#charlie.... which one is your current last name i dont remember

[non-plutonian-druid]

[ID: The main cast of Hazbin Hotel, drawn with sketchy lineart and messily colored. End ID.]

Taking a break from my usual programming because I had the urge to do some light Hazbin Hotel fanart! Even though the time for that was like a year ago when i binged it three times

[mokacheer]

hahaha thanks for the mass tag game @ruanbaijie this shall be fun!

aka: nine albums or songs I've been listening to lately x nine people I’d like to get to know better x tag game with no name

1. why did you choose your url? - no idea, my theories are that i was obsessed with rosario + vampire so i took moka, and since moka is cheery/happy i just bam. i honestly don't know 💀

2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them. - i used to have a ton because younger me dabbled in the RP world (lets not remember those times but remember the cool people i befriended) but right now no just this blog and the other blog i help run <3 @otomokatsuhiro (if you love old anime youll immediately follow ;) )

3. how long have you been on tumblr? - since may 2012 😵 (save me)

4. do you have a queue tag? - nah

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? - an old friend of mine told me about it and actually made this blog for me. now thinking about it idk if it was her that came up with the name, if i had a different name to begin with... no clue :s

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? - its yuki!!! must i explain why?! (plus it matches my vibe here alot of mutuals say im super sweet or a ray of sunshine ((ily it makes me happy everytime i get that hehe)))

7. why did you choose your header? - it just matches the overall pink cute vibe :p

8. what’s your post with the most notes? - still to this day its a 29 frame gif of a phone ending call... here

9. how many mutuals do you have? - i counted at the beginning of the year and i believe i had 108? but now obviously its 108+ :D

10. how many followers do you have? - 17.2k+ x-x

11. how many people do you follow? - 544! i remember at one point i wanted to keep the number limited but thats so stupid!!

12. have you ever made a shitpost? - uhhhh probably when i was younger. i used to constantly post #personal text posts so idunno

13. how often do you use tumblr each day? - help me

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? - yeah a small amount of times, most would be reposters telling me "no this is my gif i made this! i wont remove this from my blog!" with my watermark clear as day in the corner lol..

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts - meh it's your blog at the end of the day, if you want to reblog something do it, if you dont dont. it's sad to see most people just like posts but they come from different platforms and fail to realize what kind of site tumblr is. hopefully eventually they will get it tho! amen

16. do you like tag games? - yes! i love that i get tagged in them but also forget alot of the time to ever get to doing them so i apologize for being late on this one hehe

17. do you like ask games? - plsssss i love seeing that notification light up in my inbox. it fills this bloggers heart with joy.

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? - oh i got a few @gojosattoru (where have you been ;w; </3), @hanae-ichihara (ill always miss you <3), DEFINITELY @taohs hehehe

19. do you have a crush on a mutual? - nope, having a crush on here has never happened for me :p

20. what is the last song you listened to? - charli xcx speed drive EASYFUN remix, its sooo gud

21. what are you currently watching? - the magical girl and evil lieun. are archenemies, fairy tail 100 years quest, maybe some other misc. stuff i cant think of rn.

22. sweet/ savoury/ spicy? - all of the above, i love sweet + spicy

23. what is your current relationship status? - single times *salute emoji*

24. what is your current obsession? - SMILING FRIENDDDSSSS asjdiaoshjdajsid

25. what are nine albums/songs you've been listening to lately? - aprils-bloom by julie areyouhome? by juno britpop by A.G. Cook right back by Frost children i like it by Frost children spring is coming with a strawberry in the mouth by Caroline Polachek magic sword by 4s4ki tome by veltpunch 365 by charli xcx

tagging: @taohs @cute-girls-from-vns-anime-manga @oneechangoddess @yuujies @scary-friend @fuwanek0 and others that wanna have fun

[dannyriccsupremacy]

say don't go | CL16

| charles leclerc x fem!exgf!reader smau

| summary : charles doesn't do enough to keep his girlfriend and when the internet finds out, they are less than happy.

| face claim : christina nadin

| part two here ! part three here !

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youruser the last slide pretty much sums up everything rn

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yn sat at her kitchen island, silently staring at her empty house. it was new, fresh, clean. it was not full of life and love and laughter like the one she was used to. no. charles sat in that one, reminiscing over all the memories created there. she didn't know what to do anymore, it was a new house, new people, new routines. no fitting morning routines together like a glove because they both knew exactly what the other was doing.

no more them.

yn shook her head. she wouldn't allow herself to be this sad, this beat up over a man. she was better than that.

after all, she was the one who left.

scrolling through twitter at two am on a saturday morning didn't help her mind. sure most of the tweets were about how the whole world missed them two- which was quite unexpected-, but some of them just shit on her. she knew she needed to get off social media, but she also needed to see what everyone was saying about her.

curled up in bed, yn pulled her blanket higher up on her. she dropped her phone next to her and brought her hands up to her head. she had to stop. she had to get out of monaco, go the furthest away she possibly could. escape to australia, the complete other side of the globe. surely danny and heidi would take her in?

just as she was about to stand up, her phone started buzzing. she scrambled to reach it, wondering who was possibly calling her at this hour.

she finally found her phone just to drop it again when she saw the contact name.

charlie.

they hadn't talked in months, and suddenly he was calling her out of the blue at two in the morning?

thoughts ran through her mind at a hundred miles an hour, playing out every scenario of why he was possibly calling. she eventually decided that it was probably a drunk call to the ex, and there would be no harm in answering because he wouldn't remember it in the morning.

she clicked the answer button, holding her phone up to her ear, but not daring to speak.

"hello?" his voice was so familiar, it felt like home. she could imagine his face, his scent, his laugh. if she closed her eyes it was almost as if he was sitting in front of her, "yn are you there?"

she hummed, not wanting to voice anything and realise it is a dream.

"i'm not drunk. just to let you know." fuck. "i know how a two am phone call seems. i honestly didn't even think you'd answer the phone so i'm a bit unprepared."

she stayed silent, not knowing what to say. she sat there, half perched on her bed, replaying the ending of their relationship and willing herself not to go back to him. she couldn't. she had to stay strong.

"i thought you would be out clubbing or something, i don't know." charles rambled on, his voice so soothing, and if she wasn't currently in such an awkward position, she probably could of fallen asleep to it. "i know you probably hate me, and don't want anything to do with me, but i've been seeing that you're going out a lot recently, getting drunk and stuff."

"no." she cut him off, "you do not get to judge me for how i am coping with our relationship ending. it's your fault we're done."

"what?" charles exclaimed, "you're the one who ended it, you're the one who left."

"all you had to do was say 'don't go'." yn said softly.

"you can't seriously be blaming us ending on me?" charles was livid now, even though deep down he knew he could've stopped the break up.

"you can't seriously be blaming it on me." yn responded, a lot calmer than her counterpart.

"wow. i was calling to see if you wanted to get dinner with me, to see if you wanted to work things out between us, but not anymore." charles scoffed.

"whatever. in what world would i have even accepted that offer." they both knew that she would in this one.

"fine. goodbye, yn." charles waited to hear her voice once more before hanging up.

"goodbye, charlie. thanks for twisting the knife." and with that she hung up the phone, collapsing backwards onto her bed. she was going to need a strong drink now.

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sacreskin introducing my new skincare brand to you all! i'm so excited to share this with the world because i'm so in love with it and i hope you all are too!

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authors note idk if i want to do a part 2, but if enough people ask for it i will make one! hope you all enjoyed!

[patchdotexe]

explorers of arvus: heaven’s brazier / 1.11.21

HOWDY DOODY TIME FOR ARVUS NOTES

seeing as i post these so rarely: these are the notes i take for the d&d campaign im in with jorb, michael, solar, nyx, and penn! you can find the rest of my notes in the explorers of arvus tag on my blog. woohoo

- FIRST SESSION OF THE NEW YEAR LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

currently nonverbal. boy howdyi h ope this wont be a problem. this is fine hold on ive figured out how to make wordpad fucked up and evil. nice. okay time to wait for everybody to assemble ITS BEEN SOOOO LOOOONG also i got to meet audrey! that was pretty poggers

time to head north to the swamp! to cure the plague. as a reminder, one time taure helped somebody sell drugs. NORTH! LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO north of us is a radical jpeg. the radical jpeg is this huge tower! prolly heaven's brazier, then. pog solar: hey does it look like this? [sends a screenshot of a ?cragrock tower? from betweenlands] michael: ..........no.

oops uh oh we didnt . consider being stealthy. this is surely fine

found a small settlement of some sorts! like, right out front of the tower. TIME FOR EVERYONE OT INVESTIGATE

nyx: I FUCKED, jorb: what did you say??? nyx: i said i fucked! leo: WHY ARE YOU FUCKING?

oh man i shoulda read my notes from last session. fuck shit damn. okay this is fine, michael gave us a recap im just Really spacey

AWW! CRABS! or, uh, lobsters. a bunch of lobsters buried themselves here! four feet tall mounds o' mud containing Lobster Friends. they might not be friends actually.

OH GOD I VIBE CHECKED OUR MICROPHONE okay its fine. everything is fine

charlie poked one of the lobsters and everyone got mad BKJDFXGBF OH SHIT THE ALDANI TALK OH SHIT THE ALDANI LOOK WEIRD-- POH MY GHOD MICAHELELEEEEE MICHAEL michael has lil crab claws

okay so the aldani are . a lot. theyre not hostile! theyre also terrified of us and we have no idea how to react. i love them, actually

okay these lobsters are totally being manipulated. time to talk to a false god that's eating the aldani! basically theyre really happy that their god whose name ive forgotten how to spell (fjolnir?) has returned to free them from their lobster curse. except im pretty sure he's just eating them. time to talk! the aldani are very excited about all this but man i do Not trust like that. he's talking in oldtongue, which is neat! oh shit he speaks common too, pog. so far taure and thorne are committing diplomacy

charlie woke up yrel to ask them about fjolnir! i love yrel. yrel didnt actually have any info but any moment i get to interact with yrel makes me habby.

fjollnir is claiming to be a shard of the true fjolnir, and honestly this explanation hes going on does sound legit? i mean hes still definitely killing the aldani but he sounds like hes Trying. silje presses x to doubt

I Pet Silje

okay yeah fjolnir straight up killed the other guys. sucks. guess we gotta tell camp vengeance to Not Go Here

IN THIS HOUSE WE FUCKIN HATE HALVKAR fjolnir hates him too! big pog. sounds like halvkar is up northwest! also apparently the witch has the power to fuck with our minds, so that's... great. also we're not allowed to go east bc theres some sacred city (haedbar?) and fjolnir would rather we Not. also fjolnir doesnt know anything abt the vision, so. welp

man, i want cookies.

GODSPEEEEED YOU BEAAAUTIFUL BASTAAARDS

please no shrek. i do not desire this.

oh hey ive only just discovered that roll20 updated character sheet layout! or at least just moved the currency part. neat. god i wish i had cookies rn i cant stop thinking about it. FUCK ONCE WE'RE DONE ITS GONNA BE WAYYYY TOO LATE TO GO TO THE STORE AAAAAAAAAAAA FUUUUUCK and id have to change out of pajamas. this blows

thorne and silje bonding time! summer: silje looks at you and says ROLL PERSUASION. OH GOD THORNE ROLLED A NAT 1 THIS IS A TRAGEDY attempting to bonding time anyway! bonks thorne and silje together. now kiss OH SHIT OH FUCK A RIVER DRAKE OH GODDAMNIT

oh goddamnit sieron just burned all his spell slots on making healing elixirs (as he does before every long rest). fuck shit damn. OH GOD THE DRAKE ATE SILJE, THIS SUCKS (it didnt kill silje but it did a SHITTON of damage)

sieron is using the wand of wonder! aaaaaaaand HE'S GOING TO BLIND ALL OF US. GOD DAMNIT sieron blinded himself and thorne................. but hey, he blinded the drake at least! also kali. f kali

CHARLIE GOT TO USE DRAGON'S BREATH chose lightning element bc i didnt want to light any scenery on fire dfgkjgh but !! fuck yeah!! didnt have a good damage roll but im just Glad To Do It

silje is being eaten by the drake! silje says Fuck This and stabs the river drake with the blade of the river drake! OH NICE also bc he kinda exploded with blood at the start of the encounter he gets to enchant his sword with blood hunter magic stuff w/o spending health on it! that's pretty pog. god that was Super Cool, silje just sliced up the drake WHILE STILL BEING BITTEN DOWN ON what the fuck my dude

OH FUCK I FORGOT TO ROLL FOR WILD MAGIC nbd we good. got a 3. charlie will not explode today

HEY WHY THE FUCK CAN TAURE DO LIKE 40+ DAMAGE IN ONE TURN oh my god. taure what the hell. DUDE WE FUCKED UP THAT DRAKE SO BAD oh my god holy shit.

GOOD NEWS, SIERON HAS HEALING ELIXIRS

silje has chugged like 3 healing elixirs. good for him!

@ audrey: what does kali main in overwatch [update: michael’s PREVIOUS roommate is the one who played kali. i have no briancells]

we're gonna butcher the river drake! we cant find any salt because all the league players are back at camp vengeance. we did make a good meal though! fuck yeah temporary hitpoints

michael: always happy to activate your trap card, my dude.

hm. we forgot salve was a mechanic we were using. good news is we bought so much that we dont need to worry about it! we paid money to ruin a gameplay mechanic. charlie will not get the plague today

sieron: look! its a frog! charlie: HOLY SHIT, ITSA FROG

sieron i swear to god.

thorne found a weird bird! and then we got derailed talking about fallen london. (the weird bird was a weird batperson!)

fen hill... 2! (we have arrived at the witch's house and there's a big ol tree! and we purified fen hill by helping out the dryad.) OOPS MICHAEL FORGOT A MAJOR PLOT POINT this is what happens when we play like five times a year. womp womp. ill admit i have no idea when charlie's plot stuff is gonna come up bc everything happens So Much REWIND TO CAMP VENGEANCE taure's hair is gold! on the summer solstice! oh boy, and michael is gonna dm solar some info bc thorne rolled a nature check. okay so taure had a vision at Some Point about a tree, and also something about changing of the seasons, and i do not remember any of this and have not reread my notes so oops. WELL AT LEAST IM WRITING IT DOWN NOW

anyway so the witch can probably fuckle our brains so we're trying to be cautious for once in our lives. WILL HOPE'S GUARD SURVIVE THE NIGHT? NEXT TIME, ON EXPLORERS OF ARBUS! ..............im leaving that typo

[theycallmegothboy]

1-100 >:DDDD REVENGE!!!

FELIXXXXXXXXXXXX >:(( 1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?  -spotify  2. is your room messy or clean? -it’s pretty messy i guess  3. what color are your eyes? -blue and grey

4. do you like your name? why? -yeah it’s fine 5. what is your relationship status? -single 6. describe your personality in 3 words or less -certified intrusive thot 7. what color hair do you have? -brown and rn it’s red 8. what kind of car do you drive? color? -i dont have a car 9. where do you shop? -hot topic, goodwill, target 10. how would you describe your style? -comfy emo 11. favorite social media account -of mine, probably discord or youtube 12. what size bed do you have? -twin >:(( 13. any siblings? -i have 1.5 brothers  14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? -probably vancouver, idk canada seems lit 15. favorite snapchat filter? -i like the one with devil horns and a tail but its cute 16. favorite makeup brand(s) -i dont wear makeup 17. how many times a week do you shower? -i used to shower every day, but i dont do anything that gets me dirty so like maybe 3 times but if i leave the house then i shower 18. favorite tv show? -stranger things 19. shoe size?  -8 or 9 20. how tall are you? -5′6 with shoes >:(( 21. sandals or sneakers? -sneakers wtf 22. do you go to the gym? -lol no 23. describe your dream date -making some pie or something together and then eating the pie and then sitting on some rooftop looking at stars 24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? -quite a bit actually but i’m saving up for a phone lol so soon it will be like maybe 10 dollars lmao 25. what color socks are you wearing? -not wearing socks but the ones i had earlier were white (ankle length) 26. how many pillows do you sleep with? -just one but it sucks 27. do you have a job? what do you do? -NO BUT IM TRYING TO GET A JOB BUT THE FUCKIN PEOPLE THERE ARE GHOSTING ME AND WONT REPLY TO MY EMAILS SO LIKE SBJHBJS 28. how many friends do you have? -like 4 lmao 29. whats the worst thing you have ever done? -idk nothing super bad but i do a lot of small shit that makes me feel guilty when i realize what i did 30. whats your favorite candle scent? -juniper rosewood 31. 3 favorite boy names -leo, clay, charlie 32. 3 favorite girl names -ivy, uh... idk thats all ive got 33. favorite actor? -no clue 34. favorite actress? -no clue 35. who is your celebrity crush? -not a celeb but i’d smash danny phantom 36. favorite movie? -nightmare before christmas or edward scissorhands 37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? -no, but my fav book is probably the prince and the pauper? idk 38. money or brains? -CASH MONEYYYY jk probably brains but if your entire personality is being “smart” like fuck off lmao   39. do you have a nickname? what is it? - a bunch of people call me son (see #49, #100), some call me rat, dumdum, goth boy

40.how many times have you been to the hospital? -just once i think when i was birthed. i also went once with my brother cause he kicked some scissors i left out on the floor and it sliced his toe the fuck open and he needed stitches and i watched him get the stitches and almost passed out :/ 41. top 10 favorite songs -please dont make me do this i dont have it in me 42. do you take any medications daily? -yea i take 20mg of vyvanse but i need to get it raised to 30 cause 20 is Not Enough 43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) -i got some dry fuckin skin yall dont even know 44. what is your biggest fear?  -it depends. the dark is a pretty constant one though 45. how many kids do you want? -like 2 or 3 eventually 46. whats your go to hair style? -in my face, looking stupid 47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)  -it’s pretty small 48. who is your role model? -i dont fuckin know lmao  49. what was the last compliment you received? - “i belive in you, my son, you’re an amazing human being“ (same friend mentioned in #100, not actually a parent of mine) 50. what was the last text you sent? -”no it’s a raccoon“ YOU GET NO CONTEXT LMAO 51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? -i dont think i ever hardcore believed in him, maybe i did though i remember sleeping under the tree one christmas eve waiting for him but i was like “oh yeah that makes sense“ i guess 52. what is your dream car?  -i honestly dont give a shit as long as it actually fucking works 53. opinion on smoking? -cigarettes? fuck no that’s nastyyy. weed? that’s fine i guess but wait till you’re like 18.  54. do you go to college? -no. am sophomore n highschool 55. what is your dream job?  -musician/palentologist 56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?  -fuck the suburbs lmao, but also im tired of rural, so like.. semi urban?? 57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?  -no but i take the little soaps >:)) 58. do you have freckles?  -yes 59. do you smile for pictures? -awkwardly, yes 60. how many pictures do you have on your phone?  -dont have a phone but i have like 12 on my computer currently. 4 are of me, the rest are of my cat or random shit 61. have you ever peed in the woods?  -yes 62. do you still watch cartoons?  -cartoons these days kinda suck but like if they were good fuck yeah i would like gravity falls can come hang yknow? 63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? -i had nuggets from mcdonalds today so i guess them? i dont really care 64. Favorite dipping sauce?  -i got sweet and sour but i dont like it that much. that schezuan sauce was great 65. what do you wear to bed?  -wouldnt you like to know? ;))  66. have you ever won a spelling bee?  -NO ive only been in two. the first one i misspelled the word “turmoil“ cause i had never heard it before and the second one i spelled the word “owed“ as “ode“ cause i was thinking like ode to joy and then i felt like a big Fool afterwards :(( 67. what are your hobbies? -lol what hobbies 68. can you draw?  -i am physically able to draw, but not well, no 69 (haha). do you play an instrument? -yeah i play a few 70. what was the last concert you saw?  -i saw Chicago in either georgia or tennessee i cant remember in like 2016 71. tea or coffee? -hot coffee, iced tea. NOT the other way around. (i love both though) 72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? -starbucks 73. do you want to get married? -sure why not 74. what is your crush’s first and last initial? -dont have a crush 75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?  -idk maybe 76. what color looks best on you?  -i dont know but i wear black a lot and that’s pretty dope 77. do you miss anyone right now? -yeah  78. do you sleep with your door open or closed? -closed 79. do you believe in ghosts? -on the fence. not 100% “oh my god look at these gHoSt oRbS i need to sage my house!!!“ but i accept that there’s some things i wont understand about the world and that i have no answers to. i wouldnt be surprised if there are, and i wouldnt be surprised if there aren’t. 80. what is your biggest pet peeve? -whatever my adhd decides i viscerally hate with a firey passion right at that moment  81. last person you called -my brother (the 1 of the 1.5 from #13 and the one who sliced his toe in #40) 82. favorite ice cream flavor?  -chocolate is dope 83. regular oreos or golden oreos?  -regular double stuff. if you say golden, mint, peppermint, or thin oreos i’m gonna have to euthanize you, i dont make the rules.  84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? -rainbow cause it’s prettier  85. what shirt are you wearing?  -queen shirt from hot topic 86. what is your phone background? -i didnt get a phone between question 60 and now but my computer one is some mountains with the moon in the background 87. are you outgoing or shy? -really depends on who i’m around 88. do you like it when people play with your hair? -YES FUCK AAAAAAA (this girl played with my hair literally once in middle school and i was like oh shit and i had a crush on her until the end of middle school true story,,, so ashley if you’re out there-) 89. do you like your neighbors? -to the left they’re fine and their dog is nice but idk what happened to the horses so that’s sus but that’s where our cat came from so they can hang  guess, behind me they’re fine but their boys are loud, to the right they’re fine, and even further to the right are the dope neighbors and waaaaaaaaaay far to the right is a llama and he’s dope as hell 90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? -whenever the fuck i remember to/have the energy 91. have you ever been high?  -i dont think so but i wouldnt put it past myself 92. have you ever been drunk?  -not that i can remember, no 93. last thing you ate?  -sloppy joe from a can 94. favorite lyrics right now -”not gonna waste my life, cause i’ve been fucked up“ 95. summer or winter?  -fall. fuck you 96. day or night?  -night but i like it when it’s actually night and it doesnt get dark at like 4 fucking pm cause that makes me depressed 97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? -dark is good, milk is fine, white is only suitable for fancy stripes on chocolate covered strawberries 98. favorite month?  -i vibe with september 99. what is your zodiac sign -sagittarius (was almost a scorpio but i was holding out >:))) 100. who was the last person you cried in front of?  -in person, my mom like 6 months ago, on a discord call, my friend (i love you by the way, you’re the best,,, i dont think he has tumblr but im just putting it out there) like a month or so ago. i hate crying in front of people, i turn into such a hyperventilating snot monster which is not suitable for human gaze and thats the real tea :/

felix this took like 2 hours of my life i will never get back i hate you and i hope you’re happy with what you’ve done <3 <3

also anyone who wants to stalk me, enjoy this information that im handing to you on a silver platter :)) <3

[wickymicky]

long personal post about grimes

sorry about this post. i had to get this out of my head.

okay one more post about grimes i promise and then i’ll try to stop talking about and thinking about this shit person for a while, but this song (linked at the bottom of this post) literally changed my life. that’s not a joke. i can trace a lot of things in my life back to hearing and becoming obsessed with this song. i owe it a lot. it’s not a perfect song, but it’s perfect to me, and i met people because of becoming a grimes fan after hearing this song that i’m glad i got to know. 

i had a grimes mutual who i talked with sometimes, and they were dating another grimes fan at the time, and i was talking to that second one a bit and i thought they had a lot in common with my partner, so i introduced my partner to these two and they became really close lol. my partner, remy, ended up becoming really good friends with them, and flew out to arizona to spend a week with one of them, our friend charlie, in 2018. the other one, milo, is still a friend of mine too. milo got into kpop a couple years before i did and follows this sideblog actually lol. neither milo nor i went by our current names when we met, we’ve grown a lot over the years. 

it’s not even about grimes anymore lmao it’s more about the impact her music and being a fan of her music had on me. it’s not just those two friends either, it’s that her music helped set me on the path i’m still on today. maybe i’ve progressed further down that path than grimes ever will lmao, who knows. or my path is aimed in a (hopefully) good direction, while her path is aimed at (apparently) just being garbage in all the possible ways. 

i think i found this song in the related videos on a youtube video of a song by purity ring or something lol, it was pretty new at the time i think. i dont remember exactly when... i think it was over the summer of 2015. the video was posted in march and art angels came out in november, so i think i probably found it around may or june. it was a really rough time for me. it was the summer after my first year of college. when i started that first year of college, i was dating someone, and when i ended that first year, i had had not one but two really shitty breakups from shitty relationships. i only dated the second person for a couple months, but it culminated in her calling the cops on me when she thought i was suicidal, so.... anyway, yeah. also in my first semester i failed two classes. when i came back to school in the fall for my third semester, i failed more classes, had another really bad semi-relationship, and was placed on academic suspension which means that for the spring of 2016 i was home while all my friends were on campus. i was depressed and unsure of what to do about my adhd making me really bad at school, lol. 

i mean like when i discovered this grimes song, it was before that stuff from the fall of 2015, but when that fall 2015 stuff was happening, i escaped into her music a lot. i started dating my current partner towards the end of that semester too, the first person who i felt like actually cared about me (and who had been a close friend for a while at that point), so i associate grimes’s music a lot with things like that too. with feeling sorry for myself and with feeling like i shouldnt have to be someone im not. just because the system doesnt work for me doesnt mean i have to change myself. maybe college isnt for me after all. i ended up going back and then dropping out in 2017 but... anyway. grimes’s music also represents dating my current partner and realizing that i’m not straight and eventually, little by little, that i’m not cis. it was the soundtrack to everything that was going on for me at that time. 

im not sure im really capturing in words all the significance it has on me. it did other things too, like open up my taste in music and expose me to pop music or pop-style music when i had spent most of my time avoiding pop music because of... idk... toxic masculinity? internalized... idk... internalized homophobia? misogyny? transphobia? not wanting to acknowledge that i could like things that were girly? whatever that means? take your pick lol. its not like i was a macho bro, i was just avoiding things. didnt wanna think about them. thats why even though i listen to a lot of pop and dance music now, my music-fan-background is mostly punk, ska punk, death metal, black metal, and a tiny bit of underground hiphop that i got into in college, and of course, a tiny bit of nu metal i was unfortunately into in middle and high school lmao. i had a lot to unlearn and im glad i have been doing that! i think on some level though, it’s not because of grimes, i was started to dabble with these feelings and realizations anyway, and if it wasnt grimes it would have been someone or something else. as i said, i found this song from a purity ring video, so i was already dabbling in music and aesthetic that were outside my typical aggressive comfort zone lol. but anyway, grimes is the one i latched onto. i dont regret it, i just wish everything that’s been happening with her in the last two years was uh... not happening. 

long story short... this song changed my life

[ridiculousravenclaw]

The Life of Elara Ware : Chapter 2

Elara sat on her butterfly patterned bedsheets, a heavy leather bound book in her lap. She was studying alchemy this year and wanted to get a basic understanding of it before school started. She was lost in concentration when her bubble of thought was burst by light tapping at her window. She looked up to see a shabby brown owl rapping its beak against the glass. She smiled. "Hi Errol". Elara crossed her room and opened the window. The old bird half hopped, half collapsed inside. Looking out her window Elara saw it was now starting to get dark. The sun retreated below the horizon casting shadows of deep orange and red across the sky. It was a beautiful summer's evening, a light breeze provided respite from the unforgiving heat of the day. Errol lazily nipped at her hand letting out an exasperatedly quiet hoot. "Sorry boy, here" She detached the tightly rolled parchment from his leg then opened the empty bird cage perched on top of her drawers, gesturing for him to go inside. Errol happily obliged helping himself to water. The Wares family owl Alizeh had to stay in Elaras room as her mother couldn't stand her hooting. But she was currently out hunting and Errol looked thankful for the hospitality.

Elara undid the scroll expecting to be greeted with another message from George, so she was surprised to find it wasn't his handwriting at all. 'Hello Elara. I know George has been in contact with you but I dont know exactly how much he's said or not said so I thought it best to write you myself. You are of course still welcome to come and stay tomorrow. Though I must warn you it'll be a bit of a tight squeeze. My eldest sons Bill and Charlie are home and are in the twins room meaning Fred and George are currently in with Ron and Harry. Oh yes, Harry's staying with us as well I hope you dont mind. You'll be in Ginnys room, but again, tight squeeze. We have Hermione staying in there too. I hope this is all okay with you. I've been told to expect you by flu powder at about 11. Our house is called The Burrow, I don't know if George had said. Anyway it's all still a go is what I'm trying to say and we'll take you to Kings Cross as planned. Look forward to seeing you Molly Weasley'

Elara smiled. The note really was unnecessary but she couldn't blame Mrs Weasleys lack of trust in George giving her all the correct details. She quickly scribbled a reply on the back of the note. 'Thanks again Mrs Weasley this is really kind of you. 11 o'clock. Flu powder. I'll see you then'

It took some convincing and several treats but Elara finally managed to get Errol out of Alizehs cage and attach the note to his leg. She wasn't sure if Errol was quick enough to get the note to Mrs Weasley before tomorrow morning but it was worth a try. She sent him on his way then made her way downstairs to the living room. There she found her mother silently working her way through stacks of documents she had laid out on the sofa. Her long brown hair was wound into a messy bun on top of her head and her black rimmed glasses were perched on the end of her narrow, slender nose. She was wearing grey jogging bottoms and a light blue t shirt that hung off one shoulder. She was sat cross legged, brows furrowed in concentration. She hadn't noticed Elara walk in.

"Watcha doin?" Elara said. Her mother sent several pages scattered across the wooden floor as she jumped in surprise.

"Jeez sweet pea don't sneak up on me like that!"

Elara laughed and stepped forward to help as her mum started chasing papers around the room. "sorry. I wasn't aiming to scare you"

"yeah? then why are you laughing at me?" Her mother retorted as she tried to smack Elara on the backside with a recovered sheet. She tried to put on a disgruntled face but she couldn't hide her smile as her daughter dodged her attacks.

"hey! I'm helping!" Elara replied, smiling goofily back as she hopped out of her mothers reach.

"causing mayhem more like"

Elara folded her arms defiantly, a devious grin on her lips

"fine. I wont help then"

Elara put up her hands in mock surrender and started walking towards the door.

"hey! not so fast. This is your doing so you can come tidy you cheeky bugger"

Elara complied with an exaggerated curtsy as her mother started to reorganize the pages.

"honestly. all I came down for was to tell you I'm going to the Weasleys at 11. now you've got me clearing up like your personal slave" Elara put on her best dramatic sigh which made her mother chuckle.

"think how I feel. it took me ages to put all this in order now I've got to do it again"

"hmm, well if you will insist on throwing things around the house"

"oi!" her mother retorted but once again she couldn't stifle her smile.

"11 did you say?" She added after a moment.

"yup"

"how were you going to get there?"

"flu powder" then at the look of confusion on her mothers face she continued "that's the one where you travel through the fireplace. wosh" Elara flailled of her arms to illustrate.

"oh right. the one that scares me to death you mean?"

"that's the one"

"great!" Her mother gave her a double thumbs up but her eyes showed her disapproval. Elara rolled her eyes.

"mum how many times? it's safe. I've been using flu powder since I was 7. Everyone does"

Her mother sighed, nodding her head reluctantly "I know, I know"

They picked up the last few pages in lazy quiet before Elara went to kitchen to make them both a cup of tea. When she returned she found her mother staring into the currently empty fireplace like she was waiting for something. Elara silently stood by her side handing her a floral patterned mug. She looked at her mothers face obviously deep in thought. She looked almost upset. "mum?"

It was several moments before she answered.

"you know it doesn't matter how impressive and mystical and amazing all this is. Theres still a massive part of me that wished you took after me, not your dad."

Elara couldn't deny she felt offended, and it must've shown on her face

"no no that's not what I meant. Oh hunny your magics incredible and you make me proud every day. Please know that. It's just. I dont know. I can't lie. I'd be a lot less stressed if you just grew up to be a hairdresser or something. Something ordinary. Something risk free" Elara felt confused at the direction the conversation had taken. Quick to defend the life she loved so much she answered

"Well wheres the fun in that? mum I'm perfectly safe in the wizarding world. you must know that. it may still be weird to you but its who I am and its normal for us."

Her mother looked at her for a moment. Then smiled a strange, sad sort of smile. She started to say something, then stopped herself sipping on her tea instead. Elara could see a million thoughts spiraling behind her mothers eyes. Then, finally "yeah. yeah of course you are." Then without a word she turned and left.

As she stood alone in front of the mantelpiece, Elara had the feeling like she was missing something. Then a most unwelcome thought; that there was something her mother wasn't telling her. Her mother had always been a worrier. Fretted over her wellbeing day and night. It never bothered her. In fact Elara Ware had grown so used to her mothers fussing she almost didn't notice it anymore. But now that she stopped to think, since returning from school that summer it'd seemed to get a lot more frequent. Obsessively checking in on Elara through the day. Restricting when she could leave the house, not letting her go alone. At first Elara thought this was just her fear of her baby growing up. Now that she'd sat her exams, chosen a career path, got a boyfriend. But now she wasn't sure. Whatever it was, her mother was definitely upset by it.

The next morning Elara woke up later than she wanted to. She ran downstairs and inhaled some cereal so fast she was sure she must have set a new world record. Then back upstairs for a hurried shower, which unsurprisingly resulted in shampoo in her eyes. Swearing repeatedly and dripping water onto the tiles as she went. Elara stumbled blindly across her en suit reaching for a towel. cursing herself for not putting one out first. Quickly drying herself off she threw open her wardrobe, looking at her limited selection of clothes. most of it was packed in her trunk. She glanced out the window. It was raining and with the rain had brought cooler weather. She picked out her favourite pair of jeans and a loose white shirt with lace criss-crossed across the back.

It was only after she had triple checked her trunk, glancing at the clock and seeing she still had 30 minutes to spare, that Elara finally allowed herself to relax a bit. Mentally scolding herself for waking up late and turning her morning into a mad rush. She was gazing at her reflection in the mirror and without realizing found herself fussing with her hair. She couldn't explain why. Elara had never really cared what others though of how she looked before. Yet there she sat tucking her brown hair behind her ear, the pulling it forward, then tucking it back again. Perhaps it was the nerves of seeing her boyfriend again after weeks apart. After all they hadn't been dating that long when school ended for the holidays. Or perhaps it was the stress of meeting his whole family. But then again she already knew half of them. She may never have spent much time with Ron, Percy or Ginny but they were already acquainted. Then of course theres Fred. the twins came as a pack. you rarely get one without the other and she'd been going to school with them for 5 years.

She tried to shake the nerves, focussing instead on the thing she'd always liked about herself. She gazed into her eyes which were the only ones like them she'd ever known. Her right eye was a cool blue, like a river. Her left eye a pale light green flecked with yellow. The muggle doctors said it was a genetic condition with a weird name she could never remember. it didn't matter. Elara loved her eyes. they made her different. Different was good. She looked at the clock again. 20 minutes. She picked up her trunk which she'd played at the foot of her bed and began to haul it down the stairs.

"you'll write wont you"

"nah I won't bother I'll just leave you in suspense the whole year"

"Elara Ware!"

"I'm joking! I'm joking! C'mon mum I'm in my 6th year now. I'm a big girl. I'll be fine. and I'll be back before you know it."

Her mother sighed and pulled Elara into a bone crushing hug. "I know. I just worry" Elara chuckled "yeah funnily enough I've noticed"

Her mum ignored this "I love you" she mumbled into Elaras hair. "I love you too" Just then Elara noticed the time on the clock "ooh mum I've got to go. its time" Elara wriggled out of her mums grip and stepped into the fire place where her trunk was waiting. "mum the powder"

"oh yeah right"

Her mother grabbed a small clay pot from ontop of the book case. It was peculiar in shape, unpainted and unvarnished. Elara had very vague memories of making it at muggle school when she was about 7 years old. Inside was the floo powder. Elara grabbed a handful and offered one last smile to her mum. "Bye mum"

"Bye darling"

Elara dropped the floo powder onto her feet and shouted "The Burrow" With that she started to spin. Faster in faster as her living room dissolved into a blur of colour. But just before she lost sight of her mother completely she saw it again. The same sad look in her mothers eyes. She was trying to hide it but still it was unmistakably there. Why? what was Elara not understanding? Before she could even fathom the answer the spinning stopped. She was no longer in her living room. She stepped out onto a well worn rug to a wall of welcoming red headed smiles. and there standing the closest the one she was most excited to see. beaming the brightest of all "miss me?" Said George

[nothingadventured-nothinggained]

OitNB Character Updates

Ready to binge the new season of Orange is the New Black but dont want to binge the last season to remember where at your favorite characters are at?

Under the Read More there is updates on where most of the characters left off in the last season. I divided them based on which cell block they’re in when they were in minimum. Also there’s a section on the COs and staff.

Not everyone is covered, specifically none of the new characters we met this season, but I think I covered the majority of them! Also forgive any mistakes; I tried to do my research but any mistakes pointed out will be updated! Enjoy!

‘The Suburbs’ Inmates

Piper Chapman: She’s out of here! After finally getting prison married to Alex in a beautiful ceremony, Piper has gained early release. Cal came to pick her up from prison and brought her back to his home where Neri is making something with chard. She is last seen in Cal’s car, with him asking her what she’s going to do now.

Alex Vause: Alex made a deal with the devil, or more specifically Carol, to get Badison to stop trying to steal Piper’s date. In exchange, Alex would be on Carol’s crew. No clue how things are going to change now that Carol and Barb are dead. She put in an application to law school but got rejected. She is last seen out in the yard playing kickball.

Galina “Red” Reznikov: Red’s been recovering from a rough last season. She got 10 years added on to her sentence for being a riot instigator, after being named by Piper, Freida and Nicky. Thus begins her revenge scheme against Freida. She gets frustrated with Carol because Carol is more focused on inter-block fighting than getting Frieda. Eventually, Red’s family came to visit her with the grandkids for the first time in years but she ruins it by trying to choke out Frieda and gets sent to the SHU. She is last seen joking with Gloria in the SHU. 

Tiffany Doggett: After leaving Donuts in the woods, she turns herself back in. She gets to join the ladies in B-Block (”Florida”) after making a deal with Linda. While in Florida she gets close with Suzanne and tries to get her to be more social. She convinced Suzanne to join the kickball team and go out to the yard to play. She is last seen playing kickball outside. 

Nicky Nichols: Nicky named Red as an instigator of the riot in order to get out of drug charges (since she took over minimum’s pharmacy during the riot). Red forgave her, however, because she was upfront about it unlike others. Nicky joins Barb’s crew, but she tries to be the voice of reason and peace. Once the moment of the attack happens, she convinces the D-Block girls not to fight. She is last seen playing kickball outside.

Lorna Morello Muccio: Lorna got fully into gang warfare this season but then realized how stupid it was after Piper and Alex’s wedding. Nicky has her hide in a closet in the laundry room so she won’t have to go to the bloodbath of kickball, but Lorna goes into surprise labor. She is last seen in agony being dragged to medical by one of the guards, with blood between her legs. 

Frieda Berlin: Been in hiding in B-Block. Super paranoid since Carol, Barb and Red are all after her. Crazy Eyes was acting as her bodyguard, but Frieda told Suzanne that she wasn’t her friend and pushed her away. She was last seen in her cell, smiling and eating a pudding cup.

“The Ghetto” Inmates

Tasha “Taystee” Jefferson: After pleading guilty of being a riot instigator, she went on trial for the murder of Piscatella and was found guilty. She is last seen re-entering into Litchfield, but it is unconfirmed what the sentence will be for the crime. There’s a worry it may be the death penalty, but it’s “extremely rare”.

Cindy “Tova” Hayes: Cindy deals with a lot of guilt because she testified against Taystee, in exchange for immunity for riot charges. After talking with Flaca, she realizes she needs to move on. She is last seen acting as an announcer for the kickball game.

Suzanne “Crazy Eyes” Warren: Suzanne was put in B-Block and develops a close relationship with Frieda and Pennsatucky. She struggled with going out into the yard for fear of the gang war, but ends up joining the kickball team. She is last seen on the field playing kickball.

Sophia Burset: Ends up in B-Block. She decides not to sue FCC since they bribed her with a whole lot of money and early release. She is last seen reuniting with her wife on the outside.

“Spanish Harlem” Inmates

Gloria Mendoza: Gloria got no extra time for the riot, but told the investigators that it was Maria who instigated it. She doesn’t like all this gang warfare, and tries to tell Luschek so he will stop it. Instead, she finds out about Fantasy Inmate and threatens Alvarez to tell everyone about it, so he sends her to the SHU. She is last seen talking with Red in the SHU.

Aleida Diaz: Aleida is currently worried because Daya is getting hooked on the drugs she and Hopper are sneaking in. She eventually decides to give up on Daya in order to save her other kids. It’s unclear if she and Hopper are actually romantically together, or just together until she can get enough money to get her kids back.

Marisol “Flaca” Gonzalez: She is working as the radio DJ for the prison. She and Tova become very close as co-DJs, but she still misses Maritza. She is last seen acting as the announcer for the kickball game.

Dayanara “Daya” Diaz: Daya took a plea for murdering CO Humps. She is assigned to C-Block and starts dating/hooking up with Daddy. She eventually starts to take drugs, initially for the pain of being beaten by guards but then because she becomes addicted. She is last seen in the yard playing kickball.

Maria Ruiz: Maria is still struggling with everything that happened in the last season. She tries to turn to religion, but realizes that no one still forgives her for what happened in the riot so she joins the gang life. Eventually after a talk with the Mormon guard, she realizes she can still be a good person. She gets McCullough to make everyone choose kickball teams so the teams are mixed. She is last seen on the yard playing kickball.

Blanca Flores: Blanca tells the investigators that Maria instigated the riot, in exchange for immunity for riot charges. She learns she’s running out of time to have a baby, so she tries to sneak some of Diablo’s sperm into the prison to get prison. It doesn’t work, but she learns she is getting early release. On the day of the release, she doesn’t leave the prison but is instead put back in cuffs by Immigration and Customs Enforcement. Poor Diablo is left waiting outside of the prison, flowers in hand.

 Management/CO’s

Joe Caputo: After the riot, he was put on leave and ran out of things to do. He tried to get his warden position back, but is transferred to Missouri. While packing to move, he starts to get close and invested in Taystee’s case and begins to work with other inmates to file suit against MCC, which causes him to be fired. During all of this, he is strengthening his relationship with Natalie Figueroa. He follows the case and even investigates the CERT team leader who, unbeknownst to him, covered up Piscatella’s murder. Once Taystee is found guilty, he confronts the man who punches him in the nose. He then goes to an MCC party and reunited with Fig. He is last seen getting taken care of by Fig.

Natalie “Fig” Figueroa: Fig finally admits that she is Joe’s girlfriend in this season, while still appearing in public with her gay husband for appearances. She fights with Joe about how he is so interested in the female prisoners even though they have done nothing for him. She is last seen taking care of Joe, who was punched in the nose.

Linda Ferguson: As the new senior vice president of MCC, Linda seems to have learned nothing of her time in the riot and how terribly inmates are treated. She talks about stuffing as many inmates as possible into a prison, uses bribes to stop a lawsuit and makes a completely fake commercial promoting MCC (now PolyCon). She is last seen announcing to a bunch of fancy rich people that the newest moneymaker is in immigration detention centers.

Sam Healy: Healy meets with Caputo at the beginning of the season. He is out of the psychiatric hospital, and now much more mellow. He tells Caputo that he needs to move on from the riot and put Litchfield behind him.

Joel Luschek: While at Max, Luschek becomes commissioner of the Fantasy Inmate team, as well as running the rec class. While teaching rec he gets close to Gloria. Throughout the season Luschek seems to really just not care about anything. He feels guilty that Gloria was put in the SHU after finding his Fantasy Inmate score sheets. He is last seen in a DeLorean (he’s collecting Back to the Future merch) driving away scared that the kickball game will end in a bloodbath.

Artesian McCullough: McCullough is really having a tough time with what happened in the prison. She’s struggling with anxiety, paranoia, insomnia and depression. She snaps at inmates sometimes, and whenever she loses control she is seen putting out lighted cigarettes on her thighs as a form of self-harm. At the kickball game, when Maria tries to put a stop to the bloodbath, McCullough trusts her and seems to slightly get over her fear of inmates.

Charlie “Donuts” Coates: Coates tried to make it work with Pennsatucky on the outside and wants them to escape to Canada, where they can hide out. She ends up leaving him because of his violent nature. He is last seen sleeping in a forest.

Lee Dixon: Dixon joins Coates on his road trip because he thinks Coates is suicidal. Once it is revealed that Pennsatucky is there as well, he actually accepts it and joins them at an amusement park. Once a warrant is put out for her arrest, Dixon leaves. He returns to Max as a CO. He still holds resentment towards some of the inmates for the riot. He agrees with another guard saying that the inmates are animals, but says that “there are some good ones”.

Ryder Blake: Blake returns to Max as a CO, and gets involved in Fantasy Inmate. At the opening party, he smokes pot, eventually saying “What if Joseph Smith made it all up?” After the party he drops out of Fantasy Inmate. He gets close with Maria and works with her through her anger and helps her grow in her religion. He is last seen helping Lorna to medical.

Locations of Others Not Mentioned

Unknown: Miss Claudette, Stella Carlin, Allison Abdullah, Janae Watson, Brook Soso, Maritza Ramos, Mei Chang, Brandy Epps

Inmates Transferred to MCC Cleveland: Norma Romano, Gina Murphy, Yoga Jones, Anita DeMarco, Big Boo, Leanne Taylor, Angie Rice, Shelly Ginsberg, Stephanie Hapakuka, Kasey Sankey, Brandy Epps, Skinhead Helen, Carmen “Ouija” Aziza

Released: Jane Ingalls (compassionate release), Judy King

Psych: Lolly Whitehill

Deceased: Poussey Washington, Maureen Kukudio, Miss Rosa Cisneros, Tricia Miller

[gotatext]

hello, it’s swamp witch nora again…. i couldn’t stay away.... hitting u with a tiny baby boy who is also terrible (sometimes).  musical softboi who loves karl marx and hates children dying in cobalt mines to make smart phones. as is tradition, here’s the pinterest board, have a peruse. fyi sorry for those of u who have read this intro a thousand times i literally.... can never b bothred to change it n i think thats really sexy of me x

CHARLIE PLUMMER / DEMI-BOY — don’t look now, but is that rory bergström  i see? the 23 year old music student is in their junior year and he is a rochester alum. i hear they can be whimsical, impassioned, self-indulgent and nitpicky, so maybe keep that in mind. i bet he / they will make a name for themselves living in griffin street. ( nora. 24. gmt. she/her. )

aesthetics.

bed hair from a permanent state of slumber, calloused fingertips from strumming bass into the early hours and djing into the blacklit night, self-help books thumbed once and thrown beneath your bed, battered copies of choose your own adventure books, spliffs passed half-arsed across rooftops while light pollution obscures low-hanging stars, marxist literature in stacks against your bedroom walls, a burner phone twice-shattered and a stash of replacement sim cards.

tw ocd, anxiety, drugs

half-swedish, half-british. the swedish is on his mother’s side. he’s bilingual but thinks in english. only really speaks swedish around his mother. only child, and kinda put a lot of pressure on himself to be the perfect kid when he was young, but his parents are honestly, quite decent? and just want him to have a nice life, they don’t care if he isn’t successful or rich or anything, they’re honestly rather solid. (wow imagine having nice parents, a first for all my characters, im literally this meme)

grew up in peckham, a suburb of london. growing up, his mum was a model / actress / waitress who later retrained as a speech therapist and his dad worked in her majesty’s service at buckingham palace. his dad wasn’t allowed to tell his family what his job entailed but rory suspects it’s probably very boring and just involves a lot of…. logistics n security.

was bullied a lot at school. [cole sprouse voice] he didn’t fit in and he didn’t want to fit in. unironically wore a trenchcoat to school every day of his life. spent most of his lunchtimes in the library because it was his safe space. as a result he knows…. loads of useless information because 30% of his school years were spent reading anthologies on space and the vikings etc. would be good on a game show. obsessively recorded every episode of university challenge as a child.

middle-class and lowkey quite wealthy but rarely talks about money, one of those well-off people who still wears really old shitty shoes and only spends money if they absolutely have to

virgin who can’t drive

into star wars, not into the big bang theory. feminist. can’t watch horror movies

favourite film is where the wild things are. also loves the florida project. thinks kids are the sweetest thing and can’t wait to be a dad to some

has been musical for as long as they can remember. first picked up guitar because he thought it would make this girl esther who he was in love with like him, but he just ended up falling in love with music instead.

formulated several different bands as a kid but ultimately had to give it up cos he was quite controlling and got fixated on making a certain sound so it wasn’t really fun for the others. got into electronic music because it was something he could do basically on his own and keep tweaking until he got it perfect

always drumming their fingers or strumming invisible guitar strings. tends to avoid parties bc he has quite has specific tastes when it comes to music and doesn’t like listening to r&b for eight hours while people throw up into plastic cups.

a techno connoisseur. has been making electronic music since he was about twelve.

after his parents divorce, when he was fourteen, rory & his mother moved to run-down suburban neighbourhood, pittsfield, massachussets.

big into photography. he mostly uses a canon 35mm camera, but occasionally uses disposable ones when he wants that more rustic feel.

moving to the states, their photography became more focused on suburban neighborhoods and are often quite dark and cinematic (think gregory crewsden). here are some shots of pittsfield i really like which rory has on his wall [1] [2] [3]

falls in love 12 times a day. never had a girlfriend or boyfriend. gets sweaty when someone cute looks at him. flirting?? what?? would prefer to idealise them from a distance

gender??? hm. rory don’t really know where they fit yet, sometimes he feels like a guy and sometimes they dont feel like anything at all!! slippin out of his physical form into the spirit realm! isn’t really bothered, cos they think it’s a social construct anyway. uses he/they pronouns interchangeably, but currently feels like ‘he’ is more fitting. won’t necessarily pull anyone up on it cos he knows having an identity that’s constantly…. in flux.. can be annoying for others … and doesn’t want to be a burden even tho it isn’t at all?? rory internalises guilt

everything is socially constructed. mirrors let you move through time. the whole thing’s a metaphor. he thinks he’s got free will but really he’s trapped in a maze. in a system. all he can do is consume. people think it’s a happy game. it’s not a happy game — it’s a fucking nightmare world, and the worst thing is, it’s real and we live in it!!!!

has ocd. tries to let it affect his life as little as possible, but obviously it’s incredibly hard to control a compulsive disorder. was teased for it at school when other kids started to notice. he was obsessed with the number five, would wash his hands five times, count stairs i groups of five, he could only use the corridors in one direction and always had to keep his hands busy. it manifests itself in hyper-fixations (trains when he was a child – specifically steam engines – then later he became obsessed with space and the patterns of constellations, and now he’s obsessed with synthesizers) and repetitive behaviours like counting stairs. doesn’t really affect his social life at all, he can jst get a bit locked-on n hyper-focused sometimes.

has insomnia. barely ever sleeps. finds it hard to switch off from work / writing / gaming / whatever’s preoccupying him in that moment. he’s always awake at 5am and quite often sleeps in through classes but still gets really good grades because he’s very good at his course. rarely attends classes. prefers to work independently. doesn’t really trust his tutors are intelligent enough to be teaching him, and is particularly suspicious of the lockwood tutors. a music snob tbh

occasionally deals weed n pills when strapped for cash, but only 2 ppl he knows, and on a very small scale grass-roots level!! (so its ok???) rollerskates around campus dealing cos they dnt have a car. we love to see it

aesthetics: bed hair from a permanent state of slumber, calloused fingertips from strumming bass into the early hours and drumming into blacklit night, self-help books thumbed once and thrown beneath your bed, watching vine compilations until your eyes turn square, battered copies of choose your own adventure books, spliffs passed half-arsed across rooftops while light pollution obscures low-hanging stars

likes: techno, the webpage cats on synthesizers in space, allen ginsberg, vintage gramophones,  floating points, lcd soundsystem, marijuana, soft dogs that let you pet them, late-night strolls talking about the universe, independent films, cigarettes, herbal tea, gallows humour, long showers, brown eyes, tchaikovsky, dr. seuss, constellations, photography, late night jazz, vintage game boys and girls who could rip his still-beating heart out of his chest and use it as an ashtray. dislikes:  weddings, funerals, formality, button-up shirts that people actually button-up, bananas, hot coffee, social media, people who watch and play sports, rap music – especially of the misogynistic variety, indie wankers in wire-framed glasses that play ed sheeran songs at open mic nights.

plot ! with ! me ! i’d say all the usual “exes fwb hookups spiel” but rory… has never hooked up with anyone… i feel like a deer in the headlights of love……. so give me

study buddies,

people who are also into techno and are music snobs about it,

people who love all kinds of music,

people who are in bands that maybe rory’s recorded and produced stuff for,

people he actually jams with (he plays bass and synth),

unrequited crushes!!

actually i think rory had sex w delilah in the last version of this rp so if u want a hook up plot its possible just unlikely. they’d hav 2 be the driving force i reckon cos rory doesn’t really act on impulses like desire or anythin.... jst bottles that shit up !!! but yea we could do a spicy hook up plot maybs, depending on the person

someone they met at a knitting club in freshman year and have remained friends with despite no longer going to it

people rory knows from open mic nights and gigs

library girlfriends / boyfriends that he stares at longingly while paging through leatherbound volumes

gamers !!! social recluses !!! hermits !!

people he deals weed to on his rollerskates (why r all my characters obsessed with rollerskates)

skaters. rory is really shit at skateboarding. like really shit. help the smol

[houseswolo]

Day 11 - 'Tis The Season To Be Thirsting

"Ready or not, here I come!"

While they're hiding, let's check out a few Thirsties!

Deadlikemoi

(Tumblr: @deadlikemoi | Ao3: deadlikemoi)

What got you into Star Wars?

My dad was into the original trilogy and got myself and my brother interested while we were young. The three of us always went to see the prequels together when they came out.

What made you a Reylo? Lightbulb moment!

The ending of TLJ! I immediately started googling reylo fanfiction when I was done watching it

Why do you write / make art?

There's usually a lot of stuff floating around in my head on any given day and this helps to relax me more often than not.

The Object of your Thirst…

Adam Driver 😏

Which Adam look do you like the best?

Either Pale or the twin combo of Paterson/Officer Peterson

Which Adam avatar/ role do you like the best?

Ben /Kylo

Which part of Adam do you like the best? 

The ears

Favorite Star Wars Movie

The Last Jedi

Your TRoS Prediction

Reylo endgame

If you were a candy bar, what would your name be?

Strictly Sour

What's your ideal environment for writing / creating? 

Sitting on the couch with one of my favorite movies on in the background for a little bit of imagery

What's the most exotic/wierd place you've gotten intimate?

I lost my virginity in the back of my boyfriend's mom's car parked behind a department store

Are you a big spoon or little spoon?

I am no spoon, I am not much of a cuddler

Do you like it rough or soft? 

Rough

Favorite fic you wrote or favorite art you made

Lie to Me

Favorite SW character besides Kylo and Rey

Chewbacca

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Koderenn

(Tumblr: @koderenn | Twitter: iranaterra | Ao3: koderenn)

What got you into Star Wars?

When I saw the Return of the Jedi as a little kid in the movies. I loved Princess Leia, was scared of Chewbacca and the Sarlaac pit and fascinated by the lightsabers. I had a little rubbery doll of Leia with buns on her head that I held on to forever. I think I chewed her feet off at some point and I have sadly enough lost her...

What made you a Reylo? Lightbulb moment!

The interrogation scene for sure where he stretches his hand to her and goes "...and now you'll give it to me" in that deep Adam Driver voice that makes us all lose our minds. Our Dark Prince was talking about the droid at the time, but that's not where my mind went lol! Because there he was, with this pretty girl in restrains on an interrogations chair that he's supposed to rip out information from like he did from Poe, and the poor guy was so fascinated by her that he removed his mask, completely disarming himself in her presence. I remember being like "yes! this is our romance!"

Why do you write / make art?

Because my emotions have the tendency to drown me and I need to release the dam

The Object of your Thirst…

The... object of my Thirst? Um. I'll be subtle and just say Kylo Ren's lightsaber.

Which Adam look do you like the best?

Kylo Ren. Undebatable. But! As of recently I have to admit that Charlie from he Marriage story is gaining points. Dont' ask me how those two are connected.

Which part of Adam do you like the best? 

I like Adam from the tips of his glossy thick hair to the tips of his oversized feet. If I were to analyze all the features I like I would write a book. And his awkwardness too. I love how unsettled he looks when he's under the spotlights. It's so human and endearing.

Favorite Star Wars Movie

Rogue One. I loved the grittiness and unpolished version of the Star Wars universe. And of course it also gifted us with one of the most iconic Darth Vader scene in history, at the end of the movie.

What do you like to write / draw / paint the most?

At the moment I am obsessed over reylo. So... that's it.

Your TRoS Prediction

Bendemption. That's what I'm here for. And hopefully a full-blown romance between Rey and Kylo, which includes flirting, awkward dating, a kissing scene and breakdown and a happily ever after with plenty of kids to continue the Skywalker Saga in another 10- 30 years (because that's what Lucasfilm will return to eventually).  

If you were an aesthetic... (colors, images, feels....)

A supernova

If you were a candy bar, what would your name be?

Sniggers

What's your ideal environment for writing / creating? 

At a cafeteria by the sea, but sadly I write on my computer at work or home.

Are you a dom or sub?

I honestly am too vanilla to find out!

What's the most exotic/wierd place you've gotten intimate?

I am NOT answering that.

(HS: Hmmm, interesting. *takes notes*)  

What's your kink?

Leather gloves. Maybe?

Use three words to describe yourself

I'm out of words at the moment

Meaning behind your nick / ID name

It's silly really. Code Ren

Are you a big spoon or little spoon?

I am a big spoon who wishes they were little, if that makes any sense. I wrap myself over my husband because it's the most comfortable position I can sleep in. But if he cuddles me in his arms I feel constricted. So... big spoon for us.

Do you like it rough or soft?

Depends on my mood and days of the cycle. Am I really answering this? I guess I am... Like if I'm ovulating after seeing a sexy image of Adam well...

Favorite Toy

I really need to get me some toys.

Favorite fic you read

The Death of Kylo Ren by Nymja. I will never get over that story. I am currently reading Hiraeth by Ferasha which will demolish me by the time it's done. I live for angst. These are just off the top of my head because I have countless stories that I have read and absolutely LOVED. Arm the Doors by Minkel23 too now that I think about it, such a broken Kylo in that one. I love any story that has him in pieces that need to be put together in the end.

Favorite fic you wrote or favorite art you made

I haven't written many. I think my favorite is my first one, called Time because it's so innocent. But Forbidden is the one I'm connected to the most. It has too much of me inside it.

Favorite SW character besides Kylo and Rey

Princess Leia. (heart emoji) My favorite princess of all times.

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Meet the other Thirsties! Thirst Order Advent Calendar Day:

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

cc: @tazwren @drnucleus @ashtyntaytertot @deadlikemoi @nite0wl29 @thereylowritingden @housedadam @houseplaidam @house-crylo @housereysistance @my-jedi-life @shestoolazytologin @koderenn @thoseindarkness @areylofan @lostinqueue-ffa @my-jedi-life @queenoferebor  @cosmo-gonika @roguesinside @wilsonthinks66  @dangertaylor @lilia-ula @wandering-minds-found @looc-at-me @hopelesslyreylo @ferashacosplay @andabatae-writes @semperfidani​ @reylo-fade-to-grey​ @cb-lainey-schooled

[gaylortruther]

(many) tag games

saw someone else do this so i figured i’d go through all my tag games in one looong post instead of spamming you all with a bunch of separate posts!

i’m gonna tag everyone now and yall can choose which tag games you want to do or whether you want to do them all (or whether you want to do any)!!

thanks to everyone who tagged me in all of these! i LOVE being tagged in tag games and i am always up for more! <3

tagging THE SANCTION (including ppl that i haven’t gotten up on the page yet im sorry abfjffsdhsjbjsdf it will happen SOON):  @newdivinities @wolvesofarcadia @maskedlady @victoiirres @sancta-silje @bumblebeesonpaper @wasting-ink-not-youth @horrorspell @ya-lady-tauriel @awritinglen @purpleshadows1989 @ivonoris @theforgottencoolkid @the-ichor-of-ruination @grotesqu-e @lucacangettathisass @tea-ndi @hazeywrites @lunar895 @thewordsinthesky-andstars

[LAST LINE TAG]

TAGGED BY  @melwrotethat AND @hazeywrites

thank you both for the tags! these are the last few lines of the prologue-excerpt-thing i wrote for the page i’m working on for WHERE THE CELLAR MEETS THE SKY

Somehow, Collin hears them. Silently, she rolls up her sleeve, and Rowan feels the Collin Sutherland they knew is somewhere far, far away. The tattoos are black, geometric in design, two on each arm, and eerily similar to the ones Rowan has just discovered on their own left arm. They're sure if they were to roll up their right sleeve, they would find more.

"I should have told you a long time ago," Collin whispers. "I didn't know you were a part of it, but I should have guessed. I didn't want to put you in danger."

"I'm not- I don't- in danger of what?"

The waves crash onto the shore, and in the distance, a seagull cries, sending Collin into action. She grabs Rowan's hand and starts pulling, dragging them back behind the house.

"Come on. We don't have a lot of time, we have to get going. I can tell you everything on the way. I don't know why he brought me here instead of straight to the veil, damn it-,"

"Wait!," they say, wrenching their hand out of her grasp. "Just- stop! Where are we going?!"

Collin's eyes flash bright, despite the lack of sunlight. "Home."

yeah, a bit long, a bit unedited, but *shrugs*

[SPELL OUT UR URL USING SONG TITLES]

TAGGED BY @tea-ndi

thank you sage!!! <3

hard feelings/loveless | lorde

another one of those days | cavetown

let’s fall in love for the night | FINNEAS

ocean eyes | billie eilish

honey and milk | flower face

i know | king princess ft fiona apple

dreamz | sara king

iloveyou | BETWEEN FRIENDS

nobody’s home | gnash

greek god | conan gray

sycamore girl | rex orange county 

and there you have a small sample of my music taste! add in literally every taylor swift song (dont judge me), some lo-fi tunes without ANY words whatsoever, and the occasional fall out boy or panic at the disco goddamn absolute banger, and you have my XANDERS JAMS playlist on spotify. ENJOY

[11/11/11 TAG]

TAGGED BY @awritinglen <333333333333333333333333

thank you for tagging me len!!! your questions were so fun!! i’m doing this for WHERE THE CELLAR MEETS THE SKY

Name all OCs in your WIP

OMFG okay,,, wait do you mean full names?? POV characters as of rn are Collin Aisling Sutherland, Rowan Tilley (doesn’t have a middle name) and Avery Bristol Charter. then the next most important one is Isaac Michael Rosewell, even though he’s the antagonist. then the side characters that are still very featured are Noah Rosalyn Pratten, Reese Iseul Radley, and Sage Emarosa Delgado. THEN we get into the very very side characters, Willa Robinson and her son August Robinson. then we have Avery’s parents, Alaric and the late Octavia Charter. and thennnnn we have Beldane Moreno, Avery’s uncle and Collin’s grandfather (undecided abt that last name but going w it for now). i promise it all makes sense. i promise anfnfsjnfdjsfd

Name at least one hobby your Main character love

i’ll give this one to Collin, she is a musician! Avery’s mother always taught her music before The Accident (dun dun dunnn) and after Collin was abandoned in the Nigh she threw herself into music. she plays guitar mostly, but she secretly loves piano the best out of every instrument she knows

3 sentences about your current WIP

OOF. im so bad at summaries why would you do this to meee abfhshjbsbshfjsbf. “A determined believer wants to return to a home that never wanted her. Almost 4000 miles away, an incisive, intellectual outcast of a dreamer muses over getting out of their hometown. And infinities away from them both, a teenage revolutionary disappears into thin air, on his way to bring back his past and fix his (and everyone’s) future.”

Is there a romance in your WIP and did you plan it from the beginning?

yes! there are three! they are definitely a main focus of the plot, but not THE main focus. Reese and Rowan were definitely planned from the beginning. Collin and Noah were, too, but they weren’t originally enemies to lovers, and they are now (hehehehehe). and Isaac and Avery were DEFINITELY not planned from the beginning. in fact, Avery was originally paired up with Sage, but it’s literally so much better this way and i’m so glad it’s been changed. Isaac and Avery has been planned since about when Isaac’s character was thought up, one year into planning WTCMTS.

What genre(s) is it?

a mix of dystopia and urban fantasy. and it’s YA, borderline NA because some of the characters are 19-20, but i still think YA is appropriate because of the style of writing.

What’s the aesthetic of two of your characters?

fun question! Collin’s aesthetic is very emo-punk, with a splash of yellow towards the end of the series. piercings, blue hair, rips on clothing, dirty converse, smudged eyeliner, safety pins. the yellow comes in as part of her character arc, as she learns to accept that her childhood memories are tainted and not actually perfect utopia. Rowan is way more minimalist (sometimes). they’re into the bookstagram type aesthetic, and mom jeans with sneakers, jean jackets, plants against a white wall, colorblocked windbreakers, rain against a car window.

When did you start your current WIP?

WTCMTS was started in august of 2017 

How far along are you in the process (i.e 1st/2nd/3rd draft, worldbuilding)

still worldbuilding, unfortunately, for personal reasons

Who’s the hardest character for you to write?

OOOOOOF. sage or rowan?

What music genre best decribes your main character(s) and whats their favorite?

Collin - alternative (favorite band would be like twenty one pilots, p!atd) 

Rowan - ichillwave (clario, rex orange county)

Avery - emo (fall out boy, all time low)

Isaac - indie alternative OR instrumental lofi (jaymes young, birdy)

Noah - electropop (lorde, halsey, charlie xcx)

Reese - folk rock (the head and the heart, of monsters and men)

Sage - indie pop (lana del ray, florence + the machine)

Are you working on more than one WIP?

yes! i have four currently but only two are important lol, ILLUNIUS and WHERE THE CELLAR MEETS THE SKY (this one). WIP PAGE

MY QUESTIONS

how did you come up with the title for your WIP?

is there anything you want to change about your WIP but you are hesitating on?

do you have a favorite character? a character that is your baby?

write a tinder bio for one of your characters.

how do you feel about epilogues? does your wip include an epilogue?

what changes does your MC go through over the course of the story?

what is the most significant insignificant thing that happens in your story? don’t explain why it is significant if it spoils things ;)

do you know what will happen after the ending of your wip, or would you rather not picture it?

how long does your wip span? is it a novel? a series? does it have prequels or spin-off wips?

what is a major internal conflict for your MC? 

do you include flashbacks in your wip? do you like writing flashbacks?

[HOW TO KNOW YOU’RE IN A ______ NOVEL TAG]

TAGGED BY @writevevo​ AND @wolvesofarcadia​

thank you both for this tag! it’s so much fun and both of your novels sound like novels that would be very interesting to be stuck in :D

inspired by this post

HOW TO KNOW YOU’RE IN A HALOHIDINGS NOVEL

you’re an older sibling and you have a younger sibling. you’re extremely bitter towards your younger sibling for stealing opportunities from you, damning you to a life you never truly wanted. your younger sibling adores you and just wants to please you. they never meant to do it. 

you’re stuck in constant, wistful wanderlust, never feeling like you truly belong, never fitting in anywhere, not with friends, not with family, and when you finally find the place you’ve been looking for, you realize it’s nothing like you dreamed or remembered.

you’re not heterosexual. no one around you is. no one is cisgender either. where are they? no one knows. 

you have a peculiar capability dancing under your skin. it trickles from your pores and muddles with your mind. maybe you asked for it, maybe it was predestined, maybe you never wanted anything to do with it. whatever the reason, it’s there, and you don’t know what’s you and what’s it. maybe you’re not meant to ask. maybe you’re meant to succumb. 

your memories are as fickle as the rain, coming and going and breaking through the clouds, shattering the fog and disappearing with the sun. you can’t recall what you’re doing here, or where you’re meant to be instead. what’s your name?, they ask. you don’t know.

there are two worlds. one world is blissfully unaware of this, or at least, as unaware as any world of millions and millions of people can be. no secret can be kept forever, they tell you. you are desperately trying to keep the secret.

the one closest to you, despite your abhorrent denial of this fact, the one you would trust with your life, will betray you. because of their decision, their selfishness, you will either lose them, or lose yourself.

THOSE WERE SO FUN OMG. they all mostly apply to both of my major wips, which is probably bad. oh well LMAO

SORRY THAT WAS SOOOOOOOO LONG hope at least someone does one of these tag games lol <3 

xander out

[rhodesmystery]

what is the rough timeline of natasha and charlie relationship? i love your fics and how its like little peeks into the development of it all and how it doesnt rely on them being together ll the time its lovely

HM HM HM okay let’s see... like i guess the thing is that ultimately is written for charlie and what i’ve done for natasha is being their own person is rly integral to them? like charlie grew up in a house where at any period of time, nine ppl were living under the same roof? like he didn’t have much time to himself that he literally upped and moved to romania lmfao. and natasha like, one day i’ll remember to post her family tree, but she’s in the same boat in a way, especially when her family moves from america full time. then she’s suddenly thrown into a household with all her extended family. they need to be their own people first, and i mean that independence does hurt communication and the needs of not just themselves but others as well and i guess that’s why i wrote the long walk for their relationship to finally find that point where they were like. yes. where their lines finally crossed over and stayed crossed over, instead of simply running parallel and sometimes moving in but barely touching?

this got long so under the cut

they do meet in first yr bc the game is LYING that such a SMALL CLASS POST-VOLDY wouldnt exist like a literal baby boom happens post voldy dying but the current kids around would honestly be rly small groups? hogwarts would be so EMPTY REAL TALK everyone also afraid to let their kids go to school

natasha asks for slytherin, should've been ravenclaw. much distress, and first yr in between running around with the vault of ice kind of finds her spending a lot of time in the towers and stuff. she likes high places. 

this gonna sound bad but i dont rly remember much of the 1st yr of hphm apart from not sealing the vault properly, but anyway natasha and charlie were friends anyway that mattered and natasha wasn't a very good slytherin for befriending a gryffindor AND a weasley

second yr is kind of the time where she meets bill and like on the one hand is a little infatuated with him but they are rly good friends at the end of the day. she pulls away from charlie a bit bc of it but then again i figure around this stage charlie has started his crusade of entering the forest in some respects so like. he’s not even on the grounds half the time lbr. also, i dont remember much of this yr either a lot happened. but the ice knight was there.

third yr aka vault of fear! again, with the bs, i think natasha knew of everyone PRIOR to their intros and stuff so they’re all kind of good friends but ig this is also just my thing of like. small classes post war. even with the attempt at animosity between houses, especially post war, kids probably aren't going to do. that. and i know slytherin is all death eater kids basically but most of them are probably orphaned too by the end of the war. theyre all scared ANYWAY social circle expanding... idk this yr was a ride too i remember it a little bit more than the others ig. idk what happened here rly

OKAY SO FOURTH YEAR RIGHT that’s when it’s literally a year of dating charlie in game but whatever. so going from literally spending only classes together and maybe like the one christmas if bill and charlie stayed in the castle at the same time, natasha and charlie did talk and were friends but it was on the down low towards the end of third yr. until it wasn’t bc literally all the scheming to get into the forest and mr charlie ‘i asked my brother a million questions about you over the summer’ weasley just rolling up. and theyre in each others spaces A Lot which is kind of wild for the both of them considering they’re both from large families and personal space is A Thing™ they both really need but their friendship really deepens this year. they’re very honest with each other, and whilst bill is natasha’s best friend just because of how they click, her and charlie have this understanding between them that it’s hard to get between.

except fifth yr comes along and smacks everyone in the face. natasha finds out what puberty is over the summer, along with a prefect badge. charlie also has a bit of a growth spurt around this time, so they’re awkward and lanky around each other early on. natasha also dates myron wagtail during her fifth yr, as well as esther szohr and a couple of other ppl here and there. she’s all giggly and twirling hair and I'm so sorry charlie she just hasn’t noticed you at this stage. but it’s not rly a good year for her, mentally all around, so don’t feel too bad ig.

sixth yr she’s getting tired(er) and lightly dates other people as well. broke up with myron over the summer, and like. has started to see charlie in another light, kind of? but at the risk of ruining her friendship, madly writes to bill most of the time about ‘how do i get your brother to notice me????’ because communication is key and natasha doesn’t actually know what it is. she’s also named captain of slytherin quidditch team this yr, and well. ends up spending a ridiculous amount of time closer to charlie’s second great love. sees another side of him. swoons in the stands a lot. they kind of reignite their friendship as well, as it just politely simmered in the back. teach other spells. lots of touching with hands like no no wave like this... it’s very romantic and high strung and they’re dumb teenagers not sure what to do.

they mess it up over the summer between sixth and seventh yr tho. lots of kissing. some other stuff. natasha spends a bit of time with the weaselys before returning to hogwarts. hormones everywhere.

seventh year starts with them kind of tiptoeing around not knowing where they stand relationship wise, and they’re not!! good!! at talking!! so it’s like a big drawn out game of whispers to figure out who said what but it breaks off bad and natasha cries a lot and charlie feels awful too and they’re mopey and shit for a while. like they can’t be in each other’s spaces for a while that they kind of completely withdraw to their own houses sort of thing. eventually, with a few helpful nudges and stuff, they at least talk to each other but don’t know if the friendship is there. 99% sure penny was ready to amortentia the both of them to ‘fix things’ and also just to prove she could do it. also probably didnt help that barnaby and a few other slytherins jumped charlie and quidditch team as 1) for natasha but also 2) for quidditch and that also really prompts natasha and charlie to talk because they rly cant let ppl do it for them lol

same year still, but as things start to improve and they can somewhat pick up their old banter without getting sad, bill invites natasha over for xmas because he’s actually given it off. never mind that in between all this, natasha took to writing to myron again, which just. not nice natasha jfc. natasha and charlie enjoy an incredibly awkward trip back with some UST, kiss again in the spot where they pretty much shared their first kiss, refuse to talk about the kiss, natasha buys charlie a new wand, they try to talk about it but its mostly natasha apologising for being a brat.

theyre still not back ‘on’ though, and have some make outs in locker rooms anyway, to the both of their confusion. are they ever going to talk? no. UNTIL ENOUGH IS ENOUGH and natasha’s not good at words but she’s good at actions and yknow what? fk it. slytherin might’ve won the quidditch cup, but when she landed in the middle of the pitch, and charlie reached out to shake her hand, she grabbed the front of his uniform and pulled him in for a big damn kiss in front of literally everyone, cup in her other hand. she keeps a photo of it on her at all times after that. 

i also have a fic I'm writing that was kind of before the celestial ball was announced where they organised kind of 7th yr graduation dance thing and it was going to be quiet and intimate kind of and natasha and charlie end up finishing the night together, falling asleep on a balcony and waking up with each other sort of thing lol

and that’s only ‘91. late ‘91 is when they separate for job opportunities. natasha goes to work at gringotts for a bit with bill, and charlie goes off to romania. they get a few weeks in of summer loving before, though, also post graduation celebration. but they write constantly and stuff. pursuing their own lives kind of starts to become a thing.

in ‘92, early they kind of make a vow to each other when they get a bit of time off and go to greece. its very romantic and a big step forward in commitment for them, as they don’t really see each other for the rest of the year. also, late 92 natasha starts working at durmstrang, which removes her even further from the stream of things.

early ‘93 is not a good time for charlie because of what happens to ginny and ron, so he’s not exactly in the best mindset as theres some self doubt at removing himself so much from his family, he cant be there so easily when they need him most. midway through ‘93, natasha gets attacked at durmstrang, and it takes ppl a while to actually find her. charlie spends a long ass time in st mungos beside her until she wakes up, and they reaffirm their feelings for each other when she does. natasha admits that she had called for charlie, being the last thought she had, and she creates the little runic stones for the both of them as a way of contacting each other, or just reminding them the other is there.

natasha returns to working in late ‘93, and in ‘94 they see each other again at the world cup. i know i said they took a break and ig they did but its easy for them to flirt dumbly until things go to shit with death eaters. until they punch one! and later on natasha is brought in as hired help to tutor the students brought to hogwarts, but because her ‘inside knowledge’ of the school is valuable. her and charlie hook meet up quite a bit when he’s present for the first task. also because she’s hanging around for the entire year, she is there for the yule ball and stuff. lots of writing to charlie like do you remember when we danced? so romantic.

idk what happens in ‘95. i haven't planned anything. same for ‘96. short of natasha going to romania to visit charlie a few times, and how her work ends up bringing her into the ministry a bit. its not the same kind of cooling off as hogwarts where they question the relationship, but apart from letters they dont really see each other.

in 97 however!!!!! bill and fleur’s wedding and like. they spent a bit of time apart again, so natasha puts on her best to impress her boy. and charlie wants to propose but also because he’s totally smitten by the idea of making it real between them as a proposal via ribbon only does so much lmfao. and they get interrupted! and separated for quite some time actually. natasha ultimately returns to her family, for the larger part of 97 she's working with them as they deal with the fact her grandfather made a deal with death eaters, and that her ancient family history is coming back to bite them in the ass. like i know in the books they say charlie went around recruiting foreign wizards but thats so HANDWAVEY of jkr yknow? granted she never rly sounded like she knew what to do with charlie apart from shipping him off to romania. I'm sure he went to romania like YO we cant let this happen come with me when it mattered, but you’ll have to fight me to convince me he wasn't with his family for a large part of the story, and that he wasn't doing underground work and stuff in the mean time (you can’t change my mind)

in 98 though everything goes to hell for natasha’s family and she, in a moment of panic, calls for charlie. and he literally runs to her, and they both nearly die for it, but like he finally sucks up the courage to ask her, for realsies, if she would marry him. its been like 10yrs of will they wont they for them and only so many bets can be placed. 

they get married late 98, and i know i never quite decided on smth big or intimate, but i think i’m happy with a ‘they had a big damn wedding and it was ridiculously opulent and flowery for autumn where you would’ve thought it was spring sort of thing. or maybe even something blissfully wintery. they’ve moved out of their summer romance phase, where it only came around for a few weeks at a time. relationship development. 

DO THEY HAVE KIDS I CANT DECIDE i guess the eldest would be born some time in 99? and then from there a general progression lmfao but YEAH

also in regards to like the celestial ball i understand why the canon characters weren’t involved, but i’m just smad. barnaby was rly cute though so... THERE YOU HAVE IT ANYWAY

[deeeelightfuldee]

who was the last person who unexpectedly texted you? mario

what was the last thing you carried to your room? a water

when’s the next time you’ll be drinking? i have a water here with me now.

Looking forward to something this weekend? ummmm. as far as i know for this weekend is pretty chill. moms having a big bash on saturday. nothing really planned for me.

Has anyone smoked in your car? perhaps scott or gram back in the day with the windows open but no, no one now. 

which class are you doing the worst in? im not currently enrolled in school

best thing that happened to you this summer? it isnt summer yet

do you think if you want a guy’s attention engaging him then ignoring him works? no? thats just childish games

something you wish your parents would let you do: im nearly 30 so no permission lol

do you like people that remind you of yourself? it has been a long time since i felt that i found someone similar to me.

Do you donate anything? we donate a LOTTTTTTTT. every month lol 

Is there anyone you are holding a grudge against? no but there is a lot of weirdness going on

Is there anyone holding a grudge against you? probably

Did you get into and attend your first choice college? ive gotten into them, i did not choose to attend

When was the first moment you discovered love? probably as a child from my mom

How long has it been since you’ve ridden a school bus? uhhh last time i went river floating. 

How are you doing today? ummm kind of okay. im not very pleasant to be around i dont think. not because im mean or even sassy but i feel like im dull in comparison to everyone else right now. 

What was the best thing that happened to you today? its warm out so im able to be on the porch right now doing this. thats pretty nice

Which cell phone network are you on? verizon 

Do you like the smell of cinnamon? yea

What was the last book you've read? i never remember names

Are you hungry right now? i will be soon but im trying to just have like 1 protein shake and 1 meal a day cus im just unable to find things to have.

What was the last thing you've had to drink? water

How often do you visit this website? frequently. 

Do you like frogs? indifferent to them

Are you afraid of dying? yes/no

Do you like bananas? heck yeah

Name a movie that you hate. gremlins. charlie and the chocolate factory. princess bride. i seriously hate even typing these names.

Do you like the show American Dad? never watched

What TV show do you miss the most that's no longer on TV? gilmore girls

Are you currently fighting with someone right now? kind of but kind of not. we seem to be in a perpetual fight

Is your life full of drama? not like ... ok well yea some. 

How long can you hold your breath underwater? psh like a minute.

Where's the last place you've been to out of state? indiana

Have you ever been kissed in the rain? on the cheek, not in actual rain kiss.

What letter does your last name start with. D

What are you listening to right now? the cars driving past, the birds singing songs, a dog barking next door. something moving around in the bushes. my fingers typing.

Have you ever had a pet that died? yes. im extremely traumatized by losing miller like i just am not ok about that.

Would you rather use a trackpad or a mouse? preference in mouse but that kind of cumbersome when you have a laptop.

Do you consider yourself politically intelligent? i avoid politics like the plague. i genuinely would rather consume battery acid than pay attention to politics.

Have you ever done any volunteer work? many, many times.

Do you like the Beatles? overall? no. there are a couple OK songs but most of their stuff is overplayed, overrated, and meh

Is it night time where you're at right now? no it is 1:18pm

Do you like steak? i do

Do you eat healthy? no 

How often do you work out? way less than i should

What was the best gift you've ever received? it varies depending on the day

Have you ever participated in a spelling bee? no

If you could have one wish right now, what would it be? to be employed at a job i love

Do you owe anyone an apology right now? not to my knowledge

Are you the jealous type of person? ummm if i have an extreme reason to be but honestly no. i think my low-levels of jealousy actually gets me into trouble sometimes.

Have you ever tried doing yoga? yeah. not easy. 

Do you like getting massages? ever since my assault and stuff with my dad, i am extremely avoidant of touch.  I despise massages. in my head i want to be touchy with people i love or am attracted to, but when it comes to it, im never comfortable.

Would you rather be too hot or too cold? cold. i hate being hot. 

Are you good at telling jokes? heck no

When was the last time you've attended a sleepover? uhhhhh outside of just spending the night at my sisters, its been a while.

Tell me one of your pet peeves. functional furniture, loud eaters, talking while you have food in your mouth

Do you wear glasses? no.

Do you like to keep your nails painted? yes but they always chip. im not about to spend money i dont have on getting them done consistently, so my last option that im going to try are these gel nail sticker things from target. hopefully those will work.

Have you ever had a pedicure? i have but i dont like it. i love the looks of it after but i am too self conscious

What is your favorite smell? honestly, i am a sucker for a clean soap smell. like a bar soap, dove/st. ives kind of feel. shoot. 

Do you like the TV show Full House? i did when i was little for like 3 weeks but no.

Would you rather listen to country music or rap music? both. switch off every other

Are you a Duck Dynasty fan? never watched but they seem like cool peeps.

Have you graduated high school yet? many moons ago.

What kind of person were you in middle school? weird. lol

Do you have any major regrets in your life? no, not really.

Have you ever thought about running away? yes

Do you like pixie sticks? only certain flavors. and not many. usually its too tart for me.

Do you like French toast? i used to loooooooooooooove it. but i cant have bread so now its besides the point.

Are you a fast typer? i can hold my own.

Are you good at doing math in your head? the answer to this will not change if its in my head or if i have pen and paper. 

Have you ever played with Silly Putty? yessssss. i love it.

Do you take in a lot of caffeine daily? no.

Do you like watching Football? yes

What language do you wish you could speak? dutch

Do you know a lot about history? no, i mean i have learned a lot but i did not actively try to retain it. 

If we could travel back in time, where would you travel to? ummmm oh man. the 20s maybe

Would you ever consider joining the military? im not physically capable. 

Are you a cigarette smoker? no

Have you ever done something you didn't want to just to look cool? probably as a kid? but nothing really comes to mind.

Do you like zombie movies? no

Have you seen The Hunger Games? no. 

Do you have a favorite piece of clothing? not really. i love my shorts from amazon with a tshirt. i love my PTK sweatshirt.

Do you own any Uggs? fake ones. man theyre so comfy 

Are you wearing any rings on your fingers? usually yes but currently no

Name a TV show that you absolutely can't stand. impractical jokers

Do you have any unusual talents? ummmmm i can memorize very well. 

Do you look like your age? probably but im told a little younger.

Do you feel confident in a bathing suit? not even a little bit. im constantly uncomfortable.

Do you do a lot of online shopping? no. i do a lot of online window shopping.

Do you like the Harry Potter films? never watched them. not my kind of films/books

Do you judge people based on their sexual orientation? no.

Have you ever been told you had an accent? yes, which is bogus considering my accent is the same one used in most films/shows because its considered “neutral”

Have you ever ridden an elephant? no. doesnt seem right

Are you allergic to pollen? i dont think so

Have you ever eaten sushi? i do noooooooooooooooooooot like sushi

If so, do you like it? no.

Are you a fan of anime? no. i try it but its not my thing

Would you rather play Xbox or Playstation? im more familiar with PS but id rather learn xbox but its so expensive and i dont have any games or anything.

Are you a big fan of seafood? no. i really wish i could stomach is but the taste is just NOT there for me.

What kind of food are you craving right now? i wanted some peanut butter so i got a little cup of it with a spoon. i also want a diet pepsi from mickeys but thats money.

Are you currently in a relationship? yes

If not, are you happy being single? n/a

Do you like to go fishing? i like the idea of something like that but i really dont like the idea of actually catching fish. 

Are you a fast runner? no not at all. 

Have you ever worked at a fast food place? no

What's on your mind right now? not much

Are you texting anyone as you're taking this survey? k, z, and mom. 

Have you ever had a nasty rumor spread about you? yes

Have you ever sent someone sexual pictures of yourself? provocative? yes. nudes? no.

Do you like who you are on the inside or the outside more? inside

Are you good at drawing? sometimes

Do you know how to dance? no, but that wont stop me.

What's your favorite reality TV show? ehhhhhhhhhhhh i dont watch any other than what Z has me watch. 

Are you excited for Christmas this year? i am ALWAYS excited for Christmas. ALWAYS. 

Do you celebrate Halloween? no not really. i pass out candy. 

Have you ever had a concussion? yes

Do you pretend to be someone you're not? no When is your next trip? wellllllllllll. you ever have something get planned for you that you didnt really have any part in? but suddenly there you are in the middle of a plan? so my mom is buying my sisters lincoln off of her. well that means someone has to drive it up. that someone is obviously going to be me. mom suggested to Z how much fun it would be to make a road trip out of the way back since he is going to already be in FL at the same time I am except hes going to see his family while im on the other side of the state. now he ran with that idea and has a road trip planned. i sound like a brat that im hesitant about all this, i genuinely love the idea of a trip all by myself. but here we are.

Do you listen to heavy metal music? no

Do you have more upper or lower body strength? i used to have MAD upper body strength. (ok not mad, but very very strong). but my lupus just destroyed by left shoulder so bad and now im not able to lift much at all. 

Have you ever been in a tanning bed? yes

Do you like hot tubs? sometimes yes

Do you know anyone who is battling cancer? yes.

Have you ever donated money to a charity? yes

Do you get bored easily? no, not at all.

Have you ever peed your pants in public? uhhhhh no not to my recollection

Are you afraid of roller coasters? afraid no, but i cant do them. my headaches would be off the charts i would pass out.

Are you good at doing tongue twisters? ehh, somewhat but i dont like them.

What was the last movie you've seen in theatres? uhhhh uncharted.

Have you ever been to a drive-in movie? yes! theres one by my sister we used to go a bit.

Are you good at doing fractions? i used to be pretty good at it. not anymore, dont ask me. 

What is your favorite holiday? oh man. it is a tie between 4th of july and christmas. i love them both.

Do you prefer Apple or Android? android

Would you rather have a tablet or a computer? i love this computer so much. our house computer is shot but we can’t afford to replace it. a tablet would be really nice especially if i could do drawings and stuff on it. i think about that all the time. but i dont have one and i dont know how id go about that.

Do you like things that are touch screen? i do but i also dont like the dirty-ness.

What age did you have your first kiss at? sixteenth birthday

Do you regret losing your virginity to whoever you lost it to? im mad about it. it wasn’t by choice.

Do you have a good relationship with your mother? we are very close, yes.

Do you like the color lime green? i think its fun. i dont wear it cus it doesnt look good on me, but i like the color.

What are your plans for tomorrow? ya know, thats a really good question for which i have no answer. probably nothing special.

Would you rather wear jeans or yoga pants? am i home or in public?

Do you like your clothes to be baggy and comfortable or tight and revealing my clothes are getting a little too baggy at this point and its making me feel like slummy. i was just telling mom how my jeans all have too much give in the thighs and it makes me feel bigger than i am.

Do you wish you could change something about your hair? i would love for it to be thicker, colored beautifully.

Have you ever gotten a makeover? once

Do you get mad easily? No. k seems to think im always mad which is not remotely the case. 

Have you ever punched someone in the face? no

Do you think the minions from Despicable Me are cute? indifferent

Did you have a Gameboy as a child? frig yeah i did.

Would you rather have chocolate or gummy worms? OH GOSH I LOVE BOTH

What are your favorite pizza toppings? i cant eat pizza anymore. not only GF but i dont have an oven.

Have you ever auditioned for a talent competition? no

Do you make good sandwiches? why are we being so mean rn asking about gluten. 

Would you rather get high or get drunk? drunk 

Have you ever failed a drug test? no

Do you like the Silent Hill movies? never seen them

What movie scared you the most out of any other movies? i honestly dk. i guess the stuff that plays on fears i have already

Tell me something you've been made fun of for in the past. my weight

What is one thing you need to work on to make yourself a better person? being more affectionate.

What was last film/TV show you watched, that starred an attractive actor? umm uncharted

When was the last time you had a bowl of soup? What flavour? couple days ago I had broccoli cheddar

Do you have any tinned foods in your cupboard at the moment? of course

Have you ever worked with someone named Julie? What was she like? yikes. yeah. she definitely had undiagnosed adhd and was like unbelievably scattered.

What foods have you been craving lately, if any? loaded nachos or buona.

Have you stayed up past 3 in the morning this week? yes. several nights.

What was on the last sandwich you had? mean, mean, mean.

What does the soap you use smell like? i dont love it. its some mens dove. its just whats in the shower now.

Do you prefer to wrap gifts or use gift bags? wrapping over bags always

The last person you spoke to, do you know their eye color? yes

What do you look like? im 5′9-5′10 depending. I’m a big girl. i have medium-long light brown hair. I have dimples. straight teeth (mostly?) I have light almost fair skin. 

How often do you bathe?

I shower basically every day, but I might skip it if I’ve just been at home. Or if I’ve worked really late and have to wake up really early cause then I just can’t be bothered. blue eyes.

How do you wear your hair? umm it really depends on the day/time/place. I prefer my hair up for comfort. but i like how it looks down better. its naturally curly but i tend to straighten it.

do you know how to tune a guitar? not anymore.

what's your favorite flavored chips? dill pickle, bbq, original, sweet hawaiian, garden salsa.

what's your least favorite pizza topping? i dont like mushrooms or spinach

Have you ever became attracted to someone you weren’t at first because their personality made you find them physically attractive? yes. i was very much NOT attracted to one person i dated one time. but his personality was so good. but over time im like dang, he is hot??? which is so funny to think about but i love that.

Would you like a pair of Tory Burch flats? i doubt it.

Have you ever worked in retail? yeah. im not a fan because i dont like the customers. I do love the stocking, organizing, merchandising. 

What colour is your toothbrush? teal/white

What is one of the things on your bucket list? i want to see switzerland. i want to see the northern lights. I want to see the east coast. I want to see the cliffs of moher

Who is your favourite super hero? ummmmm ask me this after i watch all the DC & marvel movies.

Who do you admire the most out of your friends? i admire each of them for such varying reasons. 

Are you tall enough to reach the top shelf? im tall enough to reach most any shelf unless this is like an exceptionally high ceiling.

Where did your last kiss take place? at my front door

What's the color of your shirt? its white with black lettering/print. its three flowers with the words No rain. No flowers. 

Do you live with your biological mother? yea

Have you ever tried peanut butter and bananas together? yes

Do you have a best friend? not really no. 

How is your day? it’s okay. i love what im doing rn but i still feel a little gloomy.

What time is it? 3:28pm. its taking me forever to finish this survey cus i keep stopping to send zillow listings to K

Have you done anything super important today? ive done nothing important at all.

Have you avoided responsibilities today? no, im kind of in limbo

Name something on your to do list for week: i got most of my to-do list accomplished this week. 

Name something you want to do this upcoming weekend: tbh, i dont have any plans for the weekend.

How many states have you lived in? two

How many states have you traveled through/vacationed in? oh shizzz. ummm 26

Which state was/is your favorite? oh i couldnt choose i love almost all of them.

Do you regularly....

paint? no i wish

draw? yes

drink coffee? never

drink tea? no sadly

curl your hair? yes

straighten your hair? yes

pray? yes

read the Bible? not as often as i wish i did.

worship? not as often as i wish i did.

play online games? no

watch movies? no

watch television? yes

read books? not as often as id like

daydream? gosh yeah

Would you ever....

dye your hair a wild color? have

get a tattoo? probably not

get a piercing? i have

bungee jump? no probably not.

skydive? maybe

dance in public? i have

sing a solo? i have

travel to Africa? yes

ride an elephant? no

travel to Europe? gosh i wish

travel to Asia? maybe

travel solo? i have

travel to New York City? i would

ask out your crush? hmmmmm... maybe

Can you....

sing? not anymore

dance? not well

play an instrument? yeah but i wont

touch your nose to your tongue? no

lick the tip of your nose? no

do the splits? no

do a cartwheel? no

draw? somewhat

write neatly? yes

write in cursive? yes

speak another language? i wish

whistle? poorly

pop your fingers out of joint? is this meaning crack your knuckles?

read minds? no -.-

Are you....

lovely? yes

beautiful? yes

double jointed? no

artistic? sometimes

bold? ummm.. nah probably not.

boring? sometimes but not often

encouraging? yes

loving? yes

nice? yes

positive? yes

passive? at times

passionate? yes

ambitious? yes

sensitive? yes

honest? yes

romantic? not as much as id like

intelligent? yes

unique? to an extent

creative? yes

generous? i wish i could be

miserable? not necessarily

optimistic? yes

pessimistic? not often

mentally ill? no

sane? yes

weird? yes

different? in some respects

special? yes

Do you like....

math? NO.

tea? sometimes

coffee? no

English? sure

writing in cursive? yes

creative writing? not particulary

to dance? yes

to sing? poorly yes

to pray? yes yes

chocolate? yessss

smoothies? yes

sushi? nope.

pie? cant.

playing Truth or Dare? nah not really

--

What are you bad at (or what do you need work on)?

being on time - good at

being organized - great at

singing - bad at

dancing - bad at

running - awful at

being responsible - great at

being transparent - good at

being nice - great at

listening - good at ----need to get better

penmanship - good at

managing money -- ask me when i have it

eating responsibly -- ask me when i figure out what i can eat

reading music -- HORRIBLE at.

drawing -- good at

What words describe you?

spiritual -- yes

intuitive -- yes

playful -- sometimes

fun -- sometimes

outgoing -- sometimes

smart -- yes

imaginative -- yes

gifted -- uhhhh some ways

spoiled -- some ways

rich-- not even remotely close

blessed -- very

colorful -- eh

creative -- yes

graceful -- probably not

What words could you use to describe your life?

tragic -- in some ways yes

boring -- ummm at times lol

adventurous -- hardly

nightmare -- no

hell -- no

Heaven -- no

a dream come true -- no

awesome -- yes

magical -- goodness no

simple -- uhhh no

complicated -- yes

stupid -- ummm sometimes

a mess -- sometimes

chaos -- yes

What do you hate?

math YES

injustice YES

being sick YES

bullying YES

reading music YES

exercise YES

not being able to run when you have a ton of energy uhhh no lol

abuse YES

trauma YES

inequality YES

country music no

cramps YES

Christianity no

What words would describe your dream house?

colorful yes

Bohemian no

modern no

country no

Victorian no

rustic no

homey yes

roomy no

big no

small no

log cabin no

simple sure

artsy no

special/unique yes

[hazelcallahan]

o fuck i was tagged by charlie @carlyraesjepsen

i dont think imma tag anyone else but this was a ride lemme tell u that

under a cut bc it is LOOONG af

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

LAST

1. drink: chamomile tea

2. phone call: i dont remember but i video called w a few friends like 4 days ago i think

3. text message: if general messagin counts it’s too a music gc i’m in, if it’s just private messages it’s my friend niki

4. song you listened to: someone you like - the girl and the dreamcatcher

5. time you cried: like two days ago

EVER

6. dated someone twice?: no

7. kissed someone and regretted it: yeah

8. been cheated on: no

9. lost someone special: yeah

10. been depressed: im always depressed

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i dont remember throwing up but apparently i did a couple times during the night and my friend had to take care of me so hahAA

FAVE COLOURS

12. green

13. blue

14. pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

15. made new friends: like all my current friends i met in the past year haha

16. fallen out of love: not really? gotten over one crush but yeah

17. laughed until you cried: many times

18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah but in a good way?

19. met someone who changed you: so many people have changed me

20. found out who your friends are: yep

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: yes

GENERAL

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them i think

23. do you have any pets: three dogs and some fish!

24. do you want to change your name: i like dani, i dont like my actual birth name, and i dont like my middle name

25. what did you do for your last birthday: watched the heathers movie with mtt, went to the pit for drag night, got drunk, ended up on stage during drag night with a glitter beard bc i won a lipsync contest

26. what time did you wake up today: 8 am

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: talking to my friends over facebook

28. what is something you cant wait for: lots of things! performances! get togethers with friends! i have so much to live for rn

30. what are you listening to right now: feelings - hayley kiyoko

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah

32. something thats getting on your nerves: not much rn?

33. most visited website: facebook

34. hair colour: black

35. long or short hair: shoooort

36. do you have a crush on someone: haha no definitely not (help me pls god this crush is baaaad)

37. what do you like about yourself: .... um. i guess im good at music things?

38. want any piercings?: kinda wanna get a nose piercing

39. blood type: idk

40. nicknames: dani is a nickname, some people call me dabi as a joke, some people also call me daddy/dadi as a joke and i hate it,

41. relationship status: SINGLE NOT QUITE SURE HOW TO MINGLE BUT GETTING THERE

42. zodiac: sagittarius

43. pronouns: they/them

44. fave tv shows: uh right now im into the runaways and b99

45. tattoos: none but i want to get one!

46. right or left handed: right

47. ever had surgery: nope

48. piercings: just ear piercings

49. sport: dancing counts right? and esports? :/

50. vacation: i rly wanna visit nyc or san francisco or portland again

51. trainers: what?

MORE GENERAL

52. eating: just ate some beef and broccoli for dinner

53. drinking: water

54. i’m about to watch: some tutorial videos for my chem lab tomorrow

55. waiting for: the next time i hang out with my friends

56. want: money, self confidence, this o n e person

57. get married: idk honestly

58. career: im currently a bio major

WHICH IS BETTER

59. hugs or kisses: depends i like both

60. lips or eyes: eyes

61. shorter or taller: all the ppl i’ve crushed on have been taller than me but it’s not hard to be taller than me

62. older or younger: older

63. nice arms or stomach: arms

64. hookup or relationship: relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant: both are good in moderation?

HAVE YOU EVER

66. kissed a stranger: nope

67. drank hard liquor: yup

68. lost glasses: yeah, once while paintballing lol

69. turned someone down: yep

70. sex on first date: nope

71. broken someones heart: i dont think so?

72. had your heart broken: yeah

73. been arrested: no

74. cried when someone died: yeah

75. fallen for a friend: .............................. shit

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

76. yourself: occasionally

77. miracles: WHERE YA FROM YA SEXY THIIIING (seriously, yes)

78. love at first sight: not really no… lust at first sight tho

79. santa clause: haha no

80. kiss on a first date: sure why not

81. angels: yeah

OTHER

82. best friend’s name: you cant make me pick i love them all

83. eye colour: dark brown

84. fave movie: imagine me & you, more recently lady bird

85. fave actor: hm. ellen page

[frevksboy-blog]

❛  GET  TO  KNOW  ABC’S :  MUN  EDITION .

a .  age :  20 b .  birthplace :  manitoba which is in canada which no one knows about we are the forgotten province c .  current  time :  7:54 pm d .  drink  you  had  last :  pepsi e .  easiest  person(s)  to  talk  to :  definitely my wifey kezzy, my bae @teenhrror and of course the lovely @batterdad f .  favorite  song(s) : ooh uhm lets see i love p much any song by demi lovato but i also really love the song forever country h .  horror  yes  or  horror  no :  horror no bitch i hate scary things i .  in  love ? :   with joe keery and charlie heaton? yes.  j .  jealous  of  people :  i get so jealous its disgusting k .  killed  someone :   does the 1000+ lives i’ve taken in gta count? l .  love  at  first  sight  or  should  i  walk  by  again ? : i mean seeing jonathan had me heart eyes right away m .  middle  name :  paige n .  number  of  siblings :   2 half sisters and one half brother, and then i guess one sister in law and one brother in law. just waiting on my one sister to marry her boyfriend eyes emoji  o .  one  wish :  to meet literally any of my faves. melissa mcbride, madchen amick, jenna or julien like pls  q .  question  you’re  always  asked :  "i didn’t annoy you did i?” -stares at kezzy- r .  reason(s)  to  smile :  my queens mel and madchen, my kings joe and charlie, my parents jenna and julien, you guys s .  song  you  sang  last :  uhmmmm i dont remember actually t .  top  3  fictional  characters :  carol peletier, alice cooper, jonathan byers. easy. u .  underwear  &  color :  uhhhh -checks- its dark purple v .  vacation :   i wanna meet my wifey i’m just scared of traveling places w .  when’s  your  birthday :   october 7th x .  x - rays :   i think only on my teeth do those count y .  your  favorite  food :   anything chicken lmao z .  zodiac  sign :  libra

tagged  by :  stole from my wifey @theirsuffering

tagging : anyone who wants to talk about themselves like moi

[showyourfangs]

another tag thing yayy

i was tagged by @clockworkfall to do this, sorry it took a few days and i’ve already done it but that was a while ago so thought i’d re do it! Thanks for tagging me!!! 
last: -drink: hot chocolate 
-phone call: my sister
-text: charlie
-song: i can’t remember. it was one of the songs on my playlist 
-time i cried: a couple days ago i think
-have you dated someone twice: no i haven’t 
-kissed someone and regreted it: nope
-been cheated on: no
-lost someone special: yeah
-been depressed: idk
-gotten drunk and thrown up: no, i’m too young to get drunk anyway (kinda)
 list three fave colours
-black
-blue
-purple
 in the last year have you
-made new friends: yep!
-fallen out of love: nope
-laughed until you cried: yess 
-found out someone was talking about you: pretty sure i have
-met someone who changed you: yes? idk
-found out who your friends are: umm… kinda?
-kissed someone on your fb list: nope 
-how many fb friends do you have in real life: all except 2 i think
-do you have any pets: i have a hamsterrr
-do you want to change your name: well i just “changed it”. not legally but i have still
-what did you do for your last birthday: i can’t remember. think i went to a pizza place with friends. 
-what time did you wake up: depends on the day and if it’s in the holidays or not
-what were you doing at midnight last night: i think i was just lying in bed listening to music trying to go to sleep
-name something you cant wait for: going out with my friends to celebrate 11/10 years of knowing each other/being friends!!
-when was the last time you saw your mom: on saturday but properly was the sunday before that 
-what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: a few things 
-what are you listening to right now: nothing. it’s completely silent….
-have you ever talked to a person named tom: yep. my dad and my cousin 
-something that is getting on your nerves: my grandma 
-most visited website: tumblr, netflix and youtube
-mole(s): yh
-mark(s): ive for a couple i guess 
-childhood dream: i didn’t have one 
-hair colour: red but naturally its brown
-long or short hair: i have short but i want to cut it shorter. because my hairs curly the hairdresser said she wouldn’t… but i prefer it to how it was:)
-do you have a crush on someone: nopee 
-what do you like about yourself: nothing much. i like my eyes and sense of humour i guess
-piercings: none any more. let my ears close up this summer 
-blood type: no idea
-nicknames: lucifer, little bear, some other weird ones lol
-relationship status: single
-zodiac: libra
-pronouns: they/them
-favorite tv show: doctor who or a few others
-tattoos: i dont have any bit i want some
-right or left handed: right
-surgery: never had any
-hair dyed a different colour: yeah
-sports: i dont do any but used to do tennis and i liked that 
-vacation: i want to go to canada 
-shoes: converses
-eating: don’t have a favourite food 
-drinking: i like water or diet coke. idk which is my favourite 
-im about to: i have no idea
-waiting for: day so i can do something 
-want: to do something now 
-get married: one day i want to
-career: no idea what i want 
 which is better
-hugs or kissses: hugs 
-lips or eyes: eyes
-shorter or taller: i really don’t care
-older or younger: either 
-nice arms or nice stomach: idk
-sensitive or loud: either of them
-hookup or relationship: relationship
-troublemaker or hesitant: i dont care which
 have you ever
-kissed a stranger: nope
-drank hard liquor: don’t think so 
-lost glasses/contacts: yes. i’ve lost glasses before 
-turned someone down: yh? i think so
-sex on the first date: no
-broken someones heart: maybe
-had your heart broken: no
-been arrested: nope
-cried over someones death: yess
-fallen for a friend: nopeee
 do you believe in
-yourself: meh
-miracles: no
-love at first sight: no
-santa claus: no
-kissing on the first date: yh?
other
-current best friend: i’ve got lots
-eye colour: blue/grey
-favourite movies: don’t really have one i’m going to tag: @creepyphantasia @alcoholic-lol @its-our-hot-potato @wallflowersbloom @danieloddle @lovelylilaclester and all my mutual/people i talk to. sorry if i didn’t tag you! my brain isn’t working right lol so i can’t think about tagging people properly rn