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forcechoosen · 2 years ago
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@starsentsign​    will you stay with me? (protective prompts) --- from starsentsign :: leia to galen
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        Rebels. Galen touched down at the on Calamari cruiser, one of the last to get off Yavin IV, his ship full of survivors who escaped. The Death Star was destroyed and already was that swelling recruits but the Empire was coming hard. and they still had to deal with the grief of Alderaan and without Bail Organa the tri-pact of Bel Ibis and Mon Mothma was tense to say the least.
          Yet he was stopped and considered her beautiful face, looking into those brown eyes and he was stopped/ Still silent and looking for her in the force the man faltered, she always made him falter, “ Yes.” He stepped closer and clutched her arm.
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syndullahera · 3 months ago
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STAR WARS: EPISODE IV - A NEW HOPE -dir. George Lucas
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rebel-ahsoka · 3 months ago
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OBI WAN KENOBI, PART I
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geminirum · 4 months ago
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HAN AND LEIA: because no matter how much he might love her– no matter how much he might give himself to her– she could never be content with that alone. her vision extended beyond him, just as it extended beyond herself, to all the beings of the galaxy. and to take that away from her, whether by force or even by persuasion, would be to diminish her soul. and to take away part of what he'd fallen in love with in the first place" – dark force rising, timothy zahn (1992)
1. the empire strikes back (1980) // 2. the 1, taylor swift (folklore, 2020) // 3. the princess and the scoundrel, beth revis (2022) // 4. the lovers, artist unknown // 5. the great war, taylor swift (midnights, 2022) // 6. the empire strikes back (1980) & inkpot gods, the amazing devil (2021) // 7. euripides, from ‘orestes,’ an oresteia (2009, trans. anne carson) // 8. the empire strikes back (1980) // 9. the empire strikes back (1980) // 10. hands, artist unknown // 11. han solo (2016, issue #5), marvel comics // 12. as it was, harry styles (harry’s house, 2022) // 13. return of the jedi (1983) // 14. existence, by ambsthom (na.) // 15. the force awakens (2015) // 16. mastermind, taylor swift (midnights, 2022) // 17. a new hope (1977) // 18. return of the jedi (1983) // 19. heidi priebe, as long as there is love, there will be grief // the last jedi (2017) // 20. the empire strikes back (1980) // 21. haunted, taylor swift (speak now tv, 2023) // 22. the empire strikes back (1980) // 23. quote 1: sue zhao, dialogues on love #4 ‘maybe i already do (na.) // quote 2: virginia woolf, from a letter to katherine mansfield c. January 1921 // quote 3: trista mateer (na.) // 24. watchful eyes, artist unknown // 25. the empire strikes back (1980) // 26. cruel summer, taylor swift (lover, 2019) // 27. the empire strikes back (1980) // 28. the empire strikes back (1980) // 29. sarah ruhl, from eurydice (2003) // 30. return of the jedi (1983) - if you know any of the artists, please let me know so i can credit them accordingly!!
my contribution to the @hanleiacelebration week! i made a similar ‘webweaving’ (if you will) post showing the twins’ relationship. i’ll link that here!
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isabelpsaroslunnen · 6 months ago
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Oh right, it's not just dissertation month but Pride. I'm belatedly joining the month of my people with ... a poll :)
My best friend has been good-naturedly mocking my predictable (read: gay) taste in female characters since childhood. I thought it would be fun to let the good people of Tumblr vote between some of said predictable options:
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clonehub · 2 years ago
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Rex is occasionally able to help watch Leia and Luke. They know him well, even call him uncle. Always asking about his life and ignoring rex when he tells them to stop. Rex one day brings a cadet he's with along. Leia looks at the cadet. She's like holy shit. Rex has a fucking kid.
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forcechoosen · 2 years ago
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Vader focused on causing as much pain as possible in his old master. His knowledge of the human body allowed him to burs blood vassals and break bones, crushing less essentials muscles and organs beneath his grip. Fingers stay in the vice grip, he knelt down, looking at the child, “ You ---- look so much like your mother ---- little one Obi-Wan never told you the truth, he never told you about your father.” 
To say Leia was terrified is an understatement. She had to think fast. She had to stop this mechanical monstrosity that claims he is her real father from killing Obi Wan. She didn’t know if it would work. He seems very determined to do so. When he threatens the man she calls father, she gets even more afraid. Little legs carry her across the room, not caring what would happen to her.
“No, stop!” Her small hands grab at his cape to get his attention. “Stop, please! I’ll go with you!”
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d-a-n-n-y-y · 2 years ago
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"ten shadow technique"
Star wars(original trilogy)x megumi fushiguro! Reader
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How original trilogy squad will react to your abilities and how they see or get along with you?
A/n: Reader is based off megumi fushiguro from jujutsu kaisen and shows their personality, appearance like megumi abilities too, and yeah this is pretty much a crossover between sw x jjk I don't know why it is pretty random but interesting in my imaginations my apologies if theres any mistakes in this or ooc.lets just pretend that sorcerers exist in this or can see the ability of yours since only some sorcerer users can only see it lol.
If you are not familiar with this series(jujutsu kaisen) its a japanese manga and a anime.
Gn/F!reader.
Maybe Luke having a crush on you👀 i might do part 2 of prequel one version on this(maybe if i only have mood to write)
Summary/explaination:you are not a jedi but you are a jujutsu sorcerer.a sorcerer user ability who control the flow of Cursed Energy in their bodies, allowing them to use it as they please and also to reduce its release,you as sorcerer need is defend humanity from cursed spirits and cursed users... your technique is"ten shadows technique" a ability to summon a shikigami from the shadows and capable manipulating other shadows.to able to summon a shikigami mainly consists of closing fists for the activation of shikigami using hand signs through the shadows..
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Luke seem to be amazed by your technique he was a bit shocked too that fact you can summon some shikigami from the shadows able to manipulate through it, luke Skywalker have never met or nor knew sorcerers,not many people in the galaxy have ever heard about it in the galaxy until he met you,his first time meeting was seeing you being stoic,calm, serious,aloof and calculating individual
I mean you're always being serious in every mission right??
Despite you being aloof,calculating,stoic. You always be on Luke's side and his friends plus you always have a positive person you are.you are here to help and protect anyone from danger .he'll be madly a bit have a crush on you how you are strong and badass you are, the fact your skills, combat and genuinely,you defend yourself saving other people like him.
But one day he could confess you.one day for sure..
Luke then wanted come with him to the mission.. suprisely you accept it.you are at the mission with luke but with leia and han well get ready to introduce yourself because both of have never met you,they know you're friends with luke but never seen you in person
While luke tells about you to leia and han..leia seem to be intrigued and interested,leia actually heard about jujutsu sorcerers she didn't really expected to meet an actual sorcerer and its you and while han seem to be questioning and couldn't believe luke had a sorcerer partner even chewie too wonder how this person can exorcists spirits?
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You've finally arrived then you see luke and his two friends talking discussing about. You are a little nervous about this but you decided to just approached them
As three of them heard footsteps and turn their heads around you and came out from the dark alleyway seeing your silhouette disappear then seeing then luke sees you with a smile as you stand there, han and leia have seeing your appearance being neutral expression and looked a bit serious
"oh, y/n! Glad you actually came" luke says as leia looks at you with a genuine smile as han glances at you narrow his eyebrow,You smile and wave a bit to him
"oh wait,so your y/n right? Im leia, leia organa." She says and greets you nicely although You've already knew who she was and you know shes Princess leia organa,she was actually happy that she met a actual sorcerer that is invited to this mission as she's probably getting ready to asks questions but not too much and is interested and invest about your technique and hows feel like being a sorcerer. Han in the other hand never in his life what a jujutsu sorcerer is...han's has already introduced himself to you, you could tell this guy will annoy the hell out of you right now but you don't really try making a bit serious right now. Han thinks your a bit intimidating from your appearance the Now as the mission start it was getting dark now,the alleyways of the were black now this time...this situation is completely getting an unsettling bad vibes from this.
"i might have a bad feeling about this.."-luke,leia and han
"well, lets just hope this doesn't go bad." You said then you begun put your hands together forming the shadow puppet of a dog's head. A sound of clap,You clasps your hands together to create the proper shadow puppet of a dog.
"divine dogs." You said.The shikigami has summon through your shadows behind but with only single demon dog came out in [name] shadows behind her, the dog howls. As the three glances at the shikigami dog with the look of suprised.the shikigami hound appearance look was white, fluffy,yellow eyed,red upside down triangle have three dots on their forehead symbol
"he'll let us know if there's any suspicious surroundings on us." You advised to them to your shikigami,three of them nodded,as the nightmare on hell begins.
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justagalwhowrites · 2 years ago
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Beskar Doll - Ch. 3: Battle Scars
You're making an effort to get along with the armored man you're stuck traveling with - at least so you don't want to kill each other. The Mandalorian isn't sure what to make of any of it. A continuation of Beskar Doll Ch. 1-2, found on Tumblr here.
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Pairing: Din Djarin/The Mandalorian x Female Reader
Warnings: Graphic descriptions of violence and injury; SA threatened but not described, did not happen to reader. No use of Y/N. Whole fic is violent and smutty, 18+ only. Minors DNI.
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The Mandalorian seemed to spend more time in his quarters than usual. You set up your bed before devouring the ration he’d shoved into your hands, eating the whole thing and almost making yourself sick, but you were so hungry it was hard to stop yourself from wolfing it down. 
You were already awake when he emerged and you were surprised he wasn’t already in the cockpit. You’d slept deeply enough that you thought he’d probably just slipped past you in the dark. But he stopped and looked at you for a moment as you were braiding your hair, trying to remember one of the more intricate styles from your home world that you hadn’t attempted in years. He turned to leave and you quickly tied the braid off before scrambling to your feet, half your hair still loose down your back. 
“Wait,” you jogged to catch up with him. He turned to face you, arms crossed, a silent wall of metal. “I know you said to stay out of the cockpit…” 
“I don’t…” he began but you held your hand up to silence him. 
“I’m not trying to be in your way and I don’t want to spend time with you any more than you want to spend time with me,” you said, your diplomat voice on. “But I was hoping you’d be OK with me going in the cockpit when you weren’t there.” 
He looked down at you. You could feel the intensity of his gaze but you held it all the same. 
“Why?” He asked eventually. “Planning to detour us?” 
“No,” you said, making sure your voice stayed even. This wouldn’t work if he saw you as an adversary all the damn time. “The hold is dark and boring. I’d like to look outside.” 
“Do you think space somehow isn’t dark and boring?” He asked, skeptical. 
“It’s better than the same four metal walls all the time,” you shrugged. “I won’t disrupt anything and I’ll leave as soon as you need back in. I’ll only do it when you’re resting.” 
He considered you for a moment. 
“Fine,” he said. You smiled a little and gave him a quick nod before turning to leave. “Wait.” You turned back, trying to hide your frown. You hoped he wouldn’t take your deal back already. 
“Yes?” You asked. He paused, like he was rethinking his question. 
“Are you really Imperial?” He asked eventually. 
You considered him. You’d read about Mandalorians since you’d come aboard his ship. They were bound by their word and their creed and you were pretty certain you wouldn’t need to worry about him slitting your throat in your sleep, even if he did hate you. But the Empire had been cruel to his people, decimating their race and their planet. The metal your father had paid for your transit - beskar - was probably stolen from his world during an Imperial assault, intercepted in a rebellion mission and then passed off to your father as an insurance policy of sorts. If he truly thought you were Imperial, you wouldn’t blame him at all for saying “fuck the creed” and throwing you out of the nearest airlock. But it was a useful lie, good cover for exactly what you were truly hiding. At least for now. 
“If I were,” you said slowly. “Would you kill me?” 
He looked at you, head cocked slightly to the side. 
“No,” he said eventually. “I said I would transport you and I will. Your allegiance in the war wouldn’t change that.” 
You nodded slowly, trying to find a way to fold yourself into the story he’d invented for you without outright lying. 
“I have…” you paused for a second. “Imperial ties.” 
It wasn’t exactly a lie. Your mother had known Bail Organa and you grew up playing with his daughter, Leia. Both had been Imperial Senators. You’d used your profession and connection for years to bring information from rebellion sympathizers within the Empire to where it needed to be. Imperial ties were important.
He nodded slowly, not speaking again before climbing into the cockpit for the day. 
You didn’t speak again for four days. You’d become skilled at learning his patterns and understanding exactly how to avoid him. If you timed it right, you could climb into your hiding place just as he was getting up for the day, watching from your perch in the ceiling as he went about his morning routine. He glanced around the hold when he came through but you weren’t sure if he was looking for you or for evidence of your wrong doing. Either way, you waited until you were sure he was settled into the cockpit before beginning your routine of practice and exercise, retreating to your hideout again just before he came down, seeking food and to use the fresher. 
He’d started monitoring your ration intake, which you weren’t sure what to do about. If he decided you hadn’t eaten enough, he’d leave a ration pack on the crate near your first hideout. He never said anything about it. But you’d eat what he put out before laying down in what you were pretty sure was the afternoon to sleep, always waking up with just enough time to clean up your bed, scramble into the ceiling, and watch as he retreated to his quarters for the few hours of sleep he seemed to need every day. 
That was your favorite part of the day. You gave him a few minutes, made sure he wasn’t going to come back out, before you crept into the cockpit. He darkened it before he left it, everything running at minimum power. But that was how you liked it best. You tried sitting in one of the seats the first night but it wasn’t close enough to outside for your liking, so you clambered over the controls and tucked yourself between the dash and the viewer, the stars bright and close, taking up your whole field of vision. 
You stayed there as long as you could, bringing your blanket with you so you could feel safe and comfortable while staring out into the vastness of it all. Space always made you feel so small. It was comforting, knowing just how small and inconsequential you really were. 
The fourth day, you’d lost track of time, your head resting on your knees as you felt like you were swimming in starlight, the galaxy whipping past outside. 
“Do you always sit up there?” Mando’s voice made you jump, your head whipping around to see him standing beside the captain’s chair. 
“Yes,” you said, unfolding yourself from your perch and deftly climbing down. “The view is better. Sorry, I lost track of time. I’ll get out of your way.” 
“Stay,” he said, not looking at you as he took his seat. “We’re coming up on Hosnian Prime.” 
You nodded, strapping into what had become your designated seat. 
“Another puck to fulfill?” You asked, giving in to your drive to fill the awkward silence. 
“And a resupply,” he said, not looking at you. The ship slowed, the planet appearing in front of you, a cloud of ships around it. 
“What do you need?” You asked. He glanced your way. “For the resupply, I mean. Do you have a list?” You could feel the skepticism in his gaze and it irritated you how clearly you could feel his eyes through that helmet. “I’d like to make myself useful. And the faster we get off this rock, the faster you can be rid of me.” 
“Fine,” he said after a moment, looking forward again. “I’m not sure how long this will take, Hosnian Prime is big and it’s densely populated, tracking is harder here. Try not to get yourself killed buying rations and bacta.” 
“I’ll do my best,” you rolled your eyes, settling back into your seat and watching as the Mandalorian eased you into a hanger at a spaceport. 
You perched on top of a crate to watch him load himself down with ammunition and gear, quietly observing his habits, hoping to make him predictable. 
“If you leave the ship, come back every night,” he said stiffly. “I’m not sure when I’ll be back and I’m not waiting for you while you go…” he paused, like he was searching for a word, and you raised your eyebrows. “Dancing. Or whatever it is dolls do.” 
“Don’t worry Mando,” you rolled your eyes. “I won’t let my vibrant social life get in your way.” 
You watched him descend the ramp and you waited a few minutes before you went and sat on the end of it. It was nice, seeing people again. Your life on Tatooine had been pretty isolated, occasional trips into Mos Espa the only thing breaking up the monotony of daily chores. You’d had your family, at least, which was a comfort but it was different than Naboo. There, you’d always been surrounded by people. It was hard to remember a time you were ever alone, often sleeping in the same room as Sosha to keep her safe. 
Of course, the last time you’d been to Mos Espa - before the day you boarded the Razor Crest, anyway - you’d found so much trouble that you had to flee the planet and change your name. Maybe you and throngs of people didn’t mesh as well as you thought.
The first few days, you kept to the ship, sticking with your usual habits and replacing curling up in the cockpit with people watching from the ramp. By day four, you were restless enough you decided to venture out and cross some things off Mando’s list. At least this way you’d get a say in the rations that were aboard. 
Hosnian Prime was an almost overwhelming place after spending a few years isolated on the outer rim. You’d forgotten what it was like to be in a crush of bodies flowing from one place to another, the noise and the color and the smell of this many people all together. It took some time for your senses to adjust, your ears not able to focus on any one sound, snippets of different conversations and people yelling from stalls and the drone of speeders melding together into a disorienting mass, your mind flitting through languages trying to understand it all. You shook yourself, putting up your hood. You needed to be able to focus. Anyone could sneak up on you now and kill you and Maker knew there were plenty of people who wanted to. You had to be on guard. 
You stocked up on rations and shopped around until you found bacta and other medical supplies for less than a small fortune. You also picked up some cleaning materials for weaponry and found a small kit you could use to patch clothing and flight suits - useful tools when your wardrobe options were limited. It was nice, feeling productive. It was small but it was the first time you’d accomplished something in weeks, and you made your way back to the Razor Crest with a smile on your face. 
The outing was enough to keep you satisfied for a few days of routine again before you started feeling restless. Mando had been gone a week now and in a planet that was more city than anything else, it would be impossible to know where he was or an idea of how long he’d be gone unless he planned to tell you - which he obviously didn’t. 
A week and a day after he left, you decided a different kind of practice was in order. It had been a while since you’d try to surveil anyone or get into places you shouldn’t be in an urban space. You put on your most nondescript clothes and grabbed a few of the credits your father and stashed in your bag before bidding you farewell and headed out into the city. 
It took you a bit to find someone to follow but you settled on a large man who looked like he was up to no good, leering at women who passed and sneering at everyone else. You kept to the shadows behind him, weaving through the press of people as he went about his business, never close enough that he saw you but never so far that you lost him. You tailed him for hours until he went into what you assumed was his apartment. Once he’d stayed inside for more than an hour and you realized you’d been slinking through the city for eight or nine and the sun was starting to set, you started trying to navigate your way back to the spaceport without asking for help. It was after dark when you returned and you were relieved to find the Razor Crest was still there and that Mando hadn’t come back and left without you. 
A new pattern began to take shape. One day, you’d stay at the ship, going about your usual routine. The next, out into the city to keep other skills sharp. You sometimes followed strangers, other times tried to break into places that seemed tricky, once you even just went and found more nondescript clothes than what you’d brought from Naboo and Tatooine, hoping they’d help you blend in on the myriad planets you’d likely be dragged to before the Mandalorian finally deposited you on Dantooine. 
Half way through his third week hunting, you were in the city, your challenge for the day having found their way home as the sun began to set. You were working your way back to the ship, pleased with how your self-made training session had gone. Your selection that day was a bit more challenging, often using a different exit for a building he visited than an entrance and he was smaller so he would often blend in with crowds as he went from place to place. But you’d tracked him all the same. You were starting to get concerned about when Mando was returning - at what point did you decide he’d just been wounded or killed and get yourself off world? - when you heard a scream. 
It was loud and pleading and close so you ran for it, slipping into holes in the crowd where you could and just pushing through where you couldn’t until you found the source. In an alley off a side street was a woman, her back to a wall and a cluster of four men around her. You couldn’t hear what they were saying, but she was obviously terrified, cowering and pressing herself into the building behind her like she was wishing it would swallow her whole. 
“Hey!” You snapped, stalking over to them. You’d left your blaster on the ship but your knife was heavy in your pocket. Four on one weren’t great odds, but you’d had worse. “I think she wants you to leave her alone.” 
“Stay out of this, off-worlder,” one spat, glancing at me. The woman looked at you, her eyes wide like she was begging for help. 
“Don’t think I will,” you said, stepping closer, cataloguing what you could read about the men. One had a blaster at his waist but he was close to you, you could probably take it quickly. Another had his hand to the woman’s throat and looked to be the biggest - you’d go for him second. “Last chance. Go home with life and limb intact.” 
“Do you understand what you’re getting yourself into, little girl?” The third man, whose back had been to you, turned to face you, a vibroknife in his hand. You nodded, admiring the weapon as you prowled closer. It was large and looked to be custom. It’d be a nice addition to your collection. Just a slight change of plan. 
You looked at him and smiled before hooking your leg around his and pulling it out from under him, grabbing the wrist of the hand that held the knife as he collapsed to the ground. You twisted it and he dropped the knife, crying out as you kept twisting until the bones snapped. You snatched the knife out of the air and spun it in your hand until your grip was right. 
Everything happened quickly then, the man holding the woman by the throat dropping her to lunge for you. You sidestepped him and used the butt of the knife to hit his temple as he passed you, knocking him off balance. 
“Run!” You yelled to her. She didn’t need to be told twice, taking off. You positioned yourself between her attackers and her escape route, vibroknife in hand in front of you, blade out toward them. 
“Fucking bitch!” The one you’d hit in the temple swore, clutching his head. 
“Warned you,” you shrugged, waiting for their next move, stolen knife at the ready. The one whose wrist you’d broken was still on the ground, clutching his injured arm. One down. 
You were about to go for the one with the blaster when the final one - the one you hadn’t truly assessed - pulled something from his side and extended it before igniting it. An electrostaff. Shit. You hadn’t planned for that. 
You went for the one you’d hit in the temple first, feigning a low strike and instead punching him hard in the face with the hand that held the vibroknife, both the pain and force of the punch amplified by the metal in your hands. He crumpled to the ground, so the hand injury was at least worth it. The staff wielder swung for you and you barely managed to dodge it, ducking below his swing that was a bit too high for someone of your size, anyway. At least he seemed like a rudimentary user. 
The blaster draw you only caught by luck, a brief flash of metal out of the corner of your eye as a light a few floors above you flickered to life. You dove just as he got off a shot, tucking and rolling to jump back to your feet and come up alongside the shooter. You gave him a glancing strike with the vibroknife - enough to need bacta but not so much that it would kill him. He clutched his weapon tighter but fell to his knees with a strangled moan, the ragged gash at his side gushing blood.
You watched him for a second too long, making sure he wasn’t going to try to pull another shot off when you barely saw the electrostaff swinging in your direction. You tried to twist away but it was too close to fully dodge and the weapon made contact, glancing off your ribs. You clenched your teeth and fought to stay standing. This, in comparison to what you’d suffered in the past, was nothing. But it had been years since you’d last had a real fight and the blow knocked the wind out of you. You spun and backed away, just outside of his threat radius, vibroknife at the ready. The distinctive smell of burning flesh reached your nose, turning your stomach. 
“Should have stayed out of it, baby girl,” the only man left standing smirked at you. “But since you were so eager to bail out your friend the whore, maybe we’ll just take you home instead.” 
“You can try,” you shrugged, getting a firmer grip on the knife. The man with the blaster started to move, looking like he might try to shoot you again. With barely a glance, you kicked where you’d cut him before and he instinctively dropped the blaster with a wail as he went to clutch his side. You kicked the weapon behind you, hearing it clatter into the side of the building. “Don’t like your odds, though.” 
With a snarling yell, the last man standing lunged for you and your body reacted, every ounce of training you’d ever had rising to the surface. Adrenaline took over, the pain from the blow fading until you forgot it completely. His movements seemed almost slow and you sidestepped him, slamming your shoulder into his diaphragm as you ducked below his arm. The electro staff buzzed near you and you twisted again to dodge it as he brought it back around, aiming to catch you with a second pass. 
He spun and backed away, keeping you in his line of sight and panting for breath, smirking slightly. “Good,” he said, eyes raking over your body. “It’s more fun when you fight.”
“You know,” you said, eyes narrowing. “Just for that, I think I’m going to kill you.” 
He went for you again. He had tells, you’d quickly learned. His training was rudimentary, he couldn’t hide his plans for shit. You dodged him easily this time, bringing the knife down on his arm as you moved to avoid him. Your angle wasn’t quite good enough to take the whole limb off, even with the vibroknife, but it still did some damage as you heard his pained, enraged scream. He recovered quicker than you expected, swinging the weapon down as you turned to face him again, the electric current caching on your back, burning and cutting as it went. He smiled defiantly, ragged flesh hanging from his injured arm. You wondered what your back looked like as you adjusted your grip on the vibroknife again, looking him up and down. 
Before he had the chance to strike first yet again, you lunged. He wasn’t anticipating your movements, putting him behind already, but he fell even more behind when he didn’t realize that you weren’t going for his head, heart or even stomach. No, you went low, bringing the blade around to the back of his ankle as you twisted around his body and severed the tendon there, forcing him to collapse, unable to hold himself up. His hands instinctively flew out to catch himself, one releasing the electrostaff entirely. In one fluid motion, you took advantage of his weakness and snatched it away from him, throwing it at the wall near the blaster before grabbing him by the hair, bringing your knife around his shoulders to put the blade to his throat. 
“What did you call me before?” You panted for breath. “Baby girl, was it?” 
“Please,” he whimpered, all his cockiness gone. “Please don’t kill me…” 
“Why shouldn’t I?” You asked, pressing your lips against his ear as though you were a lover. “Give me a reason why I should let you live. You’re a rapist, right? Is that what you were trying to do to that woman before? I should kill you and all your little friends, leave you to rot here…” 
“No,” he was crying. “Please, we just… she wouldn’t give us the rate we wanted…” 
“So you decided to take what you wanted, is that it?” You asked, pressing the knife into him lightly, holding the back of his body tightly to the front of yours. 
“Please,” he said again. “My mom…” 
“Should be ashamed to have you as a son,” you said. “She’d be better off without you, we all would. You’re wasting my time, baby boy.” 
“She’s sick,” he said quickly. “Please, she needs me, I promise I won’t hurt anyone ever again, I promise…” 
“Where’s your identification,” you asked, still holding your knife to his throat. 
“Back pocket,” he said quickly. You took he knife away from his throat before bringing it down to his intact ankle and severing the tendon there, too. He shrieked and you let his limp body fall forward before reaching into his pocket. The ID looked legitimate. 
“OK Chellen,” you said, reading the name off the ID, moving to squat beside his head as he lay on the ground, crying in front of you. “I’m keeping that. I hear one word of you getting into trouble - if you even fucking shoplift - I will come back and I will kill you. I don’t care where in the galaxy I am, I will be on you like flies on bantha shit, do you understand me?” 
“Yes,” he sobbed. 
“Good,” you straightened up and went to pick up the electrostaff, examining it for a moment before turning it off and collapsing it down. “And I’m taking this. You don’t deserve it.” 
You turned to leave the alley before taking one last look back down at the destruction in your wake. 
“Behave, Chellen,” you said. “I’ll be watching.” 
With that, you started off back to the Razor Crest. 
It wasn’t a terribly long walk considering the size of the city - only about an hour - but about 15 minutes in, the adrenaline from the fight wore off and the pain took over. It damn near took you down, the screaming agony at your back and side. You hesitantly reached back and delicately touched the torn flesh and then examined your fingers. They were wet with blood and your burns were already weeping. You forced yourself to keep going, you couldn’t just collapse in the street in a city where you knew all of one person - and even he’d be fine if you dropped dead. 
When you made it to the ship, you barely trudged up the ramp before you collapsed, laying face down on the floor of the hold while the ramp closed behind you. Normally, you enjoyed the fresh air when you were on world, luxuriating in something that wasn’t filtered and recirculated hundreds of times. Now, you needed the safety a closed and locked ship provided. 
You may have passed out but you couldn’t be sure. There wasn’t a good way to track time. But eventually, you forced yourself to your feet, your legs shaky, and you stumbled to the galley where you’d stashed the medical supplies. 
Bacta cost an arm and a leg and it belonged to the Mandalorian, so you just looked longingly at the pads there before sighing and finding disinfectant, gauze, glue and thread. You grabbed water and a ration pack, too, chugging the liquid and taking a few bites of the food. You had to do this without collapsing or you wouldn’t get through it. 
Back in the hold, you positioned yourself in front of the reflective crate you usually reserved for hair braiding, your injured side facing the shiny surface. You delicately adjusted your ragged shirt and inspected the injury, blood still oozing from the wound that was charred at the edges but frustratingly uncauterized. You poured some disinfectant on the gauze, took a deep breath, and pressed it into the gash, hissing as it burned. 
“Fucking Maker,” you cursed, forcing yourself to hurt as you cleaned the wound. The last time you’d gotten hurt was far worse, but you’d been unconscious for the patching up. At least no one else was having to stitch you up this time. 
Though speaking of stitches… you sighed, threading the needle and throughly covering it and the thread in disinfectant. You took your own knife - not the one you’d just stolen and had no idea where it had been - and put it between your teeth, biting down on the leather-wrapped handle. After moving in close to the reflective crate, you took a deep breath and pierced your flesh with the needle, howling against the knife handle as you did. You pulled the thread through and pierced the other side before tugging it together, holding the wound closed. You repeated the process 20 times, dripping sweat and vocal cords aching from screaming. You’d been making enough noise, the pain a loud enough roar in your body, that you hadn’t heard the hatch open on the ship. 
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He hadn’t anticipated screaming when he came aboard his ship. 
Din had been hunting for a while, tracking someone in an urban landscape like Hosnian Prime the kind of challenge he thrived on, but he was happy it was over. He needed more than an hour or two’s sleep at a time, a chance to let his mind relax after being on high alert for weeks. But when he heard your muffled screams from inside the hold, he’d run inside before the ramp had fully lowered, dragging his quarry behind him. He cuffed the still defiant man just inside the gate, slamming the button to close it as he spotted blood on the floor in a small pool, with a trail leading to the galley. 
“Sounds like your friend’s having a bad day, Mando,” the quarry laughed. Din ignored him, flipping on his heat sensor. He didn’t have time to try to find whatever hole you’d hidden yourself in, he needed to locate you now. He spotted your heat signature immediately and ran but he froze when he saw you. Your back was to him as you twisted to see your work in the mirror but you were in obvious agony, your face contorted in agony and a knife clenched between your teeth as you sewed a charred gash at your side closed. There was a second, longer, deeper cut that ran up your spine, your shredded shirt exposing the damage. You were so absorbed in your work and overwhelmed by the pain, you hadn’t noticed him standing there. He approached hesitantly, kneeling behind you and gingerly taking the hand holding the needle. Your head spun to face him, your face red and wet as you panted for breath around the knife in your teeth. 
“I’ve got it,” he said gently. “I’ll finish it, I’ve got it, OK?” 
You nodded, choking on your tears. You let him take the needle and do the final two stitches. He winced as he did. The wound was bad, jagged and deep and stitching burned flesh closed was a whole other level of pain. He wanted to take some of it from you. Even through his gloved hand, he could feel your exhaustion, how your body shook with the pain. He finished the stitch and cut it, arranging himself so he was on his knees in front of you. 
“It’s done,” he said quietly, gently removing the knife from your mouth. He glanced down at the handle. You’d almost bitten clean through the leather. 
“There’s more,” you said, fighting to swallow tears. “But…” 
“I know, it’s OK,” his voice was slow and soothing. A gloved hand went to your shoulder, gently guiding you forward and you collapsed against him, your head on the cool metal of his shoulder as your body trembled. “You can give it to me, it’s OK.” 
His hands stayed on your head and neck and shoulders. He told himself he was touching you to ground you and calm you but he knew it was as much for himself as it was for you.
“Who did this?” He asked as your shaking slowed. He fought to keep his voice gentle. “Tell me where to find them and I’ll kill them.” 
“You don’t need to,” you sniffled into his shoulder, voice shaky. “They’re in worse shape than me.” 
“They?” He asked, pulling back from you slightly but keeping his hands on you. You nodded, drying your eyes. 
“There were four of them,” you said. “Trying to hurt a woman, she was scared…” 
“So you got them to attack you instead?” Below the helmet, he was frowning. 
“Something like that,” you laughed a little, then winced. “But if you want an electrostaff, it’s all yours. I’m keeping the vibroknife.” 
He examined you for a moment, taking stock of what he could see of your body from this angle. He realized that he’d never really seen much of your flesh, just hints of your shape. You were small with gentle curves, nothing that would indicate strength or skill as a fighter. But you were clearly experienced if you’d walked away from a fight where you were outnumbered four to one with relatively little damage. 
“What did you do to get their weapons?” He asked, trying to keep you talking. He wanted to keep you conscious, push through the shock phase. 
“The knife was easy,” you shrugged. “He was an idiot, so I took out his leg, broke his wrist, caught the knife.” 
Mando nodded slowly. Hand to hand combat - not what he’d have expected of you. 
“Staff was trickier,” you said, blinking the tears from your eyes. “He wasn’t well trained but he had some knowledge and plenty of reach on me. Ended up taking him out at the ankles, cut the tendons. Took his identification, told him I’d kill him if he so much as breathed wrong in the future.” 
Din smiled beneath the helmet, impressed in spite of himself. You turned your face to the ceiling, blinking back the last of your tears, your breathing returning to a more normal rate. 
“Where’s your quarry?” You frowned, looking back to Din. “Didn’t come back just for me, did you?” 
“Cuffed by the door,” he said gruffly. “I need to get him… settled. Once I’m done, we’ll move you to my quarters, I’ll get your back fixed up.” 
You nodded, wrapping your arms around your waist as Din went to retrieve the bounty he’d locked by the entry. 
“Someone obviously couldn’t handle themselves,” the man taunted. “Didn’t think a Mandalorian would keep such weak company…” 
“It’d be smart to watch what you say,” Mando said, pushing him forward with enough force that the man stumbled a few steps. “There are plenty of ways I could mess up carbonite storage.” 
It didn’t occur to Din to have you move from where he’d left you on the floor until the quarry caught sight of you on the way to the carbonite chamber. 
“I see the appeal now, Mando. Nice to have something good and tight waiting at home,” the man focused on your body at first, leering, before he reached your face and stopped in his tracks. “Oh ho! Would you look at who we have here.” 
You glared at him, defiant. He twisted to look at Din. 
“Do you have any idea who your little friend is, Mando?” He asked. 
“I’m just cargo,” you snapped, sitting up a little straighter and wincing as you did. 
“Oh you’re valuable cargo indeed,” he looked at you like you were meal and he was salivating before turning back toward the bounty hunter. “You have no idea, do you?”
“Shut up,” you hissed. 
“We could sell her,” he ignored you. “I know people who would pay so much for her it would make your head spin. We could split it. Hell, I’ll even pay what you’d make from my bounty out of my portion and still walk away a rich man…” 
“Shut up!” You got to your feet with surprising dexterity, considering the gaping wound on your back. You grabbed your new vibroknife and nearly ran for the man, pressing the blade to his throat. “Or I will make you shut up.”
“Someone knows when she’s in hot water,” he smirked at you. “I’m telling you, Mando. We’re men of business, you and I, and you’re sitting on the opportunity of a lifetime.” 
There was genuine fear in your eyes when you pulled your glare from the quarry and looked at him. You were afraid the Mandalorian would surrender you to this man’s allies for the payout, afraid of what they’d do to you if they had you. 
“I don’t work with Imperial bounties,” Mando said simply, taking a guess at just who might want you. The man’s reaction proved him right. So you weren’t Imperial after all. Or, at least, you’d fallen out of favor. He shoved the man forward toward the carbonite chamber, leaning in close and lowering his voice in hopes that you wouldn’t hear. “Your bounty holder only needs what’s in your head. They said nothing about bringing the rest of you in intact.” 
The quarry fell silent and he worked quickly to secure him in carbonite before finding you again. You were still standing, slumped against the crate you’d been using as a mirror, eyes closed. Blood dripped down your back but your breathing was steady and unhurried, a good sign. 
“We don’t have time of find a medic,” he said. It was almost like you’d forgotten he was on the ship with you, your head whipping around toward him when he spoke like you were surprised to find him there. “But I can do it.” 
“I don’t need a medic,” you said. Your voice was weaker than he liked. “I’ve had worse. It’s fine, I…” You sighed, wincing. “Well, don’t trust you but. Close enough.” 
He put a hand at the top of your back, above the wound, and you pressed yourself into his side. He took your weight, wishing he could just pick you up and carry you the way you clearly needed but that would just aggravate what was already a devastating wound. You moved as quickly as you could to his quarters and he helped you onto the bed, laying you out flat on your stomach. He increased the light and started examining you, looking closely at the wound. He could see part of your spine through the cut, exposing your nerves and bone. It was amazing you’d stayed conscious. 
“I’m going to cut the rest of your shirt,” he said, keeping his voice gentle. He wasn’t used to looking at anyone’s wounds besides his own. “Make sure we’re not contaminating the field any more.” 
“OK,” you said quietly. Your arms were folded under your head like a pillow, your face turned out to watch him. He cut the shirt and exposed the rest of your back before gently examining the cut. He frowned, a small sigh picked up by the modulator. “What?” You asked. He saw some of your body tense. 
“There’s some tissue that I think I’ll need to cut away,” he said. “There’s no saving it and…” 
“It’s fine,” you cut him off, looking up at him. “You don’t need to tell me it all, it’s fine. Just give me something to bite so I don’t scream your ship down. And once you start, just finish it. Keep going so I don’t have to do this again.”  
He gave you a stiff nod, grabbing a spare holster from his bedside and putting it between your teeth before he started working. He cleaned the area first, monitoring your breathing to make sure you weren’t going to pass out as you worked through the pain. When he moved on to disinfecting the area and the tools, the panting turned to moans which turned to screams as he cut away the skin that had been exposed to enough electricity that it was dead, already blackened and threatening to rot. He glanced up at your face and saw your hands, nails digging into your arms so hard that you were drawing blood. You were drenched in sweat and tears, teeth clinging to the holster, searching for some kind of outlet for the pain. 
“Here,” he took your hand gently and delicately pulled it out from below your head, glancing at the bloody crescent shaped marks on your skin. He put it on his leg, over his flight suit where there was no armor to protect him. “Give it to me. I can take it. I’m going to start sewing now, just give it to me.” 
You nodded and he started stitching you up. You didn’t hesitate to dig into his thigh as you screamed, strong enough that he was constantly aware of your grip but not so much that it distracted him from his work. He was nearly done, having lost count around 40 stitches or so, when your grip suddenly went lax and the screaming stopped. 
“Hey,” he dropped the needle, ripping his glove off and searching for the pulse point on your neck. “Come on, stay with me…” 
He found your pulse, weak but there, and put his other hand in the middle of your back until he was sure he felt your chest rising and falling. You were alive, at least. He quickly finished closing the wound and put gauze over it, leaving you unconscious in the bunk. 
Din went to where he kept the medical supplies, wondering if there were any salves or something left that might ease the pain or speed the healing. But if you hadn’t been able to find bacta here, there might not be much else. He made a plan to take a side trip to Coruscant on his way to the next bounty and find bacta, there should be some there even if there was a shortage that kept it from getting to Hosnian Prime. If he jumped, it would probably be fast enough to keep you from much scarring…
But when he opened the medkit, he froze. There were bacta patches inside, at the top. More than a dozen of them, plenty to have covered your injuries and still had a reasonable stock for the ship. You hadn’t used it. 
He stared at it for a second, like there was a connection missing in his mind. He’d seen you using a needle and thread, heard your agony, why would you have put yourself through that when there was bacta right next to the stock of disinfectant and gauze you’d obviously grabbed? He’d just assumed you hadn’t found any and he’d known that there was almost none left before this stop… The rations. He’d never told you that you could use the bacta, or anything else, just like he’d never told you you could eat.
“I… well, I don’t trust you but. Close enough.” Your words echoed in his mind, alongside the look on your face when the quarry mentioned the high price you’d fetch if taken to the right Imperials. You didn’t act like it but you were scared of the Mandalorian. Afraid that you’d do the wrong thing and he’d do away with you, afraid enough that you’d rather torture yourself and risk infection or death rather than chance using some bacta. The safer bet was suffering. He looked toward his quarters. He knew what it was like to be alone but he’d always had other Mandalorians he could trust and call upon if needed. You, it seemed, had no one. 
He took a few bacta pads and returned to his quarters. You were still unconscious, your breathing shallow but steady. He opened the pads and gently pressed them to your body, covering every inch of your wounds. He got a damp cloth and wiped away your sweat and tears. As his hand ranged over your back, he noticed the tell-tale signs of past injuries that had been healed with bacta before. Your skin was smooth, no raised scarring, but small variations in the color betrayed your earlier wounds. He couldn’t see all of you but it was clear that, at some point, you’d been nearly torn apart. 
“I’ve had worse,” you’d said. “It’s fine.” 
You were a person who was on the run from Tatooine, enough that you were changing your name. You held your own in a fight where you were outnumbered and out gunned. You were able to sew yourself back together to survive. You were wanted so badly by the remaining Imperials that they were willing to pay a high price - high enough for half the amount to pay off an already hefty bounty. 
Who the fuck was on his ship? 
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veradragonjedi · 4 months ago
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Gooooooood morning folks!
BBB CH 26 IS OUT!
^ there's the link :)
Hello readers! I have returned. I apologise for my absence, but moreso for the lack of an interesting tale! See, there was no writer's curse; I am not plagued, nor am I dying! But exams came before mental health, and mental health was already coming before BBB.
That being said, the next FIVE CHAPTERS are already written, meaning that they should be (fingers crossed 🤞) coming out in a more regular schedule!
And, that's not even to mention that — after these chapters — aaaaall our waiting will pay off. That's right, readers! An end is in sight (or, at least, an end to the denial.)
That's not to say that it will be smooth sailing from here, but it is to say THANK YOU for being so patient
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Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Category: M/M
Fandom: The Mandalorian (TV)
Relationships: Din Djarin/Luke Skywalker, Leia Organa & Luke Skywalker, Din Djarin & Cara Dune & Boba Fett & Fennec Shand, Luke Skywalker & Han Solo, Leia Organa & Luke Skywalker & Han Solo
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Luke Skywalker, Din Djarin, Grogu, Leia Organa, Han Solo, Boba Fett, Fennec Shand, Cobb Vanth, Cara Dune, R2-D2, Ahsoka Tano, Ben Solo
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darth-jess · 12 days ago
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Beauty & Rage Chapter 24 is LIVE
Featuring:
Obi-Wan lying on the floor the whole time
Padmé making a difficult choice that hinges on Vader not having recognized her– which is pretty solid, I mean why would some random Sith Lord recognize a dead Senator from Naboo? Utter nonsense.
Bail Organa being concerned about 5 year old Luke and Leia's obsession with Vader after finding this –>drawing and confronting Padmé about it
Beauty & Rage summary and link to Ch 1 below ⬇️
Summary
Set at first in the immediate aftermath then five years after the events of Revenge of the Sith: Padmé Amidala came very close to death but managed to survive. With the help of Bail Organa and Obi-wan, she fakes her death and goes into hiding to raise her children. When Inquisitors come looking for the Force-sensitive twins, Padmé realizes she has to fight back against the Empire to protect them. The Emperor's Executioner, Lord Vader himself, stands in her way.
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tideswept · 1 year ago
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the bones of a miracle [E] → [ch.1]
tags: alternate universe- modern setting, werewolves, angst and fluff and smut, parenthood, implied/reference torture, PTSD, Child Leia Organa, Child Luke Skywalker, Top Obi-Wan Kenobi, Bottom Anakin Skywalker Obi-Wan’s thought process stopped jumping erratically. He was in good hands, his instincts whispered. This place smelled good. The man with the scent of sand and salt was a steady, comforting presence; he’d promised to stay. No one had stayed with Obi-Wan in so long. His kind weren’t meant to languish in obscurity, denied contact, friendship, kinship; the wolf needed a pack. The human needed to remember how to walk on two feet, how to touch and speak rather than lick and growl. He had come so close to losing both, to be driven mad by both, basic mental needs denied until he was mindless, broken. This was a good place to rest, decided the wolf. But not for too long, worried the human.  [Anakin and his kids find what they think is an injured dog.]
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rebel-ahsoka · 1 year ago
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THE CLONE WARS, 1.11 OBI WAN KENOBI, 1.02
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geminirum · 8 months ago
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THE SUN AND THE MOON: luke and leia are, of course, apollo and artemis, the divine twins of mythology; who come into the world, male and female, to restore order to it– star wars: the legacy revealed (2007)
1. the empire strikes back (1980) / 2. sophcole’s antigone: adapted by lewis galantine / 3. the last jedi (2017) / 4. gemini artwork: artist unknown / 5. return of the jedi (1983) / 6. quote by erica sehyun song / 7. red string: artist unknown / 8. a new hope (1977) / 9. antigone, by sopcholes (441 BC) / 10. a new hope (1977) / 11. kenobi (2022) & seven, folklore by taylor swift (2020) / 12. quote by kaman kojouri / 13. the empire strikes back (1980) / 14. star wars: marvel comics #33 (2015), art by salvador larroca / 15. galaxy: artist unknown / 16. sign of the times, harry styles (2017) / 17. empire strikes back (1980) / 18. quote by jean shinoda bolen / 19. a new hope (1977) / 20. melodie ramone, after forever ends / 21. outer space: artist unknown / 22. return of the jedi (1983) & the last jedi (2017) / 23. quote by unknown / 24. return of the jedi (1983)
*please let me know the original creators so i can credit them accordingly*
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isabelpsaroslunnen · 3 months ago
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This is the first day since I got COVID nearly two weeks ago that my head has felt at all clear, though I still have a cough. Naturally, I'm using this clarity on the most important thing in my life ... world-building notes!
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[ID: a screenshot of a comment from user Isabel Lunnen on a GoogleDrive document. The comment reads:
"The goddess Leiowyn's name has always been a not-very-subtle joking reference to two of the most iconic female badasses in fantasy: Princess Leia Organa and Éowyn of Rohan. The actual meaning of the name (queen of the heavens) followed from the namesakes rather than the other way around and took some finagling to make work by [Redacted] linguistic norms: "Lei" coming from the [Redacted] word for queen (eleia in modern [Redacted]), and "owyn" as the irregular plural form of owen, heaven, still used). It might be better to alter the name to something more grammatically natural to the language, even if archaic... [Redacted]?"]
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aspitefulwriter · 1 year ago
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OUT OF TOUCH [Ch. 4]
(Poe Dameron x AFAB!reader)
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warnings: a shove that can be considered physical abuse? i try to clear up that it’s not okay though. won’t happen again 🫡 light mention of SA because people listen to rumors
author’s note: i usually post on ao3 first!! also, so sorry about this wait. i started my first week of classes and i’m a stem senior….it’s rough out there y’all lol
word count: ~5.3k (i’m apparently incapable of writing less)
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Something must be rooting for you.
Ordinary humans don’t escape a locked-down militia base with one of the most powerful force users on board and live, yet all you have are nonlethal injuries and a ship to carry you across the galaxy. 
Ordinary humans don’t sell that stolen Order-affiliated cargo ship and easily let it go after landing on Eriadu. 
But of course, something….or maybe someone…had to be rooting for you. Therefore, you were happy to ignore the coincidences and happy endings that the pair of you faced. There wasn’t much you could care about with a healing hole in your arm and internal injuries. 
However, the blankets and clothes lining the black market you were walking down served as red flags, waving in the breeze as you and Denel follow a sketchy lead to a secret Resistance rendezvous. The intel you got after landing stated that this…person…you study their back and the brown, dirtied clothes hanging off of their body–brought new recruits to a transport headed for their base. Your alert started to hang high when the two of you were hardly asked questions to verify your intentions before being told to follow him, landing you in the black market. From that point, the alert allowed you to catch the occasional nervous glances sent your way as he fidgeted with a pocket watch. They became more frequent when you and other groups boarded the jet meant to take you to the Resistance.
Suspicion grates at your nerves, and you’re just about to start kicking yourself before the doors to the carrier jet open to the familiar colors of the growing Resistance waiting for you at the end of the walkway. 
Relief floods through your body and you make eye contact with Denel, clapping him on his back, which he returns with a smile. The two of you stand up and make your way down, but are intercepted by a small group of people led by Leia Organa herself. That’s when it all starts to make sense.
“So it was you?” Denel looks between the two of you questioningly.
She gives a sly smile, one side of her lips going higher than the other, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
You breathe out a laugh, “I guess I shouldn’t be surprised,” You hold out a hand for her to shake, introducing yourself, even though you know it wasn’t necessary. She knew who you were.
“Good to properly meet you. I’ve heard a lot about you.” The smile remains on her face, joined now by a twinkle in her eye as she shakes your hand. You nod once and let go before motioning over to your partner.
“This is Denel, another one of the First Order’s fugitives.” You joke and he shakes her hand too before dropping it back to his side and side-eyeing you.
“Welcome to the club, you two.” She grins, then silently motioned to the crowd gathered behind her before she has a more solemn look on her face. You and Denel share a look as they step up.
“Don’t be concerned, this is just a temporary measure to ensure the two of you won’t report the location or…inner workings of the Resistance.” A slight scowl curves at your features, but you couldn’t say you didn’t understand.
“This is Tantin and Venon. They’ll be your guards.” She points at each one, signaling their respective name. You drag your eyes back to them and study them, noticing they didn’t look amused about being the monitors either. Tantin looks less than happy to be there— you’d say even bordering on disgust; on the other hand, Venon stands closed off and emotionless beside him. Both hold a change of clothes beneath their arms that resemble the same shade of beige on their own bodies.
“Before room placement, I’ll need you two to change under supervision and go through a quick search.” 
Denel scoffs, and when he does Leia’s eyes stick to him, “There’s no such thing as too safe and we have many lives to protect. You understand, yes?”
He doesn't respond, and at his silence, you elbow him in the side, causing him to wince before slowly nodding in agreeance.
“It’s like you said, there are too many lives at stake. We understand.” You say, glancing back at Denel whose nostrils flared in disdain as he keeps his gaze from yours.
“I’m glad. I’ll see the two of you again when you get settled. We’re happy to have you here.” Giving a single nod with a smile, she walks from the zone that now lays empty, spare your duo and the guards. Tantin releases a displeased hum and motions for you to follow, then leads you to a bland room that only holds a table.
“One at a time, we don’t need any conspiring,” Venon says in an accusatory tone, and at that, Denel stalks forward to go first. Tantin holds the clothes he had out, which must be meant for Denel and he snags them, muttering under his breath that there was nowhere else to go. He’s followed by Tantin, whose person is to check that there’s nothing hidden beneath the clothes he wears.
As you wait for your turn, you lean on the wall and set your attention on Venon, who stiffly stands a few feet from you with her arms crossed. You snort out a laugh and shake your head. You understood the reason behind the two of them being timid. You came from an organization that puts trillions of dollars into burning them into the ground, but you are fugitives. There’s no return to the First Order, not with all that you’ve done.
Venon doesn’t acknowledge your stifled laugh, choosing to allow the silence to fill the empty hallways again as she waits for her partner to finish checking Denel.
The slam of the door against the wall startles you, and you snap your head to look at a scowling Denel and a flushed Tantin. 
“What happened?” You ask Denel in a hushed tone. 
“A lack of privacy,” He snaps. You sigh out, not wanting to go through your turn, but you’d do whatever you could to get the Resistance to trust you. 
Grabbing your clothes that are outstretched from Venon’s single hand, you enter where Denel and Tantin just left, your guard following close behind. Biting back your anger fueled by discomfort, Venon checks that you are free of bugs or other paraphernalia strapped to you, allowing you to get changed into the new clothes. You note a glazed look that Venon gives your arm before she notices you looking, making her turn from you.
Once both of you are cleared, you follow your guards down the hallway to what must be the residence hall since more people are starting to fill the previously empty space. You take the emptiness in conversation to look to Denel, who’s combing his eyes across the people in the hall, some that aren’t human, “You alright?”
He snaps his eyes to you with a pursed smile, “Being looked over like I was about to be put in a high-security prison wasn’t all that great, but I guess I can get over it. It beats being locked to a table.” 
“Or having the air squeezed from your lungs,” You add, laughing, which causes your guards to look at you with slight alarm. The looks make you and Denel chuckle amongst each other more. The humor falls from you as you continue walking, but each step starts to feel lighter.
Soon, you land in front of a door that looks like the others, and Venon points to Denel with her index finger, “You,” She pauses, pointing back at the room with her thumb, “This’ll be your room. Do whatever you want, but just know that Tantin’s following your every move.”
Denel gives you a single see you later nod before he walks into his room, Tantin following closely behind him.
When the door shuts, Venon motions for you to follow her, “Let’s go.”
You silently walk beside her, and compared to you, each of her steps looks as if her spine is tugging itself higher and higher–-her shoulders tense and mouth set in a straight line. When she abruptly stops and glares at you before slamming a panel next to her to open your room, it doesn’t come as a surprise that she hurtles a: “I don’t know why we have to waste our resources on you,” followed by an “I don’t know what they see in you.” 
A blink before a response, “Are you saying I should care what you think?” You ask, moving to lean against the doorway with your arms crossed.
Her nose crinkles in a sneer. “Considering my word determines whether you’re deemed safe or not–yeah. I’d say you should care what I have to think.” 
You look her up and down, actually studying her now and how well you might be able to either diffuse the situation (or make it worse). 
“Is that what you’re going with? A threat?”
“If it lets you see where you stand on this base, I guess so.” She retaliates.
You don’t hold the laugh back this time, “Okay, well earlier you said you don’t know what they see in me,” You finger quote the ‘they,’ “So that leads me to believe someone else’s words carry a lot more weight than yours do.” She looks at you in surprise at your rebuttal before pulling into a scowl.
“So I’m not going to be concerned what my guard…Vee something…thinks about me. Much less if she has to fall into childish threats because she doesn’t agree with her superior’s decisions.” You uncross your arms and push off the wall, making your way into your new room.
“I’m going to relax now,” You pause in the doorway, keeping eye contact, “Since being one of the most wanted First Order fugitives doesn’t get much time for rest.” You try to emphasize that you’re no longer Order-affiliated before you go through the door the rest of the way and walk to the bed, falling down with a big sigh.
You watch the open door, half expecting to see Venon walk through, but she never does.
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Later that day, you’re sat at a table with Denel and the guards in the cafeteria, one of them being the replacement for Venon after she had stepped down from her post following your conversation. From the time he introduced himself, you knew you’d like him a little better than the last one. He seemed to keep his comments to himself.
As you pick at your food in disinterest, tuned out from Denel loosely chatting with the guards, you feel eyes on you and look up to find none other than Poe Dameron absentmindedly staring as the people at his table start following his line of sight due to his silence. You let your face drop into a scowl, not wanting to have any more attention on you than there already is. 
Against your better judgment, you can’t help but look back at him, knowing in the back of your mind that there was some sort of solace in having people here who don’t mind you being here. You didn’t mean anything personal by the scowl and want to play it off, but just as you did, he looks away blinking as his eyes refocus on the group he sits with. He says something with a grin to play off his silence, and his table loudly laughs, seemingly forgetting he was ever quiet. It's that moment you realize something, and the thought does everything but make you comforted. 
Something similar happened in the club–where he had all kinds of people vying for his attention, hanging on his every word. Someone leaning close to him on either side, hardly even giving him space to move. A scowl forms on your face naturally this time, unnerved that you easily fell for the charm too, even if it did take a shot of electricity at first. Taking a sip from your cup, appetite now completely lost, you look between the group you sit with.
This likely wouldn’t have been possible if not for him–he likely said something to the General to get her on your side, thus allowing you to be here and even have this dilemma. You start to circle the caf in your cup to redistribute the concentration, still deep in your thoughts, not seeing Poe called away from his table and taking a last lingering glance your way. 
Focusing back on the group, you notice that Denel and the other two look at you with slight concern at your absentmindedness. 
“Yeah?” You respond, confused at the attention.
“I’ve been trying to ask you if you wanted to check out the hangars and see what they have here?”
You clear your throat, taking a look at Poe’s table to find him gone, “Sure, yeah. I was done anyways,” You pick up the barely touched plate as you stand up, Denel and the others mirroring you as you get ready to leave.
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“You wanted to see me, General?” Poe stood at parade rest in front of Leia’s desk, watching her stand contemplatively surrounded by the blue hue of holograms. Her eyes shifted from the images to him.
“Ever since our new arrivals this morning, we’ve started to get varying unrest around the base.” She clicked her datapad, popping up reports of change-of-room requests, where he could guess came from the hall that housed you and Denel. His eyebrows pulled together at her words.
“We expected that everyone on base wouldn’t be open to them being on D’Qar. That was the point of the guards.” Poe stated.
She nodded appreciatively, “Which is why I called you in here, Poe.” The use of his first name rather than his rank caused his posture to relax, but he stood confused.
“Oh? How do I fit into this?”
Leia looked at him with amusement as she continued, “Your…friend’s…guard just stepped down after what she says was an altercation that got out of control.” He snorted out a laugh. Sounds about right.
“I’ve set up a temporary replacement, but I’d like you to be the more permanent solution to this problem.” He felt his eyes bulge out of his head. She couldn’t be serious.
“Me? I’ve barely got the time to sleep, must less stand guard 24/7.” And it was true. Just going to lunch today was something he was rarely able to do, whether it be because he had to train, do maintenance on the ships, or had other Resistance-related business to attend to. Though, he supposed guarding counted as Resistance-related business.
“You’re both pilots and she’s familiar with you. Do you not think it’s a good idea?” She asked, smiling at him.
“No!” He responded quickly, much faster than he intended, “I–I mean no. It’s a good idea.” His face burned in embarrassment, especially when Leia gave him a knowing look. 
“I’m glad to hear you think the same,” Picking up the datapad, she did a series of clicks, “You can start tomorrow night after training, I’ve set the schedule to properly accommodate you.” 
Turning her back to him and setting her attention on the holograms, effectively ending the conversation, he gave her a single nod and dismissed himself. 
As he walked to the hangar, his thoughts wrapped around you and he felt nervous. Poe saw the scowl you gave him in the caf, and admittedly it did sting. He thought you were on each other’s good side, especially now that you guys were actually on the same side. But now? He didn’t know where you stood and how you’d react to him being your new guard.
He sighed, catching the attention of a passing person, who he acknowledged with a nod and pursed lips. 
This was stressing him out.
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Whispers. 
All you can hear are the whispers, joined by blurry images and lights darting past in a way that makes your stomach twist and turn. Then nothing, just a black void with a silence that permeates thick air.
Hide. A soft, feminine voice murmurs. Terror grips your body.
Suddenly, the silence is sharply cut by the sound of jets and beams of green light before the void returns. You're able to open your eyes now, and when they do, you look down to see that you stand in ankle-deep water tainted a brilliant red. A sheer gray dress flows down into the water, causing the red to soak upward into the fabric. You grasped the fabric at your hip lightly in your hands in confusion. 
“What?” You mumble to yourself. 
Silence is the only thing that responds to you, and you look around at the room that seems to never end. Your muscles choose to move of their own volition, walking you forward, but the distance never changes. Adrenaline starts to pump. What were you doing here? What did any of this mean?
Panting, you begin to run to try and seek some way out, feeling as if you're trapped. You don’t get far, a few paces perhaps, before a piercing scream causes you to crumble to the ground, the pain making you grip your head. You’re unaware you’re screaming too until you’re pulled awake by it, sweat drenching your body as you heave, looking to your guard who scrambles awake from his sleep on the chair across the room.
He throws you a panicked look as he grips the arms of the chair, “Wha– Are you okay?”
Releasing a shaky breath, you nod, “Nightmare.” But you felt everything but okay. The terror from the dream still settles deep within you, feeling as if it wrapped itself through your bones and around every vein.
He nods, not quite believing you based on the concern you can still see on his face, but he chooses to settle back into the chair. In return, you fall back into your pillows, turning your head to glance at the clock. It was still a few hours until you were meant to get up, but you highly doubt you’ll be able to fall asleep. The screams still echo in your ears as you gaze at the wall of your quarters.
The dream dumbfounds you; never in your life had you ever had one like that. Typically, sleep was dreamless–where closing your eyes at night seemed like a blink before you opened them again. But that? A shiver runs down your spine as it replays in your mind once more. 
The following hours you lay like that, replaying the dream over and over, trying to find meaning. 
It exhausted you. Your alarm rings, taking you out of your thoughts, and you look up to find your guard absent. He must’ve run to get ready. Tossing in bed, you throw your sheets off of yourself, dreading getting up for the day. With a sigh, you push yourself up and do it anyway.
When your guard returns and you finally make your way to the caf, the walk over lacks conversation, neither of you mentioning the nightmare. Settling at the table you frequent after grabbing rations, you glance around, noticing Poe wasn’t there. However, you do catch Denel’s eye, and he looks at you in question, presumably seeing the bags under your eyes. You dismiss him with a shake of your head, digging into your food even though your appetite isn’t particularly present at the moment.
You don’t want to admit it, but not seeing Poe around further kicks your mood down. His presence comforts you a little, even if you are unsettled you fell for his charm.
As the day continues, you wish you could turn back time to where you sat in the caf, thinking Poe’s presence was comforting, and throttle yourself. Maybe you were exaggerating due to the exhaustion, but who knew the Resistance crew could be so rude? Or maybe you were just naive to the concept. 
The first time you heard it, you were tuned out and walking back to your room after breakfast, your guard a few paces behind you. At the time, you didn’t think it was necessary he joined you since you were hoping to catch some sleep before a minor assessment you had to do as part of training, but you soon appreciated there was someone around to see the treatment.
“I heard General Organa turned a blind eye because Dameron has a real close relationship with her,” a girl says–not loud, but loud enough it was clear.
Truth be told, you likely wouldn’t have paid attention to it in the first place had you not heard the names of two out of the handful of people you knew on base, but when it registered, heat bleeds onto your face. They might not have even been talking about you. Looking in the direction you heard it from, you see two girls leaning their weight on the wall of the hallway, staring at you. Ah…so they were. You stop in your tracks.
“Who knew the clones were so easy?” The other girl says, which you figure based on the pitch of her voice. The two look you up and down before realizing you stopped and are staring back at them.
“You wanna repeat that back to me?” You ask with a harshness that is unlike the ‘new’ you. At least, the you that has been trying to not let the anger get the better of her. The pair’s eyes widen as one girl grabs her friend’s elbow, backing the two of them away. 
“I–We–,” They stumble on their words in unison, “it was just a rumor, it’s probably not true.”
Your eyebrows pull together, “Rumor?” Before you can ask more about where they heard it from, they're nearly to the corner of the hallway. You have half the mind to follow them and are just about to, but your guard grabs your shoulder and shakes his head. You roll your eyes and continue walking, muttering “I was only curious.”
It wasn’t the worst interaction you’d had. In fact, you’d considered it tame compared to some of the gossip about you that Jazkrin had set out after your demotion. However, the next incident shook you a little harder to your core. 
It was later in the day, following the (attempted) nap, where you sat at your assessment tinkering with some droid part. You went into it thinking they wanted to see your mechanical skills, but with the droid grading you hovering over your shoulder, you started to think that it was more a humiliation tactic. On any other day, you might not have cared that it loudly buzzes when you make a correction that it deems either wrong or unnecessary, but with it starting the way it had, you aren’t amused. It doesn’t help that for the past 34 minutes (yes, you have been counting), you've been a heavy topic between a pair of mechanics slotted underneath an X-wing.
It had started with them ridiculing you about how you were messing up on fixing the easiest assessment on base. At the time you just rolled your eyes at them like you did at the girls earlier. It’s not like you're particularly skilled at droid repair. Back at the Order, other teams were meant for droid repair, but typically the damaged ones were scrapped and completely replaced. There wasn’t a reason you had to learn any of this–not that you don’t mind. It was when the conversation took a turn when you felt you couldn’t just roll your eyes anymore.
“And Fara said that they had sex. I mean–we all know how he is, but with the First Order girl?” You glance up at them at her grunt, seeing she struggles to remove a part before she continues, “Honestly I think that he should be suspended for it.”
You tsk when her friend snorts out a laugh, turning your attention back to the droid, “Leia’s golden boy? No way.” You hear the clatter of metal as they get the part off, “Plus, you can’t fault him–there’s no telling what happened on that planet. She probably took advantage of him!” 
You stop, the muscles of your back tensed like pulled strings. You? Taking advantage of him? That wasn’t the kind of person you were. At the idea, they let out noises that you can only describe as nonworded pity, like they believed that’s what happened and their hearts broke for Poe’s experience. 
The small wrench you're holding clatters against the metal table as you storm out of the hangar, droid and guard yelling after you. You don’t want to be around anyone after that kind of insinuation. What had even given that indication in the first place? Tears of frustration brim your eyes. Is that what people thought you were? Someone who defiled their precious ‘golden boy’? You and Poe hardly talked, only setting your eyes on him once since stepping off of the jet that took you here. How is any of that fair?
Willing the tears away, you step onto the tarmac and search for the nearest hill you can hide away at, but in your search, you see an entire squadron of pilots appraising you with malice, snickering amongst themselves. That’s when every bad event of the day crashes into you. What was with everyone? You were a runaway just like everyone else. Blind anger replaces your frustration and you immediately turn to the one of the hangars you saw yesterday: the one that houses the Black Squadron.
Staring down the one other person who had been on the planet and could have started those rumors (in your twisted brain), you make a beeline for the pilot climbing down the ladder of his X-wing. He's talking about something you couldn’t care less about, and when he realizes he has none of his squadron’s attention given they were all curiously staring at you, he turns. It wasn’t timed well, your harsh shove making his balance thrown off as an alarmed “Woah!” escapes from his mouth, stumbling to right himself.
“What are you telling people?!” You yell, your voice echoing off of the walls as several other peoples' attention draws to you. Poe, who gathered his balance, whips around to face you, exasperation etched onto his face.
“What are you even talking about?!” He yells back, throwing his hands in the air in bewilderment. You start your rant before you can think and filter it:
“Since I woke up this morning, I’ve been subjected to nothing but hatred and petty gossip– most jarring being that I took advantage of you.” You briefly pause, watching his expression turn to concern, “It’s frustrating to have left the Order just to come here and get the same treatment from the Resistance. It seemed like you guys boasted fair treatment, and…” You cover your face with your hands, the tears from earlier resurfacing as your voice cracks, “I can’t believe I was so stup–”
Poe’s hands hold your shoulders softly, “Hey hey hey,” he cuts you off, “I’m so sorry that’s happening to you, I have no idea where it came from.” You take a deep breath at his words, trying to stabilize yourself from the manic rant you started rapidly falling into. You wipe your eyes with the lower part of your palm before they fall to your sides. Now you feel ridiculous.
“Listen, I’ll ask around and try to clear it up, okay? Does that sound good?” You nod slowly and Poe removes his hands from your shoulders. You find yourself missing the heat from them and you're brought back to reality, seeing and feeling all the pairs of eyes on you. Adjusting the clothes on your body, the fabric feeling suffocating, you fidget. Probably was a good idea to apologize. 
Shifting your eyes from his, your cheeks burn. “Sorry...about the push, that was incredibly out of line. Plus, it definitely wasn’t fair of me to assume you started the gossip. My anger just gets out of control sometimes, and it makes it hard for me to see logic, and…” The edge of his mouth tilts in an amused smirk, causing you to stop, “Sorry, I’m rambling.” You feel the embarrassment fill the rest of your face as it crawls up your neck.
He cocks his hip when he steps a foot out, moving a hand to rest on his waist. With the same smirk on his lips, he jokes: “I’m glad you see the forceful shove was out of line,” he lets out a light laugh, “The rambling was fine though. Probably one of the longest times you’ve spoken to me.”
You start to back away slowly, wanting to get yourself out of the grave you quickly dug yourself, “Right–and I am super sorry, I promise it won’t happen again.” You do an ‘X’ over your heart, “Promise.” He’s about to open his mouth and joke that he hopes you’re not talking about never speaking to him again, but you sharply turn around and race to make your way to your guard that stands a few paces from the entrance of the hangar. 
Poe watches as you leave, the temp guard saying a few choice words that you ignore before you both disappear around the corner. He sighs as he rights his position and turns to continue where he left off. When he does, his squadron and the other onlookers snap into action, an awkward cough escaping a few of them as they pretend they didn’t stop everything to listen in. Snap lets out a whistle before he starts to shed his gear and Poe glances at him impassively.
“You’ve got a lot to handle there, Dameron.”
Poe chuckles lightly. “Pftt, I learned that lesson on Coruscant,” he says, pulling off the rest of the gear while Snap returns a laugh.
Truth be told, he figured that out on the planet you crashed on. Coruscant only further solidified the idea, adding to it that you were an enigma–someone that he didn’t think would ever be fully understood. However, today was the first time he’d ever seen you rattled. The experience with the carnivorous beast hadn’t even gotten you like this. Poe knew he would have to get whatever was happening straightened out.
That night, Poe replaced your temp guard. Before leaving, he patted Poe’s shoulders sympathetically, which he returned with a perplexed look. Was this about what happened earlier that day? 
It really didn’t offend him–it wasn’t like you hadn’t apologized about a million times. To be fair, you’ve both held blasters to each other's heads and BB-8 did electrocute you that one time. He laughs at the memory. It seemed so far away.
Entering the room, he studies your form lying unmoving in your bed. He wondered what you thought about it all. Today gave him a little insight about how you felt, but he craves more. Because she defected from the First Order, he tries to convince himself. 
His eyes catch the clean bandage wrapped around your arm and his eyebrows furrow. Was that new? Did someone on D’Qar do that to you? A new type of monster grabs at his throat and he feels a simmering anger at seeing the wrapped wound. What was he doing? He reasons with himself that it likely happened during your escape, trying to get the feeling out of him.
Poe sighs, settling down into the chair. Oh man, this was going to be harder than he expected.
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a/n:
they are reunited <3
also side note, i was writing between classes one day and an acquaintance sat next to me and started talking to me. totally forgot to spam click out of everything and i’m pretty sure they saw my star wars research 😃👍🏻 (ha ha i hope they don’t perceive me)
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