#changkyun is just eyeing him down tho-

[sundropdaevon]

IM CHANGKYUN - CONFESSION

he's just chill

was probably enjoying being single until he got a glance at you in a hotel he was staying at for vacation

boi was hooked

he tried to follow you in the midst of the hotel bar's crowd

then, he caught up to you

grabbing your wrist and twirling you around as the music was matching the atmosphere between you two

that's when he truly fell for you

yeah, cliche but its the romantic side of kyunnie, c'mon!

so from there, he tried to ask you out

you didn't have anything tying you down to say no to him, so you said yes (i swear if you'd say no to him grrr)

starting from that night, you two always went out on dates

he was trying to get to know you and you the same

and everytime, he falls for you even harder

he'd become clingy and would start to joke and tease you

you could say that from all those dates you had with him, he had built up his confidence to really ask you out to court you until you agree to become his

hed probably realize that when he's on a date with you tho

then hed suddenly say, "oh y/n, i have somewhere else i need to be"

you'd be shocked because of the speed when he ran out the doors

youd be there dumbfounded and just paid for the bill and went home

After a few weeks, hed be out of reach most of the time

Yeah, another cliche romantic stupidity, but how else can Changkyun prepare if you're going to keep buzzing his phone

So, he has no choice but to turn it off frequently within the whole week

Also, for sure he's going to choose to talk to you rather than achieving his main goal to surprise you

And then, he called

You were surprised to see his name with the ringing on your phone

You answered it and he told you to come to the hotel where you first met, but this time, the event hall

You knew it was an event, so you went there all dressed up, right for the occassion that awaited you

When you got to the doors of the event hall, you looked around the room

Flowers were scattered, lights were dimmed, only the fairy lights remained on

And in front of you was a carpet leading to the man behind all this

IM CHANGKYUN

you started walking towards him and he did too

You both met in the middle of the isle-like way, now staring intensely at each others eyes

You could feel the love that Kyunnie has for you, that luring stare, the agaped lips, and his whole outfit just matching everything

As you observed him, breaking the staring contest you two had, eyes wandering to his hands

From observation, you could tell that he's nervous

You took his hands out of initiative and carressed them

He couldn't talk, so you tried to guide him

"So, what were you going to say to me?"

"Uhm, uhhh...i- i"

"You?...what?"

"Damn it! I like you y/n!"

"Yeah, seems like it"

"Do you not like me too?" Boi would start to have tears in his eyes, so far from the character that he wants to embed in your mind

"Is this why you were not answering my calls and messages?" You tried to avoid the question, somehow teasing IM because you were seizing the moment on him

"You're avoiding the question, you must not like me back...that's okay I can just pack up and you can bring home the food i prepared and maybe can we just go back to being fri-"

You cut him off, making his eyes widen and body frozen

"Screw it, stop talking! I like you too!" You shouted and kissed him intensely like you were so pissed from his babbling

Within the kiss, you could feel his hands go through your hair then on your neck and another to your waist, pulling you closer

You both then broke off with the kiss and gave each other reassuring smiles that this wasn't a dream, this was real

[onlyseokmins]

okay first, in response to you @ anon, you are not terrified, don't even lie. and he does probably think all men are like him. if only we were so lucky?? pls be feral more on the TL esp if it's gonna be about shownu. i would like to hear your headcanon about his favorite position?

HAJSJSS I am fr tho, man is packing a whole third leg down there God bless 🫡 but no really, at least it's what makes us appreciate Shownu more. His sweet naivety makes me wanna bite him 😩

Absolutely noted queen ❤️ I'm supposed to be sleeping but I couldn't resist this answering this before I pass out.

I def think intimacy is a BIG thing w/ him. Idk if I can see him being all that into any super wild stuff. Like he prolly would let you steer the show more often than not. Any crazy new things are usually your idea brought up first. Definitely strikes me as a service top 😳

I think lotus position would be a fav of his. The subtle differences in how you could ride or grind against him vs him helping you bounce on his cock all while being pressed together and extremely close... Definitely a huge fan of intense eye contact. And wrapping his arms around you.

Foreplay is a huge must. And necessary lmaooo. He prolly likes to set the mood. Like maybe you're just spooning and cuddling first and then his hands will wander. Definitely will want to finger you quite often in this position before easing his cock inside.

I can also see missionary being another position he favors just because of the intimate connection and atmosphere it creates. AND EYE CONTACT. He prolly loves a lot of little kisses and love pecks while he's thrusting into you. I think he tends to lean towards vanilla and "making love" rather than just crazy fucking like changkyun (who I think is a kinky lil shit).

It's a slow burn scorch kind of intensity rather than a fiery, wild rush. Two extreme ends of the passion bar, that's where he tends to lay. Absolutely knows how to work you up to an incredible high and he won't hold back, never denying you of your release. No he prolly draws it out even more and longer til you're legs are shaking and trembling.

[starryjeekies]

~ Fair Play ~

Pairing: i.m x gn!reader

Genre: smut(?)

Summary: after a fun night with Changkyun, it leads you to a conversation to keeping the fun going. you two get to know what each other likes and your limits.

Warnings: suggestive, mentions of knifeplay, choking, use of daddy/sir/master, sub!reader, dom!i.m, mainly just a conversation with light foreplay

Words: 1.4k

A/N: hello there! a while ago i had asked on twt for prompts and idols and here’s one my gf had requested from me. decided to post the promt even tho I don’t have the og list anymore but I’m open to prompts! send me an ask for a request ^^

“Was the drive fine?” I.M asks you, taking your coat for you after you step into his home.

“It was fine, rainy, but the roads weren't terrible.” You tell him, setting your bag on his coffee table.

“Well you came just in time, dinner is almost ready.” He smirks slightly, heading back into the kitchen.

“Do you cook dinner for all of your friends with benefits or am I just special?” You ask him, following him into his black and steel kitchen.

“I’ve had fuck buddies, but never a friends with benefits.” He cocks his eyebrow up slightly, putting on oven mitts. “I actually have a friendship with who I’m fucking.”

“I don’t think Jooheon had any idea we would have fucked each other.” You state, sitting on the island in the middle of the kitchen. “I don’t think anyone did, honestly.”

“I’ll never forget the shock on his face when he saw you crawling to the bathroom the next morning.” He laughs slightly, grabbing the pizza from the oven to let it cool. “He looked like he caught his parents in the bedroom.”

“Well it was his bandmate and his best foreign friend, I guess that’s close enough.” You shrug, thinking back to last week when you woke up in Changkyun’s bed after a night of heavy drinking with Monsta X. “Still don’t remember how it started, the earliest thing that came back to me was you pulling down my underwear.”

“Neither do I, but it did end up being a good time.” He smirks, turning to you and placing hands on either side of your thighs. “Let’s hope we still fuck that good when we’re sober.”

You chuckle lightly, snaking your arms around his neck to bring him closer. “I think we will since we’ll know what we’re doing and can gauge what each other likes.”

“And what do you like?” He cocks his head to the side slightly, watching as your eyes look at him somewhat sensually.

“Mm,” You start, trying to think about what you typically enjoy. “Well I’m not vanilla by any means. I’m a bit of a masochist, can be known to be a switch, but I love being put into submission.”

He seems to be drinking this up, looking at you with slightly lidded eyes as his hand reaches up to cup the back of your neck. “Interesting, so what you’re saying is that we can actually have fun.”

“Exactly, and the fun will never stop because I’m down to try almost anything.” You tell him, playing with the collar of his shirt.

He chuckles to himself, and when you feel his fingers start to grab at your hair, you feel the anticipation building up. He tugs lightly, moving you just enough so your neck is more exposed to him as his lips barely graze your flesh. “Do you have hard limits?”

“Let me ask you this: Was that supposed to hurt?” You watch as his lips curl into a sadistic smile before the grip on your hair is tighter and he simultaneously tips your head back but brings your body closer so your chests are brushing against each other. The gasp that leaves your lips only darken his gaze on you as he continues the ghostly assault on your neck. “Safe words are put in place when I do have my limits.”

“We can definitely establish a safe word.” He mumbles before leaving a feathery kiss underneath your jaw before pulling away completely to focus back on the pizza. “How about pineapple?”

“On the pizza?” You ask, before hopping down to stand next to him. “Are you going to want to fuck me still if I give you my honest answer?”

“You sure do bounce back fast.” He remarks, seeing how you look practically unfazed by his previous actions. “Good to know. And no, not about the pizza, the safeword.”

“Oh, yeah pineapple works for a safeword.” You state, watching him cut into the pizza. “The only things I won’t try or do are watersports or knife play. Still have a scar on my hip from one of my past partners.” You lift up your shirt and down the waistband of your pants slightly to reveal a long white scar leading up your side.

“Oh, ouch. Yeah, no, I’m with you on those. They don’t appeal to me in the slightest.” Once he cuts up the pizza, he hands you a white plate to grab whichever pieces you liked first.

“Yeah, safe to say we didn’t fuck after that.” You say, grabbing two pieces and sitting back up on the island, watching as he grabs his two pieces and says a small blessing before chowing down. After getting halfway done with your first piece, you ask, “So what about you? What can I expect from our sexual encounters?”

He huffs slightly, trying to finish the bite in his mouth. “I tend to be very dominant, very possessive. I like to mark anywhere I can, hold anywhere I can, including choking.”

“Do you know how to choke properly?”

“Blood flow, not airway.”

“Good boy, proceed.”

He chuckles to himself slightly at your concern and quick recovery. “I also don’t mind Daddy or Sir, either are fine.”

“Mhm,” You nod, leaning back slightly while taking in his appearance. “While both are good, what about Master?”

The low groan that erupts from his throat has you proud of the effect you’ve started to have on him. He sets his plate down on the counter and struts to you slowly, watching as you set down your plate as well. He pulls your body closer to him by your knees, bringing your hips together abruptly. The sudden contact brings a quick and surprised moan past your lips as you look down at his erection that’s just starting to poke through his pants. “No one has ever used that title before.”

“Then I’m privileged to be the first, Master.” Your fingers drag down his jawline, taking in just how handsome I.M really is.

“You don’t want to know what will happen if you keep calling me that, baby.” While Changkyun has amazing self restraint, you can hear the slight desperation in his husky voice to be able to take you right there and now.

“Oh yeah?” You giggle sweetly, not breaking eye contact with him. “What happens if I do this?” As soon as you finish the punctuation of your question, you grind your crotch against his and feel proud at the hiss that comes through his teeth.

His chocolate eyes are dark and menacing with lust as he stares at you. You’re greeted back with the rapper easily finding your rhythm and matching it, matching your pace of bouncing back from sexual surprises. “I take it you’re also a huge tease and like foreplay, huh, baby?”

“Foreplay is the best fun about it.” You smirk, gripping one shoulder while your other hand rests against his chest. You can feel how hard his heart is beating right now. “How am I supposed to be excited for sex if I don’t have any anticipation as to what’s to come?”

“Are you anticipating what’s to come tonight?” He licks his pink lips tantalizingly, watching as you bite yours in response.

“I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t.” You coo, seeing his Adam's apple bob in his throat, trying to figure out what to do with you. “What do you want to do to me, Master?”

“I want you to hang tight.” His hands grip your thighs tightly and pick you up easily. You wrap your legs around him while you both forget about the pizza. He starts leaving warm and wet kisses on your neck while he carries you. “Important question,” He starts in between kisses. “What are your feelings on rope?”

“As long as you have the good kind, I’m at your mercy.” You mumble out, pulling his lips closer to your neck by his thick black hair.

“Good.” He knocks your bag off of the coffee table and lays you flat on your back. His hands linger on your thighs while he plants a fervent kiss to your lips before he stands up and walks back to his bedroom.

You lie there, slightly breathless, as you connect two and two together. “You are not tying me to this coffee table!”

You watch as he emerges with the neatly tied black rope in his hands, a playful smirk on his lips as he looks down at you. “Watch me.”

[foenixs]

CIX AND MX MTL TO HAVE A BREEDING KINK PLS imsodownbad

I already wrote a breeding kink reaction for CIX so I wrote this one for MX

Monsta X Mtl have a breeding kink

most

Minhyuk

Wonho

Kihyun

Changkyun

Shownu

Hyungwon

least

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Minhyuk - ofc our puppy Min is the most breedable of them all, like what's the point in even fucking him at all if you're not gonna fill him up good?! absolutely loves the dirty sounds when you go for a second round and fuck your cum deeper into him and he loves the tickling feeling of having cum run down his leg

Wonho - I think to him it's just a very loving gesture, like it makes you two feel even more connected. he loves to have as much of you inside of him as possible and the thought that some of you stays inside him even after you pull out makes him feel all giddy and warm inside

Kihyun - I think that once he gets really riled up he'll spit out all kinds of dirty things and begs (in the heat of the moment), one of them being that you cum inside of him. but immediately after he comes down from his high he'll be annoyed cause "it's so dirty and messy" and you have to spank him to remind him that it was HIS idea

Changkyun - might want you to try using a cum strap some time, but I don't think he's super into the idea of being bred, he just wants to have tried it out before he makes up his mind about it. when he falls deep into little space tho (which isn't very often), he'll quietly ask you to fill him up with the biggest puppy eyes

Shownu, Hyungwon - I just can't see them being into this type of stuff, it's just messy and weird to them and they don't see the appeal. I think Shownu might be up for tring it, but only to make you happy and he'd be honest afterwards and tell you that this just isn't his thing

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[bunkyung]

Paring : Jungmo X Reader

Summary : You are IM's younger sister and you start secret dating trainee Jungmo. You're secret gets out, and not in the way you hoped.

Warnings : Just fluff really.

Requested : No

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                "I have to go Noona!"

          "I know, I know, just one more please?" Jungmo rolled his eyes at me.

            "Last time I was late because your one more turned into a couple more."

         "That is not my fault." I stated defensively. I pout and look at Jungmo again. He sighs and gives in. He gave me a soft peck and started trying to leave. I whined and went in for another one.

          "Yah!" He started laughing at me. 

          "Your supposed to be the responsible one, telling me to go early to practice."

        "I just want to kiss my cute boyfriend... I won't see him for a couple days," I sigh as I let go. He looks at me and brings me back into a hug, giving me another peck.

           "I'm sorry that we have to hide our relationship, Noona. Maybe I could-."  I quickly stop him.

              "Shush. I knew when we started that I would have to let you do your needed things and I wouldn't be able to be with you all the time. You're right. I need to kick you to practice, okay? Practice hard and I'll see you in a few days, okay?" I hug Jungmo one more time. He hugs me back and kisses my head.       

               "I'll see you in a couple days Noona."

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                    "Noona! You're here early." Jungmo made sure that the door would open again before coming over to me and sitting next to me.

           "I'm always here when the boys need to work and don't want me in the studio or practice room. The roof is my friend at this point, Mo." He chuckled and maneuvered behind me and pulled me into his chest.

         "I know it's not the best view tho. No sunrise or sunset." He chuckled and kissed my head.

          "Any view is okay when I have you to look at to make it better." I laughed and lightly slapped his thigh. We sat there for awhile just spending time together.

          "Jungmo.." I turned in his arms to look at him. He hummed and looked down at me.

        "Should we tell Changkyun before he accidentally finds out?" Jungmo looked like he was thinking.

         "Whenever your ready to tell your brother, I'm sure I'll be ready." I kiss him softly.

           "How are you the best boyfriend ever? Like you just don't have any flaws." He laughed and kissed my forehead.      

                  "Thank you Noona."

           "Excuse me I want more kisses, thank you." He snorted at that.

           "I am giving you kisses. See?" He kissed my nose quickly and gave a few kisses to my neck.

      "You know what I mean Koo Jungmo!" I said sternly. He chuckled and gave me some more cute kisses. I put my legs over his so we sat facing each other. I carefully cupped his face in my hands.

             "Don't freak out please but I need to say this. Koo Jungmo, I'm in love with you." I stared in his eyes, silently telling him to say it back so I don't make a fool of myself. Jungmo takes a minute but finally he takes my arms and pulls us together to give me a proper kiss. We break away after a minute, and while trying to catch our breath, he whispers against my lips.

       "I'm in love with you too Y/N." I giggle and pull him in for more kisses.

                 "YAH!" Me and Jungmo jump apart and snap our heads to where the shouting came from. There, standing in front of the door that he had opened without us hearing, was Changkyun. The one person I didn't want to have caught me with Jungmo, the dreaded brother protectiveness will be coming soon.

             "What do you think you're doing young lady? And what do you think your doing with my little sister kid?" Jungmo looks at him like a deer caught in headlights.

"What are you doing up here when you should be practicing?" I question him, trying to reach another topic. Changkyun ignores my question and walks over to us, pulling Jungmo up. He starts marching him to the door, and I run after them.    

             "Where are you going?"

          "This kid is one of the ones about to debut I'm assuming, and he's using his lunch to playing tonsil hockey with you. I'm taking him where he needs to go." I ran in front of them and pushed Changkyun to a stop. I pry his hand off of Jungmo's arm and kinda pull him behind me.

"I'm sorry but if you had a girlfriend, you'd be taking your free time to hang out with her. You don't get to decide what he does during lunch or not. I think he should be able to go up to the roof if he wants to at lunch."

          "That's exactly right, IF I had a girlfriend. I don't." He tried grabbing Jungmo but I hit his hand away lightly.

        "Stop it! This is exactly why I never told you. You're being unreasonable. So what if Jungmo is about to debut? We both knew the consequences coming into this relationship." I feel Jungmo slip his arms around my waist.

"What if he's using you to get to me? What if he just wants pointers from me or something?"

          "Don't you dare say that. Not everything evolves around you. Can't he just like me because he likes me?" I shake my head at him and turn to Jungmo.

          "Come on. I'm walking you to the cafeteria because I'm a good girlfriend." Changkyun calls after us but I ignore him and tell Jungmo to do the same.

         "Noona, if this is gonna hurt your relationship with your brother.."

             "No it's not, Jungmo. But he's acting like a child, so I'll treat him like one. I'll just talk to the older boys too."

He nods his head and we walk in silence for awhile. Jungmo stops me and pushes me against the wall softly.

           "You know I'm dating you cause you make me happy, and you're so beautiful and talented. I'm not trying to get ahead in the game, but I'm actually interested in you as a person?" I nod softly and look around before pecking his lips.

          "I know. And you know I'm with you cause you are the cutest and you always make me laugh, and not because you are about to be this new, hotshot rookie?" He laughs and nods.

        "I do know." We give each other one more kiss, and continue our way to the cafeteria. We stop at the doors and I let go of his hand.

"I need to get back to the practice room. You go in and try to eat something quick so you have energy for practice." Jungmo grabbed my hand and squeezed it.

            "Okay. And please don't die because I still have to take you on a proper first date." I giggled and nodded.

                       "Bye."

           "Bye." I walk away from him and heard the laughs of the other trainees when he opened the doors to the cafeteria. The whole way back to Monsta X practice room, I dreaded what Changkyun or the boys might say.

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[sub-hoshi-enthusiast]

Yeah in case everyone forgot, this is in fact a writing blog 😐 I'm sorry for not posting in so long, I was just in this weird writers block for a while 😔 anyways, enjoy :)

Monsta X reaction to somnophilia

Shownu

As the leader of a group of 5 rambunctious man-children (well, more like 4, kihyun isn't as much of a handful) he tends to be exhausted by the time he comes home but at the same time he wants to be able to get intimate with you so he finds himself in a lil bit of a conundrum. Once he stumbles upon somnophilia he honestly doesn't know why he hadn't thought of it sooner. So one night when he gets home, he finds you in the bedroom reading a book and flops down beside you. He starts to leave a trail of lazy kisses along your neck and talks about the new thing he learned. You don't need to be asked twice before you're palming the bulge in his pants as he slowly starts to doze off. His voice ends up getting higher in pitch as he falls asleep, his hips constantly jerking up into your touch. He's in the same boat as Wonho in the sense that he wants you to mark him up so he can see them the next morning. The soreness he feels in his bones when he drags himself out of bed in the morning makes him even crazier for you if that were even possible. All in all he loves you more than life itself and the fact you can use him whenever you want turns him on a lot. 

Wonho

You'd have to be crazy to think he wouldn't be into this. Wonho's is so sweet and pliant and just willing to do anything for you at the drop of a hat so you like to treat him sometimes without him having to worry about pleasuring you. The best way to do that is to take care of him when he's sleeping. He looks so cute with his lil cheek squished against his pillow, his shorts riding up to show off even more of his lovely thighs so you can't really stop yourself from being all over him. His favorite thing is when you leave marks all over him while he's sleeping; hickeys that cover his chest, thighs, and neck and well as red lines from your nails raking over his skin or small bruises from where you squeeze him particularly hard. He loves to wake up to the lovely ache all over his skin and he's pleasantly surprised when he looks in the mirror and sees how you've marked him as your own without his knowledge. He'll get all giddy and stare at the marks for hours if he can cause he loves them so much :,))

Minhyuk

Poor puppy can never seem to take his mind off of you, especially when he was sleeping apparently. Of course you loved having intimate time with your boyfriend but you were a little less than enthusiastic when it was at three am and you had to get up for work in four hours. You were suddenly reminded of the conversation you had had with Minhyuk last week, when he told you if he ended up bothering you when you were sleeping with his "problems" (since it happened more often than you would think) you could use him to tire his body out since that seems to be the only way his past partners had been able to solve it. That was what led you to edging his unconscious body four times before deciding to let him cum. It definitely helped diffuse the situation but you couldn't help yourself, he just looks and sounds so pretty moaning for you. It's not like he'd ever stop you from doing it. If the way he came as soon as he woke up to his cock in your mouth was any indication, you were certain he liked it too. Sometimes when he's just starting to wake up in the middle of a session you like to tease him because his brain is so fuzzy he can only chant one phrase over and over. Like if you say "You're my sweet lil puppy, aren't you baby? Such a whore, letting me use your body like this." He'll end up in an endless loop of saying "Your sweet puppy! Your slutty little puppy!" Over and over again until you finally let him cum. You'd be lying if you said you hadn't taken a picture or two before 👀

Kihyun

Not only does he enjoy it, he encourages you to. How can you possibly resist someone so pretty and pliant just waiting to be used?? On the days he gets home before you, he'll make sure to put on some pretty lingerie before falling asleep for you to find when you start running your hands all over his body. It really is impossible to resist him then. You also found out that you could make him start to cry even when he's asleep and you've made it your mission to watch him do it every time after that. His eyes will be closed, some pretty lace adorning his body as his body twitches and spasms in your grasp and after edging him for a little while you see the tears start to trail beautifully down his cheeks and you're certain you've never seen him look more beautiful. He'll be hella embarrassed when he wakes up and feels the tears on his face and he'll jerk his head to the side and bury it into the pillow so you can't see the beauty of his tears which is slightly disappointing but his embarrassed whines make up for it.

Hyungwon

Oh my god he's the biggest slut for somnophilia. There is nothing he wants more than to wake up to the feeling of your strap thrusting into him, his orgasm washing over him as he struggles to comprehend what's happening in the world around him. He loves when you use his body for your own pleasure so he encourages you to use it whenever you want. He also doesn't like being woken up in the middle of the night for anything so it's better for both parties if you just do what you want and let him sleep. And his little whines and whimpers when he's sleeping are even cuter somehow?? It's mostly because when he's awake he's embarrassed by his own noises so he tends to keep them down, but when he's sleeping he no longer has control over how vocal he is so he'll whimper and squirm with the lightest touch. You'll be lightly trailing your fingertips over his inner thighs, watching his breathing pick up before you rake your nails down the sensitive skin just to hear his sweet whimpers as his body jerks under you. He's the prettiest like that so who are you to pass up that opportunity?

Jooheon

I don't know why but I can imagine him being a lil bit of a sleep talker, like if you talk to him when he's sleeping he'll say something back even tho he isn't awake so when you start touching him when he's asleep he'll start babbling even tho he isn't really conscious. You could be touching him and he'll start whining and squirming and if you ask him "How does this feel baby? Knowing I can use your body like my own little toy whenever I want to, huh?" And he'll just start babbling about how good you feel and how much he likes it and it's all kinda slurred together because he isn't awake but it's super fucking cute so you love to do it. Jooheon does enjoy waking up to you playing with him, telling him what a sweet boy he is for you and praising him nonstop. And he already cums relatively quickly but he's so much more sensitive when he's asleep so by the time he wakes up you've already made him cum like three times but he doesn't mind. It's one of the first things he comprehends when he finally does wake up so he starts begging you to milk him of everything he has. It's even cuter if you get some of his cum on your fingers and shove them in his mouth cause he still can't fully comprehend what's happening so his head will flop to the side and the cum you had on your fingers just kinda drips from the corner of his mouth, covering both his cheek and the pillow beneath him. Overall, Jooheon + somnophilia is a true blessing to this world.

Changkyun

2nd biggest slut 😔✊. You can really do whatever you want with him when he's sleeping, he's given you full permission for everything. The only thing off limits is blindfolding cause obviously if he wakes up to being tied up and blindfolded he's gonna freak the fuck out, but everything else is on the table. That being said, however, no matter how many times you've made him cum, if he wakes up to you playing with him while he's tied to the bed he will become hard as a rock. If he doesn't wake up during (somehow) then he immediately gets turned on when he wakes up the next morning to the stinging red marks on his wrists so then you have another problem to deal with. Changkyun is such a sweetheart when he first wakes up as well (if your playing with him) so he'll just sit there with no complaints as you absolutely ravish his tired body. He's so much easier to deal with when he's sleeping cause he can't talk back to you so maybe you should savor the time you have before he fully wakes up, just saying-

[mxnrly]

the red house, changkyun

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slight nsfw, thriller !

I wrote this like a year ago, when this song came out and I fell in love with the mv and the lyrics. If you want to see what the song is, here it is. Either way, I'm editing this at 2 am because I felt the need of posting it. I originally wrote this in spanish and it really took me a while sjdjs I hope you like it tho! 

tw: not too explicit nsfw, unprotected sex, dom/sub dynamic (both are switches, y’all see), pet name,  mentions of blood. 

wc: 6.8k

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An idiot.

That's what I liked to call the kid who lived across the street. An undoubtedly attractive boy. Gorgeous and with a sensual aura like no other. He had an attractive look, and his presence was always full of mystery. He looked like a demon brought from hell, always wearing those dark denim pants that stuck to his legs, a white long-sleeved shirt and a leather jacket set with the logo of a serpent crossed with two swords.

His hair was always messy, because it was straight and he used to run his hand through it at all times. Not that I was constantly looking at him but, it was a twitch I had gotten used to seeing since I had known him.

The boy had been my neighbor for two years now, and every Saturday it was the same, he would leave the house and not come back until the next day. Whenever I told my best friend about him leaving, he told me to just stay away from him, that if I really wanted to keep his trust I should just forget about that boy and move on with my life. But, it was so easy to say or think about it, but not do it. Somehow, being neighbors was making my life difficult because now it seemed that my walls wanted to know about him too and they were getting thinner so that I could hear from when he was leaving until when he arrived.

My best friend's older brother, Jooheon, was the neighbor's best friend. I knew this because I had already seen him in front of the boy's door with his car, a black '69 GTO convertible and a beer in his hand. The two of them got along great because every day since I lived there, they always went out at the same time, no matter what.

That night I was partying with my best friend and a girl with whom I had started to form a friendship because she was in the art department, although she was just a year younger than us.

“You're crazy if you think we're going to let you go.” And there I was, another Saturday night wanting to go wherever my neighbors were.

“I see you've been very interested in him for a long time, what do you think they are doing?” asked the girl while Jooheon and the idiot went inside their house.

“I really don't know, but since he came to this place I want-”

“You want nothing, God, stop making her get any ideas." scolded the boy to the other girl.

The room suddenly became silent, and then somehow, I started to feel my throat and stomach warm. “I don't understand why you don't want me to go.”

“We've talked about this a million times. I'm just protecting you.”

“But from what? I won't know if you don't let me come closer.” My voice was getting louder and louder until it exploded. “You won't let me get close but I know you're as curious as I am, Jooheon is your brother!”

“Jooheon comes back every morning smelling of alcohol and cheap women's perfume. There are always cigarettes in his car and I've found underwear in the glove compartment, do you really want to continue with that curiosity? I don't know exactly what those two do but, believe me, they don't go to a lake to drink and have fun, they have their plans, do strange things and then come back as if nothing had happened.”

“Didn't you try to tell your mother?" asked the younger girl, suddenly causing the boy to deny instantly.

“One of the rules Heon gave me was that I had to keep silence, first of all if, I wanted to continue living with him. Until I'm legal, I can't buy an apartment on my own." he said with a shrug.

Silence reigned again somehow. There was only the faint music of an American artist whom we did not really know.

Staying out until the morning, I can hear the door.

I can smell all the whiskey and the smoke on your breath.

A chill ran down my back and I sighed. “I'm sleepy guys, the day was really exhausting from the beginning and we have a test on Monday so I want to take tomorrow off at dawn to study." I said faster than I planned.

Because tonight, sleep was the last thing in my plans.

Once they had left my house, I went to my room to change my clothes. I put on something comfortable to keep up with them. With my shoes on, I left my house taking my car keys. The boys were leaving the house so I had to hide quickly behind the vehicle. I felt the heaviness in my chest from doing something against my morals.

The sound of the GTO engine took me out of my thoughts. They came quietly out of the parking lot, giving me time to get into my car and start it. My heart started pounding but I stayed focused and started following the boys' car with some distance. They were getting further and further away from the circle of places I knew, but my curiosity seemed to dominate at this point over reason. I knew that was a bad sign, but I had gone far enough to take it back.

The car quickly drove off the road into some black buildings. Now, I knew that if I followed them in there I would look very obvious, so I drove past the place and saw that there was no way out. They were parked in front of a wall that was purple because of the neon light up there. Debating whether to go or not, I finally turned off the vehicle and started getting out of it.

I walked to the large green door which was lit by the purple light, noticing that, from the wall, a strange vibration could be felt. Music. That's all it could be.

I opened the door and instantly smelled the stench of nicotine and liquor. There was a certain mixture of lotions and perfumes that made everything more intense. The door closed behind me, making me shudder. Hell, I wanted to go home.

Resigned, I began to walk around the place watching my feet because there seemed to be unevenness everywhere. The place was painted red, although it was because of the coloured lights on the sides of different walls. Red was the only thing you saw, everything was tinted and it seemed to be a much scarier place than it really was.

I took the first glass I saw, smelling the strong smell of tequila and mint. I grimaced a little and took a sip, as I put it back in its place again. I couldn't see the boys anywhere and that was starting to scare me. What if they were somewhere else and had deceived me?

I was overthinking the situation, when I felt a strong pull on my arm. Someone had taken me in a very firm manner. Before I could protest, the person who had alienated me showed his face.

And I saw him. I was dazed at seeing his face tinted by the red lights.

“I told you not to come, why don't you ever listen to me?”  my best friend, the one who always prohibited me to come to where his brother was, asked almost above the level of the music. My mind was beginning to wander, but I held on.

“What do you mean, don't come? You had told me that you had no idea what they were doing, and now it turns out that you are one of them?”

The boy rubbed his face lightly and took me by the shoulders. “You're crazy, they're going to kill you. Get out of here, now.”

That made my world stop. Kill?

“What are you saying?” But before he could even answer, the light went out making the music go away, causing all the people to scream. Several people beside me ran past, knocking me to the ground, and I feared the worst.

I squatted in fear without really knowing what to do, when I suddenly stopped and hit someone running in my direction. I felt a camera flash in my face and my stomach turned over. The flash went off leaving me stunned. The person took my hand and started running towards what appeared to be the other side of the room, opposite the direction of where the exit door was. Suddenly the screaming stopped and the door lock was heard being set. My legs shook and I swallowed hard. I didn't know anything about self-defense, so I thought about the only thing I was supposed to protect myself and that was my car keys. I grabbed, with each key I had between my fingers, making a fist with spikes in case this person got too far.

Then the light came, but not the artificial light. A natural light. A candle.

I looked at the back of the person who had lit the device, noticing a snake on his back. Oh God.

“You're lucky I brought you this far. People usually die in the state you were in, not to mention that it's your first time in the red house.”

My mind was spinning. Death? Red house?

“I'm sorry, I…”

“I know you don't understand anything, you don't have to worry, (Y/N). Things are simple…”

“Wait wait, how do you know my name?”

The boy smiled, but only because he didn't answer my question. “I am Changkyun, so we are even.”

A small silence formed. There were hasty footsteps on the other side of the door and desperate hands trying to find a room, I supposed.

“Quiet," he said, "no one is going to come in, but they can’t know that we’re here.”

“So, are you going to explain to me what this is all about?” I asked, anxiety in my voice.

“Listen, this place isn't for people like you," he said with a dark look in his eye. “Every Saturday there is a massive party where people come to play something like hide and seek," he said with a touch of mockery, but there was more to his voice than that. “There are people who are the "seekers", those who look for people to catch them, when the lights go out, people have ten minutes to run and hide without being able to leave the place, and when those ten minutes are over…”

A loud noise that made the whole building rumble was heard loud and clear. Changkyun smiled and looked at me. “It is time to play.”

The boy reached inside his jacket and looked at me before taking the goatee. “Don't leave here until I come back for you. Don't open the door for anyone, understand?”

My nod did not reach his eyes for he had already left the room and locked it again before closing the door behind him. I turned around to look around, finding a couch that looked warm, a rug in the middle of the room, and a mini-bar. I didn't want to wonder what the room was for because there were other strange surfaces.

I sighed as I sat on the couch with the candle in my hand. The idiot was into this kind of game, but I still didn't understand enough, what did he mean when he said it was time to play? The idea that this was a deadly game haunted me, but it couldn't be that murky. I unconsciously denied it by huddling more in my place. A few screams were heard outside the room, causing me to shiver. Good Lord, what was all that about?

I couldn't just stand here, what if I'd just been set up? Yes! That had to be it.

I approached the door slowly, removing the latch and preparing to leave when I felt the door open from the outside. It was Changkyun rushing in, panting without facing me. I looked at his back with curiosity, without blowing out the candle, he turned to see me. I could see the drops of what appeared to be blood on his shirt and face.

My body froze.

"Run"

My movements went faster than I thought trying to go around him to escape through the door that was still open, however a gust of wind hit my face when I noticed the door closing with twice the speed I was going. I closed my eyes in fear and lowered my head. Was I really going to die now?

“Raise your head, we must get out of here," he said, puzzling me.

“Aren’t you gonna kill me?” I asked, but he didn't answer. He walked past me and opened the only window in the room wide, tore the spring and squatted on the frame. And out of nowhere, I lost sight of him.

I screamed as I saw him fall. Rushing to the frame, I saw him standing in the grass on that side of the place. I wondered how come we were on the second floor if, in my memory, I hadn't walked up the stairs.

“Jump!” He shouted from below, showing his arms in front of him.

“You're crazy!” I shouted in annoyance looking behind me. There was no way he could make me jump.

“They're going to kill you. Come here.”

“How do I know you won't kill me?” I asked, scared, my throat tightening. I looked at the free fall I would have and felt the air get stuck in my chest.

”We'll go home, I promise, I'll tell you everything, but please come with me," he begged, and it was the first time I'd seen him this worried. He always used to look relaxed and without any worry in him, but the reality just now was different.

My shoulders fell in place. I would die anyway. The screams kept coming from the door, when it suddenly opened. The latch had never been set and now it was just me and death. I looked over my shoulder, noticing a figure approaching.

“Please!" was the last thing I heard before I fell freely through the door frame.

And everything went black.

A severe headache was constantly poking at my head. The back of my eyes hurt, as if I had been looking at the artificial light for a long time. I was cold and somehow I could think it was midnight. Hearing noise in the distance, I sat down where I had been lying. It was my living room, but there was someone else. My heartbeat quickly started to increase when I remembered a little of what had happened.

“You woke up. Here, I made you some tea, but I'm not good at anything that has to do with cooking so I don't think it tastes like anything," said the idiot, suddenly appearing with a half smile, rubbing the back of his neck in discomfort.

I tasted it and indeed, it tasted like nothing but bitter water, but I didn't tell him. I just took a deep breath and looked at it. He was looking at me so intently that I almost forgot what had happened. The stains on his shirt gave him away and he wasn't wearing his jacket.

“What happened," I asked, holding the cup in both hands so that he could give me some warmth. Changkyun sighed and sat down beside me. “You fainted, I think from the fright and the mixed emotions. I had no car, so I went through your pockets and found your keys and brought us home.”

Listening at his statement, I took a look outside my house seeing the car perfectly parked in the driveway. “Did you put your hands in my pants?” I asked with a scowl.

The boy instantly raised his hands in fright. “No, the keys were in your sweatshirt," he said, clearing his throat after that. “I'm sorry you were there, you really can't go back…”

“I want to know everything about that place, though…” Changkyun looked at me with doubt, and I put the cup down on the small coffee table. “You said you would explain everything if I threw myself out of the window, and here we are so start talking.”

“Well,” he was a bit quiet after that, as if trying to find the right words. “every Saturday there's a massive party at that place. Everyone knows about that party because of its high class alcohol and good vibes, but everything has its price. When it's eleven o'clock, the lights go out and people have to hide, of course, the ones who know what the game is about, the ones who don't, just run around senselessly. You have ten minutes to hide wherever you want in the house and when those ten minutes are up, the seekers come out to have some fun. What we call, "the wolf." Have you ever heard the nursery rhyme of, "We'll play in the forest while the wolf is away? Well, that's what it's about. They go out at ten past eleven to kill anyone they can get their hands on, lights out. When another ten minutes go by, the lights come back on and the party's over.”

My surprised face seemed to alarm him as he got nervous and looked down. “Once you enter the red house parties, you can't stop attending, because after that day, they know all about you and will do his best to see you die. The red house is a secret, no one should tell the police, and there has to be a winner. One that's left alive among all of us…”

“Then you and Jooheon…”

“Yes, he and I went into those parties three years ago, but after the first one we were as scared as anyone else. We left intact and tried to just forget about it and move on with our lives, but the seekers were smarter. They started sending us letters threatening to come back or kill anyone we came in contact with. We tried to move but nothing worked, so... We had no choice but to play the game.”

“But why are you the one who's full of blood? I could bet you're carrying a knife in your jacket right now.” I accused him, staring at his stained shirt.

“I'm carrying a knife because we've formed a clan. We're seven people from different places and ages who are willing to kill the seekers to end this nonsense, but... They have lots of henchmen, too, and every Saturday it seems to get harder.”

I looked at the clock on the wall in front of us striking twelve in the morning. I felt somehow agitated and helpless. “Jooheon’s little brother told me that you were beginning to be interested in going to the parties, but he never let you because we knew what you would be exposed to. He is an ally, not a member of the clan, but because of Jooheon he ended up in trouble. You were really warned, you have to run away, or dig a hole and stay there…’

‘What if I fight with you?’ I said but I felt I should have kept quiet. His gaze became darker as his breathing became heavier.

“I would never let you expose yourself to that, you are crazy.” His tone was so authoritative that I did not know whether I wanted to challenge him or obey his order.

“Listen, you said that somehow the seekers know who you are. Before I jumped out the window a man saw me, they know who I am already... I might as well die so let me fight for my life.”

“I can't let those bastards hurt you.”  his voice seemed to get deeper as time went by. “I won't let them touch a single strand of your hair.”.

His attitude took me by surprise. “Changkyun…” I tried to negotiate with him, come to an agreement.

My voice was interrupted as I was whipped on my back, with both of his hands around my wrists pinching any possible movement. I had him so close, God. He smelled of pure masculinity... of heavy, dark perfume mixed with sweat. I inhaled without wanting to look too harassing, but it was impossible to go unnoticed by the boy's eyes, who smiled so charmingly.

“You are not going to die... Not tonight, not ever," he whispered close to my lips. I stuck out my tongue as a reflection and that drew the boy's gaze upon me. His eyes connected with mine, directing them a few milliseconds to my lips and back to my eyes, as if to say let me kiss you.

I inhaled hard again filling my lungs with his scent, starting to feel the weight of his lips on mine. I closed my eyes on contact and I could swear I had tasted an aphrodisiac. The texture was so similar to silk but the depth with which he took me was so mesmerizing that my brain threatened to fade again. I opened my eyes, noticing her eyelashes lying so thinly on his cheeks, which were slightly flushed. His black bangs tickled my eyebrows because of the closeness. Slowly he let go of my wrists, giving me way to touching his shoulders and running my arms around his neck, as I felt his muscles contracting. One of his hands went down to my waist in circles, while the other remained steady on my cheek, not letting its weight fall entirely.

His back muscles tensed and relaxed as my tongue gently traced his lower lip, seeking to deepen the kiss. Changkyun gladly agreed to begin a delightful dance, each taking his time to delve into the other's body. Changkyun pressed his body against mine, causing me to gasp, which separated me from the kiss, causing us to open our eyes to see each other. His lips were tinged with a light and beautiful red, while I happened to notice a glint above his left eye. I reached out with one hand to clear his bangs and found a striking detail on eyebrow. A captivating perching that lit a flame inside me.

I brought him back to my lips and we enjoyed each other's company all night long. Maybe this game thing could be a reason to see each other more often.

I woke up in my room, in a horrible heat. My neck and back were sweating, which made me instantly sick. It was 7:00 in the morning and it was already so damn hot. I took a shower and went into the living room to find Changkyun's body lying on the couch. His jacket was on one of the kitchen chairs, so I went over to check it out. I reached into the first pocket, instantly pulling out the knife I knew he was carrying. It was partially covered in blood. Feeling an electric shock down my spine, I couldn't help but sigh deeply. At any rate, Changkyun was the good guy, right?

I found his cell phone, but I felt his stare on the side of my head. I turned around to see that Changkyun had woken up but not only that, he was looking directly at me.

“Are you looking for something that proves the opposite of what I showed you yesterday?”

“I am.” I said, nodding.

“Damn it, I thought everything was all right," he said in a hoarse voice, snatching his cell phone from me.

I frowned and shrugged. “You always have to be careful.”

That seemed to insult him as he looked at me skeptically. Not giving a second glance at him, I headed to the kitchen for a glass of orange juice. The boy quickly went to the refrigerator to pour himself the same drink. I noticed the smell of last night with more intensity and turned around to see it. He wasn't wearing a shirt.

The liquid froze in my throat making me feel the sudden acidity, causing my body to cough slightly. The image that I had in my kitchen was worthy of admiration but I simply could not stand it at seven in the morning. Changkyun laughed and tapped my back.

“I'm sorry to surprise you, it's just that it's hot," he said as if it were the most normal thing to do. My eyes rolled back in their narcissism and I headed for my living room.

“Don't you want to take a shower?”

The boy moved his eyebrows suggestively. “Do you want to see me all wet and naked?”

My face turned a deep red and I had to refrain from throwing the remaining juice in the glass. “At your house, you idiot.”

“Yes, try to fix your horniness.” He said, taking his clothes. “I'll be back in a minute, princess.”

I fake gagged at the pet name and rolled my eyes. He put his shirt back on and left my house giving me time to breathe. God, couldn't I be in the same place as him for one more minute without thinking about indecent things?

After a few minutes of searching for something to watch on netflix, I settled down on my couch when the doorbell rang.

“It's still open.” I yelled because I assumed it was Kyun, but no one came in. Strange. I got up from my place opening the door, finding Jooheon’s brother.

“Can I come in?" he asked hesitantly. I looked at him in surprise, and without saying anything to him, I moved away from the door to let him in. “I only came to apologize for having lied to you about not knowing anything. I also came to see if you were all right.” His look never connected with mine, which bothered me to some extent. I crossed my arms and looked at him.

“I don't understand why you did it, but I guess it doesn't matter now, it just matters to get out of that silly game.”

“Did Changkyun explain everything to you?” I nodded and cleared my throat.

“Yes, he brought me home.”

He played with his hands and reached into his jacket bag. Taking out a small envelope, he gave it to me. “Don't trust anyone.” He whispered before he left, making me scoff. Yeah right, look who says that.

Once the boy left my house, I took the envelope in both hands and sighed. There was no sign of Changkyun returning from his home, so I tore the white envelope and found a half-wrinkled note with somewhat illegible handwriting, but which clearly said, "Welcome to the game.” with my name in the bottom right corner. There was an extra note that made my heart start beating fast. I was beginning to think that my best friend, if I could still call him that, had more ideas about the game than others might have. I shook my head and sighed, I couldn't do that to Changkyun and Jooheon, they had somehow kept an eye on me all this time.

The doorbell of my house rang, making me shudder, to quickly put the letter in the first drawer I saw. I took three deep breaths and then approached the door. I opened it to find the boy with a purple hoodie and a gray pantsuit. I smiled at him as calmly as possible and invited him in.

Saturday again. I had contacted my best friend several times after that letter. He assured me that he did not know absolutely about its contents but I knew that he was lying to me. Now he would take me to the building, winning over Changkyun whom I had to refuse the offer.

Speaking of Changkyun, we had both had meetings at the other's house, more casual than I would have thought. He rarely went over the line and always used to make the times much more comfortable. We had not reached the stage where we had gone to bed for any purpose other than sleep, and somehow he felt that he was waiting for something.

At ten o'clock, the car parked in front of my house. I was just about to leave when I noticed my best friend coming into my house at a fast pace with a box in his hands. He scanned my body, noticing my red satin dress and my silver heels. He smiled and took my hand.

“I think I have something for you," he said, pulling out a black dress that was supposed to be attached to my body, halfway up my thigh and angel wings of the same color. I looked at him skeptically and he laughed. “Come on, it's part of the deal if you want to come to the party after all, and I know Changkyun will not resist you with this on.”

I took the garment in my hands and took a big breath of air. Would he really?

I didn't think about it anymore. Going to my room and putting on my clothes. A chill ran down my back but I did not let the feeling of fear win over me, just taking a couple of deep breaths before returning to the room where my friend was sitting on the couch with his cell phone in his hands. When he saw me, he smiled broadly and took my hand to walk on my feet. “Damn, you look beautiful. Let’s go now, there’s a boy you must conquer tonight.”

That night I felt that I was about to make the biggest mistake of my life but at the same time I thought… Do I really have to do this to come out alive? Could the game end after all?

We entered the building. The walls were moving at the sound of the song playing currently...

My breath got stuck in my throat when I located the boy I was there for. Changkyun saw me with such a penetrating and seductive look. He was wearing leather jeans alongside a short-sleeved satin shirt with different colored patterns, purple, blue, yellow and red. There was a chain on his pants and from his neck fell a necklace of what appeared to be a gold chain. His hair was disheveled, although it had a specific direction and that was his right, raised slightly upwards allowing me to see his forehead and his piercing to perfection. As we connected glances, he smiled openly at me. My throat closed for a moment, leaving me breathless, but I managed to look normal to his scrutinizing gaze.

Apologize, never apologize

You hate the way I lie

So here you go, I'm being honest

“Hey, are you a fallen angel?" he asked, touching his fingertips to the wings tied behind my back. I smiled and denied that question.

“No, I only came to find a demon with which to play tricks in this destroyed world." I said, approaching him tentatively. At my boldness, I noticed how his gaze darkened a little.

“Then it's your lucky day, because I'll be the one to deny you entry to heaven, honey.”

Narcissist, come on, give us a kiss

Let's have some fun with it

It's kinda sweet...

Both of us, with the look of some children with a new toy, starting to head for the same place. It was still early, so the seekers and his henchmen didn't worry us at all. Once inside the room we had been in a week ago, Changkyun locked the door, his back at me. At the sight of his legs inside those leather pants, I couldn’t help but bite my lower lip. Thoughts of impurity began to tingle in my mind, causing my temperature to rise constantly.

Once the boy began to approach me, I felt that I still had a way out and that everything could change at any moment. That I still had time to take it back. But then he planted his lips on mine and all I could think about was "Shit."

The situation was getting deeper and more exciting. It tasted bitter, as if it had tasted blood itself before it kissed me. The slight taste of alcohol flooded my taste buds as his tongue investigated my palate. Our tongues brushed against each other, sending shivers down my spine. Jesus.

His scent was beginning to make me dizzy. Too manly and addictive, it made me want more, like nicotine straight into my bloodstream. I gasped for air, which the boy agreed to do by separating himself from me. In less time than I thought, my back was on the couch in the room, my eyes looking directly into his irises that I could hardly discern from the lack of light, since the only light there was the red LED light that was all over the building. His skin was slightly pinkish. His touch traced my figure in an exquisite manner, making me feel a warm path where he posed his fingertips.

Four in the morning, you're changing the locks

How could you do this to me?

I placed my hands around his neck and brought my lips close to his, nibbling on the soft, tender skin. His moles covered some extremities of his body provoking me to mark each and every one with marks that could become darker for the next morning. He was mine. Changkyun was mine for the night.

I only love you when you don't love me

Oh, baby, so, why do you love me?

His hands pulled the wings off my back in a slow and torturous manner causing the air to get stuck in my lungs with no escape. His lips went to my collarbones making me separate from him. His tongue began to trace the exposed skin smiling on the way. With his hands, he slipped the straps over my shoulders to drag the dress to my lower body. That's when I leaned on the bed with my feet pushing my hips up so he could finish pulling the garment out.

He smiled at the sight and stood on his knees on either side of my waist to remove his shirt. Every button he undoes means one more step towards one of my deepest fantasies. His torso was exposed, with only his chain resting lazily on his torso. His marked abdomen prompted me to run my tongue over it to taste his sweet flesh and be ecstatic about the ragweed.

I sat up on my elbows looking at the belt that clung to his pants, asking permission with my eyes to help him with that task. Changkyun took the hint and laid down beside me, letting out a gasp. I smiled as it dawned on me that we were at the edge of the cliff, but if it was with him, I would give it my all.

I sat on his lap, feeling his bulge against my core. I gasped at the sensation and made my way to unbuckle the black belt with the silver buckle. I removed the garment in two moves and now, I needed to unbutton his pants. I ran my tongue over my lower lip, directing my hands at a slow speed to tempt his patience, which did not seem to last long. The boy raised his hip to me, grunting underneath.

“What's the matter, kitty, do you want me to help you with your torturous pain?" I asked in a voice that was as if in velvet as I squeezed the right places to make him delirious. “Learn how to beg, darling.”

My index finger began to sway over the boy's covered member, which drove him crazy. He looked at me with his lust filled eyes. “Do it. Please.”

He mumbled that last word, more against his will. With a smile, I removed the button from his leather jeans, dragging the cloth down his thighs. Then I stared at his underwear with a hungry look. The boy noticed my glance and with one movement I was at his mercy again under his body.

“Well played, angel, but in this game you must learn who is in charge," his voice so damned hoarse made my body eager with the sound. The boy took off my bra with one hand, looking agitated. My head dropped back quickly at the sensations. My center began to vibrate with the music in the background.

Without being able to wait a second longer, he removed my underwear by tapping the middle finger of his left hand on my bundle of nerves.

“God..." I hissed at the feeling of that digit, groping on forbidden ground.

The boy smiled as he took off his only remaining cloth, positioning himself on me. We looked at each other for a minute. A long minute, where I could read his eyes. Pure, raw lust.

His member was slowly and pleasantly buried inside me. My hip was raised by the reflection, making me take a big breath of air. I was not a virgin but, it had been so long and the sensation was new and delirious.

“Welcome to hell, little angel," he whispered as he began his deep pounds on me. My face broke into pure moaning and unexplained sounds as I enjoyed the sensation produced by her touch.

The moment reached its peak, approaching with a great electric shock that ran from the tips of my feet to the surface of my head. We both came in unison, creating an exquisite harmony to the contrast of his deep voice and mine. Our gasping and gasping breaths spoke for themselves. Our glances spoke what our mouths couldn't. The connection we created in that instant was so strong and powerful that I thought it would fade. The red light around us fell in a minute, leaving us in darkness. The smell of liquor and sex surrounded us without shame.

In the face of that darkness. The boy came out of me causing one last tremor. And that was the sign. I crawled to my clothes strewn over the arms of the sofa, pulling a knife from the wings of my costume.

I'm fucking crazy, you're fucking crazy, we're all fucking crazy;

I held my breath for a minute.

And then, exhaled hard.

I couldn't see anything at all, and that made everything strangely interesting. I gasped away, crawling to the edge of the sofa where the light was slightly off. And then I saw him.

I noticed how his skin glowed with sweat and his eyes darkened. The light coming in from the window helped me to identify his eyes. His torso was still naked but the bottom was on the dark side of the sofa.

“Pity angel, you decided to be seduced by the ideas of living in a world of lies.”

I drew my knife dangerously close to his naked abdomen. His breathing became faster and his heart began to beat erratically. The metal device I held in my hands began to trace his chest slowly, delineating his skin, his outline. The boy looked at me, some kind of mix between horror and pleasure on his features. Happy in how the game had turned out, I took his jaw with my free hand looking directly at him. A smile spread across my face and I instantly noticed the boy's eyes opening wide, looking up at me, like begging for mercy.

I began to apply more pressure on his chest by opening a slight cut. The air got stuck in my throat, forcing me to continue.

“Only then will we set you free. Kill the leader of the snake clan. Kill Changkyun. It's an easy job, don't you think?"

I closed my eyes trying to make the seekers boss' voice disappear from my ears. My jaw clenched tightly as I struggled with my subconscious about the real right decision.

“Please...” his voice came out in a thread of voice as I felt the burning in his chest, but maybe not because of the physical wound but because of the wound in his heart.

“Oh no," I said with a smile, denying in the process. “No. Your glory days are over, kitty.” I took the impulse, and then, to add more drama to the matter, I asked. “Your last words, Changkyun?

Great was my surprise to see him looking much darker than ever before. With a confused look on my part, I heard him say. “Do you know what they say at the end of every game?”

I jumped up and down as I felt his hand grab my wrist. He dropped me on the arm of the sofa using my own hand, now in the opposite direction, showing the edge to me. With a serious and firm look, he approached my ear whispering the words that were about to dictate my death.

“I knew you wouldn’t be brave enough. It’s time to say game over… (Y/N)”

[bearseokie]

curvy girlfriend | Monsta X Reaction

request: Heya !! Love your blog btws, I wanted to request a Monsta X reaction to having a curvy girlfriend. I would love to imagine what these boys would think of a big booty galll 🙌❤️ thank you !

[warnings]: mentions of insecurity about your body. suggestive.

A/N: changkyun's tho

monsta x m.list | navi.

Shownu:

Laying in bed as comfortable as possible, the mattress shifted, a heavier weight laying down. Shownu's loud groan echoed in the dark room, barely making it onto the bed before his head crashed onto your thighs.

"This is nice." he giggled, hand lifting to caress the bare skin of your calve. "Aside from you just being really attractive, your thick thighs are really convenient."

You sent him a short laugh, his smile bright under the dim moonlight from the window. Head laying over your thigh, the pads of his fingertips drew patterns into your legs. Lifting himself off of you, he placed a delicate kiss above your hip. "And these are convenient to hold on to during other things."

Wonho:

His eyes were tight on you, stuck on the way your hips poked away from your body. Perplexed, his touch against your waist was like the sweetest ice cream he could eat, fingers tracing your curves. He was nearly speechless as he spoke.

"Your ass looks amazing in these pants," he said, your cocked eyebrow up at him making him give you an innocent glare. "What? Am I not allowed to stare, to compliment?"

You let out a sigh of laughter, his large hands continuing their way around your body. His fingertips fell into the divots of your thighs, following upwards as he nearly reached your breasts.

"I don't think you understand how much I cherish every inch of you." he grinned, tugging you closer.

Minhyuk: 

A lover of bigger girls, you're like a diamond mind to Minhyuk. Your pear-shaped body is a trance to him, drunk as his eyes stared you up and down.

"Have I ever told you that you're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen?" he asked, the slight nod of your head leaving him to pout.

His touch was soft but loving as his hand ran from your arms down to your thighs. Stomach pressed into the mattress, he had a full view of your ass, his mouth gaping as his hand brushed over it. Watching you be distracted by your phone gave him confidence, a rough squeeze as you squeaked and looked over at him.

"Sorry, I couldn't help myself." he smiled innocently, keeping a hold on your body.

Kihyun:

You grew a bit insecure of yourself, but Kihyun's firm touches and affectionate kisses always brought you back to Earth.

"There's no need to wish for a different body, yours is so soft and nice to hold." he grinned, fingers running along your side as he held you in a tight hug. "Plus I couldn't do this."

Hand placed on your ass, gripping onto it with his full palm, a gasp leaving you. Placing a kiss on your temple, his hold released. His hands roamed your body, finding every area you mentioned being insecure of in the past, coddling them until you couldn't stop smiling.

Hyungwon:

He never gave you a second to feel negative about your body, too wrapped up in the way you would cling to him. It took a while for you to open up, to let him see your body, but the second he did he lost his mind. His hands knew no rules, grabbing at any open place, holding on to you with so much sentiment it was suffocating.

"Your curves are like a road map to all of my favorite places," he said softly, cuddled up beside you on the couch. With light breaths, his fingers would dig into your skin. "There are so many things to see, I never know where to start."

Jooheon:

He's a complete sucker for your body. Infatuated with the way his clothes hug your body so sweetly, he can't help but touch you. His shirt over your torso, nothing but underwear on your lower half as you both took the day to rest. It was obvious your ass made him drool, and he was seconds away from making a move. His hand slowly cascading down your clothed back to find your hips, you gasped as he gripped your love-handles before placing a kiss on the small of your back.

"Your body makes me wild," he admitted. "If I could lay here all day every day and touch you, I'd be a happy man."

Changkyun: 

He was captivated by your body, fresh out of the shower with nothing but a towel wrapped around your figure. Following you around your bedroom, he grabbed you around your waist, tugging you in front of the full-length mirror.

"Look at you. You're like one of those gorgeous figures sculpted at a botanical garden. Beautiful." he smiled from behind you, his head on your shoulder as his hands roamed over the towel. "Covered in flowers, so elegant and charming. Every feature's noticeable. The longer you stare at her, the more you fall in love."

Your head turned towards him, sending him a confused look from the sudden literature-like description of your body. He only smiled, hands running over your hip bones and around to your ass as he gripped at the exposed skin. "Thankfully, they usually have her facing forward, this is the only part I get all to myself."

[eternalmx]

anon requested : Hello, can u please make a part 2 of comfort? It’s really nice and cute I need more fluff :(((( it would be nice if His s/o feel terrible Caus she was cheated on and it makes her feel terrible and Changkyun comforts her

🦋a/n : thank you for requesting angel🥺💕 I had fun writing this! I hope you enjoy it! >part 1<

Comfort (Pt. 2)

{4:00𝖕𝖒} "What time should I come over?" you asked him through the phone. You were sat on your bed, scrolling through your computer at all you assignments you had just turned in.

"Um.. maybe a little later than six. I have a few things I need to get done and it's piling up on me" he says, he sounded distracted on the phone and it made you feel nervous.

"Oh okay.. Is eight good?" you asked, Thinking about all the things he possibly needed to do. It made you feel uneasy since you last relationship you were cheated on and Changkyun never brushed off your movie nights.

"Yeah, that's fine. I have to go. See you later, babe. Love you!" he said, before the line went silent.

☼☼☼☼

{6:15𝖕𝖒} "Your call has been forwarded to an au-" you threw you phone on you bed. That was the sixth time you called him. He kept sending you to voicemail. What could he be doing? He wouldn't chest. He just wouldn't. But if he is? Then what. You decided to bake a cake to pass time until eight.

☼☼☼☼

{7:55𝖕𝖒} "I thought I was gonna take a taxi over?" you asked, opening the door to see Changkyun waiting for you.

"I finished what I had to do so why not come pick you up?" he said, smiling and softly pushing past you to walk into your dorm.

"Well are we going?" you asked, you were a bit nervous. He looked the same. Nothing weird. He was a bit off but you couldn't tell what was up. You tried pushing the uneasy feeling creeping up on you as you began putting your shoes on.

"Aren't you gonna pack a bag?" he asked, noticing you didn't have the bag you normally bring when you have movie nights and sleep over.

"Oh... I wasn't sure you still wanted me to stay the night. " you replied, softly making your way to your closet and stuffing random pieces of clothes into the bag. He came up behind you hands wrapping around your waist and head resting on your shoulder as you searched through the closet.

"Are you okay baby?" he asked, his nose ticking your neck.

"Mmmhhh, Why do you ask?" you say, hoping you don't ruin the evening.

"You asked if I was sure I wanted you to stay the night so I was just wondering why." he said, smiling to you a bit. His smile making you heart run wild. He was perfect.

"You seemed busy earlier, I was just making sure you didn't have any other things you needed to do." you said, before turning to face him.

"Even if I did. Our date nights are more important, everything comes after" he says winking and kissing your nose. You giggled as he grabbed you hand and you both left to go to his dorm.

☼☼☼☼

{8:25𝖕𝖒} "Okay, so before we go in, I have to tell you something." he says, shutting off the car as you both sat in the semi empty parking lot.

"I'm okay" you said, playing with your hands in your lap. This was it. Everything you were thinking today, he's about to tell you. You were overcome with so many emotions. You closed your eyes as he began to speak.

"The dorm looks a bit different..." he said, looking at you and you looked up.

"W-what?" you asked. That's all he had to say?

"Well I'm not good with suprises and this is also my first time having a serious girlfriend. So I'll show you, c'mon." he said, running to open the door for you and slinging your night bag over his shoulder.

Once you reached the door of his dorm, his hands wrapped around your eyes.

"Promise you won't hate it?" he asked, you smiled a little and nodded. You heard his keys open the door and he leads you in, hands still on your eyes.

"Can I look now?!" you asked eagerly.

"Surprise! Happy 1 month!" he shouts, as his hands drop. The room decorated with fairy lights string across the ceiling. A little blanket fort and a projector in the middle of the room with dvds stacked on top. A box of pizza in the middle of the fort. Your eyes started to fill with tears and you sighed loudly. A sigh of relief.

"Oh....you hate it don't you? It's too much right? I'm-" you cut him off by pushing your lips against his. His arms squeezing you tightly.

"No no.. that's not it. I just thought. I tho- nevermind. This is beautiful, babe" you say, pressing you head in his chest when you feel his fingers press against you chin and lift your head up.

"Tell me," he says, hand running up and down your back.

"I just thought something else was going on all day. I thought you were with someone else and now saying it I see how ridiculous I sound and I'm sorry I thought of you that way even for a second. I'm just still scared of this. I don't want to feel any of that ever again" you say, crying into his chest. His arms grip you harder.

"Hey, it's okay babe. I know why you would be scared. I get it but I won't ever hurt you in that way. I only have eyes for you. I'm sorry i didn't explain more I just don't know how to talk to you without giving it away I was so excited for you to see it" he says, pushing your hair back and kissing your forehead.

"It looks beautiful. Happy One Month!" you said, trying to sniffle the remaining tears. He laughed at your attempt and kissed you nose again.

"Want pizza?" he asked, wiggling his eyebrows and you laugh and kick your shoes off and make you way into the small blanket fort.

[chaekkung]

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[sweetsweetkpop]

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#u want a hot guy who will also make u breakfast in bed and not break ur heart. i’m so sorry that’s entirely unattainable and u have to

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Genre: Suggestive/Smut

Rating: 18+

AUs/Tropes: Establish Relationship, Non-idolverse,

Pairing: Changkyun x gender neutral!reader

WC: 672

Tw: None

Sw: Marking, Biting, Dry humping, Pet names (just once tho and still gender neutral), Implied Smut

Prompt: 27 - “Bite me!” “If you insist.”

Note: Hope I did this okay for you anon! Also I didn’t make this a full blown smut and more on the suggestive side with implied smut, so I hope this is okay. And I’m happy that you love my writing too! Have a nice day/night too!

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143 notes • Posted 2021-08-10 19:01:38 GMT

#4

Monsta X(and Wonho): S/O asking to make a sex tape

Pairing: Monsta X x gender neutral! Reader

Warnings: Mentions of sex tapes, Mention of Dirty Talk

Tagging: @nocturne-overtures @gettin-a-lil-hanse @kimnamshiks @jacksons-goddess-gaia

Hyunwoo (Shownu)

Hyunwoo is a caring and simple man, so if you ask him for something, he usual don’t mind doing it

“ You want to record us having sex? Okay.”

Like I promise it’s not something to stress yourself about when asking him about it.

To make sure the video is good for you to watch back again and again, he’ll probably try to aim you as the camera so you can see everything

High key would really enjoy watching it over with you

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171 notes • Posted 2021-07-05 15:31:02 GMT

#3

22:20

Genre: Smut

Rating: 18+

Aus/Tropes: Established Relationship, Non-idolverse

Pairing: Seungcheol x Fem!Reader

WC: 740

Warnings: Toys, Dom/ Sub themes, Brat/Brat Tamer relationship, Degradation, Mentions of Overstimulation, Squirting

Notes: I seen something on nsfw twt and so here we are. Enjoy!

You always had a habit of testing Seungcheol’s patience. It just made you happy and gave you a good laugh when it worked.

Usually you would just bother him enough and he scold you, but nothing more. But this time. Oh this time you pushed him too far.

You getting undressed after the long day you had, reaching for some jeans to put on when he came in the room. Ready to say good morning to him when you noticed his jaw clenched and his eyes locked down on you.

“H-hi ba-”

“You really wanted to piss me off this afternoon huh?” Seungcheol said as he looked at you, gaze strong and making you want to get down on your knees immediately.

“What did I do?” You asked him, despite knowing what you did. You watched him walk to the closet, opening it before opening the chest and quickly grabbing a toy that you couldn’t see.

“ You think I wouldn’t say anything about you flirting with Jeonghan? With you giving him light touches and what not? You thought I wasn’t gonna say anything to you about it?” He took some quick steps and was in front of you, making you feel small with his gaze.

You didn’t have the heart to tell him that you planned this with Jeonghan just to see how mad he would get. You just couldn’t.

“I’m sorry.”

“Oh that’s not gonna cut it right now. What’s are safe word?” He watched you look up at him as he spoke.

“ W-what?”

“You heard what I said, so don’t make me repeat myself.” Seungcheol’s voice was solid and you knew you wasn’t gonna easily get out of this one.

“ Carat.”

“Good. Now take you won’t be needing these,” He reaches down and tear the panties right off of you, “ So get in the bed now.”

You scurried onto the bed as he quickly put the toy down beside you. You tried to look until he gripped your chin, “ Keep your eyes on me. Got it?”

You nod.

“ Good.” Seungcheol’s hand reached down between your legs immediately, giving a deep chuckle as he felt the wetness between your thighs, barely touching you. “You want this so badly don’t you? This little pussy of yours is already begging for something and I just started to touch you.”

You whine when he presses two fingers inside of you, walls already clenching down on them and wanting more. His moments were slow and he did it on purpose. You wanted more.

“Cheolie please?...” You whined even as he pushed a third finger inside.

“What? You want more? I should have known better. This greedy cunt can’t be satisfied with just fingers, right?” He asked as he he fingers get drenched from his words.

You whine even louder, “ Please I want more~”

“ I know you want more and I’ll give you more.” You heard the toy buzz to life and your back bended into an arch as he pressed it to your clit. The vibrations strong as Seungcheol wanted it to be intense from the start. He watched your legs attempt to close and was quick to keep them spread with his body, leaning over you as his hand moved fast to fuck you with the toy, enjoying the string of moans. He hovered over your face before leaning down and kissing your neck, you moving your head to the side to he could have more space, moaning when you feel him mark hickeys on you.

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191 notes • Posted 2021-06-03 02:22:07 GMT

#2

Day 11

Genre: Smut, slight Humor (I tried)

Rating: 18+

Aus/Tropes: Non-idolverse, Lifeguard Lucas

Pairing: Lucas x fem!reader

WC: 3.6k

Warnings: Exhibitism, Car sex, Fingering, Handjob, Slight Marking, Choking, Multiple Orgasms, eyes Unprotected Sex (use a condom please)

Event: @neosmutcollective Sunny Side event

Summary: You were waiting for the summer. You were ready for all the trips and the fun with your friends and family and what better way to start it off than by going to the pool. Your friend said the lifeguards were cute and when one of them catches your attention, you might just think she’s right.

Notes: Just want to point out that I see the reader as college age, just so y’all know. Also, I like this but at the same time it feels meh to me😭

Tagging: @nocturne-overtures @gettin-a-lil-hanse @jacksons-goddess-gaia @kimnamshiks

After the stress of your part-time job and with the blood, sweat, and tears put into finishing all your finals, you were more than ready to go and start your summer.

You and your friend were giggling and having fun as you drove up to the public pool. You had your swimsuit on already with some shorts pulled over the top of them since it was a hot day. Your friend turned off the car after it was parked and gave you a once over with a smile, “ Oh they’ll be eyeing you once you get in there.”

You rolled your eyes playfully, “ There just better be some cute boys here like you promised.”

“ Would I ever lie to you?”

“…Yes.”

“ Okay, but today I’m not!” They playfully hit your arm before you both got out of the car and started walking over to the pool, “ You remember the guy I was talking to?”

“Which one?”

“ Haha, very funny. I’m talking about Mark.” She says as she goes in her bag for some lip balm.

“ Oh, I remember him! He has a cute face.” You pointed out as y’all waited by the gate to get in.

“ Yeah he works here and I met some of his friends and they are all just handsome.” They squeal and it makes you laugh. One of the lifeguards came out to the gate and started letting some people in, doing headcounts to make sure they don’t go over max capacity. By the time you both got to the front, he smiled.

“ Well well well, look who’s here~,” He said with a grin, crossing his arms.

“Nice to see you too Haechan. Is Mark here today?” Your friends asked as you eyed the man over. His hair was a nice shade of brown, a cute round face, and a smile that could blind even the sun.

“ Just went on his break, so if you stay long enough, he’ll be back,” Haechan turned and looked at you, “ You brought a friend this time. I’m Donghyuck, but you can call me Haechan too.”

He extended a hand and you shook it, “ Nice to meet you.”

Your friend pulled your hand away and walked inside, sticking her tongue out at him and he did the same, “ She doesn't want to talk to you Haechan! Go mess with some other poor soul.”

“ Anyone would be lucky to have me.” He quipped back.

“ I’ll let you believe that for now.” They said as they guided us to an area with some chairs, putting their stuff down on some vacant chairs. “But you should look around at some of them, they look cute. I don’t recognize them all, but I've seen a few of them before and they look like your type.”

“I’ll get a good look once I’m in the pool.” You told them, taking off your shorts and pushing them into your bag, not noticing a few eyes on you already.

You both walked over to the pool on the deeper side, sitting on the edge of the pool and just letting your body get used to the cool temperature of the water. Your friend ended up diving into the pool and coming back up and swimming back to you, “See anyone that you find hot so far?”

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208 notes • Posted 2021-06-11 19:31:40 GMT

#1

Late Night Swim

Genre: Smut, Tiny bit a fluff if you squint

Rating:18+

Pairing: Yuta x Fem!Reader

AUs/Tropes: Established Relationship, Non-idol

WC: 1.7k words

Warnings: Public Sex, Fingering, Sex-tape, Oral female receiving, Slight Nipple Play, Marking, Implied Smut

Summary: You and Yuta have wanted to get away from everyone, so you both planned to spend your time at a high-rating beach resort. You were having a good time and decided to go for a swim in the pool. It was private and something that comes with the room you picked. It was just supposed to be a nice little swim, but of course, Yuta couldn’t keep his hands to himself.

Event: Sunny Side Event for @neosmutcollective Day 28

Notes: I’m not even gonna lie, I almost forgot about this one, and I just started writing this yesterday. It’s not full-on smut, but it’s something, and I hope you all still enjoy it!

Tagging: @nocturne-overtures @kimnamshiks @gettin-a-lil-hanse @jacksons-goddess-gaia @yunhofingers @storytimedragon (if you want to be added, fill out my taglist form! Click the navigation link in my bio and you should see it)

“Did you like dinner?” Yuta asked as he walked beside you, holding your hand.

“ The dinner was delicious!” You beamed, and it brought a smile to his face. You reach into your bed to unlock your suite's door before stepping inside, enjoying the cooler temperature once stepping in.

You walked over to the bed and flopped down, hearing him laugh before feeling him flop onto you. You wiggled until he lifted his body, and you rolled to lay on your back, pulling him down for a kiss.

Yuta hummed before pulling his head up and smiling down at you, “ What do you wanna do now? I don't feel like laying down and relaxing yet.”

You thought it over as he laid back down and rested his head on your chest. You reached your hand up to play with his hair before looking at him, “Want to go to the pool since it's still open for us?”

“I don’t mind being at the pool,” Yuta gets up and off of you, walking to the closet that he put his stuff into, “ Let’s get changed then, and we can go then.”

You nodded before you both went to change out of the clothes you were wearing before putting on some swimwear. Yuta put on some swimming trunks and pulled his hair back into a ponytail at the base of his neck. You put on a swimsuit that Yuta picked out when you were looking for outfits for this trip. You threw on the cover-up that came with it before grabbing both of your phone and room key as you waited.

“ Ready to go?” You asked him as he walked up to the door with you, holding some towels before opening the door to let you out first.

You both walked to the area with the pool and were happy to see no one was there. Yuta sat the towels on the chair nearby, and you sat your phones on top.

You watched Yuta go over to the steps, walking until knee dip before diving in to swim. You watched him do a few laps before slowly walking over to the edge yourself after taking off the coverup, crouching down to sit at the edge and swing your feet.

It felt nice being in the pool. It was more relaxed and relaxing just listening to your boyfriend swim around by himself. You watched him swim around as you swung your feet back and forth before seeing him swim over to you. You smiled as you watched his hands land on your thighs, spreading them apart before coming back up and being situated between your legs. You wrapped your arms around him and leaned in for another kiss that he happily returned.

His hands were gliding over your body to land on your hips and gripping you there. You pulled him a bit closer with your arms and hummed when he nipped your bottom lip.

“What are you trying to start here?~” You teased as you pulled your lips away but kept close to him.

“I couldn’t stop looking at you with this swimsuit on.” He mumbles, leaning into your neck, lips hovering above your skin, “ I have a good eye for things like this.”

“ Oh, you mean the thong bikini that you bought for me? Of course, you would like this” You rolled your eyes, enjoying the light neck kisses he was planting on your neck.

“ You were the one who packed it into your suitcase, and I told you that you didn’t have to wear it.” He nipped your neck lightly before looking back up at you.

“ You would have been upset if I didn’t wear it.”

“ I find you beautiful in whatever you wear, and you know that.” He plucked your forehead and laughed when you swatted at him, “ But I’ll admit you look even better right now.”

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219 notes • Posted 2021-06-28 21:11:09 GMT

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[hyunsuks-beanie]

here are my outfit choices! thanks for letting me send them to you bub

for groups, perhaps; enhypen, txt, monsta x, hyung & maknae line of skz.

Hi again bb, so here we go💖But first, I must say your outfit choices are amazing and totally my style🤩

In Enhypen, I'm just really getting Sunghoon vibes. I was thinking Jay at first, but his fashion is more chic and classy while Sunghoon's is more comfy yet fashionable. And hence I choose him.

In TXT, this hands-down reminds me of Yeonjun, or if you can convince him to change out of his hoodies, Hyuka perhaps. Tho I'm still more inclined towards Yeonjun since he's usually the one who pairs blacks and whites with those gorgeous sneakers.

In Monsta X, I think Changkyun would be a good fit, bc I think his fashion too, is pretty laid-back yet eye-catchingly attractive.

In Ateez, I dunno but the chill vibe of these outfits is reminding me of Yeosang, and so, imma ship you with him. If given his way, he seems like the type who wiuld enjoy wearing clothes that are similar to these, and I can see a ton of couple selcas.

The SKZ hyung line member who'd match well with you would prolly be Minho. Not because he himself is into that kind of clothing, but because he seems like the type who would like his s/o to wear clothes like these. He'd just find it really cute and lovable.

Jeongin would probably be the best in maknae line, bc I sense that when he's not wearing hoodies, he would rather like to wear outfits similar to your choice. And I feel like he'll have quite a few similar outfits of his own, that you can always borrow steal.

Hope you like this💖

[springday-aus]

Superpower!AU with Hyungwon

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Group: Monsta X

Member: Chae Hyungwon

Genre: fluff, romance, small [very minimal] angst

TW: car accident - don’t worry, no one died 

Type: Bulletpoint AU 

Word Count: approx. 2.8k

→ Inspired by the AU Prompt: “I know you can read minds and I really like you so I’m constantly filtering my thoughts—stop making fun of how I think of fighting giraffes, it’s my go-to when I think about you shirtless” 

so Hyungwon has the power of telepathy

how he got it was rather odd

he wasn’t necessarily born with it—it kind of came to him

despite what people might think, it wasn’t radioactivity

it was actually due to an accident

when he was young, there was a minor encounter

basically, there was a car and semi-truck incident

next thing he knew, his parents were in critical condition and he was being rolled into the ER for surgery

when he woke up, he was in his hospital bed and the ventilator was hooked up to him

he heard the voices of the nurses and the doctors, but their mouths weren’t moving

originally he brushed it off since he hasn’t fully recovered and his vision kept going in and out

but once he did recover… he could still hear them

luckily, his parents were okay

and that was how he was able to confirm his new-found power

he was able to hear theirs first and it was…. insane

he was freaked out, his parents were freaked out 

once they calmed down, they tried to figure out what to do—they eventually came to the conclusion to just let it happen

they can’t control that so they might as well figure it out together 

at first, it was uncontrollable, so he heard these voices whether or not he wanted to hear them

it was always loud and his own thoughts were never heard in his own head

oh, the amount of migraines he’d gotten from a young age…

but, don’t worry, he learned to maintain it as he grew up

now, he’s able to listen whenever he looks at someone and concentrate a bit more

he’s got a better control of it, but it also means he has to be careful as to where he looks bc he doesn’t wanna listen in on someone’s private thoughts

he’s always been getting in trouble when he was trying not to get in trouble when it comes to his telepathy

that tends to happen a lot in general though

because you’re hearing a lot of thoughts that you’re not trying to hear

which is why music became a good route of distraction

at first, the monsta x boys made fun of him for not getting airpods, but, after telling them about his telepathy, they understood why he got those big ass headphones

but, we’ll get to them later

anyways

bruh, high school was extra rough on this man

can you imagine hearing all of those thoughts? especially of hormonal teenage boys?

nasty

anyways

I like to think that this is why he sleeps so much

when he first got it, it was very emotionally draining for him and he slept like twelve hours at a time

unfortunately, he got into this habit and now he can doze off if he zones out enough

he slept a lot in high school, considering that he was trying not to hear his teacher’s thoughts and the other students and focus on the lesson and would end up falling asleep on his desk and then getting in trouble with the teachers

again, it’s that whole getting in trouble without meaning to get into trouble

so anyways

his family are the main people who know and god

the amount of family tea he’s gotten from his parents’ thoughts

while he does hate being able to hear all these thoughts without a choice, his favorite is the family gatherings and reunions

homeboy could make a tv novella with all the information he’s got on his family

because his immediate family are the ones who know, whereas his cousin that’s like twice removed doesn’t, but that’s justifiable

also, his parents have to be careful when they’re talking about him or his younger brother tho

(Hyungwon: “dad, am I not your favorite?”

his dad: “I don’t have have favorites”

Hyungwon: “the lies”)

other than his family, his long time friends also know, i.e. the monsta x boys

I’m talking long term because he’s so comfortable with them and Hyungwon was stupid and let it slip

Jooheon: I know we agreed on Chinese but I kind of wanted pizza

Hyungwon: “we can get both if you want”

Jooheon: “get what?”

Hyungwon: wait a second

oh, whenever they play games, Hyungwon uses this telepathy to help him cheat

and Changkyun was suspicious of how Hyungwon, the guy who falls asleep 20 minutes into a movie, had such good gaming tactics

his suspicions were confirmed when Hyungwon told them but they all also lowkey were confused and didn’t believe him, altho it did fill in a few of the gaps

like how Hyungwon gives perfect gifts for people that they can actually use

and how he can easily solve issues before they can even become bigger issues

there were just bits and pieces that came together and he did get to prove it

Kihyun: “what am I thinking about?”

Hyungwon: “I don’t think you would want me to say it in front of our Minhyuk here”

Kihyun: …… “okay, you pass”

but revealing this also means a lot of questions

especially from Minhyuk, who’s bouncing around and is curious as to how it works

and isn’t like always being verbally asked

like, the questions will just pop into their heads and Hyungwon hears it

actually what he hears is

Minhyuk: can he hear animal thoughts?

Minhyuk: do they speak English? or do they speak in that animal sound?

Minhyuk: should I ask him? or am I going to be bothering him?

Minhyuk: okay, try to be casual and slip it in and-

Hyungwon: “I can only hear people’s thoughts, now can we please get on with the meal?”

Minhyuk: oh right he can hear mine

Hyungwon: “YES I CAN HEAR IT PLEASE BE QUIET”

Wonho: …. “what’s going on????”

this is why he favors you compared to the others

you’re curious, but not like super curious like Minhyuk

but it’s also because your thoughts are the most hilarious ones

it’s primarily because you censor a lot of your thoughts with other thoughts and they are….. eccentric

there’s a reason tho

long story short: you like him

you two are basically childhood friends

you met in middle school and woke him up before he could get in trouble and it was all history from there

it wasn’t until around the college years that the feeling hit you like a ton of bricks

and when it did hit, you were lucky Hyungwon wasn’t around to read your thoughts

because……... oof

he went from that kid with acne that you used to spray water at to keep awake

to a handsome young man that makes your heart pound so loudly in your chest

he had told you about these powers of his about a year into college, when he realized you weren’t going to disappear from his life so easily

but also because you were thinking about how the fbi is definitely listening in on your conversations because you got an ad on instagram about those sleeping bags that make it look like you were being eaten by a shark and he HAD to make a comment

Hyungwon: “dude what the fuck”

You: “what?”

Hyungwon: “how bad is your anxiety that you’re worried about the fbi agent in your phone?”

You: …… **narrows eyes** “I didn’t say anything about an fbi agent”

Hyungwon: ah shit, here we go again

anyways

that’s just a small glimpse of what Hyungwon has to hear

your thoughts were hilarious to tune into, to the point where Hyungwon listens in when you’re daydreaming and it’s like his news for the day

and it only got worse (at least for you) because you were constantly censoring your thoughts after your self-discovery of your feelings for him

you two were studying in the library one time for finals and he got real close to get a good look at the textbook to see where you were

and you couldn’t stop thinking about how close he was

but when he looked at you

you immediately switched your thoughts to think about that time Wonho choked on his ramen noodles

Hyungwon: “why are you thinking about Wonho choking?”

You: “because it’s funny?”

Hyungwon: …… “fair point”

and so now, you have something to turn to each time an incident happens

whenever he says something that makes your heart flutter, you think about Ted Bundy’s yellow buggy

whenever he makes you unconsciously jealous, you think about fat cats sitting on glass tables

you have something for everything

and Hyungwon has no idea because you’ve gotten so fucking good at hiding it

until one day, you were out with the boys, trying out this new restaurant that opened beside the river

Jooheon talks about how nice it would be nice to go to the beach sometime

Shownu tries to start plans and says y’all could plan a barbeque and make a whole trip out of it

but then Kihyun whines, saying he’s not ready because he hasn’t gone to the gym in a month

Wonho: “you haven’t gone to the gym period”

Kihyun: “better than me living there like you do”

Wonho: “and who’s the one with the abs?”

Kihyun: “son of a bitch”

that got you thinking

Hyungwon? on the beach? that means he’s just gonna chill on the side

but that also means….. a shirtless Hyungwon

Shownu: “what do you think (y/n)?”

You: “nothing, absolutely nothing”

Hyungwon looks over at you with a knowing look in his eyes

You: “what?”

Hyungwon: ………….. “why are you thinking about fighting giraffes?”

Minhyuk: “.... is that really what (y/n)’s thinking?”

Changkyun: “dude”

You: “sorry for thinking about the zoo?”

Hyungwon: “we were talking about the beach, why were you thinking about the zoo?”

You: god, I wanna die

Hyungwon: “well, are you going to die before or after the beach trip?”

Shownu: “we need to keep track of the body count, (y/n), this is important” 

sometimes you also wonder why you like him when these moments occur

but then he gives you that smile and you think to yourself

it do be like that 

and because you all are trying to plan out the beach trip, you couldn’t stop thinking about…. shirtless Hyungwon

therefore 

starts up more thoughts about fighting giraffes ensue

and more teasing on behalf of Hyungwon to you

Hyungwon: “do you wanna go to the zoo instead???? is that why you keep thinking about these giraffes????”

You: I. want. to. die.

Hyungwon: “you’ll die if you join the fighting giraffes—oW OWW OKAY I’LL SHUT UP”

the nonstop teasing for weekkkkkksss

until he finally asks you, the day before the trip

Hyungwon: “seriously, are you upset that we went out to the beach instead of the zoo?”

You: ugh, this whole ass man keeps making fun of me for thinking about fighting giraffes, this is your fault for being so fucking attract-

You: WONH O CHOKI NG ON RAMEN

Hyungwon: “WHOA NO FINISH YOUR THOUGHT”

You: NO

You: WONHO. CHOKING. LALALALLALA-

you avoided him for the rest of the day and filled your head with more censored thoughts

so he couldn’t hear anything else

and he didn’t

homeboy was left so confused because

he really likes having you as a friend but

having you as a partner would be so much better

he’s liked you since high school

hearing your thought process and little quirks

he grew fond of them

he knows it’s really invasive, but, in his defense, he was still learning to control them

and he found himself staring at you more and more, accidentally hearing your thoughts

one thing he really hated about his power is that even when he’s just taking in your presence………… he can still hear it even if he doesn’t try to

but anyways

he was sure of his feelings, but didn’t wanna push anything until he was absolutely sure

and now just might be that chance

so, after ducking him the entire day, which is hard to do when he’s trying to find you the entire day

(it’s not that hard considering all he hears from you is “FBI AGENTS GET OUT”)

(at least, that’s what you were trying to think so he doesn’t hear anything else about how you were going to explain yourself)

and he manages to catch you when the boys set up a bonfire and there’s no other spots…… except the one next to Hyungwon

which he totally, 100% did not plan

;)

anyways, you try to distract yourself by focusing your attention the marshmallow you have roasting over the fire

whereas he’s trying to read your mind, but it goes to waste as your attention is solely focused on the marshmallow

hence the tune of IU’s Marshmallow being played in your head

some of the other guys leave the bonfire, either to take a nightly beach stroll or to sleep 

and that left you, Hyungwon, and a melting marshmallow that you were trying to keep from completely burning

before you could flee though, Hyungwon speaks up

Hyungwon: “what? no fighting giraffes?”

You: “I will hit you with a flaming marshmallow”

you thought about it for a second tho, why did you think about fighting giraffes?

the boys were talking about the beach and then they talked about the trip

and the beach made you think about a shirtless Hyungwon

…………. shirtless Hyungwon

FIGHTING GIRAFFES

Hyungwon: “wait what”

You: fuck

You: “fuck”

and then your worst nightmare happens

he starts laughing

You: “sssttttoooppppppp”

You: “it’s my go-to when I think about you shirtless, okay? are you satisfied?”

he keeps laughing

Hyungwon: “do you like the image that much that you have diverted your thoughts from it?”

You: bitch

Hyungwon: “I heard that”

You: “I KNOW YOU DID” 

there’s a bit of a lull and you try to focus on your marshmallow again, but the heat on your face isn’t from the fire alone

Hyungwon: “don’t be embarrassed”

You: “I’m embarrassed because it’s you, idiot”

Hyungwon: “why?”

You: because I like you

Hyungwon: “how dumb of you to think I didn’t feel the same way”

you turn to him

You: really?”

Hyungwon: “yeah really”

Hyungwon: “your marshmallow is burning”

that’s not the only thing burning 

you both assumed that was the night that you both agreed to date

the next day, were the boys shocked that the two of you are dating?

not exactly

bc they knew Hyungwon liked you for quite some time and also the fact that whenever one of them did think you were cute….

let’s just say Hyungwon’s mouth said idc but his eyes said he could murder them and get away with it

also he trusted you enough to tell you about this secret of his, so there was definitely a high chance he was going to develop romantic feelings for you anyways

*cue a sad Minhyuk in the corner somewhere*

KIDDING

or am I

anyways

there isn’t much change to your relationship

other than additional cuddling and pecks here and now

altho there are a couple of changes

your thought processes are more clear because now you have nothing to hide but

they are also unclear because it’s like

Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hyungwon. Hy—

he also tries more and more not to hear your thoughts, but sometimes it’s hard not to hear them, especially as he openly stares at you more and more

but then again, because of that, he’s gaining better and better control of his powers

he lowkey does use it when you get into arguments because it gives him a better understanding of your perspective and that allows him to provide his and it opens up more communication between you two, even if you don’t have telepathy

also he tried to make up for it by saying everything he’s thinking

that was a very bad idea from the start bc you got annoyed really quickly

but you also kind of sympathized with him

You: “I’m sorry you have to hear my thoughts all the time”

Hyungwon: “that’s not your fault”

You: “but that’s not yours either”

he loves being able to talk to you about these things bc it really feels like someone’s in his corner

you try to understand him better and make things easier

whether it’s getting him better headphones

or distracting him with your own obscure thoughts

I’m very sure that anyone who dates Hyungwon in general is going to nap with him so…

many many naps with him with lots and lots of cuddles

you both take care of one another, physically and mentally

especially since you know he isn’t the type that opens himself up to many people

and hearing all of these thoughts, yours and others, must be exhausting for him 

anyways in this household we love and protect Chae Hyungwon bc homeboy is just tired and needs a break 

[peppusae]

How to say 'I love you' without saying 'I love you' | Chae Hyungwon pt 1

part: 1 of 3

other parts:  pt 1 || pt 2 || pt 3

pairing: chae hyungwon x reader

genre: fluff, little slow-burn and angst, smut

word count: 5.6k words

note: i had a dream about this plot so i must write this because after this dream hyungwon became my bias wrecker and i cry about him every day since pls send help gbye

ugh i love him so much :(((

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How to say 'I love you' without saying 'I love you'

What’s every kpop fan’s goal in life?

To meet their idols, attend a concert, and attend a fan sign, right?

Some others... They aim higher than that.

And you’re one of those people.

In fact, you love k-pop so much that you found your career took a whooping turn and you ended up majoring in language, for the very simple fact that you could apply to join an entertainment company and be a staff/writer, the latter which makes you feel the proudest of yourself.

But life….

Life can be super mean sometimes. And you learn this the hard way, when you get rejected by SM entertainment - your first and actually the only choice because you are a major Shinee fan and life is just NOT fair at all!

One way or the another, after multiple applying, you finally get a good job in another company - Starship Entertainment.

Now, Starship was definitely not one amongst your top 5 agencies. But you always try not to let that affect your work - and over time, you come to love your job.

Especially when you get assigned as Monsta X’s writer and interpreter.

You find the members of the group very very appealing, all of them having their own charms.

Hyunwoo, who goes by the name Shownu and has an appetite that makes everyone giggle; He is such a soft-hearted soul and you really look up to him because he is always kind enough to give you a hand if he finds you doing something like lugging some boxes around, and would give the prettiest eye smiles when he gets a compliment.

Hoseok, who goes by the name Wonho and is probably the person you would sacrifice everything for; because of the heartwarming smile he has to offer, the way he continuously asks you to go through the comments he received on his vlives, and would politely request you to review what fans are saying about him on his posts.

Kihyun, who is very much Korean down to the bone with his extremely polite mannerisms and the way he always makes sure the staff - you included - are always eating as well; even if it’s a show about them. And also, the way he had once asked if he was your bias, and looked shocked to hear he wasn’t - and then continued to do things to get your attention and ask “Am I your bias now?” in the middle, like an idiot.

Jooheon, who also occasionally comes to you and asks for mini English lessons, and then gets bored after learning two or three new words - and then instead likes to chat about random things like the cats he owns, and your line of cacti which he, for some reason, is obsessed with, and your chats with Jooheon usually end with a compliment battle, and he always made you feel proud because he always says that chatting about normal things like that always inspires him a lot too.

Changkyun, who you consider as your bias wrecker because he keeps his own cool, stays in his own bubble and get things done, and doesn’t brag; instead, he’s very gentle, always the first person to notice if you’re sitting out in the lounge by yourself racking your brains for new content, and uses you as a guinea pig for testing out his lame new puns or pickup lines.

And then… Hyungwon, who doesn’t talk a lot when he’s with the rest of the group, but you found to be startlingly talkative when he’s doing a solo vlive or with only a few members like either Shownu or Wonho. In fact, you remember being wide-eyed when he continuously chatted with his fans on a vlive for a whooping 2 hours, and you can’t forget the precious and warm smile he had on his face when you said you liked seeing him so lively and talkative.

“I have a lot of things up my sleeve which you probably don’t know that much about, [Name]-ah.” He had said that time, and sometimes, you can see the way his eyes would filter through the staff during shows and land on yours, and smile at you.

And finally, Minhyuk, who was your absolute favourite out of the entire group, your bias because he gets along so well with everyone, always making everyone - including the staff - laugh, and would not hesitate to call anyone out if they’re doing something they shouldn’t. It makes you giggle, the way he would approach you in the middle of a variety show shooting they’re doing and ask if you were the writer of the show and how you had the audacity to make them walk around like lunatics. He acts like a crackhead like that, but you’ve grown to be so attached to him when you realized that, beyond his bright personality, he also is an insanely sweet person; You found this out when you had mentioned applying to SM entertainment because Shinee was your favorite group ever, and Minhyuk -even if he asked how dare you talk about other men in his presence - met up with Shinee while hosting a show and got the members to sign, and even got Kibum, your Shinee bias, to sign you a message inside their recent album.

Undoubtedly, Minhyuk was your favorite, for a good reason.

But still, to be put frankly, Hyungwon was the member that has your heart, for the simple reason that he was so unpredictable and has his own sense of humour and personality.

Since you got assigned to work with Monsta X, your life has been a messy tangle of fun, a normal day being you having a chat with Hyungwon and then getting interrupted by Minhyuk who would have zero filters and ask “Are you two dating?”, which causes the two of you to flush red for no reason, while Kihyun would overhear this and say “Huh?! You’re picking him to date but you don’t think of me as bias material?”.

The cycle would be endless, with Wonho laughing while watching the entire scene unfold, while Jooheon would join in with Minhyuk while Shownu would butt in and say “Minhyuk-ah, we have to go back to practise now tho,” and Changkyun sticking his head out from his dorm room and saying he still has 5 more minutes to finish the session of his favorite game.

You’ve grown to love this cycle and it doesn’t feel like a job, doing something you love with good people to work with, and life has been even easier after you got a dorm room within the building.

So, even if you had a roommate - and she’s nice, just not too close - things at Starship has been working out well for you.

Your daily chaos started simmering down a little once the pandemic hit, and all of the staff got confined to their rooms for work.

Because some of the shows you’re writing the scripts for are getting approved easily, you feel lucky to be one of the few staff who is now allowed to go alongside the members when they’re out for shows.

The times when you’re working from your dorm room, you feel so tired - perhaps missing the chaos you were so used to for the past couple years.

One day, you get a kakao chat from Hyungwon, asking if he can come over to discuss something with you.

It’s early in the morning - 8:15 am, and you’re half awake but you let him in, trying your hardest not to yawn too much in front of the member you considered the most attractive from the bunch.

Your roommate, Dawon, was kind enough to clean up the room a little bit when you said Hyungwon was coming over - and you said it on purpose because you knew she called Hyungwon her type and admits to having a teensy crush on him even though she knows it won’t work out anyways.

Hyungwon is wearing a caramel sweater and grey baggy sweatpants, and it always warms your heart to see the boys dressed in comfy clothes because they have to spend so much time wearing clothes that probably look good but not feel as comfy.

“Hyungwonnie, come on in!” You greet him, and he reacts with a chuckle and he always does that ever since you started calling him by that nickname after the day he said you should use casual language with him.

Hyungwon gives a little nod to your roommate in acknowledgement, and waits until you draw the curtain separating the room, before he speaks.

“I have a magazine shooting next month, and these are the set of questions they’re gonna ask me.” He says, putting the big envelope he had in his clutches on the top of your desk after he takes his seat. “I need help coming up with answers.”

Hyungwon was usually one of the few members who always comes to use the opportunity; the artists are free to ask the writers for help with answers they’ll give for their interviews, and Hyungwon always makes full use of the opportunity, and Shownu and Wonho occasionally drop by too, as well.

You’re always happy to be asked for help, but today, you find yourself sweat-dropping at the thought. You were so sleepy, the only reason you’re not dozing off is because you had forced yourself not to sit down.

“Why?”

“What?”

“You’re usually always excited when I ask for something like this, so why today?”

Ouch. Sometimes, much like you can read the boy’s faces and know what’s going on, they can sometimes do the same for you, too.

“Well, you see....”

“Have you been getting enough sleep?”

Double ouch. You knew the boys - at least, most of them - were good observers, but you didn’t expect Hyungwon to catch on so easily.

“I actually do get enough sleep, but these days, I feel extra sleepy for an hour or so after I wake up.”

This makes Hyungwon chuckle, putting the papers back inside the envelope and turning back to you.

“Welcome to the life of every human being. You sound like you’ve been babied too much.” He has to say, and you watch the way he gets up from his seat and places the envelope inside one of your drawers.

“Let’s get some breakfast.”

“W-What?!”

This makes the male raise an eyebrow, glancing around the room as if he was unsure if it really was you who said that.

“You’re acting as if we have never gone out for a meal together.”

“Well…” You say, because you’ve actually gone with him a couple of times over the four years you’ve been assigned to them.

That was probably because the boys enjoyed ordering in mostly, and eating at their own free times.

Anyhow, it was only a few times, so it definitely did surprise you.

“Okay. Where do we go?”

“I’m in the mood for some eggs and sausages, do you have anything you want to eat?”

“Hey, we’re gonna split the bill okay!?” You hurry to race Hyungwon outside, who goes out in a very knowing way, one that was like a deja vu of the times when he’d butt in when you’re trying to innocently pay for your delivered lunch tray and he’d ask to tab it over to him.

Kihyun was right, he really was different from the way most Monbebe actually looked up at him.

At the restaurant, Hyungwon takes his mask off only after you two are seated at one of the sectioned booths and have ordered your food.

“The pandemic isn’t good, but this is the only thing that I enjoy about it.” He admits, eyes going over to the lack of people inside the place which would usually be filled to the brim with office workers trying to grab a quick breakfast.

“This pandemic has made me a sleepyhead like you.”

“Hey!”

You find yourself smiling so hard around Hyungwon because during breakfast and after you had forcibly paid for you two, on your way back when he offers to buy you coffee - and even remembers your usual order - and the next two hours he spent with you while you helped him write answers and edit what he wrote, it really does not feel like he’s a celebrity at all; but more so as a close friend who makes you feel warm in ways you’ve never felt before.

“Why?”

You snap out from your little trance and go back to typing your script on the laptop, when he interrupts you.

“Why are you smiling? What kind of madness of a show are you writing now?!”

“Hey! Don’t accuse me of writing madness when your Monbebe loves it so much!”

“Yah, that’s too much! Our Monbebe will love us anyway even if you show them us being normal!”

You giggle, because really. When has Monsta X ever been normal?

---

The next day, right after you wake up, you’re working on the itinerary for Monsta X’s upcoming vacation show - a little too late, you had to admit, and that too, when you’re feeling so desperately sleepy like you’ve been feeling lately every morning.

Dawon had gone out to grab breakfast with some of the other staff, and you’re munching on your melon bread, knowing well that the espresso shot you’ve had just a while ago won’t last you for more than 15 minutes.

And it doesn’t.

In fact, you’re actually snoring when your phone rings loudly, making you lift your sorry face up from your laptop keyboard and answering as soon as you pick up the phone.

“Yes, Manager-nim? I’ll send you the itinerary in fifteen minutes!” You say the impossible, because your task in barely done, and you had a feeling you’d fall back onto the laptop keyboard the second the manager hangs up the call.

The sound of familiar chuckling makes you raise an eyebrow and glance at your phone, horrified to see Hyungwon’s name on the display.

“I need it in ten minutes, not fifteen.” He says in a heavy voice, and it makes you huff in embarrassment, glad that he couldn’t see you.

“Very funny, Hyungwon. What did you need?”

“Nothing. Just wanted to wake you up.”

“I was up!”

This makes him laugh yet again, and you sigh, typing on the keyboard as you think about what good excuse you can say.

“If you were up, you wouldn’t have thought I was your manager.”

You let out a little groan, connecting your headphones to the phone so you could multitask while speaking to the male.

“Really, now, Hyungwonnie, what did you really want? Is there something you wanted to ask again?”

“No, I really just called to wake you up.”

“Well. Isn’t that sweet of you.” You say, sarcastically.

The mini banter and sarcastic comments continue for about ten minutes, by which you’d even finished up the itinerary.

So, even if he did laugh at your sleepyhead behaviour - as if he could talk - you made sure to thank him before you go out to take the printouts and finish off your task.

---

And then, that becomes a ritual.

Hyungwon calls you every day at 8 am, right when you’ve signed in for work and are about to head to get some coffee.

He makes small talk with you, talks about little episodes he’d had, and listens to your ideas.

After the first week, you don’t feel sleepy even if you don’t get the coffee; and you don’t even get sleepy after he hangs up.

Every day, it feels like he’s prepared something new, because he makes you laugh so hard that your sleep completely vanishes.

In fact, after a couple of days, he searches up English songs on Genie Music and sings, butchering up a lot of the lyrics on purpose - you know it’s on purpose because Hyungwon has a really good pronunciation when he tries.

One day, you’re butchering up the lyrics of a song along with Hyungwon while you’re writing talk segments for Monsta X’s comeback showcase. Your roommate has been giving you funny looks recently, especially after she asked who was calling you every day and you couldn’t lie and told her it was Hyungwon.

The sudden sound of your door flying wide open and a blonde Lee Minhyuk barrelling into your room makes you stop your singing.

“Oh. So it was you, huh.” He has to say, making himself comfortable on your beanbag chair, and drawing the cloth partition between your room when Dawon - your roommate - keeps staring.

Really, Minhyuk does not know what filters are supposed to be.

“What do you mean?” You ask, and from your headphone, Hyungwon hears his friend’s voice, so he dismisses the call after saying he’ll see you again later.

“So it was you Hyungwonie has been getting up every morning to sing his heart out, huh?”

You stare at him, baffled. “Well, he does sing some normal songs, but he mostly sings crack-”

“He usually never wakes up on his own even if he has schedules, and now he has an alarm to call you every day? What, are you guys dating or something?”

“Yah, Minhyuk, what are you saying!!” You hiss, horrified, because the cloth partition does little to block out sounds from the other side.

“I always tell people if they like someone, to stop being so obvious and just ask them out. It’s easy!!”

“It’s not easy and omg shut up!! He’s just calling me because he’s waking me up, he’s just being kind!”

“Hyungwon never wakes up for us, he’s never kind to us, then! And he’s always still sleepy even if he wakes you up, because he goes straight back to bed after he wakes you up!”

You sigh out loud in frustration, shaking your head. “Come on. What did you want, Minhyukkie?”

Minhyuk gives you a knowing smile before he shakes his head, handing you the binded notebook he had in his clutches.

“You’ll give me a read-over, right? I told you about the radio-show I’m gonna start hosting in a few weeks, right? The concept is clear, but I have some topics I want to talk about and I made some scripts about how I could continue the talk.”

“You got it. I’ll need some time, though, how does Thursday sound?”

“Perfect. Thanks!” He gives you a flying kiss that makes you laugh, and then he’s out as fast as he came barreling in.

---

You expected Hyungwon to stop the calling after the confining to your room rule gets lifted up and you’ve started to go to the office for work.

But he doesn’t, and he sounds as if he’s never been as prepared before as he is now.

Even when the comeback is near and he must be practising into the late hours of the night, he never misses a single day.

A few days before the comeback, you find him having lunch with Shownu, and it’s the first time you’ve seen him in a while - and you hadn’t seen his new hair till then too.

For the first time in the four years you’ve been assigned to work with Monsta X, you take a good look at Hyungwon.

A really, really good look.

At first, he hadn’t noticed you, and while you’re refilling your water bottle with chilled water, you notice the way he’s smiling a little while he listens to what Shownu is saying. The way he uses his hand to brush the fringe of his hair he’s dyed blonde is attractive for the first time - and you’d always thought he was a really, really handsome young man… But this is the first time he looks so attractive that you feel like you’re in a daze, staring at him until chilled water fills up your bottle and pours on your fingers, finally catching your attention.

What gives?

The little yelp you let out makes both Shownu and Hyungwon glance over at you - noticing you for the first time. Hyungwon’s eyes go wide, the top of his palm going up to cover his mouth.

“Ah, [Name]-ah. How are you?” Shownu calls over to you, ever so naturally, and you greet him with a smile when it looks like he’s motioning for you to come over.

“I haven’t seen you in a while. Are you doing well?”

“I’m doing good, Hyunwoo-oppa. You guys must be working super hard for the comeback, right?” You say, glancing at Hyungwon, and for the first time ever, you think he’s actually… blushing ?!

It makes you flustered, thinking about what Minhyuk had talked to you about, while he accused you two of dating. Really, Minhyuk had no filters, it never fails to drive you insane sometimes.

“Yeah! You can expect a lot, please do support us a lot!”

You turn to look at Shownu, beaming at his friendly and charming smile before you excuse yourself and head back before you felt your head would explode.

Now, what the heck was that all about!?

Whatever it was, you were definitely going to blame Minhyuk for this!

---

It absolutely surprises you when Hyungwon doesn’t fail to call you, even the following morning.

You guess you had just imagined it in your head yesterday when Hyungwon looked flustered to see you.

Stupid Minhyuk! It was all in your head after all.

“Now that today’s dumb song segment is over,” Hyungwon says, after he sings a butchered up version of Pretty Please, “I’m gonna sing a song from our album!”

“Oh? Will that be okay?”

“Well, you’ll hear the album preview later today, so, why not?” He has to say. “It’s one of my favorites from the album.”

And then, he sings up to the second chorus of Beautiful Night - a song you fall in love with instantly, because the lyrics are so beautiful and Hyungwon sings as if he’s doing so with his whole soul. It almost makes your eyes teary, and you can barely tell him that you love it, before you have to excuse yourself with a little lie.

Since when did Hyungwon’s voice sound this emotional? It’s been over four years, but his voice has always been the same, beautiful voice as before. You open up Genie music, playing some of the older albums, listening to Hyungwon’s voice in the songs, and you feel like you’ve missed out this side of Hyungwon completely, this madly romantic side of him that sounds so sincere that it makes your heart race.

What is going on, seriously…

---

As the days pass by, the little tingle in your heart whenever you see or hear Hyungwon keeps on getting more and more painful.

In fact, by the end of Monsta X’s three-week promotions for Fantasia X, hearing Hyungwon singing songs for you become almost unbearably sad.

Despite having to wake up earlier, or even having to excuse himself in the middle of getting his hair and makeup done, he makes sure to call you - even if you’re sitting and listening to him when he’s in the same room as you are in.

You realize you can’t hold out your expressions if it’s in front of him, so you make sure to get up and go away somewhere when Hyungwon’s call arrives every day at 8 am on the dot.

It’s a warm Saturday morning, and you’re on your bed, your earpods on and listening to Fantasia X on Genie when Hyungwon’s call of the day arrives.

Today, it’s different.

Usually, he sings a trot song, or a really ugly version of an English song with the hopes of making you laugh so much that your sleep completely vanishes.

But today, he doesn’t say anything and immediately starts to sing soulfully; today, he sings Newton, one of your absolute favorite songs by the group, and…

The way he sings it is so, so sad .

Something inside your heart feels like it is burning, and unknowingly, your eyes brim with tears, because…

All the things Minhyuk had told you, all the things you’ve been thinking about Hyungwon lately, all the little glances he sends your way and then looks away when he sees you’re watching…

You feel your emotions going haywire, and your wishful thinking makes you start crying and you pray to god that Hyungwon, who’s singing the chorus so beautiful and sincerely does not notice.

It’s almost unbearable, and you take off your earpods and have him on speaker, thankful that he doesn’t notice you’ve reached for tissues to wipe your tears.

Since when did I start feeling this way about him?

How can I think this way about one of the members I work for?

Why does Hyungwon sing as if he’s singing just for me, and only me?

Why does it feel like we are never able to meet eyes now?

You have so many questions and no answers, and your hands are shaking as you try to press record on your phone because he sounds so, so beautiful and your crying is not helping you in focusing on his sincere singing.

It is at this moment that the door to your room flies open, and your roommate, Dawon enter the room, then freezes when she sees you crying.

“What’s going on?!”

You’re only able to hand over the phone to her, and mumble a little “Please record it for me” through your sobs.

Dawon looks very confused, raising an eyebrow when she looks at the receiver and sees that it is Hyungwon, on the call.

At that moment, Hyungwon wraps up his singing, clearing his throat a little and speaks for the first time today.

“[Name]-ah.”

You find yourself sniffling, glancing at Dawon who looks visibly upset now… and you can’t even blame her…

“[Name]-ah.” He calls your name again, and this is one of the things that makes you sad in regards to Hyungwon, because… He is a member of Monsta X, one of the manlier groups in the industry for sure, but… He’s so gentle and sweet, a kind-hearted soul, and he does not lack in anything, as he has proudly claimed so.

Even the way he calls your name out is so gentle that it makes more tears stream down your face, and you’re almost scared at how to answer whatever Hyungwon would ask from you.

“[Name]-ah. I have something I have to tell you, in person.”

Your eyes meet with Dawon, who now looks wide-eyed, and you were sure you would probably look the same.

“I… I have to tell you this in person, so, if you… If you’re willing, would you like to… go for dinner with me today?”

More tears stream down your face, and now you know you can never look Dawon in the eyes either so you bury your face on one of your pillows, heart aching too much to do anything else.

“Hyungwon-ssi.”

Dawon speaks into the speakerphone, and it makes you glance at her, wondering what she was going to say.

Hyungwon replies with a loud ‘Huh?’ in confusion.

“Hyungwon-ssi, I’m sorry, but [Name] is outside and she left her phone here.”

Dawon looks at you, lips pressed into a thin line. You feel so uneasy, and it felt like Hyungwon felt the same, because he starts to stammer.

“Wh-Wha? What?! If [Name] wasn’t the one who answered, then wh- Whaaaaa!” You hear a loud whine before the call gets disconnected with a quick mumble of “Sorry!”.

Dawon hurls the phone at your bed, and leaves the room without a word, and it pains your heart so much that you feel like you’ll die.

A text message pops up on your phone a little while later and seeing the text makes you feel a little dizzy, even.

‘If you’re freely going to allow other people to roam through your phone even, I don’t think I have any other choice but to come to see you right away.’

What?

Wait, does he mean-

You hurry to grab your phone and iPad, wiping your face as best as you could and going out of your room. You find Minhyuk and Kihyun using the Xbox in the lounge, so you quietly take a seat near them, greeting them and opening up your iPad without another word.

“[Name]-ah, why do you look so weird?”

“Yah, Minhyuk, how can you say something so rude?!”

You shake your head and give a weak smile at the two, opening up your notepad and leaning against the couch.

A moment passes by, and Minhyuk moves closer to you on the couch, so close that you actually move a little back as well.

“What?”

“I finished my game with Kihyunnie. So. Why? Why do you look so sad? Did Hyungwonie hurt you?”

Now, you’ve been doing a good job of not crying since you got out of the room, but seeing Minhyuk’s worried face and then remembering Hyungwon’s words - along with Minhyuk hitting a bullseye right away… All of that combine together and it makes you start to cry again.

“Wha? Hey?!” Minhyuk looks very startled, and he usually never looks surprised like he doesn’t know what to do, but today he looks like he’s at a dead end, and you allow him to grab your hand and tell Kihyun he’ll be right back, before he hurries to drag you over to the other end of the lounge near the vending machines.

“Yah, what is going on with you lately? Hyungwon really said something mean to you, didn’t he? Sheesh. Acting like he’s in love with you and then making you cry like this? I didn’t expect him out of everyone to behave this way.”

The more Minhyuk spoke, the worse you felt, and you’re barely able to ask him if he could be kind enough to leave you alone for a second when you hear a familiar voice calling your name.

“[Name]-ah…. Minhyuk-ah?!”

You and Minhyuk glance up to see Hyungwon approaching you, and you hurry to take your hand away from Minhyuk’s clutch.

Really, Hyungwon couldn’t have caught a worse timing.

Minhyuk shoots you a sad look, then gets up from his seat, goes to say something to Kihyun, then the two of them leave while Kihyun glances at you with a worried look on his face. You can’t get yourself to look at Hyungwon, so you’re looking at your hands, fingers fumbling while Hyungwon stands in his spot in front of you, not saying a single word.

More tears fall down your face when you remember Minhyuk’s words - and how wrong was he to assume the worst from the sweetest person you know, and it pains your heart because you knew if you looked in his eyes, you wouldn’t be able to stop crying.

“Why?”

Hyungwon says a single word, and honestly, that was the only thing you didn’t have an answer for.

Why were you crying?

You didn’t know.

Why can’t you look at Hyungwon?

You had no clue.

Why did Minhyuk know right away?

That too, you didn’t know at all.

Why can’t you answer him?

You had no reason.

So instead, you find tears streaming down your face, and you wish you could leave, but you felt like you owed Hyungwon at least this much, to hear what he had to say even if you felt like something was cutting through your heart.

“Stand up.”

It’s the first time you’ve heard him ask you to do something in that voice, an angry, impatient voice you’ve never imagined you’d ever be on the receiving end for.

“[Name]-ah.”

You hum in response, eyes on the ground. Hyungwon lets out an exhale and you can feel your hands trembling because it’s while you’re looking at his shoes with an aching heart, that you realize something you’ve been wishing so hard was not true.

You were in love with Chae Hyungwon.

Out of completely nowhere, so naturally.... You were so madly in love with Chae Hyungwon; so much that looking at him now would be too much to take, now.

“You heard everything I said, didn’t you?”

Now, that’s something you didn’t expect to hear from him. He had sounded so worried and embarrassed on the phone so you didn’t think he would have any suspicious, but here he was, showing you that he certainly did.

It makes you look up at his face for the first time today, and it pains your heart.

It paints your heart, because he’s wearing clothes with a lot of creases - something he’s been wearing to sleep, and he has on a beanie that covers most of his messy-looking hair, and he’s looking at you with puffy eyes and a frown that hurts so much to look at.

You couldn’t bear to look at him anymore so you shake your head in response. Hyungwon looks visibly disappointed, like he knew right away that you were lying. You think he has something more he wants to say, because his lips part a little… And then, he lets out a sigh and shakes his head as well.

“If you are this burdened by how I feel, then…” Hyungwon’s voice trails off, taking a step back and then turning around. You watch the way he walks out of the lounge without a word, and if you felt like you’d never been more hurt before, you were completely wrong, because nothing pained your heart more than watching the male leave like that, as if he had so much to say and couldn’t…. Just like how you felt while you sink back on the couch and cry your heart out.

And from that day onwards, Hyungwon doesn’t call you again.

-----

[euphoricsunflowers]

ahhhh omg??? i love that so so much.

minhyuk’s part? so true. they can all smell when you start your period for obvious reasons, but minhyuk takes it as an opportunity to taste you without causing you the initial pain of a bite! sweet sweet boy, he just doesn’t want to hurt you! he can’t help but let his fangs slip and they brush against your thighs, which probably feels really nice. i feel like shownu would want to do this too? just bc he’s gentle. he’d say something about how he heard it helps with cramps as an excuse lol

aw sweet wonho :( as much as you’d insist he’d refuse unless he was so so thirsty. you accidentally give yourself a paper cut and you see his eyes glow for a moment at the scent, and that’s when you sit him down and tell him to just drink :( same for hyungwon and jooheon. they’re all so sweet and don’t want to hurt you!

changkyun???? omg... that’s hot. biting above your collarbones and maybe even your hips too. he’ll gladly lick up a little of what falls from his bites, but would much rather quench his thirst with the blood of those who give you a hard time <3

ki’s part was so cute! he’d cook you such a nice meal and sit across from you while he sips on a blood bag, asking you how your day was and flashing a fanged smile at you <3 so sweet!

also vampire reader x human mx? yes yes yes please! thinking about how their senses would heighten as you drink from them, leaving them all sensitive and in a blissful daze. they can’t help but whine for you and roll their hips, searching desperately for friction :,)

anyways, sorry for writing a novel again </3 you just get me thinking!!

— fj <3

pls omg i get so excited when i see you in my inbox babe, i love these long asks!! it makes me so excited :,)

again tw: blood, general vampy stuff, oral while on period (?) idk if that’s a trigger warning but it’s lowkey weird so like??? idk

kihyun, wonho, and jooheon are probably just gonna flat out avoid you on your period like sorry!! but they just can’t handle it!! the others i could see wanting to eat you out it’s just minhyuk has this chaotic energy that made me think he’d do it immediately!! the second he saw you omg imagine his teeth grazing your thigh and just eating you out endlessly, every lick tastes of sweet blood so once you let him start it’s hard to get him to stop!! shownu i could see def making a dumb excuse like that ‘oh yeah it’ll really help with your pain, trust me!!’ not to mention how hyungwon would def do it if you asked him and it’d be a really relaxing experience because he’s really sweet and gentle <3

oh yes wonho has the classic situation of ‘no! i make a promise to myself and to you that i’d never drink your blood! but then you get a paper cut and suddenly i can’t think straight’ i think he’d initially only suck on the papercut tho, and then once he has a taste of you he’s even more insatiable and he needs more of you and you’re like ‘please just drink my blood you look like you’re about to go insane and cry at the same time and it’s lowkey scary’ 😭😭💔

vampy ki is such a sweetie!! he’ll cook you whatever you want ans then just chill, drinking one of the blood packs in the fridge (he’s got a whole ass fridge full it’s kinda terrifying but he’s just tryna be prepared cuz drinking your blood is off limits... most of the time...)

they’re all just like cute vampire pets honestly just make sure they’re fed and then they’re all little sweetie pies <3

and on the other side of things, imagining poor little human kihyun trembling under you as you taunt him a bit, grazing your teeth over his skin but not quite puncturing it or imagining wonho moaning in a pained-pleasure when you bite him and it’s just so overwhelming and he’s all dazed and spaced out and needy <3

[nthngbxtfanfics]

Your eyes couldn’t leave the visible buds on Wonhos shirt, as he walked into the living room, after his intense workout. Nobody seemed to be fazed by those shirt poking nipples of his. But you couldn’t help yourself on glueing your eyes onto his chest. As you noticed, that you were staring, your cheeks heated up and felt nervous.

You tried to rip your eyes away from the male and looked at your own two little buds poking through your bra.

What the hell?! was your only thought as you pulled your knees against your chest. You thought no one noticed your weird behaviour, but you were wrong, your boyfriend isn’t blind.

Shownu turned to you as he noticed your sudden behaviour. He grew slightly concerned and asked you if you were alright. But his concern dropped as soon as you gave him the reason of your sudden discomfort. A chuckle espaped his chest as his eyes looked at his bandmate.

“Then why are you curling yourself up?”

“Cuz my nipples are showing too...” you pouted and Shownu couldn’t hold in another chuckle.

Wonho could feel your staring gaze and felt weirded out first. But soon dropped that feeling as he saw you curled up on the couch, next to one of his members. He sat next to you, rubbing your knee. A gesture to tell him what’s wrong. Your eyes studied his face, searching for an stupid excuse to tell him. But Wonho was faster and pulled you knees down, so your feet would touch the floor. Your arms flew across your chest.

“What’s wrong?” Wonhos voice hinted a slight amusement as a small chuckle followed his words. All you did was nod to his chest and hide your face in your hands. Wonho broke and started to laugh whole heartly.

Minhyuk loves to see you flustered and when you got it by watching Wonhos nipples, then it’s the best moment to put some more fuel into the fire.

“Wonho-hyungs nipples look extra good today.” Minhyuk said it loud enough for you to hear.

“What?”

“But I think yours are tastier tho.”

“Minhyuk!”

“Oh look, who’s awake.” Minhyuk pointed at your own chest as you hit his arm and put a pillow on your chest.

Kihyun - internal conflict. He’s weirded out himself by Wohnos nipples, but secondly he’s kinda turned on by yours. But he’s not showing it and trys acts cool.

“Hyung, your nipples are pretty intimidating.” Kihyun tried to steady his voice and tried to avoid looking at Wonhos chest.

“Why that?” Wonho looked confused at his member, as he saw you curled up on the sofa, avoiding looking at him as well. “Oh, sorry I’ll go and grab something else to wear.”

“Babe?” You looked up at your boyfriend with wide eyes. “You should change as well.” He pointed at your two buds and your face turned into 50 shades of red. Your body jumped from the couch and headed straight to his bedroom.

“I have to buy her a new bra.” spoke Kihyun to himself.

Hyungwon clearly enjoys the view, he’s a little savage and took it as the perfect opportunity to expose you.

“Why are you staring at Wonho-hyungs nipples?

“No I’m not!”  Wonhos cheeks turned red, as his hands covered his chest instinctively. 

“Yes you are and I can see someone getting excited as well.”

“Fuck off Hyungwon!” you grabbed a pillow and ran towards Hyungwons bedroom hiding from embarrassement. 

Jooheon was confused - why are you staring at Wonho so much? His eyes would study his band mates figure, searching for something he didn’t know. Then his eyes went to you and studied your body, for some odd reason. Then he noticed your chest. His curious look turned into a frown and then you pulled your legs up to your chest.

“Y/N what are you doing?”

“Nothing?” 

“Don’t ‘nothing me’ and tell me.”

“Wonhos nipples look intimidating.”

“Y/N If somethings intimidating then your boobs.”

Changkyun knew straight away what was going on. His chuckle gave it away, he’s down for some tease. Changkyun sits closer to you and started to poke your side.

“What are you doing, Changkyun?”

“Nothing, just poking my girlfriend who seems to compete with Wonho-hyungs nipple size.”

“Changkyun!”

“What can I do when your nipples like to show themselves off too.” pokes your boob and chuckles to himself.

“Stop it Changkyun.” you snapped his finger away, resulting in him laughing louder.