#change is so scary :(
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you can get your life together but you have to die five times over in the process
#change is so scary#and so sudden#and the grief never ends#im like that bug post#your final form is within you all your life you just have to turn into horrible goop before you can get there
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the make-everything-hades fever has spread to lae'zel
all her boons are for sure big huge damage boosters at the expense of your magic meter
others: the dark urge (OC); minthara (bg3), karlach (bg3), shadowheart(bg3), gale (bg3), halsin (bg3), astarion (bg3), wyll (bg3), kotallo (horizon)
#laezel#lae'zel#bg3 laezel#bg3 fanart#hades supergiant#githyanki#i'm pretty sure my art-style-cribbing from Hades changes slightly every time i attempt this#but its okay we're just having fun#she's so pretty i love her your honor#lae'zel is definitely a chthonic god no question#seems scary but really just a big softie on the inside#bg3#my art#hades game#hades series
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ppl are too quick to point to laios' disability as the reason his friends think he's a freak sometimes. so many instances of laios getting yelled at are, in my eyes, a case of "this guy had to emotionally mature very early in order to be there for his little sister" combined with "much older friends who never had to learn to manage their own emotions to the same degree"
a lot of the time he's right about needing to be more direct/deal with things in a way that may seem scary/needing to put your gut reaction aside. he tries not to make his friends uncomfortable and he puts up with a lot because he's trying to keep the peace, but he also pushes the others out of their comfort zones purposefully to try to get them to think more constructively. everyone else in the party is prone to acting on their gut instincts and avoiding uncomfortable situations even when facing them head-on is very much necessary. part of what makes laios such a great leader is the fact that he knows from experience how to put his own feelings aside to help someone else grow.
yes, he does make a lot of social blunders by accident and he does struggle to connect with others, but not all of his positive influence on others is accidental or "despite" making people uncomfortable. a lot of the time, I think it's clear he knows exactly what he's doing and he's trying to help the people around him process emotions in a healthy way as they all go through some truly harrowing shit. all the main characters support each other as well as they can with their unique emotional skillsets. laios' skillset just happens to be "gently talk child into eating her vegetables"
#deerchatter#dungeon meshi#laios touden#of course this IS also connected to his disability. bc having an iron grip on your own emotional reaction is often needed to survive#in an ableist society. and he wouldn't have had to parent falin so much if the two of them hadn't been ostracized growing up#but the point of the post is that laios is a lot more emotionally intelligent than his party (or many fans) realizes#he's not just stumbling ass-first into being helpful he is clearly applying a skillset that is direly lacking in his friends#marcille and chilchuck in particular haaaaate uncomfy situations and are under the impression that if smth Feels bad then it Is bad.#and senshi avoids so many situations and feelings because of his trauma that he's been unable to grow past it on his own#this post was particularly inspired by the griffin meat scene. everyone else suggests senshi just avoid his trauma forever#and they're absolutely shocked when laios suggests senshi try to grow and overcome his pain bc. That Sounds Scary. lol#so many of the story's themes revolve around overcoming your own impulses and biases#and laios is uniquely suited to leading that change.#r.i.p. laios/toshiro friendship you guys have so much more in common than you realize
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I'm not ready for summer to end
#even though I've had enough of the heat#the end of summer brings change#change is so scary#I will be alright in the end#but I do wish I could live in this moment for a little while longer
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soon it'll be dawn again
transcript under the cut ⏬
page 01
Fig: no way? - you're still up?
Riz: Wh– yes?
Riz: Why'd I not be.
page 02
Fig: I me~~ean - that took.
Fig: whole day.
Riz: Yeah?
Fig: 'm beat.
Riz: you should sleep.
page 03
Fig: nah. my guy's still up
Fig: I wanna hang out.
page 04
Riz: That's really nice.
Fig: Hah! - Nobody ever expects an Archdevil rockstar to be nice.
Riz: … yeah. - 's just budget work tho. (the stuff I'm working on) - I've heard it's boring.
page 05
Fig: yeah, but you do it…
Riz: It keeps things going, right? - Nothing happens if nobody sits down and - does the thing.
Fig: That's right… - though. Yeah.
page 06
Fig: sometimes it's someone else who - doesn't want the same thing to happen.
Riz: … - mm.
page 07
Riz (off screen): …It took me a long time to get that not everyone likes doing what I do. - 's probably because you guys are so nice– - or. - kind.
Riz (off screen): to anyone too, not just. - the people you /love/.
page 08
Riz: that's not how it is elsewhere. - The world's– not. hostile. - but 's not like it's kind.
Riz: So I'm doing as much as I can now…
page 09
Fig: Hey.
Riz: ?
Fig: Go dig some dirt with me.
page 10
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - oh you meant like - actual dirt. (not incriminating information)
Fig: o yea.
Fig: there's clay in the backyard soil. - sometimes when I'm sun deficient or something I go touch dirt for a bit.
page 11
Fig: here u go
page 12
Riz: uh
Fig: now we make a thing! - 'm pretty good at freehanding a bowl.
Fig: I'll show u
page 13
Fig: just– yep, flatten that out as evenly as u can, then–! - actually ur nails'd be so good at cutting out the strip. [larger than usual space] wait. - wait. wait u can carve patterns with them! we HAVE to try
Riz: uh - What. do I carve?
Fig: anything!!!
page 14
Fig: and– yep just seal the inside uh. seam?
Fig: yep that works - okay time's up! all contestant hands up
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - okay - wh. what's next?
Fig: haha - watch this.
(sound effect text): FWOO—MP
page 15
Riz: WH�� DON'T JUST DO THAT???
Fig: Now it's fired!
Riz: THAT WAS NOT SAFE
Fig: (actually it's just dry. if u add water rn it'll dissolve)
Fig: ok catch!
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - careful!!
Fig: dw no need haha
page 16
Riz (thought bubble): oh - it's warm…
Fig: now I want you to throw this.
page 17
Fig: u gotta do it - c'mon
page 18
Riz: wh– - It's like 3AM right now
Fig: oh it's not /fired/ fired it's not gonna make a loud noise
Riz: And then just? leave a pile out here?
Fig: pour water over it & it'll be gone I told u
Riz: but
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Fig (off screen): RIz.
page 20
Fig: I've done all this before.
Fig: Can you trust that at least?
page 21
Riz: no, I– - I do. - I trust you.
page 23
Riz: okay what happens now
(sound effect text): glob
page 24
Fig: we do it again!
page 25
Riz: wh. [larger than usual space] What do you mean. (this clay's too wet also)
Fig: see! you're already learning
Fig: [blank speech bubble] - there are flows that are futile to fight. - The world changes.
Fig: Things change.
page 26
Fig: I've learned my lessons with "forevers". - But - as an artist
Fig: I can give you one thing: - You can always do it again.
page 27
Fig: most of everything depends on the rest of the world, - but this. - making new. - that's yours as long as you want it.
page 28
Fig: So?
page 29
Riz: Yeah. - Yeah! - let's make another one.
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#technically no spoilers in this comic but listen. I Will be gloating in tags. I will Never Shut Up#for the record!! this was fully conceptualized and sketched Before the finales. I started sketching this after the boat fight#and when murph closed riz's arc this season with ''maybe it's okay to change and welcome new things'' I pogged irl#I am simply the best at reading comprehension what can I say! (<- grown ass man with roughly the same perspective on teenhood as the player#fucked up that this became so long (almost 30 squares lol) that it took me this long to finish#lmao I say all that but. genuinely I am delirious and my feelings abt riz's arc this season are so big... I was getting psychic backlash#for a While lol. it was scary!!#had to sit down and do therapy on my own ass for a bit. the teenage apocalyticisation is real. that word isnt tho Im pretty sure#truly anything you do at that age feels like that's it that's all you've got going on forever. and its not true! its simply not true#you'll be okay my guy. you love your friends so so much but also there will be more to love out there#this one goes out to fellow aroaces and also folks leaving somewhere theyve called home for a long time#nothing lasts forever but that means new things come by too! ur ability to make new is infinite!!#there's no magnum opus people leave but new people come by too etc. I am too sleepy to remember what I wanted to say uhhh#well. thank u for looking at my art. I think thats the one pack it n ship it boys
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Lan Wangji goes to Lotus Pier (No relation to the AU of the same name)
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#Another split type comic because I decided to be ambitious.#This flashback is currently beating my ass. There are so many timeskips within the flashback! My flow and pacing are wheezing!#I loved how this scene starts with the crowd's point of view. The observations and gossip add a lot.#And it helps reposition us to what the external perspective is on these two. Namely that 'they don't get along.'#Tensions are known! Even here in Nouveau Lotus Pier.#Ah...Lan Wangji never got a chance to see the Lotus Pier of Wei Wuxian's childhood and adolescence...did he?#It's not the same. He's not the same. Call them by the same name and people will know what you mean...#...but the first version - the one with the fond memories - is gone for good.#It's sort of interesting isn't it? How names can hold so much power and still be hollow?#We often get stuck over past versions of things. Be it ourselves or other people or places.#Change is scary but the truth is nothing ever stays the same. It's always moving. You're always moving.#It's okay to mourn the past. Maybe it's people you lost or the person you hoped to be. Let yourself feel the grief.#And then? Then you grow around that pain and keep on going. If you feel like you can't - remember you don't have to do it alone.#A side note: Listening to the tossing flowers extra is so essential for this scene. It's cute and gives us more of [redacted]#What's [redacted]? You'll see in the next comic!
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!! Lil guys !!
#bumfuzzled art#bumfuzzled animations#mha#tokoyami fumikage#dark shadow#I deleted like half the frames because I ran out of time mb guys. terrible planning.#and now for my regularly scheduled rambling#lil babies#they’re so eepy and so smoll#it’s their birbday#hc time: darkshadow does not need to breath but sometimes he’ll mimic the movements#1 because it makes him appear less scary and 2 because it’s calming for Tokoyami#kinda like the baby toys now that I think about it#on an animation related note:#I spend too much time animating darkshadow.#I just really like the effect but it’s very time inefficient#and I had to redo it when I took out frames so I basically did it twice…#for the record it’s in 8 fps but was intended to be 12 fps so it’s choppy#and not bouncy :/#I like my animations bouncy#edit: nvm I’m a dumdum and forgot to change the timing. it’s still in 12fps so it’s super fast.
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Thinking about his brain
#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#fanart#doodle#He spends like all of his time irrationally terrified of going back to poverty#this was inspired by a panel change I had to make to the next comic im working on teehee teehee#originally I was going to have a funny gag of him describing how awful he felt#but I decided to change it because like. He would never admit that he felt bad#feeling bad is a sign of weakness. a sign of failure. a sign that he needs to try harder#like its not just Devs problems he's ignoring. he treats his own body pretty awfully too#not to write that entire thing off as a trauma response tho hes still objectively awful for not listening to his sons wishes#and he wouldn't have done the same if his own leg got as severely injured.#Having a leg amputated is scary he would have tried to salvage it#then again that is still arguably his fucked up version of love#I have thoughts ok!!!#he is so traumatized
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Scary senior year design!
#IK she changes her name back but i think her family calls her terri and her friends still call her scary.#or everyone goes back and forth#little sketchies are so fun i should do them more#my fic is making me want to design all of them as seniors (2 years after the finale)#hc that scary is the only teen that comes out of the adventure with no scarring cause shes OP#so mabye she feels kinda guilty ab her betrayal foreverrrrr#my art#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndaddies#dndads s2#dndads scary marlowe#dndads senior year au
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wind breaker / to protect in their stead
#artists on tumblr#fanart#mint archives ; art#wind breaker#wind breaker fanart#sugishita kyotaro#TY CH168 THE WAY IT TACKLES THE CONCEPT AND COMPLEXION OF GROWTHHHH#growth is such a scary thing but being able to accept that to live and love is to grow is such an experience#and with a chara like sugi too???#someone so loved and doted on finally embracing change oughhh#niisatoru sensei u never miss
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HP as a witch with a dragon Scary Monsters familiar!
#this is for a new theme I’m working on#Halloween as you could have guessed#so expect a pfp change soon I’m celebrating October early#my art#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jjba fanart#hot pants jjba#JJBA scary monsters#steel ball run#halloween
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ok so can you guys tell terry is my fav kiddad. Yea err. tugs at my collar. anyway scary and terry’s relationship make me so sad and . Insane generally because of their parallels
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndaddies#my art#meryls art#dndads s2#dndads fanart#terry jr#terry jr stampler#terry stampler#terry marlowe#scary marlowe#ron stampler#but like hes tiny in the comic so#i think their father daughter relationship#makes me ill. bc they are so alike in so many ways#especially when terry was younger and i just. idk#can u guys imagine fuckjng. terry showing scary his goth college pics#sorry. i care about them#spotify#kiddads#technically idrc#yes i struggled with designing terry. Yes it will change again. No i do not care
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umm hii first tumblr post look at my tuffnut study i did....!!!
#httyd#httyd fanart#how to train your dragon#tuffnut thorston#tuffnut#fanart#love his blue scary eyes that look into your soul#also love his magical girl rainbow changing eyes in the show#so i gave him both#my heterochromia king#ant's art
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just saw a bad take I need to smash and kill with a rock
#Look. Ok. I get that a lot of media last minute forces two people into a heterosexual couple. Not the case with Klaus 😭😭😭#Not to be that guy. But. Please stop being yaoi brained for a minute. Please#I mean. Am I grasping at straws here. They had bonding moments. Writing with the saami girl. Walking around the changed island. They had th#Same initial scary person dynamic as Klaus did! And then softening because of each other#There are cathedrals for those with eyes to see#Saying they have no chemistry is a HUGE stretch. Please quit the undermining woman characters to build up mlm please please#Chatterbomb#THEY WERE SO CUTE WHEN THEY WERE DECORATING THE CAROUSEL TOGETHER!!! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!!!!!
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Not like the other warlocks!!!
#Made this last week just forgot to post it#I lowkey hate my Scary design it feels so basic and uninteresting I'll have to change it up#But I'm really proud of the rendering here!!! It's a bit messier than usual but I dig it#dungeons and daddies#dndads#dndaddies#dungeons and daddies fanart#dndads fan art#dndads s2#dndads quest#dndads season 2#scary marlowe#dndads scary marlowe#honartzz
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St. Trina of the cradle song
#elden ring#I want to change her design from this tho cause I want her to be more eldritch#Miq n his scary sleepy alter ego#I talked about this on Twitter more but basically I hope that Trina and Miq are a marika/radagon situation where#the two of them split into independent identities#Trina is my best friend#I don’t even know her but she’s purple and sleepy so I know we’d get along
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