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#princess tutu#malen#fanart#my art#these are all from p much the same big file as well as the innblings doodles#they've just been on my mind from time to time this is all scattered ideas coming to me sporadically since...im gonna say april.#correct me if im worng im too lazy to check#these were mostly me trying to figure out her wardrobe#cos tutu has that anachronistic feel#where nothings really pinned down#and like. yall saw how much personality ducks fun littel casual fit has#i watned kinda to figure out something similar for malen?#capture that sorta outside-of-time feel+see if i can make her personality shine through#.......whatever it is its not like we actually know#i think i make her a bit more somber than shy/anxious?#but idk i wanted to give her a hint of something More than what we saw in the anime#author is a useful hint here#like i know theyre not cannon siblings im playing with my dolls here ok leave me alone#like. seeign where she could be similar to him and where they might clash. its all so fun#also some extra info i found on the image that started this madness within me is making me rethink their situation/dynamic#so yeag#anyway#aco udri 'post'
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no pressure to answer, but any hatchetfield fic recs?
ooooo I've got a bunch so get ready! I'm gonna split this into multi-chap works and oneshots so you can find what you want
Multi-chapter works
The Hatchetfield Anomaly by @shhimavoidingsleep is so so good. It's a two fic series that's really long and has lots of characters, twists and turns, lore, and so much else. It's really long tho so def keep that in mind before you sit down and read it. It hasn't been updated in over a year, however it's also collectively got almost a million words, so I think it's worth a read regardless.
Into the Black and White by @warriorblood1 is another fave, sort of a post black Friday slow burn fix it, so so good
I'm Going to Live Twice by @wizisbored is based on the premise of infected Paul and Emma being taken by evil!PIEP and studied/experimented on. lots of unethical science stuff and dehumanisation so read the tags but I adore the dynamic with Paul and Emma, so well written
walk around (as if you never cared in the first place) by @marianara-sauce makes me so so happy. It operates under the premise that Max comes back as a ghost, but he can't touch anyone, so he's left just haunting the nerdy prudes. They gave him a redemption that felt natural and well done and they're the only person I trust with Max.
What the darkness does by @fencecollapsed is a very funky fic with a fun premise with Paul as a shadow creature in the Witchwoods, def give it a read.
One shots
Father and Son by @graceschasity is so so so good. I was grinning and kicking my feet the whole time. Such a funky premise executed so well
one hell of an abnormality by snarkywallflower is an excellent look at pete and his grief post npmd with some very nicely done lautski in there as well
but are you fast enough by silent_h is such a funky fic with an interesting premise executed so well, mashing two characters you wouldn't expect in a way that works well
It's hard to know they're out there by basilpaste is another excellent fic about pete's grief where Ms. Holloway gives him an opportunity to say goodbye, very well done
Heya Darlin by @warriorblood1 is a series of unconnected oneshots about holloduke that I love.
#anon i hope you enjoy#i got these all from my bookmarks but I didn't grab every bookmark so you can check there if you want more#also you should check out every author on this list#i trust them with these characters theyve got other fabulous stuff too#hatchetfield#hatchetfield fics#npmd#tgwdlm#the guy who didn't like musicals#bf#black friday#nerdy prudes must die#asks#anon#hatchetfield fic
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im sorry but social media āleftists activistsā are some of the most unserious people? especially twitter ones? you donāt vote, you donāt donate, you donāt endorse candidatesā¦. hell some of you have never taken a civics class before and it shows. yāall just bitch about trivial things like flag emojis and instagram posts and fucking twitter likes? play moral high ground? distress over the current state of affairs and then do absolutely NOTHING about it? project 2025 is probably the most terrifying thing Iāve ever read, and I foresee 2016 happening all over again. for an online group of people who preach about caring about human rights and civil liberties, youāve been doing such a great job showing that. VOTE blue
#I normally donāt speak on this on this account but Iām terrfied#Iām begging for yāall to vote blue#like Iām actually mad now WAKE UP??#I donāt give a fuck if that man is in a coma#we CANNOT afford another trump term#meanwhile the actual leftists doing the work is under shadowed bc of online culture and itās disgusting#DID WE ALL FORGET COVID??? I lost FAMILY to that fucking thing like#leftists make me angry the most because yāall sit on your fucking moral high ground at the expense of human lives#you canāt just so Iām checking out in a time like this you just canāt#if I lose followers so what its getting too scary to play moral high ground right now#like as someoneās thatās black I already know I lose no matter what under red authority like please#us politics#politics#project 2025#vote blue
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RIP Krakoa š¹ I canāt lie Iāve been kinda behind since midway through Fall of X Iām gonna catch up before my first SDCC this summer but I hear Vulcan didnāt see much action anyway. Anyway my hand slipped and I found myself looking into the eyes of my canonically psychotic son the best Summers brother whoās never done anything wrong in his entire life, (heās done lotsa wrong things but I love him more for it)
#canonically psychotic = he canonically has psychosis. (not in the ableist way in that hes evil. which he is. lemme enjoy problematic rep)#Gabriel Summers#art by seaweed#words by seaweed#X-Men Red#the Gabriel hate during the Krakoa era pffffft. was 100% from ppl who didnt read the Rise and Fall of the Shi'ar Empire#āhe attacked Stormā hes also a genocidal dictator who tortures ppl for catharsis. drunkenly coming at Ororo is the least bad thing he did#āhe's a doucheā mother of all understatements. now get this man back w his boyfriend who he forced to be his best man under pain of death#Gabriel fans LOVE that Ororo beat his ass. he deserved it. it was a fake discourse made up by a certain segment of goddess!Ororo fans#I say as an Ororo fan! Shes my fav A-list x-manš„° yes Gabe was at a mental low but Ororo didnt know that. that was Scott's responsibility.#psychotic Emperor Vulcan is what we call a problematic mentally ill villain trope. I love him SO much. (okay lets talk)#we donāt know much about his childhood but we do know he spent 2 years in a fugue state after escaping slavers when he was like ten ):#as an āadultā-ish he's uh āmentallyā 15 or sumn according to the calculations claimed to him by his hallucination of his actual child self#and apart from THOSE hallucinations. heās very paranoid to the point of killing his advisors because he becomes convinced-#that theyāre plotting to kill him. they aren't. he relies on Calseye to ground him thru his paranoia. and then of course in the Krakoa era#he believes his energy constructs of Petra and Sway who drink with him till he blacks out every single day are real. he isnt consciously#creating them; but he sees them- and bc heās a godlike mutant his subconscious makes his hallucinations visible. making everyone uncomfy#Charles tries to use telepathy to FORCIBLY reality check him. which of course triggers his trauma. and GABE is punished for it?#(oh plus our finding out Gabe got brain surgery done on him by some gods outside the universe offpanel. he never does well with tampering)#and now the writers who pushed Hickman out (also RIP Sabretooth & the Exiles. RIP Hellions) want us to be SAD Krakoa is gone?#yes Gabriel is the mentally ill villain trope. but Krakoa never cared for mutants who couldnāt fit in. who were traumatized. disabled. etc#Alex OF ALL PEOPLE should understand that. ALEX shouldāve been there for Gabriel. (why wasn't he. did he hold a grudge for past torture.)#Alex also w Murder-Enjoying Disorder but it was actually treated as an illness and those in authority presented as wrong for excluding him#instead of helping him. which v flawed but Hellions was one of the best mental illness comics? like Zeb Wells was conscious of the genre#but Gabriel was justā¦ cast out. for panicking when his prime traumatizer Charles invaded his mind. he deserved help too#and all because his family were annoyed at him for drinking all night and throwing up and passing out on the floor? for being delusional?#And like- all of the summers brothers are nd (Scott's brain damage; Alex's dissociative episodes; Gabriel's psychosis)#I have nothing to say about Adam X ((I highly doubt he's neurotypical and/or mentally healthy)) ((nothing to say abt him tho))#and Gabes paranoia is 100% rooted in his issues of being made to feel like an outsider. like YES the obvious MUTANT identity but also#he thinks his father abandoned him to be a slave. he's not Summers enough for Scott. hes not Shi'ar enough for the Shi'ar
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I wonder if the reason why I tend to get overlooked as an LU writer is because I tend to write for Wild and Hyrule and not the "cool" Links like Legend, Warriors, Time or Four.
#what I mean is that anytime someone makes a āfanfiction authors to check out/followā list I'm never on it#and anytime someone makes a ārecommended ficsā list none of my fics are ever on it#(to be fair many of my fics are unfinished multichapters)#I don't get tagged in writer posts when all my other writer friends do get tagged#I've never had fanart except what I've made myself for my own fics#and I also have the Curse of Always Being Overlooked in my in-person life and apparently that extends to online life as well#while I do generally like going under the radar it's annoying to be literally invisible all the time forever#I'm not a big blog (if you saw my follower count you'd know I'm not one) and I don't want to be#but sometimes it would be nice if people stopped forgetting I am actually a writer too
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So far 2024 has seen me knocked flat by a cold, but hey, enabled my first book of the year to start and finish!
#another ticky in the new year box#gotten nowhere with the exercise part#but also doing cracker on the watching what I eat#thanks cold!#jet wolf sometimes reads too#in case anyone was wondering:#i enjoyed it#REALLY HIT SOME OF MY PERSONAL HORROR BUTTONS LOOKING AT YOU DOLLS#it felt in parts a little like a one or two step up christopher Pike#which I mean complimentary#in that it was very easy to read and I had a good time doing it#it was a little hand-holdy in places which grated on me a little#(yes I get what this is really all about I get it I promise)#and I think suffered in part from me having just come off of The Witch Elm#but it's absolutely competent and held my interest from start to finish#even legit creeped me out in places#and laughing to hacking in others#a good pulpy horror read#and I'll check out the author's other books when that's exactly what I'm in the mood for
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And now, time for some oc writing!! Specifically, a self-contained piece for my SwSh oc Rex. I think of this as a sort of brief, non-chronological "timeline" piece for him, showing out-of-context snapshots to sort of give a sense of his main drive in the Legendkeepers story. Hopefully you'll all enjoy, this is my first time doing a format like this but I hope it isn't too confusing!
Context: Rex is my oc who follows the Shield storyline, becoming a champion of Galar and exploring the story and events in the Crown Tundra afterwards. His best friend, Ritsu, is a "Faller" who went missing when they were children, and never came back. This follows Rex and how he handles this disappearance as he gets older.
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Rex was eleven years old when he first heard the news that his best friend was reported missing. He was worried, of course. He loved his friend dearly. But, in the way you do when you're eleven, he also felt a sureness of how the world worked in a way that didn't always turn out the way it by all rights should have.Ā
"Yeah, mum and dad have been losing their minds over it. You'd think the world was ending over here, never mind how Ritsuās parents have been handling things," Rex said rather blithely to Hop, his neighbor and longtime friend. Ritsu's longtime friend. Hop, perched on the stone wall next to Rex, tilted his head at him, confused.Ā
"They said Ritsu's gone though, right? That sounds awful serious to me," he countered, concern lacing his expression. Hop, by this point, had gathered the nature of the situation well before Rex did. Rex shrugged, swinging his feet aimlessly, heels battering the old stone wall beneath him.Ā
"I dunno. I mean, it can't be that bad. His parents are always making a fuss if Ritsu misses so much as snack time, and you know he's aces at building super secret bases. He prolly just made a new one and didn't tell them," Rex explained, hopping off the wall with a muted 'oof'.Ā
"Hey, maybe next time we go visit, we should ask him if we can sleep over in it! I bet it's so cool no one would ever wanna leave, and that's why no one's seen him yet!" He added excitedly. Hop nodded, eyes brightening, the enthusiasm infectious.Ā
"Yeah, that'd be awesome!"Ā
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Rex was ten years old when his parents were ready to let him take on his first Pokemon. Rex had been eagerly waiting for the day. Bursting with excitement when they told him the good news. But he asked, as politely as he'd ever asked anything, that he wait a year before getting one.Ā
"Rex, dear, this is all you've ever talked about for so long! I don't mind, but why the change of heart?" His mother inquired, surprised.Ā
"I was thinking I want to wait until Ritsu can get his, so we can get ours together and they can be bestest buds just like we are!" Rex beamed. His parents exchanged fond, if somewhat anxious glances.Ā
"I don't have a problem with it," his dad chimed in.Ā
"But... Ritsu may not even want a pokemon. You know how he gets around them," he added carefully, watching his son for his response. Rex, unphased, shook his head.Ā
"It'll be fine! He'd feel loads better if he had one looking out for him, I know he would! And so'd his parents! I bet if they quit nagging him so much they'd all learn pokemon can be really cool too!"Ā
"Rex! That's no way to speak about them!" His mother scolded him with a huff. Rex merely gave a cheeky shrug.Ā
"It's true though!"Ā
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Rex was fifteen years old when he decided to take on the gym challenge. His parents protested his decision, but he didn't care. He was tired of them getting on his case all the time anymore. Always the same thing, nag nag nag. Ever since Ritsu had disappeared, both his mum and dad had gone insane about keeping track of Rex, holding him accountable at all times. Rex was fed up with it.Ā
"Ready to go, Miki?" He whispered to his Charmander, sitting on the bedroom sill next to him. Miki wagged her tail, the embers flickering in a mesmerizing fashion in the early dawn light.Ā
"Char!" She squeaked eagerly. Rex shushed her, brushing a fingertip down her nose gently as a tactile reminder. He grinned down at the charmander in her little red bow.Ā
"Alright. Let's go then, before we wake mum and dad," he murmured, gesturing with a free arm. Miki took the cue, hopping onto his shoulders, clinging for all she was worth. Rex took a final look down the wall, and - judging it clear - hauled himself down the side, keeping a solid hold on the windowsill now above him. He felt around for good footholds, inching his way down. Normally he'd have no qualms about just dropping right down into the bush below, full force. But he had to be quiet.Ā
Miki whimpered slightly as Rex slid a little, missing what he thought had been a good ledge. She clung tighter as he fumbled around, adjusting his handholds once he felt his legs were stable. Rex took another look down. Should be good enough, right?Ā
"Hold on, Miki," he whispered, and with a push he launched himself off the wall, landing on his feet below just in front of the bush. The momentum carried him into a kneel, and he rammed his knees down into the grass with a pained grunt. Oh, he'd be feeling that one later. But that was later, and this was now. And right now, he had to go meet with Hop.Ā
"Whew.... Alright," Rex muttered to himself, shaking off the lingering pain from his graceless landing.Ā
"Let's go!"Ā
It would be several hours before his parents discovered what happened. Rex would be long gone for Wedgehurst by then, and fresh off of what would be his first of many legendary encounters.Ā Ā
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Rex was sixteen years old as he stared down death for the first real time. As he placed himself between Leon and Hop, the latter crying for the former to wake up, pull himself together, Death stared down at the scene before it with a blank apathy. Rex glowered up at the unfeeling hand just waiting to scoop them all up within its chilling grasp. He didn't care what it thought it was, it was out of line!Ā
The creature - Eternatus, presumably - thundered a hollow, alien cry, and Rex readied his pokeballs. It'd have to kill him and his team before it could get to Hop and Leon.Ā
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Rex was still sixteen years old as he tackled the chairman to the floor of the power plant. He'd never cared much for the man and his glib manner of speaking, but it had never been personal. Before now, that is.Ā
Now? He wanted nothing more dearly than to make the older man pay for what he did. For endangering his pokemon. For endangering Leon. For endangering Hop, and nearly putting him through another loss. For nearly putting Rex through another loss.Ā
Well. Rex almost wanted nothing more dearly than to make the older man pay.Ā Ā
Rex was sixteen years old as the other adults hauled him off of the beaten and battered chairman, voices blending together into a thick stew of concern and shock, worry and admonishment.Ā
Rex was sixteen years old as he was escorted from the Hammerlocke gym, into a throng of cameras and microphones pushing and shoving greedily towards him, ready to feed.Ā
Rex was sixteen years old as articles scrutinizing him flew off the press and as news reporters used his name as they would that of a storm in the daily weather report.Ā
Rex was sixteen years old, a hero of Galar. A public figure.
Rex was sixteen years old when he became the Champion.
Rex was sixteen years old.Ā
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Rex was twelve years old, nearly thirteen, when he attended his best friend's funeral. He didn't understand why. Ritsu was still missing. Not dead.Ā
According to the adults, it was because there were no leads, no sign of Ritsu anywhere at any point, and so they had to assume the worst. Well, then the adults hadn't looked hard enough! That wasn't Ritsu's fault if they were bollocks at searches. They shouldn't have been giving up on him just for that.Ā
Rex stood amid a mass of black, holding his baby charmander close to his chest. That shouldn't be out, someone had scolded, put it back in its pokeball.Ā
No, Rex had said, standing firm. Miki has just as much right to be here as anyone. She wasn't hurting anything.
The adults continued to shoot him looks for the orange bundle in his black-clad arms. He let them.Ā
Miki had been there for him through all of this. She didn't deserve to be cooped up in some ball just because the others thought she was lesser.Ā
At least Hop understood. Over half of the times that Rex had looked up to see a disapproving glare sent his way, he also saw Hop giving them a hard stare of his own, inching himself in the middle of the line of sight. Rex would give an appreciative smile and Hop would hit him with a small grin of his own.Ā
"You don't have to handle this alone", it seemed to say.Ā
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Rex was sixteen years old as he stood next to his best friend Hop, in the midst of a panicked evacuation from the Darkest Day heralding the end of the world.
āAaaagh, shit. How are we going to find Leon in this mess?ā Hop bounced on the balls of his feet anxiously, trying to crane his neck to see past the people flooding out of the building.Ā
āStay calm. If thereās one thing Iāve learned researching about Ritsu, itās-ā
āOh, drop it about Ritsu for one damned second!ā Hop swore. Rex faltered, startled. Around them, alarms blared and a cacophony of voices swarmed in all directions around them.Ā
Rex stared back at Hop, brows furrowed in a question he was too speechless to ask. Hop waved his arm in a sweeping motion towards everything.Ā
āNowās not the time! Just look at this! We have to focus on the now, on saving my brother!ā
Rex found himself protesting without fully meaning to.
āWell, yeah, obviously. I wasnāt saying otherwise. I was jus-ā
āNo, I know! But itās not the same! Itās not! The same!ā Hop interrupted, voice raising.
Ā āMy broās still alive! Ritsuās dead! Heās been dead, and Iāve let it go all this time that you keep blithering on about bringing him back or whatever, but nowās not the time!ā
Rex fell still. Hop glared him down for a moment before it was clear no one was going to make a move otherwise.Ā
āUgh, screw this! Iām going to go find Leon! Or the chairman. Or. Something!ā Hop scoffed, whirling on his heel and running off into the amorphous cloud of people.
Rex hesitated.Ā
He had to go help too.Ā
His feet felt welded to the floor.Ā
Rex was sixteen years old as he stood, lost and alone in a crowd of people fleeing the end of the world.Ā
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Rex was sixteen, going on seventeen years old, as the wind blustered around him, stealing his heat from his bones. He paid it little mind, all attention trained on the pokemon before him, its absurdly large head bobbing around in front of him. Chief Peony likewise bobbed in the air, suspended with telekinesis Rex had wagered, expression almost peaceful as words were spoken through him.Ā
"I am Calyrex. I am the one known as the King of Bountiful Harvests. I have borrowed this man's body in order to thank you in person...so to speak."
The wind was surely stealing Peony's heat away. He hoped the chief could hold out a little longer.Ā
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āHold out just a little bit longer, Ritsu.ā
Rex was eleven years old, nearly twelve, as he muttered this into his palm. He sat sullenly in his room, staring out the window, grounded for the third time that month for trying to take a train - and then ultimately, a plane - to Hoenn all by himself.Ā
He was tired of waiting for the adults to get off their arses and find his friend! It was obvious he needed to take matters into his own hands! Not that his parents listened to a word heād say. What would they know?Ā
Dejectedly, he flipped through the pages of a worn comic book issue with one hand, disinterested in the panels and words heād read over a dozen times by now. Only one speech bubble happened to catch his eye by chance as the pages scattered past, a shout bubble belonging to a desperate hero.
āHold out a little bit longer.ā
It was a phrase used often enough, especially in his favorite comics. Seriously enough. Ritsu was fine, Rex knew he was. But it felt appropriate, somehow, to apply it to the situation.Ā
Hold out a little bit longer.Ā
Rex was eleven years old, nearly twelve, when a knock on the door distracted him from a troubling line of thinking.Ā
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āHold on there, Rex,ā Rexās mum had laughed gaily, keying the number into the rotom phone. Rex, twelve years old, sat shoulder to shoulder with Hop, bouncing his knee in impatience as the egg before him glowed gently.Ā
āBut dadās going to miss it!ā Rex whined.Ā
āHeāll still get to meet the baby pokemon thatās come out of it,ā Leon reassured over the speaker. Rex had insisted everyone be present, even if it meant Hop called his brother while Rexās mum tried - and failed - to reach his dad.Ā
āItās supposed to be a charmander, right?ā Hop asked his brother.Ā
āCould be.āĀ
Rex startled from his pout, and his head whipped to the phone in Hopās lap.Ā
āYou said it was an egg from your charizard, guaranteed!ā
āI mean, who can really tell with eggs?ā Leon laughed. Rex had just about wound up a retort when a telltale crack sound snapped in front of him. All eyes trained on the source.Ā
The egg was hatching.Ā
Everyone watched, spellbound, as the egg broke open in a blaze of light. A little orange lizard sprawled out from the broken shell, stretching with a tiny squeak of effort, before large aquamarine eyes turned up curiously towards Rex.Ā
āHullo there,ā Rex whispered, leaning closer to the tiny charmander.Ā
āWant to be my friend?ā
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Rex was twenty five years old as he stood, uncertainly, in Eterna forest, an aged flute clutched in both hands. Beside him, Miki, his charizard and most faithful companion, leaned down to huff at the instrument. Rex chuckled, and stroked at her muzzle soothingly.Ā
āYeah, I hear ya. āS now or never, huh?āĀ
At his other side, Calyrex nodded sagely.Ā
āItās time, Rex,ā they confirmed. Rex took a deep breath in. And out. Then, holding the time flute up to his lips, he began to play.Ā
The trio heard a noise akin to if glitter were a sound, and a delighted laugh chimed across the forest. Rex opened his eyes to see Celebi, hovering in front of him expectantly.Ā
āCalyrex?ā Rex prompted, still nervous. Calyrex nodded.Ā
āCelebi is ready,ā they affirmed. Rex nodded, a smile starting to spread across his lips as it sank in.Ā
Heād done it.Ā
Heād finally be bringing Ritsu home.Ā
Rex was twenty-five years old as he looked Celebi in the eye and said,
āLetās do it, then. Take me back to Hisui.ā
#i have so many 'author notes' if anyone's curious check end of tags snfjsjckscj#trainer oc#swsh oc#pokemon swsh#fanfic#fanfiction#legendkeepers#rex#ritsu#trainer hop#champion leon#sorry they get speaking lines so they're getting tagged jafjsivjsfsicksjc#calyrex#se7enfic#eternatus#miki#charizard#darkest day#sword and shield#ok so author notes!#-ive been working on this since 2022. ive finished other rex pieces since but I held back bc I wanted this 'intro piece' done first#so look forward to that#-because of how long ive sat on it it's not v well researched and only sorta padded/edited. sorry i just wanted it Out There djfjdjvj#-i'll gladly take cultural/linguistic feedback on the accents and slang bc my only context is bbc shows lmfao#-not explicitly explained but leon and hop are more like family to rex since he grew up as neighbors instead of moving in#so how they bounce off of him is a little closer as a result eg leon gifting a charmander from the getgo#-I also think of ritsu's disappearance as affecting how hop develops as a character so if he seems ooc it may be that#and NOT just poor character writing. ritsu was his best friend too and at 11years old that's gonna impact him some#ok I think that's all of the author's notes if you read this then platonically ily and am gifting you cookies of choice
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Ep 5!!!
#Episodes that make me go āThe author has never talked with a woman everā ššš#I don't like how Lucy's character is handled at all. And I feel like I can't talk about it because I'm just going to sound like a bitterā#ss/kk shipper... But I really don't like it. And if it can help my case I'm a multishipper so I really don't take anyā#issues with atsu/lucy I like the ship quite a lot actually.#So you're telling me there's this girl... Who meets this boy who pretty much ruined her life by directly causing her to lose her job...#And the next time she sees him she's going to sacrifice her own freedom for him as well as tell him āwhen you're done doing your thingsā#come and save meā (longest ewwww ever)... And when she regains freedom (author didn't bother to explain how because they don't care)ā#she goes to work... As a waitress at the cafĆ© beneath his workplace. So he can keep doing his Cool Superpowers Job while she literallyā#must serve him every time he visits the place. It's just ?????????????????????????????????#Lookā I don't dislike Lucy and I feel general affection towards her. It's just that they make her act like no one ever would#Just for the sake of the plot I guess#And like I knoww it's (probably just a little) more nuanced than that. I know Lucy is living her own fairy tale fantasy.#It's just that what I've said about her story is still trueā you know?#I'm sorry but as sweet as atsu/lucy can be. I really hate the author for making Lucy a waitress. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.#It's so weird. This anime has women writing standards that feel like dating back to the 20s#Same with Katai and the ideal woman tbh. Like why are women to be seen as this abstract impersonal entities? Why can't they just be people?#Ideal for WHO. It's like super screwed up of a concept. What even is an ideal woman? What does it mean to be a woman anyways?#They just want to say āideal wifeā. But women aren't made to be wives their existence isn't functional to another person.#Sorry. I derail. Next episode is going to be even worse on this front ughhhh#Back to the episode: once again it really shows they were running out of budget with this seasonāāā the animation looks very suffered#Too many flashback also... I feel bad for the animators tbh#I don't really like the shift in art style :( Not even Atsushi I found particularly pretty this episode my heart cries#The nail pulling thing made me feel like throwing up afhsjyabfsbfwasfvb I feel like I can bear worse gore but there's a couple of littleā#specific things I can't stand and this seems to be one of them pffftttt#I like Higuchi I think she's both very funny and cool. I really wish she was explored more (but then again looking at Teruko... )#The relationship between Kunikida and Katai looks so interesting even though we only get glimpses of it. Kunikida regrets Katai leavingā#the ada but is also happy for him but also worries for him. He comes to his house seemingly to check on him and starts cleaning around.#The way he loves him and cherishes their friendship and shared history is really evident and it makes for a compelling dynamic.#Perhaps I should read their short story... In any case. Going to someone's house and compulsively start doing the dishes half out of willā#to help out half because he can't bear the mess sounds a lot like something I'd do lol
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I gutted up and un-anonymized the fics I wrote based off of @a-random-pillow's prompts some time ago because you know what, I worked on those, actually, and I have no reason to cringe or hide.
#know no shame#I guess if I say that I have to say that I'm Tardimpala on ao3 too etc#but I really gotta change my usernamesā I've been wanting to for years. I just can't think of something good ugh!#it's so funny to me that I'm this author on ao3 that you check out for one fandom (hereā wrestling) and discover that all they've written#for apart from that is a cop show or hockey or something. I am that person. hi!
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I had the wonderful experience of working with my favorite author on turning one of my fanarts into a sticker for her backerkit!
If youāre interested on having this little guy on your laptop, waterbottle, phone, forehead, whatever! Go and check out the backerkit by Emily McCosh!
Link: https://www.backerkit.com/c/projects/emily-mccosh/all-the-woods-she-watches-over-stories-poetry-special-edition?ref=bk-social-project
Go and give her some love!
#artists on tumblr#indie author#backerkit#all the woods she watches over#emily mccosh#stickers#go check me out at The_Queens_Gallery on Instagram too!#Iāll be posting a ton of fanart and even reels eventually#but seriously#go check her out#sheās the sweetest human
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that book was pretty good, yea. glad I came back around and finished it.
the (part 1 - end) at the end is so funny - you mean after they resolved all the problems in the story, that's just the beginning? The beginning of the rest of their lives? lmao
#now reading#it was āsuicide girlā btw#there's some weird aspects about it but i'm willing to overlook a bit of sleaze#it's very hot-blooded and the art is sick#but more importantly it resonated with me deeply#as someone who's survived my own suicide a number of times#āas long as i have this burning sun in my heart... i will never throw away my life away ever again!ā#this is what i really believe#i wanna read thru it in japanese coz the scanlations are clumsy at best - maybe i'll pick up a zenkan lmao#the author really likes chuuni wordplay#but the various scanlators still did pretty good on some of the most important beats#āsuicide kills the hearts of those left behindā#that line was hanging in my head for like three or four years after I read the first couple chapters#good job girls. nice work#hit the showers#it'd be nice to appreciate the art in print rather than on the tv which is how i read this one#there's a bunch of gay shit in here too#bunch of traumatized magical girls who have a newfound desire to live (gay style)#the scene where they're all sleeping naked together is absolutely indulgent yuri brainrot#stupid book#kinda rly good tho#probably worth a read if you've ever come close to the edge. if you like me know what it's like to grapple with despair#but it's not something i can *recommend* owing to the subject matter#on the other hand maybe you need to read it in which case you'll probably check it out on your own anyways#wonder if any of the author's other books are any good?
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truly lmao 2024 lambda literary award finalist wynnstannery
#have probably already heard of these awards w/o absorbing it but has a sizable [twitter acct you follow follows this acct] overlap for one#wikipedia blurb ''to recognize the crucial role lgbtq writers play in shaping the world...celebrate the very best in lgbtq literature''#Lol! naturally everyone set to laugh abt Individually being lambda award finalist Authors amidst 40+ anthology contributors. sure#and of course oh absolutely crucial cam stone page. we did make the back of book blurb too after all#born of [crucially soph nothingunrealistic (a) investigates that akd role which (ai) leads to me also checking it out. later (b)#investigates this Call For Submissions For All Trans F&F Zine which (bi) leads to me going ''oh so true cam stone Needs to be there'']#all originating in The Wrong Fake ''Fans'' Show Up For Billions By Way Of Beloved Character Winston lmao#b/c fr imagine the trans f&f zine Doesn't have a Did You Know That???? page abt a delightful akd role & canon nonbinary f&f character#but this amidst Plenty of ''fake'' ''wrong'' ''fans'' messing around w/the concept of Fast & Furious as a Work throughout#as i said & got the feedback of [hell yes You Get It] that the premise Guarantees you get a very Varied & inherently Playful response#not b/c playfulness need be ''unserious'' but it sure need not be ''serious.'' like f&f itself; as part of [the premise guarantees it]#& that the Range of ways ppl can approach this broad concept is like the Range of ways ppl can approach the broad concept of Gender lol#& not Unearnest but needing no Gravitas / ''serious'' ''legitimacy'' guaranteed in turn to ''validate'' your efforts#and your not being the ''right'' or ''expected'' audience getting the perhaps straight(tm)forwardly intended experience here lmao#so in many ways it did feel very resonant / relevant to wynnstannery#embracing [the one use of: editor's note!] and [the one use of: the word ''autistic''!]#2 trans 2 furious#which is probably gonna get a physical reprint sooner than later; pdfs still available despite the lack of link there#was already The Intention if vaguely so; now with the added ''can put the 2024 Lambda Award Nominee / Finalist on the cover lol''#page 54 (i believe) brought to you by a couple of quantnoisseurs; rushed to finish last minute then ft. some post deadline edits lmao#classic....nonzero other works i've Heard Of! nice#which: sure does seem like the focus here is like ''did you hear about these books? :)'' as many ''awards'' can ultimately be#like i Am hearing about them now. had seen abt Being Ace on twitter interesting interesting. hi honey i'm homo hell yeah#do we have one or two f&f films left? put cam stone cameo in there for real. Fast furious worth the effort worth the cost#& just shoutout to the like bifurcation of Akd Role Types. [intense in a relatively restrained affect way. some dramatic flair for sure]#and [spontaneous! vivacious! bright! playful! pretty emotionally open!] that's right lmao
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perhaps the reason why aup ended like *that* is because it was not supposed to have a happy ending in the first place, but sayren didnt have the guts to deal with readers' backlash for when they finally kill off the main character so a half baked happy ending is what we get š
#for a happy ending of a story to be narratively satisfying the characters gotta actively work hard for it#this happy ending feels empty because quite frankly speaking ludger did nothing to deserve it#he has zero character developments from the beginning to the end and has always been the same#well except for his emotional state getting worse over time#bc instead of making any attempt at all to healthily address it like a mentally mature 40yo adult he let it swallow him whole#(not that im necessarily blaming him but its quite frustrating to see him remain unchanged if aup is meant to be a redemption story)#his OPness is inherent#his genius is inherent#(this is not to say he isnt hardworking / only relying on his inborn talents but the author repeatively failed the 'show dont tell' checks)#(bc it was only implied in the past and we've never truly seen it in the canon present timeline either)#his kindness is inherent#ngl dad!ludger content doesnt appeal to me as much as dad!edgeworth cuz the latter is the fruit of the character's growth and hard labor#while the former is well... its just who he is#usually i love found family content but in aup it bores my mind out bc his interactions w the students + owens are so static & predictable#it was heartwarming at the moment of adoption but later on i find it as tedious as reading generic established romantic relationships#was it because of the lack of tensions and conflicts i wonder#they all became his yes men and no one ever actively challenged his unhealthy mindset or behaviors#anyway id have been more interested if he recognized his biases/favoritism/prejudices towards some certain characters & worked to change it#but welp. that would require character growth which is too much to expect from him ig#he has learnt quite nothing from his journey and tbh aup would ironically feel more meaningful if it ended on a tragic note#ofco i got noblesse'd again š#would i kill for aup to have a happy ending? yes#would i rather have a sad ending over the half baked and empty good ending we get? also yes#if it must burn then let the whole world burn. cuz at least it would be more much memorable and impactful that way#and i wouldnt have to feel this disappointed and lose all of my interests in one of my only two beloved aroace MCs in aup </2#rant
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Nnnnnnng. Normal Friday listening podcast is doing an episode on Secret Mark and idk if I can bring myself to listen.
#fucking Morton smith#by sheer coincidence heās the one who wrote the translation for PGM XIII for Betzā volume of translations of the PGM#and his commentary is obnoxious#and useless#and thereās a new volume with a new commentary (the fucking first since his)#coming out āsoonā. soon. how soon? I DONT KNOW#not soon enough. like please just publish it or I am gonna be stuck here like āso yeah thereās a whole new commentary on this coming outā¦ā#āwhich I couldnāt access and I guess could make everything Iām about to say bs or irrelevant or something. NBD.ā#also obviously Secret Mark was on my to do list and still is#AND a new book came out about THAT this year (or maybe last year) too#and last time I checked LITERALLY NO LIBRARY ON THIS CONTINENT HAD A COPY#they were all in America#and no online copies#whatās interesting though is that from an interview with the authors#one of their arguments for why Morton Smith couldnāt have forged it is basically āhe was not good enough at greek to do thatā#but good enough to translate PGM XIII which like. is not easy Greek!#and I havenāt seen anyone trashing his actual translation
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Magdalene doodle from @un-local ās fic! Go check it out if you have the time
a bonus one of her drinking coffee with a mug that says "I survived Liurnia" (not that intelligible in the drawing oops)
#ghā¦ posting artā¦#can you hear my teeth gritting from the screen#if you guys love rogier (like me) u should absolutely go check it#the author writes everyone super duper awsome#the dynamics in the fic are top tier#my favorites have got to be...#oky i was writing it down but then i realized i wrote down all oops#i absolutely love magdalene here too (the tarnished here)#STR BUILDS RISE!!!!1#actually i was gonna have a couple more but they turned out a little too. different.#hopefully i can make something more serious other than doodles for this doe#still in art block sadly#if the author sees this um.. hi...#ok ill shut up in tags sorry for the ramble guys :0P#elden ring#tarnished#my art#doodles#swrd#envelope doodles#envelop art
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Rules: Tag 10 people you want to get to know better
Tagged by @burningvelvet. Thank you for inviting me to the tag game! :)
Relationship Status: Currently single and I'm working on trying to build up my life so I can date.
Favorite Color: To wear is red though I also really like purple. I have more purple accessories but I wear most colors. I have many colorful outfits.
Song Stuck In My Head: Love by Lana Del Rey but there are others that can play on command in my head if I hear the title/the band.
ABBA, Meg & Dia, Emilie Autumn, Flyleaf, Avril Lavigne and Skillet are some artists that I have looping in my head often.
Last Song I Listened To: Cheater, Cheater by Joey and Rory (my spotify was on shuffle)
I like country probably more than people would expect but I am more of a pop/dance queen though. I have made Eurovision playlists in the past.
Three Favorite Foods: Pears, Potatoes (in many forms), and Greek salads or wraps. But I love most food in general. I'm not a super picky eater. I like to cook and make baked goods. I spend a lot of time in the kitchen.
Last Thing(s) I Googled: Pharmacy hours because I had to pick up more medication.
I also looked up an actor's age because my sister and I were trying to figure out how old he was (she was right or close- I thought he was younger- he's on one of my mom's shows). I'm usually the go to googler for my family, especially when they ask about actors or actresses in movies and tv shows we watch.
Links to my college's website, goodreads, storygraph, youtube and list challenges. I'm making more reading lists on list challenges (again).
Sorry it's nothing too interesting lately. My YouTube searches are probably more interesting but only marginally so. I'm not at school or working on any research projects currently so my searches are very basic right now.
Dream Trip: Japan. I'd like to go with close friends and/or family members though since it would be a big deal to go that far. I've been following a japan travel vlog by a woman who lives there. She shows all kinds of cafes and other fun places to go. You can watch/follow her vlog here: https://www.youtube.com/@its_time_to_travel
I'd love to be able to go to some of the places she's featured on her blog. It would be the trip of a lifetime! I'd be sure to try to learn some Japanese first too since I'm visiting their country and that seems polite to do. I know a few random words but can't read or write anything or even hold a conversation.
If I can't go to Japan, I'd love to go back to either Germany or England, but to the parts I didn't visit since there are tons of places in both those countries I've never been too. I really want to go to Haworth (The Bronte Sister's hometown), since I'm a Bronte fan and I've focused some of my grad studies on their works.
This is a tag post so I'm tagging:
@paperbackpropensity, @thatwritererinoriordan, @oh2e, @yeahwellshithappens, @autumnbell32, @writingf3, @windermerepoets13, @melusinah, @girlonedge and whoever else wants to do this! :)
#there's a lot of people I wanted to talk to on here to see if we'd be better friends but I usually don't want to bother people#feel free to answer if we're mutuals too#tags#tag game#recently (within the last six months) realized I'm probably a lesbian not bi so that happened still single AF though#still want to extend support to any and all of my bisexual friends since I believe in solidarity#being brutally honest not sure if I'd make anyone a good girlfriend yet since I have some personal stuff to sort out#BUT I was hoping to start dating before the end of the year- maybe in the summer or fall depending on how much I can do before then#red and purple#music#my music taste may be a little unexpected#pears#potatoes#greek salad#I'm sorry my searches are so boring lately#they're usually more literary and probably more interesting#lots of fact checking of various author's biographies and such#I meant what I said about Japan#but I might not be allowed to go there if my medicine is illegal there#I can't go to some countries because my medications for bipolar are illegal in some countries (though I'm switching medications soon)#the flight to Japan is almost a day from where I live too which is a lot but it would be worth it#so many of her travel videos are cool- there are so many cute cafes and fun little places to go in Japan that I saw on her vlog#if they don't allow my medicine I can't go but I know I'm allowed to travel to England so I'll just go back instead when I have money#I have so much saving up to do fr#I could talk about dream travel destinations forever tbh
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