#choro is your destiny

[starrivdraws]

Here are my Matsu's designs!!

Based on images of the series or official art I found funny bsjsjsbs and obviously my headcanons about the brothers!!

The only things I will completely defend are Ichi's natural eyelashes, Oso's unkempt beard, and Totty's (fake but a 100% desirable) eyelashes!!!!!

[jermer10]

omg some hcs for the matsus when their crush falls asleep on them pleaaaase

OSOSAN reader falling asleep on them

gn reader | thankuu for the ask anonn!!

drabbles under the cut :P

Osomatsu: At first, he was sure it was just a casual lean, but then he heard the soft, steady rhythm of your breathing. His eyes widened, and a slight grin crept onto his face. "You're seriously asleep on me?" he whispered, amused by the situation. Osomatsu was torn between feeling lucky and absolutely panicking about what to do next. Not wanting to ruin the moment, he carefully adjusted his arm and leaned back against the couch. It felt strangely… nice, being your pillow. He couldn't help but smirk to himself. 'Guess I’m not too bad to nap on.' As much as he wanted to make a joke or poke fun at you later, he found himself just letting you rest, his heart racing a bit as the reality sank in. For once, Oso didn’t mind sitting still for a while.

Karamatsu: The moment your head fell onto his shoulder, Karamatsu froze. His eyes widened in surprise, heart beating fast. A light gasp escaped his lips, "How beautiful…" Kara gently adjusted his position, trying to maintain his cool "Karamatsu" facade, despite the flushed look on his face. He kept glancing down at you, marveling at how peaceful you looked. His mind raced with romantic fantasies of this moment. He imagined a sunset, music swelling in the background as he held you close. This was the kind of thing he’d only dreamed of! But in reality, Kara simply remained silent, letting you sleep while mentally preparing some (ridiculous) poetic lines to say to you later. “Yes, this is destiny,” he whispered dramatically, eyes shining with pride.

Choromatsu: Choro's entire body stiffened when he realized you had fallen asleep on him. He swallowed hard, heart pounding in his chest as he looked down at your peacefully resting face. 'What do I do? What do I do?!' His mind raced. Should he wake you up? No, that would be rude! But what if you found it weird later? Was it weird? Was he weird?! Panic set in quickly, but he didn’t dare move. Instead, he sat there, barely breathing, his hands fidgeting in his lap. He could feel the heat rising in his cheeks, and the longer you stayed asleep, the more flustered he became. He wouldn’t move until you woke up, even if he was dying of embarrassment.

Ichimatsu: Ichimatsu blinked in surprise when he felt the weight of your head resting on his shoulder. His first instinct was to shrug you off, but when he turned and saw you had actually fallen asleep, he stopped. You looked so peaceful, so unbothered, that he couldn’t bring himself to disturb you. Instead, he let out a quiet sigh and stayed still, his face neutral as always. A part of him was confused. Why would you fall asleep on him of all people? But another part - one he wasn’t quite used to - felt a warmth spread through his chest. He liked the quiet moment, the closeness without having to say a word.

Jyushimatsu: The second your head hit Jyushi’s shoulder, his eyes lit up with excitement. He held back a little bounce of joy, though his body practically buzzed with energy. You were asleep on him! He had to be doing something right! "Whoa!" he whispered to himself, grinning from ear to ear. He stared down at you, his heart racing with glee. He wanted to jump up and celebrate, but that might wake you… and you looked so comfortable. Instead, Jyushimatsu sat there, vibrating with happiness, his hands fidgeting in his lap. He couldn’t stop himself from glancing at you every few seconds, amazed that this was really happening. Every time you shifted slightly, he stilled himself, determined not to mess up this perfect moment.

Todomatsu: Toddy felt your head rest against his shoulder and immediately smiled to himself. His first thought was how lucky he was, and his second? How cute this was going to look on social media. He reached for his phone, careful not to disturb you, and quickly snapped a selfie. Of course, he made sure to get the best angle, keeping you in frame while giving the camera his cutest smile. “Don’t worry,” he whispered softly, “I’ll make sure you look good.” He decided to let you rest, occasionally glancing at you with a soft expression. As much as he loved documenting every cute moment, he also liked just… being here with you. If you woke up, he’d tease you about it for sure, but in the meantime, he was happy to stay still and enjoy the quiet.

[ofsmalldeath]

⸻  𝗂   𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐   𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍   𝗒𝗈𝗎   𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗍  .   𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾   𝗐𝖺𝗌   𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌   𝗍𝗁𝖾   𝗁𝗎𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗋  ,   𝗍𝗁𝖾   𝖽𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗁   𝗈𝖿   𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗅𝗅   𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌   𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾   𝗂𝗇   𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋   𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒  ,

𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐍     [ . . . ]     faith and devotion, solace in the divine ━ idolatry, the fall and resurrection of a deathless god. love, death, and everything in between; the sacred feminine, matriarchs, magic that comes from the womb; the weight of destiny resting upon your shoulders.

˛ ㅤ𓀿   ⠀pinterest ⠀𓆇 ⠀inspo tag ⠀𓆇 ⠀ connections ⠀   𓄧

˛ㅤ⠀ 𓆇 ㅤ𓀿 ㅤ⠀𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬 ⠀.

nome ,  NYSAH CELESTRA WYL-DARKLYN .

apelidos ,  NYS, NYTRA .

idade ,  TRINTA E UM ANOS .

ocupação , PROFESSORA DE PROFECIAS & PRESSÁGIOS .

hospedeira de ,  HÉCATE .

orientação sexual ,  BISSEXUAL BIRROMÂNTICA . 

família ,  ELRYE DARKLYN › mãe, OLLIRA WYL › mãe, OBARA DARKLYN › avó.

˛ㅤ⠀ 𓆇 ㅤ𓀿 ㅤ⠀𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐥���𝐧 ㅤ⠀› ㅤ⠀𝗎𝗇𝖻𝗈𝗐𝖾𝖽, 𝗎𝗇𝖻𝖾𝗇𝗍, 𝗎𝗇𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗄𝖾𝗇 ⠀.

Protetoras do sagrado feminino e da magia ancestral, advinda do útero, as Darklyn são uma longa linhagem de mulheres profundamente ligadas aos deuses. Prova disso é a própria árvore genealógica da família: não existem registros de um homem nascendo do ventre de uma Darklyn, sendo todas as suas filhas mulheres. O único contato que têm com homens é no momento da concepção de suas filhas, através de um ritual à deusa Isis, passando a cuidar de suas meninas em comunidade, mas sem a participação masculina.

Dedicadas à magia, a família Darklyn é muito estimada e respeitada pela nobreza, embora seus métodos não sejam os mais tradicionais. Há algo de sagrado, ancestral, mágico, nas Darklyn, e ninguém nunca ousou questioná-las, nem mesmo os deuses. Amadas pelos deuses mais voltados à feitiçaria e colheitas, são, desde pequenas, ensinadas o dom da cura, com uma sabedoria passada de mãe para filha.

Matriarcais, as Darklyn são unidas para além dos laços sanguíneos, passando por cima de qualquer um que possa atingí-las. Elas compram briga, se defendem e se apoiam acima de tudo. 

A falta de docilidade de todas as mulheres Darklyn, com o passar das décadas, gerou uma variedade de boatos ao redor da família. Há quem acredite que homens já nasceram na família, mas foram mortos ainda bebês e usados para alimentar as crianças, para que estas adquirissem a força masculina. Outros dizem que são descendentes de grupos de mulheres selvagens, que são cultuadas em outras dimensões e que planejam o extermínio dos homens.

˛ㅤ⠀ 𓆇 ㅤ𓀿 ㅤ⠀𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐲𝐬𝐚𝐡 ㅤ⠀› ㅤ⠀𝖾𝗒𝖾𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗎𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗅𝖽 ⠀.

Quando Elrye decidiu que faria o ritual à deusa Isis e que estava pronta para assumir a responsabilidade de cuidar de uma Darklyn, a família entrou em festa. Uma khajol extremamente poderosa só podia dar a luz à uma criança igualmente especial, com o destino perfeito já desenhado pelos deuses. Beijada pela generosidade de Isis, Elrye engravidou em seu primeiro ritual e, para comemorar a benção da deusa, casou-se com Ollira Wyl, khajol igualmente poderosa, e o amor de sua vida.

Juntas, Elrye e Ollira criaram Nysah com muito amor, respeitando sua ancestralidade, adorando aos deuses e sabendo que era destinada a grandes coisas, assim como todas as mulheres de sua família. O que não foi suficiente para evitar que a criança, tivesse crises de choro e olhos arregalados, sempre assustados.

Demorou para que Nysah começasse a falar. Suas primeiras palavras surgiram apenas aos cinco anos de idade, o que parecia incomum, mas todas as especialistas que a analisavam asseguravam que a menina não tinha nenhum problema. Foi a diversas curandeiras, médicas, especialistas em fala, hospedeiras de deusas de cura e o diagnóstico era sempre o mesmo: ela estava assustada. Não se sabia bem com o que, visto que tinha uma vida perfeita, mães que a amavam e uma família que a apoiava. Nysah estava amedrontada, mas ninguém sabia o porquê.

Crescendo, não falava muito, mas costumava se mostrar preocupada com as mães. Ninguém entendia bem o motivo, mas Nysah sempre chorava quando se afastava de Elrye e Ollira. Rumores se espalharam mais tarde, de que ela sentia que alguma coisa estava errada e estava tentando alertar as pessoas que mais amava no mundo. Mas foi tarde demais: um dia, sem que ninguém esperasse, um incêndio tirou a vida das maiores khajol da família Darklyn.

Os próximos anos são um borrão na memória de Nysah, mas foram um pesadelo para o restante das Darklyn. A garota tinha surtos de agressividade, gritava e chorava sem parar, tinha pesadelos quase todas as noites e, mais tarde, quando começou a se comunicar com mais eficiência, falava de morte a todo momento.

Tudo só se controlou quando entrou em Hexwood e começou a entender que todo aquele medo e descontrole advinham de sua ligação com Hécate. Precisava aprender a controlar a ligação tão forte que tinha com o submundo, especialmente as visão e premonições ligadas às pessoas próximas. Conseguia ver as circunstâncias da morte de pessoas que conhecia, assim como o destino da alma de cada uma. Mais ainda, era capaz de prever formas de mudar a forma da morte das pessoas, sem evitar seu destino final, mas as circunstâncias.

Os anos foram passando e sua ligação com Hécate tornou-se forte em todos os sentidos. São como uma só, com almas unidas por algo que vai além da magia khajol. Com essa ligação veio, também, uma magia muito forte, que Nysah precisou se esforçar mais do que o normal para aprender a controlar. Até hoje tem presságios de morte que não gostaria de ter, visões de mortes que gostaria de evitar, mas aprendeu da pior maneira possível a não interferir.

Embora ame sua ligação com Hécate, a ligação tão profunda com a morte e as visões que tem fizeram com que seu afastamento de Hexwood fosse impossível. Não era seguro, poderia enlouquecer se a ligação com a deusa não fosse intermediada de perto. Além disso, presságios mais fortes ainda faziam que Nysah se tornasse uma pessoa agressiva, quanse uma bomba relógio. Por essa razão, dedicada aos estudos e acometida por todas as questões relacionadas a profecias e presságios, numa decisão conjunta entre os diretores e sua família, decidiu que o melhor era continuar ali, como professora.

˛ㅤ⠀ 𓆇 ㅤ𓀿 ㅤ⠀𝐛𝐡𝐮̄𝐭𝐚 ㅤ⠀› ㅤ⠀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗇 ⠀.

Bhūta vem do sanscrito e significa "ser do passado". Na mitologia, bhūtas são criaturas sobrenaturais, os fantasmsa dos mortos.

˛ㅤ⠀ 𓆇 ㅤ𓀿 ㅤ⠀𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐬 ㅤ⠀› ㅤ⠀𝗁𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗈𝗇𝗌 ⠀.

001  ›  Desde que se entende por gente, Nysah sente uma ligação estranha com a morte. Ainda era muito pequena quando demonstrou interesse por rituais relacionados à morte, desde o momento da partida até a preparação do corpo, funerais e relacionados.

002  ›  Sempre que uma morte importante acontece entre os khajols, a presença de Nysah é requisitada para preparar o corpo com os rituais mais antigos, os quais domina. Ela o faz com prazer.

003  ›  Apesar disso, Nysah nunca participa de funerais.

004  ›  Descobriu que uma das formas de controlar suas visões é o contato com plantas e, por isso, acostumou-se em cultivá-las. Tem um sacro cardo enorme e muito bem cuidado, do qual se orgulha muito.

005  ›  Não pretende participar de um ritual das Darklyn, o que significa que não quer ter filhas.

[moonpagesblog]

Diabolik Lovers Lost Eden

Subaru Ecstasy No7

Place: Castelo do Eden 

Subaru: ... ... ...  

Azusa:  Subaru-san... Aonde você foi?....

Subaru: O que há de errado, o que aconteceu?

Shin: O que? Não foi isso que aconteceu?

Você não pode ouvir? Esse grito.

~Éden grita bem alto.

Shin: certo? A situação está ruim, certo?

Azusa: Então nós... Deixamos outros Fazendo a investigação...

Azusa: Se você não nos ajudar a investigar... A causa do pesar que já foi gritante antes.

Shin: realmente, meus ouvidos doem.

Shin: É como um demônio semi-selado no jardim do éden, Soa como o choro daquele cara.

Azusa: sim... ...

Subaru: ... ... ...

Local: sala do tempo.

Subaru: ... ... ...

Subaru: ( Aquele cara... ...Como ele passava seus dias trancado aqui?)

(No final, meu pai decidiu abandonar minha mãe e eu.)

-... Mas se não fosse assim...

( A fim de voltar o jardim do éden ao normal, eu a entreguei ao seu pai.)

(Mas nesse caso, você  vai entender alguma coisa... ...?)

~Flashback.

Yui: Subaru-kun...

~Primeiro Flashback.

Yui: Você não tem que se desculpar

Acho que ninguém está incomodado com você, porque Subaru é amado por todos.

Então não se preocupe, tudo bem?

~Segundo Flashback

Subaru: Hm... O que é? De repente você esta acariciando minha cabeça

Yui: ... ...Eu só posso fazer isso.

Então me diga quando for difícil.

Subaru:  Você... Você me trata como uma criança, não é?

Yui: Isso não é verdade.

Eu estou retribuindo já que subaru acariciou minha cabeça, Então estou fazendo o mesmo.

~Fim do flashback.

Subaru: ... ... ...

Subaru: --Que DROGA!! não tem como eu saber uma coisa dessas!

... ...Droga... ...

Subaru: Yui... ...

Local: jardim do éden.

Reiji: ... ... É uma situação terrível, não é?

Ruki: ... ...Sim.

Ruki:  O olhar trágico do éden, o jardim parece refletir Todas as suas emoções.

Ruki: Eu me pergunto, se aqueles que têm o poder, Tem que Destino de ter que abandonar todas as suas emoções.

Reiji: ... ...Sim, caso contrário, o Mundo dos demônios ficará caótico.

Reiji: Talvez o Éden atue como um dispositivo que mede a estabilidade mental de quem tem o poder.

Ruki: ...Em outras palavras, Karlheinz-sama teve seus sentimentos de antes...

Azusa: --Ruki ! Reiji-san... ...!

Azusa: É assim... Eva não esta em lugar nenhum...

Ruki: O que?

Reiji: não se preocupe com isso. Ela deve estar com subaru de qualquer maneira.

Azusa: Eu acho que isso esta errado...

Azusa: Porque subaru-san está... Sozinho em todo momento...

Monologo da Yui

-- O lugar para onde fui levado depois Disso foi a residência das águias.

Parece que a igreja , kino-kun e o Clã das águias estão cooperando juntos.

E eu estive trancado em um quarto Desde então.

Fim do monologo.

Yui: ( Eu realmente quero fugir agora...)

( No entanto, Estou pensando no fez subaru-kun  me entregar ao kino-kun...)

Selection --Não fuja [Correta] -- Afinal vamos fugir

Yui:  Afinal eu não posso fugir...

( Subaru-kun...)

... ...Ah.

Cena: Lua vermelha

-> Monologo.

Mas no final Não estou mais com subaru.

Agora sou informada por mim mesma Que a realidade é muito dolorosa.

Ele era uma pessoa tão importante Eu amava muito subaru.

Ei, Subaru-kun , quero voltar a te ver.

Heaven:  segunda e terceira palavra.

Fim do Ecstasy No7.

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English 

Subaru Ecstasy No 7

Place: Eden Castle

Subaru: ... ... ...

Azusa: Subaru-san ... Where did you go?....

Subaru: What's wrong, what happened?

Shin: What? That is not what happened?

Can't you hear? That scream.

~ Eden screams out loud.

Shin: right? The situation is bad, right?

Azusa: So we ... Let others do the research ...

Azusa: If you don't help us investigate ... The cause of grief that has been glaring before.

Shin: really, my ears hurt.

Shin: It's like a demon semi-sealed in the garden of Eden, It sounds like that guy's cry.

Azusa: yes ... ...

Subaru: ... ... ...

Location: time room.

Subaru: ... ... ...

Subaru: (That guy ... ... How did he spend his days locked up here?)

(In the end, my father decided to abandon my mother and me.)

-... But if it weren't so ...

(In order to return the garden of Eden to normal, I gave it to your father.)

(But in that case, will you understand anything ... ...?)

~ Flashback.

Yui: Subaru-kun ...

~ First Flashback.

Yui: You don't have to apologize

I don't think anyone is bothered by you, because Subaru is loved by everyone.

So don't worry, all right?

~ Second Flashback

Subaru: Hm ... What is it? Suddenly you are stroking my head

Yui: ... ... I can only do this.

So tell me when it 's hard.

Subaru: You ... You treat me like a child, don't you?

Yui: This is not true.

I am repaying since subaru stroked my head, So I'm doing the same.

~ End of flashback.

Subaru: ... ... ...

Subaru: - WHAT A DRUG !! there is no way for me to know such a thing!

... ...Damn it... ...

Subaru: Yui ... ...

Location: Garden of Eden.

Reiji: ... ... It's a terrible situation, isn't it?

Ruki: ... ... Yes.

Ruki: The tragic look of Eden, the garden seems to reflect All your emotions.

Ruki: I wonder, if those who have the power, Destiny has to abandon all your emotions.

Reiji: ... ... Yes, otherwise, the demon world will be chaotic.

Reiji: Perhaps Eden acts as a device that measures the mental stability of those who have the power.

Ruki: ... In other words, Karlheinz-sama had his feelings from before ...

Azusa: --Ruki! Reiji-san ... ...!

Azusa: It is like this ... Eva is nowhere ...

Ruki: What?

Reiji: don't worry about it. She must be with subaru anyway.

Azusa: I think this is wrong ...

Azusa: Because subaru-san is ... Alone at all times ...

Yui's Monologue

- The place where I was taken after That was the residence of the eagles.

It looks like the church, kino-kun and the Eagles clan are cooperating together.

And I've been locked in a room Since then.

End of the monologue.

Yui: (I really want to get away now ...)

(However, I'm thinking about did subaru-kun  deliver myself to the kino-kun ...)

Selection --Don't run away [Correct] - After all, let's run away

Yui: After all, I can't run away ...

(Subaru-kun ...)

... ... Ah.

Scene: Red Moon

-> Monologue.

But in the end I'm not with subaru anymore.

Now I'm informed by myself That reality is very painful.

He was such an important person I loved Subaru very much.

Hey, Subaru-kun, I want to see you again.

Heaven: second and third word.

End of Ecstasy No7.

[matsunoimagines]

I can't stop laughing about the matsus with a total memelord s/o who is actually an amazing artist send hel p- (Also I love your blog! It always cheers me up

I’m so happy to hear~! ❤️

Oso: Spontaneous terrible meme wars, all day, any day. Wants you to draw him, but insists he looks 10x hotter. Tries to make you laugh your socks off by horribly drawing what looks to be a toddler’s rendition of various classic memes.

Kara: Tries to keep up, but he’s like a clueless dad when it comes to this stuff. Is amazed by your art and thinks you should follow your destiny in the art world. A very willing pose subject.

Choro: Doesn’t really understand the humor unless it’s painfully logical, i.e. memes that teachers use to try to look cool. Thinks your art is really amazing, and really encourages you to pursue your talents seriously!

Ichi: Will have conversations of just back to back sharing of dark/ironically deep memes. Loves to just lay and lazily watch you work, maybe suggests walking around and doodling the strays just for fun too.

Jyushi: Honestly has no idea what half of them are, but he finds it all funny nonetheless. He really enjoys laughing with you, and is super amazed by your artistic talents! Sometimes he even likes to doodle alongside you, though the results can be rather unpredictable!

Totty: Has a more ‘classy’ sense of humor so some of the more obscure/illogical ones are bound to be lost on him, but as for the other memes he is a stone cold master with them. Incredibly sly, he can rarely be outmatched. And for your artistic talents, he’s really impressed! As a guy of aesthetics, it’s only natural he’d have an appreciation for good art as well!

[redwylde]

Thoughts on Ichinatsu's answer about Karamatsu? (analysis, I love your analyses)

Short answer: I personally believe Ichi’s outlook on a lot of things comes down to the fact he has no time for fakes and fools. For example, he gets on well with Totty until he starts putting on his cutesy baby front, and then begins teasing him or bouncing off of him.He’s very good at working people out, so no matter what, he will often always see the true person underneath. Once you’ve seen the real person, having to face a fake act or front can be kind of irritating, a waste of time.Just act yourself and if you’re shit, be true to it. OR if you are aspiring to be a better person, actually do it, otherwise shut up and stop acting like you’re the best thing since fried chicken for an idealism you can’t be bothered sticking to.

Long Answer: In Kara’s case, Ichi says it’s in his opinion that Kara’s niceness is fake. Whenever he seems like he’s being supportive and kind with no ulterior motive, it’s fake. That is Ichi’s opinion and I believe they just have a lot of trouble understanding one another.Given Ichi’s natural insightfulness he can survive on his instincts alone. Kara is blinded by ideals he wants to pursue, so he moulds his actions around being the type of person he wants to be, the type of person he idolises. Not saying that Kara isn’t as transparent as a window shop anyway, but Ichi’s radar picks up on that as the fakest of fake, especially since Kara still suffers from “NEET Sextuplet Syndrome”. Yeah, it’s fine having a fancy ideal to pursue, but just like Choro he is preaching principles he isn’t following through on. He’s still a shitty trashy NEET and it bothers Ichi a lot, I believe. At least Ichi is true to his trash self and doesn’t set goals for himself he won’t attempt to surpass. He’s wallowing in the trash like he’s meant to, and Kara’s pretence is annoying as hell. “You’re just as shit as us, so stop”.I suppose this is why you don’t see Oso and Ichi fighting on the subject a lot. Oso is trash and he acts like trash, he isn’t agitating Ichi’s viewpoint at all, yet when Oso is motivated to try he actually does try. They may all die in the process or get thrown in jail but at least he made the effort that came from the bottom of his heart and not some misguided sense of destiny lmao

Then, if I think about it a little more, Ichi’s insecurities might also play a big part in all of this. We know Ichi is lonely, vulnerable to socialism and thinks very very very little of himself. It must be frustrating having a big brother who teases your insecurities when he can't even sort himself out. He makes like he’s here to help you, to support you, but you know that it’s fake. He doesn’t want to help you at all and to act like he does is insulting. It’s disgusting. When someone baits your most heartfelt desires it makes you feel lower than shit. I suppose he’d get pretty defensive about that, no? If he was being serious, maybe, but Ichi can’t prove Kara is seriously being supportive when 9/10 times he can see straight through his fake disguise.

This is where Kara gets stuck too. Ichi’s natural reflex is to wall himself up and get steely defensive, and all of a sudden Kara can’t reach him.I personally think that’s why it appears that Kara provokes him sometimes, why he tries to force a truly heartfelt response out of Ichi. Even just one sign of a tangible emotion would be enough for Kara to latch onto and start working on. He doesn’t understand Ichi, and I really do think he wants to! Of course. He’s his baby brother. He might’ve sucked bad at helping out Choro and his weird face (lmao) but the honesty is there in his motives. It’s my personal opinion that yeah, Kara is flawed and sometimes he steps into a deep puddle without a rubber ring, but I don’t think his niceness is fake.

The joke with Kara is that his persona is so see-through it’s pitiful. The joke is that he’s BAD at wearing the mask, yet, when he’s displaying kindness toward each brother it’s all different. He’s the most raw with Oso but he’s still good with him, and it’s a very specific kind of good. His niceness with Oso is different to the support he tries to show Choro, which is different to the attempts he makes with Ichi. It’s ALL different to his bond with Jyushi, and even with Totty it’s different yet again. He’s not a good actor, his cool and collected persona cracks all the time; that’s the joke. Because of this I can’t honestly say his gestures of kindness are faked because you would see them falling through, just like everything else. Idk about you but I don’t think anyone could fake climbing a mountain for water or literally offering yourself to the police to be arrested in your brothers’ stead.

HOWEVER, that’s what Ichi thinks. But then, Ichi’s mind isn’t exactly a crystal clear ball of truth either. I feel like each part of Ichi’s personality contradicts another, purely because of how he lacks in self-confidence and is prone to sticking his head in the sand to avoid disturbing the status quo, so he’s a weird mix of being set in his ways and not exactly knowing what his ways are. Like he admits himself, he can’t understand himself and no one else is invited to try. Not knowing who you are can be scary and uncomfortable, right?Oso is different. Oso might not know who he is but he seeks refuge in the company of his brothers, so it’s okay if he doesn’t know because at least he isn’t alone. Ichi doesn’t have that luxury thanks to his pride and his cynical views on how selfish the world is, so when people start poking around his mind and trying to figure him out before he can, it annoys him and makes him feel like he’s being made a fool of. Sure, in episode 5 we learned that Ichi really DOES appreciate the efforts the people around him make, but to me his reaction was more like fear of the concept rather than plain old embarrassment. He didn’t know that about himself, huh? It must’ve been really tough.

Overall, I think Ichi’s just frustrated. The structure of the question, “your treatment of Karamatsu?”, like why is that the thing that everyone probes him about? They’re brothers, and he’s not the only one who does things like this, so why is Ichi always the one that needs to stop? Why isn’t anyone drilling Kara’s head to figure out why he does what he does when he’s annoyed and messed up too? Why does he always get asked the same question?Kara sticks his nose where it doesn’t need to be because he thinks it’s his duty as his brother. He only ever does it when he’s decided he wants to be cool that day, when on normal lazy NEET days he sits in front of his mirror and blocks out the room. Ichi doesn’t believe it’s coming from anywhere sincere, so he reacts.

In Episode 16, Kara surprised him with a chain of kind actions that needed barely a split second of thought before he did it, and there wasn’t a painful line in sight. That and Ichi’s reaction was development, but it’s going to take a little more than that for Ichi to totally drop the idea that Kara isn’t just an asshole only out for himself. After all, when it’s convenient for him he will karate chop his brothers in the neck for an imagawayaki cake, he will electrocute his baby brother in the middle of a race in a bid for first place, and he will sell out the oldest as a human sacrifice when the going gets a little too tough for the rhinestone cowboy.

What can we say; he’s a Matsuno.

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WINGST TOUR IN JAKARTA

Hello, maybe this is my first ever post after I shift my acc to BTS trash feed. First of all, thank you for all of bts writers, especially smut writers, I've been involved with BTS from AFF actually and my tumblr became BTS feed because of my need of BTS smut, lol. Okay sorry for the bad english.   Actually, I want to share my FIRST EVER experience of attending Kpop concert and I need to be proud of it because it's BTS CONCERT WINGS TOUR TRILOGY IN JAKARTA!!! ALL HAIL BTS. 

It's a very great great great experience to attend the WINGS TOUR TRILOGY concert, like I finally can be in a same hall with them, breath the same air with them, i'm crying lyk a baby there lyk i don't know. The struggle i've been faced since the promotor announced the ticket, my struggle for being a miserable person for about a month because i don't have enough money after i pay for the ticket, albeit i still can afford food thou, lol.  Lyk after one month of despair i can finally see them with my own eyes lyk, really, i couldn't even named these feelings i still have inside my heart and head and just WOW, WOW!!! I LOVE THEM I will write my experience about the concert.  From the beginning, the promotor rarely active in social media to inform us about the concert, lyk, the price list was announced about one month before the concert, though the tickets still sold out, and there were still a problem about them who can't buy the ticket and was being trick to buy ticket with expensive price, about 3 times from normal price. Many people have been trick because of it.  And for me, it was just a miracle that i can buy the ticket with normal price, eventough the ticket i get is not the one i want. I got purple ticket instead of blue, the one with free seat.  After that, one month just like being drag so fast till suddenly it's already the exchange ticket day! I'm grateful that i buy the ticket from another website, not from the active website on social media, because it was a fast exchange ticket ever!!! Lyk, i'm only wait for about 30 minutes and then, Voila! I've got the ticket!!!  Lyk, it really is a great day for me, and i even have a friend with the same section that only a middle high student who already being an ARMY from 2014! She is still an primary school student when she became an ARMY!!!  Back to the topic, the day, Friday was a great day, except when me and my friend went to the airport to meet them, BTS. Fans was being tricked by the announcement because in the end BTS were going through VIP to get to their hotel. The Airport was really a chaos, many fans pushing each other like they were all want to see BTS with their own eyes but me and my friend be lyk, “Okay, we should behave don’t do the same this like those kids downstairs”. I was already tired as hell that i feel really mad with myself, lyk how could I be so stupid, but in the end i convinced myself that, "It's fine, it's just my first ever experience"  And then!!!! D-DAY!!!! me and my friend were going to the hall at 9.30 in the morning, and the concert begin at 6.30 in the evening, HAHA, what a long time right, the time really move so fast that i don't even know it's already evening when the promotor told us to make a queue based on our queue number, and i really grateful that i came at 9.30. The wait is long but it's worth it because I can really see them with my own eyes, even though in a 50 meters distance i think? Or is it 100? Dunno. When we were waiting the promotor staff are kind and there was this one funny person that shout our number, “1-200 move to front and the rest munduuuur” it’s retreat in Indonesia, and the way she speaks was like Dory when she speak to the whale, to Destiny, LOL, we kept mimicking her, because she was so funny. The crowd was really huge lyk, we sing along for almost of the song they sing for us. Lyk, we sing along about 25 songs, and my throat kind of sore as I write this. Not just that, in the time we wait for the concert to begin, the promotor made us watch some MV that the time the song begin we start to sing along,  And when the concert begin with NOT TODAY, ALL OF PEOPLE ALMOST SCREAM that my ear turn a lil bit deaf. THE OPENING WAS JUST, KYA KYA KYA, NOT TODAY!! KYA KYA KYA, I can't hear them right, but I keep sing a long with a poor korean, lol.  After that, the song next is Am I Wrong!! Great song! I love that, and when the Baepsae and Dope comin, the Hall was explode with, KYA KYA BAEPSAE!! KYA KYA CHORO!! ALL OF THE HALL SING A LONG WELL if I'm not wrong, AM I WRONG?? Lol  The member introduction is a lil bit kya kya moment i could even hear them clearly, it's just "damn, why my ear is lyk this" when i can't hear them clearly. After that, they sing their own solo that I came awestruck again because Jongkook was so good, and my friend told me that his shirt is wet and it lyk, urrggghhh!!! I DON'T EVEN SEE IT!!! I WANNA SEE WET KOOKI!! All I see was just white Kooki and damn those legs dance movement was soooo sooo legit!!!  But I can see Jimin a lil bit cleary with Lie, it's all red and DAMN! those sexy blindfold scene thou, i really love them. And there is something up there that brought above Jimin but i can't see cleary at the moment but HE IS MANTAP, We were keep singing a long with him.  I REALLY WANT TO SEE MY MAS AGUS AKA MIN YOONGI AKA SUGA AKA AUGUST D when he sing First Love, i really love his low crunchy voice lyk, can i kiss your throat for making those voice, i have this soft spot about low barithon voice, i can tell you, and thougt i wanna cry when i hear this song but i can't clearly remember if i cry or not, lol, sorry my love, but I LOVE YOUR VCR, LYK REALLY, and I love your perform eventhou i can't clearly see you :( but i love you trust me, thank you for bringin' another mas agus to send me home last night :)))  And then LOST!!! I LOVE THIS SONG!!! THEIR PERFORMANCE, KOOKI, TAE, CHIM CHIM AND JIN IN RED WAS SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!! If i could borrow those authornim word, it's etheral, another awestruck, *wink* their voice is just really resemble with their voice in their album lyk, THEY ARE REALLY GREAT, I TELL YA! And i love the dance too, eventhou, once more, i couldn't remember it clearly,  Then the SAVE ME AND I NEED YOU WAS... The Indonesian ARMY have this project, i don't know the meaning of the words but they lift the posters up when BTS sing Save Me, and J-Hope notice this!!! He take one of ARMY poster and kiss it on screen at the encore part!!! Lyk, KYA KYA KYA!!! HOW ARE YOU FEELIN GIRL AFTER THAT!!!  And when I Need You part, the ARMY should sing something to commemorate the HYYH 2 years anniversary but i guess it failed? Or what? I don't know...  After this it's REFLECTION AND STIGMA PERFORMANCE AND I COULD TELL YOU THAT NIGHT NAMJOON REALLY STEAL MY HEART I'M SORRY MIN YOONGI I STILL LOVE YOU BUT NAMJOON WAS SO GREAT HANDSOME THAT NIGHT THAT I CAN'T EVEN STOP TO STARE AT HIM!!!! AND THE "WE LOVE YOU" WAS SO PURE I CRY :( we love you Namjoon, I love you, thanks for being the leader, thank God for bringing him to this world and by the way, we are on the same age, :))) nevermind  And THE STIGMA TAEHYUNG VOICE WAS SOOOO SOOO GREAT, JEBAL :( I LOVE HIS VOICE lyk really, the act was good, all their act was great during perform if i can tell you this, they got their own style but still they are good as f**k!!!  MAMA IS GOOD!!! But i couldn't see the VCR well because people keep recording with their phone i can barely see his vcr, his baby photo live :( but it's great and JUNG HO SOEK YOU WRECK MY FRIEND BIAS LIST!!! HAHA and i think he look evin good in black hair, because before, he is so bright for me lyk really shining but now, he is just lyk real people and i like him, and i love you all!!!!  AWAKE!!! I CRY REALLY HARD WHEN JIN SING THIS SONG!!! I even can recall how my lips trembling when I sing along to this song, the all hall sing along so well that i got a goosebumps, and i want to cry again as i write this Awake part. Jin's voice is just so miracle i could tell you people. Because other post lyk only describe their real appearance like body built or handsomeness but i want to tell you this guis, THEIR VOICE IS FCKIN AWESOME!!! Lyk there is no different from their recorded songs!!! I can guarantee it!!!  Chyper part 4 is BOMBING THE HALL!!! I REALLY LOVE THIS PART OF CHYPER!!! Kim Namjoon with his sunglasses, Hobi with his... What, i forgot sorry hehehe, but those bang bang on the screen was cool!!! and Min YOONGI!! HOLY MIN YOONGI!! I CAN'T FORGET YOUR FCK YOU AND YOU!!! I love youuu!!!!  And FIRE REALLY BURN THE HALL UP!!!! ARMY SING ALONG REALLY LOUD I WAS SCREAMING FIRE MY THROAT HURT BUT FCK IT I LOVE THIS SONG!!! BTS! BTS! BTS! BTS!!  Then they sing N.O, No More Dream, Boy In Luv, Danger, Run, War of Hormone, in mix lyk the hall was crazy many people sing along, but i just can't do anything, because i forget the lyrics, tee hee. But it was great!!! And I love it when they sing 21 Century Girl, I love their dance!!! "Oh my lady!!! Put your hands up!!! I love their dance!  After that, my friend got hysterical while Hoseok sing Boy Meets Evil, I only shake my body a lil bit, as I got a lil bit tired,  And... When the Pittanunnmul began I suddenly realize it was already the end, i sing this song but i feel a lil sad, and i want to cry lyk really want to cry but i hold it.  When the VCR and Wings began, i don't even remember what happen, and then the member start to talk in Indonesia and they are really fluent i was really shook that they can speak Indonesian clearly, eventhou Yoongi still has his dialect but I really love them speak in Indonesian because it feels like they are one of us, lyk, they could be with us, and I feel really close with them...  There were convetty if i'm not forget when the Wings part begin, as I remember there were 3 times the convetty appear, on 2!3, Spring Day, and maybe Wings? I forgot but the convetty was really beautiful, really, i'm cryin :)))   And we arrived at 2!3! And i couldn’t hold my tears any longer, not that i'm not crying start from their solo stage, but it really make me cry because we sang our sang project to tell how we love Bangtan and my tears keep fallin, sorry for my sentimentil heart, but I really love this song lyk i love Bangtan and l really love them, all 7 of them.  And when Spring Day began, i couldn't even cry anymore i was awestruck that i don't do anything i was just keep watching people i don't even see the screen until the "Oooo oooo oooo" part, at the end, i was cryin, the encore was so good, the Bangtan was so cute, and they were all.... What can i say, really behave lyk themselves i saw in youtube, video, or whatever, lyk they are really theirselves, i'm proud of them for being human, people, and i still can't forgot them till now.  But there is just one thing i've really disapointed. My phone, my holy phone. THERE IS NO STORAGE THERE THAT I COULDN'T SAVE MANY VIDEOS I WANT TO CRY!!! Lyk because of these fuckin phone i can't concentrate myself to watch them, i lost some great moment because i don't pay attention to the screen or BTS, i wanna cry again. Lyk when the VCR about Hobi is playing, when Jin blow the kiss, and many more, i don't even realize that Yoongi is going to our section, but it's not because my phone it's just because i really awestruck seeing him on the screen that he is actually came near to my section i want to cry. Then there is a girl in front of me that always took the video with her phone that i can't even looking to the screen freely. She blocked up my vision!!!! Huhu i wanna cry, and because of my height, i'm only 148 cm, so little right, i HAVE TO stand in my toe like a ballerina, lyk, really, it's the most tire thing from the beginning of concert.  But, overall the concert was fine, though i can't even remember them right, what's wrong with my brain? Hm, but deep inside my heart, i swear, if there will be another concert i will watch them in the closest section, f**k money, i can make them with my own, i will get the chance to make an eye contact with them and make a baby (?) LOL  And for the promotor, IME INDONESIA, thank you so much for bringin' BTS to Indonesia, and thanks for your hospitality that i could watch them almost near, they are so close yet so far, and a lil bit suggestion for your next concert please make the audio louder next time lyk with just only the audio i can feel my heart beat fast. I was longing to hear their voice through my ear, but all i can hear is some fans screamin lyk some possessed girl.  Thank you for the concert and see you, BTS in another occasion 

PS. 

I love you Min Yoongi, but Kim Namjoon steal my heart last night, and even Jin and Jimin has a great eyebrow lyk really!!! They have a great eyebrow! Also J-Hope YOU ARE SO HANDSOME WITH THOSE BLACK HAIR OF YOURS lyk, you are good, yet sexy, yet great, and so on. Kim Taehyung and Joon Jungkook? YOU GUYS AWESOME and sexy and thanks for the wink at the encore Tae, could i kiss your eyes after this? AND THANK YOU JUNGKOOK FOR BRINGING THOSE DERP FACE POSTER I'M LAUGHING lyk they are so cute, i want to see them up close, hope i could see you another year, and Jin, i'm waiting to see your blowkiss up close yeah, and Jimin, don't be shy, you are as handsome as ever lyk YOU REALLY ARE, KKEPPJJANG!!! MANTAP!! EDAN!! I LOVE YOU BTS 

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@ap-sadistics replied to your post: it just occurred to me that there’s probably at...

is destiny genetic then :0c

perhaps in their case! something passed down in their bloodline maybe, and something that skips generations so usually it’s rare enough that just one person has it but sometimes... destiny just has to be flexible

@mandyquesadilla replied to your post: it just occurred to me that there’s probably...

question: is there a reason why totoko would go through all this world-crossing rather than try to nag one of the other sextuplets into doing it? Or are the remaining five just completely out since it killed their actual brother

I have a feeling the other five got kind of tough to track down after kara accepted the knight role and it started to feel like he was more important than them and strained their relationship? sort of like how choro leaving in ep24 caused their dynamic to fall apart and they split off all unhealthily?? so totoko doesn’t really know what they’ve been doing or what their connections are and considers it a risk to involve them - and an even bigger one to tell them anything important. much safer to grab a blank slate from another world, even if only as a stopgap measure to prove their “knight” is safe while figuring something else out

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(vía https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tuygu92s0yM) Piero Cappuccilli Italian Lyric Baritone Carlo Gérard Air (Monogue)Nemico della patria (Enemy of the fatherland) Act III Scene I Andrea Chénier (André Chenier) Verismo Opera By Umberto Giordano Setting Act III Scene I -The revolutionary court -Argument :It is an excellent opportunity to eliminate his rival, and putting his signature on the fatal document, laughing by the ask: "Nemico della patria?" ("An enemy of your country?") He knows well that it is a habitual charge against one's personal enemy.-Nemico della patria" (Enemy of the fatherland) English Lyrics- Enemy of the fatherland? It's an old fable Which fortunately still swallows to the people. Born in Constantinople? Foreign! Did you study at Saint-Cyr? Soldier! Traitor! Dumouriez's accomplice! And poet? Perverter of hearts and customs! One day it was good to go Between hatred and vengeances, Pure, innocent and strong, Giant believed me ... I am still a slave! I have changed my master. A servant obedient to violent passion! Ah, worse! I kill and tremble, And while I kill, I cry! I, son of the Redeemer, I am the first to hear his cry to the world. And I joined my cry to his. I have already lost faith In the destiny dreamed? What brimming with glory! I was on my way! ... Awaken Consciousness In the heart of the people, Collect tears Of the defeated and of they who suffer, Make the world a pantheon, Make men gods, And in a single kiss and a single hug Love all people! And in a single kiss and a single hug Love all people! Now I turn my back on the holy cry, I have filled my heart with hate, And what has left me like that, fierce irony, It is love! I'm a guy voluptuous! This is my new owner: sensuality! Lie, everything! Passion alone is true!-Nemico della patria (Enemigo de la patria) Spanish Lyrics- ¿Enemigo de la patria? Es una vieja fabula que afortunadamente aún se traga el pueblo. ¿Nacido en Constantinopla? ¡Extranjero! ¿Estudió en Saint-Cyr? ¡Soldado! ¡Traidor! ¡Cómplice de Dumouriez! ¿Y poeta? ¡Pervertidor de corazones y de costumbres! Un día io pasaba bien ir Entre los odios y las venganzas, Puro, inocente y fuerte, Gigante me creía… ¡Soy aún un siervo! He cambiado de amo. ¡Un siervo obediente a la violenta pasión! ¡Ah, peor! ¡Mato y tiemblo, y mientras mato, lloro! Yo, hijo de la Redentora, soy el primero que oí su grito al mundo y uní mi grito al suyo. ¿Ya he perdido la fe en el destino soñado? ¡Qué rebosante de gloria estaba mi camino!… ¡Despertar la conciencia en el corazón de las gentes, Recoger las lágrimas de los vencidos y de los que padecen, Hacer del mundo un panteón, Hacer de los hombres dioses, y en un solo beso y un solo abrazo amar a todas las gentes! ¡Y en un solo beso y un solo abrazo amar a todas las gentes! ¡Ahora yo le doy la espalda al santo grito, Tengo lleno de odio el corazón, Y lo que me ha dejado así, fiera ironía, Es el amor! ¡Soy un voluptuoso! ¡Éste es mi nuevo dueño: la sensualidad! ¡Mentira, todo! ¡La pasión sola es verdad! - Nemico della patria (Nemico della patria) Italian Lyrics- Nemico della Patria?! È vecchia fiaba che beatamente ancor la beve il popolo. Nato a Costantinopoli? Straniero! Studiò a Saint Cyr? Soldato! Traditore! Di Dumouriez un complice! E poeta? Sovvertitor di cuori e di costumi! Un dì m'era di gioia passar fra gli odi e le vendette, puro, innocente e forte. Gigante mi credea... Son sempre un servo! Ho mutato padrone. Un servo obbediente di violenta passione! Ah, peggio! Uccido e tremo, e mentre uccido io piango! Io della Redentrice figlio, per primo ho udito il grido suo pel mondo ed ho al suo il mio grido unito... Or smarrita ho la fede nel sognato destino? Com'era irradiato di gloria il mio cammino! La coscienza nei cuor ridestar delle genti, raccogliere le lagrime dei vinti e sofferenti, fare del mondo un Pantheon, gli uomini in dii mutare e in un sol bacio, e in un sol bacio e abbraccio tutte le genti amar! e in un sol bacio e abbraccio tutte le genti amar! Or io rinnego il santo grido! Io d'odio ho colmo il core, e chi così m'ha reso, fiera ironia è l'amor! Sono un voluttuoso! Ecco il novo padrone: il Senso! Bugia tutto! Sol vero la passione!--Nemico della patria (Ennemi de la patrie) French Lyrics- Ennemi de la patrie? C'est une vieille fable Qui heureusement avale toujours au peuple. Né à Constantinople? Étranger! Avez-vous étudié à Saint-Cyr? Soldat! Traitre! Le complice de Dumouriez! Et poète? Pervertisseur des cœurs et des coutumes! Un jour, c'était bon d'aller Entre haine et vengeances, Pure, innocente et forte, Géant m'a cru ... Je suis encore esclave! J'ai changé de maître. Un serviteur obéissant à la passion violente! Ah, pire! Je tue et tremble, Et pendant que je tue, je pleure! Moi, fils du la Rédempteur, Je suis le premier à entendre son cri au monde. Et je joignis mon cri aù le tien J'ai déjà perdu la foi Dans le destin rêvé? Que débordant d'gloire J'étais sur mon chemin! ... Réveillez la Conscience Au cœur du peuple, Ramasser les larmes Des les vaincus et des les souffrants, Faire du monde un panthéon, Faire des dieux hommes, Et en un seul baiser et un seul câlin Aimez tous les gens! Et en un seul baiser et bras un seul Aimer tous les gens! Maintenant je tourne le dos au saint cri, J'ai rempli mon cœur de haine, Et ce qui m'a laissé comme ça, féroce ironie, C'est l'amour! Je suis un garcon voluptueux! C'est mon nouveau propriétaire: la sensualité! Lie, tout! La passions seule est vraie!--Nemico della patria (Inimigo da pátria) portuguse Lyrics- Inimigo da pátria? É uma velha fábula Que felizmente ainda traga ao povo. Nascido em Constantinopla? Estrangeiro! Você estudou em Saint-Cyr? Soldado! Traidor! O cúmplice de Dumouriez! E poeta? Pervertidor dos corações e dos costumes! Um dia foi bom ir Entre ódio e vinganças, Puro, inocente e forte, Gigante eu me acreditou ... Ainda sou um escravo! Eu mudei meu mestre. Um servo obediente ao paixão violenta! Ah, pior! Eu mato e tremo, E enquanto eu mato, eu choro! Eu, filho do a Redentora, Eu sou o primeiro a ouvir seu clamor ao mundo. E juntei meu grito ao seu. Eu já perdi a fé No destino sonhou? Que empanaste do glória! Eu estava no meu caminho! ... Desperte do a Consciência No coração do povo, Colecione lágrimas Os vencidos e do os que padecem Fazer do o mundo um panteão, do os homens deuses, E em um único beijo e um único abraço Amar todas as pessoas! E em um único beijo e um único abraço Ame todas as pessoas! Agora dou as costas ao santo grito, Eu enchei meu coração de ódio, E o que me deixou assim, ironia feroz, É amor! Eu sou um voluptuoso! Este é meu novo dono: sensualidade! Mentira, tudo! Só a paixão é verdade!