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Hey I hope you doing well can I request giriboy as a boyfriend please

giriboy as your boyfriend:

first things first, you’ll have to understand how much he prioritizes music & his dog & his legos

so if you’re dating siyoung and he makes time for you

you’re definitely up there for who he cares about and he’ll make it very known

sending each other memes when you’re sitting right next to each other

sharing clothes

pretty often, it even gets a lil hectic at times

“siyoung, where is my black hoodie? i cant find it!”

“jagi, i wanted to wear it, just put on one of my shirts,” he says with a shit eating grin on his face

when he hits song writing block, he’s such a big baby OR a big meanie

he’ll mope around you & be super super clingy

OR he’ll get annoyed if you breathe too loudly bc he “can’t focus”

giri is pretty impulsive so he also splurges on gifts for you often

“i don’t need new shoes, you bought me a pair last week,”

“but, when i saw them i couldn’t stop picturing you wearing them,”

giri thinks matching couple outfits are too cheesy

but isn’t afraid of matching shoes, he LOVES IT SM

just know, if you’re dating giriboy he’s in it for the long run and he really really loves you & probably knew from day 1

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I just discovered your blog and your fanfics are so good. omg keep up the good work!! ^^

aw thank you!! i got some drafts that are ready to be posted! stay tuned

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holy shit i hit 300 followers,,,, send in requests & thank you so much for the love!! i’ll be posting slower than i used to but wow, i’m still here and i feel the love.

thank you for reading my works, i love you and i hope you have a great day

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Just wanted to say that I love your blog and I hope you know how good it is

aww thank you so much! ❤️❤️ i’m sorry i haven’t been very active but i still check my inbox now and then, love u

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hi! i haven’t been very active bc my life has been quite busy but, how is everyone? my inbox is open so feel free to send messages or even requests, i’m not too sure when i’ll get to them but hopefully something interesting is sent! haha

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[2:12PM] “uhm, why tho?” harry asked blankly. he couldn’t comprehend the confession you gave him, he couldn’t wrap his head around your words.

to him, you were the most perfect girl; supportive, smart, beautiful, sweet to even whining children or scolding elders, quick-witted enough to be prepared for his teasing jokes, and every great quality he could think of. you were his best friend that, less than he admits, was pretty pefect.

“i like you, well, because you’re you harry,” you smiled sweetly at him. your simple explanation made him shake his head in disbelief, “that doesn’t even make sense, y/n,” he scoffed.

you frowned at his reaction, “you can just say you don’t like me bac-“ “NO,” he cut off your words, scrambling to find his.

he placed his hands on your shoulders, more for his own emotional stabilty than yours. he rested forehead on top of your head, sighing deeply, he opened his mouth to speak, “i’m just genuinely in shock when you said those things and i can’t believe you’d like someone like me. i think you’re too good for me y/n,”

your laugh filled his ears again, you took his hands on your shoulder and interlaced them with yours, “i’m not too good for you and i hope you know you’re one of the best guys i know. i really do like you harry,” you reassured.

lifting his head, he met your eyes and softened, “i really like you too y/n,” he replied, bringing his lips to yours.

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[8:43PM] “yo- you like me?” you repeated those words to yourself quietly, trying to make sense of the confession hongwon gave you. your best friend of basically your entire life just confessed to you and it was quite honestly hard to believe.

“yes, y/n, i like you,” he confirmed firmly, looking into your eyes. usually unfazed by his strong gaze, you couldn’t look back at him, feeling too shy to meet eyes.

you and hongwon were truly complete opposites, this situation showcasing that; hongwon was never afraid of telling how it is or sharing his opinions. you on the other hand took the time to think about your words, ‘overthinking’ as hongwon always said.

besides that, mutual friends constantly wondered how you two were so close as well, “hongwon is like when you’re at a club at 4am, drunk and covered in the smell of smoke, while y/n is like clean sheets on a sunday morning. they just don’t make sense together,” one of them explained.

“how would we even, how would we work?” you scrambled again with your words.

“we’re already close friends, and if you like me back it won’t be so hard. we can just act like how we usually are,” hongwon replied instantly. he didn’t think twice about what he said, he never did. he wasn’t the type to hide his feelings.

unlike what others believed, hongwon thought you two were perfect for each other. you were his rock, keeping him rational at times, as well as bringing light to his world to enjoy the little things. hongwon for you brought exciting adventures and carefreeness, hongwon encouraged you to live life without a second thought.

hongwon chuckled at the focused expression on your face, he went closer to you, getting rid of the awkward distance between you two. looking down at you, he put his arms around your shoulders, gently pulling you into his chest.

seeing you not hesistate from his touch, he sighed out in relief, “i know you’re thinking pretty hard about this y/n, but i’ll wait for you to make up your mind even if it takes a year,” he said cooly, his chin resting on your head.

again, you were surprised by his words, the hongwon you know was an impatient person, he hated waiting and wasn’t afraid to show it. you were hiding your anxiousness of ruining your friendship that seemed to work out as it is, thoughts of ‘we’re nothing like each other’ ran through your mind. you knew how to hide your nervousness, but hongwon could see right through you.

feeling hongwon’s fingers comb through your hair, a wave of comfort wash over you. you held onto him tighter, his body radiating warmth and your heart beat picking up faster.

being in his arms, you realized your differences didn’t matter. your contrasting personalities complimented each other and in the end, you cared for him and he cared for you. you loved him, and he loved you.

“i like you too hongwon,” you said softly. this time, hongwon held onto you a bit tighter.

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[2:45PM] knocking on the door of his best friend’s house, byeongjae was waiting for haon to let him inside to work on his upcoming album. growing impatient, byeongjae knocked on the door harder, “yah, haon! i know you’re in there!” he called out annoyed.

before he could yell again, the door swung open, but it wasn’t haon, it was you, his younger sister. “oppa, if you bang on the door any louder it’s going to break!” you playfully whined to him, catching him off guard.

“oh, sorry about that y/n. i’m just here for your brother,” byeongjae said nervously, “i know, he said he went out to buy food so you can just wait in the living room,” you allowed him in. slipping off his shoes, byeongjae mentally cursed at himself for acting like a fool within two seconds of seeing you. he didn’t usually care about what other people thought, but he had just a tiny crush on you. well, it wasn’t very tiny but he had to think of in that way, you were his best friend’s younger sister for god’s sake and he didn’t want to encourage any foolish fantasies. 

‘why does she have to be so cute all the time and so nice to me, this is so goddamn annoying,’ byeongjae thought, slumping down on the couch. “have you eaten yet oppa?” you asked with a small smile

“i’m good, thanks,” byeongjae replied shortly, pulling out his phone to avoid talking to you. he didn’t mean to seem cold to you, but he thought if he said more than three words to you, he would mess up and say something stupid. “well, i guess if you need me, i’ll be up in my room. tell haon to save me some lunch when he comes back,” you said, a little disappointed at byeongjae seemed to have no interest in talking to you. he looked at you and nodded, going back to his phone. 

‘fuck, why am i always so emotionless to her?’ he cursed at himself again, seeing you go upstairs.

interrupting his thoughts was haon coming into the house, “come eat y/n before your boyfriend comes over!” he yelled out. byeongjae noticed that haon didn’t realize that he was already waiting for him. ‘boyfriend? y/n is dating someone, why didn’t haon tell me?’ byeongjae thought, feeling bothered by the idea of you being with someone.

“yah! y/n, i’m home with food!” haon said loudly. “oppa, shut up!” you screamed as you rushed down the stairs. still unaware of byeongjae’s presence, haon grinned at his little sister, “why? you don’t want the world to know about your little crush on my hyung?” haon teased. 

“please, just stop talking!” you pushed him over to cover his mouth, “why? it’s not like he’s - oh shit,” because of your shoving, haon could now see into the living room, byeongjae coming into his view. your face heated up in embarrassment, as well as byeongjae’s as he watched the situation.

“haha, this is a bit awkward… right?” haon said laughing in a shaky voice, glancing at the both of you.

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[4:29 am] you heard your phone alarm blaring as your tried to stop it from making noise, it successfully woke you up. you picked up your phone and read the time, it’s fucking 4 in the morning, why is my alarm on? you thought to yourself. you felt a strange emptiness next to you, your usually source of warmth was gone and you frowned deeply. where did he go? before you could think of possible answers to your question, a voice interrupted your thoughts, “love, let’s go see the sunrise together,” harry said gently. still tired, you rubbed your eyes and looked to the direction of his voice, he was rummaging through you two’s luggage and pulled out one of his hoodies.

“you put that alarm on my phone, didn’t you?” you questioned, still slightly annoyed you were woken up at these ungodly hours. “yes i did babe, c’mon, we’re on vacation we have to see the sunset at least once while we’re here,” he said, standing up and walking towards you in bed. he helped you slip into his hoodie and kissed your forehead for nevertheless, agreeing to his idea.

with harry helping you out of the covers, you two then walked shortly out to the balcony in your hotel room. you both stood behind the railing, your back against harry and his arms around your waist. as the sun came up, you felt at ease. “this is nice isn’t it, y/n?” he whispered to you.

yawning, you nodded in agreement. seeing the oranges, yellows, and pinks mixing in the sky as the sun rose was peaceful and calming. you felt the world came at ease with harry, no matter what you were doing with him, as long as you were by his side, you felt complete.

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[6:34PM] patiently scrolling through his phone, jinyoung was waiting for you to finish getting ready. the last thing you told him was that you were finishing up your makeup, but he didn’t mind, he was relaxing on the couch already in his outfit for your best friend’s birthday party.

“okay, i’m ready to go,” you say, jinyoung looks up from his mindless scrolling and holds his breath. you, in front of him, his girlfriend he knew for years was wearing a dress. “holy shit,” he curses, staring at you in shock. he has always seen you in either his oversized hoodies that practically swallow your body or way too large shirts, “damn, oh my god y/n,” he couldn’t stop himself from saying more profanities. seeing your dress hug your curves and your heels that elongated your figure , you were practically glowing. he could swear he heard angelic music playing in the background.

“what…is this too much?” you say nervously, looking at yourself in the mirror in your living room. you push back a strand of hair behind your ear and look down at jinyoung, “no, y/n, i’m just… so not used to you like this,” he says, getting up from his seat and walking towards you.

he takes his hand and places it on the side of your face, “you look so so beautiful y/n, i actually can’t handle how perfect you look right now,” he says grinning widely. you can see in his eyes how genuinely in love he is with you.

your face heats up at his words and you laugh at his reaction. you kiss his cheek lightly, “thanks my jinnie,” which causes his face to turn red at the nicknname you give him. grabbing your purse, you walk towards the door to leave your apartment, leaving a stunned loopy in the living room.

“hurry up! we’re gonna be late if you keep staring,” you say teasingly, still aware of his infatuation with your unfamiliar attire.

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[11:15PM] ‘he’s so beautiful’ you thought for probably the hundredth time while staring at the sideview of your boyfriend. restless but wanting to spend time with each other outside the house, you and wonjae decided to drive to god knows where. it was calming and peaceful, soft r&bmusic that filled the car added to the ambiance and accompanied the beauty of the night sky.

“just take a photo, i can feel you staring at my face, jagi,” he teased, one hand on the wheel while the other was tightly holding yours.

you blushed at his words and turned away to stare out at the stars from your window, “you know what’s crazy,” you began, wonjae responding back with a low “hmm?”

“you still make me nervous, even though we’ve been dating for almost two years now. sometimes when i’m looking at your face, i lose my breath and i can’t believe this handsome, famous rapper that’s has thousands of girls chasing after him is in front of me and is my boyfriend,” you ramble on.

“i would never want it any other way, my love,” he said warmly. til the depths of the night, you both continued to drive slow and share the never ending thoughts that ran through the both of your minds.

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[7:45 AM] taking out the bag of strawberry candy from his backpack, haon placed it neatly on your desk, smiling with satisfaction. haon wasn’t afraid to show affection towards you, sure you were just a crush to him, but he was genuinely trying his best to charm you.

haon remembered the conversation you two had after his confession a few days ago, “you’re a sweet guy haon oppa, but i don’t know if i feel the same way towards you,” you said nicely. “wow y/n, even the way you reject me is so pretty,” he complimented. you blushed at his words, looking away from his direction in embarrassment. “yah, stop it, i just rejected you, how can you still act like this?” you said, attempting to keep your cool.

“i’m pretty stubborn y/n, haven’t you noticed? i like you a lot and i just want you to see that i’ll do anything to win you over,” haon said simply. you sighed, but were slightly impressed by his efforts. “just give me a week and i know you’ll be mine by the end of it,” he said confidently.

smirking at the memory, his face brightened when he saw you walk into the classroom. other students, had to unstack their chairs before class started, but unlike the others, yours was always unstacked ever since you and haon were assigned to sit next to each other.

“good morning y/n,” haon greeted as you came to your seat, “good morning oppa. thanks for taking my chair again,” you gave him a smile. sitting down, you looked at the candy on top of your desk, the smile on your face growing. you picked up the bag of sweets and read the sticky note on top of it,

roses are red

violets are blue

i hope this helps me win your heart

bc what else would i do without you?

your one and only hoanie oppa <3

reading the cheesy poem made your face grow red. “ah, thank you oppa. you’re too sweet,” you managed to say. seeing your teacher coming in to start class, you put your candy in your backpack, swiftly grabbing two, one for yourself and another to give to haon.

as per usual, throughout the morning classes, haon quietly entertained you during the mind-numbing lectures with funny side comments and wrote sweet little words on your notes. even though it was quite cheesy, you were slowly falling for the fluffy haired boy next to you.

your last teacher for the morning finished their lesson and announced it was time for lunch. you and haon both stood up like the rest of the class, eager to finally take a break.

“how’s my progress going?” haon said playfully with a grin. looking up at him, you thought about how thoughtful and caring he was to you, not to mention he was pretty cute and funny. all very good aspects of a potential boyfriend. “you’re doing pretty well i must say,” without skipping a beat, you gave him a chaste kiss on the cheek, turning around and walking to lunch, leaving him in shock.

realizing what just happened, haon grew flustered and caught himself stuck in the moment. seeing you already out the classroom, he called out, “wait for me y/n!” running to catch up with you.

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[2:37AM] feeling empty and lonely in bed, you got out and walked to the room next door. it was siyoung’s studio, you knew better not to bother him, but your restless mind felt otherwise.

you knocked on the door softly, “come in,” you heard him say. opening the door carefully, you took a peek in his direction to see his back hunching towards his screen, chewing on his thumb that was against his chin.

“what do you want?” he said in a slightly harsh tone, you walked up to him sighing, “i can’t sleep hongsi,” you said using his nickname.

“i don’t understand how i can help you with that right now,” he replied, clicking away on his monitor. you frowned but you also knew he didn’t like to be disturbed while he was busy in work, “okay, sorry,” you whispered, not wanting to interrupt even more. after staring at him just for a little bit, you patted his shoulder as a way of signaling you were leaving.

“baby, wait,” he said grabbing your hand before you walked away. he spun around in his chair and looked up at you standing in front of him, he frowned deeply at the pout on your face. “i’m sorry, you know how i’m just in my own world when i’m working right? are you okay my y/n?” he said while rubbing circles into your hand. you nodded, “i just can’t sleep hongsi,”

“c’mere,” he pulled you towards him and helped you straddle onto his lap, having your chests up against each other as you rested your head on his shoulder and wrapped your hands around his waist.

you both took a moment to get lost in each other’s eyes. then siyoung gave a soft kiss against your lips, cupping your face with his hand, he kissed both of your cheeks, kissed your droopy eyes, and then finally pressed his lips against your forehead.

“there’s really no better feeling in the world than being so close to you y/n,” he murmured into your hair.

feeling at ease against your warmth, he went back to working on his music, smiling as he heard your breathing become soft and even.

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[2:48PM] tapping your fingers on the counter, you were stressed waiting for the large amount of iced americanos and iced lattes your boss asked you to buy and pick up. today was your first day as an assistant for ambition musik, more so for the artists that worked there. although you weren’t necessarily interested in working for one of the most famous korean hip hop labels, when your uncle offered you the job, your broke college student self would’ve been insane to turn it down.

‘if only i woke up on time i could’ve gotten everything so much earlier,’ you mentally cursed yourself. the first thing your uncle asked you to grab drinks for the rappers at the studio, it seemed easy enough for your first task. you were nervously looking at the time on your phone, ‘he said their meeting would end at 3:00pm, god, i don’t have much time,’ you bit your lip out of nervous habit.

“your coffee is ready miss!” you heard the cashier call out to you. sighing in relief, you hurried to pick up the drinks. thank god they gave you carriers for the drinks. using one hand to grab each carrier, you gave the workers a polite smile and a quick nod as a thank you.

still in a hurry, you turned around quickly, almost bumping into a tall man in front of you, “woah, slow down there,” a deep voice said, holding up his hands to slow you down.

you almost lost your balance, but he quickly grabbed your arms, supporting the drinks in your hands. “you have a lot there, you don’t want to spill all your drinks,” he said, realizing his arms were still on you.

“ah, i’m sorry,” you straighten up, thankful nothing fell over. “i’m just in a rush to get to my new job, thank you for helping me,” you bowed slightly, trying to walk away.

“hey, i know you,” he said, stopping you in your tracks, “huh, how?” you replied back, slightly regretting that your curiosity would make you even later.

“you’re the new assistant the quiett hyung hired right?” he said.

‘how does he know uncle donggab’ you thought. “uhm, i am, but am i supposed to know you?” you said a bit rudely, you were still running on close timing and didn’t want to waste any more by talking with a stranger.

“i’m changmo, could you not recognize me?” he questioned, you looked up at him at his face. you had to admit, his smile was cute but that name and face just didn’t ring a bell, “i’m sorry... should i?” you said, your head tilting slightly.

he chuckled at your reaction, he was honestly finding you pretty cute for being so clueless. he looked at the drinks that were still in your hand and picked up one of the iced coffees, “hey! that’s for the people i work for!” you protested, but not being able to stop him with your full hands.

“i’m pretty sure one of these drinks are for me y/n,” he took a sip, “i’m a rapper at ambition, hyung showed us your picture so we could be familiar with your face. you’re much more adorable in person,” he said simply, grinning down at you.

before you could open your mouth, he grabbed one of the drink carriers, “let’s go y/n, we don’t want to be late,” changmo teased, signaling you to walk with him out the cafe.

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[8:42PM] “look, baby, if you keep squirming around, this is gonna turn out shitty,” you scolded hyunwoong.

you were teasing him for his new tattoo idea, he wanted the word ‘baby’ on his knuckles. you weren’t anyone to judge, previously giving way more lame tattoos to drunk customers at your old job, but now you took your career seriously. you were stern on inking only art with meaning for your customers and it seemed like with bloo, he was making a fool of your talents.

“look y/n, just let me be happy, i know you’ll make it look good and it’s meaningful to me,” he said, defending his decisions. you rolled your eyes at him playfully and continued the second B on his ring finger, wiping off the excess residue when you were satisfied.

“are you almost done?” hyunwoong groaned, it was evident from seeing his arms that he was used to the pain of tattoos, but he would at least be tipsy during those. with you however, you were strictly against him drinking alcohol during his session because of how messy it would be.

“just one more, do you want to take a break?” you said, hyunwoong stared up from the floor at you and caught himself feeling shy by your gaze at him and becoming aware you’ve been holding his hand the whole time. “no, it’s fine, just finish,” he said, looking away.

what hyunwoong never told you was that he had a little crush on you, actually scratch that, a pretty huge crush on you. he found you cool for not taking anyone’s shit and having pride in your work, not to mention he would catch himself staring at you whenever you were working on him. but he would never admit that to you, at least not sober.

lost in his thoughts, it was interrupted when you finally announced you were done. “you know,” you paused, wrapping his fingers in plastic, “if you think i’m that pretty, maybe ask me on a date,” you said nonchalantly, looking back at him with a small smirk.

feeling himself get nervous, he tried to look away again, “do you want to grab dinner?” he asked, his voice wavering. “yes, i’d like that hyunwoong,” you replied with a smile.

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[10:43PM] random bursts of laughter came from the both of you throughout the night because of the low rated rom-com you both chose to watch. empty chip bags and beer cans were littered all across jinyoung’s apartment. 

you were having a sleepover that was always planned whenever jinyoung was untied from the studio and you were free from your studies and part-time job. nights like these made you feel like kids again, you had all the time in the world to catch up on each other’s lives and just enjoy the presence of the other.

absorbing yourself in the body warmth of jinyoung, he hated wearing a shirt for some reason, was comforting and familiar. he felt like home to you with his arms snug around your shoulder, the side of your face pressed against his chest. 'best friends cuddle with each other… right?’ was all you could think of. you were so close to him, it was too easy to hear the melodic beating of his heart, it was soothing even. it was obvious you weren’t paying attention to the silly punchlines in front of you anymore, instead, your mind was busy pondering about the disheveled-haired boy you were laying on.

quickly realizing you weren’t laughing along with him to the cheesy and predictable banter, he looked down at you, you fingers were mindlessly trailing up and down his chest, “that tickles y/n,” jinyoung spoke, breaking your thoughts.

you quickly stopped your hand, instead just resting it on his bare abdomen. “are you okay? you haven’t been paying attention for like the past 15 minutes, i feel bad for laughing at that guy that got dumped by myself,” he tried to joke, but you could tell his voice was laced with concern.

“i’m just thinking,” you said quietly. you didn’t know why your voice wasn’t above a whisper, treating what you were saying would cause everything around you to crumble. “about what?” jinyoung replied, reaching for the remote to pause the movie. it wasn’t important for him anymore, he wanted to give his full attention to you.

moments passed in comfortable silence, jinyoung growing impatient opened his mouth again, “y/n, did i do something wrong? tell me,” his voice pleading, his eyes finding yours through his messy bangs.

you didn’t know when you fell for jinyoung; maybe it was when he insisted to share his umbrella with you on the walk home, shielding you from the pouring rain, or it could’ve been the time when he chose to keep you company through the depths of night to study for your final exams, or perhaps when he shared the very first track he was proud of, proud enough to show for the one person’s opinion he genuinely cared about. 

sitting up and placing yourself a small distance from jinyoung, you took a deep breath, looking down at your hands in your lap, “i think i like you and i can’t stop thinking about it. i’m sorry if i just ruined our whole friendship and made things complicated and i understand if yo-“ your rambling was cut off by jinyoung swiftly reaching out and placing his hand on your cheek, bringing you closer to him.

feeling each other’s breaths on your lips, you were stunned to see jinyoung so near. it wasn’t the first time you’ve seen each other up close, it wouldn’t even be the first time you guys kissed, remembering you two were each other’s with the excuse that you both didn’t want to enter high school without knowing how to properly kiss. but this closeness was different.

“i like you too y/n. actually no, i’m in love with you,” he said softly, his thumb now rubbing your cheek.

jinyoung himself didn’t know how he fell for you; was it the time when you supported him from the start for his musical career when no one else did? maybe when you held his hand while getting his first tattoo and made you pinky promise to not tell anyone of his cowardly response to the needles, but it also might’ve been the moment when you were able to see him live out his dreams for the first time, performing for his fans. although it was only a handful during that time, you were always there in support for him, no matter how small or large the crowd was.

and with that, you leaned forward, pressing your lips against his softly. the kiss started out gently, both afraid of messing up and testing the waters to see how much the other improved. your tongues quickly became needy to taste each other, you both practically were dreaming of this moment to finally happen. jinyoung’s hands moved down to pull you closer to him by the waist, your hands moving to his bare shoulders. finally having to pull away to catch your breaths, he rested his forehead against yours, his grip tightening as if you would disappear in front of him.

“i really love you y/n,” jinyoung said breathlessly.

“i really love you too jinyoung,”

it didn’t matter who or how you loved each other, the only thing that did was how easy love came to you two. how familiar it was, how naturally it came.

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hiiiiii my loves, so i just wanted to say i’ve gotten everyone’s requests and read them. i’m halfway through some things and have just looked at others, lol.... but anyways i just wanted to say i’m a bit busy (with work, studying, life, etcc) rn so posts are gonna churn out slowly so i’m thinking of just queuing old posts to have at least something for y’all to see

thank you for supporting me! i appreciate all your kind words as well❤️❤️❤️

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