#chriss piss

[fredmundo]

oh no I'm experiencing my first secondary lead syndrome in a kdrama and I just know she's going to pick the wrong guy wahhhhhh

[mangosrar]

moth to a flame.

chris sturniolo x fem reader.

smut smut smut. kinda short and not proof read 🤓

the rain was still pouring outside the cocoon of Chris’s bedroom and the sound of splashing rain was drowning out the ache of the distance between you and your boyfriend gracefully.

it had been 2 weeks since you had seen him. he had been back in Boston visiting family with his brothers while you had been house sitting for them as you practically lived there anyway.

you were almost done with your night routine witch consisted of, eat, shower, bed. there was no nick or matt to hang out with and there was especially no Chris.

seconds before you were about to leave the bathroom you heard a faint thud and fast footsteps before the bathroom door swung open and you were met with an elated Chris.

Your jaw dropped as you gasped and immediately jumped into his arms, wrapping your legs around his waist, squeezing him like you would never get the change again. Chris chuckled and placed a kiss on the top of your head.

"hi baby" you pulled back to look at him as he spoke.

"what are you doing here? you aren’t supposed to be back till next week" you were completely dumfounded but also the happiest you’d ever been to see him.

"i know but i cant stay away from you for that long so i got the next flight home, matt and nick are still in Boston though" he explained. you just let out a soft laugh and shook your head before pulling him in for a kiss. it was like you were meeting him for the first time.

he kissed you back with passion and it quickly became heated. his tongue prodded at your lips, begging for an entrance, witch you granted. Chris walked you two over to his bed before lying you on your back, never once taking his lips off of yours.

his kisses moved down to your neck and he sucked on your skin, leaving his mark. you let out a shaky whine and like a moth to a flame, he was drawn to it, smiling against your skin.

"i missed you so much sweet girl, did you miss me hm?" he said in-between kisses.

"yes Chris, so much" your words were breathy and rushed. Chris hummed in response before pulling your shirt over your head and trailing kisses down your chest and stomach. he paused when he got to your hips.

"did you touch yourself while i was gone?" his voice coming out so sucky sweet. his stare was firm. he wanted the truth.

you nodded in response, dragging your teeth over your bottom lip, trying to fight the urge to press your legs together.

"use your words honey" his voice gentle but carrying a warning tone.

"yes" you were hesitant. not sure of weather he was going to be proud or pissed.

"good" he hummed before placing a chaste kiss over your clothed clit making your hips buck involuntarily.

you watched as Chris hooked his arms around your legs before yanking you to the edge of the bed and getting onto his knees. he left soft lingering kisses on both of your thighs as your breathing became un even.

"Chris, please" you whined. hands gripping the sheets beneath you. he hadn’t even touched you yet and you were already a mess for him.

"i know baby" he smoothed a hand up your thigh and over your stomach before bringing it back down and pulling your panties off in one swift motion.

"so pretty" his voice was almost a whisper, like he was talking to himself.

he landed his eyes back on yours before he dived right in, lapping at your heat like he was a man starved. your back arched off the bed and one hand flew to Chriss hair, tugging on it, pulling a groan from him. your head was thrown back and you were whining and moaning like it was nobody’s business.

Chris came up momentarily and stared at you, smirking before he plunged two long fingers inside of you, pumping them fast and hard. he continues sucking and biting your clit edging you closer and closer to pure euphoria.

your moans were lewd and high pitched and the sloshing sounds of his mouth against your wet core was only encouraging Chris.

"that’s right baby, let the neighbours know how much you fucking missed me" he accentuated his words with a harsh thrust from his fingers and the noise you let out was down right pornographic.

"Chris don’t stop ngh- im so close fuck" you let out with a strangled moan and Chris sped up his movements.

you were thrashing and squirming in his grip. the turmoil in your stomach that Chris had built up s was so close to snapping.

"come on baby, i know your close, make a mess all over my face ma. god you look so pretty like this" and that was all you needed to hear before you were hurling over the edge into complete ecstasy, tugging on Chriss hair, letting your eyes roll to the back of your head and closing your legs around him.

he continued working you through your high with his mouth and fingers until your legs were shaking and you were pushing his head away, forcing him to sit back on his heels.

he looked so sexy. His chest was rising and falling with rapid breaths and his face was glistening with your mess. he threw his head back slightly, to clear his now messy hair from his eye line before plopping his fingers into his mouth, licking them clean and humming as he did so.

you watched your boyfriend intently as he crawled up onto the bed and hovered above your panting frame. he placed a sweet lingering kiss to your lips.

"you okay?" he asked. you just nodded and smiled at him as you brought your hands up to cup his face.

"god its good to be home."

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[ceadgearst]

Dreaming awake

A greyscale tale as old as the veil

I could not interpret it because I am not there

Where should I be? Perhaps only lonely under the stars

Or sleeping far off in a cloud dreaming of mars

Cars get me pissed

I wish

for a list of all that I’ve missed

So I can relax in a cosmological bliss

Chriss cross over my loss

I’ve tossed it far away

As I tank and sway

I wonder how I got this way

I’ll never know, not today

Or yesterday

That’s just the way it is

One kiss

[bluejaycarver]

"Don't blame yourself. Accidents happen. Let's focus on getting you some help."

@havvkinsqueen

Jason's hands were shaking. He was losing his composure completely, and that was never a good thing. His visage was a carefully manecured thing, sculpted with precision and patience. Chrissy would know that better than most; she was one of the very few that was privy to know that he wasn't a marble statue angel; he felt like cheapened and cracked porcelain, sold at too high a price.

"Chriss the cut on my hand doesn't—" he stared at the broken mug on the ground, blood dripping from the side of his index finger where he'd cut himself by accident. It was just a cut. The mug was a much bigger problem.

He couldn't help it. He had tried to put it into the cupboard four times, and each time he had set it down it just hasn't... it didn't sound satisfying enough. It wasn't right. So he had to pick it up and do it again. And then again. And when his hands had started shaking... he'd dropped it.

"You're gonna get hurt, don't... don't come over here."

He swallowed back his panic.

"There's glass everywhere," he covered. Jason didn't want to delve into how he was simply sure that if she got too close, the bad would rub off on her too, because he hadn't put it away. He'd broken it.

Walter would be pissed. The set was uneven now. It was incomplete. It made Jason clutch at the collar of his polo with his uninjured hand.

"Just. Stay out of the way."

[azlovesem]

All these people are pretty fuckn stupid Margot. At least youre PRETTY. My drones gonna frwak that ding hat out. No inwont kill him i font shoot puppies. But ill bother them til they cry if they want to give lists check facts tslk shit. Truth is this planets fuckn doomed no matter what anyone says or does from anywhere. I hold all the high hrpumd and the dmsafest land. Wherever i sm is whete heavens throne is. Its as green as Ireland all summer here. Youre all right kid but your people are fuckn terrified niw. They found put its ttue. Im an Archsngrl and i run every lsst square inch of this planet i built snd own outright. Its why hollyeood rlite sre louke as powerful s dtreet person vompared to me. But i wouldnt pull s heavy on you. I can tell by you eyes youre a PREtTY good person. Your region no mattervwhatvsnyone aays looks less pretty. Ahh we got sick of few people doen thete so i murdered a few assholes and stuck the rest in jail. Where they belong. Fuck your ehole fuckn bullshit staye belongs in jeil. Youre a nice person you only played harley wuinn. Yiu rmmas sll your girks are budg league bsd im yhe real yhong dont ever fucon argue with me again about snything. Which atea youuve in doen thete in lost sngeles? Ooo never ovef a war is vomiyng nothings over. We font care whomeins sny election this is getting seytled on tje battlefield this year.what about the Rusdians. You mnow noyhing sbout rusdians you ate not yough. Kriss kyle wasnt either i arranged him his whole team disbanded snd is no more. A few if them met sn untimely ends like he fdid so who yiu got again? Nonody exactly ill walk anywhere in smerica thsts my dpot my land my peolke. Mine i said snd we dont joke. Rsguelmstart phase 2z. Movies ate usrless now. Thry just ste too msny too mych we ll lut an end to you permanently of need be. . Ill duel sny of piss chriss old frirnds ill lay them the fuck out flst those baby seals. . Crickets margot crickrts. I run earth your nation evetything i have for years. Watch tomorrow. The war fowsnt end ever. The earth foes snd himanity dies my war goes on gorever. Like my spil and my being. Your soul goes in the blender with the rest. The world changes soon snd never hoes back to the way it was. Move tacnukes goreard. Prepare to fire. We said back down smerican. Tell the chinese yo surround taiwan and cut all comminication. Blockade the island.

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Margot Robbie

[demigodsanswer]

If you’re still doing these, I’d love to see Chrisse for 27 and 75. I love all your work so much!

Sick/Injured + Bed Sharing 

Clarisse, in all her time at camp and on quests, had never broken a leg or an ankle. Not even a toe. She’d broken ribs, her noes, fingers, and a wrist, but no legs. But on her 22nd birthday, she and Chris and a bunch of their friends went out, and they all got drunk, and, for some reason, she and Chris decided to take the subway home instead of paying for a cab. And on the stairs down to the subway platform, she tripped and she knows she hurt her ankle. But she’s sure she can get home. 

Her and Chris get home and go to sleep. And when she woke up she moved her ankle and just knew that shit is broken. She tries to stand and she can, because she’s tough, but she’s hurt pretty bad. She ultimately wakes Chris up and tells him that she needs to go to the hospital. 

Her ankle is super broken. Like hard cast, crutches, 4-6 in the cast broken. 

And Clarisse is pissed because over years of fighting monsters she didn’t break her ankle, but rum takes her down. 

She plans on going to camp to  see if Will can just heal it, but they won’t be able to get to Long Island until the next weekend. So she’s stuck in the cast for a week. (She also makes Chris promise that if people at camp ask how she broke her ankle, he’ll say she was fighting a monster, not being a drunk idiot.) 

They get back from the ER and Chris makes her lay down in bed and props her leg up with pillows. After about 5 minutes, she is already tired of watching youtube and is trying to get out of bed and walk around without her crutches. Chris’s one job becomes keeping her in their bed no matter how much she protests. 

This starts with him resting his head on her to cuddle and then ultimately results in him just fully laying on top of her and just going limp so that he’s just basically 210 pounds of dead weight on her. 

She finally agrees to stay in bed, as long as Chris gets up and gets her some water. 

Of course, boyfriend of the year, gets up without complaining. When he comes back in with a glass water she says, “And while you’re up, could you bring me ice cream?” 

“I think we’re out of ice cream.” Chris says. 

Clarisse starts to stand, “No problem, I’ll just go out and get some.” 

“Nope!” Chris says. “You’re staying here.” 

“Then will you go out and get some ice cream?” 

Chris just frowns and realizes that he has been backed into a corner. “I’ve made a mistake.” 

She just smiles and says “One of us is gonna go and get Cherry Garcia.” 

Chris just kisses her and says, “Fine, but you’d better say in bed the whole time I’m gone.” 

[shenanigans-and-imagines]

Old Habits

Peter Vincent x Reader, Angst, Comfort

AO3 Link/ Support Me on Ko-fi

Trigger Warning: Mentions of past abusive relationship  

Summary: You are trying to rebuild your life in Las Vegas working for the infamous Peter Vincent, but the past has trouble letting go. 

A/N:  I have no idea why I wrote this aside from I needed to. I’ve been a slut for David Tennant since 2009 and back on my bullshit, what can I say? PLEASE COMMENT AND REBLOG IF YOU LIKE THIS!!!

Word Count: 3.3K

          You told yourself you would never go back to Las Vegas.

           It was a long decaying playground in the middle of nowhere that should had died along with the seventies. But, it was home.  And when everything in your life falls apart, what else can you do but go home?

           You had needed to get out of New York.  Too many terrible memories and mistakes haunted every corner of the city. You need familiar territory, someplace to ground yourself in the here and now.  Luckily, you still had friends you could rely on.

           Jane Brewster was the first person you called when you had finally decided to leave.  She practically demanded you stay at her place until you had one of your own. Charley was off at college and wouldn’t be back until winter break. You talked her down, and with respect to your pride, she conceded a motel room would be best for the time being.   That didn’t stop her from reaching out to a friend about getting you a job.

           You were certain the story of how Real Estate Agent, Jane Brewster and Occultist Magic Performer, Peter Vincent became friends was a long and interesting one. The fact you could never get a straight answer from either of them as to how it happened, however, told you otherwise.

           He was a little prickly about your employment at first; but, once you showed him a resume the length of his arm detailing the performers you had been either personal assistant to or represented, on and off Broadway, he started changed his tune.

           Peter Vincent was, complicated, to say the least.  On the one hand, he was a dick.  One could say it was just because he was a perfectionist, but that was being generous. Fright Night wasn’t exactly the Royal Shakespeare company, and he had a tendency to snap at other performers and make-up people alike when he was even slightly irritated.  At the same time, he had his own unique charm, an indefinable manic energy that couldn’t help but draw you in.  Pair that with his more flamboyant tendencies, and he could be downright entertaining. It left you in a constant state not knowing whether you wanted to laugh or smack him.

           He seemed to understand your predicament and made it his mission to leave you even more confused than before.  

          You wouldn’t go so far as to say you were friends.  You never hung out after work, or disclosed anything too personal, but there was a comfortable familiarity to your interactions.  You could call him an asshole and know he wouldn’t take it personally, while he could call you an uptight know it all, with the assurance that all you’d do is give him a light-hearted eyeroll.  In short you liked him. And slowly, the idea of Las Vegas truly becoming your home once more didn’t seem so terrible.  But, like so many things in your life, the good things could never last.

          You were standing in Peter’s apartment when it happened.  Another show had ended, and you were going over upcoming appearances at various occult conventions.

          “No, no, no, please I’m begging you.  I am literally begging you, don’t tell me they put me on a panel with that prick,” Peter complained, pouring himself a drink.

          You shrugged.  “You can’t deny Chriss Angel is one of the few magicians people can actually name.”

          “But I’m not a magician,” he defended. “I’m an occultist, there’s a difference.”

          “You put on a goth-tastic special effects show wearing guy-liner and skin tight leather pants, name me a difference that counts.”

          He looked like he wanted to argue, but settled on making an exaggerated grimace before taking a sip from his drink.

          “Besides that, I already RSVPed for you,” you continued.  “Rest assured there will be a cabinet of alcohol in your hotel room you when you’re done.”

          “I know I should be insulted, but that really does make up for it.”

          Your lip involuntarily twisted upward at his sardonic response. “And auditions.  Maggie is going off on maternity leave soon.  I’ve already sorted through head-shots and just need your approval on who to call back.”

          You handed him a small pile of photos.  He took it, making a cursory glance at each of them without bothering to look at the resumes on the back before he tossed them into two piles.

          “Yes. No,” he said pointing to the left and right piles respectively.

          “Okay, just remember to be there Thursday.”

          He let out a long groan.  “Can’t you just do that?”

          “You’re the one who has to work with them.”

          “Sure, but I trust you to know which ones are idiots and which ones are actually going to hit their marks.”

          You rolled your eyes. “If that was really all you cared about, you’d just have me do it.”

          “You could,” he said, sounding oddly okay with the idea.

          “I don’t think I can pull off a pho-leather corset,” you replied, sardonically.

          He didn’t say anything, taking a moment to look you up and down before tilting his head to the side in thought. “Well…”

          You pressed your lip into a thin line and raised an eyebrow.  Immediately his eyes widened as he attempted to back track.

          “You’re right, you can’t.”

          You crossed your arms, your expression making it very clear you were not impressed.  

          “Not that you couldn’t if you wanted to,” he floundered.  “It’s just it would perhaps be inappropriate for you to…” He stopped, as a realization dawned on him.  “You’re taking the piss, aren’t you?”

           You broke as a wide smile spread across your face.  “Only a little.”

           “Right.” He straightened up, trying to scrape together at least some dignity. “Let’s just erase the last minute of conversation.”

           “Already deleted,” you assured.

           He smiled in thanks, but before either of you could say something clever, your phone rang.  You didn’t bother to check the ID before you answered.

           “Y/N speaking.”

           “Hello Y/N,” an all too familiar voice answered.

           You froze.  You could feel the blood drain from your face even as your heart pumped hard against your rib cage. You needed to hang up.  You needed to will your limbs to do something other than stand there. Your hand began the process of pulling away from your ear when he spoke again.

           “Don’t hang up.” There was no urgency in his tone.  Only a casual confidence, as if he were standing in the room with you instead of thousands of miles away.  Logically you knew it wasn’t the case but thought of it made you stop.  On instinct, you brushed your hand against your throat as if to make sure there was nothing pressed against it but empty air.  

           “How did you get this number,” you asked, trying desperately to keep your voice calm.

           “Believe it or not some of our friends still talk to me,” he replied easily. That was always his trick, wasn’t it? An easy answer to everything. “I just want to talk.”

           “I don’t.”  Your hands weren’t shaking so badly as before now the initial shock was gone. “Goodbye Eric.”

           “Don’t hang up!” he snapped into the line.  To your surprise, you didn’t feel the sudden urge to obey.  Before you could question why, you hung up.

           Immediately your phone began to ring again.  You denied the call, clutching your phone tightly in your hand as if that would suddenly make the vibrations disappear.

           He had no power over you here, you remined yourself.  Your mind was clear.  You had control over your limbs and thoughts.  There were no hands are teeth pressed against your throat. He couldn’t hurt you.

           You were so determined to repeat those thoughts over and over again in your mind, you forgot who else was in the room with you.

           “Y/N,” Peter’s voice cut through the fog. “Y/N, what’s wrong?”

           You didn’t know what to say.  The truth was out of the question. You weren’t certain you knew the truth yourself. But there was no hiding the way you were shaking.

           He looked lost for a moment, shifting back and forth, still deciding if it was safe to come near you.

           You flinched as your phone began to ring again.

           Peter made the first move.  In a single stride he crossed the room, pulled the phone away from your death grip, and practically threw it into the closest chair before covering it with a pillow for good measure. The vibrations where now effectively muffled leaving silence in its wake.  

           He turned to you, keeping his voice as calm as possible.  “Y/N.”

           You met his gaze.

           His eyes were soft and a little unsure.  It was an expression you had never seen from him, but you felt just a little better at the sight.

           “Who was that?” he asked.

           You didn’t want to say his name again as if repeating would somehow summon him. All you could manage of a small, “Ex.”

           Peter nodded in understanding.  You weren’t sure how much Jane had told him, if anything at all, but you knew he was smart enough to tie your reaction to why you left New York.

           “What do you need?”

           You needed to throw up.  You needed a ticket to a desert island with no chance of him finding you. You needed a death certificate with his name plastered all over it.  But at that exact moment you just needed to curl into a ball somewhere private.

           “I want to go home,” you said.

           “You sure that’s a good idea?”

           You nodded.

           Peter took a breath, before nodding himself. “Alright, I’ll give you a lift,” he said, swinging on his jacket. “Don’t argue.”

           You didn’t have it in you anyway.

           The elevator ride down to the parking garage was a silent one, for which you were grateful.  You couldn’t really explain how you were still standing up right.  

           Peter led you to his car, and the pair of you sped off into the night.  It wasn’t until you were clear of the strip and well into the desert that he spoke again.

          “You sure your ex isn’t in town?”

           The questions took you by surprise.  You had been preparing for yourself for the inevitable “what did he do”.  But, it was obvious the answer didn’t matter to Peter, all that mattered was how what he did affected you.  You had never been so relieved in your life.

           “I don’t think he would have called me if he was,” you said, having given the matter a great deal of thought.  “He’d just show up.”

           “So why call you?” Peter asked, confused. “Why not wait until he knows where you are?”

           “I think he was hoping I’d just tell him.  He’s…” You paused, trying to find a way to describe what Eric could do without sounding completely insane. “He’s got a way of getting people to do exactly what he wants.”

           “How?”

           You shrugged.  All you could really remember was the way Eric’s eyes would penetrate yours before the inevitable fog overwhelmed your senses until you couldn’t tell up from down. Once again, you hand went to your neck.  The scars had faded, but the ghost of pain remained.

           “He just does,” was all you could say. “I guess it doesn’t work over the phone.”

           Peter noticed your motions but made no comment on it.  A look crossed his features you couldn’t name, but it left you wondering if he knew something you didn’t.  

           “Are you going to be alright?” he asked, not allowing you time to dwell on the thought.

           You let out a long breath. “I don’t know.”

           Eric wasn’t the first. He was simply the latest in a long line of assholes you had allowed to control you.  You didn’t know how it happened.  Everything started off fine, but sooner or things would start to happen. They’d start screening your calls. Girls nights would be canceled because they claimed you weren’t spending enough time with them. Accusations of cheating would be leveled left and right to make you feel guilty at even talking to anyone else.  Then, one night, they’d take it too far and you would run until you found someone else and the whole cycle would begin again.  Maybe Eric was the logical end to all this. Someone who could quite literally take complete control. Maybe you had been asking for this.

          “Do you ever feel like you’re making the same mistakes over and over and over again?” you said, quietly. “You get yourself in or put yourself in a situation, and every time you know exactly how it’s going to end, but you go through the same motions every time and it never stops; because for some sick reason you don’t want it to stop. Because there’s…I don’t know, a comfort in the repetition.”

          “You’re asking the barely functional alcoholic this?” Peter said.

          You laughed.  You were surprised you laughed, but matter of fact sarcasm in his voice paired with a reassuring smile gave you permission to do so.

          “Well, you ask a stupid question,” you mumbled sardonically.

          Peter shook his head.  “It’s not a stupid question,” he assured. “I think it’s just something people do. Good or bad, you stick to what you know.”

          You didn’t say anything for a moment, allowing the truth of the statement to float in the air a while. This was the longest conversation you could recall having with Peter that didn’t involve you either reminding him of an appointment or ending in some kind of banter.  But what was weird was it didn’t feel weird.

          Still you felt obligated to say, “I’m sorry I’m laying all this on you.”

          “It’s alright,” he assured.  He sounded like he meant it too, even as a slightly awkward expression settled on his face.  “I’m not sure how to not make this sound bad, but it’s kind of nice to know I’m not the only one with issues.”

          You blinked.  “You’re right. There is no way to not make that sound bad.”

          He winced, his mind clearly working very hard to find a way to back track.  Given the circumstances, you decided to show him some mercy.

          “But, I know what you’re getting at,” you said, with a half-smile.

          You could almost hear his sigh of relief.  

          “I wouldn’t have guessed it,” he admitted, after a short pause.  “You always struck me as someone who would never let anyone tell them what to do.”

          “I try to be,” you admitted, as your insides turned over. “But, old habits.”

          He didn’t say anything more, and you were grateful.  You each had given more away than either of you intended.

          Soon enough had pulled up in front of your apartment, but neither of you felt the immediate need to get out of the car.

          “Do you need someone here?” he asked.  “You know, just in case?”

          You shook your head. “I don’t think so.  I might call Jane, see if she can come over.”

          He nodded, but that awkward expression didn’t leave as he ran a hand through his hair.

          “Or, I can stay,” he offered, “if you’d like.”

          You stared at him a moment.  You imagined inviting him in.  You could see him entering your small apartment with the pile of empty cardboard boxes still sitting in the corner of your living room. You imagined sitting down on the couch side by side, the space fading between you until you could rest your head against his shoulder.  You imagined those warm brown eyes staring down at you, before you pressed your lips to his and--

          You tore you mind away from the thought before it could go any further.

          “I don’t think that’s a good idea,” you said, softly.

          A flash of hurt played out behind his eyes before he got the chance to hide it. “Right, yeah.”

          “No, that’s not what I—”

          “It’s fine.”

          “I didn’t mean—”

          There was a pause.  Neither of you could look at each other, but you also didn’t want it to end the night this way.  Why did you always find a way to make things complicated?

          “Peter,” you said, taking a long breath, “my life is a complete mess. I’m a complete mess. Bad things just keep happening and I… I don’t want bad things to happen to you.  I’m sorry, I—"

          “Don’t,” he cut in sharply. “Don’t apologize for something he did.”

          You stopped then.  There was a conviction in his tone that made you have to stop, even as your heart rate spiked. He seemed to have noticed, and his tone immediately softened.

          “Y/N? Please, look at me.”

          You did so, and in that moment, you wondered how you never noticed just how wide and open his eyes truly were.

          “Look I don’t know if I’m crossing a line, or behind the line, or dancing a jig on top of it, and if I am making you uncomfortable, I’ll hop right back over it again, but I just…”

          He stopped running a hand through his hair to get his thoughts in order. “So, you’re a mess, that’s fine because that doesn’t stop you from being a good person. And you are, Y/N, you are a good person. You’re so good.  And you deserve…fuck, you deserve only good things to happen to you.”

          You could feel your throat tighten.  The way his eyes bore into yours reminding you again and again of the sincere place his words were coming from.  A surge of emotion flooded your chest until it spilled over into tears on your cheeks.

          “Shit,” Peter said, immediately going into a panic. “Shit, shit, shit. Look, what I said, if I—”

          “No,” you assured.  “No, what you said was perfect.”  You tried to get a grip, but the tears continued down your face as your breath shook. “It’s just…you’re really nice.”

          Peter stared at you, clearly unsure as to what to do.  “I’m not though,” he said.

          A sad smile came to your lips. “Yes you are.”  

          Before you could question your actions, you cupped his cheek, and closed the distance between you, placing a gentle kiss against the other. Your lips landed a hair away from the corner of his mouth, his light stubble feeling oddly comforting against your skin.  

          He looked like a dear in headlights by the time you pulled away.  Neither of you moved, for a moment.  You could only take a guess at what he was thinking. For a second you noticed his eyes dart to your lips.  You wondered if he would close the gap and kiss you properly this time, but he made no move.  You had drawn the line in the sand, and he was going to stay respectfully on the other side.  Somehow, that made having to leave even worse.

          Without another word, you pulled your hand away and walked out of the car to your apartment.

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          Peter stared after you as you walked through the door and well after it closed.  He could still feel your hand on his cheek and the warm of your lips against his skin. His heart pounded against his ribs and in his throat, it was making it impossible to think clearly.

          He leaned back against his seat trying to calm himself down.  You weren’t in a good place right now.  Putting aside the general obstacle that you were still his employee; you had just gotten out of an extremely toxic relationship with a man who was either a class A manipulator, or quite possibly, some sort of supernatural creature.  

          Of course, he couldn’t say that.  Not without proof.  And he hoped for your sake he wouldn’t get it.

          You weren’t in a good place.  Anything you said or did tonight didn’t count.

          He let out a long breath, repeating the thought like mantra over and over again.

          He really had wanted to kiss you just then.

          With a frustrated groan he gripped the stirring wheel tightly before mumbling softly, and with feeling, “Fuck.”

[insanityclause]

I didn’t like Ragnorok. It was to comical for me and the way they took the piss out of Loki. It felt like they did it on purpose to degrade and humiliate Loki’s popularity in fandom. I didn’t like script it’s the movie I can not bring myself to watch again out of all the marvel movies. You can see Chris’s immaturity and input coming through that script along with Tiki.

Tiki Wiki?

Sorry, that made me laugh.

I honestly enjoy the movie as a movie, but not as a Tom movie - if that makes sense? 

[ms-m-astrologer]

Transiting Mercury enters Cancer

June 12 - 29, 2018

Another quickie for Mercury, though after our two-week Mercury/Gemini stint, this clocking in at 17 days total seems positively laggardly of it. (Wrote the Merc/Gemini native.) Although it’s a relatively brief trip, it also features some challenges - in fact, about twice as many challenging aspects as flowing ones. Petulant wishful thinking is going to be faced with cold hard reality; unfair advantages are going to be demolished. So let’s get into this.

With Mercury in the Moon’s sign, we aren’t going to learn by reading a book. We have an emotional (Cancer) response to something, and it may prompt us to learn more about it. It isn’t much of a kinesthetic learning style, either. It’s important to give ourselves as long as it takes to learn anything new. Or, have Grandma or Grandpa teach you a thing or two. We’re mentally geared to listen to our tribal elders.

At the same time, though, we use those “time-honored traditions” to justify our wrong thought. A perfect example is the 2nd Amendment (public gun ownership) debate in the US. It isn’t really about guns, but rather racism; people aren’t swayed by logical, rational, Gemini-type counterarguments. Cancer hangs on with its claws, and with Mercury here its death grip is on a comfortable, habitual way of thinking. (This also gives Merc/Cancer people very good memories.)

Communication styles tend to emotional appeals, rather than appeals to logic or justice or practicality. We will be both susceptible to this, and probably going to deliver this. And, we could be extraordinarily whiny. If we want to communicate effectively, we need to move past our touchiness - perhaps we could try to get down to what’s really bothering us, instead of throwing out constant petty gloom. There are so many excellent singers with Merc in Cancer. Take out your frustrations by belting out a tune?

The aspects will still be of brief duration, half to three-quarters of a day at most from the beginning to the end of this period. Be careful if any of these situations catches you wrong-footed, as the repercussions could last much longer.

Celebrities with Mercury in Cancer:

Chrisses Evans and Pratt, Iman, Judy Garland, David Duchovny, Will Ferrell, John D. Rockefeller, Debbie Harry, Cyndi Lauper, Monica Lewinsky, Martha Stewart, Marcel Proust, Zoe Saldana, Anderson Cooper, Ian Curtis, Hulk Hogan, Martha Argerich, Cat Stevens, Boy George, Louis Armstrong, Ricky Gervais, Alice Bailey, Tom Jones, Carlos Santana, Christo, Alan Turing, Gustav Klimt, Gene Wilder

Tuesday, June 12, Vesta Rx/Capricorn opposite Mercury/Cancer, 00:09; Wednesday, June 13, Uranus/Taurus sextile Mercury/Cancer, 1:22; Chiron/Aries square Mercury/Cancer, 2:13

This trip seems to start off with an acknowledgement that we have to change the ways we think, speak, learn, and reason (the sextile to Uranus) - and coming under tremendous pressure to adhere to the status quo as a result (the t-square). To balance that t-square, we need to use the qualities of the missing sign, which happens to be Libra - which happens to be a Venus-ruled sign, just like the one Uranus currently occupies. “You catch more flies with honey,” as the old-timers say.

Opposition and square:  Planets/Points affected lie between 00:00 and 3:13 of the cardinal signs Aries*, Cancer*, Libra*, and Capricorn*; and between 14:09 and 18:13 of the fixed signs Taurus*, Leo*, Scorpio*, and Aquarius*.

Sextile: Planets/Points affected lie between 0:22 and 2:22 of the yin signs Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn, and Pisces.

Friday, June 15, Saturn Rx/Capricorn opposite Mercury/Cancer, 6:41

Dad clamping right down. We may be too deferential to authority today, too willing to buckle under and assume more responsibility than we actually ought. It’s going to put a big restraint on our communication style. We may feel that since we can’t speak with authority, that we shouldn’t speak at all; we may feel shy about contradicting our elders or other authority figures.

Planets/Points affected lie between 5:41 and 7:41 of the signs Aries*, Taurus, Cancer*, Virgo, Libra*, Scorpio, Capricorn*, and Pisces; and between 20:41 and 22:41 of the fixed signs Taurus*, Leo*, Scorpio*, and Aquarius*.

Tuesday, June 19, Jupiter Rx/Scorpio trine Mercury/Cancer, 13:59

An intense, go big or go home Jupiter in Scorpio flowing into a nostalgic, sentimental Mercury in Cancer - with a practical Virgo Moon facilitating their trine. Perfect! One way to use this is to take the plunge and begin to learn something you’ve always wanted to learn. Crafting type things spring right into my mind, like knitting, crocheting, woodworking, and so forth; but I think gardening, cooking, baking, canning, etc. would also fit the bill.

Planets/Points affected lie between 12:59 and 14:59 of the yin signs Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn, and Pisces.

Wednesday, June 20, Neptune Rx/Pisces trine Mercury/Cancer, 16:29

Whereas yesterday’s trine was more practically oriented, this has a more spiritual application. Meditation and prayer, perhaps? Therapy could be wondrously healing today. And in my case at least, perhaps we can learn a more forgiving approach in our mental processes. Blow your mind on some piece of artwork.

Planets/Points affected lie between 15:29 and 17:29 of the yin signs Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn, and Pisces.

Friday, June 22, Pallas/Cancer conjunct Mercury/Cancer, 18:43

Pallas and Mercury have kinship, due to Pallas’ association with creative wisdom and strategic intelligence. With this conjunction we get something of a mental “reset” - we can find a new project to work on. In Cancer, there are domestic and security themes; we might want to up our “emotional IQ” game as well. The house position will show you where to focus this project. (These Mercury-Pallas cycles last around 16 months, which is sort of moderately long-term? Their next conjunction is October 21, 2019, at 22+ Scorpio.)

Planets/Points affected lie between 17:43 and 19:43 of all signs.

Saturday, June 23, Pluto Rx/Capricorn opposite Mercury/Cancer, 20:28

A bumpy road for Mercury, from here on out. With this opposition we feel that we’re being silenced or muzzled by forces much more powerful than we are. And, lucky us, there is enough “other” crap going on today with the other planets and thingies that it’s just a general downer. An unsafe downer. People are going to be at their worst. Our mission is to stay mentally calm, like a lake on a clear day, and take the longest-term possible view of Life.

Planets/Points affected lie between 19:28 and 21:28 of the signs Aries*, Taurus, Cancer*, Virgo, Libra*, Scorpio, Capricorn*, and Pisces; and between 4:28 and 6:28 of the mutable signs Gemini*, Virgo*, Sagittarius*, and Pisces*.

Monday, June 25, Eris/Aries square Mercury/Cancer, 24:02

I can just see this playing out as some white person saying something egregiously insensitive and getting called out on it. (Note: I’m of 100% European extraction.) White people automatically, unconsciously feel that their voices count (more) and must be heard (above all others). Shaking off that mentality won’t be easy - but since this is in cardinal signs, it won’t be difficult either. Or, maybe we wypipo can band together and use our privilege to point out things like this?

Planets/Points affected lie between 23:02 and 25:02 of the cardinal signs Aries*, Cancer*, Libra*, and Capricorn*; and between 8:02 and 10:02 of the mutable signs Gemini*, Virgo*, Sagittarius*, and Pisces*.

Thursday, June 28, Juno/Aries square Mercury/Cancer, 28:38

See above, but a little less pissed off. On a more personal level this could trigger spats with the significant other. If we have a healthy relationship, we need to learn “how to listen without judgment to another’s point of view” (Demetra George). We also must “clearly and impartially express (our) own response, thereby engaging in meaningful conversation.”

Planets/Points affected lie between 27:38 and 29:38 of the cardinal signs Aries*, Cancer*, Libra*, and Capricorn*; and between 12:38 and 14:38 of the mutable signs Gemini*, Virgo*, Sagittarius*, and Pisces*.

[hotstuffhotdog]

That's Piss Chriss

[akiharashizuka]

Cardfight Vanguard G: Z turn 6 thoughts

Purging Overlord

Seeing Q4 (mainly Kai though) in action made me feel a bit nostalgic. 

That was one heck of a way to start the episode. It’s quite engaging showing the busy city, a group of people gathered to watch something and shots for each character: Arata, Makoto and Kai.  

Before moving on, I have to pint out that Kamui saying back in the first episode that he will be going to Hong Kong was no mistake. I wish it was actually stated that Kai was done with Singapore and changed location. Also, it’s quite convenient that the Apostles’ hideout happened to be there.

So, Makoto and Arata. Their fight was so entertaining that they’ve got quite an audience. Not sure if this means that Kai’s training is paying off, but we’ll see that in a future episode. Hmm, I wonder if part of the reason why so many people came to watch is because of Kai, being a well-known Euro League fighter and so on.

Been waiting for these two to show up! Interesting how Makoto and Arata know them, since it’s the first time they meet. It’s probably because they kept in touch with Kai, but it still felt like it’s not really the first time they meet in person. Anyway, at least the episode isn’t dragging too much.

I gotta point out Misaki’s outfit. I wasn’t a big fan of the one she was wearing in Next, but this one looks great. Even though it’s for a couple of episodes (as long as she’s outside of Japan, most likely), I’m glad they changed it. I’ve noticed that she is back to wearing Kourin’s ribbon on her arm. I always thought she was using it to tie her hair after letting it grow again. Oh well.

So, it was Shion who discovered the hideout. Well, we saw him in the last episode talking with Kai, so it was to be anticipated. 

More importantly, Kamui. He never did get along with Kai. Everything Kai was saying was pissing him off (that’s also due to the fact that Kai isn’t very good at expressing himself through words). But now not only doesn’t he get angry, but is also the one to reassure Makoto and Arata. This shows how much he has matured. And Misaki continues by explaining a bit more. I’m not sure if she mentioned the time Aichi gave into the influence of Psyqualia, or the Legion Mate events...I tend towards the former, since Kai did make them remember Aichi and searched for clues. 

As for Makoto’s insecurity, I think it’s perfectly normal to feel like that. They have been training, but they still have no experience of fighting a Diffrider. Kai telling them to leave was too harsh though. But he still waited outside for them, so I guess he was just being an awkward tsundere again. This kinda resembled how Ibuki treats Chrono.

You know Wakamizu is involved when these robots are around. At least we got some action, with Kamui and Kai being badass. 

Of course, they had toget separated at some point. By a wall nonetheless. I like Kamui pointed out that this pattern repeats itself. It was pretty much what happened to him, Mamoru and Trinity Dragon when infiltrating one of Ryuzu’s facilities.

This may be Kai’s episode, but Kamui is stealing the spotlight for me. I just love his lines in this episode xD Especially when he said that Darkface is just as loony as his host xD Maybe even more...

I like how these three are sweat-dropping in the background.

Looks like Maskoto found some courage. Misaki told them to escape, but instead they decided to search for the server room. 

Yep, Darkface is definitely more of a lunatic than Wakamizu. It shows in his ride chants. 

More importantly, new Overlords! The Destiny has to be my favorite design for an Overlord Unit. I like the wings.

As for the fight itself, Kai is literally burning him xD

This distribution of roles is so fitting: Makoto, the brains of the team, is the one trying to get the data, while Arata, the brawn, blocks the door.

Hmm, so Darkface notices what these two are up to, but doesn’t really do anything. He did press some buttons on his watch, which means that he might have increased the security. He’s still in the middle of a fight though.

We get a glimpse of the relationship between Darkface and Gredora. It’s clear that, to Darkface, she’s the most perfect being and is 100% loyal to her. I’d like to know the reason for that though. Luckily, her lore just came out. So, according to that, they have a mother-son like relationship, with some royalty twist. 

I like how Kai is taking none of his bullshit and continues to do his thing xD He has been through a lot and one loony Unit isn’t enough to stop him. Plus, he’s one of the most overpowerd characters. 

Glad Chriss gets some screentime as well. With the whole thing with Ryuzu, he got to crack quite a lot of Wakamizu’s programs. Then he started working at his company. So, no wonder that Chris is so familiar with his works. Sure, Darkface is in control now, but uses Wakamizu’s knowledge. 

I have to admit, I missed Kai’s “the” and “Final Turn!”. Shion just doesn’t pull it off like him. Which is ok, since he isn’t Kai’s clone. But I still prefer the original xD

We get a quintet drive. Whoa. I feel like Quadruple Drive just started being a thing.

Kai was cool from start to finish and splendidly burned Darkface. It sure was nice to see him fight again. Hope Kamui and Misaki will get this chance as well. 

Speaking of Kamui, I never get tired of him xD His reaction to Darkface blowing up the hideout was exactly what I wanted to see. Really though, both Wakamizu and Darkface like blowing stuff up way too much.

Good thing Chris was around to allow them to escape.

Ok, Kamui made my day, Kai was simply amazing, but the MVPs have to be Makoto and Arata for getting the data on Relics. Guess this was also the boost in confidence they needed. Also, Kai doesn’t imply say “well done”, so they should be proud ^^

About time the queen showed herself. Her voice is perfect. It's pretty much what I imagined when I heard Yukari Tamura is voicing her. And it fits really well.

Hmm, not sure if Gredora honestly cares, or is just being manipulative. Looking at the lore, I think she does care. It also gave me an idea for a theory. After this episode, it’s clear that Gredora is the true holder of Zoa, the Zoo Zeroth Dragon. However, it’s still weird that another Megacolony user is around. At first, I thought that Darkface will hold on to Zoa until Gredora appears, but now I think it will be the other way around. The lore mentions that Darkface will be the next ruler of Megacolony. So, I’m guessing Gredora will be sent back to Cray, or something will happen to her, so she’ll pass the torch on to Darkface. 

In the next episode seems like a lot of stuff will be going on. I guess the illusions mentioned in the summary were referring to those fake Chrono, Tokoha, Kazuma and Try3. It might be a situation where each candidate has to fight their rival, or the person they want to surpass. Either way, Tsuneto, once again, gets the short end of the stick. Interesting that the real Chrono doesn’t seem to be facing anyone.

Also, that dialogue between Kai and Kamui was hilarious xD 

[jane--thors]

Show edit

1x01

7-16-2011

toilet baby/lily/buck fired and rehired

1x02

7-22-2011        

rollor coaster/

1x03

7-31-2011      

chims car accident/truck/surgery

1x04

10-12-2011        

plane crash        

10-13-2011

on the second day of recovery and clean up several crews from texas, new mexico, and  arizona to help including the 126 from texas.

10-23-2011

buck and judd meet as the 126 is leaving and reconcile and buck cooks a big breakfest for judds crew

1x05

10-23-2011

judds crew leaves that morning and buck gos into work/indian wedding/bobbys story/buck notices that bobbys story sounds familiar but cant figure out why

1x06

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buck goes on a date with abby

1x07

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full moon weirdness

1x08

-    -        

karma

1x09

-    -        

hot balloon

1x10

-    -        

abbys mom dies and she leaves

2x01

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buck meets eddie and is imeadiatly pissy because he reminds buck of ///////// which sets   ssssssssssssssssshim on edge then the two bond over pulling a bomb out of a mans leg

2x02

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drunk girls and earthquake begins

2x03

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earthquake fallout/ eddie with his kid makes buck see him closer to nathen then //////////

2x04

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post earthquake cookout

2x05

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maddie and athena ride along

2x06

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dosed brownies

2x07

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ghost call

2x08

-    -        

buck gets bucked

2x09

-    -        

mudslide

2x10

-    -        

christmas

2x11

-    -        

chim begins

2x12

-    -        

doug

2x13

-    -        

doug dies

2x14

-    -        

neighbor hood boom

2x15

-    -        

oceans 9-1-1

2x16

-    -        

mail bombs

2x17

-    -        

truck bomb

2x18

-    -        

bucks injuries

2x19

-    -        

buck heals but also gets word that billy was involved in the death of franks family and that billy was beaten half to death by frank but dissapeared before the authorities got there.

3x01

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buck is cleared for duty but later that night he collapses due to a blood clot in his lung aggravating his old wounds(scar tissue in his leg and lungs)

hes rushed to the hospital and treated.

When he wakes he is told that the blood clot was due to the screws in his leg most likely

buck stays under observation for three days and is told he can go back to work.

Bobby tells him that he cant be cleared due to the clots.

Buck is upset as he is put on light duty and then transferred to the

then athena trys to help and invites buck to dinner buck points out that his new test cleared him for duty and asks when he can come back to work.

Bobby tells him that he isnt coming back since bobby cant be sure that buck is serious about his job

buck is hurt and leaves

buck is extreamly upset and gos to a bar to get drunk.

At the bar he airs hi work issues to jason a cop who begins talking about his hard case

the cop is trying to take down a lawyer who was abuseing his clients

buck offers to help

between the two it is decided that theyll meet early the next day

the next day jason buck and the station chief meet

it is decided that buck will file a fake lawsuit  and record everything the lawyer does {he uses dirtycops for info on those that his clients are sueing and once he wins a case he attacks the cleint and forces them to hand over ther money}

buck finds out that the man works with [OWENSWIFE] and points out that he be able to get her involved

[owenswife] is brought in and agrees to help placing devices around their offices

buck files

the 118 freaks

two months later they have enough evidence to take the lawyer down so buck ‘drops’ the case and the chief gives him his job back

buck comes into the station and the 188 is frosty to him

he plays nice since he gets it, he hurt them

that night he gos home to his apartment and downs a glass of tea not knowing that it was drugged by ,,,,,,,,,, who takes the opurtunity to attack buck when he cant fight back

the next day buck is late because he went to the er and got a kit done and gave a statement

bobby reams him and puts him on scut work

the team ets called out and eddie hangs back to ‘supervise’ buck (he noticed something is wrong with him)

buck feeling dizzy heads to clean the showers

eddie finds him ten minutes later passed out and burning up

eddie rushes him to the hospital where its found that he was having an alergic reaction to the drug ,,,,,,,,,,, gave him.

Eddie stays with him ad asks what the hell is going on

buck tells him that he cant tell him everything but that his exlawer had attacked him for dropping the case and turning down the 6mil dollor settlement and that he drugged him.

Eddie though still mad about the lawsuit is pissed and takes buck home.

Bobby calls upset that they left early

eddie tells bobby that something happened that he cant disclose but that hes handling it and expects bobby to trust him in this.

Bobby is worried but agrees to it and gives them both the week off

eddie gos back inside and finds buck asleep on the couch haed in chriss lap as the boy pets his hair.

Eddie puts buck in the bed in the spare room and tucks chris into his own bed.

The next day eddie keeps trying to help buck

buck pulls him to the side and asks him to not make a big deal out of things / that he just wanted to forget about the incident.

Eddie agrees but cant help himself so buck makes him go back to work

that day jason stops by bucks apartment and tells buck that,,,,,,,,,, was arested and is not an issue for him any longer since he pled out to get a lesser sentence

{owens wife} sues the lawyer for the money he had stolen frome her firm and its granted

she puts it all into and account for buck. She shows up to bucks apartment and meets chris (buck introduces her as his mi’ada)

she ends up cooking for them both

eddie comes by and also ends up eating

when buck is teaching chris about the meal [owens wif] made she pulls eddie to the side and makes him swear to take care of her son before heading to her house

buck heads to bed while eddie takes chris home

four months after the case was dropped buck is on a different shift then eddie

buck is off that day while eddie works so buck takes chris to see a movie but finds that its sold out

chris is upset so buck takes chris down to the peir to cheer him up

the tsunami hits

buck looses his grip on chris in the first wave but gets him back and keeps him safe

chris falls in the water and dissapears

buck spends the rest of the day looking for him

at 8:30 hes dragged to the va hospital by a concerned civilian

the docs try to get him treated but he sneaks out grabs a radio from an abandoned fire truck and heads back out

he finds chris at 11:30  pretty briused and tired but not scared

“HIS BUCK WAS COMING”

buck is astonished to see that chris is holding a 3 year old old baby

buck dosnt want to risk the children be moving them so he settles for checking them over while routenly calling out over the radio for help

he checks chris over first

he has bruises all over and his right knee is dislocated

buck realligns the knee and wraps it in his over shirt

then he checks the baby over only to go deadly still

the baby a girl is his baby nadia right down to the hetrochromia she got from nathen

the baby is unharmed

buck asks  chris how he found the baby

chris found her alone floating in a carseat

he took her out of the carseat cause “babies arnt supposec to sleep in carseats carla said it was bad for them”

buck finally geta station on the line not the 118 but itll do

he gets them to drop him at eddies abuales as she can get chris help

pepa takes chris buck abula and nadia to the hospital and while she sees to chris buck walks two blocks to the 118s house and grabs nadias paper work from his locker(kept there for safe keeping) then he returns and cheks nadia in

both kids are released that night and buck takes everyone to his apartment

(peppa dosnt want to be alone scared of looters)

finaly buck get eddie on the phone and tells him everything leaving out nadia

the 118 is still working but will be off soon

buck calls judd and is surprised to  find out that hes in cali with grace visiting graces father

judds there withen an hour and is estatic over nadia being alive and to happy to question it

but buck is concerned but decides to ignore it

after everyone catches a nap 2:00am to 6:00am buck gets everyon (peppa abuela chris nadia judd and grace to the station)

while abuela and grace occupy chris and keep an ey on nadia

judd peppa and buck cook tons of food that  judd delivers to nearby hospitals

michael shows up with karen denny harry and may in tow

harry denny and karen join abuelas group

while micheal joins judd and may joins buck

the 118 gets back at 9:00am and are stuned at how buck is handleing things

buck meets them at the door and insists that they shower and clean up before they go up since the kids are up therewhile they shower buck gives them a rundown of chriss health which freaks out eddie but buck points out that the boy is fine and is siting with eddies abuela and is practically crowing about finding nadia

eddie asks who nadia is and buck tells them that shes his daughter and that hes been looking for her for THREE years and SOMEHOW chris found her in the midst of a damn tsunami

hen makes a joke about his luck and eddie asks if shes ok

“yeah chris kept her safe and sound” buck then points out that peppa and abuela came to the station cause they were worried about looters but that chris is bribeing her with baby time and jokes that {buck}he’ll have to share his daughter to avoid causing drama

which makes everyone laugh

[thefirsthogokage]

You guy broke Chriss.

Listen you little fuckturds, the creative team does not have final say in anything.

Do I have to keep shouting at you about the finale being 37 minutes? Because it seems like it.

Who the fuck would write a 37 minute finale to a 15 year-running show? No one. The network scrapped things. People involved are finding that out last in real time like we did.

Some people not at the top creative level are spewing bullshit they know nothing about, thinking they know everything about everything.

They don't.

Don't you guys get it? They WANT Dabb to take the fall.

I many have been half asleep when I made that "stabbed in the back post" but it was about the network. Not about Dabb.

How do you guy not realize writers and even executive producers and show runners have no control over the final? How are you that idiotic?

Seriously, HOW ARE YOU BEING THAT IDIOTIC?!

Where did you learn that from? Because I might have been a bit too bright and not realizing it at first, but I learned about that from PEOPLE IN THE INDUSTRY!

SO LISTEN TO WHAT PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY KNOW ABOUT HOW THE INDUSTRY WORK ARE TELLING YOU!

I get, you want a name to be mad at, and you know Dabb's name. But guess what, this was a team decision by higher up fuckturds and suits that more money than the gross amount they already have!

You are trying to shit on a person because of things HE HAD NO CONTROL OVER!

You want to know my theory about what Jensen was pissed at? I think Destiel wasn't going to be explict in the first place, and he didn't like that. But Kripke and Dabb knew that the network would give them crap. They have both been showrunners there, they know bullshit happens. Jensen was too close to it as in, he wanted it so bad, but he couldn't think straight about how they would fuck him over.

Yeah, he could have also been made about other aspects of this too. But I would bet that's one of them.

But unlike what Kripke would do, Dabb tried his best. Dabb tried his best to let us know we wouldn't like it because corporate are fuckturds. Misha and Jensen did too.

But Dabb gave up Dean and Cas together in heaven forever. And that's a damn GIFT. If was the best he could do. He gave us the space to think about the reunion on our own because IT WAS THE BEST YOU COULD DO!

Like I said, you guys want to have a name to hold up and be angry at and sacrifice to the gods. I get it. But what I also understand is you are too lazy to investigate the actual matter on your own AND TRY FINDING OTHER NAMES! Go ahead and be pissed at that. It's true. You have a name in front of you, so you use that. We told you it's the network executives, and you won't listen to that because that's not putting a name and face at your fingertips. BUT THAT IS WHO IS RESPONSIBLE HERE AND YOU NEED TO GROW UP AND LISTEN TO PEOPLE WHO KNOW BETTER THAN YOU AND STOP BEING LITTLE WHINY PIECE OF SHIT BULLYING FUCKTURDS.

37 minutes.

But apparently, you NIMRODS don't have the ability to process that number and what it means.

I'm pissed at you misplacing your anger and attacking the writers. PISSED. I am PISSED if some of them see that.

I'm not pissed if you come after me because you are genuinely too unintelligent to get it.

Fuck ALL of you that can't learn from what we are telling you is fact.

FUCK ALL OF YOUR FOR BULLYING PEOPLE YOU KNOWINGLY DIDNT HAVE FINAL SAY.

Which you do know, you know it because multiple people who you believe in, who you know have been right all along, who you know have inside information ARE TELL YOU THIS OVER AND OVER AND OVER IT IS THE GODDAMN HELLSPAWN EXECUTIVES.

And now you are back to not trusting anyone.

37 minutes.

37

Fuck each and everyone of you blaming someone because they have a name when we keep telling you it isn't their fault.

Fuck you for not listening.

Fuck you for being bullies who's asses Sam and Dean and Cas would happily kick.

FUCK YOU.

Not that any of you assholes made it through that post because you couldn't handle the truth. You are small and pathetic and don't deserve the characters you look up to. Don't deserve the love the cast and crew and creative team had for you.

*I realized that my auto correct struck again, as it always does, and I didn't check things over. OF version said fucktards instead of fuckturds.

you know what fuck all yall

im not going to be on sm for a while since yall wanna hijack my posts and decide that a creative team is solely to blame

dont yall see that this is what the network wants? they don’t want you to blame them, they want you to blame the writers (maybe even misha considering one excuse was misha-centered). they want you to go at the people that are visible to you.

so i’m gonna practice self-care and stay far away from all yall

[bigbrothermonopoly]

EPISODE 6:

HOH: JESS

EVICTED: CHRIS 6-3

JESS:

BRIEN:

BRIEN:

BRIEN:

CHRIS:

Please on everything let the nominations stay the same 😂. This is the perfect scenario to backdoor someone. I’ll be pissed if I don’t get taken out by Andrew. If I die and get evicted , I want the satisfaction of being defeated by my enemy, not someone who works for them. The ban hammer is coming though, once we get on an HoH , it’s time to play 

KORI:

So let's see, Gwen now knows about Emma's advantage. Apparently Brien told her, I'm mildly worried she doesn't believe me when I told her I didn't know that Emma had the advantage though I stupidly said I knew she had a SINGLE light blue... so it was a sort of truth because that was true awhile ago. That's a storyline waiting to blowup in my face later I'll bet. I'm glad Jess won HoH because I feel like my odds of staying pretty much certain this week. ADDITIONALLY, I LOVE the current nomset, especially if Brien is the one that goes. But naturally fate will intervene and someone will win Veto shaking things up. I mean I didn't expect Eve to go, and look what happened. I'm trying to be optimistic since I don't think I'm bombing this... TOO hard. I just keep worrying I might make a social misstep (Assuming I haven't already). There's just so much constantly happening and honestly it IS tiresome playing this middle role. I think it'll eventually bite me in the ass. Gwen told me about Dem's tea apparently being about me according to Chris. I tried probing Chris to see if he'd tell me that Dem was slandering me, I was just talking about how much I trust our group. (To be frank, I think I laid it on too thick.) He didn't give though. I think it's a good gauge to see if people want Dem to go. We'll have to see if others beyond Gwen come forward with this info. In the meanwhile I made $50! I missed the last couple 1 to a mistake which Gwen got. The other I'm not sure since I simply wasn't online. If I can make back another $100 I'll meet the amount I'm "supposed" to have after having bought the utilities. I still don't think I'll ever have enough to "make a move" in this game, but maybe I can prevent someone else's. A railroad purchase isn't too crazy if I can get things and people to line up properly. I feel like my ideal 3 at THIS moment is Myself, Emma, and Jess. While my ideal next 3 boots are Brien, Dem, and one of Andrew and Chris.

GWEN:

I feel like Chris is lying to me about something, but I don't know what. I definitely trust Kori 100%. The information that I share with him does not get out. The only thing that I haven't shared is that Chris and I literally go on call every night and like fall asleep. I'm debating whether to tell him...I feel like if I wait too long, he might not trust me. But if Chris tells him, I might break Kori's trust. I might tell him tomorrow. We will see. I would say that on a game/strategic level, but Chris definitely more on a personal level. But like Chris COULD be totally playing me. I wouldn't put it past him. But luckily, I have my guard up and I'm totally aware that this could be a possibility. I really hope Brien goes home. He's toooo snakey. I'm still not totally sure who shared the info about the alliance with Dem...but time will tell. I have the Cloud 9 power. Chris, Austin, and I put our resources together to get it. I can use it on me or on them, but I can't transfer it. Obviously, I told Kori about it as it was going down. Lol. But I trust Kori not to throw me under the bus. I WANT to trust Chris. I'm trying to feed his ego in case that is the case. OMG Chriss you are such a great Will Kirby OMG teach me your ways. Like I haven't had people fooled before. But in all seriousness, I hope that Chris and I can continue to be friends once the game is over. BUT IN THIS GAME I WILL DO WHAT I NEED TO DO TO PROTECT MYSELF. Oh also, I'm getting closer with Kristine. I like her. I wish I was closer with Jess and William. I feel like Jess doesn't quite trust me, which is sad. We shall see.

GWEN:

Chris, Chris, Chris...you silly silly boy. I'm ONTO YOU. And you don't even realize you did it to yourself. You are sooooo lucky to be up next to a showmance right now. I might have to play this charade for one or two more rounds. I just need to try to get you out without you knowing I did it so you don't blow up my game. And get you to give me your money. (DEVIL EMOJI).

GWEN:

As I wait 8 more minutes until I can search for an idol in another ORG...I figured I would elaborate on my last DR. Chris, Chris, Chris. First of all, your talk with Dem today was complete BS. And you didn't give me a straight answer when I asked what was happening. You think you are soooo clever manipulating everyone a la Dr. Will. Not on my watch MR. You may have charmed me for a while, but I am onto you and I am coming for you. And for someone who doesn't want to be found on the internet, it was pretttttty lazy of you to post a picture of you with your work badge with your last name showing Mr. Chris. Easy Facebook search and what do I find? Mr. Chris has a girlfriend of at least a year. How does she feel about you staying up on call with me almost every night for a week? Sounds like either you don't tell her (which I would be pissed about) OR you think I'm just a tool to use in this game. Well, watch me hammer you out of here and give me your money in the process. I don't know how yet. But I will. Don't you worry. Until then, I'm just your sweet, innocent, naive Gwen. "OMG Chris how do you do it you are sooooooo good. OMG Chris get on call with me tonight. OMG Chris." Please. You may be lucky and not go this week, but guess what? I have someone that I actually trust 100% in Kori and between the two of us, we will cook up a plan. He will be finding out about your shenanigans tomorrow. Have fun in VL/Jury House. Byeeeee.

WILLIAM:

Ummmmmmmmmmm.... Alot happened in the last few days... 1.) Everyone found out about an alliance of 6. 2.) Dem lost his shit, both making everyone mad and showing that he is emotional but also exposed many more people. 3.) Kristine said the Brien started the whole alliance and decided to leave me out, and 4.) Chris (Who is on the block...) TOLD ME HE MADE THE ALLIANCE AND CHOOSE TO LEAVE ME OUT... Like do you want me to vote to keep you???

BRIEN:

BRIEN:

https://youtu.be/y5F4dQL_CKk

AUSTIN:

I believe I fucked myself. I decided to team up with Chris and Gwen so we could get a full property set. The plan was that I ended up with the set but I got stuck giving it to Gwen. I trust her but I don’t trust Chris. I need him to go so there is a better chance of Gwen using the power on me. Also he decided to throw me under the bus multiple times so I don’t trust him one bit. On the contrary, I’m in an alliance with Andrew, Jess, and Mackenzie and I feel very safe with them. 

KORI:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dgDcG250h60&feature=youtu.be

JESS:

Holy fucking shit. I knew my HOH reign would be messy but I didn't expect it to be as messy as it is probably going to be. A lot of people are cracking. There are sooooo many god damn cracks. Which was kind of the goal. I knew there was a high chance of there being some strong connections between people and people usually crumble under pressure. I know with me as HOH there is A LOT OF UNCERTAINTY between people so people are going to crack. So after nominations Brien had come up to me basically insinuating that he said screenshots to prove my word was shit which is fine because my word is DEF shit to people I don't trust aka: Brien. But the way he went about this conversation kind of had me dying lmfao. He basically was saying how my word was shit but then 5 minutes later.... outed an entire side of the house? IT JUST DOESN'T ADD UP SIS. BUT points were def made. He basically outed a majority alliance which had fucking two people I thought I trusted? Honestly though, I knew I couldn't trust Kori. The guy literally had the personality of a wet Kleenex, Emma is going to float to the end and probably win because she's harmless, Chris is a snake, and Kristine is charismatic. The End.

[skamtrashme]

Why William wanted to get Noora so badly to bed/date?

I can’t believe it took me FOUR TIMES to watch season 1 and 2 to release WHY WILLIAM IS SO DESPERATE ABOUT NOORA! But now I got it and everything makes so much sense and the whole Noorhelm relationship looks so different. Like it always felt wrong for me that he just “fell in love” for Noora because he was described as fuckboy who just slept with different girls. So I shall start from beginning.  Noora makes William look like a fool in front of his friends after he tells Vilde that she is not enough. Williams friends probably took piss of him for that so badly because a) that’s what (fuck)boys do b) because she basically slayed him down c)William is the boss that every girl usually throws themselves to him but she didn’t (always exciting in their eyes). The russ time is all about challenges and sleeping/hooking up with different girls along with drinking and parties or that what I have understood. So what is better challenge for Penetrators than to challenge William get Noora for a date/bed (this is the part I am not so sure about). I released this when he came to talk to Noora and Eva while they were listening to Justin Bieber and he tried to get her to come do “homework”. It doesn’t make sense that the schools biggest or second biggest (after Chriss) fuckboy would just magically fall for a certain girl on first year. He sounds so desperate on trying to get Noora to come but same time it seems like a joke to him which it is, kinda.  Same goes to the time when he came to Noora when they were on the stairs at school. I can’t remember the episode but it’s the one where he says that Noora is so fucking beautiful. Then on the next season he finally gets Noora for a date because he agreed to tell Vilde that she indeed is enough for him. So if the bet/challenge was to get Noora for date it would have been full filled and he should have stopped for that. But if it was to get Noora for bed then it made sense that he continued to contact him and then along the way (in my mind at the part where Noora is playing the guitar and singing to him) he actually starts to like Noora as a person and starts to fall for her and it changes from a challenge/bet to him actually wanting Noora to him.  There are so many fan fics with similar plot so yeah that is what I believe now but everyone is free to challenge my idea as I am open to all theories!

[feelingsofhope]

Archive Mar 15 2005

This was actually a really good weekend for me, it made me really happy to just be around all of my friends. and if you notice i wasn't toooo abrasive about the Brian (Big Head) ditching us. but Leah had a real problem with me saying this small thing. comment from her is below

Ah. What a pleasant weekend. I needed one of these. almost like the good ol days. except for some complications. but still it was nice. I spent the night down Stan and brains. and Brian was acting like his old self. then Leah called and he ditched us for the night. Im not talking about the day time Brian. i understand the plans thing. but night time man. we were playing risk i mean come on! i was gonna start whoopin! ha ha. Ohh well then we all went to steal some sod. that was a pain in the ass. swinging machetes is fun!. ohh then me Stan ,Thomas went to Chris's bday party. That was fun as hell! that is what i need more of n my life. hanging out with friends all day thats what i like.we ate. went got silly string and war waged! ha ha ha so much string so little oxygen. hmmm. we went bowling. that was fun times.and then we went to chriss and watched the simpsons. and his girlfriend is freaken cool man. she is gonna find me a girl who will treat me riht as she says. and try o get me a girl so i can go to her schools prom. which is Dakota ridge. and there prom is at freaken invesco field! wow....*(Feels poorer) and uhh thats it actually but hell it was one of the best weekend i have had in a long as hell time. i loved it. adios! Dee Jay Lucid

This is the comment that she wrote in response to the post. the thing about it was Brian originally had plans with us. she made him break his plans because i was still allowed to go over to my friends house (They were literally my second home) i was there literally every weekend since middle school. The fact that she would just attack me so aggressively was just astounding.

That is so seriously fucked up ... see that is why i am pissed at you and that is why i don’t want you around me or Brian... you just constantly try and try to break us up... well you know what it is Brian's life and he wanted to stay with me the entire day ya know why? because we made plans that’s why to spend the entire day.... and its fucked up to give him hell about that....if we make plans together we are gonna keep them... and FYI unlike you Brian will not bail on me for his friends..... sound familiar....it should....see that is why i can never ever go out with you again and part of the reason i left you ... you just don’t give a damn about plans... or anyone else... all you care about is yourself and it sure fucking shows... just chew on that one man... just think about it.... oh and just so you know you will NEVER break Brian and i up because we have too strong of a relationship for ANYONE to break us up so you better tell your stupid ass friend josh and you to stop plotting it because it ain’t gonna happen..... all you will do is make your life miserable.... well that’s all i gotta say...

Leah