#chara won't hate you for it

[floweycidal]

the whole thing's devastating in itself, but would you guys believe me if i told you this part specifically makes me so super sad

flowey doesn’t allow himself to feel the snow. not really. he won’t talk about how the cold steadies him, or how it stirs memories of simpler times. he avoids thinking about the quiet. the way the world slows down under the weight of winter, how everything feels softer, almost bearable.

the peace feels too close. too easy.

thoughts like that aren’t for him. perhaps they never were. they belong to someone else. and flowey doesn’t get to be him. not anymore.

so, instead, he ignores it. kills it in its infancy. turns away from the idea before it drags up pieces of a life he refuses to remember. he acts like happiness isn’t something that should happen to him. a mistake. an error in the system that needs to be corrected.

there’s always this jaggedness to his words, something sharp enough to keep anything tender at bay. if something feels good, he cuts it down to size—turns it bitter, spits it back out as cruelty. it’s instinct by now, as natural as breathing.

that’s what flowey does. he tears things apart before they can convince him he deserves more. after all, it’s much easier to laugh at the world than to feel it.

this is just the way things are. the way they have to be.

the softness never feels right anyway. it’s awkward, like trying to cup water in clenched fists. like touching something delicate with hands meant only to destroy.

he’s flowey. he has to be flowey. and flowey doesn’t get to savor things. he doesn’t stop to enjoy the way the snow hushes the world or let the cold bite just enough to remind him he’s alive.

he knows better.

there's almost comfort in that. in shutting things down, in turning them brittle before they can take root. it’s neat. predictable. safe. no dangerous hope worming its way into places it doesn’t belong. no warmth overstaying its welcome. just the same old ache he’s carried for as long as he can remember—steady, familiar, dull.

manageable.

because if he let something good in… what then?

would it stay? refuse to leave? would it start to matter?

would he start to matter?

flowey knows exactly who he is. the villain. the failure. the one who tried to make things right and only made it worse. if there was ever a chance to be anything else, it’s long gone. whatever good might have existed in him has been buried beneath years of mistakes, smothered by everything he couldn’t save.

he had a plan once. a way to undo it all. make things right again. but it didn’t work. he didn’t work. he couldn’t save chara. couldn't save the monsters.

couldn’t even save himself.

and this… this is what’s left.

flowey. the version of him that learned to survive by not needing anything. the one who gave up on hope, joy, and peace because letting them in would mean the walls he built were never needed at all.

it would mean that somewhere inside, there’s still something soft. something worthy.

and he doesn’t know how to live with that. he’s not even sure he wants to.

control is all that makes sense anymore. he decides when the pain comes, how much, and from whom. he decides. no one else.

he’s built everything on that control—this image of who he’s supposed to be, what he’s supposed to feel. but what if he stopped? what if he let the bitterness go? what would be left?

just asriel?

and what would that mean? that there had always been another way?

no. he can’t let that be true.

so he copes. he compartmentalizes. keeps things boxed up neatly. flowey and asriel. good. evil. pain. hope. life. death. they don’t touch. they’ll never touch. he’d lose control if they did. and control is all he has left.

he makes sure to break things down before they have the chance to become anything real. he’s always the one to close the door first—better to leave than to be left behind.

if not, he might remember what it’s like to be exposed. vulnerable. weak.

and that’s something he cannot accept. the possibility that asriel is still in there. that there’s still a way back.

that maybe… he was never as far gone as he wants to believe.

it’s almost funny, in a way, because he’s already changed, whether he knows it or not. the fact that he’s still here, still witnessing the world after everything that’s happened, proves he’s not as detached as he wants to believe.

the fighting stopped. the cycle ended. the monsters are free. and even if he won’t admit it, even if he’s not ready to come to terms with it—there’s a quiet kind of peace in that.

even so, he will dig in his heels. even so, he will play into the role in a war that’s long over. even so, he won’t let anything awaken the barest trace of what it once meant to be asriel.

he is flowey.

the snow will keep falling. it’ll land on his petals.

it doesn’t stay.

neither does he.

because it’s easier that way.

[random-autie-fangirl]

Chara: I'm wanting everything to end instantly

Asriel: And I'm wanting to go on unchanging forever

🔥🔥🔥THE BEEF WITH LINEAR TIME SIBLINGS🔥🔥🔥

[xxplastic-cubexx]

just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.

I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?

i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...

[acearohippo]

I will never forgive Dislyte for giving us such a strong and compelling storyline with intriguing dialogue and characterisation only to completely tarnish it with not one but TWO inc*stuous overtones.

Now I'm going to be wary whenever Tang Xuan (and Yuuhime maybe...) gets a main role in a story cause all I'm going to be worrying about is whether or not siblingcest is going to make a sudden and unwanted appearance.

[justhorrorlol]

the schizophrenic gang !!! they're quite fun to draw especially with my brushes

some small info on my headcanons (some I stole from @signanothername sorry!)

- Murder zips his jacket up and hides himself more than anyone (hats, face masks, different pants, etc), he hates himself the most for being with these "freaks", even if he knows himself he's just like them.

- Horror is a twig, he hasn't eaten in 7 years + the amount of time he was "recruited" by Nightmare.

- Killer is full blown emotionless (in stage 2 and above). any insult you throw at him he won't even react, but he does have moments

- They ALL have hallucinations of some sort, Murder's are just the worst/most "there" in a sense, Horror has voices in his head, soft whispers talking to him, Killer has hallucinations of Chara being around or people he's killed, and Murder outright hallucinates just about everyone from his world.

[thatnonameuser]

You said something about Azul's darling having children healing his childhood trauma. ANGST WARNING!! AND BULLYING!

This gave me an idea, he was bullied for being slow and different from other kids from the original plot. In this yandere au, that can be twisted into how he's such a loser, he'll probably never be good enough for a darling to accept him. He's so fat, not even a kind and pitiful darling, would want him. How the other mers think he's so stupid that he'd fumble trying to catch his darling and that they'll just be claimed by another, cooler, yandere. Laughing at him all the while so and flexing how their wonderful talents and skills would be enough to steal away a darling's heart, unlike him.

I can imagine how much this'll break his self esteem and brand him as a "weak yandere" to the other fishies. Azul would strive to be the opposite of all this, he would plan to take away their special abilities to "win a darling over" and make it his own, as his unique magic forms through sheer spite. He's so jaded and the thoughts of not being good enough to have a darling still ingrained in him. He probably won't fall in love with MC until after his overblot. Having the internal belief that, no darling would want a loser like him.. He probably won't care that MC is a darling at first and is just planning to use her as leverage against the other yanderes. Hence, taking over her only place to live. It benefits him as well since he'll be able to open another branch of the Mostro lounge and attract the other yanderes.

But then something changes. MC does something while they are inside the blot space. He realizes that.. she sees more in him than anyone ever had. Even if MC says so only in passing cause she's reasonably pissed- He can't help but focus on those specific words, ignoring the rest of her rant. Suddenly, he feels whole, and he knows she doesn't want to share this feeling with anyone. Suddenly...

He's already drafting a contract after their visit in the coral sea museum, giggling to himself as he marks that day their first date....

I hope you find this idea as interesting as I did!! I love Azul 😁

I really love asks for the yandereverse, because there are so many ways that the charas’ backstories can change. Azul’s bullying making him insecure when it comes to his darling is perfect, and it kind of works with how the Coral Sea sees yanderes and darlings. I also love Azul, I love me an evil mafia man.

The Coral Sea is an anti-darling rights area, so yanderes have more freedom to do what they want in order to take their darlings for themselves. And yanderes are supposed to be strong and tough, how else do they keep their darlings safe and with them? The kids of the Coral Sea know that well. 

And Azul wasn’t that. He was slow, and weak and a scaredy-catfish crybaby who hid inside a pot. HE was supposed to be a yandere? That was genuinely surprising to nearly all his former classmates. And they made sure he knew that. Their teasing was relentless….

‘Are you sure they weren’t wrong? You’re not supposed to be slow and stupid if you’re like us.’

‘He’ll probably lose his darling.’

‘I’d hate to be them, he’s so fat and icky.’

….And at the same time they rub salt into the wound. After all, they’re fast and strong and smart and talented and good looking. They’ll get their darlings no problem, while he will be left alone and broken hearted watching his darling being with someone else. All the bullying broke him down over a while, he started to think it was right. 

But despite all the bullying, Azul still tries his hardest to stop being the weak yandere his peers deemed him as. And in a form of vengeance, he’ll take away the special abilities they shoved in his face to remind him how inferior he was, After all, the yanderes that bullied him have their own insecurities that they want to hide from their darlings, so he’ll take their very best away to make himself better for his future darling. He’ll make himself better so that whoever he falls for won’t have to be disgusted by him. (While making his bullies as disgusting to their darlings as they said he’d be .)

But… He just can’t forget the years of bullying ingrained into him. What darling would want him? What darling would love him when he’s just a dim-witted octopus? That denial blinds him up till when he finally meets you. 

Once he’s aware of you being a darling he sees the opportunity, not love. (Because he doesn’t deserve you, so why bother?). After all, what would all your yanderes do or pay to have you for themselves? No price is too high when it comes to a darling, and so, getting you under his thumb is his first priority. Getting you out of Ramshackle and under his control/ownership will make this so much easier. But there’s one big problem. 

You won’t sign his contracts. You told him you’d rather never go home than sign one. I imagine after that point, he starts trying to find loopholes to get you to sign. And your friends are his best bet. So he tricks Ace, Deuce and Grim into being indebted to him, so that you’ll feel obligated to help them. But that didn’t work, because (to be honest, you’re grateful for the alone time) you just let them be stuck in a contract with him. Fortunately, Crowley got involved and you had to go into a contract with him. 

But unfortunately, instead of accepting his offer to stay at Octavinelle till the time limit was up, you proceeded to stay over in Savanaclaw. He’d never been more angry before in his life. The idea of you sleeping with and doing seven-only-knows with those beasts never made him more jealous. The smell of Leona Kingscholar on your skin made him want to add onto the debt the prince owed in vengeance. 

But not wanting to spoil anything more, in the blot space your attempts to pull him out of his self-loathing, change him. He sees that you care about him, that you don’t think he’s a not a stupid, ugly octopus and that instead you see him as something more. Someone who’s hardworking, intelligent, and even cute. And that moment, he truly realizes his love for you. You’re not like the others, you see something in him that no one ever had before. He doesn’t get that you’re saying it only for the sake of your, and maybe a little of his, life. Those words echo in his head. You love him, all his bullies were wrong, his darling isn’t disgusted by him. He feels whole….

…..And he doesn’t want to share this feeling. This complete joy.

He needs you to be his. He’ll draft another contract, one intended to make sure no one else will ever be able to steal you from him and ensure you’ll be by his side, on the land and in the sea. The museum will be like a date to him, hearing your kind words about his childhood appearance makes that younger self cry with joy.

You, quite literally, became the center of his world. And he intends to hold that same place as he becomes a part of your world. Whether you like it or not.

[arandomao3user]

Hi! I've been loving your Timbern stuff lately and your pregnant Tim stuff cracked me up. Ever since I've been thinking about both of them suddenly realizing that they are NOT READY. Imagine Tim waking up in the middle of the night and shaking Bern awake, and Bern is like 'Tim, what's going on? Where's the fire?' and Tim grips Bernard and literally shakes him 'We live on a boat'

'Yes'

'We live on a boat in Gotham harbor. We're going to have a newborn on a boat in Gotham harbor. DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY ROGUES USE THIS PLACE. WHAT IF MR. FREEZE ATTACKS'

Followed by frenzied apartment hunting in the middle of the night.

Just the two of them having various realizations that they have so much they need to do. But with the added fun of bat paranoia, Gotham shenanigans, Bernard's freakiness, and Tim's general everything.

You know, first time parent panic and prep, multiplied by about 100

Funny you mention this, because I want to make it clear to all my moots that I have a friend who I talk to about ALL my Tim and Bernard/ Batfam angst and they actually destroyed TimBern mpreg in the best way when we were talking about how breedable Tim looks in a very platonic way, like... Some people just look breedable.

So, anyways, through our conversation I discovered that Tim getting pregnant is THE angst.

Like, Tim getting pregnant by accident because he and Bear are freaks™ and Tim immediately is like "I. Am not ready. I just found myself, I am still finding myself." Combined with the "Who am I without Robin/ Being a vigilante?" And feeling forced to move to an apartment away from the Marina and the family he's made there, but he can't consider abortion not because he's against it or doesn't want to but because he feels the need to punish himself, he HAS to punish himself for his own decisions and recklessness and when he tells Bernard, Bernard is so happy. Happier than Tim has seen him in so, so long... Bernard sees it as a chance to start something new and exciting with Tim, to be better than his parents were, to be a Dad.

So, Tim stays quiet and goes along with it all and loses his autonomy and parts of himself and he feels halfway insane by the end, but then the baby comes, and he sees this beautiful baby girl who looks like Bernard and has his eyes, and yet he feels no attachment. If anything, he kinda resets his own baby, and he hates himself so bad for that, because he chose this, he did this! So why isn't he happy?

He plays pretend, he isn't a bad parent, he's loving and gentle and kind, but it was obvious he wasn't okay. Steph is the first to confront him, he waves her concerns off because he "Is fine." He insists. He's not. The sight of his own daughter makes him sick. He didn't even hold her in the hospital, and Bernard knows, he's not an idiot, but he's balancing college with double majors and being a new parent, his fears surrounding it, and he's tired and can't find the words or right way to confront Tim.

Tim is drowning. He feels alone all over again, he isn't cleared yet to go back to work at W.E. or as a vigilante and getting out isn't enough, he wants the life he was building back, so, so bad...

It all comes to a standstill when Darla, his baby, his daughter, won't settle down and fall asleep and Tim shouts at her to "Just stop crying!" And he feels like a monster, he feels sick, he feels violently ill and breaks down till Bernard takes Darla and gets her to sleep before he comforts Tim. They talk, and Bernard tells him that it's gonna be okay, and Tim doesn't believe him at first.

It takes a therapist and time, talking, open communication, but eventually? Eventually Tim sits in his apartment with his baby girl, and for the first time he looks at her and thinks "I love you." And he stops seeing her as a symbol of his losses, and instead a symbol of his gains, and he believes that everything is gonna be okay...

(Brought to you by Chara Jame's angst corner! And the unpublished fic I wrote about this exact scenario—)

[locallepidoptera]

i've since finished my catch up. and now i'm both happier for it and incredibly sad there's not more. such is life. man. fans' fiction fucking rocks. and i needed a reminder. i'm on my way to reread. wishing you so much luck in all your endeavors!! thanks for being an inspiration!!

happy almost christmas. means it wasn't christmas :)) i had been listening to a new aa1 playthrough to pass the time and it reminded me that. unfortunately. i do think edgeworth is cool (i talk in jest. about it being unfortunate. lol. i'm just not into "cool" charas usually) and it reminded me that i. really need to catch up with saturation. hell maybe reread it once i'm done. i'm in need of good fic. i'm not really a quality snob usually but i've found i just don't have the energy right now to search through the main tag. and your style of writing lets me turn my brain off. < - positive connotation. if that wasn't clear.

^U^ Thanks, and Merry Actually Christmas! ;D And XD, no worries, I get it - Edgeworth is very much one of those "Unfortunately, I'm into it" characters in regards to his everything. And I say that as someone who's writing him one of the world's longest love letters in the form of a fic that's going to break 300k when the next chapter goes up and a tidy (if tiny) little AA merch collection that I'm quite proud of, if I do say so myself. ;)

"and your style of writing lets me turn my brain off" Good, wild as it may sound for a slowburn mega!fic, Saturation's meant to be a nice comfy read, so that you're able to switch off and just enjoy the fic is good. Like, I'm trying to ensure that there's plenty to be found on a deeper read, because I enjoy doing that, but if it's not enjoyable to partake in on purely the surface level, what's even the point? Anyway, thanks for the ask, and I hope you have fun on the catch-up/reread! ^U^

[yanoverload]

Indefinitely Hiatus.

I know this is super sudden to you guys. I apologize profusely.

It's upsetting to write this, but I have a tendency to ghost chatting about things that make me nervous, and I don't think it's fair for those that are so so nice and caring towards the blog.

I hit a very hard block recently. I was thinking of taking a hiatus before I even released wave 2 but I carried on thinking it would pass. It didn't.

I'm not sure if it is because I ended up shooting myself in the foot because of how overwhelmed I got with all the characters or I'm just in a rut. I have also been upset with how stagnant my real life has been, but I never push to change it.

Don't get me wrong. I love the babies. But I felt like they started to mush together in my brain and I don't make them yandere enough. Sure we have the "they kill people for you" and "are obsessed" lines but I hate telling and not showing. That's how I've felt as I was directing the blog recently.

I don't want to leave the blog forever because I could regret it later, but I'm also very dead inside about it.

I'm so so sorry for those that love the charas and I'm sorry for upsetting you for doing this. You guys lit my days in a very dark patch of my life. And I have nothing I could say that would equate to: I'm sorry.

That is to say, I WON'T DELETE THE BLOG NO MATTER WHAT. It will forever be up for you guys to enjoy. And you are all SUPER welcome to draw, write or think about my ocs in general! You are free to fantasize and ship with them. I made them so you guys could have them anyways. You don't have to tag me, but it would make me happy to see your creations :)

I also allowed my bestie pookie wookie @yanderefarm to write about them if he so desires. But please, remember Bunny has lovely characters that need to be highlighted themselves, so do not overwhelm him with mine.

I will try to get my life on the line, and get ahold of the things I wanted to do but haven't yet. I want to start commissions, I want to get another degree, I want to learn japanese. I want to get a stable job.

If, for some reason I ever come back, in this blog or in another one, please know I will forever hold you, YOU in my heart.

I will answer the asks I currently have inbox, but then I will close it, I apologize again for that.

I will still possibly be active on my dms or in the main blog, because I love this site, as cursed as it is, with all my heart.

Bunny, Sally, Tarkan, 🍒 anon, 🦄 anon, 🪼 anon and many other friends I've made here that will take forever to list. I wish you all the best. Crow will forever be rooting for you :)

Come to Brazil.

[pleasestayawayidonotlikeyou]

Featuring: Berry, Rasp

Masterlist

Berry

You made it past the part where he wants your soul, now you're in the part where he wants your heart!

Berry would definitely be at your side 24/7, you liking it or not.

Why he does that? Because he wants to know more about you of course! Why doesn't he just ask?Uhhhhhhhhhhh..idk???

He genuinely tries to be romantic, not that he knows much of it, since back on the underground being romantic was considered practically the same as being weak.

But he enjoys PDA! Berry absolutely loves to throw in the face of random people that you two are together, you can even see him smiling when people look at the both of you.

He could spend HOURS watching criminal cases, it's something that he likes for some reason, especially if you watch with him.

Gives you your favorite flowers! And if you're allergic to pollen, he gives you your favorite snacks!

When I tell you you're teaching him how to cook properly I mean it.

You don't even know how him and papyrus could eat his "burritos", if you could even call them that.., they where all burned!

And after he learns how to actually cook, he definitely makes you your favorite foods every time you pay him a visit.

The first time you give him a kiss he turned into a chaotic blushing purple mess with a system error on his brain.

"WHA- HUH- DID YOU JUST- UUUUHHHH-"

Oh well, now you've summoned the devil, because now he won't let you do anything before giving him a kiss.

Definitely just grabs you, throws you into bed and cuddles you like you're a stuffed animal.

Believe me, at the end of the day he's just a silly big guy who wants your attention.

Rasp

Rasp's a bit... rash sometimes you know? It's not easy for him to express anything except for dominance because of the underground and the fact that he was a member of the royal guard.

He didn't accept the feelings he had for you, in a matter of fact, Rus was the one to tell you about Rasp's feelings towards you, since Rasp himself would do anything on his power to avoid you.

I feel like he would be really attentive to small details, like knowing with which hand you prefer to drink tea/coffee or which color gummies you eat first.

He's not much into PDA, he's only affectionate when you're both alone (sometimes when Rus's present too).

He's the type of guy to pretend not to like affection in public, just to love it when you're alone.

"WHAT WAS THAT?" "a kiss" "DISGUSTING. DO IT AGAIN."

Rasp has a very busy schedule because of his job, leaving at 6 am and only returning home at 10 pm, but he always makes sure to leave breakfast ready for you and Rus.

Rants to you about his coworkers, he does it so often that you now hate some woman named Barbara from his workplace.

You're on the top of his priorities list, all the way up with Rus.

Definitely sits with you and Chara to have tea time on Sundays.

He has a really hot body temperature, so on summer nights he just holds your hand while you sleep, summer's already warm, no need to make you feel like you've been set on fire.

[rekino2114]

Starting off simple for her. Can we get some Chara relationship headcannons please?

Chara relationship headcanons

It's gonna take a while for chara to admit her feelings, she kinda hates humanity as a whole, and so her falling in love with one felt weird, she didn't like how you made her blush or how she started stuttering for no reason around you. But her soul actually felt...at peace. You were nice to her and made her feel genuinely happy, and after she finally admitted to herself that she was in love she confessed and became your girlfriend, which was probably the best decision she ever made.

She's not used to love at all, so she often asks Frisk (who is also a girl in this btw) how to be a good girlfriend and do stuff to show her love for you, which often results in embarrassing attempts to flirt with you, which she's really not that good at.

She blushes every time you show her affection. She's very touch starved, so a simple hug can make her cheeks become as red as her eyes. Eventually, she gets used to it, though, even giving you some unprompted physical affection of her own to show her love.

She's pretty much a yandere for you. Anyone who says any negative things about you will be met with the grin of the blood eyed demon girl if they're lucky. She would slaughter the entirety of the underground if it'd make you happy.......hypothetically, Frisk is there to control her, and it would kinda break her heart seeing you mad at her the killing.

While she might not always show it, chara is genuinely so happy to have you. You're (besides frisk) the only human who has treated her well and with love, you kinda helped her heal from everything that happened to her, and she's really glad for that. Now that she has someone who loves her and who she loves back she won't let you go.

[lenainris]

how are your Killer, Dust and Horror versions?, i mean how is your interpretation of them?

Killer is the most chaotic, loud and annoying between Dust and Horror. He's sarcastic most of the time and has no shame whatsoever. When he's on stage 2 I mean. He's not afraid to piss Nightmare off, but he knows his limits and to stop at time before he irritates him too much. Despite how he acts he's smart. Stage 1. Killer is more vulnerable to feelings and everything around him. The emotions he's feeling can become too overwhelming and panic. (This can be resolved with support from friends, Dream's aura or Nightmare's aura neutralizing Killer's soul back at stage 2.)

Killer doesn't always take things seriously, only when necessary.

Horror takes great care whether Dust and Killer (or anyone who is a member of Nightmare's team) eat or sleep. He doesn't talk much, he just observes most of the time. He doesn't eat until he makes sure everyone eats first. Horror is thankful that Nightmare gives them plenty to eat and reassures them about it, so they won't feel hungry again at all. Horror also hates food being wasted. Horror has a habit of chewing whatever's in his hand. He can also recognize the smell of others. Without even looking to see who's entering the room, he knows who the person is by their smell.

Dust is very anti-social. He'll mostly want to be left alone and have his peace and quiet. He hates noise. He prefers to hang out more with Horror, as he doesn't make any noise. He finds Killer annoying, but not enough to hate him. Dust really doesn't talk much. He only talks when he feels it's necessary. He can also be chaotic when he feels provoked. He doesn't bother his company so much when you're not there to irritate him or talk too loud. Dust hates any Charas or Frisks, he can't trust them. Not even Core Frisk he can't trust. Dust doesn't trust anyone in general outside of Nightmare's team. Dust will honestly tell you exactly what's on his mind or how he feels about everyone else. (not to the point of betraying them.)

Dust will appear to be cold most of the time.

[utdrmv-confession-box]

Transcript: I don't know man I just think that labelling a character who's whole story was about how hate can deeply hurt someone + people can still take bad decisions even with good intentions in mind as COMPLETELY EVIL just misses the point about Undertale being a game about people being complex + not falling under the black and white perspective. It won't kill you to not see a character as inherently evil, especially if it's been constantly explained why they did all of that, ESPECIALLY if even their creator goes on to say that they're not a bad or evil person but just a complicated one. Chara Undertale they could never make me hate you

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Ronin - The Devil's Incarnate

Ronin fics!

Angel - Bloody Sweetness

Angel Fics

V - Vigilant Protector

V fics!

Misaki - Shooting Dork

Misaki Fics!

Other - Ships, KC! cast x reader

Other Fics!

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Gluttony Gods Fics!

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Like a Falling Star.

Asks and Commissions are open. You can leave an ask by clicking "Ask me anythin' darling" on my profile.

What asks do I accept? - Sfw (Fluff, angst, comfort, headcanons etc) - Nsfw (fics, headcanons, alphabets) Marked as MINORS DNI

(This applies both to asks and commissions, more commission info on my KoFi linked in bio)

What I won't accept? - Age gaps (18 reader and 20+ chara), age regression (I can't write it well) age play - S/A -> maybe chara trying to support reader but I may not take the ask - Anything hateful, transphobic, racist, etc - Anything that mischaracterises or just in a very bad light "Ronin as an abuser and Angel is scared of him" as an example of what I mean.

I keep the right to not do any ask, request, commission of my choice with no explanation put to it, but your ask not showing up does not mean that I deleted it or won't do it, because I can take my time with it so please be understanding of it.

More about commissions:

- My commission don't have to be solely about roseverse, it can be anything as long as I am given as many information as I may need to cover the topic.

- I can accept commission payments in forms of drawings, tho then it's more of a trade? Dunno it's fun and not everyone has 10$ - 35$ (+ add words) on themselves! I dunno how to go about words in that scenario:0 I think it'd be between 1,5k to 3,5k words since if I ever wanted an art back I would never ask for anything super detailed or realistic though I can add more words after we talk it through :D (just let me see my ocs come alive thank u)

[tricogarfield]

Zahnfee/Rhun Headcanon post!

Sooo...I will try to put all my current Zahnfee headcanons in here :D if I forget something, I will either add it to the post or, if there is enough to talk about, make another post! Perhaps I'll do one headcanon post for other JCU charas :DD The way I will go about this is, I will first explain general headcanons about Zahnfee xierself, then how I think the whole Dark/White thing works, then headcanons regarding my last piece of fanart and, if I still have some headcanon after that, then I will tell them at the end! Let's-a-go!:D

First up, pronouns headcanons! White: she/her Dark: he/him Grey/Zahnfee/Rhun: xier/xies The reason why they dont all use he/him is because everyone uses she/her pronouns for both, Grey and White. Ju however, in the BTS video, still uses she/her pronouns to reffer to White even when calling her White and not "DIE Zahnfee", so it's not needed from a grammar point of view. Which is why I stay with she/her :D the xier/xies for Grey is simply because I'm in love with that for Zahnfee after reading these pronouns used in a fanfic that I love a lot! Aside from that, I think Zahnfee would probably be Agender and somewhere on the AroAce spec (triple A battery fr) With that out of the way, I headcanon Zahnfee as the youngest of the brothers :DD there are a lot of people that think Fips is the youngest (totally valid and I absolutely see your point), but I love the idea that the creepiest one (who also happens to have a daughter) is the youngest brother NSNSN Additionally, I also think that, back when they were still mortal, Rhun was the only one of the bunch that was afab, but that will make more sense once I get to how Dark and White work! Now, onto Dark and White! I've seen people portray Dark as a add-on, if you will, for Zahnfee that just gives xier more power. However, I think that BOTH, Dark and White, are equally Rhun/Zahnfee and both are needed, to have the full person! The way I imagine it would have gone is that Rhun, back when xier was still one person, would have started to split into halves. One half represents the chaos inside xies, the hunger for teeth, the urge for freedom, the source of xies power, manifesting as something abnormal. A monster even, as the nuns back then would call it. Everything "bad" about Rhun manifested into Dark. Meanwhile the other half represents discipline, Rhun's mortality, xies morals, the need to follow rules and not stand out, manifesting as human looking. The "good" side, the one that needed to be the dominant one as the nuns used to preach. All that is white. Imagine how that must feel with the age of, let's say, 13 years. You can feel yourself splitting, you can hear your thoughts contradicting themselves more and more often, you smile in situations you were taught not to smile, you get pulled apart by the urge to escape and by the need to follow the rules and stay in place. And on top of all that, eventually, your skin starts changing as you feel yourself being split into two halves. Suddenly the entire left side of the skin on your head is transluscent, then your neck, then your torso and even your wrists. And one day, you fully split into two different entities. What was one is now two and now, everything the nuns preached you is good and what you have come to hate is one half of you while the other one that the nuns hated you for but what gives you the feeling of actually being alive is the other.

And then these two entities combine into one person again, leaving two minds to share one train of thought, two creatures suddenly sharing one body, the human side and the abnormal side. And to make matters worse, now you have to actively fight to keep both sides combined so that the bad won't run away and leave the good to die.

This is why they are all reffered to differently. Grey is the only time that both sides are complete, White and Dark simply are incomplete without the other. They are vastly different yet quite literally need their other half. Rhun is not White or Dark, Rhun can only ever be Grey. Because White is everything that Rhun hates about xierself and Dark is everything that Rhun was preached was bad about xierself. But Rhun can't just split into two to live as Dark, because that would mean killing a part of xierself and living as the shadow of that part. To truly be alive and follow xies job and collect teeth, Rhun needs both of xies halves.

And in the end, Dark realised that he doesn't want White to die. Dark hates everything White represents, but Dark doesn't necessarily hate White. Just like White hates everything Dark represents but doesnt immediately hate Dark.

So the two entities combine into one, sharing one train of thought and one body, so that both can live on and that they are able to use their power to it's fullest.

PHEWWWW, THAT WAS A LONG RANT, my bad for that! Anyway, I will leave this as is and make another post for my Oskar and Zahnfee headcanons! So stay tuned!:D

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vulnerable vere is!! such a concept!! I love the idea of him eventually shedding that front he puts up w the mc but I’m curious as to how…basically, could we get some more vere hcs? 🥺 I absolutely love how you characterize him (and all the touchstarved charas!)

VULNERABLE VERE HCS

gn!reader | (hypnotic/alluring voice) red spring studio drop more lore so i don't look like a loser when all of this is absurdly inaccurate

VULNERABLE VERE!! aahh... with so little information to work with. i will try my best to think of possible scenarios!

starting out with going on a 'mission' with him—'mission' because it might not necessarily be an actual hunt. he could totally just lie to see what you'll do. you're intriguing!

a scene where you have the option to leave him behind, use him, hurt him in some way, and simply not doing so. and he's distrustful and shocked—maybe he had just done something to piss you off earlier—but you tell him you'd never have let that happen. and he might not thank you, but he eases his remarks for the day

^ actually you might get a Little thanks. just a little one. dependent on how far along you've gotten with him

you finding vere after he's gotten injured on a hunt. and he tells you he'll be Fine but it's cute how much you care but sits and lets you examine him anyway. maybe if you weren't looking for any scars or blood you'd notice the way his tail twitched when your fingers almost touched his skin

i don't think finding out vere's history is going to be as easy as a deep conversation.. like i don't think it'll be something he reveals voluntarily in some safe place. unfortunately. though i could still be wrong! which would be soo awesome

but to me. it seems like something that'll be commented on/exposed by other characters, something you'll be witness to when he has to transform, etc etc. and then there's an awkward tension because well, you're not really sure what to do now. you know vere and that's why you're hesitant, but also he kinda fucking hates the hesitancy

because ! great ! you've seen him ! and of course you're fucking scared (even if you aren't), of course you're staring at him silently, trying to start a conversation that no, he does not want to have right now.

but i Am expecting a deep late night talk. come onnn come on!!! there has to be one where he opens up a little bit, maybe he's a little tipsy, or he was and actually, he's quite sober right now, but you don't point that out because you don't want him to stop talking.

and then you open up. and he's silent while you tell him your story, when you tell him you wish you could touch somebody without the fear of turning them into something else. and maybe he thinks about every single innuendo he's thrown around and wonders what you were really thinking. wonders about you're different but also the same

and of course. the highly awaited scene of him finally letting you touch his collar/chains. you don't realize you're holding your breath, and he's sitting oddly still while your hands hesitate. then your hands touch the metal for the first time, and really you're not even sure what you plan to do. you have to be careful not to touch him, after all

and i think he might try to be dismissive of it . what the collar means, what letting you touch it means. your fingers follow the chain down his chest and he says something about how it's "nothing special," about how you're so nervous—does he make you nervous?

one indicator that he's learned to trust you i think could be falling asleep around you... like, not even just going to sleep at the same time with you, but simply letting himself rest while you're nearby. not having to worry about being woken for a job, or you trying to do something terrible, etc. i think that could be very sweet!

vere's tail...not just brushing it, but he flicks it at you knowing you won't retaliate in any harmful way. it's playful and teasing as always, but something he wouldn't do with someone he didn't want his tail near

a time where you can Touch him. perhaps the first time you think it's safe to try and he can tell you're freaking out so he moves into your touch before you can retract your hand

vere who is just like...a little calmer? he teases, but unlike the first meeting where he's dropping innuendos with every sentence, he doesn't really feel the need to do that? like vere's first meeting was definitely building up a character not just for us but for MC themself like...scratches head. anyway. vere in the morning where you've been in a relationship for a while and he's just. he comes up from behind while you're making a drink, and he might run his fingers along your back to send a chill down your spine, but then he's sitting down and holding a regular conversation about your plans for the day. yeah

i really want to know about vulnerable vere because right now . that one blushing sprite when you ask about ais at the end of the demo ... ??? like i Cannot imagine a scenario when else we could elicit that response. it is such a loving flustered gaze it's baffling because not a single story plot point i can think of right now for a character like vere would. ... well! it'll happen! it's a sprite for a reason! waauww...