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likethecolorblog · 8 months ago
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My Man
WARNING : Smut, Praises, Oral (m, f receiving), Rough, Fem POV.
(For you to imagine with your fav character of whatever you want... Enjoy and leave your comments with ideas and critics ♡)
It was late at night when I return from work, that day I just talked with him for few minutes in lunch time and then we didn't talk back.
Once I open the door and walk inside everything was dark 'is he in the house?' I thought as I put my things at the little table of the couch.
I walk to the bedroom the bed empty as I undress to change into my pajamas to be more comfy, thats when I felt two hands in my breast squeezing them "you came late today darl, why?" He whispered in my ear I just could make a little noise "can't speak properly? Did little mouse got your tongue?" God he was mocking me , he was smirking as he was rubbing his bulge in my ass.
"I... I got a lot of pa-paper work in the last minute" I whispered as I look at him, he was enjoying how vulnerable I was "awwww... poor little thing" he was faking sympathy, as he put me on my knees and look down at me "let's put that pretty mouth to work hon" he took out his cock as he stroke it few times before grab my hair and put my face near it.
I suck it deeply to the end, my eyes were with tears as I took his cock complete hearing his groans and praises "that's my good girl" "so pretty down there" "your mouth is like heaven to me darling" he thrust his hips more into my mouth a little rough but still taking the charge until he stop and took out his cock "wanna cum inside your pretty pussy babe, so get on bed and already those pretty legs"
I did and to be honest I thought he was just gonna fuck me but.. what a surprise when I felt his mouth in my clit  "f..uck" I moan slowly as I stroke his hair, his tongue was working so fucking delicious in my pussy that I could even say a coherent word "so.... good, f..uc..k!!" "Moreeeeeeee" I was a complete mess, my eyes rolled back, my mouth wide open, my nipples hard as fuck and he was just looking deeply into my eyes.
He thrust 2 fingers hard as I scream "that's right.. let's everyone know who make you scream like this just with few fingers" at this point I was into subspace, he was cock about it just with that smirk on his face the whole time.. the after I got my orgasm he slap my pussy and lean his cock into my entrance, my poor legs were shaking and I was breathless "if you want we can continue tomo-" he was mocking me about it but I cut him off "ju..st fuck m...eee" damn was my surprise when he just thrust inside and I leave a loud scream, I'm sure the neighbors heard that.
"Scre...am for me pretty, you feels so fucking good... damn, you so fucking tight" he say between groans and whisperes as I was just screaming and moaning loud like a whore.
After few minutes of him thrusting inside me, his fingers in my clit and his mouth in my nipples I got my other orgasm and he could cum "gonna cum inside you babe.... making you a mommy an- ahhhh.. let you carry... my babies inside you" he thrust more and more, biting my neck and finally cumming inside me with a last groan
I was a sweaty mess and he was just there, deep inside me looking at my eyes while I have spams because it was just too much for me.
He took it out and look for a towel to clean me up and then cuddle me from behind leaving kisses in mu neck, shoulder and cheek "you did good pretty, I love you" he whisperes in my ear before I just knock off into dreamland.
Characters: Bakugou , Zoro , laxus, Damon Salvatore, saiki , kid , shikamaru , Chuck Bass...
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tayshs · 9 months ago
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my sweet angel ── Chuck Bass x reader fem!
English is not my first language so my English is not that good.
Chuck Bass x reader fem! Smut
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*you were with your two best friends, Blair and Serena, when suddenly your boyfriend Chuck Bass arrives and kisses your hand telling you that they had to go to Chuck's room*
what's up baby? *y/n says to chuck*
I have a surprise for you, my princess. Let's go up to my room where we can have some privacy. *takes y/n's hand gently and leads her towards the stairs.* Your friends will be fine, they know we need some alone time.
*once in his room, he closes the door softly and turns to look at Y/N. He holds her by her cheeks* You are absolutely stunning my love.
*slowly runs his fingers along Y/N's chin and jaw, moving towards her neck.* Here's your surprise: a room full of rose petals. *Y/N looks around the room that is covered in soft white roses; It seems like a romantic fairy tale* I wanted everything to be perfect for you.
*Y/N says* I have a surprise for you too, sit down *Y/N makes Chuck sit on the bed and she begins to undress showing a very sexy lingerie*
*His heart skips a beat as he watches Y/N reveal her lingerie.* You look stunning, my love. Come here *makes a gesture, pulling her towards him and kissing her softly but passionately* We will have a night to remember.
*Y/N smiles but gets up and puts on very hot music to start dancing sensually*
*watching Y/N dance, he gets more excited with the second one. As she approaches him, he reaches out and pulls her closer; their bodies pressing against each other. He kisses her deeply as they sway together.* My sweet goddess.
*Y/N takes off her top revealing her big tits where under one boob she has the letter "C" for Chuck tattooed*
*Chuck's eyes widen in surprise and pleasure as he looks at Y/N's breasts, especially noticing the tattoo. He kisses her with more fervor, his hands traveling down to caress her buttocks.* I love you, my love.
*He gently brings her closer, lowering his head to lick and suck on one of her nipples; his hands ran down her sides until they reached her hair.* You're mine, Y/N.
*Y/N, moans and strokes Chuck's hair*
*He turns his attention to her other breast, sucking hard as he pulls her closer. He grabs the back of her neck and pulls her into a deeper kiss.* I love you now, my queen.
*Y/N smiles and gets up to take off her thong revealing her wet pussy*
*He admires her naked beauty, his erection getting harder by the second. He pulls her closer, picking her up and carrying her to the bed.* My beautiful angel.
*Y/N spreads her legs revealing her wet pussy for Chuck* eat my pussy
*He carefully places Y/N on the bed, spread out for him. He kneels between her legs and gently spreads her lips with his fingers. He breathes deeply, savoring her arousal before he begins to slowly lick her up and down.* My sweet love.
*Y/N moans when she feels Chuck's tongue on her clit*
*He grabs and sucks her clit harder, running his tongue along her slit. He pushes a finger inside her as he continues to pleasure her with his mouth.* I'm going to make you cum for me, Y/N
*Y/N continues moaning louder while Chuck is still down there sucking her pussy* *Y/N grabs her tits to grab her erect nipples*
*Feeling her orgasm approaching, Chuck licks harder and faster, adding another finger inside her. Her moans fill the room as she closes her eyes,* cum for me, Y/N.* Y/N's body shakes with pleasure as she releases a deep breath and pulses against her mouth.* You're mine now, baby.
I have always been yours, love *Y/N gets up and sits Chuck down to pull down his pants and boxers to suck Chuck's cock*
*He sits up and watches Y/N as she pulls down his pants. She takes his erection in her hand, stroking it gently before leaning forward to lick the tip.* My love is so fucking perfect.
*y/n puts Chuck's cock in her mouth and sucks it slowly*
*He moans loudly as Y/N begins to suck his cock, running her tongue along the vein on one side and then the other. He gently runs his fingers through her hair, guiding her movements.* Suck my cock, sweet angel.
*you suck and suck chuck's cock*
*As Y/N continues to suck him, he feels an intense heat building up in his balls. He grabs her by the back of the neck and holds her steady as he climaxes.* I'm about to cum, Y/N!
*y/n grabs Chuck's balls while sucking his cock faster making Chuck cum in her mouth and y/n swallows his cum* how delicious
*He exhales sharply as his orgasm hits him, feeling a blissful release into Y/N's warm mouth. Once he finishes cumming, he gently caresses her hair and face.* That was perfect, my sweet goddess.
*Y/N smiles and gets on the bed, lays Chuck down and bluntly gets on him and puts his cock in her pussy, starting to ride him*
*He grabs her by the hips, guiding her as she rides him. He gazes at her beauty, enjoying the feeling of their bodies coming together. He lifts his pelvis to match her rhythm.* Ride me, Y/N.
*Y/N moves from side to side and jumps on Chuck's cock while he watches Y/N's tits go up and down*
*He puts a breast in his mouth and sucks it while she bounces on his cock. He reaches up to run his fingers through her hair, deepening their connection.* You are so beautiful Y/N.
just for you baby *Y/N says hardly while letting out gasps and moans*
*Feeling Y/N getting closer, he grabs her ass tightly, lifting her higher as he pumps faster. He looks into her eyes, urging her to continue.* Come for me Y/N.
*Chuck changes position putting Y/N on all fours to force his cock violently into Y/N's hole*
*He fucks her hard, his thrusts propelling her forward. She moans loudly into the pillow as they increase speed.* Fuck me, Chuck.
*Y/N grabs the pillows while moaning Chuck's name loudly* CHUCK! I AM GOING TO RUN
*He feels Y/N's walls clenching around his cock. He punches her one last time as she explodes around him.* Fuck, y/n.
*Y/N reaches her orgasm squeezing Chuck's cock hard*
*He pulls out and covers her ass with hot semen. He kisses a trail from her neck to her back.* Perfect, baby.
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cosmiclunarprincess-fanfic · 9 months ago
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OMG 😱 Okay okay I’ve heard your demands and I’m here to deliver… well I will be soon lol
I’ve officially begun to write the long awaited Chuck Bass smut 🤭🤭
Is there a chuck Bass fandom out there in need of smut because I’m inspired 👀
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lanawinterscigarettes · 25 days ago
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Gossip Girl masterlist
Requests are currently open!
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Key:
Fluff: ♡ Angst: ♤ Smut: ♧ Headcanons: ◇ May contain triggering content: ☆
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Serena van der Woodsen
Gingerbread Disaster ♡
Cherry Pits and Picnic Blankets ♡
Hallway Rendezvous ♧
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Nate Archibald
First Time ♡♧
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lokisivy · 4 months ago
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Requests are open I'd like to see your ideas and bring them to life here is the list
Peter Quill
Peter Parker (All 3 of them)
Stiles Stlinski
Four (Tobias Eaton)
Bucky Barnes
Marc Spector
Steven Grant
Steve Harrington
Loki
Matt Murdock
Charles Xavier (before he got paralysed)
Erik Killmonger
Harry Osborn (both TASM and Tobey)
Jake Peralta
Eddie Munson
Klaus Mikaelson
Zayn Malik (in all characters?)
Chuck Bass
Miguel O'hara
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sukunasbow · 11 months ago
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sweet like sugar, nate archibald.
summary: in which you come home to find a certain someone waiting in your bedroom for you.
warnings: fem!waldorf!reader, sort of sugar daddy/baby dynamic, oral, not yet proof read!
notes: this is overly long so i cut the smut short and lame, sorry bbies!!
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Walking out of the elevator and into your house, you’re shocked and slightly concerned when you’re met with the sight of Chuck Bass sitting in your living room. “Ew, Kill me now.” You groan.
Your words catch his attention and he turns in the couch to face you, “Lovely to see you too.” He gives you his classic smirk, immediately creeping you out.
“Why are you here?” You roll your eyes as you walk through the foyer and towards him, your shoes clicking on the floor. “Well?” You raise an eyebrow, placing your small handbag on the coffee table in front of the man.
“I’m here for your sister. She’s upstairs, we’re leaving for a dinner party.” Chuck explains, shoving his hands in his pockets. “Is that an issue?” He then questions you.
You don’t respond for a moment, staring him down, a cruel look on your face. “Yeah, actually, it is an issue.”
“You have a lot of nerve, you know that?” Chuck shakes his head, trying to intimidate you by stepping closer, “Talking down on me and acting all high and mighty as if I’m unaware of you and Nate’s dirty secret. Actually, speaking of Nate and that, uh, secret..If I were you I’d go upstairs and check out your bedroom.” He whispers, but quickly backs away and exits the living room when Blair starts coming down the stairs.
“What’s going on here?” Blair stands next to Chuck and the two of them look back at you.
“Oh, nothing. Just some banter, your sister seems to be..” Blair’s boyfriend puts on his strange checkered coat, “Not super fond of me.”
Blair glares at you, turning around and grabbing Chuck’s hand, taking him with her, not before he can get a small laugh at your expression, though. The pair enter the elevator, exiting the house and going on their date.
You, however, slowly make your way up the spiral staircase, walking towards your bedroom, Chuck’s comment from earlier stuck in your head. You’re not necessarily ashamed of the supposed secret arrangement between you and Nate. By definition, you’d be considered his ‘sugar baby’ but the two of you don’t view it that way. You’ve been friends with him since childhood, and as you got older, you started feeling attracted to him. Eventually, you both figured out the fact that you felt the same way, and things got physical since. You never wanted to put a label on it and every time he came over to your place, he’d bring you gifts or something you previously mentioned wanting. Now, it’s become a tradition. You fuck him and he gives you whatever you desire.
You gently push your door open, a shocked look on your face when you find Nate sitting on the edge of your bed, your room decorated with candles and white Christmas lights. “What is all of this?” You grin, looking in the corner on the room to find a fake Christmas tree, piles of gifts underneath it.
“Merry, early, Christmas.” Nate laughs, standing up from the bed and walking towards you.
“You’re so unbelievable!” You cover your mouth, “Nate, is this all for me?” You point at the neatly wrapped presents under the tree.
He nods, “Yeah. Chuck helped me set it all up.”
“I can’t accept all of this, Nate.” You shake your head, you back away from him, a guilty look creeping onto your face.
“Of course you can, I want you too. Besides, if you don’t, it’ll go to waste.” He insists, sitting back down on the bed, motioning for you to sit next to him.
“Okay..” You sigh, taking a seat next to him. “I guess I should get you something nice then, hm?” You look at him.
“Only if you want to get me something.”
“Of course I do, Nate.”
For a moment, you both sit in silence, unsure of what to do. Deciding to speak up, you turn your body so you’re fully facing him. “I can give you a present now if you want one.” Your tone is soft but seductive.
“Oh, really?” He holds back his smile, moving his hand up your tights and under your skirt, massaging your thigh.
“Hey, I’m the one giving you a present.” You scoff, “You’ve given me enough.” You move his hand away from your body, this time you push him back on the bed, unbuttoning his shirt. Slowly, you part the fabric, kissing down his abs, then hovering your mouth just above his v line. “Hmm” You hum, lifting your hand towards the bulge peaking through his pants.
“Fuckkk.” He groans, tossing his bed back as you palm his dick over the pants. “Please, baby.”
“Please what? Use your words.”
“Come on.” He starts getting desperate and increasingly needy.
You bite your lip, deciding to answer his pleas. You slide his pants off and toss them on the bed, then very slowly taking off his boxers, teasing him as much as possible.
“(Y/N).” He huffs.
“Fine, fine.” You let out a small laugh, feeling content with yourself. Instead, you wrap your hands around his dick, starting to jerk him off while you work on taking the rest of him in your mouth.
“Holy shit.” He moans, his eyes rolling back as you continue to take your time and slowly suck his cock, occasionally stopping and licking his tip, trying to prolong his pleasure, considering everything he does for you. Nate gently takes a fistful of your hair and helps bob your head in a rhythm, getting you to take all his dick. “That feels so good.” He breathes out. You pick up the speed, sending him over the edge. “I’m gonna—” He starts but quickly stops when you move your hands and completely take him in, his jaw opening and his eyes closing as he fills your mouth with his cum. You sit up swallow, then kissing him, letting him taste the remains of his juices on your lips.
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lost-in-fandoms · 4 months ago
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Max and Daniel meet at a club and have a one-night stand. That's the plot. Not as much smut as one would think.
cw: not too graphic sexual content and mentions of alcohol (but neither of them is drunk)
Daniel watches from the bed as the guy comes out of the bathroom and starts pulling his clothes back on. He almost stumbles while slipping into his skinny jeans, and it should be funny, or maybe awkward, how clumsy he is with it, but Daniel can't help feeling a little bit charmed. Just as he had been charmed by his blunt advances in the club, and the way he had laughed too loud at Daniel's bad joke in the car.
He wasn't supposed to be charmed.
Well, to be honest, he wasn't supposed to be in this situation at all. He doesn't usually go to clubs alone, he isn't that young and horny anymore, but he had needed to feel the bass in his lungs and the alcohol in his veins after a few long, awful days, so he had chucked on a shirt and some pants and found his way somewhere he was hoping he wouldn't get recognised. He had ended up in a small club on the other side of the city, and it had taken him a sparkly drink and two dance offers to realise he maybe still was young enough to have fun.
It had taken Max to make him think that maybe he was also horny enough.
Max had slid behind him on the dance floor, large palm against his hipbones, turning him around to throw him a wide smile, eyes crinkling and sparkling in the low lights.
Daniel wasn't planning on going home with someone, but Max had guided him to grind against him while they were dancing, and then kissed him wet and open right there in the middle of the crowd, and Daniel had lost his mind a little.
Daniel had thought about asking him to go to Max's place, he didn't like inviting strangers into his house, but Max had slipped a hand under his shirt to touch his sweaty skin and asked "take me home?" and Daniel had.
Max had chatted and laughed in the car, a hand firmly planted high up on Daniel's thigh, until Daniel had stopped pretending he was following whatever he was talking about and tugged him into a kiss. He didn't like kissing people, kissing men, somewhere he could be seen so easily, but Max's lips had been red and full and Daniel had wanted it.
Max had taken his shoes off at the door and Daniel had felt a tug somewhere too high up and on the left to be his gut. Max had kissed him like he wanted to eat Daniel whole, but touched him like Daniel had been something precious. He had taken him apart more easily than a one-night stand was supposed to.
Daniel never bottomed with strangers, but Max had been hovering over him, eyes so bright and intense, hands playing with the band of Daniel's underwear, and Daniel had let his legs fall open before Max could even ask what he wanted.
Max had still asked and Daniel should have known he was making a mistake. Because when he had come, Max's hand around him, Max's dick inside him, something had been rearranged inside him, something had dramatically shifted. Or maybe it had happened earlier, when Max had pressed a kiss against his stomach while opening him up. Or when he had closed his teeth on Daniel's bottom lip in the car. Or earlier still, in the club, when Max had told him "you look pretty, Daniel", voice rounding his name weirdly.
And now he is watching Max getting ready to leave, feeling like his world was tilting, and he was supposed to learn how to live with that.
He watches as Max shrugs his black t-shirt back on, trying uselessly to smooth out his hair a little, hoping he doesn't look as desperate as he feels to ask him to stay.
Finally, Max pats his pockets to check for his phone and wallet, and then looks up, smiling at Daniel with the same lips that had been pressed against his pulse point not twenty minutes ago.
How did Daniel end up like this?
"That was fun," he says, smile too practiced to look fake. Hopefully.
Max's eyes seem to soften and he nods, crossing the space to the bed again to press a kiss against Daniel's cheek.
"It was good, Daniel." He says it like it's not just Daniel's name, but like it means something more, something Daniel doesn't know yet. Something he'll probably never know, now.
Daniel is expecting him to leave then, is ready to curl up in bed and go to sleep without even showering, disgusting as it is, just to keep their smells together a little longer, a pathetic thought to have about a one-night stand, but one nobody will have to know. And yet, Max hesitates, a hand coming up to rub at his neck, tug at his hair.
Something scarily close to hope starts to fill Daniel's lungs.
"I don't want to, uh, be that person," Max starts, stilted and awkward, ears red. It's the first time Daniel seems him embarrassed, and he wants to lick the blush right off his cheeks. "Could I maybe give you my number?"
Daniel is looking for his phone even before Max has closed his mouth, ignores him as he giggles when Daniel lunges out of bed to grab his abandoned pants, raising his phone in the air like a trophy. Max is fully laughing by the time Daniel hands it to him, but Daniel doesn't care anymore. He already can't wait to call.
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ursemma · 5 months ago
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Guilty as sin
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Nate Archibald × F!reader
Summary: How can I be guilty as sin? Without ever touching his skin?
Warning: angst, masturbation, little smut.
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We're just bestfriends right? So why do I imagine him being on top of me, or holding my hand while walking down the streets of nyc?
I looked at him as he arrived with Blair at the kiss on the lips party, they looked so happy together. But I can't help but imagine myself with him.
I shook my thoughts away as I see Blair making her way towards me, she's my bestfriend I can't do this to her, "heyy y/n! You look fabulous!" She compliments me and pulls me into a hug.
"thanks B! You look fabulous too!!" I returned the hug, and we pull away as we see Serena making her way into the party.
"what is she doing here?" Blair asks as she glares Serena's way. "I don't know but whatever it is it better not ruin the party" I sighed feeling defeated, their catfights honestly gets my energy drained.
I watch as she goes to find chuck, and Nate stands besides me, "hey everything's fine? You look tired." He asks as he offers me a glass of champagne, "yeah I'm fine, just drained from everything you know?" I looked into his eyes as I answered him, and saw his gorgeous face, those eyelashes, those blue eyes, the little freckles, and his lips- omg.
I looked away as I felt those feelings creeping into my mind, "you know you can count on me right?" He reassured me, while pulling my face towards him to face him.
"I know Nathaniel, it's just, you know those catfights between Blair and Serena, and how I'm the one left hanging in between them needing to make a choice when I just want everything to be back as it was before." I took a deep sigh and replied as I felt butterflies in my stomach. I wasn't lying but I wasn't telling the truth either.
"yeah i know but it's not going to be how it was before, atleast not anytime soon. But don't worry, you have me okay?" He said with a sincere look in his eyes, "I know" I gave him a weak smile.
Soon Charles and Blair came, "care to dance with me Nate?" Blair asked him for a dance and he joined her.
"you should tell him you know" chuck said as he watched me look at him with a longing eyes.
"he doesn't feel the same." I sighed as I took one more shot, only chuck knew how I felt about him, how? I don't know.
"you never know." He encouraged me, that's what he's been doing since a long time.
"he's with Blair, Charles and they look happy!" I protested, honestly when it comes to confessing, I'm not good at it.
"are they though? We all know Nathaniel doesn't feel a shit for Blair, he's doing it for his family's sake." He instead me and tbh he wasn't wrong, but what about Serena, now she's back he'll be with her ofcourse.
"Charles, Serena is back. We all know he loves her. I don't stand a chance, unless and until I'm willing to be a rebound which I'm not."
"okay fine, I won't force you but promise me to do something about it."
"only if you tell Blair how you feel" I said with a smirk and I watch his face turn pale.
We both knew alot of things about eachother, including our secret crushes, which no one knew.
We're like brother's and sister's, shocking right? The first girl who Charles bass didn't tried to bang out of respect?
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I gasped as I felt wet kisses trailing down my neck, and then sucking my skin leaving a hickey.
"oh my" I tried to breath when the kisses went down to my Naked breasts and nibbling my skin and sucking my nipples as they harden.
The heat in between my legs was growing and so was the tension.
"I need you" I moaned louder as I felt my panties get wet, "yeah what do you want darling?" He said while going down on me.
"you, everything give it to me." I said while breathing heavily, "okay" he smirked and started to tease me with his mouth.
"don't tease!" I gasped when his mouth met my clit, stroking and sucking it slowly.
He started abusing my clit with his mouth, while his hands were circling my skin.
"oh my Nate I'm gonna cum" as I reached my climax I felt the door being knocked.
"miss y/n!! Wake up you're going to be late!" Dorothea shouted.
I groaned as I woke up from my slumber, and I remembered what I dreamt of.
Flushing in embarrassment I pulled my duvet over my face, "miss y/n!!" Dorothea shouted again.
"yes dorthy I'm awake!" I responded her letting her know that I'm alive.
I felt the heat between my legs growing hotter and hotter.
Should I? Fuck it.
I went into the washroom and put two fingers inside my clit massaging it, hoping for some relief.
I imagined Nate touching me, and I left a moan at the thought.
As I was pleasuring myself I suddenly heard my phone ringing and I groaned at it, and picked up without looking at the number.
"y/n?" Fuck it was Nate, in his morning voice. I felt myself getting wetter and gasping for air.
Even his voice had this effect on me.
"y-yes Nathaniel? You need something?" I tried to maintain my composer.
"hey what happened to you? You sound not so fine?" He asked with his voice filled with concern.
"nothing just the morning workout you know" I replied quickly, "okay if you say so, I was actually wondering if you want to come with me and Blair in our limo? The route of her and your house is same that's way" he asked me, I thought for a while and decided it's better to stay away, "actually I'm running late today so you guys go ahead I'll come on my own" "okay I'll see you then" "yea" and I hung up.
I decided to get freshed and leave for school.
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I got out of the limo and looked around and saw Blair and Nate walking together.
"sight to sore eyes isn't it" I turned to see Chuck looking at them, "indeed" I replied and we started walking together.
I felt rush of emotions. Embarrassment, love, lust, heartbreak and mostly guilt.
He's my bestfriend's boyfriend and one of my bestfriend and yet I'm here imagining us together.
But mostly, without ever touching his skin, how can I be guilty as sin?
Is he written mine only in my mind? Is there not even 1% of hope for us?
I shook my thoughts and sat near Blair, looking at her exchanging looks with Nate and chuck and I eyed eachother knowingly.
I sighed and thought about everything, why does my life has to be complicated.
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sorrowsofsilence · 2 months ago
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1986 • ruffilo
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Pairing: Best Friend!Nicholas Ruffilo x Fem!reader (oneshot)
Words: 5.7k
Warnings: FLUFFFFFF, Smut 18+ (car sex, PnV, pls wrap it b4 u tap it, fem!receiving).
Summary: Two friends living life in 1986, playing laser tag and going on drive-in dates , confessing their feelings that maybe they're more than friends.
note: eeeeeee, i love him so. (songs are Birdmad Girl - The Cure / Enjoy the Silence - Depeche Mode)
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You never truly realize how much you care for someone until you're three rounds deep into laser tag, dominating as a duo.
Ruffilo's contagious laughter reverberated around the dimly lit arena, the blacklight illuminating the neon artwork adorning the walls.
Your vest glowed in bright pink, matching your best friend's as you both weaved through the narrow corridors, being cautious not to trip over the shoddily painted plywood flooring.
With your finger poised on the plastic trigger, you aimed your phaser at the enemy targets ahead.
"Strategy number four?" Nicholas shouted over the pulsing bass of the synth music blaring in your ears.
You gave him an enthusiastic nod and grin before turning around, back-to-back with him in position, ready for anyone to approach from either in front or behind.
The two of you advanced together up to the top level of the arena, past the colourful graffiti. Glancing to the side, you spotted a flash of blue from your peripheral vision and swiftly fired off a shot as the nimble body slid behind a wall. Miss.
"Blue vest, four o'clock!" you called out, and Nicholas rotated with you seamlessly, maintaining your formation until the blue vest came into view again from around the corner.
Ruffilo expertly aimed and fired his phaser, deactivating the light on the vest and eliciting an exasperated groan from the teenage target.
"Again?!" the teen exclaimed, throwing his hands up in defeat before retreating down the ramp, waiting for his vest to reactivate.
"One minute remaining!"
The announcement echoed throughout the dark arena, and you nodded at Nicholas before splitting up and sprinting to opposite sides to rack up as many points as possible before time ran out.
The frenzied last minute was a blur of neon lights, with the synth music now morphing into an adrenaline-pumping rush. Unseen enemies emerged from the shadows, the blacklight making their teeth glow as they snarled with playful determination.
A green vest sprang up from behind a barricade, but you were quicker, firing off a shot and hitting the target smack in the middle as you slid onto your knees, the black jeans you wore sliding along the wood, all while scuffing your new chucks.
The satisfying beep of your phaser confirmed your score, and you couldn't help but giggle at the surprised expression on the enemy's face as he trudged off, disappointed. It was worth the carnage of your attire.
"Thirty seconds remaining!"
Nicholas was not far, moving deftly around the abandoned fortress, his pink vest glowing in the dark. He had moved back to the second floor, and you watched as he took down three opponents in quick succession before disappearing into a maze of neon obstacles.
Fifteen seconds; your heart pounded in sync with the countdown. A streak of orange and yellow rushed past you as you sprinted back to the center of the arena.
"Ten seconds remaining!"
As the final countdown began, your heart pounded in your chest with the rhythm of the music. You caught sight of a purple vest and took your shot - a direct hit. But then, you felt a strange sensation; a sudden heat on your back.
You turned around just in time to see a yellow vest grinning at you from behind an obstacle; but before she could shoot, her vest turned grey, and you glanced to see Nicholas standing behind, phaser pointed outward with a smile.
His grey eyes gleamed with competitiveness and excitement as he gave you a thumbs up, and you grinned, biting your tongue as you nodded toward him, passing a silent thank you.
"Five... four.... three..."
You quickly darted behind a wall next to your best friend, chests heaving in sync as you shared another grin.
"Two... one... GAME OVER!"
The lights in the arena suddenly brightened, and the pulsating music slowed down to a stop. A chorus of groans and cheers filled the room as you both walked out of the arena, placing your vests onto the rack before lacing your arms together, faces flushed.
It wasn’t new to walk arm and arm, but for some reason, this time, your skin tingled against his, even more so than usual.
Nicholas smiled down at you as he then bumped his shoulder into yours, the mechanical voice of the scoreboard announcing the winner.
“Team Pink wins!”
You exchanged high-fives with Nicholas, grinning proudly at each other as your hearts pounded through the adrenaline.
"I knew we'd win," Nicholas said, trying to stifle his laughter. His eyes twinkled with pride as he watched you in awe.
You blinked up at him, an unexpected warmth in your chest, and an odd fluttering sensation in your stomach. You felt your cheeks heating up again under his gaze, but tried to ignore it.
“We always win. They’re going to get sick of us,” You laughed, the two of you walking to your shared locker.
Nicholas grinned at you as he slipped on his leather jacket, his eyes sparkling under the arcade lights. He ran a hand through his dishevelled brunette hair, causing a few strands to fall into his eyes endearingly, "We make a great team."
The words hung in the air between you two like an unspoken promise, a hidden code that only you both understood. And maybe it was the adrenaline high or the after-effects of victory, but everything seemed a little bit brighter- a little bit warmer with him by your side.
You and Nicholas had been attached at the hip ever since you met three years ago. He came into the record shop you worked at looking for the new, at the time, Journey album, frontiers.
It was so popular, that the only copy you had left was the one you saved for yourself; but when you locked onto those doe grey eyes, you couldn’t help but cave, handing over your beloved copy to the stranger who made your heart race.
The way his face lit up had made your entire day- and he swore he’d repay you by bringing you exactly 5 Twinkies.
And he did bring five Twinkies, the very next day.
Not just that, he brought you an extra one every single time he visited the record store after that.
Oddly enough, it had become your thing - his way of saying thank you for sharing your favourite band's album with him, which was your way of reminding him over and over that he owed you nothing.
But Twinkies were delicious, and he was cute, so who were you to say no?
After a year of this routine, Nicholas confessed that he'd been banned from every grocery store in town for buying too many Twinkies. The general store that got the most business confronted him, accusing him of re-selling them.
Yet you both burst into laughter, clutching onto each other as tears prickled in your eyes. How would you tell the owner that really, the two of you just liked the delicate pastry?
But even then, whether it was his dedication to repay you or his general kindness, something about Nicholas drew you in.
He was like a moth drawn to the flame of your friendship, and just like the moth, you couldn’t resist even though you knew it could be dangerous.
Considering the two of you were in long-term relationships with other people, at the time.
Yet, dangerous or not, you couldn't imagine a life without Nicholas. Whether it was his infectious laughter that always managed to lift your spirits or the way he could always find the perfect song to match your mood, Nicholas was more than just a best friend.
He was your confidante, your partner in crime, your shoulder to cry on when life got tough.
Most importantly, he was the one person who had never let you down. The one who made you truly happy.
The morning was rainy, nothing out of the ordinary as you sat on the loveseat in your living room. Your walkman was blaring a mixtape of The Cure and The Smiths, two of your best friend’s favourite bands.
As you were finally getting comfy in the cushions, you heard a knock on the window.
Nicholas had peered in from the outside, holding his shoulders in protection as you scrambled to open the door, watching him step in soaking wet and shivering.
You didn't ask what happened when you saw his sorrowful expression – you just ushered him inside and wrapped him in a warm blanket, sitting him down and getting him a warm drink.
He sat quietly for a while; the only sounds in the room were the pattering of rain on the glass, and his occasional sips from the mug.
Then suddenly, he had started sobbing.
You didn't know what happened – all you knew was that he needed you.
So, you moved closer, wrapping an arm around him and letting him lean onto your shoulder as he cried.
His sobs eventually faded into hushed whimpers, his body shaking with the occasional hiccup.
"I'm sorry," he murmured, his voice barely a whisper as he leaned into you. "I didn't know where else to go."
"You don't have to apologize," you had told him, running your fingers through his damp hair in an attempt to soothe him. "I'm always here for you, Nicky. You know that."
He had finally looked up at you then, eyes red and swollen from crying but still holding that same mesmerizing grey glow that drew you to him every single time.
"We broke up," he admitted in a hoarse voice, the words hanging heavy in the air.
The feeling of your heart clenching in shared pain made you sigh, pulling him into an embrace.
Ruffilo wrapped his arms around your body, pressing his face into the crook of your neck as he cried. He felt warm and perfect against your skin; but you mourned with him, holding his body protectively.
It had now been two months since your ex left you; so you knew this pain all too well.
Nicholas’ sobs subsided over time, leaving only soft sniffles and the steady rhythm of his breathing. Even after he'd quieted down, you continued to hold him, offering silent support as he curled into your side.
He eventually broke away from your embrace with a sheepish smile.
"Thanks," he mumbled, looking at you with eyes that held a depth of gratitude that couldn't be put into words.
It was then that you realized how close you were.
You could see the streaks made by tears on his face, the way his hair was sticking up in odd places from where you had run your hands through it.
He looked vulnerable - and yet there was a strength in him that took your breath away.
His gaze was serious as he looked at you, raw emotion swimming in the depths of his eyes. You could see a mixture of pain, confusion, and something else...something that made your breath hitch in your throat.
Coughing, you pulled away as your chest warmed, before suggesting something the two of you had become quite fond of.
“Wanna go play laser tag?”
And now here you were, watching him tuck his hair behind his ears in the neon lit lobby, your heart clenching again.
Something felt different. It wasn't the elation of your shared victory, nor was it the exhausted yet fulfilled sensation that came after a game well played.
It was something much deeper. Something you knew you felt all this time, but were too ignorant to let free.
Your heart pounded in your chest as Nicholas shut the locker door with a bang, snapping you out of your thoughts.
The brunette turned to look at you, his eyes meeting yours in an intense gaze before he suddenly looked away, his cheeks flushed under the dim lights.
"Do you want to grab a bite? I'm starving," he suggested, trying to sound nonchalant as he ran his fingers through his hair again. A habit he only did when nervous.
You nodded enthusiastically, tucking your hands into the denim jacket you wore, pulling the hood of your sweater beneath it upon your head.
As you walked side by side towards the arcade exit, you couldn't help but steal glances at your best friend.
Was it the blacklight, or was there a newfound glow about him? His smile was more infectious than usual. It reminded you of the first time he visited the store, his face glowing with excitement.
The same glow was in his eyes now, despite the recent tears.
Your favourite diner was open late, serving greasy burgers and shakes; a perfect end to an evening of laser wars.
You both were regulars, as Nicholas was particularly fond of their double bacon cheeseburger.
As you slid into your spot, a familiar red vinyl booth, a thought struck you.
These outings- the laser tag games, the shared Twinkies, the late-night diner visits- they weren’t just friendly hangouts anymore.
Or maybe they weren’t ever just friendly.
The two of you sat across from each other, huddled over the sticky Formica table as you chatted and laughed about anything and everything.
Nicholas's smile seemed to take up his whole face in the yellowing light of the diner, and you found yourself drawn to it. Drawn to him.
His sadness from this morning felt like forever ago, and your heart fluttered as his hand grazed yours as he reached for your shared drink, taking a sip.
"So," Nicholas began, twirling a fry in his hand as he met your gaze.
“So,” you echoed, watching him with a raised brow, reaching for the cup now, taking the straw into your mouth.
"I've been…thinking."
"Yeah?" You replied, your own hands growing still as you watched him attentively.
He nodded, setting down the fry and leaning back. His gaze never left yours, every bit as captivating as they always were. "Yeah…about us," he finally said.
Your heart skipped a beat at that, your stomach fluttering in response. Whatever nervousness had gripped Nicholas earlier, seemed to have transferred onto you now.
Ruffilo swallowed hard before continuing, "I was the one who broke up with Spencer…”
The silence hung in the air like a heavy fog, and you could see the anxiety creeping into Nicholas's expression.
Your mind began to spiral, his sadness from earlier lingering in your mind. If he left them… why was he so upset?
Yet you gave him an encouraging nod, urging him to continue.
"I... I broke up with Spencer because of you," he confessed, his eyes darting to the side as if the confession was too big for him to say out loud.
Your heart pounded in your chest, your mind reeling at this revelation. Nicholas was silent for a moment, wringing his hands together nervously under the table.
The rubber of his vans tapped the floor anxiously, "I realized..." he began again, his voice soft, "I realized that it was you I wanted to be with.”
His words filled your ears, wrapping around you like a blanket of elation, limbs growing warm as the tingle of his confession sunk in.
"I didn't mean to fall for you," he confessed, looking back at you now with an intensity that made your stomach twist with anticipation. His gaze was pleading and full of regret as if he feared the consequences of his confession.
"No..." you whispered, a soft denial of his fears, not his feelings., “You aren’t alone.”
He watched you from across the table, almost hopeful.
“I didn’t mean to fall for you either, Nicky.”
A gasp of relief escaped Nicholas' lips as he stared at you, his grey eyes wide with disbelief; as if he was trying to comprehend the words he'd been longing to hear.
A moment of silence stretched between the two of you, and the air was thick with unspoken words as the bustle of the diner dimmed around you.
"You mean..." Nicholas began, but trailed off again, this time with a glimmer of hope in his eyes that dared him to believe this wasn't just a dream.
You gave your best friend a nod of affirmation, heart pounding so hard you could barely hear yourself think, "I mean it, Nicholas. I... I feel the same way about you."
The words hung heavy in the air between the two of you, each syllable sinking in slowly. You watched as he processed your admission, a flurry of emotions crossing his brows before relief spread across his face.
His shoulders visibly relaxed as he let out a breathless laugh and ran a hand through his hair again - a nervous habit indeed - but this time it was accompanied by a grin that reached his eyes.
"Bitchin…” he mumbled before continuing, “I- I don't even know what to say.”
You chuckled lightly and teased, "That's a first."
Ruffilo laughed too, the sound filling the air around you in a delicate melody.
He squeezed your hand gently and then let go, leaning back into his seat while watching you.
“Well, Y/N,” the brunette smiled, “Would you like to join me on a date?”
You pondered a moment, placing your finger on your chin playfully, “Hmm. I might need to check my schedule.”
Nicholas rolled his eyes, grinning again.
"Sure you will," he responded, chuckling as he shook his head at your jest. The tension had finally eased, and the atmosphere between you was as light as it always had been, but now with a newfound hue of affection permeating through.
“I’m deadly serious,” You said, nodding with folded arms.
He let out a dramatic sigh, playfully leaning forward with his elbows resting on the table as he gave you a teasing smile, "And here I thought you were easy to convince."
"Maybe I am," You finally relented, your smile matching his as you met his gaze. "But only for you, Ruffilo."
His eyes widened slightly at your words, his cheeks tinged pink under the diner’s fluorescent lights.
"Only for me?" He asked quietly, his gaze warm and full of affection as he watched you.
You nodded with a soft smile, reaching over to take his hand in yours. "Only for you."
"It's a date then,” he finally managed to utter, his voice shaky but full of happiness. You could tell he was trying his best to control the tremor of excitement running through him.
"Yes, it’s a date," you confirmed, your voice barely louder than a whisper as though afraid someone else could hear the secret promise between the two of you.
As Nicholas drove you home in his old beat-up car, you couldn't help but take quick glances at him from time to time. His eyes were focused on the road, yet you noticed how he nervously wiped his hands on his thighs every so often.
He let his fingers drum on the steering wheel, before asking, “Would you like to go to the drive-in?”
"Isn't that a bit too cliche?" You teased.
Nicholas chuckled, keeping his eyes on the road but unable to hide the grin creeping onto his face, "I suppose it is, but I thought we could embrace the cliche," he replied, “Besides, I have something in mind that might make it a little unique.”
You couldn’t help but feel intrigued, “Oh really? And what would that be?”
He flashed you an enigmatic smile, and your chest warmed at the mystery in his eyes, "That would be telling," he retorted, the corners of his lips turning upwards into a charming smirk.
The only movie playing was the new Aliens, which left an uneasy feeling in your stomach as Ruffilo pulled up.
Yet, as you glanced over to see Nicholas pulling out a small portable radio from the backseat, your curiosity piqued.
"What's that for?" you quizzed, eyeing it with amused bewilderment. "I thought we were here to watch a movie?"
Nicholas gave a knowing smile, setting the radio up on the dashboard. "We are," he replied, "But who says we have to listen to their audio?"
He tuned the radio until a familiar tune wafted through the crackling speakers.
This girl has got a smile That can make me cry This girl just burns with love She's burning, burning deep outside
"Ah," you laughed in understanding, "So we watch Aliens but pretend it's all just an extensive music video?"
He gave a triumphant nod, "Exactly! Told you I'd make it unique."
With that, he parked the car in a secluded spot, letting the radio play between the two of you in the car.
Night time, night time sets my house on fire Oh, I'll turn into the melting man I'll lose my life to feel I feel desire
Sliding closer to Nicholas he wrapped an arm around your shoulder- something that normally wouldn’t leave you nervous- but this time made your stomach swirl with butterflies.
"Comfortable?" he asked, his voice barely audible over the music. His gaze was steady on yours, the faint glow from the drive-in screen shimmering in his eyes.
"Never better," you replied, a soft smile spreading across your face as you nestled into him. You then added, "This was a good idea."
"I aim to please," he returned with a smirk, his arm tightening slightly around your shoulder. His eyes flickered back to the movie screen, but his mind was elsewhere.
The tension in the car had shifted again, this time to something much more intimate and private.
Your heart pounded as you turned to look at him as he continued to watch the screen, his profile illuminated by the distant light. Your best friend was always handsome – that’s undeniable – but tonight, there was a different aura about him.
A raw vulnerability and softness that tugged at your chest.
With a deep breath, you made a move, lacing your fingers with his.
He turned to look at you, surprise evident in his eyes. But it quickly melted into a gentle warmth as he gave your hand a soft squeeze, entwining his inked fingers with yours.
The connection sent sparks up your arm, making your pulse quicken in response.
His gaze fell to your linked hands before returning to meet your eyes. A soft smile played on his lips as he gently stroked his thumb over the back of your hand, a simple act that sent waves of affection and warmth through your body.
Burn wild, wild, wild, and never turn away Oh, sends me all her love, she sends me everything She sends me everywhere
His eyes were soft, glimmering under the moonlight as he looked at you as if you were the only thing that mattered.
"Y/N," he started, his voice barely a whisper. He seemed unsure, a slight tremble interrupting his words.
"Nicky?" you answered gently, encouraging him to continue.
"It's just…” he paused, swallowing hard before continuing, “I don’t want anything... I mean... I’m worried about moving too fast.”
Your face warmed, awaiting his words.
“But I really want to kiss you.”
The intensity in his face made your breath hitch, caught off guard at his honesty. For a moment, you were silent, taking in the weight of his words. His eyes searched yours for any sign of reaction, the atmosphere between you two becoming thick with anticipation.
"Nicholas," you started, holding his gaze. The warmth of the moment was enough to set your heart racing, yet there was also an inexplicable calm that washed over you, "I want you to kiss me too."
His face relaxed into a relieved smile as he gently caressed your cheek with his free hand. The touch sent a delightful shiver down your spine, making your heart flutter with excitement. A faint blush crept onto his cheeks as he inched closer, his breath hitching ever so slightly.
Nicholas slowly leaned in, maintaining eye contact till the very last second when his eyes fluttered shut.
His lips were soft and firm as they latched onto yours with need, an intimacy in that shared silence only broken by the quiet hum of an 80's ballad playing on the radio, and the low murmur of the movie in the background.
It was as if time had stilled for this moment, allowing you two to explore this newfound love at your own pace.
His hand left yours to cradle the back of your neck, pulling you closer to deepen the kiss. Your hands found their way into his hair, the soft strands tickling against your fingertips.
And when you pulled away, the faint taste of mint from his earlier chewing gum lingered between you two, creating a flavour that was uniquely Nicholas.
You couldn't help but smile at him, your fingers gently tracing his cheekbone as you whispered, "That...was worth the wait."
“Really?” He whispered, leaning to press his forehead against yours, brushing your noses together.
You nodded, watching him in awe before kissing him again, taking his bottom lip between your teeth.
A shaky breath left his lips as he pulled you closer, allowing you to control the kiss with your tongue.
It was a feeling of bliss that seemed to stretch on forever, his touch electric against your skin, his pulse a rhythm matching yours.
His tongue traced yours slowly, the sweet intimacy of each action leaving you breathless as he pulled you onto his lap, allowing you to straddle his waist.
Every trace of his fingers against your skin as they slid up the back of your sweater, sent a shiver down your spine; every soft gasp from him was like a plea for more.
His lips never left yours as you ran your fingers through his hair, tugging gently on the strands. The kiss became more intense, and more passionate, and before you knew it you were both fighting for breath in between kisses and soft touches.
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
The radio continued to play an array of songs, drowning out the sounds of the movie that was now nothing more than background noise. You pulled away to catch your breath, resting your forehead on his and staring deep into his eyes.
Words failed him as he traced circles on your thighs with his fingertips, causing shivers to run down your spine.
The corners of his mouth turned up slightly as he saw your reaction to his touch - a reaction that only served to boost his newfound confidence.
Your fingers entwined in his hair again, tugging softly when his lips began to trail down your neck. A soft sigh of pleasure escaped your lips as his teeth grazed over the sensitive skin, and a delightful shiver coursed through your body when his tongue darted out to soothe the mark he had left.
His hands continued their exploration, memorizing every curve and dip of your body.
Nicholas paused, pulling back just enough to gaze into your eyes. There was a question in his eyes, a silent enquiry for consent, and you gave him a nod, a clear affirmation reflected in your eyes. His lips curved into a soft smile, his fingers tracing the hem of your shirt before he gingerly lifted it over your head.
As his eyes roved over you reverently, as though you were an exquisite work of art ready to be cherished and adored, your skin burned under his fervent gaze.
Nicholas leaned in again, capturing your lips in another intoxicating kiss, creating a rhythm only the two of you knew as he etched his memory into the canvas of your skin.
His lips ghosted over your neck again, peppering soft kisses down to your collarbone.
"You're beautiful, Y/N," he murmured against your skin as you pulled his shirt off his body, tossing it to the back of the car.
Flipping your bodies, Ruffilo hovered over you, pressing your back into the faux leather seat. Allowing his fingers to graze down your chest, every touch was a reverberation of desire echoing through your chest and spilling into every part of you.
A soft gasp escaped your lips as he left a trail of kisses down your chest, his hand skimming along the waistband of your jeans until he pulled the denim down your legs.
Leaving you only in your underwear, he smiled, absorbing all of you with his eyes before delving his head between your legs in fervour.
You arched up against him as the warmth from his mouth seeped through the fabric, heating your skin underneath. The sensation elicited soft moans from you, each one encouraging him further.
His name echoed rhythmically in the confined space of the car, the sweet sound making him shudder with pleasure.
Your best friend’s hands moved to the sides of your panties, fingertips tracing the elastic band before slowly sliding them down your legs and discarding them onto the back seat. He paused for a while, savouring the view before him like an artist appreciating his masterpiece.
Opting for a slow exploration, he took his time to taste and discover every inch of you. His tongue glided over your most sensitive spot, sending shockwaves of pleasure throughout your body.
Your hand found its way back into his hair, tugging slightly harder than before as a wave of ecstasy washed over you. Your moans grew louder, each one turning into a chorus of his name, fueling his desire to take advantage of the fact you were finally his.
Nicholas indulged himself at your core, lost in the taste and texture that was uniquely you. He slid his inked fingers along your core as his tongue pressed against you, before sinking them into your body as you arched with need.
Your body trembled under his touch as he continued to move inside you, the heat and wetness amplifying the pleasure.
A low growl vibrated against your skin as he took in the sight of you writhing beneath him, your eyes tightly shut and lips parted in bliss.
He never faltered, his tongue and fingers working in a perfect rhythm that left you spiralling towards your climax. It was an intimate dance between two lovers, a sweet symphony that echoed through the silent night of newfound devotion.
Gasping his name, your hands gripped his shoulders as your body convulsed under an onslaught of pleasure, rutting into his mouth. With an arm across your pelvis, he tried to hold you down, yet the car shook with your movements, windows steaming up from the heat generated within.
His name was a chant on your lips as wave after wave washed over you, leaving you panting in its aftermath.
Nicholas slowed his movements, helping you ride out the aftershocks before sliding back up to your lips, and swallowing your moans.
"You okay?" he murmured against your lips, his voice a gentle whisper in the quiet car. You nodded, leaning into his warmth and threading your fingers through his hair once again.
"I need you" you murmured softly, your voice shaky with residual pleasure, “I don’t care if it’s too fast. You want me. I want you.”
His eyes widened slightly, but the raw need in your gaze was enough to urge him foward.
He fumbled awkwardly with his jeans in the tight space of the front seat before slipping them off.
His boxers followed suit shortly after, leaving him exposed before you.
You reached out to touch him tentatively, watching as his eyes fluttered shut at the contact. Your hand moved over his desire slowly, exploring him with a delicate curiosity that had his lips parted in pleasure.
Before you could continue he gripped your wrist, holding you still before sitting back and pulling you onto his lap as he caught your lips in another kiss.
Nicholas paused to meet your gaze with a hand on your hip and the other guiding himself to your entrance. His eyes shone with unspoken words, his heart pounding against his ribcage as his face warmed with admiration.
You guided him slowly, gasping as you felt his body fill yours.
Nicholas’ grip tightened on your hip as he moaned into your mouth, a small whimper escaping from his lips that made your heart race even faster, ears heating with excitement.
Nicholas moved with you slowly, languidly pacing that left you begging for more.
“You’re so tight,” he whispered against your neck.
You smiled into his cheek, breathing out a laugh as you let his hands guide your hips in a repetitive motion along his body.
"You're so big," you returned, your voice a soft purr in his ears, sending delicious shivers down to his very core. Each slow, deliberate movement of your hips driving him deeper into you was an exquisite torture, leaving him wishing he had just confessed his feelings years ago.
He had loved you all this time.
Nicholas closed his eyes, succumbing to the raw sensations of your body wrapped around him. His fingers dug into your thighs with need as you moved in sync, the friction causing both of you to moan in erotic harmonies.
It was intoxicating. You were intoxicating. He was intoxicating.
His name escaped your lips again as he held you up, fully pounding into you from beneath.
A gasp tumbled from your lips when he altered his angle, hitting a spot that made lights dance behind your closed eyes. "Nick," you moaned out, pressing your fingers into his shoulders.
Your words were coated with a desperate tone that had him complying without second thoughts. The need to satisfy you, to worship and adore you in every way possible clouded his mind.
“Fuck-” He cursed, and you watched as his brows furrowed in desperation, eyes squeezing shut before he stilled.
Watching him fall apart inside of you as he released left your thighs squeezing together in desire, pushing you to your own orgasm.
He watched you in awe as you came undone with him filling your body, and he held your neck, pulling you against him once again, pressing his lips to yours.
Your wet bodies, sticky and warm from the remnants of your passion, clung together as if they feared separation.
“Y/N,” He said softly, your name mumbled against your lips.
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
“I want to be with you forever.”
You nodded, panting into his chest before smiling. Sliding off his body the two of you dressed, relishing in the intimacy shared moments ago.
Nicholas tucked your hair behind your ears, watching you with adoration before leaning down and reaching into the glove box.
With a raised brow you watched him pull out the pastry with a grin, holding it toward you.
“Twinky?”
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viennafantasies · 10 months ago
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𝜗𝜚- Character's I write for
Outer Banks: jj maybank, rafe cameron, john b routledge
The Vampire Diaries: damon salvatore, stefan salvatore, klaus mikaelson, kai parker, kol mikaelson, elijah mikaelson, jeremy gilbert, enzo st john
Pretty Little Liars: toby cavanaugh, caleb rivers, Jason dilaurentis
Glee: santana lopez & sam evans
Once Upon A Time: killian jones & peter pan
Brooklyn Nine Nine: jake peralta
Gossip Girl: chuck bass & nate archibald (for now)
Riverdale: archie andrews & jughead jones
The Office: luke cooper & jim halpert
Stranger Things: steve harrington & billy hargrove
Cobra Kai: miguel diaz, robbie keene & hawk aka: eli horowitz
The X Files: fox mulder
American Horror Story: tate langdon, kit walker, kyle spencer
Pen15: dustin long, brandt
Outnumbered: jake
Marvel: loki laufeyson, steve rogers, bucky barnes, peter parker
DC: bruce wayne, clark kent, dick grayson, joker
Hunger Games: finnick odair & peter malarky, ps. I haven't done cornelius bc I haven't watched the new movie :)
Harry Potter: ron weasley, draco malfoy, blaise zabini, mattheo riddle, tom riddle, lorenzo berkshire, theodore nott, lucian bole, james potter, sirius black, remus lupin, regulus black
Note: Let me know if you want any poly, my requests will be open by tomorrow. You can request whatever you want but it has to be x reader. I don't mind writing anything but be careful with warnings. I hope you have a great day!! mwah :) ps. tell me if you want fluff, smut or angst. I don't know how to do smut that well but I will try!
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venusbyline · 8 months ago
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Hey guys, I'm Vênus (she/her). This is my new ff blog and requests are already open!
I really like writing dark, smut and/or angst contents for s/o x female readers.
Almost all the characters and artists I'll write for are tagged. Feel free to send me your writing requests on my ask. (ps¹: practically i'll write for all Jacob Elordi and Ryan Gosling's characters, there just wasn't enough space in the tags).
So don't be shy... I'm a member of the "toxic characters stan" too <3
ps²: some characters besides the other characters of Ryan Gosling and Jacob Elordi that I didn't put in the tags but that I can also write for:
Scream: Ethan Landry, Billy Loomis, Stu Macher.
Euphoria: Rue Bennet, Jules Vaughn, Ethan Lewis, Lexi Howard, Chris McKay, Fezco.
Hunger Games: Lucy Gray Baird, Katniss Everdeen, Sejanus Plinth, Johanna Mason, Treech, Clemensia Dovecote, Tigris Snow, Haymitch Abernathy.
MCU: Tom Holland!Peter Parker & Andrew Garfield!Peter Parker, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, Wanda Maximoff.
Daisy Jones & The Six: Eddie Roundtree, Daisy Jones, Camila Dunne.
The Vampire Diaries: Stefan Salvatore, Damon Salvatore, Silas, Rebekah Mikaelson, Katherine Pierce.
Margot Robbie: Barbie, Harley Quinn.
Gossip Girl: Chuck Bass, Nate Archibald, Carter Baizen, Blair Waldorf.
YOU: Love Quinn, Joe Goldberg.
Harry Potter: Cedric Diggory, Hermione Granger, Fred Weasley, George Weasley, Draco Malfoy, Sirius Black.
Grey's Anatomy: Jackson Avery, Derek Shepherd, Mark Sloan, Alex Karev.
Outer Banks: Rafe Cameron, JJ Maybank.
Anyway, more characters can be added here over time!
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five-miles-over · 1 year ago
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Joaquin Phoenix Characters Masterlist
updated 08 November 2023
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Multiple Character Headcanons and Listicles
• Joaquin Phoenix Characters as University Students
• Joaquin Phoenix Characters as Cupcakes
• Joaquin Phoenix Characters - Sleepover Headcanons
• If Joaquin Phoenix Characters Went on Dates
• Joaquin Phoenix Characters as Comfort Foods
• Holiday Gift Ideas for Joaquin Phoenix Characters
• Commodus, Abbé, and Joe as Parents 
Abbé de Coulmier from Quills
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• The World’s a Broken Bone: The Abbé comforts the reader - a nurse at Charenton - when they have a severe migraine.
• Let Me Save You: A crossover with Thomas Sharpe from Crimson Peak
• The Ballad of Mona Lisa: The reader confesses to the Abbé about fantasies that they have been experiencing lately. (Smut)
• Abbé de Coulmier x Light Academia (aesthetic board)
Arthur Fleck from Joker
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• Yandere Arthur Fleck Headcanons
• Arthur Fleck and Joker Jealousy Headcanons
• NSFW Headcanons
• Yandere!Arthur and Yandere!Joker Dealing With Rejection in Public
• Joker and Cruella de Ville Crossover Headcanons
• Arthur Fleck x 50s Retrocore
Bruno Weiss from The Immigrant
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• Bruno Weiss x Roaring 20s (Aesthetic Board)
Clay Bidwell from Clay Pigeons
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• Misery Loves Company: Clay meets the reader at a bar and the two of them have a much-needed break from their troubles.
• Hey Good Lookin’: Clay loves it when his girlfriend sits on his lap and asks him for a kiss (fluff)
Emperor Commodus from Gladiator
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• Imagine Teaching Commodus to Slow Dance
• The Courtesan: The reader is a dancer that catches the eye of Emperor Commodus at a party
• ‘Till I Hear You Sing: A song-based fic based on “Til I Hear You Sing” from Love Never Dies
• What I Did For Love: Continuation from ‘Til I Hear You Sing’. A song-fic based on “What I Did for Love” from A Chorus Line
• New Girl: A high school AU of the movie Gladiator. The reader has recently moved to Rome and is now a new student at the Roman Educational Institute
• Paparazzi (Hollywood!Commodus x Reader): Another Gladiator AU in which the reader has a chance encounter in Rome with Commodus, a world-famous actor hounded by paparazzi.
• All Love Can Be: Prince Commodus meets the reader through their fathers working together, and eventually decides to ask for her hand.
• Handsome: The reader gets a little drunk while spending time with Commodus, and turns a bit childish and dorky.
• The Festivals of Saturn: Commodus’s first Saturnalia as a young sixteen-year-old co-emperor.
• Lay All Your Love on Me: Commodus falls unconditionally and irrevocably in love with a confident young woman along the seashores of Lanuvium
• Lose Me In the Sight of You: All you wished for was the blessing of Lady Juno that you would find a good husband, yet little did you know that a certain Emperor has grown passionately and hopelessly obsessed with you. (TW: Yandere)
• Emperor Commodus x Vampire Aesthetic
• Commodus’s Outfits as Chocolates
• Similarities Between Chuck Bass from “Gossip Girl” and Commodus from “Gladiator”
SERIES: ALONE WITH YOU INSIDE MY MIND (COMMODUS X READER) - ON HIATUS
The young prince (and soon to be Emperor of Rome) Commodus falls in love with you, the daughter of a nobleman, and nothing will stand in the way of his obsession.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
SERIES: AFTERMATH (COMMODUS X OC) - ON HIATUS
A sequel to the events of the film Gladiator, in which Emperor Commodus survives the duel with Maximus
• Chapter 1: The Impossible Dream
• Chapter 2: Proud of Your Boy
• Chapter 3: The Point of No Return
• Chapter 4: Look Down
• Chapter 5: Beneath a Moonless Sky
• Chapter 6: These Palace Walls
• Chapter 7: Wait For It
• Chapter 8: Something There
• Chapter 9: Be Prepared
• Chapter 10: Twisted Every Way
• Chapter 11: All I Ask of You 
• Chapter 12: History Has Its Eyes on You
Max California from 8 MM
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• Max California x Dark Academia
• Max California Proposing to You (Headcanons)
Ray Elwood from Buffalo Soldiers
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• Ray Elwood Taking You Out on a Date Would Include...
Willie Gutierrez from The Yards
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• Blackout: The reader is Willie Gutierrez’s new neighbor, and the two of them accidentally meet during a power outage
• The Light Blinking at the End of the Tunnel: The reader offers some much-needed comfort to Willie after finding out about his dark past.
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starriislxt · 6 months ago
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"i'm chuck bass." ღ chuck bass.
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viranellee · 2 years ago
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freak out on me
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synopsis: your feelings for eddie come to a head.
warnings: slight angst (can you believe i didn't write porn without plot this time, me neither!), light smut, mention of drugs & alcohol
a/n: to the wonderful @atrimmunson!
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In a world, a life and a band full of uncertainty, you knew at least one undeniably true fact about yourself - one-night stands are absolutely not your thing.
On the rare drunken evenings when you did welcome a stranger into your bed, you were quick to find out that the shitty, uncomfortable feeling in the middle of your chest the morning after overpowered any sense of pleasure you might have felt during the night. It varied from guilt to sadness to dissatisfaction to even anger. You weren't exactly sure why it happened, or what it meant, but you didn't let yourself linger on it for too long anyway. Like a good, responsible citizen of society, you decided to simply stay away from what you knew made you feel bad.
Despite your fellow bandmates finding your decision fairly strange at first, you stuck to it with such determination that they couldn't help but get used to your "self-induced celibacy", as Daisy had so affectionately called it one time. Every evening you drank a bit, you did a few lines here and there, and made out with whoever took your fancy. Afterwards, you returned to your hotel room and either practiced a bit on your bass guitar or just climbed into bed immediately.
Was it boring for a rockstar? Definitely. But it was a safe and comforting routine, one which you so unfailingly followed that nobody dared to try and disrupt it.
Well, until this morning.
The first thing you notice when you open your eyes is that the colour of the bedsheets is different from the ones you're used to. The first thing you feel is the soreness between your legs. The first thing you hear is the quiet snoring from someone behind you.
Holy shit, you think to yourself as panic starts to creep in, this isn't real. There's no way this is real.
You allow yourself to realize that, despite your growing anxiety, you feel good in a specific way that you've only felt after having been well fucked. It's a sensation you've only felt once or twice in your entire life and something you had nearly forgotten as you grew accustomed to the sheer mediocrity that was your sex life.
You try to dispel those thoughts from your mind as you turn around, trying to see who the sleeping, apparently good at sex man beside you might possibly be and gasp when you see the mop of light brown hair you've fantasized about running your hands through.
He has his back turned to you, but you recognize him immediately. After all, you've had a massive crush on Eddie since the moment he convinced you to join The Dunne Brothers as a bassist when Chuck left.
As your breathing picks up, you try to recall something, anything about last night. You turn your head around, hoping to see clothing on the floor so you'd at least remember what you were wearing. When your eyes land on your dress, a nude mini, and shoes, a pair of beige stiletto heels, the only memory from last night that manages to emerge is Karen complimenting you and telling you something about how Eddie's been looking at you all night.
After a couple minutes of failing to remember anything else, you sigh and run a hand over your face, deciding it'd be better for you to just wash your face with cold water and choose where to go from there.
You walk towards the bathroom, grabbing Eddie's shirt and half-hazardly putting it on, all the while slightly limping, which you can only guess is the result of your more than satisfactory late-night shenanigans with Eddie. You look down when you step on clothing half-hidden under the bed. In particular, Eddie's blazer.
And it all comes flooding back.
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"Hey, how are you doin'?" Warren greets you good-naturedly from his place on the couch as soon as you enter his incredibly big hotel room, full of people mingling. "Is it just me or do you look sexier than usual?"
Before you can respond, Karen appears and wraps an arm around your waist, eyebrow raised at Warren.
"Back off, Rojas. She's mine." She tells the drummer, who defensively raises his hands in the air.
You laugh at the interaction as Karen turns to look at you.
"Seriously though, you look incredible. That dress is stunning." She tells you, smiling, and you return it.
"Thank you! Almost didn't wear it, but I'm glad you like it."
"Oh, trust me, I'm not the only one." Karen replies, smirking, as she subtly nods her head towards the other end of the room. You turn around and see Eddie, whose eyes widen when your gazes meet. He promptly resumes his conversation with Graham, cheeks slightly flushed.
You look him over, taking note of his dark red velvet blazer that hugs him in just the right places and the unbuttoned white shirt underneath which reveals just the right amount of skin, and you start feeling a little warmer yourself.
"He's been looking at you since you arrived." Karen elaborates, adding fuel to the fire, and you smile to yourself. Ever so perceptive, the keyboardist notices that too, and links her arm with yours, leading you to the drinks table. You can feel Eddie staring at you as you walk away and you have to put in an embarrassing amount of effort just to not trip on your own feet.
When Karen hands you a shot, you drink it immediately, hoping that the taste distracts you from even thinking about Eddie. It doesn't. In fact, it only heightens your senses to the point where all you can focus on is him. You steal glances at him when he isn't looking, silently admiring him until you lose track of time. Various people come up to you, at one point Karen leaves you alone for a bit to go talk to an old friend, and you really, truly don't know if it's been minutes, hours or millennia since this damn party started, but when you look up from your whiskey and see a girl touching Eddie's arm, flirtatiously laughing at something he said, everything snaps back into place. Suddenly, your dress is too short, your heels too uncomfortable, makeup too sticky, hair too tangled, and you feel like you can't breathe. You're drunk and the room is closing in around you.
You're at homecoming again, watching as the homecoming queen leaves with your date. You're at graduation, looking at your boyfriend of two years through teary eyes, as he tells you that he "just isn't feeling it anymore". You're at Warren Rojas's party, loving someone who will never love you back.
You stumble towards the balcony, wiping a lone tear from your cheek. Karen calls out after you, and you really don't want to ignore her like this, but your mouth isn't even capable of forming the words to tell her that you just need some air. You shakily wave a hand towards the direction her voice came from, trying to dismiss her worries, as you step out onto the balcony and feel the cold evening air hit your face.
You inhale sharply, choking on the wave of tears that had threatened to drown you just a second ago, greedily gulping the freezing breeze in hopes that it would kill the poison inside your stomach. Wrapping your naked arms around yourself, you look up towards the starry sky.
"I look like a mess." You mutter to yourself, voice hoarse although you've barely said anything all night.
You hear the sliding doors open and close behind you, and just as you're about to turn around and politely tell the intruder to piss off, a velvet blazer is being wrapped around you.
"Never." A familiar voice responds and your sluggish brain can barely process that the whole reason for your mini-breakdown in the first place is now in the cramped balcony space with you.
"Eddie, what are you doing here?" You question as you slowly turn around to face him.
He looks beautiful, you think for a moment,
but he isn't yours, a second voice berates you a beat later.
Eddie looks at you like you've just asked him what colour the sky was.
"You're upset." He puts it bluntly, eyes frantically looking over every part of your face, as if you being upset and him coming to your rescue correlate to each other whatsoever. As if it's a given.
You blink up at him. He reaches and wipes off a tear that escaped from the corner of your eye. You can feel the calluses on his fingers, the ones only a guitarist could have, the ones you have as well.
"Are you..." He swallows and his nervousness almost makes you smile. "Are you okay?"
You're tempted to lie the way you usually do when you're asked something like that.
"It doesn't matter." You brush his inquiry off instead, looking down at your feet and starting to pull his blazer off your shoulders. "Here's your-"
In the blink of an eye, the sides of your neck are being enveloped by warm hands and your head tilted upwards. Empty eyes meet urgent ones.
"I don't buy that for a second, don't give me that bullshit!" He tells you, desperation laced within anger, helplessness hidden underneath fury. "Don't, don't fucking shut me out again, the way you always do. I'm sick of it."
The air itself hisses back, responding on your behalf with a sudden, unforgiving breeze. Eddie's panting like he's been waiting centuries to say that, while you shiver in his hands.
"Don't act like you give a shit, Roundtree, because I know you don't." You tell him and his mouth opens slightly in surprise. "Don't act like you care."
He's so close to you that your foreheads almost touch.
"Well, I do care. A fucking lot, actually." He fires back and you sigh, closing your eyes.
"Why?" You simply ask, exhausted by the turn the conversation has taken, but you still allow yourself the liberty to bury your head in his chest. You wouldn't have done so normally, but the alcohol in your system makes you braver. He puts his head on top of yours and you feel his heart beating rapidly as he opens his mouth to speak.
"Will you freak out on me if I told you I love you?"
Your head snaps up so fast it’s a miracle your neck doesn’t break. Eddie is looking at you, lips parted and anxiety swimming in his eyes. You open your mouth and close it, like a fish out of water, unable to think, say or do anything at all.
“Fuck, I’m sorry, forget I even said anything, I’m probably drunk.” Eddie apologizes needlessly, shaking his head, interpreting your reaction as rejection and turns to leave.
You grab him by the collar of his shirt, stopping him in his tracks. Before he has the chance to apologize again, which you know he will, you kiss him. His lips are soft, softer than yours, and you suddenly realize that there’s no drug, no food, no man better than this. He stands still for a moment, in shock, but when your hands press against his chest, he grasps the sides of your face, leaning into the kiss.
You don’t know how long you stand there, kissing each other, but when you have to break apart for air, you force yourself to ask him a question instead of continuing to kiss him the way you want to.
“Are you serious? About loving me?”
Eddie smiles at you so brightly that the stars above don’t even hold a candle to him.
“I’ve never been more serious in my life.”
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"You look good wearing my shirt." His sleepy voice behind you compliments and you turn around to face him.
Half of his face is buried in the pillow, but it still makes your heart flutter. He reaches out towards you, opening his hand and closing it and you can only interpret it as him wanting you to come back to bed.
You comply, anxiety gone, and he rolls on his back, letting you lay your head down on his chest. He wraps an arm around your waist and you can feel him kiss your forehead.
"Eddie..." You start, one last question on your mind. "How exactly did we end up here?"
He turns to look at you, fingertips brushing back and forth against your skin.
"Well, uh, Billy almost caught us making out, and I suggested...taking things back to my room." He sums up and you blush at his choice of words. He doesn't seem to be as affected as you, a smug smirk pulling up the corner of his mouth. "You enjoyed yourself. I made sure of that."
You almost scoff at him, but you know he's telling the truth. The evidence is all over your body.
"Really?" You say, on the verge of smiling as you climb into his lap. His hands grab your hips to balance you with such casualness, you almost forget you kissed him for the first time yesterday. "I don't remember much. I was hoping you could refresh my memory."
As soon as the words fall out of your mouth, Eddie's sleepiness vanishes comically fast - in an instant, he's grabbing and kissing you. You thought it'd take a bit longer to convince him, but you aren't complaining at all.
You return the kiss immediately, and you're happy to find out that the feel of his lips is so much better when you're sober. Soon enough you can feel him hardening beneath you. You start taking off your (his) shirt, but he stops you.
"Don't. I want to have you like this." Eddie explains and starts kissing down your neck, rushing like he might die if he isn't touching your skin.
You're about to moan out his name as his hands slip underneath the shirt, gently scraping the skin with short nails, when the door opens.
"Eddie, man, you won't believe who I sa- Holy shit, I'm so sorry, Jesus Christ!"
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WARREN ROJAS: That shit left me scarred for life. Should I have knocked? Yeah, I mean, probably. But man, was it traumatizing. [silence] I'm happy for them, though.
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ellswritings · 4 months ago
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Masterlist ;)
*= smut
The Hunger Games
Imagines
Finnick Odair
Wasting All These Tears On You
Peeta Mellark
They Don't Know About Us
Katniss Everdeen
Johanna Mason
Haymitch Abernathy
Cato Hadley
Marvel Sanford
Clove Kent
Coriolanus Snow
Sejanus Plinth
Series
none yet :(
Teen Wolf
Imagines
Scott McCall
Stiles Stilinski
Derek Hale
Jealousy, Jealousy
Peter Hale
Chris Argent
Lydia Martin
Issac Lahey
Allison Argent
Malia Hale/Tate
Liam Dunbar
Kira Yukimara
Series
Lupus Nox- S1 Cast, Prologue, S1 E1, S1 E2, S1 E3, S1 E4, S1 E5, S1 E6, S1 E7, S1 E8, S1 E9,
The Maze Runner
Imagines
Thomas
Newt
Minho
Gally
Aris
Brenda
Sonya
Harriet
Series
none yet :(
Marvel
Imagines
Steve Rogers
Sparks Fly
Tony Stark
Bucky Barnes
Loki Laufeyson
Natasha Romanoff
Clint Barton
Logan Howlett
Peter Quill
Misery Loves Company
Gamora Ben Titan
Peter Parker
Peter Parker (TASM)
Thor Odinson
Michelle Jones-Watson
Wanda Maximoff
Pietro Maximoff
Series
none yet :(
Once Upon A Time
Imagines
Regina Mills
Emma Swan
Killian Jones
David Nolan/Prince Charming
Peter Pan
Rumplestiltskin
Neal Cassidy/Baelfire
Series
none yet :(
Bridgerton
Imagines
Anthony Bridgerton
How To Be A Heartbreaker
Colin Bridgerton
Benedict Bridgerton
King George
Simon Bassett
Eloise Bridgerton
Series
none yet :(
Harry Potter
Imagines
Harry Potter
Ron Weasley
Hermoine Granger
Fred Weasley
George Weasley
Remus Lupin
Sirius Black
James Potter
Draco Malfoy
Lucius Malfoy
Tom Riddle
Luna Lovegood
Bellatrix Lestrange
Series
none yet :(
Glee
Imagines
Finn Hudson
Sam Evans
Jesse St. James
Quinn Fabray
Santana Lopez
Brittany S. Pierce
Rachel Berry
Mercedes Jones
Mike Chang
Noah Puckerman
Series
none yet :(
Criminal Minds
Imagines
Aaron Hotchner
Undercover Heat
Spencer Reid
Derek Morgan
No Place Like Home
Emily Prentiss
Jennifer Jareau
Matthew Simmons
Luke Alves
Kate Callahan
Series
none yet :(
9-1-1
Imagines
Evan 'Buck" Buckley
Eddie Diaz
Bobby Nash
Athena Grant
Howard 'Chimney' Han
Maddie Buckley
Series
none yet :(
Gossip Girl
Imagines
Chuck Bass
Nate Archibald
Dan Humphrey
Serena Van Der Woodsen
Blair Waldorf
Carter Baizen
Series
none yet :(
Pitch Perfect
Imagines
Jesse Swanson
The Flirting Game
Beca Mitchell
Chloe Beale
Bumper Allen
Cynthia Rose
Benji Applebaum
Donald Walsh
Fat Amy/Patricia Hobart
Series
none yet :(
Miscellaneous
Chandler Bing
New Years Eve
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mjolnirswriststrap · 1 year ago
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You’re The Reason I Smoke pt. 2
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Summary: Bucky has never been good with words.
Bucky x Reader
Warnings: angst, light smut 18+, no ones underwear comes off, calm down😭
Masterlist
Tags- @loudwitchdonut @winterslove1917 @grandeuredreamer @ravenromanova @that-girl-named-alex @rainy-day-lady
You can’t help but give way to a sigh of relief as you exit out of the last tabloid of the day. Closing your laptop, you slide it along with your data pad into your bag. You give Pepper, who’s still typing away at her desk, a small wave. She breaks contact from the screen as the elevator doors start closing, yelling “Goodnight YN!”. You giggle to yourself, she’s the only person that works harder than you here. A desk job didn’t seem like much at the beginning, but it somehow leaves you exhausted by 5pm. All you wanted to do was grab dinner from the Chinese place down the street, curl up in bed, and watch Gossip Girl, while you think about your own Chuck Bass.
Bucky had been on the forefront of your mind all day. His name popping up in press releases, his face in every article. Sure, you tend to pay special attention to Bucky because of your crush, but ever since he word vomited that he might be Interested in you back, it’s made your job a thousand times harder. You needed to play this cool, you told yourself as the automatic doors opened to the third floor. You jump back, not expecting Bucky to be standing there, waiting. “Oh Sergeant, you scared me.” You say, grabbing your chest, smiling out of embarrassment. Your mouth opens and then closes, not knowing what to say, yet again. He had this affect on you, like a school girl, all you could do was blush.
You had thought about this moment all day. Every scenario of how this could play out. You knew this was really happening, Bucky liked you back. Six months of dreamily gazing at him behind his back, six months of ritualistic smoking after every interaction with him, six months of letting him get by with literal murder because you’re too nervous to confront him in front of the team. You’re excited for it to be over, even if the next step is even worse on your nerves.
Dating, it was always the worst part of your past relationships. Not because the guys sucked at romance or because there was a lack of dates in the beginning. You hated the awkwardness. The getting to know one another, pretending to be someone you’re not, just to impress the other person. You wanted to be yourself, you wanted someone to know who you really are. To you, spending intimate time together was worth a thousand dates. Talking, being alone so you can let your inner self out, not being afraid to say what you really think. Feeling each other, seeing if your bodies are on the same wave length. Coffee and a kiss on the hand, just wasn’t for you.
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He stood there giving you a pitiful look “sorry..I um” He scrambled for words “I was waiting for you.”. Of course he was, he wanted to see if you reciprocated his feelings, he had also been going over ever scenario. Last night Bucky seemed hopeful, because of your reaction to him. Today, the silence was deafening to his ears, any hope he had was trampled by you not knowing what to say. He tossed and turned in bed last night, thinking of all the things you could say.
Bucky even processed the chance of being fully rejected. But he never expected you to clam up like that. He blamed himself, it was his fault to throwing that on you, not being able to control himself last night. Spilling his best kept secret, all because of the way the street lights danced on your skin while you were pressed against the brick building. It was a moment of weakness for Bucky, and he couldn’t pretend like it didn’t happen. As he stood in front of the elevator, wiping sweaty hands on jeans, he knew he was already in too deep.
Stepping out of the elevator you grip your bag, “I’m sorry for kind of running away on you earlier.” You sheepishly say as you walk to your apartment door. He follows you with his hands in his pockets, deadly silent. “Pepper is a stickler for following Tony’s rules.” You say unlocking your door, standing in the open threshold, not knowing whether or not to invite him inside. “Before you say anything, I just wanted to say, Yes, to whatever you about to ask me.” You say smiling, you’d seen some movies and dated a few guys, so you assumed he was here to finally ask you on a date.
Bucky stands there, eyebrows pressed together, confused was an understatement. “You’re asking me on a date right?” 21st century girls were not his strong suit. Your confidence so refreshing to him. “I don’t want to date you.” Bucky says sure of himself. You’re shocked, your small suspicion that he might regret earlier was confirmed “oh, well then.” You say crossing your arms over your chest. This was not going the way you wanted it to. Embarrassment started taking over your whole body as you still stood in the doorway
Bucky noticed the shift in attitude instantly, he’d messed it up again, and said the wrong words, “I didn’t mean it that way.”. You squint at him, now even more confused than him. “There’s no other way to mean that Bucky,” you say slowly, you start to back up into your apartment, holding onto your door, ready to close it. “, I get what you’re trying to say, thanks for stopping by.” You want this moment to end, you just want to close your door and internally combust, cry, call Wanda, cry more.
You can’t even look at Bucky as you try to close the door in his face. What a dick, you thought to yourself. Before the door fully latches, you feel pressure pushing from the other side “Wait, just let me explain.” You roll your eyes, can this man just give it up. Swinging the door open, you explode “I get it Bucky, you regret last night, you thought you wanted to go on a date with me and now you don’t, it’s not rocket science, if you could leave without trying to mansplain, I’d be very thankful.”
Your chest rises rapidly as you catch your breath, you didn’t feel your voice raising till you were already exasperated. Not only did this man scramble every last brain cell you have, but he also seems to have the audacity. You stood tall, too aggravated to present yourself any other way to him, his eyes meeting yours. It was like a silent battle was happening inside him. He never said a word but his chest was also rapidly rising, like adrenaline was pumping through him too.
Bucky stares into your wild eyes, feeling pressured to fix everything as fast as he could. He just couldn’t find the words. He didn’t want to date you, he just wanted you. He didn’t want to play pretend for a month, he wanted it to be real from the start, all or nothing. Bucky squeezed his flesh hand as tight as he could bare. He knew nothing he’d say would fix it, he had to show you what he meant.
Bucky takes one last look into your eyes before he crosses the threshold. You feel your butt press against the door as Bucky steps closer and closer to you, the smell of his cologne sending you into a daze. Stronger than it had been last night, as if he freshened up before coming here. “If I can’t say it, let me show you.”
Bucky was sure he’d never seen you so quiet, at least earlier in the day, he’d gotten some words out of you. He was so close to being able to fix it, If you let him explain the way he knows how.
He grabs your chin, the feeling of his rough fingers shooting a buzz through your jaw, he takes another step, as if it were even possible, your bodies already pressed tightly together. “Please, just let me show you.” His eyes and mouth begged you, as his body told you what he was about to do.
Your mind raced with blank thoughts, you wanted whatever Bucky wanted to show you. That’s all your brain screamed at you. “Show me”. That was all it took for him to devour your lips, sliding his hands down your body, memorizing every curve. He grasps at the back of your thighs, lifting you to wrap them around his waist. He never takes his lips off of yours as he closes the front door and makes his way to your bedroom.
He lays you down, finally giving your lips rest. He doesn’t skip a beat though, peppering kisses up your jaw, down your neck, between the small amount of cleavage your chemise provided. He reaches to tear off your blazer, then stops himself, “Is this okay?” He says, gently peeling it away from you.
You can’t take your eyes away from his face, the sincerity in his eyes locking you in, “Mhm,” you pull your arms from the light jacket, wrapping them around his neck. “Take all of it off.” You whisper in his ear, taking a quick breath when he pulls away completely. He strips himself of his black cargo pants, flinging his grey t-shirt across the room. Your eyes travel from his face down to the scar on his shoulder, you’ve seen it before, but in this context, it felt personal. Your eyes took him in, first, his torso, tiny bullet holes littered themselves across it. You wondered how bad the damage had to be for his serum dna to not make them noticeable. Your eyes traveled lower, taking in every valley, and imperfection.
You could laugh out loud at yourself, He was far from imperfection. He was a god, his body was chiseled and fine lined by the greatest artist to ever breathe. You were a pauper in comparison. Bucky stood still while you unashamedly checked him out. It’s like he didn’t expect to get this far, him now being the one who doesn’t know what to do. You’ve already started something you can’t stop, you needed Bucky now. Whatever he wanted to show you needed to hurry up. You lay back and kick off your work slacks, lifting yourself to kneel on the bed. You reach out, pressing your fingertips into his chest. “Cmon Sergeant, tell me everything.” You say, batting your eyelashes.
Bucky runs his hands up and down your out stretched arms, pulling you closer to press his lips against yours, “I always liked it when you called me Sergeant, it drives me crazy.” He says, tangling his fingers through your hair, pulling your head back to expose your neck. He drags his teeth across the skin, “It’s like you always knew, using it just to tease me.”.
You pull him on top of you. Wrapping your legs around his waist, you hold his cheeks in your hands, “Maybe I like calling you Sergent, ever think of that?” You smirk at him and he shakes his head no. He stares into your crescent shaped eyes and your smile grows till you both bust out in a laugh. This genuine feeling erupts inside of you, like this is what was meant to be happening. Bucky can’t stop snickering, his face turning red while he holds himself above you. This moment was worth a thousand first dates.
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That’s all she wrote for this one girls. Ive just started a one-sided, hurt, Bucky is a teacher at Xavier’s school, you’re a co-ed.
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