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[stalkersdiary]

✧ 5 Years of Streaming ✧

Some of you might be confused as to where this is coming from, but for those of you who found my mental health account because of my live streams, this will make sense. It's my 5th year being a streamer and I have moved past a lot of my anxiety with talking to people. Sure. I'm not perfect, but I'm a heck of a lot better at it. Thank you all for following me, and helping me achieve this silly little goal I've dreamed of. (In case anyone was worried, I'm not stopping streaming, I'm just really excited to announce my 5 year anniversary and progress.)

[catselegantcarnival]

I'm not even going to lie, I just like this picture of me. I'm posting it because I wanna keep track of days where I feel pleasant and I don't feel like I look like trash. At some point in the near future, a picture of me is going to be posted on a friend's account. I'm nervous. I know he wouldn't post a bad picture of me. I'm just... Nervous.

I already hate my voice as it is, I need to not hate my body or face as well. I hope at some point, I can appreciate myself a bit more. In the mean time, I am reminding myself that being attractive or unattractive doesn't mean I'm worth less than anyone else. My appearance is for me. Not for some random person online. I get to make it how I want and when I want. TLDR, you are more than a picture of you ever will be and at the end of the day, you being content with your own body is what matters.

[catselegantcarnival]

~5 years of Streaming~

It's my 5th year being a streamer and I have moved past a lot of my anxiety with talking to people. Sure. I'm not perfect, but I'm a heck of a lot better at it. Thank you all for following me, and helping me achieve this silly little goal I've dreamed of. (In case anyone was worried, I'm not stopping streaming, I'm just really excited to announce my 5 year anniversary and progress.)

[catselegantcarnival]

Just here to remind you.

If you're following any of my accounts, they are LGBTQ AS FRICC. If you wanna follow me, I'm transmasc and Intersex. I was BORN queer and I don't want randos finding me from my alt accounts freaking out because I happen to be kinda gay. I like guys. I kiss men. I kiss nonbinary people. I have kissed women but really like as friends- BUT I REALLY LIKE GUYS. I'm pretty gay.

If you find me attractive, that's kinda gay. If you want to suck my peen, that's kinda gay. If you buy my Patreon- that might not be gay but it isn't straight I can tell you that.

I encourage it. ENHANCE the gay thoughts.

But for real, I'm gonna do an intro post somewhat soon and I'm going to be posting more regularly since I'm posting on my alt account a lot more than I planned and now I gotta post here too. Hahaha

[catselegantcarnival]

I just came from your stream where you mentioned an alt tumblr. What is it and what kind of content is on there? Is it cool if I follow?

Hey! Well, I do have a side blog but I'm not sharing it on here. I don't mind telling you what my main account is, but I'm not going to be telling anyone what my side blog is as Cat. Here's a few answers though. My alt blog is kind of a diary or sorts. Just a place for me to put my thoughts and feelings. A vent blog maybe? Not sure how to word it but, that. If you wanna follow it, good luck finding it. A few have found it from Mocha leaking it on the discord server but just in case you haven't seen that, I won't go into it. XD (If you write my side blog, I will respond honestly and say it's me. Let's see what happens.) I hope you have a lovely day, thanks for writing. ^^