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[jaehunnyy]

the fact that i read this amazing masterpiece beforehand >>>>>

Lee Donghyuck is definitely drunk.

↳ Sober Donghyuck doesn't have the balls drunk Donghyuck has.

pairing: rival/enemy!hyuck x reader

genre: angst, fluff, crack, college!AU, party!AU, rivals to lovers!AU

warnings: alcohol consumption, pining, much swearing

word count: 5.5k words

a/n: HI GUYS this is actually the long awaited part 2 of the 'is lee donghyuck drunk?' drabble HAHA i didn't expect it to get this long but uh yeah it is now ^^ my writings a bit rusty after a break so i hope that isn't a problem, do enjoy the fic, love u guys ^^

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In freshman year, Lee Donghyuck went to his very first college party, got wasted with his fellow freshman friends Huang Renjun, Lee Jeno, and Na Jaemin, and woke up the next day missing 3 classes. The fact that they were miles away from campus and didn’t have a ride definitely did not help.

Even then, Donghyuck still treasures the memories, keeping them close to him. He has a picture of him and his friends grinning in the bathtub at that very party in his wallet. (he had to pay Johnny Suh 30.000 won to not post the photo on facebook, as they were already completely wrecked.)

Apart from that party, Donghyuck has only been drunk thrice at other parties. He’s usually the driver, so he can’t drink that much. When Jeno takes over, however, Donghyuck goes crazy.

The second party he got drunk at, he ended up filling up a whole bathtub full of milk and cereal and convinced Jaemin to come and eat with him as Renjun took photos of them. Those photos he keeps by his bed. Jaemin is the one who keeps it in his wallet.

The third party he got drunk at, Donghyuck ended up getting the host’s trampoline in the pool, and attempted to have some fun, only to sprain his ankle. The picture Jeno took of him in the ambulance with a drunk smile and a thumbs up is now his lockscreen.

And the last party Donghyuck got drunk at, he made the pretty girl from most of his classes hate him. He doesn’t know how, or why, but all he knows is that whatever he said, made you mad, and made you two rivals now.

Time to add another party in that list, none other than the party he hosted himself.

Donghyuck doesn’t remember much. He remembers meeting you at some point by the couches, bringing you outside, and… kissing you. Lee Donghyuck doesn’t remember much about last night’s party, but he does remember the smell of your perfume, the taste of your lips, your fingers tugging at his hoodie strings to bring him closer.

Everything about you makes Donghyuck completely sober, but at the same time completely wasted, drunk on you. Drunk on the way your eyes shine as they stare into his, the hope that they hold, the small smile on your swollen lips.

Lee Donghyuck remembers some things after that. He remembers frantically getting up, he remembers asking Jeno for a ride to his dorm, he remembers completely shutting himself in his room after that.

Donghyuck remembers that night, he remembers the anxiety sitting at the pit of his stomach, the guilt he feels for leaving you hanging, the regret of kissing you.

There’s no doubt he wanted to kiss you, he’s wanted to since the moment he met you. What stopped that urge, however, was the confusion clouding his mind. Why did he kiss you? Without your consent? Did he even kiss you well? Did you like the kiss? Fuck, wait, do you hate him now?!

What Donghyuck doesn’t know, is that you feel the exact same way. You go back to your dorm heavy hearted, almost heart broken, anxiety hazy in your mind, sick in your stomach, everywhere.

God knows you’ve liked Donghyuck for a while now, after Jeno told you his mistake of making you hate him, of how he regrets it every day and night, how he wishes you two could just be friends.

That night you go to bed with a head full of thoughts as well. Does he regret it? Was it a mistake? Was it a dare? Perhaps he did it for fun. Were your kissing skills just that bad? Shit, does Donghyuck hate you now?!

In the morning, you don’t want to get up.

Neither does Donghyuck.

However, his lucky charms cereal calls out to him, being hungover on an empty stomach sucks.

His breakfast buddy for today is just Jeno, in charge of driving last night, and he senses Donghyuck’s struggles. Donghyuck never plays with his food, especially when it’s lucky charms, and especially when they’re watching TV together on the couch.

“Yo, you good bro?” Jeno mumbles through a mouthful of his food. His eyes leave the daily morning news on the TV to focus on his best friend, who’s clearly way out of it.

Donghyuck hums mindlessly, taking a big bite from his cereal.

“Why are you up so early?”

Donghyuck shrugs, eyes glancing at Jeno, only to land back on his cereal once again.

Jeno grimaces at the lack of responses, placing his bowl of rice and egg on the coffee table. “Jesus Hyuck, just tell me what happened last night,”

Donghyuck sighs, and decides it’s better to tell Jeno than to leave him hanging, he would have some good advice about his situation, right? He clears his throat slowly, gulping, before his arms cross awkwardly, avoiding eye contact.

“I, uh, may have kissed Y/n last night.”

The words come out slowly, softly, as if Donghyuck said it any louder, everyone on campus would know.

Jeno’s eyes widen, and he moves his body to face his friends completely. “Hyuck, are you serious? This is great!”

Donghyuck swallows the rest of his cereal, before nodding, "No, yeah, I agree—well, I would agree, if I just hadn't ran away right after."

Officially, this is the worst thing Donghyuck has ever done at a party. Jeno spent a good 20 minutes scolding Donghyuck, repeating the expression of how disappointed he is, when this could have been the very chance to get you to finally like him.

With Jeno's class only 10 minutes away, he had to stop, but didn't leave without telling Donghyuck to talk things out with you and apologize.

It's way easier said than done, he realizes, as the moment he sees you on campus, Donghyuck feels the thumping of his heart in his eardrums, his knuckles growing white and numb as he grips harshly on his backpack straps.

He tries to push away the anxiety and the urge to turn around and run away and wallow in self pity, and somehow it works. The urges are gone the moment Donghyuck takes a step closer to you, who's lining up by the burrito stand to get some lunch, it completely vanishes when you look up and notice him.

Donghyuck's mind his completely blank, mouth hanging lightly, as he makes his way towards you slowly but surely.

Nothing can stop him from thinking you look pretty much perfect right now, grabbing your burrito and swinging your backpack around to stuff your phone in the front pocket, nothing is ever going to stop the heat travelling ever so quickly to his neck, cheeks, nose, just at the sight of you.

This is it, Donghyuck is right in front of you. One of his hands releases its deathly grip on his backpack, as he reaches out a hand to wave at you. On his lips is an awkward, lopsided nervous smile, and despite that, you can still see the genuine happiness and softness in it.

God, why is he suddenly so attractive to you now?

"Hey, Y/n—"

Donghyuck stops in his tracks, his body freezing, and going limp at the same time, as he feels your presence completely brush by him. Not only have you ignored him, you left a slight nudge to his shoulder.

Donghyuck doesn't enjoy the sensations in his stomach because of what had just happened. He feels regret, the regret of even thinking of walking up to you, and the guilt. All the guilt, from all this time. From the moment you met, to every single snarky and very uncalled for comments he's made about you, every teasing and so fucking frustrating smirk he's given you that's visibly made you the slightest bit upset, the kiss last night.

You don't talk to each other for a hot moment.

Even in class, where everyone expects the both of you to go back and forth about a certain topic, both your mouths are shut.

Every time Donghyuck tries to talk to you, you ignore him, or avoid him.

You have a right to ignore him, right? He ran right after the kiss at the party, he had the guts to try and act normal with you, he's clearly trying to play with you, right?

Some part of you begs that whatever you remember from that night is true, that it was Donghyuck's lips on yours, kissing you so tenderly and lovingly, that it was his hands in yours, his skin burning against your own.

Another parts begs of you to not get your hopes too high, you might get hurt more than you'd like to. And what's your problem, suddenly finding him so very cute and attractive and everything just because he kissed you?

What, just because he made the effort of escorting you outside when someone bumped into you, just because he genuinely asked if you were okay, just because his kiss felt way to genuine, now you're gonna like him?

As much as it is hard to admit, yes. Completely. You've fallen head over heels in love with Lee Donghyuck overnight because his tone was not snarky or snobby like you remember it to be, because even when he's supposed to be inside the party, being with the people as the host, he went out of his way just to make sure you were feeling well

, because Donghyuck looked at you so lovingly, because you know exactly what his look was, because you bet you were looking at him the exact same.

The next time you see Donghyuck other than in lecture halls or hallways or the back of your mind, is a christmas party.

Mark Lee’s Christmas party.

Lee Donghyuck and Mark Lee are known for being two peas in a pod, so there’s no doubt he would be at this party. You just didn’t expect him to look… so fucking cute in his rudolph-the-red-nose-raindeer ugly christmas sweater and raindeer ear headband. The glow in his eyes is captivating to you, instantly drawing you to him.

You hope he doesn’t see you. Partly because you have a god awful santa ugly sweater on you, and also the fact that you’re quite literally gawking at how fine he is tonight.

But alas, the night flies away. You spend most of your time talking to your calc friend Shin Ryujin, who’s excited and jumping around telling you how the girl she’s had a crush on for a solid 8 months has finally agreed to go out on a date with her.

You also spend some time talking to Mark Lee as well, catching up on a lot of things as the last time you talked was months ago. He’s telling you and Ryujin about how his songwriting progress is going, when a certain song gets played by DJ Johnny Suh.

It’s none other than Mariah Carey’s ‘All I want for Christmas is You’, a holiday classic, and Mark is not going to let you just sit down on one of the best bops of the century.

As you’re waving your hands up in the air, Ryujin spinning you around with less-than-innocent giggles, you catch just a slight glimpse of Donghyuck. He’s with his usual friends, Renjun, Jeno, and Jaemin, and they’re all grinning and smiling and dancing like there’s no tomorrow.

Though he looks so happy, the moment he opens his eyes, it’s not as bright as you anticipated them to be. There’s a certain darkness, and you suppose it’s because he’s staring straight at you, but you might have been tripping.

After that, no sign of Donghyuck.

Some part of you tells you to go after him, to just be with him and get back your playful fights and bickering and everything because god, you miss him. Another part tells you to stay put because it’s your fault you got in this whole mess. If you hadn’t been a coward and ignored him, maybe you could be talking, maybe you two could be something more.

You don’t know why you brushed by him that morning, you didn’t even mean to bump shoulders with him. You panicked is all, which caused him to think that you may even hate him now, when it’s the complete opposite.

You hope he knows.

Lee Donghyuck has no idea, however.

He thinks you absolutely hate his guts now, completely ignoring him in class, and in a party, and anywhere you two go. He has nowhere else to confront this too, other than his friends.

As always, Jaemin passes him a drink, and Donghyuck accepts it unknowingly, still speaking to Renjun.

“I mean, whatever I did, can’t be that bad… right?”

Jeno grunts and takes the drink from his hands, shaking his head at Jaemin, and they start arguing, as Renjun gives his response. “Hyuck… you ran away. That’s like the douchiest thing you could do.”

“It’s not like I had bad intentions! I panicked and my feet moved on their own, okay?”

“Okay well, you better explain that to Y/n, because you sound like a douche to me, so she probably sees you as a douche too.”

Donghyuck, stressed and shitting his pants of fear and frustration, slumps in his seat, and starts playing with the Christmas lights taped to his sleeves. Though there could be a thousand different things distracting him right now, hundreds he could be focusing on instead of you, (Jaemin wrestling Jeno for no reason) all he can think about is you.

The way you’re wearing the exact same reindeer headband as him, the way you pick on your sweater as you talked to a beaming Ryujin, how happy you looked on the dancefloor as you danced with Mark. Then his thoughts drift off to that very night he kissed you. He relives the scene in his head, he can feel your breath against his lips and your eyes staring into his, but when he opens his eyes, you’re not there. And he has to change that.

Before any of his friends realize, Donghyuck snatches the abandoned bottle of alcohol that Jaemin left on the floor, and takes a big swig of it. Instantly, all his friends freeze, all gaping at Donghyuck.

“You said you were gonna drive home tonight,” Jeno mumbles grumpily.

Donghyuck smiles wryly at him, before taking another sip. “Need some of that liquid luck if I wanna get with the girl.” His words are lightly muffled by the back of his hand wipes across his lips, and albeit that, he still gets it all over his face again as he takes another drink.

And after 3 more gulps, Donghyuck realizes he really isn’t confident enough to get through this. “Actually, I think I’m gonna need a lot of that liquid luck.”

It’s 11pm, you’re in Mark Lee’s room, looking for some painkillers.

Ryujin had a little too much to drink tonight, and she is in Mark Lee’s bathroom, with Mark Lee himself taking care of her as she throws up into his toilet.

Finally finding the pills in Mark’s drawer, you quickly make a beeline towards the bathroom, which is right down the hall.

However, your course to the bathroom is rudely interrupted by someone who bumps into you quite harshly, and to your surprise, they fall right into your arms. The person who had bumped into you was none other than Lee Donghyuck, all with his rosy cheeks and droopy eyes staring up at you.

Well, this seemed familiar.

“Y−Y/n?” Your rival's confused face finally contorts into a very delighted, joyful and drunk smile as he realizes it’s really you. “Y/n!”

“Donghyuck?”

He stands up straight, only to tumble right back into your arms again, but this time, with his arms circling around your waist. His cheek buries snugly into your shoulder, and you can feel Donghyuck’s breath right by your neck, his lips softly brushing against your skin.

“Lee Donghyuck, are you drunk?”

Much to your surprise, he nods against you, his arms tightening. “Yup,”

“Wha—Hyuck, why are you drunk?”

You have the biggest urge to melt right there in that spot, to throw Donghyuck off you, dig your own grave right in front of Mark Lee’s bedroom, and bury yourself for eternity. Another urge you have, is to place a kiss on Donghyuck’s cheek.

Shit, that name. It has Donghyuck's heart spiraling in ecstasy and bliss, a warm feeling blooming from his stomach and disperses in no time. It causes a grin to spread on Donghyuck’s lips at, and before he can stop it, it's spreading to his lips, and they land clumsily, but softly, on the skin of your neck.

It's warm and loving and so very special, especially when Donghyuck starts giggling and mumbling nonsense into your skin. Why is he so adorable now?

You resist the urge.

“Hey, come on, let’s get these pills to Ryujin and Mark, and then we’ll get you some water, okay?”

Donghyuck is alright with anything you say, as long as he gets to hug you and bring you close to him, he’s down for anything.

Mark is confused why you’re taking such a long time, did you maybe come across something life changing in his room, or something? It can’t be that bad, he doesn’t own anything that crazy, after all.

When you arrive, however, he can say it is life changing.

Because who would have guessed that Lee Donghyuck, your rival and sworn enemy, would be clinging on so dearly to you and grinning into the base of your neck?

“Jesus Christ, what happened to him?”

You throw the pills at Mark, to which he catches very easily, “Man, I don’t even know.”

Ryujin's head pops up at the sound of your voice, twisting around to grin and throw her arms up in the air. “Y/n!! Come here babe!”

Even if you wanted to, you are physically unable to, with a human sized koala stuck to your side and never letting you go.

Donghyuck’s nose scrunches at her words, and he sticks his head out at Ryujin to stick out his tongue childishly as well. “No! Y/n is mine!”

They then start yelling at each other, with Donghyuck pulling you closer to him, and Ryujin attempting to crawl to you. Your breath hitches when you feel Donghyuck’s fingers fit clumsily between yours, and he digs his nose into your neck with more yells at Ryujin.

To your luck, Mark grabs Ryujin, before shoving the pill into her mouth, and passes her his bottle of water. “Drink it, or you’re going to get 10 times sicker.” You take your friend’s distraction as a chance to bolt, but with Donghyuck bolting with you as well, of course.

When you reach Mark’s room once again, you practically throw Donghyuck on his bed, but he doesn’t seem to mind, giggling the moment his head meets the pillows.

“Damn it, Hyuck, why did you have to bump into me…”

Donghyuck’s head springs up at the question, the pout on his lips ever so tempting as he messes Mark’s bedsheets up and brings it closer to his body. “What’s wrong with that?”

You can’t help but sigh, and climb onto Mark’s study chair, squeezing your eyes shut.

You can’t completely tell how you feel about this whole situation. You’re glad you can finally interact and talk to Donghyuck, but at the same time you’re so disappointed that it’s while he’s completely batshit drunk. But then again, if the both of you were sober, there’s no doubt you’d turn the other way and run away from each other. Who knows how long it would have lasted like that.

“Fuck dude, I don’t know! Why did you run away after you kissed me?!”

At your question, Donghyuck squirms around, sitting up, before his eyebrows furrow harshly, and he huffs. “I don’t know! I wanted to stay! I wanted to kiss you again and again and again, especially when you looked so f-fucking pretty, but my legs moved my themselves man!”

He looks up at you, his eyes glazed wet with a sort of clarity, lips pursing, and he grabs your wrist to pull you onto the bed with him. You nearly scream at the sudden action, but instead you groan out in pain when the top of your head knocks into Donghyuck’s jaw.

He doesn’t seem to mind it at all, not a single bit, simply rubbing at the spot. He’s too occupied with something, and that is to make things up with you. Donghyuck still feels a little bit tipsy, but he’s gained so much more consciousness than before, and the surge of adrenaline and alcohol in his veins give him more confidence than he would like.

“Y/n, I like you.” He states blankly. There’s an urge in you to refuse to believe it, to save yourself from some sort of rejection or heart break, but another urge to listen and believe and have hope feels so much better to have. You hope you don’t regret it later.

“I like you, so much. So fucking much, Y/n, I cannot express how frustrated I am because of all my actions.” Donghyuck scoffs, cringing at the memory of your falling face when he ran away, how could he be so fucking stupid? “That night, I meant everything. Every word and action, and the kiss, I wanted to kiss you again, I wanted to love you, call you mine and finally be yours after months of wanting to be yours, but I was scared.”

“Look,” Donghyuck’s hands slide to press against yours, observing each and every crevice and line, tracing the tips of his fingers along them, touch so soft you almost melt. “I know what I did was wrong. And I regret every moment spent away from you after that. I’m glad I’m here, drunk, because if I was sober, I’d be thinking about how fucking stupid this could be, but Y/n, I am stupid!” Donghyuck’s eyes reach up to gaze into yours, his emotions sincere and loving. You can feel the weight on both your shoulders lift as he looks at you so longingly, as if you were the reason for every moment he spends alive, every laugh he’s let slip through his lips, every second he spends smiling.

“So fuck sober Donghyuck, he can go screw himself.” You almost want to laugh, agree, but instead you quietly chuckle and look away. When you look back, Donghyuck no longer looks at you longingly. He looks at you, as if he knows you’re going to spend every moment of his life with him, he’s scared to lose you, but knows he won’t. “I love you,” he whispers.

And suddenly, his hands are released from your hands, one reaching behind you, clasping the small of your back, the other by your waist, pulling you closer. His breath grazes against yours, noses bumping, and you swear your eyelashes brush against his own.

And when Donghyuck’s lips finally come connecting with yours, you realize, Lee Donghyuck is sober.

Well, not completely, but mostly.

You can tell by the way his lips barely taste of any alcohol, he barely smells like alcohol. His kisses are slow, tentative, your lips molding on his softly, unlike all the messy and clumsy drunk kisses you’ve shared.

His hands that hold at your waist are gentle and comforting, sliding up and down to ease your tension. Instantly, you do. Your hands finally release from their previously clenched form, and instead find Donghyuck’s sweater, pulling him closer.

With every kiss you share, with every breath he takes from your lungs, with each touch, you know this is real, he’s not lying, and you’re definitely in love with Lee Donghyuck.

It takes a while to pull away, with slightly tipsy Donghyuck still chasing after your lips, pecking the corner of your mouth, your chin, your nose, your cheek, even, and it leaves you laughing with glee. Donghyuck finally halts, only stopping just to lean back and look at you so adoringly, so lovingly, to sit and bask in your presence and listen to your blissful laughter.

God, how much more perfect could you get?

“You’re so pretty,” Donghyuck finally mumbles under his breath. His fingers trail up to tuck your hair behind your ears, fixing your sweater just after. “Absolutely perfect.”

Your heart swells and jolts in giddiness, your stomach churning with butterflies when Donghyuck leans down to leave one last kiss on your jaw. There’s a permanent smile practically glued to your lips, as he flops down on his bed.

And before you can say anything, before you can ask if everything was real, you turn to see that Donghyuck is completely passed out on his bed, quiet breaths slipping from his lips. Your heart sinks and flips both at the same time because of the sight.

It sinks, because you’re worried. What if Donghyuck didn’t mean all this? Yeah, he might be a little sober, but what if there’s a possibility?

Your questions are all debunked a moment after, because of the reason your heart flips. Donghyuck’s arms are still circled around you, fingers curling around yours, before he tugs you to him roughly, causing you to tumble right next to him on the bed. With a content smile, Donghyuck hums, before leaning forward to tangle your legs together, and stuff his face into the side of your face and ear. You try not to laugh at the ticklish sensations, but in the end, it doesn’t really matter, because not only does Donghyuck laugh along instinctively, he enjoys the sounds of your laughter.

And before you know it, you’re out like a light as well.

Donghyuck wakes up with an aching head, his whole body numb and slightly sweaty, hair stuck up in every single direction. He vaguely recognizes the room, but it still takes him a few minutes to realize he's in Mark Lee's room.

Why is he in Mark's room? What did he do last night? Oh god, did he get drunk again?

When Donghyuck attempts to sit up, he instantly tumbles down due to the immense spinning of his mind, and he falls back to the bed. No, yeah, Donghyuck was definitely drunk last night.

He can't remember what happened last night, just a few fragments of memories here and there, but he won't think too much about it. He'd for sure throw up if he forced his brain to work a little more.

But he doesn't really have to force his brain. Not that much. Not when you come walking in with Mark's apron hanging by your neck, a piece of what seems like pancake between your lips.

Clearly, you don't expect to see Donghyuck awake, and neither is he to see you. When he sees you, your surprised eyes, cheeks stuffed with your breakfast, to the breakfast between your teeth, his memory relieves.

Oh my god Lee Donghyuck kissed you last night. Donghyuck is surprised he can remember it, he usually doesn't remember it, but with an event so big, he's sure he's going to think about it every single night.

You quickly gulp down your food, fixing your apron and appearance in front of Donghyuck, "Y−You're awake!" You cough awkwardly, socks shifting against Mark's carpet, "G−Good morning,"

In Donghyuck's opinion, it really is a good morning.

“Hey,” Donghyuck murmurs, looking away from you. Why did you have to look so adorable in your ugly Christmas sweater and Mark’s damn ‘kiss the cook’ apron?! There’s a light heat that travels to his cheeks, and that’s all Donghyuck needs to know that he’s blushing, and there’s no way he can face you without literally melting.

But to you, you see this as a sign of something negative. You’re not sure, maybe regret, or embarrassment, perhaps he was going to tell you last night was a mistake, everything was a mistake.

Donghyuck bunches up all the courage left in his bones, his blood, everything, just to face you with pursed lips, red cheeks, and soft, shy eyes. It’s really all he can muster, along with his words, “Look, about last night—”

“—Did you regret it?”

Instantly, Donghyuck freezes. “What?”

You shift uncomfortably in your spot, squishing yourself into Mark’s bedroom door frame, hoping it would ease the anxiety blooming in your stomach.

Donghyuck’s shyness and worried state flies away in a second, when he sees the worry in yours, and he knows that his shyness and blushing cheeks won’t do anything to you.

“I mean, you were drunk, so you didn’t mean it… right?”

“Y/n,” Donghyuck’s voice is laced with an emotion, an emotion so deep, one you recognize as a bittersweet fondness. “Y/n…” He repeats. Your heart is beating in your ears, your head almost going light, as he beckons you towards him.

With every step you take towards him, Donghyuck can feel his love tenfold, heart swelling at the way you tug awkwardly at your sweater sleeves, falling deeper in love with you when you sit next to him on the bed.

His eyes furrow when he sees the amount of space you put between you two, his hand reaching out to wrap one of his arms around your waist, the other softly seizing your wrists to pull you closer to him.

“If you can’t tell already,” He murmurs as his fingers fit between yours to play with your fingers. “I don’t.”

His gaze leaves your intertwined hands, glancing back up to yours. Finally, they’re bright with hope, love, surprise, they glisten with adornment and relief. His eyes reflect your own emotions.

“I don’t regret it. Not a single bit. If anything, I should be thankful, because god knows I would never even have the balls to talk to you, not after that one party when I ran, and definitely not when my feelings were scaring me so much.”

Donghyuck’s chin rests on your shoulder, the tips of his hair tickling your ear. “But now, I’m sure of my feelings.” He smiles. “I love you, Y/n. I have ever since that day you stole my answer in calculus.”

You snicker, knocking your head on top of Donghyuck’s, your hands tugging at his to fully intertwine them. “That’s funny, I remember you cursing at me at the end of that class.”

“Hey, I was nervous!”

The room is left in an atmosphere full of laughter, love, actual fucking love, and you realize that you are so butt crazy in love with Donghyuck. A moment later, the room is left in a silence, one so comforting that you don’t want to say anything.

Donghyuck’s rumbling stomach says otherwise, and he hides his face shyly into your shoulder.

“Hey, I was making pancakes for you, want some?”

His head suddenly shoots up from your shoulder, and you’re surprised at the tears that quickly form around his eyes.

“Wha—”

“—Can I kiss you?”

Well, that’s one way to have you swooning. “What?! Hyuck, I just made you breakfast!”

“And that’s a very valid reason for me to kiss you. Heck, marry you!”

And when you’re left speechless, your lips slightly gaped, Donghyuck panics a little. He just got you, how could he already freak you out?

However, the way the corner of your lips curl up indicates that you don’t actually hate the idea, and before he can stop himself, Donghyuck is reaching out and connecting your lips into a kiss.

Oh my god, when you kiss him back, it feels like a dream come true. This time, you still taste like the peach lip balm you use, but with a little tinge of peppermint (he suspects from the stash Mark keeps in the kitchen), and he loves every second your lips spend between his.

Your hand creeps up to tangle in his messy bedhead hair, and you smile lightly into the kiss at how messy it feels.

It seems like the both of you want to kiss forever, never let go, after years of pining, and you truly think that situation is happening, but the thought is short lived as the door slams open.

“Hey Y/n, is Hyuck—Jesus christ!”

You both part, but your plan to fly to the other side of the bed is ruined, with Donghyuck’s arms wrapped around you.

Not only is Mark Lee at the door, but Ryujin, awake and very much sober, is there too, cackling on the floor.

“On my bed! My fucking bed!”

Donghyuck merely shrugs, wiping the corner of his lips smugly, “Do you mind? We’re kind of having a moment—” His façade shatters in a moment, when you smack at the back of his head.

“No pancakes for you.”

“Wait, no, I’m sorry!”

So, does that answer the ongoing question of 'is Lee Donghyuck drunk'? Yeah, he's drunk.

Lee Donghyuck may be sober everyday, but he feels drunk in love every time he’s with you. (You cringe at his words as you try to dodge his kisses on your cheeks, shaking your head, “Hyuck, that’s way too corny.”)

[jaehunnyy]

you two were plotting against haechan smh 😔

And really?? Yuta?? Well,haechan isnt gonna like that lmao 💀 Yuta is fine, cant blame you

And pls that picture,i refuse to believe its haechan. That man in the picture is too attractive

im running away from him 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ since he won't like that 😃😃😃

im coming back to you Hyuck i promise

[just-a-honey-badger]

Random marauders HCS because I totally don't have enough of these

James has ADHD

James is Desi and adopted (forgot where I heard this one but it's not really mine)

James is a hugger

James and Alice grew up as neighbours and best friends

James is allergic to strawberries

James' favourite number is 7

James' favourite colour is red

Peter makes friends with every single haunted house actor

Peter always has toast for breakfast, no matter what

Peter is obsessed with puzzles and can do the 1000 piece ones in two days

Peter can do a backwards somersault but not a forward one

Peter's favourite number is 3

Peter's favourite colour is blue (like that one in Google docs, corn blue or something)

Sirius has ADD

Sirius loves giving piggyback rides

Sirius's favourite ice cream flavour is rocky road

Sirius can do a cartwheel and a handstand

Sirius is fluent in French

Sirius's favourite number is 1

Sirius's favourite colour is navy blue

Remus has dyslexia

Remus loves pineapple-mango smoothies (that fancy bastard we all know and love)

Remus is a nail biter

Remus has the ability to sleep in until five minutes before class and still be on time

Remus' smile gets progressively wider as they spend more time with his friends

Remus' favourite number is 11

Remus' favourite colour is forest green

Regulus wears anything black or from the Victorian era

Regulus has a black cat named Lyra

Regulus is allergic to walnuts

Regulus is afraid of spiders

Regulus can bend their index fingers backwards

Regulus is fluent in French

Regulus' favourite ice cream flavour is mint chip

Regulus only likes chocolate sprinkles, not rainbow ones

Regulus' favourite number is 2

Regulus' favourite colour is ice blue

Frank is autistic

Frank is allergic to peanuts

Frank used to be afraid of magical plants (shh)

Frank is afraid of the dark

Frank is a little spoon

Frank is addicted to cookies n' cream ice cream

Frank is weirdly good at leap frog

Frank's favourite number is 7

Frank's favourite colour is any shade of blue

Alice is also autistic

Alice makes incredible dandelion honey

Alice's smile makes everyone else around her smile

Alice is plus-sized

Alice has 9 freckles on the left side of their face and 11 on the right (Frank counted)

Alice has never gotten a mosquito bite

Alice always wins at crazy eights

Alice loves bees

Alice's favourite number is 7

Alice's favourite colour is orchid

Pandora would love Lana Del Ray

Pandora has two piercings in each ear that she did herself

Pandora used to do ballet

Pandora can do the splits three ways

Pandora naturally has two different coloured eyes (blue and grey)

Pandora can do *perfect* winged eyeliner

Pandora can take down anyone in an arm wrestling match

Pandora's favourite number is 2

Pandora's favourite colour is silver

Marlene is a power bottom and we love her for it

Marlene has a pet tarantula (but he left in in the care of her parents, thank Merlin)

Marlene can lift a hundred pounds if he wants

Marlene skateboards better than anyone in her year

Marlene loves frogs

Marlene is a sucker for Marvel comics

Marlene is scared of koalas

Marlene's favourite number is 7

Marlene's favourite colour is maroon

Dorcas is a great story teller

Dorcas writes poetry

Dorcas doesn't drink

Dorcas is ambidextrous but favours her left

Dorcas has glasses but never wears them

Dorcas can drive a boat

Dorcas' laugh makes Marlene's heart melt every time

Dorcas and Peter do puzzles together

Dorcas' favourite ice cream flavour is strawberry

Dorcas' favourite number is 6

Dorcas' favourite colour is raspberry pink

Mary is Muslim

Mary loves sunflowers

Mary could single-handedly teach Arithmancy

Mary is scared of snakes

Mary loves turtles

Mary does competitive swimming every summer

Mary can do 12 crunches in a row, no more

Mary's favourite ice cream flavour is orange sherbet :/

Mary's favourite number is 4

Mary's favourite colour is yellow-orange

Lily giggles when she's nervous

Lily doesn't like the smell of cinnamon; it makes her dizzy

Lily's guilty pleasure is fried chicken

Lily is scared of the dark

Lily is a cottagecore lesbian (like me :3)

Lily has worn a dress three times in her life

Lily has claustrophobia

Lily occasionally joins Dorcas and Peter on their weekly puzzle nights

Lily's favourite ice cream flavour is mint chip

Lily's favourite number is 12

Lily's favourite colour is lavender

Evan writes poetry

Evan loves Shakespeare

Evan is terrified of bees

Evan has seasonal allergies

Evan is scared of the dark

Evan gets nervous around strangers

Evan hates public speaking

Evan loves the moon (for this reason Remus doesn't like Evan at first)

Evan's favourite number is 9

Evan's favourite colour is royal blue

Barty writes poetry about Evan

Barty claims to be allergic to James

Barty sleeps with a night light

Barty ate a fried cricket once

Barty decorates his room with wildflowers

Barty had an obsession with Batman

Barty's favourite number is 13

Barty's favourite colour is blue-grey

[purplesurveys]

1248

Your ex taps you on the shoulder and says, “I still love you.” You say?  I feel like I’ve answered a similar situation recently, but I would assume it was a drunk text or wrong text, inform them about it, and move on.

Do you play video games?  Nah. I do feel a sort of connection of video games since I grew up surrounded by them, though; but I’m more of a watcher than anything. I like watching playthroughs of video games I’ll never play. Do you spend a lot of time with family?  No. We used to, back when the quarantine was still a relatively new thing – we hung out in the living room all the time. But now that we’ve settled in this new normal, we’re back to our normal routines and I usually like staying in my room.

Is your house more than two stories tall?  Technically, yes. We have a rooftop that serves as the ‘third’ floor.

Have you ever hit your significant other? Has he/she ever hit you?  My ex and I never hit one another; that’s a gigantic red flag even I would notice, considering I ignored most of the ones I saw hahaha.

What makes you an attractive person? (Talk about your personality too!)  I’m not sure if I’ll be able to answer this question directly, but I like my generosity. I’m not sure if I can call it attractive, though. But if we were focusing on physical features, I like my smile.

What color is your hairbrush/comb?  Pink.

What snacks do you have available in your household atm?  My dad splurged on chips in his last grocery run so we actually have quite a lot of junk food in the pantry at the moment. He also bought several packs of cookie sandwiches, wafers, sunflower seeds, and garlic-flavored peanuts.

Has anyone recently told you that they like you, or find you attractive?  Neither.

Are you attracted to the last person you Facebook messaged?  No, she’s just a good friend of mine.

Do you care about anyone that doesn’t care about you?  I guess I don’t, because I’m not even aware of them.

Was your last Facebook friend requests from a male or female?  Guy. It was another reporter, so I just ignored it and luckily he didn’t PM me just to ask to add him back, which others have already done. I really hate when work people try to make their way into my personal accounts.

Which one of your relatives is most likely to embarrass you?  My parents, especially when they are rude to service crew. Gen X-ers are impeccably talented at that, apparently.

When was the last time you ate a bar of chocolate?  Around two or three weeks ago when I had dinner at Angela’s. Her dad gave me a bar of Crunch so I can have something sweet after our meal.

Do you play any games on Facebook?  No, I never did hop on that trend.

What would you like to get a degree in?  I wanted a degree in journalism, and graduated with such. At the end of my college stint I didn’t want to pursue it anymore, but I pushed through with it anyway because it was too much of a hassle to shift and start all over.

Do you wake up a lot in the middle of the night? Technically not, because I stay up until the middle of the night anyway. It’s been a while since I fell asleep anywhere between 8 to 10 PM.

Would you prefer to read a book, watch a movie or TV show, or play a video game?  Watch a show.

Do you usually get popcorn or soda at the movie theater?  I don’t like either; I get fries instead.

What genre of films do you like the best?  Drama.

How many bank accounts do you have?  Two but I haven’t been using the other one in months. That was the bank account I initially opened when I first started ~adulting~ but when I got employed I was required to enroll in this other specific bank, so that’s what I mainly use now.

Have you ever had the flu?  Not really. I just get the occasional fever that pop out of nowhere.

What is your goal for the next few months?  Start saving FOR REAL, and also prioritizing furniture over merch for a while so I can finally fix up my room, which is quickly starting to look and feel like just a warehouse and not very homey at all.

Have you ever had some kind of sleep-disorder? How did it affect your life?  Nope.

Have you ever had food poisoning before? Describe the experience.  Yeah, it was from barbecue that apparently went bad, even though it tasted nothing of the sort. I woke up at 3 AM sweating profusely and with the most excruciating stomachache; I was feeling hot, cold, and nauseous all at the same time, and it probably lasted for like an hour or so.

What are two things that you have no problem paying full price for?  Sealed albums and my pets’ vet expenses.

Funny, charming, cute, romantic, smart - choose only 2 for the opposite sex.  Charming and smart.

Have you ever let somebody use you? Why did you do it?  It felt nice to help people.

You can go back in time & change something in your mom’s past - what is it? Good question; I’ve never encountered this before. I would let her live a more comfortable, privileged life, where she didn’t have to staple her shoes to keep them closed or have to choose between eating at a fast food restaurant or being able to commute back home.

Do you know anybody who is around the exact same size as you? Who? I’m not sure, actually. Everyone’s always slightly taller than me.

Ever been to a haunted house? How scared were you?  I haven’t.

Been on any websites today you wouldn’t want your parents to see?  Tumblr, I guess? My survey blog isn’t for any irls to see.

Which is worse: dusting or mopping?  I don’t really do either often, but I’ll go with mopping.

Would you marry somebody who was intensely religious?  Not for me.

Did you pull a senior prank?  No, that’s not a thing here. Did you graduate?  Yeah, elementary, high school, and college.

Have you ever been unfaithful in a serious relationship?  Nope.

What was the last song you listened to?  It’s a song called Epiphany.

Are you one of those lucky people with 20/20 vision?  Not ever since I was like 9 lol.

Is fashion one of your interests?  I’m way more interested in it now for sure, mostly because the celebrities I’m into these days put a lot of effort when it comes to their style; so it makes me more aware of the trends that come and go, as well.

Do you think you’ll eventually find that special someone?  I’m keeping it as a possibility, but it’s not a priority for me now.

Do you care what people think?  To an extent, I would say. My life doesn’t depend on it, though.

Is acting something you enjoy?  Never been.

What was the last thing you broke/sprained?  Do you mean a thing or a body part? Anyway, I’ll answer both. The last thing I broke was my BTS Mic Drop pen of V looooooooooool the figurine came off the pen :(( It was pretty cheap though so I’m fine with it; I can always get another one. Last body part I sprained was my ankle, when I had a bad fall a couple of years ago.

Have you ever fought with a friend because of their boyfriend/girlfriend? Because of yours?  Either hasn’t happened.

Has a stranger ever yelled at you for your language?  I don’t think so.

Whose house, other than yours and your families', are you most comfortable at?  Angela’s. Also JM’s, just because their family doesn’t hover and that vibe can sometimes be nice whenever I’m at someone else’s place.

Has any of your friends’ family ever yelled at you?  Never.

Did you ever play a sport as a little kid? Did you enjoy it? Not as a very young kid, but I took up table tennis starting when I was 12. Did you ever watch the show Full House?  Nope.

Is there a celebrity you are just DETERMINED to marry?  Now that’s just delusional haha. I’m pretty obsessed with some celebrities, that much I can admit; but thinking of them in the context of marriage is so many steps overboard.

Have you ever burned someone’s picture?  No. I could, but I am scared of fire and will probably just think of other ways to express my anger, like tearing up the photograph. What’s the longest hike you’ve ever been on?  Total length was probably like 3 hours. I haven’t gone too far when it comes to hiking.

Would you ever get a lip tattoo?  Not interested.

Who is the first person of the opposite sex that pops into your head? Hans.

Do your parents smoke cigarettes?  My mom tried it once in her life, I think. My dad has never smoked.

What does one of your T-shirts have written on it?  “Hope right here!”

Name a pet you definitely wouldn’t want.  Anything that’s supposed to roam freely in the wild, like squirrels.

Would you prefer your partner smaller or taller?  Taller, since I’m already quite pint-sized to begin with lol.

Do you enjoy going through old pictures? Sometimes. Other times, it's too painful. It also depends on the era of the pictures. < Agree, especially with the eras. Childhood photos are always fun to look at, but I have had to delete a CHUNK of photos from years ranging from 2014 to 2020 because I’ve lost a handful of friends from that period.

Do you believe people when they say they don’t judge people?  It’s hard to for the most part, but I’ve noticed very few people people really don’t. Most of the time it’s bullshit though.

What did you love the most about the town you grew up in?  That it’s pretty close to the metro.

What’s a movie that you laughed the hardest during?  Hmm, I prefer TV shows if I’m craving comedy.

What’s a movie you cried the hardest during?  Life Is Beautiful.

What’s your favorite restaurant?  Omakase for my sushi fix; School Tteokbokki if I want Korean; Yabu if I’m looking for a generous rice meal.

Is there a dessert you don’t like?  Anything with fruits.

Favorite album?  After Laughter by Paramore.

What’s a book that you read because everyone else was reading it?  I can name authors instead of books – John Green and Haruki Murakami.

Underwater or outer space?  Outer space.

Dogs or cats?  Dogs.

Kittens or puppies?  Puppies.

Bird watching or whale watching?  Whale watching. I don’t get to be in the water as much, so I would jump at the opportunity.

What is your spirit animal?  I dunno if I have one but let’s just go with dog and elephant, I guess? They’re my favorites.

What was your best subject in school?  History.

What was your worst subject in school?  Chemistry.

What is one thing you wish you knew in high school?  Don’t waste your time.

Who is your fashion icon?  Audrey Hepburn.

Diamonds or pearls?  Diamonds.

What color dress did you wear to prom?  For my own prom it was cream-colored/beige. When I went to Mike’s ball, I went with a royal blue gown.

What’s your favorite plot-twist?  I don’t think I’ve found my favorite yet.

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?  Not actively.

Honestly, what’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?  I dunno...road rage, maybe?

Honestly, ever made anyone cry when you were mad?  It’s very likely.

Honestly, when was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?  Sometime in the last week.

Ever pop someone else’s pimple? No thanks.

Do you need to return anyone’s phone call?  Nope.

Who are you closest to?  Angela.

Have you ever had a bad concert experience?  No, all the ones I’ve been to have been amazing experiences.

Are you currently sad about anything?  Not really. I can’t complain.

Have you had any form of exercise today?  Nah.

Can you handle blood?  Nope, I will feel faint if I see it 100%.

Has any place hired you underage for a job?  No.

Have you ever carried a concealed weapon?  I haven’t.

Are you currently searching for a job?  No, I like the one I have.

Does eating breakfast make you sick?  No?

[jaehunnyy]

i feel like hyuck is wrecking us all.

SJBGOWEG HAECHAN IS BIAS WRECKING SO HARD😭😭😭 jaemin is in danger everyone😩

dude literally since when did haechan start looking so cute, lovable and so OJDSGOWIG like BRO.

[geist-fledermaus]

Get To Know Me!

Since I’ve received quite a few followers here and there, I might as well do this!

What is your full name?: Beryl (Sorry, I don’t like my whole name)

What does your name mean?: It’s a gemstone. 

Are you named after anyone?: My großmütter, Beryl Rae Jensen

Does your name make any interesting anagrams?: Not really?

If you had to change your first name, what would you change it to?: Fuck if I know. Probably something basic so I’m less easy to find. 

Where are you from?: North Pole, AK (I shit you not)

Where were you born?: North Pole, AK

Where did you grow up?: North Pole, AK

Who did you look up to growing up?: My father.

What are your best characteristics?: I can draw. 

What are your favorite things about yourself?: I can draw. 

Which of your parents are you closest to?: My dad.

Which of your parents are you more like?: My daaaad.

What relative was important to you growing up & why?: Tbh My dad was my super hero, he took care of me and my sister, worked 3 jobs, and took care of mom while she went through cancer. He’s the most important lmfao.

What is one thing that you’ve never revealed to your parents?: I’m Pagan.

What would your parents have named you if you were the opposite gender?: Bert Raymond... 

What is your best physical feature?: Eyes or chest. :/ 

What is your biggest accomplishment?: Being locally recognized as an artist, especially on local TV. 

What is your biggest fear?: Being forgotten, being alone. 

What is your biggest regret?: Not pushing myself even more with art. 

What is your eye color?: Various blues with inner green circles. 

What inspires you?: Other artists. 

What is the most important thing in your life?: My fiance! @boywasgirl

What has required the most courage of you in your life so far?: To not give up. To not quit college and drop everything I’ve worked hard for. 

What is your favorite flower?: Sunflowers!

What is your favorite weather?: Rainy weather and thunder/lightning storms!

Who is your favorite actor?: I have a few, but I love Johnny Depp and Jason Momoa. 

Who is your favorite actress?: F u c k. I adore Emma Stone, Emma Watson.. uhh.. Emilia Clarke! That’s just to name a few. 

Who is your favorite celebrity?: Oh fuck. Idk. 

Who is your favorite musician?: They’re a band but I love Bring Me The Horizon, Oliver Syke’s voice and lyrics hit me hard. 

Who’s your favorite person in the world?: @boywasgirl

Who are your best friends?: @armageddonne @darkdragoonxiii @vixenchildxd69-blog and my bff Alisha! 

What is your favorite childhood memory?: My sister breaking the fucking garage door like a dumbshit. 

What is your favorite color?: Black or seafoam green~ I also love other greens and blues! It’s so damn hard to choose. 

What is your favorite cultural activity?: Uh. Axe throwing? Idk what counts as a cultural activity when it comes to me and my family haha. 

What is your favorite drink?: For waking up, Monster or pomegranate and orange redbull kickers, I love mountain dew, anything with peaches and mango as well. 

What is your favorite fairytale?: HAHA. I looove reading about the Tales of Grimm. I can’t just pick one. 

What is your favorite food?: Pizza or Taco Bell.

What is your favorite holiday destination?: Anywhere but Alaska. I love to explore. I REALLY want to travel to Germany, Norway, Ireland, England, and most of Western Europe. 

What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?: Strawberry Cheesecake or Mint Chocolate

What is your favorite music genre?: Fuck. I have so many. I love a lot of metal subgenres, alternative rock, punk, old 2000′s emo bands, EDM, rap, I don’t even know how to label all of my favorites but there’s a lot to unpack there. If you’re curious just shoot me a question ahaha! 

What is your favorite physical activity?: Swimming!! 

What is your favorite quote?: “Keep listening to music because it gets you through everything, I promise.” - Mitch Lucker, former vocalist of Suicide Silence. 

What is your favorite snack?: Peach Rings, Brightside Skittles.. Uhh. MY MOM’S CLAM DIP AND RUFFLES CHIPS? 

What is your favorite song?: Throne - BMTH or Mis//Understanding - We Came As Romans.

What is your favorite sport?: Swimming, Hockey, Volleyball and Fencing. 

What is your favorite time of the day?: Early afternoons or late nights. 

What is your favorite type of clothing?: Goth/Alt fashion. 

What is your favorite way to pass time?: Gaming or drawing. 

What is the name of your favorite restaurant?: Family Diner (It’s in my town. It’s really chill and laid back.)

What is your all-time favorite town or city? Why?: I really enjoyed Denver, CO. It was filled with really colorful, intriguing personalities. There was so much to explore, everyone was so open and sweet. 

What is your height?: ... 5′2″

What time period would you love to live in?: Viking Era. 

What did you do for fun as a child?: Drawing. 

Who was a role model in your life?: My dad! 

Did you have any childhood pets?: I grew up with 5 cats and 4 dogs! 

When you were young, what did you want to be?: A mortician. 

What family traditions were important to you?: I can’t even remember many.. I loved during gatherings how we’d play Spoons, wrestle, and be reckless though. 

What was your favorite childhood memory?: Ahah! Shenanigans with my “Twin” Kyle. 

What was your favorite childhood possession?: My Gameboy Color! 

What challenges did you experience when you were young?: Almost losing my mother, trying to speak English, being bullied heavily. 

What is a defining moment from your childhood?: My mother coming home from the hospital finally. 

What do you do for fun?: Play video games and draw. I’m pretty boring. 

What are your hobbies?: Drawing, Painting, Digital Art, Gaming, Dancing, Singing.

What is something that you’re really passionate about?: My art.

What is something you could spend hours doing?: Drawing

What is something you wish you did more often?: Draw. 

If you had to watch a documentary, what would you want it to be about?: Anything WW1/WW2 related or Forensics/Serial Killer related. 

What do you always have on in the background?: Lofi Hiphop or random videos on youtube that catch my eye. 

How do you feel about travel?: Fuck yeah, where are we going and for how long? 

What is a guilty pleasure you enjoy?: Fuckin’ watching Serial Killer documentaries. 

How have your interests changed over the years?: Nah, I’m still the same. I’m pretty bland. 

Which sibling are you closest to?: My sister, Erika! 

How close are you with your parents?: Close but not too close.

How has your relationship with your parents changed over the years?: For the worse.

What is one of the most important lessons that you learned from your family?: You cannot trust anyone. Not even your own family. 

When does your family cause you to stress?: All the damn time. All they need to do is send me a text and I immediately begin to dread. 

What does the word family mean to you?: Something that I never got to fully have but I experienced. It’s also something I can create on my own accord. 

When you envision your ideal family, what do you see?: Honestly me with my partner/partners, kids, animals, and friends. 

How vulnerable is your family with each other?: Everyone is always on guard and they’ll be mean if you even show some form of sensitivity. 

What is a family trait that isn’t necessarily the healthiest?: Being a snitch, gaslighting, gatekeeping, misogyny, yelling if you even show an inkling of emotion. I could go on. 

What relatives had the biggest impact on you growing up?: In a negative way, almost all of my family. The only two I really loved growing up were my dad and sister, Erika. 

What do you watch on television?: If it’s cable I go to MTV, Forensic Files, or Adult Swim/Anything with cartoons. 

What is one of your favorite movies?: To Hell And Back, Howl’s Moving Castle, Princess Mononoke, Dracula Untold (For some reason I just really like it, don’t judge). 

If you could have free tickets to any event, what would it be?: A BMTH concert PLEASE. Or anything that’s a EDM/Rave environment. ;_;

What is your favorite form of media?: Youtube tbh. 

What role does music play in your life?: A huge role, BMTH got me through a lot of hard times. 

What is one of your favorite books?: Corey Taylor’s Seven Deadly Sins. It’s a riot of a read and makes me laugh. 

How often do you watch sporting events?: Here and there, especially at bars if they have Hockey going. 

What would your ideal weekend getaway look like?: Road trip to Anchorage and staying at my mom’s cousin’s estate in the mountains. I only got to go there a few times and the view is absolutely captivating. You can see the waters, the city, all the lights.. fuck I’d love to draw that. 

Who are popular figures that you love to learn from?: Fuck if I know LOL. 

What celebrity/musician would you love to meet in real life?: Oliver Sykes and Maria Brink tbh.

If you wrote a memoir about your life, what would it be called?: “Well, That Happened.” A memoir of a dumb bitch LOL. 

What fictional world would you want to travel to for a day?: FUCK. I’d love to just be in a simulation like the girl in Porter Robinson’s music video of Shelter. Just being in a drawing simulation where I can run around and create anything and everything around me. But if we’re talking actual worlds.. I’d probably love to be in Avatar The Last Airbender’s world. I love that series so much. 

What room in your house most represents who you are as a person?: The Office. It’s got art supplies, our gaming PC, all of my schoolwork/homework, the drawing tablets.. 

How clean a person are you?: Tbh I am pretty clean, it’s just cleaning huge messes/unpacking that I hate. 

What is a pet peeve that you have?: STOP CHEWING WITH YOUR FUCKING MOUTH OPEN. 

What behavior do you do that is most likely a pet peeve to others?: Uhh. Idk. Nail biting? Loud laughter? forgetting to turn off lights? Idk. 

What phrase or word do you overuse when you talk?: “I’m so sorry” “I m a g i n e” 

If you could only eat at one restaurant for the rest of your life, what would it be?: Fuck. Hahaaaaa. I’d probably love to just sit and eat at the Family Diner. I love their Reubens. 

What is something about your personality that you like? Don’t like?: I like that people feel comfortable running to me when they need a friend. I don’t like a lot about me, though.

What would your friends be surprised to learn about you?: I am ambidextrous and I know German/Englisch and some French! I want to learn Norwegian even more and Gaelic! 

Where do you see yourself in a few years?: West coast where it’s rainy with those that I love, pursuing my career finally after all these years of hard work. 

Thanks for reading this if you finally made it to the end! If there’s other questions you want to ask, don’t hesitate! ^^ Hopefully you learned something about me! 

[pathofshadowsdiscord]

RISECLAN

└> ☀️🌻 ❜𝚁𝚒����𝚎𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚞𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚙𝚊𝚠𝚜. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚛𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚣𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚗𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚕 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎. 𝚆𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙲𝚕𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙲𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚎...... ❜ ☀️ 🌻

. . . 🍯 : riseclan quick intro .

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︿︿｡꒰ note ; not all RC cats have these exact traits. it’s just a summary. ꒱ ┈ ❞

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reckless, chaotic, and fierce; riseclan are one of the most powerful clans. for one, they train more harder than any of the other clans' do; and they have much more determination that drives them to success.

they rise with the sun, and set with the sky. these cats have a burning passion for their clan; and are often fiercely loyal to riseclan.

though, every positive thing has a bad side. riseclanners are often very chaotic and happen to be very obnoxious; cats paint them as "too silly" due to the clan-cats kit-like behaviors. but, they're climbing up to success--and are ready to barge through any problems the world throws at them.

even if riseclanners are loud and reckless, they still do their job to protect the clan. living in a village is not easy--there are many ways to raid it, and many ways to hide; they're quick to defend their territory in any way, and aren't hesitant to rip you to shreds if you take one paw-step into their land! the clan-cats are hasty and energetic, and often outrun the other clans. they have sleek fur and long legs, with brown, golden or pale fur to match ; but not all riseclanners have these traits! others even have their own ways of helping the clan.

the moor is like home to them. the blowing winds and the beaming warmth of the sun always beating down on your pelt is always refreshing. an abundance of prey is seen all over the moors, scattered around as the cats, fast as lightning swoop in to catch their kill. riseclan is a nice place ; even if it seems harsh and silly. every little crevice has something in store for an unsuspecting cat, and cats laugh with excitement and glee as they scurry around the streets of the village.

the village is like a maze, but with houses; you can hear the chatter of riseclanners in the faint distance, and hear the music from the old-inn drumming in your ears, the rusty gates open to a little clearing surrounded by rickety houses , all covered in peeling dull golden paint; moss and ivy grow from the spare cracks, and trees sprout up; looming over even the biggest cat.

every clan-cat matters in the clan, from the tiny kit to the largest guard; they all bring hope to riseclan.

Riseclans‘ territory is interesting..crumbling brick walls welcome you with open arms, worn down ripped flags still sway in the wind—determined to not retire into a dirtied rag hanging from a pole, meadows lay where the sun shines its warm rays on. Large pillars are placed on each corner of the castle the royals live in.. and, is that a *village?*

Their territory is much more different from the other Clans. Instead of the whole clan living in one area, they’re split up into two different places. The higher rank cats, (—such as the leader and senior warriors), stay in the main castle Riseclan is known for, while the other half rests in the village not that away.

Lets look closer in the ‘village’ the warriors and apprentices live in. The Village,—or known as the second camp for Riseclanners is a large - well *village*. Big worn down houses are tucked at each others’ sides—with plenty of foliage and trees creeping their way into the village. Cats are seen everywhere; from jumping from window-to-window—to scampering around the dusty streets. You’ll never get bored here, there’s just so much you haven’t experienced yet!

Instead of normal ‘dens’, cats here live in humongous houses that aren’t so ruined by time. Past books and chairs still are seen around the houses; and warriors even place wood into the vacant fireplaces to say warm during leaf-bare!

Riseclanners aren’t alone in this village, as well. Squirrels and other rodents have made their homes here—you can accidentally come across a squirrel while you’re just walking down the streets! It’s quiet easy getting prey, but not as easy in leaf-bare. The village cats stock up on prey while they still have it, to prepare for leaf-bare. Since their thin pelts and long legs aren’t very suited for the coldest season; the warriors and apprentices stay cooped up in their homes, playing obnoxious games with each other or just relaxing.

The Village doesn’t always contain only houses. There are also other buildings as well. Let the warriors lead you to The Inn, where cats are relaxing or eating prey, entertained by cats who are singing on the stage. Kits are here too, scampering around carelessly with endless energy in their bodies.

The air smells of happiness and excitement, as you then explore the Forge. Cats pelts get blasted with heat and the smell of burning metal as the forge is where Riseclanners try to make “metal pelts” for the Royals and Guards. Going one step closer might burn your fur off! But it’s the most useful building of Riseclan, and always comes in handy.

Oh! I almost forgot about the most important place in Riseclan! The Castle!

The castle is where all the royals stay, such as the kings and queens and their family—along with senior warriors. The royals share the castle, and it’s almost impossible to even explore without getting lost, the castle is just too big!

Dusted red carpet is seen taped onto the floor, and statues stand on the walls; chipped paint rolls off the aging walls-but the great castle still stands. It’s intimidating, to say the least; but everyone wishes to live here: there are such great views and rooms to live in!

The castle has three floors, the first one is where you enter—and where the vineyard, and ballroom is. (—the latter is used for festivals.) The second floor —accompanied by (rumored) haunted staircases, is where the elders and nursery is—the medicine den and the jagged library is there too. And finally, the third floor has the leaders room, the most biggest out of all of the rooms in the castle. Each of the rooms are unique and different; and are hard to get to in case of an attack.

Of course, not all of Riseclans’ territory is crumbling ruins and worn down rags! The Clan has tons of meadows and sunflower fields, as well. Everyday the hot sun beams down on the meadows, warming it, and large sunflowers are found scattered all over the place.

Come stay here for awhile, the castle always welcomes you with fiery claws.

Riseclan will rise out of the horizon, rise out of the ashes; and we will stand upon the fiery dawn and you will know, that we mark the era of a new day.

[darling-dontforgetme]

the whole list

I’m sorry that I took so long, and I’m so boring, but here you go!

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

 Coffee mugs

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

Chocolate bars

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

Eww, no to both.

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

My mom worked at my elementary school, so I was very much a teacher’s pet.

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

Plastic cups

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

Pastel or boho

7. earbuds or headphones?

Earbuds

8. movies or tv shows?

I really want to say tv shows, but I’m awful at finishing them. I still need to watch the last few episodes of Apocalypse. Don’t at me. 

9. favorite smell in the summer?

Is it weird if I say my cats? It’s weird, I know. They all have different smells, and it’s comforting to be around them when I’m stressed or upset.

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

Nothing, literally nothing. I was that kid who always had their nose in a book, so you can imagine how awkward I was in p.e.

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

A peanut butter and jelly sandwich or pancakes

12. name of your favorite playlist?

The only playlist I listen to is my own. I listen to a lot of country, some musicals, and a handful of older songs.

13. lanyard or key ring?

Lanyard

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

Gummy bears

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

The Handmaid’s Tale

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

Why sit when you can lay down? I usually sit with my legs crossed.

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

My work pair of tennis shoes

18. ideal weather?

WINTER. All the cold.

19. sleeping position?

On my stomach

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

Laptop

21. obsession from childhood?

Books. I read so many books as a kid.

22. role model?

I don’t know. My therapist is pretty cool. Sarah Paulson maybe?

23. strange habits?

I eat soup with a fork. I have to put on my right sock and shoe before I can put on the left. I eat pop tarts upside down.

24. favorite crystal?

I don’t know. Rhodochrosites and amethysts are pretty.

25. first song you remember hearing?

Queen of the Silver Dollar

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

Stay inside, lol. I play a lot of animal crossing, try to write sometimes. Read.

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

Also, stay inside- still playing animal crossing and writing or reading.

28. five songs to describe you?

I honestly have no idea. 

29. best way to bond with you?

Just hang out and talk with me. I like to stay home, or go on simple dates. I love, love, love aquariums.

30. places that you find sacred?

Churches, cemeteries

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

I’m not very confident in myself, so I tend to stick with t-shirts and shorts or leggings.

32. top five favorite vines?

I do not watch vine.

33. most used phrase in your phone?

Sorry or what’s for dinner

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

Those lawyer commercials that come on all of the time

35. average time you fall asleep?

Between 11:30 and 2:30

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

Probably something with SpongeBob

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

Duffel bag

38. lemonade or tea?

Tea

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

Hear me out, what about no lemon?

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

These kids started a metal band, and our administrators thought the student body loved it, so they got to perform a lot.

41. last person you texted?

@grilledcheeseandguavajelly

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

Pants pockets

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

Hoodie

44. favorite scent for soap?

Some sort of berry

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

Fantasy

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

Shorts and a t-shirt (wasn’t kidding when I said I only wear shorts and a t-shirt)

47. favorite type of cheese?

American

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

@grilledcheeseandguavajelly says "something unique but sweet but with a lot of depth to it, so like a kiwi or a honeydew or a prickly pear.”

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

Do no harm, but take no shit

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

Probably something my sister has said or done

51. current stresses?

So much. I lost my job recently, and there's just a lot going on in my life right now.

52. favorite font?

Can I pick people’s handwriting as my favorite font? I know it’s dumb.

53. what is the current state of your hands?

Well, I should use more lotion

54. what did you learn from your first job?

That the whole world is going to expect you to know things without you actually ever being taught those things

55. favorite fairy tale?

The Little Mermaid?

56. favorite tradition?

Getting cake for birthdays because I love cake

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

Me, myself, and I

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

Writing, caring for others. I don’t know.

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

Don’t fuck up

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

I don’t really have any anime knowledge

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

“You want to tell her that there are between two hundred and four hundred billion stars in the Milky Way, but when you look up, you could only ever see, like, twenty five hundred of them. You are one of the ones that no one can see. She is one of the ones that’s even visible in the city.”

-The Moment by T.C. Anderson

Guys, this is my favorite book. I highly recommend checking it out.

62. seven characters you relate to?

Alice Macray, Maura Isles, Temperance Brennan, Regina Mills, Callie Torres, Olivia Benson, Rachel Stevens

63. five songs that would play in your club?

She’s a Rainbow, Free To Be You and Me, Defying Gravity, Goodbye Earl, Queen of the Silver Dollar.  My club would not be very cool.

64. favorite website from your childhood?

Webkinz

65. any permanent scars?

I cut the side of my thumb off with a pair of scissors once.

66. favorite flower(s)?

Zinnias, Passion flowers, sunflowers

67. good luck charms?

I don’t know that I have any?

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

GRAPE

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

I am so bad at thinking up answers on the spot. I’m sorry I suck at this.

70. left or right handed?

Right handed

71. least favorite pattern?

Any sort of animal pattern

72. worst subject?

Science

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

Peanut butter and chocolate on ritz crackers

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

Depends on the type of pain. Headaches- I usually take it pretty soon, but for other things, I tend to wait.

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

I would assume kindergarten or first grade?

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

fries

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

Flowers

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

Neither

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

I no longer have a school ID, but that definitely looked better

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

Earth tones

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

Fireflies sounds so much better, but I say lightning bugs

82. pc or console?

Console

83. writing or drawing?

Writing

84. podcasts or talk radio?

Podcasts

84. barbie or polly pocket?

Barbie

85. fairy tales or mythology?

Fairy tales

86. cookies or cupcakes?

Cupcakes

87. your greatest fear?

I’m going to be single and alone for my entire life 

88. your greatest wish?

To fall in love

89. who would you put before everyone else?

My sister

90. luckiest mistake?

I don’t know

91. boxes or bags?

Boxes

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

Fairy lights

93. nicknames?

Kat, Kate, Backpack

94. favorite season?

Winter

95. favorite app on your phone?

Tumblr

96. desktop background?

It’s a sunflower drawing

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

Maybe 15-20?

98. favorite historical era?

I don’t know

[dean-bluesteel-winchester-spnfam]

All of the questions! It’s tradition!

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?Eh. Mugs. Still don’t really get how to even hold a wine glass. Like soda cans too though.

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?Chocolate bars. I leave the lollipops for Gabe.

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?Cotton Candy is heaven.

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?Probably not very nice. Never really talked, didn’t do homework. I was always late and sometimes didn’t go at all, so I could stay home with Sammy.

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?Sods cans.

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?I have no idea what most of that means? Grunge I think...? Wait, lumberjack is what Cas called it.

7. earbuds or headphones?Headphones!

8. movies or tv shows?While I do love Dr. Sexy, Movies are my everything.

9. favorite smell in the summer?Freshly cut grass.

10. game you were best at in p.e.?Hmm does wrestling count? Otherwise football.

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?Coffee, eggs and bacon. Maybe some pancakes.

12. name of your favorite playlist?‘All the songs Sam hates’

13. lanyard or key ring?Key ring.

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?Gummi bears!

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?Holes from Louis Sacher

16. most comfortable position to sit in?On Cas’ lap, leaning back against his chest.

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?My boots.

18. ideal weather?Sunny, a bit windy. Not too cold or too warm.

19. sleeping position?On my tummy, tucked against Cas.

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?I have a... journal. That nobody can ever find.

21. obsession from childhood?Cowboys, ninja turtles, batman

22. role model?Castiel.

23. strange habits?A lot. Always sleep with a gun. Get nervous when Sammy is not around. NEVER let anyone drive Baby.

24. favorite crystal?Blue Calcite.

25. first song you remember hearing?Hey Jude.

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?Swimming.

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?Sleeping.

28. five songs to describe you?I was born for this. - Royal deluxeDevils can’t fly.  - Natalia KillsHighway to Hell - AC/DCJust one Yesterday - Fall Out BoyBad Blood - Welshey Arms

29. best way to bond with you?Over my Baby or Pie.

30. places that you find sacred?Hell. Purgatory. apocalyptic world.

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?Flannel, soft pair of jeans and my boots.

32. top five favorite vines?I have no idea.

33. most used phrase in your phone?‘I love you’ or maybe ‘I’m sorry.’

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?Coca Cola Christmas ones.

35. average time you fall asleep?Midnight.

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?This weird frog.

37. suitcase or duffel bag?Duffle bag!

38. lemonade or tea?Both.

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?PIEEEE.

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?Ghost tried to kill me.

41. last person you texted?Cas.

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?I love jacket pockets.

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?4Leather jacket.

44. favorite scent for soap?Lemon. Weirdly enough honey too since Cas always uses it.

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?Superhero!

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?Puh. Pretty embarrassing but Cas was right, when he bought me actual pajamas. Not telling how they look tho.

47. favorite type of cheese?Don’t care, but it has to be melted.

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?Strawberry?

49. what saying or quote do you live by?Enjoy the moment and don’t think about the future.

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?When Sammy sees a clown.

51. current stresses?Wedding stresses.

52. favorite font?Times New Roman.

53. what is the current state of your hands?Hurt. I got hurt on the last hunt.

54. what did you learn from your first job?How to use a gun.

55. favorite fairy tale?The little mermaid.

56. favorite tradition?Trick or Treating on Halloween. That counts right?

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?1. To be me, regardless of what my father says.2. I’m allowed to love a man.3. No matter how hard you try, you can’t save everyone.

58. four talents you’re proud of having?1. I’m very good at playing pool.2. I can juggle.3. I’m learning Enochian.4. Making Cas come.

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?‘I’m Batman!’ Oh! Or ‘Where is my freaking pie?’

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?Porn obviously.

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?It’s always the darkest just before the dawn.

62. seven characters you relate to?1. Tony Stark2. Klaus Hargreeves3. Draco Malfoy4. Sherlock Holmes5. Bruce Wayne6. Bucky Barnes7. Peter Quill

63. five songs that would play in your club?Everything from AC/DC to Led Zeppelin.

64. favorite website from your childhood?None.

65. any permanent scars?Ha so many I can’t count them. My body is a mess.

66. favorite flower(s)?Sunflowers.

67. good luck charms?No. Had that one and it didn’t work out..

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?Ew! Sushi.

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?I have no idea what that could be.

70. left or right handed?Right handed.

71. least favorite pattern?Don’t think I have one.

72. worst subject?Art

73. favorite weird flavor combo?Vanilla and honey.

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?15.

75. when did you lose your first tooth?With six. I was pretty scared because Dad wasn’t there.

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?Fries!! But I love it all.

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?Ask Cas.

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?Coffee.

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?Both are bad but driver’s license photo is at least a bit better.

80. earth tones or jewel tones?Earth.

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?Fireflies.

82. pc or console?PC.

83. writing or drawing?Writing.

84. podcasts or talk radio?Talk Radio. But both are bad. I just want music.

84. barbie or polly pocket?Barbie. I... wanted one as a kid, don’t ask how that ended.

85. fairy tales or mythology?Ugh. Fairy tales, at least they don’t wanna kill me. Most of the times.

86. cookies or cupcakes?cookies (PIE)

87. your greatest fear?Losing Cas and my family.

88. your greatest wish?Being happy with a few kids and my husband. Just, having a normal life.

89. who would you put before everyone else?Cas and Sammy. Did it before and would do it again.

90. luckiest mistake?Going to hell and getting saved by Cas?

91. boxes or bags?Bags.

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?Sunlight... but I don’t have that in my bedroom.

93. nicknames?Pumpkin, Honeybee, Deanie Beanie... and it goes on. But also Dee and Deano.

94. favorite season?Summer.

95. favorite app on your phone?Ehhh?

96. desktop background?

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?Three. My mum, Cas and Sammy.

98. favorite historical era?No clue.

[whatshehassaid]

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

Coffee mugs and wine glasses

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

Lollipops

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

Bubblegum

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

Quiet, sensitive, shy, creative

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

Soda bottles, glass ones

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

It differs, usually it’s closest boho/pastel. I just wear whatever I like.

7. earbuds or headphones?

Headphones

8. movies or tv shows?

Depends. I like both

9. favorite smell in the summer?

Freshly cut grass, peaches

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

Soccer

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

Depends on how I feel... sometimes just toast & coffee, sometimes fruit & coffee...

12. name of your favorite playlist?

Changes all the time, right now it’s one of my own on Spotify called Indie & More

13. lanyard or key ring?

Key ring

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

Fuzzy Peaches

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

Um... technically I read it in high school, but not for an assignment, just because I wanted to: 1984 by George Orwell... (I was kind of protesting my own English teacher for not putting it on the list of books lmao)

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

I dunno, half laying down, I guess?

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

I have a pair of thigh high faux suede go-go boots I wear a lot... either those or sandals

18. ideal weather?

Warm but not TOO warm. Warm with a nice breeze

19. sleeping position?

I sleep on my stomach a lot.

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

In bed

21. obsession from childhood?

Ancient Egypt

22. role model?

I don’t... really have one?

23. strange habits?

I wouldn’t call it a strange habit, but I run my hands through/play with my hair a lot

24. favorite crystal?

Rose quartz or opal stones

25. first song you remember hearing?

Oh jeez, I dunno... first one I think of is Love Song by Sky, but that’s DEFINITELY not the first since it was made like, 7 years after I was born

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

Read outside in the sun

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

Read inside with hot tea (lol)

28. five songs to describe you?

Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd

Cherry by Lana Del Rey

The Show by Lenka

Q.U.E.E.N. (feat. Erykah Badu) by Janelle Monae

Lovely (feat. Khalid) by Billie Eilish

29. best way to bond with you?

Hmmm, be honest and open, I guess?

30. places that you find sacred?

I... don’t know? My bedroom is my favorite spot....?

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

Hahaha, I don’t really kick ass and take names.

32. top five favorite vines?

One

Two

Three

Four

Five

33. most used phrase in your phone?

Uhhhhhhhhh............ I don’t know?

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

Those Wayfair commercials are...... quite sticky

35. average time you fall asleep?

12am-2am

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

It’s either that Numa Numa video, the Can Haz Cheeseburger cat or the He-man what’s going on video

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

Suitcase

38. lemonade or tea?

Why not both?

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

Again, why not both?

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

I haven’t been in school in almost a decade so... Um... I don’t know? I can’t remember anything really

41. last person you texted?

....wouldn’t you like to know.....

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

I like both

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

Hoodies and leather (faux) jackets are my fave.

44. favorite scent for soap?

I like shea butter and cocoa butter...

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

Sci-fi fantasy (I do like some superhero stuff too though)

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

BIG T-SHIRTS (no pants or socks, I HATE sleeping in pants and socks)

47. favorite type of cheese?

I love cheese so... either goat cheese or mozzarella

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

Oh, that one’s easy. Cherry.

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

I don’t really live by a specific quote or saying

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

It’s a tie between scenes from Bridesmaids, Night at the Roxbury & Dumb and Dumber

51. current stresses?

Health stuff (for both me and my mum), money issues, crush issues...... lol

52. favorite font?

I’m boring. Arial

53. what is the current state of your hands?

Uh, I have nice nails right now and my hands are moisturized... I have a huge burn on my thumb though. (Weirdest questions....)

54. what did you learn from your first job?

That companies and your bosses don’t give two shits about you.

55. favorite fairy tale?

Disney version of Beauty and the Beast.... I guess?

56. favorite tradition?

Getting Chinese food on Christmas Eve

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

Abuse, Crohn’s disease emergency surgery, Anxiety (still overcoming that one every day)

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

Video editing, drawing, graphic design, and writing (though I don’t write a lot anymore).

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

Uh... ow?

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

MAGICAL GIRL ANIME!!!!!!

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light

62. seven characters you relate to?

Audrey Horne (Twin Peaks)

Aria Montgomery (Pretty Little Liars)

I don’t... really have many others....

63. five songs that would play in your club?

Stuff by Janelle Monae and Beyonce for sure

64. favorite website from your childhood?

Miniclip and Candystand lmao

65. any permanent scars?

Yes. Surgery scar on my abdomen

66. favorite flower(s)?

Hibiscus and sunflowers

67. good luck charms?

Nah, not really

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

One of those vomit flavored Bertie Botts Every Flavored Beans

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

I have no idea. I can’t think of anything

70. left or right handed?

Right handed (I am, anyway)

71. least favorite pattern?

Those really old school Italian lady florals... hahaha

72. worst subject?

Math, I really was bad at math and I still am

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

Is cheddar and apple a weird flavor combo?

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

Well..... I’m always taking advil ‘cause I’m always at a level 5. Thanks, chronic illness!

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

I have no idea, ask my mother

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

Poutine (how Canadian of me)

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

Never done it, so I wouldn’t know.

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

My grocery store has pretty good sushi, so sushi.

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

Don’t have either, so... hahahaha!

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

Jewel tones.

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

Fireflies!

82. pc or console?

Console

83. writing or drawing?

Drawing.

84. podcasts or talk radio?

Podcasts

84. barbie or polly pocket?

I’ve always been a Polly Pocket girl, but OG Polly Pocket

85. fairy tales or mythology?

Mythology

86. cookies or cupcakes?

Cookies

87. your greatest fear?

Abandonment, Loss...

88. your greatest wish?

Love and contentment

89. who would you put before everyone else?

Does it sound selfish to say myself? I mean that in the best possible way ‘cause only I can take care of myself

90. luckiest mistake?

Ummmmmmm, no idea...

91. boxes or bags?

What is with these questions? It depends, I guess.

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

FAIRY LIGHTS AND SUNLIGHT

93. nicknames?

Sarie, Sar, my dad called me Turkey as a kid (god knows why)

94. favorite season?

Autumn

95. favorite app on your phone?

Spotify

96. desktop background?

It’s Gustav Klimt’s “The Kiss”

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

Not many anymore...

98. favorite historical era?

Ancient Egypt... uh... Victorian era and 1920′s... but just the aesthetic... not... the uh.. lol, reality.

[ohholyfanfics]

High School Crush|Tom Holland

Title: High School Crush

Warning(s): Mentions of drugs, sex, and cheating

Summary: Tom is giving a chance to prove his worth to his high school crush.

A/N: This imagine is actually based on real life events, the dates may not be all accurate, but the plot line is all true. It took me so long to write this and I just hope you guys get a better look into my personal life.

Know this is a long shot but do you by any chance have those cheetah print shoes?’

She starred at her screen in shock before a loud laugh escaped her lips. Shaking her head, she throw her phone into the cup holder as her thumb tapped the stirring wheel to the beat of the song. Her brother looking in her direction as if she’d recently grown three extra heads. Her phone buzzed once more interpreting her favorite song, looking down briefly at her phone seeing his contact him pop up again had her stomach turning with nerves. It wasn’t unusual for him to text her, but the subject he was talking to her about was.

“Who is it?” Will chuckled as he leaned forward gripping the phone in hands before a smirk appeared. “Tom Holland huh?” he questioned as she made a face.

“It’s not like that.” she mumbled taken a turn wishing for this car ride to be over as fast as possible. The last thing she wanted was for her brother to think that an old flame who caused her hell and high water to be tumbling their way back into her life. She was happy, stable and living her best life, the last thing on her mind was wondering what he wanted with her other than the one subject in question.

“But wasn’t it like that?” he shrugged placing her phone back. She shrugged not wanting to get into specific details about what had gone on with the oldest of the Holland’s son. “I mean weren’t you guys a thing at one point?” he pressed on as she slammed on the breaks.

“Will I don’t want to talk about it, you know what went down. We weren’t but were. I called him my boyfriend, he called me his girlfriend but it was never official.” she huffed fixing the sunglasses that were shielding her eyes. “Plus it’s over, he picked her over me remember? I don’t need this bullshit.”

“Well what are you gonna tell him than?” he asked reaching forward and lowering the volume of the song. He couldn’t help the irony of the song that was playing but kept his opinions to himself. Tom was always a touchy subject for his sister and he knew no matter how hard she tired to convince herself she was okay, she wasn’t. She loved the boy and he did his sister wrong.

“I don’t know Will, how about the fucking truth!” she huffed shutting the ignition off and opening her door. “Mãe give the shoes away, ela pensou que era o sapato do Andrew.” she shrugged off quickly typing the text and sending it without a second thought.

|April 2008|

“Come on Tom..” she giggled softly leaning into his side, as his lips broke into a smile. Her hair placed perfectly on the top of her head. Her white uniform shirt looking crisp and perfect, the school logo resting proudly on top where her heart was.

“It’ll be fun!” she giggled before taken his hand and running off towards the field where their friends were waiting them.

Harrison smirked sending a wink in Tom’s direction, only to get him a eye roll in return. Lily stood proudly at the head of the group hanging out paper ties to the boys and little sunflowers from the field to the girls. The sun was blazing above them as the group quickly broke off.

“Why does she get to marry Nick!” Justine huffed obviously her lack of controlling her jealously getting the best of her. Tom watched as Y/N chewed on her lower lip to keep her smirk at bay. He wasn’t even sure why he even agreed on this, his heart pounding rapidly like a butterfly’s wings.

“It’s just how it goes Justine!” Meghan huffed finally speaking out and getting utterly annoyed. The eleven year old was surely done and wanted nothing more than to be over this stupid game.

“Can we just get over it and finish this?” Nick spoke up, his blue eyes squinting from the bright spring sun. Y/N couldn’t help the giggle that escaped her lips, Tom on the other hand was having a hard time keeping his opinions in.

“Can we just get this shit over with.” he hissed making Lily sigh and send Justine a glare.

“If you have an issue Justine just leave.”

“I won’t leave until I marry Nick!”

Y/N groaned as she threw her sunflowers on the ground and walked up to Tom. Linking their arms together she softly hummed a tone as she began the fake ceremony that eventually ended up in Nick marry Justine instead of Y/N.

|present|

Her hands were sweaty as her grip on her bag tightened, the sudden urge to turn around and head back home overpowering. The large glass doors seeming inhumanly intimidating as she contemplated go back home and telling her brother Tom wasn’t able to help him. She knew it was selfish and her own feelings were getting in the way of helping her brother, but how could she just walk in there and demand to see him.

“Y/N?” she sucked in a breathe turning to face the same blue eyes she had crossed pass with multiple times. A small smile working it’s way onto her lips as she allowed him to embrace her into a hug. “didn’t think you’d show up.” he added as she chuckled feeling less nervous following him through the doors.

“Almost wasn’t.” she laughed nervously as Harrison nodded his head. He knew the history they shared and it wasn’t squeaky clean, in fact he still couldn’t understand how Tom had managed to fuck something up that could’ve been so well.

“He’s excited to see you, been talking about it all week.” he chuckled as she smiled. Her cheeks burning in embarrassment, the cool air blowing from the vents doing nothing to calm the heat that was spreading the closer they got to Tom’s floor.

It was silent not a word being spoken as Harrison led her to Tom’s office. The sleek and modern decor was a perfect fit for Tom. Her heart swelling at how well he had managed to do for himself since graduating high school, he’s working his way up the corporate ladder all while committing himself to school.

“Hey.” Harrison mumbled as they stood outside a door, his teeth sinking into his bottom lip. Tilting her head to the side she awaited his response.

“Just know that he loves you okay. I know he did a shit job in high school but he really does. He made mistakes, we all make them.”

“His mistakes are a little to hard to forget Harrison don’t forget that.” she mumbled before turning around and softly knocking on the door.

|November 2011|

“Who’s coming tonight?” he asked not once taken his eyes off the screen. His mind racing at the thought of seeing her again, his thoughts going back to the conversation he had with Harrison only hours ago. He knew it was pathetic that he had resulted in befriending her friends in order to see her more.

“Um just the usual people that come.” Ben shrugged going back to the game not giving much thought. He and Tom were friends but they weren’t ever at the statues were they would have hang outs like this, and never in his life did he imagine him spending the night after a small get together like this.

“Who’s the usual again?” Tom asked with a slight chuckle and a rub of the neck. Clearly he was nervous and the last thing he wanted was to let Ben know right away his motives not that they were wrong by any means.

“Sophia, Ben, Y/N, Julia, Ian..” Emily mumbled as she walked into the room with a few bags of chips to place in the plastic bowls. Tom looked up sending her a soft smile. “am I missing anyone?”

“Nope.” Ben mumbled more than ready for his sister to leave and not drop anymore hints. The last thing Ben needed was for Tom finding out about his crush, not that Ben didn’t trust him. He just felt like him and Tom weren’t at that level of trust yet, he liked Tom but wasn’t sure where Tom stood just yet in the group.

“What no comments?” Emily mumbled slightly shocked her brother wasn’t fazed.

“Nope no comments.”

“But y/n’s coming!”

“She’s pretty.” Tom shrugged as the siblings looked over at him with wide eyes. He dropped his controller as he spoke slowly. “I may have a crush on her..”

Emily busted into laughter as she papped him on the shoulder. “Seems like the two of you have started a club.”

|Present|

“So are you and Tom like a thing?” Sophia asked scrolling through her Facebook timeline. She watched as Y/N shrugged her shoulders not knowing what they even were. Since she had reached out to him a couple weeks back about something the two had been exchanging text messages back and forth.

“I don’t know, like the high school me would be freaking out right now.” she huffed laying down and looking up at her best friend who was smiling widely.

“You so had a crush on him!” she laughed as the young girl groaned hiding her embarrassment. “It’s cute, I ship it.” Sophia added with a wink.

“I never said I liked him!” she defended as her best friend gave her a look, sure she might not like him in that sense anymore but it was nice the attention he was giving her.

“What’s he doing now?” Sophia asked placing her phone down. “Like is he still that scrawny skinny boy? Or has he like involved into a man? More mature, less mature? Give me the details!”

“He’s not scrawny looking for sure, he’s a bit more mature. It was weird you know like actually seeing him in person instead of a screen.” she shrugged as Sophia nodded her head.

“Still how’d you two even start talking again. I swear after what happened with Morgan the last thing you want was to be anywhere near him.” she stated as Y/N frowned.

|July 2012|

The feeling started at the bottom of her stomach when the word first got to her, growing slowly every passing day. She didn’t notice it as first and if she did she pretended it wasn’t there. Almost as if the her heart was being punctured by a million tiny pins. The pain when it was there was overpowering, almost a stinging like sanitation, like one of a prick on the finger. Slowly increasing over time and soon become numb.

She wanted so badly to forget everything she was hearing, to believe that it was different. It’s different this time, she would mumble to herself whenever the passing thoughts creeped into her head.

We aren’t like that, was another thing she would mumble. She felt breathless almost as if she was running away from a ghost, but she wasn’t. She was running from him, running from the truth. It was becoming exhausting to go on this way, never know when it started and when it ended. She did know one this though, he had broken her and she wasn’t sure how she could be put back to together.

“Do you want to talk about it.”

“There’s nothing to talk about.”

“Y/N-“

“You know what it feels like?” She mumbled breathlessly, her friends eyes widen hearing her horse voice. “Kinda feelings like you have fallen into a cactus. It’s needles puncturing your heart a million times over. It’s that feeling that starts at the bottom of your stomach and grows each passing day.”

“You can do better, so much better.”

“Can I do?”

|present|

“Saw Y/N this morning.” Harrison spoke casually testing the waters of the topic. He knew it was sensitive since the whole thing had came crumbling down his junior year. He watched as the brown eyed man nodded his head taken a sip of his whiskey as her image came to mind.

“God she looks amazing Harrison.” he mumbled placing the cup down on the counter before him. “Did you know she has a degree in international business and she’s working on getting her PhD..” he mumbled.

“I knew about the PhD not the business part.” he mumbled, he knew y/n was doing well for herself. The last he knew about her she was finishing up her masters in business and was dating some lad by the name of Andrew. Of course he won’t be the one to tell Tom that information.

“She’s amazing.” he sighed swirling the liquid around, his heart heavy.

“God I really fucked up didn’t I?” he mumbled.

“Come on mate don’t be like that..”

“But I did, if only I kept it in my pants for once I might be getting ready to walk down the aisle with the only woman I’ve ever loved.”

“Tom everyone makes mistakes.”

“Well she made it clear mine was one she could never be able to forgive.”

|September 2013|

“So what that’s it?” she mumbled softly looking down at him on his hospital bed. The anger radiating off of her in waves. His pain no longer important as he watched the tears he caused flow down her cheeks for the second time. The tears he was to blame for something so stupid and idiotic he doesn’t know if they’ll ever get a chance of real happiness.

“Bab-“

“No Tom no, don’t call me that. I’m not your anything and you made that clear!” she shouted as his head was starting to hurt and his heart beat increasing. “You made it crystal clear the moment you slept with her again!”

“It wasn’t like that!” he begged, his lungs were failing as the burns on his body were rubbing up against the bandages. His eyes swelling in tears as he watched the girl he loved shake her head. “Please don’t leave.”

“You left me a long time ago Thomas.” she spat looking back at him. The guilt she had of seeing him on his deathbed no longer there, he had hurt her beyond compare to anything in this world. She couldn’t believe she had been so blind the first time in believe what he said, that it was a joke, but this was the last straw.

“to-“

“Unbelievable.” she chuckled taken a look at the now slightly opened door. The last person on earth she wanted to see besides Tom stood there with wide eyes as she watched the scene before her. “Have a nice fucking life and don’t ever talk to me again you piece of shit!” She mumbled pushing past the other girl as she stumbled.

|Present|

“Why now Tom?” she mumbled softly fingers tracing the light gray etched on the table. Her heart beating uncontrollably fast as her eyes started to tear.

“Because I love you.” he mumbled softly as she inhaled a shaker breath. It was all too much sitting there and hearing him speak the words she would’ve dream of hearing three years back. “I know what I did was unforgivable I don’t want you to take this as me trying to win you back. I want you to understand that I’m sorry, that I wasn’t fair to you. I should’ve loved you when I had the chance.” he mumbled his own heart breaking.

“I know what I did was fucked up, fuck I don’t even know why I did it. Maybe it was the fact that I heard you were hanging out with Mike? Or the fact that Josh was always talking about you in the locker room. You were mine, well you were suppose to be anyways and I threw that chance away. I threw it all away for some quick fix that never filled the space, for someone who never made me feel like half the man I felt when I was with you. By the time I opened my eyes it was too late, senior year was over and you were with Mike. But fuck when I saw you at prom with him? God that killed me, do you know how happy I was when Grant told me you were sitting at our table?” He questioned with a little laugh as you nodded your head.

“You took the seat beside me, you looked good.” she mumbled softly as he nodded his head. “You asked if you could come over with the rest of the group.”

“God I was so shocked when you said I could join everyone. Fuck, and when you took the spot next to me when you obviously could’ve stayed next to Grant or anyone else. I remember texting Harrison that morning about how I got to spend the night at your place, you or felt somewhat normal.” he chuckled as she smiled nodding her head. “Why did you stop talking to me than? It was going so well why did you stop?”

“You were still with her Tom, I told you I wasn’t going to get in the middle of that.”

“There was nothing to get in the middle of, there is nothing to get in the middle of!” he mumbled the same heartbreak he felt years ago coming back ten times fold. “Why can’t you believe that.”

“Because it’s hard to believe anything you say anymore.”

“What do I have to do to get your trust back.”

“You need to prove to me that it’s over, that whatever you had with her is over Tom. Eu não consigo amar pela a metade. It’s all or nothing Tom.”

“Than have all of it, all of me! I don’t want you to avoid me, avoid my name. I need you in life.”

“I want someone que vai me amr de verdade.”

“Give me the chance and I will be that person, stop with this back and worth. Fuck I’m not perfect but I love you. God do I fucking love you, whatever you want I’ll do it.”

“I want you, all strings attached Tom, no oneone else. No more games and not giving us a title it’s my way or now way right now.”

Smiling softly he stood up grabbing her hand and pressing a soft kiss onto her lips. “Whatever you want as along as you’re mine.”

[jaehunnyy]

AAAAAAM YES I LOVE YOU HYUCK I RLLY DO (pls love me back)

that was sOFT AND CHIUT I MIGHT MELT BECAUSE OF HAECHAN AHAHAH

Sunny your love for Hyuck is showingg

[14:56]

pairing: bf!hyuck x reader

genre: fluff, established relationship!AU

warnings: none, i think (MUCH CHEESE)

word count: 798 words

a/n: hi so i have the concept of the collab done, if anyone is interested in joining/being co-host feel free to send an ask or a message!!!!!

networks/taglist: @neoturtles @knet-bakery @ficscafe @kflixnet @k-radio @nct-writers + @soobin-chois @markhyuckselca @addictedtothesummernights <3

Never would you have expected you would end up in love with Lee Donghyuck, especially since the time he accidentally spilled a drink on you at a party and completely ran off, without a single word.

But alas, you find yourself in his very embrace, and you have never felt so relaxed in someone's arms.

If you had told yourself from months ago that you'd be genuinely happy with Lee Donghyuck, seeing him in your future, constantly wanting to be with him, you're sure you would've found it completely mental.

You feel a smile creep up your lips when Donghyuck's arms tighten around you, twisting your head to the side when he beckons for you to watch the funny video he found amidst his instagram feed.

Strangely, you don't even look at the video. You had for just a second, before your eyes trailed over to his face. You didn't even notice until his eyes locked with yours, and a feeling of shivers runs through you at how much you found yourself enjoying the sight of him.

"Hmm?" Donghyuck hums, "What's up?"

Automatically, you shake your head, your chin brushing against his shoulder, and you chuckle at the light sensation. "Nothing,"

Your response doesn't make Donghyuck any less confused as before, if not, even more lost, as he turns his phone off and tosses it somewhere beside him, lost in his bedsheets.

It's almost as if he needs no words to ask you to explain, just by his glazed eyes, just by his fingers that intertwine between yours, it's all asking you, and you want to give in.

"It's just," You fail to find your words instantly, trying to put it perfectly. You know either way that it'll be fine to Donghyuck, he would understand you any day. "I never expected us to be like this."

And surprisingly Donghyuck isn't all that shocked. He thought the same thing.

"The moment you ran off with your empty cup without an apology, I thought you'd never be in my life again. I thought you'd be someone I'd avoid talking to." You smile at the memory, remembering how you'd grimace seeing the stain on your shirt even after you washed it.

"But god, do I love talking to you."

Donghyuck grins at your words, finding so much pride and assurance from your words. He feels almost shy, hearing all this from you. His smile is so contagious, and you find your lips lifting even more, your smile widening.

"I went on a couple of dates with you, but didn't expect it to grow like this. I didn't think you'd be as likable as you are now."

Donghyuck's laugh resonates in your ears, triggering your own, as he bumps his head with yours lightly.

"You like me that much, huh?" You can't stop the feeling of bashfulness from creeping into you, and there's definitely no stopping the awkward smile from reaching your lips at the realization of how cheesy you sounded.

Your boyfriend coos at you, hooking his leg over yours to prevent you from scooting too far away from him. "It almost seems like... you love me!"

"I do,"

"You do?"

You slowly nod, biting your lip from stopping your laughs of embarrassment, scrunching your nose up either way.

Donghyuck is more than ecstatic to hear that you love him, he feels so much love for you that it's honestly crazy.

"Say it!"

At this, however, you shake your head, sticking your tongue out at him. "You already know I do! I don't have to say it!"

Before Donghyuck can say or do anything, you untangle yourself from the messy pile of limbs on Donghyuck's bed, stumbling slightly, before you stand up.

"I have a tutor session at the library in half an hour," You mumble quickly, not missing the sly smirk on Donghyuck's lips.

He watches as you scramble around his room, picking up your backpack, notebook on his desk, and finally back to the bed to grab your phone right next to him. You grab it quickly, shoving it into the pocket of your—Donghyuck's—hoodie, before turning around to head straight for the door.

Your boyfriend quips a quick 'good luck!', tugging on your heart strings, and before you know it, you've spun on your heel, and started venturing your way back to him.

This surprises him as well, he yelps in surprise when you crawl back into his bed. You lean down, pressing your lips against his cheek, leaving a loud smooch, before you smile.

"I love you," you mumble against his skin, before you run back out the door with quick steps.

And even if you're already running down the stairs, even if Donghyuck is lying in bed with the goofiest smile, you know that he loves you too.

[jaehunnyy]

so, i heard u missed me 😌

How was ur haechan brain rot has he taken jaems and jens place

TEDDY!!! HELLAW

so, i heard Chenle wanted to take Hyuck's place ha......... Bae is a snitch 🏃‍♀️

ANYWAY my Hyuck brainrot lasted till the end of the day but... Yuta ended up overtaking him 😪😪

but now, with this... i might or might not br whipped

[the-coconut-asado]

Sand and Sandwiches

When I posted pictures of Clacton Pier from our road trip last month, alot of friends recalled fond memories of their childhood, whizzing down the helter skelter and eating whelks on the beach. How many of those friends returned to Clacton between puberty and the menopause? I’m guessing zero.

British seaside holidays - especially those on the bracing North Sea coastline - are freeze-framed in our consciousness as an ice cream in a 10-force gale, or a sandy mouthful of picnic behind a wind break. That’s if you ever got out of the car to eat. My own holiday memories involve that great British institution The Car Picnic: cold baked beans on crispbread, washed down with a thermos of tea, watching the rain lash the windscreen before going to queue for Les Dennis and Dustin Gee at the Winter Garden.

When I was very young we would follow my half-sister (a dancer) around the seaside panto circuit, performing variously alongside Danny la Rue (the ultimate drag queen), Dickie Henderson (a comedian I announced I wanted to marry, aged 5) and The Clitheroe Kid (there would have been no Crankies without him. You figure out if this was a good thing). Any dreams I had of a career in showbiz were quashed by seeing the leading lady in Robinson Crusoe sitting in her dressing room in a candlewick robe drinking soup out of a flask and puffing aggressively on a Malboro’ Light . Cold soup did not signal glamour, and no amount of gourmet gazpacho over the years has made me change my mind.

But back to Clacton. We had come for the day from our glamping site near Colchester (Covid has done nothing if not made us adventurous), hoping to build better seaside food memories in a post-Jamie Oliver era.

It didn’t bode well that we couldn’t get warm. Icy winds blew from the stall selling an irresistible if confusing combination of ice cream and chips, right through the rat run of Vegas-adjacent slot machine arcades, where you could win anything you wanted as long as it was a baby Yoda.

But nestling in the back streets was a cafe called Tracie’s which, unlike those around it, was teeming with people. Its fogged up windows promised warmth, so we snapped on our face masks and dived in.

And we were rewarded. While Adam couldn’t think past a burger and chips (no blame there) I noticed a chalkboard with their special of the day: goat curry. I figured that restaurant which stakes their reputation on a goat curry has to serve a good one - and I wasn’t wrong. Dark, glossy and caramelised from long, slow cooking, with just the right lick of habanero chilli pepper and meltingly tender potatoes, served with a flavourful jollof rice.

From the gleeful expressions of our fellow diners it seemed that Tracie, the owner-chef, is turning out plate after plate of delicious and consistent food - including Adam’s burger and crispiest fries. But that curry, over and above all else, banished all my dodgy seaside supper memories for good and replaced them with a whole bowl of yum.

I went straight home and experimented, and here is the result. You might feel like an ice cream to follow (with or without a side order of chips) so my choc chip sorbet ice cream should fill the bill nicely. And if, like me, your childhood is sprinked with the crumbs of a back seat picnic, then I hope that my Pork Cholas will change the course of your summer outdoor eating.

Goat Curry

Unlike Tracie, I have developed this as an off the bone curry. Still full of flavour but less fiddly to eat. Serve with jollof, coconut or plain basmati rice. Serves 6-8

Ingredients:

2kg goat leg, off the bone and chopped into generous chunks

4-5 garlic cloves, crushed

1 red pepper, cubed

1 scotch bonnet/ habanero pepper seeded and chopped finely

1 in piece of fresh ginger, grated

2 tsp kosher salt

2 onions chopped

1-2 tbsp. Sunflower oil

Few sprigs fresh thyme

1 tin cherry tomatoes

3 tbsp plain yoghurt

250 ml beef stock

1 small tin coconut cream

200g potatoes, peeled and roughly chopped

Curry Paste:

2 tsp allspice

3-4 tsp cumin powder

2 tsp. Turmeric

½ tsp. Cinnamon

1 tsp ground black pepper

1tbsp. Reloja powder (this is a Puerto Rican mix of toasted ground cinnamon sticks, dried chillis, cumin, pumpkin seeds, bay leavesm sesame seeds and cocoa powder)

3 tbsp sunflower oil

How to make

Marinate the goat in the garlic, ginger, salt, thyme and chopped scotch bonnet. Leave the flavours to develop over an hour or two.

Heat the oil in a large, deep casserole, then fry the onion and pepper until brown. Add the curry paste and fry until the oil starts to separate and the aromas hit you. Add the marinaded goat meat and stir until coated.

Add the tin of cherry tomatoes, the beef stock and the coconut cream, stir well to combine then reduce heat and simmer, covered for about 3.5 hours.

Add the chopped potatoes, then simmer, uncovered, for a further 30 mins until the potatoes are cooked but still holding together. Test the goat for tenderness - it should be meltingly tender - and serve.

Choc Chip Sorbet Ice Cream

How can you have an ice cream and a sorbet all in one? Simple - by using my friend Sam’s Chocolate Sorbet recipe (see my Last Kitchen Show blog) as a base, then adding whipped egg white, double cream and of course chocolate chips. An ice cream maker will make this effortless, but don’t despair if you don’t have one. Just remember to take the ice cream out of the freezer a couple of hours after freezing and whisk thoroughly before returning to the freezer. Serves 4-6

Ingredients For the sorbet mix:

200 g caster sugar

50g cocoa powder

50 g 70% dark chocolate, broken into pieces

1 tsp. Vanilla extract

600 ml water

To finish:

1 egg white

300 ml double cream

30g dark chocolate chips

How to make:

First, make the sorbet mix. Bring the water to the boil, then whisk in the sugar and cocoa powder. Simmer for 5 minutes, then take off the heat and stir in the chopped chocolate and vanilla extract until smooth. Cool (you can make this the day before and refrigerate over night)

Whisk the egg white to soft peaks, and in a separate bowl, whisk the double cream until just holding its shape. Fold the egg white and cream into the sorbet mix, then mix in the ice cream maker.

Five minutes before it is ready, add the chocolate chips to the ice cream as it mixes (or if you are not using a maching, add the choc chips after you have whisked the mix out of the freezer). Transfer to a plastic container, cover and freeze. Bring to room temperature for around 20 minutes before serving.

Pork Cholas

This is the national sandwich of Bolivia - probably getting its name from Cholitas, Bolivia’s indigenous women. You can just serve this with the traditional salsa verde but I also like to add a small dollop of Stokes Jalapeno Jelly for extra zing. I made my own crusty bread rolls for these photos, but sandwich making shouldn’t be a morning-long process, so just buy 6 of these and off you go. Makes 6 Cholas.

Ingredients:

1.5kg pork shoulder off the bone, skin removed and aside

1 tsp fennel seeds, crushed

1 tsp salt plus extra for salting the skin

1 tsp garlic salt

Freshly ground black pepper

1 tsp chilli flakes

2 tbsp. Olive oil

300ml cider

6 crusty white bread rolls

Lettuce

Salted butter

For the salsa verde:

3 tbsp. Flat parsley

1 tbsp. Mint leaves

3 tbsp. Capers

6 anchovy fillets

1 clove garlic

1 tbsp. Dijon mustard

Juice of ½ a lemon

120 ml extra virgin olive oil

How to make:

First, roast your pork (you can do this the day before). Mix the fennel seeds, salt, garlic salt, pepper and chilli flakes in a bowl. Add the olive oil and stir to combine, then rub this all over the pork shoulder. Set aside. Rub salt all over the skin (which should be scored) and then pop, uncovered, in the fridge.

Heat the oven to 240C. Put the pork shoulder into a roasting tin and pour the cider around it. Pop into the over, uncovered and immediately turn the oven down to 180C. Pat the skin dry, salt again and put onto a rimmed baking sheet. Slot into the top shelf of your oven and roast skin and shoulder for 2 - 2.½ hours. The pork should be tender and the crackling super crisp. Set both pork and cracking aside to cool.

To make the salsa verde: put all the ingredients except for the olive oil into a blended and pulse. You dont want this mix to be super smooth. Tip into a bowl, add the olive oil and whisk. Cover and chill until needed.

Split the rolls and butter, then layer with a lettuce leaf, slices of pork, a tbsp. Salsa verde and a dollop of jalapeno jelly (optional) before sandwiching with the crusty top. Serve with shards of crackling on the side.

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random questions just cause...hereeell we go

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? *chuckles* yup

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? yes

3. Have you taken someones virginity? ya

4. Is trust a big issue for you? no in fact I trust people way too much

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? don't really like anyone atm

6. What are you excited for? hmm idk really. I guess my week off of work in a few weeks

7. What happened tonight? not much, just chilling, rainy day

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? ehh..idk it's just not my thing. but I wouldn't call it "disgusting"..if that's fun for them then cool

9. Is confidence cute? for sure, just not tooo much..fine line there

10. What is the last beverage you had? water and an iced vanilla latte

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? hmm. not any really besides my dad

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yes a couple

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? I'm not sure yet. Probably go somewhere with a friend or see a movie

14. What are you going to spend money on next? probably either food or coffee

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? no

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? not significantly but I feel like I'm always changing in some way, even if it's gradual

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? not gonna put a name but one of my best friends

18. The last time you felt broken? that's hard to answer cause like i still do, i have for a while now but I mean it's not as bad as it was. about a year ago

19. Have you had sex today? sadly no lol

20. Are you starting to realize anything? a lot of things every second of every day. adulthood has a lot of fucking wake up calls

21. Are you in a good mood? not necessarily in a good mood but i'm not really in a bad mood either..it's just kinda like meh lol

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? hmm.... maybeee... depends

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? no. his is brown, mine are blue

24. What do you want right this second? not to have to go to work tomorrow XD and idk maybe a good ol makeout session and/or cuddles

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? uhhh well like if i were in a relationship with them then wtf, no no lol not good. but like if it was someone i'm not together with then...cool, do whatever the hell you want

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? pretty much

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? noo.. like i mean they don't gotta be some sorta jokester/comedian or nothing but just..don't be so serious. laughing is the best

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? probably one of my cats lol

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? always do

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? for the most part. but idk...I don't think I could give someone who cheated another chance. that's just crossing a line of trust that like..I could forive but I wouldn't be able to be with them again. I just don't understand anyone who cheats

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? that would be my dad so no XD

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? hmm hard to answer. but I suppose she does

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? nooo I love soda. with that said though, since the beginning of the year i've cut back on it alottttt for my health. but i still drink it maybe once a week. i used to drink it literally every day multiple times a day.

34. Listening to? currently juice WRLD

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? sometimes at work but not often

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? yup

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes and no. i hate that question, it's old lets move on lol

38. Who did you last call? i cant remember, probably one of my parents. i dont talk on the phone much

39. Who was the last person you danced with? I dont dance really except in the car with my friends..our own version of dancing XD

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? cause she was my girlfriend. girlfriends do that lol

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? a few weeks ago i think

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? no..we don't hug often really lol we're just not that way but i do hug my mom every now and then

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? probably a million times

44. Do you tan in the nude? noooooooo. i burn so easy i'd probably turn into one giant tomato

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? never

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? nah :/ I miss that

47. Who was the last person to call you? a million car sales people cause i'm stupid and entered info on a website and now it's like the neverending fucking story of sales people calling me like heyyyy buy a jeep and its like yes mam id love to but i'm poor so how about not right now stop calling me thank you bye

48. Do you sing in the shower? heck ya. except not really lately cause i shower at the gym...they don't wanna hear that XD

49. Do you dance in the car? yasss

50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yes, I did archery at camp as a kid. fun times

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? 10th grade highschool photo. or if it counts, my aunt took my graduation photos..she perty professional

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? there definitely can be cheesy ones but those are usually the ones i love XD

53. Is Christmas stressful? these days yes -_- never as a kid. I miss those days

54. Ever eat a pierogi? I don't think I have actually

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? not a huge fruit pie person but I guess...apple or lemon. I really don't eat fruit pie though. If  it's gonna be pie then I prefer something like chocolate or peanut butter

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? so many different things, that's why i never settled on anything XD

57. Do you believe in ghosts? I think so..in a certain way.. like not in the way they show on tv and movies. just idk, i do believe in spirits. There's some stories in my family they are kinda hard not to believe or explain

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? allllll the time

59. Take a vitamin daily? nah, probably should ?

60. Wear slippers? not anymore, I used to alot

61. Wear a bath robe? same as above. I get way too hot for that now lol

62. What do you wear to bed? usually just shorts or boxers and a tank top or tshirt. sometimes sweatpants dependning  

63. First concert? reba mcentire lol

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? target. walmart for certain things. but target is just fun

65. Nike or Adidas? neither really but adidas if i have to pick

66. Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? I like both, but peanuts

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? back in the day, crazier. then it was blank space or shake it off...but recently, delicate. many different taylor eras XD

69. Ever take dance lessons? when I was in elementary school and 6th grade yes

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? umm hmm honestly no. whatever makes them happy :)

71. Can you curl your tongue? nah, i dont got nothing special like that XD

72. Ever won a spelling bee? nahh

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yesss

74. What is your favorite book? several...looking for alaska by john greene, the pawn series by robin roseau, and look again by lisa scottoline

75. Do you study better with or without music? havent studied in so long O_o but probably with

76. Regularly burn incense? not regularly. I do from time to time but not as much anymore, my mom hates it lol

77. Ever been in love? yes

78. Who would you like to see in concert? so many... fleetwood mac or just stevie nicks, ben howard, maroon 5, pvris, ariana grande, lana del rey, the weeknd, pink, coldplay, imagine dragons lady gaga, andrew belle, adele, lorde, gwen stefani even though I already did lol...i could go on all day. bottom line, i need to see more concerts

79. What was the last concert you saw? Gwen Stefani a couple years ago

80. Hot tea or cold tea? cold

81. Tea or coffee? coffee

82. Favorite type of cookie? alllllll the cookies. lately m&m. but chocolate chip is always a winner

83. Can you swim well? yes

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? nahh

85. Are you patient? yes and no. depends on the setting and circumstance lol. I think I'm fairly patient compared to other people but sometimes at work..if the right people push my buttons then oohhh boyyy no

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? hmm.. neither honestly just put on the damn ipod playlist XD

87. Ever won a contest? a couple when I was little lol

88. Ever have plastic surgery? noo. no thank you

89. Which are better black or green olives? greeeeeen

90. Opinions on sex before marriage? go for it. I used to think alot differently when I was younger cause I'm a christian, grew up with traditional values. but *sighs*... things change lol sex is great, go for it but be safe people XD

91. Best room for a fireplace? ANY ROOM. omggg. they should have fireplaces in the bathroom. what a great idea you can just warm yourself while you sitting there haha genius

92. Do you want to get married? If I meet the right person but if I don't ever get married that's fine too lol it's not a priority for me really but if I do meet the right person then for sure

[lumiereswig]

plumiere for the send a ship

HAHAHAHAHA YOU GOT MY BACK, FAM

who hogs the duvet: Lumiere

who texts/rings to check how their day is going: i think lumiere, yeah

who’s the most creative when it comes to gifts: Lumiere once had this brilliant idea to buy Plumette a bed ENTIRELY covered in feathers. it was great until they tried it out and couldn’t stop sneezing. chip got an awesome, very feathery trampoline after that

who gets up first in the morning: Plumette. Lumiere sleeps late.

who suggests new things in bed: i feel like lumiere is pretty old school so while that’s really nice, him having an endless supply of classic casanova methods and all, plumette is the one who has to be like “so, what if we—”

who cries at movies: lumiere. plumette cries too sometimes, but he’s the sappier one

who gives unprompted massages: messages? like texts? or like are we talking about who sends anonymous asks to the trash tumblr lumiere secretly maintains that she accidentally found out about and when she realized he really liked getting anons she got an account just so she could send him unprompted asks about stupid stuff? because it’s plumette

who fusses over the other when they’re sick: both, they’re both fussy about sickness and will pile two hundred blankets on each other

who gets jealous easiest: plumette

who has the most embarrassing taste in music: lumiere is the one who sends in anonymous requests to the musicians and that’s really embarrassing because you can only play “what’s new pussycat” on a harpsichord so many times before everyone goes crazy. on the other hand plumette is the one who suggests putting in one “it’s not unusual” after the seventh play so who can really tell which of this pairing is more embarrassing

who collects something unusual: plumette “collects” fashionable items and by that I mean lumiere willfully encourages her and nobody has any idea how they manage to fit so many poofy dresses into a couple normal-sized closets

who takes the longest to get ready: i think that’s plumette but only JUST because the fashions of the era take so long. like if lumiere decided to wear dresses it would take him all day

who is the most tidy and organised: i think they’re both total slobs (Plumette is a maid as a job, not because she just adores cleaning or something), but they can both pull themselves together if they have to

who gets most excited about the holidays: lumiere

who is the big spoon/little spoon: lumiere is little spoon, though they find the terms of “big spoon/little spoon” disturbing after spending so much time around actual spoons

who gets most competitive when playing games and/or sports: ooh, this one is hard, i’m not actually sure! i could see it either way. i think lumiere? maybe? but then like in the last 20 minutes plumette suddenly comes out of NOWHERE and kicks ass? headcanon not confirmed but that’s how i’m thinking of it right now

who starts the most arguments: i mean lumiere will give plumette anything she wants and plumette has no urge to fight with such a gorgeous man as her lumiere, so like….why

who suggests that they buy a pet: plumette. she loves frou-frou. the next day she finds lumiere has bought her a fucking LLAMA

what couple traditions they have: nicknames; dancing at balls; eating pastries; holding hands

what tv shows they watch together: brooklyn nine-nine, the great british bake off, the vintage Avengers, PBS reruns of old movie musicals

what other couple they hang out with: GARDERENZA! cadenza/lumiere are on the same wavelength vis a vis “holy shit we married goddesses” and garderobe/plumette are like “yes we are goddesses and also look at these adorable sunflower men we have in our lives” and cadenza/plumette are like “we are both cool people who can talk about fascinating things for hours” and lumiere/garderobe are like “we are both lovers of the dramatic arts, LET US CHEW THE SCENERY TOGETHER”

how they spend time together as a couple: romancing, dancing, making cogsworth uncomfortable, talking for hours, laughing a lot, cooking together

who made the first move: Plumette

who brings flowers home: plumette. lumiere tries but sometimes he picks the wrong types and gets rashes

who is the best cook: lumiere, so happy to be cooking again