Hi buddy!

I've been alright. Trying to get over pneumonia but doing good for the most part.

I got some time off school and work so guess it's worth it😌👍

How about you? Hope life treating you well.

[virgothozul]

[puppy-stevee]

my memory is getting worse and i'm forgetting things more frequently and it's getting a little worrisome

[nero-neptune]

i always think this whenever i restart this show. but for the life of me, i Still have no idea why mandy hampton is so widely disliked. like she's Fine. she's perfectly fine! i like her personality. i like her pluck and aggressive attitude. her only drawback is that she that sorkin couldn't make her work (skill issue), so she wasn't given enough time to develop as a character. and then it's like she never existed.

[werepuppy-steve]

had my stepdad's funeral today (not my current stepdad) and hoooooo boy the abandonment issues are in full swing :)

[cjgladback]

[ID: A silent, 12-frame clip of a brown 3D animated dinosaur being swept off its feet by the tail of a striped blue dinosaur punching the air among fig trees and greenery. The clip plays three times, at full speed, 1/4 speed, and 1/2 speed. End ID]

Coming to terms with the fact the full version of this is probably going to take 20 minutes per frame to render, because I still don't have the bushes in here and the samples for <14 minutes/frame still needed temporal denoising that is both imperfect and losing detail. But it's getting closer and closer! And is still able to initialize (as long as nothing distracts my GPU).

[johnlockdynamic]

Every time I open up my applications I start crying and am gripped with paralytic inaction and it’s been like this nonstop for the past 3 months. I’m passionate about the field and the research just crippled by past failures and a debilitating inability to advocate for myself