#ceyseli

[slverblood]

( enable my rambling // always accepting ) @ceyseli WROTE: hc + hobbies / relaxation / self care

AYLIN HAS SPENT MOST OF her life on the road. She was hidden in Moonhaven / the Selûnite Outpost in her earliest years, but she was nevertheless young when she began traveling with St. Erlona and John Meadowlin. Moonhaven and later Reithwin were her home base, the place she returned between quests, but she might be gone for months or even years. Her every concept of hobbies, relaxation, self-care thus revolve around that lifestyle.

Hobbies are easy to answer. She loves theater, even puppet plays. She just loves stories in general, really. Meadowlin raised her on everything from fairytales to great epics, and went all in doing voices and acting out certain scenes. As she got older and came to know their favorites by heart, they'd act them out together around the campfire. It's not practical for her to carry around a load of books, but any bard, storyteller, and acting troupe she chances across will find an enthusiastic audience in her . . . or an enthusiastic heckler if their skills aren't up to snuff. When such entertainments are unavailable, she'll tell stories herself or ask stories of those around her. She is an excellent storyteller and has many to share. Alternatively, she'll pull those around her into a word game like she'd play with Erlona and Meadowlin. Something like inventing a story a line at a time or coming up with limericks based on their surroundings — they found ways to entertain themselves.

She's fond of other games as well. She carries a pack of cards on her and knows a frankly ridiculous amount of games with variants. She's not big on gambling but she'll find the card table in any tavern just to have people to play with. She was raised on strategy games, too: chess, backgammon, alquerque, you get the picture. Carrying around a bunch of game sets wasn't practical, but they could fit at least one travel sized game set, and many other games could be improvised with what was around them. Erlona was best with the card and table games, and she used them to teach Aylin how to strategize, read her opponents, present a bluff, analyze the stakes. How well those lessons really sank in is debatable, but she loves a board game night all the same.

These hobbies count as her relaxation and self-care. She doesn't have many personal possessions, and what she does have are practical for travel. She's very social — or was before being imprisoned — so a pub crawl or festival or loud party have been her preferred scene. Alcohol doesn't really help her unwind, though. She has to drink a lot more to get buzzed than most, unless she's drinking with like . . . goliaths or something. She does drink; it's just for socialization more than getting drunk. She appreciates a night in an actual bed and a hearty meal and a warm bath when she can get it, but she's not one to luxuriate in bed or really soak in the bath or savor a gourmet meal. Self-care and relaxation for her really are playing games and going out to have fun.

That having been said, after being freed, she can't handle the loud, chaotic, crowded venues she used to love. Not for many years, at least. (Being immortal gives her enough time for anything to change, but that can mean decades or centuries.) As she starts to understand and accept that, she really does start to gravitate toward game nights or storytelling / singing with a small group. Something fun but relaxed, social but with a small number she knows well.

[archivestarlyht]

@ceyseli  /  sc.

“feels like a lifetime since someone recognized my talents,”   mal responded to the dragonborn.  he was torn between pride and relief.  centuries of experience had fashioned the dragon mage into a damned good healer,   if he did say so.  he held his tongue for now,   but it wasn't like he really held on to much hope for what the question hinted at.  most of what people in the city sought remedies for were,   unfortunately,   private matters or remedies for colicked beasts.  it was hell.  “right patience and ingredients,   there's a fix for everything.”

almost everything.   bring up my fucking limp,   he thought,   i'm throwing you out myself.

[ulfhrafnx]

❛ i didn’t want you to see me like this. ❜ from kodlak :3c

she watches him struggle and it splits her in two, lira immediately rushing to his side. she can smell what he won’t say aloud , a shift in his overall demeanor as well as his vitality. she can almost hear a clock begin it’s count down.

......... time was running out.

wolves preferred to leave when injury or illness rendered them no longer able to fend for themselves, not wishing to burden the pack with extra weight to carry nor painful goodbyes, but he was strong. he’d survived so much already. there was still plenty of fight left in him. she sees it in the way he still holds his head high. pride not allowing for any ending undeserving of sovngarde. another story worthy of sharing in a great mead hall.

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 or 𝙶𝙻𝙾𝚁𝚈 , that was their way and she would honor it. one so renowned was not deserving of pity. she would never disrespect him in such a way , and no matter the state, he could never be anything less in her eyes.

even so , stomach in her throat , her gaze betrays her , though she can't bring herself to speak what her heart cries out. that she’s lost without him. she’s afraid of failing him --- tarnishing both his name and memory. he expects far too much of her.

out of habit her hand finds his, braced against oak as seasoned as he, and she squeezes for reassurance, more for herself than for him. she doesn’t want to let him go , she doesn’t know how.

he means more to her , to all with a fire burning in their hearts , than she can ever adequately voice. he knows -- and that alone eases her sorrow for now. his presence always bringing her comfort. to have spent time in his company, to know him , would always be her greatest blessing.

“ 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓, ” is all she can bring herself to say ( he's earned it ) as the seams holding her together begin to unravel.

[stolememory]

“&– - I know what it is you're after. You've come for answers to the questions only I know.” // @ceyseli liked for a lyrical starter

[dovaeh]

patching up wounds. "lay back down. you're not healed up yet." @ceyseli, cirion.

where she would not usually comply, she is forced back by the waves of pain that roll through her body as she tries to sit up — the wicked cut of the bandit's sword too far into her gut to simply ignore. with her most concerted effort, she manages to refrain from whimpering as she eases back into the hard cot, although she does have to pull a shaking breath through her teeth like a gasp.

"by the nine." she shudders, pale and slick with sweat as she turns her gaze to her healer. the cloud of his eyes makes her wonder how he had known the extent of her wounds, but she still has the mind to bite back such a forward question.. for now. "i thought magic and potions were more instant than this. it still feels... fresh."

[endawn]

blog roll:

endawn , hero of kvatch / champion of cyrodiil

ceyseli , multimuse / multi fandom )

icewept , interpretation of the snow prince from tes lore

emeratu , tes: v bard oc

[444names]

Names generated from Tolkienesque forenames and the Ayleidoon language dictionary

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[kaiaden]

LMFAOOO CEYSING SOBBINF TF

hellooo I’m dying I swear

Who comes up with these absolutely shitty takes 😭🙏🤡

A mf on Reddit tried to argue that the element of Light is stupid because Light is pretty much some kind of Energy so Lloyd should be able to do that instead and yada yada (they also are in denial of Lloyd's element coming from Life), but while at it they basically proved that the element of Light comes from the Source Dragon of Energy.

[ceynomore]

If you don’t go through life singing dumb songs while you do stuff, you’re missing out.

[cue music in my head]

Iiiii don't want to be driving,  I'd rather be at home,

But I just don't feel like making pizza on my ownnnnn,

So here I head for Jet's, Dodging  all these  iiiii diiii oooootttttts!

'Cause socialization is overrated, And everything I've hated,

But pizza is the besssst!

- a love song, by me

[halrhjarta]

if anyone has orion’s contact info, please reach out if you can. he deleted his multi, ceyseli. he left our server and isn’t responding. please help us make sure he’s okay. 

[weavefate]

What Monster From Folklore Protects You?

Caladrius 

Take the Quiz HERE

The shadows are the safest place... They are the place no one will think to look for you.

 With an unassuming external facade of a simple white bird, the caladrius does not seem like something to pay particular attention to. However, this creature hailing from Roman mythos is capable of a miracle like no other: healing the sick. The caladrius nestles down on the chests of the diseased and ailing, its fantastical feathers absorb the ailment from the sick. With a mighty caw, it rides skyward, flinging itself and the sickness into the sun's blazing fury. It sacrifices itself for the betterment of others. This is the true beauty of the caladrius.

You don't seem like much... You're average. You have always been easily overlooked. The minority. Never had a problem blending into the crowd for a large part of you life. Maybe you have never been the type to readily accept a compliment. Whatever your reason, for a while you were content like this. You are fiercely loyal to your friends, maybe you would even die for them. Beneath your meek demeanor is a burning spirit. One that will not stand to watch other's suffering. The caladrius notices your flame and strives to preserve it. It understands that sometimes, you need to care for yourself before you care for others. 

Under its protection, you may sense who you can trust and who you should avoid. Just be wary of whom you choose to use your gifts for...Sometimes the cure is worse than the disease.

Tagged by: I stole it from @lady-proudmoore <3

Tagging: @redeeming-sun @rectoress @ceyseli @finsaraan @undeadunalive

[andyrobertsonz]

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[lifeofswiftie89]

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