#cintsalis confess

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I wanted to share the cover of Fourth Life with you all, the artist is Michi Hikari from Etsy— Unfortunately I couldn’t find someone from here on tumblr who would gladly work with me as I know I can be a difficult person; when it comes to art commissions and such but I was very much happy with this result. 🥰 They’re soo adorably cute, my heart cannot handle it! 😭♥️

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The James & Severus shippers are at war with the James & Regulus shippers— and the entire community is toxic.

This one girl messsged me and was like, “How do you stay a Jeverus only shipper, I was told to kill myself because they’re so toxic and that’s why I converted to Jegulus… I don’t even know which ship I like more because of it…”

I responded to her and was like, “I wouldn’t stay in a fandom after someone cyber bullied me to get out of something I genuinely like, if you like Jeverus, like Jeverus— it’s your life— but if you’ve grown to like Jegulus- then that’s okay too. I stay in the Jeverus fandom because— Jegulus don’t exist to me— and even if someone tries to convert me, I block them with protego.” 😊

But the truth is, I don’t breathe in the Jegulus community— we don’t share the same air.

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Do you ever just sit through a fanfic and just think like, what the heck did I just wasted my life on and want to drop it because it’s so poorly written but the story overall by itself is interesting enough to go on? At times like these, we just can’t win— and no, I’m not reading anything currently— but you felt that, didn’t you? —AssonanceWriter

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“I’m going to write a Halloween 🎃 special for Jeverus.”

—AssonanceWriter🤍

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"I'm scared to look at other blogs because the Jeverus/PrinceChaser fandom isn't as large as Jegulus— and WolfStar— And so—I stick to my little Jeverus ONLY corner because it feels safer over here."

—AssonanceWriter

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Hello my lovely readers, I just want to encourage all Fourth Life readers to keep going. I've noticed that the story isn't receiving much love, which can be discouraging. Even though I love it and work on it whenever I can, it's disheartening to see it not as well received as First Life and Third Life. However, I don't want to let those feelings stop me from continuing to write about Jamira and Sevia, as I adore them so very much. Regardless of their gender, I see the spirit of the characters when I write about Jeverus/Snames. This connection is what drives me to keep writing. I want to finish Fourth Life, but if the fact that they're both girls is the sole reason why this piece isn't receiving much attention, I'm truly at a loss for words. Even if you're not familiar with the pair, please check it out, your support means a lot to me.

-AssonanceWriter

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WORLD TRIGGER| KUGA YUMA & Ai KITORA| OSAMU-CHIKA-EMA| MY SHIP OPINION, Explained.

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YUMA & KITORA

No one asked me the reason why I pair these two together. No one in the entire globe even sees these two as a shipping potential either, as far as Google search or could find any sort of fanart related to these two, there are zero. 

Besides the hands drawn one that I did on my own. Well, as far as I know these two had always won me from the moment Kitora is demanding punishment for Osamu and ranting about how blah blah blah (you should know what I'm talking about) and Yuma casually just cut her from speaking and says, "Hey You, Why are you so arrogant even though you arrive late." (Episode 4: Ai Kitora A-Rank No.5 Agent |Time-4:14)

Kitora's face immediately shifted and says, "Who are you?" (continuing onward) Yuma and Kitora shares their first dialogue (argument) with each other upon Kitora's conceited reasons as to explain how or what is necessary- blah blah use of the Trigger- you must get authorization this- and that- and she ends it with

 "After all, the Triggers belong to Border." 

In that instant, Yuma rubbed salt into Kitora's conceited wound by responding with,

 "What the heck are you talking about? They're not from Boarder, they're from Neighbors. Do you ask the Neighbors each and every time for authorization when you use them?"

 (Same episode: Manga Chapter 6- pg.14/21) 

To many, it may be described as Yuma defending Osamu. And that really is the reason their small talk even happened, and I will admit that Kitora is slightly envious of Osamu. 

Given the fact that she is an A-Rank etc., etc., and he is BELOW her this and that- but what I sense from Kitora and Yuma's little moments is that- Kitora is actually intimidated by Yuma. She's sort of frightened of him, not because he stands strong to whatever he says back to her-- but the fact that he can stand up to her arrogant personality even though to most- it's just a seed to meeting the Arashiyama squad, but that's not why I'm explaining this.

I just wanted to state my reasons why I pair a non-existent ship that should exist. It just sorts of bothers me that a lot of people pair Yuma and Chika together simply because they're both petite and can be described as "cute" or "small" for each other. 

There are small moments that they are seen together but they are only screened together because they are either talking about "Osamu" or-- something related to him. They're just really good friends, plus- when Chika was introduced-- Yuma immediately "SHIP" or "ASK" if "Chika" is "Osamu's Girlfriend" that drew the line for Yuma and Chika in my opinion.

That meant that Yuma supports them together.

Between Osamu and Kitora, the rivalry does not guarantee canonship. 

Although, I may be at a LOST for this battle since there are so many supporters. I mean, I don't have an actual army of Yuma x Kitora shippers,' and some Japanese mangaka's don't want to disappoint their fans' therefore- they sort of go with whatever the media pairs together.

But, if that is the situation- then I'd rather World Trigger just stay the way it currently is. For certain, I would feel that it would be a waste or time and effort-- to not ROOT for Osamu and Chika because they both are very sentiment with each other.

For Chika, I want to say that she can be hard to READ- who knows what she's thinking- but Everyone should sense that Osamu cares very deeply for her. Therefore, it'd be a WASTE if they don't end up together.

Honestly speaking, and Yes; I understand that Yuzuru Ema and Chika is a Thing or a Shipping Potential and Yes, They are also suitable for each other- honestly speaking, But Osamu fight so hard to protect Chika- hence he's gone through so much, and the jaunt is just too much to let it go down the drain.

Sure, anyone who supports Ema x Chika-- could break away and pair Osamu x Kitora together; but what is there?

In honestly speaking, Osamu respects Kitora and never made her an enemy of his- he actually wants to be strong (LIKE) her; but there's nothing more to it than just that. 

She's sort of like an intimidating celebrity that is just pretty to watch- but not pretty enough to pursue.

I'm just spitting out about my feelings' now- and I'm sorry if you're actually reading this. I know that Yuma doesn't have a physical body and that his body is made out of TRION- but when he does get it back-- you know? I'd like for Ashihara sensei to consider pairing him with Kitora- if not, just leave those two single for whatever boat floats in the fandom's direction.

Please don't argue with what my opinions are- it is never in my intentions to start a WORLD TRIGGER SHIPPING WAR; or anything similar. But, I felt as though, Ai Kitora and Yuma Kuga should be a "Thing" and I don't care if it's little; 

If I'm going to be the only person who sees their boat together- then I'm most flattered. I'm gratified because I'm different and that's just what I am. 

Go ahead and Ship whoever you want to- or whoever you see suits each other. But please, respect that this is my OTP; that is all. cintsalis BAIL OUT.

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Inuyasha| Lord Sesshomaru & Rin | The Reason Why I Ship Them, Explained.

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Listen, I have a reason why I SHIP Sesshomaru and Rin together, and I stand clear about them regardless of what someone has to say. Its “2017, ” and some people can’t accept the shipping pair. Well, sit back and let me tell it to you straight. I have never watched Inuyasha up until now. This is my First time going through it- and I don’t want to settle down for a Sesshomaru and Kagura- or a Sesshomaru and Rin argument. Who cares what you ship, whatever floats in your boat is all up to you. But I don’t actually need someone to tell me what I already know. Yes, I am aware of their age differences’ but look at Inuyasha and Kagome, he’s in the form of a 15 year old-  even though he is actually 200 years’ old in demon years'. Nobody fights against that- so why is there so much hatred expressed against one’s opinion. As a person who finds huge age gaps revolting, I make Sesshomaru and Rin an exception prior to how he treats her compared to how he treats Jaken and even that- of Kagura. I understand that Kagura holds endearment for Sesshomaru, yes- it breaks my heart to know that it’s unrequited for her- but how I feel about Sesshomaru’s feelings towards Kagura is that- they weren’t actual friends’ and even though it saddened him that he couldn’t do anything to save Kagura’s life- at the moment- when he just watched as she disappears into thin air. Yes, it is a beautiful scene but what more is there to it? Sesshomaru is not someone who shows affection or care for anything or for anyone. The reason why I pair him with Rin merely is because… Rin makes him go out of his character, his entire being loath humans’ but Rin’s smile CHANGED him. And even though it is just a small GESTURE- Rin is the reason why he could wield Tensaiga and if you want to start a war with me- honestly, it can’t actually be Won. The reason why? Is- is because it is true. Because of Rin, Sesshomaru has become a DECENT Demon-Being. He may not shed tears, ’ but he is crying on the inside- when Rin did- die a second time and through that course- even his Mother was surprised, and we all know this. But to say that it is the act of a Father’s love to a Daughter’ Listen, that is totally your own belief. Do not try to fight against what I stated and tell me something that I already explained in full detail. This is a Fandom Ship- that’s not even worth stressing about- simply because- it’s just not worth it. Therefore, if you want to continue firing at me, do it if it makes you feel better- but I will just tell it to you directly right now that it doesn’t even matter because… your Opinions’ does not apply to me. I said everything in full detail and is now stepping back if you are not happy with what I had explained, then it just can’t be helped. Your thoughts or opinions' won’t change the way I feel about them. Just stand back and accept it, if you can't do that then, here's my advice to you. Just grow up, it would be easier.

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Inuyasha| Review

Inuyasha Review ________________ © 2017 cintsalis confessions’ ________________ 6/10| Rating

Alright, let's face it- this is my rating for "Inuyasha" and I don't want or need anyone to BASH out about how I feel* towards a certain...anime. As you can see from above, I rated Inuyasha from a scale of 1 through 10, a 6. Personally- it was a 5.5, but I was generous enough to give it a 6. This is how I personally feel towards it all. From the very beginning, Inuyasha dominated Kagome when he first met her- degrading her- and making her feel self-conscious- and he was just not a very likable character in general, go ahead and try to tell me what is a comic relief- because making a girl feel- plain- and unattractive- is a one way ticket- to being funny. Anyway, the story fell when Kikyo was brought back to life. I understand that she has been useful- and is the main source of why Kohaku is still alive towards' the end of the series- but- her entire purpose- made the plot look like- this is going' to be some- Team Kikyo- and Team Kagome- competition- like, who do you want? And to be honest with you- the entire- triangle love- between Inuyasha, Kikyo, and Kagome- was just- annoying. *Exhales, frustratedly* (Whispers: I don't even know how I made it through to the very last episode- but- stupid can not define what their relationship was). Climbing aboard, there's Shippo- who's actually quite useful- to be honest- when he's not being irritating. And if you're a fan of Shippo- then, my bad. But anyways' Miroku's pervertedness- could have been more funnier- if like... you know... if he had just imagined women naked- instead of physically touching them. Well, that's just my opinion, I sort of thought that he was too serious- despite- trying to have some sort of comic relief in his character- you know what I mean? And Sango, her solely purpose is to bring Kohaku back, her little brother- who happened to be quite- popular in the entire series- he's probably more well known-- than that- of some of Naraku's incarnations. But anyway' some people consider Sesshomaru a Villain, and I'm here rolling my eyes like- uh...no, he's not a Villain- sure, he wants to wield the Taisega, but that does not make him a Villain. You got him in the Wrong Category. Personally, I don't know what the heck Inuyasha and Kagome is- feeling- but uh- I guess if that is what Love is- then... Love is..."Sit Boy!" (Puppy Love.) 

Personally, I do have an opinion about how Inuyasha feels* about Kikyo and about Kagome- but I just don't know how to explain it. How I feel* towards' Inuyasha with Kikyo is- is that... He loves her on the outside, he loves her- but because Kikyo is strong- he doesn't have to worry about her when it comes to battle- but with Kagome- he has to stand by her- because from the start of the show- Kagome was weak- and she needed his protection.

 Kikyo was already strong- and Inuyasha loved- that about Kikyo- he loved how strong she is- but with that- implanted- he doesn't actually know anything more about Kikyo other than- that she is a priestess and that she is strong. 

Really, there's not really much that we can dig into- to describe what or how he feels towards' Kikyo. Yes, he loves her- but- what else is there?

 Yes, he was willing to become a full human for Kikyo- but it hasn't crossed anyones' mind that- perhaps' the love that Inuyasha shares with Kikyo- is out of- "Selfishness" and "Sacrifice." 

Kikyo wants Inuyasha to become human for her- and Inuyasha has to sacrifice his Demon side to become a weak mortal- because he wants to stand by her- but what else is there? Tell me. Is it really love? Can someone actually say that- what Inuyasha and Kikyo had- was love? 

If it was Love, then wouldn't they both have figured out that-love is stronger than betrayal? 

There was no TRUST in Inuyasha and Kikyo's relationship- a relationship without- Trust- is not one with pure Love in it. 

Sure, they did have a romantic relationship- but it wasn't Love. Inuyasha liked Kikyo- and Kikyo loved Inuyasha and the reason why I say this- is because it is true. 

There's just no other way around it. Inuyasha mistake his feelings' of liking her- for love- and Kikyo actually did Love him- but she Love him so much- that she converted it into hatred- and you know the reason why- but overall; 

What makes Kikyo so special? What makes her so much more special to Inuyasha, than- that- of Kagome? 

Why does it seem like- he still loves Kikyo- and still wants to be with her even after death? 

Can a heart still beat- after death?

Kikyo is not a bad* character- in general; The only one at fault- who is bad- is Inuyasha- his indecisive decisions' he has chosen Kikyo- way too many times' for anyone to even say that he likes' or loves Kagome- is a joke.

But, in a strange way; He does love her. And I felt that he loves Kagome more- than he does with Kikyo- only because- with Kikyo- he was lonely- and Kikyo filled up that loneliness- but with Kagome- Kagome- provided him with- laughter- comfort- endearment- and with strength.

When Kagome' almost died- during the 7 band arc- Inuyasha cried because he couldn't protect- her. He didn't cry when he couldn't find Kikyo's remains' when Naraku killed her the first time- with his miasma- but He cried- when it was Kikyo's FINAL death- and also SEALED it with a KISS. 

But- his feelings' are still- confusing- it just can't be- explained. 

I feel like- he was over Kikyo- but he kept feeling like he needed* to be with her- only when she is near and when he sees her- because he's used to it. 

Oh, whatever' why am I still ranting about this. If you want to hear more about my ranting- the message box is on your right hand corner. Send me a message. I have so much more to say about them. Yes, their relationship- made it hard to even watch the series at all.

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Kagura’s Death made me cry because when Sesshomaru appeared she was so happy that he is standing in front of her and that she got to see him one last time before she goes...it’s depressing... she likes him so much...

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I have to tell you something... I am a fan of Gravity Falls 🌈 and Steven Universe ⭐️

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