#cgcw

[coffeegrlcreamwrld]

i truly do love being a femme dyke princess

👸🏾🫶🏾🏳️‍🌈✨

[cosmicgardencreative]

[RED]

Ismaire:

Now for some Red Riding Hood tomfoolery I'm not sorry for.

Claret, you're lookin uh, little thirsty there. Need some water?

[fuckingperfection-ugw]

Kurwa

Wsm to przytyłam albo mam zaburzony obraz i fajnie ze to widać ake nie cgcw żeby się ro wydało nawet nie wiedziałam co jej odpisać. Odpdoslam ze nie wiem co odpisać ze jesy dobrze i dziękuję że do mnie napisala i się przejmuje myślę że git

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[movedblogtoanother-blog]

07252020/0250

I’ve accepted my sexuality at this point. After a lot of reflecting and reading I’m comfortable with identifying as queer. I’m not quite sure if I’m bi or pan but I’m definitely attracted to women. It hasn’t been hard for me to accept as it’s always been something I’ve had in my mind as a possibility I’ve just never cared enough to explore. Until this year my main focus has been on school and then finding a job. I’ve never been interested in being in a serious relationship until I got myself together including my mental health. I like attention and the flirting/talking/dating stage but whenever someone wanted to get serious I ran lol.

Towards the end of last year I finally felt like I was in a good place to really date date and with my job I planned to have funnnnnn this year but miss rona said no mam. This time in isolation has really had me craving intimacy and thus I started interrogating what that looks like to me which led me to start thinking about who I could see myself with in these trying times (pandemic x uprisings).

When I first felt attracted to women (or girls cause I was in HS lol) it was in a sexual way. I could see myself having sex with women but couldn’t see myself in a relationship with them so I attributed it to me just being a horny teenager being effected by the way women are oversexualized. I didn’t really think much of it beyond that. In college I was open to being a third because again horny teen but didn’t really think about a relationship with women. Looking back I definitely had some crushes but I wasn’t interested in a relationship with anyone at that point so again never thought much of it. When thinking of relationships with guys I could only see myself in it if I was being spoiled/taking care of financially. Ive never been really interested in guys my age and when I was it never lasted long lol.

With all that being said, when I started thinking about who I could see myself with now as a 25 year old and beyond I realized that I could see myself with a woman. And then when I thought about my favorite couples on shows or YouTube or instagram they were mostly couples that had two women/non-men. The couples that had a woman and a man were couples where they man had lots of $$$$ and was obviously taking care of the woman. I think the fact that the only relationships I could see myself in with men are ones where there are actual financial benefits for me is telling. In this moment of exposing capitalism for the disgusting system that it is I’m not as worried about being with a monied partner as I am about being with someone who would fight for me in all aspects. (I still want financial stability but it’s more so for peace of mind then wanting to ball out lol)

I really just want someone to be vulnerable with and who I can show all of me to. I also want more friends and to really find a community where we are there for each other. I’ve always felt comfortable in queer spaces but kind of felt like an intruder? I hope that me accepting this part of myself really allows me to find my people wherever they may be lol. I can’t wait till post COVID in 2022 (😭) when we can all gather again.

[lesserknownbeef]

Underappreciated Husbando#13: Zubaz

Source: Uhhhhhhh

[khun-supakrit]

🌸Treatment done today! Aromatherapy Massage 120 mins. ☘️ It wss very excellent staff service and they helped me to rejuvenate and ready for the fresh day! 😀 #Spacenvaree #CGCW (at Spa Cenvaree @Centara Grand Hotel Centralworld) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMcX2YMHhPX/?igshid=119b7m5feikyv

[coffeegrlcreamwrld]

reading parable of the sower for the first time and it feels like a warning

how am I supposed to be planning for a future and trying to learn tech skills for a high paying job when I feel like I need to be learning how to grow food and find fresh water sources

how to forage and learn what herbs work for what ailments/prevention/protection/etc

we have been watching a genocide in 4K for months and being made more aware of all the ongoing genocides around the world, forced to constantly be re-infected with a bio level 3 pathogen for almost half a decade, can’t afford adequate housing, non-poisonous food, sufficient healthcare or education and it’s all getting worse and more and more money is being put into police and the military to maintain the current capitalistic world order

if they’re are true history books in the future covid will mark the beginning of the end of this era

i wish to survive it

[cosmicgardencreative]

Target Sighted (Sketchtember 2024 - Day 6)

[RED]

Ismaire: This sketch prompt turned into a 3-panel sketch comic about how dragons in this world go just non-functionally feral around cats. In particular the dragons' young leader-to-be, Celine, loses her composure the first time she travels to a human town where they keep cats to hunt the mice, and… this.

Yep. Celine and I are one and the same in this regard. God I love cats a/sldfjdljafd;k

[coffeegrlcreamwrld]

this. cannot wait to find my people.

Do any of you ever feel this great desire to be near other queer people? Like not necessarily sexually or romantically, just with them. To be next to someone who understands you. To talk to someone just as ‘weird’. To be close to them. To be seen. To be able to be you. Completely. And to be loved for it. To have solidarity and friendship and love, enough to hold off everyone else. To be held and to be seen and loved and understood. To be free…

[movedblogtoanother-blog]

07032020/22:24

Almost the 4th of July and these fireworks are killing me. They’ve been going off for months now.

I started talking to the guy I was dating at the end of last summer again. I’m the one who stopped us from going any further but I really didn’t feel ready for what he wanted and I felt pressured. I like him but I would never want to introduce him to my family or friends and what does that say about me? I’ve never dated or been interested in someone I would want to introduce to my people and I wonder does that say more about me, my people, or the people I’ve been interested in. IDK now that he’s focused on something I feel like I could be interested again and I’m wondering if it’s because I know he’s not going to be emotionally available right now. I also know this quarantine and me craving intimacy has something to do with it. I don’t want kids though even if I sometimes question it. I know I don’t want to raise kids 24/7 from newborn-30. If I could just have a baby without it growing up past like 3 then maybe but I would probably get tired of that too. I hope we can stay friends though. I hope if this adoption goes through I can meet baby. Even though I have my own mixed feelings about adoption in general even when we were dating he was very committed to adopting so I’m happy it could be coming together for him and I want to see the baby he’s being wanting. I also have been talking to my friend who’s in another country. We met at work and while it’s also been just friendship between us there’s also this level of connectedness lol I miss him and our conversations and happy hours. I’ve talked about things with him I’ve never talked about with any body and it’s actually because of him that I met the guy mentioned above. I’m annoyed that two people I feel something for and yet it’s not exactly what I want. I have this vision of the girl I want to be. Big hair, clear skin, fit, eats healthy, travels often, has friends and a community I can count on, well read, takes pictures, writes for fun, and is loved and in love. I can see her so clearly sometimes it hurts because I’m not doing what I can to become her. I’m not being too hard on myself right now as getting out of the bed is a struggle but I know what I want my life to look like. This in between hurts. I say in between because I’ve accomplished a lot towards these things but I still have so far to go.

This post is all over the place but this is what’s on my mind now. I have to meet that girl in the mirror someday.

[lies]

https://youtu.be/Vdlc-G-cGcw

[tiikerikani]

Okay, WHO PULLED HIS MASK DOWN?? #kivimiehet #helsinki (at Helsinki Central railway station) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGcw-6kBZVg/?igshid=1wkakxprxvno0

[khun-supakrit]

☘️ [I’ve reached the top!] I went to drink the juices in the rooftop bar at the hotel on my birthday! ☘️😀 #CRU #cruchampagnebar #redsky #centaragrandatcentralworld #cgcw (at CRU Champagne Bar) https://www.instagram.com/p/CI-zXveJqpS/?igshid=eki7icucpzbq

[hooofashion]

Classic/Thick Cartier Love Bracelet White Gold without diamonds . . . #Cartierlovebracelets #cartierbracelet #cartier #cartierlovebracelet #love #lovebracelet #cartierlovewhitegold #cartierlovebraceletwhitegold #cartierlove #cartierjewelry #cartierjusteunclou #jewelry #lovebracelet #justeunclou #cartierlovebangle #carterlove #cartierbangle #fashion #bracelet https://www.instagram.com/p/CGcw-oTh0xq/?igshid=7198y2xt7zvn

[coffeegrlcreamwrld]

how they make me feel.

there are so many people in the world. 7 billion or something. yet we still experience loneliness. how is that possible? i do wonder that. how we can go outside and see thousands of different people yet still feel like we are the only one to exist? we can be in a room full of people and feel like nobody acknowledges our existence. but then you meet one individual person that sees you, like really sees you, and suddenly the room that once felt empty despite being full is filled with life. maybe that room is our heart. there are so many people in the world, but sometimes it just takes one for everything to feel okay again.