#changmo reactions

[yawn-junn]

♡︎Khh Boys♡︎

♡︎Changmo♡︎ ♡︎Ash Island♡︎

♡︎Bloo♡︎ ♡JOWOOCHAN♡

♡︎All the above♡︎

♡︎Break Up prank with them♡︎

[khh-and-kactors-reactions]

When you forced him out of his studio to get some food after he neglected his health for weeks again due his work.

(GIF: credits to f-ngrl)

[honeybearloco]

― “...Two Favorite Boys.”

title → “...two favorite boys.”

pairing → changmo x female reader.

synopsis → all you wanted was to be a mother, and sadly that was taken away from you.

word count → 2.3k.

trigger warning → mentions of miscarriage.

a/n → i wanted to take a stab at this and i wanted to do something darker to challenge my writing ability. while writing this, i had discussed the topic with my cousin who happened to have a miscarriage because i didn’t want to be uneducated and so completely wrong. i know that there is a difference between every woman. please read with caution and i hope that this isn’t offensive in any way, shape or form !! because there was so much angst, i wanted to include a little bonus scene at the end to balance it out. 

“Y/N, I made you something. I know the kitchen is a mess but I wanted to try a recipe I found online for you,” Your husband of five years greeted you with a plate of messily plated food. He placed the plate in front of you with a goofy smile.

You stared down at the plate of food. You knew he did his best but you couldn’t bring yourself to eat it. You gently pushed the plate forward, standing up from your dining room table and walking toward your shared bedroom, your head hanging just below your shoulder.

You gently closed the door to your room, laying back down in bed as you stared into nothingness, getting lost in your deep dark mind.

Changmo sighed, looked down at his plate. He soon followed suit, opening the door to see you laying in bed. He wasted no time to join you, wrapping his arms gently around you.

You turned around in his arms, snuggling in his chest as you broke into a sob. He pressed a soft kiss to the top of your head, “It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m right here. Let it all out.”

You had a miscarriage.

For a few long years, you and Changmo had tried for a baby, only to end up with many unsuccessful attempts. Just when you were about to give up, a miracle had happened. 

You were pregnant! You were finally going to be a mother! You could cry tears of joy, and most days you had. You were extra careful, making sure to be safe and not overwork yourself. Most days, you had Changmo by your side to do all th hard stuff and make your pregnancy easier.

But tragedy struck. You lost the baby at 16 weeks, just before you could find out the gender of the little human was growing inside of you. You remembered the night clearly.

You had woke up in the middle of the night. You had felt a trickling liquid down your thighs. You sat up, throwing the duvet off of you and almost passing out at the sight. A small pool of blood on your sheets between your legs. You quickly woke Changmo as he quickly carried you to the emergency room, where you found out you lost your little one. For days you couldn’t eat, you couldn’t sleep, you couldn’t drink. You just wanted to disappear from the place of the earth. After all of these years, you finally got the chance to have a child and it was taken from you overnight. For a while, you believed you were being punished by some all-mighty angry god. ‘Why me?’ You often asked yourself during the little moments you got to yourself. Your cheerful nature had disappeared following the loss of your little one. Changmo had wanted you to follow up and go see someone but you refused, believing you could handle it on your own. Saying phrases like, “I got it, I’m strong” or “I’ll be okay” or even “They wouldn’t want to see me so sad”. But you weren’t that strong, you were sad, which was understandable. No one could blame you for being sad. Changmo had noticed your distant behavior, feeling not only as if he lost his unknown little one but also the woman he married. How the miscarriage affected him was only on the inside, while for you it was proving to be both on the inside and outside. Because of that, he would try to never leave you alone. He always tended to your needs, always checking on you a numerous amount of times throughout the day and night, trying to find things to make you feel better and reassuring you that almost every waking moment of every day there was no one that he loved more than you and he was going to be there for you through everything. He was never going anywhere. He rubbed soothing circles into your back as you cried silently, tears wetting his shirt, “Why?” “I don’t know, they say things happen for a reason. Of course, I know that sounds shitty and I barely believe it myself. But I do believe there is a reason that this happened,” He answered just before continuing, “Though we no longer have our little one, I still love you, I still want to support you and be your work. And if I future allows it, I want children with you.” You looked up to him, rubbing away a few stray tears, “But you heard what the doctor said. If I ever did get pregnant again the exact same thing could happen.” “There are other alternatives that are available, Y/N,” He added. “But I want a child that has my DNA and yours,” You confessed, knowing just how selfish you sounded. He placed his head on the back of your head, pulling you back into his arms. He reached down with his free arm, taking your hand gently into his, intertwining their fingers. “While it may be nice to be able to just have your own kids, there’s also a group of little boys and little girls that are less fortunate and who would love to have a warm and safe home with two loving parents. “You want to adopt?” You asked, making the man shrug his shoulders, “I just want to keep our chances open and I want to be open-minded. I wouldn’t mind adopting a kid, would you?” You simply sniffled, looking far away from his guilt-tripping eyes. You wouldn’t mind it. You had always admired parents who had gone out of their way to adopt and take in children. But you didn’t know if you could truly do that. “Y/N, look at me,” He whispered, placing a finger on the tip of your chin, making you look at him. Tears threatened to leave your eyes as your orbs met his gentle ones. He continued, “If you don’t want to adopt then that’s fine as well. We can try as many times as we can to see if we get lucky again. No matter what happens, I will always be here and love the same and I can promise you that. I love you, Y/N.” “I love you too, Changmo,” you cried, just before capturing his lips in a sad, soft kiss. What he had said sparked a thought in you. It made you think. For the next few months, you thought long and hard. Would you be able to do it? Could you even do it? Is adoption the right option for you? You made several situations inside of your head, ones ranging from good to horrible. What if the child you adopted hated you? What if the child you adopted didn’t want to have that connected relationship with you that a mother and her child often have? It kept you up at night while Changmo had fallen into the world of slumber. That night wasn’t any different. You sat up in your shared bed with Changmo in the middle of the night, replaying scenarios inside of your head of adoption, while Changmo laid next to you half-sleep. He had known you were awake and in deep thought. All he wanted you to do was finally be at peace and be able to relax. “Y/N, lay down. It’s almost 2 in the morning, you need your sleep,” He mumbled tiredly as you turned your head to him. You did as he said, turning your back to him which allowed him to wrap your arms around you, making you the little spoon. He kissed the nape of your neck and hummed. “Changmo, let’s adopt.” His eyes shot open as he sat up. He thought he didn’t hear you right as he was half asleep. You looked over your shoulder at him, repeating it, “Let’s adopt. I thought about it for a lot and I think that I want to adopt a kid.” “Really?” “I was scared to adopt because I didn’t want to bring in another child to fill the void in my heart from the miscarriage. I was also scared because I didn’t think I could replicate the relationship between a biological mother and her biological child have. But now I see, none of that shit matters. And I want to take that next step with you if you are still up for it.” You giggled, muttered to yourself, “If I could really see in here I bet you’re in tears right now.” And you were right, he was in tears. He sniffles silently, “You know I get emotional.” “Of course I do, no one cried as much as you did at the wedding,” You mentioned, leaning up, pressing your lips on his warm ones. “I would love to adopt a child with you, Y/N.” For the next few months, the two of you had done the research, figuring out what you wanted and what was right for you. And you believed you had finally found it. And today for the first time, you and the love of your life would be heading into the foster home that was the closest to you. Changmo helped you out of the car, closing the door behind you. You let out a relieved sigh, seeing as you were here now. ‘I can do this’ You thought to yourself as a small voice knocked you out of your thoughts. You turned your head to the right to see a boy no older than 5 years old, running after a stray cat. You couldn’t help but smile at how adorable he saw. Changmo placed an arm around you as the two of you walked in to be greeted by a kind social worker. The social worker had shown you around, introducing you to child after child. You couldn’t lie, all of them were great and if you could adopt each of them you would. Changmo was focused on bringing home a daughter, knowing how much you had talked about having a daughter even before you got married. But you little boy from earlier had clouded your mind. You wanted to know his name, you wanted to see who he was. Toward the end of the tour, you excused yourself to have a moment alone, leaving Changmo and the social worker to continue to talk. You walked down the hall of the foster home, looking out the window to see the boy from earlier. The other workers had seemed to be too busy to be paying attention to him. Your eyes had widened and your heart dropped into the pit of your stomach as you watch the boy collapse onto the hard pavement of the sidewalk. Without a second thought, you ran outside and to the boy’s side. A string of ‘no’s’ left your mouth as the little boy slowly sat up and revealed the cut on his cheek. Tears had formed in his eyes, as he sniffled. You ducked down next to him, taking the cloth from the sleeve of your jacket and gently wiping away the blood, “Are you okay? You poor thing. Does it hurt? Should we go get a bandaid?” Your soft touch kept him calm, his sad eyes looking into your hopeful ones. You had reminded him much of his birth mother. “What’s your name?” He asked you, ignoring your questions. You gave him a smile, “Y/N. What is yours?” “(Boy’s Name),” He answered. “Nice to meet you, B/N. Come on, let’s go get you a bandaid.” He nodded. You helped him up, taking his small hand into yours, walking him into the home. You found a first aid kit, placing him on the chair, cleaning his cut and placing a bandaid over it. You kissed the cut, “Hopefully that will make it better.” Changmo and the social worker had watched you from across the room. “I can’t believe it. She’s gotten through to B/N. He’s one of our youngest and he’s been here for a little while. We feared he wouldn’t be able to open up to anyone ever again.” Changmo smiled, watching you tend to the young boy, seeing you smile like you hadn’t in months, “We want him.”

( bonus ) “B/N! B/N! KU B/N!” You yelled from down the stairs, finally hearing small feet slowly coming down. You were met with your son in his school uniform, twirling the tie around his neck with a small pout. You quickly rushed over to him, scooping him up in your arms and peppering his face in loving kisses. “MOM~! QUIT IT~!” “You look so cute! You look like a little man! Oh, it’s my baby’s first day of school! I might cry!” Changmo walked down the stairs, keys in hand and baseball cap on his head, “You ready to go, B/N?” “If mom would put me down,” Your son whined. “Honey, don’t squeeze him too tight.” You put your son down, kneeling in front of him as you fixed his tie, “I hope you have a good day at school. I’m so sorry I couldn’t see you off for your first day but I promise I’ll pick you up after school, okay?” B/N nodded. You tapped your cheek with the tip of your finger as B/N kissed where your finger had touched. “Have a good day at school. I love you.” “I love you too.” The little ball of energy, ran toward the front door, waiting for his father. Changmo shook his head at the boy as you stood tall. You opened your mouth to speak only for your husband to cut you off, “Be sure to walk him into the school and make sure he knows his way around before leaving, I got you Y/N. I know, baby. I love you, I’ll see you tonight.” You gave him a quick kiss goodbye, as you watched him take B/N’s hand into his own and walk out of the front door. You couldn’t help but recall the dark time of your life. Finding B/N was like finding light in a dark tunnel. You had a son, he had a home, and finally shared the sacred bond of my mother and her child. It was all worth it. “I don’t know what I would do without them. My two favorite boys.”

[no-openflames]

I don’t even know why I did this

- changmo, 2020

[suga-jusshi]

PSA

Look I stan bts and im proud of them, but I will never EVER shit on someone else’s talent just be cause they might not be as successful as bts. That’s a shit thing to do and that’s part of the reason why you won’t see me calling myself an army. I love bts but I will not associate myself with a fandom that has toxic people. I know the whole fandom isn’t like that but still the ones that are are the reason so many people are starting to hate bts. You will never see any og fans say shit like “you have no talent. Your fans are shit. You’re a shitty person.” Blah blah blah. Especially to someone who is in a place of sorrow and hurt. The mans friend just died and your gonna sit here and hate on him and call his friend a fucking ‘Ching Chong’ like wtf is wrong with you. This is why we can’t ever have nice things. Cause people always wanna go and fuck shit up. Owen and Young West don’t deserve that shit. They did nothing wrong. Honestly no one deserves anything like that. I’m sorry but if you think bts is the only group or artist who paved the way for korean artists you are sadly mistaken🙄But my rant is over now 😂

And no I’m not blocking out their Instagram because i don’t give a fuck🤷🏽‍♀️

*not my gif*

[khhsh-t]

It took me so long to figure out what he was actually trying to do 😭(Changmo)

[shitmtm]

Me @ Me: Wouldn't it be great if I slept early from now on?

Also Me @ Me:

[allyreactions]

playlist tag ~

rules: we’re snooping on your playlist. put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first ten songs and then choose 10 victims.

tagged by : @daybreakx 💕

0 Mile - NCT 127

LIKE I WOULD - Zayn

AIYA - Changmo, Beenzino

i wanna be your girlfriend - girl in red

All I Got - Baekkhyun

Holy - Pvris

Voice - Loona

Sorry - The Rose

Fiesta - IZ*one

Whiplash - The Boyz

tagging : @kpoppwriter, @itsjeonghananon, @marigold-sunflowers, @seunguwoos, @forgedofsmokeandflame, @gustingirl, @ithinkilikeit-reactions, @sunlightwoo, @kachulein, @moonlit-jeno

[khiphop-discussions]

Here's a bit of context for Changmo's apology on IG https://twitter.com/dropthekhhtea/status/1490935531932246017?t=-qC6jFuvL_LCF-hYof74dA&s=19 the Pororo reaction was kinda funny

Why is Pororo that fucking tall?!?!? I could've sworn he was supposed to be like an elementary school student

[taeminie]

i was tagged by the lovely eboni ( @negrowhat ) to list 4 songs that have constantly been on repeat (my reaction was exactly the same: only four? 😝)

1. phone - lizzo

2. yours - raiden & chanyeol (ft. lee hi & changmo)

3. good life - one republic

4. zero o’clock - bts

this is such a random list of songs lmao. thanks for the tag love 💜💜💜💜

tagging: @taytawan @wjmild @kittychicha @earthmixs @jaehwany & @teepakorn (only if u want to 🥰)

[ilove-bloo]

[2:48PM] tapping your fingers on the counter, you were stressed waiting for the large amount of iced americanos and iced lattes your boss asked you to buy and pick up. today was your first day as an assistant for ambition musik, more so for the artists that worked there. although you weren’t necessarily interested in working for one of the most famous korean hip hop labels, when your uncle offered you the job, your broke college student self would’ve been insane to turn it down.

‘if only i woke up on time i could’ve gotten everything so much earlier,’ you mentally cursed yourself. the first thing your uncle asked you to grab drinks for the rappers at the studio, it seemed easy enough for your first task. you were nervously looking at the time on your phone, ‘he said their meeting would end at 3:00pm, god, i don’t have much time,’ you bit your lip out of nervous habit.

“your coffee is ready miss!” you heard the cashier call out to you. sighing in relief, you hurried to pick up the drinks. thank god they gave you carriers for the drinks. using one hand to grab each carrier, you gave the workers a polite smile and a quick nod as a thank you.

still in a hurry, you turned around quickly, almost bumping into a tall man in front of you, “woah, slow down there,” a deep voice said, holding up his hands to slow you down.

you almost lost your balance, but he quickly grabbed your arms, supporting the drinks in your hands. “you have a lot there, you don’t want to spill all your drinks,” he said, realizing his arms were still on you.

“ah, i’m sorry,” you straighten up, thankful nothing fell over. “i’m just in a rush to get to my new job, thank you for helping me,” you bowed slightly, trying to walk away.

“hey, i know you,” he said, stopping you in your tracks, “huh, how?” you replied back, slightly regretting that your curiosity would make you even later.

“you’re the new assistant the quiett hyung hired right?” he said.

‘how does he know uncle donggab’ you thought. “uhm, i am, but am i supposed to know you?” you said a bit rudely, you were still running on close timing and didn’t want to waste any more by talking with a stranger.

“i’m changmo, could you not recognize me?” he questioned, you looked up at him at his face. you had to admit, his smile was cute but that name and face just didn’t ring a bell, “i’m sorry... should i?” you said, your head tilting slightly.

he chuckled at your reaction, he was honestly finding you pretty cute for being so clueless. he looked at the drinks that were still in your hand and picked up one of the iced coffees, “hey! that’s for the people i work for!” you protested, but not being able to stop him with your full hands.

“i’m pretty sure one of these drinks are for me y/n,” he took a sip, “i’m a rapper at ambition, hyung showed us your picture so we could be familiar with your face. you’re much more adorable in person,” he said simply, grinning down at you.

before you could open your mouth, he grabbed one of the drink carriers, “let’s go y/n, we don’t want to be late,” changmo teased, signaling you to walk with him out the cafe.

[yawn-junn]

♡︎breakup prank w/Ash Island, Changmo, Bloo♡︎

♡︎Ash Island♡︎

♡︎Changmo♡︎

♡︎Bloo♡︎

Bloo translation

I love you too much

Your my one and only

I love you to fucking much

Baby can you come pick me up?

Love you

[khh-and-kactors-reactions]

Simon Dominic and Changmo reaction to you wanting to help them with their music despite not knowing much about producing:

In the beginning, Kiseok will not take you real seriously. Struggling with his new album, he will think that you are only trying to cheer him up by joking that you will help him. And besides, you don’t know a thing about producing or the computer he uses to make songs so you cannot really blame him for thinking like that. Once you can convince him that you are serious about your proposition, he will let you in in his studio but do not expect him to completely trust you with his instruments right away. He might need some time before he will let you use his keyboard. Or his mixing table. And he will rather test you before trusting you: “show me what you got, y/n.”

Changmo will believe you when you say you want to help him with producing some new beats, but he will have his doubts as well. Do not get it wrong: he trusts you, but he is a bit worried that you might be a distraction more than a help while several deadlines are coming up fast. Nevertheless, he will give you a quick introduction to his computer and other instruments that he uses to produce songs before giving you free reign. That way, he still can finish some beats while you can do your own thing. Until he hears a promising sound coming from your side of the studio. Grateful for lightening his workload, you will finish the beat together before heading out to grab dinner together.

[haus-of-wu]

Chung Ha - Querencia: Album Reaction

This was a jam-packed album full of ChungHa’s versatility. Querencia truly is an exquisite product of ChungHa’s many months mulling over this album in its entirety.

Normally, I wouldn’t put a “Keep Reading” on these, but this album is LONG and I don’t want to clog up the dash.

SIDE A {NOBLE}

Nice mysterious instrumental that would be fitting of a teaser trailer. ChungHa’s voiceovers of “authentic self”, “where my desires are protected”, “my own oasis”, and ultimately ending on “querencia” set the tone for the album’s concept.

Bicycle

The trap percussion pattern and the instrumental is super catchy. However, this is not my favorite ChungHa title track.

What is interesting about it for me is that this is one of the first times that I get to hear her rap (and in English). The Ariana Grande Side to Side references in the imagery are very intentional. If anything, this feels more like something Blackpink would do, which is why it’s throwing me off so much.

It’s a bit confusing that we’re talking about a bicycle, but we have motorcycle broom/vroom adlibs. I think the verses are fire, but the chorus is ultimately disappointing compared to the rest of the song.

Masquerade

The Latin vibes on this one though !! The horn line and percussion are very characteristic of Latin pop. The chorus does a really good job of weaving the melody of the horn line with ChungHa’s voice.

Introducing some acoustic guitar in the second verse is a nice change-up. Throw “Masquerade” immediately into the good vibes playlist, bc it’s a innocuous fun beat.

Flying on Faith

The plucky electric guitar - a Touch!

One of Chungha’s all-English tracks in the album, and one that really Feels like it could be on Top 40 Radio here in the US. The beginning of this reminds me of some punk pop from the mid-2000s, and the rest reminds me of something Aly and AJ-esque.

I love how the chorus adds in several more layers to the instrumental, which help continuously drive the song forward.

(Also beginning with guitar but ending with piano? N i c e !)

Luce Sicut Stellae

There’s Latin percussion rhythms in this one, with a nice mellow tempo.

“Shine for, shine for me tonight” - the chorus is immediately happiness inducing for absolutely NO reason. :)

It’s good music to study or work to. The instrumental is simple, and you just get to enjoy ChungHa’s vocals.

SIDE B {SAVAGE}

Very nightclub vogue beats for this instrumental. Fitting, since it’s basically taking us into the next quarter of the album which focuses on dance music.

Stay Tonight

“Stay Tonight” has such a great groove to it; it was an instant addition to my playlist the moment I first heard it. A very solid ChungHa dance track, paired with some really great visuals (I was a sucker for the blue extensions).

The instrumental introduction really just builds your interest all the way up to the verse. And the chorus? It drops, and the bassline gets grungy while ChungHa’s voice sails above the whole orchestration.  STAAAAAAAAAY~

Dream of You - with R3HAB

When ChungHa dropped this all-English dream of a song, I immediately latched onto it. It’s confident and honestly a bit of a tease.

“I can’t stand that you might be in someone’s bed, with some ____ all over you” - like OKAY we’re HERE

The build up to the chorus is suave - the backing instrumental that reverbs every time ChungHa sings the chorus just adds ante to it.

But also, favorite lyrics of the album: “I got whiskey, I got gin, and lingerie”

Bother Me

The “distant audio” effect at the beginning just makes the verse come in even HARDER - this is a Groove.

The spoken drawling verses that launch into quick rolling lines are such a nice contrast. The booming bass and funk make this a club hit.

Chill

Chill gives a cruising down the street in the summer with the roof down vibes.

It embodies its title - it’s Chill.

There’s a huge contrast between how much instrumentation the verses have compared to the choruses. The verses are pretty clean, with only percussive elements and one bass instrument, so ChungHa’s voice shines easily. On the other hand, the chorus of Chill has layers of backing vocalizations, much more instruments providing bass harmonies, which enables ChungHa’s clear timbre to give this song a burst of color.

SIDE C {UNKNOWN}

This instrumental is just the whacky percussive elements thrown together. It sounds like a mix of EDM and sci-fi video game music and sound effects.

Play - feat. Changmo

Summertime tropical beach beats - the metal drums really lend themselves to creating that vibe.

Changmo’s rap feature here is Legit and he gets a solid amount of air time - definitely a solid collab.

I think what I appreciate most about Play is how the chorus and adlibs allow ChungHa’s vocals to really shine.

Demente - feat Guaynaa

ChungHa in ESPAÑOL?? With a collab?? YES !!

It’s wonderful to hear how much she worked on her pronunciation to be able to put together a song with several verses and a chorus in Spanish.

The foghorn noises though - very on brand for the genre I suppose.

Guaynaa’s bars were wonderful, but I especially LOVE when the two of them sing the chorus together. Good harmonies folks, we love that

Lemon - feat Colde

This song immediately gives off swanky retro lounge vibes. The “Lemon, Lemon” chorus moves from ear to ear.

Overall, a soothing rhythmic tune to listen to when getting stuff done.

Honestly, I think one of the best things about this album is that Chungha’s collabs allow Byulharangs to find new artists - Colde definitely is up my alley for chill rap.

BYULHARANG (160504 + 170607)

The acoustic guitar chords immediately jerk me back into mid-2000s TSwift country pop. It’s comforting, a song directly for the fans, and it feels like a warm  throw blanket.

SIDE D {PLEASURES}

Synth noises? Also a candidate for sleek mysterious teaser music

X

Soulful, sultry, with good vocals - X has It.

It has a lilting, wistful vibe, one that reminisces on what could’ve been, but ultimately did not happen. The instruments gradually layer on in a neat manner as we approach the chorus, and continue building as we hit the last chorus.

“You should’ve loved me at my worst, now you just watch me on your TV screen”

All Night Long

The way the instruments wiggle between your ears is trippy - but this has a nice minimal setup for the verse.

In this chorus, ChungHa just croons, and it’s breathtaking.

Everybody Has

An almost drama-esque piano intro - it’s a calming conclusion to the amazing novel of work ChungHa has given us with this album.

The mixing on this track with the variety of acoustic instruments...very tasteful.

Comes N Goes

A clappy feel good pop anthem - it also has the elements of a happy-inducing girl group track. The airy pre-chorus, clear carefree chorus.

Querencia (Epilogue)

Hypnotic chord progressions with a snappy snare. Fin !

[baebywendy]

My favorite Kpop releases in 2020

Girls - Nature

Girls by Nature is my favorite Kpop release of 2020 because of the mystery the song gives. The song makes you anticipated with what the solution is but it never gives it to you and you want more. This isn’t a bad thing especially with the music video. This music video was creepy but it was creepy mostly because of the mystery aspect. Throughout the music video, you keep asking yourself why or what and towards the end none of the questions are answered. This song also gives me a nostalgic feel from old Kpop in a way but it fits so well with 2020. The song itself, just kept bringing me in and the music video as well. When I first listened to this song, I was left in confusion because of how the music video ended. I kept listening to the song and watching the music video to figure it out but nothing. The song itself is just a really interesting song and the music video brings alive the song even more. If you watch the music video there two versions one normal and the other one uncensored. If you watched the uncensored trigger warning, there’s blood, there’s stabbing and mental distress throughout. Nature had a release before this called Oopsie My Bad and that song I liked but it wasn’t enough to bring me in but Girls did that for me. I’ve listened to videos with this song on a hour loop and the sad thing is, I never noticed it being that long because I just enjoy the song so much. This song truly captured my attention and I’m interested to see Nature’s future.

Dazzle Dazzle- Weki Meki

Dazzle Dazzle by Weki Meki was such a cute song and it just makes me smile when I listened to it. Dazzle Dazzle aesthetic in the music video was something that I loved and the outfits as well brought the song more alive to me. Weki Meki had a successful year and all the title songs they had were also some of my favorites of this year. I picked Dazzle Dazzle to be my favorite out of the others because it’s so playful and it was something I was actually craving this year. I love all types of concepts but I couldn’t help myself wanting a cute song and this song gave me that. Not only is the song cute but the dance is also very cute and it matches the song perfectly. It's a song that I play when I clean because it makes it more fun or whatever I'm doing fun. I hope Weki Meki gets more recognition in the years to come because their dances and raps are some of my favorite within girl groups.  

Monster - Irene and Seulgi

Monster by Irene and Seulgi made me feel like a vampire killing men at midnight but looking sexy. The beginning of the song is already eerie and it drives you in with the loudness of the bass. Then Seulgi starts singing and it makes you feel like your captured in a trance. Seulgi’s voice throughout the song is one of her best vocal performance to me because it shows her technique and how well she can use it. The deepness of her voice brings out the sexiness the song has and it’s only the first line. Then Irene’s voice comes in with a deep and again sexy voice but it’s softer then Seulgi’s. Irene’s voice through the song isn’t battling selgui and vice versa. Their voices match perfectly for the song and the concept itself. This song and naughty was my favorite but I picked monster as the winner because of how much I loved the overall themes in the debut. The music video brought out the monster within the girls and throughout the video, it’s a battle of dominance. Monster is literally one of my favorite releases and I listen to it almost everyday, it’s a strange lullaby but I don’t fight it.

Scream- Dreamcatcher

Scream by Dreamcatcher is my second favorite title track by Dreamcatcher and this track rocked the kpop scene gathering more fans and getting more sales. The beginning of the song starts off with a track from Lord of the Rings or any final battle sequence. Dreamcatchers voices are soft and beautiful making the instrumental more demanding, the contrast is what makes every Dreamcatcher song so good in my eyes. The chorus of the song has a devil voice in the background that you hear but don’t truly notice it until later on. The rapping also comes in and it fit so well with the song, it just gives another layer of the song. The devil voice comes back with Gahyeon voice, as if the demon is within her as she sings it. Then towards the end the devil is just part of the song and it makes it known that it’s always been there. I actually had a hard time deciding between Scream and Boca because both were fantastic but Scream won because I enjoyed the demons voice in the song and the beat of the song itself. Boca is also a really good song and I recommend to listen to it but back to scream. The lyrics of scream as well talks about how words can hurt and how it just makes you want to scream because of it. The devil within the song is the people that are sending the hate and towards the end they gain control back even if the demon's voice is still heard. Scream is a good song if you want to pretend your fighting or you just want a song to make you feel empowered.

Not by the Moon - Got7

Not by the Moon by Got7 is my second favorite Got7 song because its beautiful and the music video is one of my favorites that came out this year. Dare I say it, this is my favorite boy group song that came out this year. Let me start off with the melody of the song first, the melody itself just screams royal and elegance to me. Something that I’ve seen in Got7 is the transition into more mature songs and how much I love the transition being so organic. On my favorite album list, Breath of love: Last Piece is there and I talk about how JYP didn’t touch it but within this JYP touched it. Even though JYP touched it, it doesn’t mean I hate it. I wanted Got7 to have the chance having creative outlook for once on a title track. Now back to Not by the Moon. This song made Got7 vocals sound so beautiful and it also gives their vocals a mature sound. As a person that went to a film school, the sets in this music video is so well done. The sets themselves are seen to be extravagant and at the same time simple, the sets don't clash with one another and they fit perfectly with each other. The music video and the outfits sold the theme of royal and it made me like it even more. But now let me thirst over JB in this era. Did you see that man? His outfits and his hair gave me everything. It got so bad that youtube was just showing fancams of him during this era and yes, I watched every one. Not only that, when he was dancing in the background with him being the fine piece of man he is; kept catching my eyes and I couldn’t focus on Young-Jae or Yugyeom. Thirst session over. Not by the Moon is a good sequel to the maturity that You Calling My Name gave and I can't wait to see more by Got7 in 2021.

Wannabe - Itzy

Wannabe by Itzy was the first Itzy song where I didn’t have to listen to it more than once to like it. With DALLA DALLA and ICY, it took awhile for those songs to become my top in my playlist. With the first listen of this song, I knew this was going to become my favorite by Itzy but then Not Shy came out. Wannabe and Not Shy were neck to neck in my book but Wannabe won because of the tune itself. The tune of the song does such a good job on showcasing their voices that there is no battle between them. Wannabe wasn’t something I expected with Itzy after ICY, I expected a song close to ICY but was given the opposite of ICY. Itzy theme is self love and being different, this song is continuation of that theme. This song does what DALLA DALLA does with demanding eyes to be on them but does it in a slightly more mature version of Itzy. The song still is playful but to me it has a sprinkle of mature in it. Now let's talk about the legendary shoulder move. This move changed my life, just watching it being done was so satisfying and I can't explain why it was. The dance break is my favorite dance break within Itzy, it's just so cool to see them move. Wannabe is a good extension if Itzy's themes and I can imagine it becoming a staple in their discography.  

Dream of You - Chung Ha and R3HAB

Dream of you by Chung Ha and R3hab was a song that made me the hoe in me come out and I wanted to dance. It was so hard to pick what Chung Ha song I wanted to put here because all of them are so good and so different from one another. Stay Tonight gave me club kid, Play brought the dancer out but I was wearing a red dress in this one, Bad Boy was a easy song to listen to with two different voices that blend well together and then Dream of You. Dream of You brought out a different reaction, I was shocked because of the dancing that was on my screen and then the lyrics. When I heard Chung Ha say lingerie, my mind combust and I was just stuck replaying that part. The song does a good job to show Chung Ha voice but not only that shows her dancing skills that never fails to impress me. With every release she has, I know I’m going to get the full package no matter what. Somehow, she always raises the bar with her music videos, outfits, dances, and her vocals. I know she has Covid and I hope she has a speedy recovery, I also hope theres no long term effects on her health from this. I think Chung Ha is on her way making herself a legend within Kpop and I can't wait to see that for her.

Yours - Chanyeol, Raiden, Lee Hi, Changmo

Before I get into the song, Chanyeol in a suit with nothing underneath his jacket and the only thing I can see is two necklaces makes me want to become a flight attendant. Not only did he give me that look but he also gave me ripped jeans and a blazer, this man is going to give me a heart attack and I'm going to say thank you. Anyways, Yours by Chanyeol, Raiden, Lee Hi and Changmo was a song that I played the most at night because Chanyeol’s and Lee Hi’s voice was so soft that it could easily put you to sleep. This was my third most played song of 2020 on Spotify for good reason. For starters Chanyeol is my man and I gotta support his hoe ass but another reason is just how peaceful this song is. I had a hard time because I wanted to put Minimal Warm because that was another song I listened to at night and is currently on my 2020 favs on itunes. The hoe in me wanted to give both but I realized that Yours won because Chanyeol rapped in the beginning of Yours and I am a simp for rapper Chanyeol. The song just makes me feel like we're driving to the beach and making a small video when we get there. This song was a light hearted summer song and boy did it make me fall more in love with Chanyeol's hoe ass even more. Lee Hi's voice is a nice addition that makes the song feel even more light and her voice is just nice and smooth. Changmo rap also didn't change the song and it continue the them of light hearted summer song. This song is my lullaby most nights and Chanyeol I miss you on instagram.

Helicopter - CLC

Helicopter by CLC was another long awaited comeback and there was fear because there was a rumor that disbandment was going to be CLC'S next step. I waited for any news and then I saw Yeeun on Good Girl and it made me realize a comeback is coming. When I heard the second teaser of Helicopter, I knew I was going to like the song and I was right. This is one of the best comebacks of 2020 in my opinion because how long we waited for it. Helicopter is as song that I think defines CLC as a whole with the lyrics, the dance, the attitude, and the music video. "I go up in the sky Jumping over the time and space, I changed everything for this moment. A night covered in a veil, passing through a long day. I’m gonna make it big, no doubt. There ain’t no star that cannot shine, let’s hang out at the top." I think these lyrics express everything we want CLC to achieve and what they want to do as well. This song is their driving force to become better and no matter they will reach the top. This song gives you the empowerment to do anything and never give up just like CLC. I'm excited to see more from them and make sure to check their covers, my personal favorite is fly me to the moon.

To be or Not to be - Oneus

To Be or Not to Be by Oneus wasn’t the song I expected after A Song Written Easily because of how different they are. The shock on my face when I saw the teaser for it and the excitement I had because it was new for them. I’ve been a fan of Oneus since they debuted and they’re actually in my top ten boy groups. Their past songs have been dark but To Be or Not to Be was truly one of the darkest songs that they have done. The music video showed off the darkness of the song so well that it didn’t feel like a music video but a movie. This is my favorite music video that came out in 2020 because of the production and the sets that was in it was just so beautiful. The music video is more story telling then other music videos that they have done but it matches at the same time. The rapping in this song was so good, it demanded attention and the deep voices they had just matched so well with the song.  The dance that they had with this song truly blew me away and there parts in the dance where I was shocked, the throwing of the members just matched the song so perfectly. Now lets talk about music video. This music video again was my favorite music video that came out of 2020 because of the story telling it had. In the very first shot, it was light from the sunlight and they were seen wearing white clothing at table with a white table cloth but when the song starts the scene changes into a darker scene. In writing, white is the symbol of purity, innocence and simplicity so when the scene changes to black, you can still see them wearing white but the environment is darker now. As the song moves forward it transitions between the dark and the light. Within the music video, there's flashes of red and red is seen as a overlay in some parts. In film and writing red is the color of anger, passion, love and desire. The useage of red throughout the video makes the song comes more alive. I'm going to stop talking about the music video now because I can just go on for hours on it. The music video and song blend so well with each other that it truly does feel like your watching a movie. I hope they can continue this film work in later videos because it made the song even more special.

Hmph! - WJSN Chocome

Hmph! by WJSN Chocome was the song that I wanted all year and then I was given it, after complaining. See when you complain sometimes you just win and this is my example of that. I can say how playful this song is but I don't even think that word does it justice. This song was so cute and adorable when I first heard it I fell in love with it. In the beginning the song is already bringing you in with the unique beats that I have never heard before. The music video matches the weirdness of this song and it takes the cute to the next level for me. In the music video it shows the dance and the dance is so cute with the song. The whole song, music video, outfits, and dance is the cutest thing I have seen this year. I hope WJSN does a concept like this in the future or maybe another song by WJSN Chocome because I love it and i support the idea of it.

La Di Da - Everglow

La Di Da by Everglow is such a contrast to the last comebacks that they had in past but at the same time it fit with the concept they have established for themselves. When I heard La Di Da teaser I was excited because on my favorite album list, The Weeknd album was my favorite of 2020. This song gave me the vibes of blinding lights and I enjoyed it. Not only that but the part Everglow, forever lets go was the most unexpected break of a song that I have heard but it's my favorite. I hope that becomes their intro when they do interviews because its a cool saying to me. The raps brought more depth to the song and it made love Aisha even more. The outfits of this era was so pretty and I like anything with sequins. The dance had voguing in it and being a huge fan of drag queens, if I see any type of voguing I’m living for it. I know Sihyeon and Yiren tested positive for covid and I hope for a speedy recovery and I also hope this doesn't cost long term damage. 

Honorable mentions:  

Arisong - Cignature

1 billion views (feat. Moon) - EXO-SC

My Day is Full of You - Zico, Wendy

Butterfly - WJSN

Lovesick Girls- Blackpink

Feel Good - Fromis_9  

God’s Menu - Stray Kids

Secret Story of the Swan - Izone

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